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Mon amour

Hey, are any of my watchers in the Boston/Massachusetts/Southern New Hampshire area? I'm looking for some cool new people to hang out with. Maybe do some cosplay photoshoots if you're into that :3

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28478826/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28478826/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 23:00:32 PST
Mon amour

THE BASICS: write a Christmas/Holiday wish list. It can be any 10 wishes you'd like to have granted, no matter what they are. Possible or seemingly impossible. People look and grant the wishes if they can. It's not about "OMFG PRESENTS", it's about making someone else's holiday a little brighter by giving.

STEP ONE

** Make a post in your journal. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fun ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

** If you wish for real possible things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you. In this case, you can always just note someone on dA.

** Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your journal, so that others can join in and participate to spread the holiday joy!


STEP TWO

** Surf around your friend list to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

** If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

** You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

NOW LET'S SEE IT!

1. More experienced people to role play with

2. If anyone has cosplays that are too small for them I'll be glad to take them off your hands :3

3. Write me some good smut >:3

4. I need moving money. Badly. I'm selling stuff, ask me about it.

5. More chances to do some photoshoots with people. Cosplay and otherwise.

6. Headphones. I can never have enough

7. Someone to commission cosplays from

8. Any help in getting me closer to my girlfriend would be amazing.

9. Sort of over-lapping with cosplays, but I'd loooove some more wigs <3

10. I want everyone to know that I'm here if they ever need someone to talk to.

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28477436/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28477436/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 21:09:47 PST
Mon amour

Yoinked cause I'm bored as fuck.


1.YOUR ROCK STAR NAME (first pet, current car)
Lady Legacy

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME (fave ice cream flavor, favorite type of shoe)
Mocha Chip Vans

3. YOUR NATIVE AMERICAN NAME (favorite color, favorite animal)
Black Cat

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, city where you were born)
Rose West Bridgewater

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 of your first name)
LeFka

6. SUPERHERO NAME (2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
Red Mountain Dew...but you can all me Red Dew for short >:3

9. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower)
April Rose (lol my birthmonth and middle name XD )

10. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you’re wearing right now)
Pomegranate Jeans

1 . YOUR REAL NAME:
Katherine Rose LeFebvre

2 . YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
Katizzle

3 . YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
Black Cat

8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black Peaches

9. NINJA NAME: (First two letters of your first name added with Ruto)
Karuto

10. PIRATE NAME: (Your middle name after the word Captain)
Captain Rose

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28384449/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28384449/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 20:37:04 PST
Mon amour

I like stealing things today >.>

K: Is KRAZY
A: Is easy to fall in love with
T: Has beautiful eyes
H: Is a FREAK
E: Will kick your butt
R: Has one of the best personalities ever
I: Loves to kiss
N: Is very cute
E: Will kick your butt

I like how "will kick your butt" comes up twice. I'm a violent little thing, but for the most part weak as hell ~___~

Also, I almost forgot how to spell my full name. I had to spell it out-loud >.>

A: Is easy to fall in love with
B: Is amazing
C: Is really sweet
D: Is popular with all types of people
E: Will kick your butt
F: Love people
G: Loves to laugh and smile
H: Is a FREAK
I: Loves to kiss
J: Is really hot
K: Is KRAZY
L: Will kick your butt
M: Makes everything fun
N: Is very cute
O: Is the Best gf/bf
P: Is very mental
Q: Is always asking questions
R: Has one of the best personalities ever
S: Is Fine
T: Has beautiful eyes
U: Has a Smile to die for
V: Is not jugemental
W: Has a very broad mind
X: Never lets people tell you what to do
Y: Can be funny and dumb at the same time
Z: Has a hard time getting out

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28378492/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28378492/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 15:36:24 PST
Mon amour

1. What's your cosplay name?
Zel

2. Do you have a cosplay group?
Not exactly

3. What is your most current cosplay?
Poland from Hetalia

4. What is your most current cosplay skit?
I don't have one >.<

5. What do all your cosplays have in common?
They're usually of short characters...

6. Do you have any cosplay pairings?
Yeah, lots ^_____^

7. Who do you cosplay now?
Things that aren't retired or semi-retired: Poland, steampunk, cyberpunk, Poison Ivy, Kadaj, and soon to add Roxas to the list

8. What cosplay do you WANT to do?
kdfnhdkghkj there's sooooo many I want to do. I can't even begin to list them all @___@

[#9 is missing??] <.<
So it seems

10. Now tag some people!

ANYONE WHO COSPLAYS >:3

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28325507/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28325507/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 02:31:12 PST
Mon amour

So um...I blinked and I now have over 14,000 pageviews...Love you guys I promise to keep up the good work, cause obviously I'm doing something right...

Sadly new cosplays are going to be few and far-between for a while. Though I do desperately need to have a Kadaj photo shoot sometime soon, and a Roxas one as soon as my coat gets mailed :/ I've been waiting for this thing since LAST Anime Boston...

Anywho so once I'm done with "Operation See My Girlfriend for the First Time IRL" I'll have money for cosplay again.

I need to make out my very long list of things I still have to do...cause right now I can only remember the Hetalia stuff XD

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28204475/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28204475/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 18:41:21 PST
Mon amour

RULE 1
You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!


Kissed one of your DA friends?
Guilty

Danced on a table in a bar?
Inocent

Ever told a lie?
Guilty

Had feelings for someone whom can't have them back?
Guilty

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty

Kissed a picture?
Guilty

Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty

Held a snake?
Guilty

Been suspended from school?
Innocent

Worked at a fast food restaurant?
Innocent

Been fired from a job?
Innocent

Done something you regret?
Guilty

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Guilty

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Guilty

Kissed in the rain?
Guilty

Sat on a roof top?
Guilty

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Guilty

Sang in the shower?
Guilty

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Guilty

Ate more than half a pie by yourself?
Innocent

Flirted with someone to make someone else jealous?
Guilty

Pretended to flirt with someone?
Guilty

If someone dared you, you would lick the floor under where you are?
Innocent

Own a pair of aviators?
Guilty

Own something that you bought that you would never wear?
Guilty

Shaved your head?
Guilty

Slept in your underwear in the middle of winter?
Guilty

Had a boxing membership?
Innocent

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Guilty

Donated Blood?
Innocent

Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent

Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty

Still love someone you shouldn't?
Innocent

Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent

Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Guilty

Been too honest?
Guilty

Ruined a surprise?
Guilty

Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you’re a guy) or man's clothes (if you’re a girl)?
Guilty

Joined a pageant?
Innocent

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty

Had communication w/ your ex?
Guilty

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Innocent

Got so angry that you cried?
Guilty

Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
Guilty

Thought about suicide
Guilty

Thought about murder?
Innocent

How bout mass murder?
Innocent

Tried illegal drugs and the like?
Guilty at the time

Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
Guilty

Stalked someone?
Innocent

Been so drunk that you forget things that happened while you were intoxicated?
Innocent

Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Guilty

In love?
GUILTY AS CHARGED

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28135485/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28135485/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 00:11:52 PST
Mon amour

Must Do:
-Clean and sort out my room
-Buy storage bins for all my Transformers and other figures
-Round up all my cosplay stuff and put it in a tote under my bed so I can have it all in one place
-Not spend anymore money unless I need to
-Get a job ASAP
-Find a way to really reduce my stress so I can once again start to live my life and not just EXIST
-Change my diet a bit, I need to eat more things that are actually organic

Probably Should Do:

-Withdraw from my 2 classes so I don't fail them
-Start selling a ton of my stuff


Anything I'm forgetting?

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28130337/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28130337/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 19:01:37 PST
Mon amour

I thought things over REALLY hard and I decided that the 100 or so I'd spend on AAC could be put to something of better use. Something a bit more Sara related. At this point I'll do anything to get us at the very least within driving distance of each other. I have ideals in my head, but I know they'll never come to pass. Not anytime soon at least.


It's been a rough year for me. Health issues most likely caused my stress, depression, and unwanted weight loss ~___~

Today's particularly hard cause it's the first day of the curse meaning I'm downing Advil and in general being all dkghdoguhd

Just so stressed about everything lately.
I'm likely withdrawing from my classes so I don't fail them :/
I'm sick of being sick and tired all the time.

When I have the time and energy I'm going to be cleaning my room in chunks, and any other part of the house that has my shit in it.
I'm going to start to really go through my stuff and decide what I can do without. If I do leave in 5 months I want it to be manageable and not require a fucking moving truck :/

I also need to start getting storage bins for the stuff I'm keeping in my room, but not on display: ie my Transformers.

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28093497/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28093497/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 17:57:44 PST
Mon amour

I wish I didn't have writer's AND artist's block so I could put something actually artsy on here and not just pictures. I never expected to be a photographer or model when I joined this site :/

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28085467/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28085467/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 11:28:15 PST
Tsundere (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[ ] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[x] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[x] You have a secret obsession with something cute.
[ ] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her.
[x] You blush when people point out your sensitivities.
[ ] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 3

Yandere (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[x] You’re very sweet and kind in public.
[x] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[x] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise.
[x] You have a crush who you’d literally kill for.
[x] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[ ] Schizophrenic?
Total: 5

Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[x] You have glasses.
[x] You can sometimes be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[>] You are always very polite in your speech.
[x] You are fairly intelligent in some field.
[>] You take discipline seriously.
[x] You have some sort of fetish for something.
Total: 5

Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)
[x] You have a friend who often makes dumb or embarrassing remarks.
[x] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[ ] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yin"
[x] You swear a lot.
[x] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total: 4

Boke (Dumb Guy)
[ ] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[ ] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[ ] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yang”.
[ ] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[ ] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.
Total: 0

Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[ ] You are always, almost overly, polite.
[x] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron.
[x] You’re an excellent cook.
[ ] You are hardly ever angry.
[ ] You have really long hair.
Total: 2

Sexy Character
[x] Your bust/package is...formidable.
[x] You like making sexual innuendos.
[x] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen (hot springs).
[ ] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[>] You’re an expert cosplayer.
[>] You like the taste of alcohol.
Total: 4

Loli/Shota Character
[x] You like sweets or chocolate.
[x] You adore cute things and/or the word “kawaii”.
[ ] You use Japanese suffixes like “-chan,” “-tan,” “-sempai,” etc...
[ ] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like “nyo,” “nyu,” “un,” etc...etc~~~
[ ] You are considered gullible or naive.
[x technically all my friends are taller] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you. (
Total: 3

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28071530/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28071530/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 17:51:48 PDT
Worst Halloween ever. I keep bursting into tears. I think I need new friends, all mine seemingly hate me.

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28039297/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/28039297/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 01:36:42 PDT
I was sick of looking at my old journal.

Anywho was wondering if anyone in the Boston, NH, or Maine area wanted to get together for a photoshoot?!

My complete cosplays include:

Poland (Hetalia)
Mello (Death Note)
Kadaj (FF7 Advent Children) (new wig is in the mail)
Poison Ivy (Batman) (minus all the leaves I'm gonna be adding on)
Steampunk
Cyberpunk

I'm always adding to my costumes, but those are the ones that are legit done and wearable.

My WIPs are:
Roxas (Kingdom Hearts)- I have the wig, but I'm waiting for my friend to mail the jacket, and the contacts (cause I want blue as fuck eyes)

I think I have others but it's 4:30AM and I'm braindead.

Night-night

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27970356/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27970356/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 00:06:54 PDT
( ) shot a gun
() gone on a blind date
(x) skipped school
(x) been to Canada
() been to Alaska
() been to Cuba
() been to Costa Rica
() been to Aruba
() been to Europe
()been to Las Vegas
()been to Mexico
() been to Florida
()been to Hawaii
(x) been on a plane
() been on a helicopter
() been on a cruise ship
() served on a jury
(x) been lost
() been on the opposite side of the country
(x) gone to Washington DC
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) cried yourself to sleep
() played cops and robbers

() Played paintball
(x) played cowboys/girls and Indians
() recently colored with crayons
(x) sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with coins only? (lawlz >3 they were not pleased)
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
() been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) watched the sunrise with someone
(x) blown bubbles
(x) gone ice-skating
(x) gone snow skiing
(x) camped out under the stars -
(x) seen something so beautiful that it took your breath away?
() Are or have you been married?
() children?
(x) had a pet?
(x) been skinny dipping outdoors
(x) been fishing
(x) been boating
() been water skiing
(x) been hiking

() been camping in a trailer/rv
() flown in a small 4 seater airplane
() flown in a glider
() been flying in a hot air balloon
() been bungee-jumping or sky-diving
() gone to a drive-in movie
(x) done something that should have killed you
(x) done something that you will probably regret for the rest of your life

1. Any nickname? Katt, Kate, Kitten, Zel

2. Mother's name? Deborah

3. Favorite drink? orange Crush

4. Body piercing? ears

5. Tattoos? not yet

6. How much do you love your job? unemployed

7. Birthplace? somewhere in MA

8. Favorite vacation spot? I really like the Cape

9. Been to Africa? No

10. Ever eaten just cookies for dinner? yes and now I want cookies

11. Ever been on tv? no

12. Ever steal any traffic signs? No.

13. Ever been in a car accident? nothing to bad

14. Drive a 2-door or 4-door vehicle? neither

15. Favorite number? 6

16. Favorite movie? got lots

17. Favorite holiday? HALLOWEEN. X-mas is cool too cause I get spoiled

18. Favorite dessert? boston cream pie

19. Furthest place you will send this message? idk wut

20. Who will respond to this the fastest? idk whoever is up?

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27898626/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27898626/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 23:36:15 PDT
Survived my History presentation today, as well as class in general. Yay for 3.5 hours of sleep Came home, ate, napped, felt like shit so I napped on the couch. Finally dragged my ass off the couch once mon amour came home

Hopefully going to make it to the Hetalia meeting in Boston this Saturday. And hopefully Lane or Isabel can go with me, cause I am sooooo not going alone...

Hmmm I'm gonna go get some leftover pizza

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27737242/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27737242/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 00:40:06 PDT
The first half of today was just plain terrible.
I was just having a bad day in general between all the shit happening at home, my friends all having issues too, and stuff having issues with not being able to talk to my mom about a lot of things I wish I could.

So long story short my chiropractor's secretary went psychotic on me and I wound up breaking down and sobbing for a good hour.

Then she had the nerve to pretend like things had never happened, and tried to have a normal conversation with me while I was sniffling and trying to not start bawling again...

With all this stress piling on I'm scared this is going to start happening more often...And I've never been one to cry in public. Like ever.

At least I was able to go over to Pat's after and hang out with him, Dave, and Gerry. That made things sooooo much better.

I really hope things get better soon. Things really went to hell when dad left the other day to go on a business trip. I just have to survive until Thursday night, then everything will hopefully start to get better...

...I'm such an emotional disaster I almost started crying because I miss him...FML

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27717256/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27717256/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 23:08:06 PDT
There is now no doubt in my mind that most of what's causing my illness is stress.
And just being me and of my nature stressing over things is just what I do.
Even the things that makes me the happiest stress me out if I think about them too much
And I do that a lot sadly.

In lighter news I finally got my entire Poland costume together, and just ordered a new Kadaj wig.
Also Steph should be mailing my Roxas coat this week. I sooooo need to fix that wig before AAC. Might have her fix it there XD
So far those are my three confirmed cosplays for the weekend.
Though I have no doubt my Steampunk and Cyberpunk costumes will be thrown in there
Perhaps my Poison Ivy costume if I get a new wig and maybe upgrade the outfit. I don't NEED to, but I kinda want to.
I'm aiming to do above average cosplay from now on.
I might also pull out my Mello cosplay If I can get a better wig. Really hating the one I have now.
I'm hoping to find someone to work off the base of an Al coat I have. Cause that poor thing needs help, and bad >.<
Hmmm what else can I revamp?
I couuuuuuld drag out my Misa again if I get yet again a new wig XD Yeah probably not gonna do that.
Hmmmm I'm taking cosplay suggestions? Ideas anyone?
And if already gave me ideas,and I have yet to do them, comment here so I can remember them all!

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27522099/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27522099/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 13:49:22 PDT
Omg it's October *spaz
That aside nothing is all that new. My life is still an obnoxious roller coaster. I'm obnoxiously happy one moment, and wanting to sob the next.
I'm thankfully making friends at college. And by making friends I mean there are 3 people I'm friendly with. It's not that I don't make friends easily, I'm just scared of most the people who go to my college >.<

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27437649/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27437649/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 21:42:14 PDT
I never knew a person could be so happy with their life, and so miserable all at once.
Everything good I have right now is like a double-edged sword.
I'm in college, and amazed and proud that I made it there. I like my classes, and for the most part don't mind the work. It's getting out of bed and dealing with feeling like shit for a few hours that I hate.
The person I feel the most for, more than I've ever felt for a person before, is about 1,500 miles away. This is cruel.
I have the luxury of living at home (actually I don't have a choice, yay for being a minor still) but I can't stand my mother most of the time.

I'm dreaming of a better future, and I'm determined to do everything I can to make it a reality...

On another note I'm selling some of my Transformers, and some of my anime figures. If anyone is interested in a list please let me know.

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27329154/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27329154/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 21:12:09 PDT
Not much of an update, but I did a photo shoot earlier.

[link]

May or may not put some of the pics up here later.

You all let me know if I should or not.

Which reminds me, I got a question for ya:

If a girl is dressed as a guy dressed as a girl is it double cross dressing or not cross dressing at all?
Now mind you the girl has bound her chest to appear male, so consider that in your answer.

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27307647/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27307647/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 20:07:49 PDT
Uck.
I'm tired, achy, stuffed up, and coughing anytime I dare try to speak.
Good news is dad got me a new laptop battery
I'm considering bringing Teletraan 1 to school, but she's heavy as fuck cause she's mega powerful and has a 17.5 inch screen.
I love my laptop waaaaaay too much.
I need to fix some of her keys though. Some stick or don't press down properly due to felines spilling my drinks when I least expect it :/
In other news I ordered my Poland costume last week. It should ship in the next two weeks, but who knows when it will get here cause it's coming from Hong Kong.
Funny enough for years I thought Hong Kong was part of China, didn't know it was it's own country XD
Ah well I fail at geography.
This is why I watch Hetalia. I learn my WW2 crap AND geography

-EDIT-
APPARENTLY I REALLY DO FAIL AT GEOGRAPHY AND MODERN HISTORY.

Hong Kong IS part of China in a demented Commie kind of way.

Dear Britian: Save Hong Kong and take them back.

Yeah History after the 1800's I fail at. Never had it in school, and it never really interested me.
Only sorta getting into WW2 cause of Hetalia

SO MUCH FAIL. I NEED TO GET BETTER SO I CAN STOP BEING ON SO MANY FUCKING MEDS THAT ARE MAKING ME STUPID

*COUGH HACK WHEEZE*

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27247150/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27247150/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 15:32:33 PDT
There are a lot of reasons I can't wait to move out, and I just got reminded of another one...or four I should say.
The nextdoor neighbor's kids.
All they ever to is SCREAM AT THE TOP OF THEIR LUNGS AND CRY.
This is their idea of playing.
Their parents don't do a damn thing about it.
I can sit on the exact opposite side of the house from them, on the second floor, with my iPod in and almost on full volume and I STILL hear the little fuckers.
Not only that but they disturb my mother's sleep (she sleeps during the day)
And if it's not the kids screaming it's their father BLASTING talk radio while shittily playing basket ball.
I am SO close to just marching over them and giving them a piece of my mind.
And a punch in the face.
Mom says they're loud and obnoxious cause they're Irish...
Knowing a ton of Irish people (and being part Irish) I can't disagree with this.
The Irish are LOUD.
But still my neightbors are just inconsiderate.
Especially since my parents have talked to them about this beforehand.
We'd move, but we've owned this house for almost 60 years, my grandfather built it.
Guess we just have to wait until those brats grow up.
Then I'll have really loud house parties like my neighbors on the other side of me do XD
Them I don't mind though, they don't do it often compared to the screeching little fucknuts nextdoor.

I mean honestly, sure all kids can be loud at times, but I know for a fact as a child my friends and I were never NEVER THAT FUCKING LOUD.

I hate to see what this new generation is going to become.

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27231747/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27231747/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 16:50:49 PDT
Wednesdays...are going to be the death of me.
I need to stay late at school cause of a group project.
In which I get the short stick of the time frames.
Basically from what I gathered I get around to sit around for two maddening hours unless dad comes and picks me up, then drives me back later.
So basically it's on big pain in my ass.
Good thing it's only for a month. So 3-4 days of such bullshit.
I have my laptop working again, so I'm bringing it for the sake of my sanity.
But fuck the damn thing is heeeeeeeeavy.
Oh well, I'll just spend my entire day in the SA lounge an only go out for a clove when I start having an anxiety attack

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27129208/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27129208/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 09:08:09 PDT
I saw 9 *dies of happiness*
Everyone but 1 and 8 were my favorites XD
I really want to cosplay 3 or 4...I CANT CHOOSE

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27112030/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/27112030/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 11:18:08 PDT
A lot to update on, but not much all at once.

I survived my first day at college, and scoped out a few people who will have the potential of being "college friends"

I like my professors, classes seem pretty laid-back. Which given my situation is awesome.

I also remembered Wednesdays/Fridays my dad can take me in if I want to sleep in that day.

But I better not as to give Dave an incentive to go.

I get used as a motivator far too often :/

Anywho I like both my professors. Pretty sure my History prof is either gay or a fairy.

So I survived day 1, day 2 is Friday.

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26926345/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26926345/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 22:42:35 PDT
*sigh*
I sort of feel like my head is screwed on backwards and starting to float off my shoulders.
I'm really hoping school will fix that.
I miss being able to think.
I miss being able to write.
9 more days before I start college.
Half way between hyper and depressed.
Fucking equivalent exchange...

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26878735/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26878735/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 15:23:52 PDT
YOUR BOY SIDE
(x) You love hoodies
(x) You love jeans
( ) Dogs are better than cats.
(> It's hilarious when people get hurt.
(x) You've played with/against boys on a team.
( ) Shopping is torture.
(x) Sad movies suck.
( ) You own an X-Box.
(x) Played with Hotwheel cars as a kid.
(x) At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
(x) You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
( ) You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
( ) You watch sports on TV.
(x) Gory movies are cool
(x) You go to your dad for advice.
( ) You own like a trillion baseball caps.
( ) You like going to football games.
( ) You used to/do collect baseball cards.
(x) Baggy pants are cool to wear.
( ) It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
(x) Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
(x) you love to go crazy and not care what people think.
(> Sports are fun.
() Talk with food in your mouth.
(x) Wear boxers.

14/25

YOUR GIRL SIDE.
( ) You wear lip gloss.
( ) You love to shop.
(x) You wear eyeliner.
(x) You have some of the same shirts in different colors
( ) You wear the color pink.
( ) Go to your mom for advice.
( ) You consider cheerleading a sport.
( ) You hate wearing the color black.
(x) You like hanging out at the mall
( ) You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
(x) You like wearing jewelry
( ) Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
( ) Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
( ) You don't like the movie Star Wars.
(x (were)) You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
(x) It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, ad put on make-up and accessories.
( ) You smile a lot more than you should.
( ) You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
(x) You care about what you look like.
( ) You like wearing dresses when you can.
(x) You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
(x) You wear girl underwear
(x) Used to play with dolls as little kid.
( ) Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
(x) Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

11/25

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26862703/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26862703/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 18:19:21 PDT
Little update on life and stuff.
So to start things off I go off to school on the 9th. 2 classes in the morning and I'll probably be home by noon XD

I'm now obsessed with Hetalia. Liet/Pol forever >.>

Planning a lot of cosplays right now >:3

Also went to an awesome party yesterday. Got some videos of the madness. This is the link to part one. Check my videos for the other 5 parts XD [link]

And if wasn't clear from my latest submissions I cut all my hair off

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26812835/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26812835/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 08:46:20 PDT
Didn't feel like finding the real version of this to copypasta from someone's journal. So here's my lazy rendition...


8 Random Facts About Me

1- I'm actually really shy, and get nervous when having to talk to new people. I'm always nervous about IMing or calling a person for the first time. I seem to have less of a problem meeting them face-to-face though...

2-I prefer to use green or purple pens

3- I am HOPELESSLY addicted to Burt's Bees chapstick. I legit WIG OUT when I run out, or can't find my tube of it XD

4-I have issues swallowing pills any larger than the normal sized Advil

5-I usually disarm all my Transformers and keep their weapons in a box in my desk out of the strange paranoid thought that they might someday spring to life and kill me in my sleep >.<

6-My tablet has Gothic Lolita Hello Kitty stickers all over it

7-I can't wear Converse or any other shoe that doesn't have a built-in arch, cause mine are really high.

8-My taste in music is so diverse that my iPod can go from Opeth to Britney Spears in the click of the 'next' button.


Do it if you want. I just did cause I was bored.

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26736806/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26736806/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 15:13:22 PDT
The Rules:
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name.Example:Kaiser's Quiz)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!

Gonna do (Sy)Ringe

1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?

Syringe, but that sounds too menacing, so just call me Ringe

2. Interesting... what's your current age?

Pretty young I guess. 13ish?

3. Uh huh. What's your favourite food?

Energon in my original body, oreos in my human form

4. And your favourite drink?

Orange Crush >.>

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?

Depends on the Universe. I've had the following lovers/crushes:
Psychobreak (Nexus's character), Whiplash (another of my OCs), Miss Aeryn, Shad, and Syringe (re:his evil clone from the VP Universe, but NOT to be confused with his SG self)

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet? I've actually kissed all of them, yes

7. Classic question! What's your favourite colour?

red

8. Who's your favourite author?

I don't read much

9. Now what's your biggest fear?

Not being able to protect those I love >.<

10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing*

;_______;

11. Awesome. Who's your hero?

My commander

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?

My rat-bastard Sire and evil clone *hiss*

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?

*screams as his brain explodes* (creepy thing is his "mommy" looks a lot like his hero XD Aquis and Wildspark are the same model)

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?

I know one of mine. I want him dead.

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?

A better medic than I am now? ....Wait, did you just say you called that bastard?!

16. What's your worst nightmare?

Loosing everything that I've worked so hard to gain.

17. What's your lifelong dream?

I'm not sure yet, really just trying to find myself now

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?

I suppose I could live the rest of my life content?

19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?

Couches, I love couches

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?

>/////>

21. We're done! Now tag whoever the hell you want.

YOU. ALL OF YOU.

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26697535/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26697535/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 17:20:51 PDT
I got into college, FUCK YEAH.
My first class is September 9th

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26620409/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26620409/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 00:44:42 PDT
Right now everything I'm feeling can be summed up into this one line:

"A mouthful of words I'm still afraid to say"
Thank you Emilie Autumn for coming up with the right words for me...

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26600658/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26600658/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 23:49:23 PDT
If Fate doesn't ass-rape me as usual I'll be getting my hair done the way I want it sometime in the coming week

In less awesome news I went to the hospital today for some x-rays, and to have my blood drawn for blood work. We're hoping we'll find out what's wrong with me from all that...

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26558207/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26558207/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 21:50:41 PDT
Two journals in one day, but I'm bored.



Dear HunterofHearts,


I _______ you.


You have a nice _______.


You make me _______.


You should _______.


Someday I will _______.


You + me = _______.


If I saw you now I'd ______.


I want to _______you.


I would build a _______ just for you.


If I could sing you any song it would be _______.


We could _______ under the stars.



From,


__________



(P.S. _______________.)



Oh and I am _____ (going/not going) to post this under my notes/journal and see what you write about me.

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26554886/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26554886/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 18:42:41 PDT
So very excited.
Took my placement test today at MCC.
I scored high enough to get into the highest English class the college has to offer!!!
But near the lowest for math >.> I suck at math...
Algebra 1 here I come...again...XD
Oh well, I'm doing damn good for someone who technically didn't finish freshman year in high school.

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26431771/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26431771/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 20:21:54 PDT
Life is good.
Got my new desktop. Everything is set up other than AIM, I think their website is just being a 'tard. So I downloaded Pidgin instead.
Got my Sims 2 all set up...need more expansion packs >:3 Best Buy has a lot of them for 20 bucks so each, so I'll just pick up one or two each time I go there XD
Expect a lot more art and writing from me now that I've got this new machine set up...need to name it...suggestions?

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26401057/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26401057/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 11:47:07 PDT
If you are my friend I suggest you read this...it explains a lot of what's been going through my head lately...

[link]

Link is to my LJ, so if you already read it you don't need to be bothered reading it again...

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26289338/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26289338/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 02:24:11 PDT
Some of this is the same crap that was on my LJ, but I'll condense it here.
The long of the short of it is I'm sort of getting better due to Zantac, but I still haven't put any weight on like I need to. Going to a meeting on the 5th about college.
If Murphy's Law doesn't screw me in the ass I'll be buying a desktop tomorrow.
Then I can actually do some fucking art. On a fucking 23 inch LCD HD screen. Fuck. Yeah.
OH! Apparently if I get the right cord I can use my new MASSIVE tv as a computer monitor...FUCK. YEAH.
Now all I need is a new tablet and I'm set for the next few years

In other news I am slowly driving myself crazy over something completely ridiculous. Like I should be SLAPPED for it.
Brb turning off emotions forever...

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26142091/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/26142091/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 01:14:42 PDT
With over 10,000 pageviews I must be doing something right...
I need to get back into doing photoshoots and not just pseudo-myspace shots >.<
But until I can get people together it's all I've got to keep my gallery alive and fresh.
If the weather decided not to RAIN everyday maybe I could so some nice shoots outside :/
Anywho thank you everyone, especially my watchers. I never thought I would ever see these kinds of numbers, and certainly not in a bit over a year and a half
I love you all

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25997490/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25997490/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 00:52:30 PDT
I think today is gonna be good. Mailing off some packages today thanks to dad willing to drive me somewhere for once.
I think it's cause I'm washing all the cars today.
Sean is coming over to help. He's a Primus-send, really he is. I can't believe I was mad at him for months just cause I thought he was being a twit over something. Well he was, but that's not the point. I was doing that bitter thing I do oh so well.
Life lesson kids: Do NOT make me your enemy. It's NOT a good idea.

Anywho Dave might come over too, have his car washed.
Texted Cooper to bring his car by as well if he wanted Bessie washed.
I might take pics if I feel like it XD
Not like I own any really nice cars.
Even though I do like the New Yorker.
Fucking boat XD

Gerry comes home either Saturday or Sunday. I think he and Sean are going to a party or something. I may try to tag along >.> Taylor doesn't seem like the type to mind. Besides I'm under the firm belief that for this kind of event the sig. other of someone invited has every right to go. Hmmm, "sig. other" is inaccurate..."mistress" works a bit better >:3

"Uh hey, Taylor? Can my mistress come too?"
"Sure...wait what?"

Yep, I can just see it now >:3

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25976831/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25976831/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 02:09:11 PDT
I'm not entirely sure how I haven't jumped out a window yet.
Not looking in the mirror more than twice a day to put stupid meds on my eye might be the reason.
So you're now all wondering why the fuck I need eye meds.
Two words: spider bite.
Yes, a motherfucking spider bit my eyelid. It's not infected, but the venom blocked a gland, causing a stye. Normally a stye is nothing, but this one is like on 'roids or something.

Here's a picture (link to my LJ) [link]

So I went to the eye doctor. He told me it was a spider bite, and I needed my eyelid lanced open and drained.
I freaked out.
I had an appointment an hour and a half later with another eye doctor for the surgery.
I waited an hour and a fucking half in the office feeling soooo sick cause I'd hardly eaten or slept.
I cried the entire time and curled up against my mom.
So I finally see the doctor. He said it wasn't a spider bite, and that I only had a 50/50 chance of needing surgery.
He gives me this ointment to rub on my eye.
It's helped with the swelling and pain.
My eye is still wicked red,and there's a massive bump on the eye lid, so my eye is still half-swollen shut.
To make my life suck more my mom talked to my first eye doctor again, who apparently talked to the doctor he sent me to. He was ripshit cause the first doctor lied to me and told me it wasn't a spider bite when it was. Apparently he just was trying to get me to stop crying. It's not like I was fucking bawling or anything...He also most likely lied about the 50/50 thing. I will almost without a doubt need minor eye surgery. And he said something about scarring on the inside of my eyelid...AM I GONNA FUCKING FEEL THAT?! I'd rather he cut the outside of my eyelid if he's gonna. I can cover that scar with make up, cause I wear eye shadow like daily.

In less traumatizing news Gerry is gone until Saturday or Sunday.
Sean came over today, and like the sweetheart he is he helped me clean my room, which was a DISASTER
Dave and I discussed how he's going to randomly break into my house time to time via my window just so we can hang out XD
While my boys fail at emotional support they at least make up in it in other ways.
Eh what more can I expect by creatures packed full of testosterone and primal instincts?

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25852660/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25852660/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 03:43:06 PDT
I found out yesterday afternoon my best friend is in rehab.
As if I needed another reason to put my fist through the wall?

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25665216/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25665216/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 03:26:38 PDT
I can't believe I'm doing this for the millionth time, but oh well it's always nice to see who will and won't do this.
If you know me IRL don't bother XD


No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends".

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it. If you are a real friend, one who cares for their friends, copy and paste this.

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25567147/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25567147/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 12:56:03 PDT
Dear life; I fucking hate you.
At least my doctor but me on Prilosec so maybe I can eat again.
I fucking miss food.

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25547031/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25547031/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 16:55:26 PDT
PERSONAL

Real Name: Katherine
Nickname: Katt, Kate, Katie Rose, Zel
DeviantART Name: HunterofHearts
Country: IN AMERICA
Gender: girl physically, both genders mentally


FAVORITES

Color: black, purple, green
Food: pasta, beef, chinese (you CAN NOT go wrong with me and chinese food)
Drinks: mountain dew
Movie at the moment: ROTF BITCHES
Song at the moment: Spellbound by Lacuna Coil
TV Program: NCIS
TV Channel: Style
Book: Only Words
Ice Cream Flavor: chocoalte

VERSUS

Sweet or Spicy: sweet
For Candy: sweet
For Food: sometimes mildly spicy
White or Dark Chocolate: dark
School or Mall: mall
Desktop of Laptop: Laptop
Ice Cream or Cake: cake
Anime or Cartoons: both
PSP or PS2: both
Sony or Panasonic: Sony
RnB or POP: Neither :/

DEVIANTART

What is your most favorite deviation in your gallery?
I have a few

Who is your first watcher?
DramaQueen9731

How many watchers do you have right now?
57

How many deviations do you have?
162

In the moment, how many is your page views?
9233 pageviews

Whom of your watchers do you talk to the most?
I know a few of them IRL, or on other sites, so those people obviously

Are you a subscriber?
Yep!

When did you start using deviantART?
About 4 years ago, but I've had different accounts and usernames over the years.

TAGS
Anyone who read this >:3

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25501921/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25501921/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 18:11:34 PDT
Yoinked from

1. I'm highly narcissistic, and go insane when my hair/skin/outfit is flawed. Only time this doesn't happen is when I'm in one of my grunge moods.

2. I am a mocha frappachino addict

3. I want to grow my hair out long, but at the same time have an obsession with cutting it.

4. Mountain Dew is like water to me

5. I have breakdowns often because my male side gets repressed way too often

6. If you're mad at me don't ignore me. It will make me madder and make me hate you.

7.I am a high school drop out. I have my GED and will be going to college as soon as my health will permit it.

8. When I get upset I start to hate everyone and revert into a near emotionless state where all I really know is hate and rage.

I tag anyone who read this!

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25311938/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25311938/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 15:21:49 PDT
Love you guys to bits

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25302448/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25302448/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 03:58:09 PDT
My interest in Inaccessible has been re-kindled. There's someone to blame and she knows who she is

PV is also back on my radar.

I just like giving myself too much to work on.

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25292058/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25292058/ Sat, 13 Jun 2009 13:51:00 PDT
Mom is a cunt and stole my laptop, will be on sporadically when I can steal her's.
Call/text if you actually need me.

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25244288/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25244288/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 21:12:35 PDT
Yep, I got bored and decided to go for it.

I'll be doing the themes for a pairing, Acidstorm/Slipstream namely.
Yay obscure characters and pairing

I'll put the list here, and next to each theme will be a link once that theme is completed.

Hope you enjoy reading them as much as I do writing them


Introduction [link]
Love [link]
Light [link]
Dark
Seeking Solace
Breaking Away
Heaven
Innocence
Drive
Breathe Again
Memory
Insanity
Misfortune
Smile
Silence
Questioning
Blood
Bed
Gray
Fortitude
Vacation
Mother Nature
Cat
No Time
Trouble Lurking
Tears
Foreign
Sorrow
Happiness
Under the Rain
Flowers
Night
Expectations
Stars
Hold My Hand
Precious Treasure
Eyes
Abandoned
Dreams
Wings
Sensitive
Standing Still
Dying
Heels
Illusion
Family
Creation
Chemistry
Stripes
Run
Found ya!
Deep in Thought
Keeping a Secret
Tower
Waiting
Danger Ahead
Sacrifice
Dreams
Now Way Out
Rejection
Destruction
Flight
Do Not Disturb
Multitasking
Fears
Annoyance
67%
Obsession
Mask
I can't
Are You Challenging Me?
Mirror
Broken Pieces
Tiny
Drink
Starvation
Words
Soft
Can You Hear Me?
Heal
Out Cold
Spiral
Seeing Red
Food
Pain
Through the Fire
Triangle
Drowning
All That I Have
Give Up
Last Hope
Guardian
In the Storm
Safety First
Puzzle
Solitude
Relaxation

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Got sick of looking at my RAGE journal.
Still hate life, but perked up when I saw 2 Acidstorms at Rite Aid...MUST HAVE.

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THREE FUCKING DOCTORS SAID I WAS FINE FOR SOCIAL INTERACTION AND YET THEY STILL INSIST THEY WANT TO AVOID ME LIKE THE PLAGUE FOR WAY LONGER THAN NECESSARY.
I can wait until Wednesday.
But Friday?I might go insane.
Gerry, you miss me?
Not enough obviously.
Love you too, asshole.

Okay, I'm done. See you fuckers whenever you get your thumbs out of your asses.

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I need a time machine and a good chunk of cash.
The cash is sadly the easy part...

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HEY GUYS, GUESS WHO HAS THE SWINE FLU

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I need to go dig out of my closet all my 1920's styled clothing.
Photoshoot tomorrow, I fucking demand it.
Gerry get ready to do a lot of photo taking of your favorite subject (I better damn well be it >:3 )
Excuse me while I go attack my closet >:3
I might do some general cosplay tomorrow as well.
We shall see.

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It just occurred to me that I'm going to be the "sexy librarian" stereotype once I take that job at the library...

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Rules:
1. tag 10 peeps (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged, and link to your journal.

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses (dark blue, half-framed and made of titanium XD~!)
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[] I'm in school
[] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do/did my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment
[] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles


Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I'v... ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25023934/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25023934/ Fri, 29 May 2009 22:05:47 PDT
8000 pageviews....I love you guys

~ZEL OUT~ ]]> *HunterofHearts http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25021707/ http://HunterofHearts.deviantart.com/journal/25021707/ Fri, 29 May 2009 19:39:14 PDT
Well today went fairly well. Got ROTF Soundwave....Barricade might have a rival for my favorite of the movie bots XD
Also got Robot Heros Thrust and Blaster. So cute
Going to a yard sale tomorrow, then hitting up every retail store I can find.
Also I need to kill the post office for mailing me two package that I meant to mail OUT.
I'll try again when I'm not broke *face desk*

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