http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Hyde-and-Ziek&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Hyde-and-Ziek en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 09 Dec 2009 00:57:27 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28804167/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28804167/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 11:46:25 PST i dont know what karma hates me so much.. i try my best to be positive and do good everyday.. maybe its got me mixed up with someone else.. or maybe im doing something wrong.. or am paying for something that i DID do wrong a long time ago and cant remember..
either way.. its sure hating on me at the moment..

ok so on top of not being able to sleep last night.. i woke up way late and tried getting ready for school.. my printer at home doesnt work with my laptop so i had to get an assignment onto a usb stick and print it in class at school.. it was a paper.. a physics report.. that was due today.. and so after i get to school (which is a different story) i try to pull it up and it doenst print.. so not only can the comp at school, which has the same program to open it as i used to make it, but that the file is also corrupt so i couldnt open it anyway...... =_=
and not only that.. when i was leaving the house this morning i managed to lock myself out of both the house AND my running car.. i was trying to warm it up because it was below freezing in the car.. and so i had the keys in running the heater.. and i was SURE i pushed unlock.. i was SURE... but i guess NOT damnit. and thats when i realized i had locked my house door too.. luckily i had my phone in MY POCKET... good grief.. so i called my dad crying and he told me where i could find an emergency key.. -_-;;
i was FREEZING COLD!

ugghhh... so now im all tired and ugh.. and i still have to go to work every night this week... and finish up with school tomorrow.. i also get my physics exam today or tomorrow.. its due friday.. along with some homework.. it shouldnt be too bad.. i just gotta finish my other things first tomorrow.. meh. meh meh meh XO

ugh.. it took forever for me to fall asleep last night but when i did, i slept so hard that i dont even remember yesterday at all -_-;; maan..

i cant wait till next monday is over.. then ill be free T^T homan month-long vacation.. come on i need you!

*tears up*

*pouty face*

a friend of mine also told me today that he things another friend is avoiding me T^T i dont relly believe him but it made me really sad to think about ;o; waah! i hope so much that it isnt true!

T^T why cant things go right for a change?????? like.. atleast a little bit the way i want them.. whie! whie must there be such a horrid exchange of good and bad happeneings.. and so qucickly too..
RAAWR RAAWR RAAWR!

well... maybe something will happen.. and maybe itll be good. i dont even know at this point!

T^T li

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28792536/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28792536/ Sun, 06 Dec 2009 17:39:41 PST
that was my brave face XD
haha

okay friends and watchers! i have a question to ask ^^ please answer it honestly and ernestly~ be serious!! <33

Q- what is your impression of me? :>

i just want to know ^^

.......

well :> i had a pretty good day today :> i was responsible and made travel plans 2 weeks ahead rather than waiting till last minute >w< skwee!
i even applies it to homework too this time! yaay!

hmm.. i think i wana go out and get a tree tomorrow. a small one. maybe itll fit in the jeep XD;; i wana surprise daddy with it :>
skwee!
i hope we even do get a tree this year.. like for reals :< neither on of us is gonna be home enough to actually enjoy it ;o; im kinda REEALLY sad about that.. cause we both work constantly but at separate times. like.. when dad gets home is when i GO to work and hes asleep by the time i get home. awh.. kinda makes me sad. but im sure christmas will be good :> well get to go down and see the family ^^ im excited about that.

...

hmm:> i have a lot on my mind and a lot in my imagination XD i dont know where to start!
i usppose i could go in list fromation! its what i do best anywhoo :>

im COLD!
i have things i wana know and am curious about but im scared to ask.. darn my shyness!
i wana draw lotsa things!
i has confession! ..... i LOVE lion king art XD
i has nother confession! ...... i love disney A LOT. i want a princess doll set )XD
i would collect fashion barbies IF they had punkier types of dolls
i need to tone up ASAP
i want to have more time to do art!!!!
i hate feeling rushed even thought i work best under pressure and provrastination XD well.. its not my best work but its my most efficient work! ... there IS a difference!
*still wants to be a princess* ... i dont want a pony tho.. i want a giant flying iguana :>
i still feel like a 14 year old at heart XD
everything i say to the ones i love is absolutely 100% true!
i wish it were summer! T^T i hate cold! summer is much better!
wants these next two weeks to be over quickly >w<
i feel scared for some reason (:<
i believe that on top of being addicted to shopping and fashion... i am also even more greatly addicted to music XD all types! i want it all!
listened to t.A.t.U for the first time in 5 years last night. it was nice~ made me remember the first boy i ever liked. he ended up being the gayest boy ive ever seen XD so i sang Malchik Gay all the time hoping to recite it to him one fine day XDD *never ended up happening*
http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28775307/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 20:55:59 PST
anywhoo~
MEME TIME!
another ten things about meee!

>; D

you kno the drill~ if i tag you you post ten things about yourself if u wanna!~~
now! onto the LI!

1- My Dories are Hunky! XDD
2- I havent felt happier in a while!
3- I really wana change my look ~ new haircut and new wardrobe :>
4- I am filled with superluz! or love if you wana kno if im for cereal or not >8D haha
5- I believe that i am in fact a shopaholic XD;;
6- I love collecting things more than any healthy person should XD;; shoes.. makrkers.. WHATEVER!
7- I believe I am on the right track now :3
8- Can't wait to be cuddled!
9- I am surprisingly excited for Christmas this year!! i want a tree SO bad! <33
10- I wana do this again cause Im an egoist XD pfft.

maybe i should just do one BIG one of these XDD haha

whoo~ so i had a hard nights work these past two days! work was busier than usual :> skwee! god save the restaraunt! <3
and i has to do it again this week >w< yaay! its better to be tired from working instead of being tired from boredom :>

Exams start this week! woop! lets be done with it all! <3

My drawing bone has been tickled SO HARD! skwee! i wana draw but im just so sleepy! XD and cold!

duude.. when i got out of work tonite my car was covered in thick frost! T^T and i didnt have my ice scraper so i had to scrape it off with my HANDS! ;o; AIE! it was soo cold! my fingers went numb after a while.
have you ever had your hands or feet so cold that they hurt when you try to warm them up??
dude i did that once.. ine time it was 13 degrees outside and on a daddy dare (i cant back down off of those!! XD) i rode my bike around the block as fast as i could go and back home XDD
M-EFFER IT WAS EFFIN COLD!
so when i got inside i quickly drew a warm/hot bath and got in it only to find that it would be PAINFUL beyond belief! XD homan! it was like tiny needles poking me over and over!
i dont know why it hurt so bad but it did XD hahaha
such a wierd story >w<

im still cold! warm my hands pillow! warm them!!
...
thankyou *^^*


fwooo. i guess thats all for today :>
christmas list up soo yall! (cuse YES everybody needs to know what i want for christmas! XD)

homan im turning 20 in 3 months! thats scary to think about!! *O* i dont feel 20!! i feel 15!!! AIEE! GIVE ME BACK MY YOUTH DAMNIT!

(:< i dont wana be old! i wana be cute and childlish forever!!
i dont wana get too old to dress the way i want either T^T i dont wana be too old to wear punk clothes or lolita! ohhn! noes! i dont wana grow upp!! ToT

i would love to go back and redo highschool~ or just be younger and do it now :> haha
actually sometimes i feel like college is just a 13th and 14th grade XD;; class wise anyway. it seems to me like highschool should be more like this instead. for some reason..
XD

dude i would love to wear seifuku uniforms tho!
ever wonder what it would be like to be a transfer student like that?? i would so make an adorable bento everyday and be in lots of cute clubs and suff! <3 whee!
i think about that sometimes XDD;;;
hee~~ :3

well.. nighty nighty yall!~ stay warm!! <33

li

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28745400/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28745400/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 12:08:01 PST
-_-;; driving is scary in the winter.. people drive so fast and they dont use signals.. and its hard for me to judge what some people are gona do.. ive made some mistakes too lately.. its scary! luckily i havent wrecked yet.. but you can only go so fast when people are riding your butt! >:C mrrph! theres just soo much traffic and anal frantic people out this time of year! grr!

anyways~ i went and bought some neat shoes today :> theyre metallic flats with buckles on them ^^ and i got a black pair of flats with a different style and a buckle~ <3 buckles are cool!
i want a shoe with zippers on it -w- thats be so cool~ like a pair of ankle boots. with zippers on it~~ eeee!

well.. i gotta go to work in a hour :< im a little scared cause we have so many parties and its a friday. all the wierd people come out on fridays.. theyre usually hectic nights.. tomorrow is supposed to be busy too. we have 3 more parties then. parties arent such a big deal until you have to separate all the food between 30 people.. then they try to slip stuff by you by not telling you everything they had.. and how am i supposed to know? im just the hostess. i have no idea who ate what. its sad when you cant trust people to do the right thing. but thats how it is in the work life. its backstabbing and sneaky!!
i hope it goes well! im going to do my best!! :yay:

oh and im soo happy i got my psychology papers done! and also i got my speech on the heart over with :> i think it was my best speech so far. visual aids help me speak a lot better. i cant really relay just straight info out to an audience.. i go blank and look like a big dummy up there haha
so those all went well~ now all i have left to do is dome stuff for drawing and some stuff for physics :> then ill be thru! skwee! <3
so excited!!

i cant wait till vacation! i cant wait for the beach! eee! <3 and christmas! and new years!! ohhn!

-w- mmnm.. ive been really wanting to play kingdom hearts lately :> but i havent had the time. so i think ill draw some fanart to get the wigglies for it satisfied XD haha
i still wana do kairi cosplay at AZ♥ im actually going to get my hair cut again before my beach trip. i miss it being thin and short :> though i really want it choppy up top. like super short uptop. :> thatd be great! now all i need is to make an outfit! <3

im gonna post a santa wishlist soon! skwee! i gotta think of one first tho. i keep seeing them everywhere and i want to do one too :> im not a super needy high-matinence person so i dont really need much >w< haha and im actually pretty indifferent towards wanting stuff XD haha theres stuff i would like to have but i know i could do without. but i love love love getting random gifts! i love surprise gifts! those are so awesome! i think people should give surpise gifts more often :> it makes everyone smile! <33

hmm.. so i think i will go off and take a nap before i get ready for work. its gona be busy!
hopefully ill get in some drawing time once the people have settled into their seats and whatnot :>

bye everybosy!! >w li

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28709226/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28709226/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 12:43:18 PST
why's karma gotta be SO FREAKING IMMEDIATE??
like.. as SOON as i even THINK "ahh this is turning out great! im happeh" NOOO~ >:C karmas gotta whip back around as fast as it can and kick me in the butt!
daaaaamn..

is it like that for everybody? cause i see some people walking around and nothing but good happens to them. like they can be as mean and selfish as they wanna but they always just have the best of luck!

i like.. super have no luck.. lowl has luck.. i has kick in the pants. mmrrnn! (:<
why cant i ever get anything to work right!!? DX
is it because i hesitate and procarastinate?? cause other people do that too!!
or am i just anal and it just seems that way to mee? cause man i swear its been like this my whole life! ever since mamas been gone its been nothing but kicks and blows >: ( im getting tired of it!

ugghhh but im not gona start on that.
im just gona go do my work and hope for the best T^T
wish me luck in my terrible ammount of stuff to do in the next week and a half!
im gona need all the luck in the land. even if it isnt mine.


]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28699312/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28699312/ Tue, 01 Dec 2009 20:02:41 PST i was just in the middle of this big long meme them my comp got all crappy and wierd on me!
XO raawr!!
its late so... ima just try and do it again tomorrow..
i was miffed.. so i thought id express my displeasure with it in my journal ):< grr!

on a super happy note. im going to the beach in two weeks!
HOT DAMN im excited!
i think im soo excited that im scared!! ;o; eeee!

i havent been in 2 years! man its gona be so fun >w< aiiieee! <33 *superluffs*



lili

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28668556/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28668556/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 10:36:33 PST
haha im home nao~ kinda chilly.. my feet are so cold! *warms on foot heater*

ToT i didnt sleep well again last night. baah.. and my eating is back to being wierd. oh wells.. ive noticed that lately im only craving certain types of food.. and only those types. i dunno.
maybe im having a baby! >8D yay! sarah! youre gona be a wifey-daddy! haha
noo no. i jest.
if it doesnt get better im going to the doctor :<

so this morning i woke up all full of energy and i was really motivated! yaay! then i went to school and realized that my exams start next thursay =A= ... ugghhh...
then i got cold.. i kinda shut down when im cold :< i cant do anything..
*snuggs under blankie*

mmmph..
man.. i TRIED to draw last night but i kept getting interrupted! grr! i was all "OK~ gona finish these commissions!" but NOOOO one things after another after another! BAH. dontcha hate that? when youre trying to do something and youre really geared up for it but you keep getting interrupted.. bah. so lame.

soo... maybe some of you noticed~ i went and unstored my old side of my gallery. not thats its a huge deal. just letting you know so i dont get messages telling me that i has duplicates in my gallery~ cause there are. i may do thru and cull and delete. maybe not. lol laaazy

schools ending soon! hope i pass physics!! ohhn! its the only one im morried about :<
ohh! i have a presentation on the heart on friday in speech class!! woot! yaay! chambers.. and arteries.. and BLOOD! yay! \^o^/
i thought about doing one about quasars.. caue theyre just awesome like that.. but i didnt think id be able to find any good diagrams on them. ohh well. ill research them myself.

ohh i have so many neat ideas and things i wana do!! MOTIVATION PLEASE COME TO ME!!

... plannin a beach trip yall! whoop whoop! BE READY FOR IT! >8D *points*
its off season. i dont imagine a hotel will be hard to find. even so.. i hope i has enough moneys to go (:< *worry*
i should be fines~ sarah and me will prevail!! <33

christmas commission anyone? :> im open~
lo i snuck it in there >8D makin sure you ppl read mah journals!! <3 heehee!~~

hmm.. im gona go make spaghetti~ yumm. its like.. the only thing ive been craving for a month. italian food. thats it. XD

TTFN!~
Merry Holidays Yall!~ <333
i am SUPER in a christmas mood XD♥♥
HO HO HO!~

lili

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28652547/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28652547/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 13:54:26 PST

;_; i had a lot of scary nightmares last night. it was just one after another
ohhnn.. they were just so real and soul-stealing. i even woke up crying once ToT

waah!
then after i woke up i had nothing but dejavu all day long. Those wierd things are starting to happen again. (:< i dont know why now, but they are.

have you ever noticed that sometimes when youre remebering a dream and remembering a memory, the feeling is the same? i mean, if you didnt know any better you wouldnt be able to tell them apart.

thats just how it seems to me~ but then again sleep for me is not regular to begin with so i dont know if its like that for any of you guys~
lol whats the wierdest dream youve had ever that you can remember? :> id love to swap stories *^^*



ohhn~ im like super in love with KHR at the moment. i havent even read past volume 1 of the manga or seen any of the anime but i am in soo much love with the characters!
skwee! so cute and so pretty!



ohhhn.. only 2 more weeks of school left! im so scared! ToT waah! and work is gona be busy next week..
im scared! *shivers* *_*



so i have a lot of drawings done. ima post them soon i promise~ skwee! they all look cute~



i is fatty nao. need to stop eating.

no nom noms for nao. ToT only excercise and stretching!



im actually pretty excited for christmas~ im in a super christmas mood atm. i wana give people gifts~ like, im in a mood to WRAP stuff up! haha and decorate with bows! then have it ripped open and see the happy on the persons face! thats the best feeling in the world! <3 skwee!



im gona post a list of wishes next journal~

oh! im doing a gift set of drawings~ next time, the first 10 people who fill the slots get a holiday sketch~ skwee~
but thats next time *^^* so please be ready and think about what you want!
heehee!



soo.. i guess thats it for nao~
im ready for school to be done with. im ready for this year to be over with. i wanna start again. i want things to be fresh and new in my life.
skwee!

ohh! i wrote a hyde story the other night :> i might post it sometime once i get it more together~~

ohhh.. im rambling nao.
i will go :C

haha

>8D TILL WE MEET AGAIN!~~~
lili

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28647884/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28647884/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 10:13:04 PST so i went to the store these past two days.. and bought a ton of awesome cheap stuff!
lets see. i bought..

a BOX of plaid bows.. theres like.. 30 of them in there. yusss....
lots of leggings~ cause theyre so cute!
FREAKIN METALLIC LEGGINGS! yus i have a silver pair and a gold pair. -w-♥♥
*wearing the silver pair as we speak*
uhmm.. more leggings.. a cute necklace. its chunky and blue with a huge heart on it.
SOME FREAKING AWESOME SNEAKERS
theyre black with shiey rainbow stars all over them.

im so happy with my finds~~
now if only i could get rid of this tummychub and ill look even better in these leggings..
ToT
*sob sob sob*

:>♥
im drawing today! and ima go to the gym! yuss... get rid of that chub, yo. get rid of that chub.

lili

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28606980/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28606980/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 09:47:41 PST
so did everybody have a happy thanksgiving!? i know i did~~~ yusyus i ate a bag of stuffing -w-♥
What are you guys thankful for? :3
im thankful for....
DA so i can keep in better touch with my friends~
my dad, my puppy
my new home
my job
my friends, immediate and far away♥ love you all!
my luz
lolita cause it keeps me happy!
youtube :3 heheeee~~
commissions and trades cause they keep things fun
school cause i built a rocket >w<
purple pillow cause i love to snuggle him
my camera :3 and my sketchbook and markers! cause they make the magic that brings you all to me! and im thankful for you all!! my wonderful supporters >w<♥
skweee~


and that was but a mere example of my expert list making skillz~~~~
be amazed! ~~woooooooo~~

:3♥

so~ the other nite at work i actually got a large chunk of my commissions in~ theyre almost done. needs finishing touches :3 but i worked on like 5 of them at work! (cause we were so dead \P)
so yay~~~

and works about to get real busy what with christmas parties and whatnot :< im afraid i wont be able to get online every nite ToT so sad and also exams are coming up so my busy busy time is about to start up again! sorry guys :< but ima still draw stuff to let you know i is still alive! woot~

maan i really wana go shopping! for my friends.. for me.. for everybody! lol i also reeeally wana wrap some gifts... i wana make them all cute and pretty!

lol but ive been feeling so lazy lately! haha the cold makes me all lazy and cuddly. i just wana snugg around the house all day. all wrapped up and warm. -w-♥ mmm so comfy~
maybe its cause i havent been to the gym in a few days. i need to keep my energy up! caus eof my tendancy to hibernate. i dont know why i dont have any energy or motivation. lol i think its the cold. i hate the cold. i like being bundled up but i dont like the chilly nippy air when i dont have any winter clothes! XO THATS what i need... winter clothes.. i dont know whie but every year it seems that they dissappear! *O* i dont know where in the world they go!! but the winter clothes i had just are GONE! lolol
i really SHOULD go shopping then -_-;;
actually i need to get rid of a lot of my wardrobe in general.. my packrat tendancies keep me from revamping my wardrobe.. caue im in desperate need of a new one..
maybe i should dress horribly and try to get on what not to waer.. then i could get me new wardrobe AND show the world my tiny cuteness and work my way up to fame and idol-ness~~~
pffft
gotta loose my tubbs first. lol

*WORK TUBBY WORK! WORK IT OFF!*

hope he goes away soon. hes quite the unwanted guest in the house of LI.
maybe i could trick him into going out for donuts.. then locking the door quickly so he cant get back in!! >8D bwahahaha its an ingenious plan on my part. id say.

i still have had problems eating but thank baby jesus it wasnt that way on thanksgiving!! \\>wi stuffed my face! haha and all i got was some sleepies~~ hee~~

isnt it wierd how your drawing spurts burst forth at such inoppertune times??
like the other nite it was 3am and i was almost about to go to bed when all of a sudden.. DRAWING SPASMS! man i just had to get up and whip out my skebo and beautiful things came out! lololol
i did lots of beautiful doodles. wish i could draw like that all the time. will it outta me whenever i wanted :>♥
heehee

well.. christmas is coming up soon! <3 have yall been naughty or nice? :>♥
skwee!

im excited for a tree. i love the way they smell and the way theyre decorated and the way the lights twinkle around at night :> skwee!
i wish it would snow soon. lol. i wana make snowballs. and i wana see what the new house looks like with snow on it! yuss..
i wana make a snow man!!
skwee

oh and im really trying to get my con stuff ready~ hotels for AZ13 and also arrangements for the charlotte con :> im excited for that one~ its just a day trip! im super antsy for both of them! i wanna buy stuff and see my friends and have FUNZIES. and ohman i cant wait to sell stuff at AZ~ *preparing as we spaek!*

im thinking i should buy a nice new marker set.. i bought a bunch of 12 packs of prismas but they were all the same colors and theyre like.. super limited in their color array anyway.. why doesnt any standard pack have like a nice cerulean blue or anything like that?? whys it always that crappy colored bright denim and NOTHING else!? daaamn.. i want light blue.. i want SKY FRIGGIN BLUE.. and OCEAN FRIGGIN BLUE. like elec... ]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28538540/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28538540/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 21:31:19 PST then apply it to real life without even realizing it :C
~+~+~+~+~+~

i have a super craving for animal crackers -w- yummm
and salad

oh! so my rocket was fan freaking tastic the other day! it flew 1,481 feet up in the air! wows!it didnt blow up or nothing and it was recovered fairly easily! except for the fact that i had painted it gold... and it landed in a flattened corn field.. so there were shiney golden fallen stalks EVERYWHERE and they all looked like my rocket.. ok so actually it took forever to find it cause of that but we eventually found it! >w< yaay! my teacher said that my flight was one of the better ones of the day! so happeh! <3

then i went to a bookstore.. and found nothing.. *dissappointed* i really wanted to take a neat little book home or something.. thats like the best feeling in the world!

dont you think its frustrating when youre in the mood for something but you cant find it anywhere?? like a certain type of visual or style appeal??
its frustrating when you juct cannot find what youre looking for ToT

im looking for~~
new lolita books
punk fashion magazines
neon stuff..
a styke that fits my own -_-;

its so hard to find stuff like that.

the closest place i can think of that fits and i can find peices for is forever 21~
i love that store.
they have lolita stuff occassionally and also neon punk fashion :> yay!


ok so break starts after tomorrow -w- so ima get to drawing all these piled up promises!~ skwee! im excited.

i tried my best to draw yesterday but dont you hate it when you really want to draw but youre all antsy and your hands are jittery and you cant? raaawr!!
lol

-w-
ehhhmmn~~
feelin kinda happy right now. like im in a bubble of non-feeling. its niiice!

yay! im so excited about vacation~~
its mini but its good
i even get to work a lot! so that means that some nights i wont be able to get online as early :< still maybe around ten~ maybe ill get to chat with some of you guys again once were all on christmas break ^^ skwee! i hope everyones doing well!
but work is about to get busy~ happeh~ but too bad that means ill be gone a lot more soon :< ~sad~

ohh wells.. i need to make some money to afford these cons -w- yaay then ill make more money from selling!~
skwee

ohh.. i drank too much eggnog tonite.. a coworker brought some.. that stuff was strong! woa! but tasty! sooo creamy!! yumyum! especially with a dollop of whipped cream on top and cinnamon~ yummmm

ohh (:< i hope i can keep to my diet!! winter makes me have tinytubbs! i hate it!! T^T *tubbytubby go away!!*

lol
wells
i suppose its time for me to go. and stop rambling~~ lol

night!♥
miss you guys! ToT

li

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28477587/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28477587/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 21:19:19 PST
about lots of things!

i launch my rocket tomorrow morning! T^T im so excited and so nervous at the same time!
i wana see it fly but im scared itll blow up! haha

i cant wait till its over tho.. sigh.. just another worry off my back.

and all the rest of my homeworks >.< baah i cant wait till theyre all done with on tuesday! baah!
it makes my heart hurt!

it also hurts because i seem to be losing some longtime friends before its even time for us to go our seperate ways at college.. we keep getting more and more distant makes me so sad.. i dont know why that has to happen.. i mean.. its going to happen anyways.. ill be all alone next semester (:< i dont wana lose them.. i cant deal without my friends.. i panic and i dont know what to do with myself. i hope this turns around.. i want to prolong it as much as possible.

schools been wierd lately.. i dont know whats going on with everybody.. maybe its the fall.. i heard it makes people act crazy.

(:< so nervous and antsy!

and i still cant eat.. i ate crackers the other day. they were good. and some of my dads chili :> it was good. i could eat it just fine! lol ill have to eat chili for the rest of my days! haha

ahh.. i dont know whats wrong with me :< hopefully its just a mental thing
aarrgh!

running low on li-happies.. need BREAK.. and LOVE... ugh..
(:<

even tho im running on empty i still have my desire to draw!
i have so many things in my head to draw! i hope i can get them all done over turkey break!

then theres xmas break :> finals are fast approaching! and then SUPER MONTH LONG BREAK FOR LIII!!!!
yaay!
i wana plan a trip >w< me and sarah! yus!!
girly weekend! second roadtrip EVAR! yay~~

>w< new years is fast approaching!! skwee! that means DOOMSDAY MAY is too.. i swear.. MAY is like my hell month. every year.. house eviction... school ends.. SERIOUS finals man.. college planning... money runs out.. i hate that month! cept for con.. but thats already a hassle to prepare for anyways! raawr! but im still looking forward to it :> its just a pain in the butt to pay for.
*not looking forward to May*

i shouldnt worry so much..
i need my distractions T^T uggh!

well...
wish me luck tomorrow!! please!! ima need it!

oh! p.s.! im looking for a new job >w< skwee! wish me luck there too please!

aaahrrhg...
-_-;

im so burned out!! im happy but burned out! i need to not have NAYMORE school.. i hate it. it sucks!
haha
no more plz.

wells... im pretty much sleep writing now.. ill write again tomorrow and tell you how the rocket went XD
skwee!

ima enjoy the now

li

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28423015/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28423015/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 20:42:12 PST w<♥
i uploaded TONS of photos today! yaaay!
i so happy! i finally did it!
out of all the pictures ive been taking these past few weeks these were some onf my faves :3
sorry the bright series was kinda samey (:3 i just loved them all so much i wanted to share >W<♥

hope you guys like my photography! im slowly growing a flame for it! i carry my camera wherever i go now

im gonna try my hand at posting some stories ive written next time :3
maybe some Hyde stories! or Muu >w< maybe some freeverse :< or written journals~
aiie! so many choices >w<

SO!~
today was awesome! it was a lazy day with sarah after early morning registration! yaay! it was so much fun! i didnt want it to end >w<♥♥♥

ahhhhhhhh... i gotta work hard tomorrow tho.. so much physics to do! i can do it! i just need to try and not get overwhelmed! :3
and i shoot my rocket off on saturaday! so much fun! im gona paint it FREAKIN GOLD! hahayus.

..

well i dont wana think about that atm -w- haha feelin too lazy!
actaully lately ive really just been feelin so lazy and laid back..
i am SO OVER school and work right now... dont even wana deal with it.

haha

soooo!~
ive been in the super drawing mood these past few days. like i just wana huddle up somewhere and craft the crap outta everything!! and draw~ feel like doodlin and coloring and decorating!
yaay!

hmm.. i been feelin like its time for a style change! *gets rid of crap in wardrobe and room*
haha
im up for change lately. feeling like a new person. gotta look like it on the outside! skwee!

ahhh..... im feeling pretty confident atm. :3 yaay!
now.. the only thing that would make things superbetter would be a freakin teaparty with all my friends! yus.
i want you all there! lol
we'll all wear lolita!
>3

and prance around in the creepy buildings in town! yusyus!

haha
so my commish list is getting done!
Yivae- yivae chara :3
Mahiru- starry sky!
AkuRoku santa present :3
violent lolita chan- BDAY present! >w<
uhh.. im sure theres more! lol i got them written down in my little book of lists!
yusyus

i feel like cooking japanese food.
yus. jsyk. haha

wellywell thens!
wish me luck tomorrow!!

im off to chibi doodle and to go sleepies now!! <33

nite nite!
li

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28400632/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28400632/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 17:48:47 PST
i was quite shocked to say the least! >:0
you guys! please be aware of this and spread this around and let others know!
someone may be profiting off of your hard made works! >:00

Guys!! please cheack this page [link] see as other people are manipulating our work and selling them without permission.
Using our images without respecting copyright.
Please see this page your art can be here.
Report and help to report, do not let these people continue to play with our work. I swear I feel angry I linger my hours to create the images and these people in less than 5 minutes do with it what they want.

PLEASE REPORT IT HERE [link]

Thank you for warning us.

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28373201/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28373201/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 11:32:36 PST w<♥♥♥
it makes me smile!

hehee!!

so i feel a little better today. i needed some calm-down time from all the things ive been worrying about.
i swear i worry much too much.. but i cant figure out how to stop! it just happens. any ideas or techniques you guys use to get rid of anxiety? :<

ahhh...
one thing that does make me feel better is thinking of homemade things -w- skwee!
theyre the best! filled with so much love!
i cant describe it.
its just lovey love. so warm.

i have a lot of homemade things i want to try :3
like cookies and crafty lolita things and art and cards

skwee!

have any of you guys ever heard of a cricket?
the thing that cuts anything? like for shapes and crafting? i saw an infomercial for one last nite and wow! it looks so cool!
i was wondering if any of you have any personal experiences with one or know if its really as good as they say it is? :>
it seems so cool! <33

ahh...
i think ive figured out my eating problems..
im not sure yet.. i still get sick when i eat any type of food.. but i get so hungry i have to eat! and if you dont eat a certain ammount of calories in a day then your body will gain and store it anyway even with exercise so i gotta eat something..

i had THE BEST salad the other day at a local restaraunt -w- *drool* it was the tastiest freakin thing ive ever eaten! so yummy! ive been craving one again.. maybe ill go back :3 and get me one!

either way... i think for now i can only handle like handful protions of meals atm.. anything more just wont do.. and no more tea... just water and V8 -_-;;
i love V8 tho.. its superdelicious and good for you!
Vfusion is good too!
its got fruits AND veggies! :3♥ yaay!!

well~
thats all for nao~
catch you guys on the flipp side my home slice o whaeties! <33
skwee!


]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28363668/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28363668/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 22:01:10 PST
i love portal voices.

i wish i didnt have to take these terrible take home tests over a break X(

i wish i werent a procrastinator like i am..

i wana do what i wana do

i wish i could eat without getting sick..

i wish i could drop my chubbies

i wish i could draw whats in my head.

my jitters wont let me concentrate

i cant keep steady

i cant complete a row of like-thoughts

i want stuff
but i dont know WHAT i want
its a yearning type thing. i cant pinpoint it at all.

i cant do anything

its hard to finish things

i cant

it feels blank


im done now~
feeling a little less anxiety atm.

night~

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28361553/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28361553/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 19:48:39 PST
i wish for akuroku love!
-close hugs
-punky/emo colorful clothes
-lotsa love colors and rainbows! *^^*

:3♥

Thankyou santa!! <33

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28339422/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28339422/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 18:50:12 PST answer these questions then tag 10 people to do the same.

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
you cant see it :< its on the back of my head. i once cracked my head open when some douche-kid pulled the chair out from under me in school =-= *hate*

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
art.. pretty tags off of clothes.. those can be artsy too yknow!

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
I talk~~ a LOT

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
i really love all genres. as long as it sounds good and makes me feel it~

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
around 7:30 on a Tuesday

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
TO BE THINNER! ToT *had tubby revelations today while clothes shopping*

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
my younger years~ *wants an uninhibited do-over*

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
My imagination, my sketchbook, and my colored markers~ <3 they can make anything! yus >3

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
5'2"

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
in crowds of loud people.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
;o; yes!

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
myself

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
to not achieve my goals. to not have my friends. (theyre pretty much on the same level of fear)

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
I like dark or black hair preferrably. and eyes can be any color *^^* as long as they only look at me! >;3

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
in a park.. or a creepy old cemetary or building. for srs.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
eeew! neither! XP

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
EVERYTHING! i love superduper supremes.

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Pound Cake. granny style!

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
Rainbows yo! lol but if i had to pick one.. itd have to be Red~

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
;o; eew! no!! i would NEVER eat FiFi!

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
my stuffed bunny poey when i was a baby~ i still have her to this day :3♥

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
>; D chyea!

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Everywhere -_-;; i crack bones like a MOFO!

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Rugged Warehouse. lolnotrlyabrand

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
13!

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes

32. FAVORITE QUOTE?
"skweeeak!" - Me

33. FAVORITE PLACE?
on the seashore

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
noes! ;o;

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
crowds. i tend to feel a little helpless in huge ones ;o;

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
Kinda?

37. FIRST JOB?
Gluttons! *^^*

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
YUS!

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
Yea! :'D

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
AIMing

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
nah

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
the fact that i dont listen or read directions properly. i just dive right into something and get confused! im just a super Go-To type of person

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
ToT yessss!

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
a new wardrobe! and art supplies! and cake! and lolita! and my love to give me a bigg birthday smoochie! *^w^* (theres more.. its a long list! birthdays are my most fantasy-imaged ideas)

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
i dont know~~
ive always liked the names bianca and seth. ima so name my child something unique. but still like a name yknow? nothing like these celeb baby names.. those can just get wierd! haha

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
yea =_=

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Ruderuderude attitude! doesnt want to do anything special or extraordinary for me. unimaginative =_=
and stanky breath.. i hate that.. brush yo teeth man. brush yo teeth.

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE(D) ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
Seeing other peoples clothes :3 i love fashion~

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
many different kinds for different hair days :3

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
yea. id say its pretty cool~

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
HAM!

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
i bite my fingernails (:<...... ;>A<; *been trying reeeally hard to stop*

~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28278273/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28278273/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 19:13:28 PST
THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU
- Li
- Starshine
- Leigh Ann


THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE
- Everyday is important to me! ♥
- Today
- Tomorrow


THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES
- Ate
- Worked on a rocket
- Hugged my pillow


THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY
- Think about something that makes you super duper happy all day long! like a theme.
- Find something to obsess over a little bit. If it runs out, find something new it really keeps you going and keeps your mind thinking fresh!
- Just Smile anyway


THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE
- Chucks
- Wii fit
- My house back plz -_- but on our beachfront property! >: D


THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
- Drawing
- Photography
- Collecting


THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION
- The beeeaach!!
- The Island Tropics
- Japan


THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
- Water
- TEA
- V8


THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR HANDBAG/BAG
- Camera
- bag of candy
- my switchblade



THREE FAVORITE COLOURS
- RAINBOW!
- NEON!
- RAAAAINBOWWW!!!


TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU
- Skirty
- Purple Pillow
- Sketchbook


TOP THREE REASONS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY LATELY
- OHHOHOHOHO if i could only express it in words =w=
- I got my drawing mojo back lately
- This Semester is ALMOST OVER!


TOP THREE REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY
- Sheepie-tan Tagged me!~
- i likes me some Questionairs and memes!~
- i like talking about STUFF!~~~


THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE
- Hostess
- Waitress
- Carpenter's Assistent


THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS
- Spring Rolls
- Chili (homemade)
- V8~~~


THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED
- Big Fatty Goldfish
- Evil Saimese Cat
- A Beagle Named Casey~

THREE INNER WISHES YOU HAVE INSIDE YOU AT THE MOMENT!
-
-
-

I tag~

... and anyone else who wants to please feel free!

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28225491/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28225491/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 19:17:07 PST ♥im all happy inside!♥

ohh >w< my friend did a list as a journal recently of just stuff that popped in her mind that she wanted to say so i wana do it too!
ok! here we go!

I LOVE OWL CITY! adam young writes my life yo -w-
i feel a little better about school right now
i want to find a better job. for some reason inve been loathing my current one -_-;
I FREAKIN WANT PIZZA! i havent eaten it in 2 months! craaaave
i wana go to the beach really bad and sit on the sand -o- and listen to the waves. it makes me feel refreshed from all my lifes troubles
i want to cut my hair REEALLY funky and raibow it but am a little scared of the reacion ill get from my dad and work...
i wish people would take me seriously
i want to change some things about myself
my dreams and imagination are far too wild for my real life boundaries
i want to live in an apartment
i feel euphoria for the first time right now
ive experienced many new feelings that ive never felt before lately. its indescribable!
i believe my dreams tell me things.
DUDE! SOMEBODY TOLD ME THEIR BIRTHDAY WAS THIS WEEKEND AND I COULD NOT REMEMBER FOR THE LIFE OF ME WHO IT WAS!!! *O* i asked so many people and they were all WTF?? ugh!
i love taking quizes. i love learning more about myself.
i lvoe seeing peoples houses and rooms. it helps me understand them a little better i think its because i have a hard time telling peoples personalities sometimes. seeing their rooms is a good visual judge of them its so interesting to learn how people decorate their rooms and with what! <3
I LOVE YOU! *^w^*
yes you
i wana revamp my life!
i wana revamp my wardrobe!
i want to TONE my TUBB! ToT
i want cuddles really bad! i want to snuggle!!! ToT
yes with... ]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28187187/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28187187/ Fri, 06 Nov 2009 20:40:15 PST (Q's 1-500)
ok here we go!

1.) Your name: Leigh Ann
2.) Nicknames: Li, Starshine :3
3.) Do you like these nicknames?: Yes! very mucho
4.) Location: Hydacandinavia
5.) Age: 19
6.) Birthday: March 20 :3 (BUY ME PRESENTS!)
7.) Zodiac sign: Pisces
8.) Parents names: Daddy >:3
9.) Siblings?: None. ima only child
10.) Pets: one beagle named Casey. Hes my Mr. Tubbs.
11.) Number of rooms in your house: 5
12.) Religion: I believe
13.) If so-practicing?: In my own way.
14.) Male or Female?: Girly Girl~ :3
15.) Is your family close?: The ones still included are :3~

What are your favorite
16.) Foods: Spaghetti, raman, quesedillas, i like most foods.
17.) TV shows: Fringe, Greys Anatomy, The Golden Girls! >: D, Big Bang Theory.
18.) Movies: Zombieland, Howl's Moving Castle
19.) Actors: The Free-credit-report.com Guy! Ohh hes so cute!♥♥♥
20.) Actresses: Kiera Knightly♥, Emma Stone, lotsa others i cant remeber atm
21.) Books: Gothic and Lolita Bible
22.) Artists: HO MAN. Thatd be a meme in itself..
23.) Types of Music: All. as long as it makes me feel it.
24.) Video Games: Kingdom Hearts. Persona 3 and 4. Arcana Heart.
25.) Computer Games: (?
26.) Outfits: Dresses and leggings :3
27.) Stores: RUGGED! and the dollar tree :3
28.) Sports: Volleyball, swimming, running
29.) Colors: RAINBOW! NEON!
30.) Numbers: 3, 7, 11, and 13
31.) Websites: DA, AIM, :<... uhh... i has huge list!
32.) Cartoons characters: Whinnie the Pooh!♥
33.) TV Channels: History, NatGeo, whatever channel is marathoning the golden girls atm, Disney :3
34.) Made For TV Movies: Aquamarine~ <33
35.) Comedians: Jeff Foxworthy! X3♥ and Jeff Dunham.
36.) Comedies: ZOMBIELAND!
37.) Hair products: ...this nice smelling stuff my stylist gave me..? dunno its name XD
38.) Makeup Products: whatever is cheap. i like mascaras a LOT.
39.) Kind of Pens: Microns
40.) Kind of Shows: Space, Monsters, Mysteries,... i like the crypto stuff.
41.) Pieces of Jewelry: Chunky Charm Necklaces. i like em GAUDY!
42.) Kinds of Soap: Liquid soap makes A LOT of BUBBLES in the tub
43.) Kinds of Shampoo: White Rain
44.) Game Systems: PS2 plz!!
45.) CDs: *O* OWL CITY! <33
46.) Snacks: Quesedillas
47.) Past times: Cleaning, Drawing
48.) Things to do on the weekend: Whatever pops into my head. Shopping, and crafting usually :3
49.) Magazines: TeenVogue, GL (even tho im OLD nao...) Seventeen :33 *girlygirl*
50.) Animals: MANITEES! <3 praying manti, beagles, i LOVE animals~

Clothing
51.) Favorite Brand of Clothing?: Whatevers cute :3
52.) Favorite sweatpants: My Black and Red ones
53.) What is your everyday outfit?: A Dress and some leggings.
54.) Do you wear a uniform to school?: THANK GOD NO.
55.) Do you like it?: HAAATE.
56.) What is your favorite clothing store?: Rugged♥
57.) Do you try to dress like other people?: If theyve got something unique going on ill mix it up in my own~ tho.. sarah and i DO own a lot of the same exact clothes.... hah
58.) Do you consider yourself to be trendy?:i make my own
59.) What kind of shoes do you wear?: flats and chucks
60.) Do you like funky shoelaces?:LOVE EM.
61.) Do you wear hats?:No... they mess up my bows...
62.) Do you wear a lot of jewelry?: Lord.. too much sometimes.. i look like Mrs. T...
63.) If so, what?: Bracelts and necklaces with HUGE CHUNKY CHARMS and gaudy earrings :3~ and rings!... oh and my freaking CROWN!
64.) Do you wear belts?: Studded
65.) Do you wear skirts?: yes :3
66.) Do you wear revealing clothing?: sometimes.
67.) Do you like the Eskimo look?: not on me
68.) Do you wear big pimpin coats?: HELLS TO THA YEA
69.) Do you carry a purse or bag?: Yus :3 its like my 2nd room.
70.) If so, what is it like?: filled with STUFF!

School
71.) What are your grades like?: Straight A's atm.
72.) Do you wish you could change your performance in school?: yea i need to be more vigourous with my schoolwork...
73.) Are you failing anything?: nope!!
74.) Do you take a language?: el spanglish~
75.) If so which language?: EL FREAKIN SPANGLISH!
76.) Who is your favorite teacher?: REX BEULIN! >: D
77.) Do you decorate your locker?: I WISH.
78.) Do you decorate your bookbag?: YUS.
79.) If so, with what?: buttons... charms... STUFF.
80.) Do you draw on yourself in school?: No i carry around my notebook wherever i go :3♥
81.) Do yo... ]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28183398/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28183398/ Fri, 06 Nov 2009 17:11:28 PST ;3
from

Under 20 = Seme
Over 20 = Uke


01-[x] You like to be content in everything.
02-[x] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say.
03-[x] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04-[x] You are quite hyperactive.
05-[x] If you don’t like something, you start crying and you don’t care if you start talking too loud.
06-[x] You love candies or any type of caramel.
07-[x] You like making others blush.
08-[x] You sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand.
09-[x] You’re usually shy with the opposite sex.
10-[x] You like romantic- funny anime.
11-[ ] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
12-[x] You have listened “an café”.
13-[x] You like listening to it.
14-[x] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of “an café”.
15-[x] You are innocent and a little clumsy.
16-[x] You smile at kitties.
17-[?] You usually say –kawaii-. --- li note~~ (I SAY CUUTE A LOT. does that count?? )XD)
18-[x] You like plushies.
19-[x] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20-[ ] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
21-[x] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
22-[x] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more.
23-[x] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
24-[x] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
25-[x] You call your pets with cute names.
26-[x] You believe that yaoi/yuri is the best.
27-[x] You're easily to trick/convince.
28-[x] Some men scare you.
29-[x] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
30-[x] You have pink/red clothes an they are decorated with flowers.
31-[XXXXXXX] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
32-[ ] You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before.
33-[x] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive.
34-[x] You like j-pop.
35-[x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
36-[x] You watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi
37-[x♥] you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa.
38-[x] You smile with no reason.
39-[x] You usually are very positive.
40-[XXXXX] When there’s a rainbow, you run out to see it.
41-[x] You usually don’t understand what your parents say.

...
O_O; HOLY FREAK!
...
~~38/41~~

i am like... superuke!
haha )XD♥♥♥

♥♥♥yay me!♥♥♥

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28168416/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28168416/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 19:30:36 PST
001. Real name? Leigh Ann
002. Nickname(s)? Li
003. Zodiac sign? Pisces
004. Male or female? Female
005. Elementary? LoveLove!
006. Middle School? Saddest part of my life
007. High School? Pretty Cool. There are some things i wish i could do or do over but its cool~.
008. Hair color? Brown/Black
009. Long or short? Super Short
010. Loud or Quiet? Depends on my mood that day..
011. Sweats or Jeans? Sweats
012. Phone or Camera? Camera
013. Health freak? Yes!
014. Drink or Smoke? Neither... bleck..
015. Do you have a crush on someone? >//w//< oh yes!♥
016. Eat or Drink? Too Much lol
017. Piercings? Ears. Thinking about a lip ring.
018. Tattoos? Nah.

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane? Nope~~
020. Been in a car accident? No! Lucky Me!
021. Been in a fist fight? )XD not irl! in my head many times! haha *lame~*

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing? Ears at Claires -w-
023. First best friend? My stuffed bunny Poey♥
025. First award? o.O i dont remember.. i think it was pin-the-tail-on-the-donkey! i so won.
026. First crush? sadly... he was gay..
028. First big vacation? (:< uhh... *never been out of state*

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to? My Daddy♥
030. Last person you texted? Sarah
031. Last person you watched a movie with? Sarah, Zak, Lowell, and Travis
032. Last food you ate? Pasta with a pork tomato sauce~ YUMM! *makeshift leftovers*
033. Last movie you watched? ZOMBIELAND!♥♥♥
034. Last song you listened to? On The Wing - Owl City
035. Last thing you bought? A CD label maker from staples
036. Last person you hugged? My Daddy♥

FAVES:
037. Food? Quesedillas/ pasta and sauce (too broad to just say spaghetti haha)
038. Drinks? Water/ tea/ lemonade/ koolaid
039. Clothing? dresses and leggings.
040. Book? Chinese Cinderella
041. Music? All Kinds.
042. Flower? Gardenias
043. Colors? RAINBOW and NEON!
044. Movies? Howl's Moving Castle/ Zombieland/ The Ring/ SAW
045. Shoes? FLATS/ Chucks/ Dr.Martens~~/ BOOTS
046. Subjects? i like em all :3 i love learning

IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [x] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [ ] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret- and still hiding it
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [x] pretended to be sick
061. [ ] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing
064. [x] ran a mile
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend
066. [ ] stayed single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating? Nothing.
068. Drinking? Water
069. I'm about to? Write in my real journal~~ my book one )XD not the online one <3 *SUPERSECRETS!*
070. Listening to? Owl City
071. Plans for today/tomorrow? School/ Build my Rocket/ Draw/... whatever else pops upp.
072. Waiting for? A certain SOMEONE to notice me! XP my luz wont get thru! .... and some bitchin' SHOES. *trying to find the PERFECT pair...*

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? Yes <3 distant future but yes♥
074. Want to get married? Yes♥
075. Careers in mind? Pharmacy/ Marine Biology/ Photography

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes? Eyes♥
077. Shorter or taller? Taller. ...well.. you cant get too much shorter than me... haha
078. Romantic or spontaneous? BOTH PLZ! i think spontaneous IS romantic *^^*
079. Nice stomach or nice arms? Nice Arms♥♥♥ for hugging
080. Sensitive or loud? Both♥ hmm.. leaning towards sensitivity♥
081. Hookup or relationship? relationship (:<
082. Troublemaker or hesitant? Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts? Nope. I'm pretty responsible.
084. Ran away from home? No.
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense? No.
086. Killed somebody? ...not irl.. in my head MANY TIMES. haha
087. Broken someone's heart? Yes.
088. Been arrested? No.
089. Cried when someone died? Many times over

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself? Most of the time ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28149625/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28149625/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 18:56:55 PST


hmmn~
so i think i have a better plan now for my future :3

finish my associates in science (+ any other outstanding prerequisits for prepharm)
take the one year nursing program
+~then i will be elligible for a job as a pharm tehc!~+

either pursue pharmacy at chapel hill
or marine biology at the beach.

i can work as a pharm tech while at the beach to support myself and at the same time be taking marine biology classes~~~ yuusssss...
possibly think about joining the navy~ (for trues)
thats a guaranteed job right there for marine bio.

but either way ive decided im moving to the beach eventually!
i believe id be much happier there than at the mountains. i dont like the cold! ToT
and i love the sand and the waves! and HOMIGODSWIMMING.

yus. so. thats what ive decided.



in other news..
i think my rocket is coming along well.
its consuming my life.. i dont do as much of my other homework because of it.. but oh well.. i can BS the rest of my classes and be fine. teehee~~

oh my~
ive been feeling happy and funny lately..
happy is good but i dont know what the funny is.
its like somethings tugging at my heartstrings.
hmm... maybe im scared of..something.. hmm...
i wonder..

wellp..
i feel like drawing nao.
i will update laterz! (probably tomorrow! after exercising~)

♥+~ohh! please come for me my prince!~+♥
i want my priiince! T^T


nighty nights! i has the drawing bone atm! better go tickle it!

*coochycoo*

nighties!
lili

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28115186/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28115186/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 20:26:05 PST

The rules are simple:
- You have to post 10 things about yourself in your Journal
- Then, you got to tag 10 different people...(Fek that), and post those people's icons in your Journal.
- Afterwards, just go to those Ok!

1- Im tiny!(height~)
2- I squeak A LOT. (poke me and see)
3- I worry too much
4- I'm very ambitious
5- I didn't know until recently that I'm actually a jealous person! wow~
6- I'm filled with love! (shh! its a secret!)
7- I can remeber every single one of my dreams and recite them all to you.
8- I have many secret and not so secret obsessions! >: D hahaha
9- Runs on emotions mostly
10- Cannot sleep without cuddling against something

hmmm... i wana do more~! haha
what do yall say? :< u want me to tell more? do u guys wana learn more about the li? :3
haha

hmm~ -w-
after i left the house and got some homework done at work i felt better about things.
i just sat in my little hostess chair and clamed down~~~
im much better now *^^*

thankyou all for sending me love! you have no idea how much i appreciate it :3

ahh~ im feeling better about some of the future deciaions im going to have to make. so i hope these risks im taking are gona be good!

ohh! <3
if only my prince would come and save me and take me to our castle! >: D yeeeyah! then i wouldnt have to worry about STUFF and i could sit around all day in lolita with my hansome hunka hottness! haha

everything i do revolves around laying around in lolita! haha its a staple in my "dreams-to-make-come-true" list! haha

ohh!
im feeling so dreamy at the moment XD
wish i could share it with my prince! ohh!

ohh! or i could host a party! a FREAKIN TEA PARTY!
and id have SO MUCH CAKE!
soo many cute cakes! <33
and my price would still be there.. and we'd shove cake in eachothers faces! XD hahaha

haha another staple. my prince~

hee~
*lovey*
just thinking about it makes me all giggly!
skwee!

oh! halloween! halloween was awesome~ <33
i will draw and post a journal about it soon~

hopefully i wont die on the inside again like i have been.

i wana try and be happy! : D

thankyou ALL~ <33


lili

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28104801/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28104801/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 11:39:12 PST
hey yall

thanks so much for putting up with all my whining and complaining lately. sorry to be all annoying and whiney! DA is just the best way to get it out sometimes. ... just to let the world know that "I AM ANGRY!" lolol so there.

but its good, its good..
i had a big sitdown with myself and re-evaluated my whole situation and possible options for taking the next steps.

well.. so it turns out im not sure i wana do pharm anymore.. i reeeally like photography..
and im kinda flipping back to my initial "i wanna be when i grow up" which is marine biology. i love biology.. and i have to take 3 bio classes next semester so.. it defintely kinda helps. i still wanna take the year-long nursing class.. itll help me prepare to be able to have a steady job when i move to the beach house in a couple of years.

which itll take. a couple of years.. my schooling path is going to take forever!! i have a lot of waiting around periods where im gonna just be working.. and a lot of periods where im just a student.. but i think ive got a better path going on..

i would LOVE to go to UNC.. but App (where i got accepted to in the flippin FIRST PLACE! ugh!) has great photography and marine bio is definately gonna have to be at the beach. lolduh. so.. it all depends on the risks i want to take.

ultimately ive always wanted to end up living at the beach house. its been my dream since i was a little girl. so that destination seems appropriate. and i have family down there. and i know the place already. it seems the most logical.

for the career id follow.. pharm if i end up with it.. im GOING to be a tech no matter what so either way ill have a huge shot at a career anyway.. but as for a profession.. i really would just love to be the person who dives into the ocean and takes pictures of underwater life and whatnot. and draws them up. like a documentor. .. or something.
like the people who provide all the pictures for the textbooks and whatnot.
yeah.. thats what i wana be!

plus id get to live at the freakin BEACH! i love the beach. i SOOO wana learn how to surf -w-♥♥♥ last year i was gonna get my cousin to teach me but there were sharks in the water for reals and everybody had to get out.. booo...
i will learn someday! and have me an awesome BEACH BOD! hahah

oh but man... i am so scared for next year.. i cried last night because i realized that all my friends are going off to big colleges while i have to stay and finish this degree.. i am going to be alone and all my best friends are going to be gone.. ToT i am SO SAD..
i dont wana be apart from my best friends.. i dont wana be alone!
but in actuality.. ill be alone wherever i go.. i cant take anny of my friends with me.. and theyre not going the same path as me.. im just so scared to make new friends! ToT i dont wana be alone!
i really need friends.. they keep me going.

i bet thats why ive been so down lately..
cause ive been missing my Besties.. i dont see anybody much anymore! ToT
well.. i mean i SEE them but theres like.. not a lot of hangout funtime.

RAAWR! im going nuts!
theres just too much to do and too much CRAPPY-EFFIN-JOB to deal with..
but thats another story.. i gotta go to work here in a bit to see about hours and whatnot.. and looking for a new job..
i wana get a job in a pharmacy to see how ill really like it. and itll give me the most overall experience for future jobs.
so thats good.

thats the rough of my plan -w-
change is scary.. really scary.. and risks are high and mighty too..
but maybe i can handle it... i hope i can..
i hope i dont have to do it alone too..
*loading friend gun and lovelove bazooka*

haha )XD
thats how it works!

fwoo..~
i promise ill give yall a happy journal soon..
and more art! i need more art!
i need to replenish my happy supplies..


i really just wonder why you can never have the one thing in life thatll make you truly happy..
do you all have that one thing? what is it? id like to know.

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28090007/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28090007/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 15:07:59 PST ever just feel like screaming RAAAWR to the world? or just screaming in general?
thats moi today~
im just SO FLIPPIN ANTSY!!

im rethinking my whole life at the moment..

perhaps i worry too much..
maybe i should just let the things that are gonna happen, happen..
worry about myself more

-_-;;; arrrgh...

i dont think im quite cut out enough yet to become an adult..
or maybe the restrictions that the world has set on people my age just are too farfetched for me to wana go by..
i dunno.
either way i dont wana go by them!

i just wana chill..
im sick of all this mandatory crap.
why cant we all just do what we want?

...perhaps i shall move to the alps... start a farm.. get a wifey.. and make cheese and clocks and whatnot..

that'd be the life -w- pfft.


and another thing...
i HATE this freakin dreary weather we've had lately!! it sucks! daaamn... its probably because of all the trees we live under now... they dump leaves like a MOFO! and make my nice pretty little house look all grody and soppy! ;_; boohoo!
if its gona dump leaves then atleast let them be DRY!

and daylight savings man! it gets dark sooo early now! so depressing ;_;
evenings are already antsy for me anyways now with it getting dark at 5... i get even MORE antsy!!

bllaaaarrrghh!

lol

and godfreakindamnit!
whats up with all the creepy little old men hitting on me ALL THE TIME NOW!?
am i like.. pedobait or something..?
its so annoying..
i said i wanted a PRINCE! not a grubby old beggar! >: O lol
i dunno why but in the past TWO weeks... online.. and irl.. all these grubby old men keep hitting on meee!!
...its never cute young guys either man! theyre always old and creepy! WTF!?
its VERY disheartening! WHY!?
WHY!?!

ugggghhhh -_-;;;
i hate men i swear.. theyre SO GORSS!
working at a bar is the worst..
why cant i ever get anyone nice.. or the one i want for that matter! rawr!

will i forever be forced to be everyone's number 2 EXCEPT desperate grubby little men!?

daaaaamn!




WHATS GOING ON WITH MEEE!?!?!
LIFE! EXPLAIN YOURSELF DAMNIT!

rawr.

end of random li rant.

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28052573/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28052573/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 19:29:56 PDT
aww.. *sad face*
everybody's been gone this week! i havent talked to anybody! T^T soo sad! i miss you guys!
maybe its cuz its halloween tomorrow
are you all getting ready for it? *^^*
i wanted to make my costume... but.. you know how things really sneak up on you all of a sudden it was 2 days before halloween and i thought to myself :daaaaaamnn...: cuz i was SO not ready for it to end! ToT i want october to last forever! its my favourite month! (provided that its kinda warmish out) :3♥
i love love october! its gotta be the coolest month! *^^*

skwee!
im excited! cause me and my friends are going out to dinner tomorrow night in our costumes!~ yaay! im gonna be alice with the help of :3
thankyou wifey~ >: D

mmmnn... yesterday was one of my worst days ever.. major life breakdowns are not cool.. i felt like i needed to reconsider my whole life in one big redo.. i didnt feel the confidence i needed to keep going on with my current situations.. and it just snapped. i wanted to quit everything.. but i tried to calm down and waited so long to get home from work so i could just sleep on it..
somehow sleep makes so many things better. sometimes the problems go away.. sometimes not. but overall they seem to dull down the pain and make it so you can think straight again..
i just needed to get started on a new day.. sleeping speeds up the process.
i slept HARD too. haha

hmm.. so today was better :3
for some reason my town thinks its a good idea to celebrate holidays the day BEFORE the actual holiday..?? example: fireworks celebrating the 4th of july... are set off on the 3rd.. whieplz? cmon now.. and also like.. tonight.. october 30.. the town had set up trick or treating downtown.. umm.. hellooo.. october 31 is halloween! WTF!?

haha oh well.. me and my group went early so it was packed with children.. i didnt really go for trick or treating (tho i CERTAINLY would not refuse candy if offered!) i went to see the costumes.
i must say.. i was a little dissappointed.. i wanted to see some awesome punky clothes and whatnot... but noo.. just a few.. and me...
i went out wearing my black, white and red prince outfit with the ruffled shirt, pinstripe pants, and TONS of shiney jewelry! og and i wore a crown. and a HUUGE freakin bow! i was..
~AWESOME~

haha lovemyself!

pfft.

homan! im so in love!! i freakin swear! >w<
i LOVElovelove the friggin DOLLAR TREE!
yes thats right.
im in love with a merchendise retailer! got a problem with that hobag?
(also having an affair with rugged warehouse on the side.. i... just cant help mahself! ohh!~)

haha but yea i find treasures everytime i go there. my craft box is STOCKED HUUGE! ive got so many things for lolita crafts and whatnot!
they sell keychain rings... gauze with blood on it... beaded trim.. ribbon.. wedding stuff too. like tule, doilies.. even garters XD haha but all this is used for freakin crafts! >: D its so awesome! i have so many things i can do craft stuff with! *excited*
i go about once a week to see what they have new. this time they stocked up! it was great! lotsa new stuff like buttons and pearls :3
if you look hard enough and in the right way.. youll be able to find lolita potential in many things >w< i know i did! yaay!

oh and rugged has SO MANY little treasures!
i have restocked in jewelry this past week.. everything was a dollar... and everything had lolita-esqueness to it~ so i gotta get my dad to make me a new jewelry box to hold it all )XD
i swear... my whole wardrobe comes from rugged XD i dont know what id do without it! ...the critera for moving ANYWHERE.. there HAS to be a rugged wherever we move to! there HAS TO BE!.. i will die without one ToT and a dollar tree :3

yus yus.
and that was my love rant of the day.
stay tuned for my next love rant! itll be AWESOME! i bet.


nom nom nom nom..
im a baby bunny! nommin on yo lettuce!
nom nom nom!

hmmm... ive been thinking of pursuing photography more... maybe like a career... id like to take pictures of sea life.. or nature.. but really anything is fine. i love taking pictures of pretty much anything! (ill have a new dump real soon yall! : D)
im also interested in psychology. i love that class so much! its something im definately interested in. i love ponderi... ]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28002888/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/28002888/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 20:38:32 PDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLOR!

yus yus.. you enjoy it for the last.... 24 minutes of the day! XD
haha

hope you had a fantasmic one!~ <33

...
EXPECT A PRESENT FROM ME SOOOON! OKAY! >: D yeeeaaah!

loadsOlove!
li

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27984713/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27984713/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 19:18:03 PDT
ahh im all euphoric~~ -w-

i dont think ive ever been so happy ever! :3 just skwee!~

ahh~ i wish i had more time to be creative... T^T school and work suck up too much time!! i doesnt like!
i have soo many wonderful crafts i wana do! so many things i wana learn like sewing and baking. (:<
but i soo dont have time!
-w- i suppose im much better suited for a lolita life in victorian times *^^*
except for all the male dominance.. i would much rather have lolita dominace! >: D
muahaha lolitas will rule the world~
pfft )XD

ive been reading and re-reading my G&LB issue all about weddings lately♥♥♥
ahh~ and now im wedding happy-crazy!~ skwee!
...
hmm..
tho.. i suppose i should find someone first )XD

aww mans... -_- that reminds me.. pumpkin fest is coming up! im excited for it but truthfully~~ ive always wanted to go to a festival with someone special >w<♥
oh poo~ i dont have anyone -_- ... again... when will my dreams come truuue??
XD haha
i have fun anyway tho :3 mmm... chicken teriyaki on a stick!
and bows! i get bows there! <3
surprisingly i find a lot of lolita things there :3 its awesome.
like bags and bows and pies and fudge~~
and punky things too! like buttons and whatnot.

surprisingly also there are a lot of punky people in my town : D i love going to look at all their outfits and whatnot ^^ it kinda inspires me~~ haha

-w-mmnmm..~~
i feel all supercuddly!
i wanna cuddle!
*snuggs purple pillow* mmph! <33

but he cant hugg baaack! T^T

haha XD i have love love fever!
its a sickness! but its mucho better than the flu~ haha (but i reeeally dont wana jinx mahself -_-) haha ...for either! pfft.

...
mmm...brownie...

fuwaah... i will probably update tomorrow *^^*
with more creative ideas and skwees and ramblings!~

love LOVE LOOOVEEE
li

oh yes~ attraction~~ cute date date icon! <33 and it wears a bow just like me! skwee!

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27946941/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27946941/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 18:33:10 PDT
)XD haha i love that song!

Soo!~ :3
how have you guys been? *^^*

ive been good~ ^o^ really happy these past few days



ive been working hard at work :3 so that makes me proud!~ <3 haha and ive also been drawing much and taking photographs too *^^*

i think my new fave thing is photography! i love taking pictures of stuff! (as youve probably noticed in my gallery )XD haha)

the fall is really inspiring :3 i like it when its kinda crisp out but not cold! cuz i dont really like the cold unless i have someone to bundle up with :3♥

aww ;_; i am a little sad tho because i dont have a costume for halloween! me and my freinds are going to this gala in another town for art club... and costumes are welcomed but i dont have one! >m< i wanted to do a lady masqerade type thing but i had nooo time cuz of my rocket building T^T (i havent gotten to make any art for it either! *sob*) and work.. work is bountiful lately! which is good i suppose... i just dont have much time for stuffy stuff now.. i HATE growing upp! T^T it sucks! im always low on moneys now and i never have time for me! and people are all "OHHOHO!~ youre a BIG girl now! all responsible and whatnot!~" -_-;;
i dont understand how ONE summer between senior year and college changes everybody's attitudes about you! its insane! its like they expect growing up to be automatic! T^T *whine*

but its ok... :< i am happy anyways :3 i have my happy sources! skwee!♥♥♥

lolita makes me happy :3 and purchasing things CHEAP!
skwee!
i have found that i am indeed a shopaholic... -_-; i should probably stop... hehe )XD
but its so hard when things are so cheap! i found a bin of jewelry at my favourite store and it was all $1! so i just HAD to stock up!
i guess my problm is that i like to stock up on things :< when in reality i should definately stock up on my money instead )XD haha
logical, logical..

i need to clean my room too! T^T its a terrible mess! bah!~

ahh! ive been so ambitious lately! i get that way when im HAPPEH!~ <3
i have SO many things that i wana do that i cant sleep! and then i crash -_-; haha but its just cause i need sleep! and then i have awesome dreams!
like last nite! i became the next star weaver! i had to take this golden thread and stitch tiny golden stars into black fabric and thats how stars were made! i was replacing the last one who was a little old lady awaiting death.. so i was to do it until i died!
it was pretty aweosme!
oh and my workplace was gonna be on GhostHunters! >: D yea boi! haha

^^ i love remebering my dreams! i wish i could take photos of my mind so i could watch them go by whenever i wanted :3 <33

hmm.. even tho i still dont have a halloween costume... i still wanna try and learn to sew for Con! <3
ahh...

lets see! my con list is~...

1) Learn to Sew for cosplay!
2) Learn to make BENTO! <3
3) keep a Con-Box and collect all year round :3
4) make star jars for my homies~
5) make random crafts! for me and my freinds♥
6) Keep on drawing better for optimum commish-ness!

hmm~~~
-w- i think thats it for now~
...i also think that if i caould emit sparkles i totally would right now! hahaha

i will update again soon!
the random life with li!

oh yes~ and you better believe i will be posting tons of pictures soon too! <3
with sparkles and EVERYTHING! <3

haha

TTFN~

LiLi


]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27913361/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27913361/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 20:16:38 PDT lol shoutout

>w< i got tagged by !

Who sleeps in bed next to you?
-w- my giant purple body pillow... i can smush my face into him AND wrap my legs around him at the SAME TIME! ...and sometimes my light plushie.

What's one of the strangest things that has ever happened to you?
Pick a day. i'll tell you one EVERY DAY! ....
tho... maybe dreams kinda count? since i remember all of mine i... i kinda carry those feelings with me all day... so some days when i have really heavy dreams ill have those same feelings in me all day long.


What kind of magazines do you read?
Teen Vougue... Cooking Magazines... Seventeen :3... Newtype when it was around.


If you could see one band in concert right now, any band, dead or alive, which would it be?
ALKALINE TRIO!~ <333


What's really creepy?
SILVERFISH! *O* EEEP!!!

Name one odd item within five feet of you.
A spool of sheet-rock tape :3


What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
Lolita!! ♥♥♥ ... and YOOOU!!!! *peeeep*


Where would you like to go right now if you had enough money?
:3333 ♥ teehee... probably japan. or an island : DD♥ or to the beach! but.. i suppose that counts as an island -_-;;


What are you most excited for?
CON! ... hmmm... actually... im excited EVERY MOMENT of my LIFE! so... i would have to say im most excited atm for... drawimg and aiming! and sleeping and waking up tomorrow ^w^


What websites do you always visit when you go online?
DA, AIM, Youtube, Aethereality.net.... tons O others!


What was the last thing you bought?
BUKUS of jewelry!


What's you favorite season?
:<... hmm... i enjoy them all... but id say... the middle of summer and fall when its JUST starting to get brisk out in the morning : D

Does the weather affect your mood?
sometimes! rainy days make me cuddly and sleepy!

What is your zodiac sign?
Pisces! Twin Fishes Bitchez!

Do you want to learn another language?
YES! i wanna learn like 5!
so i can say "i love you" 5 different ways! : DD


5 things (not people) you can't live without?
some people ARE things... :3 hehe...
umm... my sketchbook... my iPod (fully loaded plz)... my camera... my pencil box (fully loaded plz!)aaaand... umm.. MY ROOM! haha thats one thing isnt it? )XD ... lol a dress! i dont wana be naked!


Do you have any siblings?
No :C i is alone ... tho... if you wana count my beagle.. hes like a fuzzy brotha..

What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
GET IN THAT KITCHEN AND MAKE ME A SAMMICH BEEYOTCH!
..
:3 i love you wifey!

..
haha noo )XD
id say I LOVE YOU! : D


What's your earliest memory?
o.o;; uhh.... a scary bunny sitting on my fence!..?... and 3 hooded people walking down my street right after.. ??
i dunno if that actually happened or not )XD it feels real! haha

i tag....




:icon .... .... uhh... whom ever else wants this! <3 DO IT! ITS FUNN!~

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27870415/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27870415/ Tue, 20 Oct 2009 11:45:23 PDT 's journal ^^ who got it from somewhere else! haha

Post a picture in my comments of what you think describes me when you think about what/who I am. Give no written explanation. Just an image. (Post this in your journal and see what images you get.)

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27769680/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27769680/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 19:19:02 PDT
well first of all i wanted to thank you all soo much for your support and kind words from my last journal! \^o^/ (i featured a hug for you all so go look :3) all your lovely comments really uplifted my spirits! i reall mean that! thankyou all so very much from the bottom of my heart! i appreciate it like you wouldnt ever imagine! <3


so this week has been much better for me ^w^
the renaissance fair was on sunday and i got to go with my friends :3 it was sooo much fun! it was my first time there! the whole place was really amazing. i bought one of those flower crowns with ribbons on the back :3 i also bought a tiny mini-crown! ee! it sits right on top of my head sooo cutely! i love it! i have always wanted a crown/tiara! *>w<*

they also had masqerade masks! *O* they were SO pretty! ahh! i wanted one sooo bad! but they were hefty in price T^T and ... i could probably make my own just fine... -_-;
so after i went home, i went to our local michaels and bought tons of artsy stuff! i got some charms... pearls... mask bases... and loads of other things as well. :3 RenFest was totally inspiring for me! it really got my creativity flowing again ^^ soo happy!

its wierd because my creativuty juices are flowing but my drawing has superblock! oh man! everything i draw is lopped to one side! its odd how creativity shifts from time to time... sometimes all i can do is write... others all i can do is draw.. so odd!

oh~ also at RenFest i got to go into a dungeon! it was creeepy! ... not cause all the torture stuff... just because i couldnt see worth crap! dang! i had to hold on to sarah's arm the whole time ): O
its strange but i get scared when i cant see -_-; haha

oi~ physics is at it again... DURN YOU GALLELEIO! DURN YOU NEWTON! ... einstin... im watchin you buddy... >8(...
the bad news is... TEST! ... the other bad news is... ROCKET DESIGNING SUCKS! ... the good news is... I GET TO BUILD SAID ROCKET! >8DDD yeea~ its gonna launch and split open and parachute back down to mama! keeping my payload of eggs safe from impact! XD yeea~ <33
ugh... im just so burnt out on physics... i have so much to do in that class... but i cannot work at the moment... my mind just wanders away! its baad.. its just... not possible.. haha XD i know when i need a break...

oh my! it was sooo wet and rainy today! and COLD! waah! so dreary... all i wanted to do was nap -_- and clean... and listen to soft music... ahh... maybe i can saturday ^^ or friday :3

ahh~ well... ill update again soon! ive been doodling and coloring bit by bit... maybe ill have a picture done soon :3 yaay! oh man... college is so time consuming! but its okay -w- makes me sleep well at night due to tiredness :333 haha

until we meet again my loves!~ <33

your happy little lili :3

...
p.s. ! - i went to the gym yesterday! im so gonna be rid of my chubbies soon! yaay! gotta be toned up for con! <333

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27667104/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27667104/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 12:00:01 PDT
its a serious journal entry for once :0

everything has been in stop time to me recently... im stagant... if anything its been spiraling down..
i havent achieved any of the goals i promised and set for myself. im very dissappointed in my life lately.
ive made absolutely no progress...
im not where i wanted to be at this point...
i keep trying and pushing... but the fuels not there.
i think things are slipping back to the way they were 3 years ago. maybe im getting sick again.

nothing comes together anymore. ive gotten myself and my feelings into one huge bundled up mess of of strings with no hope of untangling without cutting the ties loose.

i think i need to take a step back and wipe it all clean. i need to start over with a fresh mind and reprioritize my life.

i just wish i could find something to work for besides myself. because i can cope with what im given, ive never really had the need to work for myself. thats why i need friends and love. i need family. when i have love i want to work for it. i want to do my best. but its not there.
so i cant.

what is love anyway. im interested in your opinion. seriousness please.
why do we need it so much? why is it that some cant live for themselves?

im not the kind of person who can stand by without a passion and be okay. some of you can. ive tried and thought about it.
ive realized that im the kind of person who lives for others. i want to make my friends and loves happy. thats why i cant work for anything but them. because if ive made someone else happy, even if they think im strange, im happy too.

but when there are no others. when you realze that everyone can get along fine by themselves... that youre not a need and a nescessity, what are you to do if youre that type? the type that thrives on others happiness because you cant make your own?
what do you do then? where is your purpose? because its not in yourself.

i dont think im very strong. i dont work hard enough either. ive been trying to change what ive got because it hasnt been working but its had to change lifelong habbits and such.
thats why i should wipe it clean.
im going to try to start over again.

thankyou.

im very interested in your opinions. (serious ones please <:0)
even if you dont have one, i thank you for reading and listening anyway. it very much appreciated.



]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27584473/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27584473/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 17:59:17 PDT im excited : )
i got tons of mini-bows and tiny ribbon flowers and nice striped socks! (:>

im excited~ it got my lolita ambition underway~~
i also got some of those bendy-snappy hair clips that are all bare so i can decorate them : DDD
dude! im excited! <33

Lolita AHOY!~ here i go ^w^

...
still feeling anxious (:< hope it goes away!

lili

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27567294/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27567294/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 21:26:26 PDT or something hehe

ahh... i hate it when you dont know what the feeling is that youre having T^T it sucks! and im like way OCD and obsssessive so i end up thinking about it ALL DAY! T^T *sob*

hmmm... im hungry too...

welp!
many lolis were drawn this weekend~ ill post them tomoorow after i get back from my trip to michaels~~ ♥♥

eeeh.... im all anxious!! i dont like it! )XD

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27529870/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27529870/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 20:45:48 PDT so the air has this wonderful dead leaf smell <3 its so nice when its brisk and that scent is out! ahh!~ lovely autumn!

...
except for the fact that my room getss DAMN COLD! X( its terrible! it gets colder in my room than outside T^T uhhn.. i hate it!

ooh!~ keffie! ive finished the pic of us in our lolita! ill have it up tomorrow! <33

oh man! i have to give a speech about the origins of halloween tomorrow morning! wish me luck! <33

: D i was having a bad couple of days but now i am so happy! i have overcome a few things and it really lifts my spirits!~~ <33 happy happy joy joy! hehe

wellp.. until tomorrow!
see you my pretties!~
lili

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27477374/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27477374/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 21:25:37 PDT
~+~more cobra starship!~+~
i have resolved to gain some rythem =w= so i can learn how to dance... *cuz ima friggin SPAZ*
because DUDE cobra starship makes me wana DANCE MAH BOOTY OFF!
for realz man
and i has absoulutely NO cool points in that area T^T i stiiiink!!~
yea it pretty embarrasing... glad ppl at prom were too drunk to notics my crappy groove -m-
so off to the library to rent some dancing DVDs! (oh cotillian!~ i wish i had taken you when i had the chance! curse my super duper tomboy childhood! T^T)

ahh!
i feel all snuggly and cute today!
it was a good day! : DD

it was all breezy!
and i got to take a nap! yus!

then i went to work!~ weve got a bunch of fake leaves and bushes inside and theyre just covered in tiny christmas lights... but theyre usually burnt out..
but today they were all replaced by new ones!! and it was sooo pretty and glowy!~
i loved it!

oh and also!
im on a lolita wedding kick XD
i bought Gothic and lolita Bible # 5 yesterday and its the wedding issue! *o* soo amazing!
i want a lolita wedding!! like soo bad!~ and now (thankyou kinjin -w-) i think the perfect place for a lolita wedding is in a reeeally old scary delapitated building! oh man so cool! those pictures would be awesome!!

ahh! there were soo many crafts to make!! soo many cute loli wedding crafts!! +DO WANT!+
ahh!~ i wanna have a fun faux marriage! just because! (no actually i just want the REAL honeymoon afterwards XD boom chicka wow~wow~)
lol and rings!!! i want cute rings!! i wanna share rings with someone X333 <33 thatd be soo cool! soo cute! soo lovey! ahh!
lol i need a dress tho... mines not weddy or loli enough -_-
ohh dear~

what a mood im in! its hard to describe!

=3= <33333 lovelovelovelove~

i just did a photoshoot at this creepy pool at the end of my street... ill upload pics soon!~
i wana do a photoshoot where i look creeepy! i wana be creepy!~ or dress is sexy guro loli <3
id love all that! haha

*in a lovey mood*

ahh!~!~!~!~!~

im dancin with the stars! livin in the sky with diamonds!~

lili :3

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27449660/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27449660/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 13:35:55 PDT
there are SO many big puffy clouds out today |3333

i LOVE clouds...
theyre all fat and floaty and cute and lazy!~

i wana go to sleep on one! that would be the best nap ever!
or at the very least i would like to hug one someday ^w^



its a beautiful day out today and it makes me feel so warm and fuzzy and happy!
its like 71 degrees out with warm brezy winds and CLOUDS!


mmmm -_-
so..

im gonna go take a nap in the sun and listen to the cloudy puffs roll by~

love you!~
lili

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27416163/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27416163/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 19:17:52 PDT
lol i loves cobra starship ^^

+supersigh!~+
so! i'm finally done with my first test! damn it only took a week XP ugh! and all the homework too ^^ so im pretty caught up at the moment *^^* yaaaay! +so happy!+

but alas... i am a go-go-go type of person! so theres ALWAYS something FUNN to do! ^^ lol i sure dont like just sitting around. i love to be doing something! >w< like craftsy stuff and whatnot. lol
OH! and big news!!~ I GET TO MAKE A ROCKET!
...
yus.. tis true! Me...and... miniature astronautics... what a pair!~
its part of my physics class ^^
duude im so excited! theyre gonna be super intricate with mini-engines and parachutes and everything!! >w< skwee!

-_- i was reading a book about black holes earlier today and i thought that if i worked reeeally hard i may be able to do astro physics one day =3= that would be soo cool! i LOVE space and astronomy and physics is pretty fun once you understand fundamental principals...
i just watch a lot of those "universe" shows on the history channel and im all "homan! astrophysics is tha shiz!" lolol *supernerd*

ugh... yes i know... im a nerd... i have a mini periodic table that i carry around with me and im SO going to order this shower curtain with the whole thing on it >w<
the periodic table is just so friggin fascinating! =3=

...

okay..ill end my nerdrant here lol

Now!~ on to more art related things!~ lol

sooo... if youre actually reading this and care enough to look in my gallery too... then youll notice all the WIP's i posted...
i know its taking me FOREVAH to do those commishes and im soooo sorry! T.T school whupped my bottom hard these past few weeks... but it looks like this week should be better ^^ so i WILL have them all done by this weekend :3
please dont hate me!! ;>m<;
i just thought showing yall the WIP's was better than nothing -_- i know it doesnt make up for my lateness on them but its something to let yall know im working on them!
if you didnt see yours that means its on my drawing board and almost done! ^_~ lol
so expect it! >o<
lolol

heehee im soo happy im done with that test!~ ahh~~~~~ now i can breathe again! ^^

hmmm...~
i wish everybody was online -_- i wana talk to everybody! i havent talked to yall in soo long! T.T
waah!

hmm... also im thinking of making trinkets ^^ like lolita trinkets and whatnot. ill take pics and you can see! i wanna make lots of bows and stuff
i lovelovelove lolita! its the absolute bestest!

ahh so im starting project Only M.E.
it stands for "Only Mildy Egocentric"
...yes i came up with that cheeseydome myself *is actually way proud!* lol

cause its all about me! ive fot the first page drawn ^^ it just gonna be about me and my thoughts and adventures. so yall can get to know me better : D it should be funn! yall feel free to do it too~

aiya!~ OH KEFFIE! im soo super excited about con!~ i cant wait for us to prance around in our loli skwee!~

ahh~ so im still stuck on cosplay -_- im really bad with sewing and sizing and cutting materials -_- i kinda need some help... any advice would be mucho appreciated!! >////<

skwee! so i think thats all for now!
byebye loves!~
lili

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27364480/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27364480/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 19:34:30 PDT and im soo sleepy..
i havent gotten good sleep lately.. and i havent had dreams either which worries me. i usually have dreams all through the night and remember them but i havent had a dream in weeks... its starting to bother me. dreams really keep me going -_- theyre kinda part of my daily fuel...

and yes. slowly but surely, one by one, your commishes are getting done. if i had KNOWN i was going to get assaulted by schoolwork like this then i wouldve postponed the commission requests and not have to make yall wait im so soory guys.. they ARE coming tho. i swear!

eeeh... i have an important journal ive been planing to reveal but im going to do it differently. so please look forward to my philoso-li's okay its just something i wanted to try out. and some things i want to write about just because. it really more of a statement than a journal. y'know. more like a personal project of a sort. youll see.

bah -_-
*is tired*
*needs hugs*

well im off to go do more homework X P

lots of love to you all!~
lili

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27327165/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27327165/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 19:05:50 PDT
BAAH! |8C
physics is eating up my brain! all thats left is mush!!
ive been doing it nonstop for TWO days! due to MASSIVE homework and MASSIVE online take-home test it has been all ive lived and friggin breathed for the past two days and im STILL not even halfway done! the teach was all "i expect you all to spend around 10 hours taking this test!"
...
i soo did not belive him cause im ususally pretty fast with schoolwork even under procrastination...but DAMN~ its truuue!! >: OOOO holySH*T! words cannot explain how friggin LONG it takes to do this test! XO i mean its only 5 questions long but each one has like 5 or 6 parts to it where youve gotta prove and explain stuff. oh and believe me... proving and explaining are WAAAY different from defining T.T defining is EASY explaining your reasoning and how you come to your answers is HARD!
because little ole me so does not use formulas and tactics right >m< i usually get the correct answers but i get them different ways and i dont know how to explain stuff! its terrible! T.T
waah... its due friday... both the homework and the test... please wish me luck! i need some!
im running out of juju...
(: X

+sigh+
so in other news~~ ...(or just random info from li... if you wana put it realistically.)
hmm... do you guys save everything you fave? i do. i soo collect things. that includes pictures. i had to purchase a new drive on my old computer just to put my pictures on it. all the ones ive saved over the years and all my camera pictures... 8>
so ive come to a super dillemma! lol
i have faved SO many things on DA that ive got 5 different places where i had to stop for the day to return faving later... and forgot about them and kept on faving... so ive gotta go back like hundreds of pages (not litereally but close..) to all my stopped spots and finishe faving everything! T.T but i cant stop faving while im at it! there are too many new things everyday that need love!~ +loves to give love+
so.
that is my useless dillemma of the day. hope you are doing well too >w< lol

hehe~
also in other random li whims!
ive decided i want to draw sexier things X3 lol (no not pronz... DA said no (:< loljkjk)) y'know. cute but sexy~ i have many ideas already!~ ive decided to use my age rights and post what i want X3 lolol hmm.. if im not making sense then you shall understand when i post! haha

i also have myself a lucky little list of the 13 things i currently have a thang for~ mini obsessions if you wana call them that ^^ heehee
lets see..
1) Strawberry Panic!
2) Nail Polish
3) Lolita (to the max!) *currently learning the ways of true loli* pfft
4) goth x loli x punk photography
5) COLLECTING!~ (always..)
6) my dream of one day having a super fluffy rainbow faux hawk
7) Wigs. i want one.
8) cleaning
9) library looks
10) Cons and Cosplay
11) HALLOW FREAKIN WEEEEN!
12) AIM. cuz its fast >: D
and finally~~
13) ~~finding my prince!~~ (pfft )XD for reals, girl? how cheesy can you get?? *pursues anyway* lol)

so yes. of course theres more but if i listed 14 then 13 wouldnt be lucky anymore!
: D

I WANT A BROLITA TO PAIR WITH AT CON! i saw soo many cute cosplay couples last con ;o; (yoko x kamina! FTW!! >w< ) i wana do it too!

ugh but if i wana do cosplay i gotta get my chubbybutt in gear! T.T no more mcmuffins for breakfast! >:C NO MORE COOKIES AND CAKES! (well... not a LOT anyway :9 i AM loli-full y'know!) MOAR EXERCISE! MORE SWIMMING AND RUNNING AND FRIGGIN BIKING!
i used to do all that but then came school and a job~ and now in my free time all i wanna do is sleeep~ zzzzz...but NO MORE! i must be CUTE AND TINY for con! CUTE! AND! TINY!
>:C

lol : D

so what do yall think of yoko cosplay? :3 i got the boobies for it so i think it would work lolol i soo wana doo ittt!!~

then theres my top choice, kairi soo wana do that! i wana make that school uniform!~ ooh! maybe i could get a namine and we could be a pair! *is all about pairing lol*

fwoo~

-_- i soo want a huggie! no ones been on at all lately! its lonely! T.T and i feel all snuggly with my nice warm pillow right out of the dryer! >w< http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27288900/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 20:49:46 PDT i just watched a TON of episodes on veoh <3 <3 <3 and now im all kinds off hooked!

aiiiee!~

i am so gonna draw fanart now! *superluffs*

have any of you guys ever seen it? :>
what favorite pairings do you have? : D

skwee!~ lets see if you can guess which ones are mine by looking at the fanart im gonna make <3


oohh!!~ im in such a happy lovey mood!~ i really wish i could have all my friends over for a party so i can hug you all and feed you tea and baked goods while wearing lolita~!

=o= ooohhhh i wana have a lolita party sooo bad! soo very bad!

ahh~ i wish i could hang on to this happy euphoric feeling all the time! its sad when it goes away... ive been having a frustrating week and now tonight im finally feeling like my much happy self again~ i dont question or doubt myself anymore! i am soo happy *^^*
i hope i can make this feeling last forever!
ill find a way!
after all, i am super li!
and super li does amazing things! : D

hee~
thankyou for listening to my odd skweeing habbits! i apprecitae it very much!
love you all <3

super li



...
oh! i got a tiny Domo doll today~ my BFFF (yes thats with 3 F's) left him on my doorstep today along with some hellokitty stickers ^^ yaaaay for my BFFF~ wuvs yoo! and my Domo Chan!~
Domo

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27207791/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27207791/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 11:45:35 PDT
soo! just so you know i am ALMOST done with everybody's commishes! i will post them once the last one is el finito~ (cause thats how i roll... in procrastination)
speaking of procrastination... dont i have some physics to be doing right now?... am i gonna start soon? pshaw! ill do it LATER~ (yet again, cause thats HOW I ROLL) lolol
but boy did i have a surprise in class today... APARENTLY there were book assignments online that we were supposed to be keeping up with so we could turn them in on test day (2 weeks from now) but Me (being 3/4 *kinda* responsible for her schoolwork and 1/4 superlazy never noticed that they were in a different folder online. SO now i have 3 chapters work of problems to get done, 2 online assignments to do AAAND a take home test that he expects us to put in between 5 and 10 hours on... all due by next friday!~ ... whoohhoo~ go me! thats what i get for getting addicted to AIM and DA. lol

okay!~SO! before i forget! i have a favor to ask of all my lovely watchers ^^
will you please go visit my friend, Adelia's DA? : DD shes really nice and spiffy with her camera and needs mo friends/watchers! : DD
so please yall!~ go visit her site! itd be much appreciated all around! : DD
[link]
thanks yall >w<

Fwoo~ so im having trouble deciding what to cosplay as for AZ... i know im doing lolita maybe two days... but i dont know what to do for actual character cosplay... im thinking of going as older kairi with her school uniform : ) what do yall think? :3 im open to suggestions and cosplay tips!!
ive never cosplayed before so tips are much appreciated!! : DDD

but my general plan is...
Friday - Guro Alice (with sarah --> queen of hearts)
Saturday - Sexy Guro Lolita (with keffie ^^ --> opposite colored lolitas)
Rave - Candy Raver
Sunday - Character Cosplay

Skwee! im so excited!~ i reeeally cant wait till con!!!~~~~ :heart : i need to get on my payments and outfit planning! its soo cool cause this years theme is horror!~~~~

skwees!~

oh! and i got a haircut! its all short in the back and on the top and long in the front~~ *luffs*
im glad i got it super short! i hate the feeling of hair on my neck >X( lol

my absolute dream is to have a rainbow mowhawk! >w< or rainbow hair atleast!! i loves me some rainbow~

hm.. i think thats it for now...
...

oh! I LOVE YOU WIFEY! ~<3 ... no you havent been demoted to wifey #2 yet... youre still my wifey #1 always!~ ........ unless you dont make me my sammich right >:C (I said pickles bitch! PICKLES!) then ill beat you! but itll be out of LOVE!~ ... (just like in your prince dream XD lol)



pffft...
see yall on the flip side my home slices o pizza!~

lili

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27140562/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27140562/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 20:07:54 PDT actually im addicted to AIM and texting,
like for serious... SUPER addicted to texting.
cuz i luz me some instant gratification and satisfaction > : D
but AIM is faster so i luz that moar when i am on.
i wan moar aim buds!~ *collect*

i SO collect things like a mofo.
...teacups...
...manga...
...lolita stuff...
...clothes...
...art supplies...
...
...friends.

yus. i have a friend gun and if i set my target at you you are SO gonna get shot.
i have vouchers! ...strong (immensely bleeding...) vouchers! XD

so im feelin happeh this week!~
i had the best effin nap EVAR earlier! XD
so nice~
tho i dreamed soliders invaded my school to take down people who smoked and their smoking gazeebos...
and hippies. i dunno why! i like hippies! i dont want them dead...

lol i wonder why we dream the things we dream ^^~
... DIRTY dreams too! > : D lol

ahh i had the night off work tonight! it was nice.
... i totally planned on doing lots of homework but like the procrastinating ADD child that I am... AIM was my main excert of energy tonight~
lol HOW do ppl expect me to concentrate on ONLINE homework anyway!? dude! the internet is SO distracting!
its got pictures...
cool info and news...
youtube..
AIM...
...
...pronz...
you know i had to include it! i just had to! its a staple of internet LIFE!
...not that ive ever seen any but you know its the truth! > : O *points*

sigh!~
i lost my art mojo yesterday :< i soo regressed in my form! *supersucks* i will try and get it back tho! purdyness will come soon!~
i think it was cuz i was feelin sick...
bah this quick chilly weather! XO
and it gets dark soo early now! *supersad*

wellywell then
i shall go continue my nap from earlier!~

toodles my loves!

oh i took a picture of me and i turned out scary!
ima make it my new ID!
cant wait to show yall! XD
pffft! XD

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27060233/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27060233/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 18:34:22 PDT i ran out of happy today! XO

+sad+

whew... im just so drained today. *sigh*
i really just want some super sleep!

i need a pick-me-up

huggle?

\-o-/ eeh!

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27042900/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27042900/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 20:33:01 PDT !!
sooo amazing! then a frind at work gave me a comfy dress the other night at work (i wore it today and boy is it comfy!) and another friend at work gave me some bath and body works stuff!! wooowww! i cant believe how lucky i am! \^o^/

skwee! i am in super happy-love-mode right now!!
wish i could share it with someone! *wink* lol
flirty li is flirty! XD

sigh!~ happyhappy!

oh and dude! i found a buch of strawberry panic on VEOH today! yay! i own the first DVD but i cant find the rest awwh! so i looked around on the net and found a lot!
awwh! i love it soo much! its soo cute! i love Amane x Hikari! its sooo cuute!!~ lol Amane's soo manly! XD

skwee! i drew lots these past few days so the commishes and new thigns are rolling! please be patient as i will upload in one huge LUMP! okies? :>

lets see...
off the top of my head heres my list!

Shawn and Mary
Sam
Brolita with curly pigtails
Mobicca - self portrait
Aku-roku
Axel

hmm... thats just off the top of my sleepy noggin so please let me know if i forgot anyones!! id hate to miss it!

hmm... what else?
hmm...
well... I LOVE YOU!! haha
yes you!
you know who you are!
XD lolol

hmm... okay then i think thats it...
hmm..
please tell me anything! chat with me! how are you guys? whats going on with yall? :3

skwee! i loves you!!
yes. YOU! *points*

heehee! love love love love!
cuddle cuddle cuddle cuddle!
skwee skwee skwee skwee!



aww durn i am soo lovey right now!
haha
well, talk to some of yall soon! i miss yall! please let me know how youre doing!

boatloads of love!
li

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27023012/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/27023012/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 20:08:11 PDT im sleepy... +hugs pillow+

i have good news! my fingers are healing!! yay!

sigh... it seems like no ones ever online anymore... i guess its cause of school... pouty... i miss during the summer when i could reply to tons of messages every day! ^o^ i love replying! and commenting and convo-ing! *^^* but i guess its slowing down now that ppls are in school... oh well..

gasp! tonight at work i ate a whole bowl of marshmallows!!~ they were sooo yummy! *^^* i love marshmallows! there soo small and cute and fluffy!

ahh... i have lots of commission to get done! i so have a list! i shall post that list tomorrow!

dang... i had lots of stuff i wanted to say but i dont remember it now... its gone from me! gosh... if only i could take my laptop to work...

oh well.. post again tomorrow! hope you all are doing well!
hope to talk to you guys soon! miss yall!

li

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26935860/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26935860/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 12:37:36 PDT waah! all of my fingers hurt soo bad! ;_; owieowieowie!
+sniffle+...
so.. the other night at work i got one of my falsies snagged in the register.. it hurt but i didnt think anything of it. i noticed it was coming off a little but thats to be expected when false nails that are only supposed to last 3 weeks stay on for 2 months! right?
ok so i didnt think anything of it at the time but durn it this morning my finger was all swolen up and it hurt like a MOFO! so i decided that id go to the drugstore after school and get this solution that i heard will get your falsies off if you soak them in it. ... NO. just. NO.
dangit if that stuff didnt make my effin finger hurt MOAR! XO sweet holy bajeezus did that mofo ever STING like effin CRAZY! holy crap. so after that i tried soaking a finger that didnt hurn n it and it came off okay. not great but okay. after a while i got the hang of it but man... taking that index finger one off hurt SO BAD! ToT sob! waah! and now my nails are FUG! >o<

waah... never again will i get falsies... or atleast ill get real nail ppl to remove them and not wait so long to do so... +sob+ and now my hands hurt! theyre so sore..

and ironically... i bought a bunch of nail polish today... +sad+ and i cant even use it... (:<

...
kiss it for me? *pouty loli eyes*

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26802751/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26802751/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 18:10:30 PDT
i got home early from work today! whoohoo! (shamWHOOHOO!~) so i thought id update you all on my happy happy life!~
classes are gonna be funn!~ (am i the only tard who actually likes school??) i especially look forward to tuesdays and thursdays where i have drawing class and abnormal psycology. duuude thosre funn! ive also got history and public speaking and then... physics.. its the only one im worried about... the others are like no effort classes and then theres physics with a buttload of self-work like... do it on your own time work... jeeze dont these people know that li cant be trusted online by herself... too many distractions... (can you think of any right at this moment?? ...its stealing my sould as i type. lol) and good lord if im not the worst proscrastinator in the world i dont know who is! ... lol even so... i think i can handle it. the problem just lies within getting the online half right... i hate computers... especially for homework... cause they ALWAYS seem to crap out on you juuust when you need them to do your homework with... XP
but i digress..
+sigh!~+ im actually feeling quite beautiful and accomplished this fine day~ lol. im just happy. and thats inner beauty mind you. im not THAT vain... even tho i know im awesome!~ haha jk. i feel all sparkly new on the inside! ...with a hint of loli. but then again when am i not feeling loli? its in my blood... my sugary pink sparkly lolita blood. :9

sooo!~ nobody responded to my last commission call (cuz of school starting and whatnot) so i suppose ill call again!~

WHO WANTS A FREE COMMISSION!!?~
anything goes!~

... there i think that may have been loud enough... provided ppl actually read my journals. not that i really care if you do or not... its all in your bennefit tho ;9 teehee

i feel all lovey and cuddly right now *^^* ~~ ~~ too bad noone will cuddles with me :< d'aww... haha its ok. ive got lightplushie! himand his big ole head! bwahaha!

oh! and im also working every night at work now. ... i know it kinda seems like a lot of work but its okay. i think i can handle it. i gotta get used to being an adult... XO im still just a little li inside! its hard to get used to!~ lol

im a little scared but i think i can handle it! just as long as ive got my special friends along side me cheering with me! and making me happy!~ (gawd... supah cheesin... lol XD)

so please people! tell me about yourselves!~ i wanna know! ^^ just whatever. something random! and you can ask me a question! anything! in return ^^

skwee!! im soo super happy! and im still so excited about con! i wanna cosplay so bad! i wanna be cuute! +sigh+ i want to make this year even bigger and badder than last year! i dont care WHAT it takes!! i want memories!! i want pictures!! i want friends, watchers, and fans!!~ i want merchendise!! i want Con!~

it has stolen.. my soul..! i swear. i am a con-virgin no more! aaand now i craaavee mooore!!~
+withers in agony+

but im fine. i shall prepare immensely!! ill be the best friggin thing out there! >

determined!! >
lili

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26699021/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26699021/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 18:42:00 PDT i think im gonna do a 'me project' here on DA.
ive had requests for bios and stuff so i thought id post up maybe weekly pics of random tidbits about me. ...?
how would that work? is that a good idea? some of you said youd like to get to know me so i thought this would be a fun way lol.
and me and my list lovin. id love to make a list of what makes me, ME! lol

lol i sound vain. but thats okay 8D ive been feelin selfish lately anyway >: D mememememe!
haha tho im really not a selfish person! (atleast i dont think so! XD)
just feelin like ME lately. so whaddaya say to that? this project sound good?

i got the idea from an activity in public speaking! so! ask me one random question and then tell me somthing random too! X3

haha i sound stupid! XDD

who wants a commish!? if you do my activity right ill do a simple commish for you guys 8D
im runnig out of my old commishes so i need to replenish my to-do list XD
they shall appear SOON!~

+sigh+ ive been into renai art lately. i love soft cell shading. *^^*

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26566749/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26566749/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 10:44:03 PDT you know that feeling where you just wanna wiggle around and scream and whine? yea... lol XD
its like ive got ants in my pants!!

haha but im happy. i think im just excited and maybe a little bit worried about school starting. im really sad! i dont want summer to end!! i wanna frolic and play some more!!

*sigh* everybody's gone. its been lonely! my friend just got a good job (congradulations!!) and so shes at work all the time now. and my other friend went to the beach so shes gonna be gone up until school starts... and then my other friend is working all week too. lol and it seems like no ones online whenever i get on! XDDD haha!

oi! i went shopping this week and gots lots of stuff! i got a bright electic pink comforter for my bed! X3 it sooo cushy! i love to roll around in it!! lolol and i got some clothes, some random tid bits, and dude believe it or not, i went to the drugstore the other day and i bought 14 friggin bottles of nail polish!! (they were on SUPER sale! XD) and yes... i really do need that many. lol.
ohh! theyre so pretty! so many colors! so many sparkles!!
oh and i bought a skirt the other day and it looks really cute on me, but when i brought it home and looked at the reciept... i realized that it was a childrens skirt!! dude! i fit into a friggin children's skirt!! i couldnt believe it! XD

oh and the new miyazaki movie Ponyo is coming out tomorrow! i really wanna see it but i dont think its gonna play in our theatres... :[ +sad+

DUDE! I AM SO FRIGGIN EXCITED ABOUT THIS YEARS ANIMAZEMENT! im already saving for tickets and stuff. im plannaing and EVERYTHING! I am SO gonna be on the ball this time! no lateness procrastination form me!~ I AM GOING! XD skwee! so excited so excited SO EXCITED!!

sorry for the lack of art updates... been crabby, cant draw, lost all ability in fingers!! X[ gahh! lol ill be fine in a week or so. lol art will start rollin out again.

tell me how you all are doing! anything you guys are excited about?


...ahh... now ive passed the stage of crabby and now i feel cuddly ^^ lolol

dang i really want a massage... my shoulders are stiff!

hmm... i guess thats all for the moment. im drawing a blank... ...hey im drawing! lol its blank but im drawing! XD haha im so punny! XD

toodles
li

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26505158/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26505158/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 12:39:41 PDT I take a DURN lot of pictures of myself!
lol i dont know my angles yet so ive been trying to see which shots i look best in. ... so i end up with a lot of pictures of ME~ hahaha could this be narcicism? lol

gya why must technology be so flippin confusing?? ive been trying to update my new laptop and make it up to snuff and it keeps automatically updating me with stuff that i have no idea if i really need or not! gosh! and geeze... i didnt know i had to give my cell number out to get a youtube account... that kinda bites... i dont wanna pay for gmail spam texts! buh...

SNAP! and right when i got my laptop all hooked up to the internet, my old desktop just completely DIED! i couldnt believe it! it was like it decided to off itself since i got a new computer! and last night my personal desktop with no internet on it just shutdown and gave me a scary blue screen saying "virtual memory dump complete!" and i was all "nooooowtf!?"

...gosh... why!?!?

i shall have more uppie dates soon! i just felt like complaining about crap i dont know anything about : ) lolol

and oh! dude! ive been re watching OLD sailormoon1 its flipping amazing! *luffslluffsluffs!*


li

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26445448/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26445448/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 13:19:05 PDT

I got a new laptop this morning! its an HP. i love the aesthetics of HP's. theyre so nifty!
Yes... i braved the crowds of tax-free weekend! I know it's scary but durn did I need a lappy. Im still getting used to the touch-mouse pad but hopefully i'll get the hand of it soon! I may purchase a wireless mouse. Those're nice. ^^

Whew! so in all of the excitement I've grown quite anxious and hyper! Gosh! there are so many thing i want to do all at once that i get jumbled trying to sort them out! eeep!
I wanna shop but not alone in the crowds...
I wanna fix up my laptop to the internet and whatnot...
I wanna chat with friends but no one's home or online...
I wanna take a NAP!
I wanna do photoshop REEEALLY bad!
I wanna draw stuff...
GOSH! and i wanna do it all at once! Cause i feel like theres something thats gonna happen that'll prevent me from doing it tomorrow!! ...lol i dont know what it could be but its one of those girly-instincts people tell me about. lol. +sigh+ I just need time to *~calm~ down...~*
Whew!~

Well, I've been taking a lot of photos lately! ^^ i have a lot of clouds and some of me so I may be putting up a new ID soon ^^

I need more dresses! theyre so comfy! just put on some leggins underneath and you are ready to go!! lol. add accents like my red bow and a headband and a necklace and its loli time! haha

Ive really felt like writing lately. (I'm really trying my hardest to start writing grammatically correct again too... summer sucks the lazy outta ya and you forget yo' gramma'! lol). I wrote out an hours woth of my stream of conciousness the other day. Jeeze i didnt know i was that ADD! it went from 'i went swimming today' right to 'i LOVE the Golden Girls!'... lol XD no segway at all! haha but thats what makes it fun i guess. writing sure calms me down though *^^*

I'd like to go to walmart but im afraid of all the crazy ladies with carts that'll run you over if you're in their line of travel... there was a really cute laptop bag there that id like to get. maybe if i go early in the morning? hmm...
Id like to go to Rugged Warehouse too... the only place i can spend mucho monies without feeling guilty! (besides Sanrio! cause i really NEED hello kitty loljk) I can purchase a totally cute outfit - a COMPLETE ONE!- for like, 50 bucks! its amazing!
I Rugged Warehouse!

Oi! and I'm gonna take Botany this semester!! I'm so excited! I cant wait to run around and look at leaves!!

+sigh+ Well I suppose i should go list something. Listing always calms me down! haha wierd I know!
Wish me luck in my endevours!! ...oh dang i dont think i can spell... haha oh well! ^^

ahhh~ love yall!
Hope to chat with yall soon! maybe we'll be online at the same time! that makes things so easy! when i got on today, EVERYONE had JUST gotten off! it was saddening! lol

You all make my heart feel SUPER HAPPY! (hey! it's ni hao kai-lan! lol)
Li *^^*

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26420459/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26420459/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 10:09:34 PDT i love you guys!

im feeling sooo happy today! im soo excited about stuff! lol

hmm. im so inspired right now! i feel like painting. or learning sewing. or making cupcakes!

im just soo cheery lately!
i went swimming the other day at the Y. our Y has a super deep end so it was fun to dive in and look up at the bubbles i made. the roof opens too so when you look at the bubbles underwater to the sun it looks just like glitter! its so pretty!

i love swimming! it makes me feel like im being hugged by the water *^^* its soo nice snd comforting XD

happyhappyhappy! i havent been this happy in a while!

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26273585/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26273585/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 10:25:18 PDT
hmm... lately ive been feeling jumbled. kinda manic depressant. earlier i was sad but then all of a sudden i had a random burst of happy for no reason. now its just apathy.
ive been way worried about stuff lately. like it keeps me up at night. id like to stop but thats just the way i am. i think way too much. and when too much stuff piles up i begin to worry really bad.

usually listing makes me feel better. ill just make random lists about stuff and i look at them all and i feel better. but this time it makes me worry more because i have so much at stake and things could be getting worse for all i know.

i have a journal that i write in at the end of the day atleast one good thing that happened to me. it helps keep me positive on bad days. tho lately i wanna list all of the things im worried about instead. i dont know. i wonder if writing down my problems will feed my worry or make me feel better. i try to focus on the positive and not give form to my fears and worries but its really bad this time. i wonder if by writing them down i can collect them and let them go so i can actually deal with them. or is the fear and worry a force that will actually drive me to do good?

i dont know.

its summer. i should be having fun. but me being the one who thinks too much has to "prepare" for anything that may or may not be upcoming.
i wish i could take things as they come and not worry so much. i suppose i really am an uptight person.

sometimes writing in a physical journal can weigh heavy on my heart. but then i write in my DA journal and its different. sometimes telling people you dont "personally" know can help. for some reason the advice you give online is much more frank than when given to a friend in person. i like that. i dont really know about those who spill all their guts and troubles all the time online but i do believe that once in a while is okay. somehow its better. somehow it helps.

anybody want a drawing? im doing free sketch commishes again.
+those who asked last time- im working as we speak +

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26166301/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/26166301/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 08:04:29 PDT

Hello everybody!
i just got my computer back for the second time so thats why i havent been on much lately.
and to those of you i have commissions for im finishing them up as we speak! theyll be up soon! (..if my computer doesnt crap out on me for a third time... ugh!) lol

fuwaa~aah!...
i got acrylic nails for the first time in my life yesterday! it feels really strange! but i like it! theyre superbright NEON pink! with a beutiful design on each of my ring fingers. haha I truly feel like a girl when i have my nails done! and even if you look as sloppy as can be, with well done nails youll always look atleast semi-good! lolol.

ive been feeling super girly lately! i just got some magazines too. an issue of seventeen, a gl, and an issue of this nifty magazine called Victoria. i love victoria! its the first time ive gotten it (thanks daddy!) its just cram packed with loads of victorian-esque things, like interior decoration, cakes, other cooking, dresses, beautiful jewelry, teacups, and party ettequitte. i love stuff like that. and it really plays into my love for lolita too *^^* its great! (i wanna become lolita on the outside! haha)
and then the seventeen and gl had lots of new-season fashion tips and whatnot. im glad the fashion style is getting more back into the grungy punk look. even tho im no so up with grunge... its better than all this hippie boho. i dont mind it, its really just not my style. i prefer punk *^^* lol. and i love back to school time too! so i have to get all the fashion mags to help me prepare! ^^
and oh man! in the "whats in" portion of the magazine it listed both 'victorian' and 'frills'! and also edgy and original! ... you know what that means?? LOLITA TIME! lol maybe i can pull it off ^^

hmm.. even tho im a college sophmore now, do you think its childish to still be excited for back to school and prepare for it like a highschooler? or like a kid? gosh.. i feel kinda strange cuz i still really like childish girly things like GL magazine (its for younger teens to mid-teens i think) and oh man lipsmackers are even better now then when i used them in fifth grade! haha. i also relly like disney channel and stuff like that. i mean... i thnk im prepared to manage an adult life like paying rent (i already do that well), i made straigt A's this past year, and have been working hard at my job, so i dont really see a problem with still being into girly things like a teen.. im pretty stable... hmm.. ill be 20 soon so i guess its hard to get out of the habbit... i dunno how to describe it... i just wonder if its necessary to "grow up" and act my age or stay the way i am and function like myself. hmmm... its hard to say what i want to convey here... i cant word it properly... hmm oh well, ill figure something out *^^*

haha and on the note of disneychannel, i really really LOVE selena gomez! shes just so adorable and i like her style! whenever shes on a magazine cover i buy it *^^* haha anyone else? demi lovato is pretty cool too! i like her lyrics ^^
i wanna get that movie that theyre both in, princess protection program, it looks adorable!
hmm has anyone ever seen the movie aquamarine? its another disney movie. its about mermaids! its kinda tweeny but its still good ^^ lol yet another instance of my childish loves...

all this childish stuff really fits in well with my lolita love too! maybe its not a bad thing? it wowuld be wonderful to find a guy who would do menswaer brolita with me! *^^*

wow! i talked a lot! when i feel good i feel like writing! sorry if i bored any of you who bothered to read this! lol

Li

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/25753485/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/25753485/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 12:49:06 PDT i got a friggin terrible virus from friggin facebook... it messes up my whole computer.... ugh...
so! just so you guys know... i wont be getting on DA nearly as much now. maybe once a week if im lucky. so i apologize for my superlate comments!! i wish i could get on every day and talk to you guys!! sad...
but hopefully ill get it fixed or get a new one.

on another note... i got a kitty! a tiny stray kitten came up to me in my back yard yesterday! i was just sitting there chillin and poof! kitty! lol hes stayed around the house for the past 2 days so i think we might end up keeping him. hes so tiny and cuute! ...bt hes got superfleas... so i gave him some treament. hopefully it helps him whether he moves on or stays.

ive decide to call him sammie! after good ole' uncle sam! cause i found him on independance day! ^^

so how were everybody's fireworks??
mine were spectacular! ^^ superfountains! lol cuz thats all they allow here... but who really listens to those rules?? there were bottlerockets too! lol

well thats it for the li news. hopefully ill be able to talk to yall again soon... ugh supervirus...




I luv sammie

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/25538208/ http://Hyde-and-Ziek.deviantart.com/journal/25538208/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 11:48:36 PDT

OKAY! So! who wants a drawing?! im bored with my ideas so gimmie suma yours and ill do it as a free commish :9 im open to anything.



man im super sleeeeepy today! summer time really wacks out my sleeping schedule so i dont get propler sleep.. (but then again what teenager does in the midst of summer? lol)

uwaah~! im super happy! im having such a fun summer! i have so many plans! its great! *^^* this is the best summer ever already! and it just started!

oh man... im like... waaay super jittery... it really hard for me to type.. i keep making mistakes and keep having to backspace and fix them... i dont know why i have the jitters. i feel wierd today. happy but wierd.. like theres something strange going on and i dont know about it..? i dont know.. my feelings are all junbled up these days. its hard to focus. and i dont know what to do about it! i just feel really jagged and uneven! its wierd! i am happy tho dont get me wrong. just wierd.
uwaah... i wish it would go away! i just wanny be plain ole happy li! not happy but jumbly li.. :c
do any of you ever get like that? do you know what it is that i might be feeling? any advice? (lol i nkow its a stretch i just thought id ask )

aiya! its hot!

]]> ~Hyde-and-Ziek