http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Ice8lue&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Ice8lue en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 10:18:58 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/21878610/ http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/21878610/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 09:12:29 PST I promised to giv you some new stuff...ya.
But I just don't....really have ideas.
I don't know, there's so much I wanna do, but I just don't get it started. Also my fingers are nervous on coding some new pages, my new portfolio and so on, but somehow...I'm just doing tech-studies right now. Working on some AJAX-Stuff, little Scripts, cool effects,...
But absolutely no progress in design or page layout
Oh it's depressing^^ I WANNA work, but I prevent myself from doing so^^
But I promise (second, third,... time) I'll start something BIG soon. Huge project, I never did before. And it'll be amazing^^

Just hold the line please^^

]]> ~Ice8lue http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/20843032/ http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/20843032/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 13:37:48 PDT
Ya everybody, I'm still alive (at least something close to it^^).
So first of all, sorry for my abscence. There are exactly two feelings I'm able to be creative with:
1st I'm fuckin' happy
2nd I'm fuckin' down...
well...number two is the stronger one, most of the time.
So sorry for not posting anything for such a long time, I just wasn't able to. Although I got so many ideas somewhere in my mind, I just can't realize them, don't know why but, dough... who cares^^

But hey, at least I haven't been completely abscent. I wrote a novell^^ (Yes I really did). And....u know the most freaky thing about it? I still like it
Usually I finish something, and hate it afterwards. But this time, after reading each of these about 380 pages twice, I still like it^^
(No, I won't publish it. First of all because it's in german so nearly nobody will understand it. Also I don't wanna translate all this... Iga maybe you'd like to?^^ But you have my permission to publish it when I'm dead....will be more dramatic, you know^^)

Ok, I'll stop here^^
But you have my word, I'll post some new stuff soon^^
At least my new portfolio page, I'm currently working on. At the moment I'm scripting, so if somebody is interested in some technical stuff, feel free to ask for links. The design itself currently is just a scrap...will change a lot I think, but later^^

Greetz to all my friends out there
C u soon

]]> ~Ice8lue http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/16972505/ http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/16972505/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 05:56:10 PST
]]> ~Ice8lue http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/16370584/ http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/16370584/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 10:31:31 PST say hello to the summer
*gr* i dont know, somehow i feel happy
maybe coz of her?^^ She says she loves me
allthough i dont know if it's true coz she never does that on phone and there are always some very difficult situations where i just feel fooled, but she says that so i believe it and hope it's no lie. Dont ask me why i'm telling u all that. To be serious, i dont know. I just need to tell that somebody...
So come on, grab ur vans, tune in Alev and dance
Wah, cant wait for summer...HURRY!!!!!!

Soooooo....ya...greetings to some important people of coz:

DadsDarling .... Darling i really really love u. u remember ur dream? let's make it true together i love u!

rhythmdrums.... i really miss talking to u but somehow we just dont meet =/ hope to see u soon!

orzechowa....

]]> ~Ice8lue http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/14870723/ http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/14870723/ Mon, 01 Oct 2007 13:13:33 PDT Nothing new in my life...
still there's nobody to share my life, so i think i'll spam u a little...
(i dont know if somebody reads this but if so, sorry^^)
I dont know, at the moment everything is so fucked up...
I'm so hardly in love and she's acting like a wall...
fucking feelings, love suxx....

well but there's the next point, "Love Suxx" will be the name of my upcoming pic series. i currently dont know what i'll do or when, but it will be great xD
sooo....
well keep visiting me^^ (so i dont feel so lonely too^^)

thanx to everybody...
rhythmdrums, orzechowa, cr1ss, iSuz, luv ya all =0*
thx so much... for everything

]]> ~Ice8lue http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/14453141/ http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/14453141/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 09:13:44 PDT
I met some veeeeery nice people and I just want to say thank you

first of all orzechowa...
You're one of the most amazing people I met so far and I absolutely love to see you smile Hope we'll be able to meet some day... Talking with u allways makes me happy and it heals wounds... hope u feel the same. love ya =0*

and of course cr1ss...
What shall I say darling?^^ I'm absolutely addicted to your eyes^^ ...and your lips ... and your hair ...wah on everything you are... love ya too^^

well ehm... just needed to say that... won't be interesting for most of you but...
who the fuck cares?^^
thanks for reading guys

]]> ~Ice8lue http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/13445043/ http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/13445043/ Fri, 22 Jun 2007 10:07:35 PDT [link]
Please check it out and tell me what u think anbout it =0)

]]> ~Ice8lue http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/13301970/ http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/13301970/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 10:44:30 PDT your shining eyes,
your lovely lips,
your cute freckles,
your angel-like hair,
to simply everything you are

Your better than any drug on this stupid world,
you make me fly by just looking at me,
~wild thing, you make my heart sing~ ^^
And you know the song it shouts...

I don't care if there is a sun,
I'm not interested in the moon,
I don't need air or water or food,
But please don't leave me alone,
this would truely kill me...


truely yours...

]]> ~Ice8lue http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/13088215/ http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/13088215/ Fri, 25 May 2007 12:05:23 PDT absolutely!
and he or she fucking hates me....
there's no other possibility for all this.

5 times now. 5 times!
everytime i think i found someone and really get happy,
everytime i really think now everything will get better,
i just get hurt....

but i think in the end it's my fault...
i just fall in love too fast...
to the wrong persons....
i should forget all this shit
and start something productive...



]]> ~Ice8lue http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/12908613/ http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/12908613/ Thu, 10 May 2007 07:30:55 PDT facet of your personality - amazing

i don't know what it is,
i don't know what you do but...

it's just like you ram a knife deeply into my heart
and afterwards kiss away all this pain and make
me fly away because of being so happy...

i could spend hours, days, months, years,
whole lifes by just watching you playing with
your hair, whispering a song or just smiling...

please don't stop...

truely, madly, deeply...^^

]]> ~Ice8lue http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/12849935/ http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/12849935/ Sat, 05 May 2007 08:55:14 PDT Shouldn't i be sad?
Shouldn't i spend my day crying?
It's just two weeks without her now but...

I don't know...
I just need to look at you,
look at your fascinating smile,
look at your shiny eyes,
just look at everything you are...
I think i could do that for years
Strange feelings...
Time doesn't matter if we are together,
it's not real, not for me...
as unreal as all the other people arround us...
just forget them...
they are unimportant...

]]> ~Ice8lue http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/12317649/ http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/12317649/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 02:28:20 PDT well, i think so...
it's getting warm outside
stupid little flowers everywhere
no.....stupid lovers everywhere
well....it's etting cold inside...
feels like my summer is over
and there is winter again...
long cold winter...

well, whatever...
hope u have a nice time out there

]]> ~Ice8lue http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/11759566/ http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/11759566/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 11:43:14 PST Well, I don't know...
Looking on a calendar it says there shouldn't be more snow...
well i really hope so. i hate this cold,...

But i wanted to write about another thing.
There's one place where winter i really gone...
my heart

Ya it's true, in my heart there's summer
i found everything i ever wanted, ever was searching for, concentrated in one person.
At this point i want to say the biggest thank you i ever told somebody to Sophie...
Darling, you know you are everything i need for being happy.
with you i don't need to eat, don't need to drink, don't need to breath
I love you from deep inside my soul
with my whole heart, with everything i got
I never want to loose you

But there is another person i want so say a big thank you to...
and the name of this wonderful person is lucia
You were always there for me,
You were always listening to me,
You always have been the light in my eternal darkness
And therefore and a lot of more things i have to thank you
love you lucia

Well.... so it is a long text again and i think i forgot lots of people...
Sorry =/

]]> ~Ice8lue http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/10911013/ http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/10911013/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 08:48:14 PST
Where ends love? Where starts death?

Simple, isn't it?
Well....i still don't know an answere...

Actually i feel like standing at this position, maybe a little bit more on the right, i don't know...

Well, doesn't matter at all

]]> ~Ice8lue http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/9056362/ http://Ice8lue.deviantart.com/journal/9056362/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 11:41:03 PDT this moment
the speakers begin to quake
you're turning up the music
louder...
louder...
you dont really like metal but you need it now
you start banging your had
slowly..
faster
you forget everything arround
louder...
your ears hurt...
you dont recognize it
just listening to the beat...
you feel it...
your banging with the melody....
louder...
and than there's this moment...
there's nothing arround you
you're all alone with that music...
and you scream
as loud as you can
you scream to forget
you scream to leave everything behind
you scream to forget this pain
and than, there's silence again...
just this beat...
but you're feeling free... ]]> ~Ice8lue