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I haven't posted anything or been on in a while just because I felt like it and I've got a forum to help run and sth...

[link]

^^Thats it.

: DD

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/22765812/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/22765812/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 17:35:11 PST
ugh.

Someone shoot me please?

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/22699408/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/22699408/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 17:18:45 PST
I'M SEEING CB ON APRIL 24TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HOLYSHITTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!
IN FUCKING NYC. gah.

Also. Photoshop is beautiful. I'm about to upload a few things I did when I was bored.

I'm getting good at German. I love it.

I'm also studying Danish. And plan to start Spanish.

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/22594142/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/22594142/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 11:19:02 PST


I literally just made it about, 5 minutes ago.

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/22432972/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/22432972/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 12:25:24 PST
idk how to do the icon links. xD

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Der letzte Tag - Tokio Hotel

2.How would you describe yourself?
Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous - Good Charlotte

3.What do you like in a girl/Boy?
Fergalicious - Fergie. (XDD OMGG.)

4.How do you feel today?
Friends and Alibis - Escape the Fate

5.What is your life's purpose?
Instant Karma - Tokio Hotel

6.What is your motto?
The River - Good Charlotte

7.What do your friends think of you?
Some Will Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape - Underoath ( -_-)

8.What do you think of your parents?
Frei Im Freien Fall - Tokio Hotel (Mommy? O_O)

9.What do you think about very often?
All Apologies - Nirvina

10.What is 2 + 2?
Where Is Your Boy - Fall Out Boy

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Blood To Bleed - Rise Against

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Presence of God - Living Sacrifice (O_O He's gay.)

13.What is your life story?
Ich habe Recht - Killerpilze (HAA. THAT'S RIGHT!)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Eyes on Fire - Blue Foundation

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Truth - Seether

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
The Doom Song - Gir (XDD omfg. I should...)

17.What will they play at your funeral?
We're So Starving - Panic at the Disco

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Bitches - Mindless Self Indulgence (O_O )

19.What is your biggest fear?
Garden State - Senses Fail (What are you talking about? I love NJ!)

20.What is your biggest secret?
Break the Ice - Britney Spears

21.What do you think of your friends?
Believe Me, I'm Lying - Forever the Sickest Kids

22.What will you post this as?
The End - My Chemical Romance

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/22378278/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/22378278/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 16:51:30 PST
That's thanks to a couple things.

-THus Games, specifically the present hunt. and THus in general.

-New Wii.


OHH DID YOU HEARRRR? BILL GOT NEW HAIRRRR. It's all dreads and it's black and white.



I'm NOT joking.

[link]

[link]

[link]


I think it's pretty.


Oh. and New Year's Day marked one year of being obsessed with TH.
I hope it'll last. I love the fandom to death.

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/22120015/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/22120015/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 11:05:46 PST
Ok. first, the friends-only party was cancelled. No one could come on saturday at all. So mom and I spent the entire day going around and getting random shit. She opened a bank account for me, and we went to Aldi's in DH, and got STOLLEN! Fcking STOLLEN. Then when we got back she surprised me with what I thought was going to be the best thing I got that weekend, the Schrei live DVD, So we sat back and relaxed with cheeseballs and red bull to watch the DVD.

Sunday morning I wake up, and there area few presents for me under the tree, mom asks if I want to open them now or later. Of course I wanted to open them then. Duh. So I open the first one, and GUESS WHAT IT ISSS?!?

[link]

O_O DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

thennn. like 10 hours later I'm opening presents from everyone and I get a BAG OF SKITTLES!! . And mom got me the Leb die Sekunde DVD, the An deiner Seite/IBD single, 72 TH stickers
anddd. *drum roll bitte*

My mothers insane for ordering this from deutschrock. It's expensive in itself but shipping from there is like double. (Crystal, please don't shoot me.)

[link]

*SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE*

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/22020306/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/22020306/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 17:44:15 PST Anyways.


I've OFFICIALLY FALLEN IN LOVE WITH CINEMA BIZARRE! Ok. I've BEEN in love with them. I just haven't said(posted) anything. I be a dA lurker. I'm getting ready to change my icon to one of Strify that I made. <33

I have a theory. I think that by June I'll have gone insane. Three or my favorite bands are releasing albums in Spring of 08.

Tokio Hotel.
Cinema Bizarre.
Killerpilze.

Seriously. Do you think that I'll have a nervous breakdown from all the fangirling? I do.

ANDANDAND I got the new THTV DVD. Mi party is Saturday. It'll be playing thereeee. But it's in German. So if you actually wanna understand it you gotta read the subtitles. My bday party is TH/CB/KP themed. It'll be insaneee. German boy-ness alllllll around. Oh. And Manzini too. <3

I'm in a screamo mood lately. I think I've lost some hearing

CALLING ALL COSPLAYERSSSS!
I'm running a Lookalike contest on THus and you could win some cool shit if you enter!!
[link]
You need an account to see it/enter. But you should make one anyways. It's an awesome site chock-full of TH.

I got photoshop! So I can edit shit and post it! I'll probably be re-posting old photos (from like when I was dating Billy. O_O That lasted like 2 days. But I got some badass photos from that.)

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/21651574/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/21651574/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 16:52:34 PST
I SWEAR TO GOD IT'S JIMMY'S KID.

jk, don't shoot me.

[link]



As long as they don't name it Bronx Mogwlai(or w.e) I'm happy for the Ways!

(BTW danks to my wonderful sister for this, alisonbuble.)

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/21425573/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/21425573/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 17:16:18 PST
]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/21156344/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/21156344/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 13:46:31 PDT
CONCERT STUFF.

YESS BITCHESSs.

I'M GOING TO SEE TH AGAIN. SUCKAHHSSS.

In Philidelphia.

NEXT WEDNSDAY.

ANDDDD.

I gots a TH Blanket.

this is the picture I used for it.
[link]

and like, yeah.



I'm really not a big fan of DA anymore. It's gotten kinda boring.

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/20950376/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/20950376/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 09:22:28 PDT
Are you looking forward to something as of right now?
maybe going to john's later.

At the moment, are you more warm or cold?
both, I'm sick


Who was the last person you saw?
my mom

Why is your relationship status the way it is?
uhh. because I'm a fuckup.

Who told you they loved you last?
john.

What color are your eyes?
blue-ish-grey

If you could have something right now, what would it be?
uhh. idk.

Do you miss someone?
uhh. yes. very much. even though he's an idiot.

What song are you currently listening to?
uhh. nothing.

Who will you spend tomorrow with?
school

Taken or single?
taken

Do you believe certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
I'm not going to lie, I have before. that doesn't make it right

If someone likes you would you want them to tell you?
yeah.

Where is the next place you will travel to?
idk

What is your favorite color(s)?
idk

Are you going to have a good night?
idk

Do you want to start over with anyone?
yeah

Is there someone you would really like to just hang out with and just talk about stuff and catch up?
yeah

Is there something that has happened in your past that you really hate?
yeah


Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
idk.

How late did you stay up last night/why?
1.

What are you doing this weekend?
going to john's, maybe.

Have you ever made out with someone you weren't dating?
yeah, lol.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
depends

What were you doing at midnight last night?
getting ready to sleep.

Are you the same person you were last year?
no.

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
yeah. Breaking Dawn. from 1 am to 7 am. on the 2nd.

What were you doing at 9 this morning?
sleeping

Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
yeah

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
idk.

Last time you talked to your mom?
idk.

Favorite drink?
uhh. idk.

Where are you right now?
grandma's room.

How is your hair?
in a bun

Any complaints?
I'm sick.

Have you been in a car accident?
ja

Is someone on your mind right now?
nah.

What is the last thing you said aloud?
okay, 'night.

Have a MySpace?
yeah

If so, whats the story behind your MySpace song?
something personal, and funny thing is, I put it up before that actually happened.

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
idk.

DESCRIBE YOUR:

Wallet?
don't have one.

Eyes?
EXTREME!

Life?
idk,

WHAT ARE YOU:

Doing this weekend to come?
idk,

Wearing?
grey jeans from HT, a coca cola shirt, a black hoodie that says LOVE and spiderweb earrings

Wanting?
mucinex.

Thinking?
*now I want a smoothie.*

Listening to?
my myspace song.

What do you smell?
NOTHING. IM SICK.

Do you sleep naked?
depends.

Do you like seafood?
kinda/

Who was the last person you slept in a bed with?
uhh. my mom like 3 years ago.

Is your bedroom window open?
nope.

Do you like to read?
it depends.

You're in the hospital, who comes to visit you?
uhh. idk.

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/20558210/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/20558210/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 18:32:18 PDT
Favorite Bands: Tokio Hotel(8.7.08) My Chemical Romance, MSI, Good Charlotte (8.23.08), Hawthorne Heights, Hollywood Undead, Panic at The Disco, Cobra Starship, Metro Station, Breathe Carolina, and it goes onnn.

Favorite Genres of Music: Newish rock. Anything that's good really.

Most Favorite Music Genre: Rock

Least Favorite Music Genre: Bluegrass.

Favorite Artists: music or actual artists?

Favorite Poets: idk.

Favorite Writers: Stephenie Meyer, Ellen Hopkins

Favorite Books:After I read a book, it becomes my favorite one. atm I'm reading The Host by Stephenie Meyer so I guess that.

Favorite Style or Digital Art: photography

Operating System: Windows XP

MP3 Player of Choice: Ipod 3rd gen 8 gig.

Favorite Game: Guitair Hero

Favorite Cartoon Characters: idk. maybe like L...I'm not much for man-WAIT. Kaname(sp?) from Vampire Knight

Personal Quote: "Can a pencil get wood?"

Favorite Funny Unanswerable Questions To Ask Random People: YOURMOM.

Favorite Quotes from Movies:
Idk. Something from Saved probably.

Favorite Comical Quotes:
^^

Tools of the Trade: hmm. Canon Powershot A730.

Birthdayecember 20th

Age: 13

Horoscope: Sagg

Birthstone: Turquoise.

Birth State: Maryland

Gay, Straight or Bi: Bi

Religion: christian

Nationality: White/German/Polish/French

Eye color: blue

Favorite Animal:idk.

Favorite Dog: DASCHUND!

Favorite Mythical Creatures: idk.Mermaid?

Career Goal: Professional photographer/German to English and vice-versa translator/ Author

Favorite singers: Billa.(Bill Kaulitz)

Favorite Song: In die Nacht - Tokio Hotel

Favorite Actors: idk. Dax Shepard is pretty hot, but he's only been in a few films.

Favorite Films: uhh. Saved, Phantom of the Opera

Favorite Theatre Plays: Phantom of the Opera

Favorite Colors: INDIGOOO, Pink, Blue, Black, Yellow

Favorite Flower: Roses and lilies

Favorite Foods: Sushii.

Favorite Drinks: idk.

Favorite Candies: REESEEEEEEESSSSSSS.

Fruit: pineapple

The Worst Food: uhh. idk.

The Worst Drink: idk. V8.

The Worst Singer: that dude who tottaly failed American Idol.

The Worst Movie: Pineapple Express. *shudders*

The Worst Book: uhh. idk.

What Languages Do You Speak: English,a little bit of German and an even smaller amount of Sign Language

The Best Experience In Your Life: uh. idk. The TH concert/signing maybe. Or maybe something else that I can't tell youuu. =]

The Worst Experience In Your Life: uh. hm. idk.

When are you the happiest: When I'm with someone I love, shopping, and drinking that AWESOME fruit water from the cafeteria vending machienes xD

When were you the saddest: When someone dies.

Who Is One Person You Want To Go On A Deserted Island with: Can I make a list?
Tokio Hotel, William Beckett, Oli Sykes, Ashton Kutcher, and someone who can make a boat.

Bad Habit: being weird. it's so easy to do.

What would you do if you were invisible for a day: go to school and fuck with people's minds.

Person Most Wanted To Get Stuck On An Elevator With: TOKIO HOTEL.

Favorite Websites: THUS forums, Cracked.com...

Favorite Shows: idk Mythbusters?

Favorite Shoes: mi knee0-high converse

Least Favorite Shoes: idk.

Anti: discrimination. and shit liek that.

Things That The World Could Do Without: war, violence, drugs, heartbreak, olives.

Favourite Deviants : dr4m4t1cbunny, alisonbuble, Mime-Chan

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/20512385/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/20512385/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 19:38:24 PDT
I had a BADDDDDDDDDDD day.
BAAAAAAAAAAAD.
BAD.
BAd.
HORRIBLE.

Lunch-I found out from another soursce. I bawled on robert's shoulder, much to his dismay. His shirt was soaked after I was through.

5th - was OKAY. I talked about it with the girl next to me and Casey. Still. I think my teacher noticed as History is my second strongest subject (German is a DEF first.)

6th. He said it to my face. I knew it was coming. I only cried a little. Thank god that I sit in the back alone in bio.

7th. He sits behind me in German. I acted like everything was fine and we were still friends. Well, we're still friends, but nothing's okay to me.

After school - I stayed after for class council with Jade. Then after watching the NJROTC athletic people for a while, we ran into him, who had stayed after for Key Club. Ugh. I waited with him until his ride came. Talking, just talking. Nothing more. =[

Home - BAWLED. Litterally, fetal position on the couch, tissue in hand, whining and nearly screaming.

No more dating for me. Well, dating GUYS at least.

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/20415067/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/20415067/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 21:49:58 PDT

"I HAF NOE VORDS." - Bill Kaulitz, VMA awards.


Tokio Hotel won the moonman for Best New Artist.


They're on Jimmy Kimmel Live tonight. I'm watching it now.


And, I have an amazing new boyfriend.


=]


I am content.

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/20222390/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/20222390/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 16:43:31 PDT That's what happens when you get your hopes up.
Ah well...

*MOVING ON FROM MY BOY PROBLEMS*

So the GC concert was like a week ago. and I started high school. and like a week into it i've already gotten my heart broken by my own stupidity.
FUCK.

*ahem*

anways.

nothing new really.

besides that I signed up for the backstage work of my school's play.

so yeah.

I'm in a bad mood.

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/19969534/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/19969534/ Fri, 15 Aug 2008 11:57:30 PDT
...fine, I don't.

But I met Tokio Hotel face to face and never bragged about it. YET.

So here it is.

::::::::::::::
We get to the Freehold mall at about 10 am, and meet Alex in the Food Court. She tells us that the line is already 10 stores long and I should get in line soon. I said that I knew I was guarenteed an autograph so I wasn't gonna wait for like 5 hours. Which I did anyways.So at about like 12 we get in line and we're next to theese girls Kori and Erin, who are tottaly bad ass. Pretty much from then on everything that happened was talking and waiting.

By the time the band was SUPPOSED to be there, the line had streched around the little mall opening thing. (idk what to call it) But it was fuckinggg longg. They decided to sell 200 more tickets, which means that if everyone showed up, 500 people.

About 3:30, when the band was supposed to show up at 3 and start signing autographs, we find out that the band was stuck in traffic, so we had to wait another 3 HOURS until 6.

In those three hours, Kori's mom goes out to the newsstand and gets us Red Bull. BADDDD IDEA. (on my part)
The line starts moving. I'm only nervous because of the redbull. If I hadn't have had that, I would have been calmmmm.

Okay so the climax of 6 hours waiting!!!

*in hot topic*

Me: *thinks* That's one big asss bodyguard. OMFG. *mom pushes me forward*
Me: *to Bill* Hello...*shaky*
Bill: Hi.*passes the booklet on to Tom*
Tom:...*passes it on to Georg*
Georg: *squeak* *passes it on to Gustav*
Gustav: *signs, hands back to me*
Me: Thank you.
Gustav: *nods*

THENNN...after we leave HT, it starts POURING RAIN. Guess what we (Kori, Erin, and a few of their friends) do?

I take my camera, and film the four of them running outside, singing at the top of their lungs,

"RUNNING THROUGH THE MONSOOOOOONNNNNNNNN! BEYOND THE WORLD, TO THE END OF TIME! WHERE THE RAIN WON'T HURTTTT..."
It was sooo fun. When we came in, we were only out there for a minute, we're DRENCHED. It was raining sooo harddd. Then it stopped xD

Andrea comes up with a brilliant idea, to do something that we've only seen on youtube and never thought we'd actually have the chance to do it.

We head through Macy's, toward the back exit. About where we thought HT's back enterance was.
We come outside and...

...There is the black Cadaliac Escalade.
(note that the girl who had memorized the tag number was right)
After a few minutes waiting outside, security comes out and says that we can't stand on the sidewalk, trying to say that we can't watch the band come out. But I point out that we have the absolute right to stand in the parking lot, not too far away from the car. (Not like we'd listen to a mall cop on a fucking scooter anyways.)

Security comes out first, the actual men in black.
Followed by Gustav, who no one screams for. =[
Then Georg, that's when the screaming starts. Tom comes out on his cell phone. The Bill walks out and waves to the crowd. And they leave.
(I admittedly start to chase it with a few other girls.)

And that's it.

My Schrei Booklet: [link]

TH leaving the mall, credit to Andrea: [link]

Most fucked-up truck ever: [link]

OH YEAH! I forgot to mention that at the concert, the truck that carried their equiptment had the 30STM logo painted on the back door.

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/19837666/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/19837666/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 00:49:49 PDT
I meet TH face to face in 12 hours. And suprisingly I think I MIGHT NOT FAINT. I made it through pit at the concert...speaking of...

My mom and I arrived at the Starland Ballroom about 10:15 am. The line was already around the front and we were about the last people on the sidewalk. I started talking with theese people while mom went to check out what having 'Starparking' entitled us to.

Turns out, WE WERE IN THE WRONG LINE!

Around the corner, there was a seperate line for Starparking pass holders. That line was let in a half hour early to the venue. Because of the extra tickets we had, we brought our new line friends with us. At least the normal line had shade.

An ice cream truck pulled up on the other side of the parking lot. So since it was burning hot outside and we had been in the sun for a good oh, 4 or 5 hours, my new friends, Lexie, Crystal, and Shawn decided to get our money and go wait in line.

In line, a few things happened. We chatted with this girl who was soo obsessed with TH. She memorized Tom's licence plate number. (which I'm NOT posting ont the internet.

Blah Blah.

Then I spot a black Cadilacc(sp??)custom suv come around the corner followed by a similar van, only on the van there were no back windows.

ALL HELL BREAKS LOOSE.

Everyone, well almost everyone, runs for the cars.

The cadiliacc pulls up behind a tour bus that had arrived earlier (probably carrying the equiptment. We heard a sound check going on before the cars pulled up. Of course everyone thought that that was the boys.) And the van pulls in front of THAT, so all most people saw were the tops of heads (I SAW ANDIIII! At least, I think it was him..haha.)

After that we got back in line for the ice creamm...

(moving forward about 3 hours.)

They finnalllyyy let us in. After 9 hours waiting.

Lexie, Crystal, Shawn and I almost run for the front. Since we were close up in line, we were in about the fourth row back between the twins. After people start piling in and the normal crowd is let in, we lose Shawn. Lexie and Crystal were having trouble in the pit because it was their first concert and it was sooo uncomfortable. So they left too.(I got used to it thoughh)The Starland Ballroom over sold the tickets. Their said capacity was 2200, there were 3000 tickets sold. 800 over. Thus explaing how crowded it was. A lot of girls had to be taken out of the pit by security. I pushed forward whenever a girl was pulled over the barrier. Thus how I got to the...





...SECOND ROW BEHIND THE BARRIER. Oh wow. Wow...
I was between center stage and stage right, placing me between Bill and Georg. I realized from taking pictures, that Georg really gets no love. It was rare for someone to purpously snap a pic of Geo. Everyone was trying to get one of Bill instead.
During, I think Black, Bill met eyes with me. Probably because I was about the only person not screaming but attempting to sing. Haha. I was so dehydrated that I said to myself: "After the next German song they play, I'm out of here..."

Well uh, after playing an English-only set, their encore consisted of Rescue Me and THE LAST SONG WAS DURCH DEN MONSUN. I was dyinggg...

Oh, I forgot to say that I was sprayed (a little) with water from both twins and Georg. And thanks to Lexie, Crystal and Shawn, I rode back to the hotel in a limoo... and I have video to prove it.


I have about 600 TH concert pics. Wooooo!
(I already put one up of Tom to humor you until I get home.)

Well...I started this entry at 3:07am or something. It's now 3:47 am.

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/19815649/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/19815649/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 19:56:50 PDT
Not to mention once the signing for friday in Freehold NJ was announced, I screamed.


Funny thing is, I didn't scream once I got the wristband to meet Tokio Hotel in person and get their autograph. =]

So, when TRL airs tommorow at about whenever it airs...(xD)

...I will be sitting in a chair or on concrete, waiting in line for a live performance, reading books, and drinking some monster.

I'm strangely calm atm despite the fact that in mere hours I will be within the same room as my obsession, and not long after that, face to face with them.

How do I stay so calm? I have absoultely no fucking idea...but I like it. =]

TschÜsss...*waves* byeeeee!

(don't kill me, please.)

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/19752607/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/19752607/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 13:06:19 PDT
OKAY I READ BREAKING DAWN AND OMG WOAH.

Just gonna say that. No spoilers here.

TH on TRL starting tuesday. YEYYYY!

and OMFG TH CONCERT THE 7TH IN SAYREVILLE!

YAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/19372917/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/19372917/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 13:41:58 PDT
MOMMY SAYS IM GETTING MY PHONE TOMMOROW. xD

I've tried playing guitair again. Once I started I realized why I quit. My fingertips hurt too damn much and I'm being a pansy about it.

And apparently the emoticons are being emo (no offence) and not working again. Scheisse.

Next week it's writing camp for me. Meaning that hopefully my fics will actually get FINISHED! YAY!

+I'm still a loner (besides my mom =/) on the trip to jersey for the TH concert.

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/19091770/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/19091770/ Sat, 28 Jun 2008 11:38:53 PDT
And my efforts paid off.

My mom bought tickets for the Tokio Hotel preformance at the Starland Ballroom in Sayreville NJ.

But, I need peeps to go with. xD

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/19059031/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/19059031/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 14:23:21 PDT I can't call her to ask her if she wants to go with me when they come.

But so yeah,
[link]
^^BEST TH TV EPISODE EVAH. Like no joke.

I cried afterwards. xD

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/18589077/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/18589077/ Sat, 31 May 2008 07:15:33 PDT
I plan on doing it as a theme with my ex-bf when we get to do my first photoshoot with him.

It should be interesting.(he still likes me, awkard much?)

And I'm officially OBSESSED with Tokio Hotel. yay? I guess. Idk. We'll find out.

Erm....~MoTheAwesome 's party @ 7...

Then photoshoot @ the mall with him @ abt 12:00...maybe.

AND REJECTION HURTS. (especially coming from your ex. who asked YOU out before.)

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/17682513/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/17682513/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 12:18:28 PDT
1. Mimeh<3 =]
2. my camera
3. Tokio Hotel
4. my ipod
5. brownies
6. theese jeans
7. my chem
8. My friends
9. eyeliner
10.hair straighteners

5 Things That Make You Happy

1.TH
2.talking to Marissa
3.vinegar=]
4.SUGARWATERlmfao
5.sharpies

10 Things You Dislike Or Hate

1. him..argh
2. Homework
3.mpreg. ew.
4. mondays
5. sluts
6. people who think theyre better than you bc they have more stuff
7. the 290 calories in those brownies
8. my scale at home
9.when my computer freezes up
10.when i forget the words to a song

3 Facts About My Name

1. it sounds so german compared to my mom's name
2. the last name is spelled with two n's
3. its stupid..i think

6 Facts About Myself

1. im short
2.(ithink) im smart
3. i swing my headphones around a lot(ivegonethrough10pairsin2007)
4. i cant live without my fave bands
5. i cant shut up lol
6. im reallyyy hyper..a lot lol

2 Things you expect

1. to go to see TH may 1
2. the next words to this song "cause it feels like stealing hearts..somethingsomethingsomething"

4 Random Thoughts

1. Bill's Green Day shirt
2.water bottles
3. the mall
4. im so jacking that shirt^^

Song you're listening to right now:

Checkmarks- The Academy Is...

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/17442897/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/17442897/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 13:11:30 PDT [x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[] I have many scars.
[X] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses.
[] Iould get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ x I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[X] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
NEVER
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[x ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[] I've had chicken pox.


Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
my life sucks=[

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ x] I've seen a shooting star.
[ x] I've wished on a shooting star
[ x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ xxxx] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
sorry dannnn lol
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[X] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[X] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[X] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[x ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
wine lol
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ]... ]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/17425123/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/17425123/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 11:47:15 PDT YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/17423295/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/17423295/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 09:25:38 PDT
you cant imagine the joy i feel in my heart right now.

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/17375750/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/17375750/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 08:45:21 PDT

[link]


but it screws over when you wake up....its all curly.

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/17335289/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/17335289/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 17:25:26 PDT and deustch has gotten a little better, considering i can understand more, just not produce it.
and MY FRIEND STACI IS LETTING ME BORROW HER COPY OF ZIMMER 483!!!!!!!!!!!! shes the coolest.
Bullet with Butterfly wings just came on the radio, YAY! i love the smashing pumpkins......
also, spring break is here and i cant stand to be where i am any longer, i need to get OUT...like...perhaps england?

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/16811481/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/16811481/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 05:42:14 PST
guten tag.
mein name ist becki, ich ist 13.
Ich Liebe mein kamera, und fotograrf.
Ich liebe Tokio Hotel mit meinem ganzen Herzen.

and its only been 2 days!
yay me!!!
*clapclapclap*

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/16138868/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/16138868/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 13:06:22 PST i got no technology for christmas. so i threw a fit and now im getting one of the following:

-new camera-

-new bass-

-new phone-
or

-a new ipod-

]]> ~IkilledTheRockYO http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/15782450/ http://IkilledTheRockYO.deviantart.com/journal/15782450/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 16:43:21 PST eeeee....
I DIDT KNOW YOU COULD POST PHOTOGRAPHY ON HERE!
ive wanted one for so long. but i have ABSOLUTELY NO ARTISTIC TALENT.
and

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