http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ImStillHere4U&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ImStillHere4U en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 01:33:34 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/22033423/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/22033423/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 14:06:03 PST
quite a bit has happened since my last journal now i look @ things,,, mostly personal shit,,, detaining me from even looking on your wonderful works very much.
but i think the worst is over, that or this is the eye of the storm,,, ehh never mind...

To the "NEWS" due to my coming into $1000 thanks to our P.M Mr. Kevin Rudd, i have gone out & brought me a camera that ive been so despratly needing since the loss of my previous one,,, for those of you who wanna see how much they probably ripped me off it is a Cannon SX10IS,,, main thing is that im happy with it with retail being at $649 & only paying $588 (paying cash receving a free 4 gig SD card) because of sale. My lust for a 'roper' camera has been justly sated,,, so hopefully some works will only be a matter of time...

Also in school news i managed to earn myself a place in the VET music industry class for 09 (wow that feels weird to say,,, the year goes fast,,,)as well as Pre Tersuray photoghaphy,,

I Guess Thats About It..

Well - Phoenix Out,,,

]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/20702816/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/20702816/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 10:18:16 PDT Seem's Like So Much Effort, For, Like No Reason...

That Feels The Same With Everything To Do With This Place Atm In All Honesty,,, But Yuhh...


In Other News,, I Think I've Lost My Camera.. Joy Is Me...

& I'm Sleeping Less & Less These Days, Lacking Motivation In Pracicticaly Everything As Well... Probably Depression Or The Like, People Have Even Started To Pick Up On It More... Not Really Feeling Like I Have A Place Anywhere Anymore...


So To Sum It Up: Im not Really, I Guess I'm Nothing Really Much More Than a Shadow These Days Huh? I'm Just Base Reflexes Now, Hunger, Greed, Envy & Lust,,, Maybe Oneday I'll Find Some Sun Light, Some Sleep & A Warm Body To Hold In These Undeserving Arms

]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/20332298/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/20332298/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 21:14:16 PDT

By Now You Have Probably Seen My New Photo's As Always Advanced Critque Is Welcome



Now Life,,, I'm Unhapply Single,, Not Sure For How Much Longer, But Ya Know,,, I've Lost A Few Close Friends Recently, For (As Far As I Know) No Reason,, Made A Friend Or Two... Still Alive.

]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/17656001/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/17656001/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 17:50:31 PDT
this will only be a short one as i am still without insperation for a journal....


[link] i stumbled upon this guy ^^ have a look at their signs most are quite funny

Current Mood: Bored Senceless



-James Out

]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/17597322/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/17597322/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 21:02:10 PDT

Not much to say to be honest...

I recomend (if reading is your thing) A fantasy series i am quite enjoying at present called "The Prince Of Nothing" By R.Scott Bakker it's a trilogy,rather long, one of the better written set's of books ive read for a while...


For those of you who are myspace inclined you can look me up at [link]


Well I shall see you on wednsday all


Ideas for that journal are apreaceated


love you alll

James out....

]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/17487949/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/17487949/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 07:36:08 PDT

easter is over.... the chocolate is gone anyway.....


I as you all already know have uploaded new arts.... if you could call it that.....



recap on the year thus far: on a whole i'm actually happyer, with school, life & romance... that almost feels greedy....

i think i've changed.... not sure how, just that i have.


as you guys know writing these things isn't my strong point....


i'm gunna try to keep you (few) guys & girls who in the loop.... we'll see i guess




well that is me I guess


-Phoenix out

]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/16464951/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/16464951/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 19:21:26 PST

im kinda enjoying my time its a lovely place.... soon im going to go look for some less mainstream stores for clothing & such with luck i shall stumble upon a gem


i love all you guys heaps

i hope that you all have had a forfilling & safe new year

peace

]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/15252704/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/15252704/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 04:26:07 PDT
well im single & thats just "fun fun fun" but thats life huh


posted some new stuff tonight not like any of you could care less but oh well

should probaly post some more stuff but its like 20 past 10 now so eh i should be off.. might upload from school or sommin tomorow

oh well people


keep on loving and/or lusting

]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/14510873/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/14510873/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 00:21:16 PDT

posting pics both new & old with more to come


much love

]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/12162306/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/12162306/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 20:56:50 PDT 1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.
NO CHEATING!
4. Bold the questions.
With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

Start ~

1. How are you feeling today?
Poison Girl - H.I.M
(think in about her she knows who she is)

2. Will you get far in life?
You Give Love A Bad Name - Atreyu
(by making bad choices with women sounds fun XD)

3. How do your friends see you?
Bled for Days - Static-X
(as a emo kid it apears)

4. Will you get married?
Bury Me In Black - MCR
(umm yeah but be somewhat unhappy)

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
To The End - MCR
(marryed, sucidal, less than happy with the one there with *shrugs* i dunno)

6. What is the story of your life?
Goodbye To You - The Used
(thats a fair call)

7. What was high school like?
The Funeral Of Hearts - H.I.M
(LOL this is fun and kinda true)

8. How can you get ahead in life?
This Love - Maroon 5
(i see a reaccuring pattern here ((always found this slong a little depressing )))

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace
(i hate them all cuz there better than me @ things i want to be good @)

10. What is in store for this weekend?
Here To Stay - KoRn
(thats right im stayin here again)

11. To describe your grandparents?
Close To The Flame - H.I.M
(yeah i guess there always here 4 me right when i need em)

12. How is your life going?
Suicide And Other Comforts - COF
(yeah sums it up nicley)

13. What song will they play at your funeral?
Demolition Lovers - MCR
(yeah defantly id defently follow the one i love into death)

14. How does the world see you?
200 years (forgoten) - Dry Kill Logic
(lol yeah i guess)

15. Will you have a happy life?
Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard
(yes untill i loose the girl of my dreams then ill just be emo)

16. What do your friends really think of you?
Honey, this Mirror - MCR
("well i choses this life im breakin, never mind the friends im making & the beauty that im faking lets me live my life like this." yeah sums it up nicely

17. Do people secretly lust after you?
Wake Up - Rage Against the Machine
(apparantly yes)

18. How can I make myself happy?
When The Moment Of Death Arrives - Sentenced
(here here XD)

19. What should you do with your life?
Wings Of A Butterfly - H.I.M
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly for my soul?, its gunna take more than that to redeam my soul lol)

20. Will you ever have a children?
Nothing Else Matters - Metallica
(i think thats a resounding yes dont you)

21. What song would you strip to?
Our Lady of Sorrows - MCR
(lol nodoubt if u payed me or i was drunk or both)

22. If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?
Stricken - Desrurbed
(dont ask me)

23. What does your mum think of you?
Deliver Me - Static-X
(yes she did otherwise we'd both be dead)

24. What is your deep dark secret?
I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - MCR
(no comment)

25. What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Killing Me Killing You - Sentenced
(lol read the lyrics)

26. What's your personality like?
Vampire Heart - H.I.M
(i kno it looks like i have what like 3 bands but i dont i just have HEEEEEEPS of mcr,sentenced & him songs )

27. Which song will be played at your wedding?
Omerta - Lamb of God
(it wouldnt have been my first choice )

28. If you were to become the Dictator of a small Eastern-European nation, would you be a benevolent Dictator?
Happy - Mudvane
(yes and i that would make me very happy)

29. What are your aspirations?
Before I Forget - Slipknot
(to rember before i forget)

30. What goes through your head when you wake up?
Self Destructive Pattern - Spineshank
(i think thats the defenitition of waking up)

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oh & to thanks brodie for the idea

]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/11167535/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/11167535/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 21:45:05 PST not gunna b on during christmas couse im being shipped off back 2 dads
so ill chat 2 u all l8r ok i <3 u all
so take care n marry x-mas

]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/11080953/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/11080953/ Sat, 16 Dec 2006 06:59:57 PST
2 cough's means their watching me

]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/10574546/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/10574546/ Tue, 31 Oct 2006 18:29:41 PST
(1) this first one is for al those that hide behind tecnoligy and lie about everything hell anything just so that people will feel sorry for them or somthing else along those lines. i talk to people about my problems over the net and the like but i dont lie couse i dont need the simphoy or the atteniton some of you might say i do i dont mind thats your appionion and ur alould to feel that way

(2) now heres number2 this is toutchy couse i do it myself i get that a bit dont like it that i do but i do and it is not being true to who or what you are. there are thre people in this worl that i kno of theres some that have the guts and currage 2 show who they are 2 the world theres pplz like e who are 2 lameass 2 sho what they are & there are those that ie bout who they are and what they feel so that otherieminded pplz wi lie them

this will be added upon ater its lunchtime so i g2g

]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/10169827/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/10169827/ Sun, 24 Sep 2006 07:49:51 PDT incase pplz dont know what happened this week

on friday nite i find out that the only person how iv ever let my self love and give 2 years of my life 2 used me and fucked a random guy who before that day had never met face 2 face after being kicked out of this house (yes if it wernt 4 me she would have been in a womans shelter or the streets) and has been comming here ever since blaming me im currently having 2 take an avo anenst her for hasscement and attemped assult of my mother borther and grandad if i have 2 defend my self (most of u kno how i feel towards vilonce agnest women) i would probly loose it kill her

i aint proud of having 2 unload my problems on all of you but serously ill owe every 1 4 this any ill try and repay the favour if any of you need it i had to write this down and ask for every1s help couse i aint copint the best atm

and again im soooooooo sorry 2 unload all of this on you's i am enternaly greatfull in advance

]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/9480797/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/9480797/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 03:22:38 PDT imza gunna have a kinda rant
k heres what happened i was looking at randoms pages n i found this guy with absuluty no work on his page n 20ish whatchers n that just pisses me off cuz i work hard n i get shit all
***UPDATE i suck cant even finish***
well i all i get is a cople vewus and no comments/cryitisam (shit i cant spell) and i mean it pisses me off couse i dont even feel like writing nemore cuz it seems kinda pointless so i havent been writing
atm me and john and (kinda) brad have started a band were called "In Pools Of Blood" i cames up with the name ((i think)) and i need 2 put all of my thorts into that neway i gotsto do a poster 4 that so iv started that and might upload it on here when im done (((again kinda pointless but *meh*)))

look after urselfs my watchers and stay alive and well as 4 every1 else they can get raped and die slowly of aids or the like ]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/9285783/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/9285783/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 21:55:30 PDT lifes been happy and my past hasnt cought up wit me, nothings complercated, i know where and who i want to be later in life or even in 3 weeks iv even been inundated with songs and ideas

so thats exactly how lifes not yes im winging and i kno pplz r sick of it but get over it couse i aint gunna stop ]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/8811646/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/8811646/ Thu, 18 May 2006 20:21:17 PDT one condishion that if it wern't 2 much troble i could get a recorded copy of the song and credit 4 the lyrics well she sed that was kool nd they have been rehusing it nd r soon going 2 record it

well the moral of the story is if u want to use my songs JUST TELL ME OR E-MAIL ME OR ADD ME ON M.S.N & WE CAN TALK ABOUT IT i know i will prob never b porforming any of them and i write them 2 b played couse i aint good at any of the music side the only thing that can limit u is ur ability 2 wright the music

i realy want my music 2 b heard
thats about all
no new songs atm i havent slept 4 a wile cuz of stoof thats on my mind
but yeah
enjoy life cuz i aint
later ]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/8618635/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/8618635/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 07:04:08 PDT ok thats thwe most creativity iv been able 2 spill for about 4 weeks most of u kno bout the stoof iv been dealing with as normal i promise to suffer in scilence so maby after all the sht has cleered i will probly b able 2 write i just have 2 many things i could wright bout atm and so its all corked up there inside iv nearly finished a song (i started it bout the same time as i got blocked up so its taken a wile) i dont have it on my mp3/usb so mabie 2 weeks from now or at skool im not shure its not quite finished tho also theres some other things id like to do on here so u never kno watch out mabye ]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/8358631/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/8358631/ Mon, 03 Apr 2006 21:40:08 PDT isn't school fun
and to top it off every one is friendly and no one *coff *tash* coff* is ignoring me i think i wrote a song on the weekend if i did its gaaaaaay so i will spare everyone the pain it was a love song and now i know why i write lame emo songs WoooO
i might be in the mood to write a/many songs tonite so yeah

try and stay alive but... dont try too hard ]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/8306355/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/8306355/ Wed, 29 Mar 2006 15:44:22 PST
so because im soo damm bored gimmie some ideas for songs or msn sized avatars i suck and i know that but i am bored and i need sommin to do.

Jimmy Out.. ]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/8221220/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/8221220/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 19:54:51 PST
but apart from that lifes great (yeah 4 shure) atm im taking a break from tash dunno if ill go back out with her only time can tell hmmmm i av a older song i might put on ummm that about all

yeah... ]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/8096173/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/8096173/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 17:38:23 PST ne ideas on what i should make/do

dont forget I SUCK

school atm is freaking boring
.....yea

thats about it

cya ]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/7876289/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/7876289/ Sun, 12 Feb 2006 17:38:11 PST
i dont wanna go bak 2 skool
and i have 2 go back 2 dads place so i wont av da net
oh well i av some stuff dat i wanna put on l8r like 2 nite n wen school starts ill only b on on da weekends so cyas ]]> ~ImStillHere4U http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/7700285/ http://ImStillHere4U.deviantart.com/journal/7700285/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 23:28:32 PST k i suk it all dis art stuffs nd mi photoshop is only da year 2000 one k enjoy i hope i get better i carnt get worce ]]> ~ImStillHere4U