http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:InZaN3-sQuIrReL&section=today deviantART RSS for by:InZaN3-sQuIrReL en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 00:29:18 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/28806856/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/28806856/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 14:10:55 PST currently working on my processes portfolio and my actual portfolio
gonna be working on my blog getting that ready

also Gonna be doing a cd cover design for lady gaga

thats gonna be fun XD

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Im gonna be posting alot very soon

Ive got multiple photo shoots in the works with brand new models and I now am friends with a makeup artist who will now be able to help out with future shoots

Im about to invest in getting a intuos 4 wacom tablet because Ive fallen in love with the ones we are allowed to use in school

Ive so far worked on 3 pieces with one and will do even more - I plan on submitting those shortly

gotta go and finally finish up some older photo shoots ive shot and submit those as well

so in all ill have a cople more things to post

Im about to finish school and enter the real world shortly so Im also in the process of creating multiple portfolios that I may be able to use

yaaaaay ^_^

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so hopefully ill get some stuff done now

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that has to change

I will be acknowledged as a capable artist!!!

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gonna spend the summer working on my own personal work and nothing for class anymore until fall

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havent been around lately on dev

Ive been getting alot of work done got 4 weeks left of my semester and Im working my ass of to pass all my classes

so to inform you Ive got a few pieces im gonna upload quite soon as well as updating some previous works with revisions

also had my first shoot with a new model in attempt to get into suicide girls

so expect in the next week or so a large amout of submissions

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/23524542/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/23524542/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 13:33:44 PST Ive pretty much got the anatomy down still need many more years of work to get it almost perfect cause face it no ones perfect at it everything can always be better no matter how amazing you are

working on perspective also (reluctantly I may add -_-'''

gonna try to bring myself to submit some of my photography thats been sitting around for ages as well


Im busy as hell and the stress is killing me but Ill endure specially with my friend sophie yelling at me to shut up and stop complaining lol

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anyway


***UPDATE***

Gonna do some fixes to my Harley Quinn picture i recently added there's some issues with one or two small things in anatomy and perspective


my wild west piece ended up being crap cause I was sick and rushed it so im completely redoing it from scrath so look forward to that




got two more peices coming in the next week or so



doing a No One Lives Forever pinup (NOLF the game) of kate archer


and idk what exactly im doing yet for this other one but its gonna be for the book "The Zombie survival guide"

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working on a perspective piece (my weakness) of a wild west showdown

that and I'm gonna be doing a Harley Quinn pin up piece so look forward to that


expect to see both in the next 1 or 2weeks

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anyway if I cant figure it out I am just curious on something

of my gallery what do you prefer my photography or my art???

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I havent browsed dev for awhile for new artists but today I did and shit lmao

Im an illustrator (well going to school to be one)
and shit I feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo left behind lol

there are such AMAZING artists here who are like YOUNGER then me by like ALOT and who kick my ass EASILY!!!!

almost wants to make you give up lol


ahhh well


all I know is I reallllllly wanna wake up early and just draw all day tomorrow lol


time to start practicing drawing hands again and boobies!

boobies are fun to draw lawl

whew maybe one day ill upload my sketchbook stuff I mainly just only submit pieces I do for class


its fascinating I gave myself about a year ago the idea of having some sketch books dedicated only to drawing heads and hands

one just for heads

boy what major difference in just a year!

woot go andrew loomis books XD

I need to practice my perspective more though


FUCK do I suck at it especially putting a body into perspective -_-


the day i can draw an old woman from a 3/4's view with an overhead view walking down a flight of stairs correctly is the day I am god!

*sniff* I think my eyes are bleeding AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
IM OLD GREG!

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I know I do!!!!!



ummmmm working on two projects

one im doing a magazine advert for that axe commercial with the chocolate dude

second is IM BRINGING MY MORNA CHARACTER BACK WEEEEE

haven't drawn morna in about 4 years! been waiting till i was better to redraw her and update her yay!



ALSO the movier Underworld rise of the lycans is freaking AWESOME!!!!

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got a peice done recently of katy paerry

just need to fix up a few things on it

as for my photography I got a bunch of stuff but im gonna step back from it for a bit to relax and get my act togeather

lifes a bit complicaited at da moment but alls groovy and im happy

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merry Christmas
and for the atheists and everyone else
happy holidays





got more stuff to upload -_-;

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havent had the time finals time has hit got two weeks of school left gonna try to do all that first

BUT come break Im gonna be uploading so much stuff omg ahhhh! Alot!!!

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ANNNYYWHOOOOOOO


I just got my TB external I need to get it to run on both macs n pcs though until then I can get the images from the schools macs on to it cause its been formatted for pc use

so ill work on getting that prob solved


Ill have a new set up possibly 2 so 3 all together tm

Have a CRAP ton of sets from school so once I get those home ill get those up

Im pretty much gonna have mayby 2 shoots a week till the end of semester

got some new models as well not to mention some old favs of mine which ive worked with befor


so keep an eye out ^_^



oh ps AHHHHH I CANT GET THE SCOOBY DOO SONG OUT OF MY HEAD >_< and Left 4 Dead IS AMAZING!

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idk if ill put it up buuuuut regardless ive acquired a few more models so ill have new stuff up to replace this ^_^

I respect my models decisions and requests so deal with it

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for everyone whos just watched me check out my myspace as well and drop me some love there ^_^


[link]






Seeing the amount of people liking my stuff is now gonna make me work harder to get my stuff up for all you too see

thanks everyone!

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Currently trying to get out of it

cause I have soooo much stuff to upload its i just dont want to take the time to do it waaaaaa



sad face me

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Photos/Art/Etc

just been busy haven't had time to sit down and really work on them


got two great shoots I need to work on
on from a few weeks ago and one from yesterday
1 old model and 2 new ones

Got about 4 art peices I wanna fix up and then they will be up as well


busy busy busy the squirrel is

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weeeeee

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kinda at my end with this semester ending at all

just going nuts from lack of sun and going out and seeing ppl

then trying to force myself to work to reach a deadline on two images I have absolutely no interest in completing what so ever

once this weeks over ill be hunky dorie and all will be gravy

I just don't like the other 2 god of war pieces I have to finish, they weren't my ideas those two ideas originally came from my class mates cause it was a cooperative campaign setup and never really liked the setup and having to force myself to work on them is I know gonna make me just do a shitty job cause im lazy and very unmotivated lol ( wow im really selling myself here arent I LOL }

I wanna work on other things MLEEEHH MLEEEEEEEEH

ahh well they will all be up thursday even if they suck meow...

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Gonna start playing around with it once the battery is charged

expect to see some new stuff soon, hopefully in the next two weeks

Im excited ^_^

its got a crazy ass zoom o-o'

Ive never used a digital camera with a lens befor Ive used traditional film cameras that used lenses but digital based lenses are gonna be something for me to learn

ill prob pick it super fast but still

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Im slow as hell when it comes to drawing, like suuupppper slow, but i had to pace myself for these images then try to balance the rest of my school work out

not cool to get a project this big that needs to be done in two weeks at the very end of the semester when allllll my other classes start dropping the bomb of final projects/papers/tests due at the same time

Im gonna kill myself I swear

>_< damn it I cant even find time to work on my own stuff and try to improve my skills when I have to put all this time into these pictures instead

I hate school....


lol.....


I guess the pencils are finished but fuck em if there's something i missed or screwed up ill just finish it in photoshop


lmao im such a bitch complainer haha

ah well....

they should be done by next Monday then yall can rip my ass apart with all the flaws in em lol

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/19632472/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/19632472/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 23:00:22 PDT my last im doing with my old camera as well as my experimentation in coloring and editing in my photos

I finally got my new camera so look to expect a higher quality and more professional take to my photos

no more quickly edited stuff

Setting my standards higher then ever befor

___________

Currently working on 3 God of War images for an ad campaign for my class

Expect those done in the next 3 weeks


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Have another photo shoot next weekend
will be my first attempt at doing something more professional and thought out instead of my previous prompt too spur of the moment shoots


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Finlay

For my dear friend angel, I wish you and your family the best with the loss of your father

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So you'll see something from that in the upcoming week or two




Gonna have some new pictures up after this Sunday
going on a shoot Sunday



im gonna start uploading some of my sketches from my sketchbook



Gonna try to find some time and finish 3 pieces I have sitting on my computer now



also gonna do on my own my own Team fortress piece thats not part of my class campaign project



so keep an eye on my stuff

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EXCEPT SOME TEAM FORTRESS 2 ART WOOT

got a project im working on that is all about TF2

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I haven't done any work besides work that needed to be done for class
I haven not worked on any of my own stuff
idk been weird just couldn't bring myself to do anything

same goes with my photography
Ive been so excited since December to buy my camera and yet the place I bought it from is like always out of stock cause of numerous orders so Ive been basically waiting since Early February when I bought the camera

and the thing is I put my photography on hold till i get this camera
its like now that Ill have the ability to so much cooler stuff and experiement with new techniques ive learned its like I cant just go and use my old camera I have currently to do anything -_-

well I cant fix this problem I have with not doing my photography cause I really rather do my work with my new camera
yet in the meantime I started drawing again yay!

I finally started getting the passion to just sit n sketch back so ive been doodling like crazy as well as working on my advertising class' work

so ill be putting up sketches and other stuff this week

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oh also my camera FUCKING FINALLY AFTER FUCKING MONTHS OF WAITING IS COMING IN!!!

ITS BEEN IN BACK ORDER SINCE FEBRUARY AND THEY FINALY GOT SOME IN STOCK HOPEFULLY FRIDAY OR THIS MONDAY AT THE LATEST MEANING ILL HAVE IT SOON...JESUS CHRIST

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gonna try to fix some problems with the scanning process cause I noticed the film scans seemed to have added 100x more grain then usual


if I cant figure out how to fix it im just gonna try and scan the prints

so expect to see fixes to my lower quality shots i have uploaded recently

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I'm gonna be uploading allot of my work this Friday as well as next Friday

tis my schools open photography lab so im gonna be in there all day working and getting stuff ready to be transfered to a computer

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I about a year ago discovered frank chos acclaimed comic strip series Liberty Meadows and fell in love with it and all its amazingly witty humor and intense drama for something that was just a small sunday comic strip

frank cho is by far my favorite artist in my life and has inspired me and I have in some aspects incorporated his style into mine

besides that...

I never got a chance to read them cause the comic was never published in the Chicago land area that I know of

For the past year Ive been buying the volumes and finally just bought volume 4 and just finished it to find it just ended it such an insane cliffhanger omg.... Im about to explode lmao I was gonna like go kill someone thinking that it just ended like that

but I just discovered the series does end with a 5th book specially published

its called Liberty Meadows Wedding Album

I really need to buy this thing but its kinda hard to find -_-;

damn I wish there more versions of it out


Im gonna go nuts till I get myself a copy ahhhhhh!

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I truly believe this is gonna be the best pixar movie to date when it is finally released


pixar is my love XD

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update - next few days Ill have the money to buy my camera

learning to use traditional film now with cameras, mainly black and white at the moment - gonna be learning to develop film in adark room possibly tomorrow

expect more of my art and photos to be coming next few weeks

now that I dont have to draw for school at the moment I actualy miss doing it on my own so I might start getting my drawing juice on soon wooo

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like a bajillion parties and watching all my good friends get totally drunk when I just sat there at laughed at them seeing how stupid they became when they were drinking

coming home every night around 5 in the morning

ice skating, video games, sleding, parties, downtown, exploring, getting my leg slashed open, having $20 stolen by some crack addict, seeing shit loads of movies, becoming good friends with old friends, meeting new people, meeting new models, finding out new secrets of downtown, changing my appearance and my attitude toward life, knowing what I want to do with my life, and doing it, making every minute of my life as exciting as I can while being me meaning no drinking or drugs ever but I will admit I love cigars now and once I can afford them I will be buying them on regular basis mmmmmm cigars yum, and best yet!!!! posssibly new girlfriend VERY soon! WOOT! I hope at least cause it might not happen but u never know!






Livin La Vida Loca Fuckers roffles!

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I dont care what people say, I dont wanna hear it

I grew up being in love with the predator movies and the aliens movies

the predator is my ultimate hero nothing is as cool as the predator EVER

So finaly getting to see the predator go all out and show off how he does what he does was so B.A. THAT andfinaly getting to see what the pred homeworl looks like OMG!!!!!!!

The Pred-Alien....Words cant describe how freaking insane that is!

In this movie no one is safe- NOT EVEN BABIES! Everyone dies it was just SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EE!

^_^

go see it if u love preds or aliens


5 stars in my book... ps beats the shat out of the first avp movie which was uber crap pfff

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so much stress relieved finally

No more Oil painting again yay! (hopefully cause my teacher grades like an art nazi T_T) other that that i believe I passed all my classes with a D hopefully

gotta say toughest semester of school yet just because of how anal the teacher I had this term were about art and writing BLEH




Next semester is gonna be wonderful! I have one amazing class PHOTOGRAPHY

and 3 simple and easy classes

Film and society all I do is watch movies
Computer Graphic Foundation which is a computer class pfff haha its a class that does stuff I already know how to do and is just a repeat of the class I had in high school
finaly a vision light and color class which i heard from many other students is a totaly blow off class where u do no work at all


so I have an easy ride next semester which will be nice


gotta decide though if im actualy gonna take the summer off to work or continue non stop with school

Ill figure that out......





Thoughts on :

Sweeney Todd : **** 1/2 stars
Amazing cinematography and acting but sometimes I found it quite hard to hear the lyrics of the songs - movies downside it was really hard to relate or have any feelings to any of the characters I just like mleh whatever when people started to die its like *yawn* k there dead movies over...bye- question though could anyone explain why the three main characters looked all sickly and stuff with black rings around their eyes...? Theres no explanation for it.... is it just an effect to make them look sader and more pathetic pfff


I am Legend :***** stars
BOOOOO HOOO HOOOO HOOO..... AMAZING movie I freaking loved it
I think i enjoyed this movie more then I did Sweeney Todd just because of how close you get to the characters they feel like family and then all the shit hits the fan and u just feel like you wanna die.

It kind of reminds me of the movie cast away except for super hybrids zombie thrown on the island with tom hanks and Wilson is actual a dog






Met Alicia from deviant art yesterday and had a grand ol time
cool person and I can tell shes gonna be fun to work with


well Im gonna end this so I can play ut2004 with this









MERRY FREAKING CHRISM-A-HON-A-KWANZ - IKA

AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR

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ill be done with the evil oil painting class EVIL OIL PAINTING!!!!

Oil painting is cool I love it but it is so ridiculously frustrating to use

I thought trying to do watercolor painting was hard, oil painting is worse omg....

I swear to ala that its gonna be years befor i ever try to use oil again lol....

Least it was a learning experience
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Update :

Meeting Alicia my new model that I met through deviant art this upcoming Saturday - Gonna hang out with her to get to know her first then plan our first shoot

My photo shoot with Cat is coming up soon in the next few weeks

Experimenting now with photography mixed with my digital art

Trying to figure out how to get a website going so I can *sadly* get off deviant art
_______________________________



Man alot of stuff is gonna happen this next month.....
Basically the start of the rest of my life is about to begin cause Im gonna need to start networking and trying to find a place where I could get a job that is in my field


Im exited! Woot growing up

*cries* booo bills and paying back my student loan

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ok updates on stuffffff

first off gotta say im sick of art school, my school sucks so much its not funny

Im taking illustration and my illustration teacher this year isnt even an illustrator hes actually a designer

so basically he giving me major guff as well as anyone else who uses the computer to do artwork and he basically says that all our stuff is ok,mediocre, and consider to be only color comps because we use the computer

if it is not fucking painted or penciled its not art such bullshit

that and dealing with classes I have absolutely no need for is pissing me more off

im more worried about the classes that have NOTHING to do with art more then i do the classes that i am suppose to be worrying about

this school makes no sense BAH that and Im paying so much money to get fucked...but what other choices in school do I have if I dont wanna go to another state or fuck another country


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on the bright side got to hang with my friend cat who's my new model and miss teen Illinois international

we talked for a bit on what we are gonna do

weave got some ideas already in the works so for now were both waiting till x mas break before we do anything and shes gonna go out buy some new stuff for the shoot so woot

got some help now too for when I do some shoots my friend tonka is now gonna start helping me out with the photoshoots and hes gonna get some pics in as well




I think ive made up my mind and I believe im gonna stick with photography as my main passion and keep what I get from illustration as a back up and possibly in the future find a cool way to mix my art into my photography

as for now Ive got ALOT to learn about photography

gonna try and learn as much as I can next semester with the photography class Im now in and it should be interesting cause its gonna be traditional photography with a dark room and all


Gonna have my new camera by hopefully mid January getting as canon digital slr eos 40d


so for now dont expect much from me while I work on other things

I might put some simple stuff up ever so often to show im alive but in the fututre I will hopefully be uploading more bad ass shit ^_^


*cough*


yeah so anyway snuffleupagus is hot

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15752206/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15752206/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 16:00:21 PST
what are the chances that one of my friends ends up winning the Miss Teen Illinois International and now wants to become a model

and she was recommended to me by my good friend tonka

so now me and my friend cat are planning on a photo shoot

how bad ass is that wooo!

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15634119/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15634119/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 11:08:21 PST
should be fun

Ill have some stuff up today or tommorow

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15439310/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15439310/ Fri, 09 Nov 2007 19:05:37 PST

Its probably my #1 favorite movie EVER now.....I just finished watching it and I wanna watch it again....and again....and again.


I feel ill knowing there was once a time that I had never heard of or seen this movie...


It made me feel better about so much crap in my life and got me more inspired to do things my way.

It got me to take another step in becoming better

Kinda silly but I deleted every single last person I watch on dev art everyone!

Ive come to the conclusion I have been basing my life too much around how every other artist is either better or worse then me.

So by getting rid of everyone who I regularly dream that I was as good as makes it so I don't know how good they are currently so I don't get caught up in my old dream of wishing I was good as them.

maybe now instead of dreaming about being that good.... I now can start to try to be that good.... or come to realize I am already that good

I'm breaking more and more of my horrible addictions everyday.

Finlay....

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15431227/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15431227/ Fri, 09 Nov 2007 08:13:35 PST
So I delete my myspace to get away from all that crap with comments and fake friends only to replace it with a now insane addiction to deviant art -_-;;;;;;;

oh well LAWL



Gonna get some shots of my oil paintings ive been working on up later today



ps anyone see 30 days of nights? Ive been eharing mixed eviews about it from friends

some say its AWESOME!!! others say EEEW IT SUCKS


opinions?

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15416748/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15416748/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 07:16:23 PST
I keep getting notes saying im awesome then it ends with I should check out this link for a website or get a free ringtone.....


is dev turning into myspace............

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15375365/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15375365/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 11:28:54 PST

stupid anime fan boy and girls liking stupid crap...

oh well it gets me views dont it.....

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15313998/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15313998/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 09:46:22 PDT
But yeah I almost have enough to get a cannon digital slr EOS 30d


last night rocked me and my friends ran around scaring five year olds and making them cry hahaha I even got punched by some girl cause I scared her so bad lol

Going to wisconsin tomorrow

Might have some new pictures up if I find anybody or anything interesting to shoot

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15289428/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15289428/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 15:56:25 PDT
as a tank driver......


pfffffffffffff

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]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15281161/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15281161/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 00:36:16 PDT
I deleted my last journal cause its not needed anymore even though I said ALLLLOOOOT of stuff in it


Dont need it any more

I got all the stuff I wanted to say out and I feel better


its like the feeling u get when you finally get to take a shit after being constipated or some fucking crap like that


Im happy now and nothing bothers me and could care less if that person read it or not

Im done ^_^

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15209087/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15209087/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 22:13:27 PDT
Oh sweet mistress how I love thee!

Your quite right and so Good to me

You bring me such joy and delight

While you dither from the light

Sweet mistress, Sweet mistress

Ive caged you and your now mine!!!!!!!!!!!


MUUUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15166542/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15166542/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 23:50:42 PDT
Not a very exciting weekend but seeing my friend fishy sitting in the baby's seat of a shopping cart being pushed around CVS pharmacy by mom while screaming mommy I want that toy mommy I want that candy made my weekend AWESOME!!!!!

Oh that and seeing some friends from collage


Going up to Wisconsin for a weekend sometime next month to go party with my best friend bob

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15150871/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15150871/ Sat, 20 Oct 2007 23:59:45 PDT
same concept goes with real people in life which I find it funny

you can make up bullshit and then they pass it onto another person then they most likely will relay that information to another

Ive been experimenting with it for the past few months to see what happens

no outcome to my little test yet ^_^

I have the perfect subject for this test and I'm glad he/she doesn't realize it

its mainly a test of trust to see who's real and who's fake and trying to find out information about me for others gain


Yeah I know I'm weird and demented but I love it

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15095165/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15095165/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 22:49:06 PDT
shall be finished in the newt 3 or 4 days!

so far it looks good ^_^

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15012028/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/15012028/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 08:23:54 PDT
Kicks the shit out of halo lol

halos got nothing on my man gordon freeman!


The ending made me cry no lie!

Man you get so into the game I couldnt help but scream as I took on 4 striders at once with about 7 hunters running me down while trying to protect a base from being destroyed...just...wow....


I highly suggest you all go out and buy the orange box
it has 5 games in it


Half Life 2 (about 20 hours of gameplay)
Half Life 2 : Episode one (6 hours of gameplay)
Half Life 2 : Episode two (7 hours of gameplay)
Portal : ( unlimited replay value)
Team Fortress 2 : (unlimited replay value)


TF2 IS THE SHIT!

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/14963664/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/14963664/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 23:10:32 PDT All is well
I am clearing up things from my past
Facing some of my biggest fears and regrets
I have an idea of what I am gonna do when I finish school
Finally found my passion in life which I knew always was photography but never had the ability to do anything with it cause of not having my own camera
I am deciding right now weather or not I want to continue with my artwork or focus entirely on photography
Taking photos has seriously opened a whole new world for me and its amazing!
I love to draw but I never really took any pleasure in it, its more or less just a nice ability to have that comes in handy
I sometimes feel as though I was forced to become an artist cause all my life I was able to draw better then the kid next to me and everyone thought I was amazing then I was always being compared to my brother and how people always said I could be better then him if I really tried and my brother is already an amazing artist
but I don't know drawing just doesn't hold any importance to me never has probably never will
I am also reigniting old friendships from my past with people who I used to care greatly for that and meeting many new people who have common interests with me
I found my dad just recently, haven't seen him since I was 5 years old
Ive decided I am going to meet him because I wanted to meet the man who's not so good choices in life made me turn into the good person I am today
life's been hard the past several years for me
I was a lazy horribly unmotivated person who never did anything but sit at home and play video games and make excuses for not hanging out with friends
that's all changed I basically stopped playing all video games, I don't ignore my friends anymore, and I get out and enjoy life while being as productive as I can all the time now

I'm tired of being a follower

Its finally my time to lead, and I am ready!


*starts playing the rocky theme song*

^_^

]]> ~InZaN3-sQuIrReL http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/14930410/ http://InZaN3-sQuIrReL.deviantart.com/journal/14930410/ Fri, 05 Oct 2007 17:27:00 PDT
hopefully I get some good pictures!

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