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... and who says I'm not girly?

*giggles*

]]> ~InvaderTrouble http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/23068592/ http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/23068592/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 19:17:27 PST -greedy?
-doubling your chances?
-not being fussy?

]]> ~InvaderTrouble http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/22944276/ http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/22944276/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 13:34:17 PST I have uni tomorrow, fortunately the lectures start at noon.

I have a new book and a drawing idea in my head. It's a big gamble when I will have the time to draw or read. Uni is intense. I need to do well to keep my self esteem up.

I just want holiday. Proper one, go away somewhere and not have to worry.
Not gonna happen as of yet.
I'll have holiday for the 15th. That holiday just means that on that day I don't have to be at work and can actually celebrate with Andrew. Cuddles...

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Yet, I have this stupid exam on Friday. I don't feel like studying. I like learning new things but not when I ma basically forced to do it (still hate learning stats no matter what).

It all better be fucking worth it.

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]]> ~InvaderTrouble http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/20801737/ http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/20801737/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 23:02:49 PDT Got no time for anything, Uni just kicked in, seems like this year is gonna be tough. Oh well, I don't mind that.

Going to Poland today afternoon to visit my family, and depression is already kicking in.
I'll still try to have good time but it is going to be difficult, each visit is difficult...
Just need to survive.

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What the hell am I doing here?

]]> ~InvaderTrouble http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/20133955/ http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/20133955/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 16:20:21 PDT I might draw, though so far I'm catching up on sleep and playing games. And playing in the kitchen, today I improvised a veggie lasagne, had no recipe, came out delicious

But, I'm just relaxing with Andrew.... yay! snuggles


Just to make it clear: I do not give out favs like a paedophile gives out candy.

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And, oh yey, I'm on a diet.

]]> ~InvaderTrouble http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/19673077/ http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/19673077/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 02:17:49 PDT Knowing my low self-esteem it might stay where it is right now as most of my work. Will see though. Wil put my new tattoo design after I re-draw it so it looks better.
Apart from that, came back from halls, well, visiting my parents, not really holiday. Well, just need to hide forearms for a bit until they heal... little suvenir from when my Dad doesn't realise that what he says is hurtful. Actually, he might realise, but can't rephrase it so it sounds ok. So, just need to put up with it, not going for this long on my own ever again. Fortunately Christmas I'm staying home. Heared a few things said by my sister that actually is probably some of what her boyfriend fed to her. But hey, they are worth each other.
And from new stuff... Will probably be asked by my brother and his fiance to be the witness to them on their wedding. Nice of them seeing that I look the way I look... Will need to get a nice dress.
Anyway, noone reads this crap. Enough. Going back to work.

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]]> ~InvaderTrouble http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/18117977/ http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/18117977/ Thu, 01 May 2008 13:38:56 PDT One of my drawings ended up in the bin because I was angry.
I'm still working (5 mins at the time) on the drawing I started to check out my new pencils. If I don't screw it up I'll put it up... I'm not sure if I like it...
Working on Predator now. Watched Predator vs. Alien with Andrew last night and I just felt like taking up something difficult. But like I said, not much time... damn exams. I love my course (even if I skive lectures) and I enjoy doing psychology but still, it's stressful. Or maybe I'm overreacting, I still have 2 weeks left. Yes. I study 2 weeks before, not a day before...
I was thinking of putting up drawings done by my little brother, some of them are awesome. But I have to ask his permission.

]]> ~InvaderTrouble http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/17733627/ http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/17733627/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 15:05:00 PDT I've torn up one of the drawings...

]]> ~InvaderTrouble http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/17636261/ http://InvaderTrouble.deviantart.com/journal/17636261/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 15:18:55 PDT Don't know what is gonna become of them, scared shitless really. I ventured into really bright colours, out of the pencil and I feel comfortable only with a pencil, colours are not my strong side.
Anyway, I'll see how it goes, if I like it I'll put it here if not it will go on the pile of shame. I also found one of the drawings I thought I lost so I'll have to ask Andrew to show me how to do the proper scanning when I get back home. And since we bought the printer I can print my uni stuff at home and all the credit I have on the uni card I can spend on doing colourful prints on the uni big printers.

I feel completely shite right now, don't sleep more than 5 hours so I feel run down, that doesn't help drawing.
Also I'm at my parents' and Andrew says that I always get 'sad and irrational' when I'm here. How am I not to? It just feels like I have never moved out. I'm in exactly the same mood. The year before moving out was... well, not too good. I spent a lot of time playing with blades on my body... Now I'm better but always tempted and with scars that never will go away... And so tempted. So I try to distract myself. Spent the whole day with my little brother, took him to pictures and for ice-cream, and played in the garden and stuff. And before sleep I read my book until I collapse, so I don't have to lay in bed waiting for the sleep thinking. I just need to be busy.

Will try to draw after I had some sleep...

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woohoo... going for chinese take away

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