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                <title>Nekocon Commission Badge!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Nov 2009 12:25:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok!<br /><br />Hello everyone!<br /><br />So as most of you know I went too Nekocon this month! And it was awesome! I still need to post some of the pictures I took. Lol <br /><br />Anyway, most of my watchers are my watchers because you read my yaoi stories. My personal favorite yaoi OC story that I am working on it at the moment is, "What Happens in the Library." <br /><br />So I went to the con with <a href="http://sketch-y.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/k/sketch-y.jpg?10" alt=":iconsketch-y:" title="sketch-y"/></a> and her art table was right next to <a href="http://animeflux.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/n/animeflux.gif" alt=":iconanimeflux:" title="animeflux"/></a>. He was so awesome! He does these really cute badges, which I own quite a few of. Anyway I got to talking with him while =<a class="u" href="http://sketch-y.deviantart.com/">Sketch-y</a> was off doing staff stuff. I tried to convince him to do another yaoi themed badge, but yeah. So in the end I commissioned him to do a custom yaoi badge for me. <br /><br />So in the end I had him do a "What Happens in the Library" badge!!!! Jaidyn and Cyprus yaoi badge! Just for me! It made me feel kinda important you know? Having my OC babies on a badge! <br /><br />Oh, I also got a copy made for <a href="http://sketch-y.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/k/sketch-y.jpg?10" alt=":iconsketch-y:" title="sketch-y"/></a>, sice she is the artist and she helped me creat them. <br /><br />Will you all need to go check it out and comment on it and everything because it is awesome!! It is so cute!!! Go! Go! Go! <br /><br /><a href="http://animeflux.deviantart.com/art/Commission-Custom-Badge-144010723">[link]</a><br />^^^^-----------Look at it!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>Nekocon! Who all is going?</title>
                <link>http://Isika.deviantart.com/journal/27982658/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Oct 2009 17:30:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey Everyone!<br /><br /><br />So I was just wondering who all is going to be going to Nekocon?<br /><br />Me and =<a class="u" href="http://sketch-y.deviantart.com/">Sketch-y</a> are going to be there along with some of the other deviants on here. <br /><br />*<a class="u" href="http://eldanis.deviantart.com/">Eldanis</a> (who, as far as I know, is rooming with us)<br /><br />!!Demon Fart Cabbage!! (all good friends of ours, check them out) <br />~<a class="u" href="http://devilkitten1.deviantart.com/">devilkitten1</a><br />~<a class="u" href="http://thedvantone.deviantart.com/">TheDVantOne</a><br />~<a class="u" href="http://satalderihannsu.deviantart.com/">satalderihannsu</a><br />~<a class="u" href="http://mikhyel.deviantart.com/">mikhyel</a><br /><br />Sketchy and I are going to be doing a brand new cosplay.<br /><br />Jaidyn and Cyprus! <br /><br />YAY! So look for us if you read my stories. Lol We will gladly do fanservice. lol *blush* <br /><br />I will be Cyprus and Sketchy will be Jaidyn!<br /><br />So I hope to run into some of you guys there! If you want look for us at =<a class="u" href="http://sketch-y.deviantart.com/">Sketch-y</a>'s art booth in Artist Ally, itÂs called Sketchy Musings!<br /><br />~Night!~<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>10,000 page views prize!</title>
                <link>http://Isika.deviantart.com/journal/27417799/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Sep 2009 20:50:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok everyone, I recently noticed just how many page views I have. To me, as someone who stared out on here with nothing but poetry, thatÂs a lot! I am a literary deviant and it makes me so happy to see that I actually have that many page views. I have been on here for three years now and I am finally about to hit the 10,000 page views mark. YAY! And itÂs all thanks to all my really great watchers! You guys really make me feel awesome! <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <br /><br />And this may be a little odd; because IÂve never seen a literature deviant do one of this. But anyhow, the person who gets my 10,000 page view will get something written by me, their choice. <br /><br />ItÂs not that I think so highly of my writing only that I really want to do this. IÂve done comish writing before and I really enjoy it. <br /><br />So it can be anything of your choice, and no, it doesnÂt have to be yaoi. IÂll do anything, but letÂs try to keep it in the coupleÂs story area. IÂll do any kind of scene too. IÂll do fanfiction of your choice and no it donÂt have to be from an anime. IÂll do OC stories; just give me the character profiles and the theme you want. Really, IÂll write anything. <br /><br />So if you happen to be on my page and see that you got my 10,000, note me or email me with a screen shot of my page. Just let me know ok! <br /><br />Good luck to everyone! <br /><br />Again, thanks so much guys! I really appreciate you all!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>WHITL Yaoi Poll, readers please vote!</title>
                <link>http://Isika.deviantart.com/journal/27209076/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Sep 2009 13:07:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok! So =<a class="u" href="http://sketch-y.deviantart.com/">Sketch-y</a> Wants to turn ÂWhat Happens in the LibraryÂ into doujin when itÂs done. She has made a poll, because I canÂt make them because I donÂt have a subscription. I would like all of you that read it to please go and vote on it for me! <br /><br />Please <br /><br />And thank you all!<br /><br />Here is the poll: ----> <a href="http://sketch-y.deviantart.com/journal/poll/745043/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>My Yaoi Stories: Insight</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Sep 2009 10:20:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ To all my dear and wonderful amazing awesome readers of my pitiful yaoi storiesÂ..HEY! I am going to give you a little bit of insight on my yaoi stories. Hope you like! <br /><br />I really am amazed at how many people actually read my stories and like them. When I first posted, ÂTwo AngelsÂ on here I was a sophomore in High School, not I am in college. It was my first yaoi story and I wrote it back in middle school. It was when I first really got hard core into yaoi. I had this idea in my head and I wrote it as my first attempt. I was horrible! I havenÂt touched it since, and I rushed the 2nd part of it in a lame ass attempt to finish it. I actually had never planned on finishing it, but guys keep faving it and asking for it! Lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <br /><br />So now I have moved on to bigger......but not necessarily better things. I started, ÂWhat Happens in the Library.Â These bad ass boys were actually nothings! Really, I quickly thought of the descriptions for them in my head, because I wanted =<a class="u" href="http://sketch-y.deviantart.com/">Sketch-y</a> to draw me yaoi. When I gave her the rough ideas of what they should look like she demanded that they had to have a name. Then it kinda just grew from there and before I knew it I had a story. Lol, they are my babies and I love them a lot. I am honestly very close to Cycy, in a lot of ways he is like me. And will Jyjy, his character is based on someone very close to me. <br /><br />Now we come to my new baby GLACE. Now this started from pure crack. I found this very odd odd scary yaoi picture on 4chan (for those of you who know it, you will understand the level of scary it was). Well after awhile of making fun of the picture, picking it apart and replacing it with other characters, I somehow came up with this beautiful and tragic yaoi story. Now I am not going to spoil it, but GLACE is going to be something very new for me to write. ItÂs going to challenge me and help me gain a new level of writingÂI hope. And I hope you all with stick with me threw it all. <br /><br />Now for a surpriseÂ.yayÂ.noÂ.OK! I actually have three other yaoi stories sitting all alone in folders in my brain. They have titles, characters, a story line, and ect (at least two of them do)Âbut I have yet to actually write them. So I will give them to you now! <br /><br />1) ItÂs called, ÂLove meÂ and itÂs a vampire romance story. The said vampire is a gypsy man named Mullo and he lives in Spain. The human is named Blake Parker, and he is a bratty blond boy with rich parents. He falls for Mullo the first time he sees him and is convinced they were meant to be together. Sad thing is Mullo has no interest in him at all. <br /><br />2) The next on is called Psycho Love, and this one is very very odd. It sprang from an idea I had in my head about a man, raping another man, only he forces the man to wear a dress when he does it. Somehow I turned this into s tragic love story. The characters are Jason and Angel, no last names yet. Now this story is still being rolled around on my head. I have the jest of it, but sadly I have yet to come up with a solid concept for it. They love each other, yet they hate each other, blah blah blah. Warning, there will be a lot of rape, cutting, emotasticness and bi-polar violence. YAY! Lol<br /><br />3) Now for the 3rd one! It has no title! The characters donÂt have names! And there is no solid story line! The good thing is there is a lot of sex, violence and a half naked Naga dude. Lol I really just wanted to write a story that had a naga in it. For those of you that donÂtÂ know what one is, itÂs a mythical half snake half human creature. I thought it up a few weeks ago. When I get to writing it will just be a one-shot rape story. So donÂt hold your breath for anything fantastic.<br /><br />OMFG! I put rape in practically all my stories! Wow, how missed up is that? <br /><br />And you all know what! I still have fanfic to work on: Harry Potter, Death Note, D.Gray-Man, Naruto, Weiss, and Gravitation. Not to mention my friends stories. Omg, I am really bad at keeping up with stuff.<br /><br />So I will take the time out now to apologize to all you. I am really really bad at sitting down and actually working on my writing. I am really sorry that it takes me forever to update on my stuff. <br /><br />Ok! So now onto my main question, what would you all like to me to work on first? Or do you need more information? Please make a list of three, in the order that you would like me to work on. I am in the process of chapter four for WHITL. Also, if you all could, please tell me what you all actually like about the stories that would be great. <br /><br />OH! I was also thinking of posting my play lists that I use for the stories. Would you guys like that? <br /><br />Thank you my dear yaoi story readers! I love you all! I really would have never kept po... ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>Dear ABUsIVE-UkE......</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2009 21:24:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear ABUsIVE-UkE:<br /><br />I don't really know how to tell you this, but Our romance is over. I think I realized it when I threw up in your camping car and I saw you sit on my best friend. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that I did a sex-change. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory. You should also know that I told my psychiatrist about the incarnation as an eskimo.<br /><br />Greetings to your freaky family, <br />Isika<br /><br />Stolen from =<a class="u" href="http://sketch-y.deviantart.com/">Sketch-y</a> <br /><br />Sorry Uke, but you were the last one to comment on my last journal. Hope you got a laugh out of this! <br /><br />-------------------------------<br /><br />+ RULES:<br />Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.<br /><br />+ HOW YOU DO THE LETTER MEME:<br /><br />Just pick your answers and replace them on these numbers. xÂ°D<br />___________________________________<br /><br />Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):<br /><br />I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .<br /><br />___12___,<br />-Your name-<br /><br /><br /><br />1. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT?<br />Blue - Our romance is over<br />Red - Our affair is over<br />White - I'll join the monastery<br />Black - I dislike you<br />Green - Our horoscope doesn't match<br />Grey - You're a pervert<br />Yellow - I'm selling myself<br />Pink - Your nostrils are insulting<br />Brown - The mafia wants you<br />No shirt - You're a loser<br />Other - I'm in love with your sister<br /><br /><br />2. WHICH IS YOUR BIRTH MONTH?<br />January - That night<br />February - Last year<br />March - When your dwarf bit me<br />April - When I tripped on sesame seeds<br />May - First of May<br />June - When you put cuffs on me<br />July - When I threw up<br />August - When I saw the shrunken head<br />September - When we skinny dipped<br />October - When I quoted Santa<br />November - When your dog ran amok<br />December - When I changed tennis shoes<br /><br /><br />3. WHICH FOOD DO YOU PREFER?<br />Tacos - In your apartment<br />Pizza - In your camping car<br />Pasta - Outside of Chicago<br />Hamburgers - Under the bus<br />Salad - As you ate enchilada<br />Chicken - In your closet<br />Kabob - With Paris Hilton<br />Fish - In women's clothing<br />Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation<br />Lasagna - At the mental hospital<br />Hot dog - Under a state of trance<br />None of the above - With George Bush and his wife<br /><br /><br />4. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR SOCKS?<br />Yellow - Hit on<br />Red - Insult<br />Black - Ignore<br />Blue - Knock out<br />Purple - Pour syrup on<br />White - Carve your initials into<br />Grey - Pull the clothes off<br />Brown - Put leeches on<br />Orange - Castrate<br />Pink - Pull the toupee off<br />Barefoot - Sit on<br />Other - Drive out<br /><br /><br />5. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR?<br />Black - My best friend<br />White - My father<br />Grey - Bill Clinton<br />Brown - My fart balloon<br />Purple - My mustard soufflÃ©<br />Red - Donald Duck<br />Blue - My avocado plant<br />Yellow - My penpal in Ghana<br />Orange - My Kid Rock-collection<br />Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper<br />None - My John F. Kennedy-statue<br />Other - The crazy monk<br /><br /><br />6. WHAT DO YOU PREFER TO WATCH ON TV?<br />Scrubs - Man<br />O.C. - Emotional<br />One Tree Hill - Open<br />Heroes - Frostbitten<br />Lost - High<br />House - Scarred<br />Simpsons - Cowardly<br />The news - Mongolic<br />Idol - Masochistic<br />Family Guy - Senile<br />Top Model - Middle-class<br />None of the above - Ashamed<br /><br /><br />7. YOUR MOOD RIGHT NOW?<br />Happy - How awful I've felt<br />Sad - How boring you are<br />Bored - That Santa doesn't exist<br />Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage<br />Depressed - That we're cousins<br />Excited - That there is no solution to this.<br />Nervous - The middle-east<br />Worried - That your Honda sucks<br />Apathetic - That I did a sex-change<br />Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster<br />Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men<br />Overjoyous - That I'm open<br />Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks<br /><br /><br />8. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR WALLS IN YOUR BEDROOM?<br />White - Your ring<br />Yellow - Your love letters<br />Red - Your Darth Vader-poster<br />Black - Your tame stone<br />Blue - The couch cushions<br />Green - The pictures from LA<br />Orange - Your false teeth<br />Brown - Your contact book<br />Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs<br />Purple - Your old lottery coupons<br />Pink - The cut to... ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>Junjou Romantica Liscened For America!!!!</title>
                <link>http://Isika.deviantart.com/journal/26601124/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Aug 2009 00:39:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OMG!<br /><br />*run around like the rabid yaoi fangirl that I am* <br /><br />Ok, soÂÂÂÂÂ.*squeal and jumps with excitement*<br /><br />I just found out that Junjou Romantica (my favorite yaoi anime) is being released in AMERICA! <br /><br />Ok, so I know most anime fans would be mad to see their beloved animeÂs bastardized by American voice acting. I donÂt like to read subs, so I am not too bothered. Now I did always tell myself I would hate to hear bad voices on these characters, but hey! Now I donÂt have to order them from freaking Malaysia where they have bad subtitles! I can always watch it with subtitles done by America on the American released version! Oh I canÂt wait!<br />OMG<br /><br />I am so excited! I have been waiting for them to do this for a long time!<br /><br />Ahhhh!<br /><br />Ok, so the release is for 2010, and I really cannot wait for it! I want it now! <br /><br />Ugh!<br /><br />Here is the website for it! Have fun!<br /><br />OMG! *dies* <br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://romantica.rightstuf.com/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>Character meme thingy</title>
                <link>http://Isika.deviantart.com/journal/25438991/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Jun 2009 17:18:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I did not come up with this! <br /><br />Who is...<br /><br />1. Your loudest character?<br />Probably Blake, he is very dramatic. <br /><br />2. Your shyest?<br />Angel, he is so girly and quite! Pretty boy! <br /><br />3. Your angriest?<br />Jason, he is bi-polar.<br /><br />4. Your horniest?<br />Cyprus, he loves his little boys. *sigh* But he does have a rule people! No younger than 16. <br /><br />5. Your poorest?<br />Jason, he leaves in an apartment with his sister. No job. HeÂs father sends money home when he can. <br /><br />6. Your richest?<br />Blake, his Mommy is a doctor!<br /><br />7. Your craziest?<br />Jason, he is bi-polar. So violent. <br /><br />8. Your weirdest?<br />Cyprus maybe, he likes to take pictures of Jaidyn when he is not looking. <br /><br />Who was...<br /><br />1. Your first character?<br />Lucas and Gabriel <br /><br />2. Your most recent character?<br />Angel and Jason, they came together. <br /><br />List three of your characters, and three traits they each possess.<br /><br />1. Mullo<br />Musical <br />Cryptic<br />Understanding <br /><br />2. Jaidyn<br />Poet<br />Skater<br />Uniqueness <br /><br />3. Angel <br />Kind<br />Gentle  <br />Pure <br /><br />Out of all your characters, who are you most like?<br />Probably Cyprus, he and I are huge flirts and we love messing with people. He also loves to read and enjoys unique and taboo things. He likes pretty and unique people like me and is always up to try something new. <br /><br />Do any of your characters have pairings? If so, then list a song for three pairings that fits.<br /><br />1. Jaidyn and Alex (past lover)<br />Disconnected (Out of Touch) By: Trapt <br /><br />Cyprus and Jaidyn (main pair) <br />Collide by: Howie Day <br /><br />2. Mullo and Vincent (past lover) <br />Untouched by: The Veronicas<br /><br />Blake and Mullo (present lovers)	<br />Listen to your heart by: DHT <br /><br />3. Angel (boy) and Jason <br />(there are two songs that fit them, I canÂt pick)<br />Always by: Saliva<br />Together by: Avril Lavigne <br /><br />THE END! <br /><br />I can't remember who I got this from, it was so long ago.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>Graduation</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Jun 2009 18:07:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ..........<br /><br />I graduated on June 13th, so I am late at this update. Had some friends in town so I had no time to sit down and write about it. Just figured I would let everyone know whatÂs going on in my life. Not too much. <br /><br />Everyone has been asking me that famous graduation question that everyone wants to ask, but actually I donÂt think they really care.<br /><br />ÂWhat are you going to do now?Â <br />...............................<br /><br />I genuinely donÂt know. I mean I do give them an answer, but itÂs more like a plane, what I would like to do. Go to two more years of community college. Then a 4 year school, I donÂt know which college yet. I will be getting a job, I hope. I will be volunteering at the Aquarium, I start on the 23rd. I will get my full drivers lenience. <br /><br />See, itÂs more like a list, a mission. But I donÂt know where to being. I mean come on, it just ended. Right? I donÂt know what to do, what to feel, I honestly never thought it would be such a big deal. I would have been just as happy if they had mailed me the damn thing. But everyone was so happy, excited, some even cried. I have yet to cry, get giddy, IÂve hardly held let alone looked at my diploma. ItÂs has yet to fully set in, but everyone wants to know what I am going to do now. <br /><br />Give me some time to let it fully set in! <br /><br />Maybe I donÂt want it to set in. Maybe this is all just a dream and I will wake up in my bed tomorrow at 6am, get up, get dressed, and go to school. Listen to Mr. Suralike talk like he knows everything. Hug Mr. B and tell him how much I wish to go back to sleep. <br /><br />......................But I am not that hopeful. <br /><br />I know this is reality and I canÂt go back in time. I will never walk that school again and have that same feeling of boredom and care freeness as I used too. The next time I walk in that school it will be to look back on old memories, or maybe drop off my younger brothers house key; I know he will never remember it. The next time I will get up at 6am is to wake him up, because he never remembers to turn on that alarm clock of his. <br /><br />I think I almost cried there, but almost. I am angrier, I canÂt tell you why. I feel more stressed, but I have nothing to be stressed over. IÂve made planes this week to hang out with my friends. My parents keep telling, enjoy your summer, in the fall you have college classes. Yet they constantly are sitting me down and talking about jobs and how I am no longer a kid. <br /><br />But I still want to be silly, goof off, have a life, read manga, watch anime, go hang out at the mall with no real reason for being there. I want to be stupid with Kelsea. <br /><br />Truthfully I donÂt know what I am going to do next. I put off a lot of things. Now itÂs all piled up and I need it. I am lost, maybe even a little scared of the future. IÂm not fully in the right mind set to be an adult. I want to stay in that school, sitting in that desk. That job, what if I miss up and get fired. That car, what if I crash and canÂt afford to pay the damages. That college, what if itÂs too much for me to handle. Money, bills, work, tests, a car, an apartments, rent; all these worries are piling up on me. <br /><br />And I have yet to take it all in. In my mind I am going to wake up and go to school. <br />It has yet to sink in. I donÂt feel like I just graduated high school. All I did was shake some strangers hand and walk across a stage wearing a funny shaped hat. <br /><br />*breath*<br /> <br />ÂWhat am I going to do now?Â<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>Animazement!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Apr 2009 14:06:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I WILL be going to Animazement in May! *giggles* I am so excited. I din't think I would be abel to go this year because I had no money. <br /><br />But...I'm graduating in June so as an early Grad. Gift my mom is giving me the money to go. Lets just say I hugged her a lot and have been working a lot more around the house. When I asked her about it I honestly thought she would say no, but no, she said sure! I love my mother! <br /><br />I will be going with, as always, <a href="http://sketch-y.deviantart.com/">Sketch-y(Pam)</a>. I will also be meeting up with a group of art friends from DFC, and a group of friends form school. One of them will be dressed as Yuna from FF and another as Yuki from Vampire Knight. Also my brother is going too. This is all going to be so much fun!<br /><br />Sketchy will be doing Gokudera from KatekyÅ Hitman Reborn. I can't remember what on which days though.<br /><br />And I will be doing Shuichi from Gravitation on Friday and Satruday. Then on Sunday I will be a gothic lolita girl. (this order may or may not change)<br /><br />Basic jest of this journal is that I am super excited! I can't wait. If your going let me know k!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>Nekocon Preparations</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Nov 2008 17:53:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok! So I am super excited. Right now I am in the process of packing for Nekocon! My bag is stuffed, I might need two. IÂm cosplaying so yeah, I got a lot of clothes. Not to mention IÂm a worry wart when it comes to long trips so I always over pack.<br /><br />Here are my cosplay planes:<br /><br />Friday: Light Yagami from Death Note<br />Saturday: Aya Fujimiya from Weiss Kreuz<br />Sunday: My OC Mullo <br /><br />Hehe! I get to go with my wonderful girl friend, <a href="http://sketch-y.deviantart.com/">Pam </a> and my good friend, <a href="http://emofied-drama-queen.deviantart.com/">Alice</a> (Brittney, but we call her Alice from Twilight because she looks and acts like Alice.) ItÂs my 2nd con. And AliceÂs 1st, I think she is more pumped then I am! <br /><br />I am so excited though! I get to see all my friends from the last con I went to, and some of PamÂs friends from her other cons. So yeah, and we are staying at the hotel attached to the conventions. Then there is the rave. And I am 18 now so I can go to the YAOI PANEL! That is one of the highlights I am looking forward too<br /><br />When I get back I will telling you all about it! So looked forward to that. Then I just love seeing all the peopleÂs cosplay. And Greg Ayres is going to be there too, the voice of Kaoru from Ouran High School Host Club. So I canÂt wait to meet him!<br /><br />Ahhh, I could keep going on and on about it. So I will stop and go finish packing.<br /><br />Byebeye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>Blah!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Oct 2008 17:01:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, this jurnal is very pointless. The only point alue this one has it to change my "OMG BREAKING DAWN"!!! Journal entry. <br /><br />............<br /><br /><br />GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!<br /><br />....<br /><br />!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>OMG! BREAKING DAWN!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Aug 2008 21:48:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OMG! *breaths* Guess what I am holding in my hands!.........<br /><br />Breaking Dawn! The fourth and final book to an awesome series!!<br /><br />I went to the midnight realse and bought it!<br /><br />OMG! I know what I am going to spend the next two days doing! Reading! No eating! No sleeping! Just Reading!<br /><br />OMG! I can't wait to read! I am not even going to write fanfiction, sorry my dear fans! NO!! <br /><br />And guess what this book series has NO YAOI IN IT!! And I still love it to death!<br /><br />btw- I'm a Jacob Black Fan! Grrrr!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>I'm a year older...and?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Jul 2008 22:23:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HmmmmÂ.OhÂ.What to do What to do? So, IÂm now 18! Yay! *sigh* But, I donÂt feel any different from before. There really is not many things I can do that I couldnÂt or didnÂt do before. Yay, now I donÂt have to worry about the lady at the counter in Books-A-Million asking for my ID when I buy yaoi! Yay! They never did ask for it before. I have to desire to smoke so thatÂs nothing new. I can vote, I guess thatÂs a pulse. I can now visit our local sex shop if I wanted toÂnot reallyÂI donÂt want to. My parents now let me go where ever I want. My mom says she canÂt really tell me no now. I kind of miss that. I know she still cares, I just miss that little bit of authority. I can move out now, if I wanted to, IÂll wait a while for that one. But, I guess I wonÂt really feel any older until I Graduate, yay! One more year! <br /><br />OH! Guess What!<br /><br />The first thing I did after I turned 18 was I turned off that stupid mature content filter! I can now look at yaoi one devi! YayÂokÂIÂm done now. <br /><br />So yea, IÂm 18 now! Yay! A year older! Oh! And now I can buy yaoi at the conventions! <br /><br />Ok, IÂm done now!<br /><br />Byebye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>Twilight Survey</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Jun 2008 00:12:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Twilight Series Tag:<br /><br />Which book in the series is your favorite?<br />New Moon<br /><br />How long did it take you to read the books?<br />Just a little over a month I think, maybe less. <br /><br />Who introduced you to the books?<br />My good friend Brittany, aka Alice! <br /><br />Did you buy them, borrow them, or have them given to you as a gift?<br />I borrowed them from Alice, then went out and bought them myself. <br /><br />Are you most looking forward to: Breaking Dawn, Midnight Sun, or The Movie?<br />All three!!!!<br /><br />What's your dream ending to the series?<br />That Bella realizes that Jacob is better for her! Edward goes away and leaves Bella and Jacob alone so they can make little wolfy babies! (but sadly I know those wonÂt happen, so I at least hope Jacob ends up happy) <br /><br />Who is your favorite character?<br />Jacob Black! <br /><br />Who's your favorite vampire?<br />I canÂt chose just one, ItÂs between, Alice, Jasper, Carlisle and Emmett. <br /><br />Who is your favorite werewolf?<br />Jacob Black! <br /><br />What's one of your favorite quotes from the stories? <br />ÂDoes my being half-naked bother you?Â or<br />ÂI donÂt have any leeches on my speed dial.Â<br />Both by Jacob Black!<br /><br />Are these books among your favorite books of all?<br />Yes, all three, next to The Mode Series <br /><br />Twilight or New Moon?<br />New Moon<br /><br />New Moon or Eclipse?<br />New Moon<br /><br />Eclipse or Twilight?<br />Ehh, thatÂs hardÂTwilight??<br /><br />Who do you want to see Bella with most: Edward or Jacob?<br />Jacob! <br /><br />How did you first find out about the movie? <br />Alice told me!<br /><br />Are you excited?<br />YES!!!!<br /><br />What do you think of the casting so far?<br />I like them so far, but I will have to watch them act out the movie before I make my final decision. <br /><br />Are you going to go see it?<br />Yes! With Alice and Jasper (Stephanie) by my side. <br /><br />Are you planning on buying Breaking Dawn as soon as it's out?<br />Yes! The day it comes out!<br /><br />Do you think Bella will be turned into a vampire finally?<br />ÂÂÂÂÂÂ.*grumbles* sadlyÂ.yesÂ.studied EdwardÂ.<br /><br />Do you think she and Edward will get married?<br />*rolls eyes and grumbles*Â.of course she willÂ.*happy voice* And Jacob is going to crash it!!<br /><br />Do you think Jacob might imprint in this book?<br />Either he already has on Bella and has not told anyoneÂ.if not. I hope he does and that person will make him happy and forget about Bella. <br /><br />Who do you think Bella will end up with: Edward or Jacob?<br />I want her to be with Jacob! But we all know she will end up with Stupid Edward. <br /><br />Do you think it will be a happy, sad, or shocking ending?<br />I am hoping for all three!<br /><br />Who do you think will be the villain(s) of the book this time?<br />Volturi and the devious werewolves, Go Team Jacob!<br /><br />How would you feel about a possible vampire / werewolf cross? <br />Yeah, but itÂs kind of impossible since vampires canÂt make babies, Ha! In your face vamps! <br /><br />Will Charlie find out Edward is a vampire?<br />Yeah, that should be interesting. <br /><br />Will the vampires and werewolves continue the truce they had in Eclipse?<br />Yes, hopefully they become allies<br /><br />If anyone, who do you think will die in this book?<br />*sniffles* I have a feeling itÂs going to be Jacob or Emmett *cries* <br /><br />For a twist: what would you think if Edward was somehow turned human?<br />Â.that could work Â.<br /><br />Do you think Jacob will be over Bella by the end of the book?<br />Never!<br /><br />If it were possible...who would you most want to meet in person?<br />Jacob Black! <br /><br />Stolen from <a href="http://emofied-drama-queen.deviantart.com/">emofied-drama-queen</a><br /><br />Feel free to still from be fellow Twilighters and Jacob fans!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>Animazement 2008 Trip!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 May 2008 21:01:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It was freaking awesome! I never wanted to leave! Sadly, I ran out of money and time. It was a wonderful trip! I can't even began to tell you about all the stuff that happened! <br /><br />Let's see, On Friday I cosplayed at Light from Death Note and <a href="http://sketch-y.deviantart.com//">Sketch-y</a> cosplayed as my L. And On Saturday I cosplayed as Aya from Weiss and <a href="http://sketch-y.deviantart.com//">Sketch-y</a> cosplayed as my Farfarello. It was so awesome, I can't even count how many time people took my picture on those two days. I was so happy!<br /><br />I bought a crap load of prints and badges! All the art was so pretty! I can't wait till my next Con! <br /><br />So yeah, I don't feel like typing up all the funny and cool stuff that happened. SO yeah, <br /><br />byebye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>bbbooorrreeeddd!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Apr 2008 18:12:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sooo, I got nothing! Just updating for the sake of doing it. Beacuause my journal still is reffering to the trip to Grandmas I took awhile back. <br /><br />................<br /><br />...............................................<br /><br />So, prom was good. Though that as last Sat. so yeah! I had fun with Pam, she went to prom with me. It was good!<br /><br />So yeah, <br /><br />ttyl!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>I'm going out of town for a little while!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Mar 2008 00:55:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, So I wll be goen till Monday evening. It was a last min. decision. I just wantd to let all my buddies on here know. <br /><br />Ok, on to more improtant matters. I have left my fellow yaoi lovers with a parting gift. The first chapter of my original story. <br /><br />"What Happens in the Library?"<br /><br />I hope you all like it! Tell me what you think! <br /><br />Hannah- You have to read it too!<br /><br />I love you all!<br /><br />Byebye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>A whole lot of updates!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Jan 2008 00:56:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As you all can see I have updated my devi a bunch in my last few days. The reason for this is that my Dads getting a new computer. OMG<br />
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FINALLY! <br />
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The computer we have right now is super old. It's a 98 model. Yea, it's tostaed! While he needs a new one for the computer programs he will be using for school. Homework reasons that stuff. So the 98 computer is still good, just very slow. It can't handel anything much other thantyping. So we have decided that since I use the computer mostly for typing it will be going uo in my room w/o the internet. *sad fac* My dad said he would put a new updated word program on it so it will go a little faster. <br />
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Yea! Back to subject. So we are not sure if the update in software it get rid of all the old stuff and since my flashdrive won't work on anyhting less then a 2000 model I had to save all my poems that are on the computer to devi. So sorry everyone!<br />
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Have fun reading poetry!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>My friends deserve more credit!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Sep 2007 14:05:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This journal entry is strictly dedicated to my friends. My all friends on her are amazing. They have so much talent, yet, I find them not getting the publicity they deserve. They have talent yet they are pushed aside by the mind-blowing art of the experienced and the unbelievably gifted artiste here on Devi. So I would like to share my friendÂs wonderful talents with you all. These people I personally now in real life and they are all so bright and amazing. Whether it be in photography, art, poetry ect I find them all special.<br />
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<a href="http://roughsketchstudio.deviantart.com/">My Little Butterfly</a><br />
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<a href="http://neko-chan-suki.deviantart.com/">Suki</a><br />
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<a href="http://singsoftlylove.deviantart.com/">Evily Cute</a> <br />
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<a href="http://rosegrave.deviantart.com/">rosegrave</a> <br />
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<a href="http://emofied-drama-queen.deviantart.com/">Harry</a><br />
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<a href="http://i-trapt-echo.deviantart.com/">Gir</a> <br />
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<a href="http://nightmarecortege.deviantart.com/">NightmareCortege</a> <br />
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<a href="http://gym-sensei.deviantart.com/">Suki's Boy Toy</a><br />
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The next four are all the same person: <br />
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Main account- <a href="http://chainsawdolly.deviantart.com/">ChainsawDolly</a> <br />
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Photo/ Photo Manipulation account- <a href="http://voodooplushie.deviantart.com/">VooDooPulushie</a> <br />
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Poetry Account-<a href="http://dashboardkitten.deviantart.com/">DashboradKitten</a> <br />
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Comic Account- <a href="http://ruki-and-dolly.deviantart.com/">ruki-and-dolly</a><br />
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<a href="http://cain001.deviantart.com/">Danny Boy</a> <br />
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<a href="http://jezinoyd.deviantart.com/">Jen</a> <br />
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<a href="http://cool2bmee123.deviantart.com/">cool2bmee123</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>.?.?.?.?.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Aug 2007 19:05:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yea, I need to update my journal. My internet has been down so yea. I have not updated in a long time. So yea, I'm kinda bored kinda bla! I hurt my hand so yea, my hand's throbbing, but hey no pain no game right. I was tyring to led two horses in at one time with one hand and they decided to take off on me and left a rope burn all the way across my right hand. I cryed like a baby. I soaked my hand with cold water and cried. It hurt so bad. But hey, it was my fault so I don't balme the hroses one bit. <br />
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On another note I am so excited! My girl firend, <a href="http://roughsketchstudio.deviantart.com/">My Love</a>, and <a href="http://neko-chan-suki.deviantart.com/"> My Best Friend, Suki</a> are coming down to see me on the 20th! I can't wait! *squeals* I love them both so much and miss them a lot. will i'm done talking now so Bye Bye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>Sleepless nights...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Jul 2007 21:16:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yea, I can't sleep. I'm trying to get past all my writers blocks. For some reason or another I love to write at night. At night I have all my best ideas. Also I do some of my best writing at night. And I have nothing better to do but write. But for some reason I am stuck! I should be working my Grabo version of Titanic. Which can be found on Fanfiction.net in case you ar interested. But I just don't want to right now and everyone is yelling at me to update. Then I have all these little one shot Naruto stories/song fics have I NEED to finish I just can't seem to want to work on them or I really do I am just can't seem to word right what I want to happen next. Ahhhhhhhh! *bangs head on desk*<br />
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On another moment I have moved into my new house. It's really nice and I get to have the computer in my room. Only my computer has been taken over my Satan and DON'T want to work right. It has "high speed" internet on it now....bbbuuuuutttt, my computer is just to dang OLD to handel it and keeps taking breaks when I am in the middle of "important stuff" like posting a deviation, or updating my gaia page. *sighes* Yea so it's evil. <br />
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So yea here is a jouranl update on random boering things about my life. Because I have not updated in a long time and I needed to. Also I'm really bored and tired. I can't sleep. So I hope I did not boer you all to death because I am looking foreard to seeing your people deviations. Have a nice life. I am going to try to get some shut eye. <br />
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P.S- Hope everyone had a Happy 4th of July. I did! Got burnt my fireworks! ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>1000 pageviwes!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 May 2007 14:49:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am so happy! I know it's not a big deal or anything but I am happy. I Never though I would make it to 1000 pageviwes. It just makes me happy. To know that not just my friends have visted my page but other people to! It's a cool thought. And I owe it all to <a href="http://singsoftlylove.deviantart.com/"> My Evily Cute Friend</a> She helped me start my account on here and helped me post my first two poems. I acctually wrote my second poem on here at her house. We posted it that day. It was a really good poem. I usually don't write on the spot poems. I owe her a lot and I am happy to have her as a firend. So thanks to all for helping me get to 1000 pagevewies.<br />
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Yea Yea. I know poeple like to draw a picture when they get to a certan number of pagesviwes. But I am going to sit here and write a jounal about it. And I did to bye bye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>.....I think I'm going insane</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Apr 2007 18:20:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ......*yawns* I am really tired....I coudl not sleep at all last night. The last time i got out of bed to get some water it was 3:45 am. 3:45 am and I had to get up at 6:30. The look on my face was like T0T I was so sleepy i was at the point of tears! Someone out there really hates me! I went to my room and laid on my bed for what seemed like forever. Then I got to hot and pushed the covers off the bed. Then i feel alsleep for maybe 15 mins and i woke up cold. So I had to get up and turn the lights on. I triped over a shoe, threw the blankets back on the bed and jsut laid there. Then i got to hot again and i just lived with.<br />
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Sorry for my useless ranting about my anger at not sleeping. But it mad me mad cuz i feel asleep in all my classes and got yelled at. While anyway. I got to go!<br />
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byebye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>bored</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Apr 2007 15:40:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ BORED! Oh what to do oh what to do. The only real reason i am updating this thing is beacause it needs to be updated. Let's see....blah! <br />
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*squeals and giggles on the floor* I am so bored! But i won't be in a little bit cuz i am going to spend the night at a friends. Most probably will play DDR. OH how  I used to hate that game, now i love it and i blame My brother and <a href="http://neko-chan-suki.deviantart.com/"> Suki</a> *sighes* Will got to go! <br />
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bye bye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>my love</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Jan 2007 19:41:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm so happy! I have not been this happy in a long time! I mean, when I hold her I feel so loved and protected! I could hold her forever, just lay in her arms and never get up. Ignoring the world around us. Just me and her. I lover her so much!!! <a href="http://roughsketchstudio.deviantart.com/"> My Love</a> I love her a lot and care for her so much it's hard to imagin. I can't  not love her. No matter what she thinks I will always be her for her when she needs me to be. I wish I could hold her right now and tell her that everything is going to be ok and not to worry. <br />
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*hits Suki* STOP POKING ME AND SAYING "awwwwwwwww" *growls at Suki* <br />
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       Ahme, as I was saying. I would never ever hurt her and I wish I could kill the ass that hurt her this way and made her feel like she could never find true love. I hate that hurt look she gets in her eyes that make you feel like if she started to cry she would cry an ocean of tears. I miss her and wish I could always be there for her. *sighs* I love her, and I don't care what other people think of our love. It's special and I hope she feels just as strongly about it as I do. Avani, I love you and I can never stop loving you. *hugs and kisses you* <br />
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~Silver/Isika~<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>Sorry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Dec 2006 18:40:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry, Something has unfortunatly come up and I will be out of town for at least a week.. my friend is writing this for me cause I'm in a small car right now.. grrrr<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>My parents ans honesty.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Nov 2006 13:19:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, I was going to tell my Dad today that I was bi. I thought that maybe he would be more accepting and help me break it to my mother. Like Hell he would. My mom went to get her hair done and say to guys getting there eyebrows waxed. We joked with Dad that he should get his done. He was like "Only gay guys get that done, real men don't do stuff like that." I was so mad; I always thought he was more accepting of that stuff. My mom just laughed. Will as I looked at the guys, they did not strike me as guy. Latter on my Dad told us he saw them making out outside the store. *Darn I missed it T.T* He said it like it was disgusting to see them. My mom was like "Ok ewww" So latter on that I was really thinking about if I could still trust him and then Mom brought up way I don't go on dates, *thanks Mom, a great out of the blue question* I said that I just could not find the right guy, then Dad had to butt in "Remember dear, she only goes for guys that look like girls" I was scared and pissed at this point. I could not defend myself. Then I brought up that I did like a guy *it's true* but we have different beliefs that get us both really upset. Mom asked what, I said on homosexuals. Dad got mad, he was like Please, could you two go have his conversation some were else. I feel you need to have a mother daughter talk. Some where were I wont get mad to hear what Ashley has to say on this. I was mad, I wanted to cry. I think he knows but is in denial. I want them to know, but I dont want to get yelled at or treated different. My brother knows and it was hard enough to tell him. Then finally I get up the courage to, once again, try and tell them I am bi. I hate how my parents are not open to homosexuals; they said told me they never will be. Mom thinks I should go out with that guy because he is not open to homosexuals. I am so upset and disappointed in my parents, I wish I could tell them. I want to be honest with them without fear in my heart of what they will think of me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>My parents and honesty.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Nov 2006 13:19:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, I was going to tell my Dad today that I was bi. I thought that maybe he would be more accepting and help me break it to my mother. Like Hell he would. My mom went to get her hair done and say to guys getting there eyebrows waxed. We joked with Dad that he should get his done. He was like "Only gay guys get that done, real men don't do stuff like that." I was so mad; I always thought he was more accepting of that stuff. My mom just laughed. Will as I looked at the guys, they did not strike me as guy. Latter on my Dad told us he saw them making out outside the store. *Darn I missed it T.T* He said it like it was disgusting to see them. My mom was like "Ok ewww" So latter on that I was really thinking about if I could still trust him and then Mom brought up way I don't go on dates, *thanks Mom, a great out of the blue question* I said that I just could not find the right guy, then Dad had to butt in "Remember dear, she only goes for guys that look like girls" I was scared and pissed at this point. I could not defend myself. Then I brought up that I did like a guy *it's true* but we have different beliefs that get us both really upset. Mom asked what, I said on homosexuals. Dad got mad, he was like Please, could you two go have his conversation some were else. I feel you need to have a mother daughter talk. Some where were I wont get mad to hear what Ashley has to say on this. I was mad, I wanted to cry. I think he knows but is in denial. I want them to know, but I dont want to get yelled at or treated different. My brother knows and it was hard enough to tell him. Then finally I get up the courage to, once again, try and tell them I am bi. I hate how my parents are not open to homosexuals; they said told me they never will be. Mom thinks I should go out with that guy because he is not open to homosexuals. I am so upset and disappointed in my parents, I wish I could tell them. I want to be honest with them without fear in my heart of what they will think of me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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                <title>bored and needy</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Oct 2006 18:49:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *pops head in journal door* Hello! *listens to echo of voice* Haha! *jumps in* This is my first journal entry and i have no clue what to write. I am so bored right now. Also i miss my Girl friend. She was so sad today. I just wanted to hold her and make her feel better. She said she was going to be ok so i dropped the whole hugging thing. Also, grrr, Richard and his freid would not leave us alone. They wanted to sit there and watch us hug. Grrrrr, perverts! *sigh* Will I gtg and get ready for bed. I am really sleepy now! Haha, evil pink bunnies will rule the wrold! *holds up pink bunny plushie* Bow down mortals! *hugs bunny* night every body! *jumps out journal door then pokes head back in* Everybody needs to glomp huggable Hannah ok! *slams door shut*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Isika</author>
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