http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Italiansausage&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Italiansausage en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 19:21:59 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/27440692/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/27440692/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 03:02:48 PDT
There's no earthly way of knowing
Which direction we are going
There's no knowing where we're rowing
Or which way the river's flowing
Is it raining?
Is it snowing?
Is a hurricane a-blowing?

Not a speck of light is showing
So the danger must be growing
Are the fires of hell a-glowing?
Is the grisly reaper mowing?
Yes! The danger must be growing

For the rowers keep on rowing
And they're certainly not showing
Any signs that they are slowing!

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YES for gods sake i'm stubborn, i don't know how to let go, thanks dad, another lesson learned. fucking piece of shit, piece of shit life, fence after fence of playing a balancing act with romance.

The thing is i'd rather be on one side or the other,but with other peoples emotions always fucking switching back and forth, fucking teasing me making me hopeful enough to climb back up and try again, god damn optimism, i'm fucking cynical enough why not be fucking pessimistic too? it would go with the whole image i'm trying to present right?

I'm fucking tired, too tired.. i want to be free.. fucking let me be free..

]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/27296560/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/27296560/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 09:28:30 PDT GAH I'M EXCITED

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]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/26721990/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/26721990/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 20:19:57 PDT i'll dream of cabbages and kings,
electric sheep 'n burning books
and rabbits with ruby rings.

]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/26703195/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/26703195/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 22:53:33 PDT i went to my first concert

Incubus was playing.. it was awesome

]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/26691019/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/26691019/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 11:41:45 PDT than losing everything
and realizing it too late.


never let life pass you by.

]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/26683105/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/26683105/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 23:59:21 PDT and light the world
with my ass.




I need someone to hold..
I need the weather to change..
I need to trust people..

If one of these three things don't happen soon
Im going away
far away.
I've lived too long with too many people telling me how a horrible of a person I am
not to start over. Fuck that.

]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/26483149/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/26483149/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 12:10:29 PDT The trash it raises
And it falls
Circling
Deep within us all.

It's stuck in a vortex
Like the wind
Aching
To escape the rhythem
Ever escape the schism.

Of being idle,
Or being driven
By unseen forces
And fates provisions.



#2
Gears and springs
Make up it's means
As it ticks and clicks
Through time.

It's gilded face
Is shinned so bright,
As to light a way
on this inauspicious night.

But beyond it's face
And hands point' true,
There's a message,
Hidden;
In here for you.

It reads of love,
A broken spring
And the sad tale of tragic
Montague.

]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/26442029/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/26442029/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 10:21:25 PDT Is one day in December
With your breasts
Pressed over my back-

But if i let go
Will it help me to grow,
To live past you and her?

This is the question that plagues me
These are the thoughts that dwell
Because most of my life
Has been soot and remorse
If anything it's been more like hell.

I'm gone for a month,
I'm gone for a week
But never enough to heal.

It's not even love-
Or guilt-
Or lust-
It's just this nasty spill

If i take this rock out,
If i loosen this brick
Who will be there to save me
As my life turns more to shit?








i guess it doens't matter if my moods and mind are shit anyway though right?
fear controls me, that's why i never let go... I was afraid of loosing the happiest memory i have, even if it was only for that one day...

if you're reading this.. who am i kidding.. you probably aren't

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]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/25270802/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/25270802/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 10:30:51 PDT a fox made of foliage wrapping up my (right) arm, it's tail will be exaggerated wrapped onto my shoulder,
an oak tree coming out of his tail over my shoulder, branches will stretch over my back and chest, (will part at my neck)
Pinocchio tangled in the branches hanging down my back (right),
the sparrow from Thumbalina my other shoulder (left),
fireflies up my ribs (left),
leviathan around my leg, wrapping/weaving up to my stomach and back (left)

you won't be able to see any of it when i wear a clothes. lol

oh god, this is ganna take a loooottta money and time

]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/25220722/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/25220722/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 16:23:06 PDT not a worthless liar, i am not an imbecile..

i will not just complicate you, trust in me and you will tell..

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1. Put your MP3 player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
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What do your friends think of you?
Stop!- Against me!

If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say...
Combinations - Eisley [alriiight..? never actually even heard this song, not ganna lie.]

How would you describe yourself?
Whos got my back - Creed [alright, i could bend that to form me alittle]

What do you like in a guy/girl?
from my own true love - the Decemberists [hahahahahahahahaha...such a depressing song..]

How do you feel today?
mickey the sorcerer- fantasia [ that pretty much sums it up. hahaha ]

What is your life's purpose?
Just - Radiohead [god i hope not]

What is your motto?
Refuge- Matisyaho [uhhh..........]

What do you think about often?
Song for Kelly Huckaby -Death cab for cutie [all these songs are depressing]

What do you think of your best friend?
Starshine- Gorillaz

What do you think of the person you [love]?
Slip-sliding away - Aqualung [pretty much..]

What is your life story?
Louisiana Bayou - Dave Matthews band [...dude what the hell? who puts music on my computer?]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
the canals of our city-Beirut [I don't even know what they are saying hahahaha]

What do you think of when you see the person you like/love?
Annabella's song - Everclear [oh.. wow.. alright, finally a song that fits <3 except her name isn't annabella haha]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
You made me love you- Boddy Darin [HAHAHAHA that's ironic.. this wouldn't be a bad song though ]

What will they play at your funeral?
With you- Linkin park [That's right, im making people mosh at my funeral..]

What is your hobby/interest?
Breath- The Prodigy [ being insane's a hobby.]

What is your biggest fear?
Good People- Jack Johnson [Perfect match]

What is your biggest secret?
Over my Head - The fray [...that doesn't need any comments haha]

What do you think of your friends?
Ancient ruins-stairwell [erp...?]

]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/24871481/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/24871481/ Thu, 21 May 2009 10:38:13 PDT The Rules of the Game are simple :

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 ( or not ... ) people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want know more about you.

yay..?

1. I am a hopeless romantic

2. I obsess in being free, but im the farthest thing from it.

3. I'm incredibly cynical, not a good thing.

4. I'm going to Africa for two years in the next cupple of months

5. I want to be tattoo artist.

6. I want a Red Fox as a pet .

7. I'm manic depressive, but don't take medicine for it.

8. I'm addicted to my e-mail.

9. I am very impatient when i think someone is doing something wrong.

10. I LOVE motorcycles.. especially the VRSC "Night Rod" by Harley.

11. I used to watch sailor moon because i liked the blue hared one.

12. i want to Tattoo my life onto my arms chest and back.

13. I want a giant mustash .

14. I have fuzzy handcuffs hahaha.

15. I love the Renaissance festival.

16. I have kiss me through the phone stuck in my head hahaha


i tagg
~neko-Naga
~the-art-geek
~blackroseem
*keereekoo
~Pip-kin

wooo

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1. Fire blowing
2. palm reading
3. knife throwing
4. edging
5. riding a motorcycle
6. glass blowing
7. how to flip
8. make traps/snares well
9. how to skin
10.book binding
11.metal casting
12.
13.
14.
15.


misc. random things i want to do.
1. Jump off the pedestrian bridge- let go.
2. get my sleve
3.

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]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/24424614/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/24424614/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 09:18:09 PDT that went a lot better than i thought it would

]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/24253167/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/24253167/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 08:37:15 PDT )


I was walking down the street when out the corner of my eye, I saw a pretty little thing approaching me

She said "I neva' seen a man who looked so all alone and could you use a little company,
if you pay the right price your evening will be nice and you can go and send me on my way,

I said your such a sweet young thing oh why you do this to yourself, she looked at me and this is what she said,

Oh, there aint no rest for the wicked,
money don't grow on trees,
I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed there 'aint nothin in this world for free,
Oh no I can't slow down, I can't hold back, oh you know I wish I could,
Oh no there 'aint no rest for the wicked,
Until we close our eyes for good

Not even 15 minutes later, I'm still walking down the street when I saw the shadow of a man creep out of sight,
And then he swept up from behind,
he put a gun up to my head,
He made it clear he wasn't looking for a fight,
He said "Give me all you got I want your money not your life but If you try to make a move I won't think twice,"

I told him, you can have my cash but, but first you know I gotta ask, what made you wanna live this kind of life, he said,

Oh, there aint no rest for the wicked,
money don't grow on trees,
I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed there 'aint nothin in this world for free,
Oh no I can't slow down, I can't hold back, oh you know I wish I could,
Oh no there 'aint no rest for the wicked,
Until we close our eyes for good

(You know he)

(He was a)

(You know he)

(He was a)

Well now a couple hours past,
and I was sitting in my house
The day was winding down and coming to an end,
And so I turned on the T.V
And flicked it over to the news
And what I saw I Almost couldn't comprehend,
I saw a preacher man in cuffs, he taking money from the church,
He stuffed his bank account with righteous dollar bills,
But even still I can't say much because I know we're all the same oh yes we all seek out the satisfying that was thrill,

Oh, there aint no rest for the wicked,
money don't grow on trees,
We got bills to pay, we got mouths to feed there 'aint nothin in this world for free,
Oh no we can't slow down, we can't hold back, oh you know we wish we could,
Oh no there 'aint no rest for the wicked,
Until we close our eyes for good

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so bad.. D:

[link]

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]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/23953779/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/23953779/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 15:27:18 PDT to keep my head-
upon your thigh

for me to lay
for you to sigh
and add a tune
to my lullaby

then
your release
untamed, an' feral;
swimming in soaked fleece
we roll in peril.

must you go,
or must you stay,
as we spin the night away?

our rapture -for once-
is not a lie,
as we hum
our sweat lullaby.

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my feet keep momentum,
i can't seem to slow-
this shit swing of mine.
forever-
forever a pendulum

My eyes see stars,
as horizons meet then blend
upside down, all around-
trees silhouette
their crooked ends

my cheeks -dry for years-
still are stained
from sweet tears.




there they are
to laugh at me
as i'm fetal prone.

laying there
my voice is weak
with a wispy tone.

here they mock
there they jeer

divulge me all your secrets
divulge me all your lies
come live with me
to be forever
lonely
rash
and die.

one then says to me
they're here to save my soul
what they forget to mention
is the hefty toll.

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]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/23323634/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/23323634/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 12:03:35 PST it's a much more peaceful feeling, no lie. this day is really great actually. not for any reason in particular, it's just a great day!

oh and i have started writing a novella, im not going to give any hints on deviantart, but i'll e-mail it to the people who want to read it/ mean the most. im done with the first part, it just needs some more layers, but i can do that once i get the rest of the skeleton in and such.

yay!

]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/23130999/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/23130999/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 23:01:47 PST
Take me for example, I feel alone- like most people in the world- that paradigm alone creates a paradox because I'm indeed not alone just by the thought that I am alone. But the fear of losing people I already have drives me to loose them, thus my feelings become a self proclaiming prophesy. so therefore I become alone physically.

The point that i am trying to get at is not the paradox of how i create my own isolation, but more on the idea of putting yourself in other peoples shoes. If someone says to you that their life is complicated, just take it for face value and get that they don't want to talk about it. If they really wanted to talk about it, they shouldn't beat around the bush building it up as something it probably isn't. I feel if i were to live in other peoples lives in their place, i would probably laugh at what some people whine about; It's like they are whining just to whine. BUT on the other hand, my life might not even compare and it actually just might seriously be hard. And i realize i am saying this with a certain sardonic tenacity but really? seriously? It's incredibly hard to walk in other peoples shoes, if you haven't even worn yours down yet and gotten a feel for what a real mile is.


oh and on a happier side note i got my golden key for my portfolio!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!! !!
and im going to be updating a new poem here soon.

]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/22613171/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/22613171/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 11:43:48 PST i'm just glad that it's over, because it was so stressful getting it all together. holy crap you have no idea

here is the artist statement i submitted yay!


Artist Statement

I have selected my best pieces for scholastics, my favorite pieces, the pieces that I have worked and breathed and sweat over. I selected these pieces so that the viewer might see into my mind for a second or two, feel my fear, taste my tears and blend into my world, hopefully understand where I come from and what I hope to achieve during my lifetime, of course these pieces couldn't reflect my entire persona, rather a glimpse to tease you.

I hope when you see my art, you take it in, and try to experience it, feel the depth of my haven, because my talents seem to dangle in front of me, lighting my way, but depression, that monster, usually trails them and tries to scare me out of experiencing life, tying me up and twisting me within my sheets, like a kite in a tree. I think it's long overdue that I break through that barrier and share with humanity the love that I have underneath the shades of regret and remorse.

Art to me, is that dreaming past the remedial repetition that people drown in after they loose their steam, my aspiration to live, rather than exist, bears an unfathomable duality, because I'm dreaming of a life past high school; being an illustrator, a writer, a glassblower, a forger and a father, along with a myriad of jobs I wish to explore and test, and yet I'm stuck to broil in high school for the rest of the year.

Anything that happens will not stop me, I feel will just slow me down. But I hope that the viewer will be forgiving for any mishaps or hiccups in my work, because like all artists, I know they are there, but love them just the same. I just hope that my pieces radiate and captivate you, the viewer, because that's what they are for, even if only for a second.

]]> ~Italiansausage http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/22023903/ http://Italiansausage.deviantart.com/journal/22023903/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 21:41:05 PST !!

fuck tomorrow is ganna suck bad..

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woof woof woof woof woof woof, woof woof woof woof woof...

woof woof woof.

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