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]]> ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/16924187/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/16924187/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 05:10:59 PST News: Spent about 3 months off (1 in hospital and 2 in bed generally) and taking special care of myself ever since.
I still am a lazy bum (i.e. haven't posted anything in so long and probably won't do much from now on either - since photoshop is no friend of mine anymore and the amount of work I'd have to do boggles the mind, seduces it and reduces it to a pile of quite dull dirt).
Life sucks...

]]> ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/9890813/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/9890813/ Mon, 28 Aug 2006 23:19:54 PDT After all, a religion founded on the belief that chaos is in fact what all forms of order are built upon, and that all sorts of order and harmony are in fact a denaturation of chaos may not only be closer than anything to how our society currently is, but the universal truth... spoken by a "a religion disguised as a joke disguised as a religion".

Why not? ]]> ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/9390835/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/9390835/ Sun, 16 Jul 2006 01:36:22 PDT ]]> ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/8974671/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/8974671/ Mon, 05 Jun 2006 03:37:21 PDT 1. The heat.
2. The fact that you feel dirty five minutes after stepping out of the shower.
3. The light.
4. The dust.
5. The heat.
6. More heat.
7. Even more heat.
8. Sahara, eat your heart out!

The only good point I see in summer is swimming (can be done in any other season) and warm nights.

General clarifications (for those who actualy bother to read my journal now and again):
- I don't hate everything;
- I'm not usualy depressed;
- I am a little cynical;
- I am moody;
- I love how the sky looks right now (viewed out the window);
- I don't do any illegal drugs ]]> ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/8726258/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/8726258/ Wed, 10 May 2006 00:32:31 PDT ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/7200511/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/7200511/ Fri, 02 Dec 2005 04:31:02 PST I would like to thank the people who thank me for adding some of their work to my favourites. But it isn't necesary. I didn't fav your work from the goodness of my heart, I faved it because it appealed to me, it was nice. So don't thank me for your work when I should be thanking you for being good, no, great artists.

Cheers ]]> ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/6415465/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/6415465/ Sun, 04 Sep 2005 16:15:57 PDT MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNN
To close, I would like to state:
huh? ]]> ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/5691583/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/5691583/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 04:23:59 PDT
Unfortunately it expired yesterday, and, since I'm broke, now I'm back to da' old boring life.. ]]> ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/5617891/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/5617891/ Sat, 11 Jun 2005 11:18:23 PDT Mood: gave up trying
Listening to: Staind - It's been a while
Reading: Marin Preda, "Cel mai iubit dintre pamanteni"
Watching: The Hours

Updates on my little joke of a life (not that anyone cares):
- Fucked up. Did what I always do and just when things were going steadily towards good, I got impatient and tried to push. Now it's all oh so wrong. As usual, I don't know how to fix it. So I can only pray that it's going to fix itself or that the other will realize what I was trying to do and fix it. Else I'm up for just another new beginning... Another time to try and fail.
- Also messed in school .. Had exams, got lazy (nothing new), got distracted and concentrated on anything else but what I was supposed to.. And I went down in flames...
- Now, since I messed my emotional life, school, why not social too? Back to sitting at home, ignoring there is a life outside my wals, only going out to buy cigarettes. If I meet someone whom I consider a friend, I act like I'm uneducated, I don't care, I'm bored, I do almost everything to show that person I don't want his or her presence... although I do... and I can't stop myself from doing this, although my soul cries so loud that it can be almost heard.
- Right... Body... Well my body's been a mess for years, and I'm curently working on a nice little cancer too, with my 30 cigarette/day schedule, coffee, bad eating habbits and depravation of sleep

To end it now.. Nothing's old, nothing's new, I don't get old, I don't grow, I just sit and watch the world pass by me as I sit back and cry that I don't know how to live. But it has been so painful to live that all that remains to do is to regret and fear to live once more.



... And I said "no more heavy stuff".. heh

]]> ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/5334486/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/5334486/ Wed, 11 May 2005 23:05:27 PDT - bitch about life
- be ironic, sarcastic, cinical, bitter etc.
- try to discuss "heavy" subjects (like love, marital status, sexual orientation or midgets). This usualy ends up in my bitching about that.

Comments and sugestions about what I should write are welcomed. Please do reply, your oppinion is sooooo (un)important to me.
I promise that that was the last tint of sarcasm this week. But please do send ]]> ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/3809796/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/3809796/ Wed, 23 Feb 2005 17:33:55 PST Today I am going to bitch about (or rant as some people like to call bitching): ME
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Now that we got the subject out of the way, let us all get aquainted. I am Andrei (Andrew for all yall English folk). The reason I signed up with DevArt was because I wanted to find an environment were I could express myself in an artistical way without facing the real world problems an artist would face.. or without facing my good ol' parents who think that at my age they can stil ru(i)n my life as they wish.
Allrightie then.. So I signed up, got myself some postings (not great ones you see, but I like them) and then realized that I'm not an "art person".
Thing is I only feel this... urge to create when I feel sad, depressed, lonely, unliked, ugly, hated, loathed or even envied. I am a creature of feeling first and then of thought and I cannot love.
Thank you, yours truly

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I edit this knowing that I'll only make it worse.
Art is not a thing of thought, but a thing of passion. You can call death an art if you wish, noone will ever realy have a reason to say they think differently.
.. and I cannot love. That was a childish statement now, wasn't it? To think that one can know beforehen the feelings that may or may not arise in one's soul is as childish as trying to hold the sun in one hand - and maybe just as uplifting and pure. ]]> ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/3746286/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/3746286/ Wed, 03 Nov 2004 18:02:28 PST I'm a lonely lonely little man and I want to die. ]]> ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/3463326/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/3463326/ Tue, 28 Sep 2004 05:01:13 PDT Shit starts the 1st of October. ]]> ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/2724337/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/2724337/ Wed, 23 Jun 2004 02:56:15 PDT ]]> ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/1768134/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/1768134/ Fri, 30 Jan 2004 16:00:34 PST After the peace between the humans and the machines in Matrix - Revolutions and the death (of course) of Trinity and Neo, many years of peace and prosperity follow. But a file on the machine's servers is stil infected with 'Agent Smith & Neo Virus' that starts infecting after some maintenaince program accidentaly executes it. After this, the evil mutation agent NeoSmith is born, and starts infecting everything the way that agent Smith was doing it, but with the perspective of an 'outside element', Neo.
They find a copy of Trinity's mind on a server and 'revive' her, so that NeoSmith can have a bride.
End of Part 1 (parts 2-5 found in later postings ]]> ~Iviv http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/1695694/ http://Iviv.deviantart.com/journal/1695694/ Sat, 17 Jan 2004 13:51:01 PST We have with us tonight mister Iviv. Iviv is a 19 year old webdesigner/programmer/future writer/student/future human being/IRC zombie and he likes long nights with his computer, mIRC (his favourite IRC client) and lots of television. Tell us Iviv, what else can you do. "...Nothing!" Come one Iviv, there is something you're good at. "Yeah, rambing" Ok then Iviv, thank you.
That's the thing, I never seem to fit anywhere. Either that or something feels off... Maybe I'm wrong ]]> ~Iviv