http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:JAZZYAXEL&section=today deviantART RSS for by:JAZZYAXEL en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 30 Dec 2009 16:37:18 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://JAZZYAXEL.deviantart.com/journal/18869142/ http://JAZZYAXEL.deviantart.com/journal/18869142/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 08:43:10 PDT im so lonely and cold
how could you do something like this to me
what have i done to you to do me wrong
but why do i care i have no HEART
no emotions to tell you i truly loved you
i guess it's cause you made me
feel like i hade a heart
you were my sombody
and i was only your nobody
getting in your way.







NO you don't get it do you
i never left you you just never noticed me
and you do have a heart unless you couldn't
tell me you loved me so
and you never got in my way
in fact you were always there for me
and cause of that i love you more
don't say i left you i never will
i love you you love me
and thats how it will always be
we where ment to be forever and always

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]]> ~JAZZYAXEL http://JAZZYAXEL.deviantart.com/journal/14429831/ http://JAZZYAXEL.deviantart.com/journal/14429831/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 17:49:42 PDT didn’t know what else I could do
hurting you was all I did
if you always hurt the ones you love
I guess I loved you just a little too much.
now I wish that I wasn’t the person I am
apologies were always my bestfriend
my mind replays us like a movie scene
happy, then mad—and alone is me
as much as I want to heal, to cry
I’m not holding anything in, just so you know
you told me not to, and for you I am. strong
I’m not trying to forget you, you are special to me
but if I’m going to live, you have to be in the past
there are 3 words that I want to say
they mean a lot to me, about you
I’ve said them before and I’ll say them again


I LOVE YOU!!!

]]> ~JAZZYAXEL http://JAZZYAXEL.deviantart.com/journal/14429799/ http://JAZZYAXEL.deviantart.com/journal/14429799/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 17:47:06 PDT The only thing I see,
Is some strange girl.
And shes looking back at me.

Her eyes are cold and tired,
Almost like she cant see.
They hold some sort of shimmer,
Like they lust for what used to be.

Her hair is long and ragged,
Completely lost its sparkle.
It is stiff and dull as dull can be.
Like the sunlight couldnt even make it shine.

She looks ever so lonely,
This strange young girl.
A silent tear slides down her cheek,
Almost as if she is afraid of this whole world.

She looks so lost,
And so very confused.
But she tried to put on a smile,
To hide how much she has been abused.

She looks tattered and torn,
Unhappy with where she stands.
Somehow she seems sad a worn,
And ready to end it all.


I cannot blame this girl,
Even if I tried.
And then I realize,
This girl is who I am inside.

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Vengence...

This is how i feel!

Hurt...
Payback...
Mad...

This is how i feel!

I've felt this...
betrayl, this loss since i was ten.
I've felt this...
seperation, this hatred to most men.

One tried to steel my happiness!
One actually broke my heart!

All was taken from me...
All was lost forever...

For him i feel remorse,
i said yes.
For him i feel annoyed,
he attempts to pose a threat.
For him i feel pure hatred,
he makes me SICK!

For HIM i feel lost,
he walked away.
For HIM i feel love,
for i am his.
For HIM i feel ultamately shattered,
he BETRAYED ME!

Anger...
Hatred...
Vengence...


This is how i feel.....

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They tell you their opinion because
they can't find wrong with what she does.
Hurting no one, causing no pain
always picking her apart, she can't feel sane.
Look at her past, she can't love you boy,
they say she'll use you like a child's toy.
Well she doesn't need anyone to come to her aid
but she needs someone who won't start to fade.
Her strength doesn't mean she likes being alone
but maybe this once, she wants someone to own.
A bad repuation thats haunts her past,
could you be the one to finally last?
Leave her now and just add to her list,
so many liars she has kissed.
All she needs is someone to understand,
and when things get rough, to hold her hand.
For once perhaps, has she fallen in love?
You are the one she's dreaming of.

]]> ~JAZZYAXEL http://JAZZYAXEL.deviantart.com/journal/14289156/ http://JAZZYAXEL.deviantart.com/journal/14289156/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 13:54:31 PDT
ON DAYS LIKE THIS,
WHEN THE FLUFFY CLOUDS ARE MOVING
IN THE QUIET BLUE SKY WITH THE LOUDEST PRESENCE,
EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE.
EVERYTHING FEELS OKEY.
EVERYTHING FALLS INTO PLACE.
MY EMOTIONS COME TO LIFE.
MY BODY FEELS LIKE DANCING.
MY SOUL IS ON FIRE.
I FEEL BRAVE ENOUGH TO TOUCH YOU.
THE GROUND IS STURDY ENOUGH TO JUMP ON.
THE AIR IS CLEAN ENOUGH TO BREATHE.
I CAN OPEN MY MOUTH AND TASTE FEELING.
I CAN OPEN MY EYES AND SEE HOPE.

ON DAYS LIKE THIS,
I COULD PRESS MY HANDS OVER A LEDGE.
I COULD KISS AIR AND IMAGINE IT WAS YOU AND I
WOULD SIT ON TH COLD , WET GRASS AND STORE OUT
TO NOWHERE AND SEE YOU EVERYWHERE.

ON DAYS LIKE THIS,
BEING WITH YOU IS A WISH THAT COULD COME TRUE,
BUT ONLY
ON DAYS LIKE THIS.

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