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Be between 5'9 and 6'2
Listen to metal
Be covered in tattoos
Have a motorcycle
Treat me like complete shit

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]]> ~JackieHeartsyou http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/21314843/ http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/21314843/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 09:30:38 PST but it doesnt matter because obamas gonna win!

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My summertime toy
But we're nothing alike
You're a hot punk boy
On a hot black bike
And I'm just a drunken mess
Every time you call
You make me so fucking angry
Smash my phone against the wall
We're just two crazy people
Living two crazy lives
And I'd be really surprised
If this madness survives
But for now we'll just lie here
And listen to our songs
Let's just forget about that fact
That everything is so wrong
Because you're fucked up
And that's what I'm about
So meet me in the library and we'll makeout

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Pinch me until I scream
Or stab me with a knife
Just wake me from this dream
There's no way this can be life
Constantly understimulating me
Boring me
Pour me a drink
I don't want to have to think
About the dullness of reality
Inevitable mortality
Sedate me
Incapacitate me
Do whatever it takes
I don't want to have to think
About all of my mistakes
Am I awake?
I can't decide if I'm alive
Or if I've already died
I can't even remember
The last time that I cried
I can't even feel anymore
And I don't know what's real anymore
Its so surreal
Like I'm standing still
Somehow going light speed
I know exactly what I need
Cut me until I bleed
I'm nothing but a seed among flowers
Waiting to blossom and succeed
But nothing in life is guaranteed

]]> ~JackieHeartsyou http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/21184591/ http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/21184591/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 10:32:51 PDT Vodka and cigarettes
Black fishnets, black tattoos
Bruises black and blue
Sniffing glue in high heel shoes
Sexy hardcore
Trying to score something
On the dance floor
A funky dope junkie
She's a punk
Always drunk
Always crazy
Hazy head
Dead bedroom eyes red
Head spins and
Seven deadly sins
A deadly seduction
Her beautiful self-destruction
This is a woman who needs no introduction

]]> ~JackieHeartsyou http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/21171065/ http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/21171065/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 12:28:22 PDT
Suddenly I can see the galaxy
Connected to my spinal chord
Contorted, distorted reality
Body twisted
Kisses melted into lips
Feelings dripping from the ceiling
Dancing down the walls into finger tips
Like waterfalls
Celestial...
Ethereal...
Euphoria...
The core of love
Rainbows above and below me
Sew me to the atmosphere
My deepest fears
Unprotected
Astral projected
Nowhere to hide from the hidden
Forbidden
Suppressed by the mind over time
Just pull at the thread and watch me unwind...

]]> ~JackieHeartsyou http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/21151184/ http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/21151184/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 07:32:53 PDT I can only hope that I'll spontaneously combust
This isn't love, its only lust
I know that I've got no one in this world that I can trust
Cuz I'm alone and that's alright
I've got my own battles to fight
My own songs to write
My own wrongs to right
My own bed to sleep in at night
Someday when I least expect, it'll hit
I've got nothing but a vengeance and a sarcastic wit
Cuz this world has made me bitter
And this satellite transmitter
Has sent me to the stars
So far away from this bizarre place
My soul has been blasted off into outer space

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I feel like I'm traveling backwards
Getting lost somewhere in the distance
Alone in the cold, searching for someone
To save me from this numb existence
Memories constantly haunt me
Keep me from sadness and love
I don't deserve anyone to want me
It's just happiness I'm unworthy of
I feel I've got nothing to lose
And I feel I've got nothing to gain
But I feel like this feeling of nothing
Is much better than feeling such pain...

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]]> ~JackieHeartsyou http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/18934587/ http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/18934587/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 17:07:04 PDT to fuse their insulated ecstasies into a single self-transcendence; in vain.
By its very nature ever embodied spirit is doomed
to suffer and enjoy in solitude.

]]> ~JackieHeartsyou http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/18679387/ http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/18679387/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 12:42:27 PDT It's not enough...
You love blow & I love puff...

And
Life...

is like a pipe...

...and I'm a tiny penny rollin up the walls inside...

]]> ~JackieHeartsyou http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/18675457/ http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/18675457/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 08:17:26 PDT Pray for a savior
Pray for deliverance
Some kind of purpose
A glimpse of a light in this void of existence...

Now witness the end of an age
Hope dies in hands of believers
Who seek the truth in the liar's eyes

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]]> ~JackieHeartsyou http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/18207059/ http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/18207059/ Wed, 07 May 2008 05:36:47 PDT I wish I didn't have to feel so bad for all the blessings that I have.
Sometimes I wish I was a tiny little kitty cat, innocent and niave.
I wish I didn't know the things I do.
Mmm...kitty kat...wish I had some ketamine...
a bowl of special K. with a bowl of Special K...

I love animals more than humans.
A LOT more.

]]> ~JackieHeartsyou http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/15600845/ http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/15600845/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 06:54:46 PST MySpace:
My First EP - "Ancestral Energies" & My First Full Length Album Entitled "Mind Journey"
I am still finishing writing some tracks for "Mind Journey," but there are 7 tracks currently available for download.
Also check out my Zazzle Panel on the bottom right corner of my page for some new band merchandise including T-Shirts & Trucker Hats!
CLICK HERE TO CHECK IT OUT!

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Thanks to all of the artists for helping me make an awesome background for my page.

]]> ~JackieHeartsyou http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/15224876/ http://JackieHeartsyou.deviantart.com/journal/15224876/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 04:53:38 PDT Over the years, I have experimented with a number of different mediums to create different pieces including drawings, paintings, mixed media collages, ceramic pieces, graphic design pieces and photographs. The pieces I've made that hold the most value to me are my paintings and mixed media collages. In order to create some sort of a series connecting all of my work, I try to stick to one very distinct psychedelic, mystical, fantastical, abstracted, surreal and extremely detailed style. Most of my work contains a mixture of acrylic and black light paints, giving each piece a dual nature. You can look at the piece in regular lighting and not even realize that there is another whole different dimension to the piece waiting for you when you turn the black light on.
I feel that I am very unique in the art world today because I have not found very many artists who have a similar style to mine. The only other black light artists I have found are performance pieces including the Contemporary Czech Black Light Theatre in which actors dressed in black create an optical illusion, gaining the ability to move glowing objects in front of the audiences eyes because of the inability of the human eye to differentiate black on black. I also found a black light interactive piece created by Perdita Ross and Gordon Halleck in which the community is joined together to create luminescent pieces together all to the rhythm of music. Also, check out [link] , his work is awesome! While these pieces are very innovative and interesting ideas, they are not the same or even similar to the concepts that I have developed as an artist.
My most recent creation, entitled "Corrupted Innocence," is a mixed media black light collage depicting the two opposing ideas of innocence and corruption. A gradation from crayons, beads, balloons and play-doh to weapons, drugs, blood and money is presented to the viewer in a very intense way. The entire canvas is filled with imagery and could keep the viewer's eye busy for hours on end. This is another distinct quality to my work: most of the time, I can't help but fill up the entire page! When tiny detail is expanded across an entire canvas, it creates a new, larger image that can be different to every person that looks at it. When viewed from far away, it often creates a funky texture, and you can find something new every single time you look at it up close. There are a few artists out there today who create in this similar style including many visionary artists, particularly the artists on The beinArt International Surreal Art Collective website.
It seems as though there are so many artists out there today who use the element of shock to gain interest in the pieces that they create. I don't think that it is very intriguing or revolutionary to present an absurd or twisted idea to shock the viewer so that they concentrate on that instead of the fact that there was no effort or passion put into the piece. That is not to say that there aren't artists out there who create beautifully twisted pieces of art; I just think that the best creations come from deep within the soul and depict the characteristics and inner emotions of the creator. I've been very blessed throughout my life and I feel that there are many spirits and guides who watch over me. I am very optimistic and I am definitely an idealist; I have a sugar-coated perception of all that surrounds me and wish for nothing but peace, love and harmony for the world. This is the side of me that usually comes out in my artwork. Most of the time, I just wish that everyone would stop being so serious, lighten up and have a little fun! This is what I try to evoke in the viewer; I want to bring out the inner child in everyone. I want people to feel a sense of joy when they look at my artwork, if only for a moment before they have to return to their harsh realities.
Just because I see the world in this way, however, does not mean that I am blind. I know of the pain and suffering and all the injustices that the world suffers today, and it makes me so sad and angry to think about the war and all the terrible crimes that happen on the streets every single day. It makes me feel helpless and hopeless, like things will only keep getting worse until we destroy ourselves or the earth does it for us. But I have always been empathic, absorbing the negative emotions of those around me and trying to lift their spirits in any way that I can. So this art that I create, this is my way of helpin... ]]> ~JackieHeartsyou