Hey all Felt like dropping by with a little journal today to update on some things. Yes today...finally.. I have started to get much better then what I was when I wrote my last journal. It gets really bad at times where I just feel like crying my eyes out for no reason or just not bother to do anything at all... but today and last night I felt much better then what I was. Maybe this is the start of getting better yeah? I hope so then thing can get back to normal.

But I just really wanted to say.. thank you! Thank you sooo much to all by friends and best buddies on here and everyone who commented on my last journal I read every comment even if I didn't reply and all of you made me realise how lucky I am to have known such awesome people. I was an idiot to think I was alone in everything I do and could go through things all by myself. But all your sweet comments and comforting words really spoke to me and lifted my heart. I know that sounds cheesy, but its true! I would be lost without you lot on here. DA is like a second home to me. I have alot of weird, annoying and really hard things going down in my outside life, but DA takes me away from everything that happens. I feel safe here and this site is so much fun! Posting up your art, talking to your buds it just makes you feel a whole lot better, it really does. Since I been back its been making me feel so much better. I missed all my friends soo much and I missed drawing even if sometimes I can only manage to post one picture a month or something. But thank you! Everyone of you means alot to me especially my closest friends on here ( you know who you are ;D ) Knowing I have friends like you lot gives a reason to keep some faith inside of me and forces me to get better. I still feel shaky with everything I do.. but I know things can only get better if you want it to get better. You can wait for things to just happen, you gotta make them happen!

But thanks so much! Plus feeling a little bit better I needed to push away my emo sounding journal off of my front page. Keeping it there just made me feel bad every time I came on. I also finally managed to get some art done for once XD I sketched a lot of things some might be vent art but alot of funny and happy too. As I told some of you on my latest picture I been going though a bit of a change with my art and style. I found a style to work with that makes me feel comftable with now. It might not be one of the most original styles XD but its ok. Its really hard to get to that spot where you have your own style you know? Where people go " Hey that's looks like "( certain artist's name here) style" I hope to get there soon I will finish up coloring these pictures and post them. Drawing alot make me feel better too. I just throw myself into my art and don't think about anything else. Oh and I been making random gifts for everyone so I hope you don't mind if you see your fursona, horse character or something appear in my gallery sometime.

Oh yeah, since the beginning of June I watched a clip of a certain show on youtube and holy jaffa cakes! It brought back some memories! I used to love this show even way before I liked DBZ! ( But not before Toy story XD ) and I used to draw it alot. I love all of the characters from the show but one character just stood out for me and I drew him the most and... for some reason... I fear I might be turning into a bit of a fangirl for this... character :{ Oh noes! XDD Awww he just looks so cute! *slaps self with an empty jaffa cake box* LOL! Nah, I just really like this character alot now so you might see him more often.... now your probably wondering who I am talking about yeah? Hahaha well... I am not telling you cause your gonna have to find out for yourself LOL! It wont be hard to guess... I already got one picture of him in my gallery and faved... ]]> =JaffaHusky http://JaffaHusky.deviantart.com/journal/14116615/ http://JaffaHusky.deviantart.com/journal/14116615/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 08:41:23 PDT