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                <title>Why hello there</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 May 2009 19:26:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I dont even know why I put anything on here again it's not like anyone actually reads it haha<br /><br />After being gone for a long time, I only have one thing to say, some people are just meant to be like tony <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br /><br />Oh and btw watch Skins<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>Summer</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jul 2008 21:42:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate summer<br /><br />I gives me time to think<br /><br />and time to be alone.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>Ungrounded</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Feb 2008 22:09:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well i finally got ungrounded...<br /><br />Thats about it. <br /><br />I'll upload some stuff in a sec.<br /><br />And I'll update this thoroughly tomorrow.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>I'm way to lazy to make a new one</title>
                <link>http://Jaude.deviantart.com/journal/15874513/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 Dec 2007 07:55:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm so happy<br />
<a href="http://mikochika.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/mikochika.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmikochika:" title="mikochika"/></a> made my request and it's so freakin awesome!!! <br />
<br />
Anyways, I started wearing some stuff that I didn't like when I got them, but now they're pretty awesome, now you're like, "wtf? I don't care about this!" but you know what? I couldnt care less <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
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Edit: So I got a hat for Christmas and its basically amazing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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And so my english teacher actually enjoyed reading my poetry which made me happy.<br />
<br />
So I went to the Decades Dance, which was made by Deca (I have no idea what it stands for but oh well). I went with my friend Anna. she's pretty weird <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /> but I cant really say much about her seeing as I'm a total freak <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/ohnoes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":ohnoes:" title="Oh Noes!" /><br />
<br />
How has everyone else been?<br />
<br />
By the way everyone should check out <a href="http://ee-.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/e/ee-.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconee-:" title="ee-"/></a>'s contest, I'm going to try for it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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Edit: So I didn't get to do the contest, I'm kinda bummed about that, some stuff has been going on so I was a bit busy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
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Now for the exciting part <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />!<br />
<br />
Features <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /> <br />
<br />
<a href="http://cassiopeiaart.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cassiopeiaart.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcassiopeiaart:" title="cassiopeiaart"/></a> <a href="http://away-with-the-fae.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/w/away-with-the-fae.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconaway-with-the-fae:" title="away-with-the-fae"/></a> <a href="http://mikochika.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/mikochika.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmikochika:" title="mikochika"/></a> <br />
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Why? Because they are basically amazing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
<br />
Thats about all I have <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/ohnoes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":ohnoes:" title="Oh Noes!" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>The twenty-sixth of november</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Nov 2007 17:40:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So today, I decided to give my poetry journal thingy to Miss Jones, she's my english teacher. I hope she likes it, but oh well i couldn't care less lol<br />
<br />
Anyways November 17th was Neely's Birthday. Couldn't get him anything... He's dead now for those that didn't know.<br />
<br />
Anyways I might ask my friend to the winter Formal with me but i dunno, bleh school and life both suck <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
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Have fun Bai~<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>....Wow</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Nov 2007 22:19:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I havent been on here for a while now.<br />
<br />
just noticed, i dont think i mentioned that my birthday has already passed, or maybe i did, just forgot  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
Anyways, so im debating whether or not to go to the winter formal, looks like semi fun. i know one of my friends is goin so thats a plus right?....right. <br />
<br />
I wrote something new but i dont really know if i should put it up.<br />
<br />
no one is prolly gunna read this, as if they ever do <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
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~Peace~<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>*sigh* tagged again :P</title>
                <link>http://Jaude.deviantart.com/journal/14870318/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Oct 2007 12:45:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ FOUR JOBS I'VE HAD IN MY LIFE:<br />
1. Washing Dishes<br />
2. Taking out the trash<br />
3. Washing the dogs<br />
4. Band<br />
<br />
FOUR PLACES I HAVE LIVED:<br />
1. Maryland<br />
2. Grandmas House<br />
3. Oklahoma<br />
4.<br />
<br />
FOUR TV SHOWS I LIKE TO WATCH:<br />
1. Futurama <br />
2.Family Guy<br />
3. .hack//sign<br />
4. Happy Tree Friends<br />
<br />
FOUR PLACES I'VE BEEN ON VACATION:<br />
1. Cozemel <br />
2. Mexico<br />
3. <br />
4. <br />
<br />
FOUR PLACES I WANT TO VISIT:<br />
1. Singapore <br />
2. Japan<br />
3. Great Wall<br />
4. Egypt<br />
<br />
FOUR OF MY FAVORITE FOODS<br />
1. Spaghetti<br />
2. Ham<br />
3. Fried Chicken<br />
4. Onion Rings <br />
<br />
I WOULD RATHER BE RIGHT NOW:<br />
1. Sleeping<br />
2. Dead<br />
3. At Santa Fe<br />
4. Hanging out<br />
<br />
FOUR PLACES I LIKE TO SHOP:<br />
1. Hot Topic<br />
2. Walden Books<br />
3. Walmart<br />
4. Jc Penny<br />
<br />
FOUR THINGS I NEED IN LIFE:<br />
1. Food<br />
2. independence <br />
3. organize <br />
4. Water<br />
<br />
FOUR FRIENDS I'M TAGGING TO DO THIS:<br />
<a href="http://ashabbie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/s/ashabbie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconashabbie:" title="ashabbie"/></a><br />
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<a href="http://wolfeclipse.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/o/wolfeclipse.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwolfeclipse:" title="wolfeclipse"/></a><br />
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                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>Schoollllllllllllllllllll</title>
                <link>http://Jaude.deviantart.com/journal/14589114/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Sep 2007 12:17:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ UGHHHHHHHHHHHH<br />
<br />
School Totally sucks. I mean it wouldnt be so bad if Neely was here...<br />
<br />
Bleh <br />
<br />
So how has everyone else been? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>stupid friends :D</title>
                <link>http://Jaude.deviantart.com/journal/14542764/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Sep 2007 09:03:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ tagged by <a href="http://lisium.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/lisium.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlisium:" title="lisium"/></a><br />
<br />
+NUMBAH FIRST+ (?)<br />
<br />
1 - My ex...<br />
is an awesome chick.<br />
<br />
2 - Maybe I should...<br />
make money to buy the things i want.<br />
<br />
3 - I love...<br />
poetry and friends.<br />
<br />
4 - People would say that I'm...<br />
weird pessimistic and boring<br />
<br />
5 - I don't understand...<br />
parents. (short and simples yes?)<br />
<br />
6 - When I wake up in the morning I....<br />
get ready for another day filled with suffering<br />
<br />
<br />
7 - I lost...<br />
one of my best friends.<br />
<br />
<br />
8 - Life is full of...<br />
Beauty, loss, experience, etc.<br />
<br />
9 - My past is...<br />
memorable<br />
<br />
<br />
10 - I get annoyed by...<br />
people that are snobs, and think theyre better than anyone.<br />
<br />
<br />
11 - Parties are...<br />
a'ight<br />
<br />
12 - I wish...<br />
I wasnt here.<br />
<br />
13 - Dogs...<br />
are spontaneous and a good friend <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
14 - Cats...<br />
LAZY!<br />
<br />
15 - Tomorrow...<br />
IS SUNDAY<br />
<br />
16 - I have low tolerance...<br />
for the no child is left behind thingy<br />
<br />
17 - If I had a million dollars...<br />
id give it away. money is worthless<br />
<br />
18 - I'm totally terrified...<br />
Of spiders<br />
<br />
<br />
+NUMBAH B+<br />
1 - YOUR REAL NAME:<br />
Obi, or pres whichever floats your boat<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
2 - YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name and izzle)<br />
Pre(s)izzle<br />
<br />
3 - YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)<br />
Black Wolfeh<br />
<br />
4 - YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and the street you live on)<br />
O'niellier Longhorn ( lmao)<br />
<br />
5 - YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)<br />
Andpr (id be a wookie)<br />
<br />
6 - YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)<br />
Purple Sprite<br />
<br />
7 - YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your mom's maiden name, 3rd letter of you dad's middle name, 1st letter of a sibling's first name, and last letter of your mom's)<br />
Rdeigy<br />
<br />
8 - YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (your parent's middle names)<br />
bleh too long<br />
<br />
9 - YOUR GOTH NAME: (bloody and your pet's name)<br />
Bloody dutchess, i have 2 girl dogs not fair!<br />
<br />
+NUMBAH HONORABLE MENTION+<br />
<br />
<br />
The rules:<br />
1. Post these rules<br />
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves<br />
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts<br />
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named<br />
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged<br />
<br />
-Random Facts-<br />
1. I like the color black<br />
2. I hate white people trying to act black<br />
3. i love night time<br />
4. i think im bipolar<br />
5. i hate my new bed<br />
6. cookie monster rocks!<br />
7.i like Rush hour 3<br />
8. i like going to the movies with my friends<br />
<br />
I TAG!<br />
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                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Jaude.deviantart.com/journal/14168047/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Aug 2007 16:40:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone, its been forever since i updated right?<br />
<br />
Ive just been kinda busy had band camp last eek, school stats kinda tomorrow for me as well.<br />
<br />
can you believe summer is almost over? i cant.<br />
<br />
im kinda glad its over though, now i get to hand out with my friends again. i missed some of em.<br />
<br />
ive been trying to upload poetry for a while and it wouldnt let me so bleh XD<br />
<br />
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Now playing: <a href="http://www.foxytunes.com/artist/thursday/track/thursday+-+jet+black+new+year">Thursday - Thursday - Jet Black New Year</a><br />
via <a href="http://www.foxytunes.com/signatunes/">FoxyTunes</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>I'm not lovin' you.</title>
                <link>http://Jaude.deviantart.com/journal/13652127/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Jul 2007 21:59:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey guys, <br />
<br />
              I figgured today was a good day to update my journal <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
<br />
Anyways, ill be gone for a while, my mom signed me up for a camp in langston.<br />
Be there for about a week I think. <br />
<br />
Boredom has set in, summer is so boring! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/ohnoes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":ohnoes:" title="Oh Noes!" /> bleh<br />
<br />
anyways time for muh friends..<br />
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                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>A night to end the others.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Jun 2007 22:13:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone, I recently have been on DA alot, but I realised, i hadn't updated my journal <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/ohnoes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":ohnoes:" title="Oh Noes!" /> so i decided to tonight. <br />
<br />
Alright well i finally submitted my stereotype like 30 min ago. its for <a href="http://breaking-the-molds.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/r/breaking-the-molds.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbreaking-the-molds:" title="breaking-the-molds"/></a>'s project. <br />
<br />
I got my friend <a href="http://lost-romantic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlost-romantic:" title="lost-romantic"/></a> to sign up, i hope she likes it here ~_^.<br />
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I'm currently in the process of breaking up with Lacey, but she's taking it really hard for some reason O.o I sent her this after she got off: You put your heart in another's hands, just to see is being crushed in their grasp, and as you watch the blood fall to the cold, hard, unforgiving earth, you wonder why you even tried to make it work out, even though you knew that the person would just end up betraying you in the end. And as you take your final breath you see what has happened to the person, they had grown up, and grown out of you, they no longer wanted to be near or close to you. As you lay on the ground, breathing your last breaths, the person standing there laughs, "I told you, it would never work."<br />
<br />
<a href="http://lady-shoga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/a/lady-shoga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlady-shoga:" title="lady-shoga"/></a> I'm sorry about my lame attitude, i just dont like being required to do things.<br />
<br />
Anyways now its time for honerable mentions! muh buddehs ^^<br />
<a href="http://innvalid.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/n/innvalid.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconinnvalid:" title="innvalid"/></a> <a href="http://lisium.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/lisium.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlisium:" title="lisium"/></a> <a href="http://wolfninjitsu.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/o/wolfninjitsu.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwolfninjitsu:" title="wolfninjitsu"/></a> <a href="http://ashabbie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/s/ashabbie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconashabbie:" title="ashabbie"/></a>  <a href="http://bluefoxgirl.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/bluefoxgirl.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbluefoxgirl:" title="bluefoxgirl"/></a> <a href="http://hawkeaglewolf.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/a/hawkeaglewolf.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconhawkeaglewolf:" title="hawkeaglewolf"/></a> <a href="http://ondeon.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/ondeon.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconondeon:" title="ondeon"/></a> <a href="http://yrvd86.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/r/yrvd86.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyrvd86:" title="yrvd86"/></a> <a href="http://sparkstheairpirate.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/sparkstheairpirate.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsparkstheairpirate:" title="sparkstheairpirate"/></a> <a href="http://xxmirrorximagexx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxxmirrorximagexx:" title="xxmirrorximagexx"/></a> <a href="http://ookkaammii.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/o/ookkaammii.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconookkaammii:" title="ookkaammii"/></a> <a href="http://lost-romantic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlost-romantic:" title="lost-romantic"/></a><br />
<br />
And the clubs i am currently in <br />
<a href="http://rawem0tion.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/a/rawem0tion.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconrawem0tion:" title="rawem0tion"/></a> <a href="http://breaking-the-molds.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/r/breaking-the-molds.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbreaking-the-molds:" title="breaking-the-molds"/></a><br />
<br />
Oh and make sure to wish <a href="http://yrvd86.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/r/yrvd86.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyrvd86:" title="yrvd86"/></a> a happy b-day ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>If you comment</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Jun 2007 21:53:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If you comment...<br />
<br />
1- I'll answer with something random about you.<br />
<br />
2- I'll dare you to try something.<br />
<br />
3- I'll say a color I associate with you.<br />
<br />
4- I'll tell you something I like about you.<br />
<br />
5- I'll tell you something I always remember about you / a first memory about you.<br />
<br />
6- I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.<br />
<br />
7- I'll ask you something I always wanted to ask you.<br />
<br />
8- If I do this for you, you must put this in your journal<br />
<br />
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br />
<br />
Just got off the phone with Lacey,<br />
I should be in bed,<br />
My moms still awake (doesnt she know 9 is her bed time!?)<br />
I love Etro Anime, you guys should listen to Endless ~_^<br />
<br />
That is all, good night guys<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>ask me 10 questions ~_^</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Jun 2007 19:46:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ YOU CAN ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS:<br />
1.<br />
2.<br />
3.<br />
4.<br />
5.<br />
6.<br />
7.<br />
8.<br />
9.<br />
10.<br />
________________________________________ __________<br />
No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All questions are COMPLETELY confidential - send to my inbox. Repost this to see what others ask you. IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK.<br />
<br />
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br />
<br />
Alright so im having fun, and i need to upload my poetry but its in my back pack so lol youll have to wai! ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>For anyone who cares...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 May 2007 18:48:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm sorry that ive been away for so long, I guess I have a lot of catching up to do.<br />
<br />
Well now that I've said that, let's catch up...<br />
<br />
Recently I've been having some good, and bad times.<br />
School is almost at a close for this year, for which I am happy.<br />
But seeing as this year is over, some of my friends are leaving.<br />
I'll miss them, somewhere deep inside my heart.<br />
A dear frend killed himself this year, I'll miss him...So much..<br />
I'm sorry i havent posted anything new in a long time.<br />
Lacey and  were in a fight-ish thin for a while.<br />
We're fine now.<br />
I guess I like her again...<br />
I wish i could see her.<br />
I'm such a loser..<br />
<br />
I promise to be more active..<br />
<br />
Take care,<br />
                Jaude<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>Laptop YAY!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Mar 2007 20:26:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I snuck on my moms laptop, cuz i cant seem to stay away from trouble, you know me. Anyways, today i finally found out what i got on my solo (Chops Are Us - Jay Wanamaker). <br />
<br />
I GOTTA 1!!!!!!<br />
<br />
I was freakishly happy to find out. so tomorrow, im going to buy either more manga, or OST's lol i need to buy something, or rather, take my dads money and buy something.<br />
<br />
*sigh* anyways now that that is out of the way.<br />
<br />
Im still grounded, and it sucks like crazy, i want to enter a poetry contest that <a href="http://rawem0tion.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/a/rawem0tion.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="rawem0tion" /></a> is hosting. <br />
<br />
ill get back to you guys more when im actually supposed to. <br />
<br />
  ~night~<br />
<br />
                      Jaude<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>contest</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Mar 2007 10:16:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow, well i just got back, i think i did pretty well, i wont know what i got until monday. Snare rang out a bit but i think i did good.<br />
<br />
mom, is being gay as usual, she wants me to clean the bathroom, and my sister is just laying there asleep, and she doesnt have to help..<br />
<br />
i hate my life >.<<br />
<br />
anyways, thats about it<br />
<br />
                       Jaude<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>Research essay</title>
                <link>http://Jaude.deviantart.com/journal/12006971/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Feb 2007 21:41:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone,<br />
<br />
Today i turned in my research essay 4 pages ftw!<br />
It took a month to actually do the entire paper, which was really gay.<br />
anyways, i got grounded again, so dont expect much XD.<br />
what i think is kinda funneh, you guys comment more when i post something sad XD<br />
<br />
Anyways, my friend Brenna came back to school this week, which made me pretty happy. I didnt really know what to say to her, cuz im pretty weird like that.<br />
<br />
ALRIGHT time to end this.<br />
<br />
My 7th hour teacher is really gay, and i hate most of the people in that class XD<br />
I have a band competition this saturday, wish me luck!<br />
got a 2 last time, 1's the highest (for those that arent band nerds)<br />
<br />
<br />
                            Jaude<br />
<br />
P.S. Everyone in my family (excluding me) has gotten sick, lol so i get to laugh at em for my superiority! jk <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>Stupid parents</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Feb 2007 21:58:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone, <br />
<br />
                     Sorry i havent been on in a while. I got grounded again lol, lucky me, right? well anyways i supposed i pissed off my parents a bit too much this time, lol<br />
<br />
<br />
Anyways im back now and i made a new poem last night lol..<br />
<br />
thats about it<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>figgure ill do one</title>
                <link>http://Jaude.deviantart.com/journal/11410228/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Jan 2007 13:23:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stolen from ooKKaaMMii<br />
<br />
1. FIRST NAME?<br />
keeping it to myself<br />
<br />
2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?<br />
Yes<br />
<br />
3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?<br />
10:45 PM on Thursday, Januray 11<br />
<br />
4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?<br />
it sux so no<br />
<br />
5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCHMEAT?<br />
ham!<br />
<br />
6. KIDS?<br />
Nope, and im happy<br />
<br />
7. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOURSELF?<br />
no<br />
<br />
8. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?<br />
wherei keep my poetry yes<br />
9. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?<br />
Yes<br />
<br />
10. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?<br />
uhh i think<br />
<br />
11. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?<br />
not if my life depended on it<br />
<br />
12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?<br />
Rice Krispies w/ extra sugar<br />
<br />
13. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?<br />
no..<br />
<br />
14. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?<br />
lol me? never<br />
<br />
15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?<br />
oreo!<br />
<br />
16. SHho size?<br />
13<br />
<br />
17. RED OR PINK?<br />
Red<br />
<br />
18. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?<br />
my emotions, and ho i dont have them<br />
<br />
19. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?<br />
Gabrielle, my friend<br />
<br />
20. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO READ THIS?<br />
honestly no<br />
<br />
21. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW?<br />
socks, blue pants<br />
22. WHAT DID YOU EAT LAST?<br />
big mac<br />
<br />
23. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?<br />
news<br />
<br />
24. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?<br />
umm dark blue<br />
<br />
25. FAVORITE SMELL?<br />
Calvin Klein (sp?)<br />
26. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?<br />
Cousin<br />
<br />
27. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO?<br />
short or tall? idk<br />
<br />
28. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?<br />
no one sent it lol<br />
<br />
29. FAVORITE DRINK?<br />
orange juice<br />
<br />
30. FAVORITE SPORT?<br />
hecky-sack!<br />
<br />
31. HAIR COLOR?<br />
black<br />
<br />
32. EYE COLOR?<br />
brown<br />
<br />
33. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?<br />
i used to<br />
<br />
34. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOOD?<br />
spaghetti<br />
<br />
35. SCARY MOVIE OR HAPPY ENDING?<br />
umm i dont really care<br />
<br />
36. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?<br />
umm deja vu<br />
<br />
37. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?<br />
black with white stripes<br />
<br />
38. SUMMER OR WINTER?<br />
winter<br />
<br />
39. HUGS OR KISSES?<br />
niether<br />
<br />
40. FAVORITE DESSERT?<br />
uhh apple pie<br />
<br />
41. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?<br />
depends, to what?<br />
<br />
42. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?<br />
to what!?<br />
<br />
43. WHAT ARE YOU READING?<br />
the characters on the screen go by<br />
<br />
44. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?<br />
umm the mouse<br />
<br />
45. WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST NIGHT ON TV?<br />
nothing, i sat and listened to music<br />
<br />
46. FAVORITE SOUNDS?<br />
the sound of rain hitting the roof<br />
<br />
47. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?<br />
niether they both scare me<br />
<br />
48. THE FURTHEST YOU'VE BEEN FROM HOME?<br />
umm missuori (i cant spell)<br />
<br />
49. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?<br />
umm poetry is fun<br />
<br />
50. WHEN AND WHERE WERE YOU BORN?<br />
September 26 1992<br />
<br />
Rules:<br />
List 10 things about your art and post it in your journal<br />
<br />
1. random<br />
2. colorful<br />
3. emotional<br />
4. sad<br />
5. happy<br />
6. good bye<br />
7. love<br />
8. lack of emotion<br />
9. hunger<br />
10. lust?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>My nightmare, is only after Christmas</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Dec 2006 23:16:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone,<br />
<br />
                 I hope your Chrismtas break is going as well as mine has. I've been going to the movies with my friends more recently, finally an excuse to get out of the house! Well, anyways, on a topic more about the holiday, I got fun stuff ^^<br />
<br />
                Supprisingly my parents actually cared what i wanted this year, well kinda. I gotta tablet, the uhh thingy you draw on,  Dot hack//GU Volume 1, and the first the Godchild Mangas! I was so happy!<br />
<br />
               Keyword...Was... <br />
Now that Christmas has come and past, my life has gone back to a meaningless 24 hour idle, family is being uber gay again, something i have to always deal with, reguardless. <br />
<br />
              I hope you have a fairly good day, after all I wont, <br />
  <br />
                                                                                    Jaude<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>*Super Emo Sigh*</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Dec 2006 19:31:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, Today my friend Brenna came back to school after being in the hospital which made me happy.. i guess, but the doctors said she had like depression outbreaks and other stuff.. but i dont really believe them. To me, Brenna is just Brenna weird and all ^^<br />
<br />
Also today in wood shop i started to stain my board. Which is really fun cuz is like painting, which im really bad at XD<br />
<br />
Well, ive been getting on DA more recently, and its been pretty good i guess..Ive started working on some stuff for a friend, hes my boss you could say. pretty much bartering with him atm. <br />
<br />
Started RPing again today, its pretty fun, if i knew half the stuff they were talking about, wow being on 1 day out of the month is not good XD. <br />
<br />
well yeah thats all for now i guess.....<br />
<br />
*SUPER EMO SIGH*<br />
<br />
<a href="http://wolfeclipse.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/o/wolfeclipse.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="wolfeclipse" /></a> really need to catch back up on ur stuff, got soo behind XD<br />
<br />
Updating more tomorrow<br />
<br />
Night<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>Updates on my life</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Nov 2006 18:27:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey, whoever gave me the membership, thanks alot and i really appreciate it<br /><br />Hey everyone, this whole time of my absence has been really tough i mean, my pars are just really being gay to me, and so yeah. Im kinda emo noww you could say, i can hurt peoples feelings and not care about it at all. I wrote some poetry which ill upload in a bit. so yeah i just wanted to tell all of you all im still okay, well as far as okay goes. <br />
<br />
Ashabbie, please dont leave after i jsut got back on, it was fun talking and rping with you so well please note me if you read this.<br />
<br />
Wolfninjitsu, Its been a while ey? ^^ ill be looking forward to that Rp now ^^ ttyl miss...<br />
<br />
Well for now thats all i really like this though membership pwns ^^<br /><br />Thanks again ^^ ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>my new friends~!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Aug 2006 19:44:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://ashabbie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/s/ashabbie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ashabbie" /></a> She and I have been friends for a while now, shes like my best buddy from WolvesAndFoxesRP chat room, the other day me and her had a debate about animal cruelty i think i won <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> She is a nice person, and if you ever have the time, you should join us in the chat room ^^<br />
<br />
<a href="http://wolfninjitsu.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="wolfninjitsu" /></a> lol my new RP buddy, although she says she cant, she isnt that bad at it, few spelling errors here, messed up word there, but overall really good,  shes a really cool person.<br />
<br />
<a href="http://k2g.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/2/k2g.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="k2g" /></a> ^^ dont really know him that much but hes in the chat room enough, so i consider him my friend ^^<br />
<br />
<a href="http://ookkaammii.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/o/ookkaammii.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ookkaammii" /></a> head of the rp room, good Rper not as good as me though, my posts are like essays XD. She is a good buddy of mine as well <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>umm</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 Jul 2006 21:03:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well today i did not do anything productive,<br />
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made a couple new friends like ooKKaaMMii, EclipseWolf, Ashabbie, and VoiceofHeart-stock, how could i forget!? SparksThePirate.<br />
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 Thinking of calling someone, anyone tomorrow XD.<br />
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umm currently in the WolvesAndFoxesRP its fun. tis what my char profile was about.<br />
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thinking about making a photo manip of myself <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
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well umm thats all for today, <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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                <title>1 entry yay!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Jul 2006 18:48:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone, I decided to make a DA account. For some reason last year i could do that, it said I was like banned or something? lol well anyways, I'm starting to post some of my works (I guess you can call them that.) <br />
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Today nothing special really happened, except I solo'd a Grav and I won! yay! It's kinda sad, I can beat a grav witch is almost the hardest dragon on game, and I still am afriad to try Diablos <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> If you have no clue what im talking about then, too bad! lol im just kidding, im talking about a game called Monster Hunter its for the Playstation 2. <br />
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Yeah well i need to call my friend, hehe ill refer to her as Prince puppy chow, PPC ( its what i call her, trust me, thats not bad, imagine being called Princess Cat Nip <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />) Me and her are like uhh close, i guess you could say, lol i could go on about me and her, cuz we are weird XD.<br />
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The first time i talked to PPC was like last monday, (I think it was) and we both fake cried cuz we were bored, lol i started cuz i was bored and then she started and i asked her if she was serious and she said yeah, so i didnt want to be a jerk so i continued to  err fake cry, lol then on saturday i think it was, we both said we never cried at all which was funny. and she did call me a jerk  ;_; but i guess we made up.<br />
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I had a friend that i really liked but she said that it wouldnt work out becuase we live in different states and she didnt want to call me or nuthin, so she was like i guess we should just forget about each other and i didnt say anything, then today she started talking to me again XD and me being the nice person i am, acted like a jerk, cuz i wanted her to feel like it was my fault instead of hers, cuz i dont want toy hurt her you know? <br />
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lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> thats a long first entry right? lol well i guess thats it? please forgive my capitalization errors with the I's XD<br />
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                                        You actually read this!?<br />
                                                                    Jaude ]]></description>
                <author>~Jaude</author>
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