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It is truly sad, I have no time anymore. School is a blast/stress session. Gotta love it....Hey wait, I wan tto be a phsychiatrist...maybe I could teach myself how to deal wiht the stress....gwahahah.

Meh journals to me, are a=rather pointless.therefore if you are reading this you better not have something better to do. Seeing as though these are only ravings from an nearly exhausted mind.

Well well well, a thousand words...alot can be said ...then again...not enough could be said.

Anywyas off to the workd of dreams.....toodles.

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/24605625/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/24605625/ Tue, 05 May 2009 17:07:35 PDT
I have realized how terrible they are lately...never actually listened to them before.

hmm skip over this part anyone who has nothing better to do then read this...

Bad day,
-5-6 hours of sleep
-bus slightly late
-half hour late being picked up
-folder blew open and blew my papers all over the yard at the school
-started to rain before my ride got there
-came home brother and mother were yelling at each other
-started big hissy fit at supper table
-now finishing a project


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I actually think my day was pretty interesting, I mean when do you really ever get to see your papers blowing across the lawn (yes I swore and ran after them) but it is just kindof a funny experience.
I am seriously convinced that the people of this world rejoice in disaster and get confused with anything but.

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Another good song

"Please" by Turn Off the Stars

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well it is rather funny to think that I have so much bloody homework and complain that I have no time when really I spend most of my time fooling around and eating and doing some pretty random stuff that doesn't need to be done.

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Amazing movie...

Across the Universe


If you haven't seen this you desperately need to.
Even if you don't like the beatles it is amazing, a bit strange, but still amazing.

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well I go to PEI next week...soo friggen excited.....I mean everyone else in teh orchestra seem sto not be as excited as I am so it si a bit strange. Maybe I don't get out enough...oh well, still friggen excited.


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anyways, nothing really else to say, nothing really to sya in the first place...

running low on sleep keeps my mind in a half-working state...it is funny.

Over-tired high....


Love you all
God Bless you all
I'll put out a general prayer for yoiu all

Toodles...

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/24365079/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/24365079/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 17:41:19 PDT
well life is mellow.
exciting packed full of school friends and music with little time for writing which even though it isn't that great cheers me up a bit.

I honestly don't think these-journal entries- have any point at all...I mean serisouly. Who actually reads them?

My hands are chapped and hurt when coming in contact with water

Never go the dentist the day after you get your braces redone...hurts like....

So Does anybody ever really knwo themselves. can we ever really know for sure what or how we react to thigns...do we surprise ourselves?

Therefore we are all still mysteries to ourselves. I think it would be strange to find someone who knows exactly who they are.

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I was really tempted earlier today to just randomly surprise someone...didn't do it for the fact that the way I was htinking of doing it would have gotten myself in a bunch of crap.


Interesting notion though. Ever jsut really wanted to scare the crap out of someone. Not necessarily scare but surprise?

Man the way I think...I honestly don't get it?

I feel like a child..i am always wanting to ask questions but never actually do. Which sucks because you then spend the rest of your life regreting it and not knowing the answer to the question.

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Curiosity..hate it...and hate how it makes you feel all down and mellow cause you didn't satisfy it.

What is satisfaction? Happiness?

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well I am not technically drooling anymore but I was earlier...frozen mouth and all...dentist sucks...

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well and to seomthing no one cares about...what is the point of a relationship and do I really seem lonely?

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/23107424/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/23107424/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 17:13:23 PST
You would think if you broke up with a guy 7 months ago they still wouldn't be pestering you right? Guess not.ARG!

Plus, people should be able t make up there minds for themselves. Shouldn't they? Guess not again.

People should understand that they don;t make anyone any happier by bugging people. GUess not again.


Ok well done complaining. It was a beautific day today. The worst class I have, fashion design, was actually quite enjoyable today. We talked about colour.

Did you know that they used to make pruple dye from snail mucous. It took about a thousand snails to make a gram of purple dye.
I pity those poor snails. Sniff sniff... oh well, snails around the world can breathe easy around the world now, your mucous is safe. All youhave to worry about is getting eaten. Just go hide under a rock or something. You will be safe, I will save you!

We should all love snails. They can't help being slower then hell, we should all pity them, they are such interesting creatures.

Haha, ok so this is so random and I'm not sure whether I imagined that or not, but I wrote it down for my notes in fashion design today, is it true, anyone no, or was i hullicinating? Meh either way, tis crazy. I absolutely Love it.

On a more sensible note, youknow the pestered emoticon is really rather amusing. See a purple guy jumps onthe blue guys head. HEHE lurve it. And love you all so cheer up cause there are so many new things we haven't learned or experienced yet, adn you never, the best is yet to come.

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/22715951/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/22715951/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 15:07:31 PST
I am somewhat against angst in a way but then again, I'm not.

I know it is annoying and well yeah I guess I have learned to deal with it so it doesn't bother me, but I can't speak for everyone around me.

I am terribly sorry and am warning you now, if you are a major Angst hater turn and run and never ever look at this.

So Exams suck, and Sorry but in some twisted sick way I actually like exams.

Today though was just really bad, I mean two exams in one day, and my two biggest ones. RGGG.

Ok so I feel more sorry for Akia and whoever doesn't get tomorrow off. She had the same exams as me and she has one tomorrow where I don't. Plus I love math which we both have on friday and well she doesn't, and well she really likes to prepare, And I think it is completely unfair that She has an exam tomorrow where as she has to stay adn has less time to prepare for math where as I get to stay home and be lazy. Man, whoever reads this give you condolences to Akia.

Pray for her, I cna only imagine how stressed she is.

Ok so back to angsty ness.

oh never mind I give up, I am tired and cold and bored, This is annoying so I'm just not going to go any further.

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/22304146/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/22304146/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 13:11:46 PST
Ok so I dream that, I am randomly at my garage, except it i sstill the house before we turned it into the garage. These people with guns show up and well I run outside adn they don't really see me...

They steal a whole bunch of wrapped meat out of my freezer and are about to leave in a big van when one of the guys apparetnly sees me hiding by the big log by my house.

I crawl in behind it and well he comes over...

now it randomly gets fuzzy and I guess I like didn't move and he goes to shoot me and my older sister shows up and I think he shoots her instead. So I'm just laying there, beside this log, and the guy walks away...

OK, then my second dream kindof happens...

I am in this really small new house, we have apparently moved because of the other dream and well now we live here.

Anyways, any time some one comes we have to hide behind doors and someone else opens the door.

So that happened and well apperntly we knew the guy so we let him in, and we were just randomly there and some random blur spot and then someone else knocks, this time it is the meat stealing guy again.

Well the freezer was right beside the door so he steals the meat and then starts to look around the house.

That is where I woke up

Ok so talk about weird and creepy, meat stealers...hahah oh dear, i have lost it.

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/22241721/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/22241721/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 11:40:17 PST
THe book io started way way way back when I first started DA, really needs to have some work done on it.

The book I started about two months ago needs to be worked on.

Like three poems/ prose idea things I have started need to be finished.

Arg, I guess I love starting things but not finishing them...Oh well, got to get over it don't I?

Well off to write, or maybe...

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I am terribly pitiful...just so you know.

I just finished Pride and Prejudice and well am TERRIBLY SAD! I love that book so much now, man second time reading it and now I want to read it again and agian and again.

But, oh how I wish how wonderful it would be to be in the place of Elizabeth, but it's strange, it's not me.

I don't know, maybe I want a relaionship...or maybe I want change...Or maybe I am selfish and want to be noticed...Where the hell do these come from.


As you can tell, I am pathetic...I HATE ROMANCE....CAN'T SPECIFY THIS ENOUGH!

But, to rethink this, meh, nopt even going there.....


Toodles, before i completely turn my opinion around and rethink my situaiotn...oh wait, how can I turn it around when it hasn't come to a conclusion as of yet?

So, yours sincerely all of you who take the time to read my pathetic rants and pnders and reflections and blahhhssss......I hope you didn't waste valuable time reading this.
- Confused one with a strange way of thinking...

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/21951553/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/21951553/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 17:32:10 PST
No thtat I care or anything but seriously I can't see why anyone would. I mean listening to me rant emotionnaly or humourously either way is kindof annoying.

At least that is waht I think.

So yes, you havce guessed right ...I AM BORED...


Facebook is ebing mean to me, my internet actually realy hates me. I am making cookies, but only have one pan so it is taken Foeva!!! GRR...But they taste good, although I think I have eaten too mant already! ERGA. OH well, My bangs have formed in a strange cow lick type thing on my forhead and it is terribly funny. Man hair is somehtign to laugh at ain't it?

K well I think that is enough ranting for now you think?

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/21427058/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/21427058/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 18:40:27 PST
I just had my hair cut. It is the first time since I was about 10 that I have had bangs. I now have side bangs and well, I love em...for a while at least.

You ever hear the thing that if you think about someone before going to sleep, you will dream about them. Wel i think it is actually the other way around if, you don't think about htem you will and if you do think about them ,you can forget about seeing their face in your head tonight.

But then again, In one of hte many books I was just reading, I was informed ( not sure if true or not) that the average person has about five dreams a night and they are lucky to remember even one of them.

Another thing, I just don't even know.

"I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES" it starts good then you hear "Where you from, you sexy thing" ...very disturbing..."Sexticy" "Touch me darling" "Kiss me darling" "I love the way you hold me" "Sexy thing, Sexy thing you"

Ok so I never really listened to the lyrices of that song, and now, I never will again, DELETE seems like a very tempting button.


Oh well, tis life and how the world has been shaped by ourselves, so we only have who to blame....exactly, US!!!

Wow hte songs people come up with.

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/20862116/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/20862116/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 16:55:31 PDT
I cannot do it any more, i want to go to bed soo abdly but can't. I have 300 words ( less ) of an deight hundred word essay done and it si due tomorrow. It is 10 to 9 and i am so stressed. I need sleep soo badly at htis point haty noting i will write will make any sense at all. How can they expect me to continue? Would it be better to hand it in late, or to stay up nad lose more sleep then i already have and pass it in really crappily and on time? I think i might go for the first one.

This is my short break. If i don't stop i will basically burst into tears. I never usually do this, last minute sure, but last night i was up to basically midnight/one finishing another essya due today! ARG! Fuck it all! I WANT SLEEP! IT IS NOT LIKE I GOT ANY THIS WEEKAND! plus i have fucking three more classes of homeowrk to do also. WHY THE HELL? How can i still want to go to school and like it soo much? Is my life that pathetic?


DAMN THE LITTLE JOY GUY! HE DESPISES ME AND I HIM. HE WILL NOT LEAVE ME ALONE!

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/20796547/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/20796547/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 16:35:12 PDT
LOVE YOU ALL, GOD BLESS, AND OH JOY, LOVING LIFE!

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/20326310/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/20326310/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 15:15:52 PDT
Ok so It just started raining and well earlier it was sooooo hot out. This sucks a bot when i think about it because, first of all, I had to run in the sun today, after going for a walk which was jsut short of a half hour.

Another interesting concept i discovered today was while running in outdoor pursuits, I noticed that I was as fit or more as half the guys in my class. This is extremely interesting seeing as though they all proclaim to play sports, and I as of Three years ago are not on any sports teams.

Oh well.

Hmm, more interesting news is that fact that my O.P. class is planning to go on an over- night canoeing trip. Now I am definately excited about this but one little problem that has been plagueing me for a while: there are only four girls in my class. Plus I don't even know if they are all going so, it could be less on the trip.

It will be interesting to see how it turns out.

K well, I really like corn adn by my excellent sense of smelling, it seems that this is what we seem to be having for supper tonight soo, I will leave you all to your thoughts and go eat. I may happen to be back later to further add interesting concepts to this but maybe not.

Well supper was very good. I was right, we did have corn, and beans and some random form of chicken. It was very satisfactory to my growling stomach.

So i discovered while eating for the ( insert huge number here ) time that my little sister is a discusting hog when it comes to eating. Who spreads butter over their corn with their fingers, I mean yes, Corn on the cob is a messy food, but doing that is a little much. Well I obviously got frustrated and procalimed very loudly to everyone at the table that I found it vile and excrutiatingly gross to be sitting beside her. Well my mother for reasons unbeknownst to me, did not chastise her, jsut offered my fathers seat to her. Now my father was running late because he was working or else, my little hog would have been dismissed from the table imediately. She decided ever so quickly that she didn't deserve my harsh words and decided to change seats. Now this was fine and dandy until the moment she started ever so delicately spitting on my brother, who happens to be four years older then her and twice the size of her. his ego alone along with his big head are the size of her so therefore, it was stupid on her part to change seats. Well, seeing as though egos are usually seen along with tempers you will find my brother has a very short tempers at the worst of times. He flips out at her and proclaims the very same concepts I had portrayed only, his were more vulgur and in a more rude and inappropriate wording.

Therefore, my mother ended up becoming mad and my brother lost his appetite, which for him is something you very rarely see. As for my sister she finished her corn in the same vulgor way and proceeded to leave th etable without removingher plate or utensils. Now this was very unsettling to my dear older sister and she decuded to proclaim rather loudly that the table need be cleared before she leaves. Well the whoel tangle was cleared up and everyone is somewhat pleased with the outcome. All except my little sister who was ent to her room for arguing with my mother aout whether ornot she should go out in the rain.

Now Supper was very good and well I have to go now because I still have more homework to do soo, Enjoy your supper becasue at you, at least, do not have to sit beside a hog or a tempermental egotisic or a reserved loud person.

Oh by the way, this was only Slightly exagerated with slight words to portray my ideas. That i scalled the diction. Which I really love to play around with.

Jesus Loves you all, Never forget that!

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/20223627/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/20223627/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 18:07:14 PDT
I have no idea why but at this very moment all i really need to do is vent, i know i should really be praying but can't seem to

I want to trust God but I have no idea how I can

I don't even know why

Ok soo all summer i am too fucking timid to talk to this friggen guy

now if i don't talk to him i will go insane

but i don't want to tlka to him cause he is an ass and he owuld probably think i am a freak.

Besides i really need to tlak to a really good friend of mine from camop that i have absolutely no way of contacting except through eamil and she hasn't been on in like three days

What the hell am i suppost to do?

I am soo frigen emotionally shot at the moment that you probably all think i am going insane. which i pretty much think i am.

I need to get away from home for a while
which makes me feel like an idiot because i have been away all summer

I feel suffocated and completely useless.

I NEED CATONS!

Someone just please save me form this!NOW!

And my stupid moods won't load so just so you know i am not feeling Joy at all, actually the complete oposite soo.........AHHHHHH

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/20204053/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/20204053/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 15:21:55 PDT
Basically At camp I was the asistant cook and was up at six in the morning and didn't get to bed till 11 at the earliest. I worked like a dog yet loved the whole experience. Some weekands i came home on friday and went back saterday afternoon. Saterdays were really fun becasue only half teh staff were there and most of them were my buds. But Sunday was the best. Sunday morning all the girls went to Carol's( my bosses wife) for sunday school. It was such a intimate and loving feeling as soon as you walked in the door of her house that I wish i could have stayed here forever. It was soo spiritually lifting that I basically loved going on sundays.

The weeks at camp were amaizng, I met so many new people and felt soo loved by everyone. There was asuch a loving and secure atmosphere there that coming home has almost killed me emotionally.

there were a few rough patches that happened. Like the day the head cook left and i was in charge of the kitchen. It turned out there were 30 more campers then there was suppost to be and well i was head of kitchen so i freaked a little. But that's ok. THat wasn't the worst part. Due to a little miscomunication i only made enough rice for about 20 people and i needed enough for 120. The director almost bit my head off and i was in real friggen depresiing tears that night. But the rest of the week went all ok.

There were times when i had to leave the dorm and go out and be by myself i was soo stressed, but it was only due to my own paranoia. The dorm was one of the best parts of the island. That is where the staff hung out. The CIT's got annoying after a while ( well some of them) but they were hilarious.

The end of July i met my best friend and we hun gout the three weeks shee was there. And she helped me out alot with all my spiritual problems. I friggen miss her.

Since hte first week of camp i have had the worst crush on this guy. I really don't want to go into detail here at the moment except to say that I still friggen like him and it really sucked and i felt terrible all through the summer because most everyone disliked him. But if you want reasons ask later.

right now i am in a basic state of trying to jsut get through the fact that i won't be able to go back for a long time. I don't even know if i can go back next summer. If I can't I'm pretty sure i will become depressed.

I don't even know why i am writing this. If it makes any sense to any of you then great. If not then...whatever.

I want soooo much just to be back in that atmosphere at the moment that I am starting to hate home. and no offense to any of my friends but Gah, I probably will seem a bit distant to you guys for a while. and i am terribly sorry for that. It is going to be hard for me to adjust between the two completely different atmospheres.

I have grown in Christ and I just want to say that I love him and i am going to celebrate him soo, if you have a problem with that stop reading.

Live once, die twice. Live twice, die once. Which would you rather?
Live in Christ, it is the only way. Believe in him adn trust him. Put your faith in him and Accept him. He already has accepted you. Now it is your choice. He will always love you no matter what you do. It will be hard at times to be a Christian but never let that stand you down. STAND UP FOR CHRIST.

Jesus I Love you and want you to take my life and mold it to your will!

I'm praying so if anyone wants pray feel free to ask. Anytime anyplace. Trust in him and he will deliver you from anything you can't handle. As Emily keeps telling me, we are wariors of the Lord and He will not give us anything we cannot handle!

I love you all and don't ever forget that Jesus does too!

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/19342506/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/19342506/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 19:43:20 PDT
ok so a few things to comment on.

First off, i am working at a Christian camp all summer and this is the only weekand besides next an dmaybe the next for a day that i am going to be home. I plan on staying at camp for the whole of August unless the camps are short instead of the full week. Therefore, i will have a mega long list of Deviations and messages when i get back soo....it will take me a while toi check them all.

Second, i am friggen annoyed at myself while at the same time loving myself. I have this huge crush on this guy from camp, which is terrible because that is very rare. On that note, i am terrible when it comes to liking guys. I completley clam up and get right shy when i am near htem. It totally sucks. But, i am the assistant cook so i get to serve three meals a day to EVERYONE( including the guy) so yeah, i am pretty darn happy.

Third, I feel so welcome and loved at camp that when i come home it is terrible. I hate coming home after camp, and this makes me feel terrible. I mean how could i feel more comfortable there then at home? THe people there are soo loving yet when i come home, my brother is a hatefulbastard and my little bro is starting to become like him. my sister tries to be good but she is a bit of a snot and my older sister isn;'t home cause she works at a camp too ( not the same one).On top of that there is so much tension built up at home that it drives me crazy.

On a last note, I love yo9u all and will miss the internet for a month or more but, it is good for me to be away from it for a while soo..i won't complain. I will look forward to all your lovely deviations and messages and all of you have a great rest of the summer, don't get into any trouble, and keep up the loving and don't ever forget Jesus Christ and what he has done for us!

Ok so i can't change my mood, so just so you know i am content or maybe more like friggen happy. Not irritated.....Love you all!

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/18702922/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/18702922/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 18:54:46 PDT
How do we really look at people? by the way our friends portray them or the way we see them....more often then not i see people judging people by the way their friends see them...now don't get me wrong i do it too...and so does everyone i know.
You hear a friend trash someone because of what they did to another person, not you and not your friend but anoter person...now it isnt' a personal insult or anything...it is just "hear-say"...well first of all shouldn't we judge people by how they treat everyone..not just some people..and should we not try to find the good in people nit the bad?.....why is everyone always tlaking about how bitchy this person is or how stupid that one is?......ok so back to previous topic...why do we automatically believe what our friends say? we do we autimatically see people as how they are talked about? seriously i would not really like that if you accidently tripped someone or what not and it got around that you purposely did it...people are going to be predjudice against you...they havent met you but they would rather go by what their friends say then go meet them themselves.....How is humanity suppost to make new friends when they are to friggen lazy to get up and do something????HOW????We need to stop predjudism...if you see someone you don't know but have heard somehting about go to them...meet them..listen to them and form your own opinion. Mann...yes i do sound like a hypocrite but i try ..at least i try to form my own opinions...and not follow the flock..there is good in everyone...even if you are too lazy to try and find it!


Love you all! 's to all!

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/18700580/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/18700580/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 16:09:55 PDT
You suddenly slipped into oblivion( or an) Would it register in your mind that you suddenly slipped into something that was well actaulyl nothing at all...I mean isn't oblivion( or an) nothing...a big black hole where nothing happens, nothing is visible, moreso there is nothing there?.....so how would your mind register nothing?.....anywyas i am just thinking that if that ever happened then that it wouldn't register in your mind what happened and you would be floating about in time in nothing.....so if you suddenly slipped back into the real world then you wouldn't really realize that anything had happened...you might not even notice that anything happened...or you could have believed you were daydreaming...because usually we don't remember what we were dreaming about. so in othe rwords when you wake up from day dreaming...how do we even know that we haven't suddenly slipped into oblivion ( or an).

So my next question would be ...what is oblivion (or an) exactly ,( if it did exist) would you be able just to randomly get there...or not because it is nothing...or would it be like a total dying of th ebrain where since you need your brain to anything( see hear..and the such) would it be like your brain like dying for a while..then it would be complete nothing...wouldn't it?


anyways..yes random and yes strange and maybe hard to get your head around but i would really like opinions on this.....i htink it would be interesting to hear other peoples points of view!!loves you all!

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/18230025/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/18230025/ Thu, 08 May 2008 16:30:25 PDT MilkyThePirate.

ok so first...have you ever thought of some really cool topic that you think would be a great debating topic....then started thinking of some really good pointers....then realized that you don't agree on the topic?

second...ok so one of my very best friends ~MilkyThePirate has problems like the rest of us normal people...i will not describe these problems tdue to the right of privacy and well im not a bitch like that.

OK so she alwasy seems to come to me with these problems which is funny casue i thought i was majorly like unnnn advice person like....if you understnad theat great...if not...join the club....anyways it is really funnny...because apparently i listen and give fairly decent advice... now i don't really think i do becasue first of all ...i am pretty sure i have attention Deficate Disorder...Another thing is im pretty sur eimm a bit slow and third well i thought i had no idea of what to do in tehse situations......ok so yeah don't ask why a ranted about that but she wasnted me too...so yeah there t is

ENJOY>>>TIS RANDOM>>>>>BUT FUN>>>>LIVE LIFE LIKE YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE ON EARTH>>>>>IGNORE WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF YOU |>>>>>>AND DON"T EVER THINK YOURSLEF LAME< STUPID PATHETIC OR NOT BEAUTIFUL>>>>>>YOUR LIFE WAS NOT MADE FOR EVERYBODY TO LAUGH AT >>>IT WAS MADE FOR YOU TO LIVE AND HAVE FUN DOING SOO




LOVE YOU ALLLL>>> 's all around and enjoy this earth while it is still GREEN!!!

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/18009597/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/18009597/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 15:36:54 PDT
It will be really awesome. We would be visting a bunch of concentration camps, museums and synagogues. Plus much more.

It is a really exciting exeprience that i hope to have.

The sad part about this is though that my dear friend Akia Sahara will not be able to go for various reasons. I fell terribly sorry for her and wish she was able to attend. But then again I am not completely sure whther i would be able to attend either but at least i have permission from my parents.

Anyways the world is starting to look brighter due to the fact that pring is finally here. I barely have any snow left around my house. I will miss the snow but am so damn excited about Spring and the approaching summer that I don't really care about the snow now. This is terribly funny that we have finally gotten rid of our snow here but in Alberta this past week they recieved a big storm. I laugh because of the fact half my relatives live there.

Anyways i am pretty much alright with the fact that my grandfather is no longer alive. he is in Heaven where he was so exctied to go a week a go after hearing a tale of it. I will always miss him but life goes on and we never forget.

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/17852631/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/17852631/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 16:57:54 PDT
i hate having t oread for english..expecially really really stupid books with no plot and nothing going for it.

theis book has made me think of so many things that i can't keep focused and well yeah...i hate it!

plus the skrewy thing about these emoticon things is that they don't have one for mellow...im nto happy im not sad and im definately don't really care about anything at the moment...i am mellow and they don't have an emotion guy for that!!!!

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/17832547/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/17832547/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 13:09:57 PDT
So yes me the major procrastinater......i have started like three stories that i really need to finixh before i start something new agian and again and again...i keep telling myself this but never really stick to it...

Another thing i have realised is i need another topic to write about besides depressed and ignored people( mostly exaggerated versions of myself) so if anyoine has any cool ideas that i could write about then well don't hesitate to inform me.( of course they will be started after i finish what i have already started)

Nobody is ever really on DA anymore...i mean people who usually have like ten deviations a week hardly have two anymore....is it becasue they ran out of ideas or is this a very busy time of the year?

I am really bored and haven't ranted in a while. this is jsut basically a mix of everything which i feel a need to state becuase well im just me and i like to type journals.

I think poetry needs to be somewhat emotional and that without emotion or anything to drive the meaning it sounds limp and forced.

I love making random statements involving my opinion on things.

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1.)

Ok so as some of my dear friends know i am basically obsessed with music which is the reason for me beoing in three orchestras while taking violin class and piano lessons. just for the information of the reader this paragraph is not going to haev a very prominent idea or topic!
i do not think that i am too involved in music but hten again i am a little troubled about my future with it! I don't really know if i can fit music into my life after school which is really starting to upset me...i really wnat to teach either math or history for like high school students but i don't know what to do about my music. If any body has any ideas of what i could do please tell me!

2.)

I was offered a job for this summer that is really exciting and pays fairly well. The only problem is I would have to stay on an island for ten weeks only going home on the weekands.
Another problem is if you don't already know i am extremely introverted and have a hard time interacting with new people!
This is a major problem seeing as though i do not want to be a loner for two months....believe me one week at French camp last summer was bad enough!

So i guess i need to come out of my shell a bit and het some practicing at school( ha not going to happen) but i least i need to try which will really suck but i really want this job so i think it is worth it!

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/17444626/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/17444626/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 15:05:46 PDT
hmm...how about the paschal meal we had today....
Ok so i am a Christian(YAY) and i celebrate Easter as the death and resurection of Christ.
Well to day is Good Friday and for the first time ever we had a paschal meal type thing...i kind of forget the real name for it.
It is basically a reinactment of the passover supper. There was scripture read and we ahd unleavened bread and lamb and haroses( don't ask) and bitter herbs dipped in salt water( or in other words- some random leaf dipped in vinegar)
Just so you knwo it was a cool experience but it was really gross...haveing to eat that stuff...im not a meat hater but my gosh that lamb was sad.......................plus the herb was umm well ewwwwww...i almost choked and died..........but the whole spiritual part of it was really cool.


so it is Good Friday and well obviously no school............jeese don't you thin this day should make atheists mad? like it is completely religious and all and well they don't believe in it so don't you think they would be pissed that school and everything was put on hold so we could celebrate this???


Anyways random but what ever!

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/17184566/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/17184566/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 18:04:39 PST
I think that i depress myself...seing as thoug i go on and on about the things that bother me and the things that i hate and everything liek that but i hardly ever go on about the things i absolutely Love..

So i guess ill try to do that and then maybe i will become a happier person.... What do you guys think??????

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to really know you are stressed adn hove no idea what to do about it is kind of sadening. To know you can't have something that you really wnat is sadening too...so is liking someone but knowing that person would never like you...also like not liking to go home becasue you are always battered and yelled at... or not wanting to go home because you are tired of all the noise...of all the stress.

not wanting to stay here becasue they have no food and feeling so bored adn alone...adn unliked...ever get that feeling that the world is picking on you? well great try having it all the time...no it isnt self-pity..it's just a strange feeling that nobody trusts you anymore and you haev no reason to trust anybody.

Naturally life does not suck becasue it is the p[erson first that has to suck for their life to suck...or jsut the poeple around this person which means it is kind of this persons fault becasue they don't change the people they hang around!!

so if you can't guess i am still bored but then agian it is saddening but there are greater reason which i don't wish to discuss so yeah THE END OF JOURNAL

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OH yeah it sucks!!

hmm hmm hmm im bored and having nothing really exciting to type about and my music sucks at the momen t actuallyl no i love it but i haev to change the song!!!!!

Anywas i should go find something to do.like fall asleep...so yeha byebeys!! don't blame the world for youi r problems cause just think it is your fault nto anybody elses and well just stop itching at people cause they have there only problems to worryabout....BTW this does not relate to anyone and as i sai dbefore i am bored so i am ramblign which i should stop righ tnow so toodle-ooo

Oh and BTW bitching at people is somewhat fun so forgive me for before....

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I dont know but right now i think i really need to cry...sure my day was all crummy
( 1. i had to go to SO 2. i have to go to IO tomorrow 3. i found out in a very confusing way that i friends of mine is moving( although found out thta she os not really going any farther away yay for that... 4. i have been sick for about four days now 5. im in pan from natural cause yet they seem to be getting worse 6. my teeht are in pain due to the fact i got my braces changed yesterday 7. My gums and cheeks hurt and are raw due to the stupid elastics i have to wear with my braces 8. im tired an di know i wont get to bed till reall y;ate tonight because i am babysitting 9. i am extremly hungry and i can't find any food 10. it is cold and i do not know how to do anything with my babysitter peoples fire 11. im stressed becaseu i am waiting for the result of the friggen huge english test i did today and well yeha im just stressed and depressed!!

but anyways why do i need to cry? im usually always stressed liek this and tired all the time so why is it now that i feel like crying??

anyways i need to sleep and i can't i need to drink more yet it will make me even colder and i need to go home but i can;t because the babies parents are not home yet!!!

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My mark on the last home report was a 92 and basically it has stayed the same cause that is what i get on all my tests.

Ok so i reall ywanted to bring it up casue i like to have a goal for my classes and well i love this class so i wanteed to bring my mark up a bit more.


So anywyas we did a test the other day and i was really confident going into it........
coming out of it is a completely different story

I completely forgot the distance formula for a line and a third of the questions were on that!

So i got my test back today and turns out my mark went down by alot. I got a 72 and that test basically 29 out of 40............now if that wouldnt make any of you upset well then frigg you but gosh i am soo friggen up set tat it isnt even funny

How could i not remember that???????

ok so right about now i feell like im gonna cry and i really have nothing else to say at the moment cause i think i need more sleep and i am just too pissed to care about that!!! someone please try to cheer me up? i reall yneed it at the moment!!!

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so this is what i have to memorize in a day

Two households, both alike in dignity,
In fair Verona (where we lay our scene),
From ancient grudge break to new mutiny,
Where civil blood makes civil hands unclean.
From fourth the fatal loins of these two foes
A pair of star-cross'd lovers take their life;
Whose misadventur'd piteous overthrows
Doth with their death bury their parents' strife,
The fearful passage of theri death-mark'd love,
And the continuance of their parents' rage,
Which but their children's end nought could remove,
Is now the two hours' traffic of our stage;
The which if you with patient ears attend,
What here shall miss, our toil sahll strive to mend.

so anyways yes it is long and boring and GAYLY STUPID!

i am kindof mad again.....gosh waht a weird week.anyways i have deicded to try to like Donovan even if she has no knowledge of how much is too much soo yeah im PISSED.

Oh and did i mention since i am majorly busy all the friggentime i only have a couple hours to memorize it.......grammar and allllllll!!

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Ok first of all i think valentines day is the stupidest thing people ever came up with!

there is no point to it at all.

ok so it is a day of LOVE...shouldnt every day be like that?? i mean why be all lovey in this day and not on any other day???

then again people do on and on about how we should extra nice or 'lovey' on this day.......well today i am not all happy and lovey.....im actually kind fo pissed.......seeing as though i did nto get any sleep at all last night...one of the reasons for this was that i was worrying about today ........this random guy who i basically despise was supposedly sending me a rose fourth period and well li feel really bad about it becasue a. he wasted his money and b. becasue he like sme and i hate him and he doesnt get the point and c. becasue i despise him and want to kill him most of the time......................so anywyas yes im tried and crabby and well i dont feel like loving anybody today..

One other reason i hate valentines day is becasue i hate and i mean HATE the color pink. where the heck did they ever come up with the stupid color! it si soo grosss( and just a small sidenote- where the hell did people get the idea that if a guy wears pink he bocomes more manly- it doesnt really make them manly it makes them more girly)

ok and then again this day only gives people even more reason to stand out in public and basically try to swallow their mates tongue. tis verrry verry gross!!!

so anywyas i hate valentines day because well i am awesome( no im kidding i suck)

i am really tired and not at all in a good mood.

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/16835966/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/16835966/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 16:22:08 PST Another thing! who cares who made what model in science that we dont even use anymroe?? io certainly dont care whether this stuid guy was stupid enough to beliveve thatthere wereonly four elements?? WHO REALLY CARES?? plus why do we learn these things anywyas seeing as thoughtey are only theories and they are not 100 % true! you never know liek ten years form now maybe our children would be learning something completely different andhten we would be looked upon as stuipd casue we thought it was someting else! So you see there is no point to it at alllllll!. I HATE IT!
The things we learn Today are probably gonna change ;ater on in life so why do we haev to learn these stupid theories now when we could be wrong!
Another thing that really bugs me is that we have to write stupid resumes for English yet we raent even applying for a job!! Why do we haev to have a certain formatt and why does it have to be so pro and prim adn PROPER( ihate the person who ever invented that word) It doesnt reflect our personality and it doesnt reflect anything about us excetl the things we THINK we can do! as i was saying before i fond absolutely no point in any of it!!
So in other words i fond English completely unnecessary becasue who really cares whther we speak like we are friggen odl englich HAGGY QUEENS!!!! i dont and i dont think any body lese should! we are supposed to be our selves nto follow a mmodel some one has set out for usss!
The world has become way to modeled and there are not any pure mature personalities anymore! i belivev that ther eis no one here n this earth who has not one point in there lives tried to be dofferent!!
adn now you all know one of the reasons why i amm pissed, stressed and tired. I just wish people would let me be the way i like to be instead thining i have to f=ollow a set plan for my entire life!
Ok this might completely contradict myslf but i believee that God already has a plan for each and everyone of us ...but my problem is with people.....i think people try to mess up those plans ........PEOPLE REALLY SUCK( of course i mean people in general not anybody specifically)


i am terribly sorry fot his but imm tired im pissed at my life and school and im jsut too dam stressed to care about anything at the moment!!!

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ill put a picture of him on later but right now if any of you can think of a name please tell me cause well i am completely braindead!

He is about a hundred years old and i have had him for two years now! if anything happened to him i would seriously die!! He is seriously gorgeous too!

so if yoiu could think up some really cool names that would suit himthen i would muchly appreciate it!

here are some names i hav ethought about naming him already

Fred
Freddy
Daniel
Guilo
Shimon
Ski
jesse

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/16696378/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/16696378/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 19:43:25 PST
It sounds kind of weird but then again i am an extremely weird person!

so i decided to name the things and people i have vowed to marry!

ok so il start with books-

Monster by Frank Peretti
Piercing the Darkness by Frank Peretti
This Present Darkness by Frank Peretti
The Whole 'Zion Chronicles' series by Brock and Bodie Thoene
The Whole ' Zion Covenant' series by Brock and Bodie Thoene
Twilight of Courage by Brock and Bodie Thoene
Cry in the Night by Mary Higgins Clark
KillJoy by Nora Roberts( ithink)
...........and those are just from the past couple of months

ok now things or ideas or what evr else

The color Green
The color orange
pineapples
potatoes
cheese
cheese cake
my ring
music
my violin whi i think i have deicded to name Freddy after myself but i don't know for sure yet
My piano
truffles
cooking
Switchfoot

ok well i am just way too tired to try and write them ALL down so yoiu basically have a general idea!!! tehe

Now people!

The guy off The Gods Must Be Crazy #1( cause he is soo funny and shy an dwell awesome)

Heath Ledger( although he is dead)

The guy off of Underworld one and two( the hybrid guy (forget his name)

Hugh Jackman( cause he is seriously gorgeous)

John Barrowman( cause well he has th ebest eyes in the world )

David Tenant (cause he's cool)

and probably a whole bunch of other people who i just can't seem to remember at the moment!!



So now i have to say that i have problems cause well first of all you can't marry an inanimate object and secongd of all cause well i don't know but i am only fifteen and i can't get married yet an di don't reall want to get married cause the notion scares me!!! so i should definately find something else toi say besides i am going to marry something when i really really really really really love it or him!!!!!!!!


The world rocks!

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/16578310/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/16578310/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 08:50:09 PST So if you are Christion and you read this would you please pray for him cause he kindof needs it and all of us would really appreciate it.
If your not Christian well im gonna say you are missing alot!
Anyways, so if you guys could pray it would be muchly appreciated!

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/16541529/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/16541529/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 18:13:17 PST
I would say i am completely obsessed with it!

If i were to write a poem about love, color would be my love

No im not weird

Oh no wait!

Yes i am weird!

Ok so please completely ignore the first part of this!
I am a bit obsessed with color though! I'm sorry but it is true!
Black and White is completely dull and Boring!

Ok so to completely get on with my point.............................wait i have no idea what my point is! I am ok if you were asking! No im not losing my mind!

Wow! this makes me look like a complete lunatic! Gwah hahaha!

Ok so i love color an di just realized how much! i was extremely bored a minute ago so i started to draw(scribble) on a piece of white paper! The paper ended up looking like a really screwed, twisted and tied up rainbow! So this made me realize how i don't really like dull things!

Gosh, every time i go to type i make myself sound like a lunatic! I Love it!

Oh oh wait! I have a new love- actin glike a lunatic!






Ok as you can tell im a 'bit' hyper hehe!

ok later peoples i better stop before i lose my mind!! ohhhh! Too late!



( just so you all know, i am perfectly normal, i do like color, i havent lost my mind, i do get a bit weird when hyper and, if you just learn to ignore my ravings you will not think of me as a lunatic!

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We were eating a nice quiet dinner in my dining room looking out at eh deck throuhg the patio doors. I had a friend over so we were talking of some random things with the rest of my family around the table talking too.
Out of the corner of my eye i see this red thing on the railing of my deck. I turn my head and lo and behold there is a squirrel there. My little sister sees it and becomes excited. She tells everybody else of the tiny creature outside.
The squirrel then leaps off the railing and onto the barbeque which evidently after the big snowstorm was covered in snow. The two arms of the barbeque are covered in snow but there is a space kind of like a tunnel in between the main body of the barbeque and the snow. The squirrel crawls in and out of the tunnels on either side of the barbeque for five minutes. Then the little thing decides to crawl through the tiny hole in my barbeque and climb into the actual BBQ.
We then decide that the squirrel should come out of the barbeque so that if we decided to use it that day we would not have to fry a squirrel. We go find my cat who was lying lazily in the back closet. We throw her outside and open the top of the BBQ so she can get into it after the squirrel.
And that is basically how the cat got in the BBQ.
So for the next ten minutes my friend, my family and i watch the cat chase the squirrel in around and out of the BBQ.
The squirrel finally came out and ran across the railing and jumped onto a tree. My cat flying after it. The funny part about the whole thing is that my cat hates snow and the only way to get off the tree she had chased the squirrle up of was to jump into the snow at the bottom( there was about three feet of snow) So she ends up jumping off when she couldn't hang on any longer. She is covered on snow.
I regretfull ydid not get a picture seeing as though my camera memory was full.

My crazy cat, her weird fears and a squirrel. Oh the weirdness of it all!

]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/16228688/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/16228688/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 17:49:30 PST My siblings and i were outside this morning and decided it would be truly fun to role down the bank. We got to the top of the snow bank and started to role diwn it. The first few times we rolled down it we ended up about a quarter of the way down stopped by the deepness of the snow. After about three times down the bank the snow was packed down enough that if you really wanted to you could fly down the bank. So if you closed your eyes the only way you could tell of you were rolling down the bank was when you landed in about three to four feet of smow at the bottom.
It was really Funn. I hope it continues to snow though we are probably going to get all teh snow this week then when school starts up next week it will not snow at all. Looks like no cancelled school. oh well! at least we have more time to play in it now more then when we are in school.
Love you all! Have a great 2008 and dont make the same mistakes as last year, make some new friends, stay out of trouble and have alot of funnn with your lives.

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]]> ~Jemmy-Klitta http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/15752249/ http://Jemmy-Klitta.deviantart.com/journal/15752249/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 16:03:33 PST I would never want to be a baby again though! I love being able to do things! babys have no freedom from parents or elders at all! i love being fifteen!
So....babys are awesome and cute and i will always love them!! YAY! i, sorry this is completely random it is jjust that while babysitting my one year old cousin i watched as he got chip dip all over him and he didnt even care! it was adorable!

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