Fuck you cold and flu! And fuck you heat!

=JezFez81 — Sun, 22 Nov 2009 16:44:53 PST

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I got the blasted cold and flu since Friday, just because I ate an ice block due to the massive heatwave we've experienced in Sydney a few days ago and summer hasn't even started yet! Today's weather is fine but I still feel life SHIT because of the cold and flue I currently have, not to mention that I got a head ache and a neck ache due to finding the right position to sleep, which I didn't have any sleep last night because it was still hot! Oh fucking joy.

And I'm not looking forward to summer next month either. In which you'll see less of me because of that. I might use the computer when the weather is kind to me. And that goes to submitting more deviations. I'm posting less because I'm too lazy and not to mention that I still haven't got the Adobe programs to put onto my Mac computer...Scratch that, I'll still contine posting the videos.

Ah! Fuck it! *sniff* I'm just gonna go to bed before I fuck everything up.

It's not my fucking day today....

*starts going to bed*

Fuck I hate some people....BLAGH!

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Wow! 4 years already!? aka it's my 4th dA B'Day!

=JezFez81 — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 14:37:08 PST

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ÂÂStats during the 4 years I've been on deviantARTÂÂ

_{420 Deviations
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65,331 Pageviews
34 Scraps
2 Critiques
15,689 Forum Posts
2,192 Favourites}

ÂÂMy Gallery Stats during the 4 year I've been on deviantARTÂÂ

_{JezFez81 has 65,331 pageviews total and her 420 deviations were viewed 152,978 times. She watches 1,163 people, while 380 people watch her.

Overall, her deviations received 7,823 comments and were added to deviants' favourites 2,845 times, while she commented 19,735 times, making about 13.51 comments per day since she joined DA. This means that she gave 25 comments for every 10 that she received.

Her deviation with the most comments is Portrait of a Rhino with 343 comments, while her most favourited one is Plz Think of the Kittens stamp, with 208 favourites. Her most viewed deviation is The Adidas Effect- entry 1 with 16,611 views.

4 favourites were given for every 10 comments.

Every 3.4 days she uploads a new deviation, and it's usually on a Wednesday, with 68 (16%) of her deviations.

Her busiest month was June 2006 with 45 (11%) of her deviations.

The majority of her deviations are uploaded to the digitalart gallery (118), while her favourite category was darelated>dstamps with 31 deviations.

Comments per deviation: 18.62
Favourites per deviation: 6.77
Views per deviation: 364.23
Comments per day: 5.35
Favourites per day: 1.94
Views per day: 104.76
Pageviews per day: 44.74}

My experience was nearly fucked because I was blocked by that Elo chick _{(don't ask, I'm not in the wrong here and if you see the journal she written about me a few months ago, it makes me look like a criminal not to mention that it's insulting on my part, and yes I tried to say sorry but I guess it didn't go through that head of hers, seriously she has overreacted in a big way, not to mention that she never considered me a friend in the first place. But I did regret talking about her at the forums, but clearly I was being a tad bit sarcastic over there!)} and the douchebaggery of

BUT, I don't want that to affect my time on deviantART and to tell you the truth, the fourth year on deviantART is the best year I've ever had despite that!

I regained back to the forums, my artworks have improved even though I still have a few watchers that are lousy fucks except for the ones that have a VERY busy life. Fair enough.

But what I've learned after my blockage from that Elo chick is not to give a fuck about your surroundings, and I'm not that much of a pushover as before about whoever comments or faves my pieces, sure I have alot of regrets because of that but you've learned from them. And because of that, I've become less of a pushover towards and

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Yes. I joined the bandwagan by stealing 's avatar! First stole it but the rest soon follows!

ALSO

, one of the very good dA friends of mine needs the support for this piece here------> considering that she has entered the Wacom: Bring Your Vision to Life contest. [link]

I'm not entering it because I'm too lazy to come up with an idea. Not to mention that I'm shit at it.

But I thought that if you REALLY love this piece you see above, I hope you can spread the word and it instead of commenting because in this contest, the more her piece gets the s the more chance she will win because personally she deserves to win due to the originality of this piece of hers.

Spread the word!

ALSO

I'm gonna see 2012 this morning with my mum!

That is all. A way of not seeing that other depressing journal I posted earlier.

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As the title says.

Today is October 30. The same day I got my first tattoo from Jay Boy and now one year later, it still looks awesome!

Above thumb was the day after I got my tattoo and I just posted a retarded looking blog on youtube, but at least you get to see me and my tattoo, one year later.

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Forgive my extreme retardedness and weirdness on that video, and yes, I have fat arms and a fat tummy and I know I need to loose more weight. Not the ideal body for some because I'm not skinny. I'm a fat twat!

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....From

Yes, I know I'm never a fan of doing this, but I'm bored so I'll entertain myself by doing this dA meme.

_{Why did you join this site?

After seeing and having their dA accounts, I thought why the hell not, I'll join in aswell!

What does your username have to do with you? Is it a combination of your favorite things, or a character of yours?

It's short for Jessica Fesic. The 81 bit was random at first but then I realised that I was born in 1981 so it fits perfectly.

What is your current icon of?

V. I got it from here.

How many watchers do you have and how many people are you currently watching?

I have 375 watchers and I watch 1,152 people. Yes. That's alot. So I might be removing some of them in the near future.

Do you have more than one account?

Oh yeah. I got one temp account and a few plz accounts.

Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.

I got plenty but those three have impressive pieces in their galleries. The best I've ever see on deviantART.

What deviant do you admire because of their personality?

I got so many. Mostly from the Forums here.

But I do admire Despite her gallery (which her gallery is great despite the content)and her position in the @MN Team, she is a sweetheart who comments on every pieces I posted. And she's generally a nice person. She's awesome.

I wish I could met her at the Sydney Devmeet world tour considering we're from the same city! But yeah, she is also fun to talk to, not only at the Forums but outside the Forums.

It seems I've experienced my first cyber bullying
=JezFez81 — Wed, 14 Oct 2009 00:56:34 PDT

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Over here on deviantART and especially over at the Complaints Forums.

Sure over at the Complaints you have a different personality over there, a more harsher personality but being lulzy of a sorts, but this deviant, which some of you Forum Whores have seen and confronted, MAN does he make my blood boil with his bullying tactics against people who post plz accounts and emoticons, especially on me!

Sure over at Complaints I can be a mean bitch at times, arn't we all, but THIS person keeps on going on and on to make me feel like a worthless twat! Sure I was playing along with his comments but then he just gone over the top, making hurtful and insulting comments towards me!

Then on my recent thread [link] he made an attack on me again just when I was over that fiasco on another thread!

I know that you'll say don't worry about it, he's just a troll and so on, but when you're an Aspie like myself, you take things literally and personally! I dealt with bullying at a younger age, but now this? And by someone who is a few years younger then me?

Oh geez!

One good thing is that I blocked him from harassing me on my page because what goes at the Complaints stays at the Complaints! And I wouldn't stoop so low and harass him on his page. I respect the rules.

And I advise you to not comment on his age on my behalf. I want to get over with this shit so I can continue on being a Forum and a Complaints Forum I don't want this bully to push me away from the Forums, especially at the Complaints!

Maybe it'll pass somehow. I can't let this beat me around the bush.

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[link]

I didn't do that bad in experiementing with iMove and GarageBand on my new Mac! Fun shit it was! The last time I used iMovie was back in 2005, but alot has changed for sure.

Shameless Self-Whoring this is.

And I'm not gonna be all like "Hey! Look at my video! Plz tell me what you think!" kinda shit. If you want to look, that's cool! You don't have to if you don't want to! I'm not gonna be picky.

But I can't post the audio here, especially what happened a couple of years ago.

And sorry for another journal entry.

And I also forgot about Halloween, but here in Australia we rarely celebrated it and I really don't care about it at all.

That is all. Back to being a Forum and Complaints Forum me thinks!

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[link]

If you're into the lulz that is.

I'll be using that cheer in the near future, that is if I remember it properly!

Also I has myself a Mac! FINALLY!

Happy times!

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I had my PC computer since 2003 and I can't take it anymore! Especially with Internet Explorer 8 considering that I can't open a few sites such as fanfiction.net, photobucket and others and today I can't even log on to my youtube account because Google can't display the page! FUCKING BULLSHIT!!!!! And sometimes it takes fucking forever to open some websites and I have 50GB broadband!

I do have safari but I can't change it as a default internet program!

Sooner I'm gonna safe some money so I can buy myself a new computer, especially a Mac computer and use Safari again!

Computer problems like these makes me stressed and fucking annoyed! Especially if it's PC!

FUUUUUCK!

And on Wednesday here in Sydney we had a massive dust storm in which the sky was like blood red in appearence. Luckly I managed to record it and post it on youtube!

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I am 28 years of age today! *cough-oldfart-cough* But it's also Thursday today, the day I was born.

Also today is one year since my dad had major surgery to remove the hernia in his abdoman. The reason why it didn't feel like a birthday last year...

Ummmmmmmm........Yeah. I'll just hang at Complaintopia to kill some time.

Lame journal entry is laaaaaaaaaaaaaaame!

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I have come across some forum threads at Complaintopia, posted by n00bs who think they got the fucking law in their own hands, instructing us not to say this and that, I mean FUCK! It's the Complaints Forums! We can type whatever the fuck we want over there! Especially with this thread [link] Our territory; we do whatever we please, and if they don't like it, they should not come at all and start bashing us Regulars.

But the problem with the n00bs is that whenever we give comments, they take offence and decided to go all ape shit and start posting BAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW worthy journals so the arse kissers will listen! Also threatening to leave dA for good. GEEZAS! Don't they know the meaning of lulzy sense of humour, let alone sarcasm? It's because of those twats that we lost a few awesome Regulars through the banhammer. They need to grow some thick skin in future; or better still, our Complaints!

It's bad enough that I was blocked just because I talked about one person at the Complaints Forums; not just here, but on YT and LJ, but it seems like it's a cycle going on where n00bs are blocking or reporting us Forum Regulars for shit that goes at the Complaints Forums. That's what some don't understand. At the Complaints Forums; we tend to be dicks and bitches, who have the audacity to be rude, sarcastic and lulzy. But outside the Forums; we tend to be decent human beings. Sure I regret being a pushover and shit, but I would not stoop so low and harass their dA page. I respect the rules and I don't want to get the banhammer!

Overall, peeps are getting tooooo butthurt! But I forgot, TEH INTERNETZ IZ SRS BSNS.

Fucking cuntbuckets...

Yeah. I've done my rant. Sorry if this doesn't make sense but I don't give a fuck.

and fucking proud!

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.....Well, not really but thank goodness that deviantART put in that portfolio settings that enables us to create a professional and kick arse portfolio webpage.

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Fun shit.

I still have the cold and the flu from the day before I left Fiji for Australia. I feel like shit now....FUCK!

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I'm heading for tropical Fiji tomorrow............
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Which means that you guys don't have to put up with me and my art for 2 weeks. In other words, 20 days.

I'll be coming back on the 28th of this month AEDT.

Till then, bye bye for now, but not forever.

Before you'll know it, I'll be active again on deviantART and hopfully more darker skinned.

Like you'll miss me anyways.

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FUCKING AWESOME!

My mum and I never laughed so hard in a long time because this movie was also piss funny! We watched it a couple of hours ago. I'm so gonna watch this movie again, but on IMAX Sydney!

This was the best movie I've seen this year!

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...robots, that'll be fucking awesome indeed. I have a concept in my head of imagining how would it look like if the Skimmers transform into different forms when it's been exposed by the Allspark. I know it'll be impossible for me to draw it.

And yes, I know I'm in Transformers fever and I can't wait till the second Transformers movie hits here in a couple of days! And I am equally happy that it will be played in IMAX Sydney!

That's it...Short journal entry is short.

And my mood is not Stunned! When is dA gonna fix this problem!

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Kerem Beyit The Great! Awesome gallery is awesome!
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I only realised that I a little while ago. And just a few day ago I browsed through his brillient galley and comment and fave a few of them.

The quality of his pieces are outstanding! The amount of detail it takes for him to digitally paint some of the dragons are mindblowing!

In my opinion, he is awesome at his job.

You will not be dissapointed when you go to his page for the first time. And for those who already knew about still you will be amazed.

Very inspiring his pieces are. I'd KILL to have his skills and I hope that someday, when he has the spare time, he will create a tutorial on how he painted his pieces, especially the dragons!

I was like and whenever I look at his gallery.

I hope you will have the same reaction.

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It was this afternoon when my parents and I were helping out Yogesh's (my cousin) phone shop when one of his sister's (Sharon, my other cousin) school friends came in to purchese something.

Her face almost looks like her! Only difference was the height and weight, but still it's freaky shit!

I shit you not!

If only I can tell elo this but I'm not sure if I'm still blocked or not and I haven't been to her page for a couple of months. But whatever. If you're a friend of hers' tell her that I've seen a girl who almost looks like her!

Apart from that, that's weird! Never have I've seen someone in real life who looks like someone on dA!

That's new for me.

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This time I'm not asking for whoever comment gets a feature thing. I have already featured 3 artists here whom I feel is underrated. But also have originality, variety and talent!

I know I'm underrated but I'm not going to brag on about it! Nothing to do with me. And I don't give a fuck.

I'm sick of seeing overrated artists with no talent and with talent, getting the attention for posting the same old shit! BORING! It gets tiresome to tell you the truth.

Well on with the feature!

I might do this every month if I want.

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Also I'm keeping myself under the radar, therefore I'm not going to post that many journal entries as before and be a drama queen, attention , etc, etc, etc. Not getting involved with any other dramas and shit.

One thing I've learned from the past couple of months or so is to not be a suck up to anyone or be a dick when you comment without thinking and so on. Being at the Complaints Forums is a way to escape and forget the dramas that occured, despite some who would overreact to whatever shit I say.

But whatever. Anyways, my cousin had opened a mobile phone shop in Ingleburn a few days ago (called CoolPhones) and My mum and are helping out over there to keep him company but also to gain more experience in the retail industry. Also I helped him with the design and shit awhile back. Too lazy to explain because this time I don't want to dwell on my real life issues anymore, especially on my health.

And I still feel that journal entries are gay. Nuff said. I'll prolly post random journal entries, if not every single day....Too fucking lazy and tired.

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KIDDING!

What I really stole is a quiz originaly from that Elo chick. Then I thought, bugger that, so instead I stole it from

I haven't done anything like this in ages because I find it a waste of a journal entry.

Anywho, on with the quiz.

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?

Tiny scars on my tummy due to surgery.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?

A few South Park posters and so on.

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?

Neither.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?

Anything but mainstreme shit!

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?

5:30 in the morning.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?

Storm Hawks DVDs. I want them here in Australia damnit!

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?

My nan.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?

My tattoo on my shoulder blades.

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?

169cm

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?

If it's around smelly people, then

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?

:nope.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?

Dunno. But mayble Elo.

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?

Apart from bumping into that Elo chick here, LiveJournal and on Youtube; DEATH!

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?

Umm......?

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?

Coffee though I don't drink it anymore.

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?

Pepperoni and cheese.

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

Flavoured chips of any kind.

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?

Red, black and white. Hence my journal entry layout.

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?

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But I'm not the worst either.

Also ~harveytolibao's words has also boost my confidence in my artistic creativity.

This is what he replied to my comment two weeks ago:

"No problem.. You're skill and
talent is awesome! Someday I'll be
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on the stand, and Im sure with it! "

Also for proof: [link]

These words coming from one of THE great comic artist on deviantART. Especially how he was deeply impressed with how I vectorised his Bumblebee drawing. Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. It makes me feel worth while as an artist.

That is all.

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For some reason or none, I just felt disheartened right now. With everything that happened in the last few weeks which some of you guys already know about me being banned from that chick's page here on dA, and so on; what's worse is that that person also blocked me on Livejournal and on youtube like I am some sort of a BIG threat. Deep down I'm not. And I'm defiantly not a suck up!

Because of that reason(even though I also left because I got nothing to offer on that websites), I have left those sites because I don't want to bumb into that person and I know some of you guys are close friends with this person, I know deep down that I will feel left out in her circle of friends. I'm too different. If for example, that person is hosting a party, I would be the only one that will not be invited. I fucked up big time and I'm still hurt about that journal she posted and I also felt insulted by it also, but I also braught it on myself....Even though I'm already over it. But sometimes, out of the blue, you tend to feel disheartened with the events that occured previous; almost leaving you drained. You feel less interested in the current interest you like and it can also nearly effect your art too. In which I can't seem to continue with that orang painting at the moment....

Anyways I haven't gone to her page since I gave my last message to her. Recently I haven't gone to see if I'm still blocked or not. Too scared. Yeah I'm being paranoid and random. Sorry.

I'm not angry or anything, I almost feel like giving up. At the beginning I was wishing that I'd died on the operating table nearly two months ago so I wouldn't open my damn mouth and cause more trouble and pain; but now, not so much...

In the last journal that I deleted and post it privatly on LJ, I've felt better letting out some steam and shit. It's just that I felt disheartened somehow.

Like the title says in this journal of mine, call me a weird arse. This journal is random and so are my thoughts.

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Since our dog Benji died from old age. He was aged 16 in dog years.

He would be 18 if he was alive today.

Once again, R.I.P old bugger.

That is all.....

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But I think I'll stick to focusing on my art and hanging out at the Complaints Forums so than putting personal, pointless and rant-worthy journal entries here on dA. I'll leave them to my Livejournal account from now on. That's if I go there at all. Which I'm on a near perm' over there.

That is all.....Till next time when I will hopfully watch the new Transformers movie next month! I can't fucking wait!

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Yes. Well, I'm back from my half-arsed minor dA break.

And I also lack in Storm Hawks fanart because I'm shit at drawing SH fanarts, but I don't give a fuck anymore because I'm not as obsessive with it as before; even though I still love the show. After the final season of SH, I thought to start fresh and continue with my current unfinished projects. And start new ones.

I also ask for a request to do a blue lineart drawing of Master Cyclonis, so I can vectorise it in the near future. But I'm yet to recieve her reply via note. Fair enough. She's busy.

Umm.......That is all. And I'll be at the Complaints Forums if you need me.

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In other words I'm taking a minor deviantART break for a few days or so after everything that happened a few days ago, with that chick blocking me and her harsh troll-like journal entry still has upset me; I might aswell get out of here and clear my head and possibly try and finish off my pojects. So I'll be back. I just need a break. A dA break.

If you're a friend of hers, just tell her to unblock me ok and do explain my side of the story and why I felt paranoid? I mean SHE has replied to my note and told me not to make these comments again, as quoted by her:

_{"From: ***********
Date: Mar 8, 2009, 12:51:29 PM
I want you to know, that I really don't hate you.
I've just needed some space, ya know?
I will be honest in saying that I hope you won't continue to write those kinds of comments on my pages from now on.

Thanks."}

So how the fuck do you want me to react after reading that?! Ever since then, I was trying to not comment like I'm too friendly and shit! It's not like I'm going to spam her page with comments anymore, let alone visiting her page that often.

Besides, I need to chill out and get out of everyones' hair, especially a few others that I'm feeling tense around including her.

And I'm STILL a douchebag after this...

Ok I'm going. See you later, and before you know it, I'll forget everything. I hope.

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I know a couple of months back I posted a poll about how do some of you guys found out you recieve a DD.

Well I know I got a few answers about it on the poll I created, but I just find it weird that some of you guys only noticed that you got a DD by the amount of comments of congrats you got on your page, and by the amount of comments and faves on that selected Daily Deviation.

In my personal opinion, I thought you guys would recieve a note or an email of it.

About the dream, well also a couple of months ago I had a dream that my Portrait of a Rhino drawing recieved a DD. But the dream was all random and weird to understand. If only.

A couple of years ago I would be annoyed that I didn't recieve a DD yet; but now in 2009 I will not think about it at all. Instead of me asking for it, I'll let it come naturally for me and still continue on with my art...

Improvement wise on my gallery over the years is 50/50. It's still not THE best but it's not as shitty as the artworks I created back in high school and beyond, hell when I was a teen, I don't even know what Photoshop or Illustrator is, let alone a tablet, and we had a computer but it's a big arse looking one!

About the last journal entry, yeah I'm over it despite being my fault, and I'm now too scared to even go to her page now, regardless if she blocked me or not. But also I'll just pretend that I haven't even met her let alone know she even exist, not just here but in other websites I see her in. I have to try and avoid bumbing into her. I mean, I don't want HER or anyone to effect me ART wise. I don't want my envious and pestering ways to effect me like last year where I was depressed and inactive on deviantART for half a year, let alone suffering from severe artistic block on the top it because of these issues.

In other words I felt intimidated here. But not this year. And I'm doing great now art wise. Sort of. Though I sometimes have minor setbacks where I couldn't do shit. But at least it's not severe like last year.

Yep. Long journal entry is looooooooooooooooooooooooooong.

Sorry that I have to flood your inbox with yet another pointless and useless journal entry.

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Because I currently got nothing interesting to say only that I gots a blockage from someone here today, just because I talk about her behind my back and not on her page, even though I was being a bit sarcastic but I was also being honest at the same time. Hell! What do you expect, I spend too much time at the Complaints Forums here! It's not like I yell abuse about her or anything for her to block me.

Like she even thinks of me as a friend anyways to even call me a brown noser. Not to mention that I hardly go on her page and pester her like before. I was giving her some space and being mature. I did like her and respect her, and I am genuinely being nice and all, and not being a suck up as she so nicely pointed out in her journal, but then I still do have mixed feelings about her and what happened a few months ago where she accused me of harassment because of the way I comment....I think.

But after reading her "lovely" journal, knowing that the topic is about me, my respect for her is almost gone. Looking at that journal made me look and feel like I'M the villain and the bitch and made her the victim....

I dunno why she blocked me, it's not like I'm going to her page again and HARASS her for what she said!

But now I don't care anymore. In my opinion Elo needs a for overreating.

But then I did regret even commenting though. Oh well. We made mistakes and we regret what we done untill it's too late. It's part of human nature.

Considering that I'm an Aspie, I hate disappointing people here, but I just did by fucking up.

But now I can just try and move on, and pretend that I didn't know this person; let alone commenting on her page, and carry one with whatever I'm doing. Such as something art wise and hanging out at the Complaints Forum.

Why I need this person to let me down because she blocked me. I need to move on. And by this journal entry, I feel a weight has been lifted out of my shoulders.

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As the title says, I'm back from surgery after a week of rest.

But thanks for the well wishes and for the prayers.

Even though I'm still in a little bit of pain, I just thought to let you guys know that I'm not a dead horse!

I'll be seeing Dr Parker in a couple of days about the results of the surgery, even though in the hospital, he gave me the good news. the operation was four hours long, and although it was another laproscopic procedure, but it was a major surgery because they hve to seperate the endometriosis in my pelvic area in order to safly remove them; also they remove my right ovary because the damage from the endo was so severe, but they also remove my apendix because the endo was spread over there. As a result, I've been having haver bad sharp pains in my right area because it was mostl operated over there, you know with the right overay and appendix and so on. But I'm ok know!

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As it's specualted, I will be heading to the hosptail tomorrow morning to have surgery at 8am AEDT and will be a dead horse for the next couple of weeks due to bed rest and all that jazz.

The surgery that I'll be having is another Laproscopic procedure, but this time to seperate and parshly remove the Endometriosis I currently have, which is in the severe case.

But considering that I don't have that much cronic pain, it'll make surgery (despite being a high risk surgery) alot easier. Also considering that it is not spread in my bowl area, also easier.

Besides, I'm in the good hands of Dr Parker again, who will operate on me. So it's all good!

Though I'm still a tad bit nervous.....

Anyways that's all for now. And don't fret! I'll be back before you know it.

Till next time, take care everyone.

In the meantime, I'm still hanging around at the moment here, but today I'll have to be on a light diet and drink some medicine to clean my stomach for surgery tomorrow....Oh joy.

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Click here to see it!!

Look for In the Fashion catagory on that news letter. I'M FUCKING IN THERE!

I can't believe it. I thought I was too late with entering this contest but apparently I'm not.

I am so HAPPY!

Oh! About that t-shirt design. Please don't comment on my original piece. Comment on the piece that £deviantWEAR submitted.

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HIGH QUALITY TRANSFORMERS 2 OFFICAL TRAILER. CLICKY CLICKY!

Finally the offical trailor that is not a damn fan-made one! And this one is in high quality!

I defiently can't wait till Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen comes to cinemas this June!

Looking at this trailer and possibly the movie itself, will defiantly give me some ideas for a fanart of two. Maybe a Storm Hawks/Transformers crossover, me thinks.

This movie looks promising and considering that this movie will also be played on IMAX, I dearly hope they play it in Sydney's IMAX too, considering that we have the biggest screen EVA!

Yeah. I think I'll just carry on with what I'm doing, like hanging out at the Complaints Forums and stuff.

L8ters!

I hope I don't get banned for linking a vid from youtube!

Or maybe not considering it's just a stupid rumour and I was gullible to fall for it.

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HELL ON EARTH......
=JezFez81 — Tue, 10 Feb 2009 00:45:18 PST

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Below is a forum thread I posted a day ago because I'm lazy to go in the details right now.... Well, sort of.

[link]

But to make a long story short, and you guys would hear it in the news around the world, in country Victoria, they are experiencing THE worst bushfires ever! With the death toll of 173. But it is feared that it might get higher than 200.

All because of some idiots who deliberately started the fire!

The bastards.

Even though I live in Campbelltown; in South West of Sydney NSW, I feel sorry and bad for those who lost their home and their loved ones.

My heart breaks for them.

Also after nearly two months of heat, finally we have some cool weather and rain. But I hope it rains over at the bushfire effected areas in country Victoria. And I hope the police catch the arsonist!

If not, I'll sent Clover to eat them!

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The 10 Featured Deviants
=JezFez81 — Tue, 03 Feb 2009 20:23:49 PST

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Here it is, the 10 featured deviants with three of their deviations.

And for those who didn't make it but is still BAWWWWWING their eyes out, geeez! Take a chill pill will ya! It's not the end of the damn world or anything! There's always next time! But you need to be faster in commenting though.

Either way, enjoy the variety of these deviations.

1 ~MadameLady

2 =KatdaKat1988

3 ~SHimmortal

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I'll be featuring three of your best deviations if you're the first ten to comment on this journal. If you didn't comment, well bad luck for you. There's always next time.

Well what are you waiting for? COMMENT!

1 ~MadameLady

2 =KatdaKat1988

3 ~SHimmortal

4 ~ryfusd

5 =blackvragor

6 ~BleuLFinnegan

7 ~Keaton-Corrine

8 `VernonX9000

9 ~Stapic

10 =5-7x28mm

Keep that in mind that I'll be editing this journal with the features. Or I'll create another journal with the ten features.

For those who came too late, don't worry. There's always next time. But be quick with the commenting though or otherwise you'll miss out again!

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Sorry for yet another journal, but I forgot to mention to some of you guys who actually give a shit that on Thursday I had my Colonoscopic procedure to see if there are any traces of Endormetriosis inside my bowl area. Well the great news is that it's not inside my bowl area, but just on the outside. A relief huh.

But I'm not out of the woods yet though. I got the major surgery in the coming months though. But when the time comes, I'll explain more about it.

Oh! For those who doesn't know, I currently have severe Endometriosis.

And why is that whenever I post a journal that has got to do with me ranting and bitching, more peeps comment on it, or lecture me. Wheares if it's got something to do with my health or personal issues, nothing! Little to no comments!

It's weird.

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This week, the weather will be bad for Sydney, considering that all this week, we will be having another heatwave, so if I'm not online, that means that I'm not on the computer, because the computer is in the rumbus room, and the rumbus room can reach up to 37C or more.

In other words, the rumbus room will be too hot for me to go in and use the computer.

If I'm online, that means that the weather is fine and perfect. Like right now and a couple of days before.

Also on Thursday 22 Janurart AEST, I'll be having a Colonoscopic procedure at Campbelltown Hospital, so I won't be around on that time either.

Overall, we'll see how things go, and I hope the weather this week, will be a pleasent one, and not a stinky and sweaty one.

Oh! And about my previous journal, I'm already over it, and moving on. I just have to not bug anyone anymore!

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2008 for me was pretty hectic!
But to simplify it I'll just make points from the start of January, right to this month aka December.

_{JANUARY

Nothing much, the usual same old shit and job hunting, usual checkup on my reproductive health, blood test and so on. Mt specilist put me on The Pill to maintain my menstral cycle.

FEBRUARY

Got a newspaper delivery job on Feb 20. I also was refered to another job network called Macthur Disability Service after getting results form a Work Assessment test from Centrelink. When I arrive at MDS, that's when I got the real result. I have been dignosed with Asperger Syndrome. Finally! But also Storm Hawks finally aired in Australia!

MARCH

Well, I went to see the specilist Dr Parker, for my blood test results and for my ultra scan results, and I have two cysts in my ovaries, which requires for laproscopic surgery which I was put on a three month waiting list, he also mention about Endometriosis but I couldn't remember the name.

APRIL

Still continuing on my newspaper delivery, and I wasn't on deviantART that often at that time...Still same old shit.

MAY

No comment. Still same old shit.

JUNE

I got the date for my surgery, and it was on June 26 AEST. Dr Parker came to my hospital bed to check up on me the day after surgery, and it's not great news... Apparently he was able to drain the cysts in my ovaries because of the Endometriosis. But I was able to leave and recover at home for a few weeks or so.

JULY

Went to see Dr Parker with my mum, to explain to me about the surgery I had a few weeks ago. the reason why he didn't remove the whole cysts in my overies is because I have SEVERE ENDOMETRIOSIS all over my pelvic area, and it also spread in my bowl area.

AUGUST

Dad went to see some specialist with my mum, because he has hernia in his abdomon and requires major surgery to have them removed. He was on a one month waiting list.

SEPTEMBER

Well the date of my dad's operation was on my Birthday. September 3. But the surgery was a success and as of today, he's still at his grumpy self.

OCTOBER

I did an ultra scan on my abdomon to check how things are after surgery. hen later mum and I went to see Dr Parker about it. Unfortunatly the cyst on my right ovary is now 5cm. Also he urched me to have major surgery to remove every trace of endometriosis, but considering that it's also spread in my bowl, he also told me to see the bowl specialist on December for it.

Oh yeah! And I also has a tattoo!

NOVEMBER

Nothing much happened, just the usual newspaper delivery and so on.

DECEMBER

I saw the bowl specialist and before the major surgery commences next year, he told me I have to get a short colonscopic procedure to check if any of the endometriosis has spread inside the area or not. Just to be safe.

Christmas sucked cos it's he same old shit. Not to mention that it was hot here in Australia!

Also. I finally watched 300! That movie was awesome despite the violence.}
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

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It's the shit! I feel like a dA admin. And I know you beta testers feel it too.

Nuff said.

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...

Lol! Forgive me.
=JezFez81 — Mon, 08 Dec 2008 18:03:23 PST

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For flooding your inbox with my deviations in just a day or so!

Take as many time as you want to comment all of them. No rush!

Besides, I'm still at the forums, having my fun in the Complaints Forum section on dA!

But still, I sometimes won't be in the computer due to the blasted heat of summer... Just keep that in mind again.

If I'm on, that means the weather is mild and perfect.

Cheers!

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Not looking foward to it. Oh! Wait....It already has started Considering that right now in Australia it's December the 1st, which means it's the first day of SUMMER

And no. I am not from the future because Australia is a day ahead of North America.

Nuff said.

Oh! If it gets really hot. I might not be on the computer at all... Keep that in mind.

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Nuff said..

I know you properly see it at the bottom of my journal footer but whatever...

I properly might delete this journal if nobody comments...

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That's what Dr Parker said. 2 weeks ago I had my surgery to remove the cysts on my ovaries, but they mananged to drain the fluids that was in the cysts and they were unalbe to fully remove them because the Endometriosis were covering the whole organs in the pelvic cavity, including my bowel.

Umm... well, but he said for me to get a second blood test and an ultra sound in three months from now to see if any changes has been made and such. But also during my next menstrual cycle if I continue to have severe period pains, then he'll suggest me to have major surgery to physically remove every single Endometriosis, though there will be risks and complications, but I don't need to worry at the moment, etc, etc.

I know I'm shit at explaining about this, but I forgot to mention to you guys that I was diagnosed with this condition nearly 4 months ago after getting my blood test results, because I didn't know about it nor can I even prounce the word.

But I have a slight general understanding about it because I have recieved a pamphlet with information on Endometriosis, and I am still continuing on drinking The Pill to subside the Endometriosis abit (it was Dr Parker who suggest me to drink The Pill a few months ago, and ever since then, my period pain has lessen a bit)

This whole journal doesn't make sense! Well duh! I do have Asperger Syndrome after all. But anyway here is the link about it here [link]

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I'm alright and the surgery wasn't as bad as expected. And I'm not dead The nurses over there were really sweet And surprisinly I wasn't as nervous as I thought I was because of that

Anyway, the last thing I remember was one doctor putting in the anthesthetic and me looking at the operation light. And the first thing I remember when waking up, was coughing heavily.

Overall I'm ok, but I won't go into details though at the moment. I still feel a tiny bit of pain on the inside, but It's much better than when I came home from the hospital last week.
At least I had some good well deserved bed rest

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Tommorrow is surgery and........
=JezFez81 — Tue, 24 Jun 2008 23:59:34 PDT

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... I'm nervous as fuck I have to arrive at the hospital at 11 am tommorrow so yeah, I'll be there all day so today is the last time you'll hear from me, well, till I recover from my operation in a few days. Just thinking about this operation is making me nervous and scared shithess! But I'll know I'll be in good hands

Anyway after this, I won't come back to deviantART for a few weeks or so, in other words I'm having a dA break and internet break cos I'll be bed ridden. But I'll let you know how things tourn out And proberly post a photo of me in the hospital bed after the operation I dunno..

Wish me luck and all I know I nedd it

See you guys around I guess....

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My Operation is on June 26 AEST
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Sorry for yet, another journal entry I would like to thank some of you who replied to my previous journal entry and give words of kindness and such

You guys are great!

Anyway, yesterday I have recieved a phone call to Campbelltown Hospital (but mum took the message for me ) to indicate that my Laproscopic procedure will be on Thursday, 26 of June. In other words it's next week. Also, it's not in the morning session, but in the afternoon therefore I have to stay overnight afterwards.

Of course I have to eat nothing before the procedure and drink water between 7am and 11am , so I'll be fasting all day, considering while I'll be put under general anasthetic, they'll put a telescope in my belly button and removing the overian cysts in the process.

I remember a few years ago, my aunt had the same procedure, only thay remove the cysts in her uterus. She said that she was in so much pain back then, and after her operation, she has no pain anymore, mine is not as painfull as my aunt's, but it'll be great to remove them.

Well that's all for now. But I'll tell you some more on the day before my operation. (if I have the time to go onto the computer and log on)

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I don't want to go to too much details but to make a long story short, I had done a test from a previous job network I used to go to. Just to point out my strength and weakness.

Well I got the results from Centerlink, intergating that my strength is more "hands on" activity, and my weakness is communicating and interaction, and learning difficulties, I can't think of anything more at the moment.

As a result, I am referred to another job network that will help and understand what I'm going through. I went to that job network today for an appointment and ask me a few questions and well, according to the test that I did, it is official that I am finally dignosed with Asperger syndrome.

So now I'm content and relieved to find out what I really am, and don't need to lie about it.

After that many years of denying and confusion I now have Asperger syndrome and I can sleep soundly!

Relief indeed.

That is all.

Yeah, I'm shit at explaning so yeah......

For those who have removed me from your friends list, well you can go fuck yourself!

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I just came back from the city and yeah, I didn't got in. In other words, that position is not what I expect. But I'm not dissapointed, nor am I upset I fully know what Finished Artist really is because Natalie mentioned that it is far more different to Graphic Design, also this job is more technical than design.

Eventhough there will be training provided, but I wouldn't even fully understand the technical side of packeging. My heart resides into designing. And she mentioned that it'll be boring at times, also she said that finishing artists don't have the right to critique or say anything bad towards a desgn they recieved, eventhough the design is shit or not. They can't say anything or do anything. They just have to put it onto some material, and basically analise how much colour will go onto whatever, and so on, I really dunno the details but yeah. Different to Graphic Design. Way different indeed!

Besides, there will be hope for me in the near future in design and media, I just had to not give up

Overall, I am not upset, nor dissapointed, nor anything. I'm just neutral. I'll continue job hunting, and creating more works and all that jazz!

By the way, my legs and feet are killing me from the walk in the city! I'm dead tired right now!

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Well, an official one that is. Like I had one job interview a while back, but I knew I wouldn't get in That doesn't count!

Anyway, This job ad here, that you see below, which I found on SEEK and have applied, is the one I have an official job interview tomorrow afternoon.

Yeah, anyway on Monday I got a call from Natalie to know which of the two days I will come for an interview, either Tusday or Thursday. I choose Thursday and only time she wants me to come is at around 3.30 pm EST.

All I have to bring is my portfolio. Today I had a hair cut. I thought, y'know, I want to look presentable because it's in Surry Hills, which is in the city of Sydney.

Ummm......that's it for now.

Wish me luck!

If, for example, I got this job, it'll be my first paying job ever!

Three hours to go, and now I'm nervous as fuck!

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If you're an animal lover, READ PLEASE!!
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Taken from =bladebandit's journal.

THE JOURNAL IS DELETED BUT THANKFULLY YOU CAN STILL SIGH THIS PETITION BY CLICKING THIS LINK!!!!

This is what the journal said:

_{"PLEASE READ THIS! I BEG OF YOU!

This is from =Ribbontail's journal. Thanks for telling us, Ribbs. <3

There's an incident circulating the news section of dA about a Hungarian director whose short movie raised the hackles of animal lovers everywhere.

In one scene of this movie a kitten was drowned, held under water and forced to struggle helplessly for life. He totally glorified the death of an innocent creature - killed it in the 'name of art'.

Here is the clip.

DO NOT WATCH IF YOU ARE WEAK OF HEART. This made me cry, which is a very rare event. It shows the entire pain and struggling that the poor kitten had to go through. Every. Single. Second. They filmed its death.

Here is the DeviantART news article for more information.

Here is the online petition.

With all the signatures, and of course, luck, will hopefully get that a-hole to run away with his tail in between his legs. Or, In Ribb's words, 'Will smack justice in this bastard's face.'

THE MORE SIGNATURES, THE BETTER CHANCE IT HAS!

SPREAD THE WORD! ALL OF YOU! POST THIS IN YOUR JOURNAL, DO WHAT YOU CAN. STOP THAT BASTARD FROM DOING ANY MORE 'ART'

I'm signature number 5818. If anyone cares.

Thank you. And please...help"}

So if you are an animal lover and you adore kittens and everything that walks on four legs, then SIGN THIS PETITION!!!!

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PRINTS

dA SIBLINGS

CLUBS

Random shit. clubs, stamps, and other shit.
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CLUBS

*egyptians

~Malik-Lovers-Club

*vectorlovers

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Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O ( + )}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O ()}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O ()}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O ()}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (Fuck! I can't think of anything at the moment....)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (That's cuz you're a dumb arse!)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (FUCK YOU! MOTHERBITCHER!)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (How can you bitch a mother?)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (Fuck if I know!)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (I'm so bored I'm fucking out of here!)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (I'm so lame sometimes...)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (Damn right you are!)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (WAHHHH! You suck! Meanie!)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (There, there. I didn't mean it. You wanna hug?)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (*sniff* Yeah...)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (Here you go )}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O ()}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (anytime.)

Thought Bubble conversation part one
=JezFez81 — Sat, 16 Dec 2006 21:59:19 PST

My lame arsed thought bubble conversation

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Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (Are you my mummy?)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (you wish!)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (WAAAAHHHH! I WANT MY MUMMY! meanie!)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (Oh! Be quite you! You don't have a mum!)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (Yeah I know! I just did to annoy you..hehe!)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (*gasp*)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (I'm not making any sense here)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (you never make sense anyway!)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (Oh! Shut up!)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (You shut up!)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (BOTH OF YOU SHUT UP!)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (where did you come from?)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (From Uranus!)
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Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (eeewww!)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (the end......or is it?)}

Â Â Â Â Â _{. o O (Up yours!)}

When I got better thoughts, I'll continue

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So. What do you think? Experiementing was challenging and confusing at first but it turns out ok

I'm not a CSS whore though I just sex it up my journal. Those colour scemes I chose are my favourites So yeah ^^

Not like the best CSS but who cares! Hehe!

It's alright in my opinion.

I thought since I have a 3 month sub, I might aswell put it to good use!

Enjoy.

Oh yeah. Thanks for the 8000 hits!

I really need help with header & Footer thing
=JezFez81 — Tue, 21 Nov 2006 15:24:49 PST
I really want to know how you peeps who have subs, put pictures in header and footer on journal entries? Or how did you enable to set up CSS? Cos I got 3 months of my subscription, it's till Feb 20 next year (thank you =galvo you're such a sweetheart: )

Help me please

I know how to post thumbs here so that's easy.

So here are some of my works}}

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Fuck you cold and flu! And fuck you heat!

Wow! 4 years already!? aka it's my 4th dA B'Day!

It seems I've experienced my first cyber bullying

I'm heading for tropical Fiji tomorrow............

Kerem Beyit The Great! Awesome gallery is awesome!

HELL ON EARTH......

The 10 Featured Deviants

Lol! Forgive me.

Tommorrow is surgery and........

My Operation is on June 26 AEST

If you're an animal lover, READ PLEASE!!

Random shit. clubs, stamps, and other shit.

Thought Bubble conversation part one

I really need help with header & Footer thing