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Of course when I got back I sat down and talked to Ted's friend, and I gained a friend, even though sadly lost her in part at the same time, we also moved from

The South I think is good for me, in a year I have gained a more rooted grasp on the earth. Have lost all the money I saved. But luck seems to be at my shoulder, lets just hope I don't let it down, I have a real chance A REAL Tangible almost feel it veil-like, flimsy but almost touchable, brushing across my finger tips.

I have just got to work hard, push myself, show my talents - lol I giggle at the stuff thats on here now, its funny I haven't posted anything in an age - but everythings changing so fast - and I promiss to myself, to post something amazing up here soon, lol at least I hope too!

I've got to get better at promisses me thinks, I let myself down all the time, either that or sell myself short.

But soon I hope to be able to exhibit my work! Or at least get an Agent - oooo so exciting - I met one of Englands loveliest and hardworking exhibitors, and she's fantastic! We shall be going on a picnic soon, and I am to make pieces for her perusal.

I'm envisage my work for Annie as a patchwork of fabrics and stichwork to make something a little like klimt crossed with alfons mucher and audrey kawasaki. It thats possible, the theme is folk lore, so lots of nymphs, and sprites, not the pretty butterfly winged sort, mine shall be quite different. I adore anamorphic paintings of sphynx's and pan.

Painting with either Bon Iver playing - or "Moon and Moon" by Bat for Lashes - beautifully ethereal and visual.

"Calling moon and moon, shoot that big bad hand."

I've lost my silver ankh ring - must keep searching for it. Or perhaps its gone to someone who is taking care of it, and need a bit of protection. my thumb feels naked without it.

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/20976507/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/20976507/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 19:46:56 PDT I beg to know whats going on only to get told I will only find out the bad news if I get up north, so 4 days before my 20th I am not planning a party with my friends and Ted - but cancelling plans, and also getting told that Ted's mate Nat who told him she loved him and keeps phoning at really akward times and acting strangly and inviting Ted round to her place, me not included, because she feels lonely. (and discussing her complicated sex life is impossible unless she's in jimjams. lol)
So 4 days before my birthday I am drunk, dishevelled in need of a shower not feeling too good because of a tummy bug, slumped in a flat in a duvet watching kids play guitar hero, unable to reason properly so only able to yell incoherantly that I want to tear my guys mate nat's tits off - oh dear - tooo tooo too much vodka and ... everything else lol.
Only to burst into tears because I am so worried and think that as no one of my family that I've rung will tell me whose ill - and by what they have said that someone is going to die very soon of something terrible and I am utterly distraught because they wont tell me who or how or what! - but i can't travel till monday and the banks open.
It will also mean leaving Ted behind, and he doesn't believe me that Nat wants to get into his pants, and that she doesn't see it as only friendship. And that I actually do trust him, but am extremely stressed and frustrated.

So - What is going on?

firstly - My Uncle is believed to have MS, and is deteriorating fast at the moment. but lets stay positive, it could be something else - lets pray its anything else.

secondly - my father Angelo is dead, he died of mouth cancer in august, down south in South end on sea, he was just across the country from me - I will never get my chance to meet him. And the funeral has been and gone.

thirdly - Ted was going to sleep over at Nat's but yet again she called - lucky this time what ever was said was so obvious that now even Ted is of the opinion that she wants him as more than just a friend, - least one good thing I'm not crazy and at least on my birthday my boyfriend won't be sleeping round at her house.

Alot of stress and anguish could have been avoided but nope mum decided to only tell me if I spent over 100 quid and travelled for 6 hours alone - why?

because she hates Ted - and why? because I'm living with him, its so fecking stupid!

At least tomorrow I will get to see leelee - man I need ta see a few friendly faces at the mo things are majorly heavy.

(the police you can ask me about later lol.)

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/20517560/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/20517560/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 07:30:23 PDT and yes I can do a West country accent.
I am also thinking of cutting all my hair off into a mohecan - XS spellingness - or possibly braiding in a load of colourful yarns so I am still in 2 minds.

PostSecret - google it - for anyone who doesn't know what it is yet - It's very good

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/18851945/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/18851945/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 09:38:02 PDT
So, ... I am moving - and may never see any of my family or friends ever again - well my friends is a different matter - but my family say if i go that's it -

- my body - my life - my choice -

It is going to be hard - and yes reality will hit me hard - but till then let me dream of fun and frolicsome times to come

my mother on the other hand never saw her life without me - and will not except my departure saying she and I will never speak again and she will have the cats put down or if they come with me they will most certainly die - my nana tells me she and grandad will die when I am away also - and my auntie says have fun, be careful, and she will miss me.

Hence why it seems I will b calling my auntie alot more than the rest of them for being so shitty to me with their emotional blackamil whilst saying I was purposely trying to hurt them and obviously don't care because . . . - fill in the blank.

which is untrue - I do love them - and if i am being selfish by going aren't they being equally selfish by trying to make me stay by using hurtful tack tics that they know hurt me? I tend to think rents use Emotional stuff as a last resort - and if I was to listen to them then I'd be an idiot to let them manipulate me as I have been manipulated in the past - Just because you love someone doesnt mean you can't leave them to spread your wings - or at least give it a go!

meh - in short I am going and there is absolutely nothing anyone can do or say to stop me - even though it was suggested that mum would lock me in my room and they'd feed me threw a hole they'd cut in the door .... .... ... and they weren't kidding. >w<

I hate all this here - and all it does is make me want to move all the more!

Anyway goodnight all - If I wish really hard maybe I'll close my eyes and wake up in Taunton next to Tedski - lol - or maybe not but whatever happens - know I will prevail against the giant cheese monkies of my bloodline.

The only fear I have is that nana will put daggers on me - and I will fail in everything I do - but at the same time I can repel such things just as long as I keep the right mindset so happy happy smiley smiley

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The fisher king - watch it peoples!

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/16639496/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/16639496/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 06:40:53 PST
I promiss to myself : to be more forgiving, to not let manipulative people injure me with words. When depressed not to shut myself away lol. any to do more drawing!

to anyone who might cause a friend harm : I will cut off whatever part of you touches them first.

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/15552645/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/15552645/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 18:53:29 PST
broke up with mike - but we're friends still, he likes a girl, n I like a guy - so we are both happy which is ace.

I went to a network thing with my mum - n now hold the golden ticket if u like to a contact who knows a lady who owns 2 galleries i n manchester and New york!

I also need to make some card smaples to send to some florists.

and I need 2 send sum rough illustrations 2 a lady by monday.

And also I earnt 50 squid helping mum with her business n made colliflower n coconut soup.

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Happy Halloween everyone!

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And after makin the first zombunny im makin another one but he's tiny n patched n less zombie n more harlequin koz he's patched i shall post pics wen i finished i ashure u

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gona get a gd nights sleep 2night nighty night

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/14805336/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/14805336/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 19:11:31 PDT can't wait.

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]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/14079576/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/14079576/ Wed, 08 Aug 2007 18:36:28 PDT I felt so specail lol sept i didn't check the times and wen we got there twaz gonna b 4ever till the film came on lol - i was all hormonal n grrrr-ish so we walked bk home - mike didnt mind bless him - then we waited 4 a bit, he listened 2 his mp3 player whilst I did the washing up and put away the dishes then we went a walk in the woods - he liked it - like I knew he would Ace place.

Then we went over to the cinema, and with mike in the back I drove around the back of the Odeon in the industrial estate - and I thought I did rather well -
"So how did I do then Mikey?"
"Alright, I guess."
"Don't sound so enthused!" lol

So we get there on time, I buy my ticket he buys his, we go to the food counter, meet Lisa! And I'm like hey! (saw John in the Asda weirdly enuf, and sum bloke outside who said hey 2 Mike lol another Nestoner they were everywhere.)
Then he bought popcork and I bought coke - lol it wasnt till with AGES to go sitting watching the Adverts roll that he reminded me, he complained that we kudda got a better deal if we'd ordered 2gether, I didn't kno, and appologized then realised that he said he'd be paying as a treat. lol.

I didn't care - I was just glad I'd seen a film in the cinema, hadn't seen one since my fianl day together with Ben - the ex - when I'd turned to ask him something and he's practically jumped down my throat with his tongue lol. 10 months without even setting foot in a cinema - far too long!

Harry Potter - twaz alright - not the best out of the films, some great moments, some good cutting in places, but it kinda dragged a bit, and the end was this huge explosion of amazingness which I could gladly have watched more of but it went so quickly. In favour of plot filling and bits of piffle - in places there were vital extra empty seconds that could have been cut, The actress Evanna Lynch, for a first timer was AMAZING, frankly breathing life into her scenes with Harry, a certain natural acting spark that I think Radcliff lacks at certain points in the film - and I was also quite dissapointed by Tonk's lines - her anger seemed forced and I think that little bit of the scene could have been cut.
And watch out for Grawp - anyone watching the bike handlebars? Grawps holding them - then she is then Grawp again - hold on he didnt take them back off her - bad continuation, and the hold lifting Hermione putting her back down scene, the effects there seemed a bit off to me - cutting corners etc.
Overall it was OK - the end was amazing!
Snape and Harry - Im going to penetrate your- oh dear - lol v funny.
Sum bits gd - Centuars - Umbridge was FANTASRIC IMELDA STUANTON I want 2 kiss her - she was ace! Sirius dies and its all like awww - then - hee hee - dont think bad things koz lupin n Harry bit made quite a few people giggle as Harry's struggling looks alittle odd lol.
TTFN

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13976892/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13976892/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 20:02:20 PDT - sed they'd keep me in mind tho

went to woods behind our house with my Grandad - mum just kept talking and talking and talking and talking - lol till the inevitable happened - she choked on a fly - always happens lol everytime we go walking - she starts talking lol - and thank god for kamakazee insects - gotta love them bugs. lol

then Grandad - unable 2 find a pub decided to walk up 2 the offey and insisted on buying us all drinks - I just grabbed a WKD and downed it whilst lying in the garden playing with the cat on my lap trying to sniff the bottle and catch grass blades and daisies it was v fun.

then grandad left n we went on bout our business till a cal at ten - I thought MIKE?! - but then no - then I got a bad feeling and thought of nana and grandad - and nana called mum 2 tell her grandad wasn't taking his sugar after 2 and a half hours mum came home.
They'd pumped him full of sugar even tho his blood sugar dropped from 4 something to 2 then at 2 he magically came round and started responding 2 peeps then they gave him more sugar and waited and waited and waited for it to work then more sugar then he came up to 6 point sumthing then but was then unresponcive the dropped to 2 then more sugar and he was much better and mum could leave.

But over all good day now he's well again tho I keep worrying bout him silly man.

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13976784/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13976784/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 19:54:02 PDT
I don't get it? What am I meant to learn? not to trust anyone - because I appear 2 pick the worst friends. lol mayb I'm the bad friend, not them at all. lol actually in many cases I see that making sense.

why is it the ones you love hurt you more than your enemies.

Am I weak? Or stupid - because thats how I feel when people say "Wow! I wouldn't have let him treat me like that." etc ... lol n that's my family.

"Did u stop loving me, after the third week?"
"no."
"then what happened? I mean everything was going perfectly and then?"
"Well, y'see I wanted 2 impress you, when I knew u really loved me, I just stopped bothering - I didn't need 2 anymore."

It keeps ringing in my head - round and round - louder when I close my eyes - when I try to listen to my mp3 to drown it out - I see him saying it over and over in his matter-of-fact way - but then no one reads this so no one will ever find out the dark and terrible trueth that I am an agent for the government lol

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13976533/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13976533/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 19:34:01 PDT
And i feel like - wow - friday gig - gonna get - no - need to get sooooo wasted- ha ha ha - even as i type i kno i will look back at this and think wTF?!? arsehole wat the fuck were u fucking typin or thinking wen i wake up tomorrow eveing or mayb i think now im not gonna get 2 sleep and i just want 2 run away and hide lol.

just because ur so weak u want 2 pull away from people u love so u can hate them and not have 2 feel any pain - ha ha - emotional fuck up.

lol peeps r gona read this n think - im fucking nuts lol bonkers! lol

im not just dont deal with emotions lol n stress v well.

grandad was ill tonight - i just heard her say it - and knew the phone call wasn't going 2 b mike - he'd never think 2 phone whilst he's away - doesn't know my number - i memorised his but after his mum kept getting really pissed off with me ringing up and getin rude with me down the phone I stopped calling and forgot it - not good with numbers, unlike him lol.

It's weird isn't it reading old love letters - u read something and u think - he's sed that 2 me - and he's sed that 2 her and her and her - I'm no different than all the others, no infact I'm less, he's never shown me that sort of passion or care or emotion towards me - I just want to step back pull away.
I wish I could turn back the clock - I'd never say what I did - I'd leave them together and then I wouldn't have 2 cope with the guilt of knowing I kinda split them up - tho i didn't mean to - it happened - and I just want to sleep - turn my brain off stop it from thinknig all this stuff. lol - big emo. lol EMU!

emu farm

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13975530/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13975530/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 18:12:45 PDT
and not having any friends awake, in this country or trust worthy enough to talk to makes me feel vulnerable and I want just to run away and dissapear.

My mums going 2 start a new life in Bulgaria - and I don't know - after what Mike sed - what to fink - I'm so confused - I love England but I've had enough of it too. Bulgaria is a better life. But mike needs to stay here - i can't take him away from his friends and family - i get distinctvibes from his mother that I'm taking her little baby away from her and well me and vibes tend to usually b dead on.

I feel so alone - in part because I don't know who I can trust - so I put up my walls and keep people at a long distance like I did when I was little - I know deep down even my mums keeping things from me - I keep wanting 2 ask my nana but I don't have any alone time with her, and when I do it never seems the right time 2 ask her bout my father.

my fathers family after I managed 2 find addresses and emails and contacted them I didn't get a single reply and yeah well I just feel even stupidier for thinking for even the most fleeting of moments that one of them anyone of them might care about me - or even remember me - its been thirteen years.

the person I thought was my best friend was a complete cow to not only me - but every other person I know - and to think that I defended her loyaly and it was only after taking a step back that I really saw what an ugly person she had become, and it sickened me - and now I can't stand to be in the same room as her unless suitably drunk, she makes my flesh crawl.

and after her bretraying my trust quite alot really - I keep suspecting other people I know and care about of being like her - I keep thinking people are going to come in and take Mike away from me or at least try to - and its just paranoia but it's not v nice because I'm racked with self doubt most of the time and when I was on my own at least I had nothing to loose.
And I've become so violent again - like after my uncle left - and god I keep taking it out on mike - and then hating myself for it and jeez I make things complicated sumtimes lol.

shit man - I tell u - sumtimes I can just sit and all the little whispering dark little things that under mined me all these year just shut the fuck up and I feel secure and all the paranoia dissapears - and when the whispers are back - lol - well it makes me laff but I can't even listen to songs on my mp3 player which remind me of this person because I remember her playing them on her guitar - lol not only that but well mike needs a new vocalist and well i hav a strong feeling this person will be it - because she's ace and nice - she really is ace, we get on well, have a laff, but after Jen the closer I am to someone the more I think that they will be the one to do the dirty on me lol.

and well altho she flirts with him or has sed things that are flirtaious i kno its only in good natured fun lol but just u try convincing my irrational mind to believe that - its nuts - i suppose with time wen i learn to trust again - which again i will hav 2 build up - it will b better and feel stronger in myself - or I'll just have 2 start drinking alot of absynth 2 block out all the whisperings - its just so peaceful when I drink absynth lol i suppose its a good thing I ran out of the stuff hey? lol

anyhoo emo melodramatic rant over - time 2 -well, not sleep - lol but 2 sit and doodle - i know no one will ever have read all of this crap so yay! glad to have gotten it all out
nighty night. x x x

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13747506/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13747506/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 18:02:08 PDT
Beth's party - Jen arrived - my exbest friend, who wasn't going 2 the party - an oh dear it was an unpleasant shock - so I downed an inch of absynth - n then was like "IT BURNS!"
and then I kinda gave her a hug n was finkin aw just like old time put everything behind me - then Mikey wanted sum alone time so I stayed n chatted with peeps in the kitchn 2 find as soon as Mike had gon off in the garden Jen had shot out there with him, and as I walked into the sitting room Ben Milns, caught a glance of me, and then looked out side and began cheering n clapping saying "get in there Mike!" - he'd previously suggested to Mike that he aught to get another woman - yeah - Ben Milns the STD king, a mask of charism that ever so often crumbles to reveal the bitter woman hater he really is - he has no respect 4 them n is just out 4 wat he can get - and he get alot.
n so I went outside to avoid screaming what I just typed above at him, to find that Jen was trying to flirt with Mike, I just sighed turned and silently cursed my stupidity again.

So after much fun Will gav us a lift back to Kath's n Mike's next day went to chester then came back - great day sooo sunny! AT LAST!!!

At matt's I finished the bottle of Absynth - lot's of french courage lol - n spent the night sitting on top of a bin getting swarmed by mosquitos - Absynth, I found out was a fantastic bug repellent - I only have 2 notable bite on my forearm but unfortunately it has now swollen up so badly that it looks as tho I've got an egg hidden under my skin, it leaves this weird kink in my arm lol looks bizar.
So no Jen at this one - thank god. Drank lots to block out stuff. Not the only one.
Then Druggies arrived and began slinging abuse at Mattie, our host, and I met Jack and Peter Joseph Cribbley - whose nana was rather fascinating I love interesting peeps - he kept saying about me abusing the Absynth n that I shud drink it properly - but I just like the burn.
My tongue was so numb that I bit my tongue alot - because wen I woke up this morning my tongue felt chewed, stingy and sore.

Oh then one girl got punched in the face and everyone had to leave, the druggies chucked a bottle across the road at girls leaving the party, people had to be encouraged forcibly away from them, luckily me and mike walked with Jim n they knew his bro so they were alright with us.
Then when we got home there was no Kathy, and we discussed my soberness after the Absynth drinking - it wears off quick you see - and her n Jack hee hee
He had a good handshake - I kept shaking his hand mainly koz I was drinking n also koz it struck me as a good quality 2 hav - a firm handshake - I thought - good boy - yay! Kathy's found a nice boy.
And then they arrived and they talked n I had 2 run off and giggle - and then Mike had a serious talk with me n I wept like a baby - n then I felt much better but hungry and I bounded downstairs 2 find Jack in the kitchen and Will and Kathy argueing on the doorstep, eeeeek - of all the ruddy times that boy has 2 turn up! - he usually never bothers. the bugger.
anyhoo so then they tell us that they picked up katie on her way 2 parkgate n i feel a cold sweat run over me I'd been giving her swigs of Absynth n realised I really shudnt hav - but that she was safe at home now so that was Ok. Thankgod 4 Jack n Kathy.
Then I chatted 2 Jack about diff types of cheeses, till he warmed 2 me a little n asked me if I could do a favour - so I had 2 pretend to be fidnnig my shoes n go check if Will was still there - in his shoes I wudnt hav blamed him if he'd bolted out the window or backdoor. In a ouse with almost strangers missed his bus, n needed 2 get 2 liverpool 4 this specail last sermon his dad was gonna giv at his church b4 he moves - eek! bad timing 2 b late 4, so he stayed over n got an early lift off kathy 2 station. Didn't even hear them quiet as mice.
Then got a lift myslef - aaah cycle marathon - n then went home n fed the cats. N that's bout it really.... ]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13680476/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13680476/ Tue, 10 Jul 2007 06:15:31 PDT can't wait 2 celebrate his next birthday too

Happy birthday mikey x x x

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13500985/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13500985/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 16:29:20 PDT and I'm not well enuf 2 look after her yet.

Plus my last exam was today and after mum left 4 work not believing i was ill - i almost fainted a fair few times that morning then realised as i was swaying over the sink and brushing my teeth and shivvering whilst wearing a coat that i had a rash appearing on my torso - i freaked. got a tumbler and *phew* spots went away yay!

mum gets back - i mention the rash she gots nuts gets a glass and koz she presses too lightly begins yelling that they aren't dissapearing, she bolts downstairs and begins to ring my nana - realises my nana's at the hospital anyway - so rings the doctor.

this is only 45 mins b4 my A level exam.

fearing not only that I am not well enough to sit the exam as im unable to stay awake or sit up straight 4 any length of time - and now my mums scared the bejeezus outta me with the whole menigitisnussnuss - i may now by going 2 the doctors miss my exam start time! argh!!!

So after being sped 2 the docs her havin a poke and a prod a full MOT - she gives me the nod - i was right mother! not menigitus - big raspberries XP an sighs of relief.
Mum just hadn't pressed hard enuf - usually i hate people touching me bt i was so outta it i was like knock urself out doc, its odd wen a complete strager half fondle ur breast 4 valid reasons ofc.
then we finds out I AM ILL - lol - just a run of the mill viral infection - she thinks, so i gotta keep an eye just in case i get worse etc etc etc ...

so I got in few mins 2 spare had 2 go speak with teachers - lol turns out mum just asked how contajious i was 2 other students never thort how this might impact on my actual performance - i then got a second with my friends but only hugged 2 koz i was feeling a mite whoozie and needed supporting lol tho i wasnt bout to do the typical movie girlie swoon lol - how embarresing - and then i remembered - ack! no close contact - cripes! otherwise is Virusville 4 my mates so wen katie ran up i was like no halt lol - tho i wanted 2 give her a big hug - darn virus - i felt like one of the infected of 28 days later lol.

then in my exam they say me at the back away from everyone else lol - as my doctor had advised. I joked that I needed a little bell and to shout "unclean! unclean!" where ever i go lol.

And we got loverly prezzies off Mrs B and Mrs R - how we love them - Mrs R is the cuddliest lady ever! Auntie Jacks! and Mrs B i suppose all is kinda forgiven lol even tho i got a turd coloured mug and u sed i had no tits lol

and i finally got the things i left at school that night we shot to london - the night i fell 4 my angel and the night i had 2 leave him but kept him with me and now 3 days 2 our 8 month aniversary :3 hee hee

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13472761/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13472761/ Sun, 24 Jun 2007 14:03:25 PDT
MEEEP !!!

but now im off 2 watch my fav film - or one of them - 28 days later with my mum :3

lol n just laffing at Gordon Brown saying his British government need and will have a soul.

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13367717/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13367717/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 10:51:06 PDT
I had great fun - in the cathederal there were huge galands of beautiful white flowers and ivy tethered to the collumns - the flortist said that they were worth thousands and thousands of pounds and the whole place smelt like perfume there were sooo many flowers it was beautiful it was for Gary nevilles wedding - a famous manchester united player - lol I didnt kno who he was hee hee.

and then I got home and spent a few hours with mike till he fell asleep and I did too then he was meant 2 stay till 12 and then go home 4 band practise - but his mum phoned at 9:30am and said she wanted him home as soon as possible so he could clean his bedroom - grrrr. lol

i dunno mayb one of these days we'll get to spend an ENTIRE day together lol - when mike said it I was rather cynical/skeptical tho and laffed "so, will your mum be coming along with us?" to which he wasn't v happy lol - but I loves him v v v much - n i hav 2 love his mum koz she brought him into the world.

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13333920/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/13333920/ Wed, 13 Jun 2007 19:07:07 PDT you guys are ace!

I hope to be able to be making sum more of the comics like I promissed - koz its been ages n wen i do ill go mail u guys n giv u a heads up - n also will b making sum hopefully inspired by my trip to bulgaria in a month or so - 2 weeks with out the internet, running water, processed meat, meat , or anything processed lol - the nearest city is half an hour away, if u managed to get there seeing as they just discovered tarmac so roads are usually just dirt tracks and if u get lost or fancy a short cut u just drive thru a feild O.o

and there's no toilet, and were there 4 2 weeks, doing house work - O joy! - missing my bf - and only my mum to talk to - no TV no nothing - o jeezus and I'll be acting as translator seeing as mum can just about manage english - and no showers - just black plastic bags filled with rain water hooked up to the ceilnig - and are neighbours can walk in when they feel like it eeek!

our village actually genuinly has an idiot - its bizar - Stephan - well at least I can talk to him - or mayb not he seems tad scarey.

we have a bakery sumwhere in the village, but it only opens at 6/8am when the bread if fresh and you go and pay your 4 pence for a loaf, and mums thinking that on a diet of bread, fruit, and water from a well that we will be able to strip wall paper, delouse and worm the house, as well as de-rat and snake *eep* and chop down trees - did i mention its the hottest part of the year reaching into the 40's in the shade! and I burn easily?

remind me why I'm going?
lol xD koz its an ADVENTURE!!!! it's going to b very interesting after Bulgaria I think I will be able to ANYTHING! at least it will make a great few comic strips lol or a stand up routine.

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12856987/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12856987/ Sat, 05 May 2007 21:01:27 PDT
I suspect u can guess what I did this Saturday but I'm sure you don't know what happened before the gig which was a completely curious set of odd events as per usual, well usual to me, odd to others lol.

Already late - whilst rushing about getting ready I slipped down the stairs winding myself - luckily i didn't actually properly hurt myself - a small carpet burn on my back and a sore shoulder and a bruised bum. No one else in the house all in bulgaria - so I sent a text whilst lying on the floor lol - no reply - After recovering I dashed 2 the station 2 find I'd missed my train. I sent another text explaining I'd fallen and wud hope 2 b there soon. I only bought a single because I was getting a lift of Page's mum.

The train didn't go any further than Jame street we were all told 2 get off - I'd never been to James street before - only been to the carling academy once - and now was on my own in a place I didn't know rather sore from the fall, and wearing a top that decided it didn't want to stay up - and by now it had become rather obvious that my boyfriend hadn't taken his phone with him - so no one else had my number and he wouldn't know it from memory - he hadnt texted me since around november time - So i left a rather angry message on his phone. lol

finally found them after a kind ride from a cabbie who found me wandering in the street lol - and then another kind guy on the door i told him they might b inside so raced in 2 find they weren't then raced out bk to another station where - Ta da! there they were.

it took mike five minutes to say hi - lol - kathie said he was worried that they couldn't find me but actually he was concerned he was going to get into trouble because he hadn't got his phone. lol - everything was fine till we got to the train he mumbled something - I wrongly took an interest - and asked what he'd said he did the whole he wasn't going to tell me then ooops he'd forgotten routine. I kept asking then he said I'd make fun of him - it went on and on till i just got fed up then he had a go because I'd taken an interested, next time I won't bother - lol - apathy - my dear friend.

I've realised that when I know I'm never going to see someone again to prevent myself from getting hurt or experiencing hurt I pull away from them - seem cold hearted - warm to everyone else because either I know I'll see them again or they aint as important.
But lets be honest when school finished I'm never going to see him again - he won't call text and we'll probably email each other every so often. In the school holidays we see each other 2 or 3 times tops - I'd be lucky to see him once a month if that. So I'm preparing myself for his departure, lol or rather mine. or both.
I just hope this time I will get to say goodbye - and maybe he'll remember to say it too.

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12732262/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12732262/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 15:40:32 PDT 1. an absence of emotion or enthusiasm
2. the trait of lacking enthusiasm for or interest in things generally

1603, "freedom from suffering," from Fr. apathie, from L. apathia, from Gk. apatheia "freedom from suffering, impassability," from apathes "without feeling," from a- "without" + pathos "emotion, feeling, suffering" (see pathos). Originally a positive quality; sense of "indolence of mind, indifference to what should excite" is from c.1733.

I know what it means - but he mumbled it - so I looked silly having to say "huh?" but he mumbles everything, and when I don't hear him I would usually ask "Sorry - what did you say?"
- no, it doesn't matter.
"It does - I want to know - please hun, what did you say?"
- no - it was nothing.
"Just tell me then, I want to know what you said."
- because I'm concerned about what he says, and after 10 minutes he finally tells me, and it really wasnt important - so now I just stop asking, because I guess it must annoy him that my ears aren't all that great.
So now I don't ask - and infact I've kinda given up - its odd - I do this - I can't even say what's hurt me so to make me like this - it just happens when I can't deal with something - and usually its the most trivial thing - and I feel really silly afterwards and some times its more serious. But if its something I can't face my mind now hides it from me and in the words of a Jimothy "I feel dead inside." lol.

Well a break from the blurgh - I'm really looking forward to getting all dressed up and heading into Chester to the JAZZ BAR called Alexanders with my mate Pagey - We're gonna look after one another, have a few drinks and listen to music and I'm gonna play cupid and find him a psych lol - not a psycho like his past gf's - I'm gonna find him a lady friend - it shud b gd fun!
Can't wait!!!! SQUIIIII!!!!!

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12689571/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12689571/ Sun, 22 Apr 2007 09:43:10 PDT A lot of people r much worse off than you, if u want ur life to change u gotta change it yourself not wait around for someone else to do it for you - stop dwelling on old shite and if you think ur life is worthless, GET A GRIP - stop being so feckin annoying - one of my mates recently has been threw so much shit alot of her family has passed away, another one was being beaten by her mother who tried to commit suicide and her family was almost broken up and put into care - but they learn from their experiences, they are the kindest, and nicest people I know and the most giggly - I know we all deal with things differently - but if u don't learn from bad stuff, then how can u live? just letting yourself get dragged down by it won't solve anyting. lol

Anyhoo - rant over - ah i feel much better

THANKYOU all so much 4 looking at the strips - I'm all glowy inside that people like them yay - and I think I might do a little writing on my life - lol - tho i always say this and never actually get round to it - i love hearing about other peoples lives - their weird family histories, their parents, etc... the funny stuff - the stuff thats made them who they r, and according to others i hav had quiet an interesting life - i might document it in comic strip form. - who know we shall c. anyhoo hopes ur all gd out there in dev art land.

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12419075/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12419075/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 16:06:38 PDT spent all of yesterday at Mike's all snuggled up - lol - for once I was the one who fell asleep first and then kept falling asleep hee hee - so mike said - very kindly that he'd let me rest lol - then went off and played his electric guitar in the next room and then came back and played sonic right next to me - I didnt really mind - I liked him being close even tho the noise kept waking me - then I realised an hour late that Mike's clock is still an hour behind - lol - so I raced 2 get bk to my place - chattin 2 the cabby, we got on well - he told me that nearby there was a big bash 4 Wayne Roonie''s gf birthday - Posh and Becks were meant 2 go so was P Diddy etc etc etc... tho kno one really knows if they did actually turn up.
this holiday has been real nice so far I have been out doing stuff every day - on friday went out got this gorjious size 8 scarlet blouse thingy - very nice - usually a size 12 - i love when that happens dont u? hee hee - hope to loose sum weight over this holiday - I used to be 7 stone - but that was 4 years ago - lol - and if I went back to that weight I would be able to count my ribs threw my back again lol threw a Tshirt - so I just want to loose a few stone not get obsessed - lol like last time when I lost half a stone in a week - well it happens when you stop eatting lol - but Mike wud tell me off if I did - lol its so funny he wants to b bulkier like me and I want to be slimmer like him - body swap - it wud be cool if people kud do that - yeah...geschwaffel - im waffling i kno lol - night night x

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12363637/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12363637/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 14:15:07 PDT - anyway - I misssed the bus argh! on the morning of my exam - I arrived a little late but thank god I was there for the first run through - we had no audience so we arsed about a bit - we didnt run through all of it - but we were pretty confident - then after lunch (and after many trips to the loo) lol - we got to it - I don't think I did very well - I swore at the examiner - I didn't approach her like I had if it was another audience member I hope she doesn't mark me down because I was a bit weak with the character changes but I wanted it to be more subtle more real - i dunno - we shall see
apparently Hitlers looking for me lol - something about burning a chair *scoffs* - it's not like I have an obsession with fire *titters* no... just that when you blow matches ot they smell like birthdays and it looks all pretty and bright - ... - I actually didn't set fire to the chair my bf's mate did - Matt - btw Hitler's my head - lol sounds weird - Hitler is the head of our sixth form - only 6 more weeks till freedom!!! and my future! money, opertunity, my entire life lies a head like a vast sprawling landscape, my fingers are itching to work to create and to get paid - I'm determined - everyone used to think that writers and painters are penniless - not me! look at JK Rowling - she's rolling in it - and I already have a house in mind in southwest london - its beautiful - I have imagined so many times walking threw its rooms that now it feels like my second home - like I can walk threw the door and take off my coat hang it up then stroll to the vast kitchen where Mike will be waiting for me and I will wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him and play with his hair. ...yeah, dreaming again - lol - tho the last time I saw things this clearly in my mind was when I first met Mike and I knew that he was - dare I use the cleshay (excuse spelling the correct spelling has wandered out of my mind lol) - he is "the one" lol. tho doesn't everyone think like that when they are happy with the one they love - its a differetn story when they aren't - but its been almost 7 months now and well everythings going very very well

* for all those in love - enjoy!!! tiz ace aint it?! lol yurp - I'm just a big loved up puppy hee hee

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12352181/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12352181/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 16:00:19 PDT yay! and I'm planning to do ALOT of art over easter - *dances*
today was drugs day - always fun to tell a stoner that there's a gremlin on his hsirt especially when he begins patting his torso and searching for it lol - my friend made me cry in drama because she was trying to get me to be mildly upset not sobbing - she told me to image Mike in an open caskcet and - and that was all she had to say before I was unconsolable - lol - and my other friend told me I turned her on - ... meep - she's female... and er, she won't stop kissing and hugging me - and she's jealous of my boyfriend. so..yeah eek - but its all fun - m mates gonna b in a documentary on channel 4 so I might b in it!

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12271639/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12271639/ Wed, 21 Mar 2007 13:16:22 PDT thankies in advance

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12160001/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/12160001/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 17:52:20 PDT I joked "-a bit of gypsie luck fer yah gov - just chuck a penny and make a wish!" hee hee. twaz rather a fun game.
caught that Stephen Fry programme on manic depression again - makes me wonder if i shud go back just to get myself refered - but I'm ok at the mo just feeling neutral, had a few flashes last week - got told off by my boyfriend for being too up - eep - looking back i realise that i was having an episode but hadnt realised at the time.
me finks bout going back wen im bad - but I only ever get sudden bursts - so the damned woman thinks im making it up! lol - u aughta hav seen the peeps wen i got back into school and sed - my Doc says I'm sain! - if it had been a comic strip there wudda been a giant "WTF?!?" floating above a crowd of stunned faces. lol.
but at the mo I feel abit like the white noise you get when your drifting in between radio stations. anyway it beez one am and I need sum kip other wise my drama group will kill me as well as my bf if I start yelling at him agan lol. I love my angel xxxxx

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/11957321/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/11957321/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 06:29:28 PST [ ] You drink a lot of tea.
[x] You know what a brolly is.
[x] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[x] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You have/can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[x] Its football...not soccer.
[x] David Tennant is phwoaaarh!!! *droools*
Total: 8

Australian
[ ] You call flipflops thongs not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard barbie.
[x ] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[ ] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing. [FUCK. oops, did it again]
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an australian something
Total: 2

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show. [:3]
[x] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[ ] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[x] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[x] You speak some italian.
[x] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what a italian horn is
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world! [of course ]
[x] You talk with your hands. [doesn't everybody?]
Total:8

Spanish
[x] You say member instead of Remember.
[x] You speak spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is. [lawl, a spanish kid in my school told me.]
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[ ] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are. (ACTUALLY, it's plátano, note teh accent DDDD8)
Total: 4

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[ ] You know of somebody named natasha. [XD I do...]
[ ] You get cold easily. [-is cold right now- D8]
[ ] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 2

Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[x] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You like the color green.
[ ] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[x] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[x] You have/had freckles.
[x] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 5

African American
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun
[x] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[ ] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 2

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[ ] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math. [or at least that's what my report card says D:]
[ ] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 1

German
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[x] You Speak some German.
[ ] You know what Schnitzel is.
[ ] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[ ] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2
Total: 4

Canadian
[x] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is. [oh, the things I learn from IRC XD]
[x] You speak some french.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi.
Total: 3

American
[ ] You hate foriegners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[ ] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[ ] You hate abortion.
[ ] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[ ] You shop at walmart.
[ ] You think this survey is rather biased. [Yes, it is.]
Total: 0

yay!

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/11886561/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/11886561/ Mon, 19 Feb 2007 18:58:55 PST I raced out of the car across the street to try and comfort the boy who was shaken and distraught - I turned around to see where Jim and the boys in the car had gone but they were no where in sight - at that moment in the panic of the situation and with the boy sobbing and hypoventilating I sat him on a wall and told him to take deep slow steady breaths whilst I bolted down the road flat out across the street without looking and up the steep earth embankment into the carpark and was heading for station platform - hoping to somehow act as a decoy and lure the gang after me long enough for someone to help the kid's dad - lol I might as well explain I don't think much worth of my life so I don't mind a little peril as long as I can help someone out I'm there giving it my all - this plan really wasn't well thought through, and rather dangerous well I suppose someone was looking after me - and the dad because the next thing I hear is someone call my name, a good 20 yeards from me in the darkness of the carpark, its Jim and a tall strudy bloke strolls over to me bleeding from his right temple a cut on his left cheek and working his jaw - as soon as I knew it was him - and realising that he wasn't going to be able to sprint as fast as me I darted across the carpark skidded down the embankment leapt into the road without looking and came to a holt infront of the boy. Who I quickly explained to that his dad was fine that he had a few small cuts but was on his way over to him now, the guy had followed me at a rather slower pace and gave me a hearty handshake thanking me - but my real reward was as I skipped away turning and looking over my shoulder as the father and son embraced - I was so glad that everything had turned out so well - and thanked my lucky stars no one had been more seriously hurt. Turns out the guy had been trying to get the kids to stop smashing windows and they'd just turned on him, battered him and run off along the tracks.
I was soon back in the car with an exciting tale to tell at the party - which was ACE!!! unfortunately when I told my mum of my little adventure she went psycho first at me for getting out the car, then at mike 4 not going with me, then at Jim for leaving me there - she ranted for an entire 45 minutes - lol - it reminded me of the time she tore strips off me because I gave a tramp 15 quid - hee hee - I love my mum - ah and retelling that story on a bitterly cold night in the back of a taxi warmed the heart of a generous cabby who let me and mike ride for free for a mile! I couldn't thank him enough.

ooo - and as 4 a list of name's I've invented :

Mikey C - babycat, angelkin, kitten, silly jellybean, micio.
mike P - Pifflenick
Jen - Niffer!!! Jenfifi, Jenefeev
Ben milns - Benfurd
lizzie S - Lizzup
lee lee - toxic flump
Dan - Q-pid
Alex - Porkupine dude
Alex - Jesus, God, my daughter! Jimbo, jimbob, jimboski, pendulom, pendulum-bob, pendulum-bobski, Alexski.
Kathy - kitty Glew
william glew - Willy Glew - (obv. hee hee)
Marie - Mimi/mims
Carl - Carlita
Luke - Lucy
Andy - Ginger Andy lady fingers Aka Andy the necrophile (not an actual necrophile I might add lol.)
Charlotte - John
John - Frank
James - Voldermort

and one which I didn't come up with but wish I had - Bidda-gay-pigeon-smeg! so rules!
He's so sweet - Bid rules!!! squifflyfied by 10!

- and I am officailly an owl - it is 3am and I gotta be up at 7am - woot! school - I feel a hanckering for a mid day pub crawl- whosee with me? I shall hunt down one of my trusty band of commrades and we shall flock to the jolly friar for a swig of something tasty. shall be rather fun me finks - night night everyone xxx

- in advance days of rain rooooolz - oh yeah!!! hee hee - squiii-tastic!

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/11846444/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/11846444/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 18:46:56 PST anywayz omg I've got sooooo many views thankyou sooo sooo much! You are all so sweet! And if u didnt get one on valentines day or if u did here's one extra - I LOVE YOU!!! XXX xxx XXX

*winks* especailly my angel, Micheal - who I always said I'd fall in love with - which is weird - when I had previous boyfriend's I'd think - how odd I always thought I would go out with a Micheal not a Dan or a Benedict - then Blam! in walks the love of my life who as soon as our eyes met I thought - "thats the man I'm going to spend the rest of my life with." and ta!da! thats the story so far -everythings coming up roses. There are ups and downs of course, as with any relationship - but the trick is to work threw them and you get stronger as a couple - well that's just what I fink anyway. Yup now Im waffling but it dont matter koz no one reads this except mayb Mikey xxx - hee hee

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/11425096/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/11425096/ Sat, 13 Jan 2007 17:11:30 PST can't wait till its a thousand then i'll b een more chuffed

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/11243920/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/11243920/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:46:10 PST My ex's include - a pro tennis player Dan- lived in Spain now in America somewhere -whose father murdered his mother for insurance money - whose best friend was neo-nazi called Bob - who threatened to kill me if I even thought of attempting to hug him. lol.
number 2 - Benedict - who wants 2 work for the goverment - he goes to a private military school a million miles away - and phones me more than my new boy friend - and never shuts up about cleaning guns and ironing shirt tips. *sighs* he's very sweet - a bit dim tho. - nick named : rampant squid tongue - for most obvious painfully embaressing reasons.
number 3 - fancied for a year - then he told me he fancied my best mate -so i got them together. then we got together. broke up for 2 hours - back together - hmmm, which everyone thinks is a mistake - including my Auntie Paul and his boyfriend. He's snogged more men than I have - usually infront of me - and groping - yeah... I kno - next one's gonna turn out 2 b a murderer aint he - or a woman - or a lycanthrope.
Someone save me! lol.

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/10801569/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/10801569/ Tue, 21 Nov 2006 15:21:28 PST hee hee night x - or mornin' depending on where u r

]]> ~Jinks13 http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/9806954/ http://Jinks13.deviantart.com/journal/9806954/ Mon, 21 Aug 2006 17:01:31 PDT Aloha dudes and duddettes - i been nosying round and about the place - and i hav 2 say ur digs seriously rock!
If u can't tell I'm NEW!!! And really hyped to be here - lol

I'll tell u alittle bout myself - just 4 eny curious cats like myself - I live in England! But technically not really English at all - lol - I'm a quarter greek, irish, with a bit of welsh and manx tossed in and even some italian and Romany gypsie blood - so a right mixture!

all my maties call me Jinks 'cos I'm especially talented at getting into trouble and weird situations, and 'cos I hav dislexia so jinx is spelt wrong and 13 is my lucky number, because it has to be lucky for someone - lol

I'm a self confessed nutter, a filth wizard, and a hippy child! I love jazz, blues and soul - Nina Simone and Aretha - are the best! I'm also a professional waffler My favourite literary character is Mercutio from Romeo & Juliet! And I'm an oddball - and even my house aint normal - we've got a spirit who lives on our stairs called John, and he's quiet friendly, follows me about abit, and keeps the house in good nick.

ENJOY THE GALLERY EVERYBODY!!! PEACEOUT ]]> ~Jinks13