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                <title>Massive Blog Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Jan 2008 02:54:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Read it <a href="http://joanmichele.livejournal.com/22799.html">here</a>.<br />
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 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>Competition : Winner is...</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/16086235/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Dec 2007 23:56:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I thought long and hard about this, and decided that the winner of this competition is...<br />
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<a href="http://www.sheezyart.com/view/1601575/">Half Life 2 - City 17</a><br />
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by ~<a class="u" href="http://omegaultima.deviantart.com/">OmegaUltima</a> <br />
<br />
However, since there was no entries for free art,  ~<a class="u" href="http://sirver.deviantart.com/">Sirver</a>  will be awarded a free request from me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>Competition : Entries are in!</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/15436186/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Dec 2007 18:12:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> EDIT EDIT EDIT</b><br />
<br />
Actually, the think will be snail mailed. it's been cleared with Steam. <br />
<br />
And thus, I am implementing backup Plan B. You no longer need to have your mailing address to be elligible to win the game. What you need now are the following :<br />
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- A valid Steam account<br />
- A broadband connection<br />
<br />
What will be done now, is that I will activate the product on the deadline and turn it into gifts which will then be credited to the contest winner's account. Everything else still applies.<br />
<br />
Sorry about this, but this is a totally unexpected move by Valve, and I still want this to go on.<br />
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Okay I got all the reference sheets done for this competition, I think I'll start this thing without further ado. <br />
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<b>Premise</b><br />
<br />
The premise is simple, all you have to do is draw a picture of my persona/s and/or main TERRA characters in a setting that involves the Orange Box games or the winter soltice festivities or both. You can do /34/ stuff of them if you like, just so long as it isn't too fucked up or the like...however, there are a few things to note which will be covered in the reference section.<br />
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OCs and self-inserts are fine as long as my characters and/or persona/s are still the main focus of the entry/ies. Also, unless I know you as a good friend or better, if you're going to add OCs/self-inserts, absolutely no /34/ shit because that's just creepy. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <br />
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<b>Phat Loot</b><br />
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<i>"Why?"</i> You may ask. <i>"Why should I waste my talent on your faggoty characters and persona?"</i> Well here is a very good reason, two reasons actually. I got an extra copy of the Orange Box that I am willing to give away, but cannot decide to whom. So if you're a gamer and love first-person shooter games like HL2 or Team Fortress  2 and can't wait to try your hand at Portal, this is your perfect chance to try your chances at getting it.<br />
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However, since I will be placing some restrictions on elligibility, not everyone can enter for the game. So I will be placing a second division for those unable to, and the first three of that division will receive a free request from me. Sounds fair enough and everyone wins in that regard.<br />
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The winners will be announced on the 25th of December, and the Orange Box will be mailed out on the same day. It could take anywhere between a few weeks to a couple of months for the package to arrive depending on where you live. So be patient.<br />
<br />
<b>Rules</b><br />
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 - All contestants who enter will be automatically considered to be of the second division (For the prize of free requests) until they can verify their eligibility for the first division. (For the prize of the Orange Box)<br />
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 - The deadline for entries to be submitted and first division eligibility to be verified will be on the 23rd and 24th of December respectively.<br />
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 - Contestants who enter should send their entries either via private notes on DeviantArt, SheezyArt or FurryArtPile or e-mail. (Depreciated)<br />
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 - Contestants who already submitted their entry, but want to verify their first division elligibility must do so in the same contact method they used to enter.<br />
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 - Contestants are free to opt out of the first division and into the second division or out of the competition altogether if they so wish to and they are free to re-enter if they changed their minds on the matter.<br />
<br />
 - Contestants are only allowed one entry in one division for the competition, though they are free to change their entry any time.<br />
<br />
 - Cheaters found will be disqualified and barred from this competition.<br />
<br />
These are what you will need in order to be elligible for the first division and win the Orange Box: <br />
<br />
 - A valid mailing address.<br />
 - A short paragraph saying why/how badly you desire a copy and how easily you could have gotten a copy otherwise.<br />
 - A working and verifiable steam account. I will add your user name to my Steam friends list and send you a message to verify that you have it.<br />
 - Contestants who already own both of the Orange Box exclusive games (Team Fortress 2 and Portals) are inelligible for the first division. Those found out to have already owned said games while trying to apply for the first division will be shunted back into the second divison. Don't try to win what you already own, dudes. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <br />
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<b>Reference Sheets</b><br />
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<a href="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v612/donanobispacem/Refs/Ref01.jpg">Joan - Old designs</a> <br />
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This is an old design of my persona, obviously. Regular and incorporeal form... ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>You will be baked, and there will be drama cake.</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/15390798/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2007 11:47:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, you know, I have been diving headfirst into drama these days and pissing a lot of people off. If you're not involved and feel uncomfortable with it, then I apologize, there are some issues that I care about deeply and thus there are some things that must be said, no matter how much it pisses off the person I am directing it towards, so this will be a callout journal. <br />
<br />
 *<a class="u" href="http://insane-reynard.deviantart.com/">InSaNe-REYNARD</a> , I know for a fact that you hijacked your girlfriend's account ~<a class="u" href="http://bently.deviantart.com/">Bently</a>, and I know for a fact that you used to go as !<a class="u" href="http://straitfox.deviantart.com/">straitfox</a> until you get banned for the attitude problems that you apparently have not learned from, which I will touch on next. However, that is not the problem, I am no stranger to seeing this kind of stupidity being flung around and it usually are just symptoms to real issues that need to be fixed. First off, you are pompous and egocentric, you can never stand to be told that you could even slightly be wrong or less than perfect, and I cannot abide by that, sorry. This is what I find seriously messed up about you, the lengths of which you take this is quite frankly the most mind-numbingly irrational and disturbing thing I have ever seen in a fellow human being. You constantly go out of your way to harass and pick fights with those who disagree with you, or has an even slightly negative opinion about you, and yet you wonder why you get flack for it. No, you're not a protector, nor are you a guardian of anything, what people say about you, or in approval of ED, or to contradict your beliefs has no bearing to you, your girlfriend or the furry fandom. Quite franky, I find you to be a big embarassment to the furry fandom.<br />
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However, I digress. This is not the most offensive thing I find about you, not even that bit where you advocated bestiality comes close. What I find most repulsive about you is your complete and utter disrespect to the word of anyone but your own, heck you don't even listen to a word your girlfriend says to you and yet speaking of her as if she is agreeing with and hanging on to every word you say, and that is what I find most offensive. YOU ARE ABUSING YOUR OWN GIRLFRIEND for crying out loud, and for what? Pride issue, just to prove your point against your detractors that shouldn't matter to you? Are you that insecure about yourself that you not only have to desperately tell yourself that you're always right, that your detractors are all wrong and that you have a million friends eager to back you up, you also are unable to trust your significant other enough to not hijack into her private stuff and play sockpuppet with her account? <br />
<br />
Please, for your own good, learn to stop setting yourself up for your own suffering and stop bothering with your detractors. They will not change their minds, no matter what you say to them. Grow some balls and some confidence so you would stop running around desperately trying to prove your superiority over the internet. No good can ever come from what you are doing, and unless you can effect a change in attitude in yourself, you will never get ahead.<br />
<br />
Remember, there is more to attitude than just the useage of words, believe me when I say that I am trying to help you when telling you to stop being a whining pussy.<br />
<br />
 *<a class="u" href="http://shanella.deviantart.com/">Shanella</a> , your overly pretentious, egoistic and snobbish attitude rubs me the wrong way and when I was shown that scrap picture of you nitpicking at the simillarities between ~<a class="u" href="http://ubasty.deviantart.com/">ubasty</a> 's and *<a class="u" href="http://xxshrinerxx.deviantart.com/">xxshrinerxx</a> 's work I get displeased. I cannot just let it slide and go about my business, because what you are doing isn't right. You are not outing a supposed art thief like you claim to, you are targetting a fellow artist for being unlucky enough to have a drawing style simillar to your friend's. Even if ubasty did admit to referencing to your friend's work, I fail to see why you have a big problem with it. Trying to inflict the stigma of being labelled an art thief on someone is a terrible thing to do, it is something that you should never EVER do to someone, unless you are 110% sure that said person deserves it. Trying to do that to ubasty for "simillarities", "referencing" or "inspiration" is extremely petty and beyond cuntish.<br />
<br />
The way you reacted when confronted isn't any better either. You tell me to stop being nosy, but at the same time get your friends involved in your problems, and that is saying nothing of the comments I found you saying behind my back. You should have at least have the honesty and integrity to tell me what you really feel to my face. You could rip on me all day long and I wouldn't mind, at least then, we MIGHT have a... ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>Hiatus</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/13802339/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Jul 2007 00:19:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh dear, looks like I won't be drawing for a while. You see, I have gotten this really strong desire to learn mapping in Serious Editor and it's been eating up all my time as of late. The learning curve is really steep, but I am enjoying the learning process and making it work.<br />
<br />
On top of that, I've been organizing custom map co-op sessions every friday and saturday evening. <a href="http://forums.seriouszone.com/showthread.php?t=53012">[Link]</a> And that had gained quite the unprecedented amount of momentum in just the first weekend of the party. <br />
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About the requests...yeah.....I'll get them done someday. >>;<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>XD I am going to regret this...</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/12503554/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Apr 2007 23:49:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Passed on from *<a class="u" href="http://kycha.deviantart.com/">Kycha</a> <br />
<br />
Ask me THREE questions. Go ahead, it doesn't matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are, I will answer 100% truthfully.<br />
<br />
Also, if you choose to ask the questions, be sure to pass this on to your journal. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
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6 - <a href="http://ingjald.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/n/ingjald.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ingjald" /></a> - <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title... ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>About my last entry...</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/12419407/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Apr 2007 16:31:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ APRIL FOOLS! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
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<strong>10 requests stats:</strong><br />
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                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>A confession...</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/12408115/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 Mar 2007 21:37:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You know, people are starting to get suspicious so I might as well come clean instead of being caught with my pants down. D: You see, I've always been angsting over the dilemma over what I want to do with my art, porn gets me a lot of attention from the community and I like feeling popular, but on the other hand, the style of realism has always got me interested, this was something that had plagued me for a long time. Thanks to my artistic ADD, which not only spans across subject, but styles, I had been given the idea to create a new personality not only to break free from that dilemma, but also to make a start with music composition, something which I've always wanted to try. This has been a creative endeavour years in the making, back in late 2002, when I entered the creative arena as Juan-Miguel. I even went through the trouble of creating a convincing backstory and a long-lasting proxy from Hong Kong. ( I changed it to Joan-Michele, using the MtF tranny alibi, because I'm not comfortable playing a dude, and I don't even know how. ) People had bought it because I was careful to stay in the Sonic fandom with this name away from my usual hangouts, and from that, I had developed a personality which was fun to build up and play as. However, recently, I thought it was safe to move Joan's persona back to the fur fandom and people bought it for a while. But over the course of the months, people began questioning the similarities in our mannerisms, how we like to argue and debate at lengths about our beliefs and convictions, the dramawhoring, how we both like lame jokes and chan memes and how we don't take ourselves seriously enough.<br />
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So yes, what I want to really say is, that  =<a class="u" href="http://siansilverhair.deviantart.com/">siansilverhair</a>  and Joan are the same person, and that person is me. I'm sorry to have fooled you, my dear friends, for so long. I guess this now could explain a few things, including the dramabomb that happened a few days back as well as how our art styles are somewhat similar, yet different.<br />
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Now that the cat is out of the bag, so to speak, I feel relieved. I'll still feel sad if you dewatch me as a result of this, but I guess I can't blame you. I've really enjoyed the company we've had and for that, i thank you.<br />
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- Sian<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>Furry Ponderings.</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/12279959/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Mar 2007 05:01:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You know, these recent days, I have become increasingly amused over how drama-prone (Read : Thin-skinned and easily-incensed) most furries are. As such, I am torn between wanting to nuke the fandom in a huge flamewar of epic proportions and start anew while harvesting the lulz and starting anew and keeping the community discreet while chuckling to myself over some of the more trivial drama that had washed over this fandom. I lean to the latter myself, having been bored with the recurring themes of the drama.<br />
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     I then realised that this is one of the fundamental problems of the furry fandom. It's not the porn, or the lifestylers with their fucked-up fetishes, nor is it the anti-furs and the critical media. It's the fact that the fandom is mostly populated by emotionally-crippled idiots who can't help but create a big spectacle over one trivial problem, and then cry like an overgrown fucking baby, inciting mass feuds, when critisized for their behaviour.<br />
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     So...what now? What IS my role in the fandom? I identify myself as a furry, despite this mess, but I don't take part in the big fetish spoogefest ( I only on very rare occasions draw smut, believe it or not. ), I don't go to cons, I don't take it as a lifestyle, I'm not nearly as antagonistic as I once thought I was to the fandom. All it is for me is that it's a fun hobby. However, why is it that I care so much about the state of the fandom?<br />
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     Maybe, for what it's worth, I still find a few people in the fandom who I am glad that I met. They have quickly become my close friends, and they are some of my most beloved friends at that. Maybe, I just want to find more like them and create something promising and wholesome with it. There's so much I want to do with my time here in this world, I don't know where and how to begin.<br />
<br />
     The mind is a strange thing sometimes.<br />
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<strong>10 requests stats:</strong><br />
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1 - <a href="http://xirix-sama.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/i/xirix-sama.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="xirix-sama" /></a> - <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> Completed - <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44650113/">[Link]</a><br />
2 - <a href="http://chukkz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/h/chukkz.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="chukkz" /></a> - <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> Completed - <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/50373363/">[Link]</a><br />
3 - <a href="http://axe-kazama.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/x/axe-kazama.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="axe-kazama" /></a> - <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" /> <br />
4 - <a href="http://firelancess78.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/i/firelancess78.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="firelancess78" /></a> -  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />... ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>10 requests meme, consolidated! :D</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/10877504/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Dec 2006 11:13:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm kinda bored, so yeah. The first 10 to comment on this space gets a request if they agree to pass this on.<br />
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EDIT : Okay since DA's servers seems to have a glitch in their TARDIS, and cloned this entry. I'll delete the duplicate journals and list the winners. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
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1 - <a href="http://xirix-sama.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/i/xirix-sama.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="xirix-sama" /></a> - <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> Completed.<br />
2 - <a href="http://chukkz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/h/chukkz.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="chukkz" /></a> - <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" /> <br />
3 - <a href="http://axe-kazama.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/x/axe-kazama.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="axe-kazama" /></a> - <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_half.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-half:" title="Half Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" /> <br />
4 - <a href="http://firelancess78.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/i/firelancess78.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="firelancess78" /></a> -  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" /> <br />
5 - <a href="http://fakefrenchman.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/fakefrenchman.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="fakefrenchman" /></a> - <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" /> <br />
6 - <a href="http://ingjald.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/n/ingjald.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ingjald" /></a> - <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star-empty:" title="No Star" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_empty.gif" width="17" he... ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>hay bitches. :3</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/10146218/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Sep 2006 19:01:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Got an Ell Jay.<br />
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<a href="http://joanmichele.livejournal.com/">{Link]</a><br />
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Gogogog! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>PWN3D!11ONE</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/9519102/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Jul 2006 05:18:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://lolly.deviantart.com/journal/9515195/">[link]</a><br />
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Haha! Look at the amount of comments, we're gunning for 6k and more! So please add comments and link it to your journal. ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>Homophobia</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/6399437/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Sep 2005 17:11:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Taken from =<a href="http://wendyatticus.deviantart.com/">WendyAtticus</a> 's journal...<br />
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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.<br />
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I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.<br />
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I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.<br />
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We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.<br />
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I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.<br />
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I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.<br />
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I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.<br />
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I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.<br />
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We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.<br />
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I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.<br />
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I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.<br />
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I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.<br />
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I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.<br />
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I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.<br />
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I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.<br />
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I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.<br />
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I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.<br />
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I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.<br />
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I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.<br />
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---<br />
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Personally, I don't think it's so much the concept of homophobia as it is acting upon such bias which I find despicable. Everyone has their beliefs, oppressive or otherwise, and are free to express them, however, they cross a BIG moral line when they act upon such oppressive beliefs.<br /><br />---<br />
<em>Disclaimer : The above journal is not indended to single out any person in particular. I am not responsible if anyone coming across this journal happens to be offended by it. However, if there's something about the journal that you felt the need to be edited, PM me with your reason and your proposal. I will not be held liable for the opinions expressed in this journal. </em><br />
---<br />
Art Trade/Request/Collab/Offer stats - <a href="http://joan-michele.deviantart.com/journal/4217448/">[link]</a><br />
My Tailsko Club - <a href="http://2-tailed-vixen.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>New Music - Tainted Destiny</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/6340554/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Aug 2005 07:59:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.soundclick.com/bands/songInfo.cfm?bandID=377537&songID=2799100">[Tainted Destiny - Ballad Rock - 120 ~ 157 BPM - 7:14]</a> <br />
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Enjoy.<br /><br />---<br />
<em>Disclaimer : The above journal is not indended to single out any person in particular. I am not responsible if anyone coming across this journal happens to be offended by it. However, if there's something about the journal that you felt the need to be edited, PM me with your reason and your proposal. I will not be held liable for the opinions expressed in this journal. </em><br />
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Art Trade/Request/Collab/Offer stats - <a href="http://joan-michele.deviantart.com/journal/4217448/">[link]</a><br />
My Tailsko Club - <a href="http://2-tailed-vixen.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>Tenshi no uta</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/5884886/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Jul 2005 10:22:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Main - I've been thinking that I'd like to earn a little bit o' cash for my work so I decided that there will be no more freebies for musical requests and I ain't taking on any more art tasks until I'm done with my lot. Sorry to keep you folks waiting. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Gomen nasai! <br />
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As for musical tasks, I'll be comprising a formula for the pricing, I will no longer take requests for transcribing commercial music. However I'll be glad to create original music on demand for a price.<br />
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Here are the pricing policies (Pricing is in Hong Kong dollars):<br />
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- $10/minute x the number of tracks. <br />
- Double track counts as one track.<br />
- Pricing is calculated per song, then added together for multiple requests.<br />
- 50% payment up front is required as a security measure.<br />
- I only accept cold hard cash via mail.<br />
- I only accept deals which amount to at least $60, this is for your convenience because I don't think you'd want to go through all that trouble just to mail a small sum. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> <br />
- Please PM via devnotes, email or catch me via IM if you're interested.<br />
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Contact : <br />
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E-mail : ValkyrieProductions@gmail.com<br />
AIM : JoanSciuridae<br />
MSN : ValkyrieProductions@hotmail.com (All mail requests to this address will be ignored, I only use this address for IM. )<br />
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As always, if you use my music in your work, please give proper credit and ask me first; I might be using some of my songs for a part of a few projects I would be participating in the future.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br />
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Oh and one more thing, if you want to use my work for profit, please contact me and we could work out the royalties. <br />
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Thank you. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br />
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(Will be posting examples of my work later.)<br /><br />---<br />
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                <title>Okies... :3</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Jun 2005 01:47:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ - Life<br />
<br />
  For some of you who don't know, I came clean with my Gender Dysphoria a couple of weeks ago. However, the reaction was pathetic, my dad doesn't seem to have the full impact of what my condition is reached into his head, my mother doesn't believe me. ( I think she does, but denies it. ) I had my reservations about telling my sis, but I'm glad I told her. No longer do I have to keep everything to my self, so it's pretty cool, my sis made friends with my girlfriend, I think so that's even more awesome. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  I still have to keep stuff away from Mum though, ironically, she's the least tolerant of everything I do.<br />
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  I managed to install the scanner and tablet to my sis' PC so I'm able to work on some of the requests. ( I can't work on the adult stuff and yaoi/yuri drawings, because I can't risk Mum walking in on me doing that stuff, she hates that stuff. ) <br />
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- Stuff<br />
<br />
  I think I have anough material to start a joint account with my GF. It'll be an account where we'll showcase our ongoing project stuff, so stay tuned. My ongoing project would be an Anthro webcomic set in the future of Earth, I've named it "Terra". ( I know, common name, but i like how it sounds. )<br />
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- Rant<br />
<br />
  I really fucking hate it when some arcade goers show little or no consideration to others waiting for a turn at the machines. I'm talking about those who mash mercilessly on the controllers of the machines, essentially fucking up the controls and damaging the gameplay experience of those who came afterwards. I swear, does it kill those snotbrats to use minimal force to tap the buttons, just a soft press should do. The next one I find abusing the arcade controllers will get a big "Loser" sign superglued to their back.<br /><br />---<br />
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                <title>Clubs</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Feb 2006 22:33:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay! :3<br />
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Clublist:<br />
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                <title>Gallery hiatus</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 May 2005 04:14:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just a little notice, my computer  seemes to have gone baka on me and  decided to not work, it doesn't  restore, it even refused to reinstall  Win XP. (Deja Vu?) After talking to an  egghead friend of my Dad's, it was  decided that I should try installing it  as a upgrade, the problem is, Windows  98 (The other OS I have) deletes all  partitions when installing, and I have  data trapped in there. So it leaves me  with 2 options, either I say fuck it  and try to install Win2k, or wait until  I saved enough to get an external HD  bay and use my sis's computer to backup  all the data.<br />
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What does this mean? My gallery won't  be updated until further notice. Sorry  folks, but there's absolutely no way I  currently have to get drawings on the  PC.<br />
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I should also apoligise for not being  available for chat, I can't risk my  sister "accidentally" using my chat  accounts.<br /><br />---<br />
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                <title>The Good, the bad and the ugly</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Apr 2005 10:38:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ - Work : I'm totally fucked x_X A  combination of laziness and having  shitloads of work to do is really  making my art trade requests stuff  moving slow, that and my time being  stolen by Drum Mania...uuugh! I want to  draw, but I'm too lazy.<br />
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- Life : Mixed blessings, the good, I  gained a lot wisdom hanging around with  Janet, she's a cool friend, the peeps  at #egscarrot are awesome, God bless  them, not to mention my friends at FUS  and and the silly loveable buggers at  TerraEarth. Doing pretty well in a lot  of places, namely drumming, writing  music and art, I dunno about writing,  but I'm sure I'll do well if I decide  to become one. Best of all, me and my  girlfriend decided to communicate via  snail mail and long distance phone, so  this looks very promising in the near  future, we need to get on with out  lives and make a living for our own. :3  The bad, firstly well, I'm not one to  complain but the downside of the  communication method with my girl is  that she's leaving the net for good,  therefore, I wouldn't see her as often,  at least I see a good thing out of this  in the long run. :3 getting back the  life I held back for her and vice  versa, we, no I wasn't fair to her  leaving her hanging onto the net and  keeping her life on hold for me. If  you're reading this, Toni, I love you.<br />
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- Soapbox : I have nothing much to say  here as I am practically busting at the  seams in laughter. All I'm gonna say is  that, it pays to be open-minded enough  to discuss your most grossest details  to a homely community you frequent.  That way, you wouldn't be embarassed at  all when some random troll comes in  just to embarass you with some of your   "private" details. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <br />
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  Secondly, you may notice that I had  put in a disclaimer at the footer in my  journal from now. Now, if you must  know, I absolutely HATE doing this, but  just as big corporations feels the need  to protect themselves from costly and  often pointless lawsuits, I feel the  need to protect my opinions from anyone  who happens to find what I say  offensive and give me unneccessary  trouble because of it. You are still  free to discuss the opinion and  disagree with my opinions, just don't  come here looking for trouble, kay  kiddies? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> <br />
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- Trivial : I've decided to stop using  the Autobass handicap as a crutch in  Drummania, since I feel like learning  to drum for real. And now I felt I've  improved quite a bit. I can now pass  Black Sheep Adv (Lv 30) so I am happy.<br /><br />---<br />
<em>Disclaimer : The above journal is not  indended to single out any person in  particular. I am not responsible if  anyone coming across this journal  happens to be offended by it. However,  if there's something about the journal  that you felt the need to be edited, PM  me with your reason and your proposal.  I will not be held liable for the  opinions expressed in this journal. </em><br />
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                <title>Song WIP Finished!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Mar 2005 10:40:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Woot! It's finally finished! This is a  song that has been in my head for a  while, it was spawned by listening to  X-Japan songs a lot. Mostly inspired by  Silent Jealousy and Eyes on Venus.<br />
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This is my first time using the XG  Synth. Comments and feedback are  appreciated.<br />
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<a href="http://tony.tipsncheats.net/joan/Audio/Racing_Against_Time.ogg">[Racing Against Time - Power Rock  126-150,175-189 bpm]</a><br /><br />---<br />
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                <title>Song WIP taking shape</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Mar 2005 13:26:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Work :<br />
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  Just to let you know, the song  "Racing against Time" that I've been  working on is almost complete, I just  have to add controllers and effects.  You can download the WIP in its current  state in the link in the shoutboard. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
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Life :<br />
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  If going to arcades and playing  DrumMania means having a life, then I  have one, otherwise, the only life I  have is the internet one. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> So...."What  life?" <br />
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Soapbox: <br />
<br />
  A friend of mine beat me to the punch  to what I feel like "soapboxing" about  so I'll just link to it here.<br />
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<a href="http://lockon.deviantart.com/journal/4764375/">Getting Flipped off Artistically by  LockON</a><br />
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  I'd like to add a tidbit on the  flipside about people who can't take  well written critiques, I've seen it  quite a few times in the past with  quite a few people and it gets  frustrating. You know, when that person  put "Critic Welcome" or "Critique  Encouraged" on their work and then flip  out when someone wrote an intense  critique? <br />
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  Just...no...<br />
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  Seriously, I asked myself many times,  "What's the point on opening oneself to  critique when they themselves can't  take it? Why not select 'Critique  Discouraged'" I mean, it doesn't make  sense, does it? <br />
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  *sigh* <br />
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  I think the main cause of this  problem is that said individuals take  critiques to their art all too  personally and often has the  misconception that the critic is  critiquing the artist themselves  instead of the artist's own work, which  usually isn't true. One exception to  this case would be when the critic  patronizes the artist, usually used  when the quality of an artist's work  regresses a little, like what happened  to me a few times. (Believe me, there  are many instances where I took steps  back in anatomy and have to relearn  what I lost, and it's only after being  patronized by a few of my critics that  it was brought to my attention. ) Even  though, sometimes artists need to  develop a thick skin if they're going  to post art here, because there WILL be  someone who is going to critique your  work. Sadly, too few of such people  exists nowadays, so the next time I  post art in here, promise me one thing  : Hit me hard, be as petty as possible,  forget my feelings, forget my ego,  because you know, you'll be helping me  much more than just another 'OmG!11 R0x>< OrZone"  <br />
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PS : Please bear in mind that the above  rant is nothing more than my honest  feelings that had been bugging me for a  few months now. If you feel offended by  it, please don't take it personally, it  wasn't directed at you, nor anyone else  in particular.<br />
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Something Trivial: <br />
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  The highest level song I can pass in  DrumMania is "She Said &#12484;&#12511;& #12490;&#12460;&#12521;...&#12392;&#24444;& #22899;&#12399;&#35586;&#12405; " Extreme  Level 83 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />---<br />
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                <title>OMG Teh Star! O_O</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Feb 2005 01:58:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ - Works<br />
<br />
  Well, now that I got my new HD  iinstalled with WIN XP and all that  shizzle, I am ready to get on with the  request/trade/collab/offer stuff as  well as catching up on making a  backstock of pages for <a href="http://aht.trarr.net/">A Hero's  Tale</a>. <br />
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  To top it off, ~<a href="http://bleakoblivion.deviantart.com/">bleakoblivion</a> bought  me 12 months of subscription. o_o So  lotsa thanks to him, I'm really glad.  n_n <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <br />
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- Life<br />
<br />
  Nothing really worth mentioning here,  at least nothing that I felt  appropriate to mention in public,  except for the fact that I fell  slightly ill for the first time in  years. Nothing to worry about at all  though, just a light fever that went  away in a matter of hours. Spending  time at the arcades too, playing  Drummania and improving on it. <br />
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- Soapbox<br />
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  Right now, I am currently stuck on  ragging on the hilarity of people  freaking out at the sight of plain  nudity and ranting about people who you  thought to be a friend but then realise  later how much of a tosser he/she is so  I'll do both.<br />
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  First off, nudity, I'll start off by  stating my personal opinion of it. <br />
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  I believe that human body is a  beautiful thing and the realistion of  it is lost to a society that  impulsively covers the human body, even  at the cost of the wearer's health. I  believe that nudity at it's simple  form, is innocent and pure, and carries  no sexual themes. Just people going  about their business, albeit without  clothes.<br />
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  So please explain to me why some  people freak out like the apocalypse is  coming when they lay eyes on a bare  nipple? o_O Do they have some hidden  laser cannons I am unaware of? The  answer is obviously not, the nipple is  a part of the body, just like any other  part, so why people scream in mental  agony when looking at it escapes me.   And if they say it's disguisting, they  insult their own bodies, their human  race and God's hard work. <br />
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  People may say that it's purely  sexual, that may be so in their minds  and it's only half-true, breasts are  created so us ladies can feed the  young, the fact that it's made sexual  is a society-wide fetish that is the  most common nowadays, but I'm not  talking about the sexual value of  boobs, people reacting to the bare  sight of knockers as if they died and  went not to heaven but instead get  stranded on a floating island where  they have orgies forever is totally  fine, nothing wrong with getting  jollies from that.<br />
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  One more thing that annoys me about  those people is that instead of  clicking on the back button, they HAVE  to comment on it by yelling and cussing  at the artist. (Whom I would  congratulate for having good artistic  tastes. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> ) ORDERING audaciously to the  the piece of art down and/or never do  it again, causing trouble and starting  a flame war. All that instead of merely  stating that as an opinion as a part of  a friendly critique. Something like  "nudity ain't my taste" would do  instead of "ZOMg n1Ppl3S!!11 My 3yEs  c0|\/||\/|a th3y bur|\|  !1oneoneeleventy!" (Or something to  that effect) <br />
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 <em>EDIT3 : Under the advise of the staff,  I edited this section out in case the  issue escalates to something I cannot  handle. The bridge is burnt, apologies  were sent out, further mention of this  matter would be pointless.</em><br />
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  Oh well, shit happens. I've had been  subjected to much worse. ie My mother  when drunk. <br />
<br />
- Something trivial<br />
<br />
  Today I've managed to pass Break Down  EXT (Diff 58), it was a very tiring  song with fast hi-hats. o_o<br />
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- Joan out<br /><br />---<br />
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                <title>I Created a Femme Tails club...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Feb 2005 19:32:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://2-tailed-vixen.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/2/_/2-tailed-vixen.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="2-tailed-vixen" /></a> <br />
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Yup, I finally did it, after months of  bloody delays I finally pulled it off.  Features are not fully implemented yet  but I'll get to it asap. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> <br />
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In the mean time, feel free to join the  club by sending a note to my club  account, or posting a comment here. ^_^  <br />
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                <title>F$*&amp;ing hell. XP</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Feb 2005 17:34:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HD gave out, thankfully everything is  backed up. Unfortunately, I have to  wait until this weekend before I can  have enough money for the new HD. <br />
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So that means that all my current art  tasks would be put on hold until then.  XP <br />
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                <title>Bash clubs vs Anti clubs</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Jan 2005 14:24:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ - Works:<br />
<br />
  See here : <a href="http://joan-michele.deviantart.com/journal/4217448/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
- Life :<br />
<br />
  I'm doing more or less okay, I've  been trying to let as many people know  about my Gender Dysphoria without my  mother knowing. So far 2 of the people  whom I talked to IRL knows about my  condition, one of them is sorta  clueless so I had to explain it, the  other one threw in a lot of omg's but  took it better than I expected. <br />
<br />
  Quite nervous telling the people who  used to know me as a male, but other  than that I'm busy. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> <br />
<br />
- Soap box :<br />
<br />
  Is it just me or are bash clubs  conveniently hiding under the guise of  anti clubs? Perhaps it's hard to tell  them apart, but I'll explain it to you.<br />
<br />
  Anti-clubs are clubs that talk  intelligently and civilly about the  reason they dislike a certain thing,  and throw around suggestions as to how  to improve that thing. They do not  promote bashing of the character. The  members are fairly open-minded. A good  anti-club prohibits bashers and bash  pics in their club. <br />
<br />
  This kind of clubs I promote, even  though it's directed at a particular  thing I like, because they do have a  point I can sometimes see eye-to-eye  with. It's this agreeing to disagree  mentality of the club that not only  makes it tolerable, it sometimes makes  it likeable. <br />
<br />
  Bash-clubs are clubs that nave no  other purpose than spread hate of a  particular thing they dislike, without  offering their reasons. When challenged  to provide a reason, they get angered  and throw insults around. They usually  don't contain any intelligent content  or data and it's members are as  stubborn as they come, and unwilling to  listen to reason. They go for anything  that puts the character they hate down,  even if it's libelious in nature. Worst  of all, they ALWAYS disguise themselves  as an anti club, going so far as to  pointing fingers at a simillar anti  club and calling it a fake anti club.<br />
<br />
  This kind of clubs are something I  don't condone at all as it serves as  nothing more than a hive of  non-intelligence to fan the flames that  rages across every fandom. The fact  that it disguises itself as an anti  club makes it all the more abhorrent.   It's best to stay away from those clubs  as you risk losing your intelligence  and become one of the many dribbling  hate-mongers. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> <br />
<br />
- Something trivial:<br />
<br />
<em>I could not to look back, you'd gone  away from me<br />
I felt my heartache, I was afraid of  following you<br />
when I was looking the shadows of the  wall<br />
I started running into the night to  find the truth in me<br />
<br />
in the crowded street you're standing  all alone<br />
the shadow of the days hide your heart<br />
you are bringing down the heart of the  night<br />
keeping everything off<br />
<br />
 as if something gonna force you<br />
now you're running into storm<br />
can't you see I'm always on your mind<br />
tell me why you leave me alone<br />
<br />
when I was gonna be losing you on my  mind<br />
found my heart in soil<br />
I'm looking back the days<br />
these are gonna break my heart<br />
but I can't never hold back<br />
<br />
all of you in my memory is still  shining in my heart<br />
now you're wearing the mysterious  lights<br />
it keeps me sticking into my heart<br />
<br />
 my heart has been gonna dye deep red  with all of pain<br />
there's no one to cure my pain only  without you<br />
how I try to shout, how I try to run<br />
there's nothing I can do<br />
the wall hiding my heart is never  broken again<br />
how I try to break<br />
<br />
oh! cry in deep red...</em><br />
<br />
Lyrics from X-Japan - Kurenai (English  Version)  Currently my fav song. ^_^ <br />
<br />
- Joan Out ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>Plug, plugity plug...</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/4302484/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Jan 2005 12:26:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://chalcara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/h/chalcara.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="chalcara" /></a> 's webcomic Traces of Chaos is up and  operational, so go here : <a href="http://www.tracesofchaos.net/main/category/toc-english/">[link]</a> and  read up, or the trarr will eat you. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /> <br />
<br />
Shameless plug brought to you by yours  truely. ^^<br />
---<br />
Art Trade and Request Stats - <a href="http://joan-michele.deviantart.com/journal/4217448/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
Clubs - (List to be built) ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>Art Trade and Request stats...</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/4217448/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Mar 2006 21:00:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is where all the stats for art trades and requests will go. I'll be updating this regularly and will cut off completed works if the list has more than 50 items, so here goes: <br />
<br />
Task priority policy:<br />
<br />
1st., Art Offers/contests (8 slots), anything *I* choose to do for other artists/clubs, it includes but is not limited to colouring jobs, digital inking etc, contest entries and prize drawings. I shall issue a note when I do so making my offer and asking permission to continue your works, and preferably for a Photoshop/OpenCanvas file if you agree to do so.<br />
2nd., Art Trades (16 slots), This is something both I and you guys can set up. It shall be settled by Note or IM. Please note that I may decline your request if it's beyond my scope of skill or taste (Highly Unlikely)<br />
3rd., Art Collab (12 slots), can be set up by me or you. This is a bit harder to pull off since you'll have to catch me by IM with the both of us having plenty of time to spare because I WILL spend a lot of time on works I'm involved in. Please note that I may decline your request if it's beyond my scope of skill, taste (Highly Unlikely) or if I'm busy at the moment.<br />
4th., Request (4 slots), it speaks for itself. You contact me and ask me what you want me to draw. Please note that I may decline your request if it's beyond my scope of skill or taste (Highly Unlikely)<br />
<br />
Please note that just because you're at the lower portion of the list doesn't mean that it'll be eons before I'll work on it. I'll be working my time on some of them with a 40%-30%-20%-10% distribution of my free time.<br />
<br />
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Offers/Contests (5/8):<br />
01 - Jim Doe - The RotD crew<br />
02 - <a href="http://dannysulca.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/dannysulca.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="dannysulca" /></a> - Gatomon/Tailmon and Bugs, something romantic.<br />
03 - <a href="http://vel-chan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/v/e/vel-chan.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="vel-chan" /></a> Buku and Yol or just Buku<br />
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Trades (15/16):<br />
04 - <a href="http://rustythebrave.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="rustythebrave" /></a> - DA Avatar and/or TF sequence<br />
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Collabs (12/12):<br />
---<br />
Requests (2/4):<br />
05 - SomeGuyNamedEd - Details undisclosed(Adult)<br />
06 - <a href="http://dboywheeler.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/b/dboywheeler.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="dboywheeler" /></a> - Tails in a cheesecake pose<br />
07 - <a href="http://mousekrod.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/mousekrod.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mousekrod" /></a> - Details Undisclosed<br />
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                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>Art Tradeness and requestness...</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/4191922/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Jan 2005 01:12:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -Works:<br />
<br />
  Haven't been doing too much work  lately, and the stuff I did are  probably too adult-ish to be uploaded  to DA, I might open an Sheezy Art  account for my yiffy work. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
<br />
Got a few requests/trades too, don't  expect them to come too soon, I don't  know if I could scan my works, thanks  to my iffy comp. This fucking thing is  acting like a problem child on crack. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mad.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":x" title=":x (Mad)" />  So here's the list (Moved) : <a href="http://joan-michele.deviantart.com/journal/4217448/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
- Life:<br />
<br />
  Not going too well for me, I gotta  admit. I managed to install XP in my  new HD, it seemed like I was gonna  enjoy a long time free of computer  problems. Nope. One accident after and  the HD came collapsing after 3 days and  it refused to reinstall. Back in my  backup system, things have been falling  apart and I have no idea how long my  back OS will hold out. To top it off,  XJ was MIA for 3 days now, and I am  having this terrible heartache, and I'm  sick with worry, the last time we  talked, she ran off suddenly when I  told her I needed sleep. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  I feel  terrible now, feeling that somehow I've  up set her. I hope she returns soon.<br />
<br />
- Misc:<br />
<br />
  I shall nominate the song Hikarie  from the DrumMania series as best song  of the week. It has nice chord  progressions, a singer that can hold a  high note, a nice melody and overall  good structure. Also. it's fun to drum.<br />
<br />
-Joan out<br />
<br />
---<br />
(Club icons coming when I'm feeling  less drained) ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>Lupe Season is over.</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/3937540/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Nov 2004 08:08:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ - Works<br />
<br />
Yep, now I'm gonna post the non-Lupe  related art that I've done during this  period...and do the request that I  promised to give to the winners.  This'll be a busy holiday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> <br />
<br />
- Life<br />
<br />
My hair, which is quite wild, has grown  a lot, and I feel quite attractive with  it. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> Yet some dickheads found it funny  to point and laugh at it. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> I'd  understand if it's a kid, but I've seen  teenager ditzy girls pointing as well,  so I must ask, is society that  close-minded and superficial? I for  one, wouldn't care, some people are  dickheads and I'll be fucked if I let  myself be annoyed by it. *Is amused <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> *<br />
<br />
- Soapbox<br />
<br />
This is something I've kept to myself  from DA for too long, I've talked about  it with the wonderful peeps at  TracesofChaos.net and Satamsonic.com  but only a couple of people here know  what I've been going through. I'm not  gonna waste your time with some  long-arsed speech and I'm gonna cut to  the chase.<br />
<br />
I am a female in the body of a male...<br />
<br />
In short, I have Gender Dysphoria, my  personality, everything that makes up  my being is female, I even get monthly  recurrent periods of inexplicable  pissyness ( ~<a href="http://rainichan.deviantart.com/">Rainichan</a> can attest to  that.) I somethimes forget that I'm in  a male body and get giggle fits at  times. Oh and I had a simillar feeling  when i was 6 before I pushed it away  thinking I was being foolish at that  time.<br />
<br />
So In short, I am beyond doubt that I  am female, despite what my body says  otherwise. So you may ask what it's  like to be me? In one word, I'll have  to say, "damned uncomfortable", When I  first figured out about my condition, I  was honestly scared, but thanks to the  friendly folk at TracesofChaos.net, I  have come to terms with my condition. I  was given a female identity and is  treated as a female as well, which in  fact, meant a lot to me. I gained a lot  of insight to both gender roles,  learned a lot of things that normal  people would have overlooked. I also  found a few online people who had the  same condition as me, I won't name them  here to protect my identity, a lot of  new friends and above all, I have found  a significant other I love and cherish  to the deepest of my being. ^_^ I  really have to thank God for giving me  this odd gift, it make me feel unique  and quite with a purpose, although it  does hurt at times. The biggest  difficulty I have now in dealing with  is is resisting the urge to talk about  my condition to the peeps I talk to  IRL, be it family or friends, I really  wanna tell them that my parents never  had a son, but an older daughter who  was misplaced in a male body, but I  can't risk ignoring whatever prejudices  they might have against transsexuals.  X_x  <br />
<br />
Now this isn't a cry for help or  attention. I just feel the need to tell  you peeps a little about myself and I  hope you guys wouldn't think any  different of me. <br />
<br />
- Something Trivial<br />
<br />
I pryed off the power key on my  keyboard after I accidentally shut down  my comp for the umpteenth time. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> <br />
<br />
- Joan Out!<br />
<br />
---<br />
<br />
Clubs I'm in:<br />
<br />
 <a href="http://sally-acorn-fans.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sally-acorn-fans.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sally-acorn-fans" /></a>  <a href="http://freedom-fighters.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/r/freedom-fighters.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="freedom-fighters" /></a>  <a href="http://sally-fan-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sally-fan-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sally-fan-club" /></a>  <a href="http://yiffboobs.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/i/yiffboobs.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="yiffboobs" /></a> <br />
<br />
I have watched a few clubs but are too  timid to join them because I have no  real art pieces to show my interest for  it. X_X ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>Lupe Season</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/3725164/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Nov 2004 13:57:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There's a Lupe drawing challenge at FUS <a href="http://www.satamsonic.com/forum2/"> [link]</a> so yeah, most of my work will be  Lupe-related from now on until the  challenge ends. n.n ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>Stuff...</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/3554204/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Oct 2004 01:41:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -Works<br />
<br />
  Something really important took over,  so my works in progress will be pushed  back a few days, apologies to those I  am keeping waiting. I also happen to be  falling into a musical rut lately, and  it'll be a while until I can get  another song done, but fear not, I've  made a start! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I can't tell what's  going on, but you'll find out in due  time. ^_^ <br />
<br />
  So apologies to: <br />
<br />
-Those whom I'd open a Tailsko Club to,  the splash image is taking forever and  I don't like to start a club with  nothing to offer to members. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> I hope  you'll understand.<br />
<br />
-  <a href="http://daragon.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daragon.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daragon" /></a>  and Chuck for taking so long to  make the song, i hope you'd understand  about the rut.<br />
<br />
- People watching me,  it's been too  long since I've last uploaded.<br />
<br />
And that's that, I feel better now. ^_^<br />
<br />
- Life<br />
<br />
  To tell you the truth, it's not going  too well, two people who I had been  proud to call a friend had deeply  disappointed me. Normally I wouldn't  feel bad and understand it, but the  implications of what they had done is  quite grave and saddening. I realised  that one is an art-thief and the other  is a...I'm not gonna say it here, but I  tell you that's a terrible thing she  did. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":cry:" title="Crying" /> <br />
<br />
  Also, my own mother was hospitalised  for something real stupid she did, I'm  not gonna disclose the details here in  public, but I'll mention that it  involves a lot of alcoholic drinks and  a failed espionage attempt.<br />
<br />
- Soapbox<br />
<br />
  How do I put this? I've noticed that  a lot of people have been faving my  work without leaving so much as a  comment, now while I really appreciate  the fact that you really like my works,  I'd like it if you'd have the courtesy  to leave a comment, I'd like to know  what you liked and disliked about my  works and why it makes it to your fave  folders.<br />
<br />
  I also want to request not to  hestitate to leave a critique behind,  and not to worry about the intensity. I  appreciate the ego patting from the  countless praises I get (More than I  deserve IMO <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> ), but I indeed place a  much higher value on critiques. Thanks  in advance ^_^ <br />
<br />
- Something trivial<br />
<br />
  I just got into playing Percussion  Freaks in the arcade yesterday morning.  While I was crap at it, I enjoyed the  heck outta it and will play it again  the next time I got the chance. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> <br />
<br />
-Joan out<br />
<br />
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<br />
Clubs I'm in:<br />
<br />
 <a href="http://sally-acorn-fans.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sally-acorn-fans.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sally-acorn-fans" /></a>  <a href="http://freedom-fighters.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/r/freedom-fighters.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="freedom-fighters" /></a>  <a href="http://sally-fan-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sally-fan-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sally-fan-club" /></a>  <a href="http://yiffboobs.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/i/yiffboobs.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="yiffboobs" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>Well... :D</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/3405983/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Sep 2004 12:05:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In spite of being distracted by the  wonderfulness of Oekaki, I've managed  to finish the first of my WIP which is  a drawing challenge to  <a href="http://sally-fan-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sally-fan-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sally-fan-club" /></a>  here : <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10769020/">[link]</a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" />  <br />
<br />
As for the Oekaki, I am enjoying it  muchly, it takes up a lot of time for  me because I use a mouse, but I am  really lovin it. n.n And I churned out  my first all-out adult-oriented pic. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/exclaim.gif" width="10" height="24" alt=":!:" title="!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wow.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":wow:" title="Wow!" />   <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/exclaim.gif" width="10" height="24" alt=":!:" title="!" /> <br />
<br />
In the musical front, I finally decided  to go bug <a href="http://anthonius.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anthonius.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anthonius" /></a> 's server and upload my song  files and here they are : <br />
<br />
- Thema (SatAM-RPG Main theme) : <a href="http://www.anthonius.dyns.cx/satamrpg/songs/Joan/Audio/Thema.ogg">[link]</a><br />
- Intro (SatAM-RPG Intro Sequence  Theme) : <a href="http://www.anthonius.dyns.cx/satamrpg/songs/Joan/Audio/Intro.ogg">[link]</a><br />
- Encounter (SatAM-RPG Battle Theme 1)  : <a href="http://www.anthonius.dyns.cx/satamrpg/songs/Joan/Audio/Encounter.ogg">[link]</a><br />
- The Songstress (SatAM-RPG Mina's  Theme): <a href="http://www.anthonius.dyns.cx/satamrpg/songs/Joan/Audio/Thesongstress.ogg">[link]</a><br />
- In the Belly of the Beast (Re-Write)  (SatAM-RPG Final Area) : <a href="http://www.anthonius.dyns.cx/satamrpg/songs/Joan/Audio/In_the_Belly_of_the_Beast.ogg">[link]</a><br />
In addition to that I'm showing I am  also gonna do a song request for a  friend from FUS and  <a href="http://daragon.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daragon.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daragon" /></a> . o.o; <br />
<br />
Random tip : When shading, always look  at it from a sharp tilted angle, that  way the contrast will appear sharpened  and you are able to fine tune and iron  out all the roughed up shading. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> <br />
<br />
-Joan out<br />
<br />
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<br />
Clubs:<br />
<br />
 <a href="http://sally-acorn-fans.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sally-acorn-fans.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sally-acorn-fans" /></a>  <a href="http://sally-fan-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sally-fan-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sally-fan-club" /></a>  <a href="http://freedom-fighters.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/r/freedom-fighters.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="freedom-fighters" /></a>  <a href="http://yiffboobs.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/i/yiffboobs.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="yiffboobs" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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                <title>OMG! X_X</title>
                <link>http://Joan-Michele.deviantart.com/journal/3264637/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Sep 2004 16:46:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm really sorry if I haven't updated  in a while, but I have made the mistake  of taking on may tasks at once before  the others are finished, so I'm stuch  with a huge pile of WIP stuff. I  promise I'll post them when I start to  get finished results. X_x<br />
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Good grief, I'm such a disorganized  ditz! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> <br />
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-Joan<br />
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                <title>I've been lazy for too long! *whine*</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Aug 2004 01:30:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'been drawing a lot lately but I never  got to post them X3. Get ready for lots  of P-Chat-Doodles and sketches. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Anudda song! XD</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Jul 2004 09:33:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yep, this is the Final battle Theme for  the SatAM-RPG project me and a few  friends are working on. I am trying to  give it a simillar effect to that of  the last battle theme of Grandia 2.<br />
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So here it is, enjoy! :  <a href="http://joan.tipsncheats.net/Compositions/Sacrifice2.mid">[link]</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>More songs! :D</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Jul 2004 09:54:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is a product of a little  step-by-step guideline at <a href="http://www.satamsonic.com/forum2/">[link]</a>  to  help aspiring composers in creating a  song, and it turned out to be a real  behemoth project. But I am VERY  satisfied with the result and I will  really miss working on it.<br />
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Here's what I posted in the other  forum: <br />
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So step one, write down the structure  and flow. Since this would be a rock  theme, I used the Bass and the  Percussion as the carrier for the flow.  Go nuts and don't hesitate to use 7th  chords. :wink: <br />
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Step 2 - Background - Many songs use  backgrounds to give the song body, they  usually come in chords or arpeggios or  both, and they usually involve strings  and choirs. There are exceptions, and  in this case, a background track isn't  necessary. So I'll skip this step in  the Process. :silly: EDIT: After  further research, this is called  Homophony.<br />
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Step 3 - Melody - Here's the fun part,  this is the life of the song, the  inspired part. This is usually where I  go nuts and play around with chord  harmony and stuff.  :biggrin: <br />
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Step 4 - Counterpoint: Introduce  another melodic or semi-melodic tracks  that work independently to the main  melody. I also went back to the  previous steps and correct the problem  with the melodic flow and decided to  close the song off at the end instead  of looping.  :wink: <br />
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Step 5 - Effects: Lay some effects  down, it can be anything from a cat  meowing to an Explosion. XD Right now,  it looks like something from a music  video (*hint hint*)<br />
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Step 6 - Shaping the Notes: In this  step, I shaped the notes and how they  play by adding pitch bends and changing  the velocities of the notes. I also  modified the pitch bend sensitivity to  increase the number of semitones I can  bend to. :wink: <br />
<br />
 Step 7 - Midi Device setup : In this  step, I reset the MIDI device to GS  mode to prevent ghosting from other  MIDIs, the message is :<br />
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<i>FO 41 10 42 12 40 00 7F 00 41 F7</i><br />
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But remember to only use this if you're  working with a GS Synthesizer. For GM  users, you can use either:<br />
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<i>F0 7E 7F 09 01 F7</i><br />
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For GM mode 1, or:<br />
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<i>F0 7E 7F 09 03 F7</i><br />
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For GM mode 2.<br />
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I also set the intital controller  settings and cloned the required  tracks. wink.gif For GS users, don't  forget to use the NRPN settings to  modify and manipulate the indiviual  drum patches' Pitch and Panpot  settings. <br />
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Step 8 - Track Automation: This is  where I add the track automation data  in the middle of the song, like Volume,  Expression Pan, Modulation etc. this is  the final refinement of the song and  will sound much more polished if done  right. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> <br />
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Now that it is all finished, all that  is left is to record it. As for me I  use Winamp's Disk Writer Plugin and  Oggenc.exe to record it to a Vorbis  audio file at Quality 0.<br />
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Here is a recording of the song: <a href="http://joan.tipsncheats.net/Audio/Dynamite.ogg">[link]</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>New song! :D</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Jul 2004 00:04:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Finally gotten 'round to straightening  things out on file hosting. Many thanks  to <a href="http://xaverjin.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="xaverjin" title="xaverjin" /></a> for helping me set up a subdomain.  ^_^ <br />
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So, here it is : <a href="http://joan.tipsncheats.net/Audio/Thema.ogg">[link]</a><br />
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It's an opening theme for the SaAM-RPG  project, hope you enjoy!<br />
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~ Joan out!<br />
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                <title>Reeeealy late Journal entry! XD</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Jul 2004 06:21:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As you can see, I have gotten myself a  scanner. How nice of me to update my  journal after 2 weeks of journal  idleness. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> <br />
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So what happened?<br />
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- I scanned in my sketchbooks, and plan  on uploading them to scraps, as soon as  I decide to be less lazy.<br />
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- I've made a new song, and will show  it as soon as I get a new file host.<br />
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- <a href="http://lockon.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/o/lockon.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="lockon" title="lockon" /></a> got ripped by someone, but the  matter was straightened out.<br />
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- I created characters of what seemed  to be a promising story idea.<br />
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- I have made a start for the <a href="http://sally-acorn-fans.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sally-acorn-fans.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="sally-acorn-fans" title="sally-acorn-fans" /></a> contest  entry, stay tuned for something  different. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> <br />
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- I've gotten a request (Was offered a  commission, but felt generous <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> ) from  the administrator of <a href="http://www.terraearth.com/">[link]</a> <br />
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All in all, I'm looking forward to a  busy summer, and I'm looking forward to  it! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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~ Joan out! ^_^ <br />
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                <title>Bugga! :P</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jun 2004 09:13:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You know what? Bugger saving up for a  big-arse HD I would never fully use.  Why bother? I never have the need of  such space and I never work with big  files, and if I run out of storage, I  can simply backup the old files to CD. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" />  <br />
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So yeah, with the amount of money I've  managed to scounge up over the weeks  and then some, I would be able to buy a  modest-sized HD and a cheap, but decent  scanner. So expect scans from me soon!  ^_^ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /> <br />
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-Joan Out!<br />
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                <title>Tails is a Girl! :9</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jun 2004 05:52:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was browsing the screenshots and  images gallery of the Sonic SatAM  cartoon at <a href="http://www.satamsonic.com/">[link]</a> and then realisation  struck me.<br />
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Tails is <i>actually</i> a girl! <br />
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And I'm not talking about my own  twisted imagination either, this time I  have proof. This time, I KNOW what I'm  talking about.<br />
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If you would look carefully at Tails,  you would find that the hips are wider  then the shoulders and there's ample  space between the legs. Now if you have  at least some knowledge in anatomy, you  would find that these are traits you  would never find in a male. So I ask  this question, what are they smoking  when they decided for Tails to be male?<br />
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If there's any clubs or deviants who  share and support this idea, please let  me know! I would greatly appreciate  that! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
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                <title>Finally a new Deviation! XD</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 May 2004 03:35:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've finally gotten off my lazy arse  and made the Super(Seirei) Sally pic  for the <a href="http://sally-acorn-fans.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sally-acorn-fans.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="sally-acorn-fans" title="sally-acorn-fans" /></a> because the club rocks and  I'll be thrice damned if I could let  myself pass up the opportunity to  submit my entry for the competition. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
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So yeah, here it is, I'm still alive,  and I hope you enjoy it! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> *Goes back to  playing Tales of Phantasia*<br />
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- Joan out! ]]></description>
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                <title>Wahoo! :D</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 May 2004 00:32:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ After a long while of listening to  Tales of Destiny 2 music, I decided to  sequence 1 of their songs.<br />
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I chose this one because the odd time  signature interests me, and the piano  track has a few dissonances I would  like to learn to apply. <br />
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So here it is, enjoy:<br />
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<a href="http://juanmiguel.port5.com/Sequences/ToD2GB.mid">[link]</a><br />
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And here's the reference Audio File:<br />
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<a href="http://juanmiguel.port5.com/ToD2-Decisive_Battle.ogg">[link]</a><br />
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I'd like your critiques and comments on  it's accuracy and tips on improving the  sequence.  ^_^ <br />
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- Joan out ]]></description>
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                <title>Remind me to strangle Bill Gates. XD</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 May 2004 07:38:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The last few days were pure torture, my  comp would spaz out every 30 minutes  spitting out the infamous BSOD forcing  me to reset. And all that HAVE to  happen while I was writing a song.  *shakes fist at computers* Even a  system restor couldn't fixt the  problems. Bah, bugger it! As soon as I  get a new HD, I'm getting Mandrakesoft  instead, Using Windows only for  Cakewalk Music Creator.<br />
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  Well despite the difficulties, I've  managed to finish and upload the song.  HA! In your face, stupid Windows! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /><br />
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Here it is, enjoy: <a href="http://juanmiguel.port5.com/Finished_Originals/Trekking_the_Plains.mid">[link]</a><br />
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  Phew, everyday I find it harder and  harder to do anything in P-Chat, so I  apologise if I haven't any deviations  to show. This will change as soon as I  get a scanner. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> I promise.<br />
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- Joan out! <br />
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                <title>Feelin Accomplished ^_^</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 May 2004 08:47:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wheeeeee! Quite a lot has been  accomplished today, enough for me to  sit back and enjoy the fruits of them.  Well actually not really, but still,  I've gotten a lot done today.<br />
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I've gotten through my Religous Studies  Examination Certificate Papers without  much hassle, considering how badly I  suck at that subject. How ironic,  though, considering that I'm a devout  Christian that this would be my weakest  subject. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> <br />
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Then I went to on to complete the last  few measures of melody I've been  composing, after it was interrupted by  a bad composing rut. >_< But anyway, I'm  really satisfied with the result. You  be the judge : <a href="http://juanmiguel.port5.com/Finished_Originals/Intense_Resolution.mid">[link]</a> <br />
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Then for the coup de grace, I've made 2  sketches in my sketchbook, I'm meaning  to show you as soon as I get myself a  scanner. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
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And now, I'm looking forward to another  P-Chat session with a friend. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> <br />
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- Joan Out ]]></description>
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                <title>On an unstable platform......woah! O_o</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Apr 2004 10:16:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It was a coupla days ago when my dad's  friend came over to help with my compy  problems, and it became apparent that  my Hard Disk is too old and frail to  handle the 1337 operationd which is  install Windows XP, so he helped  meinstall WinME instead. Gah! >_<<br />
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  At first I'm glad that I had a  working OS installed on my comp but  nooooooo! It had to torture me, it once  crashed 5 times consecutively because  the stupid OS forgot to update it's  registry :-_-: Then when I installed  the Graphics card accessories, I got a  BSOD saying about a stupid DLL error.  As a result I had to perform a system  restore and I had to reinstall more  stuff.<br />
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  Right now it's working properly  (Gasp!) but for how long, I have no  idea. So I'm taking the paranoid and  safe way out and backing up my files  every few hours. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" /><br />
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  I hope I could save for a hard disk  soon, only God knows when a total HD  collapse may occur. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/weirdface.gif" width="27" height="15" alt=":O_o:" title="O_o" /> <br />
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-Joan Out ]]></description>
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                <title>Computers are stupid. =P</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Apr 2004 22:07:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah, yesterday was lousy, I just got  done replacing the stupid CD-ROM drive  in my comp and attempted to re-install  Windows XP onto my comp, but instead of  co-operating it decided to generate a  fatal error and wiped out my partitions  and all my files in an attampt to  dampen my mood.<br />
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  But ye know what, it didn't work, I  have already backed up everything  important into my filehosts, so I'm  still quite perky. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" /> Right now I'm  waiting for a friend of my dad's who is  a comp expert to help me work around  this problem.<br />
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~ Joan Out ]]></description>
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                <title>Dabblin in P-Chat</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 Apr 2004 09:02:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Not much was done today, all I did was  make two lineart sketches, one which  I'm particulary proud of, but I feel  the need to add colour and a setting to  and another which had an anatomy error  of having too much space between the  shoulders and the body.<br />
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I showed them to a friend today, and  she said I was learning FAST, and  pointed out the above errors. Oh well,  I'm new to this hobby and sure I'll  make mistakes, but I shall take it in  to myself to improve because it's feel  incredibly good to be able to draw! ^_^  <br />
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~ Joan out ]]></description>
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                <title>First day as member. :D</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Apr 2004 02:48:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been a lurker for a while and it's  only now that I've prodded myself  enough to get an account.<br />
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  The biggest reason why I've not  joined before is that I am quite shy at  times and am a bit iffy about starting  an account with no real material save  for my noobish scrawlings , the second  reason is that I'm without scanner so  all I can show are my P-Chat stuff  which, quite frankly, is quite  embarassing.<br />
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  Anyway, I'll be getting around to  uploading what little I had quite soon.<br />
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~Joan out. ]]></description>
                <author>!Joan-Michele</author>
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