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Anywho, that's all I've gotta say, I know.. Wow, short journal, the reason for that is I posted recently, so this one's not gonna be as long as the previous ones, as I don't have as much content to say all at one time, so NYEH!

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Seriously, all of you.



Just fuck off.

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Hmm... No food, I poured myself a glass of Coke instead, in a starwars cup nonetheless, hahaha, Haylee would be hitting me right now if she knew, if you haven't noticed, this is to stop me from completely losing my sanity, instead of just talking to myself, it's to this computer.
I watched Pirates of the Carribean, at worlds end tonight, was a very good movie, I liked it very much, I had a very good night tonight, minus one incendent which I will continue to ignore.
Hmm.. Maybe I should drink the coke instead of letting it sit there while my throat remains dry... *takes a sip* doesn't taste right, maybe coz my throat's dry, and it's in a starwars cup, meh, just got a whisper on furcadia, it's Kyle, he just gave me some usefull information, well it's useful to me. It was about the word Onomotopia, or nomotopia, basically it means, name creation, it's the word used when describing words that have been created by naming sounds, like errr, or umm, or animal noises, like oink, quack and squeek, I basically copied what he said, only, changed it, he's rather intelligent, Kyle, don't understand how he can live in America though, it's a very stupid country, I would say he's self tought, though it doesn't seem that way.
I'm not too sure how to end this journal, seeing as it's just a stream of thoughts, strung together to make a somewhat structured ... Story, I guess, if I was to write the thoughts, in the order they entered my head, no one would understand, I'm suprised that I myself understand the thoughts in my head. I'll give you a small example.

Just now I was attempting to write "I'm surprised that I myself understand-- Yadda yadda" but in my head it went I undersurprise the stand words thought this sentence I speak story..... And so on, it made no sense till I started writing it down and slowly going through it as I typed, this also had many gramatical errors due to the fact I can process three levels of thought in my head at once, I often do so while speaking to my mother, and end up with three sentences in one, that make no sense, and often have to start again, I hate it, I started rambling again.. I'll end this now and continue another day, if I can be bothered, what started out as a rant, of random thoughts, became an analogy of my thought patterns.. Strange, hope you enjoy.

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Everything was going somewhat great, had a bit of a hiccup a few hours ago, but that cleared up, spoke to someone, and was totally happy, till around 11:30pm, which is NOW, it all slid downhill rapidly, I was gone for maybe twenty minutes, and things completely changed... Happiness is a very short thing for me, I get it in bursts, that's just the luck I have, I'll shut up now.

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Give 9 random facts about yourself, then pick 9 bloggers to be tagged. Must also go to tagged persons page and comment that they are tagged.


1.) I don't like many people anymore.
2.) I have a MySpace, but I never use it.
3.) I have three friends in real life.
4.) My nose won't stop pissing me off.
5.) Right now I'm in two forms of emotional pain.
6.) My heart is no longer a heart, it's a rock shaped like a milk carton.
7.) My feet smell, but only on the weekends.
8.) I dropped out of highschool.
9.) I took up a course in game design.



I tag who the fuck ever bothers to read this, and comment saying they want to do it, otherwise, I don't care, I don't like being tagged, so I don't like forcing it upon others.

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WATCH IT DAMN YOU!

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With swift tentacle TOUCH!


OH! Beware the sea anenemone,
he's definitely your enenemy,
why can't we just be friendinily,
with them? NEVER!

Maybe tomorrow?


I love you from the bottom heart.
I promise you from the bottem heart.
I will love you to death, till us part....
I prome you, as a lover and a freind,
I will love you.

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P.S. Sage, I'm not worth it, just dump me, I am REALLY not worth it.

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I am TOTALLY unsure with what descision I should make coz I know no matter what I do it's wrong by someone, lol I can't get ANYTHING right, I barely got half the words in this thing right, I dunno, I'm gonna shut up, I know this is NOTHING compared to some of the journals I've had, I just wanted a moan, so here it is. Anyways, catcha on the flipside dudemeisters!

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1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Would you ever make out with me?

13. Physically, what stands out?

14. Emotionally, what stands out?

15. Do you wish I was cooler?

16. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

18. Am I lovable?

19. How long have you known me?

20. Describe me in one word.

21. What was your first impression?

22. Do you still think that way about me now?

23. What do you think my weakness is?

24. Do you think I'll get married?

25. What makes me happy?

26. What makes me sad?

27. What reminds you of me?

28. If you could give me anything what would it be?

29. How well do you know me?

30. When's the last time you saw me?

31. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

32. Do you think I could kill someone?

33. Do you think I would kill someone?

34. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you?

Answer these questions in a comment to see how much you know about me. I wanna see who really know's me. ]]> ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/10034292/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/10034292/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 23:34:09 PDT ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/10003404/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/10003404/ Thu, 07 Sep 2006 20:32:21 PDT ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9790877/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9790877/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 08:57:29 PDT what I do it's always the wrong descision. I make a friend. It's the wrong person. I ask someone something. It's the wrong thing to ask. I can never do anything right when I'm trying to. So now. I will try to do the wrong thing. Maybe It'll be the right thing. Anyways. This is all the bitching I can be bothered doing right now. ]]> ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9562262/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9562262/ Sat, 12 Aug 2006 09:16:36 PDT
Damnit shit fuck ARGH! Shit fuck I am so FUCKING pissed off. RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRARGH! I WANT TO SMASH SOMETHING! ARGH!!!! I AM SO PISSED OFF!!!! UGH!


Guess what. Pissed off again.. Oh the joy of my life.



Clubs I'm in:


Yes... Only one. Leave me the hell alone. ]]> ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9496586/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9496586/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 02:00:26 PDT ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9165446/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9165446/ Sat, 24 Jun 2006 02:27:51 PDT

x 1) smoked weed or cigs..
x 2) consumed alcohol..
x 3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex..
x 4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex..
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex..
6) made out with someone of the same sex..
x 7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex..
x 8) watched porn...
x 9) bought porn...
10) done drugs...
TOTAL: 7

x 11) taken pain killers...
x 12) taken someone elses prescription medicine..
x 13) lied to your parents...
x 14) lied to a friend...
x 15) snuck out of the house...
x 16) done something illegal... Does lighting fires count?
x 17) cut yourself...
x 18) hurt someone....
x 19) wished someone to die..
20) seen someone die...
TOTAL: 9

21) missed curfew....
x 22) stayed out all night...
x 23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself....
24) been to a therapist..
25) been to rehab..
X 26) dyed your hair....
27) recieved a ticket...
28) been in a wreck...
29) been to a club...
TOTAL: 3


31) been to a wild party...
32) seen the Mardi Gras....
34) had a summer break in Florida..
35) sniffed anything....
36) wore black nail polish....
x 37) wore arm bands...
38) wore t-shirts with band names...
x 39) listened to rap....
40) own a 50 cent cd..
TOTAL: 2


41) dressed gothic...
42) dressed prep....
43) dressed punk...
44) dressed grunge..
x 45) stole something...
x 46) been too drunk to remember anything...
x 47) blacked out...
x 48) fainted..
49) had a crush on your neighbor...
x 50) had someone sneak into your room...
TOTAL: 5

x 51) snuck into someone else's room...
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex...
53) been to a concert....
54) dry humped someone..
x 55) been called a slut... Lol does manslut count?
x 56) called someone a slut... Many times.
x 57) installed speakers in your car... Well It was to help my dad... Technically not my car.
x 58) broke a mirror...
x 59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house....
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush....
TOTAL: 6

61) consider ludacris your favorite rapper..
x 62) seen an R rated movie in theaters...
x 63) cruised the mall...
x 64) skipped school....
x 65) had an eating disorder..
x 66) had an injury...
67) gone to court...
68) walked out of a resteraunt without paying..
x 69) caught something on fire... Depends are we talking about fires I lit on purpose or accidentally. I mean it makes no difference seeing as I have done both.
x 70) lied about your age...
TOTAL: 7

71) owned an apartment...
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend..
x 73) been cheated on...
74) got in trouble with the police...
x 75) talked to a stranger....
76) hugged a stranger....
77) kissed a stranger..
x 78) rode in the car with a stranger....
x 79) been sexually harrassed...
x 80) been verbally harrassed..
TOTAL: 5


x 81) met face to face with someone you met online...
x 82) stayed online for 12 hours straight.... Try 37
x 83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight... Try 12
x 84) watched tv for 12 hours straight.. Try 24
x 85) been to a fair....
x 86) been called a bad influence.....
x 87) cursed...
x 88) prank called someone....
x 89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex...
x 90) cheated on a test....
TOTAL: 10

x 91) cheated on homework...
92) recieved/given a handjob...
x 93) been pushed into a pool...
x 94) played pool...
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight...
x 96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you..
x 97) had a crush on someone younger than you... Does 2 years count?
98) wear eyeliner....
99) skinny dipped....
x 100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt...
TOTAL: 6

TOTAL: 60.... xD!! Woo Total badboy!!!.... Hmm... Oddly I tend to play by the rules unless angered... Meh. This thing says I'm bad.

10-20= goodie good dadgum...
21-30= a little rebelious
31-40= getting hot baby
41-50=rebel
51-60= total bad girl/boy
61-70= bitch
71-80= cant believe you made it this far
81-90= bad ass
91-100= see you in hell ]]> ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9145746/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9145746/ Thu, 22 Jun 2006 08:37:53 PDT

Anyway. On to the news.

I got a life. Then holidays came along and ruined my hard work. Now. When I go back I will have to start again. try twice as hard because the life I started will be broken up because of this stupid work I have to do. And I lost alllll my old friends bar 2. I had to make a whole bunch o' new ones. Now I'm bored with them. The only one I enjoy doing things with is Tenayah. And everyone thinks that's because I want to do her. Now to be honest. She's a nice girl. But. No thanks. Yeah I'll be her best friend. But No more. Oh and Lex.... Oh boy is he annoying. I say No thanks I don't want to do that. Him: "Oh c'mooooooooon" Me: Noooo I don't want to. Yes and it goes on for an hour until I say SHUT UPP!!!!! I DON'T F**KING WANT TO. In the middle of class. Now. Damo is cool. But never invites me to things. Nicholas I have know for years. And I passed up going to his place so I could talk to other people. That I don't exactly know (MSN people as he calls them). The other Damo. Not too sure about... I don't trust that guy. Malo. I don't trust him. He's cool. But I don't trust him. Ah Maryanne and Alisha. They love me. I have written proof. Julian. Probably the coolest guy in the class. Well to me anyway. Him and I like EXACTLY the same things. It's quite creepy. Ahmet and Ahmet. Hmm... Well both Ahmet's are cool. But I wouldn't spend time with either of them. Now did I forget anyone. Let's see. Tenayah, Julian, Damo, Nick, Malo, Mez and Lish, Lex, Damo, Ahmet and Ahmet, Hmm Sarah was cool. Really pretty too. But she left. Oh well. But you see. This is a class for a whole study group. This is my class. I learn in this class. Most of you have seen the things I can make due to this class. Now. I know a lot of you would have stopped reading. But if you read to here Thank you. I just wanted to vent. And I wanted to use something other than a friend. Which are apparently not real friends according to the emotionless pigs of my class. Now. In this class. There are days when everyone loves you. Then the next day they hate you. This class has the biggest mood swings. I think I will end this here. And like. Add to it another time. If you read to Here Then thank you. I appreciate it. I know at least two people maybe three who will read this whole thing. And I love all three and they love me. But for the others who read it. Thanks. Well Th-th--- Th-th-th--- That's all folks.


P.S.... That was a bitch session... Not really news... Also Zeny I caught that damn cold!!! Grrr oh well. Bye peoples. ]]> ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9054723/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9054723/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 08:19:04 PDT ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9038671/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9038671/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 03:53:21 PDT

Edit


Tomorrow... It's tomorrow...... I turn 18 tomorrow.... And Something I suspected would happen..... Well it happened early.... Doesn't worry me now. I will be fine. Just hurt a bit to start with the inital pain is gone. Now it's hitting me. I know that things will never go back. Not now. Not ever. So I have to move on. This journal edit is for my own personal benefit. Okay people? ]]> ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9004346/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/9004346/ Wed, 07 Jun 2006 23:23:39 PDT

P.S. Anyone who has my phone number do not try to contact me with that. I will not answer you. Kal this does not include you. I didn't meet you on furc. ]]> ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/8794731/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/8794731/ Wed, 17 May 2006 03:54:43 PDT [link] and Knuckles blinking... [link] Or a moving character Like this [link] Or [link] I can also Make customs but they may either not get done if they are too complicated or if they do get done it may take a while. (I recently got a trial version of photoshop so I am using the image ready part like crazy) Just note me And ask. ]]> ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/8626511/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/8626511/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 00:33:51 PDT

SEVEN THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
- Grow a brain
- um get a life?
- Get a job
- umm think about what i will do after i leave school
- find out the other things i want to do
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SEVEN THINGS I CAN'T (OR WON'T) DO:
- eat a monkey
- have mansex
- rape someone
- Give oral sex to a guy
- stop talking about sex oriented things
- that last one is a can't not a won't
- meh

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT ME TO MUSIC:
- melody
- beat
- lyrics
- how well they fit/express certain moods/situations
- How many of my characters I can see dancing/singing/living/something to it xD
- Singer's voice
- What she said *points at Tia's answers*


SEVEN THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
- WHAT THE HELL??
- Errr?
- Ummm?
- wah???
- huh??
- DERRRRRRRR!!
- whowhat?

SEVEN MOVIES I COULD (OR DO) WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
- Lilo and stitch
- Pirates of the Caribbean
- Back to the future
- Back to the future II
- Back to the future III
- okay i ran out of movies
- yes yes i suck

SEVEN VIDEO GAMES THAT THE STORY JUST GRABS YOU:
- No
- Freakin
- Idea
- Hafta
- Say
- Sonic Adventure and
- Sonic Adventure 2 ]]> ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/8350766/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/8350766/ Mon, 03 Apr 2006 06:48:16 PDT i have one i love... but yeah that friend doesnt love me... i care for al my friends equally it may not seem like it at times but i do.. a lot of them think i ignore them... it's that i can't think of what to say... i love all my friends and the things i want to say never fit where the conversation starts so i don't say them and yeah it would be good for them to hear the things i have to say. but thing is if i say them at the wrong time then they think i am weird...
i am in physical pain right now.. two lots one is my wrist Fsckin idiot slam my wrist in the doorwayand two my stomache is killing me... probably from not eating... i have been to worried about friends and too sick to eat lately.. it sounds stupid but to one or more people it will make some sense.
the people i refer to are the people who care for their friends the way i care for mine.. i often wonder what would happen if i died suddenly (complete change in thought here (song changed) sorry if i worry you Tia (seeing as you seem to be the only one who ever reads and comments on my journals) but this needs to be said) i often wonder how people would react... like i know people say they would be upset... but for how long.. i mean most of the people i talk to don't know me... well in person... and right now i am convinced that there are two people who care and i know who they are i am not going to say names because then i get all the people goin OH BUT I CARE!! and i honest don't want that i want to hear from the ones who do care and neither of them can read this.. well this is all i am going to write... i can't be bothered writing anymore ]]> ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/8232929/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/8232929/ Wed, 22 Mar 2006 02:11:54 PST ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/8156007/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/8156007/ Tue, 14 Mar 2006 05:17:15 PST d= to you person... well ending this now before it takes up three lengths of we browser lol doubt it bye all i will write in this some time soon... (yeah right) ]]> ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/7795873/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/7795873/ Sat, 04 Feb 2006 01:46:36 PST
nah well today i did some stupid things and like i am so bored now i miss zeak i need to talk to her about something hmm i think i should try to send her a laptop in the mail... nahhh... well i think this is all i am going to write please comment people cause like i have no idea why you would or wouldnt dont have to comment if you don't want to. ]]> ~JuBbEr2005 http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/7779332/ http://JuBbEr2005.deviantart.com/journal/7779332/ Thu, 02 Feb 2006 09:30:52 PST ~JuBbEr2005