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                <title>Nii-chan is not AWZM enuf</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Sep 2009 08:28:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Level 1<br />( ) Smoked A Cigarette<br />( ) Smoked A Cigar<br />(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (I kissed a girl and i liked it~~ cliche much, but yeah)<br /><br />SO FAR: 1<br /><br />Level 2<br />(x) Are / Been In Love<br />(x) Dumped someone<br />( ) Been Fired<br />(x) Been In A Fist Fight (ah~ the childhood memories~ and cat fights, too XD)<br /><br />SO FAR: 4<br /><br />Level 3<br />(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person<br />(x) Skipped Class<br />( ) Slept With A Co-worker<br />(x) Seen Someone / Something Die<br /><br />SO FAR: 7<br /><br />Level 4<br />(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends (i give amour to all~)<br />( ) Been To Paris<br />( ) Been To Spain<br />(x) Been On A Plane<br />( ) Thrown Up From Drinking<br /><br />SO FAR: 9<br /><br />Level 5<br />(x) Eaten Sushi<br />( ) Been Snowboarding<br />(x) Met Someone Through Internet<br />( ) Been in a Mosh Pit<br /><br />SO FAR: 11<br /><br />Level 6<br />(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship (where i'm the one doing the abusing, or being abused?)<br />(x) Taken Pain Killers<br />(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have<br />(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By<br />( ) Made A Snow Angel<br /><br />SO FAR: 15<br /><br />Level 7<br />(x) Had A Tea Party (when i was a little girl...with my imaginary friends and naked dolls)<br />(x) Flown A Kite<br />(x) Built A Sand Castle (raided the kinder playground in high school and did the deed, hehe)<br />( ) Gone mudding (what's that?)<br />(x) Played Dress Up (yeah.that includes wearing my dad's briefs [ssssshhh, that's a secret!])<br /><br />SO FAR: 19<br /><br />Level 8<br />(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves<br />( ) Gone Sledging<br />(x) Cheated While Playing A Game<br />(x) Been Lonely<br />(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School<br /><br />SO far: 23<br /><br />Level 10<br />(x) Watched The Sun Set<br />(x) Felt An Earthquake (In school)<br />( ) Killed A Snake <br /><br />SO FAR: 25<br /><br />Level 11<br />(x) Been Tickled<br />(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized<br />(x) Been cheated on (shit don't remind me)<br />(x) Been Misunderstood<br /><br />SO FAR: 29<br /><br />Level 12<br />(x) Won A Contest <br />(x) Been Suspended From School<br />(x) Had Detention<br />(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident [of course I've been in the car. WTF?]<br /><br />SO FAR: 33<br /><br />Level 13<br />( ) Had / Have Braces (will)<br />(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night<br />(x) Danced in the moonlight (if you count dirty-dancing, then yeah, hehe)<br /><br />SO FAR : 35<br /><br />Level 14<br />(x) Hated The Way You Look<br />(x) Witnessed A Crime (if you mean a fashion crime, then i witness it everyday ><img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />)<br />( ) Pole Danced (LOL it was a joke)<br />(x) Questioned Your Heart<br />(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes (my mom runs the Post-it factory... so yeah, hohoho)<br /><br />SO FAR: 39<br /><br />Level 15<br />(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud<br />( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World<br />( ) Swam in the ocean<br />(x) Felt like you were dying<br /><br />SO FAR: 41<br /><br />Level 16<br />(x) Cried to sleep<br />(x) Played Cops And Robbers (oooh, role play~)<br />(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers<br />(x) Sang Karaoke<br />(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins<br /><br />SO FAR: 48<br /><br />Level 17<br />(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't<br />(x) Made Prank Phone Calls<br />(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose<br />( ) Kissed In The Rain<br /><br />SO FAR: 51<br /><br />Level 18<br />(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus<br />(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About<br />(x) Blown Bubbles<br />(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere<br /><br />SO FAR: 55<br /><br />Level 19<br />(x) Crashed A Party [i crashed a funeral, is that considered a party?]<br />( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People<br />( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading<br />(x) Had A Wish Come True<br />( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (I don't get humped by a monkey, I hump the monkey)<br /><br />SO FAR: 57<br /><br />Level 20<br />(x) Worn Pearls<br />( ) Jumped Off A Bridge <br />(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina" (oh, loads of time, lol)<br />( ) Swam With Dolphins <br /><br />SO FAR: 59<br /><br />Level 22<br />(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube<br />( ) Kicked A Fish<br />(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes<br />(x) Sat On A Roof Top<br /><br />SO FAR: 62<br /><br />Level 23<br />(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs<br />(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel<br />(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours (for reasons that should be censored XD)<br />(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about (primorsky~)<br /><br />SO FAR: 66<br /><br />Level 24<br />( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tre... ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>I lost my mojo LAWLZ</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Jun 2009 07:48:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i have an interview with this art org tomorrow and i haven't made any good artwork...<br />i'm here surfing the net<br />i bummed all day...<br /><br />oh god... i'll crash and burn...<br /><br />arrrrrghhh! juchin needs to make something awesome before all that pent up creative horniness dies down.... sheesh...<br /><br />seeing awesome works from the people i watch makes me want to do something as awesome as they do, but i don't have the same level of skill, which is a huge bummer... <br /><br />i'm a lost cause, lol<br /><br />i just wanted to get that out of my system... i'm off again, bye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>Joining an Artsy-fartsy Org and Getting Hacked</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Jun 2009 09:36:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Since I got so much idle time, I decided to join Malate Literary Portfolio--an art org in my university.<br /><br />The joint orchestra scares me so I don't think I can still afford to play; what with the long hiatus I had with playing violin... so I'm afraid my Andre (my violin) will have to collect dust...<br /><br />I'm not officially in yet because I still have to submit 4 of my artworks and some requirements... Actually, I'm planning to do some Hetalia fan arts to submit to the org... Anyway, they did say that they'll train and improve my skills once i get in so yeah.. I'll go do whatever I feel like doing for the application... I just hope to finish them in time for the deadline...<br /><br />On my Hetalia fan arts...<br /><br />I've always wanted to draw this editorial in the Korean fashion magazine An An where they featured androgynous fashion with lovely backdrops of European old world architecture... I also wanted to combine that cover with their Film Noir special, where the photos were in black and white...<br /><br />I'm quite excited with it and I hope you guys like it when I actually post something other than photos here <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />Just to tease you, though... I have Poland in high heels and Lithuania spreading his leather-clad legs XD<br /><br />After drawing the Batltics and Russia... I plan to draw Arthur because he's originally the Hetalia character that I wanted to draw (but I had a hard time drawing the hair so I ended up drawing Russia)<br /><br />GETTING HACKED GRRRRR...<br /><br />My close friends from the Philippines know that I do most of my online interaction in this social network called Plurk.<br /><br />I had a boyfriend and he was very pissed that I'm avoiding him and we're over. In the first place, he viewed my account without permission the first time that's why I really wanted to get away from him. So this guy, now all bitter and stuff, hacked into my private account and reads all my entries even those that are intended to a few people.<br /><br />Then he was telling a common friend that I'm a dunce for sharing my sexual preferences to my friends. He's also saying that I should "confess my sins" to my buddies.<br /><br />I don't really know what's up with this dude...<br /><br />My friends and I have talked it over and I decided to pay him no mind... but I'm still pissed that I can't talk freely in my Plurk anymore.<br /><br />Oh well... optimism~~~ Think that the cracked coke cup is half-full... it's not cola that's leaking, it's just cola flavored condensation XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>Will Try To Post New Stuff Soon</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Jun 2009 21:01:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi! I've been out of the submitting radar for a long time...<br /><br />In that long time, I was able to shift to the course that I really want to pursue (Japanese studies) and I got hooked in APH (Axis Powers Hetalia.<br /><br />Since I'm not studying photography anymore, I don't have anything new and artsy-fartsy to submit... But I'll try to submit my arts this time... (that is, if i can find someone to help me with scanning, cleaning and photoshopping my drawings here and there... ^_^)<br /><br />Hope that I can post them in the near future... and I'll prolly work on some Hetalia fanarts of my favorite partners (not couples, because for me, The moar, The merrier!)<br /><br />So yeah... so far this'll be the only new thing I'll post here...<br /><br />From the biggest loser in dA T_T<br />Juchin X3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>just some spam Willow tagged me into</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Jan 2009 04:58:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1.) My name is- Juchin<br />2.)Nickname(s)- Yaoi fan girl from Hell<br />3.)Status-mightily repressed, mightily depressed, currently designing costumes for yaoi con<br /><br />4.) Zodiac Sign- Taurus<br />5.)Male or Female- FEMALE<br />6.)Elementary- so-so years<br />7.)High School- pit of never ending hell<br />8.)College- shifting to Japanese studies (AT LAST!!! whootie!)<br />9.)Smart- nope, i use GLOBE (Smart is a mobile network in the Philippines; GLOBE is the rival network<br /><br />10.)Hair Color- Dark Dark Brown<br />11.)Long or Short- shoulder length<br />12.)Loud or Quiet- Quiet around people i don't like; Loud around my friends<br /><br />13.)Sweats or Jeans- neither<br />14.)Phone or camera- hmm... a CAMERA--PHONE!!!<br />15.) Health Freak-so-so<br />16.)Drink or Smoke-NEITHER<br /><br />17.)Do you have a crush- a real person, or an anime character?<br />18.)Eating or drinking- BOTH!!!<br />19.)Piercings- on my ear lobes ^_^<br />20.)blah-???<br /><br /><br />FIRSTS:<br />23.)First piercing-in the ears<br />24.)First Best Friend- Nympha<br />25.)First award- I was Top 5 in the Top 10 achievers in my grade 1 class<br /><br />26.)First crush- cremated in the depths of my faulty memory<br />27.) First Pet- hmmm... a gigantic yellow spider in our backyard (who just happened to weave its web on one of our mango trees)<br /><br />28.)First big vacation- can't remember<br />29.)first piece of pizza- rock-paper-scissors on who gets the first slice XP<br /><br />30.)First Big B-Day- I ain't some stupid, wasteful, spoiled brat NO BIG B-DAYS for me<br /><br />CURRENTLY:<br />31.)Eating-Chinese dumplings<br />32.)Drinking-(more like swallowing) my own saliva<br />33.)Listening to- One by Epik High feat. Ji-sun of Loveholic<br />34.)Reading-what i type in this entry<br />35.)Seeing- (refer above)<br />36.)Sitting with- my scattered stuff on the couch<br />37.)Wearing- pjs<br />38.)Wearing Jewelry- skeleton earrings<br />39.)Wearing hair- i got a body full of it! XD<br />40.)Sick- of the world<br />49.)I'm about to- COME!!!! XP<br />50.)skip<br />52.)Bored- the reason why i took this tag up<br />53.)Plans for today- do some accounting shit on my annual expenses<br /><br />YOUR FUTURE:<br />58.)wANT kIDS- bleh<br />59.)Want to get married- bleh<br />60.)Careers- assassin, OR fashion designer, OR diplomat OR i can be a fashion-designing diplomat who kills people on the side<br /><br />WHICH ARE BETTER FOR THE OPPOSITE GENDER:<br />68.)lIPS OR Eyes- brain--it's a rare feature<br />70.)Shorter or Taller- TALLER <br />72.)Romantic or spontaneous- how about a closet homo?<br />73.) Nice Stomach or arms- how about a nice face?<br />74.)Sensitive or loud- neither<br />75.) Hook up or relationship- neither! guys are for yaoi! i prefer to keep them as friends<br /><br />77.)Trouble maker or Hesitant-i am the trouble maker, i need someone to tame me...THEN AGAIN: GUYS ARE FOR YAOI<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER... :<br />80.) ever lost glasses/contacts- not yet<br />81.)Ran away from home- would love to<br />84.)Ever broken someone's heart- hmmmm, nothing like a nice dose of S&M once in a while<br /><br />85.)Ever been arrested- nope<br />87.)Ever cried when someone died- nope, i cried when my nail died, though<br /><br />DO YOU BELIVE IN:<br />89.)Yourself- yup! confidence is something that is influenced internally. if you don't believe in your abilities, you can't get others to believe in you. <br /><br />90.) Believe in miracles- of course! optimism goes a long way in this harsh, harsh world<br /><br />91.) Love at first sight- so-so<br />92.) Heaven- yes<br />93.) Santa Claus- if he's a hot guy who bangs guys, YES<br />94.) Sex on the first date- i wanna see you try and suffer EPIC, BONE(R)-BREAKINGLY FAIL<br />95.) Kiss on the first date- (read above)<br /><br />ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:<br />97.)Is there one person you would want to be with and who- my best friend, Nympha<br />98.)Are you really happy in life- meh<br />99.)Do you belive in God- yes, i don't believe in the institution<br /><br />100.)Post 100 truths (closely anyways)and Tag 8 other people to suffer too<br /><br />what's wrong with mormons, Willow?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>Out of Oblivion and Into Deviation</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Dec 2008 06:05:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Girly<br />[ ] I love at least one shade of pink.<br />[X] I don't like being messy.<br />[ ] My belongings are organized.<br />[ ] I don't like rock music.<br />[ ] I like wearing accessories all the time.<br />[ ] Bright colors amaze me.<br />[ ] I hate black.<br />[ ] I go to the salon once a week.<br />[ ] I comb my hair almost all the time.<br />[X] I bring my phone with me everywhere<br /><br />20% Girly<br /><br /><br />Boyish<br />[ ] I wear baggy pants.<br />[ ] I play video games<br />[ ] I listen to bands like My Chemical Romance, Yellowcard, Switchfoot, Sum 41<br />[x] I like wearing jackets with hoods.<br />[x] I'm too lazy to do chores.<br />[ ] I don't like shopping.<br />[X ] I like to go bungee jumping.<br />[ ] I like being sweaty.<br />[ ] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes.<br />[x] I barely wear perfume.<br /><br />50% boyish<br /><br /><br />Nerdy<br />[X] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket.<br />[ ] I enjoy studying.<br />[ ] I wear glasses.<br />[ ] I'm a straight-A student.<br />[ ] I've never skipped any class in my whole life.<br />[ ] I like my shirt tucked in<br />[ ] My favorite subject is science<br />[x] I enjoy reading books.<br />[ ] My assignments are always passed on time.<br />[X] I correct people with their grammar.<br /><br />20% Nerdy<br /><br />Emo<br /><br />[x] I love the color black.<br />[X]I always sit at the corner.<br />[ ] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes.<br />[ ] I like listening to rock music.<br />[x] I have a lot of problems in my life.<br />[X] I'm not much of a loud person.<br />[x] I don't talk much.<br />[ ] I don't have that much friends.<br />[ ] I barely have fun.<br />[ ] I barely go out with my folks or friends.<br /><br />50% Emo<br /><br />Childish<br />[ ] I am open to my parents.<br />[ ] I sleep with a stuffed toy.<br />[ ] I watch cartoons.<br />[ ] I don't like watching horror movies.<br />[ ] I sleep with a night light.<br />[ ] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit.<br />[ ] I'm scared of roller coasters.<br />[ ] I like being with my family relatives<br />[ ] I take bubble baths.<br />[ ] I've ran around the house in my underwear<br /><br />O% childish<br /><br />Popular<br />[ ] A lot of people adore me.<br />[ ] I hangout with the coolest crew at school!<br />[ ] My parents are loaded.<br />[ ] I get everything I want.<br />[] I don't wear the same outfit twice.<br />[ ] I always have the latest gadgets.<br />[ ] I'm updated to the latest gossips.<br />[ ] I don't like people blocking my way.<br />[X] I have a lot of friends.<br />[] A lot of people look to me<br /><br />10% Popular<br /><br />Let me just straighten it out... the popular part...  let me tell you, they are my friends because they are fun to be with. i am not bragging about their number. Actually, when i think about it, i can use up all my fingers in my hands to count my friends. I may not have a crowd surrounding me, but i feel well-loved by these people. and for that, i consider myself a lucky girl with "many friends"<br /><br />childish part: since they only said "cartoons", i won't cross out that box... i watch anime and it's very very different from cartoons<br /><br />i don't talk much when i'm with people i don't know. it also follows that i'm only a loud person when i'm with my friend<br /><br />who doesn't have problems in their life? raise your hands and let me kill you with a razor blade<br /><br />i bring a phone with me for practical purposes. it doubles as my watch and my electronic post-it for reminders and it can make me call and send messages <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>An Entry Semi-devoted to Ash Like Snow</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Oct 2008 16:24:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ he got a lot slower than hi normal speed, but that's okay <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />now, i can read manga, do my assignment (while reading manga), or listening to my currennt j-rock addiction: the brilliant green's Ash Like Snow. it's the second opening song of Gundam 00 for those who don't know... then again, if you don't know this song, then you don't watch the anime (or don't watch anime).<br /><br />i've come across the male version of Ash Like Snow in imeem.com<br /><br />for those who wanna hear it, here's the link:<br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/Z5kbS5B/music/4sdhO5i_/brilliant_green_ash_like_snow_man_version/">[link]</a><br /><br />i swear, not only is this a good rendition/version--the singer's voice also sounds hot! i mean, i'm a girl, so that's a normal reaction 0(^///^)0<br /><br />what have i been doing since i have been reunited with my beloved vivi?<br /><br />read MORE YAOI, of course! <3<br /><br />to my friends out there, please burn me a copy of Junjou Romantica Season 2! i'll treat you ice cream! :3<br /><br />school work's a bitch.<br />i got lots to do, so let me bask in yaoi bliss while i still have a chance.<br /><br />god, why do i have to go to school? oh yeah, for the lunch money <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br />as much as i want to blabber a lot, i really need to go.<br /><br />'til then...<br />yaoi to the world from your one and only...<br /><br />juchin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>Magic Word: Deprivation</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Oct 2008 09:37:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ right now, i'm a holistically-deprived person<br /><br />i'm food-deprived, sleep-deprived, yaoi-deprived, sex-deprived, social life-deprived, etc., etc.<br /><br />if i'm not pressured by lots of stuff with school i would be happily planning on what to wear for our cosplay shoot T_T<br /><br />aside from that, i have to keep my energy up because my business partner apparently has no interst in starting our business<br /><br />sigh, our baby proves to be a product of a one-sided relationship T_T<br /><br />despite what i said in my not so previous journal entry, <a href="http://Hindi.Ako.Emo">[link]</a> (english: <a href="http://I.Am.Not.Emo">[link]</a>; nihongo: <a href="http://Watashi.Emo.Ja">[link]</a> Nai; Mandarin: Wo.Bu Shi.Emo; i don't know the korean, sorry hehe ^_^V)<br /><br />i'm sulking here about my sorry, sorry life...hence, having an emo episode today<br /><br />my partner's already buzzing me at ym<br /><br />gtg<br /><br />juchin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>Hindi.Ako.Emo</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Oct 2008 01:33:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ironically, emo people say they're not emo...<br /><br />or at least that's how the media stereotype the concept of being emo. <br /><br />it's unfair for people who have the emo lifestyle. i know people who are not posers when it comes to being emo and i swear, they hate having people expect too much of them based on tell-tales.<br /><br />now, why are we discussing being emo?<br /><br />hmm...<br /><br />because i feel down today. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br />this week up to next week are the days where we'll experience pure hell on earth (an exaggeration, hehe)<br /><br />MIDTERMS/HELL WEEKS HAS COME!!!<br /><br />i'm down on my usual supply of optimism and to put it to common terms, i'm having an emo mode.<br /><br />as much as it would irritate the emo crowd, the word emo has already been added to the youth's vocabulary to pertain to one's down moment or one's urge to sulk in a corner.<br /><br />please don't attack me from here on, i'm just saying what i could understand with the ennvironment's perception of what emo is and whast emo should be<br /><br />so where was i?<br /><br />ah, midterms... decrease in optimism...<br /><br />you know what, i'm just like this because i can't get my daily fix of pron and yaoi...<br /><br />any kind soul out there, please donate your yaoi to me-- and make sure it's a good one!<br /><br />*sigh...<br /><br />i'm off to get myself out of my emo stupor...<br /><br />'til then, guys!<br /><br />juchin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Cosplaymania '08--My Last Cosplay? NOT!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Oct 2008 16:31:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i walked out while my dad was giving me a sermon on bringing a trolley bag for the anime con last sunday (Oct. 12, 2008--Sunday)...<br /><br />when i got home, no scolding happened. instead, i was told it will be my last cosplay gig...<br /><br />hehe<br /><br />evil aura...<br /><br />i won't let that happen!<br /><br />i don't even think it's possible for me to give cosplay up, considering my business is dependent on cosplay and anime conventions for establishing contacts and meeting customers.<br /><br />stupid, impractical parents...<br /><br />just because their life wasn't fun doesn't mean i have to inherit their doomed boring lives.<br /><br />i want to be an adult who can keep up with the youngsters... well, i'm not THAT old yet!<br /><br />heck, i'm still barely legal...<br /><br />i want to have as much fun in my life before i turn 18 next april, yikes! it's looming near!<br /><br />so there...<br /><br />my laptop's getting fixed right now, and i won't get it back after 1 month--talk about torture!<br /><br />so, i'll be reposting the cosplay shoots and stuff our cosplay team had last con prolly this end of the week (having no laptop sucks BIG TIME, please bear with me)<br /><br />til then, see ya guys!<br /><br />juchin <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bitchy Prof, Bitchy Org, Bitchy life,and Antiquity</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Sep 2008 14:56:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hmmm<br /><br />where do i start?<br /><br />i'm a sophomore in a practical, but unlovable course (organizational communications) and this term i have a thorn in my chest.<br /><br />my bitchy guy/gay prof!<br /><br />i don't have anything against gay people--i love them and support their rights--but grrrrrrrrrr!!!<br /><br />i can't even express my hatred coherently!<br /><br />his subject and projects are all i think about...<br />im becoming inattentive<br /><br />heck, i don't even know the words that are coming out of my mouth (and/or being typed)<br /><br />which brings me to the second topic of this angst journal--the bitchy org...<br /><br />i love nature, that's why i support and chose to work with this org whose acronym sounds like a wrestling franchise.<br /><br />grrr!<br /><br />talk about writing for organizations!<br /><br />this bloke clearly wasn't educated in this subject with the way he e-mailed me his correction!<br /><br />i'm a student, goddammit!<br /><br />*tears<br /><br />*emotional breakdown<br /><br />now, i'm scared for my life...<br /><br />what if they sue me or something...?<br /><br />arggh!<br /><br />even this so-called 'client'of mine tells me i'm inattentive<br /><br />why does the world rub it in my face that i am stupid?<br /><br />i admit at some point i am...<br />but, i've humbled myself enough...<br /><br />all i can do is just tuck it in, listen to them blabber about how right they are about everything, and mentally stab them over and over<br /><br />i'm sorry to those who don't want to read this...<br /><br />i'm just trying so hard to meet the requirements, but i can't keep myself in order anymore.<br /><br />i want to shift to japanese studies, i really, really do<br /><br />my parents don't want me to shift.<br />they say that in every course there will really be professors who terrorize their students.<br />and they don't want to waste their money<br /><br />they also say that it's better to stay in the course because in the future my course will enable me to climb the corporate ladder.<br /><br />well,<br /><br />FUCK THE CORPORATE LADDER!!!!<br /><br />I'M NOT LIKE YOU!!!<br /><br />the future that they are telling me to imagine is their dream , not mine. to be sent to conventions and seminars abroad, to get promoted...<br /><br />honestly, i don't need those shit.<br /><br />i'm just happy being able to set foot at least once in Japan... then have my own place and fill it with otaku stuff...have a butler cafe (ala antique bakery)...<br /><br />own a cosplay shop...<br /><br />*more crying<br /><br />is it so bad not to be greedy?<br /><br />but hey, i need to finish this stupid course and still end up like their 'dream daughter'<br /><br />geesh...<br /><br />the last thing i want to happen is to grow up to be like my parents... i'd rather write myself in the Death Note<br /><br />--------------------<br />have you ever been called &#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />uta' by your mom?<br /><br />to those who don't know, &#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />uta' in both filipino and spanish language means 'whore'<br /><br />i've just kept it to myself for a long time but tonight that i was called &#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />uta' again by my mom<br /><br />i think i just have to let my anger out.<br /><br />what's wrong with wearing a mini black dress? (audrey hepburn style)<br /><br />i so don't look like a whore...<br /><br />in my anger, i broke the plate that i was holding...<br /><br />maybe i should break more plates... it feels good...<br />------------------<br />on a lighter note:<br /><br />i was watching this kind of yaoi anime Antique Bakery.<br /><br />first thing that crossed my mind was:<br /><br />KYAAAAAAAAAA~~~!!! CAKE!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />the emphasis on patisserie would really make you crave!<br /><br />another thing that appeals to me is the element of mystery in the plot of the anime.<br /><br />you see, the universe of Antique revolves around the owner fondly-called Tachibana and his unresolved past with kidnapping.<br /><br />when he was around 9 years old, he was kidnapped by this guy who only fed him cakes. he somehow manages to escape from the creep and return home. the problem was, his brain repressed the traumatic experience so he wasn't able to point out the kidnapper.<br /><br />in the latter part of the on-going series, you will know that the reason he quit the management of their huge company and decided to put up a bakeshop is because he hopes to one day catch his kidnapper.<br /><br />all these things were starting to drawn me in when <br /><br />*BLAM<br /><br />my bro's thing hand appeared at the corner of my laptop screen. the lights were out and his hand appeared exactly a... ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>Yaoi is Love</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Sep 2008 23:01:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ last saturday my friend and i went to the fifth Lights Out Yaoi Convention<br /><br />it was her third time and my first time to go to the event<br /><br />of course, i'm excited!<br /><br />the best experience i would say is seeing the Tuxedo team again and having more time to shoot them<br /><br />ok<br /><br />the butler team is also a good experience!<br /><br />what kind of fujoshi wouldn't want to be served by good-looking yaoi-ble young men?<br /><br />ah~~~~<br /><br />at that time i felt like i'm ready to die!<br /><br /><br />the film showing was fun, too<br /><br />i've already seen the anime episodes shown in the booth, but it's still best to see the other fujoshis look at the screen with glee<br /><br />listen to the kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa's<br />and the shouts and the horrified but secretly curious reactions of the boys who were either dragged there by their gfs or went in by mistake<br /><br />although from the rise in number of male convention-goers, they sure know what they were there for...<br /><br />the one who won the yaoi pair cosplay competition was the L x Light pairing<br /><br />Kira bleached his hair (the cosplayer's wig was Hunny-sempai blonde)<br /><br />but they pushed everyone aside with their veeeeeeeeeeery long kissing scene<br /><br />i mean, whoah, man!<br /><br />if L and Light did share a kiss that intense in the series...<br /><br />ah~~~ (glittery eyes, dark imagination working)<br /><br />5<br /><br />4<br /><br />3<br /><br />2<br /><br />1<br /><br />KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA<br /><br />i'll be sooooo~~~ happy~!<br /><br />k<br /><br />enough of my fan girl ranting...<br /><br />gonna go back to re-watching death note<br /><br />ja ne, minna!<br /><br />juchin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>YATTA!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Aug 2008 02:15:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm finally done proofreading our group's stupid paper... <br />just as this problem is solved, a new one came up<br /><br />our maid wrecked my usb<br /><br />she laundered my coat without checking if there're anything left in my coat<br /><br />gosh darnit<br /><br />that's not mine!<br /><br />anyway<br /><br />i should be happy finally being free from school crap<br /><br />but somehow i feel numb<br /><br />anyway, gtg<br /><br />i can finally sleep and eat<br /><br />ja ne, minna<br /><br />juchin.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>the burden of a proofreader</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Aug 2008 18:21:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my editing mojo is being drained...<br /><br />my groupmates left me with the job of editing our final paper...<br /><br />and today's is the freakin deadliest deadline!<br /><br />what the hell...<br /><br />their sentences don't even make sense...<br /><br />man...<br /><br />to all those who commented on my recent deviations and also to those who faved them, thanks a lot!<br /><br />you lifted my mood... <3<br /><br />now, back to editing!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>Torn</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Jun 2008 01:52:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Last night, my dad let us watch this guy pantomiming Natalie Imbruglia's Torn<br /><br /><br />i just found it interesting...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>have you tried such a thing as an energy candy?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2008 05:09:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i ate the weirdest but amusing thing a while ago, but i think it was useless...<br /><br />this energy candy tastes like mentos. the difference with mentos is that it doesn't melt easily...<br /><br />all the same, i was expecting this candy to keep me from sleeping in the jeepney, but i ended up sleeping, plus i got a headache when i got home<br /><br />though i think my headache had nothing to do with the ineffectiveness of said "energy" candy<br /><br />my mind's having a breakdown from studying economics and communication theory... anyone out there who's majoring in Organizational Communication?<br /><br />HELP!!!SOS!!!TASUKETTE!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Jun 2008 08:13:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ after many clicks to the edit icon,<br /><br />(because DA is having their system maintenance)<br /><br />HAPPY DADS' DAY, EVERYONE!!!!!<br /><br />A salute to my less-irritating and very funny parent...<br /><br />Dad, you may be frugal as hell, but you're the best (biased due to being daddy's girl)<br /><br />there...<br /><br />let's give our dads a hug (if they've been good) or a punch in the face (if they've been a-holes)<br /><br />my last entry for today!!!<br /><br />night night, deviants!!! *yawn<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>after filling my DA</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Jun 2008 07:39:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ thanks to everyone who faved me and commented on what i posted...<br /><br />now i know the feeling of being a deviant!!! <br /><br />(sugar high+ stress+ lack of sleep+ french film marathon+ watching mr.bean's holiday =overreacting)<br /><br />now that i have posted my photography assignments and our cosplay shots, all i'm left to do is customizing my page...<br /><br /><3 please give me tips on how to "beautify" my dull-looking page....<br /><br />thanks again in advance!!!<br /><br />oh yeah, happy father's day!!!!<br /><br />(we went out for dinner to celebrate dads' day... we walked by the bay while listening to jazz music coming from this bayside bar)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Juchin</author>
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                <title>put anything in my devart</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Jun 2008 05:57:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my multiply account is already worth visiting. but my devart is still a worthless piece of shit... so here's my first post...<br /><br />since i'm taking a photography class this term, i finally have pictures to post!!!<br /><br />yey!!!<br /><br />i'll also be posting my cosplay pics from ozine fest last year and mangaholixx last may 31<br /><br />jin wasn't at mangaholixx, it's so sad...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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