So My parents are separated (in the process of getting a divorce). Now I'm glad they aren't staying together and being unhappy and all that. I'm glad they admitted what was going on. etc. When all this started, I thought my mom was kinda... evil. She left my dad and ended up getting with one of his old friends (not really good friend but a friend none the less). But you know what. I know why now. I know why she left him. I'm tired of feeling sorry for my dad. He's an ass. That's all there is to it. He got with a girl he used to work with which is fine. She's really pretty and nice. She is a bit conservative for my tastes BUT I'm not dating her so that's okay. Here's the but: When he's with her he becomes ridiculous, like i almost think he might have dementia. He's in that ridiculous puppy dog love stage. He honestly forgets about me. Literally. He does forget about me. One day he was supposed to pick me up and take me to 2 doctors apt.s so I reminded him multiple times (we had it planned for like 3 weeks) then i remind him the morning of. i get this as a response (Texting is like the only way to get a hold of him now) ...Oh... that's the text. for him it means oh s*** i forgot. and then the next text like an hour later is the following: I promised (his girlfriend) that I'd pick up (insert her kids name here) from school and take him home. So i'm going to pick u up after i pick him up and then I canceled all your apts so that i can take him home. What the hell? so he can pick them up and take them places, but you can't remember to pick me up and take me places? they aren't even your kids. I am. That's messed up. But it gets even better. when he gets to the school to pick me up, her kid is in MY seat when I'm freezing (we have heated seats in the front seats) and he's fine. Then my dad asks if I'm okay. Was he serious? And he's done this multiple times. he's forgotten me been 20 to 50 minutes late to pick me up. oh and I told him to be somewhere at 8 to pick me up he said okay i'll be there. I get there at 8. no where to be seen. Maybe my clock is just a little fast. 10 minutes roll by. theres no way my clock is that fast. I call him. Dad where are you? You were supposed to be here by 8. I'm just leaving now. ..Are you kidding its 8:10... I told you i needed pick up so that my band director wouldn't have to stand around and wait for me to get picked up... oh I know... its only 10 minutes after 8. ...It takes 20 minutes to get to school from my house... And guess who was with him.. his girlfriend.. hmm i wounder why he was late. oh and wonderful she coming home with us. and shes staying the night. great.

So I talked to my sister about it. mainly ranting. and she was like once I grew up, he didn't really seem to care about me much anymore. He just bugged me about SATs and college. He never really hung out with me anymore. He likes kids that's it. once you get too old he doesn't really care. he changes. Oh I'm seeing that. Ten fold. now that my mom isn't there he doesn't give a shit. and of course his girlfriend doesn't even notice. He's effectively cutting off contact from me with the exception of texting. oh yeah that's great. He complained that he can't pay for my therapist anymore and asked if i really need to see her anymore. I was like are you serious? You go on these string of trips starting with the Bahamas, Then New york for thanksgiving, and then you buy thousands of dollars of ski equipment to go on a ski trip when you could've just rented the equipment which by the way probably could've bought my car using all the money spent on that. You pay for your girlfriends sitter, but you cant pay for my therapist when you put me through this hell. are you kidding? My mom thankfully is going to.

So because I grew up, my dad wants nothing more to do with me. Wow. You're a great father.

I moved to my mom's apt instead of going back and forth. my cat is finally with me (b/c when i had to leave her at dad's he just left her home alone all the time and admits he never gives her the time of day. effectively he doesnt care about her either) so I have my cat and my mom's boyfriend's cat too. I just have to pack up my stuff from my dad's b/c effectively he is moving out of the house. Which I'm honestly putting off to go there b/c i don't even want to go there anymore. I watch my house (i've never lived anywhere else until now) go from the best house in the world, to crap crap crap empty new floors that are dark and annoying. crap. Thanks for being so understanding dad. I'm tired of feeling sympathetic that you are so "depressed" I was being sympathetic and trying to help you out. But you know what. No fing more. I'm not getting any respect from you and you obviously don't care about me anymore you just care about your girlfriend and her kids.... ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/24228953/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/24228953/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 10:51:48 PDT

I get bored really easily so if anyone wants to talk to me you should totally note me and i might just give u my aim or we could totally "IM" through dA notes!


So for National Honors Society I am participating in Relay for Life. It's a huge fundraiser for the American Cancer Society. I need to raise money. So if anyone is willing to donate I'd greatly appreciate it and I'm sure the cancer society will too! Here's my personal page: [link]gersonal&fr_id=13177&fl=en_US&s_tafId=248415 You'll see Donate Join My Team Team Page and Luminaria, obviously click Donate and follow the steps. There is also if youd rather donate by cash or check a link at the bottom to print out a form and where to send it! Minimum donation = $5.00


I was tagged. Damn u sara.


Answer the questions and then search the answer on urbandictionary.

1)What's your name?
Katherine
Answer:
"an angel, a princess, your boo, someone special to you, and a perfect person "

2)Your age?
17
Answer:
"The right age to start having sex, according to Chef on South Park
Chef: "The right time to start having sex is 17."
Sheila: "So you mean 17 as long as you're in love?"
Chef: "Nope, just 17."
Gerald: "But what if you're not ready at 17?"
Chef: "17, you're ready." " <- stupid

3)One of your friends?
Sara
Answer:
"A person who is very hot and has the greatest personality ever! In hebrew Sara means princess. There for you should treat her as if she was one! Sara is also a very irresistable person.

4)What should you be doing?
Homework
Answer:
"buisy work that deprives students of valuable sleep hours. "

5)Favorite Color?
Purple
Answer:
"Extremely potent marijuana, specifically marijuana buds that have a purple hue to them. Also accompanied by a fragant, usually fruity smell and mad perma-grin."
and
"
1. An adjective to describe something worthy of being epic. If something deserves the status of epic, you award it with purple.

2. Another word for particular level of gear in the online game World of Warcraft. Gear on epic level is purple. "
and
"1. Referring to something of the sketchy variety or to a sexual scene. "

6)Birthplace?
Annapolis
Answer:
"We're surrounded by water, snobby "parkies", and catholic school kids, crabs and beer are our diet, we wear flip-flops year round( yes even in the snow), we know what Ego-Alley is, we know that we could go downtown to ACME in high school and get served no questions asked, we know about Hellish Commisioning Week, and we can spot a Midshipmen a mile away out of his uniform, we know about traffic, and we love to travel by boat, we know that the best crabs in Naptown come from Jimmy Cantlers. We are collar poppin, khaki, and rainbow wearin beach bums.If you don't know someone directly, you know them through a good friend. Naptown is not small but it's not big..... we are what we are."
Damn Parkies.

7)Month of your birth?
December
Answer:
"The month in which the hottest women are born."

8)Last person you talked to?
Aaron
Answer:
"In India "Aaron" is a slang word for pimp.

9)One of your nicknames?
Katie
Answer:
"A happy person who is a good listener and reliable friend. Likes to party and is always there when you need her."

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Thank you all for your never ending support. i love you all




I am in http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/23988993/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/23988993/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 18:01:01 PDT And the crap week and a half continues! SAT scores. I know they are "average" scores. But I'm supposed to be above average. i wanted at least 1800 if not a 2000. i got a 1660. And for those of you who don't want to/cant set up a proportion, that's like a 1050 equivalent (in the 1600 version)
My parents are acting like i failed the stupid thing.
I am in an artistic slump which feels like someone made me blind or cut off my hand or something.



***UPDATE***
Okay. So does my art suck that badly? I've had three people in the last week tell me I won't make it, or my stuff isn't good. On each of my polls there have been a couple people put a 3 or 5.

My week has sucked way more than normal. lately i've been awesome. but of course it couldn't stay that way could it? My dad kinda forgot about picking me up, then when I reminded him, he decided his girlfriend's kid couldn't wait so he dropped him off at his home instead of taking me to my doctors' appointments. THANKS! Some of the freshmen SUCK. I'm there to tutor and help them and all they do is say I piss them off when I pick their group to help them and then piss me off even more by being immature. Still have NO Fing idea whether or not I'm in the running for drum major. I'd love to be, but there are times where I feel like I'm not even though I work my ass off for it.





Really pissed off and tired of people. Big rant alert with a few cuss words sorry (when i get really pissed i curse)

So today after school, we have this nice program called Panther Café. It's really great. If you stayed after for a school-sponsored activity (club/help-day/sport/etc), at 3:10 to 5 PM you can stay and hang out in the cafeteria. for people who can't get home unless their parents pick them up but can't until 5 because of work. they have video games and food and ping pong and air hockey (that doesn't really have air but thats okay) it's a great program.

i was helping out with my friend and the adult (there has to be an adult too) that was there at the food stand thing. apparently, if you sit behind the counter, you get to hear a lecture about life from the adult b/c she decides to tell ppl how they should live. No one told me until she was already in the middle of talking.

This is what the conversation was (not word by word obviously but to the effect of what was said)

Well she asked what am i going to major in in college.

My answer: Art. Either graphic design or photography probably.

She pretty much went on and on about how I probably will have to get another career b/c i won't be able to make money or make it as an artist.

Great. Thanks for the pep talk.

What are you taking next year

band, english, physics, us history and calculus 3

Calc 3? if your so good in math why don't u do that.

b/c i dont love math. Art is what i do. its me. etc.
why dont u major in math. make ur career math and do art as a hobby.
*thinking: you aren't listening at all* Art isn't a /hobby/. it's what i /love/ to do. i don't love math. there are times where i hate math.

...wait a second why aren't u taking 8 classes?.

senior next year. partial schedule.

what are you going to do when you get out of school every day?

probably sleep. homework. *thinking art and band too*

you're not going to have a full schedule because you are going to go home and sleep?

yeah.. *thinking: i dont get enough sleep as it is and im going to have so much more to do next year*

That's a waste of time.

*thinking: sleep is a waste of time...?* I'll have a lot more to do with Calc 3 and stuff. I might also have to get a job (job part not so much just during summer but i wanted to end the convo)

well if your getting a job its good, but if you are just going to go home and sleep thats a waste of time you should be here learning.

*thinking: i've already taken like a million classes... nothing im INTERESTED in is left. and do you know how self-motivated and like... not stupid i am? i dont just waste my time. i work my ass off* Well i work my butt off and i will be a lot next year. calc 3 remember?

well you're always going to have to work ur butt off.

I know. but this gives me time for me. instead of school being my life.

are you in IB?

i left. it was too constricting and i didn't want to have my life taken over by school.

it looks good on ur college applications.

only in some schools and i get more college credit in AP.

Not true some schools take IB credit.

*thinking: keyword - SOME. not the colleges i'm looking at* I like the idea of the program, but i didn't like how it made all the kids hate hig... ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/23406876/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/23406876/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 20:22:02 PST

^.^

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Thank you all for your never ending support. i love you all




I am in The Pencil Club. ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/22199193/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/22199193/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 20:21:28 PST
My parents totally got me a completely new laptop. MacBook!!! It's beautifulllllll. I absolutely love it. totally not expecting that at all. I thought maybe next year because its senior year next year and then college, ANDDD my mom's boyfriend gave me Adobe Photoshop Elements. oh my goodness. it made my life. I. LOVE. IT.

I hope everybody had a wonderful Christmas and/or holiday of some sort.

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TO ALL: ALL of my works posted up here are copyrighted by DA. Meaning you may not reproduce, alter, sell, use, etc ANY of my works, without my EXPRESSED WRITTEN permission. i MUST approve it. if you do any of this without my approval action will be taken against you. I take my art very seriously and will not appreciate you taking it. its more serious than you know.







Thank you all for your never ending support. i love you all




I am in The Pencil Club. ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/20762798/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/20762798/ Wed, 08 Oct 2008 17:52:59 PDT While I have a great deal of respect and sympathy for those dealing with relatively inactive friends or "friends" who don't actually watch you, these Are you a Fake Friend? (or whatever the title is) journals are not the solution.

This is for all those people on the list that aren't paying any attention to you. By claiming that only those who are your "true friends" will repost it, you're at the same alienating those who do watch. I watch two people who have posted this and I've seen it elsewhere. And when I say I watch them, I mean I read the journals, look at their art, etc.

I haven't posted it because it's not the way to go about a cause. Yes, you two, I am a true friend (if you're a true friend of mine, you'll read this and know that I am you're friend).

What does it matter if they don't really watch you? You know who does by who comments and fav's your stuff. What more do you need?

_____________________________________________________

Dear oscillatesalot, (my apologies)

I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realized it when I changed tennis shoes in your camping car and I saw you carve your initials into my best friend. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that Extreme Home Makeover sucks. I'm returning your love letters to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I get sick when I think of your passionate interest for mice.

Go burn,
-Katie-



RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at t... ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/19700951/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/19700951/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 13:45:46 PDT

Okay so lately I've been super busy with gettin my new room together and keeping my other room clean so they can show the house. So a lot of the time I haven't been able to read journals and stuff. So if there is something super important in them, then ask me (via note or comment) to read it and I will, I just don't have time to read all of the journals i get.

I'm also working on framing a lot of my works for display in my room ^.^ just to make my room at the new places feel more like its mine. Though my cat maggie is makin me feel like home at the apartment. shes pretty much just following me around and sittin next to me and stuff. she's a good kitty ^.^

Warning: there will be a lot of pieces coming from me either today or tomorrow from art camp and stuff I hadn't had time to photograph until now. So watch out! Sorry if I flood your deviation inbox!

To UCSCA!
Thank you to all of my UCSCA buddies for being so supportive of me during the whole week, especially when i wasn't at my best, i truly appreciate it.


and thank you to everyone for being so supportive of me all the time!

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TO ALL: ALL of my works posted up here are copyrighted by DA. Meaning you may not reproduce, alter, sell, use, etc ANY of my works, without my EXPRESSED WRITTEN permission. i MUST approve it. if you do any of this without my approval action will be taken against you. I take my art very seriously and will not appreciate you taking it. its more serious than you know.







Thank you all for your never ending support. i love you all




I am in The Pencil Club. ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/18681005/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/18681005/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 14:10:13 PDT
I hate my sister. She got [link] <-- that song stuck in my head.

So onto the actual purpose of this journal:
So I'm working on an AP Studio 2D Art Portfolio (Requirments are shown here --> [link] ) Basically I need:
Quality: Five actual works; maximum size is 18" x 24" (I don't like the idea of sending pieces off >.>
Breadth: 12 works; one slide of each is submitted
Concentration: 12 slides; some may be details

Concentration is what I'm trying to figure out a bit. It's pretty much 12 pieces with a common theme. I was kind of thinking about study of humans, but I'm not sure. Any ideas? Remember I have to make 12 pieces. I've heard many people make it either so broad there doesn't look like a common theme or so specific they can only make like 3 pieces. So. Yeah.

I think my latest two pieces will go into my Breadth Section: [link] "Deep Depression, Utter Despair" and [link] "Red"

"Red" might even go into the Quality, considering I used a million medias and it can show a lot of things that I can do. *shrug* I will figure it out. I'm very proud of those two pieces. Tell me what you guys think of them! (Please without bashing thank you very much)

On Another note: ONE MORE DAY OF SCHOOL!! 2 Sucky Finals: English and Chemistry but good thing is after them, I NEVER HAVE TO GO BACK AGAIN!!!!!!

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TO ALL: ALL of my works posted up here are copyrighted by DA. Meaning you may not reproduce, alter, sell, use, etc ANY of my works, without my EXPRESSED WRITTEN permission. i MUST approve it. if you do any of this without my approval action will be taken against you. I take my art very seriously and will not appreciate you taking it. its more serious than you know.







Thank you all for your never ending support. i love you all




I am in The Pencil Club. ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/18379851/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/18379851/ Sun, 18 May 2008 09:25:23 PDT
Things that are going on in my life:
NOTE: girl issue. any guy who is ehish about girly issues skip to the purple bullet. Just realize my emotions are all screwy at the moment.
1. Started birth control because my cramps are so bad i have to sit on the heating pad forever and it interrupts my life times a million. But the one they gave didn't do so hot so now my emotions are like manic depressive. and i still have cramps. so. not. helping. period. and im very irritated for unknown reasons. so now they are switching me to another pill. hopefully this one works.
So here are the none girly issues.
2. Okay so this was about a month ago. I went to sleep for a little bit during the day cause i was really tired and what not. I get woken up by my cell phone ringing constantly being called by my sister (sister = @ college). I pick up and am really grogy and grumpy from being asleep. Not the best time to call. She yells at me to wake up cause it's important. I couldn't really wake up any faster so i was still pissyish and half asleep. She tells me that mom will tell me that my mom and my dad are separating. No idea that was coming. Totally seemed happy. Everything seemed fine. Well. guess not. Thoughts at that time: "Well everything's going to get all fucked up now can i go get some sleep and at least enjoy sleep." Guess not. mom comes in. right after i hang up with my sister. "You know me and dad have been having problems." *nods but honestly has no idea what problems just that they have been having some* "well Me and dad are going to separate" *says with serious toneish, barely upset tone* thoughts going through my head: "Dad was crying about it when he told my sister. mom isnt. shes breaking it off. great. mom you are cold im sorry. you're breaking up a 30 year relationship of marriage and a couple years b4 that of dating. and not even a tear. Wow." *she leaves. i pass back out cause im still tired* Oh doesn't stop there. Sister calls again to make sure im okay. well iono. hasnt sunk in yet cause im EXHAUSTED. >.> Lovely stuff.
3. So parents are separating. I'm depressed. Thinking about how i always wanted to be like them cause they were always happy and adorable together.Well then. >.> great. Mom said that they weren't going to make me do the every other week with mom every other other week with dad. Thought: "great now i have to choose one of them to live with" then she says but you wont have to choose who to live with but its totally up to. ....what?... so now i have no idea what im going to do living wise and shes treating it like it's nothing. great. I feel so loved. thanks.
4. finally thought about it i guess and changed their minds. the exact thing i didn't want to do (back and forth) they decide im going to do. GREAT. what about my cat? she's diabetic i have to give her a shot twice a day. so what am i supposed to do? Dad's keeping the house mom is getting an apartment. dad doesn't know how to deal with maggie well so he doesn't do the shots. mom knows how to but not many apartments allow pets. so what is she just going to have to go without insulin for a week? I dont think so. (thing u must know: my cat is my cat. i love her to death and she is always there for me when i need her) so now my cat has to deal with moving with me every week? great. sorry cat.
5. finally got to see an apartment. mom didnt take me to the first few because well. idk. but i think i should've cause i mean i will be living there so i should have some say. So. lovely. mom loved this one so shes moving in at the end of June. meaning me too. great. so uh. its nice. but its still small and im used to a big house. and theres no basement so wheres the cat box going how are we getting the bed up to the third floor. iono.
6. Parents need to plan that out better and think about everything cause you know what? a month before this, dad told me everything was fine. mom was going through menopause and she just was getting counseling cause her emotions were going crazy. so i was kool okay. month later *bomb goes off* we're separating. nothing else. just we are separating. oh no we have no idea how to do all this we have no idea what to do. we aren't going to tell u anyth... ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/17653211/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/17653211/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 15:01:16 PDT UP the stairs....


Didn't think it could happen, didjya?



WELL THINK AGAIN!!!!!





That is all.

P.S. I scraped myself too btw. one was bleeding. feel sorry for me lol

P.P.S. Aaron: KISS IT AND MAKE IT BETTER!!!!!


P.P.P.S I ran the mile (before the incident involving the stairs) and i used to "run" it in 15 minutes FLAT lol. and apparently with a year and a half with almost nonexistent physical activity made me shave off 45 seconds.

14 minutes. 15 seconds. GO ME!

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TO ALL: ALL of my works posted up here are copyrighted by DA. Meaning you may not reproduce, alter, sell, use, etc ANY of my works, without my EXPRESSED WRITTEN permission. i MUST approve it. if you do any of this without my approval action will be taken against you. I take my art very seriously and will not appreciate you taking it. its more serious than you know.







Thank you all for your never ending support. i love you all




I am in The Pencil Club. ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/17230110/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/17230110/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 19:17:21 PST feel sick exactly. I am just really really weak. In fact I almost tripped going up the stairs 20 minutes ago. There wasn't anything to trip on, I'm just so weak right now. I feel like a bum. But I can't do anything right now. I am feeling better than I was yesterday.

Apparently my 1st and 4th period teachers today didn't even realize i wasn't at school either because they marked me as there. My school calls if you are absent so that if you're skipping you get caught (even though most kids know and get to the phone first) and it told me that I was only absent for 2nd and 3rd period. wtf? so my band teacher and chemistry teacher don't really notice me or care. Am I really that invisible?

You know what's been like following me for the past like 4 days? Religion. It keeps following around me and I'm going to put this to rest. I don't care whether you believe the same. I don't care what you want me to believe. I will believe what I actually believe. I don't mind talking about it, but okay I know this is really sad but yes I watch America's Next Top Model. I don't know but I can't stop watching it. I do like that they say modeling is not just looking pretty. I watched the first cycle and there was this girl that was seriously christian and decided to show the aethist the bible verse that said something like foolish is the man that says there is no god. or something like that. that was just... too much.

On Wednesday, one of my friends started just you know having an awesome discussion. He's cool, and he respects me and all that good stuff. He started asking what I believed and stuff and what he believed. I did get upset near the end but it wasn't because of him. A lot of the religion aspect is deeply rooted into my childhood. Which I hated and do not wish to remember. And I think my friend thought it was his fault and he felt like he went too far and he didn't. My elementary school was a catholic school. I hated ever bit of it. I was made fun of, used, treated like I was something not a human being with feelings. I have run from it for a long time, and I'm just going to face it right now, I'm sick of running from it. I don't hate religion I hated my childhood. I do not like the idea of an organized religion. My friend said that he believes a lot of people are in religion because of the wrong reasons like well everyone else believes it and what not. I agree. I don't really like the idea of organized religion.

My father is Catholic. I respect him for it. He is not like doctrine, but he is thoughtful with what he believes and I respect him for it. He always wanted me to come to church with him, but because of my resentment for that and the fact that I didn't believe the same, I always hated it, because I always felt like I was miles and miles away from him. I am in no way catholic. That is obvious.

This is what I believe: There's something up there. Don't have any idea what. But something. Sure I'll call it a god, but I honestly don't feel that it is all powerful you know? I don't feel as if I have to take out of my life and worship this all powerful thing. I feel like living my life is worship in itself. I mean life's too short, and if it created us, doesn't it want to see us live and be happy? I do not feel that whoever/whatever created us wanted us to fight about what he wanted us to think/believe/see. And why would whatever it was that created us make the differences between us? Did it make us like that just so we could fight about it? But of course we do. but i don't feel it was it's intention for us to do so.

I do not take in the bible nor the qur'ran or anything like that.

I will say that in times I have prayed to whatever was out there. So I do believe in something.


So there you have it.

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Thank you all for your never ending support. i love you all http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/17041308/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 12:03:51 PST WARNING if anyone has an urge of critiquing any of this DON'T unless i ask "what do you honestly think?" (or something to that effect) directly to you.

Okay so this has been a horrible week. If it could just end, that'd be great, and maybe we could fast-forward to when my boyfriend gets back home next sunday.

Bad things this week: (btw the week starts with tuesday)

Tuesday and Thursday
It was an A-day (schedule (in order)= Pre-IB/ELP Spanish3, Honors Pre-Calculus, Pre-IB/ELP English 10, and Pre-IB/ELP Chemistry) I hate my schedule already. So I'm unhappy to go to school anyway.
Spanish 3 in the morning (7:15AM) not so great. Felt kinda smart but it was annoying 'cause he was just going over the 30 bagillion pages he gave us for homework (it was *thinks* about 25 pages. I'm not kidding 27 if you count the pages telling us what certain words did)
Pre-Calc only good class, but very boring. I had to try to stay awake, not an easy task.
English 10. Well you think I'd be okay since it's English. Not a chance. i hate my teacher honestly. She talks way too fast. Even if we ask her to slow down she doesn't. (someone in my class DID ask her too) So all of our teachers have "talked" about us "knowing" about verbals and the three types: participles, gerunds, and infinitives. HOLD UP. its material! teachers keep saying we should already know it, but no one actually does, we just hear it. so okay she wanted us to read 7 pages in this thing about verbals in like 3 or 4 minutes. hold up. *hand raises* can we have more time please? I can't read that fast. her answer = oh, you don't need to read it, you just need to skim it, you guys already know this. you were supposed to learn this last semester. my response: *thinking: our teacher had a stress attack last semester we had subs for the rest of the semester we didn't learn anything like that and you know it you even said you knew our teacher was gone* Well I honestly don't can you please give us more time? Her response: alright 2 minutes. so we get 5 minutes to learn everything about verbals? what?! AND do these exercises? *everyone is like ?* so when we go over it, no one has a clue so she decides okay well we'll do more exercises. oh but we need to get through it quickly so call on people who don't know what they are doing and then ask it really quickly and us have no idea what we are doing. The only reason most of us know what an infinitive is is because of spanish. most of us KNOW what participles and gerunds are NOW but we don't know how to identify them. Then she gives us an ECR and i decide hey ill get a start on it at lunch cause it has a hamlet quote so i'll probably read it a couple times to understand it. so i get to lunch and sit with my friend (who will not be named he's not even on dA anyway) and he's pretty smart so i've read through it once and i was like great well im going to have some trouble. its the quote (which i feel stupid for not getting now) something like: to be honest, in this world anyway, is to be one man picked out of ten thousand. or something like that. and he was like okay.. well do you agree or disagree with it my response: i dont really understand it. his response: *hits hand on his forehead like I'm an idiot.* i get pissed saying DONT DO THAT! and put my head down. start crying cause that's my breaking point. i feel retarded figure it out and start it. go to class finish it. she assigns homework... GREAT. she gives us more homework than ALL of my classes COMBINED. wtf? 50 pages per class to read in our book PLUS 15 minutes of reading in another book then a critical reading journal that has RESEARCH so it takes 2 or 3 hours, then QQT's (questions we make up about the chapters we read) and sometimes HSA practice questions. well... if i was in COLLEGE i could do all of it... cause id onl... ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/16494032/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/16494032/ Sun, 20 Jan 2008 17:35:21 PST [link]

So Today, January 20th, 2008, is my 1 year anniversary with my boyfriend yetisarge and I could not be any happier. I love him more than anything He is the best boyfriend I or anyone else could ever ask for. Aaron thank you so much for everything.

Yesterday, was probably the best date with anyone I've ever been on and made it the best day of my life (plus today) he came over and gave me a beautiful necklace and we hung out while our mothers talked for about 45 minutes aha. I gave him his gifts: an album of our Poems and art; 5 CDs (Coheed & Cambria No World For Tomorrow, Linkin Park Minutes to Midnight, Panic! At the Disco A Fever You Can't Sweat Out, and Pirates of the Caribbean Soundtracks for movies 1 and 3) and a drawing of an eagle. we started a movie (Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl) he gave me a backrub ^.^ and started quoting every line in the movie because POTC1 is just awesome like that. i told him to stop but i didn't really want him to because it was cute. Then my mom took us to the mall dropped us off and we got tickets to National Teasure 2 and he got a soda for a us (medium dr. pepper) and for a medium OMFG i thought it was like an XL lol. we watched the movie (for it being out for over a month, it was PACKED) and we went to Mama Sbarros for dinner. We walked around the mall for a bit. walked by the Godiva kiosk thingy and got him to get me a heart box of chocolates ^.^ i LOVE them btw lol. then we went to borders and hung out and i bought him a CD he wanted ^.^ then my parents told me they were there to pick us up and took him home first and i walked him to the door hugged him and got a kiss. then i got home and talked to him more on aim ^.^ I love him so much you have no idea

thank you for everything Aaron. You are my everything.


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Thank you all for your never ending support. i love you all




I am in The Pencil Club. ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/16141691/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/16141691/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 16:34:16 PST [link]

Girl confessions

1. Do you sleep in your bra?
rarely

2. Have you kissed any one on your top list?
uhm... "top list" wtf?

3. Are you happy with your looks?
Sometimes. only at my best

4. Do you enjoy drama?
not really. in real life no. in movies. possibly

5. Are you a girly girl?
not really.. but im not a tom boy im kinda in the middle (more girl though)

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
>.> mother. lol.

7. Small or large purses?
depends on the occasion. if im going to a dance small. if im going to the movies big so i can sneak my own food in.

8. Are you short?
kinda 5'5"

9. Do you like someone?
of course. but i love

10. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?
uhm smack them? and if it was someone i DIDN'T know. they would probably get smacked by too >.> lol.

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
uh... yeah...

12. Do you think you’re conceited?
not really. i mean i could be if i wanted.. but who wants to be?

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
nope i used to but kinda stopped once i didn't want to spend money for costumes lol.

14. Are you double jointed?
yeah my thumb aha. can't stand it lol

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
uhmmm *thinking* im not sure... i've never really slept anywhere weird... just car. floor. that stuff.

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
no. and i hate it if ANYONE smacks me there. >.> even my boyfriend.

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
not that i know of.

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
uhm... no but my ROTC friends do.

20. How many guys will read this just because it says- Girl Confessions?
*shrugs*

[X] I do wear make up.
^ unfortunately i have to now for the stupid dry skin stuff is red and blotchy so yeah.

[X] I have cried at a movie theater.

[X] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.

[X] I get jealous.

[only really in Sleepy Hollow and POTC movies >.> but my boyfriend is better ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.

[X] Everyone knows i love to laugh. (and if you didn't... now you do!)

[] I like death/grind/black metal

[] I like rap.

[X] I like techno.

[X] I like country.

[X] I carry a purse. (I carry a wallet!)

[X] I'd be lost without my computer.

[X] I own a Spice Girls CD (I got it when I was really little)

[X] I own a Britney Spears CD. (see thing in () above)

[X] I own a boy band CD. (see above)

[X] I get bored watching football.

[X] I've never been called a spoiled brat.

[] Guys are confusing.

[X] I've been called a bad influence. (as a joke)

[X] My friends are the best.

[] I have a piercing other then my ears.

Come on ladies, be truthful!

1. What color is your bra that your wearing?
>.> interesting question. its teal blue with black jem stones saying VS

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
i don't care...

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Nope.

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yup

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Not at all except that i don't wanna get it

8. Do you like your life?
uhm yeah.

10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
No

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Okay so at 10AM today i went home early cause i was sick ate some crackers and chocolate milk (Idc if it wasn't the best thing to do it made me feel better and it hasn't come back up so I'm good. and my stomach isn't nauseous) and i have a 99.6 fever which isn't too bad. but the weird thing is i've never been so damn weak with JUST a 99.6 fever.. its annoying. thank god i have a laptop. well no school for me tomorrow. i couldn't make it even if i tried. so im bed ridden 4 at least tomorrow. im thinking of watching a bagillion movies n talking to my love whenhe gets on. he always makes me feel better. i hope i can go 2 school friday i dont want to miss art... bleh



aaron + katie = love
i love u more than anything aaron!!!
Aaron 01/20/07

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TO ALL: ALL of my works posted up here are copyrighted by DA. Meaning you may not reproduce, alter, sell, use, etc ANY of my works, without my EXPRESSED WRITTEN permission. i MUST approve it. if you do any of this without my approval action will be taken against you. I take my art very seriously and will not appreciate you taking it. its more serious than you know.







Thank you all for your never ending support. i love you all




I am in The Pencil Club. ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/15782321/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/15782321/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 16:34:39 PST [link]

'Tis my 16th birthday. wasn't amazing but w/e. i got a new camera. KODAK EASYSHARE Z712 IS Digital Camera. not a Canon or Olympus but still awesome.

go look at the photos i put up today and then go to my scraps and see my first pixel art ever . it was fairly windy today.

so yeah that's my update. my birthday wasn't anything entirely special. except for seeing my love, which always makes my day special. but other than seeing my love nothing else really happened.

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TO ALL: ALL of my works posted up here are copyrighted by DA. Meaning you may not reproduce, alter, sell, use, etc ANY of my works, without my EXPRESSED WRITTEN permission. i MUST approve it. if you do any of this without my approval action will be taken against you. I take my art very seriously and will not appreciate you taking it. its more serious than you know.







Thank you all for your never ending support. i love you all




I am in The Pencil Club. ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/15655904/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/15655904/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 20:44:27 PST [link]

so i missed my dA bday. and realized that i had hoped to be popular on dA by my year... i did think id be more popular by now.... i guess it was just a wish... i see all these new peoples that get instant views and favs and DDs hell i saw one person who got a DD their first WEEK on dA... and i've been here for over a year.. iono what's wrong with me right now... maybe its my bday (on dec. 3rd). cause im kinda depressed about it. i mean im turning 16 but my mother will come home from work and then have to leave an hour later to make some meeting and im sure my dad wont get home any earlier... so ill pretty much be alone.. and my bday party doesn't seem to be working either.. i mean its not really gonna be a PARTY cause its just like a sleepover with my best friend and a get together with my b/f. i wanted something a little bigger this year cause its 16.. but its obviously not gonna happen.... watch someone die on my birthday in my family... or something like that or something really depressing happen. i would laugh (and cry obviously) because itll prolly be a horrible day. i mean its already gonna be an Aday at school. meaning my hard day so ill feel like crap. iono... i just wanna see my boyfriend cause i havent seen him all week or talked to him more than 10 mins per day when im used to SEEING him EVERY DAY. im probably PMSing and i just dont think my bday is gonna be turn out good. so yay happy dA bday to me and happy early bday to me... >.>

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Thank you all for your never ending support. i love you all ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/15551090/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/15551090/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 19:17:04 PST [link]

update update: i just realized i missed my da bday... >.> i feel stupid...


Update: THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR THE 4500 PVs [link]



okay so.. i went through and played with the new featured gallery thingy which i love btw THANK YOU DA!! lol and i realized how much a lot of my deviations should go into scraps so im going to be putting quite a lot into my scraps so do not be surprised if i have a smaller gallery because at least 50% of it is going into scraps



Update on my Life and upcoming things:

New Deviations coming soon
i will also be putting up a few things and maybe in scraps maybe not. so keep your eye out in my gallery AND scraps.

i am currently helping my mom design her quilt
it's her challenge quilt for her quilt guild so i cant help her in making it but i can help design i) so im excited i get to help my mom with one of her quilts.

1 year anniversary present
i will be working on me and my love's 1 year anniversary present (on the 20th of January)

School Art Project
i will mostly be working on the Giant Self-Portrait Playing Card Project for School

Thanksgiving Break
i will also be doing a lot since i am off from the 17th of November (today) to the 25th of November so i am able to do many projects

Shopping Trip
i went shopping today to get winter clothes and jeans. well the winter clothes thing went well... but when i got to the jeans... well none of them fit... so im like 2 sizes bigger than i used to be.... well its not hard to say i was extremely upset and what not. :/

Report Card
im happy about my report card
what i am taking and the grades are the following:
Pre-IB Spanish III: B
AP World History: A
Pre-IB English 10: A
Astronomy: A
=KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/15525001/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/15525001/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 18:45:00 PST [link]



oh my gosh thank you ALL so much for the 4300 PVs you guys are amazing!!
you guys make me so happy *feels special*

Your Boy Side
stolen from

[X] You love hoodies
[X] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[X] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[X] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[X] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[X] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers.

Total = 9 points

Your Girl Side
[X] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink. (rarely, but I have a couple pink shirts)
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[X] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[X] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories. (only for homecoming)
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[X] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. (all from my sister lol)
[ ] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[X] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[X] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total = 9




im kinda even... kool ness...

FOR TRADITIONAL ART DAY!! i know im late but at least i am doing it. heres a feature of three very good traditional artists

featuring: oscillatesalot ([link])

oscillatesalot is also a beautiful artist. please visit his gallery! he's really very amazing!!!

http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/15191355/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 11:56:42 PDT [link]



oh my gosh thank you ALL so much for the 4000 PVs you guys are amazing!!
[link]
you guys make me so happy *feels special*

woohoo i was tagged.

All you have to do for this quiz is write the total number that you answered “yes” to, at the bottom of each group. I made the questions myself, but borrowed the concept from... I don't know who. The questions might be a bit biased. I'll just have to wait and see.

Have you ever had a crush on:

1. A girl.
2. A boy.
3. Someone three years older.
4. Someone three years younger.
5. More than one person simultaneously.
TOTAL: 5

Have you ever tried:
1. beer or wine.
2. sushi.
3. weed.
4. anything stronger than weed.
5. except prescription drugs (including ones that your doctor gave you), which you say yes for here.
TOTAL: 1

Have you ever:
1. Had a dirty dream.
2. Written a love letter.
3. Followed someone on purpose.
4. Seen an “adult toy”.
5. Worn a thong.
6. Prank called someone.
7. Hacked on to someone’s account (for anything).
8. Flashed anyone.
9. Been mysteriously attracted to your best friend.
10. Had the police after you.
TOTAL: 5

Have you ever:
1. Watched porn on a computer.
2. Peed in a public pool.
3. Watched porn on a TV.
4. Had a fetish.
5. Lied about your age.
6. Brought something to school that you shouldn’t have (knife, pokemon cards, matches…
7. Defied your usual sexual preference.
8. Not had one (a sexual preference).
9. Read a dirty book.
10. Skipped school.
TOTAL: 5

Have you ever:
1. Taken a dare.
2. Flirted online.
3. Been to a house party.
4. Watched a physical fight.
5. Been in a physical fight.
6. Chewed gum in class.
7. Tried to hurt yourself.
8. Watched someone in the locker room.
9. Dumped a best friend.
10. Made fun of someone.
TOTAL: 7

Have you ever:
1. Tried on lingerie.
2. Contemplated plastic surgery.
3. Made a fake ID.
4. Broken a promise.
5. Flirted with someone when you knew it was completely wrong.
6. Been offered money for sex.
7. Had a page on a social networking site.
8. Stolen anything.
9. Grabbed someone’s ass or had yours grabbed.
10. Thought you’ve fallen in love more than once in a month.
TOTAL: 6

SUPER-TOTAL: 29

Rubric
1-10: Oh, dear.
11-20: You're still a pretty good kid.
20-30: You're not saint.
30-40: Umm... you're bad.
40-49: You're naughty.
50: Oh. My. God.

FOR TRADITIONAL ART DAY!! i know im late but at least i am doing it. heres a feature of three very good traditional artists

featuring: oscillatesalot ([link])

oscillatesalot is also a beautiful artist. please visit his gallery! he's really very amazing!!!

=KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/14858091/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/14858091/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 15:02:45 PDT [link]

thank you so much for the 3700 PVs i really truly appreciate it. [link] ^.^

Everybody wants to expand their network... see new art and been seen by new artists! So I have decided that I would try something called the FEATURE FOR FEATURE EXTRAVAGANZA!!! Basically it works like this: You give ME a feature in YOUR JOURNAL and I'll give you a feature in mine! This way everyone wins! If you would like to participate in this FEATURE SWAP, just respond to this JOURNAL and we can get started right away! I will feature 3 to 6 pieces from your gallery in return for your feature of me.

If you would like to keep this running and offer the same thing in your own journals EVEN BETTER! It only helps MORE art and artists be seen! Lets all help each other further our artwork and spread the news that we have talent and we want to shout it from the rooftops!

Feature:

Angelles- amazing artist. please go see her work she is so good at what she does. and is also very giving for she is doing this as well. Please give her gallery a visit.

here's some of her works:


beautiful aren't they?


Let's continue everyone's exposure to the art community so we can all be loved for our hard work

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Thank you all for your never ending support. i love you all ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/14805998/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/14805998/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 20:06:03 PDT
on another note other than my boyfriend + 2 other friends, i have felt completely ignored today... i raised my hand like every time in english class, and she never once called on me... she was calling on people she'd called on like 3 or 4 times already... I'm ALWAYS interrupted. i wouldn't mind it once and a while... cause that is BOUND to happen... but.. not every time i try to speak.. like my boyfriend he does once in a while. its fine with me... (i love you btw ) cause its not really that often.. but some do it ALL THE TIME. i've really tried speaking up... and yelling can i talk?!.... what the hell else can i do? why am i so "ignorable?"

One last thing is.. i feel almost completely useless in the band... im like in a completely different section than my own im in with the saxes and trombones. not that i dont love them but most of their rhythms are completely different.... and who can i hear better of, my section of flutes or the section im near of trombones and saxes..... obviously the second one... that and i couldn't get the set down very well tonight either....i kept looking over to my boyfriend or at the trumpet or at the sax section leader and being like where the hell are we going now....

i just have to work 100 times better in everything i guess..... *sigh* let's just hope i can... without feeling s***ty about my body........ donno about the second part.... ... V.V

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TO ALL: ALL of my works posted up here are copyrighted by DA. Meaning you may not reproduce, alter, sell, use, etc ANY of my works, without my EXPRESSED WRITTEN permission. i MUST approve it. if you do any of this without my approval action will be taken against you. I take my art very seriously and will not appreciate you taking it. its more serious than you know.







Thank you all for your never ending support. i love you all ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/14790705/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/14790705/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 18:19:11 PDT *hiss*

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TO ALL: ALL of my works posted up here are copyrighted by DA. Meaning you may not reproduce, alter, sell, use, etc ANY of my works, without my EXPRESSED WRITTEN permission. i MUST approve it. if you do any of this without my approval action will be taken against you. I take my art very seriously and will not appreciate you taking it. its more serious than you know.







Thank you all for your never ending support. i love you all ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/14665259/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/14665259/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 19:38:02 PDT




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thank you thank you thank you so much again!!! im already at 3400 PVs!!!
[link]
^.^ you guys truly make me happy

Special thanx to my watchers:


* Yetisarge &lt;3 (I love you!): [link]


* Sgt-Whip: [link]


* oceans-grace: [link]


* oscillatesalot: [link]


* soiology: [link]


* AngelLilly: [link]


* puddlejumper1391: [link]


* KitKatWhat: [link]


* M-PlayC3ll: [link]


* luigi264: [link]


* Beyondsurface: [link]


* noodle-soup: [link]


* MissPollicina: [link]


* Sshing: [link]


* smile-not: [link]


* kristel03: [link]





I love you all and thank you ^_^ ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/14592520/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/14592520/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 16:30:26 PDT




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thank you so much for the 3300 PVs [link]
i truly truly appreciate.
thank you all for the support and viewing of my journal. i means a lot to me!

Special thanx to my watchers:


* Yetisarge &lt;3 (I love you!): [link]


* Sgt-Whip: [link]


* oceans-grace: [link]


* oscillatesalot: [link]


* soiology: [link]


* AngelLilly: [link]


* puddlejumper1391: [link]


* KitKatWhat: [link]


* M-PlayC3ll: [link]


* luigi264: [link]


* Beyondsurface: [link]


* noodle-soup: [link]


* MissPollicina: [link]


* Sshing: [link]


* smile-not: [link]


* kristel03: [link]





I love you all and thank you ^_^ ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13923831/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13923831/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 06:58:14 PDT




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sorry i haven't been on lately i was at UCSCA!!! (upper chesapeak summer camp for the arts) it was so awesome!! if i had had my boyfriend and my kitty i would've been set. lol. i would've lived there lol. oh and some of my other friends as well . im not going to be on for another week till friday i believe because i am going to AE (arlington echo) band camp! so yeah. sorry ya'll i put up some of the stuff i did at art camp i still have to put a couple up. which i will after breakfast

Special thanx to my watchers:


* Yetisarge &lt;3 (I love you!): [link]


* Sgt-Whip: [link]


* oceans-grace: [link]


* oscillatesalot: [link]


* soiology: [link]


* AngelLilly: [link]


* puddlejumper1391: [link]


* KitKatWhat: [link]


* M-PlayC3ll: [link]


* luigi264: [link]


* Beyondsurface: [link]


* noodle-soup: [link]


* MissPollicina: [link]


* Sshing: [link]


* smile-not: [link]


* kristel03: [link]





I love you all and thank you ^_^ ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13640486/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13640486/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 22:45:44 PDT




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thank you so much to for featuring me!!![link] i appreciate it so much!!!! i encourage everyone to go to their profile as well!
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OH MY GOSH I have 2200+ pageviews! ^.^ THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ALL MY WATCHERS AND PEOPLE WHO LOOK AT MY GALLERY AND WHAT NOT!!
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Feature Continued:

featuring: megoboom ([link])

megoboom has beautiful art. i encourage everyone to take a look at their gallery!! ^.^



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i am also featuring oscillatesalot ([link])

oscillatesalot is also a beautiful artist. please visit his gallery! he's really very amazing!!!



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by soiology <... ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13594486/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13594486/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 22:24:27 PDT


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Update: can someone help me with dealing with criticism? I'm having a lot of trouble with it. i mean truthfully for the photography and photo manipulations, they are just a hobby something fun to do. my writings and my drawings are a PART of me. it's like when someone says they dont' like a drawing i worked hours and hours on and put my whole self into this drawing and someone says i hate this its horrible. it feels like they are saying they part of me. the writings aren't as part of me as my traditional arts. the traditional arts for me are a MAJOR PART OF ME. iono.... *sigh* sorry.

OH MY GOSH I have 2007 pageviews! ^.^ hehe its the year of 2007 lol. THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ALL MY WATCHERS AND PEOPLE WHO LOOK AT MY GALLERY AND WHAT NOT!!
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Feature Continued:

featuring: megoboom ([link])

megoboom has beautiful art. i encourage everyone to take a look at their gallery!! ^.^



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i am also featuring oscillatesalot ([link])

oscillatesalot is also a beautiful artist. please visit his gallery! he's really very amazing!!!



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http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13546315/ Sat, 30 Jun 2007 00:37:06 PDT
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thank you so much for the 1900 page views!!! my goodness i didnt think id get this far. thank you!!!!

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featuring: megoboom ([link])

megoboom has beautiful art. i encourage everyone to take a look at their gallery!! ^.^



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i am also featuring oscillatesalot ([link])

oscillatesalot is also a beautiful artist. please visit his gallery! he's really very amazing!!!

Special thanx to my watchers:
* Yetisarge <3 (I love you!): [link]
* Sgt-Whip: [link]
* oceans-grace: [link]
* oscillatesalot: [link]
* soiology: [link]
* AngelLilly: [link]
* puddlejumper1391: [link]
* KitKatWhat: [link]
* M-PlayC3ll: [link]
* luigi264: [link]
... ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13505785/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13505785/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 00:01:42 PDT
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you all remember me entering the Dreamland contest with my drawing:

well.. i didn't even make the top 25..... i must've been crazy. trying to go up against over a hundred people on dA hoping to get in the top 4 or 5..... i guess im just stupid.... V.V i've never won anything for my art. i love doing it... but im not getting much recognition for it... .... im just gonna go sulk for a little while... i got my hopes up... now they're all gone.... ive already entered three contests... not even one of them have i gotton in the top 4 or 5.... this one i didn't even get top 25.... great....


.... V.V

Special thanx to my watchers:
* Yetisarge <3 (I love you!): [link]
* Sgt-Whip: [link]
* oceans-grace: [link]
* oscillatesalot: [link]
* soiology: [link]
* AngelLilly: [link]
* puddlejumper1391: [link]
* KitKatWhat: [link]
* M-PlayC3ll: [link]
* luigi264: [link]
* Beyondsurface: [link]
* noodle-soup: [link]
* MissPollicina: [link]
* Sshing: [link]
* smile-not: [link]
* kristel03: [link]

I love you all and thank you ^_^ ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13463924/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13463924/ Sat, 23 Jun 2007 19:35:39 PDT
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i want to share one of my friends, oscillatesalot's, latest work. he did an amazing job on it and i think it deserves to be noticed. if you go through his gallery he just keeps getting better and better. its amazing ^.^ i love his work and always look forward to seeing it in my devWATCH box. i encourage all of you to look at his gallery it is amazing ^.^

his latest work:

beautifully done isn't it ^.^

below this there are other features as well i encourage you all to look at each of their galleries, they are all beautiful works ^.^

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thank you so much for the 1700 + page views people!!! ^.^ your support helps me so much! thank you! i didn't even realize i had already gotton to 1700 i have no idea how it got up there lol. im happy about it though ^.^

and special thanx to M-PlayC3ll for making me a CSS. THANK YOUU!!!!!

features:

Mayun:
[link]


M-PlayC3ll:
[link]


oscillatesalot:
[link]


soiology:
[link]
=KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13444491/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13444491/ Fri, 22 Jun 2007 09:26:23 PDT
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thank you so much for the 1700 + page views people!!! ^.^ your support helps me so much! thank you! i didn't even realize i had already gotton to 1700 i have no idea how it got up there lol. im happy about it though ^.^

and special thanx to M-PlayC3ll for making me a CSS. THANK YOUU!!!!!

features:

Mayun:
[link]


M-PlayC3ll:
[link]


oscillatesalot:
[link]


soiology:
[link]

Special thanx to my watchers:
* Yetisarge <3 (I love you!): [link]
* Sgt-Whip: [link]
* oceans-grace: [link]
* oscillatesalot: [link]
* soiology: [link]
* AngelLilly: [link]
* puddlejumper1391: [link]
* KitKatWhat: [link]
* M-PlayC3ll: [link]
* luigi264: [link]
* Beyondsurface:... ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13392224/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13392224/ Mon, 18 Jun 2007 17:18:46 PDT thank you so much for the 1600 + page views people!!! ^.^ your support helps me so much! thank you!

and special thanx to M-PlayC3ll for making me a CSS. THANK YOUU!!!!!

features:

Mayun:
[link]


M-PlayC3ll:
[link]


oscillatesalot:
[link]


soiology:
[link]

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TO ALL: ALL of my works posted up here are copyrighted by DA. Meaning you may not reproduce, alter, sell, use, etc ANY of my works, without my EXPRESSED WRITTEN permission. i MUST approve it. if you do any of this without my approval action will be taken against you. I take my art very seriously and will not appreciate you taking it. its more serious than you know.

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Special thanx to my watchers:
* Yetisarge <3 (I love you!): [link]
* Sgt-Whip: [link]
* oceans-grace: [link]
* oscillatesalot: [link]
* soiology: [link]
* AngelLilly: [link]
* puddlejumper1391: [link]
* KitKatWhat: [link]
* M-PlayC3ll: [link]
* luigi264: [link]
* Beyondsurface: http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13231278/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 17:58:18 PDT
Here it is: ^_^


it goes with this one:


They are the start of a series ^_^
Tell me what ya think on the deviations! ^_^

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Special thanx to my watchers:
* Yetisarge <3 (I love you!): [link]
* Sgt-Whip: [link]
* oceans-grace: [link]
* oscillatesalot: [link]
* soiology: [link]
* AngelLilly: [link]
* puddlejumper1391: [link]
* KitKatWhat: [link]
* M-PlayC3ll: [link]
* luigi264: [link]
* Beyondsurface: [link]
* noodle-soup: [link]
* MissPollicina: [link]
* Sshing: [link]
* smile-not: [link]
* kristel03: [link]

I love you all and thank you ^_^ ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13221399/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13221399/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 21:45:30 PDT .> lol)

Here are SOME things he said to me:

"I've said this before but I have to say it. I love you soo much that I don't know how to say that I do cause it seems that words can't express it to you as to how much I love you."

"^_^ something else I think i've told you but is soo true. When ever I'm with you or whenever your around to me time seems to stand still if only for a moment and nothing else matters except the love that I have for you and the love that I know that you have for me. That is all that matters and that will always be true."

theres more but I'm not gonna type it all up lol. but.. just.. wow...

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Special thanx to my watchers:
* Yetisarge <3 (I love you!): [link]
* Sgt-Whip: [link]
* oceans-grace: [link]
* oscillatesalot: [link]
* soiology: [link]
* AngelLilly: [link]
* puddlejumper1391: [link]
* KitKatWhat: [link]
* M-PlayC3ll: [link]
* luigi264: [link]
* Beyondsurface: [link]
* noodle-soup: [link]
* MissPollicina: [link]
* Sshing: [link]
* smile-not: [link]
* kristel03: [link]

I love you all and thank you ^_^ ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13199799/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13199799/ Sun, 03 Jun 2007 08:54:06 PDT
incompetence
always there
not the best
not good enough
someone's always better
so many people around me
I see
they always surpass me
maybe i just don't cut it
maybe i won't ever cut it
i always try so hard..
i can't ever get what i was trying for
always second best
normally even worse...
every time i get better
someone
more than someone
some people
they don't even try as hard
and they surpass me.
why aren't i better?
I just want to feel the best at it...
once or twice..


that's how im feeling right now...

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Special thanx to my watchers:
* Yetisarge <3 (I love you!): [link]
* Sgt-Whip: [link]
* oceans-grace: [link]
* oscillatesalot: [link]
* soiology: [link]
* AngelLilly: [link]
* puddlejumper1391: [link]
* KitKatWhat: [link]
* M-PlayC3ll: [link]
* luigi264: [link]
* Beyondsurface: [link]
* noodle-soup: [link]
* MissPollicina: [link]
* Sshing: [link]
* smile-not: [link]
* kristel03: [link]

I love you all and thank you ^_^ ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13181018/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13181018/ Fri, 01 Jun 2007 19:30:21 PDT
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Special thanx to my watchers:
* Yetisarge <3 (I love you!): [link]
* Sgt-Whip: [link]
* oceans-grace: [link]
* oscillatesalot: [link]
* soiology: [link]
* AngelLilly: [link]
* puddlejumper1391: [link]
* KitKatWhat: [link]
* M-PlayC3ll: [link]
* luigi264: [link]
* Beyondsurface: [link]
* noodle-soup: [link]
* MissPollicina: [link]
* Sshing: [link]
* smile-not: [link]
* kristel03: [link]

I love you all and thank you ^_^ ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13112111/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13112111/ Sun, 27 May 2007 10:45:46 PDT Check them all out they are all amazing
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AngelLilly: [link]

Examples of their work: [link] , [link]
she's been very supportive of my work. You have been an amazing supporter of my work thank you so much.
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Yetisarge <3 (I love you!): [link]

Examples of their work: [link] , [link]
This is my love and he's supported me no matter what i do. i love him so much. Thank you so much. You have been amazing to me.
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Sgt-Whip: [link]

Examples of their work: [link] , [link]
You have also been an amazing supporter of my art. And i appreciate every minute of it. I appreciate everything you've done for me.
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oscillatesalot: [link]

Examples of their work: [link] , [link]
His work is amazing and i support him to the fullest. he has amazing talent. CHECK HIM OUT OKAY?! lol And you support me back at the same time. You always give me amazing feedback and i appreciate all of it. thank you so much.!
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M-PlayC3ll: [link]

Examples of their work: [link] , [link]
He is very talented. he has supported me so well and is amazing at his art. all in one! i am greatful to be watch by him. his art is beautiful.

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Special thanx to my watchers:
* Yetisarge <3 (I love you!): [link]
* Sgt-Whip: [link]
* oceans-grace: [link]
* oscillatesalot: [link]
* soiology: [link]
* AngelLilly: [link]
* puddlejumper1391: [link]
* KitKatWhat: [link]
* M-PlayC3ll: [link]
* luigi264: [link]
* Beyondsurface: [link]
* noodle-soup: [link]
* MissPollicina: [link]
* Sshing: [link]
* smile-not: [link]
* kristel03: [link]

I love you all and thank you ^_^ ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13093940/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13093940/ Fri, 25 May 2007 21:15:04 PDT [link] *that has the link to the contest and everything* and I'm REALLY nervous.. I'm up againse 127 for now and maybe more. I know its just a contest and i have to take the risk, i am and i did, im just nervous, and i will be until i learn who places. *sigh* i hope i at least place.. im not really sure about getting in the top 3 though Don't worry about it though i will be fine. i worked hard on it.

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Special thanx to my watchers:
* Yetisarge <3 (I love you!): [link]
* Sgt-Whip: [link]
* oceans-grace: [link]
* oscillatesalot: [link]
* soiology: [link]
* AngelLilly: [link]
* puddlejumper1391: [link]
* KitKatWhat: [link]
* M-PlayC3ll: [link]
* luigi264: [link]
* Beyondsurface: [link]
* noodle-soup: [link]
* MissPollicina: [link]
* Sshing: [link]
* smile-not: [link]
* kristel03: [link]

I love you all and thank you ^_^ ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13041728/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/13041728/ Mon, 21 May 2007 17:41:53 PDT [link]
^_^ i want it sooooo badly.. but like its expensive.. and iono if my parents would even get it for my bday (in december) or christmas. i want ittt!

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Special thanx to my watchers:
* puddlejumper1391: [link]
* smile-not: [link]
* Yetisarge <3 (I love you!): [link]
* KitKatWhat: [link]
* M-PlayC3ll: [link]
* oscillatesalot: [link]
* Beyondsurface: [link]
* kristel03: [link]
* soiology: [link]
* noodle-soup: [link]
* AngelLilly: [link]
* Sgt-Whip: [link]

I love you all and thank you ^_^ ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/12970532/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/12970532/ Fri, 18 May 2007 11:49:58 PDT
first off: i just added about 40 pictures from this weekend in Charleston from when my sister graduated. those are just on my mom's camera. i took about 180 more pictures on yetisarge's camera that he lent me over the weekend (THANK YOU SO MUCH LOVE!!!) so i will be uploading at least a hundred more... so for all you watchers sorry to flood you devwatch bins insanely full.

second: i would like to thank everyone for there unending support at my attempts at achieving my dream of being an artist. i am in your debt. Everytime I get a comment.. and especially when i get a i am always exstatic about it. thank you so much i appreciate it unendingly. ^_^ you all have helped me more than you know.

Special thanx to my watchers:
* puddlejumper1391: [link]
* smile-not: [link]
* Yetisarge <3 (I love you!): [link]
* KitKatWhat: [link]
* M-PlayC3ll: [link]
* oscillatesalot: [link]
* Beyondsurface: [link]
* kristel03: [link]
* soiology: [link]
* noodle-soup: [link]
* AngelLilly: [link]
* Sgt-Whip: [link]

I love you all and thank you ^_^ ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/12879016/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/12879016/ Mon, 07 May 2007 17:17:08 PDT
]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/12869330/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/12869330/ Sun, 06 May 2007 21:40:37 PDT .>

WARNING: RANT TO THE MAX ALERT!!!

I was wondering how come every person i've kissed *except for my current boyfriend who i love more than anything* yes there were two people i've kissed that were not dating me at the time and never did date me. the first one... he's evil and stupid... but also a good friend's boyfriend... so im trying to be civil... well i have been civil to him... he just hasn't back... but im trying for the billionth time to be civil. so far its working... but im not getting my hopes up.. my second.. eh he's just..... not too bright... and is annoying sometimes but hes prolly the best out of all of 'em... uhm the girl i kissed *yes i did kiss a girl if you don't like that then you can just stop reading now* is getting kinda on my nerves... shes extremely... clingy? i guess... eh im just afraid she's gonna try something again... the 3rd boyfriend is prolly one of the biggest jerks ever.. has asked twice about "why i dress so slutty" which most of my friends are like wtf are you talking about. and just... i don't like him... he makes crappy comments. i liked him when we were going out but i didn't realize about his anger management issues.. to the point when he was being stupid and throwing things in class and i was trying to get him to stop so he wouldn't get into trouble and i asked him like two or three times that his hand was in a fist under the table.. and if i asked one more time he would've hit me.... then theres a guy i never dated... he's been having health problems to the point where he has to be homeschooled right now... and in health class he kissed me.. a couple times. has now pretty much made me feel like the crappiest person ever. so now i feel like s*** im sorry for this rant. he pretty much IMed me being rude and accepted me into a private chat which i thought he just wanted me to say hi to friends... and he just pretty much humiliated me in front of them too. and one of em was like "stop f***ing in public" *they used the real word i just dont wanna put it up* well you know what? i've never done that with ANYONE. 1st im 15 im not going to now. im sorry im not ready. 2nd my boyfriend aj (as to whom they are referring to) holds me at lunch and gives me occasional kisses. no more than that. if you don't like it you don't have to look okay? im sorry. i love him more than like anything. This girl at my school is even watching us and throws stuff at us at lunch and threw a sticky at us with writing on it saying "stop F***ing in public!" and you know what?! I bet she's done worse. im sick of it. idc whats her problem she can just look away. to my POV its like she's OBSESSED with us. and earlier she spread a rumor about my friend and her boyfriend that they were doing "indecent" things on the ROTC bus. when he was just asleep on her lap. so what? he was ASLEEP for crying out load. and now its gotton to the whole freshman class and its morphed into her and him having sex under his jacket on the bus. you know what? she can just stfu im sooooo sick of it. she even went on my myspace *yes this will sound sooooooo stupid but idc she would've done something else if not this* and commented on my pictures saying things like im a slut, a whore, im gay.. well why is that bad if i was?! im bi! deal with it! and then im a b**** im sick of it. i had to delete every stupid comment off of ALL of my pictures. and my profile. i don't even know what i flipping did to her! i barely knew her before this. im so sick of it... i just want anyone who can't i repeat can NOT be civil to me.. just leave me alone.. and not talk to me or about me to anyone. same goes for my friends/boyfriend. im sick of people being disrespectful. and im sick of it coming at the worst time possibly. that thing with the private chat and everything, it was today..well technically yesterday. and today, let's see.... i couldn't see my boyfriend because my parents are evil and im pissed at them... ive had a headache for a while...its finally going away slightly from the advil and then my neck, left shoulder, and left arm started hurting for iono why. I'm at the Height of my emotional state right now. this was the WORST POSSIBLE TIME to do that... i guess that's what he wanted though.... so thanx... i really feel like all my time worrying about you and your health and your life paid off... thanx........ *goes into a corner*

*sigh* I'm really sorry for that rant... I was just needing to vent and stop crying from that... I'm a little better now... and thinking about my boyfriend right now is helping too.. i just.. iono... i don't understand... all these people i used to love.... there were.. so great... but now those people are all dead..and jerks have taken th... ]]> =KTisIroppoiX10 http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/12794450/ http://KTisIroppoiX10.deviantart.com/journal/12794450/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 18:28:21 PDT
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I am doing this mostly because i need cash aha. well one i want to buy a new camera and maybe some art supplies so that i can make my self a porfolio case. and two because i would like a subscription to DA to expand the capabillities on here and hopefully get noticed a bit more. Please and thank you. this would be a HUGE help to me. But do realize for the commissions we would have to make a contract and you would have to credit me. If you are going to sell this... im not sure how that works.. but i don't want to get to the point where we wrote one word wrong and i have to pay a bagillion dollars because of it. so we would have to work something out there. i have no idea. but i doubt anyone would like to sell something with my art on it aha. Please and thank you. I will appreciate this greatly!

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===----<3 Kat

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* "Born of Elements" - [link]

* "Super Nova" - [link]

* "Art Project from a while ago 2" *amazing name i know haha* - [link]

* "Art Project from a while ago" - [link]


i Entered those into a contest at school and they had put 3-D and 2-D art together.. and i lost prolly cause up against so much iono *3-D submission won*... but i had been feeling crappy cause of it.. but this helps so much thank you!!!!!

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"An Amazing Dream" it's not showing up in my gallery please take a look at it. It was a random inspiration. i tried hard to make it good.

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