http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Kaffine1217&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Kaffine1217 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 09:11:09 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Kaffine1217.deviantart.com/journal/19261298/ http://Kaffine1217.deviantart.com/journal/19261298/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 19:20:34 PDT Its been awhile since I have posted anything and I just got a great idea. I am leaving in three weeks for europe. I will be gone for 17 days. I will be bring my laptop with me. So I decided to do a kind of travel diary. I am going to try to update everyday with pictures and a journal. I hope you will like it.

Here is my itinerary:
Jul 22 TRAVELING
Jul 23 VENICE, ITALY
Jul 24 VENICE, ITALY
Jul 25 DUBROVNIK, CROATIA
Jul 26 CORFU, GREECE
Jul 27 OLYMPIA (KATAKOLON), GREECE
Jul 28 ATHENS (PIRAEUS), GREECE
Jul 29 MYKONOS, GREECE
Jul 30 EPHESUS (KUSADASI), TURKEY
Jul 31 RHODES, GREECE
Aug 01 SANTORINI, GREEK ISLE, GREECE
Aug 02 AT SEA
Aug 03 CAPRI/NAPLES, ITALY
Aug 04 ROME (CIVITAVECCHIA), ITALY
Aug 05 ROME (CIVITAVECCHIA), ITALY
Aug 06 TRAVELING

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If you listen to My Chemical Romance your an 12 year old emo and all you do all day is whine and think about killing yourself. Then one day Gerard Way is going to have all the emos in to world to commit mass suicide.

This what most people think of My Chemical Romance. I do see were all these thoughts come from. I do agree that most stereotypes are based on some truth.

The emos that do listen to My Chemical Romance that are always thinking about death and suicide really don't get what My Chemical Romance songs are about. Sure there are songs about death and depression but these songs are about the members of the band's struggles in life. We all get depressed sometimes. When I listen to these songs I don't think about death. I see that the members of My Chemical Romance have been though a lot and made it though it. Sure you can say these songs are all about death but you are wrong its about hope and making it though the hard times.


These people really don't know what they are talking about. Gerard Way isn't going to have all his fans commit mass suicide. That is the last thing My Chemical Romance wants. At their shows Gerard speaks up against suicide and depression. Even in their songs their lyrics have a message of hope that some people don't notice.

One last note if My Chemical Romance is trying to make all the emos commit suicide then why are their fans saying that My Chemical Romance saved there lives? The band saved Gerard's
twice. And it's saved many other people's lives. Their lyrics outline what their true meaning is.

2.) Band T-shirts

I have noticed a lot more people wearing band t-shirts. I hate people that wears a band t-shirt and can't even name one song that that band plays.

3.) People lacking knowledge

I hate people that don't know basic things about music. i know not everyone is obsessed with music but i do think people should at least know who The Beatles are.

4.) Radio

Its getting to the point were I can't listen to the radio anymore. All they do is play the same 5 songs over and over again. I was going though the radio stations in my car on the way home I heard the same song 5 times in 15 minutes.

5.) TV Commercials

I can't stand commercials that take a perfectly good song and then ruin it. For example, a while ago with the KFC commercials. Now every-time I hear Sweet Home Alabama I think chicken (great job marking advertisers)

The ipod commercials are the worst. What is the first thing that comes to mind when you listen to 1234 by Feist?

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RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Baby Its Fact ~ Hellogoodbye

2. How would you describe yourself?
She Hates Me ~ Puddle of Mudd

3. What do you like in a boy?
Seize The Day ~ Avenged Sevenfold

4. How do you feel today?
Kill All Your Friends ~ My Chemical Romance

5. What is your life's purpose?
Forgotten ~ Linkin Park

6. What is your motto?
Call Me When Your Sober ~ Evanescence

7. What do your friends think of you?
The End ~ My Chemical Romance

8. What do you think of your parents?
In Between ~ Linkin Park

9. What do you think about very often?
With a Little Help from My Friends ~ The Beatles

10. What is 2 + 2?
Heaven is a Half-pike ~ OPM

11. What do you think of your best friend?
The Bottom ~ Sick Puppies

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Suck My Kiss ~ Red Hot Chili Peppers

13. What is your life story?
Asshole Father ~ Sick Puppies [how fitting]

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Your Sweet Six Six Six ~ HIM

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
My Way ~ Limp Bizkit

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
La Vie Boheme A/ B ~ RENT soundtrack

17. What will they play at your funeral?
I'm So Sick ~ Flyleaf

18. What is your hobby/interest?
I never Told You What I did for a living ~ My Chemical Romance

19. What is your biggest fear?
Poison Girl ~ HIM

20. What is your biggest secret?
What Do They Know ~ Mindless Self Indulgence

21. What do you think of your friends?
Heart Shaped Box ~ Nirvana

22. What will you post this as?
Leave all the Rest ~ Linkin Park

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Final Grade: 99
Overall Rank: 15

LOLZ

]]> ~Kaffine1217 http://Kaffine1217.deviantart.com/journal/12805053/ http://Kaffine1217.deviantart.com/journal/12805053/ Tue, 01 May 2007 15:31:00 PDT I have realized that my life resembles a tree. I climb out the tree to reach the sky but then I decide to walk out on a limb. Then all of a sudden the tree limb breaks from under me and I fall and get hurt. As I climb higher and higher the happier I am but as soon as that limb breaks and I fall I relize that the higher I climb the bigger the fall.

Whenever I start to feel good about myself I climb the tree higher and higher but as soon as I start believing I am beautiful the tree limb breaks. Every time I get higher up the tree and every time a bigger fall. When I fall I am getting hurt worse than the last time. Maybe I should stop believing that I am beautiful that way I will not get hurt. The only way I prevent my self from climbing the tree is by cutting myself. By cutting it is keeping me on the ground were I can’t fall down and get hurt.

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After prom some people came over to my house and hung out for a little bit. The girls spent the night. We didnt do much because we were all tried. We talked about boys thats about it. Me and Melissa feel asleep early but we woke up several times. For example I woke up and the only thing I heard was Rachele saying "what, what, what, what" I thought she was talking in her sleep.

What made the hole night more bearable was my date. He was such a gentleman and he took good care of me. He help me with my dress and even gave me one of the best foot massages. I still can't feel my toes because of the shoes I wore. Then after prom i had fun hanging out with my date in the hot tub. After he left i was really happy and I felt like I was floating (I know it really chessey) I wish he could have stayed longer. Thanks Balo for a great night even though prom wasn't all that great.

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At lest Friday was fun. I went to the school play. The play was amazing. Balo was great and he was one of the only people I could understand. Then people came over and got into the hot tub. Next time there will be less water.

Saturday I woke up sick YUCK. I went out with Balo to buy the corsage and bootiner for prom. It's going to be so pretty. I would tell you want it looks like but I don't want anyone to copy us. I am so excited for prom. I am not going to listen to Ryan M. and his 2 hug a day rule (I can only have 2 hugs from Balo a day) on the day of prom.

I hate being sick. It seems like I am always sick at the most inconvenient time. This upcomming week is going to be so busy so I can't be sick. Monday I have tech club and my therapy, Tuesday I am getting a facile, Wednesday is tanning, Thursday is nails, and Friday is prom. On top of that I have school, I have to write a paper, and then I have several tests. I have no time to be sick.

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Time: go to the school play at 8 then come over to my aunts house you have to leave by 12
When: This Friday
Were: My Aunt's house
Bring your bathing suit
Everyone is invited

I would like it if you could tell me if you are coming.
Call me on my cell phone (865) 406-3806

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"All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect who might be searching for us."
-Kevin Arnold (Daniel Stern) narrating in The Wonder Years (1988)

"Mistakes are a part of being human. Appreciate your mistakes for what they are: precious life lessons that can only be learned the hard way. Unless it's a fatal mistake, which, at least, others can learn from."
-Al Franken, "Oh, the Things I Know", 2002

"All love that has not friendship for its base, is like a mansion built upon sand."
-Ella Wheeler Wilcox, O Magazine, February 2004

"Sometimes when you look back on a situation, you realize it wasn't all you thought it was. A beautiful girl walked into your life. You fell in love. Or did you? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation, or maybe just a brief moment of vanity."
-Henry Bromel, Northern Exposure, The Big Kiss, 1991

"When you have seen as much of life as I have, you will not underestimate the power of obsessive love. "
-J. K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, 2005

When a man goes on a date, he wonders if he is going to get lucky. A woman already knows.
-Frederike Ryder

]]> ~Kaffine1217 http://Kaffine1217.deviantart.com/journal/12529794/ http://Kaffine1217.deviantart.com/journal/12529794/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 18:37:18 PDT [link] I would love some input on my new website.

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So Berkley started to talk to me again. It really awkward especially when she talks about her boyfriend that she cheated on me with. I dont know why she is talking to me. I think she still really likes be and wants to get back together with me. I would never get back with her ever again. She keeps asking if I am single. Would anyone like to be my boyfriend? Maybe if i tell her that i am taken she will back off.

]]> ~Kaffine1217 http://Kaffine1217.deviantart.com/journal/12422340/ http://Kaffine1217.deviantart.com/journal/12422340/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 20:13:48 PDT 1.) No limo (your going to have to find your own transportation to prom)
2.) We are still having the pre prom party at my aunts house (i will be giving out invites to everyone at school)

Step Brother update:
He had is hearing for the DUI charge. Here is what he has to do:
1.) 24 hours in jail
2.) 3 days picking up trash wearing one of those bright orange vests that say "i am a drunk driver" on the back
3.) He is on a restricted license he can only drive to and from work

Dee's house update:
1.) The hard wood floors are done everything is back to normal
2.) My aunt has decided that she is going to get a hot-tub

Updates with Me:
1.) Wednesday i am going down to UT veterinary hospital and get my dog Bon Bon certified to be a HABIT dog
2.) I am going to be trying again to get my drivers license
3.) I have been having the weirdest dreams lately a lot have been dealing with prom

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]]> ~Kaffine1217 http://Kaffine1217.deviantart.com/journal/12184926/ http://Kaffine1217.deviantart.com/journal/12184926/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 18:06:02 PDT A.) there is a 1:45 showing of 300 at the Pinnacal (there is also a 1:00 showing but the 1:45 is the Digital Projection)
B.) I need to know what movies everyone wants to watch at my aunts house (Balo if you want to come to my aunts house at 1:00 then we can go get movies)
C.) I need to know who can come
2.) I talked to my aunt and we are going to try to get a smaller limo for prom to cut down the price
3.) Christine Flood and I relized that every one in "our group" is connected in a circle (i will be putting the circle on dA as soon as i get my stupid scanner to work)
4.) I was talking to Flood about her and *** and i relized that I want a boyfriend (I think the guy i like doesnt like me more than just friends)
5.) This week has gone by so slowly. The only good thing is that I got my MacBookPro back and I get to watch the The Incredibles in US History!


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Edit

1.) my step brother met with his parole officer and he failed the drug test
he tested positive for Marijuana. so now everything is really tense around my house

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I have gone 1 month with out cutting! YAY! Its feels good that i dont need to cut myself anymore. I really hope i didnt jinx myself. I tackled that problem but i have a bigger problem. I feel like i should starve myself.

I think i should do this so i will feel good about myself and if i starve myself people will like me more. I wish i could starve myself but i have people around me that will disown me if i do. I will never feel good about myself till i am skinny or if some one shows me that I am loveable.

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People that this concerns:
Bryce + Melissa
Robert + Rachele
Jessica + Thomas
Vanek + Josh
Me+ Balo
Flood+ Ben

Prom Infomation:
Date:Friday April 27, 2007
Time: 8:00 - 12:00
Where:The Women Basketball Hall of Fame

Pre- Prom (this is Vaneks Idea):
Infomation:
Date:Friday April 27, 2007
Time: 5:30-7:30- Girls
6:00-7:30- Guys
Where: My Aunts House (Dees)

1.) Girls come over at 5:30
2.) Take Pictures with just the girls
3.) Girls go up stairs
4.) Guys come @ 6:00
5.) Take pictures
6.) Girls make a grand enterance down the stair case
7.) Take pictures with everyone
8.) Hang out, eat and suff
9.) Limo picks us up at 7:30 (everyone needs to pich in on the cost, we might need a adult to come with us in the limo)

PROM 8-12 (I think)

Post Prom (it is still being worked out)
1.) limo picks us up and takes everyone goes back to Dee's
2.) Hang out guys can go home when ever but the guys have to leave by 2
3.) Girls spend the night at Vaneks



Please talk to me if you have any questions OR ideas

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On Facebook Joshua told me everything that was going on.

Here is the conversation:

02.10.07 6:36pm Joshua: so you are one of berkley friends right?

02.10.07 6:49pm Kathleen: yeah i am one of berkely's friends why do you want to know?

02.10.07 7:26pm Joshua: she makes it sound like you might be more than that... otherwise no reason

02.10.07 7:35pm Kathleen: i guess we are more than friends. she told me that you and her are trying to make someone jelous is that the truth?

02.11.07 12:50am Joshua: not really

02.11.07 12:54am Kathleen: what do you mean by "not really"?

02.11.07 12:55am Joshua: as in what says on her profile is true

02.11.07 1:00am Kathleen: so you and berkely are are dateing?

02.11.07 1:02am Joshua: in all honesty... yes

02.11.07 1:12am Kathleen: thanks for telling me this. berkely has been lying to me this whole time. i knew that someting was going on. i thought we were together i guess i was worng. thanks for telling me i really needed to hear the truth for once!

02.11.07 1:14am Joshua: dont worry.... she did the same to me... she even told me the story about the whole jealous thing.... just please dont be too harsh cause whatever you give to her... she'll give back to me

02.11.07 1:19am Kathleen: honestly i dont really care. she really hurt me.

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2.) think
3.) care

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Me= Maureen/ Roger
Berkely= Mimi/ Joan
?= Mark
My mom= April

(if you know me you know who ? is)

Here is why I think that my life is like RENT. Before you read this my life is not exactly like RENT but there are some parts that are very similar. Like I am not like Maureen because I have never cheated on someone before and I never dated Mark I just really liked him. But now I have moved on to something better.

In RENT there is a triangle between Maureen Mark and Joan. (FYI Maureen is Bi and so is Joan. Mark is straight.) Maureen and Mark dated but Maureen cheated on him with Joan. And now Mark is pissed and really jealous of Maureen.

In my life the only thing I think is similar is the sexually prefences of Mark, Maureen and Joan are similar to that in my life and that Maureen and Joan are dating. That is about it.

Also in RENT ...........Roger meet Mimi and Mimi does drugs. Mimi and Roger really like each other but Roger doesn't want to get into drugs because his ex girlfriend April died from a drug overdose.

That part is creepy. Its exactly what happened to me.

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22 days till my b-day
30 days till x-mas
33 days till i leave for nyc

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I hate how every one is putting up their x-mas decorations and its not even Thanksgiving yet it is really making me mad.

Anyways, I had a good weekend. I went to the movies with Berkley. I really like her. She is like my twin. We have so much in common. She is really nice, pretty and funny. I can’t wait to see her again.

It was so funny we almost got kicked out of the movie theater. We got this remote. On the remote it had a lot of different buttons. The remote is used to contact the movie theater in case there is people talking or if there was something wrong with the movie. We decided to press all the buttons several times to see what would happen. Lets just say they didn’t like that.

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!!!!

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Le poisson d'avril (April Fools) is an old French tradition involving tacking fish (usually paper ones) on people's back without their knowledge. It dates back to 1567 and was taken very seriously by Québec society.

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PEACE,
Kaffine

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