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do it up yo!

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/18004271/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/18004271/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 09:03:24 PDT
but i've been drawing, still have those drawings from feb somewhere haha.

Life's been pretty good a little bit hm... stressful at times but good.

Time to get going <3

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/16994220/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/16994220/ Thu, 21 Feb 2008 14:11:46 PST

So far this vacation has been Godly amazing, New Jersey with ~fala1385 and some other peeps to see a friend, who moved away last year, God that was so much fun
And just like everything else in my life has just be so amazing, cept I've been having this art block lately, oh wellz.
This vacation is what I really needed :]
No annoying drama
Just my love, my friends, my family, and I

~*Okay art and series report*~:
...absolutely nothing haha
We're kind of in a slumpish thing, we're mostly just trying to tie things together.

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/16589214/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/16589214/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 23:17:27 PST
My back hurts. Alot.

Wow uploaded this too early lol Not. Finished.

Anyway, moving on~
Kurai, ~fala1385, and I really grew up and do not like the cliche name of our series, which is currently; "Crimson Nightmare", and need to change it, suggestions or idea will be greatly appreciated, when we have some ideas of our own we'll poll it and look for a winner :] and if we happen to use someone's title we'll give credit and probably a prize lolololol
We're actual serious about getting started... it's been 5 years lmaooo
But we're working on updating characters and plots and fixing holes.... LOTS of plot holes lmao... some we might keep...

But yea, hope is nice.

Also I'll update on changes so far.


Changes so far

Series is currently nameless [we'll still refer to it as Crimson Nightmare till name is updated.]

Kasuke is now Russian [But is still from Australia.]

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/16131654/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/16131654/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 23:27:17 PST
Happy Holidays Deviantart~ hope everyone's holiday's going well~

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/15222003/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/15222003/ Thu, 25 Oct 2007 20:55:10 PDT 2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

OCs:
Kasuke {Vand}
Tansy
Moriko
K'nee

How old are you?

Kasuke: I hate to admit it, but... I'm only 14 =\ Don't look it though.
Tansy: 17...
Moriko: Just under legallll~ :[
Kasuke: >_> what's that supposed to mean?
Moriko: <3
K'nee: I can't count higher than 20 .-.


What's your height?

Kasuke: Really fucking tall. About.... 7'2
Tansy: 6'1...
Moriko: 5'4 =] short and sexy
Kasuke: Moriko >_>
K'nee: A little taller than Vand*

*Kasuke's real name


Are you a virgin?

Kasuke: FUCK NO
Tansy: I have orgies... ... Sorry Kirika.
Moriko: Nope
K'nee: Hahahahahhahahahahhaha~!


Who's your mate/spouse?

Kasuke: My baby girl--- oh fuck that shit, my little nymph >_> Moriko
Tansy: The little annoying asian girl with the over sized breast plate and illegal blue streaks. ...Kirika...
Moriko: No Kasuke i do not have sex with other people besides my day--...night job .-.
K'nee: For the last time! I'm not gay >_> .....I've had many female fucks, ....can't i try it once without it being me D:>


Do you have any kids?

Kasuke: Naaah, I'm only 14 yo.
Tansy: Maybe...
Moriko: Noope
K'nee: Yep, Three daughters, one being the mother of the bastard child, Vand
Kasuke: D:> that's so mean!
K'nee:


What's your favourite food?

Kasuke: Ew.
Tansy: ....I'll admit, i have a sweet tooth...
Kasuke: GASP
Moriko: ....Same as Tansy O_o;
K'nee: APPLES


What's your favourite ice cream flavor?

Kasuke: EwEwEwEwEw
Tansy: Strawberry
Moriko: Chocolate~!
K'nee: O_o; um. Is there apple flavor :3


Have you killed anyone?

Kasuke: .....I'll just go cry now.
Tansy: Actually, no O_o
Moriko: Noope
K'nee: Tee hee Killing is fun


Do you hate anyone?

Kasuke:--- v
Tansy: ----^
Moriko: Yeep of course
K'nee: I love to kill people



Have any secrets?

Kasuke: lets not get into that
Tansy: Uh yea we all have se-- Oh wait K'nee's here //,)-
Moriko: ...a couple
K'nee: I'M SHAMELESS
Kasuke: Oh my God dad....


Do you love anyone?

Kasuke: I love you baby girl
Tansy: Love is not an emotion, but a cover of the heart to numb the pain than a knife piercing the very flesh to subside the thought of love...
Kasuke: .....What the fuck is wrong with you??
Moriko: .....Kasuke you ever call me baby girl again and i'll shoot you. And Tansy, get a life.
Tansy: I don't want one to live myself
Moriko: AAAAAAH EMO SON OF A BITCH
K'nee: I LOVE EVERYONE

What is your job?

Kasuke: I'm a lazy bastard, fuck worker, steal what ya need~!
Tansy: No... Work for some slob of the human ra-
Kasuke: LALALALLALALALAL SHUT THE FUCK UP
Moriko: .....my job is ... kinda... I have a daddy <:3
K'nee: to run my pack.... ugh

What do you do to relax?

Kasuke: A nice injection of heroin, some crack, margarita, whatevers available.
Tansy: Red wine.
Moriko: you fucking alcoholic
Tansy: how does a glass of wine make me an alcoholic?
Moriko: you're 17...
Tansy: Oh so being 30 makes it better
Moriko: you this is the most i've ever heard you speak
Tansy: shut up...
Kasuke: no agruement here lol
K'nee: ....Apples =]

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/15059916/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/15059916/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 14:13:34 PDT Bonzai-The-Fox
Bonzai - Completed
[link]


~fala1385
Tansy and Kirika - Completed; might color.
[link]

Screen cap outline - not started

Bade - not started

=Voxive
Cheetah - not started

*akari-jaganashi
Kita listening to music - Not Started

one at a time, first come first serve.

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/15044753/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/15044753/ Sat, 13 Oct 2007 23:00:26 PDT So... I'm excepting requests.

Give em to me~

I'm still grounded .-. and bored out of my mind.

~Bonzai-The-Fox - [link]
Completed

~fala1385
Tansy and Kirika - not started
Screen cap outline - not started
Bade - not started

=Voxive
Cheetah - not started

*akari-jaganashi
Kita listening to music - Not Started

one at a time, first come first serve.

--------
Fuck You
Articolo 31

Lascerò tutti i miei figli ad un futuro incerto,
mangerò composta a tavola con mani giunte,
piangerò con discrezione senza dar nell’occhio,
dormirò come se fossi morta, I say, fuck you...

C’era una volta una promessa, una carezza,
un bilocale come una fortezza, chiamarti la mia principessa,
c’era la fretta, del taxi tuo che aspetta ma non vuoi andare
c’era una foto di noi al mare, c’era un vuoto che puoi colmare,
gelati e film da noleggiare, c’era da togliersi i vestiti e poi volare,
c’era la gelosia e tu che te ne andavi, e correre da te
e quando per magia mi chiamavi.

Pregherò affinché tu possa avere tutto ciò che vuoi,
soldi, macchine, e una donna al giorno,
e la possibilità di avere tutto e subito
senza avere bisogno di essere mai perdonato.

I say fuck you, you will never know,
what is turning in my mind fuck you, so you better watch out,
so you better watch out, out...

C’erano cene mondane, stare composto,
e il mio bere e fumare che volevi cambiare a ogni costo,
c’erano scene di panico senza motivo
ed il tuo essere isterica per il modo in cui vivo,
e farmi stare simpatica la tua amica più idiota,
la filosofia del tuo maestro di yoga,
poi c’era l’emicrania e i sospetti silenzi,
io al mare tu in montagna,
c’era parlare lingue differenti

Asseconderò ogni tua perversa inclinazione,
proverò ad interpretare ogni tuo malumore,
sarò pronta accanto a te quando verrà il momento,
quando il tempo ti restituirà quello che hai dato

I say fuck you, you will never know,
what is turning in my mind fuck you, so you better watch out out

Ma adesso metti bene a fuoco, mi vedi,
sono caduto in piedi, ci credi, - non ti cercherò –
ho tolto le foto dalle pareti e nei miei sogni segreti

non ti vedo – e a dormire ci riesco, esco quando mi va
bevo, abbondanti sorsate di libertà,
faccio assordanti risate con gli amici al bar,
su come ero spento quando perdevo tempo, stando con quella là

sfumi nella memoria, non ti penso mai
e ogni mentire, ogni fare soffrire ci insegna la storia
pagherai
e so che a ogni risveglio
non ci sarai
e so che tanto di meglio
non troverai
mai, ho due parole e una bombola spray fuck you
per quando tornerai

I say fuck you, you will never know,
what is turning in my mind fuck you, so you better watch out, so you better watch out, out...

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/14732378/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/14732378/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 17:45:47 PDT
Ah I'm just gonna rant about how great of a birthday i had.
From the begining of the school day to when i passed out in my bed

When I woke up there was a text message from my boyfriend saying 'happy birthday' and that put a HUGE smile on my face to wake up to

then:
Let me just say my friends are truly truly amazing and i love them with every little aspect of my emotions, hold on one sec let me go get the razor and the eye liner just kidding, but no, like The moment i walked into school, my friends were in the rotunda {where we chyll} and they had a HUGE ballloon, beautiful beautiful flowers, Agnes even knew my favorite flower is a lily :3! And they also came in with a chocolate cake <3

They lit the cake with a hello kitty candle {It was so cute} and they sang happy birthday, in school lol, at the moment they stopped the bell rang and we all walked back to our classes slowly, being late most of us lol but it was great

~Bonzai-The-Fox got me a wonderful gift of Tomba the game for Playstation that I LOVED all my life and never had that made my day as well.

Sadly :[ during boces the cake melted and i hate to throw it away :'[[[[[[~
Then when i got back from boces they were all waiting for me and we all hung outside school for a little bit =]

Then I went home Now, let me just explain this, my brother and I have never, no exaggeration. spent more than a half an hour in the same room without a war going on, and I mean the whole 17 years {wow thats weird to sayy} lol, so anyway, he tells me when i get home, "Get dressed" And I was like "Gasp, he can speak!?!" lol any of you that know my brother how scary it is when he speaks so yea a couple of hours later when i get dressed and ready and things he outside smoking and tells me to get into the car, so i do blah blah blah, no fight yet O_o; so he takes me to a REALLY far but REALLY nice mall, and on the way there we actually spoke to each other and it was pleasant. We shopped for HOURS and he didn't get made at how girly and picky his little sister can be lmao, after a few hours he goes 'wanna check out the Apple store?" and I'm like 8D Hell yea!! and we go and the new iPod nanos are REALLY cute and work really well, I didnt ask for it, but he bought me the megenta/red one I was like OoO; =] and it's really fricking awesome lol.
A whole great night with my brother, it meant SO much to me, and made me so happy, plus in a couple of weeks he's moving to connecticut to work with my father :'[ no matter what i REALLY do love my brother and i never really meant what i said when i hated him... Well... cept a couple of times... but i am upset about him leaving.

So yea I had a REALLY amazing birthday and honestly its not over O_o; tomorrow or sundays the family party and then in october i'm gonna have my little hang out sleep over

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/14666224/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/14666224/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 21:02:36 PDT My birthdays on Tuesday {the 18th}!!
I'm going to be 17 I'm excited.

Things between my friends and I, my family and I and my boyfriend and I have all cleared up and things are just going my way. Hopefully it stays that way.

School on the other hand would be the only let down I have right now, I already lost the book i got for english and we have a test on it tomorrow, and I haven't read much =[ but that'll all clear up too, I'm going to a technical school for cosmetology, which is pretty fun =]

More art to come, I'm getting back into drawing so expect some new things.

I'm going to sleep now, night night~

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/14410812/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/14410812/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 13:24:59 PDT
I just got back from upstate, it was nice seeing my friend, and it was also nice meeting her friends. A few of them I'm becoming very good friends with.
I met ~Inochibiroi and ~FatChibiNeko on total accident, they're awesome lol

Dizzy spells have been kicking my ass as of late. Great.

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/14099223/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/14099223/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 01:25:29 PDT
I don't understand how a child's life ends so soon. Whats even sadder is tomorrow he's being buried where my cousin, who died 3 weeks after being born, she was born prematurely, is buried.


Life is just cruel...

may he rest in peace...

These past three weeks have been hell on me, my boyfriend, and my friends...
I hope things clear up soon...

I guess i can put up some good news.
I booked my flight to see my friend I haven't seen her in two almost three years. So that's something i'm looking forward to extremely!

And another good thing, I finally got a puppy, I love her so much, her name is Alice, and she's a Beagel or only 3 months. She's a little rascal, and its gonna be REALLY hard to train her...

Does anyone have any tips for housebreaking a three month old puppy who has no idea about pittling outside??

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/13911160/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/13911160/ Sat, 28 Jul 2007 07:52:18 PDT What's your name?
Alexis Ariel

How old are you?
16

When's your birthday?
September 18th

Where were you born?
Phoenix Arizona

Do you have any siblings?
Yes

Are your parents still together?
Technically...

Do you like your family?
Yes...

Are you a miracle child?
Far from it.

What's your favorite color?
Purple

What's your favorite sport?
Soccor

What's your favorite TV show?
I have a few but i don't really watch much tv

What's your favorite movie?
I have a few

What is (are) your favorite song(s)?
Changes often

What's your favorite book?
In The Forests Of The Night - Amelia Atwater Rhodes

Do you have someone who is your hero?
I wanna be my own hero, but i can't do that so yes.

Do you have someone that is like your second father?
FUCK YOU
Too many people wanna be my father, I had a father and he's decided to not be anymore so just fuck it all.

Do you have someone who is like your second mother?
I have one and only mother and it will stay that way.

Do you have someone that is like a sibling to you?
Kura( ~fala1385 ), Katelyn ( ~Aiko-170 ) Ashley and Courtney

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
My father just broke my heart.

Have you ever seen something that broke your heart?
Too many times

Have you ever loved someone so much you cried?
Yes but not like i was sad, i love so i cry of happiness.

Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Yes

Are you affectionate?
Very

Do you like hugs or bear hugs?
I like bear hugs during long hugs :3 I think they're cute and comforting, just dont a courtney bear hug cause that just hurts lol

You like the small things or the hanging all over you things?
Do you speak english?

Do you actually hate someone?
Maybe not to that extent, but I've learned to use that word too loosely.

Have you ever physically hurt someone on purpose?
Yes in fifth grade, Huge fight when i went to Amityville.

Have you ever emotionally hurt someone on purpose?
In the moment i guess you can say that, but i felt bad after word

Have you loved someone outside of your family as a family member?
Yea lol

Have you been in love with a boy/girl yet?
I couldn't be more in love if I tried~

Are you ever too young to fall in love?
No all you need to be is mature enough to understand it.

Have you ever been in serious physical pain?
Yes

Have you ever been in serious emotional pain?
Oh. God yes.

Has someone close to you died?
Yes

What would you do if your best friend died?
I'd be a wreck...

Do you even have a best friend?
Yep and they mean the world to me.

Do you have someone who is your "safe haven"?
I really don't know what that means.

To whom do you run to when all else fails?
Depends on the situation.

Has your world ever crashed down around you?
Of course, i am human and I have to live in this world like everyone else, I don't think anyone goes unscarred.

When you get angry, what do you do?
You don't wanna know.

When you are sad, what do you do?
Make myself sadder.

When you are happy, what do you do?
I usually get giddy

Is there a song that makes you cry?
Yes. Horribly...
Butterfly kisses.
Hey Dad.
Family Portrait.
Christmas Slipper.

Who was the last person you hugged?
I think my mom

Who was the last person you kissed?
Kairu <3

Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
Yes I do

If you do, do you love them?
Yes.
More than you could ever imagine.

Have you ever broken anything?
Yea.
unfortunately I'm a klutz and it pisses me off so badly

Are you a druggie?
No

Are you an alcoholic?
No

Are you stubborn?
Yes

Are you sarcastic?
Yes

Do you swear?
Too much

Are you honest?
Yes

Are you trusthworthy?
Yes

Are you responsible?
Yes

Are you intellegent?
I'm trying to be.

Are you atheletic?
Sorta

Do you believe in God?
Yes

Do you believe in miracles?
Yes
~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/13901354/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/13901354/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 13:10:43 PDT 1. Put your music player on shuffle
2.answer the question with the song that it lands on(posting a comment after the song is optional)
3. tag 3 people after



~*QUESTIONS*~

1. How is your life?
Ippiki Ookami Ron - Miyavi

2. What do you want to be when you grow up?
(Don't Fear) The Reaper - HIM

3. Who do you have a crush on/ is your Bf/Gf?
Hotarubi Dir en Grey
(aawww :3)

4. What will your marriage be like?
cage Dir en Grey

5. If you get reincarnated, what will you be?
When I'm Gone - eminem

6. What will they play when you die?
Blackest Eyes - Porcupine Tree

7. How do your friends see you?
Family Portrait - Pink

8. What does life think of you?
White Rabbit - Jefferson Airplane
(Wow I should just do drugs now lol)

9. What is your family like?
Asunaki Koufuku Koenaki Asu Dir en Grey lol

10. What would your granparents listen to?
Domani Smetto - Articolo 31
(lol well it is italian)

11. How do the people at school see you?
Still Standing - The Ramus

12. What would be your best best bestest friend's theme song?
Trick or Treat - TCST
(lawlz)

13. How do you feel when your happy?
In Heaven - Buck Tick

14. What song would you strip to?
Reach Out - Jesus on Extasy

15. What will your children be like?
Computer - Metronome ( YES)

16. What is your personality?
2 Rights make 1 wrong - Mogwai

17. What is thy darkest secret?
I'm the only one - Melissa Ethridge

18. Where do you hang out on weekends?
Murder Toy in the closer - TCST

19. Will you go far in life?
Maboroshi no Miyako - Buck-Tick

20. What is a sad moment for you?
Holy Beauty - Jesus on Extast

21. What was your first concert?
papa mama~ nozomare NU Baby~ -Miyavi

22. How do you feel right now?
Bother - Stone Sour (yea sorta lol)

23. What is your favorite movie?
Jesus Walks - Kanye West
(Actually I wanna see Jarhead)

24. What is your favorite book?
Let me Go - Rancid

25. Who is your favorite actor/actress?
Scape ~With Transparent Wings~ -Klaha

26. What are you watching on Tv right now?
Time Warp - RHPS
(They're messing with me <:[ I wanna watch Rocky Horror so badly right now)

27. What are you listneing to?
Kids will be skeletons - Mogwai (love this song)

28. What do you think of this quiz?
Daisuki! - Hirosue Ryoko (WTF?! THIS SONGS HAUNTING ME LOL)

29. Did you enjoy it?
-Mushi- - Dir en Grey (Apparently it made me sad)

30. LAST QUESTION!!!!!!!! What is your name?
La mia ragazza mena - Articolo 31


I tag:




]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/13798651/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/13798651/ Thu, 19 Jul 2007 18:02:29 PDT

Still having problems sleeping but life's gotten better, it's not 5 in the morning and i'm not letting my mind wander, yayz!
So sorry for whining but I feel better, SO anyway, this is an ART website so I must update my art potential ... things lol

I've drawn A LOT but i left all my drawings over Kura's house, I'm just a genius and they're somewhere in her room i believe and her rooms a mess 8D

Crimson Nightmare will soon be back on track soon~ stress has calmed down with the both of us, now we just gotta get back in the swing of it.

I'm hoping to get a new camera sometime in the next year lol maybe christmas or my birthday, but my camera seriously sucks and washes out the WHOLE picture hence why I must edit them so much, but soon I wont have to (and yes, before anyone says it, I have to use the flash cause you need excellent lighting which I do not have.

So I'll get back into photography and drawing stuff soon, I might animate somethings tonight or whatever.

lol I love my mood emoticon

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/13330131/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/13330131/ Wed, 13 Jun 2007 13:32:55 PDT

I hate that school; if i was only two three blocks over I'd be in a whole other district ;_;
the people annoy the shit out of me beyond belief lol

Now I have a whole summer of just hanging out; hopefully i wont be home a lot.

Today was my global regents; yea that sucked lol hopefully i passed then that means no summer school hooray.

We're not moved into the house yet we have to continue cleaning the house cause the people that lived there before were retarted and disgusting.
then i get a puppeh

okie I'm done lol

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/13223931/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/13223931/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 06:00:17 PDT My close friends are treating me like i'm invisible... none of them could care less about whats on MY mind... that may sound selfish coming from over the internet, but I've been there diary, no problem. I open my mouth to talk; i had a very bad day yesterday and none of them want to hear it; its always "lex, shut up" or "no one cares"

the only person who will give me a listen, and understand is Kyle, my love, my best friend. But I don't complain to him, i know i can but theres no way for me to start it off.
my family don't have time to listen to me, and their so caught up in this move; everyones irritible in my house. we're all under stress.
I'm not saying my stuffs worse than others, but i keep being kicked down, it hurts.

I really don't know what to do anymore.
all the things wrong about myself keeps being pointed out, and I keep having nightmares, and there all about my social problems, i kept being put away.

I can't concentrate on school anymore, I'm failing everything and my friend keep saying how stupid i am. how pathetic i am. how irresponsible.

and now I'm moving into this town where these people are; i don't want to leave amityville i dont want to be completely trapped in this shit hole.

I'm gonna be farther away from Kura... she's someone i can trust; but i never can talk to her; we're both too busy... with finals.
Hopefully i'll feel better when me and her go on our summer trip. I need sometime with people i know love me.

I'm sorry everyone i shouldn't be ranting like this, but i needed to...

Me and Kyle's one year anniversary is on thursday I'm so happy about that; I seriously love him more than anything else...

Thank you for those who actually read this and dealt with my ranting <3

~Alexis Ariel a.k.a Yuuko

I'm currently doing an art trade with ~MilinkoWolf she drew a really nice picture of Kasuke for me [link]


----
Currently working on:
-Art trade with Kyo: Almost done lol
{Lookit what she drew me }

-Vines with a caress

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/13124427/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/13124427/ Mon, 28 May 2007 11:16:39 PDT Well things have been depressing round my life lately, but right now, my life is perfect!

I haven't been this happy in so long

school ends in two weeks and summer begins thank God, and hopefully i wont need summer school, I just gotta pass global.

I've gotten outta the loop a little bit

Crimson nightmare will be up and running soon enough, school has just gotten in the way of me and Kuraiko since we don't go to the same school no more and I'm stuck in a shithole school =\
oh well its over soon

Oh~!! I'm dying my hair black soon

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/12328585/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/12328585/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 20:30:16 PDT I've just been going on a spree with my camera and I really love to model.

But I will be uploading some of my drawings once I actaully remember to bring them over Kura's to scan and ink them lol


~Yuuko

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/12100135/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/12100135/ Wed, 07 Mar 2007 23:19:46 PST
Been doing lots of photography and got an animation on the way.

I've been drawing too, No scanner in sight and I forgot to do it when I went to Kuraiko's lol

I know I haven't been 'very' active but I will be.

I have NOT stopped drawing I know it may seem like it. I've been in a modeling mood, so thats why the pictures are mostly of me (I sound conceided lol) no but seriously Ive this weird inspiration lately, so yea more drawing coming up as well

~Alexis


I so happy and in love <3~!

three months til 1 year... wow... time flies

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/11775370/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/11775370/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 15:32:36 PST

So yea, yesterday, me Courtney Kura and Agnes went to the Dir en Grey concert at Nokia Theatre in NYC
We waited for 3-4 hours, it was frickin cold lol, and when we got inside, the anticipation was extreme , Courtney and I had our own reason for being there beside the fact we were seeing Dir en Grey, It was Agnes' first concert (sorta) and the first time she saw Dir en Grey and it was Kura's first time seeing them

Me Courtney and Agnes cosplayed as them from Ain't Afraid To Die (the Video not the photoshoot) , not cause its 'cool' to cosplay and it was the first video we thought of, no, soon to be ten years of Dir en Grey they still are Dir en Grey so matter how much they've evolved, you can still hear Dir en Grey's originality. I was shinya, Courtney was Kaoru and Agnes was Toshiya (Kura was our manager lol XD) We hit the 1:44 train to Penn and walked to Nokia theathre the line was extremely though we were 'fairly' close. We still waited three hours to get in, but we made some new friends.

When the doors open and we went into the building we were sorta backish, like 5 rows from the front, but with the help of some really nice people, they helped push us up, managing to keep us together, we kept getting pushed between the second and third row, we were extremely close.
I wish I could say the concert was all fun, but we had some problems, during the concert people were pushing right to left really hard causing me to fall a few times, and one of the times I smacked into this girl and I hurt my wrist the night before, and when I smacked into the girl I heard a crack, and uh yea XD my wrist is fractured haha, (not badly, like I have it in a ace bandage right now, I might get a cast, my mom doesnt wanna do that less it hurts, so I'm gonna wait, then get it checked up and if I need a cast I'll get one.)

Later in the concert... During Audience Killer Loop, Courtney and I got pushed back and we couldnt breathe, we kept getting pushed between people... it was so condensed and congested... It was horrible... Me and Courtney lost agnes and we kept our hands clutched to not lose each other. We got pushed inbetween people so badly there was no air to breathe... We were both dying... Courtney tried getting me up to the front, I kept fighting her to get out.... but, courtney would just scream at me, telling me she was fine to see Kyo, how it was my dream... Each time I looked back at her I could see her get more and more ill... She passed out, I got her up and I pushed her to the front and the secruity guy lifted her out, I followed.
Courtney didnt drink anything that day... She was dehydrated, but Courtney is amazingly strong and she just brushed it off and listened to the rest of the concert, in the hall, I sat with her. Agnes came out and saw us, and sat with us. I went back out and got Kura...

we now know that the front of the concert is NOT where you wanna be =\
We all still enjoyed the concert, its still a memory.

After the concert ended, we bought FOUR posters, one for each of us, We got up to the top of the escolator to leave, I gave my poster to a girl who was sitting.
When we got on the train, Courtney was giving her poster to our Friend Tif And when Tif opened it, It was SIGNED by Die no less!! Courtneys favorite band member!! Now, on the wall of the souvernir booth it said "1 in 4 Posters a signed by a dir en Grey member. Courtney was one in four and ALSO she got it by her favorite member, she was so happy.

I think I said this before, This concert will be a memory.
we were all expecting them to play songs off "Marrow of the Bone" only, they did play some, but they also played "withering to death" And this shocked us "Vulgar"! seriously At Avalon they only played Vulgar as encore songs we were so happy we honestly thought it was gonna be marrow of the bone and for encore withering to death.
It was great

I'm gonna upload some pictures once I get them from Agnes and/or Courtney

~Yuuko

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/11715923/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/11715923/ Tue, 06 Feb 2007 21:09:19 PST
I still have a folder full of drawings that need uploading, sorry I've been way too lazy to do anything XD~

haha but I shall upload them soon

Dir en Grey concert In 3 frickin days!! I'm so frickin excited :3

though they're new songs kinda make me wanna cry Their still Dir en Grey and I still love them.

Me Kura Courtney and our friend Agnes are going and me courtney and Agnes are dressing up, surprise, I will upload pictures.

Bye bye
~Yuuko

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/11628739/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/11628739/ Tue, 30 Jan 2007 21:01:15 PST
So yea Kasuke, Tansy, others, and meaning pictures. I'll be uploading a lot

~Alexis Ariel Aka Yuuko


in other news

I got hurt today not too badly, but I fell down the stair carrying a glass mug and I have silk nails and it got jammed into my finger =\

but I am fine

bai now

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/11521871/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/11521871/ Sun, 21 Jan 2007 18:43:09 PST
Me and my love, are together and happy once more,

Life is going gooo~d there is no problems at the moment ^-^

YUUKO IS BACK welcome me back

you'll be hearing more of me I really missed you guys

and I saw Rocky Horror for the first time last monday and I love it

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/11039787/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/11039787/ Tue, 12 Dec 2006 12:45:52 PST Title:excuse me, but I need help~!


I am so blanked right now.

Whoa, my life feels so weird right now, is this normal after insanity?
I feel like the past two and a half months could fill a whole interesting novel of my life. It had everything a novel contained.

I'm still having a hard time getting back into the swing of everything but, -sigh- I guess things are still coming along. As I said earlier things aren't as bad as they were, but I still feel anxious like one more things gonna happen, but thats probably just because I'm horribly paranoid about every step I take afraid of what I said.
Which is really bad cause that means I'm caring about what people are thinking, which isn't normal for me =\
I made a mistake these past few months, I would like to take them back and make a new start.

I'm getting better though, soon I should be back to the way I was, I seriously like I'm in my own little rehab lol.
Slowly I'm starting to walk again.
I really dont want to be pushed down again...

In other news,
Christmas is coming ~ And that is the best feeling, and now I know what to get my love, which is good xD Haha but now he knows what I'm getting him ;o; dammit~!
God to be in love feels so nice, but its so damn stressful xD but I know if I can make it through this 'trial' period as I like to think of it as, then I can get through anything definately. -sigh- you know, theres probably nothing wrong at all, but my mind is so out of wac (damn you aspergers >< that I over analyze everything. and thats probably the only thing.

My friends are seriously amazing, I can not believe how lucky I am, I feel so undeserving of their constant love and care, no matter how much I've been sick and how annoying I've must have been, as one of them said to me, "You still have your wings, Alexis, their just wounded and tucked safely behind your back til they heal. They will sprout again."
I will always have them. I love you guys so much

Whoa, I just realized this journal was so ADD xD I really just said everything the moment it came into my mind, forgive me if there is any confusion Haha~ I'm sorry I really just needed to rant




Sette giugno duemilesei


~friends|Tomodachi~
( ) ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/10942394/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/10942394/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 22:10:38 PST
My life was Hell for more than two months straight, no break, it was complete and utter Hell, but now, all is coming down, the climax was past and everything is calming slowly...
there is still tension amongs my love, my friends, and me, but all that will come to a close and everything will go back to normal soon.

Over that time when I was in hell as I like to say, I took many different aspects and worst of all, I attempted to change myself... I was completely depressed and the only thing I could do that could stop thoughts from coming into my mind was figure ways to occupy my time, and in doing so I've changed literally everything about myself.

But now I realized that, that wasnt exactly me, and I'm trying to relax so I can go back... I am still Yuuko...

Also I've lost touch with a lot of my friend from here I'd like to rekindle everything. So You'll prolly be seeing more work and more comments and... Just things from me

well, its 1:08 in the morning XD I'm going to sleep~
Night night
Yuuko

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/10771128/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/10771128/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 21:00:34 PST
So tell me whatcha think of it

+++in other news+
I GOT TICKETS TO THE DIR EN GREY CONCERT IN FEBUARY AT NOKIA THEATRE IN TIME SQUARE!!!!
~!
I am completely and utterly disappointed in dir en grey, their new song makes me want to cry. Seriously what happened?

but still, its still dir en grey....
So yea me courtney kuraiko and agnes dir en grey concert febuary tenth Godly....
++++in my life+
Things are more confusing than ever in my own personal life, some of you know that I've been in a hectic hell hole lately, and nothing been going right, so just to keep you all updated, things are now just was too confusing to really explain, I'll be fine. I got myself sorta back. but yea as I said before, things are wavering.
so yea I'll be fine.

-sigh- I really miss all you guys.

~Yuuko

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/10661166/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/10661166/ Wed, 08 Nov 2006 16:43:03 PST

Yea, I've decided to continue drawing and not let my own paranoia based on nothing get in my life. I've let it too much and its starting to show with my friends.

Yuuko

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/10400362/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/10400362/ Sun, 15 Oct 2006 11:27:38 PDT So yea, some people know that I'm going through totaly hell! a few weeks ago I thought everything was beter, but the fights just got worse in my house and my friends seems more distant, and I'm just stuck in one spot, my head is seriously spinning.

I dont know what I did to deserve this, and the thing is, its mostly just my mentality, and I know this, Almost all of this stress is in my head, but its seriously so strong, all I've been doing lately is sleeping but also I've been having so many nightmares and even night terrors.
I hate drama, but thats all my life been lately, I dont understand, seriously I despise dramatic lifes.

In school, I'm sleeping in almost every class, I can not eat at all, I cant do my homework and I just keep thinking horrible things, and I cant take any jokes. Everythings going wrong. But nothing is really wrong, its just me completely.
I know things will get better, hopefully by december I'll be much better.

But theres something else, because of this stress, I havent been myself at all, and I fear I'm going to lose the people closest to me cause of this.
My mind keeps wondering really badly and thats the source of the problem, my mom keeps suggesting I go back on ritalin, but I really dont want to, I was fine in the beginning but now, Too many thoughts.

I just need time to calm down without any more problems. Just a little bit of time with things going back to normal, and I'll be fine, but I just cant get that...

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/10258245/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/10258245/ Mon, 02 Oct 2006 10:45:31 PDT
click here to watch it

Its actually a slide show of my friends and I and stuff like that, memories with the song only the good die young by Billy Joel, I'm really proud of this and I really want to know what people think.

~

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/10197949/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/10197949/ Tue, 26 Sep 2006 20:53:31 PDT
I saw Kyle today and it was amazing, I was so happy, I had such a bad day at school and with all the stress and all my worries concerning our relationship.
I honestly havent cried as much as I have the past two weeks, or been as sick as I was.
But today it seemed like all that went away completely when I was with him, everday things seem to get slightly better.

As you may have noticed there havent been many drawings lately, during the past two weeks I've completely lost hope in drawing or singing, I've been thinking about quitting, but I realized now that its what I love to do, its my life.
You'll be seeing more drawings from me, but hes the sad thing, I do not have flash on this computer I just got a new laptop and I dont know how long it'll take for me to get flash back, so forgive my pencil drawings for a little while I'll ink them when I can hopefully on Kuraikos computer or something. But now I have trouble drawing with a mouse XD so used to my crap button mouse on my old laptop (now I have to get used to a touch pad urgh)

Anyway, So yea, you'll be seeing more Kasuke and crimson nightmare things and some romantic pictures xD cause I am SUCH a hopeless romantic, even though now not so hopeless.

My life has picked itself up and now I'm just gonna continue and see how things go.
I've got a lot to look forward to, I just turned sixteen and I'm in love, I think thats what I should be looking at.
I also have the most amazing friends in the world.

So forgive my little break as you may want to call it, everything is better and hopefully I'll get back on track.

~Yuuko

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/10152185/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/10152185/ Fri, 22 Sep 2006 12:57:07 PDT The night of my party, you know was amazing, everyone showed up and everyone had fun, til the very end when my brother had a bit too much to drink and said something really bad to my love, and I'm not even joking, it caused so much crap. Im not going to get into it, so I'll get into what I mean by the title.
After this week of being afraid of losing my love, and acting like a paranoid dependent clingy girlfriend who prolly showed a pysco part of herself. I really wasnt myself, I wasnt sleeping or eating for a few reason, one cause of my brother, one cause of my father, a few counting school, and a few other reason I really dont want to talk about, but I've been so upset and in pain lately, if you havent noticed by my latest journals that my life's been a bit havic, I havent had a break and this week I went over the breaking point and basically went temporarily insane, and really showed a bad side of myself. Like I really had no reason to worry about losing him, but I've been so stressed that I let my mind get the better of me.
But heres what I afriad of, and I dont want to talk to anyone indiviually about it cause I want everything to drop and go back to the way things were, but I'm afraid after showing a side like that, and for the past few weeks I've been a little edgy, but for reasons each time, and things are getting better, but I'm afriad if its too late, if like they (meaning my friends and my love) think I'm insane, and just want to leave.
Now thats a cycle, cause before I was a afraid of losing them and now I'm afriad that by worrying about losing them I caused them to be annoyed to the point to where they just leave. I know its not true but I needed to get this off my chest in writing, now that I did this I feel a lot better,
But I seriously hate how I think. How paranoid I am, I need to relax.

I know I'm really confusing I hope someone could understand what I was trying to say =\ whatever I'm feeling a lot better, I really just want things to go back to the way they were.

]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9970360/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9970360/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 20:46:45 PDT _>; Yea, you know the tour Dir en Grey is doing with Korn Flyleaf Stone Sour Deftones yata yata.... Yea, well on Saturday When a huge HURRICANE hit my percious little piece of crap island, They were 'scheduled' to play here.
So, Me Courtney, Agnes, And Kuraiko, get tickets. And are so frickin excited about this concert, we stay up the night before and make outfis that took all firkcin night no joke we didnt sleep til after 6 in the morning... next day in the pouring rain high winds and DANGEROUS conditions we drive out to he stadium, we get in, all exfrickincited, listening to about maybe 5 local bands who had no problem being in the friggin rain (even in their underwear .-.) Finally you know, there ready to play the main bands.... .... ....
Yea Apparently not! THEY FUCKIN CANCELLED RIGHT BEFORE THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO GO ON!
Now we had good seats, VERY GOOD SEATS! Orchestra And since we were on a beach statium it was completely flooded! FREEZING!
And heres what they did before we realized they cancelled, The staff said that theres going to be a frickin rain delay. and we had to wait in the venders! So we leave the statium, I'm pissed, cold, and nervous.
We're all wondering why they just didnt reschedule the frickin thing. Then we run into my love, who tells us that he heard that Dir en Grey wasnt going to be performing, At first I think, Okay maybe he hearrd what happened yesterday, but my friends cleared it. But after he left, we decided to find out, we ask the staff, and he says, Dir en Grey will not be performing nor will Flyleaf nor would stone sour. Okay, I can survive without flyleaf and Stone sour, but I was REALLY looking forward to seeing Dir en Grey so much. So now we're like fuck this lets just go home.
So we call courtneys mom to come and pick us up.
Okay, That was not the only thing that went frickin wrong. Listen to this.
Courtney left her chains at the whatever place your supposed to leave your stuff at. And she goes to get it back, And she lost her ticket, and they wouldnt give her back her stuff. IN THE WEATHER WE WERE IN! I honestly understand that they were doing their jobs but I mean seriously, with the weather and she even pointed to what was hers. it had her keys on it, and we were NOT in the mood for this, We worked so hard on everything! Especially Agnes, I really felt bad, I wanted everything to go perfectly for her especially... she worked hardest and this was going to be her first concert.

So okay wanna believe this, thats not even the end of this horrible day from hell. So we're waiting for her mom literally freezing and me and agnes are almost crying Kuraiko and Courtney are PISSED.
but heres the next part:
we hear that there is still going to be a Dir en Grey signing, So we wait for courtneys mom to show up and just huddle in the car trying to warm up we all still pissed and upset on top of that we're freezing soaking wet.
So we get outta the car after a little bit of time warming up
And went to the entrance gate.
There were maybe three people there and we asked whats going on about the dir en grey signing and they tell us yes there is a signing, and they say something we've never heard "you need a wristband" NONE OF US EVER HEARD ANYTHING ABOUT A WRISTBAND!!! so we ask calmly how do we get a wristband, and the guy answer "Buy a CD"
What the hells that tell us?
We ask what do you mean and he pushes us outta the entrance way. So courtney wants to ask one question and the guy ACTUALLY answers her "you just asked that guy a bunch of questions, get back to the car your soaking wet." No we want to frickin get into the signing.
As we're walking away after basically giving up, The people have the nerve to say "All they care about is getting signatures"
WTF?! we can still hear you you assfucks! You know its actually not that easy to see a band you love so much, and you dont even get to see them after all the trouble we went through.
So tired, Cold, Wet, Upset, Angry we get in the car and go back to courtney, on the way back getting ready to sue them for a hell of a lot.
So we get back to courtneys and huddle downstairs and watch a movie after eating hot chinese food (thank you God something good) but of course my mom has a problem we me sleeping there and picks me kuraiko and agnes up, we drop agnes off home and I spend the night at Kuraikos.
I was happy then though Cause I havent seen my baby tai in such a long time. Oh and danny too .-. so I got to see them and watched house MD played WoW and hung out with Kuraiko talked to Kyle and got to relax. I slept alright that night.

Next Morning, We find out that the ENTIRE concert was cancelled, that actually good thing cause now we get a refund.
but then something screws up again, when I get home. I find out my brother was in another car a... ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9685250/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9685250/ Fri, 11 Aug 2006 00:19:06 PDT
1) Smoked weed or cigs: NO O_O
2) Consumed alcohol: I have, and hated it!
3) Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex: Not like that but yes >_> (I was 10)
4) Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex: Yes (not like that again!)
5) Made out with someone of the opposite sex: ummm I dont know if its considered making out
6) Made out with someone of the same sex: no
7) Had someone in your room of the opposite sex: Yep
8) Watched porn: ... .... ... My eyes xD~! -glares at courtney-
9) Bought porn: NO!
10) Done drugs: Not drugs o-o;

11) Taken pain killers: ummm, when I'm in pain, o-o kinda what their made for!
12) Taken someone elses prescription medicine: No
13) Lied to your parents: Yes
14) Lied to a friend: ...sadly...
15) Snuck out of the house: No
16) Done something illegal: Prolly didnt realize it XD
17) Cut yourself: No!!
18) Hurt someone: Physically? once. Emotionally? Not on purpose.
19) Wished someone to die: No
20) Seen someone die: Not seen....


21) Missed curfew: Ummm O_o; I may have been late a few times
22) Stayed out all night: I want to so badly
23) Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself: No i wouldnt be able to no matter how much I love sweets <3
24) Been to a therapist: yes
25) Been to rehab:
26) Dyed your hair: i used a rinse in it but never dyed.
27) Recieved a ticket: Nooo :3 I'm a good girl
28) Been in a wreck: Yes all the time!
29) Been to a club: Not really o-o

31) Been to a wild party: HELLS YEA! SODA, VIDEO GAMES AND MUSIC! it got so crazy whooo!!! I'm so cool |3~
32) Seen the Mardi Gras: No kinda scared to!
34) Had a summer break in Florida: No :3
35) Sniffed anything: I have no nose! ... ... ... *sneeze*
36) Wore black nail polish: I have no nails! (seriously, I really have short nails XDD like nonexistant *bites her nails*) but... yea I have
37) Wore arm bands: *gasp* no arms! how am I typing this!!! o-o ... .. ... .. answer is yes
38) Wore t-shirts with band names: ... ... *looks down* The irony!
39) Listened to rap: Yea
40) Own a 50 Cent CD: No XD

41) Dressed gothic: omfg yea XD Kuraiko, school dance grade 7th HAHAHA!
42) Dressed preprivate skool: maybe o-o
43) Dressed punk: Yea
44) Dressed grunge: I LOVE GRUNGE! the sad thing is... I dont even have enough money to support that style on myself XDD
45) Stole something: ... where the hell are the cops!
46) Been too drunk to remember anything: I. hate. alcohol.
47) Blacked out: Yea, Dizzy spell + Hot shower = uh oh
48) Fainted: .., Yea
49) Had a crush on your neighbor: My neighbor scares the hell outta me o-o
50) Had someone sneak into your room: YES! XDD

51) Snuck into someone else's room: yea! scared the hell outta my cousin once!
52) Had a crush on someone of the same sex: no
53) Been to a concert: Yea!
54) Dry humped someone: ... ....cause thats not personal o-o;
55) Been called a slut: I was told that because I'm a girl, I'm never gonna find true love and become a prostitue when I'm older, does that count?
56) Called someone a slut: Not seriously
57) Installed speakers in your car: I helped my brother install speakers in his car
58) Broke a mirror: thats actually a really funny story
59) Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house: outside my family - No
60) Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush: NOT ON PURPOSE!

61) Consider ludacris your favorite rapper: What does he sing again o-o;
62) Seen an R rated movie in theaters: Yes
63) Cruised the mall: I always do <3 its actually one of my favorite things to do
64) Skipped school: Not exaclty skipped
65) Had an eating disorder: Outta stress I couldnt eat for two weeks/.
66) Had an injury: Okay... about 5 concusions (yea go figure), I broke my wrist, have scars on my knees, and a lot more
67) Gone to court: I may have i really dont remember
68) Walked out of a resteraunt without paying: No.
69) Caught something on fire: Pffst ahahhahaha XD yes!
70) Lied about your age: Ticket person: Okay now how old are you? Me: fourt- Mom: 12! Me: ...12...

71) Owned an apartment: Nooooo
72) Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend: Never thats seriously just disgusting!
73) Been cheated on: ...yes...
74) Got in trouble with the police: When I was six I thought I was and started crying histerically apparently he just reconized me and my brother and wanted to sya hi XD
75) Talked to a stranger: Even though mommy said no
76) Hugged a stranger: No
77) Kissed a stranger: No
78) Rode in the car with a stranger: No o-o
79) Been sexua... ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9671327/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9671327/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 23:09:09 PDT [birthdate] 9/18/90
[sex] Female
[relationship status] Taken
[shoe size] 2-3
[parents still together] No
[siblings] Full blood: 1 brother; Half sisters: Pffst; Stepsisters: 2
[pets] I personally dont have a pet, but my friend has a dog that I love with all my heart!

FAVORITES....

[color] Black-Purple-Red-Green
[number] 6706
[time of year]Summer or Winter (what a contradiction)
[type of weather] I find rainy day comfortable but I really love seeing the sun sometimes!
[food/drink] Seafood, and Soda: Coca cola Drink in itself: Chocolate milk shake <3

--DO YOU--
[twirl your hair] sometimes
[have any tattoos] No
[like scary moviess] They can be fun, I'm more of a comedy going though or a romance <3
[like cleaning] I kinda am, like if I get started
[know how to drive a standard] Not yet T_T
[own a cell phone] yep
[collect anything] Manga, wolf plushies, anime, Dir en Grey stuff...

--HAVE YOU EVER--
[been in a fist fight] yea
[considered a life of crime] Not really O_o;
[considered being a hooker] ahahahaha yes I think about that all the frickin time! XD what the hell!? hell no! (I once thought of becoming a nun when I was a kid)
[been in love] Yes I am right now
[made out with just a friend] No
[hurt someone you love] I dont know... people dont tell me if I hurt them or not sometimes...
[kicked someone in the nuts] HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! BEST QUESTION YET! THE ANSWER IS YES! ALL THE FRICKIN TIME!! whoa thats perfect timing too! xD

--CURRENT--
[clothing] My TNBC pajamas
[hair] Plain down
[song you are in love with] Jesus christ RnR - Dir en Grey Seize the Day - Avenged Sevenfold Stranger inside - Shinedown Cage - Dir en Grey Akuro no oka - Dir en Grey Peace of Mind - Boston
[cd in your stereo] Shinedown
[mood] Love
[thing you ought to be doing] I should be sleeping.

--LOVE--
[first crush] when I was in preschool XD
[first kiss] First REAL kiss - Kyle
[first love] Truly in love - Kyle
[do you believe in love at first sight] I believe if it was destined yes <3 but you should get to know the person first (As I did <3)
[do you believe in "the one"] Yes
[are you a tease] No

--ARE YOU--
[honest] I try to be
[sarcastic] all the time
[a daydreamer] Yes
[up tight or laid back] Laid back usually Up tight if something is pissing me off >_>
[messy or organized] organized
[shy or outgoing] shy at first then outgoing

--IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--
[bought something] Yes
[been sick] Yes
[sang] Yes I sing all the time
[missed someone] Yes
[gotten drunk] NO!!
[gotten a haircut] Yes
[watched cartoons] YES!

--LAST PERSON THAT--
[you spent the night with] All night - over Kuraiko's
[spent the night with you] My cousin Marc NOT LIKE THAT
[saw you cry] My mom
[made you cry] ...rather not talk about it
[you said "i love you" to] Kyle
[told you they loved you] Kyle

--WHAT IS--
[the best feeling in the world] Being loved
[the worst feeling in the world] Being betrayed..
[your greatest fear] Losing the one I love ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9653954/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9653954/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 19:14:07 PDT
It seems she may have something wrong with her disease wise and honestly I'm scared.
For the past two years shes been in and out of the hospital but she told me everything was beter, like everything. They took out her gall bladder and she said that was the entire problem.
I asked her if she was alright, and she said, I am for now. When I asked her to explain she said it was none of my business, but she doesnt realize that because shes not telling me its making me think horrible. She says she fine for now, but what about next year or the year after.

I'm seriously starting to think the worse...
I know that I've uploaded a lot of journal about the times my mom went in for problems but everything came out fine, at least thats what she told me... I really dont think I can believe her anymore.
And she wont tell me anything... ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9557089/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9557089/ Mon, 31 Jul 2006 17:26:00 PDT My great aunt passed away...
My two of my cousins both have cancer.
Ones cancer is very severe and he doesnt have long...
And the other I'm not sure I just know its bad...

Also I'm having some stress and paranoia from so much stuff lately...
Three of my friends have a relationship problem I'm not gonna talk about right now, just I'm in the middle and I'm really facing alot of stress right now, but I really want to help.
but after about a month of helping them another group of my friends had more relationship problem and came to me. So now I'm dealing with five people relationship problem, and I have a problem I dont want to talk about...
Some of my friends are telling me to give it a rest I cant help everyone, I need to take care of myself right now. but the thing is so many people really count on me, I wish I could take a break. but I dont want them to feel abandoned...

my head is spinning right now, and I myself am having some health issues. Nothing big, but I havent been eating or sleeping. I'm constantly tired and I lost 8 pounds in the past week without noticing, and I still can't eat.
But I'm trying to take care of my friends who call me crying! (I'm seriously not anorexic just stressed.)

My paranoia is the main sorce of this crap!
I've been asking things I've havent worried about in years. My nightmares have come back and things are so stressful. Every time I see my friends I'm paranoid of what their thinking that if I pissed them off or if I'm annoying the hell outta them and when I ask if I am they say no but I still feel bad about myself.

I'm freaking out, I'm going insane!
When I was with my love this weekend I was so paranoid, he saw it, and he noticed things were wrong. So I told him everything, and I am freaking that if I complain so much he'll leave.
And when I'm nervous I'm clingy, So what if I'm clinging too much and its annoying him. (he told me he wont So I'm just gonna try and leave it at that.)

I've felt this way before, So I know it'll go away and hopefully soon.
I'm making myself REALLY sick myself.

PLUS! I'm in summer school and am doing amazing, but I forgot to do an assignment the only frickin assignment we were told to do!! we never had homework but there was one thing she wanted us to complete and I lost the sheet, Right now I'm top of my class I have the highest average but now I'm scared I ruined it all! plus I missed a day of labs so I need to make up extra tomorrow which means I'm not going to get home til 1:30 or so! AND! it doesnt matter how good I do right now cause if I dont pass the *regents in august I'm SCREWED! it doesnt matter how hard I worked cause if I fail the regents I fail the class, and I'll have to take it again next year and if I do that I'm going to go insane!

Now, I'm not depressed, I'm not completely destroyed. Only for the moment, I'll get back up soon and get everything done.
I just want to be happy again...

I REALLY need a trip to the beach.... Or a ride on a motocycle. ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9513284/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9513284/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 15:37:11 PDT
* * * * * *
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night

and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a

big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that

after dinner, she would like to go out and make love

for the first time.

* * * * * * * * *

Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex

before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get

some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and

the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour.

He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and

sex.

* * * * * * * * *

At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many

condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family

pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he

thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all.

* * * * * * * * *

That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents

house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm

so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!"

* * * * * * * * *

The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table

where the girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly

offers to say grace and bows his head.

* * * * * * * * *

A minute passes, and the boy is still deep in prayer,

with his head down.

* * * * * * * * *

10 minutes pass, and still no movement from the boy.

* * * * * * * * *

Finally, after 20 minutes with his head down, the

girlfriend leans over and whispers to the

boyfriend, "I had no idea you were this religious."

* * * * * * * *

The boy turns, and whispers back, "I had no idea your

father was a pharmacist."

* * * * * * * * ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9483859/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9483859/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 21:25:57 PDT
no worries

I will hopefully have some new stuff up soon
~yuuko ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9408966/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9408966/ Mon, 17 Jul 2006 18:46:07 PDT +++
Well first let me tell you all, my mom is fine all the tests came back all negative.
+++
I shall update my contest later, there is extended time! the information can be found here
so far we have one entry:
-> Why do I have to wear this?
+++
My laptop finally has internet back. yey! which means I can finally get some new pictures up and ink the ones that arent! :woot:
+++
I'm in summer school for something thats not even my fault!
I'm in for Bio and the only reason I'm here is because I didnt have enough lab credits which wasnt my fault cause I wasnt there for the first like month of school and the teacher told me to make them up at the end of the year, so I go back and she yells saying she never told me that! So now I have to go for the bio classes, AND! now I got to stay for an extra period to make up the labs >________< noooooooooooot faaaaair!!!
+++
My life is getting back on track after some time in depression, I realized what brought me down so I'm currently working on my self esteem.
I am so in love right now, I can't believe how amazing this guy is.
I couldnt be happier now !

Okay small update =3 complete!
now back to my billy joel =3 ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9258761/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9258761/ Mon, 03 Jul 2006 08:59:52 PDT
Maybe its nothing to worry about, but right now I'm freaking out!

You know, I'm just putting this out there, but it this turns out like last time, and they dont do anything about whats wrong, I think I'm seriously going to go insane. ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9181077/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9181077/ Sun, 25 Jun 2006 17:22:14 PDT this makes me happy

Punjabi

Tunak tunak Tun
Tunak tunak Tun
Tunak tunak Tun
Da Da Da

Dholna vajje tumbe vaali taar
Sun dil di pukaar
Aaja kar layieh pyaar
Dholna...

Duniya yaara rang birangi
na eh bheri na eh changi
Sun yaara bole ik taya
Mehndi da yaara

Dholna kadeh mere nal hass
Mainu dil valli dass
Nahin taan teri meri bass
Dholna...

Dholna tu chann mein chakor
Sadde varga na hor
Rab hath saddi dor
Dholna...

English

Tunk tunk Tun
Tunk tunk Tun
Tunk tunk Tun
Da Da Da

Sweetheart, the strings of the instrument play
listen to what the heart says
Come and love me
Sweetheart...

The world is a colorful place
it's not good nor bad
Listen friends the iktaara* says
Mehndi's friends

Sweetheart, come smile with me sometimes
My heart's keeper (lover) look
This body is not under your or my control
Sweetheart...

Sweetheart, you are moon and I am Chakor**
there no one like us
Our threads of life is in the hands of god
Sweetheart

-----
*An Iktaara is an instrument with one string
**Chakor is a mythical bird that is supposed to look at the moon continuously like it is in love with it

------
CONTEST!!!

I ish now holding a contest, and since summer is coming, the picture will be summer themed!!!

Okay basically its just drawing any one(or more doesnt matter) of my character, (optional with one of your character) summer themed!!!
anything you want, coloring is optional. there are no other rule cept, have fun with it,
there are no limits on what you can draw. just please, please don't hand in a porno... Court ¬_¬

So any just have fun with it !
I'll upload reference for the character tomorrow.

Dead line will be July 4 (may be extended)

Prizes
First place will get a choice of a month subscription or two pictures of their choice.
Second place will get a picture of their choice
Third place gets a Hug. (I dont know yet )

People in:
]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9171152/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9171152/ Sat, 24 Jun 2006 17:12:38 PDT -----------------
CONTEST!!!

I ish now holding a contest, and since summer is coming, the picture will be summer themed!!!

Okay basically its just drawing any one(or more doesnt matter) of my character, (optional with one of your character) summer themed!!!
anything you want, coloring is optional. there are no other rule cept, have fun with it,
there are no limits on what you can draw. just please, please don't hand in a porno... Court ¬_¬

So any just have fun with it !
I'll upload reference for the character tomorrow.

Dead line will be July 4 (may be extended)

Prizes
First place will get a choice of a month subscription or two pictures of their choice.
Second place will get a picture of their choice
Third place gets a Hug. (I dont know yet )

People in:
]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9057008/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/9057008/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 12:57:45 PDT In my own dream world until Ken decided to place my metal Kyo necklace which I had on my AC on my neck.

2. Who will be your next kiss?
-^oo^- Kairu

3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
MY PINK CHRISTINA AGULERLA MONSTERS AHHH!!!

4. When is the last time you went to the mall?
Friday

5. Are you wearing socks right now?
Yush -kicks feets- Kawaii desu na 'w'

6. When was the last time you went out of town?
Ummm... monday!

7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
Nosh, I miss the movies, I wanna see "The Omen"

8. What was the last thing you had to drink?
COFFEE!!! >3 this survey is gonna be fun!

9. What are you wearing right now?
My black and Red ribbon shirt =3

10. Have you been in a car wash?
Apparently in Kyle's nightmare

11. Last food you ate?
'w' an apple!

12. Where were you last week on Saturday?
Babysitting and and watching dance to Bad Touch.

13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
Nosh I need to though T-T

14. When is the last time you ran?
Today, I was running down the halls at school

15. What's the last sporting event you watched?
Baseball

16. What is your favorite class?
Chorus class!! I love singing

17. Your dream vacation?
Someplace where there is no violence, just where I can be calm with my friends and the love of my life.

18. Last 3 people's houses you were in?
and my cousins Marc's.

19. How old are your parents?
Mom: Mid 40s
Dad: early 60s (don't ask please)
stepdad: Mid 40s

20. Are you in love?
I just want to scream it at the top of my lungs

21. Do you miss anyone?
Very much so

22. Last play you saw?
The Lion King

23. What are your plans for today?
Cramming for my math Final tomorrow

24. Who is the last person you commented on myspace?
I dont really go on myspace that much. I believe it was my cousins page.

25. Ever go to camp?
Yush! KAMP KAWANAS!!!!

26. Were you an honor roll student in school?
Yush

27. What do you want to know about the future?
Will people learn to be together?

28. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
Yup, I love my perfume ^w^

29. Are you hungry?
Sorta

30. Where is your best friend located?
Dont know whether I should give that information ( & )

31. Do you have a tan?
I'm naturally tan

32. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
When I'm ready

33. Do you collect anything?
Yes.

34. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
When my brother was driving xD

35. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
you are a pysco

36. How do you like your drinks?
Ummm....

37. Do you like hot sauce?
omg no! I cant take spicy x-x

38. When is the last time you took a shower?
I take two a day :3 when I wake up and when I'm about to go to bed (is a neat freak)

39. Who do you have a crush on?
the most wonderful guy in the world, his name is Kyle, and I just love hi... ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8999037/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8999037/ Wed, 07 Jun 2006 12:45:24 PDT
Were you a planned baby?:
- My mom was definately planning me, my dad whos knows, he just got up and left.

Were you the first?:
- Nope.

Who was present at your birth?
- My parents, grandparents, uncle and aunt

Were your parents married when you were born?:
- Yes.

What is your birth date?:
- Sept. 18 1990


Part 2: The Family

How would you describe your family?
-uhhh overprotective XDD

Are your parents married? Divorced? Seperated?:
- Seperated

Siblings or an only child?:
- HAHAHAHAHAAH is this half/step/full
Full
-1
Step
-3
Half
-....I lost count....

If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?:
- ....erm... middle I guess

What are your siblings names?:
- want me to list them?! O_O
Full
R.J.

step
Nikki
Jen
Kristen

-half
...I didnt meet them all XD

Which parent do you get along with best?:
- my mom hands down

What do you fight about?:
- anxieties

Do you have step parents?:
- yup


Part 3: The Friends

Do you have more than one best friend?:
- Yes

Who are your best friends?:
- &

Do you share the same interest?
- Yes.


Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem?
- Pretty low but its gradually getting higher

Do you get depressed about things easily?:
- Yes.

Are you an extrovert or an introvert?:
- Pretty much an extrovert less you catch me moody

Are you happy?
- I try to be ^-^

Do you live life to the fullest?:
- I'm gonna start to!


Part 5: Appearance

Are you comfortable with the way you look?:
- pretty much

Do you have any piercings other than your ears?
- nosh

Describe your hair?
- Upper back lenght

What make-up do you wear?:
- mostly just eyeliner and mascara.

How do you dress?
- ummm depends on the day, usually just what I can find mostly punk stuff though

Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child?:
- Yes

What did you used to love that you no longer do?
- Play with my brohter

Do you have the same friends?:
- some actually O_O

Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?:
- a lot... it was basically myself against the world. I only had my mother and brother to confind in. I have scars to remind me.

Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition?:
- to become a singer and change at least someone who is bad

Are you scared of growing old?:
- Of course.

Do you want to get married?:
- Someday.


Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?:
- depends. mostly outdoors though. Makes me notice there is still some beauty left.

What is your favorite season:
- Summer

Favorite weather?
- Sunny

Do you like walking in the rain?:
- Yes.


Part 9: Food

Are you a vegetarian?:
- No.

What is your favorite food?
- Seafood mostly lobster

What food makes you want to gag?:
- Onions, marinara sauce

What is your favorite dessert?:
- Chocolate cone *w*

What is your favorite restaurant?:
- Mushrooms

Are you a fussy eater?
- Yes.


Part 10: Relationships and Love

Are you single or taken?:
- Hopefully that will be answered soon ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8993319/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8993319/ Tue, 06 Jun 2006 20:38:17 PDT
[x] held hands.
[x] lost someone.
[x] never got a chance to tell someone something important.
[x] cried my eyes out.
[x] danced.
total: 5

[x] rejected someone.
[x] wanted to kill someone.
[x] got called a slut/whore.
[x] heard a rumor about yourself.
[x] hurt someone.
total: 5

[ ] got involved in sports.
[x] got called a dork.
[x] fell out of love.
[x] went to a funeral.
[x] know someone who has committed suicide.
total: 4

[x] wrote a love poem.
[x] went through a phase.
[x] got ditched.
[x] know someone really stupid and annoying.
[ ] had too many ex's.
total: 4

[ ] drank.
[x] made mistakes.
[x] found the one. I did, I definately did
[ ] thought you found the one.
[ ] cheated on you b/f or g/f.
total: 2

[x] found out your b/f or g/f cheated.
[x] was lied to.
[x] felt like the happiest person in the world.
[x] felt like dying.
[ ] got pregnant/your girl pregant.
total: 4

[x] prayed.
[x] had a crush.
[x] disliked someone.
total: 3

Now times by 3 this is how much of a teenager you are
Put Im 81% of a teenager

----

mah wifey


mah Girlfriend


Friends
http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8985113/ Tue, 06 Jun 2006 05:53:05 PDT
the kid was arrested about a half hour ago and my mom didnt want to take a chance and took me out of school. so I'm still shaking.

yea another scarey incident huh?

this is starting to get a little ridiculous.

I'm sure things will be alright, I mean they caught and arrested the guy, but I've never seen an arrest, so yes it scared me.

But everythings alright now. ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8923142/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8923142/ Tue, 30 May 2006 17:53:08 PDT
-No swimming
-No DDR
-and no running
THIS SUCKS!

Okay so I was at the beach, HAPPY AS ANYONE COULD BE! then it was time for me to go on the boat. its low tide... I'm short... and clumsy... and screwed...
So guess what. *SLAM* I fell and got my foot stuck and it cracked. I didnt think much of it (I have bad luck with doing that) so then I went to school, going through hell's torment with pain. so when I got home my mom noticed it was swollan and said I'm taking you to the hospital (she doesnt want to take anymore chances cause last time she did that wiht my wrist It was broken xDD~) so we go, and the doctor were teasing me cause it seems I'm done growing (and I am short) I'm gonna be so made fun of... Soooo after they finished making fun of me, they got the x-rays back and they were like 'your screwed'

So yea now I have a broken leg and I cant walk. haha, this sucks.

o well its only like two weeks or something, not sure... Oh well

schools gonna suck though. ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8823060/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8823060/ Sat, 20 May 2006 06:22:04 PDT mah wifey


mah Girlfriend


Friends
http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8685088/ Fri, 05 May 2006 19:18:52 PDT ), Nekosama ( ) and my friend DJ were hanging at the town festival, having a great time, until, DJ spotted some people from another town that he was fighting with showed up.
...they had guns...
now we just got off a ride, and me Kuraiko were walking and we saw Neko talking to DJ and I saw the look on DJ's face, he was serious, he told us we had to leave right now! I knew he was worried so we started to leave, and he was explaining what was going on, I broke down and starting crying, I was so scared, we told the cops and continued to DJ's house, I am in hysterics now... their trying to make me better, but it wasn't working I couldn't stop, I started screaming, I called my mom trying to talk calmly, but I couldn't I started to cry again on the phone and scream to her to pick me up. I didn't want to get her upset, but I couldn't help myself.

After I got into the car with my mom and Kuraiko, we saw a cop car go by with its lights and sirins going and my mom said that there were two kids in there (t he two kids with the guns) I felt better, but I was still crying, I still am shaking, This is definately the worst exprience of my life.
Now I'm over Kuraiko's typing this out.
I'm so shakened.

The worse thing was was something that you see in a horror movie, as we were running, I tripped, now my ankle hurts, and its twisted.

As long as they got them and everyone's safe, I'm fine. I just will never forget this.

How can anyone especially another kid, hurt someone, A KID! can now a kid become psycotic?

o well I guess. that how things are. Hopefully one day things will change.

Also, no one was hurt they got them before they could. Everything is fine, just I need time to get over this.

Thank God, I'm alive. This proves how valuable life is...

I love you all
~Yuuko

Good night, hopefully I'll be able to sleep. ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8675849/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8675849/ Thu, 04 May 2006 19:38:35 PDT
seriously, I wish I could change schools again, my school's really starting to piss me off, the students are assholes, there are the choice few that aren't, but now someones being a bitch and saying things about me that aren't true, Cause there are also the choice few that actually know me >_> and I'm really sick of this shit! I have my friends at that school.
Yea there are a few on this site ^^ and I love them. but when someone who DOESN'T truly know me goes around saying I'm a bitch, then thats just disgusting! I'm sick of this! and of course I feel as though I'm being ignored. I mean, shit, I'm not mean to anyone, there are people I dont like, but I'm not mean to them, I try and stay away from them.
So yea, seriously, I really dont hate anyone though, some people just get on my nerves pretty easily, though. O well... what am I going to do about it -sigh- I just have to ignore it...

I have my friends and I'm fine ~!

just wish though that arent my friends would just shut up and not bother me...

And seriously, if I did hurt anyone! I didn't mean to! I wish they'd just confront me 'IN PERSON' instead of trying to hurt me.

O well as I used to be told 'those that spread rumors are insecure of themselves'

Special special shoutouts to those who I know and mean the world to me!


(I know her well enough )

Of course there are others, but I g2g XD

besides that though lifes pretty ^^


Okay I'm done!
~Yuuko ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8665301/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8665301/ Wed, 03 May 2006 18:35:21 PDT
my friend courtney, now called akaiko (heh, first Kuraiko now akaiko xD) Well anyway, she is now on Deviantart, ^^ she's really good, she does remake of art, ^-^ so please make her feel confortable!

thank you
~yuuko ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8535596/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8535596/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 19:53:36 PDT
[ ] you own a jersey
[ ] you like being sweaty
[x] you love mud
[ ] you play at least one sport on a team
[x (I guess )] you play more than 1 sport for fun
[x] you hate pink
[x] you love hoodies and jeans
[x] pranks are fun
[x] dogs are better than cats
[hilarious!] its funny when people get hurt
Total = 7

[ ] shopping is torture
[x] pulling heads off dolls isnt creepy.. its fun
[ ] you dont cry
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] girl drama is stupid
[ ] painting your nails is weird/stupid
[x] you own a ps2
[x] you own an xbox
[x] you own a gamecube
[ ] at some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter
[ ] you own a psp
Total = 4

[ ] you used to be obsessed with power rangers
[ ] you watch sports center
[ ] sports on tv are awesome
[xxx] gorey movies are the best!
[ ] you arent scared of anything
[ ] you take part in "male bonding"
[ ] you only go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball caps
[ ] you aren't sensitive
[x] no pain no gain
Total = 2

[ ] you like going to football games
[x] night games rock
[ ] spiders and bugs are cool
[x] you like to freak out your sister or brother
[ ] you used to or do collect baseball cards
[ ] saggy pants are cool
[x] you get sports illustrated/other sports magazine
[x] fire is cool
[ ] you don't babysit
[x] you're immature
Total = 5

[ ] its kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x]green black red or blue are your favorite color(s)
[ ] romantic comedies are boring
[ ] you dont care about watching your weight
[ ] you hate dressing up
[ ] you dont care about your hair
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what people think
[ ] youre the one who asks a guy/girl out not the other way around
[x] climbing is fun
[ ] contact sports like football are fun
Total:3

now add the numbers up and re-post with your score as:
"I'm __% boyish" ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8453682/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8453682/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 21:46:24 PDT 3
as soon as I can I'll upload pictures, I really like the way it came out.
(scary thing is I jsut found out I was the first person she ever cut hair on o-o; )
but it still came out great, my cousin did a great job!
I'm really happy with it

~yuuko ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8268585/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8268585/ Sat, 25 Mar 2006 19:53:11 PST Kuraiko, just saying this to bug Yuuko xD (i have her password, i OWN HER SOUL >D )

Yuuko is at my house playing the n64 game "Goemon the mystical ninja," and theres one guy in the game named "Baron." We relised "HOlY CRAP THAT LOOK LIKE AN ALBINO TANSY!" XDD

So i of course went to go look up picture of him for fun, and found the black colored clone, paron. Hes an ultra white Tansy xDDDD
Check it out: [link]

Yeah, Yuukos behind me, she thought i was kidding about putting up this journal sooo.. O_o;

bye bye xD ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8234962/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8234962/ Wed, 22 Mar 2006 09:14:54 PST AND I GOT TO SEE IT LIVE!
omfg I am so happy, I honestly can not breathe!
NYC!

Okay heres the story:
The day before the concert, Monday, me and my friend courtney, we're so upset, cause we knew it was impossible to go;

Ticket sold out within 18 minute of them being sold online by the presale.
there was no door tickets.
Both! Both our parents are getting over or are sick.
We couldn't find anyone to take us.
and we were in tears.
and lots more o-o;

So yea therer were SO MANY FRICKIN ODDS AGAINST US!
But still me and courtney persisted, we looked for EVERYONE that could possibly take us. but since the concert was on a Tuesday it was too hard for everyone.
finally at 9:00 pm Court calls me and tells me her uncle will take us.
now we're getting somewhere.

But still THERE ARE NO TICKETS! but you know its literally 99%-1% chance. and there still is that one litttle slither of a chance. Now, at 10:15 I am still upset, I was in a convo with my friend Akira, :icontaritaritarara: and we were saying how unfair and mean this was!
But at around midnight or something, we are told that we arae going into the city and we're gonna meet her uncle and see if their is a way to go.
My heart stopped from anxiousness. I wanted to bring so many people but I couldn't for a lot of reasons! Sorry Kura, Akira, Mika

so heres the rest of the story;
So its tuesday ( my mom made me go to school for half the day xDD) So I get in the car and we drive staright to the train station, me and court are all dressed up. So we walk to the Avalon, and we can HEAR them particing, that made me SO SAD I NEEDED TO SEE THEM NOW!

So we leave for a little while cause the concert aint til seven even though the line is so frickin long we wanted to look around for someone with "extra tickets"
We come back now its 6:30 and wefound this man, "scalper", and he sold us tickets for 60 bucks each, I know it was stupid but this was so important to us. AND WE GOT FRICKIN TICKETS! So we stand on line, and there is this girl behind me, Alyssa, And we start talking, I made such good friends with her! Now we finally get to the front and we're going in we're so happy and I am dying from the inticapation.
We get our tickets scanned THEY WERE FUCKIN FAKES! THAT FUCKIN ASSHOLE! So we leave the building, and let me put this into simple terms, I WAS PISSED I WAS SO FRICKIN PISSED, Courts uncle went to look for the guy, and I'm screaming frickin curses at the top of my lungs, How could someone be that heartless or depresate! I know I know I shouldn't trust them, but this was so important to me!
It seems this guy scammed LOTS of people, there were about 60-70 people standing outside with us doing the same thing, the boss tried to work out something, and he did! for 30 bucks a piece we got in!
I'm dying here, as you can see ALL THE FRICKIN ODDS WERE AGAINST US! AND WE STILL GOT IN! and in perfect place >3
Yea we were in the back but I found a railing that was pretty high up and I sat on that and got the BEST VEIW EVER I COULD SEE KYO PERFECTLY!
now I met up with my new friend and we were talking and hanging out while the first band That let me tell you, SUCKED, So as we watch the man with sexy hair play we laughed, my friend screamed "YOU MAKING ME WANT TO DO THINGS" xDDDDDDD I love her! so FINALLY they got off, (they were bad, but I give them credit as being a new band) now heres what sucked, IT TOOK AN HOUR TO BRING THEM OUT! mostly cause this ass was telling everyone to back up more and more >_< SO anyway, still having a perfect veiw, after screaming "Kyo Kyo Kyo" and "Dir en Grey" they come out, no everyone screaming and THE WAY THEY KICKED O... ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8146185/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8146185/ Mon, 13 Mar 2006 05:46:19 PST

anyway, I'm really happy with te comments I've been gettting lately on my most recently uploaded pictures

hehehee My friend drew Kasuke for me but I'm too lazyto get the link XDDD LOL sorry mah squerill XDD

I'll get it later, this computer is horrible xDDD I didn't think it was possible but its worse than my computer.

-sigh- My freinds depressed and I feel so bad for him. I'm going to cheer him up now

see ya
~Yuuko

PS Kitty. Dont let anyone chose your path I love you. ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8087805/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8087805/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 19:47:26 PST nya... I just thought I'd update here as well for Crimson Nightmare

Okay, yes I know its been awhile, but I swear we'll update. School has been making it a little tough on us. So you just gotta be patient a little longer.
Hopefully we can make it more professional with time as well.
thank you for being patient with our procrastinations.

check it out ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8040013/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8040013/ Wed, 01 Mar 2006 17:35:07 PST [x] I have read a lot of books.
[ ] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[x] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.
Total= 2

[ ] I have been to Europe.
[x] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[x] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[x] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[x] I have been snowboarding/skiing.
Total= 4

[x] I have played ping pong.
[x] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[x] I have seen fireworks.
Total= 3

[x] I have seen a shooting star.
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[x] I have almost drowned.
[x] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
Total= 3

[x] I have listened to one cd over & over & over again.
[x] I have had stitches.
[ ] I have been on the honor roll.
[] I have had frostbite.
[xxxxx] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there
[x] I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.
[ ] I currently have a job.
[x] I have been ice skating.
[x] I have been rollerblading.
[x] I have fallen flat on my face.
Total= 7

[x] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[x] I have been in a fist fight.
[xxxxx] I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.
[ ] I have passed out from being drunk.
[x] I have watched the power rangers.
Total= 4

[ ] I do attend temple
[x] I have played truth or dare.
Total= 1

[x] I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
[x] I've been in a verbal argument.
[x]I've cried in school.
Total= 3

[ ] I've played baseball on a team.
[ ] I've played football on a team.
[] I've played soccer on a team.
[X...I dont want to admit it... I WAS 5!!!] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ ]I've played softball on a team.
[ ] I've played volleyball on a team.
[ ] I've played tennis on a team.
[ ] I've been on a swim team.
[ ] I've been on a golf team.
[ ] I've played basketball on a team
Total= 1

[x] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[x] I've climbed a rock wall.
[x]I've lost more than $20.
[x] I've called myself an idiot.
[x] I've called someone else an idiot.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[x] I've had (or have) pets.
Total= 7

[x] I've owned a spice girls cd.
[x] I've owned a britney spears cd.
[x] I've owned an N*Sync cd.
[x]I've owned a backstreet boys cd.
Total= 4

[ ]I've sworn at someone in authority.
[x (for cheerleading D(and singing in a concert )]'ve been in the newspaper.
[x I've been on TV.
Total= 2

[ ] I've been to Hawaii.
[x and hated it >_< dont kill me]I've eaten sushi.
[ ]I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[ ] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[x XD my sister forces me] I've watched all of the Harry Potter movies.
Total= 2

[ ] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[x] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[ ] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[x] I've watched Looney Tunes.
Total= 2

[x] I've been called a geek.
[x] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[x] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
Total=3

[x] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[ ] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours
[x] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[x] I've written poetry.
[ ] I've been arrested.
Total= 3

[x] I've been attracted to someone older than me
[x (LOL I've been tickled til I pissed myself HAHAHAHA)] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[x] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[x] I've had/have siblings.
[x] I've been to a rock concert.
Total= 5

[x] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've been picked last in gym class.
[x] I've been picked first in gym class.
[x] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
Total= 4

[x] I've cried in front of my friends.
[ ] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
[x] I've played Halo 2.
[ ] I've freaked out over a sports game
[ ] I've been to Alaska.
Total= 2

[ ] I've been to China.
[ ] I've been to Spain.
[ ] I've been to France.
[x] I've had... ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8030228/ http://Kago-ni-Okami.deviantart.com/journal/8030228/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 17:09:00 PST
most of you knwo that one March 21st Dir en Grey is gonna be playing at Alavon Bar in NYC
but heres the sad part.
you got to be 16! gaaaaaaaaah

SO anyway, I RUN down the stairs, frantically, jump over my couch and jump in front of my mom who is watching a movie (bad move on my part ) so she's already pissed off at me.. but stupid me, I dont realize and I continue to ramble about Dir en Grey coming. And she say she doesn't know whether I could get in or not, So I told her I just need some one who is over 16 to take me. and she said she wasn't sure if she could take me, So now I'm frantic scared that I wouldnt be able to go, and like an angel my brother walks in the door with his girlfriend and hears me screaming "PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE" rapid fire xD and asks what going on, and I ramble again. (now in my mind I was telling myself to shut up because RJ has NO tolerance for annoyance but luckily He was in a good mood and understood me) he looked at my mom, and said HE HAS NO PROBLEM TAKING ME!

I died. I literally died. I CAN NOT BELIEVE WHAT JUST HAPPENED. Let me tell you about my relationship with my brother
He ends up screaming
I end up crying
I usually scream I hate you
I come abck an hour later.
apologizing

so I'm kinda afraid about being with him for about 8 hours xDDD

OH Kuraiko, mika, akira. he might take you guys as well. I AM DYING!!!


EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I CANT BE HAPPIER!!! ]]> ~Kago-ni-Okami