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AND IT TOTALLY CAME TODAY

but
the
skirt
was
too
small


fml.

=/

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/28649927/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/28649927/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 11:53:19 PST Poetry = shit.
My poetry = more shit.

mehh.

I did buy a Full Metal Alchemist Costume. It's gonna be from "Santa".
Cause.
I'm.
Lame.


]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/28205654/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/28205654/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 19:50:15 PST
]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/27450943/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/27450943/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 14:39:08 PDT So is the birthday :3

And I'm tryin to plan it, but there's like...nothing I can do T.T [it's nov.6], gonna have a party that Saturday for the kiddies in schools.

I really needed to update my journal.

xD







]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/26782267/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/26782267/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 19:06:18 PDT "If you could turn back time and change anything in your life, what would it be?"
Thoughts raced through my head like I had just opened Pandora's box.
[i] What would I change? [/i]
My initial thought was to not have surgery when I was 13 mos, but then...well, I'd be dead. My second thought: Maybe...to live a healthier life. [not so many hospital visits]
oh wait, I'd be dead then too.
Then I thought Maybe I would change to be a better person... But then who would I be today?
My Ultimate Decision was "I wouldn't change anything"
Because, you know...
I wouldn't
I am who I am because of the surgeries, and because of my friends, how little or how many I have.
So...
haha, that's what's been on my mind lately.
<3~






]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/25503616/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/25503616/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 19:43:17 PDT It also has alternative endings...
and it goes a little something like this
[hit it]

Axel's walking down this street somewhere downtown-looking and it's raining. He just cheated on Demyx with Roxas [] and he's crying. :3

Alternative ending #1: Xaldin and Xemnas pull up in this red pick up truck and Xaldin is like "HEY AXEL!" and Axel gives 'em the finger [xD]. So then Xemnas turns into this huge asshole, saying stuff like "HEY! I DON'T SEE YOU IN A CAR, YOUR WALKIN THE THE RAIN, BUDDY!" and Xaldin is this house-wifey like character, telling Xemnas to stop taunting Axel.

Alternative ending #2: (my favorite) Roxas comes out of his house and convinced Axel to leave Demyx and they go back to Roxie's house. ;]

Alternative ending #3: Demyx is pissed. 'Nuff said

Alternative ending #4: Axel has one of those 'look up to the sky and yell why' moments and goes crawling [literally] up the steps back to Demyx's bed. ^^!

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/25050480/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/25050480/ Sun, 31 May 2009 12:05:52 PDT [cause you care so much ]

But dying for a roleplay, preferably a VAMPIRE or Harry Potter or...actually it doesn't matter

If you have AIM, IM me at: x Rouge Marie x and if you don't, message?


FYI- I know, I know, I'm not gonna get any takers but..eh.

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/24553508/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/24553508/ Sat, 02 May 2009 18:47:05 PDT
Anyway...
I had this really amazing night.
On Friday, Apil 24th.
Prom.
with my lovely "date",

Saturday and Sunday were quite uneventful...

BUT THEN WEDNESDAY, THE 29TH!
amazing.
simply amazing.

My friends(?) Matt and John went with and I to see Death Note III, subbed, of course!
235541441561456141145/5 stars.
^^

and then today...
today...

My brother, sister-in-law, nephew and I went to Free Comic Book Day at Captain Blue Hen's (Newark, DE), and it was...for lack of a better synomyn...AMAZING.
They had 4 artists...
3/4 I got pictures from.
This one guy, Franco...-drool- AWESOME! He does this comic, Tiny Titans.
Style...so awesomeawesomeAWESOME

[link]

He drew me a picture of Spiderman and MaryJane.
!!!
And than another artist drew me Rogue!
One more
The guy who draws Scooby Doo.
I got a Shaggy. FTW


awesome day...

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/23090828/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/23090828/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 19:44:34 PST and I'm...longing for some thing familliar.

xD and mom just offered me food but I was like "Nah, I'm not hungry yet."
And now that it is NOT available to me I'm like
HOLY SHIT I'M REALLLLYYY HUNGRYY

haha.
Also, I believe
that
I
am
VERYVERY
VERY
like
TO
THE
MAXXXXXXXXXXX

attracted/addicted
to
very
sad songs.
I've cried at songs like 3-4 times tonight xD
aww?!
And then some loud song will come on.
For example:

1. Untitled - Simple Plan (le sob)
2. Can't be Saved - Senses Fail ( :3 )

hahahaha
I'M BORED.
tres
tres
tres

oh, and plus

BEN AND TREY ARE GONNA HAVE AN UPDATE
prolly by the end of this week
...

but only if HASSLES ME
like crazy.


Like RENO on a BAGEL.

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/22124306/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/22124306/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 14:50:05 PST emilizzlexpanda: hehe
x Rouge Marie x: ...
x Rouge Marie x: need.
emilizzlexpanda: ^^
x Rouge Marie x: ooh
x Rouge Marie x: no
x Rouge Marie x: wait
x Rouge Marie x: I should MAKE on
x Rouge Marie x: e
emilizzlexpanda: YEAH
x Rouge Marie x: BUT ALL TROWA
emilizzlexpanda: AND THEN A QUATRE PIC ON THE ASS.
x Rouge Marie x: GOD YES
x Rouge Marie x: ALL THE ASS PICTURES
x Rouge Marie x: .
emilizzlexpanda: MMHMM
x Rouge Marie x: you know what tho?
emilizzlexpanda: ?
x Rouge Marie x: HEERO DOESN'T HAVE AN ASS.
x Rouge Marie x: like you.
x Rouge Marie x: "The Asslesss'
emilizzlexpanda: I HAS A BIG ASS.
Lae: haha ASS.
Gabe: ASS. ASS ASS.
x Rouge Marie x: oh yeah
x Rouge Marie x: its me
x Rouge Marie x: "The assless"
emilizzlexpanda: I wish I was assless
x Rouge Marie x: XDD
emilizzlexpanda: PANTS ARE A MOTHERFUCKER.
x Rouge Marie x: :3
x Rouge Marie x: yeah
x Rouge Marie x: I don't have a problem with my ass, its just my tummy

and me.
on AIM.

ahahahahahaha
Plus me watching Endless Waltz.

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/21738231/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/21738231/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 20:31:27 PST Samuel, I realize:
I never really had anything else to write about, did I?

Answer: No. Wow.

IMMA HAVE TO WRITE A NEW STORY!!! [that everyone will secretly hate but pretend to love]
^^!

Ideas?!?!?!

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/21177305/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/21177305/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 19:19:11 PDT -Squee-

You don't want to know why
...
BUT IMMA TELL YOU ANYWAY! :3
And yes, this is yet ANOTHER "blah blah blah love-less blah blah blah not the manga blah blah" :3
Yeah. That shit AGAIN.
OMFG
ANYWAY.
LETS GET TO THE REAL POINT OF IT.

i'm lonley.

Yeah!Believe it.

Because
Meghan
keeps
BLEH

storytimeeee: Meghan and I were like BFF since we were 2[ish]
PRESCHOOL AGE.

and now we're in our senior year. and it's like
"Oh wow. What happened?"
And I don't know how to answer that. Because now shes with Marius

oooh. He's a nice guy and all. But..
I don't know
I'M FUCKING JEALOUS OKAY?!!
I thought it was obvious.

I mean.
Lets chart it out again
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Meghan- Marius [they haven't gone out offically yet but...oh they will. and they SPOONED. and you know what that leads to >>
FORKING

Helen- Richard.
Ew. Gag me with a spoon, he's a sophomore in College, she's a senior.
ICKY.
[I'm pretty sure there's already been forking]
YUCK. [I don't even particularly like the guy anyway so...]

Sara will be with Phil SOON.
They flirt the WHOLE play practice.

Emily[Emergency] just got back together with Kevin.
Eh.
Again?


and then there's me.
Marykate- N/A



yes.
OH AND YES!


I was at my friend Stephanie's baby shower and Emily BACHMAN goes:

EB: I'm lonley. And not loved. I'm loveless."
Mk: me too.
EB: We're loveless.
Mk: -pulls out LOVELESS manga-
EB: XDD!

We had a good laugh about that while Meghan, Helen and Charm excluded us from they're "We have boyfriends" chat.

I needed to rant.
Shut up.

T.T

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/21083576/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/21083576/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 17:30:55 PDT 002. Nickname → Mk
003. Status → numb?
004. Zodiac sign → Scorpio?
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → 2nd grade <3
007. Middle School → cutting.
008. High School → almost fucking over
009. Smart → I always say the wrong thing
010. Hair color → going to be: [link] AND BLUE!
011. Long or short → ..shoulder length
012. Loud or Quiet → Quite until I'm around the right people...
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans ONLY
014. Phone or Camera → camera. I'm sort of a paparazzo . -lurk-
015. Health freak → haha
016. Drink or Smoke? → bleh!
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → duhh
018. Eat or Drink → Just did.
019. Piercings → I had my nose pierced
020. Tattoos → not yet

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → when I was in elm. school
024. First best friend → Meghan
025. First award I never won an award
026. First crush → this kid named Brian.
027. First pet → Sassy
028. First big vacation → Disney!
030. First big birthday →5th..I think. I HAD A SNOW WHITE CAKE

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating – I just...ate.
050. Drinking → hot tea.
052. I'm about to → cough
053. Listening to → Evanescence
055. Waiting for → a rp. And sleep

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Gay son, Trowa. and maybe a girl? MAYBE XD
059. Want to get married? → GOD YES
060. Careers in mind → Nurse/Actress[yeah right]

WHICH IS BETTER WITH BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → both!073. Nice stomach or nice arms → um...no prefrence?
074. Sensitive or loud → same with 73
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → all the time
081. Ran away from home → tried
084. Broken someones heart → hahahaha. no, but mine is lost
085. Been arrested → no. but I have a friend who was and it was HILARIOUS
087. Cried when someone died → yes. No. I'm so heartless I didn't cry at Nick's funeral. OF COURSE I CRIED WHEN EVERYONE DIED.


DO YOU BELIEVE:
089. Yourself → hah
090. Miracles → if they would happen every once and a while
091. Love at first sight → I don't remember what love is?
092. Heaven → Unexpectedly? Yes.
093. Santa claus → I AM Santa Claus
094. Sex on the first date → if your name is Lucy and your a slut. MAYBE
095. Kiss on the first date → if it would happen every once and a while.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yes. it's PROBLEM?!
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → um no
099. Do you believe in God → yesh
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → I can't tag anyone because only Emily reads this.

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/20991111/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/20991111/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 18:19:38 PDT Hot Topic is giving away tickets to see Death Note 2: The Last Name if you buy something DN related before...tomorrow probably.
But, hey Uncle Scar,
GUESS WHAT?!
[XDD no lifee]

I PREORDERED THE TICKETS ON fandango.
XDD
for me
and my Pbff

muhahahaha

and guess who else is goingggg?

L PLUSHIE!


pwn!

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/20620065/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/20620065/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 13:38:58 PDT
I'm going to the grocery store! I know! Jealousss

I'm on the morning announcements. On TV. With my friend. EVERY TUESDAY.

Homecoming October 11.

WEEK PLANS. (I'm so lame..)
Monday- 4th pd. GUIDANCE COUNSLERR. fun
Tuesday and Wednesday and Thursday- Nothing x.x

FRIDAY- Haunted house meeting with : and Emily[Emergency] and Matt:
and then Mall. With Meghan [bff]

and Saturday- Maybe Opening Day..or mall again with Brooklyn...maybeh.

Sunday- NO PLANS. NO WORK.
woohoo...

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/19871057/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/19871057/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 23:30:32 PDT
Fuck you, Journal.

Fact.
quote

I forgot how to fall in love.
Satine: Besides, I can't fall in love with anyone
Christian: Can't... fall... in love? But, a life without love, that's... terrible...
-----and------
Zidler: The show must go on, Satine. We're creatures of the underworld. We can't afford to love.

How do I impress you?
Satine: What's his type? Wilting flower? Bright and bubbly? Or smoldering temptress?
Zidler: I'd say... smoldering temptress.

I'm really...jealous. Not even kidding. If someone, [random name] ABBY! is friends with Mk! and Abby! gets a boyfriend. Well..then...Mk! feels alone, like she has/had no one. Like she can't get something because...I don't know. I'm not very materialistic, either. XD.
ABBY! is madeup. 0o
[thats how little friends I have =x]
Jealousy...yes, jealousy will drive you...MAD! haha Moulin Rouge!

I apologize too much.
[no quote]

I'm a GREAT liar.
Kadaj: I HATE liars.

I don't know how to talk to some people "Be yourself, be yourself. blah blah blah." Who else do you think I am? Kai?! [teehee]
On the fifteenth of May, Ms. Gertrude McFuzz discovered how truly unique Horton was. But she knew to approach him would probably fail, because who'd notice a bird with a one feather tail?

I have too many emotions. "You cry too much" blah blah SHIT. I just hurt too much. T.T!
"I've said this before--the only way to live a good life is to act on your emotions." - Heero Yuy

...Thanks, Heero...

I'm a pretty quick judge of character. One conversation. All it takes ^^
"They're violent and dangerous but they're all really nice guys." - Quatre Raberba Winner
...nice.

I don't know what I want my life to be. I don't know how to live it. I'm 17. I'm going to be a senior and I don't know where I want my life to go.
I've been lost ever since the day I was born." ~ Heero
..thanks again, Heero...

I've been writing poetry since I was 10 or 11. Oh well. One of them is my favorite and CAN BE FOUND in my gallery. Its called Dignity. No, you don't have to look. Anyway. Poetry. Some of them are...bad. [ALL OF THEM] and most of them are pretty personal. But my most popular ones came from the top of my head. 0o
Satine: Ah, poetry. Yes, this it what I want naughty words.

I think I'm funny. Shut up. Half of my jokes don't even go anywhere because the customers at Giant are dumbasses. And...yeah. Then there's my parents. They're like: "Oh. Sorry. Was that supposed to be funny? I don't get it." and then...then there's who I am...a dork with ^^.
"If you're joking, that's cruel, but if you're being sarcastic, that's even worse!" ~ Duo

I thank James Dean for my passing History Grade. I did my final project on him and...well...I loved him anyway so I figured: History = okay History teacher= AMAZING
James Dean=
so...eh LOOK I JUST WANTED TO PUT THIS QUOTE IN HERE, OKAY?!

"History is much like an endless waltz. The three beats of war, peace, and revolution continue on forever. However, history will change upon the day of my coronation. The instant this year comes to an end, I will be on the top of the Earth Sphere and the dawn of a new age will arrive. I will rule the world." ~ Mariemaia

Dream as if you'll live forever; live as if you'll die tomorrow.


I just thought this was funny.
Bear: Why don't you play a drinking game? They are a recipe for fun.
Kate: I don't know any, do you Princeton?
Bear: I do! It's called "I Bet I Can Drink This Faster Than You Can." GO!

I want to be an actress.
Zidler: Remember, a real show, in a real theater, with a real audience. And you'll be...
Satine: A real actress.

I hate where I live. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
Satine: The difference between you and I is that you can leave anytime you choose. But this is my home.



Over all I wish I was a different person. Someone who knew how to comprehend love, someone who would stop ly... ]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/19870849/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/19870849/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 22:59:50 PDT
]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/19780527/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/19780527/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 22:15:25 PDT 1. I'm REALLY bored.
2. it's 1:03 AM
3. I have play practice tomorrow.

hahaha XD there's more.
you: GAHHH! @.@
Mk: =3

I apologize too much. Not like other people who are like "Oh? im SORRY...blah blah blah smart asses." I mean like "I'm sorry I'm...[insert something stupid here]"
Sorry

I'm addicted to The Sims 2. hardcore-ly. word?
NOW IT IS.

My brother told me my medicine was like...hXc top of the line or something like that. But i'm like "well...wow. I guess something's REALLY wrong with me because...idon'tknow."

yeahyeahyeah. Something else?
I think my dad watches the stupidest fucking movies in the universe and then complaines and makes me go upstairs when I want to watch TITANIC. which is on a FEW times a year [?].
psht. ass.

My dad also doesn't understand why I don't like Led Zeppelin. I just don't...care for Robert Plant's VOICE. It...it gets to me. Then he wonders how I can listen to Bullet for My Valentine.

I have a few heroes, one of which is my brother. ...and Joe Strummer.


I love Sid Vicious.
dammit.


It's August 5th. My senior pictures are tomorrow[6th].
SENIOR
PICTURES.

fuckkk thatttt
When I was in 5th grade, I never thought I would have made it this far. XD
but look at me now
bitchess


I work at Giant in Kennett Square, Pennslyvania.
I hate it.
it's a grocery store and I want to stab it in the throat. The very throat. Even though I love my friendies thereeeeee.

Um
<3
?

Poems for are on the way but if your anyone else but her, you wouldn't care much would you?
Nah..

Sammy pt. 2 is coming too but "you" don't care either.

eh.

bed.

sleep.

Practice


work.

X.X

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/19658496/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/19658496/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 10:18:49 PDT
]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/19366897/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/19366897/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 06:15:34 PDT You can only type one word. Send it to 7 people including the person that sent it to you:



1. Where is your cell phone? DESK

2. Where is your significant other? NEVER

3. Your hair? LAUREN

4. Your mother? WORK

5. Your father? FUCKER

6. Your favorite thing? ...

7. Your dream last night? DARKNESS

8. Your dream/goal? NEVER

9. The room you're in? LIVING

10. Your fear? LONLEY

11. Where do you want to be in 6 years? HAPPY

12. Where were you last night? WONDERLAND

13. What you're not? HAPPY

14. Muffins? BAGEL?

15. One of your wish list items? GLEN

16. Where you grew up? HERE

17. The last thing you did? THINK.

18. What are you wearing? (one word!) CLOTHES

19. Your TV? OFF

20. Your pet? HENRI

21. Your computer? BIG

22. Your life? DEATH?

23. Your mood? EH (word?)

24. Missing someone? WHO?

25. Your car? WINDOW

26. Something you're not wearing? LAUREN

27. Your summer? EH

28. Love someone? CRUSH

29. Your favorite color? ORANGE

30. When is the last time you laughed? NIGHT

31. Last time you cried? NOW

32. Who will resend this? NOTYOU

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/19232665/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/19232665/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 09:49:45 PDT Meow
HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY. [2 days ago..]
And let me tell you what normally used to happen.
, me, and my family would WALK to Hartefeld [[link]age=30439]
but nooooooo....
they had to CANCEL IT!
mhmm.
So, was sent to a party she was forced to going to and I had to walk 3 miles in a downpour. to see fireworks that sucked. So...
come over at 9...at niiiiight...
and we had...
...
fun?


And then..
oh, yeah. there was a HARRY POTTER MARATHON.
mhmm
but the Phillies were on.
[fuck them]
I NEED HARRY..
[actually Runald]

<3?

And then I had to work. mhmm.
BUT I GOT MY OWN CASHIER-ING NUMBER!!!
guess what it is?
1111!!!!!!!! or 111...I can't remember
and never bring me WIC checks. Cause...yeah right.
AND I SAW AN OLD FRIEND!!
Kelly ^^
so yeah.


and then I FAILED at the game of 'Life' and we learned how to play a Buffy BOARD GAME.
ftw.
I know this journal sucks.
I LOVERS YOU?!

and just for old times..
THIS HAS BEEN RUNALD JAHUZAFEIT ARTHUR MOLLY WESTLY WEASLY WEASLY.
signing off.

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18878917/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18878917/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 17:55:23 PDT Cause, being forced to read everyone elses...
Nevermind.

So..beginning? Kay. I know a few people who have actually managed to wreck and/or ruin their entire lives JUST because of what they've done in their 17 +/- years of life. UH HUH! The first thing you gotta know is that there are like...12+ pregnant girls in school, actually, um...lie..it might just be in my GRADE. mhmm.
One of which is my very good friend. (no names) She met up with this guy, fell in love, blah blah blah [everything I don't have] blah blah blah.
But, erm, there were like 800 "pregnancy scares" before it actually happened. So, then she tells us and we're all like
"Shit." [normal reaction? Yes.]
So it's been like...how ever many months. 3+?
And she's...well, she's turning/turned into a total bitch!
And um, another thing! She took Plan B. 3 TIMES!
Do you know what that is? [link]
It kinda..fucks up your uterus [makes it slipery 0o]
and she took it 3 TIMES. So...we'll see. [plus...ULTRASOUNDS = TOTALLY CUTTEEE!!!!!]

BUT I HAVE MORE PEOPLE THAT YOU DON'T KNOW/CARE ABOUT you know..IF YOUR THE ONE PERSON WHO MIGHT READ THIS...in December. woohoo

Um, There's this other girl, Noelle. She...moved to North Carolina to marry some guy,
Like...hardcore MARRY the guy. MARRIED. Know how old she is? MY AGE. 17. seventeen.
Yeah. She's MARRIED. [First person is 17 also.]

I've got 2 more, if'n you don't mind ^^
I used to hang out with this girl, Lindsi [you might know her. Maybe] She and I were very good friends, then we kinda stopped communicating. -le sad-
Oh well. She's pregnant, too. And 17.
It's all starting to seem like a lifetime movie.
One more, and I talk shit about her all the time.
THE FRESHMAN.
Alyssa.
Is a super whore. She might be the role model that all sluts TRY to be! Seriously. She was with Jason, and a slut then. Now she's with Drew.
Do you know where Drew lives?
RHODE ISLAND.
Do you know where Alyssa lives?
KENNETT SQUARE, PENNSYLVANIA.
So, I'm thinking
you know
it could cause some problems.
SOME.
MAYBE.

And then there's me. The...other one.

<3 caio.

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18772525/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18772525/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 18:47:36 PDT
]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18705911/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18705911/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 22:34:45 PDT here to talk to you about...recent events?
Do you remember your 5th grade year? I do. 4th grade? Yep. ect. And I have every single class picture and every single yearbook. In fact, if you want to see...:3
haha, nah you don't.
Okay so! Point..right.
Okay, elementary school children are fucked up, did you know that?
I hope you did! Maybe you own one? I'm married to one ^^ hahaha. No.
Well, the point of this little rant is that these kids are too into other things that no one else is these days! [Does that make sense? It shouldn't it 1:16 am]
Um, okay for instance?
EXAMPLE A's name is John, but we're gonna call him EXAMPLE A.
EXAMPLE A has a girlfriend, he's 10 years old.
They're "in love".
EXAMPLE B's name is Brooklyn, but we're gonna call her EXAMPLE B.
EXAMPLE B was "in love" with...Hunter? Or someone. and now her status message is this:

OMG that was the bestest party in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jeff rox but i still luv jesse so it u have a problem with that u r messed up in the head!


mhmm.
I have one more. EXAMPLE C's name is...MOSEFREAK. But we're gonna call her whatever the hell I want. And her buddy profile goes something like THIS:

HES MY BOYFRIEND AND I WATCH OUT 4 HIM SOO WATCH UR MOUTH REALLY I CARE ABOUT JOHN SOOOOOOO JUST CUT IT OUT DUDE

mhmm. Yes, EXAMPLE A and EXAMPLE C are "in love."

I have another example, but she's a freshman. And no one cares about KENNETT FRESHMEN.
[But I have no problems with my OTHER FRESHIE PBFFS]

um...uh huh.
Oh yeah. When I was in second grade.
I HAD A BOYFRIEND. and we were cool.
and HE WROTE ME A LETTER FROM SPACE CAMP or whatever. I still have it somewhere. tehe.

um
also
WHEN I WAS THEIR AGE
PLUTO
WAS
A
PLANET.

and now...
we'll I think we ALL KNOW.

It's 1:30
I'm really fucked upp
[I don't use drugs]

And for the record. We have 2 boys in our playy.
I'm still Tybsie.
or Tybsy. [However I decide to spell it sometimes]

eh
Mom's a bitch.
<3
[So...yeah, it happens EVERY journal. I know one person might read this.]
and to anyone who does.
I LOVE YOU.
...wow...

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18646830/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18646830/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 14:43:41 PDT for all the support! [morally, James Dean project-ally]
Cause no one else did ><

Anyway...WINDOW INTO MY LIFEEEE!!!~ -twilight theme song-
ahem...

is proud to announce that she is TYBALT CAPULET in the student run play ROMEO AND JULIET!!

Questions: BUT! Mk! you're a girl and Tybalt is a boyy!!! Why didn't you go out for Juliet? You might have gotten it!!

ANSWER!: Nuuuu. Juliet is all like: "mehhhh!" And Tybsy is all like: "FUCK YOUUU! I kill youuuu!!!" -stabitystab- and then, you know
-DIE-
allovertheplace..

OKAY OKAY OKAY!
Dilema!
My BEST FRIEND [since I was 2] Meghan went out for Juliet! And so did this...AMAZING Actress, Sam.
You might also remember Sam from SEUSSICAL
[Mayzie Labird]
[and she lives in THAT tree]
-ahem- sorriess
mhmm
So, they went to call-backs yesterday. And Sara and I went too, for moral support/help/critisim [the good kind that helps]

um, uh huh and Sam is currently (?) in Les Misérables. And she's probably a lead character, because thats how amazing she is!!!!!!
And Meghan is going out for Juliet because she NEEDS it and happens to want it...
She needs it for college. A starring role in any play is good credit for a theatre major, no?
YES.

and, so...Who's side should I be on?
[haha...who..]
Sam- the amazing person who is nice, funny, caring, ect. ect. ect. and a great actress?
Or Meghan- My best friend for 15 years?
Well I can tell you three things

ONE- I'm fucking PRAYING that Megz gets this
TWO- Sam will probably get it
THREE- They're both on end about it. Meghan was like...shaking! With this catch phrase: "I HAVE to beat Sam!"

and also the directors are both friends with Meghan and myself. :3
[not why I got Tybs/]
and I see Steph. every day second period. So, needless to say I get the 411 on just about anything about R&J. And if I can't know it
I ask around
shhhhhh


Steph said that Sam was really cocky, but I don't know if I should belive her or not.
ugh.
Cast list is up tomorrow.
PRAY WITH ME

~~~~~~~~~UPDATE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
[like you care!]

Meghan- Juliet
Sam- Romeo
Mk- Tybalt

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18544650/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18544650/ Wed, 28 May 2008 14:02:35 PDT I'm sorry I'm so sad.
I'm sorry I'm so mad.
...
You get the point? I'm really sorry, for everything. For hurting me, for hurting you, for hurting everyone.

I just wanted to get that out. And no, it's not all this "Oh, I don't have a boyfriend" shit you keep hearing me complaining about. It IS a factor when I go to school and see people macking in the hallway, and then hear my friends talk about their boyfriends.

Know this:: I'm a joy eater. I eat other people's happiness, but don't produce my own. [and the jealousy is a large factor, of course.]

So, when I think about myself, not ONLY am I disquested, but I also think that I AM a heart-less stupid girl. Mine is probably black.
Probably.

So, I stumbled across these lyrics:

I don't ask for your forgiveness I don't care much for your actress.
That's just you though shallow and selfish.
So I go now oh my hollow one today.
If I could change anything then I would change everything.
These bitter days shall remain

if you look close enough, it reminds me of my life.

It's not his fault. It's not her fault. It's not your fault.

It's my own fault and I'm sorry.

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18337335/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18337335/ Thu, 15 May 2008 14:09:36 PDT
I just, you know, feel like I should have some responsibility.
Look, I'm no Elenore Roosevelt, but come on! After all of this has happened?
Segregation.
Is what we're learing about- so yeah, I'm getting a little emotional about the subject. And it...I mean
It MOST LIKLEY doesn't pertain to you and you will toss this journal alongside the others that also didn't pertain to you because it's not about something fun.
But, um...
Please don't?

When I say EMMETT TILL
>Well, if you've ever talked to me - you know who he is but..
My history book doesn't. I mean, it might. FOR A PARAGRAPH.

and another? One that catches more of my PARTICULAR INTEST..it the tale of Gwen Arajuo. Now, you might be thinking

Hey! Mk! Why's this relevent?
WELL it's because...
shut up.

[link]

Gwen was born a boy named Eddie.
If you haven't seen the movie on Lifetime.
Go.

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18227857/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18227857/ Thu, 08 May 2008 14:07:43 PDT Alright so, what happened? [you might ask]
Well, there was this band Drive By. And they were QUITE AWESOME. Yep ^^
blah blah blah 20 minutes go by blah blah blah

The stage goes BLACK.
Everyone's screaming.
A band emerges, two of them in masks.
A strum on the guitar. Masks come off.
Who is it?

motherfucking TAKING BACK SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![! to the maxx] so, they come out, and play their set.

And it was..like...melty amazing. I think I was a puddle on the ground for like...3 minutes.

They finish, thank us, and all.

Stage goes BLACK
crowd: MCR! MCR! MCR!
Seconds feel like minutes as Gerard, Mikey, Frank, and Ray take the stage. The stage is still black.
A light is shown on Gerard and the show begins.

wow.
2nd time = best time???

'twas at the electric factory, by the way
woohoo phillyy
and oh yeah
tomorrow..
the band formerly known as Panic! at the disco

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18227856/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18227856/ Thu, 08 May 2008 14:07:42 PDT Alright so, what happened? [you might ask]
Well, there was this band Drive By. And they were QUITE AWESOME. Yep ^^
blah blah blah 20 minutes go by blah blah blah

The stage goes BLACK.
Everyone's screaming.
A band emerges, two of them in masks.
A strum on the guitar. Masks come off.
Who is it?

motherfucking TAKING BACK SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![! to the maxx] so, they come out, and play their set.

And it was..like...melty amazing. I think I was a puddle on the ground for like...3 minutes.

They finish, thank us, and all.

Stage goes BLACK
crowd: MCR! MCR! MCR!
Seconds feel like minutes as Gerard, Mikey, Frank, and Ray take the stage. The stage is still black.
A light is shown on Gerard and the show begins.

wow.
2nd time = best time???

'twas at the electric factory, by the way
woohoo phillyy

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18105343/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/18105343/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 16:54:37 PDT 1.Lae
2. Sid
3. Zeke!
4. Sammy
5. KOI JAMES MATTHEWS!

1. So, what are you wearing...RIGHT NOW?
Lae:...jeans! no shirt!
Sid: Jeans and a tee shirt...
Zeke: this hospital gown..
Sammy: -looks- Koi's sweatpants..and...Mike's shirt.
Koi: The suit they buried me in..

2. So your all taken, ne?
Lae: GETTING. MARRIED.
Sid: -clings- Without Liam...I would die..
Zeke: Chris.
Sammy: I'M MARRIED.
Koi: -points to Sammy- ^^

3. Okay, okay...so whos the UKE?
Lae: It alternates...but it's usually Myde...-innocent look-
Sid: I...don't...know..I'M NOT THERE YET.
Zeke: It switches..-glares at Sid-
Sid: 0o!
Koi: I AM! AND I LOVE. IT. SO. MUCH.

4.Wow... You have a favorite color?
Lae: PURPLE
Sid: Red. Everything. red.
Zeke: ELECTRIC bluee LIKE MY HAIR
Sammy: I don't really...have one.
Koi: Purple, too!

5. BLAME SOMEBODY FOR SOMETHING!! ggrr...
Lae: I blame...no one...?
Sid: I blame...Steve. For being such a...dick.
Lae: hahahahha..dick...
Sid: ><
Zeke: hahahahhahaha -stops- I blame SID. For being...alive?
Sammy: -points- AIDS. Thats WHAT I blame.
Koi: I blame AIDS too, darling...

6.What?
Lae: huh?
Sid: You just said...what and I...what?
Zeke: WHAT?!
Sammy: -clings to Koi- YOU LET HIM LIVEEE
Koi: -is clung to- Yes?

7. Cause we are living in a material world...
Lae: AND I AM A MATERIAL GIRLL
Sid:...And Lae is....a material girl.
Zeke: Just...just stop. Because I'll start singing and...Sid might sing and...stop..please?
Sammy:...and I'm not Madonna.
Koi: et je suis une fille matérielle!!

8. When I say CHARLES the manatee...you say::
Lae: CHARLES..is a funny name.
Sid: wow...
Zeke: I told you...to stop. Because...please. No. Stop...if you ask another stupid question..I'll leave
Sammy: -cages Gina- She loves the aquatic...shhhh....
Koi: -uncages Gina-
Both: OMFG MANATEE!!!!

9. How's Life?
Lae: AMAZING. I'm getting MARRIED.
Sid: Awesome, I have Liam.
Zeke: Fucked. I'm in the hospital. But it's okay..because I'm gonna have SO MUCH sex with Chris when I get out...-dreamy sigh-
Sammy: With Koi? -drools- Super...amazing...like nothing else. Without Koi? We don't talk about...
Mike: HEY
Koi: It'd be great...if I weren't dead for most of it....

10. So...you totally love me, right?
Lae: TOTALLY
Sid: Sure...
Zeke: -ahem- you made Sid give me a black eye, got me hit by a drunk driver, and put me in the HOSPITAL...
Sammy: You killed...Koi...
Koi: YOU GAVE ME AIDS. but I love you...^^

11. SAY SOMETHING TOTALLY 100% MADE UP ON THE SPOT!!!
Lae: PUTS FISH IN POCKET.
Sid: SCHNOOKIE
Zeke: -cough- -leaves-
Sammy: I love...Koi.
Koi: HOW CAN YOU DIE ALL OVER THE PLACE?!

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17994880/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17994880/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 16:42:55 PDT Theres a couple of SELF-ESTEEM boosters goin' off in MY LIFE. [thankyouforasking]

First of all
I know three people of which I could be ROMANTICALLY involved with...

Two of them are male...^.^

And then there's this thing...you know...
PROM.
ehehehe
on Friday.
The 25th of April.

And you know, it's weird. When I was a freshman or a sophomore I didn't really..care..but now...it's...well...I do. I mean, I'll care MORE next year...but...I don't know I'm excited ^^

And then...almost done radiation.
AND I DON'T WANT IT TO BE OVER
I love the girls down there T.T

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17941822/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17941822/ Sun, 20 Apr 2008 10:19:58 PDT [HOE.]


Aaannnyyywwwaaayyyy.......
Hey!
>what?
GUESS WHAT?!
>,...what?
Um, Prom is Friday.
>kay...
CARE!
>...

The ">" represents...well, the average person.
YOU!
-big gasp-

And, oh yeah. You know Earth Day?
ehehe...I HAVE IT OFF.

Not because Kennett cares. LIKE IT SHOULD.
But it's some stupid-o inservice shit.


So...have fun with that.


<3
Oh yeah, Lauren's going to school with me on Monday...

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17926572/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17926572/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 11:23:23 PDT heh. You know, at first, I was like...really scared and stuff, but now...well
It doesn't seem like it should be over! [the nurses = love]
I don't know

Anyway...last night's concert = awesome. I was in..uh...Claymont! yay! And it was like..RIGHT on the edge of Philly.
[Mk = WTF?]
Make sense?
No.


AND THE GUY...FROM OPENING DAY...
SIGNED MY SHOE!!!

Mk: I'm gonna be totally awkward about this and ask you to sing my shoe...
Ryan:...your shoe?
Mk: Yeah...they're white...I needed something on them..
Ryan:...okay! -signs-
Mk: YES! ^^!!!!!

But the other bands were...ummm....Crap.

<3

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17852654/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17852654/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 17:02:22 PDT there was this...thing..called CHARLES. CHARLES used be a male human boy. That's how he introduced himself. CHARLES was a sex addict. He used to love to do it. With a sock puppet.
Anyway, One day CHARLES was walking through the woods and he saw a small stick. He picked up the stick and continued to walk.
Anyway, there was a fairy ontop of the stick. CHARLES was too dumb to notice the fairy.
"HEY! LISTEN!" She cried.
...about 5 hundred million-zillion times.

CHARLES went deaf. So did Link.

Anyway, the fairy was babbling about some dumb shit and then she cast a spell. A spell on CHARLES.
CHARLES was turned into a manatee.

He was the only manatee that lived in the woods. And he still does, to this day. Except on holidays, when he ventures out into the ocean.

CHARLES is the best manatee that EVER lived.


....EVER...

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17784177/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17784177/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 17:43:58 PDT Yeah, it's poetry...
It's kinda like Crank, if you've read it.
It's like open poetry, but with a plot!


It's about this girl, Winnie. And she falls in love...with this boy, and then there's some....shit...

First part going up RIGHT NOW! [gaspppppp]


And by the way?
I really hate life. Looking at all those fucking happy couples in a the hallway...YEAH! Go ahead, just stop and make out, that's all good for the lonley neglected ones. Oh, no- don't stop! Keep going...


AHHH!
Fucking hate life..


Toodles~

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17750085/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17750085/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 15:22:49 PDT
The worst part is that he's gone on with his life and I haven't. I should be:
A. Dead?
B....loved/happy/SOMEWHAT OKAY!

But...no.
AAANNNYYYWWWAAAYYY.....
I.hate.school. It makes me want to pukeee [seriously...]
Because writing a research paper hurts my soul.....
...grr...
like a lot. Partly because my teacher is 230% completley INSANE. And not good insane, either.

IN OTHER NEWS!!!!!!
You: damn....more? WTF GO TAKE SOME DAMN PILLS, BITCHHHH!!!
Mk!:......AANYWAY! -slap-

April 18th:: ORDINARY DAY CONCERT!! with ...and don't you forget it!
April 25th: PROM!! with
and...oh!
May 3rd: CANCER WALK! with... and....my "aunt" Jane. [not really my aunt, so STFU!!!]

and that's...it?
Oh, and this weekend?
Nothing. Again. Sobbing again, Hopefully.
and then I'll watch FMA...and then you know what comes on Saturday?!
Death Note.
uh huh.


~byee

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17704835/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17704835/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 19:35:57 PDT xPublic Nirvana: I don't understand the question.
x Rouge Marie x: it wasn't ment to be funny
xPublic Nirvana: ....do this again and I'll kill you, I swear
x Rouge Marie x: I wish you'd kill me.
xPublic Nirvana: because...?
x Rouge Marie x: because then I wouldn't feel like this. I would feel lonley, I wouldn't have to put on a happy mask.
xPublic Nirvana: wtf?
x Rouge Marie x: I don't know how to be happy anymore.
xPublic Nirvana: What do you want me to do, apologize?
x Rouge Marie x: No. I want you to kill me. You know where I sleep.
xPublic Nirvana: You want me to kill you in your sleep?
x Rouge Marie x: No. I want it to be long and painful, something bloody...
xPublic Nirvana: I would be pinned for murder
x Rouge Marie x: No.
x Rouge Marie x: it would be assisted sucicide.
xPublic Nirvana: if you want to die so bad, why don't you kill yourself?
x Rouge Marie x: ....
x Rouge Marie x: what do you think I'm trying to do?
xPublic Nirvana: If your cutting yourself..
x Rouge Marie x: Not yet.
xPublic Nirvana: yet?
xPublic Nirvana: This couldn't be just because of me
x Rouge Marie x: it's not. and I'll tell you what it's about
xPublic Nirvana: ...
x Rouge Marie x: it's about all those girls who have self esteem, all those people who know how to be happy with someone.
xPublic Nirvana: and your blaming me
x Rouge Marie x: Did I ever say that?

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17637628/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17637628/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 16:27:29 PDT
1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nik:...I see EWAN all the time...and I love him!
Jason: ...Go away..~mehh~
Sid + Lae: YESH!

2. Alright...then...WHO'S THE GUY YOUR SLEEPING WITH?
Nik: Ewan. Like..all the time...-drools-
Lae: 0o Myde...-listens to Nik go on about Ewan-
Jason:...MARRIED. <3 Reizo..
Sid: Well...the funny thing about that is...
Lae: It's Liam.
Sid: -hiss-

3. Okaayyyyy...WHAT ABOUT RELIGION?
Nik:...ummmm....what?
Jason: >< -slaps Nik- God.
Nik: ^^ OH! totally...
Jason: -le sigh- Sure, I believe.
Sid:...kay!
Lae: FUCK JESUS!*
*= actual quote, not my opinion!!!!

4. Right...so, Are you a picky eater?
Jason: All Nik eats is Crack.
Nik: HEY!
Jason:...and Ewan's...
Nik: SHUT UP! -tackle-
Lae: If it's food..and it's in front of me...it's mine.
Sid: -shrugs- I don't eat...-thinks- uhh....uhhh.....


5. MOVING ON! Do you...love eggs? [ [link] ]

Nik: ummm....YESSS
Lae: I'm gonna watch this...every day...for the rest. of my life...
Sid: umm...wow?
Jason: WTF ARE YOU PEOPLE DOING WITH YOUR SPARE TIMEEE????

6. Wouldn't you like to know...Jason. WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM(S)?!
Lae: What is this "problem" you speak of?
Sid: He's a crossdresser...
Lae: SO ARE YOU! -tackle-
Jason: -shows packs of cigarettes-
Nik:....Is this where I tell them I'm a crack addict?

7. How long did you know your lover before going out with them?
Nik:...before SLEEPING with him or DATING him?
Lae: I have the same question...
Jason: About a week..
Sid: One. Day.

8. Lae's totally a gangsta, right?
Lae: YEAH! YO!
Sid:....NO.
Nik+Jason: Who?
Lae: yo.
Jason: -laughs evily- Nooo...
Nik: TOTALLY!!!

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17403821/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17403821/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 12:48:54 PDT [it's not Madonna...ITS MOULIN ROUGE!]

I don't know...I was just bored. It's 2:30 am...and...I'm awake!
woo.hoo. RANDOM "CONVERSATIONS!"

Mom: GRRRR!!! I told you not to get on the computer and you did and IMMA KILL YOUUU
Mk: ...oh, look...solitare..
Mom: I know I'm not exciting and blah blah blah
Mk: the ace of hearts is my favorite card ^^
Mom: -keeps going-
Mk: -is amused-

Dad: DON'T GO TO BED AT 4AM AGAIN!
Mk:...what?kay, thanks. bye...

Jameserface: I don't know why i called you...
Mk: I love you?
Jameserface: .....-awkward silence-
Mk: WHAT?! plutonically?
Jameserface:........
Mk: I still love you. like..oi! like a muffin. I love you like a muffin, James.
Jameserface: ......
Mk:I try to call other James' your name.
Jameserface: ..my name is James.
Mk; NOT UH! your name is Jameserface. Duhh...
Jameserface: ...0o

Mk: and then Link is all like GAHHH OWWHFDNJKSDLG SHITTTTTT..and he dies.
Rachel: ....haha?

Mk: YOUR SO CUTE! I LOVE YOUUUUUU
Hennrietta: OMFGWTF...meowww?
Mk: Yesh, Hennri YOUR A CUTIE!
Hennri:...meow? feed meee
Mk: OHMIGOSH Audrey?! From Little Shop of horrors?!
Hennri:...meow...?
Mk: okay...

Mk: ohmigosh!
Emily: what?
Mk: i just saw the words 'horney and perverted'
Emily: umm...yeah. thats what I put about Sid...what are you doing?
Mk: Well, I have to read it NOW, it said horney and perverted...
Emily:

Mk: I HAVE TO CALL 9-1-1 I HAVE AN EMERGENCY! I have to call Emily[Emergency!]
Emily[Emergency]: Of course!

Stephen: psht, Sprint charges you up the ass for stuff!
Mk: I know!
Stephen: Internet? $10.
Mk: Open your phone? $20
Stephen: Take out the battery and turn off your phone incorrectly? $80

Jakki and me on the SWINGZ
Jakki: OMFG Mk! We're married!
Mk: ohmigosh Jakki! we're married! -breaks off swinging the same way-
Jakki:..bitch.
Mk: I HATE YOU!
[swings the same way]
Jakki: YEAH! We're making babies now!

Mk!: -singing- And no one loves youuu
Jason:...did you just tell me that no one loves me?
Mk!:...No?

Mk: -tucks hair behind her ear-
Dylan: OH MY GOD!!!
Mk: what?
Dylan: You have EARS?!
Mk: umm...yes...doesn't everyone?
Dylan: Well yeah, but I've never seen yours..you always have your hair like...fwoosh!

Cade: Hey, Mikey. If you ever don't want your half-blackness...can I have it?
Mikey:...what?
Cade: If you don't want your half black-ness. Can I have it.
Mikey: um, no..?

Nicolette: Can I have these prescriptions?
>No. Why?
So I can be like House!

Mk: I'm so white...psht...you know, cause I'm usually black!

Joey: Well, okay, if I called someone a 'female dog', then you would be like "okay..." but, if I call you a bitch you'd be like...WHAT'D YOU SAY?!
Cade: I call my dog a bitch all the time...

Got more? TELL ME.

I love you...?

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17360672/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17360672/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 10:08:18 PDT [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily. [I burn ^^]
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. [red..]
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [I don't even know what it is..]
[ ] I have a tattoo. [NEED ONE]
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. [I' M DEAF IN THE EYES!]
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.[I HAD a nose ring...]
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents. [gave my dad the finger, too hehe]
[x]I've run away from home. [...eheheh]
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.[I don't even know/care]
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school [JUNIORS, BABY!]
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] I almost always do my homework. [yeah,okay...]
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. {not in a row, but yes
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. [your funneh ^^]
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year
[x] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. [OMFG Fox&The Hound, Mufasa...A LOT OF THEM!!!]
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public. [had my skirt fall down, too ><]

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment[CANCER! ^^]
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples [omfg eyebrow stitches HURT]
[ ] I've broken a bone [NEVER!]
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend. [Taylor...=[ ]
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.[hurts like a bitch]
[xxx] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[xxxxx] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada. [NEED.IT]
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.[-see previous CANADA answer]
[ ] I've been to Japan. [..-see previous Canada answer]
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.[ALMOSY. ALMOST...]
[ ] I've been to Europe. [Going this summer]
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city. [hehe last year]
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [not yet ]
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping. [ehehehehe]
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[xx] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.[if you can get onto my roof...]
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[xxxx] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [omfg]
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship. [Jason = asshole]
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[xxxxxxxx] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[xxxx] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.[hehe, on a dr. too!]
[xxx] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone el... ]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17256358/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17256358/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 13:18:28 PDT ....this is how it goes...

Solla Solew Lyrics

HORTON
There's a faraway land
So the stories all tell
Somewhere beyond the horizon.
If we can find it
Then all will be well,
Troubles there are few,
Someday, we'll go to...
Solla Sollew
Solla Sollew

HORTON & CIRCUS ANIMALS
Solla Sollew
Solla Sollew

HORTON
I've lost my poor Whos
And we've traveled so far.
Oh, JoJo, forgive me
Wherever you are.

(We see JOJO at military school, writing a letter. MR. and MRS.
MAYOR are home, reading his letter.)

JOJO
Dear Mom and Dad,
I'm thinking of you.
And wishing we all were in Solla Sollew

MAYOR
They say breezes are warm there

HORTON
And people are kind.

JOJO, HORTON
Maybe it's something like heaven.

JOJO, MAYOR, MRS. MAYOR, HORTON
I close my eyes
And I see in my mind
Skies of bluest blue


CIRCUS ANIMALS, ALL
Solla Sollew

HORTON
I've had so much trouble JOJO, MAYOR,
Finding my way there. MRS. MAYOR &
When I get close, CIRCUS ANIMALS
It disappears. Solla Sollew
If we can get there,
We're gonna stay there
If it takes us miles,

JOJO, MAYOR AND MRS. MAYOR
If it takes us miles

HORTON
If it takes us years.

High on a mountain
Or lost on the sea,

HORTON & JOJO
Sooner or later, I'll find it

MAYOR
I have a picture
Of how it will be

MAYOR & MRS. MAYOR
On the day I do

HORTON & MAYOR & MRS. MAYOR & JOJO
Troubles will be through
And I'll be home with you.

ALL
Solla Sollew
Solla Sollew
Solla Sollew
Solla Sollew
Solla Sollew
Solla Sollew
Solla Sollew

HORTON
I'll be home...
With you

ALL (BUT HORTON)
Solla Sollew.

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17016550/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/17016550/ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 20:59:42 PST

Random Stuff Meme~


8 Random Things About Me:

1. I HAVE BRAIN CANCER!!!

2. I've died my hair red so many times its damaged

3. I AM the SexyEmoKitty

4. KaianMarie is the name of one of my roleplay characters

5. I'm obsessed with converse shoes. [CHUCK TAYLORS not the new shit]

6. I am obsessed with yoai... <3

7. I have big dreams I want to be a nurse, a comedian, a pshychitrist, an actress and a college student.

8. I want to be someone's love.


NINE Ways To Win My Heart


1. Know who I am.

2. Accept me.

3. Make me laugh.

4. Know that I am very shy and will not confront you at first.

5. Don't make fun of me unless I know its a joke

6. Understand that I have very low self-esteem sometimes...

7. Make me smile

8. Listen to me.

9. Okay, look your just gonna have to like me, okay? Like me or like anime. Like none and DIE


EIGHT Things I Want To Do Before I Die

1. Leave this place

2. I've gotta find me

3. explore Europe.

4 Eat calimari

5. Find true love...

6. See a shooting star

7. Have a birthday wish come true

8. GET SLIMED!


SEVEN Ways To Annoy Me


1. Fight with me

2. Make fun of me

3. Tell me that something I believe in isn't true or real.

4. BE JASON CORD.

5. smoke when I'm in the room. I'M CHOKING DOWN YOUR SMOKEE

6. Pretend to be someone your not

7. Believe in something but don't fight for it.


SIX Things I Believe In


1. Ghosts

2. Free love.

3. True love

4. Friends.

5. Karma [stolen]

6. magik


FIVE Things I am Afraid Of


1. Spiders...[stolen, but true]

2. Losing my friends. [stolen again]

3. dying.

4. more people that are close to me dying.

5. arguments.



FOUR Favorite Items In My Room


1. Stereo

2. The, uh, CAREBEARS book shelf

3. Books.

4. My door ^^


THREE Things I Do Everyday


1. Go online

2. quote Final Fantasy: Advent Children.

3. talk to a friend.



TWO Things I Want To Do Right Now


1. Be happy

2. be in Clearwater beach, Fl.


ONE Person I Want to See Right Now

1. Nick. =[ But hes too busy being dead

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16963721/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16963721/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 14:50:28 PST
I talked to the doctor today. Dr. Strasser. At the Cancer Hospital.
And thats like the only word I could focus on. Cancer. Did you know that both of my pop-pops died of cancer? And that my Dad's mom had a brain tumor? I bet you didn't.

My mother informed me that it was the hospital that I was born in. The Chester County Hospital.
I'm pretty sure thats the one I died inside at.

I cried a lot. In the morning, in the afternoon, and I'm pretty sure it'll happen again.

But, oh well. heh, my phone was vibrating the whole time the Dr. was trying to talk and I couldn't get it because it was in a whole different spot, so it got annoying.
My mom was like: WTF? 0o
Me: hehe

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16853724/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16853724/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 18:29:16 PST Hair Color:: brown, but damaged from red DYE
Height:: 5'9 1/2
Favorite Color(s):: orange. SUCK IT.
Screen Name:: x Rouge Marie x [cause I'm SO emo]
Favorite Band/Singer:: ...THE CLASH! xomfgx
Favorite Movie:: Final Fantasy Advent Children, Moulin Rouge!, and...SLEEPY HALLOW! ...and GILBERT GRAPE!
Favorite Show:: haha, Dirt. AND QUEER AS FOLK.
Your Car:: I REALLY want an Orange volkswagon beetle
Your Hometown:: Kennett, dammit
Your Present Town:: uhh....Kennett
Your Crush's First Name::hahaha, don't have one =[
Your Grade:: JUNIORRR!!! [bow down]
Your Style:: your mom. [tee shirts and JEANS!]

* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop?:: yeah...way back when...=[
Kissed someone in the rain?:: I REALLY want to, though
Danced in a public place?:: umm...ALL THE TIME!
Smiled for no reason?::...not latley
Laughed so hard you cried?:: only when EMILY'S around!
Sang to someone for no reason?:: duhh
Performed on a stage?:: yeah, all ze times
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?:: I don't want to leave anyone out...
Made out in a theatre?:: No, but I REALLY want to...
Gone roller skating before:: Nope =]
Been in love?:: maybe...

* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Say HI to you?:: well...Emily MEOWED at me..
Tell you I love you?:: maybe my nephew?
Kiss you?:: my...mom? [sad, I KNOW]
Hug you?:: Kevin ^^
Tell you BYE?:: Kevin
Write you a note?:: ...no one =[
Take your photo?::...me?
Call your cell phone?:: ...no one...
Buy you something?:: me.
Go with you to the movies?:: Meghan, Jakkie, Sarah, Edwardo, Helen
Sing to you?:: I sang WITH Leah and Emily yesterday [The Little Mermaid soundtrack!]
Write a poem about you?::...me...
Text message you?:: EMILY!
Touch you?:: wow, I can get sexual too!]]] Kevin, I guess. he hugged me at school!

* . . What's the last . . *
Time you laughed? :: When I was on the PHONE like...A HALF HOUR AGO
Movie you watched?:: FFAC
Joke you told?:: I always wondered what it would be like to get attacked by a moose...
Song you've sang?:: oh...I don't remember...
Time you've looked at the clock?:: now that you mention it...JUST NOW
Drink you've had?:: CRYSTAL LIGHT!
Number you've dialed?:: 6
Book you've read?:: 1984!!!!
Food you've eaten?:: potatoes
Flavor of gum chewed?:: Rasperry ORBIT!
Shoes you've worn?:: DEATH NOTE CONVERSE! [suck itt]
Store you've been in?::...uhh....dunno
Thing you've said?:: "meow...?"


* . . Can You . . *
Write with both hands?:: nope
Whistle?:: duhh
Blow a bubble?:: ja ja
Roll your tongue?:: yepp^^
Cross your eyes?:: nein
Touch your tongue to your nose?:: almost!
Dance?:: well, it depends on what you call dancing...
Stay up a whole night without sleep?:: yes.
Speak a different language?:: DEUTSCH!
Impersonate someone?:: yes.
Prank call people?:: Jason.

Make a card pyramid:: I can make a half-assed one
Cook anything?:: YES! that you very much!

* . . Finish The Line . . *
If I were a...
an actress...-dreamy sigh-

I wish I could
have a lover

So many people don't know
that I love you

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16771329/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16771329/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 14:38:34 PST about 3 years later, that girl died inside.
It has been 6 years since that girl has ever really been alive. She was brought back, however, for 3 years. Then, it all went down hill.
This girl still likes unicorns, but is not quite obsessive about them. anymore.

This girl now wears Tee shirts and sweaters and jeans...or something really weird that might not match...sometimes. She does catch herself, though. She doesn't go out unless she matches.
Usually.

Marykate also has dumb thoughts, like when she thinks she knows that no one loves her.
[a fact.not an opinion]

And on Tuesday.
Well, Tuesday is going to be the last day of her "life".
She is going to talk to the radation people.

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16678830/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16678830/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 17:48:13 PST So...my mom called the Doctor and Doctor said....
Mk.needs.radiation.
LIKE NOW
so, ehehehehe....what?
JA,LOGO, JA!
ahem....
marykate
needs
the
radiation

YOU MEAN LIKE KHEMO?
No, I don't mean like CANCER, you stupid....FRESHMAN!...at Kennett.
I mean like Radiation. like...X-RAYSx10154127544174177877774144846498
thats what I mean ><

k. um, yeah. So I went to the hospital to see DR. WALTERS [who looks like Dr.Sever on...the show whose name I can't remember. just look him up...THEY LOOK THE SAME!!]

annndddddd......Dr.Walters said
"Your gonna loose some of your hair"
"what?"
"Your gonna loose some hair"


...


...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...NO.
Sorry, Doc, I can't allow that! This god damned hair is staying on my fucking head!
I'm.not.going.bald






On a lighter note ^^!
Phillip hates Jasooonnnnn
AND! Mk has no lover and will die lonley! [YES!]
anddd....if you can read this your gonna see SEUSSICAL.
or else.

<3 WIEDERSEHEN!

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16421064/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16421064/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 17:06:58 PST
Anyway....

-I dropped out of school at the age of three
~why?
-cause all the teachers tried to player hate on me
more random crap! OH SHIT!
um yes. I took pictures. of my rainbow things. I need them up but lo and behold- my mother hide my camera charger --> WTF?

Also, I hate life. I want it all to be overrrr [not talking about sucicide!!] ick. Why would I want to do that when you all clearly want me gone? Did that make sense? Shut up.

James wants to come to my school but I told him he would have to hold hands and act like a couple so he didn't get raped. [ironic?] Oh yeah, and I also told him:: no weed.
So, I don't know if he's gonna do it or not, hehe.

oh, and just so I can get this off my chest...
RENORENORENORENORENORENORENORENO

hehe ^^

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16357207/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16357207/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 12:37:27 PST
ummm...hey yeah.
Dear Jason,
I HATE YOU SO MUCH [Roxas =] ]
And, your not getting your crappy pants or your stupid necklace or your god damn bears back! And no, I'm not going to use them. Because I hate you.
I'm not going to look at you until your not an asshole. anymore. [it might take quite awhile]. Don't text me, don't call me, don't IM me. Its not cute anymore. I hate you

Have a nice day! =]
Marykate

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16315619/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16315619/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 13:06:48 PST
So, if ANYONE cares. Anyone in the entire world. ANYONE. [I know I'm just talking to one MAYBE 2 people here =/]
I'm making these comics now. About Jameserface/Jason.
Like, in the one I'm working on this one...where Jason [boo!] is dancing to Drop It like its Hot.
[it.will.never.get.old]
and...um- just so you know

AXEL DOESN'T LOVE DEMYYYXXXX

hehe. Its because hes too busy sexxing Roxie.
[Just in case NO ONE got that...]
Its these two build a bears. They get FREAKY NAUGHTY ;]
...its ma new phone wallpaper.

I LOVE JAMES MICHAEL DANIELS

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16136829/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/16136829/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 10:37:21 PST I love Emily! hehe [shes the bestest]

yeah, so the other day this conversation popped up::
-What if the charries from Death Note got drunk and played Tennis with Org. 13?!
AND I DIDN'T SAVE THE CHAT!
ahhhhhh!!!!!!
but I think L and Light's tennis shorts won.
Or Dee [FAKE]
I'm not quite sure...

IN OTHER NEWS
RUNALD JAHUZAFEIT ARTHUR MOLLY WESTLEY WEASLEY WEASLY...says hello, and his talk show will be continued this weekend.
Maybe while Mk is working, I'm not sure. [I have quite the imagination 0o]

umm...also- HAPPY BELATED CHRISTMAS
[Happy Chrustmas, Harry!]

Just in case you care- [emily]
-I started wearing the braclet. you know, the one Jason made for me
-and I know the necklace is broken, but I fixed it.


<3 Thats all, Folks xD

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/15918038/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/15918038/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 13:38:17 PST Lonliness is uber fun! [scarcasm] Yeah
So, I don't have...anyone. Let me break it down for you, hmm?

Emily Gx Kevin
MichelexRichard
Steph Lx Willy
Steph S. has been going out with Isaac but keeps dumping him
Marykatex....

yeah! Funners!
I know Meghan and Emily are single like me but...umm thanks no

So, yeah Alyssa isn't helping.
Shes with this guy, Jason [coincidence?] and shes RUBBING IT IN MY FUCKING FACE
...
Anyway- Happy Christmas.

and just for randomness


RONS BACK AGAIN!

]]> ~Kaianmarie http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/15768840/ http://Kaianmarie.deviantart.com/journal/15768840/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 17:35:59 PST I'll probably stick to dumbass pictures of me being...well..me.
Like, you know- the shark hat?
hXc I KNOW

oy
So, Jason Cord. I hate him >< [sorry is anyone out there is also named Jason Cord] he is awfulll.
But....Jameessss....

go look: ~treehugz
[its not James, its comics about Jamers ]

]]> ~Kaianmarie