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deviantART: by:Kaichu-chan http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Kaichu-chan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Kaichu-chan en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 09 Dec 2009 08:03:56 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Cold BLows the Wind http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28716740/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28716740/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 18:50:48 PST
It's been pretty cold here recently. which is awesome! we might actually have a winter this year! pretty happy about that. I'm excited for christmas and really ready for christmas break!

This weekend I'm doing this workshop with someone I'm in PALs with. It's for her Girls Scout Gold Award project. It's basically a workshop to help girls with self-esteem by showing them their inner beauty and stuff like that. It should be fun. I'm a group leader, so it'll be a cool experience. I also get community service and NHS points for it. so yayy!

anyway, I don't have anything else to say, except that I'm super excited for ikkicon!!

/kaiOUT

]]> ~Kaichu-chan having a real horrorshow time. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28594418/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28594418/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 16:21:46 PST

So I'm abouuttt 95% done with my Lain cosplay! Got my haircut and contacts and everything else. All I need to do is dye my hair and figure out a shoe situation. I'm not sure what Ikkicon's shoe policy is...even though I've gone four years in a row...

so I need to figure that out and once I do I need to either get lyricals or figure out a plan for shoes... Lain doesn't wear shoes when she's wearing the outfit I'm cosplaying, so idk. I may just end up wearing my rilakkuma slippers because she doesss have bear slippers. So that's my last resort. :/ BUT everything's all finished. OH. EXCEPT. I need to alter an alligator clip to attatch to my lip and get a few more for my hair. THEN I'll be done. lol also I am going to wear my new lolita dress that I got when I ordered my contacts for the Lolita tea party that is supposed to be happening at Ikki. I can't wait! I hope they have a para para panel! I'm so excited for Ikki! even though I was just at an anime convention like 2 months ago, I'm already wanting to go to another one! I already have con fever! better get on my game watching anime so I can have all kinds of new series to obsessively buy merchandise for while I'm there. Can't wait! and I'm especially excited for the raves because ikki raves are always the best! Anywayyyy.

I have homework to do...I should've done it way earlier this break but I didn't. I have a big paper to write, but I haven't even finished t\reading the book it's over, so it'll have to get done when that's finished. blehhh. and I think I have to write a lab report...not sure when that's due though. I think it's due later... I think. lol but I don't think any of you are concerned wiht my schoolwork. xD

I've been doin alright for the most part. not much to report. lol.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!

I suppose that is all.

until next time,

/kaiOUT.

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Cosplay resolution!!! :D http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28361666/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28361666/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 19:55:24 PST
I was going to cosplay Pururin(Welcome to the NHK!) but the cosplay was going to cost me upwards of about $170-200. money I don't have, frankly. I really want to do that cosplay, but it will have to wait.

So I finished Serial Experiments Lain. And it's one of my favourite animes... and I want to cosplay Lain but I thought it'd be lazy to do the kigurumi and too expensive to do her school uniform. wellll I decided I would do the "wired" outfit. which can be found here [link]
I'm going to get contacts and dye and cut my hair to look like lain's for Ikki. It's a little sad when you're willing to sacrifice your hair for an anime convention. xD although it's not a drastic change. lol but yeah. it's simple, so I'm willing to put a lot of effort into it to make it really nice.

I'm excited I finally came to a resolution on my cosplay. I'm trying to talk

into cosplaying as god from Lain. hopefully he'll do it since I found him a $9 wig and I have the rest of the stuff already for him. so hopefully that works out. I'm having a much better attitude about this now that I have a prospective cosplay and partner with which to do it with. I was a little bummed that I was the only one without a partner or group at this con, honestly. I was trying to look on the bright side of things but I was still a little bummed. But now I'm not so yayyy!

so here are my cosplays for Ikki:

Lain of the Wired (serial experiments lain)
Natsuo (Loveless)
Rilakkuma Kigurumi. :3

I'm quite satisfied. Oh and I promise I'll get pics of my natsuo cosplay up soon. I just need to find the time to get fixed up put it on and take nice photos with it on. xD so coming soon pics of natsuo costume and lain. and also I don't have any rilakkuma kigu pics on here either. I'll get those on there as well.... anyway!

that's all for now!

/kaiOUT

]]> ~Kaichu-chan I'm sleeping in a submarine_cosplay,update, etc. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28273093/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28273093/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 15:48:10 PST
I'm really excited for ikkicon! it's in January. Sooooo close but so far awayyyy! I want to do another cosplay. I think i'm going to cosplay Pururin-chan from NHK. could be a little difficult, but hey whatever. I'll try. I'm glad that I know for sure that I'm going to ikki. for a while it was a little up in the air and I was like nooooooo! because I've never missed an ikkicon since the first year it opened. I hope to have another really cool cosplay but other than pururin I don't really have and ideas... Maybe I'll do kanamemo or lain, but lain seems really lazy since all i'd need to do is cut my hair slightly differently-not an issue- and wear my rilakkuma kigu. laaazzzyy. or maybe I could do lain's school uniform. who knows. So there are some cosplays that I want to do but tentatively, they won't be happening any time soon...

-Klavier Gavin (phoenix wright)
-Ema Skye (Phoenix Wright)
-Len or rin (vocaloid)
-Pururin-chan (NHK)
-Misaki-chan (NHK)
-Ritsuka (Loveless)
-Kana (kanamemo)
-lil' slugger might be fun. (paranoia agent)
-Ogawa (high school girls)
- MAYBE Mitsuki or Anna (He is my master)

I guess that's all the ideas I have for now... I don't think they'll ever get done though. :/ I'm too lazy and unskilled. I wish I could cosplay a sexy lady because that would be so fun, but I'm not uhm...mature looking...enough to pull it off. so I'd just look like a skanky girl. xD

in other newssss....

Been really wanting to do a photoshoot lately with LMD but it seems impossible to get everyone together or to want to do a specific shoot so lmd's on hiatus....again.

but we've taking a few shots at school because I'm in a photography class so Reina and I take photos. and edit old ones as well lol.

blehhh. i'm tired of being singleeeee. but whatever. not a big deal. just me being whiney and not making an effort to meet anyone new. but in my defense, there aren't exactly loads of options at my school and I don't go out much to meet people so whatever.

been a bit artblocked/in a slump. not liking my style much and not happy with any of my character designs.. whateverrrrrrrrr. it'll pass. lol
well I suppose that is all.

/kaiOUT!

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Rest In peace Grandma Mary. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27724009/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27724009/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 11:07:54 PDT
She was always such a strong and healthy woman. I admired her so much. When I found out she had cancer, I couldn't believe it because she had always been so strong. Seeing her so weak was the hardest thing. I had never seen her that way before so I didn't even recognize her most of the time. She was such a different person. I mean she was still my grandma but I felt like she had changed, which in reality, she had. she had become cancer to me. and for this I will never forgive myself. I feel so ashamed that for these 11 months I found it hard to look at her. I'm disgusted with myself.

I was pretty close with my Grandma. Since I was little, I had always looked forward to her visiting from her home in California, and likewise visiting her. She was always very cheery and funny and always brought and sent gifts from her travels across the world. She is the person who so strongly influenced my father, stepmom, and I to begin traveling and scuba diving. Without her, I probably would never have even thought of scuba diving. I am eternally thankful that she introduced me to such an amazing hobby. I'll always remember diving with her. she was my dive buddy. we always stuck side by side when diving. I Want to remember her as she was then. I don't ever want to remember her with cancer. she was no longer herself. I feel like she died for me eleven months ago, but at least her body was still here to comfort me, if only a little.

I'm just so devastated. She'll never see me graduate or even get my driver's license. I'll never see her on a plane or in a wetsuit again. I'll never hug her or admire her ridiculously long french braided hair again. I never hug her again or hear her Minnesotan accent again. I'm going to miss her so much. I'll never receive another "care package", a box filled with random nick-knacks and gifts from abroad, again. Last time I saw her, I promised her I would dye what little hair she had growing back pink for her. She really wanted this. I regret that I ever got the chance to give her one last smile.

She had such a strong impact on me. I don't understand why she had to be afflicted with such a terrible illness. It isn't fair. she never did anything to deserve such misery. I'm happy she's no longer in pain, but I'm also angry. I'm mad at her. isn't that disgusting? I'm so mad that she would leave us in such pain. I never got any closure with her. I last saw her about 2 weeks ago and the last thing I said was "see you in a week or so : D" with a big grin as though I was so sure I'd see her. Stupid. I shouldn't ever assume. I should have hugged her more lovingly and told her I loved her more meaningfully. I just couldn't bear to hug her too tightly for fear I'd break her frail body. I didn't want to make her cry with sincerity. I was so scared to show emotion. I didn't want her to know I was scared that she'd die, as though me not showing it made the reality all that less real to her. she knew she was dying. I just didn't want her to know I knew. I wanted to make her think I thought of her like she was before the cancer, even though I knew she wasn't.

This world is cruel and filled with disgusting people and hideous criminals who deserve to die a painful death. she isn't one of them. Why did she have to get such a horrible disease while fucking disgusting criminals like Charles Manson sit alive and well in prison. people like that deserve to die. not pure-of-heart grandmothers who love nothing more than to be with her family and diving. It isn't fair.

This world is cruel.

Rest in peace grandma Mary. I will never forget you as long as I live.

]]> ~Kaichu-chan The hazards of love. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27618791/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27618791/ Tue, 06 Oct 2009 16:20:55 PDT
So this past weekend I went to Houston to see one of my favourite bands, The Decemberists! yay! They put on an absolutely incredible show. like srsly. They sound nearly identical live as they do recorded. I really enjoyed the show, though I really wish they would have played more of their older stuff. I wasn't aware that this tour was strictly to promote The Hazards of Love and was simply them playing their new album in its entirety. I'm not a big fan of their new album(yet) but I'm sure with time it'll grow on me. It just doesn't feel as much like them as their other albums, but it's still a really good CD. ANYWAY I had a lot of fun. I brought

along with me and we had a jolly good time. There were some really cool people in the crowd standing next to us so it made for an interesting night. We were really close to the front, which was cool, but I lacked in photographic equipment, which is not so cool.

In other news, I've been sick since saturday evening with what has presented itself as being very flu-like. saturday and sunday I ran a fever of about 99-100.8 but miraculously halfway through sunday night my fever magically vanished, along with my aches. unfortunately. I still feel pretty cruddy, but I should be well on my way back to school tomorrow. C: I developed my cough friday night and mistook it for an asthmatic reaction to all the cigarette smoke in the air, but I guess not. :/

I haven't been too happy with my art lately, much less have I had time to produce much of any aesthetic value, which is why I haven't posted much recently. I promise to post more soon. If nothing else, there'll be more photography posted since I know have a whole hour and a half dedicated to it during school hours. yayy. it's so nice to have a designated time to sit down and edit the photos that are in need of editing. It would never get done otherwise lol. so expect some of that and maybe some scans from my sketchbook, which probably won't happen since I'm so damn lazy and indecisive. oh well.

welllll I guess that's all I have for you this time.

/KaiOUT.

]]> ~Kaichu-chan The mariner's revenge song. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27527825/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27527825/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 18:41:57 PDT

ALL | ABOUT | ME

- Name: Kaela, Kaelaface, the maester, pooter...lol
- Single or taken: I'm single...ladies. ;D
- Sex: I am Fee-Mayle.
- Birthday: September 1, 1993
- Sign: Virgo
- Hair color: Auburn
- Eye color: green
- Height: 5' 1 1/2''
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: gay.

F A S H I O N | S T U F F

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: hmmmm agaci? or online.
- Favorite designer?: H. naoto? milk? body line?
- What is your sexiest outfit?: ummmmm...not sure i have one.
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: airplane shorts and summer pe shirt.
- What do you usually wear?: clothes.

S P E C I F I C S

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Tresemme color vitality for brunettes and red
- What are you listening to right now?:silence.
- Who is the last person that called you?:

- How many buddies are online right now?: 6

F A V O R I T E S

- Food: curry
- Girls' names: Any Day of the week, melange, elodii, etc.
- Boys' names: Dexter, Jericho, Giovanni, Jaryce, etc.
- Subjects in school: Science, Art, Japanese.
- Animals: octopi, Hyena, cats, red pandas, elephants

H A V E | Y O U | E V E R

- Given anyone a bath?: yes
- Smoked?: Never
- Bungee jumped?: nope
- Made yourself throw up?: yeah and I felt 10 times better afterward lol
- Skinny dipped?: lol yeahhhh
- Ever been in love?: yes.
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: not on purpose lol
- Pictured your crush naked?: I donno. why would I remember if I had?
- Actually seen your crush naked?: no not really
- Cried when someone died?: of course.
- Lied: sure. we all do.
- Fallen for your best friend?: yup.
- Used someone?: yeah.
- Done something you regret?: eh I guess so.
C U R R E N T

- Clothes: my melody shirt and skinny jeans
- Desktop picture: Lain
- CD in player: don't have one.
- DVD in player: ummmm I think speed grapher.

L A S T | P E R S O N

- You touched: my dad
- Hugged: mandi
- You kissed: uhhhhh.
- You IMed: Juan.
- Talk to online: Juan
- You sexed it up with: in what sense? like....actually had sex with? no one. I'm a virgin.

A R E | Y O U

- Understanding?: sure
- Open-minded?: yes in most aspects
- Arrogant?: lol yeah
- Insecure?: eh
- Random?: yes lol
- Hungry?: nope. just ate dinner
- Smart?: yes
- Moody?: yeahhhh lol
- Organized?: HAHA.
- Shy?: Not really. a little bit.
- Difficult?: in some situations
- Bored easily?: of course
- Obsessed?: yeah lol
- Angry?: sometimes I have a short fuse, but for the most part I'm not an angry person.
- Happy?: most of the time
- Hyper?: no I'm actually quite tired.
- Trusting?: yeah unfortunately.

R A N D O M

- In the morning I: had some shitty coffee.
- Love is: awesome if you have it, and hurts more than anything else once it's gone.
- I dream about: some weird shit. lol
- Sexual preference: girlllsssss.
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: height, eyes, hair, body type(skinny, stocky, etc)

W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R

- Coke or Pepsi: pepsi.
- Flowers or candy: I like the sentiment of flowers, but candy is just too good to pass up.
- Tall or short: short. if they are too much taller than me, then I feel like they have too much of an advantage over me....weird I know lol.

W H O

- Makes you laugh the most: my friends
- Makes you smile: my friends
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: uh I donno?

D O | Y O U | E V E R

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: no lol
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: no lol I like being a girl. having a dick seems like it's more trouble than it's worth though it does seem fun. lol
- Wish you were younger?: sometimes. not really.
- Cry because someone said something to you?: yeah sometimes

N U M B E R

- Of times I have had my heart broken?: truly broken? once
- Of guys I've kissed: 0
- Of girls I've kissed: 3
- Of Cd's I own: a few.
- Of scars on my body: umm alot?

whoever wants it can have it lol

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Long Division http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27304974/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27304974/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 17:36:13 PDT
Sooo two weekends ago was Afest! It was great fun. made lots of friends and whatnot, which was cool. I didn't wear my natsuo cosplay as much as I intended to, but I still wore it nonetheless. It came out really nicely and I'll have to post some pics soon. C: I'm really glad all my friends got to go. wouldn't have been the same without them. C:

Hmm also I'm sick. which sucks but whatever. I'm recovering now. Annnd I have a broken tailbone! yayy rofl. it's no biggie. kinda hurts a little though. lol

Oh so I guess I haven't updated since school started huh? lol or my birthday or any of that crap roflrofl.

School's going well. I'm sort of chillin right now. I'm going to be taking an exam to progress to Japanese III soon instead of being in Japanese II. Hope that goes well. either way I'll be in the same class period lol. so whatever. Also PALs is fun. lol I really like the team and we've had a lot of fun so far. C: can't wait to start going to the elementary school.

also, I turned 16 on the first of this month! yay! I'm really glad I'm finally 16. all my friends turned 16 before me so boo-hoo. lol but I still haven't gotten my license yet. xD I need to drive more with driver's ed and then I will get my license. C: lol I'll finally be able to drive. yay!

Also I dyed my hair a couple of days ago. It looks nice, I think. I hope my friends like it. C: they haven't gotten to see it yet. I also haven't told them I dyed it lol. I'm nervous because I've never dyed my hair anything other than black. xD Hope everyone likes it when they see it.

also I might be going to japan this summer which I'm SO excited about. not for sure yet, but we're really planning it.

umm I guess that's all really. Until next time...

/kaiOUT

]]> ~Kaichu-chan I suppose this is goodbye, CO. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26328897/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26328897/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 00:10:41 PDT
I'll never forget you, and I'll always love you, CO.

A special thanks to Rena for being so fucking awesome. You were the most incredible superadmin I could ever imagine and I couldn't even fathom what CO would be without you.(well technically, it wouldn't be. but you know) You're an amazing friend and I hope to be able to talk to you more in the months and years coming. Hopefully we can meet up eventually. Thanks for all the memories and jokes and smiles you've shared with me over the years. I'll be writing to you definitely. I donno why we didn't keep up the pen-pal thing. I hope that ChipZ weenie will always be a reminder of our friendship. You are so awesome and I'm so glad to be your friend.

I love you all. ;^;

/kaiOUT.

]]> ~Kaichu-chan wtf. alskjl http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26108331/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26108331/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 12:45:27 PDT
]]> ~Kaichu-chan A-fest...awayyyy!!! http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26032900/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26032900/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 20:04:09 PDT
I was wondering if anyone is planning on going? I hope to see you there if you are!

I'm going to be going as:

-Rilakkuma kigurumi
-MOST LIKELY: L from Deathnote. This isn't final yet with everyone else.

IF YOU ARE

I NEED YOU TO GIVE ME A FOR SURE ANSWER ON WHETHER YOU ARE GOING. I NEED TO KNOW ASAP. Thanks everyone. ;u;

For those people: Badge is $35 until July 31. after that, it goes up to $40. D: so act fastttt if youse don't want higher priiicceee. lololol

can't wait for the super fun times ahead yayyy~ =w=

/kaiOUT

]]> ~Kaichu-chan summer is flying by. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25721964/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/25721964/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 18:55:59 PDT
I feel like I haven't gotten to do anything this summer. It's been going so quickly and it's disappointing. LMD is planning a photoshoot, but I don't know when or where or how. we have a idea, but not much to make it happen. Other than that, lately I've just been chillin with my friends. I'm putting off working on summer assignments. it's going to be such a drag! I have to read 2 books. D: and do lots of other crap. poop.

I really want some popsicles. but I haven't had but maybe 2 all summer. and I have only gone swimming a few times. this summer doesn't feel like summer. it feels like as I get older, summer loses more and more of it's charrm or "magic" if you will. I also haven't really seen any fireflies, much less caught any. although last time, They didn't blink and

's ate eachother. D: so maybe I'll refrain from that. it wasn't magical at all. xD

well anyway. I hope all your summers are going well and fun and I hope mine picks up. until next time...

kaiOUT.

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Lonely http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24676363/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24676363/ Sat, 09 May 2009 21:32:23 PDT
I wish I liked someone. :/

/KaiOUT.

]]> ~Kaichu-chan NOLA.+ summer tiimmeee http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23852437/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23852437/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 16:17:04 PDT C but other than that letdown and the bitchy group member that I had to deal with, I had a lot of fun. I still need to do some assignments form it, but I'll get around to it. xDD We went to cafe du monde and has delicious cafe au lait and beignets, which was quite fabulous. The cafe au lait is the most fabulous coffee I have ever tasted. Beignets were good, but a bit overrated I think. But still delicious and good to eat. :9 I got some lovely photos, and will be posting them soonish I hope. I didn't get a chance to take as many pictures as I wanted because my group moved so fassstttt. ;A; boo-hoo. The bus ride back was terrible because I was tired and I hated a lot of people on there because they're loud and obnoxioius and dislikable. >C I love New Orleannsss. I'm actually thinking about applying to Tulane university. it's a beautiful campus and a great school, so it's on my list. C:

SO summer is coming quickly! I'm ready for it to be here. I want to swim and eat Popsicles and drink strawberry crush soda and wear shorts and tanktops and go camping and hang out with my friends for indefinite amounts of time without having to pause for going to school.

OO I can't wait. usually I can't wait for cold and dread the hot, but this year, I want it to be warm and summery. This winter hasn't been cold. it's just been sort of hovering on cool and warm, so it's like wtfff. Just make up your mind! it is reallly irritatingggg. so ja. who else is ready for summer?

/KaiOUT.

]]> ~Kaichu-chan artblock + other such fails.(and some wins) http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23435276/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23435276/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 15:09:50 PST
But oh well. lately I've been a little more cheery and less gloomy. I donno. I kind of perked up a bit. Which is good. I have been feeling a little under the weather, but I'm getting better now. I think it was just a very bad case of allergies or a minor cold.

I keep meaning to go in to make up a bunch of failing grades I have in Chemistry(go figure.) but I just haven't had the time! POOP. If I don't do it...I'll fail. ;O; I can't have that happen. like...CANNOT. NO NO NONONO. I have to have all A's. >C also I'm really pissed off because I have a 92 in Japanese, which is unacceptable because I KNOW THE MATERIAL ALREADYYYYY. It's just because an assignment was late and she give 70s for one class late. that's so ridiculous. Abe-sensei...why have you forsaken me? TTnTT oh well. it's still an A I suppose. I just wish I had a 100. like I have the past two grading periods.

In other news, I am tiredddd. and broke. rofl. no monies whatsoever. also no energy whatsoever, but what else is new? xDD

SO. Such has been the past week or so for me. Things are going okay, but I'm a little irritated because I haven't had time for anything lately. :C oh well. And the TAKS test is Tuesday. BORING. We have all freaking day to dot he test. I always finish within like a freaking hour. then I'm bored. so not looking forward to that. but toher than that, I'm exciteed for our New Orleans trip in March. it's gonna be so awesomeeee. we have a pretrip field trip on wednesday next week. going downtown to explore. xDD should be fun.

/Kaiout. :U

]]> ~Kaichu-chan We are vagabonds... http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23276353/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23276353/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 17:37:44 PST We travel without seat belts on...And live this close to death

Pooop. I've been so tired latelyyyy. I donno what's wrong with me, but lately I haven't been able to stay up or function at full capacity... ;A; I've been hungry toooo. like... more so than usual. xDD and that's saying something. ugh.

I donno what's been wrong with me lately. I've been really tired and pretty down, but you know I'm trying to suck it up. I don't know what's my problem. I'm stressing over nothing. like...always on edge. and blehh. I feel like I'm going to cry...

I just want a hug. :C

sorry for the rant/vent crap. I know it's no fun to read. xDD

on a lighter note, I'm starting to come down from my ikkicon high. xDD I miss it though. rofl. not sure what the next con will be. I have to save monies for a car, so I has no monies for cosplay. D: damn. what am I going to do...? I need monies to make a full costume this time and a wig and bleh. cosplay is too expensiveeeee. I'm going to go as Klavier Gavin from Apollo Justice: Ace Attorney. I want it to be super fabulous and stuffs so LMD can do a photoshoot.

probably will look like crap though. rofl. anywayyy. I'm done.

/kai out. xD

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Ikkicon~ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23084743/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23084743/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 14:37:01 PST can't wait for next year! C:

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Love and some verses... http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22512376/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22512376/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 19:00:15 PST
There's someone I like but I'm not sure what to do about it.
I donno what their orientation is, so I'm afraid to ask them out....but I donno. There are other factors, but I'm just.ugh. I get butterflies thinking about it. and I'm not even REALLY sure I like said person lol. I donno. I guess I'll wait and see what happens. Maybe I'm just scared. I'm not sure what to dooo. I'm thinking about asking them on Valentine's day, but I think that's a little cliche. I think I really do like her, but maybe it's just because she's so affectionate towards me? I'm so unsure...

~Kai

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Happy New year!~ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22344563/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22344563/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 23:32:43 PST
I graduate high school in 2011! that's so scary....

Anyway, I had a fun new years eve with all my friends. We just chilled ad

house and watched movies and ate Soba noodles and stayed up playing never have I ever until 8:00 AM and functioned on only 3 hours of sleep. Fun stuff!

I need to make resolutions. =n=

END.

]]> ~Kaichu-chan IKKI ANYONE? http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22198613/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22198613/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 19:48:44 PST

I would love to talk to you all and make some friends while I'm there! I don't ever make enough friends at cons and the people are half the fun! so let me know if you're going and I'll see you there!!

See you there as:

- Kigurumin~ wahhh. either my Corgie one or a rilakkuma one (hopefully)

-Allen Walker from D.Gray-man. C: /probably/

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Christmastime is overrated..Iloveitthough. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22192837/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22192837/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 14:34:14 PST so:

-Laptop
-PS2
-Fedora
-About $320 cash total
-$25 visa gift card
-$25 and $15 Barnes and Noble gift card
-$30 Hobby Lobby gift card(hooray!)
-Magic trick stuffs
-The Dark Knight
-A small tablet for my laptop(because mine is big and such)
-Neckalaces and bracelets for Ikki and stuff
-Alice in wonderland bowl/cup set
-Lens filters(WHEEEEE)
-Make-up :3
-Slippers
-Hat and scarf set
-perfumeee
-and other various knick-knacks. :3

I am a happy camper. :B

So quiz time stolen from

List 100 things about your self

1) Full Name: Kaela L.

2) Male/Female: I'm a lady. :B

3) Were you named after anyone?: nope.

4) Does your name mean anything?: Thin and fair or port of ships in Gaelic.

5) Nick Name(s): Kai, Gayla, The Gay, Klove, KaelaFACE, Kaela-maester, And, unfortunately, Kiester. -__- most of these are my parents and

's family's doing.

6) Who do you think you look like: Me...and people say Dakota Fanning. xD

7) Date Of Birth: September 1, 1993

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: SA,TX.

9) Nationality: I have german, irish, all kinds of european stuff.

10) Astrology Sign: Virgoooo. :*

13) WhatÂs your favorite smell?: peppermiiint <3

14) Political Position?: Democrat.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Coffee
16) Hair + Eye color: Black and blonde/green.
11) Chinese Astrology Sign: I'MACOCK. 8B

12) Religion: agnostic

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: Dakota Fanning

18) What do you look like?: short, short dark hair, Thin.

19) Any unusual talents?: hmm...I donno.

20) Rightly, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Righty whoot whoot.

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: gay

22) What do you do for a living?: Get money from family lol.-15-
23) What do you do for fun?: play video games, draw, chill with friends.

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?:Mechanical penicl, Prismacolor marker, Canon Rebel XT, photoshop.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: Paints, clay, Canon film camera pf sorts. I forget the model.

26) Have you met your grandparents?: ja.

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: no. :C

28) Crush: noooo oneee. (in otherwords, not telling. ;D)

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: I'm not much one for celebrities.

30) Current worries?: Where is my psychology book??

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s):

32) Favorite place to be?: With friends or somewhere neat with a camera. :3

33) Least favorite place to be?: La Vernia.

34) Do you burn or tan?: I don't normally stay in the sun long enough, but I usually burn and it tans later.

35) Ever break a bone?: yah my arm and my pinkie toe(funny story about that one! xD)

36) What is your favorite cereal?:I love fruity pebbles and frosted mini wheats.

37) Person you cry to:It depends on what it is, but usually one of my close friends.

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: half sister. >.>

39) Any brothers: no thank god.

40) Any pets: 2 dogs, 3 cats, fish, and a snail.

41) An Illness: I'm crrraaaaazzyyyyy 8D lol jk.

42) A Pager: No

43) A Personal phone line: No

44) A Cell phone: ja but I don't like my phone.

45) A visible birthmark: ON MAH BUTT.

46) A Pool or hot tub: both

47) A Car: not yet.

Describe Your...

48)... ]]> ~Kaichu-chan plenty of paper http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21810492/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21810492/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 04:43:30 PST

Put your music thing on shuffle and put what every song comes up.
For every question hit the next button, you must put what comes up even if it sounds stupid

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
gyakuju tannou- dir en grey

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
of angels and angles- the decemberists

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

memories- eisley

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

don't care- skankin' pickle (xD)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
pity and fear- deathcab for cutie

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

the devil's workday- modest mouse

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
little differences- save ferris

WHAT IS 2+2?

worlds away- from first to last

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
cut up angels- the used

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

golden wing- an cafe

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
simmer down(cover)- the mighty mighty bosstones

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
I'm in love with a girl named spike- skankin' pickle

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

sick fish- let's go bowling. (lol)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
silver dollar- skatalites

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
university goes ska- skatalites.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
keep on running- dance hall crashers

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
wrong way- sublime

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

no se'- mad caddies.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
kigan- dir en grey

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

the pledge- dir en grey(lol)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
recycled air- postal service (rofl)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

bleed- ours

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

first orgasm- the dresden dolls (lmao)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
this lonely place- goldfinger

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
sticky- dance hall crashers

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

agitated screams of maggots- dir en grey (ROFL)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
fatal believer- dir en grey

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
road rash- mad caddies

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

lord only knows- beck

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
plenty of paper- eisly

]]> ~Kaichu-chan OBAMARAMA!!! http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21333546/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21333546/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 04:40:22 PST
I'm ecstatic. lol. I finally have a president that I can be proud of. I've been to Bali, Japan, Thailand, Bonaire, and Canada all in the bush administration and all four times have been ashamed or scared to tell people 'm an american because of the job our "fearless leader" has done. I'm looking forward with lots of optimism at the next four years.

Go Obama!!!!

p.s. not to mention this historic occasion that he is the first black president of the United states!!!

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Presenting Modern Moonlight Just as Advertised... http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21004593/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21004593/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 16:31:52 PDT
That troll was blocked, deservingly so. C:

anyway just some updates...

I've been really tired lately. School has really been draining me. We've had a lot of homework and projects and whatnot lately, plus the end of the grading period is approaching so I'm scrambling to make sure all my grades are acceptable and no assignments are missing or anything. I realllllyyyy hate chemistry. I mean...I like /chemistry/ but I hate the class. My teacher (nice as she may be)doesn't teach us very well. We are expected tomorrow to be able to draw and label a periodic table of elements, despite the fact that we haven't talked about the periodic table much at all. I should make at least a 90 hopefully. I crammed tonight, and what is expected of us isn't really that hard.

In other news, L'aprÃ©s-midi d'Or is planning on having another photo shoot within the next few weeks! We're still in the planning stages, but we're trying to decide on a theme as soon as we can. If you have any ideas or requests, we'll definitely be open to those. O-mail me or L'aprÃ©s-midi d'Or's deviantART with those please.

I really wish I had a job. I'm only 15, so nowhere will hire me, which is a real bummer because I could really use some extra cash.

Also, I lost two of my favourite phone charms today....One was my Kodama one and the other was the Milky Candy mascot girl.... I'm so sad... ;_;

I've been in a serious art slump lately. I have been so dissatisfied with my art that I want to just sit down and cry. I can't draw. I found out yesterday that I can actually draw a decent human profile, but other than that, my art has been on the fritz lately. I'm so frustrated, but it's starting to look like I'm coming out of it, luckily.

Also, I lost two of my favourite phone charms today....One was my Kodama one and the other was the Milky Candy mascot girl.... I'm so sad... ;_;

I've really been wanting to do requests or commissions or trades or collabs or anything of the sort, so if you want to do any of that, let me knoooowww. =u=

So yeah...how have you all been? This is ridiculously long...

END.

]]> ~Kaichu-chan We've got warheads stacked in the kitchen... http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20915722/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20915722/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 04:50:00 PDT
You won't win.

Honestly, I think that it is really pathetic that you spend all your time going around and spamming people's pages with inconsiderate slurs against them and disgustingly inappropriate stories. Just give it a rest already. I've seen one such person on several of my friends' pages, as well as mine recently, and, frankly, that is just sickening and ridiculous. What do you gain from being such a troll? Stop trying to get your sick kicks at my friends' expense and get a damn life. It is apparent that you have no self esteem, nor do you have any friends, I'm sure, so do us all a favor and leave deviantART. This isn't a place for people to harass others. It is a place for ART( hence the name, deviantART).
You have no art posted. You have no activity other than trolling people's pages. It is apparent that that is what you are here for, and we won't stand for it. You will continue to be reported as a violator of the deviantART terms and conditions until you become a banned deviant. You will lose.

-Kai

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Commissions! :D http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20589940/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20589940/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 18:25:59 PDT

Traditional art(pencil, pen, etc):

Full body sketch(pencil only): $3.00
Full body inked(pencil then pen): $5.00
Full body coloured(marker): $7.00
Full body coloured(Coloured pencil): $6.00
Head shot* sketch: $2.00
Head shot* inked: $3.00
Head shot* coloured(Marker): $4.00
Head shot* coloured( coloured pencil): $3.00

Add a background: $1.00

Digital art(using a computer for all or a portion of the picture's completion):

Full body sketch(no colour): $2.50
Full body colour (shaded): $3.50-$4.00
Head shot* sketch: $2.00
Head shot* colour (shading): $3.00

Add a background: $.50

*Head shot is shoulders and up.

Prices are subject to change depending on intricateness, but it won't go up more than $.50 per commission.

Note me if you're interested or just comment and I'll note you.

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Get up get up get outta your chair. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20576218/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20576218/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 21:46:20 PDT
In other news, I've made amends with two friends whom I've been fighting with and hating for the past year and a half. It had gone on too long and it's over now, thank god. I'm glad it worked out like it did. It's almost as though nothing happened. We just jumped right back into the friendship. C:

My obsession right now is SKA. I absolutely LOVE IT. I remember my dad listening to ska ALL THE TIME when I was younger, so it also brings back some memories. I remember certain songs so it's sorta cool. My favourite band at the moment is Mad Caddies. They're amazing. you should look them up.

I've been a bit sick lately which sucks, but I'm getting better so YEY.

The world ends with you is very fun. I've beaten it and now my friends are playing. I wanted to cosplay it but we changed our minds. We're going to do something else is we go to Ikkicon.

I got Loveless 8. IT'SGOOD. I've been waiting so long for it to be released!!!

Well that's about all for updates.

Oh and ALLYGATOR: What games do you want us to go to? Let us know in advance so we can gooooo. 8D

I want to play video games right now...

]]> ~Kaichu-chan OH HAPPY DAYYY~ =w= http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20066839/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20066839/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 19:39:14 PDT

lol. That is all. :3

]]> ~Kaichu-chan JE NE PARLE PAS FRANCAISE!! http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20019686/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20019686/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 09:55:26 PDT
-

Kai

EDIT--

P.S. DUDE I'M GOING TO A SNAIL MUSEUM. 8DDD

and for all my irl friends, I'll be back on the 21st, which is this Thursday. We have to hang out before school starts back up. I MISS YOU ALL.

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Adventures up north, eh? http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19973742/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19973742/ Fri, 15 Aug 2008 16:16:28 PDT

So I'm in Quebec City right now and we're just chillin' where we're staying. This place we're staying in for the week is INCRED. It's like...bigger than my house. BUTJA.

I totally wish I could've gone to meet

but she lives in Rhode Island which is a good four hour drive from where we were so ja. Hopefully we can meet sometime else soon??

But yeah. I've had a really great time this past week. Maine is absolutely GORGEOUS. I got some really nice shots (some of which I'll be posting on this here dA.) of different natural beauties. I can't wait to go to the festivites here in Quebec this week. Just driving through is GORGEOUS. I really want to go to some of the churches/cathedrals around here to take some pictures and whatnot. Also, I get to learn the French that I learned in school this year and be the translator lol.
Also, I've gotten really into ska lately. ILOVEIT. lol. my Dad put a bunch of ska on my iPod for me before we left as I requested and I like a lot of the stuff he gave me.
My favourites are Five Iron Frenzy and Mad Caddies. They pwn lol.
I also bought the game "The World Ends With You" before I left and it is REALLY FUN. The characters are BIT annoying at times, but then again, they all have distinct character. It's pretty easy until you get near the end. I think I'm about to beat it but I'm STUCK. I think it's the LAST boss of the game and it's HELLA HARD. I can't turn the game off because I haven't saved so I have to leave my DS on stand-by plugged into the wall until I beat it lol. Anyone give any hints?? It's the dragon one. the "shades" guy with Joshua and whatnot where everyone if trapped and I have to battle a GIANT 5 HEADED DRAGON BY MYSELF!!???! Lol. Ihateit.

So what's new with all youse people on DA??

]]> ~Kaichu-chan The Water Rolls Down the Drain... http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19780515/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19780515/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 22:14:39 PDT
Summer has betrayed me....

]]> ~Kaichu-chan NEW OEKAKI! PLEASE READ! http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19571559/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19571559/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 11:32:52 PDT
[link]

There are no members besides myself and

so yeah. Please join if you like to oekaki. I'm sure it will grow into a wonderful community with your help!

Thanks everyone!
-

Kai

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Death hangs like a thick smog. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19545312/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19545312/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 21:28:49 PDT
This years is just...really...odd.

It seems like so many bad things have happened this year. For starters, My mom moved to this little hicktown, which really sucks. I always have to be there now. Every weekend and every two weeks in the summer. It's not that I don't like being with my mom so much as I don't like being HERE. There's nothing to do and My friends are far away. So that happened and there was kind of a custody battle in a sense, and it was stressful. This isn't a big deal compared to other things. Neither are the two below this.
I also Started High school this year and I kind of was a little alone. I didn't have my best friends with me because they went to a special school and a different high school than me. I was lonely without them, even though I made new "friends". More like aquaintances. They weren't permanent.
Then just...stuff...happened that really made me sad for a while and I still am kind of and it's... I donno...Don't want to even bring it up at this point.

Then the really bad stuff began to go down.

I found out that one of my friends has been terminal for a while due to drug use and they say she won't live much longer if she doesn't stop,and even if she does they say she might only have about three years. That sucks. I'm like...hoping it's not true. I haven't heard it from her mouth, so I donno.

Then, in May, as you may well know, my friend Georgie passed away. I'm still in shock and It still bothers me a lot that I didn't fully appreciate her in her life. She was so amazing and she just is gone and she went so quickly. I miss her. I have to drive by her house every time I go to my mom's too. It's painful. But it also makes me smile because she has the batman symbol on her gate. It reminds me of how awesome she was and how much she made me laugh.

Again, with the death, one of my Best friend's stepmom's best friend's boyfriend(did you get that?) is missing. He's in the army and they were flying over water. Something happened and the plane went down. There were about 5 or 6 men on the plane. Only two have been found and they were both dead. There is not sign of her boyfriend yet. The debris is scattered over about 75 miles. I just keep hoping he's safe. I hope that they at least find his body if the worst has happened. They would at least have a bit of closure.

Yet again with the death. I was awakened this morning by a call from my father saying that our neighbor who we've known for quite some time and was a sort of family friend had passed away within the past couple of days. She just died in her sleep. She has three kids, all of which are under thirteen. The oldest in in sixth grade, the youngest not in school yet. I can only imagine how hard this is on them. I feel so bad and I don't know what to do.

I don't know why everyone keeps dying this year. So many deaths have occured and it's really hard. I wish these freak accidents wouldn't happen. I havn't had closure with any of these people and it SUCKS.

I donno. I'm just wondering if someone has any sort of explaination?

Anyone else noticing the trend of catastophes? Is anyone else going through such massive amounts of disaster?

I really hope nothing bad happens to anyone I'm REALLY close to...I don't think I could live if anything were to happen to another friend....I want this chain of freak accidents and disaster to stop.

Sorry for this rant. It wasn't intended to get any sympathy or whine about how my year has sucked. I'm just wondering.."why?".

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Step right up, the next contestant. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19545012/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19545012/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 21:05:56 PDT

( who by the way has some awesome commissions for sale. go check 'em out, yo.

1. Choose a few of your own characters.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!
4. Then tag three people.

Okay then I choose:
Kaedo
Crim&Akito
AzÃºcar
Elodii

Who/What are you?
Kaedo: I'm a human. also, and orphan, but I'm adopted now.
Crim&Akito: We're humans and TWINSSSS!

identical, in fact.
AzÃºcar: I'm a Mexcian 8 year old Magician! Wanna see me pull a churro out of my hat? ;D
Elodii: I'm a 7 year old boy who's been naughty and done a lot of bad things.

Do you have any brothers or sisters?
Kaedo: No. I'm an only child. always ahve been, in fact.
Crim&Akito: Noooo. We're Brothers, remember?
AzÃºcar: Nope. Only child.
Elodii: I...I don't know. maybe somewhere out there at some point, but I'm alone now, except for the spirits that haunt me...

What's your height?
Kaedo: 5' 4"
Crim&Akito: 5' 5"
AzÃºcar: 4' 4"
Elodii: I don't really know...

How old are you?
Kaedo: 15 years old almost.
Crim&Akito: We're 16, yo. :B
AzÃºcar: I'm only 8, but I can do some really cool tricks! pick a card!
Elodii: 7.

Are you a virgin?
Kaedo: Yeah. Saving it for someone special. C:
Crim&Akito: possibly.
AzÃºcar: Um..what does "Virgin" mean?
Elodii: Yeahhh.

Who's your mate/spouse?
Kaedo: No oneeeee. C:
Crim&Akito: No one not right now.
AzÃºcar: My magic wand! tee hee! n_n That's the only thing that's never betrayed me!
Elodii: No one could ever love me. I'm a vile human being.

Do you have any kids?
Kaedo: Of course not!
Crim&Akito: Nope. we're only 16, remember?
AzÃºcar: Hah hah the only thing I've ever produced is a churro from my hat!
Elodii: no, of course nooootttt.

What's your favorite food?
Kaedo: Mmmm. Sushi...or sweets...or...I just like food, okay?
Crim&Akito: We don't really eat much, but I geuss that lolipops are our favourite.
AzÃºcar: Churros,no, Lolipops, no, wait..cookies...no...churros. yeah. definitely churros.
Elodii: I don't know. I can't really choose what I eat, soooo...

Have you ever killed anyone?
Kaedo: I could never do such a vile thing as what my father did.
Crim&Akito: Haha. of course not. what do you take us for?
AzÃºcar: well there was this one time a trick went wrong...hah! gotcha! of course I could never kill!
Elodii: Oh so many regrets....

Do you hate anyone?
Kaedo: My father. I hope he burns for all eternity like he deserves.
Crim&Akito: Anyone who hurts Brother! >:C
AzÃºcar: Those people who say "magic is all fake!" It really makes me sad... I know I can do it!
Elodii: Myself and the people who keep me in these painful chains of murder.

Do you love anyone?
Kaedo: Yes...

Crim&Akito: Brother!
AzÃºcar: I love magic! She is my lover!
Elodii: I did...but she is dead now.

What is your job?
Kaedo: Legally speaking, you would call me a "Tenth Grader". I'm not old enough to work.
Crim&Akito: We work at an ice cream shop.
AzÃºcar: I'm a magician! I work at this little place in my town every friday and do tricks for people.
Elodii: I am murderous. a Hitman.

What do you do to relax?
Kaedo: Music, art, eating, sleeping.
Crim&Akito: Video games. and sleepin'.
AzÃºcar: I like to do card tricks and eat churros. Though it is a bit hard to do at the same time...
Elodii: There is no relaxing once you've taken a life.

There's a person who's teasing you; what could you do?
Kaedo: Ah, depends on what they say. sometimes I just let it kind of fester, which is kind of bad for me.
Crim&Akito: We retaliate,yo! Revenge, revenge!
AzÃºcar: I tell them I'll saw them in half and leave them that way.
Elodii: I'm instructed to eliminate those who are troublesome...

Let's say there's a person you really care about but she/he doesn't know your feelings. How do you tell her/him?
Kaedo: I just come out and tell him...kind of. **blush**
Crim&Akito: We don't really care about anyone but ourselves.
AzÃºcar: I pull a bouquet of beautiful flowers out of my sleeve and ask if they'll share a churro with me.

http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19502139/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 15:05:13 PDT
Firstly, I must announce my friends and I are not going to San Japan. It would be a waste of money since we'd only be going friday and it seems there's not much happeneing either. We will be going to Ikkicon though! Which should be quite a bit of fun, yes.

So last Sunday we all went to a Medic Droid show. It was really fun. Decidedly less intense than I was expecting or anticipating, but still fun. Chris Donothan was like...a foot away pretty much the whole time. It was cool. However, they went a little overboard with the fog machine, so it made it hard to see. had it not been for the Lasers, he would've completely disappeared into the fog. The Lasers were cool, too. So we listened to them and then went to sit down where his lady was talking to us. She was on staff and was really nice. She offered to get a Kill Hannah pick for my friend Kaleb, and did so. I asked for a Medic Droid one. I got it. I'm happy lol. Then she told us that Medic Droid was outside chillin'. I was. WTF? LET'S GO! well we couldn't get back in 'cause we're minors, so yeah.BUT. we turned the corner and in all his glory, there was Chris Donothan. so we walked up and said hey and asked for hugs and pictures and whatnot and he was really cool. He was like...smashed. on...something. I'm geussing he was just drunk, but I donno. He was like...yeah. and he signed my shoe. which is cool. and he signed my friend Kaleb's ass which is cooler and quite a bit funnier. We got pictures. haha. Yeah. then we went back to my place and all my friends stayed until like...midnight. then the boys went home and the girls stayed...well actually we went to

's house, but you know. so it was an intresting night. yes.

Yesterday I went to see The Dar Knight with some my friends. IT IS AMAZING. GO SEE IF YOU HAVE NOT. It's the most intense thing I've seen in a VERY long time!! I love the Joker. Heath Ledger did an AMAZING job. movie is awesome. I give it a 100 stars out of 10. it's that good. and everyone in it is a total haus(sp?).

Oh, and the title to this journal is from a song that I like. If you can geuss what it is, I'll draw you a picture, because you'd automatically be way cool. The song reminds me of Edgeworth from the Ace attorney games.

Speaking of which, I am now finished with all four games. WOOT! unfortunately, that means I'm out of entertainment for a while until I find a new game to obsess over. Don't gt me wrong, I'm still obsessin'. lol. Yeah the last case in Apollo Justic was INTENSE!!! Like..WHOA. But yeah. I'm waiting for Gyakuten Kenji to come out. it's gonna be AWESOME! You can walk around in it! cool, eh? anyway...

Well this is long, and I have nthing to say, so I bid thee all adieu until next time...

-KAIFACE. :B

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Cosplaaaaayyy lol. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19338815/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19338815/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 16:03:15 PDT
So we're going to cosplay. BUT. we're not telling you what we're doing!!!!! ahahaha! You'll have to see the pictures afterwards!

Our cosplay is going to be EPIC WIN! We're going to work really hard and make it be really amazing so we can blow everybody away because our cosplay usually is kind of half-assed. SO.

be waiting for an AMAZING cosplay with AMAZING photos of them. the photos will most probably be posted on our L'apres-midi d'Or account. We'll post a journal when they're up so you all can see them.

Until I next post,

KaiFACE. :B

]]> ~Kaichu-chan tomorrow is the start of a new adventure! http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18737249/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18737249/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 19:45:28 PDT We're going SCUBA diving and such so yeah it should be really nice. we'll be gone for two weeks. from tomorrow(the ninth) to the twenty-fifth. unfortunately though, I'll be missing two of my best friends birthdays ( sorry ally, it's not your birthday but ilu anyway! lol). I'm so sad. they're my very best friends(and ally lol) and I'm very upset I won't be here when they turn fifteen. sorry guys! if I could I would fly back just for you guys' birthdays, but that is, obviously, impossible. we don't have many friends so I feel really bad that it's just going to be them three. they're down to only two friends each...lol. we're pretty much all we have(each other that is...just to clarify). I like..cried when I found out. I don't think you guys realize how terrible I feel I'm missing it. ugh. I'll be sure to get you guys something really nice from Thailand to make up for not being here, even though I know it's not the same and I know you guys are probably upset I'm leaving you for two weeks alone.

also, sorry for the two journal post. the other was only a tag thing.

so I wanted to say Happy birthday now! happy birthday Shelby and Sarina! I love you both so much and I hope you guys can have fun on your birthdays and while I'm gone. again, sorry for leaving you. I wish we could be together every day non-stop this summer, but y'know it's not workin' out like that is it?

lol we'll do that when I get back for our sleep-over-a-thon!!! we need ot figure out what to do so we're not just sitting playing video games and eating Ramen and junk food, as fun as that is lol. NOT ALL SUMMER. XDDD So yeah. I'll stop talking to specific people and talk to the general readers.

again, I'll not be on for two weeks so I'll not be commenting or replying or posting anything(not that I post art much. I promise I will. I'm just so lazy I don't scan anything and my computer art isn't very good lately) during that time. anyway this is long, so I'll leave off here. bye bye!! I'll try to get on in Thailand and Sarina and Shelby, I'll try my damnedest to call you on your birthdays!!!!

]]> ~Kaichu-chan masculine or feminine? http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18737066/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18737066/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 19:32:41 PDT

lesse if I'm more masculine or feminine!!

Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[ ] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers.

Total = 10

Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.( gymnastics. i will never cheerlead.)
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

total: 12

I'm more feminine lol. who saw that coming? xDD only by a little though. it's almost tied!

lololol.

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Sweet nothings. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18349773/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18349773/ Fri, 16 May 2008 10:22:17 PDT
I don't want anyone to get the wrong idea that I want the memorial off, I just don't want to look at that every time I get on. I'm trying to let go and get over it. I'm just...ugh. still in schock.

Rest in peace, Georgie

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Rest in peace my dear friend...I won't forget http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18280258/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18280258/ Sun, 11 May 2008 20:10:24 PDT
I'm going to miss her so much....I feel so bad about not calling her. I was going to...I regret so much not calling her when I felt the need to "catch up". I though, oh, I'll call her later. I didn't. I should have. And I regret not. and now...I'll never hear her voice again.

She was an amazing friend. if I was sad, and called her or talked to her about it, she'd always do her best to make things better. I tried to be there for her, but I feel like
I failed as a friend because it's been so long since I even attempted to call or contact her in any way.

I'm just...I can't believe she's...dead. It's just unbelievable...I'm in shock....

Rest in peace, Georgie. I'll never forget you...ever....

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Totally stole this lol. xD http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18104206/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18104206/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 15:41:52 PDT Kaedo Korokona
2) How old is he/she?
about 15...ish?

3) Is your OC a boy or girl?
boy..though hardly. he's like...a ken doll. xDD
4) What's his/her race?
Japanese.

Appearance

1) If this character were to suddenly become part of the real world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get?
oh...a lot. He has fox ears and he's really....gay.

2) Is your character considered normal in his/her own world?
Yeah...kinda....not very liked though. people think he's odd.

3) What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?
His purple hair, icy blue eyes and fox ears. and his flamin' gay outfit. but only if he's in mascot mode. lol.

4) Would you consider your OC as attractive?.
well...He's cute? like...adorable cute. I donno. He's a guy soooo....

Personality

1) Temper?
mmm....kinda. depends. he can get pretty angry.

2) Does your character ever get depressed?
he suffers from clinical depression, though it's getting better-ish.

3) Leader or Follower?
neither really. he just kinda...is.

4) What is the main aspect(s) of his/her personality?
Really...really...flamboyant. and he's really kind.
History

1) Did your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive?
yes, although his father killed his mother and was executed for it. so no. no living family, though he is adopted, so I guess technically...

2) Is your character out on his/her own? If so, why?
not really. He has friends and an adoptive mother.

3) Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?
um. yeah. bigtime. He witnessed his mom being stabbed to death by his father when he was 4. I think that's pretty traumatizing.

4) What was probably the best time in his/her life so far?
I don't know...being adopted...or being in love?

Romance

1) Single?
yeah...

2) Has your OC developed any romantic relationships?
he's had some in the past, but they didn't work out...

3) Virgin?
lol yeah.

4) Does your character like flirting?
depends. if he really likes them, then yeah.

Symbolism

1) What animal would you associate your OC with?
um...probaby aaaa.....flamingo...?! xDD or a giraffe or something cute like a giraffe or a dikdik.
2) Musical Instrument?
A fluteeeee. n_n

3) Element?
air or water

4) Planet?
Pluto...because it's so forgotten and insignificant.
1) Do you draw your character?
[link]. lol. i love my babyyyyyy. xDDD is that creepy?

2) Do you write about him/her?
I have. I'm in the process of writing his life story as we speak. though I've taken a hiatus.

3) Do you use him/her in any rpgs?
I don't RP really.
4) What other ways have you appreciated your OC?
He is me. he's painted on my door. he's in almost every aspect of my life. I cosplayed as him before...what more?

RANDOMIZE!

1) Is your character wanted for anything?
I don't think so... o__o

2) What are three weaknesses in him/her?
A) Depression
B) Rainbowssssss
C) Food!!! namely sushi.

3) Strengths?
A) He's nice
B) he makes good grades
C) singinnngggggg!!!! C: I'm gonna show you how he can sing! (you'll see! ;D)

4) Does your OC drink or smoke (ect.)?
no of course not! he's completely straight-edge.

5) What's one quirk about your him/her?
He says certain words funny. like honeycomb.... lol

6) Does your character have any phobias?
many many phobias. he's extremely paranoid. he fears airplanes, dark neighborhoods, and people sneaking up on him and hurting him mostly. there are quite a few others though.

7) What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage?
When people insult him for his sexuality and say something abut hi father being a murderer or something you know?
8) Does your OC like chickens?
yes! he thinks they're cute! KOKEKOKO! lol

The Final Question

What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like?
He's me. I'm him. what more can I say? n__n

]]> ~Kaichu-chan Some things. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17548217/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17548217/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 20:05:39 PDT
Fist person.
I HATE YOU. You cause problems all you ever do is whine and I'm sick of it! I wish you'd GO AWAY. I HATE the way you pity yourself and think you're off so bad. look at all the kids in Africa who suffer from AIDS yet can't get medical treatment. LOOK AT ALL THE KIDS IN ORPHANAGES WHO DON'T HAVE A PARENT TO LOVE THEM!! YOU DON'T HAVE IT BAD. I wish you'd leave me alone.

Second person.

You are two-faced and I HATE IT. I never know whether to trust you or not or whether you're telling the truth. I wish you'd be up;front about things I WISH YOU'D TELL ME THE TRUTH. You're irritating to me sometimes. I used to love you as a friend but I'm not sos sure you loved me back all the time or whether you do now or not. YOU'RE STRESSING ME THE HELL OUT.

Third person.

I LOVE YOU. I'm never going to stop. I don't care how long it's been I'll wait forever. I feel complete when I'm with you and I wish I could express that to you. I just want to be with you but I can't and I HATE IT. I don't know whether you ever loved me like you said or whether it was just a trick all along, but I keep hoping my empty wishes on falling stars and in wishing wells and birthday candles and such will come true some day. I wish you could see how lonely I am. I STILL CRY. I'm not okay about this even now. You ruined a song for me. I can't listen to it without thinking of what happened that one time it was playing. I cry when I hear it because I WISH THAT WOULD HAPPEN AGAIN. I MISS YOU TO DEATH. I wish things hadn't changed because now a part of me feels empty.....LOVEME.

Fourth person.

I HATE YOU TOO. I used to think of you as a really good friend that was there. but not anymore.

]]> ~Kaichu-chan So how are you...? http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16996434/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16996434/ Thu, 21 Feb 2008 16:31:16 PST Join rpo please?!

Hey everyone C:

I haven't updated in such a long while. I do feel bad. I've had no time for such things lately, with school and keeping up with friends and just. stuff. So yes. This is an update.

I've been doing pretty well myself. Not tooooooo bad. but not great. Things have just een kin of...bland...here lately. Nothing exciting or new. I'm tired a lot of the while as well. I haven't the slightest clue why **coughs**yesido**coughs**...but moving along. School has been....a bit difficult. I don't quite know how well I'm doing in Algebra and such....soooo yes. I don't quite understand it and I feel a bit stupid with it; but no matter.

I still haven't been able to submit my application for ISA. They've not posted it. ugh. I'm tiring of waiting for it. hm... what else to say here. OHYES.

I'd like to post my new commission prices, so to speak. An IRL friend of mine requested I do so, so here the are.

Traditional art(pencil, pen, etc):

Full body sketch(pencil only): $3.00
Full body inked(pencil then pen): $5.00
Full body coloured(marker): $7.00
Head shot* sketch: $2.00
Head shot* inked: $3.00
Head shot* coloured: $4.00

Extra people: $2.00-$5.00 depending on size and intricateness of design. It goes on a casde to case basis, so just ask. this goes for both TRADITIONAL and DIGITAL. C:

Digital art(using a computer for all or a portion of the picture's completion):

Full body sketch(no colour): $2.50
Full body colour(no shading): $3.00
Full body colour(shaded): $3.50-$4.00
Full body mixed(pencil, scan, digital ink, print, colour): $5.50
Head shot* sketch: $2.00
Head shot* colour(no shading): $2.50
Head shot* colour( shading): $3.00
Head shot* mixed: $4.50

*Head shot is shoulders and up.

So there are my prices, Jenna and everyone else. If you'd like to commission me, pleasee Note me or MSN me. I'm on now. Lunar_wolf@sailormoon.com

I'll post some current work and such as examples so yes. ART FROM KAI! c: Yey.

I have...not much to post so it will all be traditional art. from meh sketchbook. it's mah bebeh. C: But I just got a new one...and it's not all flimsy and broken in yet and I hate using it because it is quite stiff and hard to manage for some reason. I'm not used to it. and being the dummy I am....I bought one without micro perferated edges. poop.
well that's my update, watchers and random passers-by. Toodles!

~

Kaifaceface

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan L'apres-midi D'or. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16596289/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16596289/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 11:58:02 PST Join rpo please?!

Howdy-Diddly! This is

AKA Aidan (not Kaichu).
And right now I'm advertising and spreading the word for a really cool deviantArt.

Ok, well Kaichu,

, and I are starting a cosplay or dress-up group. We specialize in EGL, lolita, or gothic styles. We can't wait to get this group started, but we need more people to check us out. The URL is ~

[link]

So please, if you would, take a look at our gallery. Hopefully if we get enough watchers and requests, we can put prints and other merchandise up for sale.

Thanks so much~

Aidan.

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan Dainty picnic! http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16577589/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16577589/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 07:41:10 PST Join rpo please?!

So today I'm having a dainty picnic! Should be a alot of fun. with finger sandwiches...yesss. finger sandwiches. WITHOUT. crust. And coo0kies! and tea. green tea or iced tea or hot tea? hmm I'm not sure quite yet. It's going to be a small picnic of daintiness. only about five people, but it should be very fun. we are going to dress up very elaborately in lolita and dainty clothing and do our make-up just so, so that we look elegant and dainty all the same. yes. we got lot's of make-up and

and I were experimenting wiht it last night, though i'm horrbile at putting on make-up and not much of it looks good on me. oh well. i'LL HAVE TO DO IT MYESELF BECAUSE THAT WAY I'll know exacitally(lol) what I want. Of course, my body hates me. It knows I'll be taking photos and trying to look pretty so it popped a couple of HUGE blemishes on my face and made me have another ugly day. oh and now I'm coughing again(been sick). I was fine yesterday! oh well. not letting that put a damper on my sunny, dainty day. blemishes and imperfections are what photoshop and make-up are for.

photoshop will be our best friend today, I believe. lol. well as for the dainty picnic pictures, they'll be posted on here sometime in the future, not sure when. so yeah. expect those eventually. yeah I'm gonna have a good dainty time toda.

I wonder what

will wear? god knows with him. I told him to dress daintily. I hope he doesn't ruin the pictures with normal clothes. we'll all be frilly and dainty and such so yeah.

Toodles!

Kai

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan I'm thinking of what sarah said... http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16477782/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16477782/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 16:31:27 PST Join rpo please?!

I'm better. still kinda throat hurty, but for the most part, better.

anyway yeah. The title is from a death cab for cutie song. one of my favourites. it's such a sad song, though. mmyes.
I love it though.... it's such a peaceful pretty song. anywayyy. I made a new webcam. I'll make a much better one later, but my photoshop is being a butt right now. not workin' with me! >

it's not the one I have now. I havn't put it there yet. it'll be kaedo lol. it's kinda...boring...but whatever. I REALLY feel like doing some photography right now. unfortunately it is darkening outside and the temperature is declining quickly. what a drag. and I'm really lazy sooo yeh. you know what? someone ruined a song for me...I love the song but now whenever I hear it, I think of them and it makes me sad. Transatlanticism. Once one of my favourite songs. It depresses the hell out of me now...and it follows me. I CAN'T GET AWAY. It's playing right now. Ugh. makes me upset. anywayyy...man this is kinda short so far. uhhh...hm. let's see. OH. nope, nope lost it. lol well I suppose I'll go now. Bai bai.

Kaiface

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan it seems I've fallen ill... http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16462520/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16462520/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 16:18:18 PST Join rpo please?!

So yeah I'm sick today. I thought I had strep but I went to the doctor and the test was negative so woot. and it's not flu either. it's just a regular old viral cold. ugh. I feel awful though. My throat is KILLING me. and now my ear hurts. it feels all muffled and such. It achessss. and my whole body aches. anyway...Finals are finally over! woot! I missed Math and geography today, but yeah. I need to make those up on tuesday(not monday since it's a school holiday). hopefully I do as welll on those as I have on my others? yeah. so yeah i'LL BE TAKING MY LEAVE NOW. JUST A BIT OF AN UPDATE. -TROTS OFF-

-KAIFACEFACE

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan Finalsss. SUCK. and other rants and raves. http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16318600/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16318600/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 16:28:24 PST Join rpo please?!

Ugh Finals are going to be kicking me. I don't want to take them. and I have French tomorrow. I think it's my written assignment?? It should be easy, but still. it's just time consuming and such. and annoying. then on friday I believe I had a spoken assignment in there. **gulp** I hope I don't screw it up. sometimes I mumble in french and he can't understand me and I donnnooooo. -rantrant- anyway yeah. I can't wait for February! Ikkicon here I come!!! I need to figure out what I'm going to cosplay as and suchhhhh. I donno even who of my friends are going though so yeah.... kind of a problem since they are rooming with me...most of them anyway I think...? xDDD I need to find out...and find out the exact date and such. and when will they have events up1?!?! like the Rave and such?? I love thoooseeee *w* sooo much fun!! I want to do death note. or I might steal my sister's Toph cosplay or something like that. it fits me and all and I LOVE TOPH. loaaklsalsaksalI'm a nerd. I'm a proud avatar liker.(not really FAN coz I don't watch it all the time) C: anyway, just an update. oh and OA is back up. so yeah. thinking about changing the name of RPO. it sounds like a gay porno site and I think it drives people away form it xDD any suggestions?? or how would I do that? bai bai.

-Kai

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan OA complications? http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16305361/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16305361/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 17:50:17 PST Join rpo please?!

Are any other OekakiArt oekaki owners having complications with accessing their oekakis? PLEASE let me know!! also if you are a member of RPO, let me know if you're unable to log on or access the site at all. I'm unable to at the momeent and I'm kinda freaking out as to why??? thanks all

-Kai

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan So this is the new year... http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16193895/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16193895/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 21:09:49 PST Join rpo please?!

This year has just come and gone so quickly. It's amazing to think that soon enouh it'll be two more years and then four more years and then I'll be in college and lving on my own. I have so many regrets from these past few years. I regret spending the past three years of my life fighting with my best friends. I think It's time I start to stop and appreciate all the good times I'm having because they seem to be becoming less and less over the years. New years is usually such a happy time...what happened this year? I'm left with this feeling of loneliness and hollowness that just won't seem to go away....I hate to think of the future, becuase, frankly, it scares me. I don't want to think about being alone in college without all my friends there. I already feel like I'm being isolated form them because we go to different schools. Sure, I see them all the time...but...I don't get anything they say anymore becuase...I'm missing out on a whole year of memories that they're all making wihtought me and it kills me inside. I don't want to grow up. I don't want to think Of college and med school and the future and living wherever in the world I may choose to live. It's so painful to think about. Why does time have to go so fast? I do have a few resolutions, though most of them, I'm not comfortable typing, so here are just a few....

- Learn Katakana
- Get into ISA
- Try for an 'A' in algebra(yeahright)
- Improve artistically
- Get a cool haircut lol
- Cherish the times I have with my friends more than I have been
- Find more diverse music to listen to
- stop a bad habit I have COMPLETELY.

There are a few. the rest I'm not comfortable typing or telling ANYONE.
Happy new years to those of you it can be happy for.<33

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan I met him in hot topic...<3 http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16192780/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16192780/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 20:17:58 PST Join rpo please?!

I met this amazing guy at the mall the other day!!!!! He's soooo cool.

introduced us in hot topic. his name is david and he's really cool. I think he might be a vampire though lol. which is even cooler!!! He's been with me for a while now. we're like..BEST friends!!! and you know what the best part is???

He was only a $15.00 action figure. C:.

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan all I want for christmas is youuuu... http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16080594/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16080594/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 16:19:40 PST Join rpo please?!

Sooo it's almost christmas. hm. funny how it comes
and goes so quickly, eh??
I'm having a pretty good christmas overall.
IGOTTRAUMACENTERNEWBLOODWTF. I
love it. and a new phone and camera and rainbow stuffs and...y
eah. lot's of awesome things. except what I really wanted??
I donnnoooo. -babbling- just...ugh I DON'T KNOW. wtf.
what's the point of this stupid commercialized holiday?? It's stupid.
the only good that comes out of it is presents. do you all realize that christmastime
is the time when suicide rates SPIKE? how's that for merry/jolly/happy/cheery?

anyway...just felt the need to update. soyeah. the title is from a song. mcr made a cover of it.

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan newphone!?!?!!? http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16041183/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16041183/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 09:05:56 PST Join rpo please?!

I got a new phoneeee!! Mine was stolen, as many of you may know. I GOT A VCAST.
IT'SSOCOOL. anyway, irl friends, note me for my number.
or..yeah. some of you I don't know your numbers by heart....
so please let me know those numbers!?!?

and yeah...I got a new camera as well.
and AWESOME PINK SKINNY JEANS!! and clear lens glasses andddd....RAINBOWSCARFALKASLKSAL.
ANDSHOELACES.
ANDBRACELET.

l
ol -having a good christmas so far- anyway, bye for now. :3

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan Art status update! :D http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16020014/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16020014/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 19:45:07 PST Join rpo please?!

Here's my art status<3

Trades: open/CLOSED
Requests: OPEN/closed
Collabs: OPEN/closed
Commissions: OPEN/closed
Charm commissions: OPEN/closed
Badge commissions: OPEN/closed
Icon requests: Open/CLOSED
Icon commissions: OPEN/closed

Commission prices: (in USD)

Headshot coloured: $5.00
Headshot sketch: $3.00
Fullbody coloured: $10.00
Fullbody sketch: $8.00
Charms: $4.00
Icon(non moving): $2.00
Icon(moving-- depending on complicatedness): $3.00-5.00
Badges: $6.00

if you'd like to commission me, note me or e-mail me at:
Lunar_wolf@sailormoon.com that's also my MSN so yeah.

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journal test.

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan I can't do this anymore... http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16005069/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16005069/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 18:32:48 PST Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

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I can't pretend anymore. I Just can't do it anymore. I'm not okay. havn't been for a while. I've been trying to act like I'm fine and happy for too long and I just can't do it anymore. No matter how hard I try to make the best of things and be ahppy...it just deosn't work. I'm tired of it. I just...I can't pretend to be okay. because you know what??

I'M NOT.

please don't think this is any of your faults....I don't want you to feel bad.

sorry I just had to get this off my chest.....

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan //VOID// http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15978868/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15978868/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 20:04:29 PST Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

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lol I have two stickrs on my hand that say void. It could make sense for me?? lol?

anyway...oooh. ups commercial which means postal service song...I wanna listen to them now. do you know that song?? cool if you do. :3

stillstuffyugh.

soooo yeah. ooh now I have links on my journal header!!

D

yupyup. I have nothingto say now....except..except...

I want to thank a few friends for really always being here for me, no matter what:

and
Kaleb who does not have a DA. if you're not on here, it's not that I don't love you. there are just a few people who have really been phenomenal friends to me over the past year, and recently. so yeah. thanks. you guys, it seriously means the world to me that I can cry on you guys' shoulders and you'll just sit there and tell me it's ok and let me drip my tears and snot on you while I sob lol. only true friends do that for other friends.<3333333 so ilu guys. ^3^

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan stuffy.....TT^TT http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15964525/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15964525/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 19:17:06 PST Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

I have a stuffy/runny nose...and I need to shower...so yeah. I should go do that and go to sleep. lol just felt like putting this up. felt the need to let you all know lolz.<33 good night!

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan asian tag? xD http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15964246/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15964246/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 18:55:07 PST Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

stolen from

[] Are you asian in the first place?
[ ] Were you born in an asian country?
[ ] Do YoU tYpE lIkE tHiS aLoT?
[x] Do you eat rice almost every single day?
[x] Can you use chopsticks?
[ ] Have you taken chinese/korean/etc school as a kid?
[x Can you speak an asian language? (somewhat. not fluent, that's for sure!)
[]Do you spike(guys)/highlight(girls) your hair?
[ ] Do you have an "azn crew"?
[] Do you get at least a 3.0 gpa?

Total: 3

[x] Have you designed a website b4?
[] Do you know the song "got rice?"
[] Do your sns/email have/had the words: AzN, gurl, boy, sweet, cute, hot, dragon, babe, angel, lil, princess, Xx...xX, oO..Oo, etc?
[] Do you take off your shoes before entering someone's house?
[] You have both an asian and an english name [uh, sorta? xD; Lorena is spanish but spain ruled the philippines for 400 years and it.. adapted rofl]
[x] Do you watch anime?
[x] Do you listen to techno?

Total: 3

[x] Do you listen to asian music?
[x] Have you watched asian movies?
[x] Can you talk really fast??
[x] doou drink pearl milk tea or bubble tea?
[x d you play a lot of computer games
[x Are you a master at DDR?
[] Do you play the violin/piano/clarinet?
[ ] Do your parents beat you up if you get bad grades?
[x] Do you/your parents drive an asian made car?

Total: 7

[x] Do you draw?
[x small phrases]o you speak ur asian language w/ ur friends?
[ ] Do your relatives own a restaurant/market in an asian community?
[x] Do you slurp soup?
[xYESS HGDF <3] Do you know what kimchee is?
[ ave you visited your home country (Asia) at least once?
[x] Does your house smell like incense once in awhile?
[] Do you have/had glasses or braces?
[] Do you like to read?
[x Do you have an allowance?

Total: 5

[x] Have you eaten dim sum/dumplings before?
[] Do you have tons of cousins/siblings/uncles/aunts/etc
[x] Can you twirl a pencil between your fingers
[ ] Have you ever solved a rubric's cube?
[x ] Do you read manga?
[x] Is the mall your hang out place?
[x] Do you think that you're short?
[x Do you/your parents save ketchup pckts/napkins/etc from restaurants for "later use"?
[x] Do you have asian pride? (even thougb I'm not. lol!)
Total: 5
23/46 lol OMK 23!

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]]> ~Kaichu-chan i'm retarded lol! xD http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15958180/ http://Kaichu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15958180/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 11:26:52 PST Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

scratch the whole kiribian thing. i have 40 more till kiribian. catch it when it comes around lol. xD

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