http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Kaii-Chan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Kaii-Chan en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 14:10:35 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/26687806/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/26687806/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 08:22:14 PDT
Because some stupid idiot fan faved it again, and you know what? I DON'T EVEN REALLY LIKE IT ANYMORE. I did the first time or so I was reading it. So why should I have it in my gallery? 79 faves in a year. More then anything else I've ever done ever. And that doesn't make me happy at all. The only reason I didn't want to delete it because of Tchy's and mine conversation underneath about the Golden Compass books.

So, all 79 people that faved it suck, because it wasn't even a well designed and nice looking icon. It was just a crap quote they wanted and it sorta looked nice. Well, I do tons of things that are lots better, so put that in your juicebox and suck on it!


I feel better now. Going to go make something new.

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/25435475/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/25435475/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 13:32:17 PDT WaterlilyDesigns account, please let me know what you think!

Too stressed and depressed lately to draw or write.

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/24836265/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/24836265/ Tue, 19 May 2009 09:00:04 PDT
Because I felt I was not watching enough people. There are probably still ones out there that I need to get on the list, but some of these are people I have had bookmarked for months.

I need to work on my resume instead, so I can actually be getting hours at a job, other then work not accepting any of my shifts. But now it's time for reading on the couch.

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/24757842/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/24757842/ Thu, 14 May 2009 17:09:54 PDT
Except now work has hired SO MANY new people in the last few weeks (effing call centers...) that my hours are being cut A LOT. My pay check today was a bit over 250. That's like, half what I've been making lately. With rent, bills, food and seeing if I can hold off paying my student loan longer, I can't do it. I'm tired of asking my mom for money, I've asked her for over 300 in the last couple weeks so I could pay my first half of the rent. I thought moving would help, but it's not instantaneous.

So... help me out if you can. I still have ~WaterlilyDesigns running, just haven't updated it recently due to everything going on. Tell people you know to check it out, get them to commission something. Even working my regular hours, if I get back to those, I'd have time to do it. Most of the stuff on that dA is ready to go with a couple exceptions, but I'll mark those not for sale. It needs to be updated with a couple things too. (I can make teeny tiny lizards omg, sooo cute!)

I'd sell it on Etsy, which I hear is easier... but you need a working credit card to do that. All the info needed is in the FAQ journal entry on that page, any other questions, shoot them my way. Easiest way might be just to shoot me an email (waterlillies@hotmail.com) to be sure I see it. This would really help me out at the moment, but man, I also need to spread some word of mouth around about it. I'm so bad at advertising myself XD

Thanks guys!


Kaii

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/24133951/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/24133951/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 17:23:00 PDT
Babies, for one. My favourite photographers, *girltripped just add one, my college friend had false labour on the weekend, and a highschool friend is having a second sometime this year (forget when) Babies are cute!
Lolstillthink21istooyoung

Pin up girls! I've been researching them like crazy the past couple of days trying to find decent poses for a picture I'm trying to do. After I finish the picture I need to restart for ~SirAuronPD I am sure I'll be doing some more pinup girls. I've only wanted too for forever

Pinup catwoman = challenge.

Kaii

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/23474550/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/23474550/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 16:39:49 PST
Jesus Christ, I DO have other things in my gallery that are, I dunno, BETTER. Stupid fans probably fave everything they come across that is Twi-related. It's not the best icon in the world. The best part is the multi-coloured butterflies. FLUTTERBYS ROCK.

Oh yeah, I know this seems completely contradictory to, I dunno, a few months ago, but basically, book 4 makes me glad I got my mother to buy it for me =/ And the fans themselves have turned me off of it. Hooray! You guys did it! I'm still sane because you're not!

Anyways, I still like Jacob, but I'm now "Team STFU... seriously". NO I HAVE NOT SEEN THE MOVIE. Maybe we'll rent it for vampire night and just laugh at it. I'd rather see The Hunger.

So, yeah. Fave something else and make me happy in the pants plz.

*I've had a new drawing idea this week, just not the time to draw it.

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/23237391/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/23237391/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 14:46:09 PST
I'm also removing a friend who has caused more harm then good in my life as late, and honestly, I'm just tired of being used like this and being sucked into their crappy, fucked up life. I don't need this anymore and I never needed it in the first place. I've grown up even more in the past year because of this person, so I don't regret meeting them ever - just letting them step all over me like that.

No more tears darlings! to ~SirAuronPD and ~Clover-Chan as I wouldn't be doing most of this without you. You finally hit me with it hard enough, I got it guys. I love you <3



I'll keep you updated on the changes as they happen, and maybe this will let me breathe again so creativity flows again.

-Kaii

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/22769628/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/22769628/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 20:44:05 PST
I've been sick a lot lately. And I'm never sick, so this is saying something. It started with a simple cold just before Christmas, I got over that, and then I got some sort of stomach bug that took forever to go away, and sometimes I still have a harsh stomach ache, but I really think that was the burger I ate at the diner on Saturday. When it's not burgers, it's stress and worries giving me stomach aches. I despise being sick, especially if I have no one around me, and this time, there was someone there for parts of it, but I felt more lonely then I did without them. I've also been incredibly emotional and crying a lot, which I also do not like. I'm falling apart, loves.

~Doust19 is one of my best friends, and in the nearly a year we've known each other, he's helped me out a lot and supported me through a lot of things, as I have for him. But we had a rough time at the beginning at the month, right from the first day of the new year, though it started on the eve, due to misunderstandings, jealousies (on my part...), jerkiness and frustrations. We're getting back to where we used to be, so I'm happy about that. I've opened up a lot more to him lately, and explained what caused me to be acting the way I had.

The Ottawa city buses have been on strike since Dec. 10. Today is day 46. The last one (before I lived here) ended after 24 days. People are being seriously affected by this. The mayor and the union president have said that it is an "inconvenience" for the citizens of the city. No, it is not. It has become more then that. I read a newspaper article about a woman whose only left her house 4 times since this started. She has mental and physical problems that make it hard in the first place. And this makes it impossible. A lot of people's independence has been taken away because of this, mine included. I have people, like my previously mentioned bff, who care and will take care of me when I need it. I have stayed with him so many days because of the strike just so I can go to work. A lot of people don't have that, I'm really lucky. I can't always be asking him to stay four days or one day that turns into two because work is stupid. We both need space, time apart to do other things. Plus, there is a girl he is pursuing, so that made it harder too. I feel bad asking, so if for now I only see him at work for a little while, that will be okay.

So I am out of hope of this ending anytime soon. I'm tired of trying to find ways to work and feeling guilty having to ask a friend for somewhere to sleep. Everything I tried, didn't seem to work. Today though, things changed a little. The city has set aside a total of 700,000 dollars now, to help people out. I can now take a taxi to work and not have to pay from my own pocket (as doing that seriously harmed my recent pay check). I don't have to call the carpool guy again and fret that I'm taking up his time and space since he drives tons of people everyday, and I don't have to pay $10 a ride for that either. That's a relief. Now just to see if I can get some assistance in paying rent. =/

Here is an article about another lady's struggles just getting to work. She's older then I am and I could never do that,especially being sick lately, though it would probably take me as long to get to work minus an hour or some. [link]

So that is what I'm dealing with lately and why there is no art or writing or anything. In addition to the usual reasons that is. I might try writing sometime, but my dear Doust has another book for me to read and I haven't finished the first yet

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/21595110/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/21595110/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 09:55:15 PST
Have had a rough time since September, as most of you undoubtedly know - that happens when some of your best friends are your watchers lol. (Love you and thank you for the help you've given )

It's getting better, though I'm still as poor as dirt and needing my mommy's help every month - I feel bad about it, but I'm ever so lucky to have someone helping me. I need to work more hours now that the stress has lessened and I'm not crying all the time. x.X

Thinking of applying to art galleries around here. I made a list in the summer, but when I got the new job, I forgot it. Better take it out and make some calls.

Was doing Nanowrimo. Not much done there, and won't even be close when November ends. But at least I can say "Hey, I made the attempt. I wrote more then I have in a year." We (friend and I) were thinking of doing this SKETCH thing too, but we're too busy, and it's due in on Tuesday lol.

Hm.

I might try drawing again now that school is done for me. I have a little more time. I feel in a creative-ish mood almost.

Thank you everyone,

-Kaii

(I wonder if I should make a different DA account? Kaii-chan feels sillier then it felt last year)

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/20224862/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/20224862/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 19:25:17 PDT I kissed a boy and they liked it
Got all the honeys in the club excited
I kissed a boy just to start shit
And homeboy was not about it
I know it's wrong, but I don't mind
I'm gonna start shit tonight
I kissed a boy just to start shit
Bitches loved it

- Cobra Starship, I Kissed A Boy.

HELL YES. AWESOME SONG. Go youtube it. I can't stop listening to it. xD


I also wanted to let you know I'm getting rid of a bunch of my manga. I'll put the list up tomorrow/soon when I'm more sure of everything I'm getting rid of. But yeah. Thought some people might want to know.

Start the new job on tuesday!

Oh guess what? Saw a dead cat today. With it's intestines hanging out. NICE. Good thing to see at 12 in the afternoon. We went and told the firefighters cause it was like, next to their bushes and the young one was TOTALLY cute! That made up for the grossness

Anyways, planning on drawing or writing or something SOON. We'll see how likely that is.

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/20066850/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/20066850/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 19:40:05 PDT
I watch too many journals. Anyways, I'll get to your stuff people, and I'll probably comment.

I'm tired lately. Sleepy tired and just tired tired. I sleep a lot, or try to at least. When I'm not doing that, I'm with my friend (yes, singular) or working. =/ I got a new job though, I start training saturday. They changed it yesterday, and then my boss asked me to work one extra day for her, since I quit on a wednesday, and if I work the friday, it's easier for her. That's 10 hours at the new job I lost in one day. I have to have a minimum of 16 hours a week. I'm at 17. >>; damnnit.

I don't know what's going on with school either. Apparently I can't sign up for part time courses til the 25th. WTF?! So I should call the school tomorrow and talk to the coordinator about WHICH programs I can take... man.

Trying to keep positive.

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19171253/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19171253/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 18:29:30 PDT
So, still haven't done... anything. Yay me! Actually. I've been writing a tiny bit. And I may just read over the short story I actually finished and post it here. Hm. There's an idea.

I've been spending tons of time lately with my writer friend, and he's very encouraging of my writing, and of me reading his book, which is working lately, as I've been working on my own "book" a tiny bit this week. Small Steps! We have good times I think. Basically, I just feel like babbling to you, and I have nothing to say <3




~Kaii

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18956158/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18956158/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 19:34:41 PDT
I've been busy working, and I'm going to have a schedule change coming up next week. And the lady I work with is leaving, so woot, there will be four of us. And as one has to now commute TWO HOURS to get to work, she might leave soon too. (I'll have to ask her). I hope we hire someone else soon, and one that speaks English properly! (One of the reasons the last girl was fired =/)

I've also spent the week working on a commission for my ~WaterlilyDesigns account, as well as a couple other things that *Clover-Chan requested once she saw something she liked there xD So I HAVE been updating... just not this account. I don't work again til wednesday, so I'll try and get some drawing done. I need character sketches to inspire me to write, and I have another portrait I want to work on

Again, thank you everyone for the watches and the faves lately =] Even if most of you are my close buddies, I still appreciate it <3 Because then I get to watch back and see YOUR awesome stuff! Win win woot!

And that is your brief update

Kaii

P.S. I saw The Labyrinth for the first time tonight, as I'd started it last year, and then we switched movies, and then my roommate lost the DVD. Woot buying it again at walmart for cheap!
P.S.S. If you suddenly found yourself pregnant and/or in possession of a small human that looks like David Bowie circa 1982, I'm sorry. I didn't know watching the movie would cause that. (Inside joke xD)

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18754016/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18754016/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 18:09:28 PDT 1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions
3. Tag three people.

Characters
Dante
Julian
Victoria
Jayden
Autumn

Questions
1. How Old Are You?
Dante: 17.
Julian: I'm 17 too. ^-^
Victoria: Eight. But I bet you thought I was like, older, didn't you?
Jayden: 23.
Autumn: Twenty-two.

2. Height?
Dante: 5'11
Julian: 6'2"
Victoria: I'm not sure. I'll ask mommy later. Do you know, Jules?
Julian: Short enough that I can still pick you up and throw you over my shoulder.
Victoria: I hate when you do that.
Jayden: I'm an even 6 foot.
Autumn: Five foot, seven inches.

3. You got any bad habits?
Dante: Fuck yes.
Julian: Smoking. Dante, I told you no swearing while Victoria is around.
Dante: She'll get over it.
Victoria: I've got to learn it somehow. Mommy says I'm "precocious" and that it's not a good thing. Does that count?
Jayden: I spend a lot of time in front of the mirror
Autumn: Apparently I'm judgmental and a labeler. I'm working on it.

4. You a virgin?
Dante:...
Julian: Dude! My sister is right here! And anyways, what do you think?
Victoria: I'm eight.
Jayden: No, I'm not.
Autumn: Really, is this any of your business?

5. Who's your mate/spouse?
Dante: No one. Which will be my answer until the end of time.
Julian: Hey! Excuse me! What about me?! I thought we were kind of together.
Dante: You thought wrong, and kind of is different from actually.
Victoria: I'm too young, but my brother is with Dante, whatever they say. I know it.
Jayden: I'm with Autumn. Planning on being with her for a while, if things go all right.
Autumn: Jayden. He gets to me somehow.
Jayden: Aww, that's so sweet. I love you too!
Autumn: *looks away*

6. Have any kids?
Dante: No. Never.
Julian: Not at the moment, I take care of Victoria enough though. Maybe someday.
Victoria: Seriously. I'm eight. Do you want to change your question?
Jayden: No, not now. Might not be able too.
Autumn: No. And as my 'mother' likes to tell me, I was an accident, so do you think I'm going to be having a kid myself right away?

7. Favourite food?
Dante: Peaches >>; Steak, bread, whatever mom's making for dinner.
Julian: Pasta, sweet things.
Victoria: Chocolate cake!
Jayden: Strawberries! And apples <3
Autumn: French and Italian.

8. Favourite ice cream flavor?
Dante: Tiger tail. >_>; I like my orange sherbet, shut up.
Julian: Vanilla with hot fudge. Or something different if I feel like it.
Victoria: Chocolate, or whatever Jules is having.
Jayden: I have to chose one?! Umm... Cookie dough!
Autumn: Peach frozen yoghurt.

9. Killed anyone?
Dante: I wish *stares at Jayden*
Jayden: Seriously. I wish you had more of a reason, you're such a child.
Dante: Shut up. When have I ever said you could talk to me?
Julian:...um, no. *Stares at the other two nervously*
Victoria: No.
Autumn: Not yet.
Jayden: Not yet?!
Autumn: My mother, would make it too easy on me if she just died normally. She'll make it as hard for me as she can. I might as well help if I ever get the opportunity.
Jayden:...

10. Hate anyone?
Dante: Yes. Jayden. Everyone knows that.
Julian: No, I got my angst bucket to do all kinds of hating for me.
Victoria: Nope.
Jayden: As much as he hates me, I don't hate Dante.
Autumn: My mother.

11. Any secrets?
Dante: Yea. And I would tell you, why?
Julian: Yep. I have to keep it secret though.
Victoria: I know more about my brother then he thinks I do.
Julian: What?!
Jayden: No. People who need to know, know, or they find out eventually. Am I hiding stuff from the general audience at the moment? Yes.
Autumn: Too many to count...

12. Love anyone?
Dante: No.
Julian: Yes, Dante, my family. Jayden's a pretty cool guy, but I haven't been around Autumn enough yet. Garnette's nice.
Victoria: Mommy, Daddy, Jules, Dante, Mrs. McKenna.
Jayden: Autumn, my family, my friends, the usual ^^
Autumn: ...it's hard to love my self some days, let alone other people.

13. Tacos?
Dante: Yes.
Julian: Sure?
Victoria: No, thank you.
Jayden: Mmm, lunch!
Autumn: Ew, no thanks.

14. Ever slept in all day?
Dante: Whenever I can. Which isn't as often as I want. *glare*
Julian: A few times.
Victoria: No.
Jayden: Yeah, of course. Mostly because I've been to sick to do anything... ]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18652731/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18652731/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 20:37:51 PDT
And since we've now been dating for 3 (maybe is it 4?) weeks, I think it's safe to say that I have a boyfriend. Now, I'm just worried that. I don't like him enough? Or. Something. I can't word it. But lyke. I don't feel anything amazing when we're together or he kisses me or whatever. It's possible that I'm just surprised that someone actually likes me, and am latching onto that so I can experience it for once. Actually, 3 people have expressed interest in me in the past. They were all a) way too far away for me to even consider being with and b) wanting sex c) in the end, way too creepy.

I think Hollywood and romantic fiction is to blame for this. I wouldn't have the thought that everything needs to be amazing without it. But, when you seriously think about it, things are only supposed to be like that with "The One". Either way, I'm still learning, and need to a lot more. Hopefully, this works out, and I'm just being stupid because it's new and I don't know how to act.

My friend has been feeling depressed and stressed lately too. I really wish there was something I could do for him. I was hoping to cheer him up a bit yesterday, but we ended up not having time to do anything, then look up some books. [stares at Ancient Greek Art books] sigh. I hate this.

Thank you also to everyone that's been favouriting my art lately. I'm very touched, though very unused to this happening. I appreciate it though

/stops whining.

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18562953/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18562953/ Thu, 29 May 2008 15:55:38 PDT Ha. I win.

Anyways, I met up with ~Tchy who's as sweet offline as she is online <3 I wish we had had more time to sit and chat without being in a panel, but both of us had groups of friends demanding us to be elsewhere.
Spent a lot of time with ~SirAuronPD as both of us were being shunned by *Clover-Chan xD (It's okay, we forgive you sweetie) and with his friends from school and places. ~l---Nami---l is the best, and rocks for making sure I wasn't stuck by myself all the time <3

Kayso
I bought 3 anime dvds, 3 manga, 3 Keychains, 3 Cellphone charms, 3 CDS, Prints from 3 artists, And one movie xD
It's all threes! Creepy, no? And I totally didn't intend that.
And I can still afford rent for next month

I totally just remembered a sketch I started on Saturday afternoon while watching TV and Auron was sleeping xD So I should go finish that and post it yeah? And writing. Talking to m'dear Finch about her character got me all itching to work on Dante and the others >D

Oh yeahs: Tchy, if you want copies of the pictures I took, let me know <3

~Kaii

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18303282/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18303282/ Tue, 13 May 2008 10:47:42 PDT
Kay. So after a week of talking to people on Gaia about D&D, I was finally talking to my friend and asked when we were going to play again and he said, "you wanna tonight?" Well. Sure thing, works for me. Games with them, start at 11 at night. Why? Because all the guys work really late. I am now changing this rule, or not playing anymore.

So I went down to Brian's, got there like, 20 to 11. We went over to Zack's and he wasn't home yet so we just talked to Mark for a while, Zack got home at 11:30 and we were able to play, but they decided to start a new D&D campaign instead of the game Brian wanted to play (Ninjas and Super Spys). Making new characters for the other two took like, an hour. Before all this, Brian had told me his throat was sore and he didn't know why. So, as the DM, he needs to talk and his throat got worse. The tea with lemon Mark made him didn't work, so Zack is like "Eat a clove of garlic. It's a natural thing."

Well. Brian did. He took bites of it. Not the whole thing at once. But bites. And then it no longer burned his throat, but it KILLED his stomach. He thought he was going to throw up. And couldn't DM anymore. So we left about 1:30 and we stopped at macs and got him pepto and a chocolate bar cause he was so freaking hungry and then he ate the half pack of panda cookies I still had in my bag from work. So he started to say goodbye at the one bus station but I was like, no, I'm taking you home. I don't want you keeling over half way. So I got him home. And there were shifty people standing about outside, but when I came back out, they were gone, but I called my other friend anyways and rambled to him up the street til I was at the bus stop. I had to wait, 40 minutes for the last bus at 3am. Well... I forgot that the buses don't run at the top side of the mall after one. I realized this at exactly 3. Last bus is like, 3:05. It would take me as long or longer to get to the right spot.

I raced down a different way, got myself lost, ended up on the right street eventually, but it was way past last bus. So my friend had gotten told to STFU when he was talking to me at 2, because his mom could hear him on the phone. So I texted him and was like, wrong part of the station. can't get another bus. fuck.
and he's like T.T can you crash somewhere, brians?
and I said no, it was too late - having left brian an hour before that AND he was sick
So I was like, there's a taxi sitting here, do I take it?
He said yeah, I'd do that
I went over to the taxi, asked him how much to my place and he said 20-25 dollars. For you, 20 dollars, get in, we go. So I did and I told my friend I was in the taxi, I'd tell him when I was home. So the driver stopped the meter at 20.00, when we were still on the high way, crap it probably would have cost me 30 or more actually but he was so nice, he said, I saw you on cell, messaging friend, etc. And he got me home alive. OMG. I have never been happier to have cash on me.

And that is why Kaii likes D&D but doesn't want to play after 11 at night and have friends get sick because she doesn't really like the city so early in the morning.

((p.s. ~SirAuronPD is my lifesaver. I would have been so freaked without him D: ))

In other news, I'm going to my mother's for the long weekend, as my aunt, uncle and cousin are coming down. I'll be there til tuesday, then I work for two days before flying off to Toronto for the anime convention. Am so excited!!

My date went really well too! I had such a good time, and so did he. So cute! We went to dinner where we both thought the food was crap, talked about various things, went to see Iron Man (it was between that and Forgetting Sarah Marshall, pfft). Iron Man kicked so much ass. Epic-ly awesome.
He said he had a good time, I said I did too, thank you for everything, and said goodnight. Then last night he told me I looked amazing (he'd said "you look great" on sunday) and that I had an adorable laugh, and that he wished we'd seen the comedy so he could have heard it more. I told him that there were other comedy movies to see and other times to laugh xD He said I get to choose where we eat next time, so it won't be as bad.

Good things right?!

I should write or draw this afternoon...

~x~Kaii

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18233085/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18233085/ Thu, 08 May 2008 19:43:59 PDT A MOTHER FREAKING DATE.
SUNDAY.

OH HOLY GOD.

(This would be a first, ever, if that wasn't noticeable)

Finch dear, if you're reading this, I swear, I'll have my judging done tomorrow! D;

And I bought The World Ends With You tonight. I blame DA, the contest, and the people on here that said it was so good.

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18105551/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18105551/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 17:07:42 PDT
Been a while, hasn't it?

I finished my museum exhibit. My mommy and brother came to the opening. She was so proud of me <3333
I'll post up a picture or two soon.

There are other things I can catch you up on later, but what I'm wondering, is if you'll do a couple nice things for me? All I want you to do is take a look, and read a little bit if you'd like. Of course, you don't HAVE too, but I'd appreciate it

My friend is selling her manga, she has a huge library of it and has decided to get rid of a few things: [link] It's like, 3-4 dollars each book, and there are a bunch of complete sets. That's American dollars, but still, not that bad. I recommend getting Tarot Cafe :3 And Death Note, and Princess Ai xD

If you're super interested, and ask nicely, I'll tell you what yaoi manga she's selling too <3

[link] This is a Naruto fanfiction my other friend is writing, and if you feel like it, give it a read would you? Maybe drop a review telling him what you think of it? We'd both appreciate it. Tchy, he has Dungeons and Dragons fics xD Maybe you'll find those interesting too. Also, you don't need to even LIKE Naruto to like this story, I pay no attention to Naruto, and I loved the story. He's been feeling a little down lately, and I have no idea what to do, so I figure, getting people who like good writing to read it would be something.

I'm trying to fill out passport forms NEATLY, so I'm going to go concentrate on doing that, and then maybe do a bit of drawing (I told Clover-chan I'd draw her something >>; ). My roommate's best friend is staying with us for the next week and a half. Should be an adventure!

Thank you loves!

Kaii~

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17669768/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17669768/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 15:43:30 PDT >;

But I has no time. I have one month left of school, so I gotta make sure I get everything done - including that huge project I showed you. Not to mention I live in fear of when I will get more hours at work (I only work 2 days a week currently), and hope it doesn't happen while I'm still in school. I actually bring this up just cause I cleaned my room on the weekend and found a list of things I'd wanted to draw XD. I think... 3 of the list might get done

BUT THE SNOW IS MELTING. REJOICE.
I am so excited for summer. It shall be muchly funness (I hope), even with out my dearest friends with me. (PS: I LOVE YOU CLOVER TToTT)

So I bought *AGoddessFinch a subscription last night. In between dinner and yoga XD Because.... I wanted too XP And I love her writing, she seems like a fantastic person, and I like to be nice ^-^ Yeah, I know, I need one myself, but I'll do that when I'm done school and such.

I have to go, my friend is coming over, and then my roommate and her boyfriend will be home, and I have to do dishes and call my mom to ask her about taxes and applying to university O_O Oh my lord. I'm amazed I still get any sleep.

Kaii

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17256757/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17256757/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 13:41:26 PDT
I've been thinking of this for weeks. but so much has happened, I didn't know what to write about. Besides, I like using this for art related things, not telling you about my life - unless it's important.

*sigh* I still don't.

School is busy, and I'm procrastinating hardcore. I'm going to be up forever getting my papers done, then end up sleeping through the quiz again, or just through the class. I'm going even if the snow is freaking shit, because my roommate is having a friend over, and while I'm interested to meet him... I don't want to meet him over waffles for breakfast tomorrow. Sense? Yeah.

I have to stay late tomorrow anyways, cause I have to work on something for the huge project, and would have done it over the weekend, but due to the snow... I haven't been outside since Friday. Which by the way, if you're going to see 10,000 BC, it's good, just confusing as fuck. Have fun with that. I can't say more but... alright, I have to: Dinosaurs. And tame horses. WHAT? (I have to talk to a friend about uni courses for sept too....)

Drawing - when I have time, I'm going to revisit my charcoal sketches I started. I like those, they force me to concentrate on shadows and shading. And they always look better. First will be Miyavi, which I last worked on in October. Wtf? Long time. Then Gerard Way, which I've been planning to do since summer. =___= Speaking of Gerard, if I'm not the only one that I know that likes MCR AND likes the idea of gay boys, I'll show you something I found today. Hell, I might show you only if you like gay boys. It is that good.

New obsession? Tokio Hotel. Yes, I know, every other person and their great aunt is into them right now, but they are seriously effing good. I love them in German most. What is it about foreign music that is just so much more appealing? Also, I am a shallow person and love Bill's gorgeous face. And his brother's. >_________<;
I realized something about that today. I really don't often look past that with famous people. I put them on the Pedestal of Adoration... and leave them there, until something knocks them and they fall. Only with Myv-sama have I gone beyond, and then only slightly, which makes me sad. They're people too. I need to be a better, and more understanding person. (This relates to the Gerard thing again, ignore me really). That might get explained later, I'm not sure.

Because my rambles end up being longer than I wanted, I'm done now. Going to go do my work, listen to TH, read my new found joy, and hope that Clover-Chan will be on later. I miss her hardcore.

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16356268/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16356268/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 11:14:28 PST Clover-Chan That's a different sort of happeh. :3

So let's break this down: 1. Anime North, aka AN to us Canadian lover's of the event// *Bonhwa 2. Characters 3. ~WaterlilyDesigns 4. General stuff I come up with.

1.
, , and myself will all be attending Anime North, as I've finally booked us a hotel room. Clover is still unsure [meaning, probably not going to be able too], about having a table in artist's alley. It would be very cool, but I think she'll have too much to be doing with getting a portfolio ready for school.

We have a lot of exciting ideas we're trying to plan, and cosplaying we want to do. I need to get started on mine, which will be Misa Misa xD Clover also maybe wants me to do Tseung, to go with her Reno, that will be more of a side cosplay, and not her serious one. I'm thinking about it <3

We also want to meet up with a million and two people while we're there. Though mostly it'll be other friends we're cosplaying with. I highly doubt I see Clover and Shini all weekend XDDD Which means ~Tchy YOU HAVE TO LET ME KNOW IF WE CAN LIKE MEET OR SOMETHING?!

ALSO! Announced in a recent journal that she WILL be at AN! Which is amazingly awesome that she would come here and not go to the US or somewhere. *Dances* I LOVE her art. So I will definitely end up buying a couple prints if she gets a table. If she doesn't... well, I'm not sure what I'll do, but it won't be good TT________TT

Haha, hey guys, this means I won't be trying to stalk Jones again xDD [Vampirates ftw!]

I'm timidly considering entering her character design contest too. I have an idea at least =/

2.
Characters. Why am I bothering to mention this? Prolly so I'll remember it. ~Tchy Tagged me again with a character journal, but this one looks long and difficult, so I won't be doing that for a while I think. Not to mention I've just changed some important details around and have to re-write parts of the character's history, AND what I have of the first chapter >>; at least it wasn't finished... And yes, Clover, you will get your pronz soon ><;

For the rest of you! [link] cause that makes me happy too, and I want to share the gay love with as many people as possible. :3

3.
I think maybe... 2 people are aware of this? But I have this second account ~WaterlilyDesigns which is for the jewelry I make. I love making it, and I like to give it to people sometimes, but I hardly ever wear it myself [which I find strange...], though I have lately. This week, I've sold two things to a girl who watches me, AND she wants me to do a commission, which makes me ecstatic, cause this is exactly what I've been dreaming of since July. I was also featured by , which I'm hoping gets me more notice. Yay!

4.
...I actually forget what I might have added here. Uhm.... I really have no new ideas for a drawing or whatever. Other than the character design. Maybe I should do something about that this weekend when I don't have to pretend to be working on stuff for placement. I got more canvas boards for painting from a friend for christmas, and I've only used 2 from the bunch she gave me last year. Maybe I should be painting then?

Thanks for making 2007 such a wonderful year with you guys and for all the help and support you've given me! I really appreciate it, and look forward to the rest of this year!

Kaii!... ]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/15785207/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/15785207/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 19:55:15 PST Tchy CAUSE SHE HAS AWESOME CHARRIES, AND CAUSE I LUFF HER.

1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!

CHARACTERS:
Jayden McKenna
Autumn Hargrove
Garnette McKenna
Dante McKenna
Julian Roma

How old are you?
Jayden: 23 ^_^
Autumn: 22.
Garnette: 'M 20. Don't seem it though.
Dante: Why the hell are you making me do this?! I'm 17, leave me alone.
Roma: *smirks, answers Dante* Cause I think it's fun. I'm 17, too.

What's your height?
Jayden: Umm... 6 foot maybe? I think shorter than that...
Autumn: Five seven.
Garnette: Five Nine. It helps get me modeling jobs. Not that I need height for that.
Dante: 6' 2".
Roma: 6 foot even.

Do you have any bad habits?
Jayden: Uh... I spend about as much time as Gemmie in front of the mirror.
Autumn: Analyzing everyone and labeling them with stereotypes. Maybe a couple nervous things...
Garnette: Worry too much. Let things get me angry. Whatever.
Dante: Yeah, I do.
Roma: Heh. Smoking would be my worst.

Are you a virgin?
Jayden: Uh. No.
Autumn: Is that really something you should be asking?
Garnette: I don't recall that being any of your business, and Jayden is reading over my shoulder.
Dante:...
Roma: Ha. No.

Who's your mate/spouse?
Jayden: Autumn ^_^<33
Autumn: Jayden.
Garnette: Don't have one yet.
Dante: What's with all this personal romantic shit?
Roma: I can't tell you, sorry

Do you have any kids?
Jayden: Nope! One day ^_^!
Autumn: No. I'll see about the future.
Garnette: Hell no. I have enough to worry about.
Dante: Are you fucking kidding me?!
Roma: Eh... I dunno, maybe one day.

What's your favourite food?
Jayden: Strawberries! And apples <3
Autumn: French and Italian. From a quality place.
Garnette: Strawberries, chocolate, Chinese, etc, doesn't really matter.
Dante: Peaches >>; Steak, bread, whatever mom's making for dinner.
Roma: Pasta, sweet things.

What's your favourite ice cream flavour?
Jayden: I have to chose one?! Umm... Cookie dough!
Autumn: Peach frozen yoghurt.
Garnette: Whatever's in the freezer. Or a hot fudge sundae, or stuff with brownie in it.
Dante: Tiger tail >___>;
Roma: Vanilla with hot fudge. Or something different if I feel like it.

Have you killed anyone?
Jayden: No! I wouldn't either!
Autumn: No... no matter how much I dislike my mother, I couldn't do that.
Garnette: Felt like it a few billion times.
Dante: No, but I might soon. *glare*
Roma: Nah. Too much effort, and too messy. *smiles*

Do you hate anyone?
Jayden: Nope. I like everyone generally :3
Autumn: Not hate, but... I'm filled with regret thinking what my existence has done to them.
Garnette: ...Not at the moment.
Dante: JAYDEN. FUCKING GIRL.
Roma: Nah. Too much effort. And Dante hates the world enough for the both of us.

Have any secrets?
Jayden: No. People who need to know, know, or they find out eventually. Am I hiding stuff from the general audience at the moment? Yes.
Autumn: Too many to count...
Garnette: Maybe.
Dante: Yea. And I would tell you, why?
Roma: Yep. I have to keep it secret though.

Do you love anyone?
Jayden: Autumn, my family, my friends, the usual ^^
Autumn: ...it's hard to love my self some days, let alone other people.
Garnette: Jayden, Dante, mom, dad. Autumn and Julian are nice enough. Not sure I love them yet.
Dante: No.
Roma: Yes. And I still can't tell you. Jayden's a pretty cool guy though, and Gemmie's not such a bitch when she's around family.

What is your job?
Jayden: I work in a book shop.
Autumn: Daddy's little girl. Might look for one though.
Garnette: Photographer and student.
Dante: If by job you mean something that earns me money, then winning races. Frequently.
Roma: Well, my lovely creator just found out jobs would be a good idea, so she'll have to think of one for me now *laughs*

Boy or girl?
Jayden: I'm a guy! But I'd wear girl's clothes, sure.
Autumn: It's a bit late to be asking this, don't you think? I would be a girl.
Garnette: Girl, clearly.
Dante: What the hell?! I'm a GUY!
Roma: *suggestive smirk* You wanna check for yourself?

What do you do to relax?
Jayden: Write music, play with my band, go out drinki... ]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/15602074/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/15602074/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 08:51:41 PST
Are we all five or something? Mommy gave your younger sibling the bigger half of the cake? GROW THE F**K UP!

First it's page views. Try and see if you can beat so and so's number of views with your own work. Then the "FIRST COMMENT LOLOL WIIINNN" shit. SO WHAT? How about you say something creative and maybe ORIGINAL about a work? Whenever I comment on someone's work, I try and find something about it that I find really great to compliment them on. I do sometimes end up telling them the same they have already heard, such as it's a really beautiful piece, but I like to ADD TO THAT.

For example. [link]
This is something I find really really breathtaking. I have loved Ancient Egypt since forever. This is a gorgeous way of portraying Isis. Some people did not like the black leather glove though, since it wouldn't have been there in Ancient Egypt. I COMPLIMENTED *Desert-Of-Seth because he had it in there! It was unique and original, and he appreciated the fact that I enjoyed it while others didn't. Go. Look at the comments between us.

Now it is the Original Characters Artist movement against the Fanart Artists. I can't tell you how much this ticks me off.
Here is where I put my disclaimer. I will not hide the fact that I do fave some of the popular fanart. I DO have Lady Chimera AND Nire-chan on my watch list. Why? Because they come up with some funny stuff. And sometimes, with all the stress and crap that I have to deal with, mostly from school, it's good to come home, check out my new deviations, and have a laugh or smile at something they've come up with. I wholly admit to being a fangirl, I won't deny it. There are some fandoms I too hate. There are others I like, and enjoy seeing art of.

Does this mean that I still want it all over the front page? No. But like Lady Chimera says, you can't control what people like and what they don't like. I'm all for more original characters. Some of them are really really interesting.

*Bonhwa for example, has created some gorgeous original characters, and I am excited to get the art book she is a part of when it ships in January. But lately, she has taking to smashing the anime/fanart artists as well. And it kind of stings when you see stuff like that. These people should be the "bigger ones". They have talent, they are popular, they have faithful watchers. They can take their work and -sell- it, make a profit from so much talent. I admire the way Bonwha colours and the anatomy she draws (it IS important), just as much as I like the way =ProdigyBombay draws and colours her stuff, even if some of it is Naruto and Sasuke.

What I really like, is a balance. My lovely dear `maya-chan does this very well. I know how much she loves her TMNT, but she has also created her share of original characters that are part of comics or stories, or whatever. Sometimes she puts those up too, sometimes we don't see them.

Now, this whole thing is something I recently talked about with my beloved ~Clover-Chan As we talked, she explained that she was uncomfortable posting her OC's because she didn't want people stealing them and trying to do something similar. She had her reasons. So as we moved onto other topics, she began deleting all of her original work. She is more comfortable having Tales of the Abyss fanart up then Jackson. And if that's what gets her watchers and pageviews, so be it. She's smart and not taking this nearly as seriously as some people. DA is a place for her to have fun and share her work with others. This doesn't mean she's any less talented though, she's working hard to get into an art school and improve even more. I admire her ambition and support her all the way. Maybe it's possibly others feel the way she does?

So you might be thinking, if you've read all this (and I hope you have), what about you, Kaii, where do you fit in to all this?
The answer to that would be "The middle". I am equally a fan of both original and fanart. My gallery is sparse, and definitely lacking in talent, but I'm still trying to improve. It's hard, because school is always first, I don't have time, but I try and make time occasionally. It's also a mishmash of everything. I'm not sure why I have the photographs in there, other than I like them. Am I doing the right thing in sharing my OC's, with the threat of art thieves? Should I do some fanart, or am I afraid of being the next to get bashed (I'm not nearly good enough though)?

For the moment,... ]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/15241769/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/15241769/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 10:24:01 PDT [link]

I DID IT!!!
Finally! Mwuahahaha >D
Next up, getting a subscription. I might do that this afternoon too. It's really not that expensive O=! I've added a couple more people to my watchlist recently, tried to comment on things (I bookmark tons of art never to look at it again ><; ). I got my prints from =jisuk in the mail the friday before my "accident" and they are soooo gorgeous! I think I'm going to frame them, hopefully myself if Townsend's is still doing that in Dec. Not to mention they're SIGNED! I have a thing with getting artists to sign they're prints for me. Better that way.

I have a list of ideas I need to get draw, one before halloween if I want to enter that contest (stupid school!) >>; Last night and today I've been working on my original story, that one with Jayden. There's another doodle of him I need to fix up and make pretty. The story is called The Bookshop by the way... I know, real original. XD

I DID manage to colour something fairly decently for a beginner in Photoshop, and I'm really happy with it. The doodle of Jayden might get the same treatment when it gets fixed. I tried making a wallpaper from a photo last night, but it was full of fail. Stupid Miyavi ><'' Haven't started on the graphics yet that I need to do for the school project, but I'm thinking about them!!

I told ~Clover-Chan to make me a new icon >D One with Jayden maybe? And she's maybe going to do other fanarts for me ^-^ of certain fave orgy members and my characters >D Why draw them myself if all I have to do is pull a Demmy-face and get what I want?!

~Still on the Mind:
-Miyavi (charcoal - in progress, pencil)
-Gerard Way (Charcoal - have ref. pics.) --> Join that club!
-Pinup girl w/car (Lineart, coloured by someone else (x3) - female ref. pics.)
-Depending on success/happiness with above, do more of that
-KH Fanart if I can manage it >w<
-OC drawings

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/15089046/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/15089046/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 14:48:28 PDT Nearly killed myself today. 8D
Do I know how to make my week better or what?

I'm walking home from the bus like I usually do, crossing the wal*mart/mall thing parking lot, I can SEE my building, when WHAM! I'm on the ground and finding it hard to breathe.

I tripped over the -rather large- curb, from the parking lot to the sidewalk where I was trying to get. Knocked the wind out of myself a tad and saw stars. There was a girl walking by at the time and she was like "are you alright?" and the only thing I can come up with is "-wheeze-Fine-gasp-" I sat up to take off my back pack and then lay back down to catch my breath and try to assess damage. An older lady stopped, asked me if I was okay, was anything broken, and I said no, just knocked the wind out of me, and then was able to get up, pat myself down to see if things WERE broken (they aren't) and checked on my laptop which I'd taken to school today, this being more of a concern than my own body, cause with the amount of work I have to do and re-do I can't afford to loose my baby. She's fine, as of course, I'm using her to post this. The lady stayed to make sure I was alright until I was up and walking home again. Which was nice, considering this IS the city.

My knees are a little scraped, but sore as anything, my ribs don't hurt as much, but my right shoulder, the one I fell on, hurts a lot when I raise it to even drink my juice x.x
Took some Advil when I got home, and put stuff on my knees. I was still in disbelief while doing this, so I'm sighing to myself trying to find things and being happy I'm alive when my roommate is like "I love how you sigh with everything you do" "DUDE! I nearly just killed myself!" "WHAT?! Are you okay?!"

I was like, yeah, I didn't fall -into- the street. And her wise words were "Everyday you don't fall into the street is a good day." I passed out on my bed for a while til Dee had a question about something and asked if I was sleeping. I was like I think so? Maybe? I don't think I was awake o.O;;

So now I have to study for my midterm thursday, fix the assignment I was supposed to hand in today cause it was missing things/I didn't know what to put places, re-do one for monday, as well as another one for that day. Should study for tuesday's midterm as well. Maybe I'll do that sunday/monday. After my cousin's wedding this weekend (which I'm hoping I'll be able to move for). And start my research paper and that other assignment due in Nov. Just so it's done. Oh. My. Goodness.

Bleh. lotsa fun, and not exactly in the mood!
x.X

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/14916418/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/14916418/ Thu, 04 Oct 2007 17:28:58 PDT
I'll make that other account soon, I have to take pictures of a new necklace I made last week, and see if I can take better ones of things I haven't uploaded (for obvious reasons). I'm wondering how successful that'll be anyway. I don't want to doubt myself, especially since I know I have things all planned out, but still, even though I know it won't be an immediate thing, I wonder.

SOMEONE has to like my stuff other than my mommy and Mistress

School is going... okay. >>; I'm sort of behind on my work for my elective, but... agh, I don't feel like working on it tonight and I'm going home for thanksgiving this weekend, so I -might- get it done there...

I'm quitting my monday night pencil and paper RPG, Rifts. I don't really know why I'm there. Beyond my friends from class and the one other girl that plays, I find them to be all way to creepy and nerdy and ick. If James wasn't always stuffing his scruffy face, I'd say he was a house away from being homeless. :/ Not nice, I know, but really. Besides, Jason is tired of trying to keep me entertained, and that'll fail when we switch GM's next monday. I can use those 4 hours to (more like 5 with the bus ride) do more drawing, and my homework, and omg, maybe play some video games?!?! O=!

~Kaii-Chan says: "Why am I scheduling time to hang out with creepy people!?? I could go down to a bar and meet them anytime!"
~SirAuronPD says: "I think meeting creepy people in bars would be tons better!" (or something like that)

...I want a DS lite for x-mas. My mother has a DS for cookie's sake!
If I get a white one, I'm naming it Roxas (or Demyx).
If I get a black one, I'm naming it Axel.
If I get a pink one, well, I prolly won't name it Marly D=!


~x~Kaii

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/14672170/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/14672170/ Mon, 17 Sep 2007 11:02:30 PDT
~I'm going to get a subscription. Some day. During the millions of times I check here.
*I'm going to buy a 2008 calendar from dA of one of my fave artists. Or maybe someone else.
~At that time, I'll figure out how to buy prints too D:

*I want to make another dA account and sell the jewelery I keep making and not wearing myself (but being back at school, I've stopped again. Though I still have ideas, so if I do this, I'll really do it. And I have everything planned out how to run it).

~I've taken a hiatus from writing fanfiction, because I've decided to work on improving my art instead when I have spare minutes and need to relieve stress.
*I'm going to be writing my original story though, hopefully, cause I'm totally in love with it
~Which means you'll get to see more/better art of my characters :3

*I'm going to leave more comments on work I like, and fave it if I really love it, not just save it to my bookmarks D:
~This will get me meeting more amazing artists, who may or may not be willing to give me advice and tips (I wuv joo Ahro :3)

*Improve photoshop skillz. I have too, cause I'm the only one in my project group who has -some- understanding of it. And cause I'm artistically-minded too. Stupid geeky boys =/

~Get my millions of ideas down on paper!!
-Miyavi (charcoal - in progress, pencil)
-Gerard Way (Charcoal - have ref. pics.) --> Join that club!
-Pinup girl w/car (Lineart, coloured by someone else (x3) - female ref. pics.)
-Depending on success/happiness with above, do more of that
-'Friends' painting (idea stage)
-Axel painting (staring at refs.)
-Roxas painting (thinking about it)
-Other fanarts?!
-OC drawings (Jayden, 'Autumn', improve others)

YEAH. Lots of ideas >D Whatcha think about this though? Am I on the right track? Biting off more than I can chew? Thinking I'm more talented than I am? Really slow at actually doing these things?

Thoughts?


~x~Kaii

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/13230818/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/13230818/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 17:16:16 PDT
So it's "almost" done, I have his hands and face to do, the wall behind, and details on the shirt and guitar. Shadows too, but I hate those, so we'll see. And I have ideas for a next painting, though I'll need a photo reference. But it's a bit hard to be the one posing and taking the picture, so I think I will be enlisting a certain someones help when we both have the chance and it stops raining. (:

Might paint more tonight... but I dunno. Maybe tomorrow ><;

I wonder where I put my super-villian drawing? In my folder from AN?

Speaking of, AN was amazing, and I now have tons of art by Jones (webcomic = Vampirates!) and Dina (Webcomic = Pandect) decorating my walls and in my art book. YAYS! Thank you so much ;_; I have other pretty things too, and tons of anime to watch life is good (in that respect).

~x~Kaii

]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/9820835/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/9820835/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 20:50:59 PDT
When the hell did I get 100 pageviews?!?! whoa! ...makes me wish there was something worth looking at.

I can say though, with my summer holidays drawing to a close, that I -have- drawn. You have just not seen it, because of my slow internet connection. Not that there is much anyways. x.x ( <--- face of the day)

well. with a headache pressing on me, a request to rp, and a pile of packing that I'm ignoring, I'll go now. Art soon.

~x~Kaii ]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/8906152/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/8906152/ Sun, 28 May 2006 21:32:53 PDT
I think I forget how.

It's been so long.

I tried, like, two weeks ago, and couldn't get past the head before I gave up

*sigh* I need to put pretty things in here. Nice ones people will like. That's hard when you suck. *tears*

I think I will post Anime North Con pics as a distraction until then. That will give people pretty things to look at.

I need to do drawings of my original characters, so Clover-Chan knows what I want them to look like. Ugh. Stupid stupid.

AN was fun though, and everywhere I looked, I saw Naruto characters, which instantly made me think of Kuu. >< I'm such a fangirl to that poor girl. >_> I'm surprised she still talks to me occassionally. I'd be afraid of me and my weirdness.

Anyways, I forget what else I was going to say... oh well. ]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/8830188/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/8830188/ Sat, 20 May 2006 22:41:30 PDT
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I love her so much.

It will be super awesome.

I just gotta make her a story board. !.! ?.?

I've asked Ahro, a webcomic artist I talk to, for help. I hope she will. Or her partner Brady will.

The story is action/adventure, and set probably in the future. The main characters are girls that kick ass, and have fun while they do it. X3 The more I think about it, the more it seems like a cross between, X-men, GetBackers, and any comic book out there. Well, I suppose parts *might* be inspired by those things, but it is a pretty unique idea I think. Who knows? You might go to the store and buy my comic book one day~! That would be super cool and I would love you forever.

Thank you Mistress! *bows and kisses your boots*

Kai ]]> ~Kaii-Chan http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/8306401/ http://Kaii-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/8306401/ Wed, 29 Mar 2006 15:49:38 PST _>

<_<

I Kuu-chan. She is awesome.

Yesh. I've decided that I'm like, her fangirl. As retarded as that sounds, but really, I think that's the best way to describe it. We're... friends, I think. Tho, we don't really talk all that much and usually when we do or I see a new pic of hers I'm sitting there all like

Yeah. Oh wells. She tells me she doesn't mind. XP Which is good.

AND!

HOMG! She said she would draw me a Kyo/Haru pic, or just one, or something! GAH! Super excited, but you can't have one without the other!! XD ]]> ~Kaii-Chan