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Western Civiization/Youmans - 10:30-11:30
Spanish 2/Hauser - 11:30-12:45/MTThF
Creative Writing/Wasem - 1-3:30/MW

I am seriously considering switching the history course to online so that everyday but Monday I have only one class...

Also, it turns out that I'm going to have a gay Thanksgiving. My sister will be in Seattle and my parents having a sort of date, so I'm going to attend the Alliance's T-giving dinner at Barbara's house. Barbara is the most amazingly awesome English teacher ever. Those of you going to the Falls next quarter should seriously consider taking her Learning Community!!!! I would take it if my heart wasn't already set on my current schedule. Getting into Creative Writing was a miracle!

Transgender Remembrance Day is Friday. Those of you who are in Spokane should come up to the Falls @ 7 for the vigil to honor those who have died. At 11:30 on Wednesday, we are having a panel for it in the SUB.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/27898682/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/27898682/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 23:46:48 PDT
And then there's the matter of my "relationship", if you can call it that. I don't know if I can anymore. I care about her, a lot, but I don't feel much reciprocation from her. It's hard, to try and connect with someone who half the time you can't get a hold of or she seems so disconnected or disinterested that it just hurts to watch them seem to not care. Maybe she does, maybe she doesn't... I just want to know if she actually wants to try or is just going to leave me when she goes off to college. I want to know if I should actually fight. I want to, but I can not be burned again. It still hurts too much from the last time.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/27590258/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/27590258/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 02:25:45 PDT
Let's get this fucking straight. If someone comes to me, asks me something as a favor or for advice or whatever, my current situation has ZERO effect on my answer. I listen to the facts, and whether or not if it's good for my "safety", I do what I think is right. If I get hurt in the process, fine, it's my own damn fault. But I will NOT stand someone blaming whatever I say on how I am doing at that moment. That would be just stupid of me to do. I may not act modest sometimes, but generally, I prefer to keep low, speak from the heart, cuz that's where the best advice and help comes from.

I could be hitting rock bottom, and I still would've said what I did.

To be accused of...gawd fucking dammit, this is what makes me want to end shit with people. And I'm really fucking close to. For the past month, I've been thinking about what is and isn't best for me, and I am finding that there are a few people I want to cut out of my life for good. All I get from them is drama, and I have enough shit to deal with, so fuck'em, I don't care about'em anymore. If they want to stay friends, they have to leave their shit out of it. I will be there to talk about whatever, but I will not listen to their problems. I used to do that, all the time, and what did it get me? With the combination of my shitty home life, some very severe depression and General Anxiety Disorder, because I was so worried about everyone else. I'm DONE. Before I can help anyone else, I need to make sure I'm stable enough to take care of myself.

And anyone who has a problem with me moving out of my parents' house...fuck you.

Anyone who has a problem with who I am dating...again, fuck you. (this one is mainly directed at one person who I would jump at the chance to bitch out. that is, if i didn't care about making more drama with her)

in other news....i am ending one of the most fun weekends ever. my girlfriend picked me up from school on Friday, and we hung out at the apartment til everyone else got there for the party. mostly air force peeps, but a couple friends from LC too, both of which have been added to the A-List for parties. Hey, Jaz, want a sunset?
next day, the guys and i went off-roading with another air force guy. that was some scary shit, but fun. Wehunt should be posting vids on youtube soon...i'll provide links when they're up. ;D
my roomies and i went up to check out this house on N 3rd St thats for rent...its freaking MASSIVE. 3x the size of our apartment...and we can afford it. if they let Epic the Cat in (which they should), we have a new place. 83 and it is beau-ti-ful!

ah, life....balanced.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/27493986/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/27493986/ Tue, 29 Sep 2009 19:51:44 PDT
Freedom is amazing.

Currently looking for a job, prospects are looking better than usual...

No internet at my place, so we have to go down to the library a couple blocks away. Free 24/7 wifi. Yay! AND we might be moving back into the city in a month. ;D

Small party this Friday, possibly... Won't know until I hear from my chica.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/27288890/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/27288890/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 20:49:06 PDT

Topics Covered:

Portland
Spokane Falls a.k.a. my new school
Culminating Project
Cheney
Job?
Roadtrip?
Books!

Portland

(This is in no way in event order)
I have to say, this is basically the city of my dreams. The bus ride there wasn't too bad, one of Jaga's old HS peeps was on it with us. She seemed pretty cool. ^_^
But then, getting into Portland...it was SO GORGEOUS! And the air is actually CLEAN! *happy sigh* Powell's Bookstore is definitely my favorite part of the city. It covers an entire city block, and is 3, 4 stories! Of JUST BOOKS! It was heaven, I didn't want to leave! But we had to, before I spent all my money..hehe...It's separated into color-coded rooms, and each room has select subjects in them, and at the entrances you can pick up a map so you know where to find everything. And computers periodically where they have every book on stock on catalog so you know if they have it in stock or not without having to search everywhere. Then there was Pioneer Square...a mall that runs below the streets as well as above. Kory, Jaga, and I had to search for it downtown, cuz Kory forgot exactly where it was. I can't blame'em for not remembering, that area was confusing. Anyways, there was a crystal shop that I had to leave as well cuz I would have spent all my moneys there too...T-T And Moonshadow! Must not forget that...MOST AWESOME PAGAN SHOP EVER! I got a new tarot deck there, Tarot of the Elves, and Dragon Blood ink. All of the daggers, the statues, cloth hangings...so beautiful. Back in Milwaukie, Drake and I journeyed to the Island, a section of forest that is closed off most of the year because of the river. It was so beautiful, and you could feel the ripples off energy. On all of the walks I took with Jaga, Kory, and/or Drake, I ended up finding perfect or nearly perfect feathers and shells. I haven't collected either in years, but they're nice (free) souvenirs from the trip. I left out a lot, but I really don't want to type all of it out...

I love Portland. Hehe...


~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/27201323/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/27201323/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 23:23:17 PDT
A semi-complete account will be made when I get back to Spokane...tomorrow... *cries*

My bus leaves at 10 in the morning and we get into Spokane a little before 5....

Okay, one little bit thats annoying me.

I bought a new tarot deck.

The same day I buy it, one of the cards goes MISSING.

So I'm going back tomorrow morning to search Sushiland from top to bottom.

Yay.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/27032388/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/27032388/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 09:58:04 PDT
Best birthday EVER.
Except for my mom acting insane, but that was expected...

At first, I was worried no one was going to make it, cuz I live so far away and yadda yadda, but then around 5, people started showing up and everything went crazy. Well, kinda.

THEY GOT ME A SINGING CARD! with that frickin' hamster dance song. My sister and Daniel kept trying to get it open and I was all "NOOOOOOOOOOO!" I didn't even open the envelope yet, and I knew it was a singing card. I actually said, "If this is a singing card, I'm gonna kill you all..." I hate those kind, dun ask me why, I just do. But it was frickin' hilarious, so whatevs.

And the failed attempt at a water balloon fight....Aerial and Daniel made them with regular balloons and they were gigantic, so it was basically an epic fail cuz people only got their feet wet...

I can't really tell much else, we all decided to go under lock and key for the other...events...

I am so happy right now. The happiest I've felt in a while.



]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/26638165/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/26638165/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 21:18:00 PDT

If you don't know what the "slap" theory is, don't ask, please. I /really/ do not want to explain it.

/You/ are my heart.
My beating passion,
My muse.
For all we know,
You could be soul.
My opposite, my light.
Right now, my heart may be my soul.
I feel it, pulsing,
and I get scared.
Terrified, and ice runs free.
An icy heart...where is the heat?!

When I feel it growing so strong,
This impossible force,
I run.
Run free, try to break free,
To try and keep things the way /we/ want it.
Or at least how you want it.
So I run, I attempt to break free
Free of this cage,
One in which I know I can not escape
No matter how much I, we, run.

~~~~~~~

"I'm capsized, erring on the edge of safe..."
-The Con, by Tegan and Sara

Gawds fucking dammit. Control in everything but one thing...

I'd really appreciate it if people kept snide comments to themselves...it took a lot to actually write this...admit it, ya know...

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/26618195/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/26618195/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 21:42:59 PDT

If you had a power what would it be?
I'm not asking what your favorite ability would be, like having wings are throwing fireballs or telekinesis or whatever.
What power FITS your personality, WHO you are. Give this some serious thought, please.

I may or may not use the information in what I'm writing right now, but I am planning to make it more than this, so the information will be used at some point.

Please please please participate!

For those who do: Could you include an anime picture that you think represents you? Take time with this one too, don't just choose one you like.

It's all about personality!

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/26457165/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/26457165/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 02:12:18 PDT
Did I mention how fucking sexy I've been feeling lately? I feel so confident in my sexuality, in my life, in my future. I actually know what I'm doing, no matter how much certain family members tell me that I'm not ready, that I don't know enough. I am ready. This is the time.

"Come With Me
Into The Tree's
we'll lay on the grass
And let the hours pass
Take My Hand
Come Back To The Land
Let's Get Away
Just for one day.

Let Me See You
Stripped Down to the bone
Let me Hear you
Speaking Just For Me
Let me see you
Stripped Down to the bone
Let Me Hear you
Crying just for me

Let Me Hear you
Make decisions
Without Your Television
Let Me hear you speaking
just for me.

Metropolis
Has Nothing on This
You're Breathing in fumes
I taste when we kiss
Take My Hand
Come Back To The Land
Where Everything's Ours
For a Few Hours

Let Me See You
Stripped Down to the bone
Let me Hear you
Speaking Just For Me
Let me see you
Stripped Down to the bone
Let Me Hear you
Crying just for me

Let Me Hear you
Make decisions
Without Your Television
Let Me hear you speaking
just for me.

Let Me See You
Stripped Down to the bone
Let me Hear you
Speaking Just For Me
Let me see you
Stripped Down to the bone
Let Me Hear you
Crying just for me"

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/26195695/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/26195695/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 17:38:43 PDT Anyways, I'm burning some right now because I've been crying. all. fucking. day. At least, when I'm on my own. I don't cry in front of people, period. It's just something I don't do. Sabina caught me crying once and gawd, was that bad. I've had a few other slip ups, I've cried during lunch but my tears are so silent, that no one noticed. No one at all. I was crying at the memorial yesterday, fat chance anyone noticed. I kinda like that no one notices but then again being treated so invisible is disheartening. I don't mind it usually, but lately it just hurts...
AH. More rambling. I hate to ramble, but I do it A LOT. Anyways, I'm going down to Riverfront for the fireworks show. First time all summer I've seen Jaz, I think we're going as opposites, me as goth and her as prep. This'll be interesante.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/26176954/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/26176954/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 19:10:48 PDT
Anyways, I went and tracked down Kory, Aaron, and Aerial, almost started bawling in front of them. Kory got me to laugh though, that was good. I am so happy he is in town, I don't think anyone knows how happy that makes me. He doesn't make me confront my unhappiness, he just makes it clear to what I need to do to make myself happy. Well, until last night. There's nothing, absolutely nothing, that I can do right now to make myself truly happy. It sucks, but I have to deal with it. One year. Less, that's all I have to get through til I know I can feel truly, completely happy.

I am completely obsessed with the song 'The Chain' by Ingrid Michaelson right now, it's all I've been listening to. It makes me want to cry, no joke. A few of her other songs have that effect on me, but this one the most. It's just so...beautiful..and it just...I can't really describe it. You have to have been hurt so bad my someone to truly understand. I mean like shattered, you're still being affected by it, so much that you're afraid to love again. That the thought of loving someone else again... At least, that's what I get from it. Other people of course have different experiences. X3

"The sky looks pissed
The wind talks back
My bones are shifting in my skin
And you my love are gone

My room seems wrong
The bed won't fit
I can not seem to operate
And you my love are gone

(Chorus)
So glide away and so be healed
And promise not to promise anymore
And if you come around again
Then I will take, then i will take
The chain from off the door

I'll never say
I'll never love
But I dont say a lot of things
And you my love are gone

(Chorus)x6"

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/26141999/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/26141999/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 01:04:15 PDT
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I can honestly say I am excited for this series. The original book series came out over a decade ago; think Twilight, without the sparkles and rest of that crap. I have yet to read them, but everyone I've talked to who has says they are freaking amazing. Must check out.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/25683123/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/25683123/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 21:05:35 PDT
1. I want to see you. Why do you have to be so busy?!

2. I miss you tons, chica. We need to go to Finch sometime.

3. Someone better will come along.

4. WHY are you so passive aggressive?! I might lose a lot of people because of YOU.

5. I want you to come back.

6. If you had any idea how much that hurt me, you wouldn't have said it.

7. I am so happy you got the job, even though you're going far away! I love you!

8. I've never even met you, but I know I already like you. So good for him!

9. You are oblivious.

10. I shouldn't have seen you while I was there.

[NINE things about yourself]

1. I am a terrible procrastinator.

2. I salsa, tango, and bachata musica.

3. I cuss too much and am trying to put a stopper on it.

4. My room isn't my room. It's my baby kitty's room and I am her servant. X3

5. I love to read, but almost never find any books I truly fall head over heels for.

6. Fangs=

7. I talk to my real father on rare occasion.

8. I'm going to SFCC next year.

9. I plan to join the Peace Corps within the next ten years.


[EIGHT ways to win your heart]

1. Be there.

2. Be who YOU are.

3. Be informed.

4. Be considerate.

5. Be open.

6. Have a sense of adventure

7. Keep it 50/50, don't let either of us dominate the conversation or the relationship.

8. Be honest.


[SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot]

1. When is that form due?


2. When is the seminar?


3. Do I want to take that class next year?


4. When am I going to see either of them?


5. I hope she is doing okay...


6. I wish I could help her to destress...


7. Why is my fan on so high?!



[SIX things you couldn't live without]

1. Water, food


2. Friends and loved ones.


3. Musica


4. Parks


5. Writing implements


6. Love!


[FIVE turn OFFS]

1. Closed-mindedness


2. Fake people


3. Body odor...


4. Hypocrites


5. Some country music.



[FOUR turn ONS]

1. Collarbones


2. Red...


3. Dancing


4. Confidence!



[THREE smileys that describe your life]

1.

2. :3

3. X3


[TWO things you want to do before you die]

1. Join the Peace Corps


2. Adopt. X3



[ONE confession]

1. I am falling for someone I shouldn't.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/25061704/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/25061704/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 00:22:28 PDT
Starts off with my sis and I heading to the bus stop, nitpicking each other from Bridgeport to the Plaza to Savvy's apartment. And through this Savvy is giving me TERRIBLE directions to her apartment until I practically scream in txt at her "WHAT STREET DO WE GET OFF AT?".
When we get there, Savvy is waiting for us at the bus stop and we learn that Tashi, Birgitta, and Owen are already there. They've already talked about what to do and the decision was swimming at Savvy's grandparents. Thing is, Aerial and I don't have shorts for swimming or anything, so we raid Savvy's room. X3 They tried to make coffee too, and just couldn't do it. I've

Lizzy, Kory, Trevor, and Christina show up shortly and we sit in a circle and play a game with Monica's "penis", or waterbottle, having left it somewhere with Savvy or something. When the bottle is spun and lands on you, you have to tell a sex story, real or made up. Lizzy and Kory's I had heard before, old news, but Yin's...my gawd, that boy has quite the imagination! 8D And Christina's fic had so much innuendo...it was hilarious. XD

The group split after that. The last 4 to arrive went off to the Artfest and followed around cuties while the rest of us went over to Savvy's grandparents to swim. We started to teach Tashi how to swim! And I had to end up saving both her and Birgitta cuz they accidentally drifted into the deepest part of the pool and Tashi flipped a bitch and Birgitta couldn't calm her down. Not that anyone could...
I started out wearing a pair of Savvy's shorts, but those emanated freaky shit when in the water and smelled terrible, so I ended up using my sarong...somehow...and by the time we were done, I had made a mini dress out of the material to swim in. X3 More skin anyone has seen from me in years...wow....

Anywho, after swimming, we trekked it up to Birgitta's for food and some Queen tuneage. A cop tailgated us on the freeway! XD
While we were at Birgitta's, I bit Tashi...THAT was fun. >3

Okay, on to the really good stuff...

We go back to Savvy's apartment and are just hanging out til the others get back. We, of course, hear them before they even get to the stairs and when they get inside we just sit around until we FINALLY agree to play the sex dice game.

OHMYGAWD, BEST part of the entire day. >D There are two dice, one with body parts, the other with acts. The body parts were: above the waist, below the waist, lips, ear, breast, and ?. The acts were blow, suck, squeeze, kiss, eat, and ?. Blow is not as in like a blowjob, btw...just like blowing a weed or something. XD

Anywho, the game starts, and we're all (well, most of us) were being prudish. Owen didn't participate except to act as a model for one of the less raunchy ones. I don't blame him...it got raunchy FAST. Christina was also prudish the entire time, and would only use Savvy cuz she was closest and she never got really bad ones, just like blowing or kissing above the waist. The only time we could get her to do anything was when other people did it to her, namely Lizzy and Kory. I got "suck" and "ear", and instead of that, I bit her earlobe slowly to see the reaction I got. Not a bad one either. X3 Tashi and Birgitta got kiss on the lips each a couple times, and the last time we were all like "MAKE OUT ALREADY" and they did for a second, til they lost balance where they were sitting. My sister did a bodyshot of a gummy bear from Yin's navel, his face when she did it was priceless! Everyone was using Savannah, I actually ran after her into the kitchen for my turn and kissed her full on the lips and then she ran back into the main room and returned the favor a minute later.
Kory and Trevor kissed at one point (so cute but also so weird). Everybody ate gummy bears off of everybody, everywhere...Kory licked my breasts! and I have never had Savannah grope them so much. Ohmygawd....most awkward thing ever....
Until I did the eat gummy bears from lips thing with Lizzy. Twice. The last time was right before I left, and it actually ended in a kiss...kinda weird...
But the best is of course saved for last....
I whispered to Trevor about a half hour before I had to leave that he and Kory should do things to me so that when I got something REALLY good, I'll do it to Christina cuz they wanted to see her do something really, really nasty. He tel... ]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/25003125/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/25003125/ Thu, 28 May 2009 18:21:31 PDT


I can still use it, but I have to use the eyepiece, the LCD screen got cracked somehow and is now completely messed up...I knew I should've taken it out of my backpack, but I idiotically forgot to take it out. Though I did take some good pics earlier, with the broken screen and not using the piece piece, using zoom is just a problem. X3

So, no pics for a while...til I get a new camera....yeah....


Hope y'alls lives are goin well.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/24848825/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/24848825/ Tue, 19 May 2009 23:02:37 PDT ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I swear to God we've been down this road before
The guilts no good, and it only shames us more
And the truths that we all try to hide, are so much clearer when its not our lives
When we don't face the blame

Won't you (get on your knees)
believe (have faith)
in this lie with us all.
now my body's on the floor and I am calling, well I'm calling out to you...can you hear me now??

It's not rebellion when you're selling out to an out of fashion salesman
Our promising lives, are full of empty promises
Temptations falling and calling you home again
well I'm sorry, if we've let you down

Won't you (get on your knees)
believe (have faith)
in this lie with us all.

now my body's on the floor and I am calling, well I'm calling out to you...can you hear me now??
Now my bodys on the floor and I am crawling, I'm crawling out to you, can you feel me now??

What's wrong, what's wrong, what's wrong [4x]

Now my bodys on the floor and I am calling, I'm calling out to you
CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW? [2x]
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/24741659/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/24741659/ Wed, 13 May 2009 17:04:18 PDT
First one to find my other account (who hasn't already) can give me two OCs to use in one of my next stories and a basic situation/plotline. Pretty much whatever you want me to write, I'll write. Or you can request a poem on something specific. Whichever you wish.
Second prize will be two OCs OR a basic situation OR poem request.

When you find it, you can either comment or watch it for me to know who finds it first. Or both.

Happy hunting.

(And those who found it....NO HINTS TO ANYONE!!!)

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/24485425/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/24485425/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 17:54:19 PDT

Anywho, I thank every one of you who has commented and faved my latest poem, "Moonlight dancing".

I'm working on a few more poems, and might write a second part to "Moonlight", but probably not. Bunch more photos to put up, too, if I have the chance. Yay!

On a sadder note, my best frendle is in LA for a funeral and how I miss her so.
Never before have I been so attached to my phone.
She comes back at the end of the week (Yay!) but then she leaves again for a quick Portland trip. v.v

School is kicking my arse, but I'm dealing. AP testing will be over in a couple weeks, I went to a BOMB concert last week, and will be going to another one Monday after next with an old friend from Seattle whom I haven't seen in over 2 years.

Back to work now....

Travel lightly, everyone.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/23995035/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/23995035/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 21:58:56 PDT

Fake friends.......

People are sometimes too fake for thier friends. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in peoples friends list actually pay attention to you. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are. Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends'

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/23821076/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/23821076/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 20:19:44 PDT
I don't know why, but I do.

I feel like I'm just done, there's nothing more to do than go on with this meaningless existence.

Fuck it all. I'm gonna go get something to eat, maybe watch an amazing movie to get myself out of this shit mood...

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/23349467/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/23349467/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 17:52:05 PST
"If someone by the name of Alfred Hundana (dragon_heart620) wants to add you to their list, don't accept it. It's a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it, too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this account. Sorry for the inconvenience. Right click on your group name of your buddy list and click Send Message to all plz"

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/23185283/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/23185283/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 23:41:24 PST (x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex <--i take serious offense to the fact this is on the list
SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x (technically)) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 4

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 7

Level 4
(x)) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART / sheezyart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 10

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 12

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (how is this stupid?)
(x) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 16

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding (What's mudding?
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 20

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sliding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(xxx) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 25

Level 10 (Lol, what happended to 9?)
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 27

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x)) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 30

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(x 5) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 32

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces (Need them though....)
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 34

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 38

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x too many times...) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 41

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x only pennies, once. the cashier looked like he was gonna murder me. ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 46

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 48

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 52

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 54

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
(x a SHORT one) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x hehe....speech class...good times.) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 57

Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top and Watched the Stars
SO FAR: 60

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel (BWAHA.)
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 63

Level 23
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 67

Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( )) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(x) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 69

Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 72

Level 26
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laug... ]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/23145581/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/23145581/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 19:13:02 PST [sometimes] You have dry skin.
[ ]You only eat 1 meal.
[ ]You can be very weak.
[ ]You hate your body.
[x]You did starve yourself
[x]You have low self esteem.
[ ]You use laxatives.
[ ]You need to be skinnier.
[ ]People always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
[ ]People think you are too skinny sometimes.
TOTAL: 3

- ADHD -
[x]Your mind is all over the place.
[ ]You are hyper most of the time.
[x]You barely pay attention to anything.
[ ]You cannot cooperate with people well.
[x]You seem to never sit still.
[x]You talk all the time.
[ ]You need attention 24/7.
TOTAL SO FAR: 7

- Bipolar disorder -
[ ]You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[ ]You are very irritable.
[x]You barely get any or no sleep.
[x]You are/sometimes anti-social.
[ ]You are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x]You have thought of/attempted suicide.
TOTAL SO FAR: 10

- Bulimia -
[x]You have thrown up all of your food.
[ ]You throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ]You have no control over how you eat.
[ ]You use laxatives.
[ ]You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ]You always say you are fat
[ ]People think you are way too skinny.
TOTAL SO FAR: 11

- Conduct disorder -
[to my sister]You can be a bully.
[x]You've threatened someone.
[x verbal ones]You often find yourself in fights
[ ]You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others
[ ]You are cruel to humans
[ ]You have raped/molested someone
[ ]You've destroyed property on purpose.
[ ]You stay out all night
[ ]You have ran away from home-almost, but no cigar
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

- Depression -
[not anymore!!]You are almost always sad
[x]You cry for no apparent reason.
[x]You find no hope in your future
[x]You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x]You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day
[x]You can be anti-social
[x]You have low self esteem.
[x]Everything bad that happens is always your fault
[ ]You always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt
[ ]You are failing school.
[x]You have thought of/attempted suicide
[ ]You have ran away from home
[ ]Hope is no longer there for you
TOTAL SO FAR: 22

- OCD -
[x]You have daily rituals
[x]You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x]You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x]You have to keep things in a certain order
[ ]You have harmed yourself.
[ ]You are afraid you will get a STD, aids, or any kind of germs.
[ ]You have to check some stuff over again (Ex: checking door repeatedly)
TOTAL SO FAR: 26

- PTSD –
[ ]You repetitively have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life
[ ]You sometimes think the event will happen again
[x]You feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event
[x]You can be anti-social
[x]You have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x]You have not had a lot of sleep lately
[ ]You worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[ ]For fun you can have angry outbursts.
[ ]You act younger than your age
TOTAL SO FAR:30

- Schizophrenia -
[x]You have had hallucinations
[x]You have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts
[ ]You can be confused about reality and fantasy
[ ]You think people are always staring or talking about you
[ ]You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness
[x]You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ]You do not take care of your hygiene like you should
[x]You are very shy or very loud at times
[ ]You often talk to yourself.
TOTAL: 34

0-25 = normal
26-40 = you have some problems
40-50+= GET HELP NOW

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/23126389/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/23126389/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 17:41:44 PST


]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/23050347/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/23050347/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 22:06:58 PST 's journal.

Warning!
If you recieve a comment saying "Hey. I think i saw your picture on this website/blog here CLICK HERE", don't click on the link
Pass on the message if you can.
DO NOT click on the link. It will take you to a fake dA login page which will steal your login details if entered.

If you receive a comment or note/private message on your page (or any other sites you have joined, for that matter) with a link that says REQ_09BLOG DO NOT CLICK ON IT! It's a virus, and a real hard drive killer. It can also steal your passwords on sites that you've joined.

Try to let your watchers/friends know, too. Because if they get it and click it, you can get it too because your page is connected with theirs.

If you recieve a comment like this, MARK IT AS SPAM using the Mark as spam button on the comment. This will alert moderators to it and will also hide the comment it so others won't be caught out.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22974747/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22974747/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 22:39:39 PST
Anyways, I have a need of some music. If anyone would be willing to lend me a few cds for a couple days, that would be FREAKING AMAZING. CDs would be returned in the same condition as when they were given.

Genres preferred:
Rock, pop-rock (like Paramore, stuff like that), indie, salsa, classical, techno, rave, trance.

Please and thank you!

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22914814/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22914814/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 23:38:01 PST
I, Arina, have received a generous boon from my elders(grandparents)....a brand spankin' new laptop!

*dies of glee*
8D8D8D8D8D8D8D8D8D8D

I shall be posting items as soon as all the updates and programs I want are done downloading.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22791990/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22791990/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 21:53:04 PST Hey ya'll! Carol O'Mally here, friend o' Arina.

Unfortunately for you all, Nakee-say-tah has lost ALL interweb access due to the deceased-ness of her computer.

Until further notice, you will (probably) not be hearing from her on here or elsewhere for quite awhile.

I do say, what a drag. I am sorry

......




]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22722558/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22722558/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 20:35:18 PST

1-[] you like to be consent in everything

2-[x] when a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say?

3-[x] you enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music

4-[] you are quite hyperactive

5-[] if you don’t like something, you start crying and you don’t care if you start talking to loud.

6-[x] you love candies or any type of caramel

7-[xxx] you like making others blush

8-[] you sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand

9-[] you’re usually shy with the opposite sex

10-[x] you like romantic-funny anime

11-[] between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L

12-[] you have listened “an café”

13-[] you like listening to it (the above band)

14-[] you have 1 or 2 song in you pc of “an café”

15-[] you are innocent and a little clumsy

16-[x] you smile at kitties
)
17-[] you usually say –kawaii-

18-[x] you like plushies

19-[] between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue

20-[x] you hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot

21-[] you have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema

22-[] you have called to the mistaken number twice or more

23-[] you cried with Pocahontas' ending

24-[x] you have used a very feminine dress or shirt

25-[x] you call your pets with cute names

26-[x] you believe that yaoi/yuri is the best

27-[x] you're easily to convince

28-[] some men scare you

29-[] you have seen Pucca and you like it

30-[] you have pink/red clothes or they are decorated with flowers

31-[x] sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space

32-[] you’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before

33-[x] when a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive

34-[] you like j-pop

35-[x] you have cried for more than one movie/TV series

36-[] you watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi/you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa

37-[x] you smile with no reason

38-[] you usually are very positive

39-[x] when there’s a rainbow, you run out to
see it

40-[] you usually don’t understand what your parents say

Score: 18

Seme!

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22700064/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22700064/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 17:49:30 PST


Read. Appreciate. Favorite.

[link]

By far my FAVORITE piece done by this lovely young woman.



]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22623615/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22623615/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 21:49:31 PST So I'm not apologizing.
Even if it MIGHT make things better.
Why should I be sorry? After that? Seriously, why?



I've made a few decisions in the past weeks. About after high school. Where I want to be.

I do not want to be rich and famous. Ever. I know I would be much happier with a stable, middle class job, with a small house or apartment. Not some huge thing with an awesome car and maids and all that jazz. None of that for me. I like simplicity.
And I want to help people in some way. Maybe go into social work and most likely help kids out who are not in the best place in the world, may it be at home or in the foster care system. Or something else, but that seems like the most likely road. Maybe join the Peace Corp for a year or so.

And I have decided that I AM going to move down to California. Southern California, near Los Angeles. Maybe not this summer, maybe not after I turn 18, but it will be before I turn 19. I will be DAMNED if I am in this godforsaken city after that. No offense to y'all who like it, but it's just not me.

I have family down there, a lot of family, most of whom I don't remember. My favorite aunt is down there, and my cousins are bomb. There are so many of them too, all scattered around in small towns and cities in Southern Cali, most within an hour or two of L.A. to the east and I think north. Most of them are east though. Which is probably where I'm going to be, at least for a little bit.

And maybe I won't be alone down there?

And I know its not as good as some schools I could go to, but I think I want to go to California State in L.A.

I really do not know why I'm writing all this. I guess its probably cuz I needed to write it down somewhere. To show that I do have some kind of plan for my life. Idk...

I need to get out more.
I need a job.
I need to follow through.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22583042/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22583042/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 17:31:37 PST
Our girls kicked ass, as usual. I think it was 67 to 24 for their game...
The between game show was interesting. We had, what 2 squads or something to Ferris's 4-6? And we still kicked ass. Our drill team can't be beat. And the cheerleaders and Spooh Crew had an awesome routine...one of the best I've seen them do. That first routine Ferris did, with their drill team in those Wonka Bar shaped things...not gonna lie. That kinda scared me, seeing dancing candy bars. Geeks vs. oompa lumpas? GEEKS!
But I have to say the boys game was a helleva lot more fun, even if we lost that one. So close the entire time! It ended up being 54 to 51. Most of the way through the game, a couple of us were getting kinda tired, maybe dozing off a little. But when that last minute of the regular game came up, we were all on our feet screaming. And then overtime....all of us had sore throats, I sweart. All the screams and shouts of "DEFENSE!" and then the fouls ("OOoooooooooooooooooooo" goes the LC crowd at Ferris)and more yelling and chanting and jumping up and down when we scored...it was amazing. *sighs happily*

And then, when they finally announced the winner...."The Lewis and Clark Tigers!!!!!!!!!!!"...We were so loud! All of us were jumping, a few dancing crazily, all of us hugging and screamig "OHMYGOD WE WON!" at each other.

Good times. Good times.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22493870/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22493870/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 19:02:47 PST 's journal and it sounded interesting to me, so I'll give it a whirl.

1. Introduction [link]
2. Love [link]
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Breaking Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Grey
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness [link]
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out [link]
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me? [link]
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. In the End

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22475668/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22475668/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 18:03:34 PST
FUCK SNOW DAYS.

*cabin fever*

SCHOOL TOMORROW! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*is uber excited*

I feel like I'm going absolutely INSANE in this house. Not even kidding. And my sister and I got in a kinda big fight yesterday and I think she almost hit me again (still hasn't gotten punished yet, btw. fun times) and now she and mi madre are fighting. i think my mom might finally be getting around to, I don't now, DOING SOMETHING ABOUT THE SHITHEAD. Maybe I should go see a therapist, get diagnosed, get some happy pills? Cuz I don't know how long I can do this. Not joking. Completely serious. I have felt like I'm going off the deep end so many times lately....


I need a release. Something I can do to get it out, cuz writing for sure isn't doing the trick. I kinda wish I was near Taylor now....he'd let me mess around with one of his swords, hack something up.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22456970/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22456970/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 17:13:56 PST
Let's make this clear- I'm not giving it to anyone. If you really want to find it, go right ahead. It truly isn't that hard to. Think of it has a scavenger hunt on dA...who can find Arina's second account?

And even then, you probably still won't have access to most of my submissions....

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22423985/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22423985/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 20:59:20 PST
Make promises to myself, break them the next second. All but one. And that one stays unbroken, no matter what. I'd probably sooner end my life than break that one little promise, but the consequences of such action would probably end up killing me anyways.

*turns up the speakers and sings*

"I try to tell myself to turn, that love's the least of my concerns
I don't have time for my heart to hurt, you would think that I have learned"

Let these thoughts leave me be, or shall I end this light to find some peace?

G'night, y'all.


And if any of you even THINK I'm close to suicidal, don't. Seriously.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22422188/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22422188/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 19:18:37 PST


...

*thoughts run to places they shouldn't go*

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22381571/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22381571/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 20:02:45 PST
]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22358060/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22358060/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 16:27:42 PST

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

1. I have so many nicknames now that I've lost count.
2. I am going insane, being stuck in this house with my "sister".
3. I really want to get out of my house and go ice skating or something.
4. I am not even close to done with my homework that's due on the first day back.
5. My favorite band at the moment is SafetySuit, though Evanscence still holds a special place in my heart.
6. I have two new leather-backed journals, each with a specific purpose.
7. I really hate snow. At least right now I do. I might miss it when it's gone...MAYBE.
8. I am seriously considering moving out as soon as I'm 18.


I tag....










]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22357789/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22357789/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 16:11:27 PST
Thank the gods.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22164498/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22164498/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 11:26:48 PST kept on asking for them so...yeah.

Some may seem trivial to delete, but I don't care.
Others...not so much. Cuz I don't want to know!


Other:
Where would we go on dates?

What do you think of my....
Butt:
Teeth:

Would you...
Make me kandi:
Put on a cute outfit if we ever where to make love:

(okay theres ones more in this section that is TOO weird to put up....)

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22147145/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22147145/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 17:28:42 PST
Posted for kicks.



BASICS:
Name:
Age:
Location:
Height:
Weight:
Hair:
Eyes:
Virgin:
Bisexual:
Single:

OTHER:
Do you drink/smoke?
Do you do drugs?
If so Which ones?
Do you cheat?
Do you lie?
Do you have a job?
Do you drive?
Do you take the bus?
Do you get along with your parents?
Do you see live music often?
Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together?
What would you say is the best thing about yourself?
What would you label me as?
What bands/Djs do you like?
Where do you shop?


What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
We got in a fight:
I pissed you off:

What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Manners:
Friends:
Decisions:

Would You...
Dance with me:
Do drugs with me:
Date me to get back at someone else:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Go out at 4am to get me vegan lemon cookies:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Defend me against your best friend:
Make me breakfast:




Cuddle With Me?:
Hold my hand:
Run away to see me:
Keep in touch:
Makeout with me:
Use me:
Ask me out:
Kiss with me whenever you had the chance:
Color pictures with me:

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22146643/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22146643/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 16:59:27 PST

If you're as I am, fill it out.

1. The love of my life:
2. Where you and I met:
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long you've known me:
5. The last time that we saw each other:
6. Would I ever go sky diving?
7. Your first impression of me upon meeting me/seeing me:
8. Am I funny?
9. My favorite type of music:
10. Can I dance?
11. The best feature about me:
12. What do I want to do more than anything?
13. What is one thing that you think I should do?
14. Do I have any special talents? If so, what are they?
15. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else?
16. Have you ever hugged me?
17. My favorite food:
18. Have you ever had a crush on me?
19. If there was one good nickname for me, it would be:
20. Your favorite memory of me:
21. If you and I were stranded on a desert island, I would bring:
22. Do I believe in God?
23. Who is my best friend?
24. Will you repost this so I can fill this out for you?

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22125314/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22125314/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 15:47:08 PST
Ja sam tako bolesna snijega nije smiješno.

Amira nije ga bilo volja. Ona je okupljala "antsy".

Nadam se da nekoliko prijatelja može doći i po kasnije ovaj tjedan, vrijeme dozvolila, za razmjenu darova.



Guess the correct language and you are my hero.

I'll give you a hint: it's from somewhere near or on the Mediterranean.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22051213/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22051213/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 14:53:52 PST
I have 2+ feet in my front yard.
It took my dad 2 hours to clear out our driveway.
It took him another to clear off our porch steps and part of the sidewalk.
Last time I checked, the icicles on the side of my house were 2 1/2, 3 feet long.
And we might have to go up on my roof and shovel it all off to make sure the roof doesn't cave in.

Joy.

Also....I do NOT use Photoshop. I've been asked that a few times the past couple days. Never have, most likely never will. Her eyes are naturally that bright.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22019383/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/22019383/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 16:51:24 PST
I am FREEZING. The warmest room in the house is the office (thankfully) but my hands are still frozen. Typing is becoming a problem...

Missing people a helleva lot. Especially a certain person who hasn't been around school for the past month or so and seems to be keeping close to no contact with a lot of people. We're worried about you, chica. We're here for you always.

Still need to go Wonders of the World. Still need to find a gift for that Secret Santa thing which (THANK THE GODS) won't be tell after break, which means I can put it off til after Christmas. Still need to figure out if I really want to go or not on Sunday. Not that I'm not going, I just do not all around have the desire too....for all too obvious reasons.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21987418/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21987418/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 19:39:43 PST

















I need your responses before Friday, por favor!

<3

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21971895/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21971895/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 22:22:51 PST I want to dance. Dance the night away to salsa music.

But I can't. Cuz I am stuck home. Confined by the snow. There's another reason I'm not going, but that's not really something to be talked about.

....


Anyways....

Start critiqueing, people! I LOVE getting critiques on my work. I don't care if you think it's shit, tell me WHY it is!

The fact I am having to ask for critiques seems a bit ridiculous, I know.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21954006/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21954006/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 20:11:17 PST
The first snow. Supposed to be a blizzard or something tomorrow......YAY!!!! And to think Yin wants to meet up at Northtown!

Back to the photoshoot idea....

It's basically just a huge hang out day downtown. I want as many people as possible to come. Dress warm, of course. I have no idea when it will be, probably the weekend after this one. Unless people can make it on Sunday, which would be freaking amazing.

The photographers:
moi
(most likely)


People I hope can come cuz I don't hang out with y'all as much I want to:









Anyone else who wishes to join, feel free to join us!

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21938160/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21938160/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 20:10:28 PST
- Choose a singer/band/group
- Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group
- Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged)

I choose SafetySuit

1. Are you male or female?
Annie

2. Describe yourself.
Down

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
Someone like You?

(idk about this one)

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
The Moment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5. Describe your current relationship.
Apology
or Find a Way
(my current relationship is nonexistant, but it still works. okay, MOST of their songs could probably work actually. )

6. Where would you want to be now?
Gone Away

7. How do you feel about love?
Anywhere but Here

8. What's your life like?
Stay

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Find a Way

10. Say something wise.
Life Left to Go


I tag....








]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21917657/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21917657/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 15:58:26 PST
Write in fixed forms for poetry.
Submit two sketches on here, as I now realize I have none.
Once snow has fallen, schedule a photoshoot with peeps.
Finish writing a song I started last night.
Get back into the process of writing shorts stories, completing character sketches.
Complete part 2 of my novel.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21857176/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21857176/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 00:18:34 PST
If you have a problem with me, say it to my fucking face. Seriously.

If you want to kill me, go ahead and try. See if you can. (This is mainly directed at a single person who is really pissing me off right now.) I bet you're not even strong enough. My energy is a helleva lot more than yours, bitch. Don't mess with me.

You may think I'm a bitch, but in the end, you helped to create that image of me. I don't know what I did to YOU to make you be like this, but at this point I don't fucking give a shit. You're the bitch. End of story.

If you haven't noticed by now, I'm kinda pissed at someone. And I was having such an amazing day.

Talked to Trevor for a while, went down to Huckleberry's to hang out with Allyson and Charley(Gawd, I love those two. Freaking amazing people.), watched the unrated versions of American Pie and Superbad with my parents after we watched a Chris Rock special. I laughed so hard, that I had to leave the room a few times. And now, because someone couldn't just call me or send me a private message about how they think I'm a bitch, I'm pissed. Do you SERIOUSLY not have the courage to tell me that? I can take it. I mean, I take it everyday from my sister. How are YOU so different? You two are basically the same person to me.


Sorry for the rant. I just needed to get it out. And I bet she won't even see it. Ha. Life is good.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21848443/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21848443/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 13:18:35 PST




Also the following deviants are worth looking at:

<----especially him!!




]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21848205/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21848205/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 13:04:26 PST So emotional, you're so complex
A rollercoaster built to crash
But I still love to have you around"
-Gwen Stefani.


Fuck me.



Under orders.
Probably the most difficult.
But I'm surviving. Hell, THRIVING when it comes to my abilities.

Good out of the bad.
Bad out of the good.
The gray is so sweet.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21834659/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21834659/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 16:30:05 PST

I've been sketching (for once), leaving photography aside for a while. For some reason I haven't really been able to pick up my camera....

I have an abstract piece complete, but as my scanner is broken, I am unable to upload it. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I need a new sketchbook. Maybe some nice colored pencils...*hint hint for Xmas*

20 days til Christmas!
16 til Yule!!!!!!!

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21774368/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21774368/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 20:20:03 PST

WHY are people faving Judgement?.?

Seriously.

I personally think it's a shit photo, don't know why I put it up.

Reasoning, anyone? I thought the rest of my submissions were a helleva lot better...

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21718389/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21718389/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 17:13:48 PST Only about 60-something more stanzas to go!! hehehe


Anyways, mass upload, if y'all hadn't noticed already.

I want to do another photoshoot. In the snow.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21488760/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21488760/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 17:09:51 PST Or do we take the initiative to take another step, risk all, to try and make sure something happens?

Do we leave people behind? We love these people with all our heart, but to be around them just keeps you from doing what you need or want to do. Do we be selfish, leave them behind, no matter how much love is shared between us?

What to sacrifice, who to trust...

Nothing is certain. Nothing is concrete.

]]> ~Kano-Arina http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21459177/ http://Kano-Arina.deviantart.com/journal/21459177/ Wed, 12 Nov 2008 21:24:31 PST
Ah, that's just my usual deal. XP I should really be concentrating on my homework. But school does not hold the same promise that it did before. Maybe it's just the classes I'm taking...or maybe just the one class. Wouldn't be surprised.

You should really look at these.


[link]

mine
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EDIT: It has come to my attention that the first and last links don't work. To get to the cards, click on the link, go to the gallery. For 's, go to the minor arcana, queen of wands. For 's, go to the major arcana and find The Devil.

]]> ~Kano-Arina