deviantART: by:Kaumi

Oh. I AM happy plz indeed.

You know the statement, "There is always light at the end of the tunnel?" ...believe me its very true.

Quick story time shall we?

Basically, I've hit rock bottom in my life lately. Plans I had for it fell through and left me picking up the pieces of my life basically from scratch. It got to the point were I hit a serious mental breakdown recently that almost cost me my life. ...I had...
No job.
No home.
No real friend in sight.
I was told that when things get there worst its because something great is just beyond the horizon... I didn't believe it at the time and now I'm starting to.
The first wonderful change is that I might be getting accepted to my dream art school CalArts for their next term. (for those who don't know what CalArts is, its a difficult art school to get accepted into that was created by Walt Disney... their character animation dept is their greatest and if you attend school there its almost like a free ride into Disney or Pixar.) The submission dates are coming up and I am nervous but I was told by some of the professors at the school who have viewed my work recently, I should be able to get accepted. So I hold my head in high hopes that I will be.(hmm, maybe I should start uploading my portfolio work on dA... I only mostly put up silly for fun work here currently... and my portfolio work and my work here is so drastically different)...Oh and tip for anyone else reading this wishing to attend an art school that is worth while and doesn't just take you for your money: Don't ever show your Japanese style art most of the time... I already knew this going into my portfolio review at CalArts, but apparently most didn't and as soon as the other prospective students showed their works the professors basically didn't give them the time of day. Its sad manga style isn't recognized as wanted art in the art world but at the same time I understand because I'm sure all these schools are tired of it, there is no originality when it comes to that style anymore. That's why I do mine strikly for fun.
Now the second wonderful change took me by surprise and I almost died of happiness today cuz of it. I recieved a call today basically stating I am pretty much a shoe in for a particular company I applied for... and I get to participate in something very fun regarding the company prior to starting my job soon...
And this company... oh wonderful company...
Is the company I dreamed of working for even more than Pixar or Disney.
Yep.

SQUARE-ENIX

I am so happy, I feel my heart is about to burst. Good things do come to those who wait and those with kind hearts. Everyone who reads this, please hold your head high and keep moving forward. Even if everything falls apart and splits into two in your life... Karma will come around and if you have a good heart and will to do good, opportunity will arise.

Dream Company.
Potiential Dream School.

Watch me soar...

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OH OH~! Almost forgot a small update!

See this journal for details to be added: [link]

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http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/21493833/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 23:58:36 PST Here it is... I have been getting alot of inquires on my shoe commission so I said if I got enough people sending me notes about them I would create a journal based off shoe commissions alone!

There are so sets of prices and both types vary in price due to the amount of detail on the shoes + what is requested. All prices include the price of the shoes themselves - If you provide the shoes, the price of those shoes will be deducted from the final cost.

Prices are as follows:

Off-Brand Vans type Shoes:
$120

Vans Brand Shoes:
$150

Slip-Ons:
$120

Chucks:
$140

**Prices include shipping**

All my shoes are water-resistant, I use an artist spray after shoes are completed to keep the colors from fading or running from wear and tear. *I don't want to say "water-proof" cuz they've only been tested in light rain*

!Slots!

[Full : Outside dA Commission]

[open]

All samples can be found here: [link]

Any more questions on the shoes?

Please feel free to ask me here or note me~ :3 I am happy so many people like them!
**Normal upd... ]]> ~Kaumi We're going on an ADVENTURE~ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/20264865/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/20264865/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 04:49:02 PDT
Hi everyone~! How's it going?

I was amazed that I updated a few things lately... But I've been putting my shoe commissions and free sketches on the back burner for a little bit due to the lack of time. I now work for a video game company and with the overtime we have at the moment I don't have much time for anything else...

And the free time I do have goes toward college. ...And then maybe some sleep. XD ...I just got over a flu tho so I hope I got all the sleep I needed then!

This month is going to be a very busy month for me... I wonder how fast its gonna go?

I'm already tripping out that the holiday season is just around the corner again tho~! I'm excited about Halloween tho!

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Oh~! And I was tagged a couple times by good 'ole

so Imma do those now too... (Welcome back Barokku~! Away from the hippies in da trees~! *3* ) Ok~! Here goes. First one:

If I know you, I'll be honest (or if I remember).
If I don't know you, except some made up shit.

Post and I'll tell you these things:

a) Tell you how I know you and a thing or two about whatever you have in your gallery OR Tell you why I friended you. (somebody changed it)
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) Tell you something I like about you,
d) Tell you a memory I have of you,
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) Tell you my favorite pic of yours,
g) In return, you must post this in your journal.

Okies~! Second one... Ah naw. I'll save that for the next journal. XD

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+.10 Free Sketches!!!.+

See this journal for details to be added: [link]

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~Almost full!

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Well, time for some much needed sleep on my part~ Ciao for now.

]]> ~Kaumi Return of the Art Drive... http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/18680813/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/18680813/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 13:59:49 PDT

I have things I want to upload but... I currently don't have a nearby scanner where I live AND I can't find my camera to computer hookup. TT__TT

But! Keep your eyes open~ There will finally be some new works up here soon! (And one thing is particular was something new I never tried before... And might be bringing in more monies for me... which is pretty much my current stuggle at the moment so that's great! *w* )

And a quick... Happy Early Birthday to Kalaena! ~I'll try to make it to your party this weekend~!

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+.10 Free Sketches!!!.+

See this journal for details to be added: [link]

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Featured Photography:

~By: *hakanphotography

Featured Artwork:

~By: =jadedice

Featured Fanwork:

~By: *Dianae

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~By: *MrGobi ]]> ~Kaumi The Miyavi Concert... http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/18416533/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/18416533/ Tue, 20 May 2008 14:26:11 PDT

I was in love with that man before... that love grew ten fold since that concert.

The whole concert was crazy, funny, and amazing... And I love how during the intermission his DJ pretty much turned his songs into trance remixes and the place became a club of sorts. I loved it. I highly recommend anyone to see him perform. And I was shocked he spoke english so well, I'm glad my friend taught him what he could. The only downfall was the rabid screaming girls... (they were worse than normal!) He jumped into the crowd 10+ times and I thought he was gonna die! o_o! I love the dude but some of those little high schoolers were insane. ....Oh but best part: him showing off his chest and abs. Good god I thought he was just skinny, but no... myv's been working out!

sexy.

Miyavi = Forever love.

It was also my first time to let reality slip away for awhile... Music is such a release for me, I forget everything that is bad when I'm immersed in it. Now reality has returned and with a vengence... Times have gotten a little rough for me currently, but I pray I will survive (literally) to the end. ^_^;;

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+.10 Free Sketches!!!.+

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Featured Photography:

~By: *angelreich

Featured Artwork:

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~By: *kris-wilson ]]> ~Kaumi 10 Free Sketches~ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/18230197/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/18230197/ Thu, 08 May 2008 16:41:40 PDT
For my Bday I didn't get to do much... But the Miyavi concert and day at a spa next week will make up for it... And when I get to go to Vegas in June!

<---Love that Plz. Omg... I'm staying at this super duper awesome suite at the Bellagio! And gonna get to do alot of cool stuff to when I go... Sure I'm probably gonna break my bank account when I go but... Don't care!

21 + Vegas = Yay.
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SO yah, I wonder how many ppl will even want to do this... lol. The catch kinda gets ya... But I decided to try for it anyways.

For those who don't know already... My art groove died about a year or so ago... (AKA Kaumi has had NO TIME since them) and I think this is good way to get it back~ (And yes, I'll actually draw and finish these.)

Taken from:

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The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

1. In your comment please include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw.
2. Up to two characters per request please.

10 Free Sketches Slots:

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~I'll try my best! Hope some ppl take up the offer. :3

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*Sends love and retarded ninja bunnies to all* ....wait what?

]]> ~Kaumi +...21...+ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/18004812/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/18004812/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 09:51:39 PDT
Big ole 21.

Woot~

I'd be more excited if.......... I DIDN'T HAVE 3 EXAMS AND 6 PAPERS DUE ON MY BDAY! D:< Friends and family are trying to get me to do stuff but on that day (Monday) I'm at school from 8am to 10pm... with only an hour break in there somewhere. By the time I get home I pretty much die and go to sleep... And everyone is still tying me "OMG111!!! We need to do something on your bday!" Well yah know... I'd love to at least stay out late but... I have work the next day. =_= And then the week after that I have all my Finals... So I can't do much the next weekend.

BUT! There's hope! Finally after the May 15th (grad)... I have some freedom! Whoo! That's when I'll celebrate. It will be a little late yes, but it will be worth it.

And to kick off my late Bday celebration ... on the 16th... MIYAVI CONCERT!

Eee hee hee! It will be my 3rd time seeing him, I'm so estatic! It will be so freakin amazing.

And then after that, I have a little bit of time to have some fun... I think I deserve it... I haven't had time for "fun" lately. ...And then in the summer time I will be off to Vegas to complete my 21st bday late celebrating~

OMG and who else wants to see Wall.E when it comes out?! I know I do~!

~Love you all~

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~By: *nocturnalMoTH

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~By: *Alizel ]]> ~Kaumi ITS FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY! http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/17328800/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/17328800/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 10:02:48 PDT TGIF. TGIF. TGIF.

Oh god. So excited. I'm sitting at work and ... I seriously just want to stop working and run out the building screaming, "Freedom!"

So! Why am I so excited for this certain Friday you ask? Spring Break homies, Spring Break. And not just any Spring Break... No. Not only am I off from school but... I'm off of work too! OMG. I'm actually going to be able to sleep more than 5hrs whenever I want! I seriously NEED this break... Physically and mentally I'm dying with all this workload on my shoulders.

And I applied yesterday and... I officially am finally getting my first degree in college! I'm so happy! And then this break I'm going to go see my university I will be attending! Whoo~ Ahaha and house/apartment hunting too! (hopefully if I have time, yes I'm on break but I still have lots I must do cuz I don't have time otherwise) It should be fun... And! I get to see my hunny for a little bit~

He's so handsome, I love him so much... *sighs* (ahaha... I got girly there for a sec.

sorry.) Oh goodness, and I can finally get all my doctors appointments I need done. >:3

And just the fact I get to hang out with friends is enough to make me so happy~!

And I finally have time to draw and catch up on all the vgs I have that I haven't even touched cuz I've had nooo time to play them. (cept for Rockband of course.

)

I can't wait. This coming week will be just what I need.

~Hope all is well!~

I love all you guys here~!

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~By: ~Cushart ]]> ~Kaumi A New Journal~! *wiggles butt* http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/16316126/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/16316126/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 13:42:44 PST
I just got done having my 2 week holiday break from school and work and now it feels weird going back to both this week... (happy belated holidays to everyone btw!) My holidays were probably the best I've ever had in my life. For real. I've never had till now someone to love and be with during the holidays and this was the first time having a bf with me. We went out and got to celebrate New years with a huge crowd of ppl (which I've never done before) .... We ran around everywhere on Xmas... We went to Disneyland for our anniversary which was...oh so amazing. (If my bf is reading this: "Oh honey! hooooold me! I cold!" lol. "Do you want fries?" "NO." "Do you want friiiiiiieees?" "YES.") ....and on the last night he was here with me... it snowed. *o*

...oh so romantic and cheesy~!!!

The only thing I regret is that I was running around so much with him we hardly had time to spend with friends... but still seeing ppl even for a little bit was better than nothing at all ya know?

On other news... since the last time I updated:
~ I lost two pets and a loved one.

I would say what happened but its best for me not to be sad right now.
~ Hopefully me and my friend get to go to see MUCC and DespairsRay in concert in Feb! (yay jrock)
~ I poor. Time for two jobs plus school! yay! no... what?
~ And soon I will be making preperations for a big move. Time to leave my family and friends this year... Hopefully with my sights set on a grand life for myself.

~Hope everyone is well... Or doing their best to get there.~

]]> ~Kaumi 5 days untill... http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/13297277/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/13297277/ Sun, 10 Jun 2007 23:59:38 PDT

<<< oh love. Photography and beautiful model loves. >>>

...I die.

5 days untill I see my *coughhackchokevomit* boyfriend *seizure* again. after almost 6 months of not seeing him at all (cuz he's in the AF).

I already lack sleep. and my meals have been reduced to half a meal a day. Today I had... ONE taco. that's it. and some starbucks. That's completely not normal for me. D: I HATE when my nerves get this bad. I would full on vent here but... >_>; yah. quite a few ppl I know randomly pop on dA now and can just read my journals so yah no. (damn this is why I need a livejournal but I like venting here tho. grr.)
Overall I am excited but... just a few things that bother me. Its enough for me to pass out right now thinking about it. damn my horrid lack of social skills and my constant slight case of androphobia (if you don't know what that is... yay wikipedia. lol! XD and no its not a fear of andriods. LMAO).

BUT! on a lighter note... I'm still overlly happy I went to J-Rev.

...omg omg I still can't believe seeing Miyavi and Yoshiki (xjapan) together! Miyavi's performance was by far the most entertaining and I absolutely loved Alice Nine's outfits *o* and the last song of the whole thing was my fav fav song at the moment by MuCC. eeee~ Omg, me and my friend's bodies hurt sooooooooo much after those two days tho... too much dancing. lol

And I can't wait to see SKIN...! >o<

Oh no... the nerves are returning again. dammit. ...*prepares for another sleepless night* hmm... maybe I'll actually draw something for once. Haven't been at all lately.

Love ya all~

]]> ~Kaumi How Exciting!~ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/12948026/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/12948026/ Sun, 13 May 2007 23:17:04 PDT

<<< oh love. Photography and beautiful model loves. >>>

SO. (I'll try to leave this short and sweet and spare all the long agonizing details and story plotage. lol) I'm going to be showcased in an art gallery this week~! I can't wait!!!

Yay for exposure! Its a small feat but I really feel honored to be doing it...

AND! Finals are almost done!

I'm doing alot better than I thought... ALOT better. Yay for transferring soon!

PLUS! June is almost here! My love will be returning to me!

...and so is the end of this month! I can't wait to go to J-Rock Revolution! I still need to shop for my platforms... >:3 I've been listening to all the bands' music lately and just... just... yay.

*throws hugs at everyone*

k bye!

]]> ~Kaumi J-ROCK REVOLUTION FESTIVAL!!! http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/12704975/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/12704975/ Mon, 23 Apr 2007 13:29:36 PDT
This is like... a dream come true! aaa~! a two day concert with with .... OMG here's the lineup:

MUCC, Girugamesh, Merry, D'Espairs Ray, Alice Nine, Kagrra, Miyavi, Duel Jewel, Vidoll

Seriously. Heaven for me. SHEER HEAVEN.

Vidoll.... Kagrra.....Ah! Miyavi!!!!! all of them~~!!!!!

Omg omg. So the official announcement was on the 20th and tickets went on sale on the 21st and oh god..... I barely got tickets for both days! it sold out so fast!!! @_@ My friend ~xxLEMONed called me last night at 2:30 in the morning screaming at me about this and I thought I was dreaming when she told me!

God... I'm shocked we found out so late... even tho they aren't great seats... EEEEE! I'M STILL GOING!! WHOOO~! XD

...I'm still shocked at all these great bands in one place. O_O jrocker's dream!
alright... I'm done spazzing. I'm sorry I don't really spaz about things anywhere else but here so yah~! I'll update soon!!!!

Miyavi...
Miyavi........
*DIES*
Holy Crap!!!!

]]> ~Kaumi Kaumi's First Date... sorta. http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/11322722/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/11322722/ Fri, 05 Jan 2007 09:35:32 PST _<;;; ). And its not that he isn't good looking... its the opposite... he's gorgeous! I don't think I've ever seen anyone in real life that looks as amazing as he does... and what's weird is that he likes me... I dont' think I'm cute at all but I must be doing something right.
AAAaaaa so nervous! I don't think he knows, but I'm 19 yrs old and I've never done anything like this, let alone have a bf. O_< *twitch*

I've been thrown into the fire.

I hope I don't get a nosebleed (rotflmao). And I hope I don't screw things up! AAAA! Idk what to do!!!!! *cry*

Sorry for the vent, see ya guys.

]]> ~Kaumi LosingPets/GainingStupidity...+ X-Mas http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/11177095/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/11177095/ Sun, 24 Dec 2006 14:54:31 PST (has 5,336 deviations to go through >_<;;; ) So sorry if it seems like I've been dead.... well I kinda have actually. I want to post stuff but I gots no time right now.

As for things that are happening lately... I lost a dog. My doggie, Bruiser, passed away last weekend. I thought I was gonna handle oki but well.... I still cried alot. Kinda sucks... he was such a hyper and crazy dog and then, as if overnight, he got old... he lost his sight... lost his hearing... and he could no longer stand on his own anymore.
Gotta tell myself everything is oki and continue on....
I miss the little guy tho.

Also... I know I'm an airhead... but lately... >_>;;; Idk what it is but I've been really stupid lately.

Oh!~ and I beat Twilight Princess the other night. I goofed around alot in the game yet I still finished in only 45 hours...

grr... I'm sad now that its over; I'll probably start a new game soon.... (especially just to do the entire part with saving Colin again.... omg I loved that whole fight and cutscenes!!! eee!~ X3 ) Overall I really enjoyed the game...I'm not sure if it topped OoT on my list tho... it might be a close 2nd or a tie for first. Some little comments of mine about the game (minor spoilers maybe...) :
-I loved Midna! and her gibberish! ...and at the end of the game....omg... Cosplay!
-Zant freaked me out... and so did the rest of the Twili. oh and those birds too... I forgot their names... the ones that live in the City in the Sky.
-Final Boss Fight = JOY.
-OMFG MALOOOO MAARRRTTT *laughs and does the dance*
There's more things... but yah that's all that's sticking in my head right now. lol. Oh, and there's some rumor saying Tingle is in the game... but yah... never found him. >,<

And cuz I didn't do it the my last journal... here's some artists I stumbled upon that I'm gonna feature for this journal! PIMPAGE! Go Check them out!:

whether you've seen them already or not... enjoy! enjoy!

Sooo with that said... HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!

]]> ~Kaumi Car Accident http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/10889326/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/10889326/ Wed, 29 Nov 2006 10:55:14 PST

I wish I can turn back time and it didn't happen somehow. I'm so mad and sad at the same time... at least no one was hurt. I have such a headache (just happened an hour ago).
I'm just shaken up cuz just yesterday me and my friend watched an SUV flip right in front of us on the freeway and we stayed, called 911, and helped the guy (the SUV landed upside down... some idiot driving 90 mph cut in front of him and sideswiped the SUV causing him to flip all the way to the other side of the fwy. ...and the guy that hit him just drove off. >_<; ).
2 accidents in 2 days.
I wouldn't say this was my luckiest week.
I'm not going outside the rest of the day for sure.

Roxaaaaaaasssss I'm sorry~ TT______________TT

]]> ~Kaumi LoZ: Twilight Princess is... http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/10787229/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/10787229/ Mon, 20 Nov 2006 09:43:16 PST awesome. TT^TT
I'm in love with the game and only just barely made it past the first temple (I was trying to read for class and play at the same time... XDDD; that was odd). Aaa I wish I had more time to play!
The graphics (while they aren't anything like the PS3 .... like I care tho) and everything is so... Pretty. Aaa I love the facial expressions on the characters alone! And my fandom for Link himself has officially reached an all time high. Link is so cute in this game; I want to squish him. X3

I love LOVE Midna too! she's creepy and adorable at the same time... and I like the little way she talks.... except for when she tries to get your attention in the game while your walking about: She does this really creepy laugh that comes out of the Wii remote and scares the crap outta me each time. lol.
The controls (for me at least) on the Wii for this game seem a little... odd and a little irritating at times but overall I don't mind them. >w<
So far the game is better than I thought it would be and I really can't wait to get more into it. And for everyone who really loved OoT and MM (like me) this game is just.... AAA! It is so much like them... only BETTER.

Sorry, I just had to share. I'm BEYOND happy that this game is finally out (after 3 years!).

My Wii is my best friend right now. lol XDDDD
aaa~! and thanks for 7k everyone!

]]> ~Kaumi Going on Hiatus for a bit :) http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/10754834/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/10754834/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 10:51:03 PST

<<<<< oh love. oh love love love. I really like the way he cg paints. >>>>>
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Yep yeps.
I've hardly been on dA and I've have absolutely NO time to draw anything...

Finals and research papers and speeches and all that school jazz is coming so that's all I've been focused on.
Oh... Finally got a job again too. ^_^;;;;;
PLUS! the insanely obvious thing that is happening this weekend:
WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIII~

and and and .... the best thing to happen in the vg world since forever:
Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess
I've been going CRAZY all this week wanting to play it. >_ ======
I was going to post some really awesome pics from when I went to PMX but I'm actually too lazy to do it right now

(check my scraps sometime... I'll soon be uploading AX and PMX Con pics in there) I'm sad I didn't get to see Olivia perform but the fact that I got to hang with NOIZ that day was amazing! *3* Angel-Taka, Masato (<3), and S@tt-On thought I was cute....

so that was embarassing. lol. They were all really funny. And oh! their concert the next day was so SO much fun. Doing the little Para-Paras and dancing like an idiot was just.... omg yay. And I LOVED the other little bands too. Mechanical Panda's (a little band from Tokyo) lead singer was soooooooooooooo adorable, I wanted to kidnap her.... that whole band was so cute. And Random Ninjas (LA local band) was just......AAAA! they were way too much fun to watch! they do this entire show with fighting and everything (picture Real-Life Naruto.... only BETTER.) ... its hard to explain but its really entertaining to watch in person.... (and I LOVE their lead-guitarist... his skills are incredible)

Now excuse me while I go bag myself a puppy Link. X3
[link] [link]

I've managed to keep all (but one) spoilers away from me of Twilight Princess, FARAM!
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]]> ~Kaumi Midterms already?! O_O;; http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/10412081/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/10412081/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 12:36:01 PDT

<<<<< oh love. oh love love love. CG loves. >>>>>
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So I'm like a DECADE behind liking the song Xepher... but then again... I don't play Beatmania... so I'm just now hearing it on DDR Supernova and........ LOOOOOVVVVE.

I want to make fanart purely based on the visuals in the background. *laughs* Its officially like my fave (DDR song) now.... oh! and DoLL too~~~ *sings* !!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaa~ I loves them!!!! omg. *craves mp3-ige* I really want to relax and play it in the arcade but the two closest arcades that have Supernova are like at least an hour or two away. >_>;;;

Soooooo ARGH, MIDTERMS ALREADY.

This semester is going by fast for me... before I know it I will be done. And then I'll get to move! *happy me* Man, I have so much school work I just want a break~ Midtrems + 21 units = NOT FUN. lol. Its weird.... alot ppl I know are starting to drop-out of college like flies... Its like... I guess this is that time were everyone seperates from the ones that stick it out and the kids who quit school. (and all for stupid reasons I think) I get the feelings that they get and yah I get tired but, I keep telling myself the long term pluses of staying in school... I mean, so many ppl are just giving up and I don't want to do that. And a few of them (like four of my friends) are all, "well my job pays good so I'm not going to go to school!" well... tell me that 5 years from now when I'm making 3 times as much. Idk... it just sorta bothers me. but yah! back to midterms..... yah, ewwww~ no fun indeed.

And OH YAH!!!! I got the last Kingdom Hearts 2 Play Arts: Axel that this one store had in stock!!!!! He's so cute... he sits all alone on my bookshelf thos.... (he needs a friend! lol) Hopefully I get to buy Roxas this week. *stares at Axel* omg so so so fucking cute.

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]]> ~Kaumi Another dA account~ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/10375857/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/10375857/ Fri, 13 Oct 2006 02:31:53 PDT

<<<<< oh love. oh love love love. Detail loves. >>>>>
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I found my "The Lost Lolli" cd!!!! (Olivia) omg... I lost it a few months ago, I'm so happy I found it. (aaa rock, angsty, pretty joy)

So I made a second account:

THIS ACCOUNT (KAUMI) IS STILL MY MAIN ONE. The other one I made just to submit comics and whatnot (so the comics I have here will be moving to that account) cuz I found alot more little mini comics I made that I want to submit.... But I don't want them filling up this gallery, lol, so I made another one. ...and besides it gave me a reason to use "Bossa Nova-Chii" LMAO. aaa I miss Ouran.~ XDDD

And now I plague dA with myself...twice~!

]]> ~Kaumi The Death Note anime is... (Edit) http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/10316867/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/10316867/ Sun, 08 Oct 2006 11:40:15 PDT

<<<<< oh love. oh love love love. Bishie loves. >>>>>
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Listening: Way U Move ---M-flo Loves Dragon Ash
Watching: Death Note ep 1
Missing: Ouran High School Host Club (the anime)
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... very good. *o*

And I can't wait to see ep 2. ....*laughs* such an abrupt change from watching all of Ouran tho (which the ending btw was pretty cute... I'm just sad its over.) .... such an abupt change indeed. Going from a humorous anime to a godly super amazing dark one is just ....aaaa~ right around Halloween too~ *JOY* Anyone who reads the manga will be pleasently pleased with the anime no joke. and the music.... aaaa soundtrack plz~

I was wondering what I would watch whenever I come home now that Ouran is done but oooooo yay for new fix!

(aaaaa~ I love the opening too! X3 ) I'm so joyous about this anime if anyone wants me to upload it here I will.... :3

And that is all!~~ X3

<<< Halloween is

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**EDIT**
No wait~! that's not all! *lol* I woke up realizing all the games that are out or coming out that I want to play and and and RAWR I have no time to play any!

Hell, I haven't even drawn in a long time! waaaa~ but there's alot of games tho.... I'm going to force myself to find time somewhere even if it means no sleep! *oh the lengths I'll go to keep my youth!*
The games: Okami (did play it but want to keep playing... TT^TT), Tales of the Abyss, Bully, DDR Supernova (Because the arcade ver. is so FUN), FF XII (no intrest, just habit. XD ), Kingdom Hearts 2 Final Mix + Re:CoM (but those don't come out for a while), Zelda: Phantom Hourglass, Star Fox Command, Pokemon Mystery Dungeon (sorry the cuteness calls!), It's a Wonderful World, I WANT A NINTENDO WII NOW.... and because.... Zelda: Twilight Princess!!!!!! If I don't have that the day it comes out..... the world (mentally) is gonna end! DDD:
Arg, the WII comes out next month already... >_>;;;
(stupid gaming companies and they're goods! they'll be the death of me~)
Is it just me or all of a sudden all the good games are showing up? ...hmm probably cuz of Xmas and all....noooo~ Xmas is only 3 months away too! *faints* oooo too much! Oooo I'm getting a "Baby, The Stars Shine Bright" dress for myself for Xmas sooooo super yay!!

Oki~! now I'm done ranting! whoo~

]]> ~Kaumi Caution: Me ranting good and bad. http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/10157062/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/10157062/ Fri, 22 Sep 2006 22:38:57 PDT

<<<<< oh love. oh love love love. Cute chibi art loves. I like the softness of her art. :3 >>>>>
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Listening: Hanamadoi ---D
Reading, Watching, Loving: Ouran High School Host Club
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Oki... so after straying from the net for almost a week (which is a shock for me lately cuz of stupid Ouran >,< ) I come back to read an ABSOLUTELY DELIGHTFUL follow-up to the KH2 Final Mix+ story................. its gonna be two games in one. and and and the other one is a full 3D version of Chain of Memories.....................................................I think I died in joy when I saw that.

And the fact that KH2 Final Mix+ is gonna tie up alot of loose ends when it comes to Roxas makes me happy too.

Speaking of Roxas...(which is also my car's name....dull i know.) I think he needs a new speaker system. D: hmmm speakers...or paint job? idk.

Let's see... moving on to random Bleach rant. I really really like the english voice they chose for Ichigo and everyone else for that manner....EXCEPT Rukia. My god they killed her. DX Renji's voice better be the SMEX... that's all I gotta say.

Now... Ouran rant. Tamaki! omfg ep. 25. I was screaming at the TV (at this one part where... well no spoiler! XD ). They're making the series end in such a sad way... I don't want to see the last ep when it comes out. Imma gonna cry. (lol) I really hope Haruhi isn't left all alone....Twins to the rescue! lol.

Next rant: I finally saw Kamikaze Girls.... SO GOOD. I love LOVE that movie. Its funny how much Momoko's thought process is almost identical to the way mine was back in middle school. And Ichigo was like an exact replica of my old Best Friend. It was very weird watching it thinking about stuff from the past but its still like my fave movie right now.

So my Grandfather is out of the hospital.

.........But idk what's gonna happen with my dogs.

........ I'm still not prepared to deal with that at the moment. What sucks is I know for a fact that no one is going to help me pay for my dog Simba's surgery. So basically his fate is already set. It hurt even more taking him into the vet with my family and we just so happen to end up in the same room my other dog, Lassie, died in. I couldn't handle it and I started crying and yelling at my mom and grandmother.... they told me to calm down but at the same time they were crying too cuz we all know that we're gonna have to put Simba down. What pisses me off most is that from the moment he was brought into our family I was the only person who ever cared for the dog.... yet everyone else has the nerve to cry and be upset. If anyone should be upset... it should be me. Its just all very frusterating and I just... can't handle any of it right now. There's too much going on.

At least I'm relieved that my two weeks of sleepless hell are over with now. I've never driven so much in such little time. And the whole feeling of living on your own and such starts to suck after a while.... as well as taking care of two old dogs in the process. For the past two weeks I've had to get up I've had to speed through horrible traffic just to get to school on time.. I'm so lucky I never got a ticket. I'm kinda glad I'm back home for a while.. its closer to school. lol XD

And blah blah blah other things... school, friends, ppl, running around. This weekend doesn't even count as a weekend cuz of all my school work and the projects I'm doing on the side... I'm just very tired and I think I need a vacation.
Yes, a very long vacation.
I've got two in October and one in November on weekends... so I just gotta wait a little longer.
But something like Hawaii sounds nice... NOW. (lmao XDDDD)

Love you all! ....art always cheers me up...

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http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/10063071/ Wed, 13 Sep 2006 17:45:32 PDT

<<<<< oh love. oh love love love. That most recent deviation of hers... so cool. TT^TT >>>>>
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Listening: O-Ray ---Imitation PoPs Uchuu Sentai NOIZ (so wanna make a Para-para dance outta this one. XDDD )
Reading, Watching, Loving: Ouran High School Host Club
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They said they weren't doing a final mix for kh2 but..........:
More info on *chibicake 's journal -----> [link]
...If this really does turn out to be Sora... For once I'll think he's the SMEX. lol Funny how I still somewhat fan over the series even though I'm over it in a sense. lol Then I'm not really over it then eh?

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Other than that this week can go fall in a hole for all I care. >,< My grandpa, whom I'm very close to, is in the hospital, I might be losing not one... but two dogs to death at this point, total hours of sleep this week: 6, too much good and bad is just mixing together... this is why I try to not be happy... cuz something always happens that makes the whole situation suck.

Just gotta tell myself everything's gonna be oki and get through it.
So... YAH! Hope everyone else is doing well~

<<<<<

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I'll be openning one commission slot, for the time being, for anyone who would be a little interested (send me a note) :
Cg: One character (full body) w/out background---$10 ||| With background---$15
Traditional: One character (full body) w/out background---$15 ||| With background---$20
Additional characters: $5 each
I'd say the best method of payment I can think of would be paypal (though I'm not sure how something like this would work >_< heh.)
Status:

slot open

Are my prices too high? Is this oki? Idk...
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....Don't worry, I'm still workin' on my other stuff too.... ]]> ~Kaumi Ouran Rant &... http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/9994038/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/9994038/ Wed, 06 Sep 2006 23:09:29 PDT

<<<<< oh love. oh love love love. Beautifully done digital art...Definately check him out.>>>>>
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Listening: CRY ---Imitation PoPs Uchuu Sentai NOIZ
Reading, Watching, Loving: Ouran High School Host Club
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Omg I don't want this show to end, I hope they put it for a second season for sure!! I've never learned japanese so fast in my life!!! and all because I'm too impatient to wait for each ep. to be subbed. (lol)
Ep. 21: (did anyone else see this yet!?!?) Kaoru!!!! This ep almost made me like him more than Hikaru (*eyes Shanners*... i said almost. lol) and the end....aaa poor guy.
Ep. 23... aaaaaa Tamaki~~~!!!! omg the cute and stupid! *3* and Kaoru hinting to the carriage thing again... omg.
I really want Tamaki to end up with Haruhi but at the same time I think it should be Hikaru... but then Kaoru will be alone and and *sobs* aaa~ stupid anime/manga. The cute consumes me! I haven't been so addicted to something like this in so long! (lol) And just a warning: don't be surprised if you see alot of fanart from me with Host Club peeps. ._. I should be finishing work right now... but no. stupid host club. X3 The love! I have so much I need to get done and Ouran's like the much needed break I need every week.
*ahem* oki I feel a little better now. Man, I hate not having a subsription... everything takes forever! lol.
Argh, I'm excited and worried about so many things right now I don't know what to do... and then the "joy" of being back in school...lol. >_>;;; at least I only got one more semester to go~ whoo~
I've also been improving ALOT on my art... it makes me happy. ^_^ Maybe... if I do try hard enough... I'll get to where I want to be.
~omg all the stuffs! I hope I get to update soon! My scanner and tablet are fixed... YAY!

HIKARU!!!! *win*

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slot open

Are my prices too high? Is this oki? Idk...
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....Don't worry, I'm still workin' on my other stuff too.... ]]> ~Kaumi So much for Updates... http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/9746119/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/9746119/ Wed, 16 Aug 2006 09:12:19 PDT

<<<<< oh love. oh love love love. Traditional art yays.>>>>>
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Listening: Me Matas ---Rakim & Ken-Y
Reading, Watching, Loving: Ouran High School Host Club (Mori talked so much in the last ep! *_*)
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I think I broke my tablet pen and my printer seems to have died completely.

Idk... Hopefully I get them working before next week. I really want to update my stuff on here.
Haha. Dirge of Cerberus just came out and I have absolutely no intrest in buying it... ( I still freaked out at the commercial tho.

) You'd think since its Vincent I'd be clawing at it right now but I guess cuz I heard bad reviews on it... I don't really want to even bother with it (plus: LACK OF MONIES!!! WHooo!).
But..... OMG one... just ONE more month and Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess AND Okami come out! eeeee~ *o* so excited. I'd love to make fanart for both but: Me + drawing Wolves = Failed!
OMG I still have a country accent from my trip~ TT^TT ppl laugh.
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slot open

Are my prices too high? Is this oki? Idk...
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....Don't worry, I'm still workin' on my other stuff too.... ]]> ~Kaumi Back and whoa... http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/9664968/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/9664968/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 13:49:00 PDT

<<<<< oh love. oh love love love. >>>>>
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Listening: Oretachi dake no Fighting Song ---Miyavi ||| Sakura Kiss ---Chieco Kawabe
Reading, Watching, Loving: Ouran Host Club (Hikaru...twins... TAMAKI!)
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DA. Huh. Different. O_O;; was I gone that long? (DA runs slow now too D: )

ahem.... so yah. Quit my job today. Good times. lmao XDDD Actually I had no choice.... (and everyone was all "Waaaa don't leave" even the dudes... its was funny. And I hardly spoke at work as it was.) I'm only signing onto DA just for the sake of seeing how many messages I had and I forgot my DA subsription died so fer sure I won't be on here as much... and besides... I leave outta town tomorrow and then back to college... whoo!~ no wait... >XDDD Where did my summer go? I had no time to be a lazy ass like I wanted to. ._.;;;
Huh... so I'm not sure when I'll be back to visit good 'ole (changed) DA. But, argh... I want to now but I got to pack, when I do get back on here again.... I got quite a bit of stuff to post (updates~ finally! yay!).
Love ya all~
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slot open

Are my prices too high? Is this oki? Idk...
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....Don't worry, I'm still workin' on my other stuff too....
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Keep Tryin'~! ]]> ~Kaumi ~See ya later (for a while)~ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/9506041/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/9506041/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 22:09:59 PDT

<<<<< oh love. oh love love love. >>>>>

~~~

My internet will be disconnected for quite some time a day or so after I write this.... *laughs* I'm only waiting to see Ouran Host Club Ep.17 (dl version) and then *poof!* internet go bye-bye. (maybe I'll sneak on at work... cuz its like we have NOTHING to do anyways. lol)
My message center is already pretty high as it is @_@;;; I wonder how it will be when I get back... eventually.

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I'll be openning one commission slot, for the time being, for anyone who would be a little interested (send me a note) :
Cg: One character (full body) w/out background---$10 ||| With background---$15
Traditional: One character (full body) w/out background---$15 ||| With background---$20
Additional characters: $5 each
I'd say the best method of payment I can think of would be paypal (though I'm not sure how something like this would work >_< heh.)
Status:

slot open

Are my prices too high? Is this oki? Idk...
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....Don't worry, I'm still workin' on my other stuff too....
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See ya. ]]> ~Kaumi Return from Anime Expo http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/9311636/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/9311636/ Sat, 08 Jul 2006 12:49:40 PDT I LOVE THE POTC2 MOVIE. there were flaws with it but overall..... SO FUN. I can't wait to see that movie again.

Seeeeeeeeeeecond off (and the start of AX06 talk) :

Artists I got the honor of meeting at AX:

~~~Kwweeee to the max for seeing them all.

Artists I saw but never fully got the chance to meet ;___; :

(did I forget anyone?

hope nots...)

I got commissions from *-coey-,*neomonki,~xxxholic!!!!!
aaaaaaaa coey made one of my character Orion!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eee its so incredible!!!!! The anatomy...gah! everything!

....and the cute chibi at the bottom too!!!

Xxxholic made a kickass one of Axel! acutually... all the headshots he was drawing were amazing...... ]]> ~Kaumi Devious Journal Entry http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/9060644/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/9060644/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 20:45:57 PDT I think its time... I leave the place I'm at now...
Did you ever see the movie "Chocolat" ...my mentally has always been like that... the whole thing with the wind and saying its time to go.
Time to go again.
I put my trust into ppl.... and then... they don't want to trust me. I open to ppl and everyone just shuts me out and doesn't tell me anything. I'm so sick of it...it drives me crazy.
And then when I'm down... and I need help and I feel like there's no one to turn too... i still really have no one...yet I'm always there as a crutch for other ppl.
They may act like they're there for me but most of them aren't or don't understand or just half-ass comfort me just to shut me up. But then they expect me to be their shoulder to cry on in a heartbeat.
And I'm sick of the damn, "You don't understand" lecture about love and boyfriends and shit. And I'm tired of friends leaving me for the ppl they date.... it always happens... I have yet.... to have a friend, that doesn't somehow ditch me once they like someone.... and if they hide it... I figure it out.... but it just hurts more ....and they make up that lame excuse, "I didn't want to make you sad... cuz of your "situation", ya know?" SITUATION!?!?! Its not like I have some kind of fucking disease. It seems that ppl just don't like me. period. yet... I'm not a bitch, I don't blow ppl off intentionally, I'm always there if anyone needs me... I'm insanely easy to get a hold off, I go out of my fucking way to make ppl happy. Yet what is it I get in return? Nothing. My family tells me to then try not to make everyone happy but I seriously can't help it... I've been this way for years and it never turns out right.
I'm sick of friends leaving me once they find better friends. ... Am I really that horrible?
It sucks.
It drives me crazy.
I want to cry... but I can't.

ANYWAYS. I was tagged!!! so here we go.
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Tagged by:

SEVEN THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE: (more like 100 for me.)
1. Publish my Quartet (novels)
2. Become a leading character designer...or take Nomura's job. lol
3. Then I can branch off of *points up* and have my own gaming company.
4. Or... I can be like walt disney or hayao miyuzaki and have my own animation company....*rambles on*....I can dream
5. Finally make it to Tokyo...and all the other places I want to see
6. Sky Dive
7. Do the voice of a character.... (via cartoon or game or movie)

SEVEN THINGS I CAN'T (OR WON'T) DO:
1. I won't sing in front of anyone... << 2. Due an assignment on time.
3. Ever go on a trip without a CD player or an ipod
4. Kill an animal just for sport... (if you kill it.. eat it.)
5. Swim far into the ocean while at the beach.
6. Tell someone I love them to their face... or ever. lol
7. Be around bees anymore (I got attacked before and stung... alot)

SEVEN THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
1. Oki
2. Oh my god... (i'm a valley girl... what do you expect?...XD;;; *cries* )
3. Oh really? (way before everyone and there mom said it online)
4. Your mom... [insert degrating comment here.]
5. I concur.
6. Haaalalallalalalalalallalalalalaaaaaaa~~~ (<---not joking)
7. K bye!

SEVEN MOVIES I COULD (OR DO) WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
1. The Matrix (first one...the rest SUCK. i'm sorry.)
2. Kill Bill Vol. 1
3. Rush Hour
4. Pirates of the Carribean
5. Ever After
6. Wedding Crashers
7. The Incredibles
(There's ALOT more... but I can't name them all here. XDD)

SEVEN VIDEO GAMES THAT THE STORY JUST GRABS YOU:
1. The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time
2. Kingdom Hearts (The first one.)
3. The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask (I know I know... I'm like the only person who liked it.)
4. If we're.....
5. talking about story lines....
6. then no more really.....
7. I have favorite games w/o story lines I love but they wouldn't go here. (besides I can't think of any right now)

1. Do you like animals?
Yes

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
No.

3. Are you athletic?
Depends on the year and season and corrdinates of the moon and stars with the alignment of the planets. (*laughs* XDD)

4. Are you: thin, fat, athleticlly built etc:
Now why would you ask such a question? ...cuz i'm a girl... with low selfesteem...... ]]> ~Kaumi ...damn http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8944524/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8944524/ Thu, 01 Jun 2006 20:22:43 PDT It's lead me to be not sure of myself or anyone anymore. I'd explain but its just...ya know.

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I'll be openning one commission slot, for the time being, for anyone who would be a little interested (send me a note) :
Cg: One character (full body) w/out background---$10 ||| With background---$15
Traditional: One character (full body) w/out background---$15 ||| With background---$20
Additional characters: $5 each
I'd say the best method of payment I can think of would be paypal (though I'm not sure how something like this would work >_< heh.)
Status: slot open
Are my prices too high? Is this oki? Idk...
~~~~~
....Don't worry, I'm still workin' on my other stuff too....
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See ya. (sorry I'm so bummed out at the moment)

]]> ~Kaumi Update & Question for all of you... http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8849692/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8849692/ Mon, 22 May 2006 22:05:26 PDT Artist to worship >>> (for this journal)
*licks her artwork*...I wish I could read her doujin ...and she's another person I wouldn't mind coloring like if I had the computer skills.
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Long long day... and I hurt cuz... yah. >_< *grabs stomach and falls over*

So, I got 'this close' to quiting my job today... About two weeks ago I was a saint to my Department because I was handling the work load of four people or more and now suddenly... I'm flat out told by my new supervisor that I don't do shit for the company. ...what..the..heck?!?! She's comes over and tells me that all I've been doing is sitting on my ass everyday and I should be doing my job.... ARG. On top of that ....she just so happens to "Magically forget" that starting this week, and for the next four weeks, I'm not going to be working all day due to my summer session at the college I go to....even though I told her this....THREE WEEKS AGO. arrrrgh. And its irritating not to be treated with any respect and shot down like dirt just because of how young I am. What also pisses me off is the fact that when our new Supervisior came in... I was the only person who helped her get situated and ready to start running our department. There is more to the reasons I was going to quit right then and there... but I'll only make myself more upset if I keep going on about it.
The main problem is that even if I wanted to quit.... This would be the worst time possible for me to do that. I'm having the worst money problems right now. I have to pay for everything when it comes college... I have bills to pay... my car seems to have a new problem with it every other week now... I feel like I wear the same clothing every week due to my lack of wardrobe... and I have a surgery that needs to be done that my insurance won't cover for. so on and so forth... plus, I still want to go to AX (Anime Expo) cuz its the only vacation of any sort I'm going to have for a while.
Its funny cuz now as I look around my room dollar signs being to appear over numerous things... aka video games, books, stereo, wallscrolls, collectibles, guitar... hello ebay.
Which now bring me to my question for all of you.... even though I've been very slow at getting out my kiribans and such...I...I want to do commissions...either traditional ones or cg. But I don't think anyone would buy from me. (I wouldn't charge much) Would anyone be interested if I did it?
*doubt*
Well I gtg, Hw and art won't get done by itself. XDDD;
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<<< Procrastination is an art >>>
The rest are still on my list but... My journal seems a little crowded sooo:
Currently working on:
~chibicake = My side of the art trade (she finished already! *worries* I'm so slow. @_@)
*animetayl = Kiriban 2k (I don't even want to know how many times I've started and restarted this)
(I'd like to do my list in order...but I jump around so much )
Thank you all for waiting on my slow butt ~~~ ]]> ~Kaumi Bad Day until.... http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8691700/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8691700/ Sat, 06 May 2006 13:41:18 PDT I think the whole neighborhood just heard all the squeals I just shrieked. XDDDD
My god...I can't wait to see this movie: (and L...LLL! *dies* he looks soooo cool...idk about Raito tho -darn you Tatsuya Fujiwara-...but STILL. EEEEEEEEEEEEE)
[link]
Thaaaaaaaaaaaaank you =sleckt (omg the cosplays in your journal!) for the link. *3*
*dies again*
*and again*
*and...*

6.17
...man, and then the next one in October. kwee~~
(sorry I had to dump my spazzing on you guys)

]]> ~Kaumi ...Birthday Blues~~ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8606614/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8606614/ Thu, 04 May 2006 17:14:09 PDT
(check my shoutbox for full God list. XDD *3*)
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...I really don't wanna turn 19 tomorrow.
arg...It's such a limbo age. I'm at that point where I'm not a kid but not an adult neither...19 is just...Blah.
I didn't want to do anything for my Bday either...normally, for about the past 4 years.... My ideal bday is skipping school/work....getting up late, playing games/drawing/watching a movie or something I love/listening to music.... basically just enjoying a day to myself. Now my family actually wants to take me to dinner or something but to tell you the truth....I'd much rather veg and enjoy doing nothing tomorrow XDDDD maaan I have to go to work tomorrow too....And there's been so much stress at work lately that I don't even want to deal with it.
I really am not the best at recieving presents either...I never think I deserve anything. lol
Right now I'm happy enough that =loeki liked the kiriban pic I did for her...that's present enough for me. Hopefully I'll get some more done soon so that I might make more ppl happy and make it seem like my art is worth something.
Good news is... I get paid tomorrow XDDD and the first thing I'm doing is finally buying Open Canvas for myself for my Bday... that way....I can have lineart of the gods! *drools* <<<
Oh...I still have alot of deviations to go though... (about 1,500 >_>; ) cuz I'm a slacker like that. I'll comment as soon as I can! >w<
*loves to all*
Boo to 19~! *just keeps thinking about the FF7:AC premire and and and seeing Nomura....that's gift enough for me as well XDDDDD ~Kyaaaa*
See ya!

]]> ~Kaumi My luck can't be this good...>.>;; http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8516046/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8516046/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 22:40:07 PDT ~~~his character designs are par to Hyung Tae Kim's almost! O_O; incredible art.
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Ok...so first
This: [link]
....Then this: [link] (which I still can't get over)
..
...
....
Now This (read the healine of who's gonna be there...NO WAY. EEEEE XD) : [link] (PLUS she's gonna be there>>>*pu-sama ) AND NOW MAYBE THIS (read about what might happen in the fall O_O) : [link]

THERE HAS TO BE SOMEKIND OF MADNESS TO THIS.
One of my fav bands....
My fav character designer....
My fav DA artist.....
My fav Manga artists.....
REALLY. MADNESS. ]]> ~Kaumi I was in the presence of GOD himself. http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8365965/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8365965/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 16:52:13 PDT ~~~ just for the occassion. (FF art central. lol )
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Now... how can I even express what my title states?
It is true tho.... I did see... a god of sorts. My god. lol.
Tetsuya Nomura.
Yep.
Tetsuya Nomura. Any one who knows/likes/plays Square-enix games knows who he is.
So...story time:
Most of you know I still haven't seen FF7:AC. ....until last night.
=safaiak, *Kalaena, and I went to see the premiere of the movie in Hollywood last night. ...and I didn't know this was the only time and place in the US this was going to ever be shown at the movies. ...and I didn't know this was a Premiere Premiere....with the actors coming and stuff.... There was Steve Burton and Rachel Leigh Cook and ....I washed my hands next to Mena Suvari who was fixing her hair in the bathroom. XDD lol!
We were all seated... waiting for the movie to start... when my friends pointed out that there were seats reserved for the actual Square-enix production team... first thought that ran through my head was, "what if Tetsuya Nom---no that's impossible." and then they said it. and I told them that no way in hell he would come all the way from japan, its probably just the US marketing team or something and besides I have Nomura radar... I would know if he was there. (lol) And then... they all showed up.,....and low and behold who comes and sits next to Steve Burton? Tetsuya himself. ...I swear... I tried sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard not to scream outloud in a mad burst of joy. ....it was weird how I was the only one who noticed it was him.... if it wasn't for me.... no one in the whole crowd would of even known till the end of the movie.
(...god I can't even type. I can't even finish what I want to say.... imma cry.)
Soooo I almost had the courage to speak to him at that moment but then I freaked out..... completely. Then.... I swear to god (tetsuya!) that he would not stop staring at me for about 20 minutes after that. I didn't want to look behind me... I didn't want to turn my head. I was so embarassed and in joy at the same time. My friends tried to get me to move or something but I couldn't .... I just sat there and cried.... not in a bad way... I was just... overwhelmed.
I couldn't breathe... I couldn't see straight.... I was shaking.... I was sobbing. I never thought.... I would ever see him in person. I never thought.... I would make it or have the courage to try to work my way up to someday meeting him. and then here... now .... by luck itself (cuz I came this close to not even going) I saw him.
And then... oh god I had like three chances to shake his hand... and each time I couldn't do it.
And.... *squeaks* he was like within 2 inches of me like 3 times. argggggggg !!!!
.......................................ok I can't even talk about that whole premiere anymore or I'm gonna start spazing.
But.... I've been missing this drive when it comes to everything since August...and now... I feel like ...*I don't want to sound chessy but* as if I was awakened from some kind of mental sleep or something. Revived almost. *chessy; told you.* I forgot how much ... I want the dreams that have set out for myself.
Its amazing what seeing your hero can do to you.

....oh... and I love how everyone got posters and soundtracks at the end of the movie. I kept telling saffy every ten minutes during the movie, "I want this soundtrack." and now...hee hee XDDDD AAAA!

.......and now my PS2 is beckoning me to float to it and continue playing Kingdom Hearts 2. Surprisingly, I haven't beat it yet cuz I've been busy... and I don't want to just fly through the game.
Points of the game:
~Sora must be a natural blonde I swear. XDDD (not trying to offend anyone who's blonde!)
~Donald is the spawn of cute in this game.
~Reaction commands are even better then button smashing XDDD... and so are drives.
~Pride Lands = JOY
~Atlantica = HATE
~ Roxas http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8260918/ Sat, 25 Mar 2006 00:50:01 PST ~~~
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So..... the concert....was ....I don't... even have words to describe it. (yes, it was that amazing)
I can honestly say that was one of the coolest things I've experienced so far in my little life; I loved it that much.
I wish I didn't dress so down for it though. I wish I did go all out and pull off a whole visual kei getup... cuz some of the outfits ppl wore there were freaking awesome. Man, I wish I took a camera for that alone TT__TT. and and and there was these two boys (that didn't speak a hint of english) that seriously look like little models (well to me. ku ku kuu.)... it was funny, all the girls in the (ridiculously long) line we were in were all asking to take pictures of them. ...I gotta say ...the blonde one...*drools* god he had that cool Miyavi type piercing coming from his mouth to ear too TT^TT god he was good looking... *ahem* Back to talking about the concert eh heh...
As soon as Dir en Grey started to come out to perform after the opening band, I felt myself starting to freak out a little bit but it wasn't until Kyo came out ....walkin all cool like his s*** didn't stink... I just lost it. I was squealing so bad the rest of the night...and when I mean squealing... I mean... Blood-curdling-fangirl-piss-my-pants squealing. Every song every word... I sang along with Kyos voice screaming into my ears. I felt....almost.. like I wasn't even in the Wiltern ....like it was just me and their music. Oh god, and then when they played Kodou (which is probably my all time fave of theirs), I started crying. Yes, I am the world's biggest dork...I cried...*pouts* ya ya, I hear you laughing at my pathetic-ness... lol jk jk! XDD oh and eeeeeeeeee they played Beautiful Dirt right after......!!!!!!! eeeeeeeeeee!!!!! *still suffering from the emotions at the concert*
GAH! and Toshiya....TOSHIYA.... and Die... my god I would of died if I got one of Toshiya's guitar picks... but sadly no. But still... just seeing them all and and and without makeup or anything was just... yah ...wow. and they all grew out their hair a little more.... *drool*
I would love to say all that they played and the order (I know they did play the entire Withering to Death album of course ) but I can't recall all the songs... I just know most of them were my faves. I do remember that they opened with Clever Sleazoid and closed with Child Prey..eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Haha... at least my hearing isn't completely dead. But my butt, arms, throat, and legs hurt from all the jumping, dancing, and singing I did. XDDD
And now I can't wait for the CD/DVD to come out in May cuz they filmed the concert that I was at.... and I want to be able to watch the DVD saying, "YAH YAH! you see the crazy, only curly haired person in the ENTIRE audience?(no joke >.> ) that's me!!!!!! XDDD" lol.
OH OH!!! AND KYO'S SPARKLY COWBOY BELT BUCKLE OF JOY. lol no joke (again). His belt buckle was godly sparkly... like Limited Too little girl sparkly. lol! ...and da shaking of dem hips..... boy oh boy Kyo, you left me with the image of you swinging your hips and ripping your shirt off burned into my head for the next week or so. XDDD ...yah... now seeing Kyo without all the crazy makeup I'm actually not that freaked out by him now. Besides, his singing is god. XD
I could actually go on for about an hour raving about the entire thing but I dont want to bore you with my fandom. I still cant believe I got to see them perform I still feel like I dreamt itIm listening to all their CDs right now as I type and I still cant believe it. At least I have proof on my cell that I wenthee hee, I got an actually somewhat decent picture of Kyo under the red spotlights while they were playing The Final so I put that as the wallpaper on my phone I just wish there was some way I could email it to myself or somethinggod, I wish I would have been allowed to take pics Im still a little upset abou... ]]> ~Kaumi 2 more days.... http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8230805/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8230805/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 19:38:43 PST ~~~ Proof that traditional art is still awesome. She makes me want to improve insanely on my colored pencil, watercolor, and marker skills.
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...........and I die in joy.
I'm so excited about the DeG concert that I already can't sleep at night or eat during the day. I haven't been this nervous and excited about one thing in such a long time. *freaking out now just thinking about it*
Too bad I can't take pictures tho... Sorry guys.
Man, it really feels like Xmas in March to me right now...arg... and then KH2 next week. (plus, I get to go to San Fran for the weekend )
Too bad my joy is being blocked by tomorrow's midterm and paper being due >_>;; oh well.... I'll just think of the other things as my rewards. ^^

Oh, and I never got to rant about the last FMA episode.... Thank god about Ed and Al that's all I gotta say... and Thank god that the movie isn't an OVA like I thought. ...What threw me off about the episode tho was the random showing of credits... every time they popped up I thought the show was over. lol

Can't think of much more to say... I'm too excited and preoccupied with thinking about the concert that I can't focus on anything right now. (not good for my studying that's for sure. >_<

Ja, mata ne!
Oh! You know what I'm super worried about tho? ....I might get sick. *cries* TT___TT everyone who sits by my desk at work has this horrible flu and its speading to everyone really fast.
*readies the Lysol (sp?) and puts a mask on* No way I'm getting sick before my concert. I would cry.
Oh! Oh! One more thing... Kinda random me asking but.... Does anyone have the song "Rewrite" by Asain Kung Fu Generation? I thought I had it and I don't .... I really want to listen to it.

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The rest are still on my list but... My journal seems a little crowded sooo:
Currently working on:
= Kiriban 4,000 - 40% (Loeki... your icon makes me smile)
(I'd like to do my list in order...but I jump around so much )
Thank you all for waiting on my slow butt ~~~
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Final Decision on AX cosplay: ( :3 )
~ Roxas (going all out on this one. lol)
~~ L (easiest cosplay ever.)
~~~Chrono (little version)
~~~~ Agito (teh evil I luvs it... *saffs is Akito*)
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~Ansem-Report ~SBK-Fans ~TsubasaChronicleclub ~Fai-Lovers ~tsubasa-club
Mad love to Roxas & Axel:
~BHK-lovers-club ~Axel-FC
....I need to join a LoZ one. XD and a few other things I sqeal over. ]]> ~Kaumi Oh Poo... http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8143123/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/8143123/ Sun, 12 Mar 2006 19:37:01 PST ~~~ Renji and Reno fanart.... nuff said. *throws hearts*
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poo... My DA subscription ends real soon... (like in an hour) and I still have 319 deviations I want to go through ...kinda hard when I don't see the thumbs *spoiled by my subsription*. agh.

poo x2... FMA last night. OH MAN. ;_________; I was screaming at the TV. (yes, I'm watching the american version so plz plz plz no one spoil Ep. 51 for me... It was Ep. 50 last night) ......*rants* so... I HATE Envy right now. I want to burn him alive. ...and Al... He stayed on the floor in the same spot the ENTIRE ep. XDDD (I love Al) And and Gluttony.... why!!!??? *continues ranting to myself* and of course Ed... EEEED *sobs and throws him hearts* so damn sad ....omgomgomg ;____________________; EdEdEd...I can't wait for the last ep....*gets a new box of tissue.* YES I CRIED....don't make fun of me. I'm aware of how dorky I'm being right now. (don't be surprise if you see fanart coming from me... >_>;;; ) ..........................Ed. TT^TT

ja, mata ne....~~~
MARCH IS LOVE

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=safaiak = Hiatus... (you know what? you just need to wait)
*animetayl = Kiriban 60% / Gift 10%....well you saw. I'm starting over!!! *slams head on desk*
~Sassobabe = 50% ....god this was supposed to be your b-day gift too *gives herself brain damage*
~DaButtaCupNess = 10% ... but *laughs* you know what I'm gonna do now
~Ariandir = 2% ... welcome to the ranks of things that will take forever to be done... I will show you that I am the ultimate slacker!!!!
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...I've never cosplayed before and I really want to fall under the anime/video game freak catagory XDDD. So here's my little list to remind myself of costumes I might want to make for AX or something. *laughs and snorts like a nerd*
KH: ~Kairi (KH2 ver.)~~Roxas (I think I'd make a good Roxas X3)~~Axel~~Siax
Air Gear: ~Agito (saffy shall be akito X3)
Tsubasa: ~Fai
Loveless: ~Ritsuka
CCS: ~Yue <3
Death Note: L
CC: Little Chrono
Oh and...... Ayumi's with her "pink chaps" (XD) outfit from the Startin' PV. lol...
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I GOT TICKETS.
OMG.
o__O I Want to pass out. I GET TO SEE DIR EN GREY. HOLY CRAP. *spazzing at the moment*
=safaiak and I ....are gonna die... in joy.
....I seriously never thought I'd have the chance to see them. NEVER. and now..... XDDDDDD

Boy oh boy I love you March.

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~Rousoku-no-Akari = 10%
=safaiak = Hiatus... (you know what? you just need to wait)
*animetayl = Kiriban 60% / Gift 10%....well you saw. I'm starting over!!! *slams head on desk*
~Sassobabe = 50% ....god this was supposed to be your b-day gift too *gives herself brain damage*
~DaButtaCupNess = 10% ... but *laughs* you know what I'm gonna do now
~Ariandir = 2% ... welcome to the ranks of things that will take forever to be done... I will show you that I am the ultimate slacker!!!!
=kirara-snowflake = Kiriban 3,000 (not decided yet)
=loeki = Kiriban 4,000 - 0%
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...I've never cosplayed before and I really want to fall under the anime/video game freak catagory XDDD. So here's my little list to remind myself of costumes I might want to make for AX or something. *laughs and snorts like a nerd*
KH: ~Kairi (KH2 ver.)~~Roxas (I think I'd make a good Roxas X3)~~Axel~~Siax
Air Gear: ~Agito (saffy shall be akito X3)
Tsubasa: ~Fai
Loveless: ~Ritsuka
CCS: ~Yue <3
Death Note: L
CC: Little Chrono
Oh and...... Ayumi's with her "pink chaps" (XD) outfit from the Startin' PV. lol...
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..I don't even want to say anything about how retarded this whole thing has been with the set-up of Dir en Grey coming to Los Angeles cuz I don't want to jynx myself. XDDD ....But I still hope I can get the tickets on Wed. .....and the more the days go on... the more I really really want to go, its driving me mad now. XDDD Toshiya! Die!!! Japanese engrish!!!! I love joo.

oh noes... more kh2 rant. real quick.
Ok so now I'm getting a little ticked off that ppl are complaining about "Sanctuary" like its the worst song on the planet. ...No one should really say anything until they here the whole thing. And yes... it is hard for me to get used to the way Haley Joel sounds now but.... I've actually been seeing ppl complain about all the english VA for the English ver. ....Where have these ppl been? Did they even remember that this cast is almost identical to KH1? argh. Makes me mad. ....And I gotta say... after seeing all the MTV interviews.... David and Hayden sounds even better as their parts as Riku and Kairi this time around... to me at least. (omg and David's interview made me laugh so hard. XDDD I loved it) oh and hearing Steve Burton's voice as Cloud again.....*drools* But they still haven't said if what's-his-face is doing Leon's again
.... and I can't wait to hear Christopher Lee. *now getting excited about the game again*

and ..... Tomorrow's March!!! YAY! Dir en Grey, KH, and Howl's Moving Castle on dvd, oh my! and AND.......... I GET TO CHANGE MY CALENDAR!!! ...yah I have the Bleach manga art calendar and the artwork on March and April is my fav....~~~~ X3 cuz of Renji's pose... ku ku kuuu (Saffy knows what I'm talking about XDDD) I AM... a dork.
Ja, mata ne~~~

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=safaiak = Hiatus... (you know what? you just need to wait)
*animetayl = Kiriban 60% / Gift 10%....well you saw. I'm starting over!!! *slams head on desk*
~Sassobabe = 50% ....god this was supposed to be your b-day gift too *gives herself brain damage*
~DaButtaCupNess = 10% ... but *laughs* you know what I'm gonna do now
~Ariandir = 2% ... welcome to the ranks of things that will take forever to be done... I will show you that I am the ultimate slacker!!!!
=kirara-snowflake = Kiriban 3,000 (not decided yet)
=loeki = Kiriban 4,000 - 0%
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...I've never cosplayed before and I really want to fall under the anime/video game freak catagory XDDD. So here's my little list to remind myself of costumes I might want to make for AX or something. *laughs and snorts like a nerd*
KH: ~Kairi (KH2 ver.)~~Roxas (I think I'd make a good Roxas X3)~~Axel~~Siax
Air Gear: ~Agito (saffy sh... ]]> ~Kaumi Dir en Grey, Work, and English KH2 rant http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/7985890/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/7985890/ Thu, 23 Feb 2006 22:49:08 PST ~~~ I've really really been liking her art lately. Something new and different about it ... go check her out! X3
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DIR EN GREEEEEEEEEEEY. omg I can't wait to buy tickets this weekend. I can't believe they're coming to LA too. ...*my fan-ness is at an extreme right now* .... Forget KH2 and Howl's Moving Castle on DVD ..... this is the thing I'm excited the most about for March.... @_@ ARGH.OMG I CAN'T WAIT. Screaming Japanese and Engrish here I come. ...Ticketmaster... plz don't fail me this weekend.

Work.... hmmm this is different. I feel so old. ... Its hard for me to see myself in a suit working at a business job... but yet here I am. For some reason tho... My department gives me a headache. Seriously. I always come home sick now and can barely do my chores or hw or even draw for that matter. ...and I hate the fact that when I do have free time now, I'm playing FFVII ... I have no idea why I'm so addicted to it right now (and no... its not cuz of the movie... I STILL HAVEN'T SEEN IT. ;_; ). I really want to just sit and draw .... especially the pics I should be finishing >,>;;; but its been so long since I've drawn anything new that I seriously SUCK.

....Alright onward to my little stupid kh2 rant as always (just ignore me at this point. I know I talk about it alot) Hmmm so I'm kinda getting used to "Sanctuary" now... I still can't really judge it till I hear the whole thing. .....But Haley Joel Osment. My god you stupid child. So idk it may be cuz the kid actually hit puberty or something but ................I REALLY REALLY hate the way he voices Sora. In the first one... it actually sounded cute and all but now... *as I was finally liking Sora as a main character* ... his voice annoys me. And it sounds half-assed. ...sadly *for me. lol* this actually already makes me annoyed of the English ver. of the game......... I'm not looking forward to him singing either. "OMGEIORY3298647 We're gonna see Santa!" <
Hmmm... did you guys ever notice I use alot of "......." ? Sorry ... bad habit.
~~thanks for soon-to-be 4k
Ja, mata ne.

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~Sassobabe = 50% ....god this was supposed to be your b-day gift too *gives herself brain damage*
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400 new messages ( 308D, 3H, 1M, 6C, 76J, 6P ) .....................not too bad. (its always this full anyways I like too many artist here.)
Oh yah before I forget.... Happy Vday aka Single's Awareness Day... I completely forgot it was today. ... I was gonna draw something too... no time tho.
Seriously... no time for anything.... Today is the first time in a while I actually got to relax and do nothing but draw. ^^
Oh and yesterday was kinda fufilling too.. (can't spell today.O_O) I BEAT LOZ: WINDWAKER!!! FINALLY. took me long enough..... (I was waaaay to lazy to collect all the triforce shards.) and the best part of the ending.............................. Link's face when Ganon is talking about Hyrule and wind and whatnot right before the final battle.......XDDD *starts laughing thinking about it* I can't even explain it but its the cutest most disturbed look on anyone's face that I've ever seen. (and its my phone wallpaper now... I loved it so much... I'm such a dork.)

Not much to say... these past few weeks are kinda getting better.... (not really) except for the ummmmm *cough* yah children listen to me and don't drive fast.

My god I could care less for Valentine's day... >_>

Ja, mata ne....

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<<< Procrastination is an art >>>
~Rousoku-no-Akari = 10%
=safaiak = Hiatus... (you know what? you just need to wait)
*animetayl = Kiriban 60% / Gift 10%....well you saw. I'm starting over!!! *slams head on desk*
~Sassobabe = 50% ....god this was supposed to be your b-day gift too *gives herself brain damage*
~DaButtaCupNess = 10% ... but *laughs* you know what I'm gonna do now
~Ariandir = 2% ... welcome to the ranks of things that will take forever to be done... I will show you that I am the ultimate slacker!!!!
=kirara-snowflake = Kiriban 3,000 (not decided yet)
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...I've never cosplayed before and I really want to fall under the anime/video game freak catagory XDDD. So here's my little list to remind myself of costumes I might want to make for AX or something. *laughs and snorts like a nerd*
KH: ~Kairi (KH2 ver.)~~Roxas (I think I'd make a good Roxas X3)~~Axel~~Siax
Air Gear: ~Agito (saffy shall be akito X3)
Tsubasa: ~Fai
Loveless: ~Ritsuka
CCS: ~Yue <3
Death Note: L
Oh and...... Ayumi's with her "pink chaps" (XD) outfit from the Startin' PV. lol...
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The reason I'm saying "bye" is not cuz I'm leaving DA or anything (god no. I'd die XD) ...its cuz my ties to the internet are going to be shut down soon for a while due to the fact I'm moving (again. D: arg this is so annoying). Haha... this will be my first time having a swimming pool >w<;;; I need to dive in and clean the crap outta it tho..... so dirty. ... I don't even know how deep it is. @_@; My doggies will drown for sure ...XD *laughs* and one of the neighbors by me is obsessed with Mickey Mouse... there's Mickey stuff all over that place. XD XD weird.......
I might be getting two jobs now too... and one pays quite a bit...X3
I have alotta deviantions I need to go through still... I'll try to comment on everyone's stuff if I can... sorry it takes me so long. ....oh and what's with all this art theft lately? it seems that its happening more often now >,<;;; damn ppl.
These past few weeks have been so hard for me in college, at home, and with friends.... Idk how I'm still sane. The things at home have been dying down but what has been killing me lately is the friends situations. Its bad enough I don't really have friends I can turn to in any my classes that I'm taking but at the same time I've been finding out how much my actual friends dislike me. Its like... I'm in some draining situations right now and no one cares to even listen to me... yet I do for everyone else. I just want to vent but everyone blows me off. And one day I overheard some of my friends that I'd known for years saying really hurtful things about me (they didn't know I was in the other room)... I just... I don't get it... I'm a nice person and I try my best to be a good friend but everyone pushes me away... and call me weird or says that they're better off not knowing me. It hurts to know that in the end everyone is basically out for themselves and only care about their own feelings... its so easy how ppl use me. And it not like I have a boyfriend to turn to or anything... I have nothing it seems. But I gotta put my head up and keep going right? ...can't be sorry for myself. *as I put up my walls again... I'm better off bymyself I suppose*

And on to some KH2 news real quick:
I'm upset.... the PotC actors aren't going to do their voices in the game. -_-; and......... (this is the worst) Jessie Mcarthy is doing the voice of Roxas. Someone shoot me. I can't stand that boy as a singer or an actor (I dislike him more than David Gallager). He's gonna kill my poor Roxas. ... and no one still hasn't said who's voicing Axel... >.>;;; Knowing Disney it will be someone like Nick Lache (sp?) and I'll hafta play the game on mute XD XD. My god but I can't wait to hear Haley Joel Osment sing... I will bust a gut laughing.

ja, mata ne....

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=safaiak = Hiatus... (you know what? you just need to wait)
*animetayl = Kiriban 60% / Gift 10%....well you saw. I'm starting over!!! *slams head on desk*
~Sassobabe = 50% ....god this was supposed to be your b-day gift too *gives herself brain damage*
~DaButtaCupNess = 10% ... but *laughs* you know what I'm gonna do now
~Ariandir = 2% ... welcome to the ra... ]]> ~Kaumi Actual KH2 Ultimania http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/7782189/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/7782189/ Thu, 02 Feb 2006 15:09:39 PST ~~~ not a whole lot of deviations but... WOW.
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Just wanted to change from the tag journal

I love love love loooooooove this cover:

And I can't wait for the art book. ...... and for the next EGM cuz they're gonna say who the english voice actors are apperently >,>;;; (plzzzz Johnny Depp.... do your own voice)
I want the KH:CoM Manga but........ arg its sold out around here. and I'm too lazy to buy it off of eBay.
Oh and here's a square-enix rumor I'm pissed about: ... FFVII:AC might not come out in America now until the end of 2006 O_O... the hell? D: I'm never gonna see it am I?

OOO oooooooo good news tho... the whole rumors about the fact that LoZ:Twilight Priness might be moved to the Nintendo Revolution are all lies. YES!!! yaaaaaay !!! its still coming out by summer! *does a dance*

......I'm really putting only game news on this journal cuz anything that has to do with what's going on with me right now sucks. not like it matters.

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=safaiak = Hiatus... (you know what? you just need to wait)
*animetayl = Kiriban 60% / Gift 10%....well you saw. I'm starting over!!! *slams head on desk*
~Sassobabe = 50% ....god this was supposed to be your b-day gift too *gives herself brain damage*
~DaButtaCupNess = 10% ... but *laughs* you know what I'm gonna do now
~Ariandir = 2% ... welcome to the ranks of things that will take forever to be done... I will show you that I am the ultimate slacker!!!!
=kirara-snowflake = Kiriban 3,000 (not decided yet)
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....I need to join a LoZ one. XD and a... ]]> ~Kaumi Tagged! and I tag ppl toooooooo :3 http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/7641827/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/7641827/ Wed, 18 Jan 2006 17:33:35 PST ~~~ not a whole lot of deviations but... WOW.
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I was tagged by: >w
10 people/things you like:

1) DrawingDrawingDrawing
2)*pu-sama is my god.
3) ....and so is everyone else here.
4) The artists online that I'm so glad I've met here and on other galleries. (kinda the same as #2....XD)
5) My cd player (or ipod...when its not being dumb)
6) Video games
7) *Currently loves these fictional characters* (I'll throw them all in this one) : Roxas, Axel, Reno (cuz its the same guy who did Axel's voice), Vincent, Hanatarou, Renji, Akito/agito, Jin, Mugen, Leon, Al, Chise.....(these are just current not necessarily my fav faves. )
8) Ayumi Hamasaki (oh geezz I think this list is out of order x_x)
9) Miyavi
10) Movies

5 things that make you happy:
1) Drawing
2) Music
3) Sleep
4) The Legend of Zelda series
5) KINGDOM HEARTS!!!!! *coughs up blood* ~~~XD

5 things you hate:
1) The recent movie version of "The Hulk" << that bad.
2) Hypocrites (even tho I am one.... *cries*)
3) Paris Hilton
4) Having a headache (I get them all the time)
5) Most reality shows. (except for Made....idk why I like watching that show.....oh and those Nanny reality shows just because I like making fun of the stupid parents.....oh I like Cops tho XD~~ and that's cuz of the stupid ppl...period.)

3 facts about your name:
1) My first name doesn't go with my last name at all.
2) My last name's Lee
3) No one can say my middle name right the first time or spell my first name right the first time. >,<;;;

2 things you expect:
1) (this is a weird question) ummmm to always have ramen in the kitchen.
2) To not fall asleep before 2am tonight.

4 random thoughts:
1) I don't wanna go to my art class tonight (from 7-10:30pm) ...*cries* I want to sleep right now TT^TT
2) I shouldn't of ate the third helping of dinner.
3) arghhh I still have art hw to do before class tonight O_O;;;
4) Why do all the video games that are out right now suck? (I want KH2 and zelda dammit) oh.... except for "Shadow of the Colossus" ...which I haven't played yet!

but I can't find it anywhere! ...oh and Katamari X3 *laughs*

--
I tag:

...now let's see who actually does this >X3

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*animetayl = Kiriban 60% / Gift 10%....well you saw. I'm starting over!!! *sl... ]]> ~Kaumi Decision http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/7548389/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/7548389/ Sun, 08 Jan 2006 19:49:24 PST

~~~A well rounded artist indeed :3
<.... For the art GODS

At least for a while.

Nooo. Two more ppl whose art I simply worship to no end aren't posting on DA anymore:

and

TT___TT ....aaa *cries* I really admired both of them too..... really sucks for *kidchan tho... I feel bad she let that trivial stuff get to her.

So now for the whole purpose of this journal.... thanking you guys who tried to help me with the problems stated in my last journal. I would of replied to all of you but I found it easier saying it all in here.

I need to stick with that promise I made to myself... I need to be braver. I'm so scared of what my parents think and what how others percieve me that it literally stops me from doing the things I enjoy to do. And there isn't anything I honestly enjoy doing more than drawing and looking and admiring other ppl's art. I can't see myself being occupied with anything else. So instead of lowering my head and obeying what others tell me.... I'm gonna stand up and prove that the things I want to do are not worthless and I will accomplish everything I set out to do this life.
But... its gonna be hard for me to muster up this damn courage cuz I'm such a coward at times. I'm always afraid to throw myself to the wind and let things come as they may. But.... that's what I have to do ... I have to take risks in order to make any progress right?

I'm gonna try my best to prove my parents otherwise.. that art is not a "childish" thing.
And about the weight thing... I'm still going to try to lose weight... When I think of someone as short as me, I picture them very petite and small all the way around. So I decided I'm gonna try to get down to 106 lbs for real this time. (< When it comes to everything that was removed from my room.... well, I decided maybe its good I don't put everything back up. ...I even admit my room was kinda childish....

But I will keep my manga... cuz it saves me from the times where I want to escape the real world for a while.

oh and my video games too.

(and my books and my movies... but they weren't going anywhere in the first place ^.^)
...Once again thanks....

I love you guys. All of you who responded to my last entry thank you so much... If it wasn't for your words of encourgement and your personal thoughts on the matter... idk if I would of made this decision that I made... I really just needed someone/anyone to be there for me.

On better news..... My dad's ok!

no cancer for my pops! yay! =^.^=

Well... I'm really nervous about tomorrow... its the start of my second semester in college. I'm nervous because this semester I don't think any of my friends are taking any of the classes I'm taking and well..... I'm really bad at meeting new ppl. But once again, that's where the whole bravery factor comes in. ~Kaumi Help. http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/7506952/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/7506952/ Wed, 04 Jan 2006 10:07:16 PST No one today.
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So much for a good new year.
....and my resolution... so much for that too.

Last night I was sad because a person on DA, whose art I just discovered, isn't going to post anymore. My mother was around the computer so I told her about how I found it sad that someone with exceptional talent can just stop and not draw anymore. She replied by saying it was a good thing that they quit and finally gave up on something stupid as art and finally decided to grow up. ...And that's when my spirit broke.
I know I'm not nearly as good as not even a quarter of the ppl on this site... but I was still gonna try to improve and maybe become a great artist too. I had dreams of the perfect job I wanted and the perfect life and it all revolved around this.
But what my parents said always had a big influence on me and I guess it holds true today. This isn't the first time my mom has put me down about what I want to do either... even earlier that day she made comments that she wished I was more girly... (like having my nails done...and a damn Louie Vutton purse or something) and both my parents finally just flat out stated I was fat. I've always had a problem with my weight to begin with but when I start to even get bashed on by my parents it hurts ya know? I'm 5'2 and weigh 125 lbs. ... so much for eating now. -_-
So after long days of crushing whatever hope I had for myself.... I finally did what my parents wanted me to do. Everything... that was even remotely "childish" to them that was in my room... I took down and either threw away or put in boxes to give away. Art, manga, etc. ...not surprisingly my room's very cold looking now... doesn't really even look lived in. The only things I can't bring myself to take down is the Tetsuya Nomura art I have on my wall and the only peice of artwork I own from DA that *pu-sama did.
As for here... Idk if I'm gonna post anything anymore. As my family wishes ... I'll go ahead and stop all the drawing "nonsense" and work towards having some damn dead end job like accounting or something.
Its hard to even keep trying when no one backs you up or cheers you on.
...I turn to you guys hoping for some advice that might make me feel better about things....

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=safaiak = Hiatus... (you know what? you just need to wait)
*animetayl = Kiriban 60% / Gift 10%....well you saw. I'm starting over!!! *slams head on desk*
~Sassobabe = 50% ....god this was supposed to be your b-day gift too *gives herself brain damage*
~DaButtaCupNess = 10% ... but *laughs* you know what I'm gonna do now

~Ariandir = 2% ... welcome to the ranks of things that will take forever to be done... I will show you that I am the ultimate slacker!!!!

=kirara-snowflake = Kiriban 3,000 (not decided yet)
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...oh gee I've caught this damn bug that's been going around. >.<;;; I feel like five trains hit me... at once.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! 2006 WOOOO !!!!
...............and the new Ayumi Hamasaki cd is out!!! .... I went and got it on new years and zomg.... it's one of my favorites from her... I don't like the layout of the cd because it looks like they just slopped it together but the songs on it ... When I first heard "(miss) understood" ...I felt like I wanted to cry for some reason, the music struck a chord with me.... and the lyrics, they've become my theme song...
(miss)understood ~ By Ayumi Hamasaki

I said to myself "I'm OK"
And showed my usual smile
I didn't feel in desperation
But in a kind of defiance

I hid my trembling hand
Because their sympathy was so hollow

I don't get warmed
By the half-hearted and artificial warmth
I rather want them to shut their eyes
Until I break into pieces without a trace

I don't want to hear nor speak
The fine words any longer
The pain will be getting worse
So I just accept it

The air is awfully clear
The calm before a storm

What do those people really want to know
With seemingly kindness
Hiding a sharp knife of curiosity
Behind their gentle looking eyes?

What do you really want?
What do you really wish?
Where do you really aim for?
And with whom?

It's the first and the last time
For you to live just as yourself
You should draw your own way
After spreading a big map

....Ayu's such an inspiration to me.

Well, haven't heard anything on the condition of my father (either that or he won't tell me) I'll try to smile and go about my days without worring about it... I'll just continue to get excited about trivial things like the Ayu cd I just got and...................
The fact that there's like 10 things entertainment wise that I can't wait for this year....and the top two are:
1)The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess
2)Kingdom Hearts II
oh but of course~~~!
I can't believe I've already watched like 10+ cutscenes from KH2... Now I'm wishing I didn't... especially because one of them made me cry... sobbing cry. It made me realize I understand more japanese than I thought -_-;;;
My second semester of college starts next week as well... and look at me... I still don't have a job and I have so much to pay for.
New Year Resolution!!~~~ : to be brave. ._.
Hope this new year will be great for me and for everyone else! ...and I hope ppl read my journal for once >,<;;; lol.

Ja, mata.

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=safaiak = Hiatus... (you know what? you just need to wait)
*animetayl = Kiriban 60% / Gift 10%....well you saw. I'm starting over!!! *slams head on desk*
~Sassobabe = 50% ....god this was supposed to be your b-day gift too *gives herself brain damage*
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I had to take my father into sugery today but he didn't tell me what it was for... I asked the doctors and due to this new law or something they can't tell me unless they have his consent... and he says "no".
Its for some biopsy to try to figure out whatever it is that is wrong with him.
My father thinks that by not telling me why he keeps going to doctor its keeping me from being worried but in fact is making it ten times worse.

He's been a heavy smoker since I was born and his mother among other family members barely made it past 60 cuz of the same problem. I'm just hoping its not anything to do with that or cancer.

Then again, its hard for me to adjust at how fast time seems to be moving around me ... I can't keep up. Its like I'm afraid that before I know it... everyone's just gonna leave me... be it by death or just going away.

I could just be over emotional right now is all... there's other family situations going on along with this I have to worry about.

Ja, mata.

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=safaiak = Hiatus... (you know what? you just need to wait)
*animetayl = Kiriban 60% / Gift 10%....well you saw. I'm starting over!!! *slams head on desk*
~Sassobabe = 40% ....god this was supposed to be your b-day gift too *gives herself brain damage*
~DaButtaCupNess = 10% ... but *laughs* you know what I'm gonna do now
~Ariandir = 2% ... welcome to the ranks of things that will take forever to be done... I will show you that I am the ultimate slacker!!!!
=kirara-snowflake = Kiriban 3,000 (not decided yet)
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Presenting the two cutest screenshots ever.

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<< if anyone doesn't find this cute... then they should go back to drowning puppies or whatever thing they do of the sort. lol. Mickey: "Whheeeee!"

Ok so ... The opening for KH2 kicks ass, it shows my fave scenes from KH and fight scenes from CoM. ^o^ ... And then due to my lack of will power I watched the ending fmv and secret movie thing too. Good news is, whoever leaked it on the net didn't show the whole ending or secret movie so I'm still all..."so what happened?"
3 points about the ending tho:
-Riku is SMEX! argh. (but his outfit really looks like Roxas's no?...and he's wearing a belt I own O_O;;; scary.)
-Sora did not grow... he's a shrimp. Kairi the same height as him now and Riku towers over both of them.
-...That "secret movie" thing...it was cool but made me think "holy crap Magic Knight Rayearth" and I'm disappointed there's gonna be a KH3 ... even tho it looked cool, idk it seems like they're milking it now.

NYC was COLD!!! argh... it was proof I'm a Californian... I froze my butt off there. oooo and the strike thing, no fun.... it happened the day we had to leave. Oh and drivers are crazy out there! Its insane, I thought I was going to die everytime I was out on the road.
Haha... its funny for some reason everyone out there thought I was 21 (O_O;;; how is that possible?lol) and brought me drinks. I look really young for my age so it was a shock to me... Needless to say one day me and my father had waaaay too much Sake.
I took pictures of course... maybe I'll post some up here sometime.
....hee hee I bought the KH Ultramania Alpha book there too
I want to say more about my trip but... I gotta go prepare for my family's xmas eve party tomorrow.
Its sad... normally I'm an xmas whore but this year... I really don't want any part of it, I love it but eeh I just want to sleep.

Merry Christmas to all!!! and to all a good night~~!!! ....and Hanukkah! and Kwanzah (sp?)! much love to all!!! w00t!

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=safaiak = Hiatus... (you know what? you just need to wait)
*animetayl = Kiriban 60% / Gift 10%....well you saw. I'm starting over!!! *slams head on desk*
~Sassobabe = 40% ....god this was supposed to be your b-day gift too *gives herself brain damage*
~DaButtaCupNess = 10% ... but *laughs* you know what I'm gonna do now
~Ariandir = 2% ... welcome to the ranks of things that will take forever to be... ]]> ~Kaumi Narnia, Tamales, Disneyland, NYC, Knives...and thi http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/7304375/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/7304375/ Tue, 13 Dec 2005 19:20:54 PST <
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Alright so I saw Narnia last firday and........... SO SO GOOD O_O. It was so much better than the book, I loved it to death. (aahhh and it had a PotC2 preview with it too X3) My mom saw it with me and was sobbing at the one part with Aslan . I really want to make fanart of him but I'm so so so bad at drawing lions. >,<
Its funny ... I'm so happy I got to help make Tamales this year with my family (yah, I'm part hispanic... along with 20 other things in my blood... I am a mutt ), we actually didn't argue or fight or anything, which is a first for us.
Finals are over WOOOO~!!!!! I'm estactic. and and and and.... tomorrow I get to go to Disneyland ... I haven't been there during the Xmas season since I was in Middle school. and and and and.... Space Mountain is open again YAY!!!! *turns into a five year old and runs around*
Then after that I get to go to NYC for five days, its my xmas gift from my dad X3... I feel like such a little kid being excited about all of this... we get to skate in Rockerfeller Center (tho I can't skate good) and see a Broadway and and.... *dies* X3 eeee this is the second top place in the world I wanted to see (number one is Tokyo, Japan.... which I'll try to get to this time next year). I seriously can't wait... I can't even sleep at night. *like a kid at xmas*
OOOO and now I can actually work on the drawings I should be working on cuz I'm out for the winter. I'm sure I'll draw alot while I'm in NY cuz I always draw more when I've gone somewhere for vacation. ....ugh... I need to draw xmas gifts for my family too *lacks money*.
And.... yesterday my friend Saffy gave me my xmas gifts early and one of the things she got me was REAL screen tones (...not that cg crap) and deleter paper so I can start practicing making comics and such. Well, lemme say.... Screen tones are hard to work with... I cut into my art so much maybe I just suck. Anyways.... at about 4am I was getting a little tried and my hand slipped... I almost cut my finger off with the xacto knife!!! It was funny, I stared at my hand for about a minute before I realized It was bleeding all over my artwork. ....Long story short... I have so much appreciation for manga-ka now.
.... off to NYC now.... *maybe I'll write something else before I go* Bah! these journals aren't interesting anyhoo.
Much love!

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= Hiatus... (you know what? you just need to wait)
= Kiriban 50% / Gift....well you saw. I'm starting over!!! *slams head on desk*
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Q: What is your middle name(s)?
A: Real (it doesn't sound like how your thinking)

Q: What are you listening to right now?
A: "Passion" (i already said that) GAH!!! Pretty song for the masses!

Q: What are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
A: 53

Q: What was the last thing you ate?
A: ....muffin?

Q: Last person you hugged?
A: .................... I don't remember

Q: How is the weather right now?
A: Sunny and cold (well.... cold for CA )

Q: Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
A: My cousin.... my aunt in the hospital right now

Q: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
A: Depends.... well if they can make me laugh for one.

Q: Favorite type of Food?
A: RAMEN

Q: Do you drink?
A: ...its been a while.

Q: Do you smoke?
A: NO

Q: Ever get so drunk you dont remember what you did?
A: No I still remember sadly

Q: Hair color?
A: Brown

Q: Eye color?
A: Brown >,<

Q: Do you wear contacts?
A: Yes!!! (legally blind)

Q: Favourite Holiday?
A: Christmas

Q: Favourite Month?
A: August and December

Q: Have you ever cried for no reason?
A: Of course.,... i'm a girl jk jk

Q: Last Movie you Watched?
A: Just Friends

Q: What books are you reading?
A: Bleach and Air Gear

Q: Piercings?
A: Yes.... 5 I think.... only 3 work >,<

Q: Favorite movie?
A: ...I have too many

Q: Favorite basketball Team?
A: none right now! XD ...stupid Lakers

Q: What were you doing before filling this out?
A: Being Hyper

Q: Any pets?
A: 5 dogs.... umm fish and some turtles oh! a rock too. lol

Q: AIM?
A: Yuki 2182

Q: Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
A: Butter and lotsa Salt!

Q: Dogs or cat?
A: Dogs D: *never owned a cat*

Q: Favourite Flower?
A: Red Rose *god how typical*

Q: Have you ever been caught doing something you werent supposed to?
A: yeps >,<

Q: Have you ever loved someone?
A: of course

Q: Who would you like to see right now?
A: Your mom... jk jk... ummm old friends.

Q: Have you ever fired a gun?
A: Yah. >,< ...my grandpa thought it would be nice that i knew how to shoot.... when i was 7!

Q: Do you like to travel by plane?
A: Alot

Q: Right-handed or Left-handed?
A: Right

Q: If you can be with someone right now, who would it be?
A: idk

Q: How many pillows do you sleep with?
A: two

Q: Are you missing someone?
A: yes

Q: Do you have a Tattoo?
A: Someday.

Q: Do you still watch cartoons on saturday mornings?
A: YES yet the japanese have taken over! (all the anime crap)
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Alright I went on one of them Deviantart gallery browsing things and seriously... there are so many extremely talented artist here that it really makes me wonder why I'm taking all these art classes and such. ...so of course as a result... *locks myself in my room and practices like mad* Hopefully something I make will come out good

But at the same time... I am grateful for all of you who have even taken a remote intrest in my art. Thank you. *glomps all* (and I also thank all the ones who are being patient with me and my extreme procrastination to get things done.)

Haha and it seems that I still have a while till 3,000 pageviews >.> ( rules for Kiriban can be found here [link] )

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= Hiatus ...sorry!! oo but I finally have new watercolors now X3
= Hiatus... (you know what? you just need to wait)
= Kiriban 10% / Gift....well you saw. I'm starting over!!! *slams head on desk*
= 20% ....god this was supposed to be your b-day gift too *gives herself brain damage*
= 0% ... but *laughs* you know what I'm gonna do now
= 0% ... welcome to the ranks of things that will take forever to be done... I will show you that I am the ultimate slacker!!!!
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...Ok so the past few days have been crap and I didn't do as well as I hoped on my Japanese midterm
There are three things I'd like to upload soon:
My first flash (good god its terrible)
Something for halloween
And one of the pics that I have the progress posted below (not gonna say which one )

Oh! and speaking of the flash thing... I really want to thank *madelief for that ... her tutorial even got someone stupid like me to get it. >,<

Kiriban 3,000 is coming up too (sorta..... ) if someone gets it, I would like a screenshot plz. ^_^ and then they'll be added to my list of things I owe ppl >,< *points at myself and screams, "Slacker!" *

I have nothing more to say for a while... my moods been insanely sour. *laughs* And besides, not alot of ppl read my journals anyhoo Its like I'm just rambling to myself.

........on a random note : I'm really excited I got to see all of Miyavi's PV but one! He's so weird, I love it!

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= 20% ....god this was supposed to be your b-day gift too *gives herself brain damage*
= 0% ... but *laughs* you know what I'm gonna do now
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.... I think college is finally attacking me with full force. I have this Japanese midterm this week that I'm deadly scared of and 2 other big tests this week... and another midterm next Saturday. Plus... I got two Papers due this week and some other stuff.
I'm trying so hard not to be a slacker like I was in High School... but old habits die hard, ya know?
On top of that I have horrible test anxieties that cause me to forget everything I studied for when the test is placed in front of me.
... GAH. Wish me luck this week.

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= Hiatus... (you know what? you just need to wait)
= Kiriban 10% / Gift....well you saw. I'm starting over!!! *slams head on desk*
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= 20% ....god this was supposed to be your b-day gift too *gives herself brain damage*
= 0% ... but *laughs* you know what I'm gonna do now
= 0% ... welcome to the ranks of things that will take forever to be done... I will show you that I am the ultimate slacker!!!!
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Clubs >>> ]]> ~Kaumi I want more Bleach. http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/6654843/ http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/6654843/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 21:44:33 PDT <
Seriously, I haven't been through as much of an emotional roller coaster with a manga as I was just in reading Bleach (huh, that was a tongue twister kinda... ok or not.). I'm officially caught up with how far it is in Japan and I'm simply in love with it. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND THIS COMIC TO ANYONE.... idk its typical when it comes to the main storyline yet.. not, it still keeps you having heart attacks at the end of each chapter. omg I love all the bad and good guys in it... no joke, every single character is amazing! ...I was yelling at the comic and crying and I think my family thought I'd gone insane. And I'm really fighting myself when it comes to wanted to do fanart for it now.... I really should stop getting sidetracked.

Anyways, *feels this void now* at least the fires have stopped... just, now everything smells like a leftover campfire and there are ashes that need to be swept up...

Oooo I don't think I told you guys!!! If any of you have actually been reading my journals then um, remember when I thought that the AP Studio Art ppl lost all my art or never sent it back? Well... They found it! I'm so happy... now I'm just eagerly awaiting for my art to return to me. ^_^

.... I still haven't got the new pen nibs for my wacom tablet in the mail... I'm about to scream, I kinda miss practicing cg coloring on the computer.

Ummm and oh yah! Art updates!! I'm sooooooooooooooo horrible! I'm sorry!!! Don't hate me!!! *bows*>>>

= Hiatus (ooo I'm so terrible... ur B-day is almost here too. *cries* )
= ...Hiatus too....sorry!!! *slams head on desk*
= 75%
= Kiriban 10% / Gift....well you saw. I'm starting over!!! *slams on desk again*
= 25% <
= 20% ....god this was supposed to be your b-day gift too *gives herself brain damage*
= 10% << I keep being indecisive with yours >,<
= 0% ... welcome to the ranks of things that will take forever to be done... I will show you that I am the ultimate slacker!!!!
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Oh! FMA is on tonight..... *smiles in joy* yes I like FMA so what of it!??! -_-;
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Clubs >>> http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/6635154/ Thu, 29 Sep 2005 15:17:50 PDT << I can't help it... I love her stuff

So yah.... once again..... southern cali LA and Ventura Counties are burning. >,<;;;;;;;
... and this leads to my sinuses going crazy...
Hopefully they put this thing out soon cuz its just causing one big mess.
(I'm such a pyro... yet I'm still worried about the whole thing ) It makes me want marshmallows tho.

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http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/6623597/ Wed, 28 Sep 2005 08:34:38 PDT << simple and elegant anime/manga style.

...................................The Kingdom Hearts 2 North American release has "officially" been pushed back to 2006....
I think I'm gonna go sulk somewhere now.
STUPID GAMING COMPANIES!!! GIVE ME BACK MY ZELDA AND KH

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http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/6586139/ Fri, 23 Sep 2005 23:21:42 PDT <

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH I finally saw my movie!!!!!!!!!!! (no... not AC >.< still haven't seen that) ... I just saw Corpse Bride and aaaaaaaaa I love it! I want to see it again... I'm such a little kid. I'm sad that I didn't get to see it with everyone I hoped to see it with tho >_> *coughs*
But Yay!!!! I'm a Tim Burton fan so I'm pretty much dying in joy right now... and OOOOOOO there is this song on the piano in the movie that is sooooooooo beautiful I want to buy the soundtrack just for it !!!
I really can't wait to see it again, you can all laugh at me if you wish.

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http://Kaumi.deviantart.com/journal/6547892/ Mon, 19 Sep 2005 17:03:08 PDT <
Yay!!!! The Kiriban was claimed by
The next one won't be till 3,000 so that's gonna a be a while (or I just might be weak and make one at 2,500 )

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