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Bleach movie 3, Ideas, Boredom and Life in general http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/27569887/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/27569887/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 01:44:24 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

Introduction

What's better than having a weekend off from exactly everything? Nothing I tell you. Sleeping in on Saturdays, and getting up early on Sundays, to have a terrific breakfast, it's all great. But the best thing is that you can loiter around the house most of the day, and only go outside to walk the dogs. I remember promising myself that I should work this weekend... I didn't. I can do it tomorrow... I guess. Well, anyway, in a week fall vacation starts, and I will be off from school for a week. Yay!

Bleach movie 3

So, yesterday =vouchiiri linked me the Bleach movie 3, Fade to Black. Well, I had decided that I'd wait for Dattebayo's version, but the temptation got too big, and I ended up watching it online. (Turns out that a few hours after I went to sleep last night, Dattebayo released their version of the movie.) It looked interesting from the beginning to the end, but I can't help but say that I'm still a bit disappointed... where's the IchiRuki action everyone were talking about? ~~ENOUGH WITH THE ICHIRUKINESS ALREADY~~ So, anyway, because the movie was such a disappointment, I've decided to write a new oneshot, or maybe start a new fic about IchiRuki. But that'll happen in the future. Not now, because as you know, I don't have time, and I really should finish Dangerous Breeze. To get back on track again, I gotta say that I liked the scene where Rukia cried and screamed because of the siblings. It was so heartbreaking, and cute... naw.

Boredom

Because I'm bored, here's a meme I stole from everyone else.

From now on, you canât tell lies, are you ready?
Pretty much, yes.

Think back eight months ago, were you single?
Yeah.

What do you carry with you at all times?
My phone, I'd say.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you text messaged?
My brother.

How are you feeling?
Tired, pretty full of my breakfast. Also.. I'm feeling sick because of my flu.

Is something wrong right now?
Yes. This flu.

Are you mad at someone?
Nah.

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
No, it's after all Monday.

Are you jealous of someone right now?
Nope.

Do you have a piggy bank thatâs actually shaped like a pig?
No, but I gave one to my father once.

Whatâs the last thing you put in your mouth?
This cereal with yoghurt and berries.

What are you suppose to be doing right now?
What I want.

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes.

Could you handle a long distance relationship?
If the love was strong enough.

Could you cry right now?
I guess.

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
Yeah.

Are you okay with the life you live?
Yes.

Did you enjoy your day today?
I've been up for about an hour, so I don't know, but this far, it seems to be a pretty normal day.

Do you have a tattoo?
No, but I might be getting one someday.

Would you ever get any piercings on your body, other than your ear?
No.

What was the last thing you spent money for?
I think it was ice cream.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My Dad, I guess.

Do you call it fall or autumn?
I call it both, actually. What fits better.

11:11â¦ Make a wish?
I wish this flu was gone.

Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
My friends, my family and my dogs.

What were you up to at 9pm last night?
I was walkingmy dogs, I think.

Do you hold grudges?
Yeah.

Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name?
Normal... haha.

In the past seventy-two hours, have you been under the influence?
Nope.

Who was your last text from?
My Dad.

Who was your last phone call from?
My Dad again. No, people, my Dad isn't the only one who calls me or texts me.

One thing youâre looking forward to?
Being healthy again.

Are you shy at first when it comes to meeting people?
Yes, but if we can keep a conversation going, it all goes smoothly.

Has anyone ever called you sexy?
Yeah.

What color is your camera?
Black. *Kebabtroll A MONTH OF NO UPDATES GAH WHAT SHOULD WE DO http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/27332978/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/27332978/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 05:30:20 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

Introduction

Where's my drawing skills? Where's my writing skills? Where's my activeness? Where's my mind? Where's my private life? I gotta tell you, these questions keep piling up on each other all the time. It's been... almost a month. In three days, a month, since I last updated my journal. I've been really busy with school, and as it looks like now, this business will continue in about.. a month or two. I'm doing this huge project for my Swedish class, and therefore my free time is mostly spent by working on it. Also, my school days are really long. It's only during this term though. Next term'll be easier, a lot easier.
I'm really sorry to everyone I've promised to do something for. For example, the ones I'm beta reading for, I'm really sorry guys, but I can't finish my beta'ing now. I don't have time enough. I know it's a promise and I'm going to keep it, but only if you still have patience with me, even though I'm not going to be able to beta something until .. about a month.
Oh, and to everyone who probably thought it was annoying to read the title of the journal because it wasn't centered, I've fixed it now! Finally, haha.

MangapÃ¤ivÃ¤

So, this month was the awesome MangapÃ¤ivÃ¤ (Manga Day). I attended the convention with my friend Gidi. None of us cosplayed, though. We had so much fun and we were so excited all the time. There were so many tables and merchandise to check out. I took a quick decision as we saw the tables, that I'm not going to waste all my money on all the... cool stuff.
The cosplay competition. Man, there were quite some awesome cosplayers there. I just sat there and wished that I'd be among them, but my costume isn't done yet. It was quite a show, and the AMVs shown during the voting were terrific

After the competition we decided to check out some of the tables we didn't have time to check on. I've been craving for Pocky for months, and when I saw the table with Pocky I got... beyond excited.

I bought four packages, and I've been really careful and tried to keep my Pocky to a minimum, ~~but I've obviously failed hard~~.
After looking around a while and buying some stuff we decided to go get something to eat. We were really hungry and desperately followed our instincts, ~~and after that I had tripped and fell in the middle of the road~~, we ended up in McDonald's. I paid for our food, we ate it, and our epic quest for getting into the bathroom started. It cost 1 euro to get into the bathroom. I checked my wallet and noticed that I didn't have any coins. We waited for the door to open by someone inside, but no one came. Suddenly, very magically, I found an 1 euro coin in my wallet, and paid to get us inside. That was the end of our epic quest.
We decided to go back to the con venue to hang out a bit, so we returned ~~without falling in the middle of the road~~. As I earlier mentioned, I had tried to keep my hands off the stuff I wanted, and try to save as much money as possible. Well, that pretty much failed too. I used almost all my money, and here I am, broke again. I didn't buy much, but I bought.. pretty expensive things.
But hey, it was yet a best day ever to add to the collection of best days ever.

It's been great to write this... comeback journal. Excuse me now, as I return to the quest of walking my dogs, and to the amazing land of homework. Thanks for reading, everyone

- Nenne

CLUBS

http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/26792352/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 09:20:43 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

Introduction

It's been... a crazy week. I've had a cold like never before! It's been horrible and my temperature has just hopped from high to low. It's been annoying, tough, tiring, and whatnot! I'm currently recovering pretty good, even though I still have this terrible cough, that just seems to get worse, for some reason. I don't have much to update with, but all I can provide my dear watchers out there, is actually more memes. I'm not a that interesting person, but I try to entertain you guys as well as I can. I won't be updating with any necessary stuff now in the near future, because school's starting to consume my time again. I might upload a few photos or art pieces, but I don't think I'll be writing anything. Yet. Hope you guys are enjoying the last days of summer, and that you're in great mood, even though the schools have started again!

Music Tag

I was tagged by the awesome ~LemGemapple!

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Sonata Arctica - Victoria's Secret [IT'S VICTORIA'S SECRET. DUN DUN DUN. nvm wtf.]

How would you describe yourself?
Boots Randolph - Yakety Sax (Benny Hill Theme) [It's like my computer knows me!]

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Rubylux - Screaming Surrender [How easy they SURRENDER TO MEEE. Not.]

How do you feel today?
Sonata Arctica - Shy [I feel shy? All right, I felt a bit shy today.. but.. uh.]

What is your life's purpose?
SR-71 - Hello hello [Doesn't make sense, but I guess it'd mark something like... the past?]

What is your motto?
Sonata Arctica - Fullmoon [FULLMOON IS ON THE SKY AND HEEEEEEEEEEEE'S NOOOT A MAAAAAN AAANYMORE. Doesn't make sense.]

What do your friends think of you?
Gary Moore - After The War [I'm like.. after a war. Like... calm... hurt... brave... and stuff. Yeah. Or not.]

What do you think of your parents?
YUI - Rolling Star [Doesn't make sense in any way.]

What do you think about very often?
Tenacious D - Fuck Her Gently [I... I'm a perv.]

What is 2 + 2?
Poison - Talk Dirty To Me [I DUN'T CARE AS LONG AS YOU TALK DIRTY TO ME. Doesn't make sense.]

What do you think of your best friend?
Don Henley - The Boys Of Summer [Pretty fitting. I'll still love her after the boys of summer have gone. Hoho.]

What do you think of the person you like?
Sonata Arctica - My Land [I own that person like a land of mine.]

What is your life story?
Motion City Soundtrack - This Is For Real [THIS IS FOR REAL I'M ALIVE STFU.]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Wig Wam - Bless The Night [I just want to be plain in bed with everyone. I'm growing up to be... I think you can figure out the rest on your own.]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Survivor - Eye Of The Tiger [Now that would be a wedding.]

What will they play at your funeral?
CollegeHumor - We Didn't Start the Flame War [ROFLCOPTER. I'd be a bit offended in heaven.]

What is your hobby/interest?
Melissa Etherdige & Josh Kelley - Feels Just Like Home [It actually makes sense. Somewhat.]

What is your biggest fear?
Metallica - Enter Sandman [Now that was pretty fitting. I'm afraid of monstars under my bed.]

What is your biggest secret?
Sonata Arctica - The Gun [Trust me guys, I don't own a gun.]

What do you think of your friends?
Toby Lightman - This Is Love [I'm in love with my friends. Let's get married, guys!]

Thanks for the read!

- Nenne

CLUBS

http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/26587046/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 10:16:30 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

Introduction

All right, guys. It's time for another unnecessary update! This week was my first week at school. It's been great, yet tiring. It's great to have a weekend off now. Anyway, I guess I've been tagged, because ~N-T-W added me to the list at the end of this meme as I told her that I'm awesum, haha. Here goes!

Questions

â Your name?
Nenne

â When did you start drawing?
I started drawing when I could hold a pen in my hand and draw a single strike with it. From that day on, I've tried to improve my skills.

â Which hand do you use for drawing?
I'm right handed, so I guess I use the right hand.

â Which is easier to draw - male or female?
On dogs, it doesn't matter, because they look the same. But in humans, I guess females are easier, they usually have longer hair than males, and I have problems with hair.

â Which is easier to draw - long hair or short hair?
Talking about humans, I'd say long hair. When I draw short hair, I don't really know how to stylize it in a nice, correct way.

â Is it easier to draw the head facing towards the right or the left?
I don't think it matters, but I usually draw heads facing to the left, because I always do, haha.

â Is it easier to draw the side view of the face or the front view?
Side view.

â What do you have problems in drawing?
Humans, and any other things that does not involve a canine.

â What do you like to draw?
Canines, challenging backgrounds and not too colourful pictures.

â Are you a traditional artist or a digital artist?
Mostly, Digital.

â Where do you start drawing from?
After scribbling up a sketch, I usually start off with the muzzle of the dog, if human, the cheek.

â What is your drawing habit that you are aware of?
To always spend lots of time on something, but still not end up entirely happy with the result.

â Any tips for coloring/shading?
To always think about colour harmony. Never do two radically different colours. And shading... just go crazy! Try what technique you like, and remember to have a clue of where the light source is (I use to cheat on that, haha)

â How long does it take to finish a piece of art?
If I really put all of my strength and heart into it, it can take a few days, not working non-stop of course, and usually I spend 5-15 hours on my best pieces. If it's just a quickie it can take from a few seconds to an hour

â What music do you listen to while you draw?
I usually listen to something that inspires me, or fits the mood in the picture I'm drawing. If I concentrate much on the drawing, I don't really care about what I'm listening to.

â How long does it take you to come up with an idea?
Ideas just pop out of my head like that, and I start scribbling, but there's always something that I'm not happy with, and usually, I end up changing it.

â Your favorite drawing utensils?
Tablet, PhotoShop CS3, Easy Paint Tool SAI, normal colour pencils or just plain pencils.

â Your favorite color/the color that you use a lot?
A bluegreyish colour. I love blue, but not like completely plain blue, I like it a bit greyish or skyish.

â Your favorite style(s)?
Realism and cartoony. I don't even know if you could call it manga/anime but I guess that too.

â What kind of artist are you aiming for?
I'm aiming to become an artist that'll be appreciated for drawing what they draw, and that I'll become really good.

â Thank you.
Now please fill in the next columns by writing the names of the artists that match the criteria. Artists tagged must (not, only if feels like it) fill in this baton.
Cool- YOU
Cute- YOU
Stylish- YOU
Unique- YOU
Tasty- YOU
Smart- YOU
Admirable- YOU

Everyone who sees this, does this.

ONE ART TRADE LEFT

Want an art trade? Then tell me! I have one space for an art trade left ^v^ And also, I'm sorry to the people that still are waiting for their art trades. I'll be doing as quick as possible!

Thanks for reading!

- Nenne

CLUBS

http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/26373393/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 04:52:39 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

Introduction

The first thing that probably everyone pointed out when seeing this journal entry would be, "HEY, A NEW CSS!" And yes! I finally made a new CSS, and I used lots of tutorials and look, I even made my own one. Hah, I'm so proud of myself. It's such a pleasure to use these colours, because Dust is blue, and Finland's flag is white and blue. I didn't even mean it to be like this, it just turned out like this. I hope you guys like it. At least I am proud of it.
The second thing you guys probably pointed out would be, "HEY IT'S BEEN A WEEK SINCE THE LAST UPDATE!" and yes, it has. I've been lazy, again. This week is the last week before my school starts, and after that I'll be even more busy. *grunt* Please, bear with me, people. I luv you too much to have you being mad at me.
So, I've been pretty busy these three days, so I thought I'd give this journal entry to write something and sum up these three events. Hope you guys'll enjoy reading a wall of text. If not, I apologize.

Saturday: SÃ¤rkÃ¤nniemi

On Saturday, me and my family spent the day in the amusement park, SÃ¤rkÃ¤nniemi, in Tampere. I had such a great time, and went onto many rides with my Dad and my brother. My Mom didn't really like all the 'dangerous' rides, so therefore she just followed us in the water rides. I was really wet after one of them, where I got soaked by a waterfall. Some kids laughed at me (they were in the same boat with me) when I complained a bit. Then I got to try out the newest ride, Tyrsky. The line was long and I had to wait for quite a long time before I got onto it, but I have to say, it wasn't worth the waiting. The ride wasn't really much to brag about, but it was entertaining for a while. I also went to see the dolphin show. I really love SÃ¤rkÃ¤nniemi's dolphin shows, they're so awesome. The dolphins are cute. And well, lots of things happened, and I was really worn out when I got home.

Sunday: Ankkarock 2009

The Rock festival, Ankkarock was held in Korso this year. It started on Saturday, and continued on Sunday. I attended on Sunday, because my favourite band, Sonata Arctica, played that evening. Volbeat and Apulanta were also there. When we got to Korso, Apulanta had already started playing. I had waited to see them, but for some reason, they were really lame that day. We left early from their gig, and continued to the other stages to look around. I bought a Sonata Arctica 2009 Tour shirt, and an Ankkarock 2009 shirt. Then we had something quick to eat, then we headed back to the first stage, to check out Turisas, because a friend of ours had said that Turisas' gigs were great, and goddammit, they were awesome. They were hilarious and awesome. Then we left to walk back to the other stages, and got to see the end of Eppu Normaali's performance. It was a bit... lame too. Then we just walked around, waiting for Volbeat's gig to start. When it finally started, it was so crowded that me and my brother were stuck inbetween some drunk people. We got tired of the drunkos around us, and just moved back. We enjoyed the gig better in the back, around people who weren't drunk. Volbeat was hilarious and great too. After their gig, we sat down in front of the stage, to wait for Sonata Arctica to start playing. I was talking to some other Sonata fans that asked me if I had been to a Sonata Arctica gig the day before, but I hadn't. This was my second time seeing Sonata Arctica live, and god, the performance was the greatest ever! I was really sad because I couldn't bring my camera with me, instead I had to use my crappy phone. I might upload pictures of that later, if I find any that are good enough.

Monday: Meeting Suvi, ~Tahmis

I woke up around 9AM, taking a shower and getting dressed. I read on the Spamkaki about Suvi's, ~Tahmis feelings about the meeting. She seemed to be more nervous about how to get there than meeting me. I smiled. I wasn't nervous at all. Well, I got into the car, starting my little 1 hour travel to the zoo, Korkeasaari, to meet her. I just listened to music and texted to her. Her trip to the zoo had gone well, and she was waiting for me. I wasn't nervous at all, but when we pulled in onto the parking lot where Suvi was waiting, I just stepped out of the car, and my heart started pounding like never before. I looked around, and... ]]> *Kebabtroll You Make Me Crazier, Crazier, Crazier http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/26060848/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/26060848/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 08:18:38 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

Once again, a week without any features, or any journal entry at all. Ugh. Trying to keep my journals weekly doesn't really seem to work. I'll just have to try to get the inspiration to write a journal entry. I was gonna write a journal entry yesterday, but I didn't sleep at all the night before. (I have temporary insomnias sometimes.) Therefore, I had a huge headache and I was so tired that I really didn't say anything that made sense yesterday, but now I've had a good night's sleep and I'm all ready to write! Today's journal entry is going to have lots of stuff for you guys. For example, me taking art trades, my summer work and of course, the feature!
_{To the people who wonders, yes, the title is from the song I'm listening to.}

1. What's the most important thing to you when you draw?

Well, probably to make myself satisfied with the final result and have fun while doing it.

2. Do you think you have enough variety in your style?

Yes, since it got a touch of both anime and disney, which are two things I really like.

3. Is there something you would like to learn to draw?

Awesome backgrounds.

4. What inspires you?

Music, thoughts, other artworks and my everyday life.

5. Do you prefer lineart or colouring, or both?

Colouring.

6. Pick one picture from your gallery, that you're really happy with, and explain why.

I like how I coloured her and the feeling I get from her, though her eyes are rather small, I should've made them bigger. But I still like this one and me liking something many days after I completed it is very rare.

7. Any tips for aspiring artists?

References and practice, I am very lazy when it comes to practise and references, but I have noticed how better the artwork becomes after using a reference and that I continue to use the similar style or technique while practising, which makes the results better than the older ones.

8. Last comments?

I like turtles.

A big thanks to ~Arbitors for wanting to participate in my feature interviews!

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Just send me a quick note, and ask me in any way if you wish to be featured and interviewed. The interview questions will mostly circle around art and deviantART.

So, on Friday was my last day of 12 days of working. I've been babysitting two kiddies in the ages of 7 and 9. They were the cutest kids ever. I knew from the day I went to visit them for the first time that it would be really fun. I got to know how things worked pretty quickly, and the kids had so much to tell me and show me. My tasks were to watch that they don't kill each other, play nice, entertain them sometimes and make them food. It makes me smile when I see kids being excited over small things like me coming to babysit them, haha. It's good, because then they learn how to appreciate small things in life, instead of always wanting more. They had tons of toys to show me, and... ]]> *Kebabtroll I'm bored... and tagged! 100 truths! http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/25811521/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/25811521/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 06:34:41 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

I feel guilty for posting another Journal Entry. I don't want to forthcome as a spammer or anything ;A; Well, anyway. I'm bored, and I was tagged, soo.. here we go.

Got tagged by:

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = Orange juice.
2. last phone call = Mom.
3. last text message = My friend, Gidi.
4. last song you listened to = Ronan Keating - When You Say Nothing At All
5. last time you cried = A month ago, I'd say.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = No.
7. been cheated on = Yeah.
8. kissed someone & regretted it = I... don't think I regret it at that time, but when I think about it now, I might actually regret it... I'm not sure.
9. lost someone special = Yes.
10. been depressed = A lot, actually.
11. been drunk and thrown up = Nah, I'm not much of a drinker.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Blue
13. Red
14. Black/Grey/White (Decided to put these together, because I like different shades of them, and they're all the same.)

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = Yeah, many.
16. Fallen out of love = Unnhh... yeah, kinda.
17. Laughed until you cried = I do that all the time if I found something really hilarious, so yes.
18. Met someone who changed you = Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were = I knew who they were.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yeah.
21. Kissed someone on your watch list = No.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = One.
23. How many kids do you want to have = Umm.. even though this will probably happen in like... waaay future... I'd say... three.

24. Do you have any pets = I have two dogs, a cat and pet fishes.
25. Do you want to change your name = It'll do.
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Had a party with my wonderful friends.
27. What time did you wake up today = 11.45 .. I'd say.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Thinking about work, being stressed, eating a peanut butter jelly sandwich.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = To go to Tampere and see my uncle, and go to SÃ¤rkÃ¤nniemi.
30. Do you have plants = Yes, I have three plants. They all have names ^v^
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = Maybe.. I would.. go back in time, and change some minor mistakes that I did. Talk to those persons that I hurt... or just prevent some things that happened. But still, I wouldn't really want to change my life at all. I think all my mistakes helped me get to where I am today, and I'm loving my life.
32. - Empty, for some reason - I wanna be your underwear.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = Nah.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? = My current mood, and that I have to go to work tomorrow. My current mood is dull and pretty weird, if you wanted to know.
35. Most visited website? = Some of the oekakis. Spamkaki, I'd say, and dA of course.
36. Whats your real name? = You'll have to figure it out... I have three names.
37. Nicknames? = Nenne, Suffix, Suff, Kebabtroll, NÃ¤nni, Hustruo, Liru, etc.
38. Relationship Status? = Single.
39. Zodiac sign? = Aquarius.
40. Male or female? = You have to figure out that too.
41. Elementary? = Ebbo Skola <- The frackin greatest school ever .. not.
42. Middle School? = Lyceiparkens Skola (LyPa)
43. High school/College? = I wanna go to college... uh.. yeah, none yet.
44. Hair colour? = Fake blonde.
45. Long or short? = Long... going to get a haircut soon.
46. Height? = 170,5 cm, I'd say.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = I don't... I don't know.
48: What do you like about yourself? = Lots of things. To just give one example, I'd say that I try to be as polite as possible, is really high up in the rankings. Weird, I know, haha.
49. Piercing? = Earrings... I don't want them anymore.
50. Tattoos? = Maybe.. sometime in the future, I'd get a tattoo.
51. Righty or lefty? = Righty... lefty for some things.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery? = I've never really gone into a huge surgery. At least not what I can remember. I went to a minor, very minor surgery for my toe a few years ago, but I was awake during that surgery.
53. First piercing? = Earrings, of course.
54. First best fr... ]]> *Kebabtroll Catch Me When I Fall http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/25751565/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/25751565/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 10:59:48 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

Oh god, I've been trying to gather up enough inspiration to write a journal entry this week. I try to keep my entries weekly, but guh, my powers and inspiration doesn't really want to work out. Right now I'm forcing out the words as I write. I'm a bit irritated and tired. But hey, I can't be positive and happy-go-lucky all the time! Also, I promised you a feature this week, and now it's here, haha.

1. For how long have you been drawing?

Oh dear.... I really have no Idea

I guess that started already when I was a child, but I didn't start with being "serious" in art before I was 12 years old.

2. What inspired you to draw what you draw most?

I Guess I draw animals (most horses) abd monsters the most.... Maybe fantasy? Well, I have always been drawing animals, since I often thinks that animals are way more interesting than humans. Then I have always loved animals and that was also my biggest interest as a kid

When I started to ride horses I also began with drawing horses a lot

I was a real "Horsegirl" and guess I still am

Later, when Lordi won Eurovision Song Contest 2006, I began to listen to their music and that's quite the main reason why I am drawing monsters and fantasy I guess

3. Is there anything particular art you like?

Hmmm.... I have no Idea really

4. Do you do other things while you draw?

Haha, oh yeah, ALWAYS!

That depends on my current location, but I often listen to music, surfs around the net, talking with my buddies at MSN etc etc (The list is too long

)

5. What kind of "style" do you think you have, if you had to label yourself?

*Thinks* ... "The Flame-style?" 8D. No Idea. My style is based on so many diffrent kind of styles so I don't know... Let's call it.... Unique? 8)

6. What's your weakness in drawing?

Lineart, without a doubt. I hate doing the lines since I find it very hard making them look nice

It oftens looks quite good anyway when you color it, but it is always something I fear when I am finishing the sketch V___V

7. Is there something you would like to learn to draw?

Yes! Comics! I have done many tries and also eve... ]]> *Kebabtroll R.I.P. Michael Jackson http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/25560641/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/25560641/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 07:08:28 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

I just got to hear about this last night. I couldn't sleep at all, I just laid up, thinking about everything. The next they I figured that there's many people going like "Haha, good that he died." and "Yay, one pedophile less in this world!" it really hurt to read those things. I mean... I wasn't a very huge fan of him, but I liked him a lot. I kinda grew up with him somewhere with his music in the shadows around me. It felt great to know that he was still there, living as a legend that he is. But now... it's like the shadows are empty. There's no one. In one night... it all changed. Why? Why did someone like him have to pass away? He's a legend and he deserved to live at least 50 years more!
I used to say "He's so sick that he'll probably die soon." at times, but I didn't want him to die, and I didn't know that he actually was going to die this soon. It hurts to remember what I said. It hurts to remember the pictures I've seen of him in a wheelchair. It hurts to think about the rough things he had to experience. It actually tells me that I shouldn't become so disappointed and sad by everything bad that happens. He had it worse, and he still got a huge career and got very famous. He had his dark times and many setbacks, but deep in, I don't think he was any of the things the media said he was. He's the Pop Legend, that deserves to be loved, and missed like the legend that he is. He is in a better place, now performing for the greatest audience ever. The heaven.

I'm going to dedicate this journal entry to some features of memorial work done for him. Works that he really deserved.

We'll all miss you so much, MJ. May he rest in peace

Sorry guys, no further feature this week. This is a week of sadness. Thanks for your patience and understanding.

- Nenne

]]> *Kebabtroll Art, Feature and Unnecessary updates! http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/25397443/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/25397443/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 14:57:28 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

Heya, guys! How's the summer goin'? I hope you're having great weather! The weather has finally turned summery here in Finland, and we actually had quite a great sunshine today. Too bad I had no time to enjoy it due to business at home. I'm leaving for Hanko, to our friends' summerplace, tomorrow. I will be there to celebrate the midsummer with my family and friends ^v^ I feel like I haven't spent very much time with my family lately. It's now time to take my stance as a family member and spend time with them >8) I'll also take the summer's first swim! And I hope to get my wimp-dogs to swim too. They've only swam once in their entire lives. And that was when Cherie, my younger dog, for some reason just leapt into the water. Della got scared and just went after her, haha.

1. If you would have to label yourself as an artist. In what label would you put yourself?

If i had to... Hm... I wouldnt say i was so much of a photographer, because some of the shots i get are just lucky, but maybe like a newb photographer. As there are lots of things to photography and such things, i think i may have only hit the tip of the oce berg with that kind of thing. ^_^'

2. Pick one deviation in your gallery that you're particulary proud of, and explain why.

Um... Hehe, my IchiRuki fic. Well there are two I am pretty proud of, but there is one in particular which tickles my fancy. [link] I think it is because, it is rather popular not only here but on FF.net aswell. But also it has been made into a douj, which i split and made into a video and i put it on youtube and it is still ever growing popularity.

. I am so proud, it has become that big. XD

3. What tools did you use to make the deviation you chose?

Um... A keyboard and word pad. I cannot stand Microsoft Word, with the errors and such constantly coming up. Also i need to use my fingers, to type fast with. =3

4. What tools do you mostly use?

For stuff i usually do, like photography. I um... Use my mobile, havent got a digital camera quite yet. XD. But um... for drawing i use... Pencils and a biro to ink with afterward and computer, keyboard and word pad. XD

5. What's the most important thing when you're about to draw, write or shoot photographies?

What kind of angle it is at, with photos experimenting around with the area your shooting/around your main focus point i think is essential. XD. Same with pictures, depending on if i have the ability to draw it and try and analyse the angle I'm sketching carefully.

6. What kind of environment do you need, when you're creating art?

With photography, anything that is there. The light is kind of essential there, for me anyway. Um... With pictures, just silence so i can concentr... ]]> *Kebabtroll Introducing Features In Nenne's Way! http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/25320785/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/25320785/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 02:00:08 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

How many times have you seen a feature for an artist, where there is just the artist's icon and some thumbnails of the pictures that are featured? Yes, they're everywhere around deviantART. Have you ever felt like it's pretty sad that you don't get to know a bit more? I mean, if you want to know with what tools a picture is created, you have to go ask the artist. Wouldn't it be fun if the answers to your questions were right in front of you?

That's why, I'm (the dork that I am) introducing my way of featuring. I will provide a little interview with the artist if the artist wants to answer some questions. The interviews will mostly circle around art and how the artist does different things. If you do not yet understand, you will, when I will start to weekly have a feature in one of my journal entries! Be sure to check it up, there are quite some amazing artists that people don't know about!
Do you want to be featured?
The only thing you have to do is to send me a quick note, asking if I would like to interview you, and choose a few favourites from your gallery!

So, lately I've gotten back my inspiration to draw. I'm very happy about it, because I've missed drawing. Oh, and also, the drawings have turned out pretty well. iScribbling and sketching crapsketches on oekakis is a great training. You should try if you require training!
Oh and btw, if you're interested in art by me:

And yes, I will be opening commissions in a while! Flame me if you don't want it, because it's good to get to know what people think about my art ^v^
Catch me on iScribble under the name Suffix!

Much love

- Nenne

]]> *Kebabtroll Stockholm Adventures and Summer Musings http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/25230605/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/25230605/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 07:03:53 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

It's the second week of summer vacation. It doesn't feel like it, though. Last week so much was going on. I wasn't home at all. First I was at my summerplace, and after that it took off to Stockholm, Sweden! I got home on Friday and after that everything's been a little dull. I've eaten candy until I almost threw up and drawn a lot. I've also started roleplaying a bit more, because Suvi, ~Tahmis made a RPG-forum. But anyway, the purpose I made this entry for, was actually to tell about my Stockholm adventures and at the end of this entry, some information and even more unnecessary talking!

Wednesday, 3rd
It was really cloudy outside, and it looked like it would've rained any second. The whole day was actually spent in packing stuff, updating a journal here, talking to friends and just... stress. Soon we were on our way, though. It was a half hour taxi trip to the docks. I killed time by listening to Wig Wam. As we got to the docks, it didn't take long until we finally got the permission to go aboard. They took photos of us as we left. That's something that they do when you go aboard. You can buy the photos afterwards, 5 euro each. We didn't buy any photo, though.
As soon as we were out on the open sea, the weather got even worse. It started raining. But it didn't prevent us from going out on the decks. We had a little deck-dance. I have pictures from that, but too bad they're so shaky that you can't really see anything.

In a fit of boredom and craziness, I went a bit crazy with my camera, and took a photo of... behind us.

INCOMING UNKNOWN OBJECT.

We stood somewhere around here, to protect us from the wind. This is where our dance took place.

Me and my brother went out to explore a bit, and outside our cabin, we suddenly heard familiar songs. Guitar Hero songs. We ran to the source of the sounds. And this is what we found:

A GUITAR HERO ARCADE MACHINE

The rest of the day kept rolling with drinks, lots of them, and of course candy. No trip is complete without candy and drink. Me and my brother went back to the cabin earlier than all the others, and as we turned on the TV, "Night At The Museum" was on - therefore we decided to watch it. After that we went to sleep. The others came back one by one. Last was my dad, who came around 7AM. I knew, because I couldn't sleep. The pillows were really poor. It was like sleeping without a pillow. And the quilt made me sweat like a pig

Thursday, 4th
So, the voice from a speaker in our cabin woke us up. Apparently we already had arrived in Stockholm. We showered, got dressed and just went out of the cabin. I was so sure we had missed breakfast, and I felt like laughing when our friends came up to us and told us that the Buffet was closed. It was pouring down in Stockholm, and my first impresson was a sarcastic "Great..."
We went into Stockholm with taxi instead. We stayed at a cafÃ© that had a sign saying "Breakfast!" and a price. Everyone ordered huge portions of food. I didn't.

MY HOLY BREAKFAST

... ACCOMPANIED BY MY BROTHER'S DRINK!

After my rather poor breakfast, I wanted to go to ÃhlÃ©ns to look around, but noooo. Dad insisted that we'd go check out the Vasa museum. I felt like dying a bit as they just started walking, without even knowing where they were going!

Sergels Torg in Stockholm. Such a beautiful place ^v^

We walked under a fou... ]]> *Kebabtroll SUMMER TIME (EDIT) http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/25026098/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/25026098/ Sat, 30 May 2009 02:51:49 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

Tears, hugs, goodbyes, speechdays, songs that gives everyone the shivers. This is all what the summer start is all about. Today was my speechday, and the last day at school before the summer vacation. I didn't cry, because this wasn't my last year, and it won't be for another two years. But it was my brother's last year. Everyone hugged, most of the people cried, and ... it was so beautiful - but the mood was still so great. Everyone was pretty sad, but still they were happy - because now the summer starts.

I don't know if any of my watchers (except Elsie, ~Arbitors) is a member of FooPets ([link]) Anyway, if anyone is or intends to become one - I need help with taking care of my FooPuppy, Talon ([link]) and I would be very thankful if you could at least once a day pay him a visit, feed him, water him and throw him a frisbee. It'll give you FooKarma and I will also pay you some FooDollars later on. Also, the caretaker will be getting a free sketch from me. And if you intend to take care of Talon, please comment on this Journal entry, or e-mail me at kebabtroll@gmail.com. Thank you

I thought I'd share a great, finnish song that gives me the summer mood!

Youtube link: [link]

HÃ¤n oli tosi upee nÃ¤ky
lyhyessÃ¤ kesÃ¤mekossaan
MÃ¤ hÃ¤net rantatiellÃ¤ nÃ¤in,
ajoin satamaan pÃ¤in,
hÃ¤n nousi satulaan.

Pojat rannalla kulkevat ylpeinÃ¤,
se naisia naurattaa
Aurinko selkÃ¤Ã¤ polttaa,
jÃ¤Ã¤n sisÃ¤ltÃ¤ sulattaa

On pitkÃ¤ kuuma kesÃ¤
ja mÃ¤ aion elÃ¤Ã¤ sen
PitkÃ¤ kuuma kesÃ¤,
sen sain, se mullisti mun maailmain

SydÃ¤n lujaa lyÃ¶
kun meidÃ¤t ottaa yÃ¶
MennÃ¤Ã¤n toiseen kaupunkiin
Sitten nÃ¤ytetÃ¤Ã¤n,
tori kierretÃ¤Ã¤n
kyntes uppoo nivusiin

AamuyÃ¶n raikas tuuli,
merenrantaan kÃ¤veltiin
Purista mua lujaa baby,
pistÃ¤ silmÃ¤s kii
Huuda tyttÃ¶ tÃ¤Ã¤ maa sun on
se pÃ¤Ã¤stÃ¤ pÃ¤Ã¤hÃ¤n ajetaan.
MÃ¤ tahdon nÃ¤hdÃ¤n kaiken
ja jokaista rakastaa

On pitkÃ¤ kuuma kesÃ¤
ja mÃ¤ aion elÃ¤Ã¤ sen
PitkÃ¤ kuuma kesÃ¤,
en jÃ¤Ã¤, paikoilleni en nyt jÃ¤Ã¤.

Seems like it's time for me to go. Got to pack the bags and get ready to go to my summerplace. I'll be home at Tuesday, and at Wednesday I'm off to Sweden. I will update with TONS of photos, and be sure to check out my Twitter account, because I will be Twittering about everything I do.

Have a great start of the summer! And to everyone who haven't got vacation yet, keep your head up high - the summer will come for you too!

- Nenne

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Hello, guys! How's it going? ^v^ Good, I hope. It's just one week until my summer vacation, and my summer mood is really showing up now. The hard work is over, and next week will be chillin' and having fun in class. There will be lots of fun. Bandy tournaments and Sport Days. Oh, and let's not forget the speechday on Saturday! I can't wait to see the senior's final performances. They're awesome people.

So, my team is going to participate in the bandy tournament. Yes, my team. I'm the team captain. I suck at bandy, but I'm better than my friends. We're only participating because we want to miss some classes. My classmates are having regular classes, while I'm with the team, playing against people who will own us. It's for fun anyway. We're even dressing up funny. We got our inspiration from the finnish drama serial, "Salatut ElÃ¤mÃ¤t". There is this group of janitors, that call themselves "Talotaikurit" - which also is the name of our team. We're dressing up in the same outfit as them. We've even given each other nicknames after the people from that serial. I can't wait to get to play.

I haven't drawn very much for the past weeks. Lost my interest and I think I'm suffering an art block. At least I will be taking up writing again. Who knows if I'll try to draw more often too? I'll try. And photographing. Of course! I still have a few photos to upload here. I was happy to see that the picture of Cherie got so much attention. Thank you everyone! It's highly appreciated!

Stolen from ~Arbitors, ~Tahmis, ~N-T-W and everyone else who did this.

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
Hair.

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
I have many. But blue or red, I guess.

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
No.

4. Do you plan outfits?
I only plan my own comfort in the outfits.

5. How are you feeling?
Happy, positive - and yeah. I feel great.

6. Whats the closest thing to you that's red?
My cell phone.

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
It was something about a boy and a girl, who were dancing. I think I was just... watching them. Too much musicals.

8. Did you meet anybody new today?
No. Just the same, old faces.

9. What are you craving right now?
Something with tuna fish. Macaroni or pizza - or maybe a sandwich.

10. Do you floss?
Yes.

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
My special sandwich.

12. Are you emotional?
Yes.

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
I can't remember, but I guess.

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
I do both. If it's a juicy, cold ice cream - I don't prefer biting.

15. Do you like your hair?
It's okay, I guess.

16. Do you like yourself?
Yes. I'm not perfect - but I'll do.

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
I think I actually would. I'm not a fan of the guy, but we'd probably find something to discuss.

18. What are you listening to right now?
Barenaked Ladies - One Little Slip

19. Are your parents strict?
In some things, yes.

20. Would you go sky diving?
It would be fun, yeah.

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
I haven't had cottage cheese since I was... five. My kindergarten used to serve it a lot. I was a huge fan of it, but I haven't ate it in ages. I think I still like it, though.

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Yeah.

23. Do you rent movies often?
No. My dad does, though.

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
Not really, no. Sparkling stuff reminds me of Twilight... ugh.

25. How many countries have you visited?
Two, apart from the one I'm living in.

26. Have you made a prank phone call?
Many times.

27. Ever been on a train?
Yes.

28. Brown or white eggs?
I don't care what colour they are.

29. Do you have a cell-phone?
Yes.

30. Do you use chap stick?
No I don't. Even though I have... ]]> *Kebabtroll You Can't Stop The Beat! http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/24599216/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/24599216/ Tue, 05 May 2009 10:42:28 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

Heya guys! I hope you're having sunny and warm weather over there. Summer's really came to Finland now. Finally going in T-shirt to school. But then again, I have to work really hard with all final exams, essays and final works in all subjects. It really eats up all my time. But of course, I have to have some fun sometimes.

I somewhat feel like I'm a local celeb around here. I don't know why people keep yelling after me as fast as I step outside the house. Every time I see one of my neighbours, they go "Heeey Nenne!" and runs up to me for a chat, or just to... stalk me. I don't know why they keep me popular and like me so much. I think it's something that has came from dogs, the puppies we had last year. People around here have never seen puppies, that's why they kept flooding our house all the time. I'm glad to have some privacy at least inside the house. I can't even go out for a run with the dog, without people yelling "Nenne! Della! Wait!" (Della is my dog, unless you didn't know) And it can be really stressing to never have time to run in peace. Also, I'm trying to train Della as well as I can, but I can't because she can't focus with people around, and we apparently always have audience. Reminder to self: Never become more popular than you already are.
If you want to follow this "local celeb" (wow that felt weird to say) I've made a Twitter account, just because of boredom. I update every time I do something boring.

Lately I've gotten a feeling of not belonging here. I mean, I love where I am, but I feel like I don't belong here. I'm tired of this place, I want to try something new. I told Mom that when I get older, I want to move to some other country. She asked what country, and I suggested the US. She said no right away, because she doesn't want me to move so far. Awwrsh.
My family is going to Sweden next month, to celebrate the start of the summer vacation. We're going to be a day in Stockholm. I will be bringing my camera, yay. I love Sweden, and you people who live there - you're lucky, I tell you. Or maybe I just say this because I'm tired of Finland? Owwww..
I feel really good because of the awesome weather. It makes me all positive, and thanks to my sudden addiction to musicals, I'm feeling even better when listening to the music ^v^

'Cus you can't stop the beat!

- Nenne

]]> *Kebabtroll Walpurgis Night tomorrow! http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/24495907/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/24495907/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 11:58:00 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

Hectic. Hectic. So hectic! Two days until the masquerade at school, and I still don't have any costume. I run around town, with no success. I go to sleep, sure of that I'll find something tomorrow. But no. No luck today either. Changed plans. No Darth Vader-costume for me. Aw dammit. In a haste, I come up with something. Why not dress up as a James Bond-lookalike? All I need is a cool suit and yeah. That's all. But why not destroy it a little? So.. I added a pink hat and awesome (I'm sarcastic, I mean really gay) sunglasses. I'm going to write "007" on a little note, pin it to my suit with a safety pin - upside-down of course - and then I'll rock the school. Yeah. Nothing can go wrong. Or...?

So now you wonder what I'm talking about? Why a masquerade? Unless you don't live in Scandinavia or Germany, Walpurgis Night is probably unknown to you. It also goes under the name "May Day". We celebrate it to welcome the spring, by making bonfires and having parties - you guessed it, masquerade parties mostly. It's really fun to dress up and just go crazy sometimes. And going crazy is something I love. In Finland, it's normal to prank each other. Woho, I hope I won't be pranked tomorrow. After all, my name is Bond. James Bond..

Lately, I haven't been drawing very much. I'm in need for training and I don't even have time to draw. I spend time with my friends (Love you, Suvi and Elsie <3) and I'm pretty busy with school. Since it's in the end of the semester, I have to give it all on the final exams, which are really important. I also haven't had time to write anything. But hey, summer vacation in a month! I'll have time to write something. But hey, I promise you will get art - hopefully in the near future - from me.

Thanks for reading everyone! I love you

- ~~Nenne~~ Mr. Bond

]]> *Kebabtroll Quick update because of boredom http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/24394908/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/24394908/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 13:59:22 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

It's Thursday... soon to be Friday. Oh. I love Fridays. Because that's when the weekend starts. Great! Um... so, yeah. My computer is NOT working yet. The harddrive issue is fixed, but I still have to install everything again, aand today the computer messed something up - again, so it will surely take a long time. I'm growing tired of waiting and waiting. Which I'm currently doing 'cus I'm waiting for a movie to load. It's a documentary about... I'm actually not quite sure about who it is, but it's a person. So, I'm very bored and decided I'd spam you guys down a bit.

Soo, today, I'm going to spam you down with 8 facts, since I got tagged for like.. 3 months ago, by Suvi, ~Tahmis. And she deserves to know a bit more about me. Because I luv her. And a special shout-out for Elsie, ~Arbitors, because I love you too. And I miss you both.

Rules:
1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

1. I use to tell things to people by showing with objects what I mean. For example, my current favourite to tell people is that life is like a ball. Throwing the ball is like attempting to do something in life. The ball won't come back, nor will anything succeed. Unless you have someone to get it for you, and unless you have someone to help you succeed. And here I'm wondering why people don't understand my thoughts, haha!
2. I'm oversensitive for confusion. If I get confused, I turn really stressed, scared and well, I pretty much freak out. I start crying, hyperventilating and I feel like just ripping my hair off of my head. Even if it's just a little thing, I can overreact.
3. I'm aiming to be a positive and strong person. No matter what bad happens to me, I try to stay as positive as possible. And I want to make people understand that being positive is a lot better than being negative all the time. You could at least try, a little.
4. I'm confused over my future, that's what makes me overreact a lot. People keep asking and discussing about what they're going to do after school. They have all their plans done, and I don't. For a moment, I wanted to be an artist. Now I'm not sure. I love writing and want to be an author. I'm not sure about that either. I want to be an actor, because I love acting. But I think my body isn't done for acting. And I love singing. In the shower, not in public. I love dogs, I want to do something with dogs. Everything is too complicated <_<
5. I believe my class sees me as the weirdo of the class. Some of my classmates can't even talk with me, without making it sound like they're talking with an underdeveloped caveman. They see me as a freak or a noob. They can't decide. I'm good at some things and bad at other things. They just can't accept it.
6. My best friends are people I don't know in real life. People I talk with over the internet are the ones that understand me most. And I love them.
7. I have obsession periods. It's like I'm obsessed by something for some time, and then a time comes when I'm not. And in a while, I'm obsessed with the same thing, again. I'm weird, I know.
8. I have a strange mind. I think in English, even though my mother tongue is Swedish. I also have many different thoughts at the same time. For example, I can think of the lyrics to a song, or maybe a sad moment. And at the same time, I can think about something hilarious, or just something that I enjoyed. It gives me mixed feelings and I can become happy and sad. You sure think I'm a weirdo now.

Sorry, but I don't feel like tagging people v_v
And forgive me for typos, I'm tired.

Luv ya

- Nenne

*Kebabtroll Will be back shortly - hopefully. http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/24338251/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/24338251/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 06:18:44 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

This morning my harddrive crashed. I couldn't start up my computer at all. Gah. Not again. I just want a new computer. (Which I hopefully am going to get after this.) My computer has had enough trouble already, and even though she's been like a sister for me, in 7 long years - it's time to let her retire and get a new one to do her job.
All my files were on that computer. Fan fictions, AMVs, WIPs of pictures and movies I still haven't watched. Goddammit, I really hope to get that computer fixed. I will hopefully get it fixed 'til tomorrow, but then again, I can't promise anything. Yeah, so I'm not going to be very active here during the time my computer is crashed. I know you'll do fine without me, but this is also for friends that wonders where I am at MSN. I hope you won't hate me for - again - destroying my computer... even though it wasn't me. It just happened. And I did NOT like it.
So.. guys, just wait for me. I will be back! *puffs out chest*

Luvluvluvluvluv

- Nenne

]]> *Kebabtroll Scars http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/24286063/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/24286063/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 06:18:35 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

There are many kinds of scars. Big scars, small scars, deep scars and so on. All those scars can be healed, but there is one kind of scar that cannot be healed. Those scars are called mental scars. And they're the scars that hurt the most when you touch them.
Scars can open up again, and that also goes for the mental scars. They can open up, push you down. They can crash your dreams and just keep you stuck in the past. As Tim McGraw said, "It's like carrying around the past in a hundred pound sack." At some time, someone - I swear - someone will come and help you to carry that load of emotions. You just need to believe, that they have the strength to carry it too. Together with you. This is the way we heal mental scars, over and over again.

17th April. 17th April. I wake up with the date on my mind. It's that date. It's the date, when my bestest friend turns one year older. I jump out of bed, to run out and congratulate her. But I can't see her. No usual wagging tail, no happy panting that I know. All I see is two dogs. None of them is the dog I search for. She's been gone for long. I give the two dogs a quick scratch each and go to the kitchen. I sit down with a pen and a paper, starting to draw. I draw my beloved dog on it's birthday. With a party. A great party, with friends and cake. Never forget cake, I laugh for myself. I look down at one of my dogs. Della. She really does remind of her mother. I scratch her neck, and whisper "I know. I promise we'll celebrate her birthday, even though she isn't here. She deserves it." I stand up and go to the shower, thinking about what I should do for her birthday.

As you already probably guessed, it's Dina's birthday today. She would've turned 5 years old today. It feels weird to not have her here at her own, big day. 5 years. That's 35 dog years. Wow, that's a lot.
I remember I used to take her out to the fields, about 400 meters from our house. The fields always were golden coloured, and lovely. I used to run out there with her. She was the one I witnessed the most beautiful things ever. I saw wild animals, and their babies. I mean, what's better than going out with your best friend ever, and see something as beautiful as deers with their fawns?
But when Dina died, I didn't dare to go out there. There was so many great memories. I wanted Della, Dina's daughter, to experience what Dina had experienced with me out there, so on Monday I took her out there. And for the first time this year, I saw deers. It was beautiful. Just like it used to be with Dina. It was just great.

To celebrate Dina's birthday even more, I want to share some of my favourite pictures of her.

I'll always love you, no matter where you are.

I'm going to feature 22... or actually 21 people, because the first slot goes to ~Tahmis, who tagged me into this by featuring me :>
So comment and you'll get featured! BUT on rule. You have to put this in your journal, me in the first slot and feature 21 others.
(Lol I wonder why it said "blog". Anyway, changed it to "journal" now.)

1.

I saw this one in progress, and I thought it looked awesome already then. You did a great job, and I understand that you were tired out because of the background ^v^

http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/24124645/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 06:20:48 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

Hello guys! So, this entry was originally meant to just be for the "First 22 get a feature"-thingie I got.. um.. well, we can call is 'tagged' by ~Tahmis, but then I thought I maybe could write something else.
I'm proud of myself now that I've finally finished all works I've promised people. Now I may have some time to draw something I want to draw. Oh, and let's not forget that I still have fan fictions in progress. Finally my easter vacation starts tomorrow. It only lasts for 4 days, but it's enough to get rest and some time off from school.

I saw this one in progress, and I thought it looked awesome already then. You did a great job, and I understand that you were tired out because of the background ^v^

The greatest gift I've ever recieved. Everything in it is beautiful. And it contains my two most important persons in this world <3

My favourite character (after Syunil of course) of yours. I really love his colours and the scarf fits awesome. And his name, Sankari, really gived me a feeling of him being a brave and honest fox.

2.

This is surely one of my favourite works by you. Even though I first read "Headache horses" and laughed at the title, the picture itself is gorgeous. I can tell you put a great effort into it, and I just love Awa's design ;3;

I love your new alter ego <3 The dark colour fit well with the blue mane and tail. I seriously have to draw it someday, if I ever learn to draw horses OwO

Do I have to explain why I chose a supercute picture like this?

3.

I chose this one because I just want to demonstrate to everyone how perfectly you can use PaintBBS. I've never had any patience to learn to use that... ]]> *Kebabtroll Giving cosplay a second chance http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/24051951/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/24051951/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 04:10:40 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

Hello again, everyone! I'm extremely exhausted, but I'm still going to write an entry because I'm still happy. It's not like a "I'm cranky, leave me alone"-exhaustion. It's more of an... well I can't explain it. It's a different exhaustion. I'm just happy.
It was decided last month that I would go to play music on a disco for some of my town's schools. It was going to be a so called "Hat-disco", which meant that everyone should wear a hat. I had no idea what I should put on, so I started thinking. Last year I was very interested in cosplaying and I really wanted to cosplay myself. Too bad I didn't have money nor time to do so. One week before the disco cosplaying got into my mind again. I thought I'd give cosplay a second chance. But who should I cosplay? I can't get any Bleach costumes in one week. I started thinking, and I decided to cosplay a simple Scout (from Team Fortress 2).

I ran around town all week to get cheap, but good looking stuff for my Scout-cosplay. I bought simple stuff that I then painted and made correct accessories of. I'm really proud of how fast I was able to finish the costume. I had only two things wrong. I didn't have the right shoes, so I used my own. And I didn't have time to attach a mic to the headset. Elseways, my cosplay was a huge success.
I also knew it was going to be pretty boring to be there alone with so many young people, so I invited my dear friend, Gidi to come with me. She did a great job cosplaying my slave, haha. It was just a last minute-thing we came up with before we left. People liked us anyway. Everyone apparently liked to touch my accessories and take off my headset all the time. I was going to attach the headset to the cap but I didn't have time to do so. Me and Gidi also did a linedance which we had learned at school for a prom. It was really nice and we got many applauds. We also did a nice little drama-thing for Celine Dion's "My Heart Will Go On". People that we're dancing started laughing and we pretty much ruined the song. Many people participated in the contest we arranged. A contest where you should draw something that reminds you of a song, and we then would guess what song it was. I really liked the drawings we got for Lady Gaga's "Poker Face". They were really nice.
Before the disco ended two little girls came up to me and Gidi. They thanked us for being there, and that they hoped we could participate in the next disco too. Then they gave us glowsticks as a present and hugged us. It was so cute.
This was surely a new Best Day Ever to add to the list.

Just a quick last note, I might have to be less active here, my computer is not willing to cooperate with me, and the internet dies all the time. I'm trying to get things fixed, and as soon as I can, I promise I'll finish everything I've promised people. Please have patience with me and my internet!

Thank you!

- Nenne

]]> *Kebabtroll Extra photos and Life in general http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23863946/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23863946/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 10:38:14 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

Heya guys! Are you all right for the time being? I hope you are! I am better than normally actually. It's nice to know that you finally have two dogs again. It's been pretty empty with just one dog.
I woulda written a journal entry earlier than today, but my computer is being wonky and doesn't want to cooperate with me. And then I have to work on that school project since I'm the only one who can work my group mates thinks v_v I hate being the one that has to work most. But then again, I do all the research and information gathering, they'll have to do the hard part in putting it all together tomorrow. Great!

I've taken plenty photos of Cherie, and the one I uploaded in my gallery isn't the last one. But for the time being, I don't have very many nice photos of her. Most of them doesn't look decent enough to be put in my gallery because I had to use flash on most of them. Well, here we go!

This is from when we just got home. Her breeder also sold us some puppy food.
And don't try to take it, she knows how to guard it.

Meeting with Della. First Della was growling a bit...

But soon, they got really close friends

Innocent puppy, chewing at bones.

I'll protect ya.

She loves the snow. You should just see her running around in the snow, she goes crazy when she feels cold snow under her bare little feet.

After this shot was taken, she was stuck in the snow.

As I already mentioned in the introduction, I'm working on a project again. And then you probably wonder "Oh! Is it something with writing and drawing?" Not this time ^^' Since it's the 200 year anniversary for "Porvoon ValtiopÃ¤ivÃ¤t" (Sorry, I couldn't find any English translation of the name) or, as it's called in Swedish "BorgÃ¥ Lantdag", we're celebrating it big time in my school, because I live in Porvoo. The ValtiopÃ¤ivÃ¤t/Lantdag was held for the first time 200 years ago, when Alexander I came to Porvoo to give Finland rights to keep their laws and usages from the time when they still were a part of Sweden, even though they now were a part of Russia. The funniest thing about this happening is that in the brochure for the programs, there's a picture of a drawing I drew in art class for the honour of The ValtiopÃ¤ivÃ¤t/Lantdag. I was pretty shocked when I saw it, since there were plenty other nicer drawings. TIME TO GET BACK TO TOPIC. Yeah, so every class in my school is doing this project. Every class is going to present one land. My class is presenting Australia. So if anyone knows any good websites or is from Australia, I'm happy to be given some tips on Culture and Art from there!

Okay, I'll leave you alone now, I've been rambling enough ^^'

Take care,

- Nenne

]]> *Kebabtroll Subscribed and back in business! http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23777853/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23777853/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 10:28:27 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

My mother was really kind enough to subscribe me for a year ^v^ Yay, I love you Mom!
So, finally I'm back with a sub and everything will probably change on my dA page, since it gets a lot funnier to use a subscribed dA. This is just a test journal for my new CSS, and is really nothing you should care about.

Oh, and Happy birthday to all the puppies!

]]> *Kebabtroll Reasons and reasons... http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23724210/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23724210/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 06:18:10 PDT Introduction

Hello guys. Here I am again, with a slightly cleaner journal entry. I've been too tired or lazy to code my journal entries. I've just kept on writing and writing v_v It looks really boring when it's so undone, I noticed. But I decided I'd give it a shot now that I have time and inspiration to do so.

Unnecessary musings

When I go home from school by bus, I always use to pick my favourite place. My favourite seat has a nice place for me to put my right arm. I use to put my school bag beside me, and then I just relax, having my iPod's ear phones in my ears. I listen to something that calms me down after a long school day. I calmly dream myself away while the bus is filled by other people. No one ever sits beside me. People passes me, and friends greet me with a happy "Hello!" but they don't sit down. When the bus is about to leave, the younger kids gets in. I think it's sad to see how they're searching for seats but can't find one. There are plenty of places, but they want to sit beside each other and not with some stranger. I used to think that too when I was younger. Every time I notice they don't get a seat, I stand up and offer them my seat. They look at me, then at each other. "Go on." I assure them. They sit down, and talks to each other. I smile a bit, and then I sit down somewhere else. I wish many people could do this. I mean, you don't have any problem to sit beside a stranger, do you? I don't mind. It's fun to sit beside someone that you can chat with. Even though you're strangers. And just because the younger people won't say "Thanks." their happy talks and smiles are enough. They're grateful, but they don't tell it to you. But their body language tells it. I love watching kids play together. It reminds me of how everyone has been that sometime. It's sad that kids nowadays don't play so much anymore. They've became more emotional and more concerned about looks. When I was at their age, I still ran around and pretended I was a dog. It sounds crazy, but that's what I did, until I turned 12. And even 7-9 year-olds nowadays have thoughts about killing themselves. I just wish that everyone could enjoy their life of youth as long as they can. You still have a long journey ahead. Use that time for making the best out of your life. And to the older people; try helping a younger person. They will be grateful :>

No proper journal entries

Yeah, I haven't really had the inspiration to write anything. I haven't had anything to say either. School's keeping me busy. Also apart from just lack of inspiration, my internet connection has been a bit wonky lately. I can't fix it just by doing something with the connection tools v_v

Art Status

Art trades
~N-T-W - Thinking

Kiriban prizes
~The-WereWolfAngel - Thinking
~N-T-W - Not started

I'll be busy for quite a while. I'm currently having major projects and exams at school, so I probably won't have very much time to gather my mind and write journals.

Signing out to read a book,

- Nenne

]]> *Kebabtroll KIRIBAN http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23689741/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23689741/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 07:40:16 PDT
EDIT

Catched by ~The-WereWolfAngel and ~N-T-W

]]> *Kebabtroll How about some avatars? http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23567553/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23567553/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 02:24:42 PST
Okay, I'm not writing this just to ask you how the spring's started. No. I'm writing because I was going to ask if anyone of you is interested in an avatar made by moi? It can be animated, can contain whatever you want, as long as you're sure it's file size isn't too big for dA. I can make transparent backgrounds and practically, whatever you want. The only thing I can't do is any other animal than canines. I think everyone that read this far, left right now. Anyway, I know that most of my watcher's are doggy people anyway. I can also do something with a picture of your own, or a photo. I can do pixels, and most small works. Just comment on this one, and I will post up a list on my next journal. But please, have patience. I've promised so many requests and stuff, still they're not done. And if I forget, please remind me.

Thank you everyone for the wonderful name proposals in my last journal entry! I love you all! And thank you for all the faves, watches and comments. I really appreciate it

- Nenne

]]> *Kebabtroll Name Proposals http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23516468/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23516468/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 22:19:03 PST female Bernese Mountain Dog puppy? Come with your proposals. Names that start with C are mostly welcome! :>

Thank you

- Nenne

]]> *Kebabtroll Boredom http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23480192/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23480192/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 22:13:48 PST Arbitors

[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans (Well.. they're okay, so I guess It'll go.)
[x] dogs are better than cats (Yeah, I like dogs better, but I don't really like to say that they're better.)
[x] its hilarious when people get hurt (It is indeed, sometimes.)
[ ] shopping is torture (Depends on with who you're shopping. I prefer shopping alone.)
[ ] sad movies suck
[x] you play XBOX 360/PS2 (PS?! Are you from what, the 19th sentury?! I play PS3 ffs!)
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid (I really miss them.)
[x] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter (It was probably when my brother got that little fire truck to his birthday, and I got jealous.)
[x] you owned a DS, PS2 or Sega (Owned? I own a DS.)
[ ] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[x] you go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[x] you used to/collect collector cards (PAKEMANS!)
[ ] baggy sweatpants are cool to wear (Not cool. They're comfortable to walk around in at home.)
[ ] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] sports are fun
[x] you talk with food in your mouth
[ ] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once

Total: 14

NEXT,to test your FEMALE side!!

[ ] you love to shop
[ ] you wear eyeliner
[ ] you wear the color pink
[x] you go to your mom for advice
[ ] you consider cheer-leading a sport
[x] you wear very little black (Okay, I have black shirts, but they often have idiotic pictures on them. I prefer to look like a rainbow and stick out in my clothes.)
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[ ] you like going to the mall
[x] you cried watching walk to remember (Yes, if you mean the movie "A Walk To Remember". Learn to spell! D8 It was a nice movie btw.)
[ ] skirts are a part of your wardrobe (Sadly, no. I don't feel comfortable wearing skirts.)
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x] you take around one hour to shower
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics/tumbling
[x] you smile a lot more than you should (I'm positive.)
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] you care about what you look like (A bit, yes.)
[ ] you always/sometimes wear dresses
[ ] you like wearing body spray
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[ ] you used to play with dolls as a kid (Let's put it this way. When I once got a doll for my birthday, I looked at it and yelled "This doll is ugly!" and threw it in a corner. It was one of the most expensive presents I got when I was young.)
[ ] you like putting makeup on others
[ ] pink is one of your favorite colors
[x] you laugh more than you breathe (Yeah.)
[x] you absolutely love chocolate (Ooooohh.. chocolate!)

Your total: 8

I'm more of a boy then.

Oh btw, yesterday I went to check for a new puppy with my parents. It's soon a year since we had puppies here at home, and I couldn't remember that they were this adorable :> So we're getting our puppy the 23rd this month. It'll be very exciting to have a puppy again.

]]> *Kebabtroll Pekoni Mondo http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23411489/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23411489/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 06:47:19 PST [link]

Join. Now.

]]> *Kebabtroll More morning musings http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23373192/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23373192/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 22:14:48 PST
Anyways, I wanted to let you know about the project. I got the results yesterday, and I had top grades :> My teacher told me that it's rare to see these kinds of projects XD In the last chapter of the "book" I wrote about my dog, Dina, that passed away in December. She told me that that chapter touched her deeply. My parents said the same thing and right now, my family seems to be aiming to make me a writer. Sure, it would be fun to focus on writing, but since I can't get to the School newspaper next year, I'm still waiting. As long as I'm waiting, I'll just go for fan fictions. God, I need to finish Dangerous Breeze soon. It's been ages since I last wrote something. ~Arbitors asked (or rather demanded) me yesterday if I could write a fan fiction to the game Team Fortress 2. One about our favorite characters, Engineer and Scout. I'll check what ideas I come up with today at school, then I'll start writing when I get home. Oh, I'm hopefully going to buy Team Fortress 2 today, as a celebration that I had top grades in my project.

I think that I'm still going to do more journal entries in the morning, because I just don't have any time after school to gather my mind and think what about to write. From now 'til the end of the semester, I'm getting home after 4.00PM every day, 'cept Monday. So I'm having particulary long school days.

Also there'll be a little break from photographing too, so for a while I'll just upload old photos. And some drawing will be done when I have time and inspiration. Elseways, you might find me online at iScribble, under the name "Suffix". Just give me a whisper there.

Time for school OwO

- Nenne

]]> *Kebabtroll Morning musings http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23353878/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23353878/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 22:24:25 PST
Anyways, so my parents keep visiting my dA page over and over again. I don't have anything against it, it's actually funny. But that's not the point here. My mom told me that she goes through Google to find my dA page. She search for "Kebabtroll". I thought that there was no problems with that as long as she gets to my dA page. I decided to check what other search results I get when I type in "Kebabtroll".
I checked the first links, they were all okay, they went to my own dA page or any deviation of mine. But then suddenly, a link caught my eye. It was from a site where they report stolen pictures and show them to each other. So I decided to take a look. Someone there had linked my stamp "I FUCKIN LOVE COLORING", and another stamp looking the same. The comment said "Is this one a copy?" the person asked, pointing it at my stamp. Then the person said that s/he would report me. And that's what apparently had happened. A few months ago, my stamp got deleted. Not because it was copied, but because I was violating the copyright law by using a picture that wasn't mine. Okay, I take responsibility for that. But I mean... it's not copying if two persons has gotten the same idea. I would never have made that stamp if I'd known that there is another one. I couldn't find any other than my own stamp of that kind. To be honest, these kinds of sites are just hilarious. Okay, if you find someone violating the laws, of course you should report it, but then nag about it at some weird site?

Everyone of you may have been mentioned on a site like this, search for your username in Google to find out.

Heading to school!

- Nenne

]]> *Kebabtroll Back home again http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23299896/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23299896/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 03:23:07 PST I surely had a great time there, though it wasn't very nice weather. The food was better than usually and I got to see at least a bit of the Old Town in Tallinn. I didn't get anything for my camera with me home, because I felt like the equipment there was even more expensive than home here in Finland. I'll just save the money I have until later. But I did buy a lot of candy. I also got to taste the worst wine in my whole life, and I'm sure I will never have apple wine again. Pictures will be up shortly!

Last Thursday I left school after a half day of pain in my ear. I've had a huge pain in my ear for a few weeks now, and it was horrible that Thursday. I went to the doctor to just find out I just had a plug of wax in my ear. It would be cured with medicine, some liquid I had to put in my ear and stuff. Anyway, it didn't help for the first few days, but I'm pretty much okay now. I've also caught a common cold, that has been keeping me pretty much inside this week. It's vacation and it didn't get a very good start to me. I really should get out skiing or something, since it is called Sport vacation for a reason D|

Lately there has been much talk about emo (I know it's called scene, not emo, but everyone understands emo) people for a while, and I just have an opinion. I wrote this up because I just felt like it's something that anyone should know. Just telling you all that this is just my opinion, it's not anything you HAVE to do.
Many people looking at the emos feels bad for them. Because they hate their life and want to die. I don't feel bad for them. The only thing that makes them feel bad is themselves. They make it all worse by sitting in their dark room, cutting their wrists. It doesn't solve anything. It makes everything worse.
Also, I don't understand how you can hate your life and the world so much. Look around you. You have friends. You're not alone. You have at least 1 person in the world that could die for you. Why don't you just keep your head up high, and live for that one person that loves you. Life is a gift and it was given to you so it could be used. So that you could live it and make everything to the best that you like. Of course, it will become hard and rough, and sometimes you have to make decisions. Make the right choices, keep your head up high, believe in yourself. You're better than you think you are, you're stronger than you think, you have a stronger will than anyone expects. Show it. Show the world that you have strength and courage. Show everyone that you are not a weak person that sits in the dark and cuts you. Go out in the world, make more friends to love.
Out there is someone, just like you. Live every day like it would be your last, because you never know if it is.

It's okay to be sad sometimes. If someone of your relatives or friends, perhaps pets has passed away lately. The sadness can last for a while, but if you just get out in the world, you can see that there are other people that makes you smile, at least once a day. Open your heart to those people, let them in. Talk to someone who is willing to listen. Talk to your parents, or your pets. It all feels better if you let your feelings out. Draw a picture, or write out your feelings. Save the pictures and documents for later, and wait until you feel better. Then you look at them again, and recognize that you've made a great change in your life, and still keep positive.

TL;DR-version:
Go out in the world and talk to people instead of sitting inside your room alone.

It all helped me.

That's all for now, folks! _{And thanks to those who read this last part.} Have a great weekend!
- Nenne

]]> *Kebabtroll Estonia, here I come! http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23136671/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23136671/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 10:44:43 PST
I'm probably going to get something other than photos with me home. My father (wow, I seem to only be talking about him) told me that they should have cheap, top-quality camera equipments in Tallinn. I don't know if it's true, and I'm a bit unsure about it too. I was going to ask any of my photographer-watchers for advice. What lenses do you prefer to use, and to what kind of photos do you use them? It would be great to get some good recommendations!

It's also winter vacation time next week. It's good, because I surely need a break from school. School's been wearing me out more than usually lately. That's the reason why I haven't been able to draw any proper art or do any photographing. But now it's vacation, and no exams for three weeks. Then the really rough part will start.

Soon it's Valentine's Day! The only thing I like about Valentine is that I think about my dear friends, and mostly I use to spend some time with them. It's sad that I won't be able to spend time with my friends this year, because it's a Saturday and we never have time to meet during Saturdays, due to personal matters. At least I have my dear online friends to chat with <3

At the beginning of this week it felt like spring was really here for a while. The sun was shining and pretty much of the snow melted. But it only last a few days, since we now again seem to have cloudy and cold weather. And due to the melted snow, it gets really slippery and icy outside. I prefer to stay inside when it's ice on the ground, because I've broken my leg two times because of ice.

I think I've rambled enough already, don't you think? Maybe my rambling isn't very interesting anyway. Well, hugs to everyone!

- Nenne

]]> *Kebabtroll dA Viruses and Life in general http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23096515/ http://Kebabtroll.deviantart.com/journal/23096515/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 05:45:09 PST dA has gotten viruses!

Many probably know about it, but I just thought that I would bring it up too, because I've seemed to gotten some on my page too. I would suggest that you should be extremely careful on what links you click on, here on dA. You can ask the one posting the link about what the link contains, and if it is a friend, that certainly would speak your language with you, it's obvious that it's one of the viruses. I suggest that if you get any comments like those that you should hide the comment with the virus link, to prevent others from getting it _{(if you don't know how to do it, check the FAQ #160: Can I remove or delete comments on my userpage, journal or deviations?).}
My dear friend ~sloddret got the virus, and I got a comment with a link from her, I immediately hid the comment, because I don't want any of my visitors to get a virus. ~sloddret can now be find at ~BlueSilverWolf, be sure to watch her, she's an amazing artist!

Studies and work

Last Thursday was my turn to do a Practical Occupation Experience. That'll mean we'll work as a trainee. In this case, we were going to clean in our school. My instructor was weird. (Oh, I really hope she doesn't read this now 8DDD) I didn't understand what she said and on top of it all, she was talking in such a low voice that I didn't even know when she talked or not. My back was hurting from lifting chairs and tables around D|
On Friday I also worked as a trainee. It was ten times worse, because I had to lift all chairs in the dining room up on the tables. It's about 170 chairs, and on top of it all, I had to lift them back down. My back hurted even more after that.
Many of you probably wonder how my project turned out. Well, I was pretty proud myself, but I haven't gotten any grades yet. The only thing I got was applause as I turned it in on Thursday after work. The front page of the project was shown up to the entire class, it was quite embarrassing somehow...

Signing out

I love you all. And I never seem to have time to update with any nice deviations. My drawing skills are extremely rusty, and the weather outside is really bad, which prevents me from going out photographing. Today the sun is shining, but it's already setting, so I don't have time to do something nice today either. We'll see how it is tomorrow.
Hugs, sweeties!

- Nenne

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Hello my dear watchers! I'm back! It's been quite a silent month without my journal entries, huh? Yeah, it must've been like a vacation to finally realize your Inbox CAN actually be empty. I have a tendency to fill my watcher's inboxes. I'm really sorry for that. I just have a lot of stuff to say to you guys. Some people like it, and some don't. At least I hope you enjoy my random rabbling about life and stuff in general. At least I enjoy writing it, haha!

Birthday

My birthday was on the 29th, yes. That'll mean it's four days ago. Our school was having a winter sport day on the same day. I went terrain-skiing and walking. Skiing isn't really something I enjoy, because my body gets extremely sore when I lose my balance and fall. I fell five times, and I could barely walk after that, so imagine me walking nine kilometres after skiing five kilometres. Well, I'm proud of myself. When I got home, my family had a great surprise of presents waiting for me. I've wanted a new camera for so long, and they got me one for my birthday. It's a Canon EOS 1000D. I named it Virgil. I'm going to upload some photos later on.
I had a little party for three of my friends; Sofia, Ira and Gidi. We had lots of fun and we ate so much. At one point Sofia and me got a little carried away as we started taking photos of pretty much everything when we ate. So I have photos of cake, lemonade, chips and some vegetables. My friends seemed to be very distracted by one of my fishes, that has a misplaced tail fin, and can't swim properly. My dog was also a great distraction, since it was the first time for them to see it.
Gidi stayed over the night at my house, and tried to strangle me when she wanted to wake me up. Don't misunderstand me, she's my best friend. It felt really empty after that she had left. She's very noisy.
The rest of the weekend was spent with many more guests and a lot of cake. I'm still all full by the cake, and I don't want to see cake in at least a half year, haha!

Letting out some feelings

My swedish teacher gave us permission to work an extra week on the project, and I'm still not done. I'm done with the writing, but I still have the illustrations to draw and so on.
This project hasn't just been a part of the school for me. It's been a good opportunity to let out my feelings about my dog that passed away in December. I wrote an entire chapter for just her. She's worth that much, really. As my Mom called up Dina's breeder and told about that Dina had passed away, we got to know that Dina's mother also had passed away in the autumn. She had gotten some sort of cancer. Mom is also pondering on getting a puppy 'til the spring. Mom can't stand just having one dog.

Your Nennz0rz signing out

Oh, how everything is so simple without a subscription. Gah! I need to get one as fast as I can! Anyways. I'm off for some school work. I really should start studying for that exam. Hugs to all my sweeties out there!

- Nenne

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Back to school

Guh. After a few weeks of Christmas vacation, it's time to go back to school on Wednesday. That means that this is my last late night. My sleeping schedule has been pretty off from my usual. Is it really normal to go to sleep at 5:00AM and get up at 2:00PM? Maybe not. Since I'm never able to catch enough sleep, I catch up on sleep during vacations and weekends. I wake up pretty late, though. But why complain when I get enough sleep anyway?

School project

For the time being, I'm working on a project for school. A project where I combine my powers of writing and drawing. ~~YEAHHHH!~~ That'll mean that the two previous chapters of my Fan Fiction, Dangerous Breeze were the last ones for a little while. Also, that I'll be reducing my scribbling. I will have to write for some time, also do some illustrations. So I probably won't get any sleep during weekends either. For how long, you ask? Oh, 'til 29th January, my birthday. No "Happy Birthday"-wishes for now, thank you. Many of you reading this (wow, did you actually read this much?!) probably wonders what kind of project this is? Well, it is a project for my Swedish class. We will be writing a book about ourselves and our life. Also, we'll get to illustrate it ourselves. And it is quite some work, because my life is nothing else than writing, drawing and my dog. Look, I described the book in one sentence! Haha, no actually, there will be many other things too. My friends and family, for example. I first thought on to translate it to English and upload it here. But I'm not really sure... since no one on dA seems to be very interested in what I'm writing. FF.Net people are really active fans. Haha. Must be something about the e-mail notices you get...

A great friend

A huge thanks to ~Arbitors. We've spent the last few days very well in touch. Drawing *uncomfortable laughter* and talking. This morning we realized that it's actually 5 years since we first met. And boy, what a meeting it was.
During that time, I was young and ... retarded. I ran a wannabe-awesomesite for one of my OC's, Lightning. I drew ugly stuff and published it there. Soon I got a guest book message saying "A 2-year-old Picasso draws better than you." I of course got uberangry at this person, so angry that I actually shut down the site. Soon, I joined GingaWorld, ran by ~zjgameru. I joined his oekaki, and soon I made many awesome friends. Later on I started talking with ~Arbitors, that during that time called herself Shirojaki. We became really good friends, and when we once talked she said to me "I once found a site that someone had made, and she drew the most ugliest pictures, so I wrote something mean in the guestbook." I almost choked when she said this. And I replied "That was me." Haha, god what a shock it was for both of us. Our friendship got a pretty... weird start. We didn't know each other then yet... soo.
Who would've thought that I would keep in touch with someone for 5 years?! It's like.. the longest time! And that we would've became so good friends! This morning we asked each other "Why haven't we met yet?" and for the lulz we just said that she would come over here to Finland. It would actually be possible. Because I really want to meet her ^^'
Much luv, my king

Hey guys! You should go listen to the newest Bleach Beat Collection, it's AWESOME! Orikasa and Morita (the voice actors for Ichigo and Rukia) have really improved in singing. Their duet, "Glow" was my favourite. I almost hyperventilated when I came over the songs. Haha. Sorry for scaring you, ~N-T-W.

Okay, I'll stop rambling. Have a nice January folks! I will be back in February with my long journal entries!

- Nenne

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Happy New Year 2009!
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Wed, 31 Dec 2008 14:53:08 PST

Happy New Year 2009!
Evenin, guys! It's finally 2009. My first Journal Entry this year! I just came in from the fireworks show outside. Wow, it was sure awesome. I really regret that I didn't celebrate the New Year 2008 with my family, last year. It was my worst New Years Eve ever, when I think about it later on. Buuut, now it's 2009! Yeah! Everyone 'cept me, my brother and my two friends are drunk. Haha. I just love drunken people sometimes. It's really fun to party with them XD Oh, and our friends has got a Samurai sword, and they let me try it. I felt rather epic when my Mom demanded me to pose with it XD I bet those are one of the best photos taken of me, ever. Wearing a Pedobear-shirt and posing with a Samurai sword. Yeahhh! I look awesome with a sword. I should carry a sword with me everywhere. Hohoho.

My first... this year
We use to play a little game every New Year's Eve. It's a game we call "My first... this year", and it's a game where we say the things we do the first time this year! Okay, here we go!

My first beverage this year was, believe it or not, a fairly alcoholic beverage XD A Gin Grape Long Drink. Which I'm actually drinking right now.
The first thing I ate this year was candy, which I still indulge, a lot.
The first person I hugged was my friend's Mom, she's awesome ^_^
The first thing I said was "NOW DAD, GO SHOOT THOSE ROCKETS RIGHT AWAY!"
The first computer I touched this year was my parents' laptop, which I'm typing away on now.
The first person to hurt me physically was my brother, that kicked me in the leg.
The first game I played is Poker, which I'm playing now, and trying to focus at the same time as writing this.

We call it a short! Hugs and Happy New Year wishes to you guys! Now I have to.. uh check out when my brother indulges candy with dip sauce!

- Nenne

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Is that smoke pudding?
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Mon, 29 Dec 2008 14:11:57 PST

Get me a new avatar, someone. I'm tired of this one.

I'm obsessed with this game. Ghrhfdshf. I feel so special, owning one of the 5 copies in Finland.

Happy New Year, or something. I will probably update something sometime. Somethingsometimesomething I need to shut up.

- Nenne

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I'M BACK YESSS
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Tue, 23 Dec 2008 15:41:31 PST

Introduction
I recognize that face. It says "NOOO NOT YOU AGAIN! This month has been awesome without my mailbox flooding over of your Journal Entries!"
Okay. Forget my lousy introduction.
Finally, I'm having some time to annoy you write these.
Make me free to tell that I've missed to write these journal entries. It feels good to just write about what's happening, or perhaps write something funny here. I always get awesome comments by you guys. It's a pleasure to write these entries. I sure don't know if it's such a pleasure to read them. Haha.
I'm sorry to say this, dear readers, but the truth is... this journal entry is going to be long. Just a wall of text that I now write, to tell you about this month, who has been more like a rollercoaster for me.

I miss you guys!
I just wanted to give a special shout-out to Gidi and Ira, who are awesome, and I want them to know that I miss them a lot.
I miss all my friends, a lot. Haven't visited Emil, ~GrandDiablo for a while, and I thought on to go visit him during the week. Drop off some Christmas presents and perhaps give him another lesson in dog training.
Last Friday was our last school day before christmas vacation. Me, Ira and Gidi had some awesome time at the bus station before parting our ways for 3 weeks. As a little memory of each other, we took some photos and wrote things on each others hands with a pen we accidentally found. We read some manga and discussed why we think Sasuke is gay and all that stuff.
Also, a few words for my online friends; I'm sorryyy that I haven't been online on MSN for a while! My own computer is infected by viruses again.
I really miss to talk to you all, mostly ~Arbitors, because she's been awesome lately.
I'm getting too cheesy now...

Every life has it's ending
After all this cheese, I should calm me down, and probably bring me into tears telling this.
Most of you probably know that my dogs are the most special thing in the world for me. Well, about a month ago, my older dog, Dina got really ill by Lyme disease, aka. Borreliosis. She had apparently got bitten by a tick of some sort. The symptoms become visible 2-5 months after gotten bit. So she apparently got bitten at the summer.
Well, anyway, we got medicine that should've taken care of the disease. But it didn't. Dina kept getting worse and worse.
As I wrote in my last journal entry, my family was low on money. That means we couldn't really afford very much. But my mother wanted to give all she could to save our precious dog. So, we got Dina into emergency treatment for four days. It's expensive, and the treatment was also expensive.
The third evening, her caretaker called us and said to prepare for the worst. This was the last night to know if she would make it. I stayed home from school next day, in case something happened. Around 7:00AM Dina's caretaker called. Dina was able to come home. We went to get her. God, it felt horrible to see your own majestic dog, look like a skeleton. She was haggard... she looked horrible. I got bad conscience just looking at her.
We finally got her home, but she still had to take medicine. And we had a problem. She didn't want to eat. Which meant she didn't want to take her medicine. But we had to feed her. We did it by forcing the food into her. (The food we fed her wasn't solid food.) It felt bad to force the medicine into her after feeding her by force. I will never forget those sad eyes that looked at me afterwards.
We continued feeding her by force a few days. Everyone in our family felt bad. Very bad. My brother couldn't stand to be in the same room when we fed her, he didn't want to see her, well, pretty much, suffer.
The last day, I heard my mother talking in the phone with Dina's vet. She said that she didn't want her to suffer anymore, and thinks about putting her down. I got shocked. Of course, it will take a long time before she's okay again, but I don't want her to leave us yet. She's just 4,5 years old!
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Last journal update
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Wed, 26 Nov 2008 22:14:29 PST

Last journal update, before christmas. I won't leave or anything.

You see, now before christmas I've got a lot of stuff to do. My family is low on money, also I've made some new friends over the internet, which takes pretty much everything of my time. I won't forget you, guys.

I will upload works, but I won't be writing journals. 'Cus you see, I need to have something between my ears when I write journals, and when I'm stressed it's pretty hard ^^'

Thursday. I've been waiting for this day. I could skip school and just go to my old school <_<

Also a message to everyone who wonders where I am at MSN, I can't be online there either so much. But I will be online. Evenings and mornings.

Well, my dear ones, seems like I have to leave now. Thank you for reading everyone <3

- Nenne

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Art trades and Requests open!
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Mon, 24 Nov 2008 05:14:56 PST

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ART TRADES
OPEN!

REQUESTS
OPEN!

Well, I'm just bored, and I would like to do some art trades or requests :> Please, don't expect too much of me. My drawing skills haven't been on the top lately Sorry for that. But... I will try my best!

Also.. it's been snowing since Saturday, and right now.. we have a Â½ meter of snow here ._. God. I hate snow. We have fights in the snow in our school.. lol.

I'm waiting 'til Thursday, 'cus then I'm going to my old school again. I've missed to harass them a lot, haha

^{I will finish other work I've promised to people. Just take it easy!}

Lots of and

- Nenne

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Morning boredom
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Thu, 20 Nov 2008 22:21:52 PST

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I stole this from

Basic Music Shuffle Rules apply
Let's see what funny songs you get in these moments

Situation: You're in a fight for Life or Death!
Theme Song: Guns N' Roses - Civil War
[I don't neeed your Civil Waaaaaar~]

Situation: So tired that you're about to faint...
Theme Song: Art Garfunkel - Bright Eyes
[Everytime I listen to it, I get tired.]

Situation: A shocking fact has revealed to you!!
Theme Song: Iron Maiden - Lightning Strikes Twice
[I can see myself being struck by lightning 8)]

Situation: In school at the your moment of akwardness
Theme Song: Poison - Every Rose Has It's Thorn
[No one can be perfect, eh?]

Situation: Walking home on a sunny day with a F on your report card
Theme Song: Monty Python - Always Look At The Bright Side Of Life
[*whistles* Life goes on.]

Situation: Staredown as a fish flopping in front of you
Theme Song: Booths Randolph - Yakety Sax (Benny Hill-theme)
[I would feel rather idiotic..]

Situation: Missed a bus by 3 seconds and you fall to your knees in despair
Theme Song: Helloween - I want out
[Bawwwwwwwwwwwwww]

Situation: You're performing surgery
Theme Song: Judas Priest - Before The Dawn
[I JUST WANT TO GET DONE BEFORE THE DAWN.]

Situation: A goldfish dances before your eyes
Theme Song: E-rotic - L.O.V.E [CENSORED]
[O_O]

Situation: Watches a huge house burn
Theme Song: Warrant - Heaven
[Aww
Situation: Walking down the streets with your robotic cat on a leash
Theme Song: Dio - Holy Diver
[I'd feel rather epic.]

Situation: You must fence your way through hundreds of killer bunnies
Theme Song: Revolution Renaissance - Heroes
[I would feel like a HERO! And I'm listening to that song right now..]

Situation: You're a god(dess)
Theme Song: Bruce Dickinson - Tears Of The Dragon
[That song.. it's just epic! Just like me if I'd be a GOD!]

Situation: You're over joyed
Theme Song: Yamaguchi Kappei - FRIENDS
[That song made my day when ~Arbitors sended it to me 8)]

Situation: Skipping by a bunch of angry mobs
Theme Song: Stratovarius - Black Diamond
[Eeeeeehh]

Situation: ITZ A RIOOOOOOOOT!!!
Theme Song: Muse - Knights Of Cydonia
[GAAAAAAAAWD!!!]

Situation: You're mad enought to freeze all hell over
Theme Song: Gary Moore - After The War
[GDFFHFHGFHG. Gary Moore <3]

Situation: Witnesses an angel float down from heavens
Theme Song: Celine Dion - A New Day Has Come
[--]

Situation: Making puppy dog eyes
Theme Song: Younha - Houkiboshi
[I fail at puppy eyes, and I hate when people do it, 'cus I'm a sucker for those eyes 8(]

Situation: Emo moment
Theme Song: Creed - With Arms Wide Open
[Bah.]

Situation: You find a weirdo in front of your house
Theme Song: Alphaville - Forever Young
[I could manage him laying there in front of my frontstep singing "FOREEEEEEEEVER YOUNG, I WANNA BEEEEE FOREEEVER YOUNG!!"]

Situation: Singing on a huge stage
Theme Song: Chris Daughtry - Over You
[Ugh. Never. But IF I could and would, this song would be.. awesome <3.]

Situation: You had a great idea!
Theme Song: Scorpions - Rock You Like A Hurricane
[Yeah.]

Situation: Your mind blanks out
Theme Song: Megadeth - A Tout Le Monde
[Eeeeeehhh..]

Situation: You must resist sleep
Theme Song: Blind Guardian - Majesty
[The beginning isn't what the title says..]

Ah, a little taste of my weird music. Metal, Rock and Heavy as you can see. Of course, Ballads <3 No. Love Ballads.

Signing out,

Nenne

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Wed, 19 Nov 2008 22:26:34 PST

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First...
I HAAAAAAAAAAAAATE THE FOTHERMUCKING SNOW AND I DON'T WANT IT TO BE WINTER ALREADY!!!!
Okay, I'm done now.

So, when I woke up today, I went to shower of course. I almost choked when I saw outside. GOD IT WAS SNOWING AND THE SNOW WAS LIKE ALL OVER THE PLACE. And I, of course, swore silently and went to shower. Ugh. I hate snow.

So, I was asked to go to help at the School-sleepover they're having at my last school. It will be fun to meet old school mates :>

And one thing more... I LOVE CCR!!

And the snow. I hate it.

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Unnecessary Update
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Sat, 15 Nov 2008 17:55:52 PST

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Yes yes, it's unnecessary. I'm just going to write about my inactivity and some projects.

My brother's birthday was today. Wohoo! Congrats. He turned 15. My sister's birthday is at Monday, she turns 19. My grandparents, my two aunts and my two cousins were here to celebrate my siblings' birthdays. Tomorrow my grandparents (from Mom's side) will come, together with my other two cousins and my other aunt. I'm confusing you now, right? I'm pretty much confused myself haha. Anyways, a lot to dooooo. And I shouldn't be up since they're coming at 1.00PM, and when I'm up to 3.00-4.00AM I want to sleep to at least 12.30AM. Guuuuhhh.

I don't feel like I'm awesome at drawing anymore. Everything I draw sucks. Gidi makes me jealous. She has a clean and very cute style. It's a very simple style though, and all her characters look pretty much the same D8 I have a lot of various looks in my style.
Anyway, as you've seen, I haven't uploaded any art for a while. Today, I scribbled up some crappy fan art for GNG. Here it is:

My class went swimming during gymnastic class on Thursday. God, my stomach muscles still hurt. I can't laugh or take deep breaths <_<
^{I've been trying to find the words for the stomach muscles. I wasn't sure if it's called stomach muscles, but when talking to ~The-WereWolfAngel at MSN, I decided to just go for stomach muscles.}

And now to my dear projects!

~kagetora4ever's contest prize
God, I totally forgot it <_< I'll try finishing it when I feel like I can draw properly again.

Fan Fiction: Dangerous Breeze
Yeeeeees. I'm so proud of the first chapter. I'm halfway on the second, and there's going to be action in it 8) kukukukukuku~

Dangerous Breeze in Swedish
Okay, since many people in my class seems to be so interested in what I'm writing_{and they suck ass in English}I decided to translate Dangerous Breeze to Swedish. I'm not sure if I'll upload it here, but we'll see about that. I'm also going to show it to my Swedish teacher and ask what she thinks.

Anatomy training
I need to train anatomy on both humans, doggies and whatever I'm drawing. I feel like my skills has decreased a lot D8 Bawwww!

Surpise for John
He's so NOT reading this. I'm going to make a little something for my "boss" John, since I stop working for him after Christmas. And I think he needs something for letting me suffer from late night work for him.

New Fan Fic/Oneshot!
I'm working on something new. I don't know if it's going to be a FF project or just an oneshot. We'll see.. what do you think?

Project: Alter Ego Sheets
Just click here!

Cosplay Preparing
I need a sword, I need this, I need that! God! It keeps me busy for a while now D8

That was everything for now, guys. I hope.

- Nenne

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8 facts (you've been tagged?)
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Mon, 10 Nov 2008 22:24:50 PST

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First.. I was tagged.

Tagged by

The Rules:
1.Post the rules listed here
2.Each person tagged must put 8 facts about themselves
3.Tags must write about these 8 facts
4.At the end post list 8 people you tag
5.Finally got to their telling them they have been tagged

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1. I don't get ill so easy. I don't know why, but somehow, I just can manage to keep myself healthy. In one year, I use to be sick 2-5 days. I haven't thrown up 7-8 years. Okay, my secret is.. run away when someone feels like throwing up, and when someone in your family is sick, just keep a safety-distance. Haha.

2. I love drawing. Too bad I still don't have much time to do that. I really miss the days I could sit and relax with a cola and a pencil. Duh.

3. I name my stuff. I'm suck a dork. First, I have my tablet, which I just named quickly to Drawie. 'Cus I love drawing with ma boy. Then my phone. Since it's red and black I first thought on naming it Crimson. But that sounded weird to mee, so I had to chose to name it Razor. And let's not forget my MP3_{which is lost..}that I named Odion. I named it after one of my characters who is an orange dog. Odion is black and orange.
Also, I have my Nintendo DS, and I just had to give it a female-name since all my other friends are males. I named it Jenna. And let's not forget my computer, Hailey. And of course, her little brother Gerry, who doesn't seem to make the operation D8 I miss him so bad.

4. I hate competition. Sure, go ahead and compete with me, I just don't care if I win or not. I just don't get the point of competing about something. Guh.

5. I have a small room. Or actually, I have a bed that fills the half of my room. Before, my room felt bigger, but now that I've did a little makeover, it feels smaller. And it's good, because I don't need so much space. All I need to have space for is the computer and TV.

6. I have sarcastic humour. I've heard I hurt people a lot with that. So don't worry, I'm careful with who I'm joking with. I use to joke for my friends, because they understand my humour, and laughs. I love being laughed at. It doesn't matter if I did something wrong or if I did somethting on purpose. I can laugh with them.

7. I drink a lot of lemonade. My parents buy a lot of that when doing the groceries. Don't worry, I brush my teeth good. I use to drink lemonade when watching anime or when I'm drawing. It makes me relax, really. <3.

8. I don't read manga as much as I watch anime. I've read a few mangas, and I did like them. The last one I read was Naruto 1. Considering I don't really like Naruto, I wasn't really disappointed with it. I need to borrow the 2nd Naruto manga from ~GrandDiablo.

I TAG:
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HALLOWEEN-CONTEST WINNERS
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Sat, 08 Nov 2008 12:27:28 PST

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DU-DU-DU-DUNNNNNN!
It's time to announce the winners of the Halloween-contest!

I will link the picture and the winners dA-page, also I'll write what I think about the picture ;>

1st Place
~ebonyvaru

I really liked the anatomy used on this picture. The wounds look really good, but what most amused me was the hands and legs. It looks a lot better coloured, but it's a pity that the awesome sketchy style disappeared.
Congratulations!

2nd Place
~Tsuki-dono

I really like the effort made on this picture. All the different colours and the fantasy of the costumes are just awesome.
A slightly better colouring would've been better, though ^^
Congratulations!

3rd Place
~kagetora4ever

A pretty simple picture. Not many colours used, but the soft coloring sure makes it look good. The idea for the costumes is pretty, and this picture surely deserved 3rd place.
Congratulations!

Thank you everyone else for entering, a little something will sent to you shortly.

We're waiting for the winners' prize requests, and we will start drawing them as soon as possible.

You can read *FlameCurry's entry about this here!

- Nenne

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My awesome friends and other stuff
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Fri, 07 Nov 2008 16:17:08 PST

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^{Scroll down to see the update. It's an update about my coming/current projects.}

First, it's actually no need to read this one. I just need something here to make me happy everytime I check own dA-page ^^'

I've been hanging out together with my friends all week, they're awesome people, and I thank them for every damn day I can spend with them <3
First of all, Gidi, I LAAAAAAAAAHYV YAAAAAAAAH!! I would never think that I'd meet my perfect friend who I can share so many things with. But I had the lucky to meet you <3
Second, Ira, I'm sorry that I can't hang out with you during our time off from school, but I really hope that what I hang out with you at school and when were out is enough <3
Third, Emmi, I really hope that you'll recover from what happened this week. Remember that I'm always by your side.
Okay, enough with the love, now to something .. okay whatever.

Today, all the girls from my class (except Me, Gidi, Ira and Elin) went to see High School Musical 3_{gosh, I hate those movies}and me, Gidi and Ira were following them to a nearby hamburger bar where they had some lunch. We ran around with our lollipops and yelled strange things. Our school ended early today, and our rides home didn't arrive until 1 hour later. So we went to the mall and terrorized different stores. I tried on all different hats I found, Gidi inspected baby clothes, and Ira discussed about how I look in the different hats or inspected underwear.
We had a lot of fun on ourselves, while the others rot in the movies. Hahaha.
When me and Ira got on the bus (Gidi went with another bus) we met Emmi.
When we sat down, Emmi sat down on me accidentally and I said with a lousy voice "Don't sit on me!" and then we started laughing, and all the way home, Emmi and I kept saying "Don't sit on me!" .. we're intelligent, yeah.
Aaaand, well.. I'm home. I'm working. I...uh.. I had pizza today.
Okay forget it. I've written enough.

Now, I wanted to tell you that I'm going to screw my Fan Fic "Parted Hearts" because I hate the story and I've ruined it already. I've started on a new fan fic already, it still doesn't have a name, but IchiRukiness for all of ya <3
Here's a little sneek peek from the first chapter:

"He glanced over his shoulder, and noticed that the dark shadows still were after him. Green liquid splashed out of their mouths when they growled.

He turned his head, and in just a second, he tripped and fell. The shadows covered him, and then everything blackened."

I will upload the first chapter tonight or tomorrow.
It will be a complete AU-story, and it will be rated T (language, violent parts and parts that some people found scary)
I hope many will be reading it, and that you'll like it.

I think my canine-drawing skills are a bit rusty. Gah. I'm doing my best on canine-related drawings, but they really suck. I haven't really drawn anything good for a while. On Monday my Art classes are starting :> That'll be many pictures/sketches and a lot of collabs with Gidi.

I'm working on a comic. No, not the comic I talked about last winter. It's a new one. And yes, it's about dogs/wolves/canines because I need to start using my canine-drawing skills again.
The comic will include a lot of fighting and violent parts (I'm such a baddie >D) and it will practically be an insight on my character Nate's life.

Well.. I think that was all. Now to do some writing, 'cus I'm taking a little break from work >D

Thanks for reading

- Nenne

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Change A Life - Help A Deviant!
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Mon, 03 Nov 2008 12:09:02 PST

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This is an promotion of this News Article.

Can you donate a few dollars to make a difference in Sara's life? What little bit can you give that would mean the absolute world to this friend? If every deviant that reads this can give just a few dollars, we can help Sara reconnect with the world!

Donations can be sent to PayPal donate@sarascourage.org
Or mailed to:

Sara Baker Trust Fund
#10350222753
Exchange Bank
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Cotati, CA 94931

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Click the link above to read the story.

It's just.. terrifying. My heart bleeds so much right now. I started crying when reading that. How can a person, who was loved that much, and had an awesome temperament deserve that destiny? Even as being a complete stranger, it doesn't matter! You CAN help strangers. And since I myself can't donate, this is the least I can do. Spread the word. I hope at least someone can do something for Sara.

From me, I wish her all good in the world, and I pray that she will get better soon.

^{On a side note, I know I said I won't be writing here for a while, but this is something important.}

- Nenne

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BAWWW
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Mon, 03 Nov 2008 06:11:49 PST

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Okay. I know the titles of my journal entries are getting boring again, but that's not the point.

I just wanted to say that I'm sorry that I never do what I've promised. God, I promise things too much <_< Sorry, guys, I just don't have the time. A lot is going on.

Today, an accident happened by our school. A boy on a motorcycle crashed into my math-teacher's car. The boy was taken to the hospital and had some injuries in his legs. My teacher went home. She was okay, but she needed rest.
That's it about this.

Aaand one more thing before I leave you alone again..
I probably won't be writing any journal entries_{okay, you may cheer now}until weekend_{*hears a sound of dissappointment*}because I just don't have the time as I've said... many times.

Thank you for reading

- Nenne

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HAHA I'M STILL UP
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Sat, 01 Nov 2008 17:44:09 PDT

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Introduction
Ooohh, I've never done an introduction for my journals before! So, today was All Saint's Day_{which now reminds me that I still have that oneshot to write.. oow.}and though it was a really rainy and cold day, I still felt pretty good, while still being a little down.
I promise I will upload pictures in this journal tomorrow when I get onto my own computer. Okay, it's like 5 ft from me, but I'm lazy.

All Saint's Day: Diary
I woke up at 1:30PM, because I went to sleep at 5:30AM last night. Our neighbours woke me up, by failing on playing their damn drums. Gah. I got up and then it started. Dad was all stressed, watching F1_{which is something I just CAN'T STAND for my life}and kept going hyper about everything we had to do today. I sat down beside him, and half-listened to what he was saying, while reading a TV-magazine, lol. After that he was done, I went to eat breakfast. I had my usual weekend-breakfast; toast and Coke. Lol.
After dressing and all that stuff, my sister got home and we went off to pick up my brother who was at his friends house. After that we went to drop off my sister at her friends house, for a party. Then we headed for town to go somewhere to eat. I took a few photos of the beautiful sky, with my phone._{That'll mean that the damn photos I took sucked.}We went to eat at our favourite place, Golden Rax. Ah, the food was wonderful, as usual. And my tuna and shrimp-pizza was awesome <3 And then I had Lasagna, Chicken fingers, An awesome Italian Salad and ugh, I ate so much.
After eating, and almost puking on our way out we headed for the cemetery, as we always do on All Saint's Day. I took some photos there too, since I thought it was very beautiful with all the candles in the dark. My dad destroyed the moment by whining about his F1 all the time. Gah.
After done, we headed home, and my brother's friend came over. I started annoying him by playing old PSOne-games with full volume. I played Spyro: The Year Of The Dragon_{man, I haven't played that in ages!}I was actually going to play Okami, but my Memory Card is lost- okay I'll stop with the damn playing.

iScribbling with new friends
Aaah! I got some awesome friends today when scribbling at iScribble, while watching Big Brother with one eye. We had lots of fun and we did 2 collabs <3 I'll link those here. Maple_{God I wish I'd caught your dA <_<}had to leave early, so just me and ~Softly-Insane were there. Oh, we had Faith with us.. whose dA I also had the lucky to forget.
And damn, I love these guys, since with them I acquired my Regular Membership. Lots of, lots of loves and thanks to you all <3

I FUCKIN' LOVE COLORING!

Because I just do.

See you tomorrow, I'll be under your bed, eating your bread.

- Nenne

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Halloween-Contest ENDED!
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Fri, 31 Oct 2008 14:07:22 PDT

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Okay, I was supposed to make this journal very imageheavy of all the damn photos I've taken this week. I don't feel like it now though D8

But now, to something more important.

HALLOWEEN-CONTEST!
^{By *Kebabtroll and *FlameCurry}
Three different themes
A scary picture
One of my or *FlameCurry's characters in a Halloween-costume.
Your OC or any character in a Halloween-costume.

Rules
- All entries must be drawn by YOU
- You may entry with both Digital and Traditional Art
- All entries should be sent to me or *FlameCurry by note.
- You may send in three entries, but you can only win in ONE theme.

Judges

The contest ends
THE CONTEST HAS ENDED!

Prizes
1st place - 2 images drawn by Me and *FlameCurry
2nd place - A image without background by *FlameCurry
3rd place - A sketch by Me

_{You may decide for us to draw what you want, by sending a note after winning.}

IMPORTANT!
You may send in your entries still during the weekend, but if you send them after Sunday, we cannot judge your entry.

THE WINNERS WILL BE ANNOUNCED NEXT WEEK!

A little reminder of myself

Okay guys, this part, you can just ignore it since I'm just writing it as something I can look back at when I'm not feeling well.
I have barely even slept this week. Last week's bedtimes had it's effects. I slept barely 2 hours on Sunday-Monday and Monday-Tuesday nights. Tuesday-Wednesday was a little better though, since I slept 5 hours. I still drugged myself with Energy Drink, as usually. The rest of the nights I slep about 4-6 hours. Sometimes school seemed to want to kill me <_< Gah, some of my teachers are just... gah!
The thing is, during all the times I was cranky and tired this week, I always had my friends there cheering me up. _{I love you, Gidi-chan! <3}
Someone always came up to me and talked to me, and I really regretted all the crap I've whined about them. I love school because I have my so damn wonderful friends there <3
I've always been in classes with no boys or with boys that has some problem with girls ._. Anyway, this class isn't like it. The boys actually comes up to me, and hugs me! It's the first time in my life I can hang out with boys without them saying "EEWW YOU'RE A GIRL!!" _{Why yes, Nico, I love you too, damn asshole <3}
And all I have to say to all my wonderful friends, and yes, you here online too;
I love you all

Someone told me to do this, please tell me if it was you <_<

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New CSS
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Fri, 31 Oct 2008 09:24:05 PDT

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Just checking how it looks. I will update this entry with something readable. Sometime. Tonight maybe D8

Yay for blue.

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I'm a thief!
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Mon, 27 Oct 2008 09:46:15 PDT

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I stole this from because.. I had to.

Rules:
1. tag 10 peeps (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged, and link to your journal.

Info
[] I am shorter than 5'4. (I actually don't know 8D)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (Very often..)
[x] I tan easily. (When I'm in the mood, yes.)
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. (I wish I had darker hair..)
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. (I've always kept dying my hair since 1st grade, and my friends from elementary school have never seen my natural hair color, which now is probably brown.)
[] I have a tattoo.
[] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces. (I've had braces since I was 6 years old. I got rid of them 3 years ago.)
[] I wear glasses/contacts
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday. (Not NOW.. someday though.)
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x]I'm in school
[x] I have a job (I do paper work for a friend. Yes, I get paid for it.)
[] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do/did my homework. (Almost..)
[] I've missed a week or more of school. (I've never been ill or anything for such a long time..)
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x]I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (With my friends, I always do.. 8D)
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment
[] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctorÂs office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x]I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles

Traveling
[] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've met... ]]>
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What would you do if..
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Sun, 26 Oct 2008 09:44:47 PDT

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I found this.. somewhere.. D8 Eh..

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...

.. A little boy would cry in front of you?
Would tell him to gtfo and go cry somewhere else! yahdahasf. No, I would ask him what's wrong and if I could help him.

.. You lose your cell phone at a mall?
Search for it and try calling to it.

.. Find a worm in your food?
Observe it carefully and then yell "There is a motherfucking worm in my motherfucking food!"

.. You got flamed?
I would tell them to shut up and that their opinions are crap to me.

.. You would be able to meet your biggest idol?
I would.. probably take it all easy and meet him, talk to him and hang out :> <3

.. Your favourite childhood cartoon character would become real?
I wouldn't care so much right now, but boy, it would be cool to have a Pikachu running around your town 8D ..

.. Your best friend would die?
No comments.

.. Someone offered you a big amount of money?
Thank yes of course.

.. Someone scared you?
Lol, what kind of question was that? I'd almost shit my pants, then I'd beat them up.

.. Your parents forced you to go to a camp?
I would probably go, 'cus I went to a camp once, but I had to go home, 'cus my braces broke and caused a major bleeding in my mouth ._.

.. Someone forced you to smoke or drink?
I would leave if possible. I don't want to smoke, and I prefer drinking in small amounts.

.. Someone bullied your friend?
Tell them to knock off and get the hell out of there.

.. Someone attacked you, and no one else is around?
I would scream for help and try to escape D8 You're scaring me, a lot.

.. I told you to now tag 4 people?
I will tag 4 people, because I'm in the mood, and other people needs to get.. tortured by this like I had to! Hahgahggaj! I tag:

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BATMAN!
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Sat, 25 Oct 2008 16:06:29 PDT

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I'm confused of this thing that the time changes. Gah. Confusing. Really confusing.

During the end of last week_{I think it was then oO}I told you that I won't be drawing/writing/uploading anything overall here. I did never tell you a really specific reason, else than school. It hasn't just been school bothering me. I've been working, and John agreed I could work during the week, since usually I have to work my ass off during weekends, which means I don't have any time to relax at all <_< So I've had like 1 hour to do whatever I want, then I've drawn and been online here. During the days I've been at school. After school I've been working. In the evening I've been doing homework, having my time off and then gone to sleep.. late. So I haven't slept very much. That must've been the reason why I really can't remember what I did last night.. I think I fell asleep watching TV or something. Yeah, lack of sleep. That's why I've been cranky and haven't felt good. A lot of stuff has been coming onto my mind. I even messed up a school work on Friday. Fail.
I went to the doctor on Thursday. My doctor told me that I have a start of some illness. Can't remember what it was now though. My brain is so slow. *Imagines the sticky thing inside my head, that's supposed to be my brain* <_< But no worries, I won't die. I hope.
I've gotten high on Energy drink this week! SRSRLY! And then I had to spend some of my money on juice for my Home economics-group. Damn you guys! You WILL have to pay back. The juice tasted like shit.
I've ignored Emil, ~GrandDiablo a lot this week. He apparently likes to disturb me when I'm working. Yeah. Asshole.

All my thanks goes to:
My friends,_{(they're many!)}for supporting my tired, confused self.
John, for making it possible for me to work during this week ^^ <3
Jesus Christ and God, in all their glory.

Remember to check if Batman is guarding you._{He's under your bed.}

- Nenne

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Bawww
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Thu, 23 Oct 2008 06:39:50 PDT

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Baww.

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Haha
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Tue, 21 Oct 2008 13:21:35 PDT

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I'm sorry for the not-so-intelligent Title of this Entry, but really, I'm going to talk about something.. well, to me, important.

As probably many of you know, I don't have such a huge amount of irl friends that shares same interests as me. That's the reason why some of my classmates/friends etc. has been teasing me about my hobbies.

And here's some advice to all of you, who have been harassing me, how to be POLITE and nice.

Behaviour is appreciated
Yes, sure, you may have your own opinions about stuff, but that doesn't mean you can go yell "DAMN I HATE YOU NOW, BECAUSE YOU HATE HORSES AND I LOVE THEM!!!11" That's just not behaviour of human beings. It's behaviour of APES.

Tell what you think, in a nice way
Of course, you have right to your own opinion, but that doesn't mean you can go say like "Wasting money on cosplay is SO unnecessary, since it's dorky and you have no reason doing it!" But yes, there are reasons to do everything. Yes, everything.

Don't force anyone to feel like you
No, I don't like horse riding, and I'll never do. It's unnecessary to force me to like it. The same with everyone. If they don't like some of your interests, you'd better be okay with that, 'cus people are different.

Embarrassing people is NOT nice
If someone tells you an interest/hobby that's very important to them, you shouldn't yell out directly "Hahaha! This guy likes this and that!" There can be secrets in interests/hobbies. You have a brain, use it.

Violence is not needed
It's not nice to punch people if they aren't of same opinion as you, but that'd be very obvious. At least for me, who has been punched several times because of saying my opinion.

And other people who are reading this, I don't direct this on you, I direct it at my friends/classmates who will be reading this. So please, don't flame me about this. I'm nicer that I seem to be here.

And yes, I've experienced everything of this I've written here, just because I'm interested in manga/anime/cosplay and I've always been more of a tomboy, not really girly. That'd say, I hate horses/pop/talks about looks. And that's what people have been complaining to me about.
I'm just me, okay?

I need to catch some sleep before going to school tomorrow.
^{I need to rest, 'cus I almost fainted at school today.}

Lots of love

- Nenne

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Mon, 20 Oct 2008 21:09:10 PDT

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Chris Daughtry - Over You is an awesome song <3

Just had to do something short, since I found it being annoying as hell to scroll down 500000 miles to comment on my dA.

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Yeah
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Sun, 19 Oct 2008 12:51:50 PDT

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I had to steal this from =Aozame-san because I love stealing stuff from her. Haha.

1. What does your deviantart name mean and why did you join this site?
My name means.. well, simply Kebabtroll. Is it spelled kabob? Gah.
I joined dA because most of my friends had a dA, and I wanted to upload my works somewhere.

2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
Ginga Nagareboshi Gin/Ginga Densetsu Weed
and now I'm so damn obsessed with BLEACH! <3

3. How many watchers do you have now?
19 .. T_T I had many more on my old account though..

4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA
3? There's so many D: Awh. Everyone.

5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
Both, of course ^^

6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?
No XD

7. What is your most popular deviation?
My self portrait 2. (It has most views at least..)

8. What are you favorite non-anime TV shows?
Um.. Big Brother 8D .. which I'm watching right now.

9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
Backgrounds, lol I suck so hard.

10. Summer or winter?
Ya rly, Summah!

11. Rain or Sun?
Rain, if I can be inside, just watchin' it.
Sun, but not too much elseways.

12. What's your favorite type of music?
Metal, Rock and Heavy.

13. PC or Mac?
PC <3

14. Anime or Manga?
I watch more Anime, but I like Manga too.

15. Coke or Pepsi?
CocaCola Zero.

16. Read or TV?
Read.
TV if I have a headache.

17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
Lol, pretty many.

18. Name a hidden talent
Eating/drinking things that no one ether will eat/drink.

19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
Traditional cartoons, since I'm such a sucker for those.

20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
McDonald's <3

21. What are top 3 favorite books?
Ugh.. so many T^T

22. Wii or Playstation?
Playstatiooooon ~
I think Wii is good too tough..

23. Name 3 of your favorite bands
Iron Maiden, Sonata Arctica and Aerosmith

24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
Fast.. too fast.

25. Do you like Denny's?
I just wish I'd know what it is..

26. What is your favorite emoticon?
T_T or :>

27. What is your favorite type of pie?
Applepie <3

28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
Umh.. even 32 hours..

29. Do you go on YouTube alot?
Depends on..

30. Are you a member on any other sites besides DA?
No srsrly, even checked the header on my journal?

31. Do you cosplay?
Not yet, but I will.

32. Fruits or sweets?
Sweets and some fruits.. grapes..
This thing is making me hungry.

33. Name 3 artists you admire
All my friends, lol.

34. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn?
Buttered and salted.

35. Have you skipped school?
For doctor check-ups and dentists.

36. Have you been on a plane?
Nooo T_T

37. Have you swum in an ocean?
No..

38. Have you been iceskating?
Yes, I've forgotten how to do it though, and I'm afraid of it.

39. Favorite vacation spot
My summerplace/our friends' summerplace and at home.

40. Ever been on tv?
No, and good that I haven't.

41. Favorite salad dressing?
BLARGHH! I hate salad dressing.

42. What do you do to relax?
Just chill out, reading something and listening to music or draw... ]]>
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RANT
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Sat, 18 Oct 2008 07:05:15 PDT

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Okay, now, this huge rant is coming up, gtfo if you don't want to read it.

On several oekakis I'm a member at, people have started having these weird dragon pixel-eggs. They've uploaded a bunch of pictures of these. Of course, they haven't drawn them themselves. They've just screenshotted their eggs, and then they upload them and go all like "CLICK AT MY EGGS OR ELSE THEY DIE!!!!!1111" and then, when one of their eggs dies, they start whining about it, crying, feeling emo whatever, and drawing dark emo-pictures of themselves, crying over their eggs. Haha! I found this being very pathetic. Come on, they're pixel art, not even drawn by you. They're not real. Besides, all oekakis I'm a member of requires pictures only drawn by you! I've told people about it, even drawn a picture on one oekaki, writing in the comment about it, but no. They just don't seem to be able to stop.
And then, the way they're acting. The damn egg-thing seems to brainwash them, since they start acting like it's the most important damn thing in the world. It's not.

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Damn. I so wanted to go to TsukiCon tomorrow D: (Their website is in Finnish by the way.) But I'm not able to go, since I don't have anyone to come with me D: Emil, ~GrandDiablo couldn't come, and my friend Gidi is in Tampere, visiting her granny. I just would've wanted to check out a con before cosplaying at one. Well, no can do.

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So, I went to sleep at 5.00AM. I really shouldn't be up so late, since I don't get enough sleep. I dunno why always, every single time I want to sleep, someone wakes me up, and always at the same time. 12.30AM.
So I got up, had my usual breakfast (I should start eating something else than Youghurt.) and then suddenly Mom demanded me to come with her into town D8 Nooo!
I still bought myself some new clothes, which can be used for cosplay <3

I'm not feeling well, and actually not even feeling to write anything more.

Thank you for reading this shit

- Nenne

HALLOWEEN-CONTEST!
^{By *Kebabtroll and *FlameCurry}
Three different themes
A scary picture
One of my or *FlameCurry's characters in a Halloween-costume.
Your OC or any character in a Halloween-costume.

Rules
- All entries must be drawn by YOU
- You may entry with both Digital and Traditional Art
- All entries should be sent to me or *FlameCurry by note.
- You may send in three entries, but you can only win in ONE theme.

Judges

The contest ends
31st October

Prizes

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