http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:KelilaQ&section=today deviantART RSS for by:KelilaQ en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 23:21:13 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/28764303/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/28764303/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 10:58:46 PST If you're interested, the name on it is Kit Devereux, and you can friend me. Yah, yah it's the name of my OC for Code Lyoko, but I had to use something that my family members would not recognize if they came across it, so Kit remains not Mary-Sue.
Updates there and for here and FF.net will probably become connected it'll be fun.
Yah, that's the epitome for bored housewife.

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/28749848/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/28749848/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 16:14:55 PST I've almost lost interest in drawing due to people's lack of interest also...
I mean really people, is it so hard to leave a "hey I saw this" comment? really? I do it pretty often and it doesn't take that much time out of my day... seriously.
Anyway, hopefully I can get my hands on some drawing paper, and I can start up a project people will actually like and I'll work on that so... yah.

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/27983144/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/27983144/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 17:55:45 PDT
So I'm writing about the next generation. That's all I'm saying.
I need more characters for the background and stuff. So, I would like to propose a contest... sort of, I don't know if I'll pick a winner and prizes, but maybe. Create a character to attend Hogwarts, or to teach at Hogwarts. If you know some of the future couplings, then you can become a child of them if you'd like. If you don't then steer clear of that and just create a person.

I want to know:
Name
Age (any age will do, but the main chars are 4th year, 6th year, and 7th year)
House or subject if you're doing a teacher
Short history
Describe personality
A picture and/or a physical description.

I'll be using all entries so don't give me a character you aren't willing to hand over the reigns to and not use in your own story.

Some rules:
No Mary Sues. If you're not sure on this one, then ask me and/or try out some of these:
[link]
[link]

Develop some story line, but remember that whatever you do will be handed over to me to play with, so keep it vague and don't get too attached.

Can't think of any other rules. So that's all, I guess try to pop something out by the end of the week. Try to put some effort into it, but don't agonize over perfection either. And you are not limited to just one entry, there's a lot of people attending/running Hogwarts, and if Jo can make up the names etc for most of them, so can I for mine.

LAV and have fun!

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/27582366/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/27582366/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 16:08:23 PDT
So my husband and I were leaving the Wal-mart parking lot. We ended up behind this lady who was driving slowly, kind of weaving, almost hit us... that sort of stuff.
So then we get out on the street behind her, and she jumps at the last second from the left turn lane into the right lane... sort of, the ass end of her car was on the line between lanes. Then the light turned green. Then the lady TURNED LEFT! From the right turn lane, after she had been in the left turn lane.
To top it off, she was a crappy driver because she was TEXTING. And she had a little girl in the backseat. She's gonna get her child killed.
And they think they have the problem solved by making it illegal for people under 18 to text while driving. It should be illegal PERIOD. In fact,texting shouldn't be available. I mean, really what's the point? To send messages discretely? If you have to send it discretely, then you shouldn't be sending one anyway.
Yah, I'm pretty pissed, thought I'd vent about that.

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/27544198/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/27544198/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 17:44:40 PDT But that's not what sucks.
My colored pencils and the case I keep them in, a seventy-five dollar value on sale, has gone missing. My husband is between jobs and all of my financial aid went to paying back and current rent, so I didn't get my own computer and new colored pencils. I did get my baby some clothes though, but that's pretty much it. And I really wanted colored pencils, and to get the baby more clothes. ;.;
Aww well.
Now I'm thinking about getting a job to get back that 21hundrend moneys. I hate working.

And I have the worst sore throat ever.

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/26926778/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/26926778/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 23:25:32 PDT But, more normal of me is I've started writing again, and I feel inspired to draw though nothing comes to mind.

Also, my baby is sitting up almost on her own. She doesn't know she can do it, so if you aren't right behind her, she falls over. ^.^

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/26207676/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/26207676/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 09:18:34 PDT Just thought I'd let people know that.
And she seems to be old enough to help me type... and I guess I'm not doing it right, she keeps pulling my hands away. She's smart, she knows she has to look up to find my face, I didn't think they could figure that out at this age... hmm.
But man is she spoiled, she wants to be held 24/7. Usually by me. We're breaking her of the thought that that's how life works.
I love my daughter... and also my husband.
And also, my baby fever is worse, not better. Thank goodness for the Mirana, it's harder to take out than it is to say, stop taking pills or poking holes in condems, so I can't give in and try to get pregnant again...lol

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/24173073/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/24173073/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 21:38:16 PDT
I'm taking advantage of my hydrocodone induced good feeling and typing this up.

Okay, so Saturday, I had gone to the hospital with false labor, and everyone got over excited and they all came up. Then we all went home, and I cried because I had had a bad week. And that was just the worst. I was in so much pain, mentally and physically. Then we played D&D that night and were up very late. Anyway, so then on Sunday, I was unhappy, but we got out and did some stuff, even though I hurt. We visited my mother-in-law, and I saw her kittens. They were cute. Then on our way home, I was in so much pain I made my husband stop us by my mother's just so I could whine and get some help keeping track of contractions and talk about how I didn't know the difference between real ones and Braxton Hicks. So we hung out there, I took a nice hot bath to get relaxed. Then my mom had me tighten my upper abdomen, the way I would be while I was pushing. Then I had a contraction. Then we waited, I did it again, and had another contraction. We did that for a while, then I was having the contractions on my own. And over the next three hours, they got closer together, and a bit more intense. And they do actually feel like menstrual cramps.

So about 10 at night we finally went to the hospital. They checked me again, and I actually had dilated another centimeter, which put me at 4 cm. So then, they moved me to my own room. My mom, mother in law and husband stayed with me. And we started calling people. Gradually, a bunch of my family that could made it up there, and my best friend came up and stayed with me. So then my contractions were getting closer together, and were very painful. The nurse asked me if I wanted pain meds, and I didn't want to rush them, because I've heard horror stories about epidurals wearing off too soon, and the half pain is worse than the full blown pain. So I told her no for a while, said I'd see how much worse the next few were. And I was tired from lack of sleep, and the coming hard labor. So I opted to take a hot bath for a little while first. Finally, around 5 am, I decided I really wanted to stop hurting, because I was trying to push, only I wasn't supposed to, so I was trying very hard not to. And I didn't want anyone to talk to me or move, because it hurt so bad, and just noise was too much. So they put a liquid in my IV, I don't remember what it was called, but it hit me after a second, and I got dizzy (good think I was laying down), then I felt goooood ^.^ I could still feel the pain, but I was high... so it didn't really matter, I could relax through them, and actually got a little sleep. My water broke some time in there. It was kind of gross, it all just gushed out of me, the slowly leaked out, and the nurse checked it. Then I was laying in a puddle of amniotic fluid. I think it might have broken after the bath but before the pain killers. But I remember after the painkillers that I passed gas (very common during late pregnancy, labor, and early post postpartum), and it caused there to be a bunch of bubbles, and I laughed because I was high. So the next hour, I got another one of those, and the next hour. But the third one wasn't as effective because my contractions were more intense and I was still trying to push a little. So I asked the nurse if she would get ready for the epidural during that one, and she said fine and had me drain a fluid bag, and I tried to doze a little more. When that was done, the had to actually call an anesthesiologist from his home because the one on duty... something, I was so drugged up and tired and in so much pain I don't remember, but he wasn't there. So I had to wait a while longer... thank goodness he hurried, because I was already dilated to 9 cm by then, (the goal is 10 cm, for those who don't know). So then they put in the epidural.

I had to sit up on the edge of the bed, and everyone else had to leave the room except my husband. I think they might have gotten rid of the dirty pads that I had broken my water on. I braced against my husband, legs around him, his arms on my hips, and my arms on his shoulders. The doctor... Stephens, I think it was... was preparing, and he said I was going to arch my back out and push against where I felt the pressure. I had to suffer through a few contractions while he sat up, and they made me pee... ;.; but it was ok, I didn't pee on anyone, and it was only a few trickles that got soaked up by the bed. So then, he was ready, and he had me push against the pressure, only I couldn't really because of a contraction, so we had to try again. Then he got it in... but it was in a vein, so he had to pull it out and do it again. And finally, they put me on the epidural drip, and I went numb immediately. I got back to laying down, and people were... ]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/24133029/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/24133029/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 16:29:45 PDT
Anyway, Olivia was born April 6, 2009 at 9:38 am after a 11.5 hr labor. It was tiring, but now I have a little girl. She's 7 lbs, 4 oz, and 17.75 in long. And she only cried until her daddy said hello to her. Then she stopped. And she still does that. She's a big daddy's girl. I'll be uploading pictures soon, but I really need to go feed the baby now... later.

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/23283814/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/23283814/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 06:05:29 PST
Also, my kitten gave me a little love bite on the cheek. He has sharp teeth, and now it hurts... and itches, cuz I'm allergic...

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/23000259/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/23000259/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 10:53:26 PST There are two hospitals in town, and I don't know which one to give birth at. And I have a month till I have to choose and pre-register. I know it seems far away, but this is the shortest month of the year, and it goes by fast, I have a bunch of things to do before then. If I put off the decision, I'll have to make it rushed and last minute.
Anyway, hospital A is younger, but has more of a hospital-like atmosphere. It has the better NICU, not that I want to have to think that that might matter... The rooms are bigger, and have jacuzzi tubs and a sleeper sofa for daddies. The nurses were very friendly, then again, they had nothing better to do, as there were maybe 2 filled rooms, and one woman who thought she might be in labor getting checked on. They also have a nice cafeteria. All of labor, delivery and recovery happen in the same room, on the third floor. The elevator ride made me dizzy, and the parking was really bad.
Hospital B is older, but they just spent a lot of money remodeling. They have averaged sized rooms but I didn't get to see them. Because they were full. The poor nurses didn't actually have time to show us around, but they tried to be friendly, and accommodating, giving us a number to call to set up some other time. In the last 12 hour shift they had delivered 15 babies, and 5 more that morning and it was only 10 am. And at least another one was born while we were there I'm pretty sure. The waiting room was kind of small, but at least it wasn't as shut off as the other one's. They have a huge cafeteria, also very nice, with tons of choices in food. I don't know about sleeping arrangements for the dad. About half the patients in the maternity ward shared my OBGYN even though he said he didn't have a preference... The parking also sucks there too, but they have valet parking, so you don't have to worry about finding a parking space while trying not to give birth in the car, and your husband can go in with you...

So I don't know really which one to choose. A has the convenience I need, as they also have a WIC rep who will fill out the paper work for you so it's not a hassle, and also the technology I hope I don't need, but B seems to be preferred (which really speaks volumes), is nicer, and is where I was born. I honestly don't know which is better. Perhaps the tour of B will be more enlightening. But I don't know when I might be able to go. hmmm

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/22759803/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/22759803/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 13:00:04 PST Anyway, my second trimester passed okay, with just some movement, and a little confusion as new stuff started happening. I had to call my mother up at work all the time (she's had the experience, 4 kids of her own...) asking her if I was supposed to be feeling this. She and my aunt answered all my questions and told me lots of stories about what they went through. So with almost daily assurance that my pregnancy was perfectly normal, I began to just relax, and lay around because I could feel the baby move more when I wasn't moving. For Thanksgiving, I had my first bit of heartburn. And I wasn't prepared for it. I had never had heartburn before, but I knew what it was when I got it, just like I knew what a baby moving felt like when it happened. The problem was that I had eaten too much too fast, icky feeling. So then heartburn slowly became more regular... so far though there is no set food that gives me heartburn, just as long as I don't eat too much at once, and I don't eat anything before bed (hard because I'm almost always hungry then) I'll be okay. So I officially hit my third trimester a week or so ago. With that came the need to test for gestational diabetes. I had to not eat breakfast, go into the doctor's early, drink what I think was an orange soda with extra sugar, wait an hour and then have my blood drawn. Also I needed a RHOgam (Not really sure about the spelling there) shot because I'm RH negative, and no-one knows my husbands blood type. And his parents are willing to blame the state of Texas for that. Because it isn't required by law to have blood work and a physical here when you get married... but seriously, his mother should just know his blood type, it's one of those good parenting things... ya know? Anyway, I needed the shot on the chance his blood is positive and the baby's is too. After she's born, they'll test her and if she is I have to ha... ]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/20732396/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/20732396/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 21:00:59 PDT
I don't actually know who reads my journals, but if there's anybody I don't know personally who's been wondering where I am, and why I haven't drawn anything I've promised lately, You should be reading this.

So my friend got married in early August, and I was a bridesmaid, so I was kind of busy. THEN I found out I'm pregnant. AND, my husband and I have saved up for our own place, so we've been busy looking at and applying for apartments. But that took a long time. Now, my aunt and uncle need something to do with their old house after they move out. But it's not ready to be sold, needs new kitchen cabinets and paint so they can sell if for more money. SO, they're going to rent their two bedroom house to us for 450 a month plus utilities. It's actually a great deal.

I've also been working like crazy because school started and all the kids can't work during the day, but I can. And they can't seem to understand I can't work seven hour shifts every day dealing with stupid idiots who cant read a fucking sign that says what items are acutally on sale and make it through healthy enough to deliver a healthy baby. But it's also fucking impossible for my husband to find a job that would pay 10 bucks an hour so I can't just quit... And I can't cut my hours back because those assholes at Sonic won't give my husband more hours, because recently he had the flu and couldn't come into work, so they decided he must be a lazy jerk who doesn't deserve the hours.

So, to shorten that. I've been a hella busy. Very busy. And I've had the absolute worst morning sickness that lasts all day long. ALL day. And I can't keep anything down. But anyway, yah. And actually since I've been pregnant, the inspiration to draw has sort of just... faded away. I can't think of anything. And any sort of commissions I've been on or projects I've had going on... I can't envision anything. All I can think about is baby clothes, and showers and cribs, carseats, swings, etc.
Oh yah, somewhere in there, I turned 20. >.> <.<

But whee!!! I'm gonna have a baby!!!!!

So I'm hoping for the sake of the people I've made promises to, that the no drawing phase is really just a phase and I will soon be able to get some good pictures out. I hope. I don't think I'll ever just come up and say I quit drawing, it's in my blood to draw... so I'll keep at it... and hopefully I'll get out some good stuff, soon. If only something great in one of my interests would come out, (like a new Zelda game, or a Harry Potter movie, or something Code: Lyoko related... or a really great fanfic about one of them...) I could probably get out a picture or two. (Sir Caliber, that means you must get out some new chapters of your fic, yes, I have been reading it still, just haven't had time to review.)

Also, Ys: the Ark of Napishtim is the best PS2 game ever. period. Buy it and play it. Now. Pregnant lady says so. (Means you have no choice).

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/19342476/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/19342476/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 19:41:19 PDT
]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/19036010/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/19036010/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 09:52:53 PDT
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and alot of the songs fit with the setting

Opening Credits:
Snow White Queen, Evanescence (creepy movie?)

Waking Up:
Know Why the Nightengale Sings, Nightwish (I feel inspired first thing in the morning?)

First Day At School:
Bailamos, Enrique Iglesias (love it, but it doesn't fit, even remotely...)

Falling In Love:
Deep Silent Complete (live), Nightwish (ummm....okay, it fits)

Fight Song:
In the End, Linkin Park (wow, really fitting)

Breaking Up:
Like You, Evanescence (apparently, it makes me really depressed...)

Prom night:
Passion and the Opera, Nightwish (song's about a whore... it fits for prom, I think.)

Life:
We're Going to Ibiza, Vengaboys (No, I don't wanna be a bus driver all my life, so I guess it fits)

Mental Breakdown:
Haunted, Evanescence (Perfect, I think this song IS about losing your mind)

Driving:
Amaranth, Nightwish (Ummmm.... if this was the original version, Reach, I'd say yes, you better be reaching out to God while I'm driving... O.o, but this one... not so much, still a little bit...)

Flashback:
Astral Romance, Nightwish (I'm beginning to think I might have died back there at the breakup)

Getting back together:
Despre Tine, O-Zone (Yes, well, it makes since, makes me sound desperate, it fits)

Wedding:
Mr. Bombastic, Shaggy (Ah, yes... honeymoon night indeed)

Birth of Child:
Ya Soshla S Uma, tATu (no, I don't get it, unless I'm giving birth in Russia and it just happened to be on. Now I'm going to sing that when I do have kids...)

Final Battle:
Breaking the Habit, Linkin Park (I was going to ask what kind of final battle, but now I know)

Funeral Song:
10th Man Down, Nightwish (I died in that there final battle)

Final Credits:
7 Days to the Wolves, Nightwish (Fitting, since I died in the end... always remember to live life... that's what this song says.)

Okay, I'd watch it just to see what tATu is doing in the delivery room... And to see who's stalking me in the beginning opening credits...

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/18669293/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/18669293/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 19:58:59 PDT
I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/18577530/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/18577530/ Fri, 30 May 2008 13:43:13 PDT
See, I got married May 16. And we're still looking for a place to live. We stayed with my mohter in law for a while, and they have dial up, so I dind't even bother getitng online. Sorry.

But now I have a job at Hobby Lobby, where I get a 15% discount, so we're staying with my grandmother, and there is internet again.
It shouldn't be long before we save up enough to put a deposit on an appartment, so then there probably won't be much internet in the transition, and depending on how much we're acutally making and how much the service is, we may not get any for awhile, I don't know.

But hey, for now, I have internet and a husband, and a job, and a discount at an art store, and nothing to worry about. ^.^

I haven't felt this not-stressed in a long time.

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/18205197/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/18205197/ Tue, 06 May 2008 23:36:57 PDT
Huh, imagine that... and most people freaked out over the name of the dog being Tramp... or mishearing Lady's nickname, "Pidge" (short for Pidgeon" as bitch... and there's SEX!!! Completely missed... wow Now, I have to watch it again.

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/18076577/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/18076577/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 19:02:05 PDT Who cares? It’s not about you anyway. It’s not about a stupid society. Anybody can get into college, so why would I regret not doing something everyone else has done? Oh. The experience is it? What would that be? The drinking and drugs and parties? Or the redundant education? Or maybe it’s the attacks and rapes. Yes, that’s what I’m missing out on. Poor, poor me. I’ve missed out on being sexually molested yet again. I’m not giving into the temptation to become and alcoholic like millions of others, like my great grandfather. Poor me for not dancing my guts out and getting so high I don’t remember a whole month of my life- as if I need more memory problems. Because I need to write more papers on useless topics such as what I want my job to be instead of going out and getting it.
Because getting married and having kids is the end of my life. That’s right- so let’s put it off for as long as possible because I should discover who I really am. Because in high school I was too busy learning new things in class. Isn’t that what we’re told? And college will get us ahead in life, teach us who we are. Just do like everyone else so you can become and individual. That’s right, little robots.
Wake up. If you’re in school just for the experience of for some job that really only requires some training and natural talent like acting or singing or putting on make up get the fuck out of the way of people who actually want to learn a job that requires years of schooling and training like being a doctor. They need to room, the money, and the concentration. And here’s all these other people sucking up grants and having parties so that they can be in school for nothing. Stop making life so hard on yourselves. Don’t listen to a stupid society.
So what’s the relevance? College doesn’t have a point. It’s not for everyone, and it shouldn’t be treated like it. So I quit. I’m sick of all this and I just want to get married, get some sleep, get a job for fun, get pregnant, and get on with my life because there’s more to life than being in school until I’m thirty.
Do I care if this is off topic? No. I just want people to see the extent of a mental breakdown caused by stress from a fucking school. Yes, it’s a mental breakdown, yes I’m stressing, yes I’m snapping at people who don’t deserve it, and yes there’s depression and contemplated suicide. And is there anything the school can do about it? No, they are the cause of it. Just let me get out of this alive and leave me alone.

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/17992828/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/17992828/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 13:54:08 PDT And now, a few days later, the same person is mad at EVERYONE!!!!!!!! All I can say is when the fuck did this happen, and why wasn't I told. I didn't even get the message, I had to call someone, then write someone, then I finally go someone to email me the note that everyone else got. And low and behold, something else has happened. Go figure. And now, because I never know when something is going on, I'm in trouble for never being there for this particular person as well.
And so, I'm potentially losing a really great friend I really love because I missed out... again.
Okay, now I'm done focusing on myself.

To the person who knows who she is and is so angry and hurt. I'm so sorry I always miss out and never know how to help after the fact. I wish we could be in contact more. I can't tell you how sorry I am. I honestly do feel your pain. I wish there was something I could do. Please let me know if I can actually help... or something. I don't wanna loose a great friend like you.

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/17814635/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/17814635/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 13:40:44 PDT To make it seem really real, if this is passed, CC's Boogey Dancing can be taken by anyone, unless she registers it... or someone can steal Canti's The Enthusiast. And we couldn't do SHIT about it...
ummm.... here's the thing. <.<

JUST SO EVERYONE KNOWS. IF THIS BILL IS PASSED I AM REMOVEING EVERYTHING FROM DEVIANTART AND USING IT LIKE I DO MY MYSPACE ACCOUNT, SOLELY FOR KEEPING IN CONTACT WITH FRIENDS.

PDF Info: [link]

LISTEN AND READ THIS FOR MORE INFO:
[link]

Don't let the Orphan Works Bill Pass! Or you will lose rights to your work as artists!!

Basically, all the work that you do, all the copyrights on it will be VOID.
Quote, "if Congress passes this law, YOU WILL LOSE THE RIGHT TO MAKE MONEY FROM YOUR OWN CREATIONS! [...] Our government is NOW WORKING AGAINST US by allowing our own citizens TO STEAL OUR CREATIVE WORKS" (Simon, Mark).

Protect your rights and let your voice be heard! If not, and we do nothing, the bill will be passed by this summer

WRITE to the government! : [link]
REPOST this and let others be known!!

sorry the Links don't work. here's the interview.
[link]

and I got if off this journal, he has working links.
[link]

By the way, guys read the Enthusiast, you'll love it.

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/17500112/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/17500112/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 20:36:26 PDT
And now, I must post this.

Her dad was a drunk

Her mom was an addict

Her parents kept her

Locked in an attic

Her only friend

was a little toy bear

It was old and worn out

And had patches of hair

She always talked to it

When no one's around

She lays there and hugs it

Not a peep of sound

Until her parents

unlock the door

Some more and more pain

She'll have to endore

A bruise on her leg

A scar on her face

Why would she be

In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear

And softly crys

She loves her parents

But they want her to die

She sits in the corner

Quiet but thinking,

"Please God, why is

My life always sinking?"

Such a bad life

For a sad little kid

She'd get beaten and beaten

For anything she did

Then one night

Her mom came home high

And the poor child was beaten

As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly

Grabbed for a blade

It was sharp and pointy

One that she made

She thrusted the blade

Right in her chest,

"You deserve to die

You worthless piece of crap!"

The mom walked out

Leaving the girl slowly dying

She grabbed her bear

And again started crying

Police showed up

At the small little house

Then quickly barged in

Everything quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly

Opened a door

To find the little girl

Lying dead on the floor

It must have been bad

To go through so much harm

But at least she died

With her best friend in her arms

A child dies every day from child abuse.

And if you have an ounce of pity in you for Auroura (the little girl),

and you hate child abuse with a passion,

just repost this


And now I will go cry.

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/17291857/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/17291857/ Tue, 11 Mar 2008 18:52:19 PDT
O.o I can't imagine all the stuff that I'm going to have to catch up on. But I have long bus and car rides ahead of me. So, I'll be drawing and writing a bunch... probably, so there should be a lot of stuff to look forward to.

See you then people. LAV you!

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/17001426/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/17001426/ Thu, 21 Feb 2008 22:36:40 PST
I'm also hoping to expand my art in general. I want to draw more than fanart, and I also want to do more than draw people...

Things I'm considering doing:

My original comic I'm working on with my fiancee, called "Dysfunctional" -- I'm not sure if I'm ready to commit to keeping track of this because of my grades, but I think I'll get started anyway. I'm also workng on a novel (which will be accompanied with illastrations by me) with him, and we may start on that too.

Some Harry Potter fan stuff, like continuing my fanfictions, and adding some more to it, and drawing to go with it. It will all be "after the war" type things, and therefor filled with spoilers, so be forwarned. I'll mark them all DH spoilers (or as much as that as I can fit in the title).

More Zelda. Because I just can't help it. ☻

Code Lyoko stuff.

Maybe, just maybe, I'll post my ancient and now refined to something decent Digimon stuff. Maybe.

However, I usually go on random kicks, and will be obsessed with one thing for a while, and neglect all other things, then just as I'm starting some big project on that, I change my obsession. Ocassionally, I get depressed, and stop doing anything related to living (short of breathing and sometimes eating) all together... But those are my general fandoms for fan art.


Cheers! ♥♥♥♥

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/16349758/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/16349758/ Thu, 10 Jan 2008 20:10:39 PST So, I have to whore off a friend to post work... but my friends love me, so they let me do that. Hopefully I can put up pictures often, but school is starting soon, and I need a job...

My fiancee said that for a chick flick, The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants was actually pretty good. I agree, it was cute. Now it's late at night, and I have nothing much to do...
I'm feeling in a bit of a writing mood... Maybe some Zelda fanfictions are in order... I've gotten my timeline theory... theories... in order a bit.

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/16137617/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/16137617/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 11:34:25 PST My fiancee got me a leather jacket to match his... it's very soft.
I've finally polished my Zelda Timeline Theory.
My fiancee and I are looking at the most recent Nightwish tour. The closest they'll be is Denver, CO... but the tickets are cheap, and his car was totaled, a good excuse to get a new one... so we're thinking we might go... course, the date it very close to our wedding, and i might be taking finals at the time, but it's something to hope for... ^.^
My New Year's resolution is to get some pictures posted. My grandmother has a scanner, and I'm staying with her between semesters, and on weekends, so it should work out. You people hold me to my promise... make me post... please don't resort to violence... I'll cry.

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/15894369/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/15894369/ Tue, 11 Dec 2007 18:24:40 PST
So... since I'm listening to it... I love Nightwish, and Annette does an amazing job at the old songs (even though they are low quality live recordings I'm listening to). I like remakes sometimes. I also love Tarja, but the singer doesn't acutally make the band. As long as Toumas writes the music, anybody could sing it and it would be good. He puts his heart into what he writes, and you can tell.

Sorry about the rant, I had to put it somewhere. I don't have an accout at You Tube, so I can't leave my comment there among all that arguing about who is better, so I had to say it somewhere.

So, Christmas comes in time for me to have no moneys... darn I'm sorry my friends, your presents will be cheap...

Well, Merry Christmas anyway.

]]> ~KelilaQ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/15646267/ http://KelilaQ.deviantart.com/journal/15646267/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 07:55:01 PST So anyway, it snowed yesterday, and I spent 12 hours... or probably more... watching a TV show. It was a marathon of Forensic Files on CourtTV. Very cool. For a while there they had a theme going. All the episodes were about poison in some way or the other. There were even a few where a crime didn't actually happen, it was cool. Anyway, I'll quit rambling, and work on drawing, since this is an art website... maybe I can figure out how to make my grandma's scanner to work, so I don't have to wait until I have the money to get my own... which will take a long time. Oh, didn't I just say I'd be done rambling? Sorry.
I'm off to spend quality time with my fiancee at the mall... hahahah...

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