I got a lot of stuff to do for the Christmas exams, but I am only worried about one exam in general, but I am sure I will pass the class, even if I only just pass, which is all I am concerned about. This is a hard class. My goal, if I pass, is to next semester get a full letter grade higher.

Besides that I am doing good in classes, I am very busy, a lot of papers. I am just relaxing today, or until I go into work later today, and then spend the time after work working on a very easy essay. I will be working away on it, then editing, and stuff like that. I ill then do a very small paper for my painting class, and get ready to pass in that profolio. Um, then my English Thoery class, the one I am worried about. And then my Irish Lit class, which I know I will get at least a solid B on. ^^ I'm happy with that.

Um, I am currently Inking a lot of art work. A lot. I did some new character designs and stuff, which has made me really happy.

Lets see, um, well my new DA laptop bag has come in! And I love it! SO pretty! And the key chain I got it with is amazing! I am in love. I needed a new bag very badly, so it is great to have it.

I will have to make an ID picture with my bag, cap hat, and shirt. All bought from DA's store. Boughten from over the years! Hehe!

Also, for those who don't know. I completed NaNoWriMo. That is right. 50,000 words written in 28 days! Woot! My mom says I am crazy, and even more so while writing. haha, I was very emotional. It was stressful, but I am very glad that I did it.

Wll it is extactly halfway through the month. A lot has happened.

Such as National Novel Writing Month, which I feel like I am ready to just give up on. I got everything done ahead of time, and now, I have a bunch of prof's who decide to add a bunch of stuff on, leaving me struggling for relaxing time, and writing time.

My novel is not turning out liek I'd hope, even for a first draft, I am not extactly liking any of it. And well, I am finding myself very distracted for the last two weeks.

I have discovered this amazing fanfiction author by the name of LavanderGoddessV. Check out her website. [link] She's a Dragonball Z writer, and she is damn good at it. All Bulma and Vegeta stuff, but with a lot of deep themes interweaved. She is very talented. I can't even begin to explain how excited I am by them. They were my first DBZ fanfic's, and damn, they are amazing. Best fanfics I have ever read. Check out the Surviving Together Triogy! They are actually being fan animated into a series of flash cartoon episodes. Very intense.

Besides that I have seen my bestest best friend ~DreamCatcher16 twice this month. Which is awesome! We live in two different cities, so it is great to hang out with her. And last night was a hoot!

Well we re-watched Zombieland last night. And brought twinkies. YUP! We decided that we'd wait until the end of the movie until we ate them. Right near the end she needed to go to the bathroom. She got up, and ended up stepping on my twinkies. YUP. She felt really bad, but I have never laughed so damn hard in a really long time. Then when Zombieland was over, we started to watch Dragon Ball Z, which she has entirely on DVD...I think. I'm sure she does. Anyway, she started to pin-point out stuff in the series about Bu;ma and Vegeta, because I am sure the creator simply put them together JUST to shock as many people as possible. When I was little and my older sister and I watched it together she told me that they got together, I was convinced she was lying to me.

Anyway, it was a blast! I had lots of fun. And I can't wait to have another night like that soon!

So I got enough commissions from people i know in person to pay for my new phone. One of which was a professional logo, which is just need to ink and digitally color. It will be the logo for our local writing club. Whee!

And with my dad's help he got me a new phone. Off Ebay, but my dad is like the Ebay king. He wants something, he can and will get it. I'm a little freaked that he has gotten me a Blackberry. I'm a Student, wtf will I need with a Blackberry...but hey, its a phone. Hurray~!

I will have it by the end of the week, so I am happy that I will have it then. I miss my old phone though. I felt very attached to it, and I hate cell phones...

Also NaNoWriMo is going good so far! I have written over 3000 already!

YUP! That's right, some jack-ass stole my cellphone. And I have been all over the place getting things fixed. The big deal is, this phone, IS my phone line. I have no land line. So I need this cellphone back!

The good news?

The phone has been blocked, so the bastard who stole it can't use it anymore. And if they bring it back to the store for this to be fixed, they will be caught.

The bad news?

Changes are I'll never see it again. And to replace it, its going to cost me $150 dollars. Which as a University Student who is pretty much broke, doesn't have the money for that.



So I will once again be offering Commissions. Digital or Colored Pencil. $10 for Colored Pencil, and $15 for Digital.

I will also be excepting donations of any kind, which will be rewarded with a thank you chibi or doddle based on the amount you donation.


Donations can be spent to my paypal hidden_away_haven@hotmail.com

Sent me a note, or comment here for Commissions. Or email me with above address.


Thank you!

Haha, well after years of trying to figure things out whenit comes to Cerro and Kiaira, I have finally figured out that they will have a little girl named Yukiya.

Named after Cerro's deased mother. Awww's.

I seem to like to name my character's kids after dead family members. Oh well, it works.


That is all.

Oh, wait! Also NaNoWriMo is starting up this Saturday, so basically I will be dead from DA for a month. Sorries! But wish me luck!

I have an essay due at 1PM tomorrow afternoon. It is 11:20PM and I have 350 words of 1,200 written. It is an easy essay, but I am putting it off. I even did my dished, took out the trash and recyling. Ooohhhh!

well just a short update I guess.

I'm hungry. But I will eat when I get to 800 words.

I am happy! Which is a surprise. Haha.

I love my job. The world might explode, sorry.


I guess that is all.


P.S I want a new avatar....

Edit: I 300 words left! hurray!

Whee!!!!

I'm very hyper at the moment and excited. I have so much stuff planned in the next few weeks. I have a lot of half pieces of work done, and I plan to upload them in the next few days. ^^ Hehehe!!!!

This includes Chinma art. Which means my chinchilla people. With lots of cuddles and awww moments.

I am also working on a story story, that is random, and very long. I can't wait to get through to the interesting bits. Heheh!

My midterms are starting tomorrow and will be running until the end of October. There is no exams, just papers, which I find is better. I am glad that is the case, i do much better if I have more time to get my thoughts on paper. I can't wait to finish up my art stuff. I had a lot of fun doing landscapes, and tomorrow we have a male nude model coming in. I am nervous, but very excited. I will scan some of my stuff...if I can get it to fit in my small scanner. Hahaha. I hope it doesn't rain tomorrow.

Its raining to day, but started after I finished my first class. Which isn't fair, I didn't bring my umbrella...it makes me sad. Oh well. I only have three art projects left for midterms. Two which will be easy. The other one is too, but it will take more time. I am excited to be working with pastels. I just learned how to really use them, which has me excited.

I am also working on the new chapter of D.O.T's. Which will be completely in color. I will be starting this once midterms are done...but once November begins I will be concentrating on my novel for National Novel Writing Month.

Also I got mentioned in the school paper! For my writing. I am very excited. As was my fellow Frederiction wriing club member. Also my room mate, ahaha. How cool is that?
[link]
Its not online yet, but the printed copy has it. I will scan it perhaps before I put it my bulletion board. I have a lot to do in the meantime. I haven't started my Halloween costume.

I'm going as a Tonberry! The little monsters from the Final Fantasy games. Hehehe! I am happy about that.

In other news, I have one chapter left in my Novel The Sea and the Wolf before I am complete it! And the dreaded editing and scene adding is to be added. Hehehehe! But I am so happy to be done th emain part of the writing. Two years since I started it in Decemeber. The second or the first I think...don't actually remember. I just remember that it was a few days before I went on my fist date with my ex. And Yes, I actually remember the date...how sad is that, considering we hate each other. We can't even look at each other without him looking like he might murder me, and me running and hiding in fear.

Not really, but he does glare. Its hard when we go to the same school. He's glaring at this moment too. I hope he still comes on this site too, and read this. If so, Brian, back off! I doubt it. LOL.

Anyway, that is all the update I can give at this time. Bye all!

Edit: So I haven't updated, and I don't know why. So I completely the challenge, at 4:30AM in the morning. I started at 9AM the day before. So in total I completed it in 19 and 1/2 hours. Which was nice. I will update tomorrow at dinner. A warning in advance...by 1AM my drawings got very slobby. One eye on the forhead, the other on the chin slobby. Hahaha.



So for those who don't know, its a world wide challenge. For a grou of people in communities to sit down together and work on a graphic novel for 24 hours straight, and by the end you should have a fully completed 24 page comic book.


That's right in two hours I will be sitting in a room full of other comic fans, working on a comic book! Ark! So excited! I have been looking forward to this since Thursday when I found out about it. I'm even going to be at the hotel an hour early to make sure I have a place. I feel so pro! Hehehe!

It seems no one got my 23,000 view. Oh wells. Isn't the first time. ^^


Anyway! I am working on a new Web Comic. I am very happy with the plot, but I realize I am not the greatest artist. Which makes me worried about the comic itself. It has a lot of action, fighting...and ass kicking.

I see it in my style however, which makes me feel a little worse about it. I like the plot a lot, and I plan on working on it more. A project for the school year, since my life is painfully boring.

Hahaha. I guess if anyone would want to work on the web comic with me that would be good. A good close friend probably, but I'd hope it would be someone that could get a page out a week at least. Unless important things came up. But once a week otherwise. Ot every two weeks. Something like that. Ark...

Anyway. I am very excited, because I have been wanting to use this character design for a character for a while, and now I have the perfect setting for her.

Her name's Shilo, and the best way to discribe her is she is a living humanoid ball joint doll robot who could kick Neo's ass. Not really, but everything before Neo.

Oh my, how silly it sounds outloud. Hahaha

Thoughts?

Free commission for whoever gets a screenshot of my 23,000 pageview. ^^

Hurray! Four years, and nearly at 23,000 views. I feel very honoured.

Thanks all! I love you all!

I am so happy! I got the job I wanted. It isn't as many hours as I would like, but it will look great on my resume!

I can still look for another job too, which will be good. I am very happy!

It sucks. But i get more rest, which is something I do believe I needed anyway. I haven't seebn sleeping, which is probably what caused me being sick in the first place. Now I am getting the rest I need.

Which is good because my older sister is visiting tomorrow. Not looking forward to that.

In other news, I got a new hair cut and coloring. I will share a photo when I am feeling better. For now, I must get better.

EDIT!!!!!!!!!!

I just realized that without realizing it I have made one of her two hair fantasies come true. I HAVE SAKURA KINOMOTO HAIR! OMFG!

...I don't quite see the point however.

I've been at it for two days and already I am so bored with it. My room mate talked me into getting one because its 'good for writers'. I got it, and thought it would be fun to update during National Novel Writing Month. But I don't see the point.

Its like, hey this person is writing something in a 300 something character space, lets read what this strange has to say. Honestly, like anyone cares of a complete strange has to say....

I'll keep at it for a few more days, just to see what is going on, but I am not impressed.

For thoses that care: [link]

I have free time today and all Friday and the weekend. So!


Three free Art Requests!

First three to comment on this journal will get an art request free! I want to draw that badly, haha.

Alright, so rules

PG:13, which means no sex. Sorries.

No child and adult relations.

Um...no others I guess. I will do nudity...but I warn you, my naked men suck.


So come on, whee!

Well the commissions completely blew. Which left me yutterly bored and broke until my loan comes in next week.

Besides that I finally have all the boxes in my apartment thrown out. I am relaxed for now, and am getting ready to attent my classes for the day. I'm waiting for the bus at the moment. I'm bored needless to say.

Besides that I have finally decided on my NaNoWriMo novel, and I am going to work on the chapter guide today between classes. Its dorky, but it was inspired by Miss Meyer. For those who know me, know what that means. Or I hope they do anyway, haha.

I have a lot of writing to do still the Sea and the Wolf. I only have three chapters left to write, but that leaves a lot of writing and editing. (Shivers)

Also I have a new scanner/printer, and so I hope by Friday I will be getting around to posting the ton of stuff I haven't updated yet. In advance I am sorry for making people's inboxes explode. I will also be working on my painting and drawings. Thanks to my TWO art classes. A painting and Drawing and Sketching, which I hope it will make it approve.

I got my tablet ready too. Hurray!

Anyway, what does everyone think of the name Breeze? Not for a real person, but a fictional character who everyone like her is also named after nature like things. So, what do you all think of the name? Honesty please. (glomps)

Alrighty, well I am back in Fredericton and I start classes Wenesday night. And I am bored out of my mind. I need something to do.

So I will be doing $5 commissions. Anything you want for $5. I will just about do anything except backgrounds for this price. No child porn of course. But just about anything else I will do.

My payment method is paypal or money order. Prices are to last straight through to Friday.

Like I thought....

Well this has been an interesting summer...I found things out I didn't know about myself. Such as my mother never told me that I am Autistic. She says that I was never formally diagnosed with it, but my family doctor was positive I am when I was little. It does explain things a little bit better about myself, when I think about it I guess I do have some symptoms. I had problem communicating, and I was in speech therapy until I was 12, and started it when I was 4. I had problems in getting into interests that other had. I know this is true. I hated everything everyone else was into. I’d listen to a group because all my friends were into, and I would really sit there and just think, ‘God, I hate this music.’ Then once middle school hid I kind of said fuck it, and listened to whatever I wanted. Even today my mom tell’s me my interests are just freaky.

Somewhat anti-social, but not completely. They say that people who do have this are limited to their social outings. Which is true, there are some places I go and I just don’t feel comfortable. And I’m not talking about parties and stuff. I mean in clothing stores, big restaurants, car lots. Just some places where you do have to interact and have strangers looking or talking you to frightening me to death. If I don’t have to socialize on a large scale outside my friends I am a happy camper.

My parents always use to tell me how I use to live in my own world, and that I would blank out randomly in the middle of a sentence. Some friends can tell you how I will still do this. I will be in the middle of an angry rant and it will go like this. “OMFG I hate that little bitch can you believe that she….” I blank out for a minute and I stop and then speak again. “What was I saying?” They always tell me how I would always be off into my own world and they would need to physically turn my face towards them and poke me to get my attention. Which is another sign of Autism.

And tantrums. Well all my friends can tell you how I take tantrum’s. Especially when it comes to my family, I always rant and rave about them, and am pretty calm when I talk about others who upset me. And I don’t know about this, but I have French-Hands. Which means I use my hands to talk when I am explaining stuff. According to my own research, people with autism are more comfortable talking with their hands, rather than just speaking. They say that they feel naked without it. I don’t know if that is just me or it is a sign, but I cannot talk without my hands, I feel naked and uncomfortable with not using my hands to talk…
One thing that makes me feel better is that they say that Autistic children have a terrible time using their imagination for play. I have to say that is not a problem I have. I have a problem with turning mine off.

And for other problems I have begun to get severe pain in my legs, mostly in my ankles, and now I am a little worried because my mom put the idea into my head that I have juvenile arthritis. Arthritis does run in my family in my family, and it is doing nothing of my nerves. I am talking to my doctor first and seeing what I can do. My mom has listed all these things I can do to help, and I honestly don’t want to so any of them. I have to start eating berries, because they have anti-toxicants. I hate berries, I have to force strawberries down my throat and I hate it. I feel like I’m gonna throw up every time I eat a berry. Another thing is I have to take a whole shit load of multi-vitiams, which I feel like I am already doing, but now I have to add a whole bunch more. And I am going to have to get acupuncture. I have a fear of needles. I suck it up when it comes to blood tests and flu shots, but I can’t stand them. And just the thought of them all in my knees and legs makes me want to puke.

So you can all see this had been a bit of a poor summer for me. I find myself even more self-cautious than I was before and now I feel like an old woman, disparate to stop my body from aging and getting worse. And I’m only 21!