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I don't think anyone is on here anymore, but just in case; this is now a semi-dead account...Because, I am now with the WSC! Yay! A bunch of kids at my school said "SCREW CONFOMITY" and started a creative writers club at school. My job? Organize everything online and make it pretty, which I kind of did. There's just one piece there now, but check it out! We've got some talented people in our little group, so it's going to be a really cool experience.

Tata!

K

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18842451/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18842451/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 17:51:22 PDT
ANYways, I can't get onto my internet, so I haven't abondoned anyone, I just can't DO anything.

Going to play with Maverick now, as I luv that darned dog SO MUCH.

I lub joo, Mavers.... as he mawls my face. There is dog spit on my face....ALL IS RIGHT WITH THE WORLD AGAIN. XD

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18693507/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18693507/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 08:34:21 PDT
Happy dance.

Oi, though. Doctor says I am just as bad as last time, though you couldn't tell because my meds repress my emotions. So, I literally have to force myself to cry if I have to. And if I need to let something out, well. Anger is the only way.

OH joy.

But I can stay home. And sleep. And play with the doggies. So all is good in that department.

Um, I made my first WMP video for Psych class. I shall put it on YouTube and frighten you all with my lack of computer skillz. Mwahahahaha.

Nighty night........

..........zzzzzzzzzzzzz.......

WAIT. I'm not DONE yet.

Right, ClearNightSkies is having her first go under the knife. She is having a knee operation and won't be able to walk for three weeks. So go and offer your support because she needs it.

Great thing is though, we're BOTH dibilitated and can keep each other company! WOOHOO for good timing, yo.

So yeah. Go and um.....say hi. She'd appreciate it.

I've also made a wicked new friend whom is my older male counterpart. It was HILARIOUS.

"TYRANOSAURUS REXES IN F-14!!! RUN AWAAAAAAAAY......."

"Tacos."

"You've got the little people, too?"

"I am cow, hear me mooooooooooooooooooooow......"

Oh, huzzah for mates for they are funny. Squee.

NOW I'm going...

Or AM I.

No, I'm seriously going now.

Toodles.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18657948/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18657948/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 07:46:39 PDT
The only thing that's keeping me awake is MSI being blasted directly into my ear lobes. Thank you Mr. Urine and TK.

Argh..... My mum is totally flipping out because of the return of the clud (it's my metaphorical saying for the mental fog that clouds my head when I get really depressed which only happens when it's BACK.)

Eye isn't bothering me as much as it was yesterday, just a tad annoyed thank GOODNESS.

Syd's coming up....whoopie. Usually I'm off the wall....Not this time.

I'm happy, but not nearly as eccstatic as I usually would be when the fur-ball comes up for a visit.

We lizards are not good when we are depressed. That is when we
think about pointy things and world domination most...like in gym class....Oi, that was thrilling. And distrubing. It involved a cuboard and endless amount of pointy/sharp knives and some insane laughter. Mwahahaha.

GET ME OUT OF HERE BEFORE I LOSE IT.

Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease........T_T

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18640074/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18640074/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 06:50:45 PDT
I HATE THIS PLACE.

I seriously thinking about getting out of here and just staying at my dad's place. It's abondoned all afternoon and morning, so it's not like he'd show. And if he did, well. Let's just say the emergency room technichines would be baffled how a bread knife got stuck so deeply inside his intestines.

Also, the only class that I actually fit into is giving me hell and now, I dont' exist. OH joy.

Someone kill me now. Please. I'll PAY you.

Oh, snap, is someone going to get it. I apologize ahead of time to the random bystander who is going to get their nose broken. Badly.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18611205/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18611205/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 13:45:31 PDT
But they're getting more VIOLENT. Last one, Zelda got decapitated. The one before that, one guy got nearly decapitated and the girl in it went on a killing spree with an axe after he died.

Yeah....I scare myself sometimes....O.o

Tis all. Now bugger off.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18573159/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18573159/ Fri, 30 May 2008 08:17:35 PDT
GAH, I am SO glad I can almost get out of this hell hole.... Summer break is like....um....12 DAYS AWAY. WOOT. Endless slumber, junk food, frolicking and merriment for two blissful monthes of splendor.

I feel poetic, can you tell?

Hmm. Nothing new. Just tired....-_-zzz

Humf dum dum.....Random jibber jabber....

The sky is bluuuuuuuuuuue....A lovely huuuuuuuuuuue.....

The wall is.....white? And my lunchbag is bluuuuuuuue and amy shirt has bluuuuuue on it and my jacket is bluuuuuuuue and my pants are bluuuuuuuuue and my shoes are bluuuuuuue.

....

I wear alot of bluuuuuuuuue. XD

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18542141/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18542141/ Wed, 28 May 2008 11:09:28 PDT
ISH. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Being evil is FUN. Weeeeeee.....

Syders is gone....AGAIN. I swear, I'm going to be mentally damaged by her having to leave all the time. ;(

Weh. Oh well. Oh my, I am singing tonight. I'm nervous. What if I suck? I don't think I'll totally die, but STILL. I don't want to disapoint anyone...I have expectations to fulfill.

Oooooooooh.......giddy giddy.

Going now to um....Do stuff. And crap.

I'm boooooooored. And sick. Life sucks sometimes. Tata.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18522457/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18522457/ Tue, 27 May 2008 06:19:08 PDT
*insert implosion*

HUZZAH. My writing is finally being recognized! Weeeeeeee......

And editor...of the entire arts! That would be wonderful....and even after a skip! Geez!

Still feel like crap, as the "black cloud" has hovered ever so near lately, but this news makes me feel a tad better. Which in the ratio of a healthy, regular joe, is HUGE deal.

Gosh, what should I do for my first ol column? What if I don't like the writing team? What if....GASP.....What if Superman comes to visit?! GAAAAAAAAH....

Cool, though. I'm pleased witht this. I HAVE POWAH. HUZZAH. Fear my WRATH, losers.

AND I GET TO BE MEAN. I decide what gets in to the newspaper and if the person I don't like comes in, well....It's payback time.

Unless it's good. Then I'll put it in. FOR A PRICE. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Power. Is. GOOD. Meheeee...

Going to "work" now.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18499160/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18499160/ Sun, 25 May 2008 18:09:43 PDT
In 15 years, I've never actually felt like killing something. This is both distrubing and wrong, yet at the same time, entertaining. Just to prove how fucked up I am.

I have been verbaly abused by this man in the past. I have been harmed, had my animals threatened, have had my mother's happiness blown to fucking bits by this person. And today, was threatened against in the most horrific of ways.

If I didn't talk to him, he'd force me to by using the law.

After having a minor break down (as I am used to getting sudden bad news) I asked my dear friend if I could temporarily crash at her place for the day whilst I get my thoughts together. So, after a nice day of video games, X-Men, gardening and having farting competitions, headed home with my mother.

Who told me my psychologist would think it's best if I see my fathers desperation and send him an email.

ARE THEY FUCKING HIGH ON FUCKING DRUGS?!? NO. N.O. NOT IN A MILLION FUCKING YEARS.

After all this fucking shit, they ask me to see if I can spare some COMPASSION. I actuallly LAUGHED when my mother told me.

Hoooooo.....they thought I was screwed BEFORE this....Think AGAIN.

Now, if you'll excuse me, I have to go shoot some innocent bystanders as they are breathing and this fact pisses me off.

Good day to you all.

(Note: You guys are cool, therefore, you shan't be random passer bys in my head. Except for the people I REALLY hate. Yes, die idiots, die. Mehehe....You're right, Tri-Kun, violence is FUN *has totally lost it*.)

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18452651/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18452651/ Thu, 22 May 2008 18:31:21 PDT
They have taken over my garage....And won't let us leave the house in the morning....There are three of them....and all EVIL.

They are....THE DAMNED SQUIRLS. Whom I call Foamy, Daxter and Cynders. They're cute and Daxter lets me pet him sometimes. And Cynders has taken refuge in our garage now. It is very funny. My mom is freaking out and I'm having a laughing attack.

I'd be much more descriptive but I have limited computer time.

Toodles.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18435121/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18435121/ Wed, 21 May 2008 17:11:59 PDT
Hoo hum...

PUPPEH IS COMING BACK. YUS. There shall be much MERRIMENT. And high pitched squealing on both of our parts. Because it's just what we do.

THE CLOUD....TIS BACK. Noooooooooo......

Mini relapse. Hopefully this one doesn't last as long as the last one, but it's been going on for a bit and I'm getting a tad anxious. But then again, I'm always anxious so it could be nothing.

WWII sucked ASS (which is obvious).

I like the colour blue.

It rained again and I got soaked. Weeee......

It's the ER season finale and me mum is going to be watching it. So I shall be left to ponder by my lonesome about....things....like what does the inside of your nose look like....Because I don't have a mirror the right size to see it myself. Oh well. T'will be one of lifes many mysteries.

More random info....

I lost twenty pounds in a week (I was one sick puppy, mates.)

Um....

Ninja's wear black.

I lack an MP3 player.

Uh....

Yeah.

Now go away and eat some exploding lampshades. They taste like ketchup with marshmellows on top. Nummy.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18420658/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18420658/ Tue, 20 May 2008 18:34:56 PDT I dun wear watches, mate.

2) What's the brand of your rubbershoes?
....say what? If you mean rubber boots, I got them from Walmart.

3) What's the brand of your cell phone?
....I lack one.

4) What's the brand of your computer?
Antec

5) What's the brand of your bags?
Um....Sobeys?

6) What's the brand of your underwear?
La Senza

7 )What's the brand of your flipflops?
Guess, yo. Courtesy of my mum.

8 ) What's the brand of your wallet?
Uh....something really old.

9 ) What's the brand of your perfume?
Roots Spirit.

10) What's the brand of your shirts?
EVERYTHING.

11) What's the brand of your car?
How am I supposed to know? It’s not even my bloody care.

12) What's the brand of your shampoo and conditioner?
Pantene Pro-V

13 ) What's the brand of your body soap?
Dooooove. It smells nice.

14 ) What's the brand of your sunglasses?
I don’t know, they were given to me.

15) What's the brand of your jeans?
Gap

16) What's the brand of your laundry soap?
I don’t do the laundry.

17. What's the brand of your lotion?
What lotion?! There are a gazillion different kinds of lotions. SPECIFICS, people.

18 ) What's the brand of your toothpaste?
Um...Colgate.

21) What's the brand of your milk?
I don’ t KNOW. Whatever’s cheap and one percent.

22) What's the brand of your jacket?
I have many.

23) What's the brand of your tv?
Um....Sony, I think.

24) What's the brand of your dvd?
Why such randomness?!

25) What's the brand of your digicam?
Nikon. Which I can’t find and that makes me sad.

28) What's the brand of your socks?
There’s nothing on them.

29) What's the brand of your favorite toy?
NINTENDO. WEEEEEEEE.....


31) What's the brand of your lipgloss/lipstick?
Covergirl. When I wear it.

32) What's the brand of your nail polish?
OPI. When I wear it.

33) What's the brand of your mp3?
I don’t have an MP3 player...

34) What's the brand of your water?
The amazing Tap.

35) What's the brand of your favourite corned beef?
What the hell is corned beef?!

36) What's the brand of your favorite drink?
Cruuuuush....yum.

37) What's the brand of your mouse?
Logitech.

38) What's the brand of your make up?
Cover Girl. WHEN. I. WEAR. IT.

39) What's the brand of your facial wash?
Spectro Jel.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18404675/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18404675/ Mon, 19 May 2008 18:34:52 PDT
Anyhow..... Yesterday, was creepy. It was a play by play of Zelda in every possible form. I was on a farm helping out. I was sent to do chores, I was determinded to finish my quest (people are stupid and buried a mini fence which I saw as my duty to dig up....it was a personal goal. Don't bother me.) There were animals, wide open fields, forests, monsters (IN THE FORM OF BEARS AND RACCOONS) rescue missions (making sure the baby birds and mum were ok....They just hatched on Thursday....cute little bald things) and the like.

But the thing that still haunts me to this very HOUR.....

After my long day at the farm with my family, I was dropped back home where my moms boyfriend was visiting. After hanging about downstairs for a while, I decided I should hang up when I noticed something written his shirt.....that scared me almost to TEARS.

".....does that ACTUALLY say Ganon?"

"Why, yes it does. Why?"

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!"

I ran yelling to my room with the whole Ganondorf theme song ringing in my ears....It was TRAMATIZING. Now I'm just waiting....WAITING for some ugly monsters to come and kidnap my mother.... And then, with my trusty (yet VERY annoying) bird, go off and save the day.

So yes. That was my day. But other than that, it was a wonderful day.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18397084/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18397084/ Mon, 19 May 2008 10:55:27 PDT
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most
2. Make them answer the following questions
3. Then tag three people. (If you so choose to. But I will because I am EVIL. Mwahaha.)

1) How Old Are You?
Lucy:....tweeeeelve.

2) Height?
Lucy: Tall enough...
Healius: Tiel!

3) You got any bad habits??
Lucy:.....picking uponmp.
Healius: Camen up too nike.

4) You a virgin?
Lucy: You are a bad person to ask a child this. Therefore, death is your punishment.
Healius: ?

5) Who's your Mate/Spouse?
Healius:....mate? Damayon?
Damian: SHE'S NOT MY GIRLFRIEND. I HATE HER.
Lucy: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Fool. You dig your own grave.

6) Have Any Kids?
Lucy:.....no.
Damian:.....No...anymore stupid questions or shall I waste my time elsewhere.
Healius: Fanon! Ee is my baybeh birdee.

7) Favorite Food?
Lucy:....I do not consume nutrients.
Damian: Venison...anything fresh from a hunt.
Healius: Snow!


8) Favorite Ice Cream flavor?
Lucy:.....*twich* Strawberry.....yes, Daddy likes strawberry and I shall too...
Damian:.....what is this bull !#%#......
Healius: ....I know nut.

9) Killed anyone?
Lucy:.....a list would be required....
Damain: As many damned Chimera as I can.
Healius: WAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAA........

10) Hate anyone?
Lucy:.....all you pathetic creatures.
Damian:....all the Chimera scum.....and my clan....those traitors....
Healius: Tamur...

11) Any Secrets?
Lucy:.......
Damian:........bugger off.
Healius:....shh?

12) Love Anyone?
Lucy:.....Father....
Damian: NO.
Healius Dayman! Daymean!
Damian: NO YOU DON'T.
Healius: Us.
Damian: F#$K YOU.

13) Tacos?
Lucy:......no.
Damian: You're just as strange as the Chimera.
Healius:....um......

14) Ever slept in all day?
Healius: Nope! Up!Up!
Lucy:...at times I feel myself becoming more Condemed...I need not further lose myself as I am so very close...
Damian: Whenever I can.

15) Eye colors?
Damian: BLACK. NO SHUT IT.
Lucy: Blue....almost Navy.
Healius: Tur.....quoieez....

16) Hair?
Lucy: Gold.
Damian: White.
Healius: Turquoieeeez....!

17) Fat/Average/Slim?
Lucy: As a youth, I am not supposed to care of such matters.
Damian:....what are you getting at, scum....
Healius: Um....average? Me say! Me say!

18) Rain, sunshine?
Damian:......rain. Now can I leave?
Lucy: Nothingness.
Healius: Sun is nice.

19) Pool, Beach?
Lucy:.....if I felt joy in it, the beach I suppose. Father spoke of the beach once....
Damian: Beach. I seriously need some Vitamin D....guh...
Healius: Beech.

20) Camping, staying home?
Damian: What God damned home?
Healius: Home......I miss home....
Lucy: I have no true home.

21) Dog, Cat?
Lucy:....I like them both.....so affectionate even to my claws....
Damian: Whichever tastes better. But dogs can hunt and are good resources....
Healius: Fuzzy.....yes.

22) Believe in aliens?
Lucy: I sense no wrong doings from the sky....therefore, no.
Damian:.....haven't heard that word for a long time. Didn't we worry about those things like, over a thousand years ago?
Healius: No, no. They are not.

23) What do you do to relax?
Healius: Play with Fanon in the snow!
Damian: Hit things...
Lucy: Speak with Lucifer. He is a good Butterfly.

24) Car or Ship...?
Healius: Boat!
Damian: That's because cars have been useless for a long time, idiot...
Healius:....Day, no nice.
Lucy:....walking or flying are my preferences. But I suppose boats host more people, and therefore more sins...

25) What is your job?
Lucy:....
Damian: I'm a hunter.
Healius: Weave!

26) Any unusual things about you?
Lucy:....if black arms and large claws are not strange to you, then now.
Damian: I'm albino.
Healius: Can't talk right....voice box small....air is bad.

27) Boy or girl?
Healius: Girl.
Lucy: Girl.
Damian:....I'm a MAN, not a stupid boy.

28) Favorite Place?
Healius: Snowy woods.
Lucy: Anywhere dark.
Damian: No.

29) Do you like pancakes?
Lucy: They are enjoyable occasion.
Damian:....not really.
Healius: Hard to get, but num.

30) Last words?
Healius: Bye!
Damian: Bugger off.
Lucy:....see you in Hell.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18366660/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18366660/ Sat, 17 May 2008 12:12:26 PDT
Took Syd out for a wee trot when...WHOOSH. I'm all wet. Hehehe....She had a good run and is not having a snooze.

However, I'm still a wee tad annoyed for her eating my icecream yesterday, and today turning off the computer right in the middle of a good long, well written journal. So I'm rewriting it to the best of my abilities. Haha.

ANYhow, someone GENEROUSLY donated all the items I was questing for! Just like that!!! So I'd like to thank TheWorldGoesRound for her kindness and pity towards my dream avi. Thanks so much again!!!

Feist is on the radio, Maggie's on my shoulder, Misty and Syd are asleep, it's nice and grey out.....what a wonderful day...

Safe for the fact that I'm going to "mouring" a dead person.... Two of my second cousins planted a memorial garden for their passed mother (my great aunt) and we're going to this fancy-smansh pub. Where their burgers are made of VENISON.....blech.... Poor Bambi.... :'(

Hoo hum.....rainy rain rain....How I love thou....Now I'm gonna go and clean myself up for I am very dirty thanks to th psycho dog dragging me around....in the sand....what was wet.....and muddy. Toodle pip!

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18348425/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18348425/ Fri, 16 May 2008 08:50:10 PDT
SYDERS!!!! YUS!!!! ParTAY. And she's just as insane as always!!! WOOT. AND I'm going out with my mate for a bike ride and icecream. And THEN I can play with de FURBALL!!!! WOOHOOOOO......

Fun time...... And we're gonna watch a documentary on serial killers in Psych.....which is gonna OWN. And then push Ronnykins around in a wheel chair for charity (She's not actually in a wheel chair...it's for MD and since she's our gym teacher....well, might as well have fun with it). FUN.

K, I'm hungry and I wanna eat now and watch South Park. Even though it makes terrible fun of us Canadians, it is a hilarious show and I can't stop watching it.

I'm so very, VERY weak....XD

EDIT:

You're mission, should you choose to accept it....XD

Right, after weeks of creative struggle, I have FINALLY found my dream avi for Gaia. Problem: I need, like, 35k.

The items I need:

9,743 Autumn Glory
14,863Gold Enchanted Strings
4,150Gold Egyptian Gold Anklet (right)
4,150 Gold Egyptian Gold Anklet (left)

SO VERY CLOSE. So yes. If you feel nice, it's towards a good cause: me looking pretty pixalated. XD I have no life and thus, nothing better to do that ask for virtual cash. I sadden myself sometimes....

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18333199/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18333199/ Thu, 15 May 2008 08:46:00 PDT
I asked him out and he didn't say NO he just "doesn't like dances like that". Well, he could have told me that the FIRST time I asked him....though it was semi formal....

Bwaaaaargh.... A little bruised, but nothing to bad. Oh well....I'm still inviting him to my house warming party....whenever THAT'S gonna happen if EVER....I understand me mum's embaressed about the state of the house, but good lord, we're 15-16 years old! We don't CARE. Gaaaaaah....

And then Cara is like...."YOU ASKED HIM WRONG" blahblahblah.....

Well, she should know.....she's pretty, had a wicked relationship, has lots of friends, isn't made fun of......*sigh*

Ah well......maybe it's just not meant to be? Who knows....

I'm just tired of being lonely all the time is all....

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18316183/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18316183/ Wed, 14 May 2008 06:21:59 PDT
Blah. I feel all jittery due to the fact that this is the last week to buy tickets for our big ol boogie next week....And I still lack a date......-_-''

Yeah....BUT IS SHALL ASKING HIM TOMMOROW. For my horoscope looks good that day and I need all the help I can get.

Urgh. And my PS is STILL on the fritz. Dangit, the whole dang system is new and it's already giving me trouble. Well, not alot. But I was really looking forward to making clouds (Clear showed me how to make them and it looks really fun.....)!!!

To add to my woes, we're studying the Holocaust. Ugh....I feel like barfing. And some idiots in my class are of German descent. Ok, that's fine. They're not bad, but like everyone else, there are always some bad apples in the barrel. And they're like "Oh, they started a church. Blahblah blah. We repented."

Gimme a break. You can't bring back to people you shot in the back of the head and killed just because of their heritage. So don't give me that crap. RAAAAAAAH they make me so MAD.

Grr.....sorry for the rant. But it just drives me CRAZY that they can sink so low as to say "It wasn't their fault" when you see pictures of dying Jewish people with some smiling Nazi by their side. It makes me sick....

I salute all of you who stood up to your "superiors" in the past because of their wrong doings. You may have lost your lives which is a horrid thing, but you did the RIGHT thing and probably saved the lives of a few innocents by you not joining the cult.

I hate this danged school....We're all like "EVERYONE'S ACCEPTED" and crap like that....And then they go and make snarky and REALLY mean comments behind my back just because I'm not flipping Catholic (again, nothing against this group of people). And then there are all the racist comments by the TEACHERS to the darker skinned students (and I mean BAD....N WORD bad...).

Yeah....and my mum tells me off because I have a grudge against conformism and what not....

I wish Syd was here....she's not racist or discrimatory....And she "talks" to me in her own special doggy way....

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18277012/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18277012/ Sun, 11 May 2008 16:38:54 PDT
Guess what I was nagging myself to do but never did......

Guess what my mum's not to happy about.....

I.Freaking. Didn't. Make. Her. A. F#$@king. Card. For MOTHER'S DAY. Some daughter I am. Bloody HELL I feel like shit... Hence the guilty little upset orange dude at the bottom.

MAN. And the worst thing is, I actually FORGOT most of the time....And when I REMEMBERED and REMINDED myself, I didn't hop to it. Which makes me feel worse.

Hell, I made my DAD a card. My f#$@king ass of a FATHER.

I just wanna crawl under a tile and die.....

The only reason I'm not making one AFTER the fact is because the damage has already been done and....well, it'll look pretty bad.

BUT I shall make her the BEST one she's EVER gotten for her actual Mother's Day. I need a plan....Urgh, I HATE feeling shitty when I shouldn't have to and I BLEW IT. Straight through the roof. I MUST REDEEM MYSELF. I've gotta...Things are already tough enough and I don't need a hurting mother to add to my list of issues....

Right! THIS IS VOW. I shall seriously make the best thing I've ever made in the HISTORY of EARTH. And I'm really going to try. Like, REALLY try. Now I'm determind and tired and depressed and guilty and numb and mourning and crap like that. GOD F#$KING DAMNIT.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18264303/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18264303/ Sat, 10 May 2008 21:32:47 PDT
Also having SEIZURES. Three in a row. GAH. I need to double my dosage when I get home or tommorow....and monday....I'm SCREWED. Mum'll KILL me. I just hope that the guy I'm pursuing doesn't find out that I'm....techinically, not really INSANE but mentally...."unstable". Grr....

I watched the credits for Twilight Princess and I just BAWLED. I got that game....well, write after it all began to fall apart. Or at the beginning. It was an OMEN, in every form. The entire story line was.....was almost like MY story....except so far, mine doesn't look like it's going to end so well. Specially with the whole Midna thing....Geez, to think that she's such a relatable character is scary....Specially due to all the crap she's been through...replaced, degraded, heartbroken...decieved.....it's very disturbing to me....I wish it didn't have to be, and that's what makes it so sad.

I totally wish my life wasn't so angsty. I am NOT an angsty person. I HATE angst. Star Wars was a FAB movie, but the newer ones made me secretly CRINGE. Urgh...Bloody HELL I need my meds so badly....Luckily I have Mav and Dix so it'll all be ok....

I'm so cold....

And a word of warning; beware the paper butterflies.

That is all.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18222998/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18222998/ Thu, 08 May 2008 07:16:10 PDT
So, our school one a dance. Good thing? WRONG. Well, not really, but STILL. I almost threw up when we one because NOW I want to go ask out the dude I LIKE to the DANCE. AAAAAAARGH.

Emotional turmoil SUCKS.

So, AGAIN, I'm going to feel like puking everyday until I FINALLY get it straight and ask him out. And if he says NO, then I'll have to deal with rejection, low self esteem.....MORE emotional turmoil.......Rawr. Why can't we just a sexually reproduce....WHY?!?

Oh, and I might have seizures. Woohoo. Fun.

But it's not really BAD, it's more like, unknown neruological brain activity that causes me to have almost MINI seizures. Weird though.....At least I know what it is when I shake and what not....AND IT MAY PASS WHEN I GET BETTER. YUS. Happy DANCE, yo.....

So......um.....any boy advice would be nice......? (I'm looking at YOU TK and Clear......I'm looking at YOU. Also Kage for he is a boy and can share the secrets of the male BRAIN. MWAhahahahahahaha.)

Once again: ARGH. ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH AAAAARGH.

Stupid...penises....XD

Humour and drudgery really DO go hand in hand. I thank Shakespeare for teaching me that.

Time Until Big Day: 13 days
Asked/Hinted: N/A
Answer: N/A

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18208649/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18208649/ Wed, 07 May 2008 08:42:56 PDT
FIRST of all.......HAVEN OF OMEGA. Dun dun DUUUUUUN.

Ok. Everyone's like THE END IS NIGH. But what happens AFTER the "end" of the world, hmmmmmmm? Do we REALLY get whiped out? Does our planet ULTIMATELY die? OH. Deep. Yes....So yeah. So, like, a thousand years later from now...or close to, I dunno....There's a person who's like....This sucks. So she here's about this Omgea (greek for End...last letter of the greek alphabet...Sorry for lack of caps, I be lazy. Ish.) Haven that apparently has not been affected by nuclear radiation, toxins, global warming and mutation. So she goes off, and what not. And yeah.....Sounds like crap here. I need to work on my prolouge makings. NEXT.

LIZARD KING. YUS.

So, Mercury. It's hot. It's far. AND IS COVERED WITH EVOLVED LIZARDS. Intelligent too. Yay. So, every 1000 years, it is up to the next in line for the throne to conqour a world...planet....thing. So, yeah. It's been a 1000 years and the prince dude is OFF. For Earth. To free his lesser evolved bretheren from their prisons...IE tanks and what not. So he comes to earth disguised in a robotic human suit....Thing is, it's one of a chick. So he looks like a girl. BUT HE'S NOT. And it's just...RANDOM. And Marvin's in it. ANd Marvin's COOL. And a huge NERD. Hahahahahahahaha. Still ALOT of work to do. OH well.

I'M OFF.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18163710/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18163710/ Sun, 04 May 2008 11:41:38 PDT
Yeah, tough weeeeeeeeek......GAH. I don like people. Human contact SUCKS. Safe for the random people whom I like. Wee. Um, yeah.

I DON LIKE THE FREAKING GROUPS AT MY SCHOOL. THEY DON LIKE ME. I don't even KNOW them and they're all like.....I dunno, mabe it's because I'm not Catholic of SOMEthing....Maybe. They're just not very nice. Even that farm kid looks at me funny! Hey! Don't judge! I'm a FARM hand. I'M JUST AS EQUAL AS YOU ARE, YOU TWIT. *sigh* Why must I be surrounded by such idiots....?

Me mum also believes I've been surrounded by the bad peoplez. Since kindergarten. This makes me TRES sad.....

Also makes me question who's my real friend or NOT. Ever since I got sick, those whom were twits started to ignore my existance at school until I was like, in a mental insitution and those who just actually CARED called me. You know, emails aren't the most siginifant form of interation. I wish sometimes there was no internet. Gah......

Well, I'm all "ranted" out. At least my dream discriptor says that the downfall of my enemies are iminent. I love Karma sometimes....

Later...-_-;;;

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18112974/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18112974/ Thu, 01 May 2008 06:21:01 PDT
To all those people who've thought they could get me down eventually, congradulations. You're cruel words have accomplished their goal.

You're all right. My clothes are boring. My writing sucks. I'll never be able to draw well. I'm ugly as sin. I can’t sing. I’m an oblivious moron. My mother caused my mental issues. I don't have issues. I'm a big baby, is all.

To the anti smoking club; you're all right. I'm weird. I deserve your looks of disgust. Your taunts when I'm at my lowest. Ignore me. Because the horse is dead and it's fun to poke at, right? And it's dead so it doesn't matter, right? Yeah. Woohoo. First prize.

All those years of put downs? Well, Miss Positivity has lost her crown. Someone else can have it. Crow Woman, maybe. She's always happy. I'm just sorry I let her down is all. Or TK. She might not think so, but she's mighty positive. She didn't give up. I'm not worthy. She is.

What else...Oh yeah. Nothing. Because I am nothing. You were all right.

And so, since I'm nothing and invisible, there's nothing more to write. Because, afterall, you have to exist to function.

Good day.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18074795/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18074795/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 17:22:32 PDT 1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Freckles
(...I don't KNOW. But I'd probably say something positive even if it sucked...I guess....)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Never Ending Story
(As a writer, I AGREE with this. And well, it's kinda true, I guess. I'm ALWAYS changing in certain ways.)

3. What do you like in a girl?
Tidus and Yuna Theme
(HATE the song name, love the song. Compassion, deepth, sophistication, looseness. There we go.)

4. How do you feel today?
Waka Laka
(WEEEEEEEEEE Hype song.....I dunno what the HECK they're saying, but it's a cute song. And it's HAPPEH. Ahahahahahahahahahahaha....I'm fairly happy today which is SHOCKING So it FITS.)

5. What is your life's purpose?
Moonlight Shadow
(To get shot on a Saturday night? To pull through? To listen to whispers of trees... To listen and understand, I guess.)

6. What is your motto?
Field of Innosence
(It's the story of my life...riches to rags.....*sigh* Pass the prozac, will ya? Basically, cherish what you have. It could be gone before know it. ESPECICALLY your childhood....Well, the good parts.)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Drop the Bomb
(I'm hyper? )

8. What do you think of your parents?
Dream a Dream
(Because they shall never be. Complicated, but it works. Because they DO make me scream, and they were just a dream together.)

9. What do you think about very often?
Casey
(......depressing stuff and how religion SUCKS. No offense, but so many people have got their brains blown out due to what they believe or have blown out the brains of other because of what they believe. See the pattern?)

10. What is 2 + 2?
Final Fantasy Song
(I don't remember what it's called. Sue me. I don't know how this added up...Maybe because I think really into depth before before I answer (for the most part)?)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
We Are the Champions
(IT WORKS.)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
DDR Mix (from the first DDR on PS1, starts with a J I think)
(he makes me haaaaaaappy......and juuuuuuuumpyyyyyyyy.....and smiiiiiiiiiiiiiilyyyyy......and siiiiiiiiiiilllllllyyyyyyyyyy)

13. What is your life story?
Memories of Light
(because all my happiness is but a memory and it's always BAD. MAN that was depressing to summarize.)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Bumble Bee
(.....um......buzz?)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Let Go
(Because I always feel the burden gone of life when he's around. He's just so niiiiiiiiice....)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Braveheart
(AI, SCOTLAND. Because I be part Scotish and medival ROCKS.)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Must be Dreaming
(Because even in death, it is what I shall be doing.)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Sanctuary
(Trying to get away? Escapism RULES.)

19. What is your biggest fear?
Dark Chi Theme
(I fear my dark side......she's scary and MEAN. Also humanoid robots with issues. THEY SHALL TAKE OVER.)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Castle In the Sky
(Uh.....Don't get it, but I love the song. Maybe there's something in my miiiiiiiind.......that's hiiiiiiiding....)

21. What do you think of your friends?
Lord of the Dance
(Because we like to GROOVE. They're also pretty and make me feel calm. Ohm.)

22. What will you post this as?
Random Evanescence Orchestral
(.......NO.)

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18054930/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/18054930/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 12:51:09 PDT
"Oh, but I though she was a girl!" I am.

"A HUMAN girl." WRONG. I'm a lizard in a human suit.

"ZOMG." Indeed.

That's right, FEAR MY COLD BLOODEDNESS YOU PITIFUL MAMMALS. YOU STAND NOT A CHANCE.

And I am not only a LIZARD but a LVL. 23 WHITE MAGE LIZARD. Who is WISE.

"Aaaaaaaaah don't eat my brains...." That's zombies you idiot. And we don't turn INTO zombies, so those Resi Evil people will just have to keep using people as test subjects. SUCKS TO BE YOU.

No, we turn into magical flying pieces of toast that shall grant three wishes. But no "I wish for more wishes" wishes. Those are the most aggiatating of wishes. For it is a LOOPhole wish. And LIZARDS cannot grant loophole wishes. Otherwise, we will actually turn into zombies. Which would be bad. So NO MORE WISHES. Three is good.

PREPARE YOUSELVES, MAMMALS. AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

.......

.......*flicky tounge*.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17987486/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17987486/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 06:38:39 PDT
I MISS SYDNEY................ MY PUPPY, COME BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK.......WAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.............*major SOBness*

My singing, dancing, evil puppy...........OH the ANGST of it all.....and I HATE ANGST (as my life has always been full of it).

Now I'm sick, and I'm sad, and I want to puke, and Sydney's gone, I miss my dad (though I can't see him because a) he's being the biggest ass known to human kind and b) it would be TRES bad for my mental health), I WANNA GO HOME.

But Gemma's back and that's a good thing. And her stuff makes me happy because she's creative and funny and nice to a noob liketh me. Huzzah.

Now if you'll excuse me, I must smash my head against a brick wall.

(Syyyyyyyyyyyyyyders.......my poochy friend......)

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17917378/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17917378/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 19:14:33 PDT
NAME MEME

1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name)
Uh.... Elizabeth Ilackamiddlename

2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Will Idunno

3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Silke
(Cooooooooool)

4. DETECTIVE NAME:
Blue Hawk

5. SOAP OPERA NAME:
Um...again, personal...So, J.M. HA. Foolish mortals....

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The Green Crush (XD)

7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
Kebo
What am I, a dog?!

8. GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, fav cookie)
Chocolate Oreo
Real scary, eh?

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)
Maggie Misty Kita Powers

10. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume/cologne, fav candy)
Root Peaches
Um....where's the smex apeall?

11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
Brandy Creek
HA. THAT'S funny.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17846541/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17846541/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 10:42:50 PDT Boy, where have you been?
I missed you.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.......

RE. FUCKING. LAPSE.

I can't BELIEVE this. I really can't. If I have to go to the hospital this time, I swear to GOD I'm going to LOSE IT.

Why? Because of people. If people weren't stupid and used their brains, I wouldn't be in this mess. NON of us would be in this mess. Do you know how many people are getting messed up because of this??!

My mother, my grandfather, my mums friends, MY friends (few as there are) my neighbour/family, my NEIGHbours, all my relatives....Because of one humans mistake.

Man, next life, I hope to be a bird so I can poop on the heads of the insolent. Huzzah.

Now if you'll excuse me, I need to go bash my head against a brick wall.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17836500/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17836500/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 17:21:40 PDT
And I can't even use Photoshop yet!!! I feel so.....um......

Flabergasted? Might not fit, but it's a cool word. BITE ME.

Yaaaaaaaaaay.....

I'm going to go take victory lap around the.....um.....PARK!!! IN MY UNDERWEAR!!! BECAUSE I CAN.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......

Rawr.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17793968/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17793968/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 11:02:51 PDT
Entry 1

It would be an insult to be called ordinary or normal. But on the other hand, it would also be hurtful to be called weird too.

Entry 2

The guidance room is my safe haven. I go there when things get to hard in the world of the open; the hallways that the average, stable student are capable of walking through. To me, the walls glare and the floor sinks. The people are dragons looking about for their next meal. And instincts tell me that their little snack of interest is me.

But not in the guidance room. There are two couches and both are soft and inviting. No one looks at you funnily, and the secretary has kind eyes that say hello whenever I need to escape. There’s also the Crow Woman.

She’s not actually a crow, but she can always look passed the colourless feathers and frightened eyes to see what’s really there; a person or creature who’s just had a tough time and really isn’t so bad. I also call her the Crow Woman because she has a pet crow. It just works.

So I’ll sit and just think on the comfy couch, with kind blue eyes and soft black feathers and feel cozy and at home. Dragons don’t dare enter my realm.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17681720/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17681720/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 11:19:17 PDT
Tis very nice to feel luuuuuved.......

AND THE AMERICANS ARE COMING.

The interlopers of our precious border are: two psychotic dogs and a crazyilly mellow bearded dude. IE my mum's boyfriend and his dogs. Whom I love. Not him, the dogs.

They came AGAIN. But they're helping out ALOT over here, so it's not bad.

Just....weird...

....

Especially when mom said "Potential siblings".

I DON WANT OLDER SISTERS!!! TOO MUCH CHANGE FOR MY WEE LITTLE BRAIN!!!!!!! MAYDAAAAAAAAAAY...........

Yeah, I crashed this week. Slept ALOT. But I have Maggie and she slept with me (she's a parrot...don't get any ideas, you twisted lovable fools.) And was all cute and cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuddly. Man, she's the BEST. She can also say "Peek a Boo" now. And Syders (puppy) still remembers how to dance. I taught her. I'm so very proud.

So now I'm tired and panicy, but loved by my wee little human and animal friends....And Woofy, and Kage, and their mental friends, and some other random people.

I feel like leaving on a positive note because if I felt like it, I could go on and be all depressing for about fifty billion pages or so.

So, cya, mates.

I'm off....to sleep....and eat junkfood....

....

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17636969/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17636969/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 15:52:42 PDT
I hate life sometimes....OH well. I can bother random lawyers and call em names. Because I simply can. And my parents are their clients. Ahahahahaha....I need a life.

It's not that the tutorials don't help. They DO. But they can't talk and TELL me what to do. So thanks for deh visual help, peoplez. That is nice.

I shall just drag someone over here and make them help me.

IE. I shall drag Clear here with the bribe of cookies and make....I mean ask her NICELY if she can help me. Which she will. If she knows what's good for her.

Yeah, yeah...I'm in a bad mood. My father is making a complete ASS of himself, and I was having mini seizures all day. Seriously..... But I have my Linky doll and he doesn't judge me and he's cute and huggable and makes me feel better. And so does the psycho fur ball.

.........WEH and infinity.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17611531/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17611531/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 18:09:08 PDT
"You are delighfully mad."

"For you see, I'm not actually a girl, but a lizard in a lady suit!"

"I shall send you a virtual blueberry muffin."

"XD"

"Hohum, pigs bum."

"NO FING WAY."

"Screw deviantart, I'm getting my own SITE."

"SWORDS."

XD The lolness of it all.... And this was random and I must SKIDADDLE. Toodles, mates.

Signed,

The Level 23 White Mage Who Happens to be a Wise Lizard

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17537055/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/17537055/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 07:17:37 PDT
On a positive note: I HAVE MY HOUSES AND SHALL HAVE INTERNET AND IT IS GOING TO BE WICKED. HUZZAAAAAAAH......

Negative note: full blown relapse. Yep, I'm sick. Again. Well, out of recovery mode anyways. REALLY sucks. So yeah... And we might have to go to court! Woo, HOO.

But Misty is back! And we're getting the birdbrain back and Kita and stuff like that.

But now TK isn't on FLYFF. CAN YOU MAKE UP YOUR MIND, PLZ?!? Geez, man.

OH well. And Kage is evil always. And TK. Where do I fit into the equation? I dunno. I'm neutral with the evil good thingy. I guess.

Mates, if you're reading this, WE NEED TO WRIIIIIIIIITE.......

And I have to go. Cyas.....

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/16895645/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/16895645/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 08:43:03 PST
But at the same time, I am.

Because a) my offer to go to the dance got accepted by the person I like and b) because they can't go.

But, he had a good excuse. Family matter. It's aaaaaaall good. Well, no, it isn't. I'm very upset, but I understand..... And I can't be mad at my knight in shining armor....I really can't.....

Well, I CAN and I am a BIT, but only because....well, I don't know. He can't make it. So I'm mad at fate for being a douche bag. I hope it goes and dies.

But then again, it made him say yes, so it's not all bad.

AAAAAAAAAARGH......I'm going to go on a depressing writing rampage and eat alot of chocolate. And go home. Not that I have one. Still.

Man, being negative SUCKS.

.....

Soooooooooome daaaaaaaay my prince will cooooooome......again.....and hopefully make it....and if he doesn't I'll turn into a dragon and eat him for breakfast.

.....

I'm going to wallow off now.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/16807251/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/16807251/ Sat, 09 Feb 2008 20:49:11 PST
On the bright side, houned up on my drawing and I am now impressing the seniors with my at the moment skillz. WOOT.

Also, SUWG has been born. I shan't give out what it means, BUT lets just say I'm the president of a new writers club at my school and it is kicking BUTT. HAH. EAT THAT, YOU LOSERS. Sorry, but there are some people out there who openly critizies and kill my self esteem by saying I suck. SO KISS MY ASS, BITCHES. HA. HAHAHA. Say that to the schools SUPERVISOR, you emo poser salad intolerent freaks.... HAPPY DANCE..........WOO!!!

At school....all day.....It's freaking HARD....I went to bed at nine.....all week....and for someone of my age, that's like going to be at five. Actually, I could do that....

Grade 11 psych. is the BEST. Oh my goodness, it's so much fun...Last two classes was a laugh fest.... Math sucks, history is ok and the teachers are nice, and P.E. is well....P.E. With a crazy awesome teacher to tie things all together. YAY. Gemma still isn't on, so I guess she really did quit. Which really REALLY sucks. But hey. It's her life. Just hope she's doing ok and is still drawing and writing. If not for anyone but herself. Arr.

And it's COLD. REALLY cold. And where has my mother gone? WHERE?!? FLORIDA. Man, I wish I could've gone to Florida....But then I wouldn't be able to get SUWG started! AND WE NEED SUWG. Hehe....we've already got a mascot; THE PLOT BUNNEH!!!! Thanks you Sarah for that idea! And Softheart and mangalover1 something for joining! Even though it hasn't started yet! Yay! I feel like I'm going to barf! woohoo!!!

No, seriously, I'm going to be sick.....

Later....gaaaaaaaaah......

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/16083076/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/16083076/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 19:28:36 PST
I gave ClearNightSkies her present (two pairs of earings and Jak II cause EVERYBODY loves Jak...cause it's freaking JAK man!!!)

And I wrote my letter to Santa (Hey. You're never to old.)

On a semi sad note, the art store didn't order my Copics. So I'm not getting any. And that really, REALLY sucks....

BUT I've got the latest Photoshop. Seriously, I HAVE NO IDEA HOW IT WORKS. I liked the old one, it's so much easier.....But PS CSE is INSANE. OH MA GOD. BRAIN OVERLOAD, BRAIN OVERLOAD!!!!!!!! Luckily ClearNightSkies mum is going to HELP me. And while she's at it, hopefully make me more Christmas crack. It's really gooooooooood (and it's not DRUGS you twits...it's a bunch of sugary icing, cereal, pretzals and M&Ms....)

Hmmhmm....Anyways, here is a super special AWESOME list of the brilliant gifts I've recieved so far:

LINK DOLL (SUPER SUPER SUPER rare...and I've GOT ONE. He's adorable and shall never leave my bed side.)

Wonderful Link/Stork and my favourite green people Card (Brittany, you dog....I WUUUUUUUUUV YOU............)

50 Gift Certificate for Future Shop (GAMES. YAY.)

??? Gift Certificate for StarBucks (Coffee whilst I shop for games. BRILLIANT!!! Thanks, Chyerl!)

Man, I love you guys! Sorry for being dead, but I've been internetless for....well, a long time.

Happy Holidays to all my mates and art chums. Joyeux Noel, mon amies!

~K

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/15819519/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/15819519/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 10:38:49 PST
I, "insert name here" am getting two computers. But no just ANY computers. Super special AWESOME computers. Let me make the super special awesome list of the super special awesomness that is inside the super special awesome computer twins.

Flat, 22' HD screen
Newest Photoshop
Finale
XP Pro with the capacity to upgrade
Upgraded graphics card
Upgraded procesor

HOW AWESOME IS THAT?!? And, one's in my room. Well, the one at me dads place that is. I get photoshop! I'm so happy!

.....

So now I have no excuse to make lineart....OH well. I'm so happy! Well, sort of. Mixed. Cause that's official that my parents have split....

It's been kind of hard this week, but daddy's taking me out this weekend and he's surprised me! I don't know what he has up his sleeves, but I'm excited! Yay! Thanks, dad!

Mom's gone of to the USA again....and left me behind....AGAIN.... But I would be missing school and it IS an adult party thing...still...I MISS DON...... WEH....

OH VELL. I SHALL DRAG CLEARNIGHTSKIES OVER TO MY NEW PLACE WHEN IT IS BUILT AND VE SHALL WATCH ANIME ON THE COMPUTER WITH JUNKFOOD AND THEN PLAY DE 360 AND OTHER SUCH MERRYMENT.

Aren't I nice? After I told some people about my new gadgets, everyone's sucking up. THAT'S new. HAH.

I've also signed up for the talent show. Singing! Yay. The people who organized it last time really wanted me to go cause the school knows I can sing and they want to make money for charity. Yay! I feel special.

Gotta skat!

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So we watched a movie (The Merchant of Venice is so....HURTFUL to EVERYONE.....) I grumbled about it and slept in class....again....Cuz I am LAZEH.

And in science we drew lines.....with DIRECTION. Man, I can do physics, but it's so darn POINTLESS.

How many people are going to have to learn in what direction it is to go to work? To the degree? It's a bit off, but my teacher's mad anyways. In fact, both of my teachers are mad. But that's why we luuuuuuuuuv them. And they like me because I'm equally as insane so it's just one big luuuuuuuuurv fest.

Speaking of luuuuuuuuuurv, I must attack Daxter now. Yes, I know a guy named Daxter. And he acts just like DAXTER. It's hilarious. Seriously. And he's got a crush on meh. HEheeeeeeeee.....Next time he stops by, I'll glomp the life out of him. YAY Dax!!!!

I love that little orange muskrat.

.....

NINJA'S AWAY!!!!

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I don get it.

In other words, today is the day I won't be able to use my computer. Ok, LAST time. Cause it's going into a dark, cold storage thing for the next....two months or something?

I can jake the munchkins hardrive because I am older than them and have the power to lock them in the bathroom if they attempt to take it back from me. Because I'm just that powerful.

And I've jumped onto the Foo/Bob bus. I CURSE YOU, YOU ADORABLE BUNNEH PEOPLEZ. But you know what, it's cool. Cause they're happeh and nice and I likes them. And also, I owe them fan art once I get me Copics. Which I shall.

Other stuff that I'll be getting for my households:

COMPUTER. 22 HD SCREEN.....OH MA GOD. AND IT'S SHINEH.....

Tttttttvvvvvvvvvvvv.........

360, yo.

Um....two new rooms....?

Hopefully a lizard. A bearded dragon to be persice. Whom I shall call Merlin. And he shall be my friend. And hopefully Maggie won't eat him.
That makes three pets that start with the letter M. Maggie, Misty and possibly Merlin.

Good grief.

I asked my dad if I was spoiled and he said no. Then I looked at him funny and went to my room. And did.....stuff, I dunno, it was last week. I can't remember that far.

Go away now. I must go stalk deh bunneh peoplez.

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Man, how I love the munchkins. If I feel like I can draw, I'll teach them how to draw bunnies. They'll like that. If they're real dogs don't eat all the paper. I love German Shepards, but these ones are MENTAL. Like, MENTAL mental. At least I have Furgus (the kitty who is my best fweeeeeeend) and the guinea pig to keep me company when the kiddles go the bed. Along with MY birds...FUN fun. So yes. I've gots a gig which = MONEH which = VIDEO GAMES and COPICS I'm very excited to get them. Gemma called them "babies" so I get the sense they're OK (I can be very sarcastic, so bite me.) Weeeeeee.......And tommorow, I get to stay at my "siblings" place across the street. SLEEP OVAH!!! Yaaay....On a Wensday tooooooo.........yaaaaaaaay.......

Man, those are fun. And this is long. And Mermaid Melody scares me. Like, I know some people really can't sing to save their lives, but so bad that they get rid of the bad guys? Ouch....

And there's my lame joke of the day. Toodles!

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I've lived in this house for tens years, man! That's like, two thirds of my life. And that means I won't get to see the munchkins as much.... And now THEY'RE sad and it's all just one big cry fest. Doom and gloom.

Probably why I decided to do my Stork piece now....weh. NOT happy.

On the brightside Neko Yasha drew something, so THAT's good. AND I GETS IT. HUZZAH for musicians. Cause we pwn. Music makes the world go round...FUN fun.

Now if you excuse me, I must flush myself down the toilet and meet up with my mutant friends in the suars (however you spell it) and have a so long party with them.

8:27pm

..........I think my brain just died...I can't draw ANYTHING today.....

This sucks. I need to go drown myself in junkfood....

...

But we don't HAVE any because it's PACKED AWAY. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..............

Now I'm deprived of not only my drawing skills, but my comfort food.....

If there is a god, he hates me. ALOT.

But, I'm getting Copics so it's not all doom and gloom...yay!

And I am walking distance from a random mall, which is also a plus. Well, temporarily. Where me mum and I are staying. And me dad's down town, so we can just slump about randomly and all is GOOD.

And eat beaver tails. Man, you poor American peoples are DEPRIVED. No poutine, no beaver tails....your dollars worth less than ours now (HAH), I pity you....

But I also LOOOOOOOOVE you, because if it weren't for you, we'd have no New Hampshire and that means no New England which means....No pretty landscapes and nice peoples up there. WE LUUUUUUUUV YOU. And Don. Don's special, he gets a class of his OWN. The Dons. Wow, that sounds mighty mobish doesn't it? THE DON'S. Hah, sad but.....entertaining.

Man I need to get out more. XP

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BUT, I dragged ClearSkies to Timmies and then Art Mad and got PENS. Pretty PRETTY pens. That I'm attempting to you. Man, it's harder than it looks but I'm getting the hang of them fairly well...Dispite my organs are trying to kill me. Alot.

Back to the pens though. I took Gemma's advice and got some Copics. Well, tried to. They didn't have any but they ordered some! Yaaaaay......Thanks again for the help, mate!

....

I'm going now.....

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Good news!!! I HAVE A COLOURIST. Bow down to mangalover1845 who submited to my whining and has agreed to colour some of meh stuff. Until I get meh copics. Which Gemma helped in my decision. THANK you, you silly wonderful peoplez!! I now can bother someone to photoshop AND I can do my own stuff....When I FEEL like it, mortals. MWAHaha.

Evil meh.

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....

Yaaaaaaay.......So there is my goal. And that's all that really happened today. Really. Um, yes. I'm going now.

Peace out, kiddles.

]]> ~KikiSpaghetti http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/15606937/ http://KikiSpaghetti.deviantart.com/journal/15606937/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 18:23:12 PST
......

A little bit about myself because I can't think of anything to put down:

I'm fifteen, although that's already written bellow, so that was pointless. I'm optamistic for the most part, paranoid, determind, creative, hyper, thoughtful, friendly and many more. But that's for you guys to find out, now isn't it? :wink:

I'm so excited to get started here! I might not have all that fancy shmanzy photoshop and what not, but I've got a good head on my shoulders, a function hand, and mechnical pencils and paper and that's all I need to keep ME happy. I just hope you don't mind sketches!!!

Peace out, mates.

~K

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