http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:KingdomHearts90&section=today deviantART RSS for by:KingdomHearts90 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 22:00:07 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/27634229/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/27634229/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 14:10:54 PDT [] One of your parents is dead
[ ] You are expected to do a lot of chores
[x] You love to dress up
[x] You love animals
[ ] You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming
[ ] Your mom is really strict
[ ] You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you
[ ] You’re afraid to speak your mind sometimes
[ ] You have left your shoes at a friend’s house before
[ ] You have blonde hair
TOTAL: 2

Belle:
[x] You’ve kissed someone your friends didn’t like
[ ] You’ve been lost in the forest
[x] You love to read
[ ] You are not shy at all, and not afraid to speak your mind
[x] One of your family members is a bit weird
[x] You have done volunteer work
[x] You have a wild imagination
[x] You love to take care of people in need
[ ] You’ve had guys like you only because they think you’re pretty
[x] You’ve rejected at least one person when they’ve asked you out
TOTAL: 7

Jasmine:
[ ] Your dad is very rich/important
[ ] You are very clever
[ ] You’ve been with someone way different from you
[x] You’re unique and different from everyone
[x] You’d never marry someone just because they were rich
[x] You have set a lot of goals for yourself
[x] You don’t have a lot of friends
[x] You’re independent
[ ] You are wealthy
[x] Your parents try to control your life [well, kinda, its driving me nuts]
TOTAL: 6

Ariel:
[ ] Your parents expect a lot from you
[x] You really try to follow the rules, but it’s hard for you
[x] You’re a bit of a trouble maker
[x] You’re the youngest in your family or in the last
[x] You collect something
[x] You have/had long hair
[ ] You have/had a pet fish
[ ] You believe everything people tell you/you’re a bit gullible
TOTAL: 5

Snow White:
[ ] You know that you’re beautiful
[ ] Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you
[x] You’ve almost been killed [ pneumonia]
[ ] You have at least seven good friends
[ ] You’ve had food poisoning
[x] You have/had short hair
[x] You get along with almost everyone
[x] All of your friends are different
[x] You love to have a good time
[ ] You’re happier when you’re out of the house than in
TOTAL: 5

Mulan:
[x] You can be a tomboy sometimes.
[x] People wish you could be a bit more girly
[x] You’ve pretended to be someone you’re not
[x] You’ve had a physical fight with someone
[x] You have/had considered running away from home [did]
[ ] Your parents try to plan your life out
[x] A lot of your friends are boys
[x] You sometimes find yourself in bad situations
[ ] You love your family so much that you’d do anything to protect them
TOTAL: 7

Aurora (sleeping beauty):
[ ] You live/have lived with someone other than your parents
[x] You almost died at a very young age
[ ] You are gentle, loving, and/or thoughtful
[ ] You have a decent singing voice
[x] You like to sleep in late on the weekends
[ ] You spend most of your time outside
[ ] You’re adopted
[x] You’re very romantic [im my mind, but kinda afraid to show it]
[x] Pink is one of your favourite colours [i thinks its cool XD]
TOTAL: 4

Pocahontas:
[ ] You love to walk around and explore big cities
[x] You are more spiritual than religious
[ ] You’ve been in an interracial relationship
[x] One of your family members is dead
[ ] Your parents are very protective of you
[ ] Someone you know has been in a war
[x] You love nature
[x] You have/had black hair
[x] You would love to move somewhere exotic and beautiful
[x] You’re very adventurous
TOTAL: 6

Hmm, Muland and Belle Oo...creapy

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/27451172/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/27451172/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 14:50:41 PDT D ITS SEXY!!!
Ive played the japanese version till day 210 or sumthin but going further on this now cus i will understand now XD XD
im so exited!!! ok playing it nao baibai

p.s Axels voice suck XD

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]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/26233547/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/26233547/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 13:03:11 PDT Birth date: August 4th [ALMOST ]
Age: 18
Country of origin: Netherlands
Town Born in: Schiedam
Religion: P0rn
Height: euh...in centimeters: 176 cm
Eye color: Blue/Gray/Green
Hair color and style: Brown/redish, kinda curly
Skin Tone: pale
Tattoos: Yush!
Eye-sight: kinda badish [got glasses]

Explain your username:
born in 1990 and fan of KH :/

Explain your icon:
from the aprilfool joke and still have it

How would you describe your personality?
Weird

How would other people describe you?
psyco XD

Are you Afraid of anything/have any phobias?
insects and spiders

What’s your favourite physical feature about yourself?
nothing =.=

What’s your most hated physical feature about yourself?
everything

Do you have any physical disabilities/ailments?
ye xD

Do you have any SPECIAL/FREAKY Abilities 8D?
what not?

Do you have any allergies?
ye YOU!

Are you the first, middle, last, or only child? And who are your siblings?
Only

How many cousins do you have? Big family?
the fuck shud i know

Do you WANT to have children? If so how many?
when im older im friking 18 xD

What was your dream job when you were a kid?
teacher [UGH]

What is your dream job now?
Goldsmith....and maybe Animal Care shiznit

What are your current responsibilities?
things

~*Food*~

What item of food would you eat the most of?
carrots

What is your favourite flavour ever?
Vanilla [drool]

Do you like Meat?
aye

What do you usually eat for Breakfast?
bread and milk

What is your favourite dinner meal?
>:3

What cuisines do you like best?
Japanese, indonesian, dutch XD

What foods do you HATE?
olive [shiver[

What food can you not resist?
Meat !!

What would be your last meal?
Cornedbeef

Do you like any ‘freaky’ food combinations?
euhm not atm

~*Clothing/Style*~

What is your general fashion style? (eg: punk, glam, sporty, girly etc)
euh skater/alto xD?

What item of clothing do you wear the most?
my vest

Pants or skirts/dresses?
PANTS

How much of your skin do you like to show/cover up?
only my face and hands

What items of jewelery do you wear most?
necklace
What item can you NOT leave your house without?
phone

Hair up or Hair down?
down

~* Life Style*~

What time do you usually wake up?
school days: 6-7 weekend 10-11

What time do you usually go to sleep?
when im tired

How often do you bathe/shower?
everyday

Do you exercise regularly?
no, going soon tho

How often do you go out drinking?
Never

What do you do most in your spare time?
Go on the computer

Name your hobbies:
Boyfriend, WoW, Boyfriend xD

How many pets have you had in your life? (not including farm animals/live-stock)
Cats: Ricky, Beertje, Pammie, Mecky, Tica, Gaia Hamster: Pietje [thougth it was a guy xD]

How many houses have you lived in in your life?
2 [but if i have to count my boyfriend's parents home then 3]

What sort of ‘vehicle’ do you own?
none, just my bysicle

What’s your current job?
none

~*Your Favorite-?*~

Color(s): Red, purple, oranje, green
Animal: KITTENS!!!
Season: Fall/winter
Scenery: my room
Plant/flower: Cactus :3
Sweet/treat: I like chocolate. c:
Game: WoW, all KH Games [NOT KHI that one SUCKS]
Sport: not atm, going to work out after holys
Shop: Gamesshop and bookstore
Brand: Mexx [for men that is xD]
Town/City: Rotterdam, Kloosterhaar [where my bf lives lol]
Style of music: goes from J-rock to Metal

Favourite Butterfly: dunno
Favourite Movies: Pokemon movies!, Tenacious-D,... ]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25961014/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25961014/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 10:10:55 PDT
i wont be able to see discipter for mroe then 2 months..and thats not the worst thing, he came up with it really random like wtf, it doesnt have to do ANYTHING with school nor my room in Lopik where i lived...srsly..¬¬

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25936872/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25936872/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 07:50:13 PDT [ ] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[ ] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[ ] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[ ] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[ ] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[ ] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[ ] You are spiritual.
[ ] The horse is your favorite animal.
[ ] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 0

Elf:
[ ] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips.
[ ] You are very intelligent.
[ ] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[ ] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[ ] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[ ] You look very young for your age.
[X] You rarely get sick.
[ ] You are a very hard worker.
[X] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 2

Fairy:
[X] You are happy a lot of the time.
[ ] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[X] You are very shy.
[X] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[ ] You are young and short.
[ ] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[X] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[X] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[ ] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 6

Gnome/Dwarf:
[ ] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[X] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[ ] You are short for your age.
[] You are an isolationist. [the whut?]
[X] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[x] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.[oeh shiny stuff @_@]
[ ] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[X] You have a short temper.
Total: 5

Harpy/Siren:
[X] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[X] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[X] You often take things that aren't yours.
[X] You are easily angered.
[X] Death fascinates you.
[X] You are female, or a feminine-looking man. [prolly something in between yes...]
[ ] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[X] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side
[X] You love to trick others.
[ ] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 8

Mermaid:
[] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[X] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.[i think they are funny things]
[] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[ ] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[X] You are good at swimming [used to be...my condition has been...fucked xD]
[] You like to collect shells.
[ ] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[X] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[X] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that. (im against it... but theres nothing I can do)
[] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 4

Vampire:
[X] You're a night person.
[X] You have a fascination with blood.
[X] You are extremely pale.
[X] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[X] You are not religious at all.
[X] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[X] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[X] You hate food with lots of garlic in it [hmmm well its annyoing when u ate too much garlic and your love didnt...so...]
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips. [it get spasms all over thzah place]
[ ] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Total: 9

Werewolf:
[X] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[X] You have a lot of body hair. [eyebrows, legs and stuff yesh]
[X] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you. [i want to fucking shapeshift into a wolf!!!]
[ ] You prefer gold over silver items. [ugh Gold is ugly]
[ ] You lack self control.
[X] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[X] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[X] You like to be alone.
[X] You have a terrible secret an... ]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25798214/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25798214/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 14:20:04 PDT

ok had to get rid of this thoughts sorry

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25757250/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25757250/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 16:19:53 PDT
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25643280/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25643280/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 03:28:09 PDT

1. Put Your iTunes (or whatever music player) on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Cheer up EmoKid -Patent Pending (i gonna annoy emo's with this )


What do you like in a guy/girl?
10 years today- Bulet for my Valentine (...?)


How do you feel today?
Final Distance- Utada Hikaru (THAT doesnt make ANY sence AT ALL...tho the song makes me cry xD)

What is your life's purpose?
Battleship Bravery- Kingdomhearts II Soundtrack [...WTH srsly this doesnt make any sence xD)

What is your motto?
Passion- Kingdom hearts 2 soundtrack [wtf is with all the kindgom hearts soundtracksLOL?]

What do your friends think of you?
Everytime i Die- Children of Bodom [WAHAHA LOL WUT XD]

What do you think of your parents?
The Poison- Bullet for my Valentine [hmm kinda true, tho i see them more as bug's who i wanna smash down]

What do you think about very often?
Sing in Silence- Sonata Arctica [euh right.;..read lyrics then u know xD]

What is 2+2?
The Great Escape- Ilse de Lange (YE 2+2= The Great Escape... OFCOURSE THATS THE ANSWER Oo)

What do you think of your best friend?
I Like Big Butts- MCHammer (I LOL'D)

What do you think of the person you like?
Mama- My Chemical Romance ( HES NOT MY FUCKING...MAMA WTH ARE THEY THINKING O.o)

What is your life's story?
Against all Odds- Phill Collins (love the song, but...ye WTH)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Teenagers- my chemical romance ( I DONT WANNA STAY A TEEN Oo then u better kill me Oo tho i still will be insanly random xD)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Mickey Mouse Club March- KHII Soundtrack cd (I DONT THINK ABOUT HE BEEING MICKEY MOUSE WTF XD)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Prayer- Disturbed (hell ye XD)

What will they play at your funeral?
Con Operated Boy- Dresden Dolls (well ye thats gonna make my funeal a serious thing playing a random song...LOL)

What is your hobby/interest?
Sleepless Beauty- Gravitation (ye i like to sleep xD?)

What is your biggest fear?
Angels and DEmons- Angra (euh no they dont scare me, they are fun )

What is your biggest secret?
Blooddrunk- Children of Bodom (I'm getting drunk of drinking blood!?...Hmm gonna try that out LOL)

What do you think of your friend?
Lazy Afternoons- Kingdomhearts II Soundtrack cd (euh...)

How would you describe yourself?
Are You Dead Yet? -Children of Bodom ( OFC NOT ELSE I WOT TYPE THIS SHIT...Unless imma unrested spirit wo haunts this pc...ye thatll prolly be it)

What will you post this as?
Prison Bitch- Rodney Carrinton (w00t)


-----------------------------------
They say our love is taboo
that what were doing is wrong
but I don't care what they say 'cause my love is so strong
they tell us we should be ashamed
were not husband and wife
but I cherish each moment with you
I'm so glad you're in my life

verse:
You're my prison bitch
my prison bitch you're not like other men
I'm glad we share a prison cell when lights go out at ten
I can't escape the way I feel now that will be a crime
as long as I am doing you I don't mind doing time
'cause you're my
prison bitch
my prison bitch
and I have no regrets, I got you for a candy bar and a pack of cigarettes
at first you were resistant but now you are my friend
I knew that I would get you in the end

chorus:
Prison bitch
prison bitch
I guess that you were sent from up-above
Yeah!
Prison bitch
prison bitch
and now you are my prisoner of love

(verse 2rison bitch)
I'm your prison bitch
your prison bitch
and you're a sex machine
I only have but one request
how 'bout some vasaline (Shut up!)
I'm tired of this prison cell
I need to get away, they sentence me to seven years
not seven times a day
I'm your prison bitch
your... ]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25627398/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25627398/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 11:22:18 PDT -screwd up my school..ok my fault
-ppl dont like my boyfriend, dont care alot...
-ppl tellig me boyfriend doesnt take good care f me and such ¬¬
-mother telling me if she was in control over me, me and my bf wud break up RIGHT NOW
- hafte live at my dad's home...ok fine

and then my moms telling me i cud have thejob near where my bf lives, and then she's telling me no u gonna find a nice job close home, cus i fucked up 3 years of schoo, and she thinks i saw the school for godsmith as a "hobbyschool", which i think it wasnt i rly liked the school, but i had lack of motivation and all..i'm going back to it prolly for evening school when im finished with my new school for animal care.
i fucking hate summervacation now...

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25385330/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25385330/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 01:17:38 PDT
What would you do if...
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:


WOULD YOU...
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER...
*Lied to make me feel better?:
*Wanted to kiss me?:
*Wanted to kill me?:
*Broke my heart?:
*Kept something important from me?:
*Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

AND MORE...
1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. When and how did we meet?:
6. Describe me in one word.:
7. What was your first impression?:
8. Do you still think that way about me now?:
9. What reminds you of me?:
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
11. How well do you know me?:
12. When the last time you saw me?:
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
14. Are you gonna paste this to your journal to see what I say about you?:

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25333780/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25333780/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 16:47:30 PDT
1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:

euh.

2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)

Frans Jaap [-.-]

3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)

Rijal [sounds cute]

4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)

Red cat [wait wasnt that supposed to be one stupid game -.-]

5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)

Julie Schiedam

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)

The Blue Fuitmania [W..T...F]

7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)

Roer XD?

8. GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, fav cookie)

Pistache Chocolate Chip

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)

Tica Lopikerwegoost ...

10. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume/cologne, fav candy)

Mexx Chocolate [i dont wear parfume but like the one my boyfriend has]

11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)

Ricky louiszimmermann plein [...]

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25333670/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25333670/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 16:41:55 PDT [ ] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[ ] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[x] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[x] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning.
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[x] Autophobia - Fear of being alone. [always had]
Total so far: 3

B
[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep.
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.
Total so far: 3

C
[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[ ] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[ ] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[X] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns. [come of them]
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.
Total so far: 4

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[x] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[ ] tychiphobia – fear of accidents.
Total so far: 5

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.
Total so far: 5

G
[ ] Gophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[X] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.
Total so far: 6

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.
Total so far: 6

I
[x] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[x] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.
Total so far: 8

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.
Total so far: 8

L
[ ] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white.
[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[ ] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.
Total so far: 8

M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.
Total so far: 8

N
[ ] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.
[ ] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.
Total so far: 8

O
[ ] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.
Total so far: 8

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[x] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[ ] Philophobia - Fear of love.
[ ] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid.
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.
Total so far: 9

S
[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[ ] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.
Total so far: 9

T
[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[X] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.
Total so far: 10

V-Z
[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
[ ] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals
Total: 10

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25126738/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25126738/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 14:15:33 PDT [x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blond.

TOTAL: 5

[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL SO FAR: 10

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[x] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[x] You are often told to use your 'inside voice.'

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

TOTAL SO FAR: 23

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[x] You don't know what "um" means.
[] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin

FINAL TOTAL: 30 = 120 %

NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
and re-post as: "I am % Mentally ill."

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25002063/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/25002063/ Thu, 28 May 2009 17:21:54 PDT 2. Do you enjoy drama?: if its in rl then no, when on movies yes xD
3. Are you a girly girl?: hell no
4. Who was the last person you hugged?: Discipter
5. Small or large purses?: i only carry one purse with me all the time and thats my schoolpurse XD
6. Are you short?: nope
7. Do you like somebody: Disciper <3
8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?: depends, if its discipter :3 ...
9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?: hmm depends, if they are rly rly dirty then i care
10. Do you dress up on Halloween?: not always
11. Are you double jointed?: wtf? no
12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?: dunno rly
13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?: nope
14. is there of rumor going around about you?: IDK
15. Do you call anybody by their last name?: no
16. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?: prolly one

"X" Marks the Spot:
[/] I do wear make up [depends]
[x] I have cried at a movie theater. (some movies are sad, I'm so emotional XD)
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[] I think Johnny Depp is sexy. ( :'D )
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal. Power and speed metal
[ ] I like rap. ULG
[ ] I like country
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[x] I own a Britney Spears CD. [shot]
[x] I own a boy band CD. [shot 2]
[x] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing. sometimes
[ ] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[x] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.

Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra that your wearing?: not wearing one atm
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?: in between
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?: nope <3
4. Do you have a best friend(s)?: yep
5. Have you ever had your heart broken?: yeah..
6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?: maybe a little?
7. Do you like your life?: [dun like myself]
8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?: no, and they better wont!
9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?: jep
10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?: more boy friends [boy-friends not boyfriend -.- ]
11. How long have you had Facebook?: not
12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? : jep my exboyfriend
13. What are your biggest fears?: insects
14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yup
15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?: Yes
16. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?: maybe a little
17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?: Yeah
18. Do you ever wish you were famous?: not rly
19. Are you currently missing someone? discipter

This guy or that guy? Pick one.
Punk/Goth or Gangster?: Punk/goth
Preppy or Cowboy?: Cowboy
Face or Body?: face
Sweet or Sexy?: Sweet
Well-educated or Dropout?: dont care
Armani or Abercrombie?: ...neither?
City-slicker or Rural Guy?: euh?
Blue, green, grey, or brown eyes?: blue/grey? [<3]
Contacts or Glasses?: dont care, but i think glasses are sexier

More Questions.
01. Eyeliner or Mascara?: eyeliner
02. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke?: none?
03. Pumps or flats?: flats
04. Skirts or pants?: pants
05. Socks or leggings?: Socks
06. Hoodies or jackets?: both
07. Heels or sneakers?: Sneakers
08. Straight or curly hair?: Something inbetween
09. Hoop or dangling earrings?: dangling
10. White or black?: black
11. Victoria’s Secret or Bath and Body Works?: Victoria's secret
12. Smoothies or lattes?: both
13. Diet or regular sodas?: kind of both
14. Water or daiquiris?: water
15. Pearls or diamonds?: diamonds [oooh shiiiny~]
16. Vintage or boho?: euh?
17. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?: none
18. Lindsay or Hilary?: none
19. Ipod or cell phone?: Zen?
20. Friends or family?: Friends
21. Lip gloss or lip stick?: lipstick then...
22. Manicure or pedicure?: mani
23. Tiffany’s or Chanel?: none
24. Love or peace?: Both
25. Sunglasses or purses?: sunglasses

In a girl or guy...
Funny or Serious?: both
Romantic or Daredevil?: kind of both [but dont go TOO far with daredevil]
Cute or Hot?: cute
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?: dun care
Long Hair o... ]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/24355829/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/24355829/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 06:56:43 PDT
2) Male/Female: Female

3) Were you named after anyone: Euh...some women in a talkshow or sumthing

4) Does your name mean anything: Euh..too lazy to look it up, was sumthing like from Adel or sumthing

5) Nick Name(s): Lis, Alis, Ledgem

6) Who do you think you look like more: My dad O.o

7) Date of Birth: August-4-1990

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Hospital, i live now in Lopik

9) Nationality: Dutch.

10) Astrology Sign: Leo

11) Chinese Astrology: Horse

12) Religion: None

13) What's your favorite smell: Vanilla, Cinnamon

14) Political Position: dunno

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning: Water or coffee

16) Hair+Eye color: Haircolor atm: red Eyecolor: brown/green

17) Do you look like anyone famous: not that im aware of

18) What do you look like: myself

19) Any unusual talents: nothin special

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous: lefty

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other: Straight

22) What do you do for a living: nothing atm, looking fro work

23) What do you do for fun: WoW, school, drawing, writing

24) What Kind of material do you like to use: pen

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with: no idea

26) Have you met your grandparents: Yeah

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Discipter, boyfriend

28) Crush: since like 1 year and 4 months not anymore, is my bf now

29) What celebrity would you date if you could: none

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): Hmm, prolly Gatzu and Mcmona XD

32) Favorite place to be: with discipter

33) Least favorite place to be: no idea

34) Do you burn or tan: burn =.=

35) Ever break a bone: wirst

36) What is your favorite cereal: tresor

37) Person you cry with: my best friend an discipter, mostly best friend tho..

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: no

39) Any brothers: no

40) Any pets: no

41) An Illness: hmm u cud call it that way XD

42) Pager: Nope

43) A personal phone line: mobile?
44) A cell phone: Yup

45) A visible birthmark: no

46) A pool or hot tub: hot tub

47) A car: No

Decribe Your:

48) Personality: im nice, can be bitchy when im cranky, hyperactive, sometimes moodswings

49) Driving: dont have

50) Your clothing style: own style ish

51) Room: white [rent room thingy]

52) What's missing: money XD

53) School: yep :3 me liek

54) Bed: an ikea one

55) Relationship with your parents: good

56) Do you believe in yourself: sometimes ye

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: dunno culd be

58) Consider yourself a good listener: Yeah Kinda

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share: wanna marrie one day tho..

Do you:

60) Get Along with your parents: yee

61) Save your emails: no

62) Pray: no

63) Believe in reincarnation: yep

64) Brush your teeth twice a day: once

65) Like to talk on the phone: depends who

66) Like to eat: uhu

67) Like to exercise: what kind :3?

68) Like to watch sports: blegh

69) Sing in a car: no

70) What is a dream that you have all the time: random

71) Dream in Color: yep

72) Do you have nightmares: Sometimes…

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: ye, pink bunny :3 call him Kumagoro, tho he doesnt look like it XD

74) Right next to you: window XD

75) On your tea cup: nothing

76) On your mouse pad: bat

77) Your favorite flavor of gum: depends

78) Your brand of deodorant: unisex

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: dont rly care, has to be kinda romantic tho

80) Your dream wife/husband: discipter

81) Hiding in your closest: cloths


82) Under your bed: dust XD

83) The name of your closest/best friend: Ruben

84) Your bad time of day: morning

85) Your worst fear(s): all kind of isects

86) What's the weather like: hot

87) What's your favorite time of year: spring and summer

88) Your favorite holiday: Christmass

89) A material weakness: whut?

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: dunno, whats weird :S?

91) The top of your "to do list": clean my room XD, playing wow ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/23534963/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/23534963/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 04:08:27 PST [x] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[] Gotten suspended.
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum
[x] Gotten caught cheating on a test.
Total: 4

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total : 9

[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.

Total : 14

[] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class.

Total : 18

[x] Threw something at the teacher. [an apple ]
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[x] Ate food during class.
[x] Gotten a call from school.

Total : 23

[] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[x] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[x] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear

Total : 27

[x] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class.
[x] Cursed at a teacher to their face. [i was 4 years old XD]
[x] Copied homework

Total: 31

All total: 31

Multiply by 3: 93%

Then repost this as "I screwed up __% of my school life"


me is bad girl :3

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/23468929/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/23468929/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 11:43:16 PST i got new job at another grocery store near my new home, bebause i have to travel for like 1.5 hours to my old job, so i was like no no, me want new work XD
got it at the randomnest store u can imagine the Lidl XD and half ogf the costumers i know alrdy cus those are people from my school.
went to 's home this week, cus there was vacation and stuff XD was pretty fun, got new headphone from his parents waaaaay moar better then the other earphones i used to have.

and im kinda stressing for school, since we have deadlines and such, and im afraid i cant make it before march 13th 'A' ...i dun wanna get a negative advise i atleast want a normal adice, but a positive advice would be even better...
i need to make 3 things in 2 weeks, and i alrdy know i cant complete one since i have to start that one over again...

i dun wanna get kicked from school or anything...

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/23194998/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/23194998/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 12:00:25 PST


YOUR BOY SIDE:
[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[] dogs are better than cats
[x] it's hilarious when people get hurt and fall
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team
[x] shopping is torture
[x] sad movies suck
[ ] you own a XBOX (PS2,PS1, pc, DS)
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[x] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you owned a DS PS2 or Sega ps2.
[x] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[x] gory movies are cool
[] you used to go to your dad for advice
[ ] you have at least 1 trophy of a sport
[x] You used to play Yu-Gi-Oh
[ ] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear
[x] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think [still do ]
[x] sports are fun [too lazy to do it myslf bt hate to watch it]
[x] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[x] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once [on a board game XD?]
TOTAL= 19

YOUR GIRL SIDE
[ ] you like to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner [sometimes]
[ ] you wear the color pink (ain't got no pink anymore XD)
[ ] you go to your mom for advice
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing all black
[ ] you like going to the mall
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures (never had one)
[ ] you like wearing jewelery
[ ] you cried watching The Notebook [come again?]
[ ] skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[ ] you don't like the movie Star Wars [me like it XD]
[x] you are/were in gymnastics [i sucked at it]
[ ] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed
[x] you smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] you care about what you look like majority of the time
[ ] you like wearing dresses
[x] you like wearing body spray/deoderant ([deoderant, cus i dun wanna smell]
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[ ] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ] you like putting makeup on others [well, when i want to fuck sumones face up then yes XD]
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything
[ ] you carry bags/purses around with you
TOTAL= 4



lulz i knew i was boyish but not that much XD

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/23079036/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/23079036/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 10:04:01 PST where to start.....

oh yeah i moved from my parents hous to a student house thingy in lopik, near my school, i kinda live with Discipter there, my room is kinda like the living room, and his is more the bedroom XD
i live there now for less then a month and it goed pretty well, even tho im more wow addict then before,cus my mom doesnt tell me anymore when need to stop playing at the pc XD
and i respecced my Enhancement shammy, into Elemental shammy and i have to say I TOTALLY FUKING LOVE IT ^o^$



dunno anymore to tell...so..

cye

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/21981211/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/21981211/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 13:24:28 PST nothing much to say but me and Discipter are together for a year now
and Kingdom hearts Re:Chain of Memories is finally released in English Cant wait to order it!!!
And maybe im going to The Rasmus next year in February
i need to save up for Animecon for next year and make my new cosplays [Blodd Elf Warlock with Viodwalker or Imp plushie ] and Sakuma Ryuichi preformance uitfit. i hop i get enough money cus i need to pay off my new computer as well ¬¬
and i hate nightmares who look like they are real...it make me insecure

i rly need to put up more stuff here, but WoW has taken over my body and mind [ Blame Discipter] as well as for Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass and books XD

ah well......................................

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/21398590/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/21398590/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 03:51:55 PST [x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an iPod/ mp3 player. [Zen Beeeotch]
[ ] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 5


[x] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room. (i wish, its in the computer room but the computer is mine
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[] You never cry more than twice a month. [depends]
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you. [but i wished i had a bigger bed ...]
[x] People don't use you for something you have. [not that im awaere of]
[x] You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L: 10

[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace.
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace.
[ ] You get allowance.
[ ] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school. [does World of Warcraft count XD?]
T 0 T A L: 12


[ ] You own a car.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parents. [not that much anymore]
[ ] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 13


[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[ ] You are happy with your life.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to 5 songs.
[ ] You don't have any enemies.
[x] You are a generally nice person.
T O T A L: 20

60% ....WTF Oo

Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is ___% happy.".

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/21357039/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/21357039/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 12:55:32 PST
[x] gotten kissed
[x] gotten a phone taken away in class
[x] gotten suspended
[x] gotten caught chewing gum
[x] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far:5

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] missed school just because you felt like it
[x] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 10

[x] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school [becuz i was too aggressive XD]
[x] text people during class [all the time]
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher [it was hellah funneh]
Total so far: 15

[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal
[x] took pictures during school hours
[x] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[x] skipped a class period
Total So Far: 20

[] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission
[x] broke the dress code
[x] failed a class
[x] ate food during class
Total So Far: 24

[x] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[x] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] curse during class/school
total so far: 28

[x] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class
[x] cursed at your teacher
[x] copied homework
[] got in trouble with the principal-the vice principal
total So Far: 32

Multiply by 3

Grand total: 96%


post as "i screwed up __% of my teenage life"

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/20999986/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/20999986/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 11:05:24 PDT then ever not to mention i love him BIG Tiem

im bored like crap now, cuz the patch of wow is downloading atm...but this pc is slow as hell Oo

and i saw the trailers of BBS and 358/2 Days...i rly cant wait for them to come out and the new expansion of WoW ofcourse.

and soon like rly soon [to me then] me and Disc have 1 year cant wait for that, he makes me happy big time

Disc..thnks for everything <3

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/20229104/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/20229104/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 02:10:30 PDT wont be a good cuple-ish [long story, dun have the need to tell ya] but srsly everytime when tey talk about us towards me, ii feel like living with him together closer by the day ¬¬ i mean come on, im freaking 18 years old i know when somthing wrong or not, let me live my own life, the way i want..srsly stop talking bout us, even when im in my room and i hear you talking wih my stephdad about us..¬¬ im hapy with him, and if you cant see that then to bad for you..i wanna share my life with him and if you dont support me with it then beat it ¬¬ gawd

[had to be said...bout myparents]

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19928815/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19928815/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 06:11:33 PDT [x] You don't like public speaking.
[x] You find it hard to talk to strangers.
[] You don't like to look people in the eye.
[] You hate to go shopping alone.
TOTAL: 2

[x] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous.
[x] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say.
[] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex
[x] You hate to be teased ...
[] You hate answering the door.
TOTAL: 3

[x] You can't stand people watching you.
[] One on one conversations make you nervous.
[] You don't like to ask people for help.
[x] You hate to read out loud.
[] You don't like answering questions.
TOTAL: 4

[] you dread ordering food at restaurants.
[x] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well
[] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say.
[] You wish you were more outgoing.
[x] You hate being in the center of any room.
TOTAL: 2

[x] You don't know how to react to compliments.
[ ] You prefer reading, writing, or listening to music than being around too many people.
[x] You blush easily.
[x] you don't like singing in front of a lot of people.
TOTAL: 3

Total of all : 14

Add all the x's and multiply by 4
and post this as I’m ... % shy

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19791863/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19791863/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 14:07:15 PDT
I used to have Threads of Fate and Rhapsody: A Musical Adventure on my ps1, but it seems that they faded away, cant find the anymore D8
It really suckxx because those games kicks ass, and i cant find them ANYWHERE, except for Ebay but i dun wanna go there...

Also turned 18 yesterday, got a game: Guild Wars, but when i downloaded it on my pc, the pc crashed almost ¬¬ cuz my video card cant handle it, same as World of Warcraft..also got some money, i still need more tho XD for Abunai and Sonata Arctica and maybe a new computer, cuz soon ill take this thing to the pc graveyard ¬¬

'Nyway..Nyhm kicks butt, he;s the most awesomest WoW parodic artist ive EVER heard, togehter with lvl70ETC XD
u guys shud listen to it if u didnt





"So lets do it like a Druid in the General Channel"

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19637188/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19637188/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 07:55:31 PDT _< ...
so i feel kinda down and i dunno sad D8
sometimes its good to feel emotions but not this tie, even tho i can take them shorta over from other ppl [if sum of you dont believe me, then to bad]

i know how it feels to be dumpoed and stuff, and that makes it more kinda hard
i rly hope they will be together again, cus i know they still love eachother but due some circumstances, they broke up, i wont tell them, its none of your buisness why...

all this, makes me think about me and Discipter, i dun want to lose him, more then ever now, cus i know i cant find someone like him EVER again

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19627384/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19627384/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 17:17:44 PDT
[ ] the dark [i love the darkness]
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent at a young age
[ ] being myself in front of others [depends on who it is]
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[xxxx] spiders [ GET THEM AWAY FROM ME]
[ ] flowers or other plants [lol whut?]

Total so far: 1

[ ] being touched [nope, knows :B]
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes [i LOVE snakes 8D]
[ ] silk [WTF]
[ ] the ocean [used to, survived a tsunami]
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] lightning
[ ] frogs/toads [they are cute]
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places [depends on what you mean with high, 1 meter, 5 meter, 90 meter?]
[ ] snow [PFFFT XD]

total so far: 1

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges [theyre awesome]
[ ] death [nope, i take it as a new expirience i have to go through, you cant fear sumthing youve never seen, well thats mine opinion]
[ ] heaven [same as above, but except for the fact that i dun believe in such a thing Oo]
[ ] being robbed/mugged
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[x] dolls [its like..they stare at you waiting to kidnap you and take you far, far away Oo]
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes [in the netherlands XD?]

Total so far: 3

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts [i believe in them, deal with it]
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween [that kicks so much ass XD]
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total so far: 3

[ ] creepy noises in the night [used to it]
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goal [if you accomplish them then good job, if not then find somehting else, you cant turn back te time and start all over]
[x] needles [O.o *dies*]
[ ] blood [i love blood 8B]
[ ] dinosaurs [RWAAAAR]
[ ] the welcome mat [XD your kidding me?]
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love

Final Total: 4

10 or less: Fearless!!

10-20: Normal

20+: Paranoid

30+: ...Flee. Flee for the hills that you fear so much!!

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19490931/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19490931/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 22:05:42 PDT (X) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 3

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 6

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART / sheezyart Friends
(X) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(X) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 9

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(X) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 11

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
( ) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 14

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
( ) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 16

Level 8
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sliding
( ) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 20

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(X) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 22

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 24

Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(X) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 26

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 29

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
( ) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 30

Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 33

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( Sang Karaoke
(X)Paid for a meal only in coins
SO FAR: 37

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(X) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 40

Level 18
() Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
() Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 41

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Had A Wish Come True
(X) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 43

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
() Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 43

Level 21
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 45

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you cared about
SO FAR: 47

Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree
(X) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 50

Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 51

Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(X) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 54

Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(X) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 57

Level 27
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
() French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(X) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 61

Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(X) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
()Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed So... ]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19487285/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19487285/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 18:23:04 PDT her boyfriend told me, and later i talked to her, i dont know if her boyfriend knows about that the tumor cant be errased..and im afraid to tell him, cuz he is upset enough..they are engaged few weeks ago and now this has happend D8 i dunno what to do for them, i only hope that theyll be happy till the end ...

and yesterday my glasses broke...it happen few weeks ago that my cousin was hitting me accidently in my face right into my glasses..my dad culd fix it a little so i went to work friday and my glasses snapped Oo..i was like wtf
so i went to the opticien [dun no the english word for it and too lazy for look it up] to ask them if it cud be fixed, but it cudnt so i had to buy new glasses..i hope they will be rdy with it next week..else i walk with broken glasses with ducktape aroun it Oo

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19430931/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19430931/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 15:43:48 PDT
[]You are the leader most of the time.
[x]You like black.
[x]You wished/wish you were someone else.
[]You don't listen to others.
[]You like doing research.
TOTAL:

II. Xigbar:

[x]You have bad eyesight.
[x]You like throwing things at others when angry. [does plushies count XD]
[x]You wish you were able to teleport.
[ ]You wear your hair in a ponytail. [i hate it XD]
[ ]You have/wish you had a gun
TOTAl: 3

III. Xaldin

[x] You like windy days. (if anything it annoys me)
[]You have tried to steal something precious from someone.
[x]You like dragons.
[x]You have/like dreadlocks. [ i like them, dun have them]
[x]You've tried to anger someone on purpose.
TOTAL: 4

IV. Vexen

[x]You are disrespected by the young ones.
[x]Someone has already considered you a traitor. [just because they didnt accept it that THEY where the traitors..¬¬]
[ ]You are the oldest of your group. [middle]
[x]You like experiments.
[x]You like cold days.
TOTAL: 4

V. Lexaeus

[ ]You are not very talkative.
[ ]You like brain games.
[x] People are afraid of you because of your appearance. [just the "normal" kids. ]
[ ]You prefer heavy weapons rather than light ones.
[ ]You are very strong, physically speaking.
TOTAL: 1

VI. Zexion

[x]You love reading.
[]You are not very sociable. [depends where i am at the moment]
[]You are one of the shortest of your group.
[x]You have a very sensible nose.
[]You like to illude others. (... )
TOTAL: 2

VII. Saïx

[x]You have double-personality issues [i can be serious but also extremly hyper XD]
[x]You are more active during night rather than day.
[x]You like werewolves.
[ ]Your superior trusts you. [dun have one]
[x]You have a scar on your face. [a little one]
TOTAL: 4

VIII. Axel

[x] You are somewhat a pyromaniac.
[x]You care deeply for your best friends.
[x]You are a two-faced when you need to.
[]You don't like when people don't remember your name.
[]You have a very fiery personality. [dunno? Anyone TELL MEH XD]
TOTAL: 3

IX. Demyx

[x]You like music.
[]You know how to play a guitar. [a little]
[x]You like rainy days.
[x]You like swimming.
[x]You are usually a very happy person.
TOTAL: 4

X. Luxord

[ ]You like playing cards.
[ ]You like to gamble.
[ ]Your favourite color is gold.
[]You have stolen money from others.
[x]You have/wished you could curse someone.
TOTAL: 1

XI. Marluxia

[x]You like pink.
[x]You like flowers.
[x]You are plotting to overthrow your superior.
[x]You were betrayed by someone. [the ones i thought they were my friends...like 8 of them]
[x]You are a bit of a flamboyant person.
TOTAL: 5

XII. Larxene

[x]You're the only female on your group. [but i dun care XD]
[x]You like storms.
[ ]You're pretty agile.
[x]You like to mock others. [sometimes when im bored]
[x]You think ninjas are cool.
TOTAL: 4

XIII. Roxas

[x]You love ice cream.
[ ]You are the youngest of your group.
[x]You think people are hiding something from you.
[x]You usually have strange dreams involving people you've never met.
[x]You prefer afternoons rather than nights and mornings.
TOTAL: 4


Marluxia takes the lead

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19420498/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19420498/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 01:42:05 PDT ===================================================
Kingdom Hearts 2: FM+ Re: CoM to North America?!
Written by Monkey
Saturday, 12 July 2008
***** Edit: (July 14, 2008) A fourth insider source has also confirmed it. We may finally have some truth! *****

Edit: (July 13, 2008) Despite the fact that some other Kingdom Hearts Sites are preferring to play this news down, we now have a third Neogaf Confirmation from Dragona Akehi. Hopefully it is all of Kingdom Hearts 2: Final Mix+ and not just Re: Chain of Memories. Thanks for sticking with us!

Edit: Neogaf's Duckroll is also confirming this to be true. Because of various confirmations, KHInsider is lead to believe that Re: Chain of Memories will indeed be released in North America. However, we are not yet fully sure if it will be with Kingdom Hearts 2: Final Mix+. Stay tuned.

Very very odd and surprising news. Do not take it as confirmed yet!. However, it has been going around the blogosphere that Kingdom Hearts: Re: Chain of Memories is indeed coming out for North America (without Kingdom Hearts 2: Final Mix?). The following statement was released on the website WithTheWill: I've confirmed this with MULTIPLE people.

I don't know if it's the full Final Mix+, or just Re:COM...

But we are getting Re:Chains Of Memories in the USA.

I've even been told the character artwork they are showing is the generic 'CGI Pose' of the Organization members that are up at damn near EVERY Kingdom Hearts fansite.

Square (or Disney, not sure), have been auditioning TONS of people for the last few weeks for voices of Organization XIII members (Vexen, Lexaeus, Zexion, Marluxia, and Larxene) saying the game is 'Chains of Memories'.

The casting people/paperwork are/is specifically calling it 'Kingdom Hearts Chains of Memories' and are SPECIFICALLY casting the 5 Organization members that I named in the article, all of whom were in CoM and don't have cast English voice actors (outside of those 5 I don't know if anyone else is being cast in any fashion, although I THINK those were the only 5 characters who are in CoM who don't already have English actors from KH/KH2).

So while it is possible they are being cast for 358/2 Days, the 'name' being told to people in the auditions is specifically CoM, I've reconfirmed that specific fact with quite a few people who auditioned and it has been consistent between them all.
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i so hope its true tho i dun wanna know what kind of voice Vexen and Marluxia will get Oo...and Sora might be fucked up as well XD

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19368393/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19368393/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 08:37:52 PDT think im going to work on my Vexen shield, which still need to be painted again ¬¬ [ive painted just one layer tho..]
and also my Zen Stone died officially yesterday and it SUCKS,,need to borrow my mothers Ipod the whole week while i was a Disc's house and even tho i had music to listen to..i hate the whole iPod shizzle so i need to buy a new one tomorrow ¬¬

and i talked AGAIN with the person who does the scedule thingy, cus it went wrong again, i said to the guy few months earlier that i can work all days from july 15th till august 2nd, didnt work, so my mom went to have a talk with him, it kinda worked, but not totally..because...i have to work this week only on FRIDAY and SATURDAY, dont even begin to talk about next week and the week after or sumthing, cus im done with it..it happend too many times and i asked all the time if they could change it and all, they even managed to dont put me in the scedule so i have to fill it in myself, i rally am done with it, im working almost 2 years over there and the last..what is it...5/6 months? it went all wrong ¬¬
i mean come on im nearly 18 years old [n about 3 weeks or so] and i can work on saturday for 5 freaking hours :imangryplz:


either way...
my secret cosplay is going good so far i have like 40% done of it and like i managed earlier gonna paint my vexen shiel this week too so it will be done end of the week
and i bought last week Kingdom Hearts Chain of Memories, just because i cant understadn the hell of japanese in Re:CoM...and if its true what they say then KH : Re:CoM will be made in English too but i hope they wonnt fuck up Marly's voice or any or the organization...
I wonder how the laugh of Vexen will sound in English XD

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okay i admit!!!
i miss already D8
srsly the 3 week we arent going to see eachother will be the longest 3 of my life
i promised myself to not to think bout him too much..guess i phailed at that very hard ¬¬

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19203261/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19203261/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 13:29:27 PDT 's house for one week, cus i have to work tomorrow...then my scedule says that i have to work from 17.00 till 22.00 like wtf...do i have to come back to my home for 5 freaking hours ?!?!?! SOME ONE TELL ME WHY? srsly i asked so freaking many times if i can work more hours on saturday, but they wont fill in the scedule right, told them 'nough times that i want to work like 8 hours per saturday, but they wont focking fill it in right >_< [ye dun care if its broken english]

srsly if this keeps going on im gonna quit this freaking job and go find another job who DOES fill in the scedule RIGHT >_< ..tss stupid MoFo's

'nyhow got finally a DS, cus my mom was saying why do u need one, u alrdy have a ps1/2 blah blah blah...
like wtf does she care to what i spend my money on ¬¬ im in about a month freaking 18..i man C'MON...

anyway..played SSBB with Discipter alot..and i got kinda addicted to it XD [still a n00b tho but i dont give a crap XD]
i think Meta Knight and Ike are going to be my fave characters, cuz i play with them all the time when i play Brawl

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19049283/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19049283/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 00:51:08 PDT We were there around 19.00 and they told us it was to busy to let me get a tattoo there [it would be around 22.00 when i could get a tattoo, but then they will close the shop].

So we went to another one.
This was working on appointments, but they would let me get one anyway cus it wasnt a big one [the tattoo is like 10×10 cm]

My mom told me it would hurt, so i was waiting for pain srsly XD [didnt felt much tho]
But since I'm afraid of needles I almost felt off my chair [well shorta]

I was sitting there for 1 and a half hour, but it felt like 10 mins Oo
It was done pretty fast I think.
When it was done I had to put back my shirt on, but they've putted some plastic-thiny on it so it wont damage, with some tape around it.
So the tape got loose, my mom had to help me put my shirt back on XD

The most embarrasing thing was..
I felt nothing when the tattoo got on my body and all, but the guy who did my tattoo putted the example on my back with some tape..
The tape hurted like shit XD

Oh well..I'm happy with my tattoo, its red/black-ish with some shadow effects.
Making a photo of it in about 2 hours I think

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19035241/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19035241/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 09:03:04 PDT
cant wait any longer..[tho my mom told me how much it would hurt and blah blah blah] the only thing is that im scared for needles like hell Oo

and i also cant wait for this weekend then i see again, i srsly miss him alot
[i want to go further with him but i dont know how he thinks about it :$] he really makes me complete <3

and yesterday i bought the new book of darren shan Demon Apocalypse. it took me 2 hours to read through it XD
but damn he's such a good writer together with James Clemens and Eion Colfer [writer of Artemis Fowl] those three are my fave writers

oeh i see my dad comming in about 30 mins to bring me to the tattoo shop..gotta make myself ready now XD

bye

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19016287/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19016287/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 08:46:48 PDT

itll prolly go like 2 (?) hour of torture-ment but i dun care XD

[wants a tattoo for like i-dun-know-how-many-years...is afraid of needles XD] such a good combo *cough*liar*cough*

gonna make a picture of it soon tho XD [all red and swollen] XD

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19012618/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/19012618/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 01:36:37 PDT
so...

today is the funeral and the half of my old class seems to go [jippy reunion =.=]
and some of them i really hate, hope there will come no fight tho [tho i want to beat someones ass up really good]

ah well..[shrug[

and i might get my tattoo this week..if not then it wil be after my parents get home [august 22nd]

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18981475/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18981475/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 10:51:40 PDT _<
bored like crap now

so...im gonna spam your messages 8D :iconImdorkplz:

nothing much to tell really but oh well...i need to do sumthing in this boredome time......[shrug]




OEH i see Wow works again


see ya

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18960096/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18960096/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 01:33:45 PDT
im ging to the funeral as well..maybe the rest of our "group" from high school will be there too, but i dont care about that [most of then betrayed me so yeah...]
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The Articel when he was found

SCHIEDAM - De 19-jarige Schiedammer Leon Groeneweg, die sinds 5 juni wordt vermist, lijkt te zijn gevonden.

Leon Groeneweg,
Zondag werd in het Brielse Meer een stoffelijk overschot aangetroffen waarvan de politie vermoedt dat het gaat om de vermiste Schiedammer.

,,Maar honderd procent zekerheid hebben we nog niet,’’ zegt een woordvoerder. ,,Hij lijkt het te zijn. Sectie moet uitwijzen of dat inderdaad het geval is. Naar verwachting komt daar vandaag duidelijkheid over. Het vermoeden bestaat dat er geen sprake is van een misdrijf.’’

Vrienden van Leon zeggen via via van de familie te hebben begrepen dat het ontzielde lichaam wel degelijk dat van Leon is. In het overdekte winkelcentrum Spaland, vlakbij zijn huis, hebben zij gisteravond bloemen gelegd.

Leons moeder had ’s middags juist enkele bossen bloemen weggehaald. ,,Omdat ik nog steeds goede hoop heb. Die bloemen kan ik dus nog niet waarderen.’’
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Aritcel when he got missed:

SCHIEDAM - De Schiedamse Marijke Harkema is in alle staten sinds de vermissing van haar zwakbegaafde zoon Leon Groeneweg (19) op donderdag 5 juni. Een dag eerder kreeg Harkema de politie aan haar deur; die wilde met Leon praten.

Leon's moeder Marijke Harkema: ,,Leon is met de dood bedreigd .''

,,Hij zou iemand hebben mishandeld in Vlaardingen,’’ zegt ze. Leon moest zich een dag later melden op het bureau in Vlaardingen. Dat heeft hij volgens zijn moeder ook gedaan, maar Leon moest nog wachten. ,,Hij is toen even weggestuurd. Vanaf dat moment is hij spoorloos.’’

Leon heeft op die donderdag niets meegenomen, op zijn bankpas na. Hij droeg een blauwe spijkerbroek, een beige T-shirt zonder mouwen en waarschijnlijk zwarte schoenen. Twee dagen later, op zaterdag 7 juni is hij rond acht uur ’s avonds gezien bij een snackbar op het Kruininger Gors, een recreatiepark in Oostvoorne.

Hij was volgens zijn moeder in gezelschap van een man. Leon zou voor de snackbar in verwarde toestand zijn weggerend. Zijn moeder heeft geen flauw idee waar Leon daarna naartoe is gegaan.

Dat hij in paniek voor de politie is gevlucht, gelooft Marijke Harkema niet. ,,Mijn gevoel zegt anders. Hij stond anderhalf jaar lang onder invloed van hangjongeren. Daar heeft hij zich van losgerukt, maar dat konden ze niet hebben. Toen is hij met de dood bedreigd; Leon werd toen heel angstig.’’

De politie zeg inmiddels op zoek te zijn naar Leon in zowel Schiedam als Oostvoorne.
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Dear Leon.....

Rest in Peace your fight is over now...







freaking mood thingy wont change >_<

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18785957/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18785957/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 14:18:21 PDT ] but it kinda gets annoying..ah well
at least im two weeks lost from my parents XD so thats a good thing

and...and ive got thnew KHII manga part II its funny how Xiggy can fly XD
and Yen Sid's hand-knited Mickey is Fugly Oo srsly poor Keyblade D8

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18572234/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18572234/ Fri, 30 May 2008 06:48:41 PDT 's from monday till friday.. [officially i was going to sleep at him from wednesday cuz we have 6 months then ] ...she was like okay...but since i have 2 tests next week i have to learn for it this week and monday and tuesday..tho i dunno if i can learn while im with my sweety

and i booked the weekend ticket for Abunai, which is in september..but oh well you cant be early enough [need to make the cosplays too tho..] whiche are going to be Vexen, Sakuma Ryuichi preformance outfit and a secret cosplay [related to Kingdom Hearts..]

and why the hell are all of the heartless, in KHIIFM, with a heartless sign on them PINK-ISH XD srsly its scares me Oo...but my SwapMagic Disc got broken so i cant play KHIIFM for a while T_T

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18285066/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18285066/ Mon, 12 May 2008 07:12:09 PDT _<


k thats it bye...

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18124988/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18124988/ Thu, 01 May 2008 21:26:59 PDT I'll be Demyx today...and she ish Reno XD, not a rly good couple tho XD 'specially with coffee O.O that will kill u right now XD...and we boh are kidnapping a Sasuke with us...=3...

like wtf yesterday my hair was all like kinda straight up and now its flat like hell Oo...put too much gel and hairspray in it tho >_<..oh well gotta try it at the hotel better

and now we are drooling over about the sunrise *_*
we put way too much sugar in our coffee WEWEEEEJ X3
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and sunday i see again

whiped cream >3


















FEFFIROF!!!

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18053083/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18053083/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 11:00:56 PDT again since he is on vacation...i miss him like crap..tired not to cry, but couldnt take it anymore
i feel homesick about it and i FREAKING HATE IT D8
it drives me crazy...

im glad i get some distraction this week tho...
one of my old friends is comming tomorrow to sleep over till wednesday and thurday comes here and sleeps over to, cus friday animecon will start..cant wait for that tho..

and im aloud to go to abunai in september and i can bring my weapons with me then
and i hope will come too this time >3

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18025040/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18025040/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 15:39:40 PDT AH docchi demo ii no yo mou
shinjitsu nante toki ni maboroshi
AH daitageru
suki na toki ni suki na dake AH
koko ni itai no soba ni itai no
anata no soba ni ima wa itai no
motto chikaku ni kanjitetai no...
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Do you love me, or do you not?
Ah, whichever is fine with me
This thing called reality is really an illusion
Ah, I'll hug you
I just do what I like, when I like, ah
I wanna be here close to you
I wanna be by your side
I wanna feel you a lot closer...
LOVERIN TAMBOURIN-Aishitageru[Disgaea Opening Theme]


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1.) Put your media player of choice on shuffle.
2.) List the first fifteen songs that come up add "in my pants" to the end.
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1]Inuyasha- Change the World in my pants
2]Creed- My Sacrifice (acoustic) in my pants
3]AvenueQ- The internet is For Porn in my pants
4]No Secrets- Ill Remember you in my pants
5]Simple Plan- How Could this happen to Me in my pants
6]The All-american Rejects- Straightjacket Feeling in my pants
7]Dresden Dolls Coin operatedBoy in my pants
8]Nightwish- Wishmaster in my pants
9]My Chemical Romance- My Way Home is through you in my pants
10]Evanescene- Where Will u go in my pants
11]Evanescence- Lithium in my pants
12]DragonForce- Fury of the Storm in my pants
13]Gunther- Ding Dong Song in my pants
14]Flogging Molly- 7 Deadly sins in my pants
15]Tempo-Circle of Fire[Axel Song] in my pants

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18022089/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18022089/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 12:26:55 PDT and i cant stop thinking about him, i know i shouldnt think alot about him, but its just..hes the only one from who i can say that i want to be forever with y know..i know its sounds pathetic, but this is just how i feel about him..and rly im not lying..he makes me feel complete and i can be myself with him around [even if it gets annoying ^^"]
[]hun, plz dun be angry bout this D8[]

but i have to get through this..cus i know i see him next sunday again, right after animecon..which is about 7 days..im still changing the cosplay on Saturday cus i want to do 3 at a time...its gonna be Demyx, Blind Itachi or Roxas tho...but i think its gonna be Demyx, cus he kinda fits with my personality ...
Marluxia and Sakuma Ryuichi are still on the list so..i wont change them!!
i rly hope they sell there Kumagoro D8 cuz that rly will fit with the Ryuichi cosplay

and i cant play WoW for 3 days cuz im at my father's and i forgot to bring it with me ¬¬
oh well..cant change that now...

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18004796/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/18004796/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 09:50:09 PDT is now a week on holiday and comes back next saturday..i miss him already, this is the second time i dont see him a whole week, and it kinda makes me emo about it..srsly without him around me or somewhere else, but where i can talk with him, i feel save...im rly trying not to be sad, but its hard.....

so i might playing WoW till animecon starts next friday..cant wait for that tho
its like 7 friking days away..and i still need some gel and hairspray for one of my cosplays...Demyx or Blind Itachi
i rly hope there are more Gravitation characters and Kingdom Hearts too...
and sunday im going to see my sweety again and im aloud to sleep there..

k..gonna play some WoW now...bai bai

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/17909245/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/17909245/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 09:30:09 PDT tho, im playin more WoW then i play kindgom heart, and i blame for that
tho im still a n00b on it, i like the game

k nothing more to tell much so

BAI!
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1.) Who are your favourite Kingdom Hearts character(s)?
Organization XIII, Riku, Replica Riku

2.) What is your favorite pairing?
AkuRoku, MarVex, XalVex, Xemsai, Zemyx, Vexel, Xigdem..do i have to continue?

3.) Are you a Kingdom Hearts yaoi or hentai fan?
Yaoi!

4.) Ever cosplayed Kingdom Hearts characters? If so, who, where and (and what? LOL)
Roxas, Blindfolded Riku..more to come: Marluxia, Demyx, Axel, Vexen, Zexion, Saix, Xemnas, Riku, Replica Riku

5.) List your collection of Kingdom Hearts junk and merchendise, if any.
KHI, KHII, KHIIFM+ [!!!!], the KHII guide book, Organization coat [made by my cousin], Axel figure, Sora figure, All of the manga's

6.) Have you ever felt that you were destined to be with a Kingdom Hearts character?
hmm not rly

7.) SoraxKairi or RikuxKairi?
SoRiku <333

8.) AxelxKairi or AxelxRoxas?
AkuRoku {DAH >_<" }
[AxelKairi, ish rapist *_*]

9.) Which path is your favorite? Light, Darkness, Dawn, or Twilight?
Dawn

10.) Do you support the XemnasxSaix theory?
Like hell yeah!

11.) Do you support the 'Axel is gay for Roxas' theory?
w00t

12.) Your favorite Organization Xlll member(s)?
All of them [prolly even the number 14]

13.) Are you pro-Kairi or anti-Kairi?
sumthing in between

14.) Have you played all the Kingdom Hearts games?
yep, well...im just started on Re:CoM and have played KHI once, and KHII like 70 time or so

15.) Have you read the manga?
durr, all of em

16.) Do you believe Sora has ADD?
yep XD

17.) Japanese or English?
both

18.) Pro-Namine or Anti-Namine?
pro-Naminé

19.) Demyx = Annoying or funny?
Funney!!

20.) Do you believe Demyx's Somebody was from Atlantica (Splash Island)?
yip yip

21.) Zexion = Sexy beast or Emo?
A sexy emo beast

22.) Which character would be the best crossdresser?
Marluxia

23.) Axel = Gay or strait?
hmm i think bi, but when he's around roxas he's 100% gay

24.) Which character would be best OOC? Who and how?
Saix XD

25.) Do you like Kingdom Hearts fanfics?
some of them

26.) Do you write Kingdom Hearts fanfics?
nopeh

27.) Do you like lemons?
yep

28.) Do your parents know any Kingdom Hearts characters?
not rly anymore, which is good, cus i cant bother them again with it >:3

29.) Have you watched the Kingdom Hearts Crazy Files?
Who hasn't XD

30.) Have you seen the 'Axel Falls For Kairi' series?
Come Again Oo

31.) Have you ever got someone else hooked on Kingdom Hearts?
yep yep

32.) Have you ever been drawing the characters in school and have someone randomly say "WOAH! you like Kingdom Hearts too!?"
yep XD like 10 of ppl i know

33.) Have you ever been in class drawing any of the characters and the teacher comes up to you and says "WTF is this?! O.o;"?
not rly

34.) Has Kingdom Hearts affected your school life and grades?
could be

35.) Are you broke thanks to Kingdom Hearts?
yes XD

36.) Do you want to eat sea-salt ice cream?
yeah, i want to make it soon <3

37.) Would you ever join Organization Xlll?
DURR then i kidnap with me

38.) Do you draw Kingdom Hearts fanart?
...i dont have to answer that do i?

39.) Is Riku still sexy even possessed by Ansem the Heartless?
Even hotter <3

40.) Do you have a Kingdom Hearts OC?
not rly

41.) Looking back at so... ]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/17698437/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/17698437/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 12:01:39 PDT im bored at the moment cuz WoW aint working for me -.-' some firewall problems or sumthing...
i hate it cus i have the 10 day trail account for now...

27 [?] more days to go until Animecon cant wait any longer, but i can choose between 2 cosplays of Sakuma Ryuichi: his casual outfit or his preformance outfit...and between Blindfolded Riku of Org.member XIV...

gotta play some Disgaea more -.-' im addicted to the anime
i wonder if theres a game of Gravitation :3

and tomorrow will be here till tuesday
me happy!!
and for some reason i want to go to school Oo..which is pretty sick tho...

nothing more to tell...

NA NO DA!!!

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/17428321/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/17428321/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 15:12:18 PDT
im never going to help someone in a relation ship again that way -.-' srsly...then i upset ppl like fuck..

and ye im still grounded till april 9...

and i cant wait to see sunday again
srsly he makes me happy when im with him and all...
Never felt so good in my life, he makes my life complete
Disc, thanks for today, tho it was mine own mistake about thinking i got kicked out of school [blushes]
i love you hun, dun forget that



]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/17425341/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/17425341/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 12:03:22 PDT _<
im so useless when it comes to helping ppl with their relation..
was trying to help one of my best friends..and then it happens...
i was talking wrong stuff..cus i havent slept much last night...and now they might break up bcus of me..i feel like useless crap..seriously...im freaking useless...

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/17233985/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/17233985/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 02:49:40 PST got the most phailed marluxia haircut ever [need to make a picture of it soon though]
meeh..cant see for 4 days now it sucks huge >_<"
srly and my mom isnt even make it better: "Well then you can go out with your friend more now" >_<" ye like that helps me from stop thinking about him
oh well..
and im sure now that im gonna cosplay Marluxia, Sakuma Ryuchi, RepVexen 44 on Animecon08 C:
gonna order Kingdom Hearts 2 Final Mix + again but this time on play asia..the one i orderd isnt still here since December 3 Oo so i cancelled the whole shit..

and its Discipter's fault for saying me: BABIES Oo
Disc...i miss you

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/16914250/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/16914250/ Sat, 16 Feb 2008 12:52:46 PST IM GETTING MARLUXIA HARICUT!!!..yeah..not that i really fits with mah Vexen voice, Demyx inside me and erm..nevermind XD
just came out from work and im hyped now..dunno why...
and isnt online
and the Tickets vor animecon are on their way to mah home
im sure im going as Sakuma Ryuichi now and Vexen and Marluxia about the other one im still not done yet..maybe as Blind Itachi of L ..meeh i talking to much shit right now XD
so i better leave now XD

bwaayyyy

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/16612154/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/16612154/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 12:21:10 PST
Xemnas :iconGemilli: , Xigbar, Xaldin , Vexen, Zexion, Saix [Neopet Lupe XD], Axel , Demyx, Larxene[ though she was as Sasuke Winter Outfit,,we dub her as Larxene ] and of course Roxas ..
I was first supposed to go as Vexen, but then i changed my mind and i wanted to go as Saix, then as BFR*, then Saix, BFR, Saix, BFR, Saix,.....XD..later on the day i got this hairspray in my hair and i looked like a Mad Scientist [s words]..i looked more like N from Death Note in a Organization costume though XD..oh well..i had fun XD Later i got tol i was a traitor cuz i was wearing my Akatsuki scarf XD..but the superior forgave me so i was happeh XD
hmm what else to tell...I MADE A YAOI VID XD?...with Sasuke and some other chibi guy from Bleach..ill put it on the pc soon ..if my pc will accept it
photo's of me will come soon, if i can find then..but untill now..BYEEE XD




]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/16468959/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/16468959/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 03:02:54 PST it was so realistic that i almost thought it was for real...i think i put to much thought on it..but i dunno what to do with it.. i feel so fucked up by it right now..cus i dont..and i REALLY dont wanna lose ..i mean i feel safe when im with him and all..i dun no what to do when its over between us...[meh emo talk i know..sorry]
but hun you have to know, i luf you big time, i dun wanna lose you and i want to be with you forever i know its sounds pathetic but thats how i just feel...
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I. Xemnas:

[]You are the leader most of the time.
[x]You like black.
[x]You wished/wish you were someone else.
[]You don't listen to others.
[]You like doing research.
TOTAL: 2

II. Xigbar:

[x]You have bad eyesight.
[x]You like throwing things at others when angry. [does plushies count XD]
[x]You wish you were able to teleport.
[ ]You wear your hair in a ponytail. [i hate it XD]
[ ]You have/wish you had a gun
TOTAl: 3

III. Xaldin

[x] You like windy days. (if anything it annoys me)
[]You have tried to steal something precious from someone.
[x]You like dragons.
[ ]You have/like dreadlocks.
[x]You've tried to anger someone on purpose.
TOTAL: 3

IV. Vexen

[ ]You are disrespected by the young ones.
[x]Someone has already considered you a traitor. [just because they didnt accept it that THEY where the traitors..¬¬]
[ ]You are the oldest of your group. [middle]
[x]You like experiments.
[x]You like cold days.
TOTAL: 3

V. Lexaeus

[ ]You are not very talkative.
[ ]You like brain games.
[x] People are afraid of you because of your appearance. [just the "normal" kids..cus im goth..it gets really annoying ¬¬ ]
[ ]You prefer heavy weapons rather than light ones.
[ ]You are very strong, physically speaking.
TOTAL: 1

VI. Zexion

[x]You love reading.
[]You are not very sociable. [depends where i am at the moment]
[]You are one of the shortest of your group.
[]You have a very sensible nose.
[]You like to illude others. (... )
TOTAL: 1

VII. Saïx

[x]You have double-personality issues [i can be serious but also extremly hyper XD]
[x]You are more active during night rather than day.
[x]You like werewolves.
[ ]Your superior trusts you. [dun have one]
[x]You have a scar on your face. [a little one]
TOTAL: 4

VIII. Axel

[x] You are somewhat a pyromaniac.
[x]You care deeply for your best friends.
[x]You are a two-faced when you need to.
[]You don't like when people don't remember your name.
[]You have a very fiery personality. [dunno? Anyone TELL MEH XD]
TOTAL: 3

IX. Demyx

[x]You like music.
[x]You know how to play a guitar. [a little]
[x]You like rainy days.
[x]You like swimming.
[x]You are usually a very happy person.
TOTAL: 5

X. Luxord

[ ]You like playing cards.
[ ]You like to gamble.
[ ]Your favourite color is gold.
[]You have stolen money from others.
[x]You have/wished you could curse someone.
TOTAL: 1

XI. Marluxia

[x]You like pink.
[x]You like flowers.
[x]You are plotting to overthrow your superior. [just because he an ass ¬¬ ]
[x]You were betrayed by someone. [the ones i thought they were my friends...like 8 of them]
[x]You are a bit of a flamboyant person.
TOTAL: 5

XII. Larxene

[x]You're the only female on your group. [but i dun care XD]
[x]You like storms.
[ ]You're pretty agile.
[x]You like to mock others. [sometimes when im bored]
[x]You think ninjas are cool.
TOTAL: 4

XIII. Roxas

[x]You love ice cream.
[ ]You are the youngest of your group.
[x]You think people are hiding something from you. [and it scares me sometimes, cus im afraid to lose him ]
[ ]You usually have str... ]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/16328629/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/16328629/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 11:27:33 PST nothing much to say in thius journal exept for the fact that i got my Death Note, Itachi Headprotector and Itachi/Akatsuki scarf ..and i just orderd my ticket for AnimeCon08 im going with and i hope will come to ..[begs on knees]

k gonna stop now XD

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/16133377/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/16133377/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 04:30:07 PST
2 more days to go until im going to im hyper already..i really cant wait for it
i miss him to much this week, well actually..everytime when im not with him i miss him though D8
and im now more an more sute then ever i dont wanna lose him
i even had this nightmare where he died right in front of my eyes..i woke up crying half D8 i'm so hoping that i wont be ever over between us

and i need Ryuichi's bunny outfit wanna bounche in it in school next year though XD
and a very good friend of mine, wants to cosplay Itachi sometime, though he doesnt like cosplaying

hun, i love you to much, dont ever forget that <3

]]> ~KingdomHearts90 http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/16057575/ http://KingdomHearts90.deviantart.com/journal/16057575/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 11:24:37 PST for 5 days now ¬¬ missing him like hell [though i dont know if i miss hell that much Oo]...
oh well..the weekend was fun as hell slept over here so yeah hehe

today i bought like 3 games for the ps2 today..Naruto Ultimate Ninja 2, FMA2 Curse of the Crimson Elixir and Dance UK XL and 3 Death Note manga's to come trough this freaking long week till sunday though i know this is going to take forever this whole week ¬¬

oh well..hun cant wait till sunday ^_^ love youz [L]
I know now more then ever that i dont wanna lose you

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