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]]> ~Kinxu http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/20622803/ http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/20622803/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 16:16:16 PDT I'M. BACK.
PARTY WITH ME.
Hahahaha. I'm on school computerssssss~ *glomps everyone*

]]> ~Kinxu http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/19454940/ http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/19454940/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 04:23:13 PDT To Org-Infinity: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ACCEPTING ME! I am VERY happy! But because my account is on hiatus, if you could please, not erase me from the club? D: Because I WILL be back. If you have to, list me as a "dead" member. If the Org members want to know why Kinxu is gone...she went away to her home world for awhile. ^w^

LAST LOG IN. I LOVE YOU ALL. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR CONGRADULATING ME ON GETTING INTO ORG-INFINITY. I'LL BE BACK!!!

Sorry I keep saying I'm on Hiatus then keep coming back on. LOL. This time for sure, I am on Hiatus. (Hiatus means I'll be gone for a period of time.) I'll be back, so don't worry. But maybe not anytime soon. I'll miss you all! <333 The reason I am leaving is pretty simple really. -laughs- And no, I didn't get into a fight with anyone. The reason is, my mother forbids me to talk on the internet to people. >_< lol~what can I say...I like to make new friends. Especially ones that like the same things I like! (Anime, Kingdom Hearts, ect.) But the thing is, if my mother finds out that I've been chatting online, she'll take away A LOT. Last time she took away everything in my room (except for the bed and clothes) she banned me from my friends, and pretty much all fun. >_< And this went on for half a year until she finally let me get my stuff back (not all of it. I still am missing a lot of things) and let me speak to my friends and have fun again. You see, if she finds out...let's just say I value too much right now, in real life, to lose it all just because of something silly. My friends, Kingdom Hearts (lol...it's my life, can't lose that. O_O), drawing, everything. Like I said before, I promise to come back! Immi, Ikki, Nate, Angel, Anubis, Ata, Moxom, Caffy, Clever, IHC, Clar, ...EVERYONE. <3 I love you all!

To CyanCity: I'll come back as well. D: I guess I'll have to apply later. >_<

]]> ~Kinxu http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/19442781/ http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/19442781/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 09:25:12 PDT If I disappear from Deviantart (if I'm not on for weeks) then I'm on HIATUS. But I will be back! ;3

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Well I was freaking out earlier because I thought that I would have to go on hiatus due to personal reasons. XD Apparently not yet~seeing as I'm still here. ^w^
Update on me! I am 95% sure I am going to a high school called Desert Mountain when the next semester starts. I've been home schooled most of my life with hardly any human contact except for relatives. X_X lol~I went to a regular school until about grade 4, and then came back for a short while in grade 8. Now I am going back again! I'm supposed to be a sophomore this yeah. -sighs- TT^TT But I failed ninth grade. Now, I COULD move on, according to my mom. But why should I? I'm not ready apparently. Besides, a refresher never hurts. So what if I don't get to graduate when I'm supposed to? I'll still graduate. And it's not like I'll stand out too much as having been "held back". I'm fifteen and mostly everyone in ninth grade is either fifteen or fourteen. Thank you summer birthdays! *3* Well, I was looking at my high school website...and I clicked on the "clubs" tab. I had a total "OMAIGAWD" moment when I saw "Anime Club" on the list. I am sooooo happy! I have never been in an actual anime club before. So this will be a change. I'll get to be around MY kind of people. -laughs- Oh! And I bought a Kingdom Hearts bag for school. It's like a....bag that goes across you? Like over your shoulder? Eeek. Don't know how to explain it. But it's great for school and very cool. <3 Can't wait till it gets here.

My mom bought this weird dance game for our Wii. I was all excited when it came in the mail. But to my utter disappointment, the game only had 21 songs on it and they were all 80's songs! D:< Nothing I liked. Erm...nothing else has really happened so...THE END. XD

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Immersion In Darkness (my fanfiction) Cover- 45% Done
New FULL Kinxu Ref- Haven't started

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....mostly everyone in Org-Infinity and a lot of other people! :3

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To Org-Infinity: If I do end up being allowed into the club, PLEASE don't erase me from the club! If you have to, list me as a "dead member". But I WILL be back! I promise!

]]> ~Kinxu http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/19335852/ http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/19335852/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 13:36:27 PDT If I disappear from Deviantart (if I'm not on for weeks) then I've had to give my laptop back. But I'll be back some day.

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Summer school is on! Finally. I have Life Science to do...before the 25th I think! @_@ Yiiiikes! Lately things have been "Eh" with me. My mom won't let me see Aki until my grades are up. Yay me. =_= I miss her a lot...D: This sucks. I want to see her so BAD but I can't. This has taught me a lesson. WORK FIRST. D:<...haha...if work comes first, why am I still not working right now? GOD. I am such a bad student. -slaps self- Anyway. Really looking forward to the next time I get to spend time with Aki. <3 Last night I stayed up till 2 talking to her online. It was fun. I should do it more often. Only problem is, sometimes my mom cuts off my internet at night without warning. X___X LOL~ Oh. My scanner is broken so I can't scan in my pictures. I have to draw on my laptop. My dad made me turn off the AC and the only electrical things on are my laptop and TV (for brother). I am babysitting/doing my school work in the heat. To make things worse, it rained last night so it's humid. >_< I feel like YUCK. I've been talking to Jeremy a lot through a chat room on here. It's easier and safer to talk that way than through email where my mom could at any time check! O_O Haha. o3o...Let's see...I've grown a bit. Like half an inch. I lost four inches off my waist which is awesome...and my body got really curvy over the past week. Weird. O_o I think they call this..."a growth spurt"? Huzzah! I also saw Wall E in theaters recently. Uber cute and funny. ^w^ Oh! And I just started watching Death Note like...yesterday! I'm on episode 8. O: Light is INSANE. XD Hahaha~ I love him though. And L? Totally love the way he sits. XD And that thing he does with his thumb? I do that same thing when I'm concentrating. XD I laughed when I saw that. Anyway, that's pretty much all that there is new about me. -scuttles off-

Xx To-Do List xX

Aki's B-Day Present - -Finished-

Risthcxina- -Finished-

Sine- -Finished-

The Many Faces of Kinxu- -Sketched-

Kinxu and Dusky- -Sketched-

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http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/19234578/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 11:52:17 PDT
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

I am the daughter who has to keep her love life a secret from her parents because of their religion.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am what I am and I don't know who because I am always thinking about what other people will make of me. Who am I? Not boy not girl, just me and little people care about who you are and what you long for when you look like someone else obviously and your wishes and dreams seem easily to be guessed. Fail.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of brutality. Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. MURDERED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!

I am the best friend to one who has had her heart broken too many times, and the friend who has to watch the repression continue and is powerless to stop it.

I am the girl who has to hide her love from her parents and lyes in bed scared every night that they might find out and cast her away from them. I'm also the girl who lyes in bed scared of god because she knows he hates her for being who she is.

IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS
AS "HOMOPHOBIA."

IF YOU ARE IGNORANT... IGNORE.

Please, repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, age, sexual preference, or gender!

]]> ~Kinxu http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/19183892/ http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/19183892/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 12:34:30 PDT If I disappear from Deviantart (if I'm not on for weeks) then I've had to give my laptop back. But I'll be back some day.

Xx Journal xX
Alrighty. So, time for a little update on me. I still have summer school to get done. Life Science, to be precise. But it should be easy considering I'm good at science. I still need to finish 's B-Day pic that I promised her. Damn it, so much to do. @A@ I need to finish Kinxu's world forms (Atlantica, Halloween Town, Lion King, and Pirate.) But I'll probably add her other outfits in there as well. Such as her under garments and dressy look. I also have two pictures I need to scan in. Kinxu's expressions and a picture of her and Dusky.

Guess what I found out? I'm friggin losing my hair due to stress. I've been so stressed lately, my hair is falling out! I mean, I can sweep my hand through my hair like this -does it-...yeah. Hand full of hair. I just pulled out like 7 strands. I showed my dad and he said it must be because I'm stressing out so much. I...just need to chill. In other news...I found out my neighbors are actually bi and one of them has a crush on me. She said she wants a relationship with me but...I just can't. For one, I just broke up with my boyfriend. And two, I really don't have an interest in her like that. I mean, she's a pretty and nice girl and all...but I don't like her that way. Yesterday I gave both her and her sister their first kiss. They wanted to know what it feels like, so I showed them. I'm glad they trust me enough. -laughs- But anyway. Pretty much...this week has been boring. Waiting to be accepted in Org-Infinity is...tiresome. But I willbe patient and wait. I don't want to bug the Castle Managers or Superiors. They have enough going on as it is...but I really hope I get accepted. I don't see a reason why I shouldn't. My description for my element is well thought out and creative, my element isn't taken, and it doesn't link to any other element someone else has. Aw man....Kinxu wants in this club so bad.

Xx To-Do List xX

Aki's B-Day Present - -Half way done-

Risthcxina- -Finished-

Sine- -Finished-

The Many Faces of Kinxu- -Sketched-

Kinxu and Dusky- -Sketched-

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http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/19099508/ Sat, 28 Jun 2008 20:45:21 PDT If I disappear from Deviantart (if I'm not on for weeks) then I've had to give my laptop back. But I'll be back some day.

Xx To-Do List xX

Aki's B-Day Present - -Half way done-

Risthcxina- -Finished-

Sine- -Finished-

The Many Faces of Kinxu- -Sketched-

Kinxu and Dusky- -Sketched-

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....mostly everyone in Org-Infinity! :3

]]> ~Kinxu http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/19065434/ http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/19065434/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 21:28:45 PDT To-Do List xX

Chix- -Unfinished. D: Picture was lost.)

Risthcxina- -Finished-

Sine- -Haven't started-

"C'mon Chix~! Candy Mountain!" Comic -Haven't started-

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]]> ~Kinxu http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/19022519/ http://Kinxu.deviantart.com/journal/19022519/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 14:45:31 PDT
I'm Kinxu's Best friend (i think) Aki~ And I helped her make this account.. So now I'm making a journal. xD Which she might delete THATS FINE. BITCH. xDD I love yooooooou <3333

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