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Agh.

Alright so Ihave decided to apply to Yale, which requires a lot of indepth stuff... and i'm trying to look cryptic and excited, but really i'm too stressed to produce anything useful for an actual application.

And school has been stressful. I'm trying to get good marks but it's just been difficult, especially when i've had a lot of other stuff to work on.
Art has beenon the backburner, like usual. le sigh.
and i'm a step closer to finishing this thing i've been working on for the last 3 years. Oye.

Well. I have to write a ridiculous paper on pagan/christian poems about very depressing things. Aye.

-Lurveeee Kira

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/27894712/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/27894712/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 18:24:23 PDT ... which to me is a lucky number so yay!


<3

Oh I took pictures while i was kayaking today... however I have a ton of homework to do, so... i'll post them tomorrow. =[

<3Kiraaa


whooooooooooooooo!
maybe i'll treat myself to a subscription...
hummmmmmm

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/27473341/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/27473341/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 17:45:52 PDT
I feel busy.... hahaha I should also submit art... have i even made any art? shame shame.

Hrrm.... I'm also putting off a paper that's original due date was last tuesday but because of catching the plague...
But I still need to shower and the season premier of Bored to Death is on tonight... hahaha. Oh if only I hadn't fallen asleep for that hour...

So as always, I've been comtemplating starting a proper blog... either about food or something similar to My Life Is Average... it seems appropriate, it seems as though there are many occurances in my life that could be on there...

Oye. Well the season premier is at 10. So shower awayyyy!

Then essay. -_-

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/26790876/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/26790876/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 07:40:40 PDT
It seems like everything is finding a place for itself.

Even my art.

<3
Kiraaah

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/26577488/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/26577488/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 20:11:22 PDT And I finally put something in the heart in the painting that has taken the last two years to make. And I hate the left half of it.
I am frustrated. With several things that are innapropriate to talk about on deviant art.
I want to buy new clothes... but don't want to spend money.
No one seems to be around right now...
I really want to relax... but it's really difficult.
And I have a lot of negative energy... but I have no where to direct it... unless I decide to make some really angry art. or start a girl band, an angry girl band. ugh -_-

Also, cross country starts on monday. which I am completely unprepared for.

Oh everything feels as though it has been flipped upside down.

I should become bridget jones/georgia nicolson again... it was a lot more crazy and spacey... but totally sane because it was all written down.

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/26308703/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/26308703/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 23:04:30 PDT Wow, I could do that every day for the rest of my life, I want to marry Greg Gillis... Ahhhhhhhh!!!
Also discovered Donora... they're a local band, but really freakin good. I hope they make it.
And I got some decent pictures out of it...
I only got groped a couple of times, most of the guys there were actually pretty polite which was a nice change. Ahhhh! The energy was right, the place... XD And me and gina didn't even have to take the t back... matt drove us. =]

Oh and i got a sick T-shirt.

And to top this day off, I got a paycheck for $327.80


XD
-Kiraaaahhhh

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/26255947/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/26255947/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 13:42:47 PDT Well. To rant on in here... I've been playing guitar rather frequently, probably enough to be called regularly, and my fingers are hurting. They're slightly red and swollen, but I can feel myself becoming more musically adapt, which gives me reason to believe that I could spend money on guitar related items and feel as though I deserve to own them. Not that I don't feel like it would be bad if i bought stuff... I just want to be good before going into serious guitar debt. and on that note, my next purchase would probably be a strat. Perhaps I can do that once I perfect Neon... oye.
Well on the subject of expensive things... I quite want a fancy digital camera... which i guess is where deviant art comes into play. What I really like about this website is that it tells you all the info about the camera on the deviation! which is really cool helpful, deviant art, you make my day once again.
Also I want a macbookpro.

I'm going to be in some serious debt.
^_^

-Kiraaa

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/25782706/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/25782706/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 19:59:18 PDT Well I do, and NARS has this blush everyone raves about called 'orgasm' which sounded interesting (it was also a pretty color) so i put some on my hand. Then I saw that they also have another blush called 'super orgasm' which is darker, i 'spose because you ge more flushed after having a super orgasm, so being curious and into looking like i just had a super orgasm, i put some of that next to 'orgasm' on my hand.
Alright so... I didn't buy either one... because i didn't know which one i liked better and also didn't feel like dropping $25 on blush, so I continued on my merry way through Sephore and checked out all the various beauty products and whatnot. I eventually got around to this brand Carol's Daughter and ended up buying some conditioner from that brand. But before leaving the section to check out I decided to try some lotion from them.... which was entitled 'love butter.'
I didn't really think much of all these samples until I was sniffing my hand thinking 'oh this smells rather nice' then i realized that I have orgasm, super orgasm, and love butter on my hand oye.
and what's terrible is, i didn't buy any one of those products.

I think I'll go try out that conditioner now. hahaha.

<3kirrrahhh

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/25399422/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/25399422/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 16:44:30 PDT well when it comes to deviant art.


Agh, Ihave learned a difficult lesson this year in school,

"you can't live in the past"

which is much different than savoring memories and having good thoughts,
but you can't let a good past make you feel lousy about the present, because things always pick up again,

well most of the time. =]

hmm...

I feel like going to hug a tree.

-Kira

(on a side note, i am still cold from teaching swim lessons this morning!)

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/25209516/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/25209516/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 02:28:23 PDT Not so much a sting, but more of an illness.
It is a sting to people who are allergic to bees,
Physically making me ill.

Sleeping only when the body is truely deprived
Drinking when parched
Eating is unimportant...

Where are the honest virtues...
My per.....




-_-

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/25129014/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/25129014/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 16:44:11 PDT
But that's not what made the day so nice. I went on a walk and felt very inspired which i haven't really had that much of an inspirational feeling in a really long time. Maybe over a year, I'm unsure. But today was different, it was just me and the sun and the foliage. lovely.

well i'm off to do my obligational chem duties!
-Kira

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/24329857/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/24329857/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 16:47:38 PDT I miss the 25 year olds giving advice...
the ecchi closet...
connecting with everyone via myspace...
being told off for being naive...

-le sigh-

hmmph.

oh well...
<3

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/24226341/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/24226341/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 18:27:13 PDT
so...
I have a guitar lesson on tuesday...
I just bought pointe shoes...
And I feel like exercising. =]

Body = much sounder

whoo!

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/24075083/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/24075083/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 12:16:12 PDT And now i'm in a black hole... of irrepressible crap. I just want someone to pick my life out for me. I don't even care right now... I can' go to Penn state because Eric is going there, and if i do go there... because they actually have a program for nutrition... it will seem like i'm going there to be with him. and then i'm going to look like a needy little bitch. And just gawddddddddd.

I can't do anything without someone being all in my case... eh. And then people like parents don't give a shit about SATS or anything that you know actually matters. I'm sick of it, having them act like we're so much better with reckless funding of total crap things and being emotionally vacant. I'm done with it. I don't understand why anything is the way that it is. So against nature and just stupid.

-_-

I want to get out of here. I refuse to go to college within a 100 mile radius of here.

blah. I just want things to be how they were.

I haven't read a damn book since i was 15... I don't update my ipod more than twice a year. I haven't listened to a new band in a year. I haven't had passion for painting in a very long time. Drawing feels like work. Everything feels like work. Breathing feels like goddamn work. I think there is something very wrong with this.

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/24012712/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/24012712/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 19:24:26 PDT I mean, I don't care about anything else.
I care that I don't care but not enough to actually start caring...
Because that would mean...

Gee I dunno.
I feel like things were so much easier before
Even as early as two years ago
Going to girl scout camp...
Being fresh in love.

Now I'm so worried about time... and what i say... and what I do.
I don't want to go to college...
I don't want to be older...
I don't want to have to care about all this crap.
I just want to be happy... but it's so hard when no one else does.
It's poisonous.

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/23868469/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/23868469/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 15:16:22 PDT hate looking for colleges
hate looking for majors even more...
like laughing at ridiculous majors (dairy?)

Geez... I feel... like...
blahblahblahing.
So here it goes.
For some reason there are sole cushion things on my desk... three of them which is a weird number because you only have two feet right? Yeah, but what's weirder is that they are all for the left foot. O_o?
My chem note lab book is extremely tattered... and i'm not even the one who spilled MnO-whatever on it. (which apparently will cause the paper to spontaneously combust!) But really... I feel like rambling on and on and on... because i didn't talk to anyone today that would want to listen... le sigh. So anyway school. sucks. have to take AP tests and listen to miss whatserface talk about stuff. yeah. I'm not posting names because with my luck she'll hunt it down expell me and then i'll be really embarrassed. You know what's ridiculous? How bad i am a sports... I was WALKING... and i tripped and fell... -_- Blah i have so many thoughts lately. and i don't want to keep them to myself. I want a proper blog but no one will read it. But oh well.
My eyes are tired my fingers are tired. and i still haven't finished my heart painting... OMG I'M SENSING MOTIVATION!!!

Wow... I didn't use the caps lock right there.
I miss girl scout camp. I think it was my outlet of crazyrandomteengirlsquadmadness. It's really hard to type without the space key. Hmm... I want to go running but I'm afraid that the wax on bikini will rebel and kill and then we'll have cross country season all over again! -_- oye.

Okay... before it leaves...

HeartPaintingAWaYYYYY

-Kiraaafffh.

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/23784252/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/23784252/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 17:02:31 PDT or elaborated on this idea i had for a story
or wanted to draw
or do anything...

ackk. must be a march thing.

-_-

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/23211134/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/23211134/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 07:44:23 PST
love hangover has struck again. <3
Ahhhhhhh...

I think I feel artistically motivated today... it's a lovely feeling...
I wonder what i should do...



I know...
I'll procrastinate on homework

lalalalalalalalalala
*totally awesome*

Happy late Valentine's Day!
<3
Kiraahh

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/22870568/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/22870568/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 17:05:37 PST
Oh well.


<3

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/22667127/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/22667127/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 06:35:46 PST How can you make it better
You can't even type let alone speak
And they'll never know
How sorry you are.

When you've been selfish
to make up for selflessness
To balance it out
and it doesn't go right.
Playing games is stupid.

What is love anyway?
I'm just sorry...
I don't want to give back clothes
Or throw away dead flowers...
Or anything like that.

I'm not going to cry
Any more than I have to...
But it's so hard
After so long...

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/22649953/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/22649953/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 10:10:37 PST Like a cross between stubbing your toe and sucking on a lemon? Or is that more 'gah'...

Hmm.

Well anywho...
I finally turpentined my heart... uhh the one i'm pasteling... In this process of pasteling i've realized how much pastels suck. They're like crayons, which i hate. and no matter what colors you're working with your hands turn black and then you have to scald your hands to get it off... then you have to turpentine which makes you head spin and it smells like pinesol... and i'm pretty sure i've been spelling turpentine wrong...
WEll.... today feels like a rant day.
This morning i went on facebook, and said i was making a snowman, which i was not. And then i called eric because for some reason we had a fight, which was stupid but for some reason we rolereversed and he's being the 'no don't talk to me one' and then my birthdays on wednesday and i feel i'm going to be le miserable unless kat can come and get her bum out here... which i hope she can because that would be totally awesome. And I haven't used my skipass yet which i should because i need to learn how to be a prosnowboarder so i can at least keep one newyears resolution. and speaking of that i had a list of like 6, and one of the other ones was to update pictures and you know what, I HATE FACEBOOK. I can't configure it, I don't even talk to anyone on there, and i never check it. Le pointe? Well... to post pictures of course. Because i most definitely expanded my flickr account to the point of explosion and i can't upload anything else. But now i feel weird because now that i actually want to use stupid facebook i feel like a tard because it's terrible timing because of the fight-y-ness going on between me and the sig. other. and sigh. The issue goes back to not being able to work it. And hmm... I haven't done anything all day. I feel sort of smelly and i should go make that snowman.

Okay...

Byeee.
-Kirahhh

you know what... they should have a "making" in the little mood section of this thing. being an art site and all.

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/22566783/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/22566783/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 18:57:38 PST
Except...I finally finished coloring around the big heart thing I'm oil-pasteling! now all i have to do is figure out what's going in the middle and then turpentine it. Whooo!

God nows how long that's going to take. I've been rather slow with art for the last like 2 years. -sigh- school... chemistry... huck finn...

Well anywhoo...

I think I'm going to submit more super old stuff then go to bed.

<3

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/22173884/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/22173884/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 18:42:54 PST wish it were snowing.
wish i were more cheer-y.
wish i were with my friends.
wish my wishes could be more than wishes.

Merry Christmas everyone..


]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/22141013/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/22141013/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 12:14:52 PST
Well... I'll be busy trying to keep myself busy...
You know... Christmas stuff... Pottery Painting... erm... stuff...

Agh, this will be a very long 6 days. X_X

...I'll probably more than likely will be creeping on here later.
Ooer I need a life.

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/21863073/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/21863073/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 10:46:11 PST
But soo chrimbo-ee!
Hmm... speaking of that I saw some street called Chrimbolo street... haha.
Oh I miss K-squad so much.<3

Well in other news...
Today is the draw-up-blue-prints-for-Gingeybread-mansion-day and replace all the broken lights day... I can't believe Eric's not getting a tree. X_X

Hmmprph. Well...

Time to go decorate!<3

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/21720872/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/21720872/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 20:07:45 PST So, on the topic of no sleep, the reason for my 3.5 hours is because today was black friday! Which I feel completely nuts for doing. I've been awake for 20 hours. Agh.
Well... let's see here. I finished my scarlett drawing, among other things. I haven't written anything, probably because i think of my best material when I'm laying in the dark... obviously unable to write anything legible. Well...
Damn. I wrote better things about love when I was not in it, when I knew nothing of it, and now... I'm spilling my guts, dramatically, through deviant art, feeling slightly guilty. but whatever. it's out here, i'm not deleting, no one's reading, i should be sleeping, but mostly feel like weeping. (mostly for rhyme-sake)

Well
-Out-
-Kira

Oh and by the way, I think this is somewhere around my 50th blah blah entry.

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/21538443/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/21538443/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 16:57:19 PST Anyway.
Okay, while on this kick let's visit the recyling website as well. you can recycle everything! well... nearly. unless you live too far away... -_-. welll.... anywho... i feel like a lazy arse... and it's so cold.... agh. perhaps i'll go run up and down the stairs a million times since the basement is so freaking freezing. mmhmm. =]

-Kira

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/21423754/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/21423754/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 15:32:01 PST In other words, I've had another favorite on "tummy" Hmm. I'm wondering if i took a picture of my stomach if it would be as successful. I'll see next week after PMS has passed. =]
So now that both girl parts have been discussed, let's talk AP American!(nottt!) I'm procrastinating... wonder if I should run, i'm rather tired, it's rather dark, the basement is not heated... hmm that's looking like a kira=lazy today. I've been feeling angsty... wonder why. bleh, school is a drag. I have to read 8 more chapters of the scarlet letter and like 10 more of Thoreau-this-book-into-the-fire, which was mildly entertaining, but mostly just mind numbing. DEEPER MEANING BLAHBLAHBLAH. Well, only ten more pages than an essay, and then i am done! XD
No new art. No new news. Sad Sad Sad. =[ I feel like watching a BBC special. perhaps I will, i hope one is on... the one "My small breasts and I" was very very funny.

Okay... AP American awayyyyy!
OMG THE MOOD BUTTON IS WORKING PROPERLY!

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/21284454/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/21284454/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 13:41:18 PST
ahhhh... i am so sleepy today... even with having the extra hour. -yawnnn-

Well... so, i knocked most of my homework out of the way today, all i have left is a lot of chemistry, which i could have started at two, but didn't. and now it's 4:30 and i have done... 1 and half problems out of 29... and i haven't even gotten to the gas law stuff yet... Oii. -_-
such is life. I haven't really done anything today except for complain about the casting of edward cullen clear out my computer memory and eat halloween candy... the typico life of boring.
So. besides that, it's a new nine weeks and i'm already feeling lazy, yes sir. and i am in desperate need of caffine, so i think i'll go make myself a tea, print a picture or two, or maybe i'll draw from scratch, who knows. I should do possibly 15 more chem problems, maybe go running if amanda ever returns my text, maybe bug eric, and potentially watch BBC and give myself a pedicure. =]
wow i am soooo busy.
<3
-Kiraaahh

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/20798547/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/20798547/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 18:30:36 PDT
perfect for huddling up in a cozy sweatshirt and starting a new drawing. =]

<3Kiraa

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/20726646/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/20726646/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 15:24:50 PDT
perhaps it's essay time.

-Kiraah

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/20573169/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/20573169/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 18:11:43 PDT I'm rather happy about the semi-private esque of this deviant art blog, not too many people read it. It's much different than those stupid facebook and myspace things. Oh, I am(italics) so unsocial aren't I?
Well, on a side note, I feel I'm getting much better at things like school work. It's been a sixteen year struggle to become efficient at it. Sigh. I do always feel as though each second is precious. A second wasted is... well a waste. And speaking of that, I hesitated for quite a while to type that sentence, ironic. Hmm... I'm feeling rather inclined to write... or type. Word documents are so uninspiring though. Too blank or something I think.
I wonder if anyone else proof reads their blogs.

I... am so enthralled with love. Reading about it, writing about it, thinking about it. So interesting to me. Am I a romantic at heart...?
Ohhh... we all know the answer to this.

Maybe I will work on that barely started idea... or maybe i should go to sleep...?
Relying on dreams for inspiration is very very tricky... mostly because you cannot control when you dream. Perhaps reading will bring out pleasant dreams... =] I can only hope.

Hmm... lovely night.
-Kira

(passionate about what, i haven't an idea... but that rise in my chest won't leave)

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/20477695/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/20477695/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 19:18:29 PDT
Hmm... feeling rather tired. Rather mushy. =]
I am feeling pretty good acually.

Eric came to see me today, which was such a lovely surprise. Thank you loveyy =]

Bought some new CDs today...
and some paint, new brush
new drawing pencils

Ahhh i'm so tired. dreams should be nice tonight. i hopes.

=]

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/20111388/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/20111388/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 10:35:50 PDT
<3Kira

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/20036908/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/20036908/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 07:46:46 PDT i miss the computer and rambling and having people read my blog. and being a freshman... and being crazy and happy and not moody. and AHHHHHHHH i miss arttttttt. sigh. i'm in such a lovey dovey mood all the time. grieving......... i want to be happy. i will be. terrible timing you know? eric is happy, i am sad and angry. now i am just sad because i feel like i don't have anytime. i can't just take my time anymore. i only have one more short year to just be... complete and then everyone leaves me. then he is all le stressed. but hopefully that will be over. ackkkkk. sigh. love.<3

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/19903816/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/19903816/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 19:07:26 PDT [link]
the outofshapeasiangirls guide to being able to run. THE DAY CROSS COUNTRY BEGINS. so, now that i'm already suffering, there is no freaking way that this very helpful thing can help me now. -_-;

so... i can't go to pracice anyway because i haven't gotten a physical.

peaceout.
i definitely need to.
-kira

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/19631497/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/19631497/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 21:43:26 PDT
Okay, so, what i learned today, Don't just talk to your friends when you're in trouble or sad or need your ass covered. Lurve them all the time!

And 2nd,

Go on the computer. the internet is not as big a waste of time as it seems... it's actually like sanity in a portal... sometimes black hole.. depending on the time of day... i like staying up late... it's fun. =]

just like the old days... getting back in the grooovveee. XD

-Kiraaaaaaahhhhhh

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/19629737/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/19629737/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 19:52:40 PDT My heart hurts. My eyes hurt.
Music hurts too. Yet it helps in a bit of a sick self-destructive way.
I want it to rain... raining always makes me happy. To me, it's like the world is crying. The reason doesn't matter, it doesn't matter. I cry too much, when I'm happy, sad. No rhyme or reason necessary. I feel like such a baby

I don't understand how people change so much. It hurts so much.

I was very lucky to have someone that loved me so much. I just wish that... I could have really appreciated it when i had it. I don' feel i'll ever have that kind of love again. my first real love.

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/19217501/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/19217501/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 11:11:00 PDT
so pretty much Spain is awsome. My vacation there was amazing. And i was very inspired there.... perhaps that means new deviations. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....... I <3 futbol!

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/18269220/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/18269220/ Sun, 11 May 2008 07:59:13 PDT
just so you all know. <3

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/17939688/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/17939688/ Sun, 20 Apr 2008 07:41:21 PDT
I have a big mouth when I shouldn't... bah. I'm unsure what i've done, but I'm pretty sure I'm wrong. ack.

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....

i'm gonng go get on that. =]

-kira

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/16214128/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/16214128/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 20:35:49 PST
Eh. I can't look at my artistic nudes... i feel like utter crap and I have all this homework and so much other stuff to do... I just want to cry. I probably will. I'm such a baby.

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/15319265/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/15319265/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 16:07:51 PDT =[
happy four months eric.
i appologize.

i think i have the ability to help others, but it takes a toll on myself because i feel i have the power to always be right in these situations. and since i'm the wise one now... i have no idea who will know anything right now.

klasjdsaz./dasjk.
i'm gonna go take my fat arse and run on the treadmil so i can fit into my size 28 bathing suit. stupid diving team.
goodbye.

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/14644509/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/14644509/ Sat, 15 Sep 2007 12:39:29 PDT [link]

so i'll write in here

i'm tired... really really tired.
and i don't feel like taking a nap... they make me feel useless... and draggy.

my eyes pretty much hate me right now as well..
130 pages of my book went by without me even really acknowledging it. all of a sudden i'm on page 505...
coool! it's really good.
=]

i haven't had any new art in a while. sigh.
i feel much like writting though. i'm hesitant to put it on here. or let anyone else read it for that matter.

allllright.
-kira

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/14382549/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/14382549/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 15:23:03 PDT
GO AWAY.

-defeat-


-kira

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/14081506/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/14081506/ Wed, 08 Aug 2007 21:07:56 PDT
so. knowing my bestie, my mom bought 3 packs of bacon because she is a total carnivore. wholy shit.
ooo... we got combos too.. and cheesy pringles, which after reading the nutritional facts i never want to eat them ever again. ever.

whooooo
i'm back to playing awesome house party every day now. XD
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eee

omg, well... i have art to post.
<3
-kiraaaah

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13866245/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13866245/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 21:14:12 PDT
<333

mmhmm
i cleaned-cleaned my room today, exciting? not really... but it was worth it, i actually had a floor and with the help of six pillows (and my lovey)... coooommmmmfffffyyyyy.

hmm i think i'll read whatshername's blog, i haven't done that in a while... she's quite funny.

it feels nice for the desk to be clean. it seems happier or something.. maybe its because i am so happy. =]

i don't have much to say.. brain activity isn't really up there at the moment. but that's okay.
i'm off.

lurve to ya
-kira

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13713975/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13713975/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 22:23:37 PDT
it's all because of honesty. and i think it's even made me wise. who'da thunk it?

maybe it's the security of being in a steady relationship with a steady person who i know loves me.

OR

new friendships? good ones? and the reopening of old ones? i think my life is starting to come together. a job.. a guy... my nerd parties...

i think that this is how it's supposed to be. balanced.
i think i've achieved it.

but i kind of miss chaos.. i'm sure i'll find some eventually. =] like in my drawings perhaps?? hahaha...

probably tomorrow... YEAH POTTERFEST!!! WOOO! i can't wait... ihaven't seem leen in 6 months. =[
but that's okay! because tomorrow is the day. a great day.

and saturday is fantastic. =] it will be. two weeks is forever. seriously.
i dont' wanna go that long ever again. REALLY.

alright. i'm tired. you're tired. it's 1:20 in the morning. i feel like dying... or sleeping right about now. yeah sleeping. my body feels pretty stiff and dead though. much like a pencil... no bend in those whatsoever.

oops.. i got a bit off track there... bleh track... running... i feel like i just ran about 100 miles. but i'm not breathing heavy, am i even breathing?

WTF... you know what... i'm going to be before i spurt anymore nonsense.

goodnight.
-kira

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13687768/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13687768/ Tue, 10 Jul 2007 20:37:35 PDT
he'll be back soon. and i'll be vair vair happy. which reminds me.
i need to read the rest of that book.
and the other harry potter... damn.

alrighty
i feel much better even posting little things such as this.
=]

-kira

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13599550/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13599550/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 22:48:21 PDT

dear lovey,

i'll miss you have lots of fun though, for me.

i'm sure we'll talk

see you soon

we'll celebrate when you get back

and do this and watch silly stuff like

and okay... this too

try and get some

lot's of love

-Kira ]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13568319/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13568319/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 19:07:14 PDT and running far or
talk or
help.

i want to make things better... but i don't know if i'm actually able to... =\

i hate feeling useless... not even useless... but just gah... i can't think of a better word, so useless. =[

he makes me so happy.

-kira ]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13538409/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13538409/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 11:38:16 PDT
i took lots of new photos.. yay

maybe i'll take more later...

pahaha.. inside joke with myself... that's called a secret isn't it?

well... anywhoo... i'm gonna go clean my room and whatnot.
i'm happy, eric is coming over tonight.



byee.

-kiraaah

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13474030/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13474030/ Sun, 24 Jun 2007 15:58:40 PDT yesterday was a good day.

tomorrow i have to work.
but it will still be a good day.

=]

i'm in a good mood, obviously.
and... yeah. okay bye.
lame journal entry. that's okay.

-kira

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13449798/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13449798/ Fri, 22 Jun 2007 17:08:13 PDT
vacation = awesome.

ooo... we have kettle corn still. dinner. mmm.
checking email is hell.
i have like 50 new ones... plus myspace facebook and here.AGH... tons of new shit. -_-

but it's all good. except that huge amount of laundry that's awaiting the washing machine upstairs.

ahhhhh



-kira

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13290988/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13290988/ Sun, 10 Jun 2007 13:43:57 PDT OKAY... anyway, so i leave on tuesday, and i gotta clear my camera for pic space, upload more music onto le ipod, and umm... give people/ get peoples phone numbers so i can call them. eee. DD

GAHHH EXCITEMENT...

i get to see my father too... which will be the first time since the other half of my life. (since i was like 8)

so. awesome. i can't wait. ahhh!!!!

henna tattoos. biking. running on the beach. the sandiego zoo. disney land. ahhh!!!! YES! ^_^

alright. well i shall leave anyone who cares to view, some more art work. drawing... half finished ones maybe... but whatev.

okay. <333
-Kira

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13270064/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13270064/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 20:01:17 PDT Rash. Benadryll and prescriction strength cream.
but... the good news is, my stomach is certainly getting better.
my arm is so-so... it's on my other arm too though...
and my doctor told me to keep out of the sun, which sucks because my whole job is outside.
and my original plans for tonight fell through. but that's okay... it stormed which always cheers me up.
then i ended up going to the mall with amanda and andrea. cute skirts, hair clips, and a used michael jackson cd. not bad not bad.
my gov final was easy as cake. math was okay... mrs. gunther might actually let me take my final on monday! YES!
oo and my dad is coming in to see me on the 21-23 or something. cool. and my rash might be way better by the time vacation rolls around. awesome. oo and i got organic cotton sheets. it's awesome.
i think i'll take another oatmeal bath. ooo... yeah i'll do that now. ^_^
okay... night night.

-kira

]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13243373/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13243373/ Wed, 06 Jun 2007 18:43:11 PDT
but i'm not gonna let that get me down.
no sir.

ahhhhh burning... fire on my arm. owwwwwww

okay think good thoughts.
think...

ICE PACKS... YES

snow... eh i suck at winter sports.

mmm surfing... in like a 5 days. ^_^
seeing my father. which reminds me. i need to call him. i'll do that now. after i get off IM...

-kira



]]> ~Kira-Sweet http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13229480/ http://Kira-Sweet.deviantart.com/journal/13229480/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 15:15:47 PDT
but on another note, i'm done with my written spanish final
bio is tomorrow, english too...
i haven't studied, and i really don't intend on studying that much.

Ooo... i've been working on my drawing, i did her back, and started on her hair... it's lookin really good, to me anyway. =]

but i guess i'm still in an okay mood... i'm going on the treadmill later... i'm gonna try to run further than i usually do.

whoo... alright

-kira

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