http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Kitty-Kara&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Kitty-Kara en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 21:16:08 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/25843819/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/25843819/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 16:54:46 PDT
i still have yet to upload pics ive had for forever
eh im just destracted
brad is over all the time <33
BUT that means i cant has computer :\
but its ok
ill live ^^

ive been haveing alot of dreams were im beening molested, raped, or suduced
its not fun >.<
i just bleeeeeeeeh
its very disconcerting
but on another note

school is comeing reletively soonish
its nice ^^
i miss all of my freinds :\
noms noms noms :3

soooooooo yea >.>
hah i dont have a whole lot to say ready
just that... i has icecream XDD

yup

see you cats later
~meow

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/24485001/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/24485001/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 17:31:08 PDT
Instead, he was rocked.

According to WTSP-TV, the confused teen opened up his gift only to find bunch of stones and a rolled up Chinese newspaper in place of the popular handheld.



Needless to say, mom was equally stunned.

"When he opened it, he was pulling the seal off, my sister-in-law carries a pocket knife and she opened it and that's when he pulled it out and it was Chinese newspaper and a bunch of rocks," she explained.

The troubling discovery prompted the Florida woman to contact the local Wal-Mart where she bought the curious box and complain, but reportedly workers there told her it wasn't their problem and that she should contact Nintendo instead. Of course, Nintendo told her roughly the same thing, leaving mother and son with a $138 box of rocks.

"They don't want to do nothing. They want me to keep the box of rocks. I'm not buying a box of rocks for $138," she said.

Amazingly enough, however, Wal-Mart soon caved after learning that the same box of rocks had been previously returned by another disgruntled customer. How exactly it made it back onto store shelves remains a mystery, but for her troubles, Wykle was given a full refund and a $20 gift card.

It's not the first time Wal-Mart has gotten into hot water for selling a questionable handheld. Earlier this month, a PSP system bought at a different Wal-Mart store in Florida was found to contain a memory stick filled with pornographic images.

~yahoo news

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/24280074/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/24280074/ Thu, 16 Apr 2009 19:04:39 PDT
]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/24048330/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/24048330/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 20:54:02 PDT The second floor held others parents and teachers I knew. There were my parent’s friends and work partners. My grandparents were there and well, smiling quietly. Another set of stairs greeted me as I finished searching this floor. Third floor was full of strangers, but ones with authority. Everywhere I looked there were men and women in different uniforms all standing solemn and silent. As I ascended to the next floor it became darker, dimmer, and cold. I peek over the top, where my head was level with the ground and saw the dead.
The dead famous persons walking round like they were alive and well. Once again I slinked from room to room, trying to find the one which I seek, but I searched in vain. I sighed as I climbed yet another set of stairs. Once again the temperature changed dramatically with every step I took. The air became hot and humid, and so thick it felt like it was gathering on your skin like dew drops on a spring morning. When I finally got to the top I saw a strange and gruesome site. Hunched backed, naked figures dragging themselves across the floor slowly, sickeningly, there skin stuck to the floor like gum to a shoe. Some were shapeless blobs of sticky flesh with a somewhat face slipping in and out of view. Wait, I’d seen those people before. They where the so called celebrities everyone adored for some reason, moving aimlessly they took no mind of me as I carefully picked my way across the floor and from room to room. Some I saw walked upright in at least underwear. It was only when I headed for the stairs that they grabbed at me for dear life, trying with all there might to stand, trying not to melt away. The writhing mass of shapeless flesh cried out is words made by none of a human. I kicked the pitiful mass off me and rushed up the stairs. I could hear there moans and groans all the way to the top.
An empty floor met me, and on and on it went, floor after floor of empty rooms. None of which were mine. Finally I reached the top story, no walls, no ceiling it was all support beams, as if it weren’t complete and yet it felt like it was. The clouds floated lazily through the non-existent walls, the air was refreshing, clean and real. So gentle and soft you could fall into a blissful sleep by the very sound of it, yet is was so strong and powerful it could carry you away like a feather on high. I couldn’t see a single soul, yet there was a presence that was so absolute that u could feel it all around you and inside you, like a beautiful song or a delicious smell. Even in the perfect place with the sun warming you from you skin to your soul, the desire still tugged at my heart. I want to see my room! I yelled in frustration.
Images faded into site filling the four empty frames of the walls. The one directly in front of me was that of a room with walls an indescribable shade of blue. In the center there was a huge bed that looked softer than clouds. In fact from there you could see the clouds since this room in on the wall had no roof and as I watched it began to rain lightly with the sun shining bright as ever. I stared for a long time and my heart ached for it. Eventually I reluctantly tour my eyes away from my personal paradise, and looked at the next room. There was only a single chair under a hanging light, which glowed faintly and flickered constantly in the sea of black. No light reached a wall or other indication that it even ended, that it wasn’t just and endless expanse of deep dark despair. It was a sad site so I looked away and to the next image. Illuminated with a rustic light this room was a mess. Everything that I owned was broken, torn apart or smashed in an apparent rage. The room still seethed with it, hitting me like a heat wave, messages were slashed angrily in black paint on the wall. Now I knew these rooms were all mine. Fear mounted within me as I turned to the fourth and final room. This time it was a white padded room, with black ink and blood splattered on the walls and floor. As I stared at the image I hear a ‘drip, drip, drip’. I look down and I’m wearing a straight jacket stained with blood and ink, I slowly raised my head and saw I was in that room. I looked around franticly but there was no door. I stared at the ground my thoughts racing ‘No way out. No way out.’ I fell to my knees and screamed “NO WAY OUT!!”

And.. I woke up
~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/23510028/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/23510028/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 15:42:14 PST i thought it was easy.. but i probly only made a 2 on the personal narritive
couldve done better but whatever
annyway
brad is gonna take me to 6 flags mabey
ima not sure if he will tho haha
but.. idk... meh..

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/23089179/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/23089179/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 18:18:09 PST even tho its not the normal stuff >.>
but whateves
at least i posted something
haha... i REALY need to get another camera
or ima die
soo yea
ill see what i can do with that



well oh a more personal note
me and brad are going good <3 he is so sweet
aand i got to go to his house for the first time yesterday
it was pretty homie ^-^
i liked it
and walkin it the woods around his house was sooo much fun
gosh its been forever since ive just walked around in nature
we walked all the way to the river
it was awosme
tho i swear he was going to throw me over the side >.>
it was a scary drop >.<
but apart from that
it was very cool

aand school is awsome
its more than half way done XD
YAY!
oh and i made 2nd chair in orchy o.O
for the first time since like... well ever
and its realy nice.. ive never felt so involed before
so ima try harder now >
aand we'll see how that turns out haha
soo i gess thats it
oh oh! i wrote a poem... and ima share it with yall ^~^




Tick tock
Time flys as i stare at the blank page,
Mocking me with its emptyness.
The pen hovering over it, just waiting for the words to pour from it..
but the flow has been stopped.
The words blow away like leafs in the wind,
and all is in vain.



hah is a poem about how i cant write a poem..
after this one.. it got me thinking...
i dont usualy do possitive poems.. about peace and love
cause i kinda see them as corny....
id rather write something that tells a story
that makes u think
gives u goose bumps >=3
=\ but im not that good...
the only time i think their good is when there dark... ish
so.. ill have to work on that.. dont want to cage my creativeness
well... whatever i have left..
so yea..

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/22829201/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/22829201/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 17:27:28 PST and will start school at MY school this week
ima soo excited i could throw up and die X_x
so yea
lots of awsomeness
and ima happy
but like sleepy all the time >.<
but anyway
i failed like 3 finals...
but passed all my classes but one
spanish...
caause thats my sleepy time class =3
and i needs it u guys >,<
so yeaa
ima get outta that and go into speach and stuff ya know?
indeed
yea i still dont have a working camera =\
so i can upload stuff >.<
not that ima keepin anyone waiting haha
siigh
anyway imaaaa think about actualy working with my photos.. like get photoshop and tinker with that
and u know.. arrange the pic to look good visualy and be intersting and all that jazz
sooo the camera doesnt doo all the work ^-^;
ha.. but anyway
yea

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/22399657/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/22399657/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 17:17:50 PST it seems like everything is my fault
ha.. i cant seem to stop crying..
why am i soo stupid?
im just completely blind to everything...
ill just always be lost..

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/21888417/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/21888417/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 19:19:39 PST aand w00tness
so yea
meow

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/21235956/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/21235956/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 16:53:57 PDT .> so
yeaaaaa

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/20466904/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/20466904/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 06:47:20 PDT thats bad ya'll
....
ok yea im done freaking out now
im gonna take a bubble bath now

peace!

~kara

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/20083723/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/20083723/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 18:33:09 PDT like i used to
and it wont let me >.<
i just finaly got one to upload like just now
after trying every other pic in the bunch!
jeesus
not koolness

oo well i'll post my schedule for this year



1st-- ROTC---Stro/Man
2nd-- Strings---Williams
3rd-- World History---Baker
4th-- A lunch
4th-- Chemistry---McMillan
5th-- Geometry---Meinzer
6th-- Spanish 1---McDermott
7th-- English 2---Hyde


yep so that how it bee
anyway
my birthday is comeing up
on september 16th
i dont think i'll be doing anything
so yea
nvm.. nothing here.. go home.. moo
mmhm

so yea.. camera is retarded
i gots rechagables for them
so thats fun
and interesting
mmhm

yep.. i think thats about it
so yea

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/19367628/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/19367628/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 07:31:42 PDT my Orchastra camp
and and i'll be here for a week
and i cant gets on the internet so u wont be seeing meh
so dont panic i havent died lol
um so yea
enjoy the silence while u can
cause i'll be back in a week
and i'll be ready to finaly break in this new camera
well yea
oh and while im here at camp i shall be tackled by freinds from all sides o.O
so that will be fun! X3
what a awsome week it shalst be, ya?
so meow



~Kara

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/19225189/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/19225189/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 20:24:20 PDT so i can be on again
no more viruses!!
waaah haaa
so that tis gooooood
and stoof so yea
i <3 u guys!
its good to be back

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18839220/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18839220/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 14:01:51 PDT lol the aswer is YES
im getting a tattoo
here here i gives u a pic XD

[link]

XDDD its so cute
oh and it will have a small blue star right where th neck curves
it will be awsome
its going on my hip

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18747993/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18747993/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 12:14:39 PDT much better
my soul still feels like it being torn into tiny peices
but hey i got painkillers to take care of that now
so i is fine
it doesnt realy hurt so bad anymore
i think im starting to slowly move on
i can tell it will take awhile tho lol
but i'll just keep looking tword the future
summer will go by fast
so im just going to be prepared to be hit in the face by school again
so lol watch out
.....
yea that was totaly lame but whateves
lol see u cats later

~kara

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18702680/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18702680/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 18:37:50 PDT i think i will get thro this fine
its just now that i know what it feels like to have a boyfreind
it makes being single even more hellish than normal
*siiiigh* crazy teenagers!
-_-

but realy i wont be myself for a while
cause u know i cant just get over someone that quick
cause i mean i dont date just to date
it actualy means something to me
so it hurts more
when its over

but hey it was good while it lasted
not just good, AMAZING
no there realy isnt a word to describe it
cause its that wonderful!
well yea meow

see u cats on the flip side yo
~kara

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18601438/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18601438/ Sat, 31 May 2008 22:34:11 PDT turns out the boy i knew and cared about wasnt real
he faked it
he put on this big act so he could get close to me
the only reason he asked me out was cause he thot i was hot
and he said he couldnt do it anymore
he didnt want to hurt me
and lie to me anymore
so he cares
he thinks im special but him and i will not work
i can see the truth in that
but i wish it wasnt true
but in this world of teenage love
(its stronger than like but not as powerful as love)
easy come easy go i gess
well i feel sick to my stomic now
i think i'll go throw up now
this summer is going to suck -_-

~kara

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18594260/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18594260/ Sat, 31 May 2008 13:36:45 PDT Ann Dawn

2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
idk

3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
gooka

4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
blue kitty

5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Nicole waco

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
the blue green seria mist

7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
kaby

8. GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, fav cookie)
Rocky Road Sugar

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)
Artemis Hillside

10. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume/cologne, fav candy)
sweet pea twizlers

11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
chancy (sp?) rey

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18437688/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18437688/ Wed, 21 May 2008 19:51:06 PDT
[x] the dark (alot of bad things happen in the dark....in movies)
[x] staying single forever (aka dieing alone)
[x] being a parent (hate kids...and fear them)
[x] giving birth (i dont even have to explain *shudder* )
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[x] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[x] spiders (black widow everywhere! >.< )
[] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 5

[] being touched
[] fire
[x] deep water (it feels like there is something down there)
[x] snakes (bites, poison, mabey death!)
[] silk
[x] the ocean (jellyfish, sharks, whales....alot)
[] failure
[x] success (what if its not as good as what everyone says it is?)
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[x] jumping from high places (break my leg)
[] snow

Total so far: 10

[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death (im afraid of where i'll end up, cause i dont know)
[] heaven
[x] being robbed (NO dont shoot me take all u want!..except that...and that...and that...hell just get out of my house!)
[x] falling
[] clowns
[] dolls
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[x] having great responsibilities (i'll mess everything up!)
[] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes

Total so far: 14

[] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases (death is surely to come)
[x] sharks (teeth...thats all i have to say)
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[x] being alone (forever)
[x] becoming blind (cant see that car comeing)
[x] becoming deaf (cant hear someones shout for help)
[] growing up

Total so far: 19

[] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings (KILLER BEES!)
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles (HIVs)
[] blood
[] dinosaurs
[] the welcome mat
[] high speed
[] throwing up
[] falling in love
[] super secrets

Final Total: 21


... if you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears...


If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

A lot of this stuff I am not fearful of, but am uneasy about, such as giving birth, falling in love, deep water, etc. Some things I just hate, like throwing up or poverty. Didn't count as fear, IMO.

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18170346/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18170346/ Sun, 04 May 2008 18:48:45 PDT but im just crazy!
cause i gots meh a boyfreind
yea i (pretty much) asked my ex Bf back out
after a year of feeling like crap
and then finally being his friends
that kinda wasnt enough lol
so yea thats how its been going down XD
im sooooo happy
i dont feel alone anymore
its been so long since ive felt this way
its so good i could cry with happyness
if fact i think i will

l8er!
~kara

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18043528/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18043528/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 18:55:18 PDT siigh why do i always do this?
jezz...its like im clueless...well i am
and i mean the clueless like in the movie 'clueless' kind of clueless lol
so yea
moooooo
oh but i went to a sleep over where i was the only freshmen
....again
and talked to my freinds about my confussion
and we totaly worked it out
i think i was just being stuborn *shrugs* idk
well no one knows when it comes to boys *rolls eyes*
but yea
anyways
it not only rained....but it hailed...WTF?!
thats wierd cause the weather was hot...not cold...HOT
OMJammies! man this place has some stoopid weather
*pout* made my power go out...and i couldnt be on the comp
well found out my camera can only take 6 pics at once
so i will have to get a memory stick -_-
so bothersome!
I MISS ANDY TT^TT
makes me sad *siiigh*
anyway.....
wait
i think thats it...
oh bugger
~kara

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18012244/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/18012244/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 18:28:42 PDT
now i shall tell u what the Day of Silence is all about

I am participating in the Day od Silence (DOS), a national youth movement bringing attention to the silence faced by lesbian, gey, bisexual and transgender people and there allies. My deliberate silence echoes the silence that silence, which is caused by anit-LGBT bullying, name-calling and harassment. This year's DOS is held in the memory of Lawrence King, a 15 year-old student who was killed in school because of his sexual orientation and gender expression. I believe that ending the silence is the first step toward building awareness and making a commitment to address these injustices. Think about the voices you and not going to hear tomorrow.

What are u going to do to end the silence?



i did not write this...it just copied it from their site

[link]

so yea...

all day tomorow i will be holding a small piece of paper that says what is writen above...so that when asked but teachers or peers to answer a question...i will hand it to them...im making lots of copies...so the teacher and or peer can keep it...YEA im smart

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17977748/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17977748/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 14:52:48 PDT most of them very not good (bad grammer on purpose)
i am pissed and need some busy work to de
so i dont break something in the house
so i did the 'Earth Day Uploading Marathon'
and hence all the pics
all the pics are old and thaken with my lost camera Andy
and it is in the galistaon rainfoest thing
yea
whatever
anyway since its SUPOSE to be a good day
*shrugs* i just thot this would brighten my mood
but nope
still pissed
and now even more mad cause i will never find Andy
"cause its easyer to be mad and scream, than to be sad and cry"
thats from an artical i read somewhere
cant remeber
anger cloudes my thots gosh dang it!
well whatever
plant a frickin tree aand recycle for Christ sake!
so happy earth day all u ***********************************!!
(that was a long continuaing string of bad words and phrases)
have a nice ******* day
~kara

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17829935/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17829935/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 10:40:25 PDT so yea it good to have progress
oh and i gots a new camera named Charlie
and no not after the unicorn -_-
its kinda crappy...not nerly as good as andy...but whatever
unless God beems him down from heaven i beleve i will never see him again TT^TT
siiigh
whatever.....*pout*

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17784771/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17784771/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 18:18:04 PDT
blehh! i just hate the smell of formaldehyde...

it was everywere

and there on lab pod number 2...was THE JAR!

but not just a jar....suspended in yellow stuff...where

3 KITTENS!

Jesus Christ! u say but there were more victums!

i shall list

cause im bord....

1- sting ray

2- kittens

3- turtle

4- hag fish

5- salamander

6- small shark

7- frog

8- a fish

9- fetal pig (thats the uber sad one)

10- python head

11- black bird

--------------------------

bonus

starfish

craw fish

clam

sponge

butterflys (alive)

and thats all the dead...in that place..this day (yesterday)

it was gross

but kind of interesting...

but i like animals alive...in there habitat....study the way they move..u know?

so haveing them dead cold

in a dicection tray....was not fun at all

then...i smelt like formaldehyde the rest of the day....



further more!

one of the kittens...had a broken neck....that ones me...

im in the jar >>.<<

nooooooooooooooooooooo!!

TT^TT

kitties...in a frickin jar!

i dont care if they were born dead...its still creepy

like a bad science fiction movie....but worse!

>>>.<<<<

nooooooooooooooooo

and stoof

yea

in the jar

jar

......

beware the JARRRR!!! oO

>.<

omg

yea

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17635601/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17635601/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 14:47:56 PDT
we disected a squid today BLEH!!

but it wasnt as bad as i thot it would be *shrug*

i didnt freak out like i did when we disected the worm on friday

still have no idea why i freaked out...

and it was a delayed reaction

i started freaking out on the bus.....i shook like mad!! >.<

but the squid want that bad

the thing that kinda bothered me was the smell

cause i dont like fish...

and it smelt like fish.......siigh

oh and my lab partner eat the eye...it was kinda funny

but i probly couldve too

but i wasnt hungry at that point......>.>

but yea...thats pretty much all thats happening....

*shrug* i gess my life isnt as exciting as i would like

but atleast its not stuffed with drama lol...

well i gess i will see u l8ter



meow,

~kara

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17577521/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17577521/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 17:27:27 PDT time for Plan B
MOO HAHAHAHAHA
i will get what i want!
and no one can stop meh!
*evil laugh*
this shall be time consuming but worth it
i am determined!!!!

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17544397/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17544397/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 16:08:06 PDT


RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Lunch for the Sky by Socratic
(im a self-help vidio with the worst themes)

2.How would you describe yourself?
B*tches by MIndless Self Indulgence
(all the girls like me cause i can play music, can ryhme, am good in the sack, and im never late for pointments)

3.What do you like in a girl?
Creeps Me Out by Ima Robot
(they will love me even tho i will make mistakes)

4.How do you feel today?
Better Part of Me by House of Fools
(im looking for the better part of me)

5.What is your life's purpose?
The Ultimate showdown of Ultimate Destiny by Lemon Demon
(to fight a piontless and awsome battle)


6.What is your motto?
Hair By Early November
(compliment peeps ALL THE TIME!)

7.What do your friends think of you?
Teenagers by My Chemical Romance
(they are afraid of me?)

8.What do you think of your parents?
Less Talk More Rokk by Freezepop
(they are party animals)

9.What do you think about very often?
I've Got Some Falling To Do by Lemon Demon
(about how i fell off a plane and wondering how the heck i survived)

10.What is 2 + 2?
Hole in the Earth by Deftones
(OMGsh there is a HOLE in the flippin EARTH!!!)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Lips Like Morphine by Kill Hannah
(im lesbian for her? what?! KNOCK ME OUT PLZ!!)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Im too Sexy by Yes Says Fred
(he is sexy as heck <3 and he knows it XP )

13.What is your life story?
Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen
(im just a poor boy, who murded someone, and there was a long legal battle about it)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
This is the New S*it by Marilyn Manson
(a tax collector lol)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Stolen by Dashboard Confessional
(u have stolen my heart) <3

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Bob and Bonnie by Houston Calls
(story of how we met)

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Cassie by Flyleaf
(oO?)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
DARE by Gorillas
(danceing crazy awsome)

19.What is your biggest fear?
What's It Feel Like To Be A Ghost by Taking Back Sunday
(that someone will ask me what there deam means?)

20.What is your biggest secret?
Are You Gonna Be My Girl by Jet
(i like girls? thats not a secret!)

21.What do you think of your friends?
Undone by Weezer
(that she wants me to unravil her sweater?)

22.What will you post this as?
On The Radio by Regina Spektor
(yeaaa)

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17526730/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17526730/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 14:42:03 PDT i is HUNGRY! >.<
and dissipionted -_-

let me make a compairison
so u grasp how i feel
_____________________________

it like ur alittle kid
and u are going on a free trip to Disney World
if u kept ur grades up
so u works ur butt (insert giggle here) off and made strait As
so u can go
and its FINALLY summer
ur packed and ready to go
ur soooo excited and happy
u endure the long drive there with day dreams of the magic that awaits u
u finaly get there
its takes ur parents forever to find a place to park
long walk to entrance
u get there
and u take ONE step into ur dream
then a HURRICAN comes
and destroys every inch of that park
killing everyone in it
it happens in less than a min.
and ur just standing there wide eyed
with one foot in ur nightmare
everything happens at once
police are there, medics, firefighters everyone
lights are flashing
police doggs surching for survivors
and ur just standing there in shock
staring at ur dream become nightmare
no one pays attention to u
ur parents are gone (hurt in the freak hurrican accident)
everyone is gone all is quite
and it degins to rain
u finaly scream...fall to the ground
crying
beating ur fist against the ground
till they are bloody
u curl up into a little ball
and stare at ur knees
for hours
u know ur parents are dead
u feel it
and half crazed u beat ur head against the ground
just wanting it to stop! to end! to fade away!
anything just to esape the horror
bleeding from the head
u fant from loss of blood
and wake up 9 years later
in the hospitle
and DW was rebuilt
and u leave to go there
and the whole thing happens again
but this time when u wake in the hospitle u have too much brain damage to walk
and u live the rest of ur life in a whell chair
u never find anyone who loves u
and die (alone) of old age in a back alley
______________________________


thats how i feel....
ok well i kinda went on forever
but whateves
i shouldve stoped at where DW was destroyed cause that how far i feel
the other stuff
is more like past feeling
and future predictions
so
yea...
have funn with that

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17512159/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17512159/ Tue, 25 Mar 2008 15:50:48 PDT but its not worth mentioning
but i had to atleast let u know something was bothering me
so yea dont worry ^-^;
*shrugs* i dont know
im just blah
=.=

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17454074/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17454074/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 06:59:06 PDT trying to wake her up
an impossible task lol

my grandpa is haveing a birthday party today
shhh dont tell cause he doesnt know yet XD
its a supprise <3
he will turn 81 and that will be fun
cause the party is on a boat
a boat party XDDDD
soo yea

but if i want to make it back home befor we start
i gots to get ambra up so Kirstin can take me home
so yea
i gave up
cause she is stubborn
and stoof
so here i is X3
talkin away

well im going to tackle ambra now
and pull her out of bed
by the feet
like she used to do to me >
revenge is sweeeeeet

@,...,@ vampire face! *grrrr*

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17384359/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17384359/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 17:54:03 PDT .<
i just felt like writing a journal lol


today was St. Patrics Day
so everyone green XD
and stoof
yea

i realy gots nothin to say so
soooo see u on the flip side G.

~kara

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17314923/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17314923/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 11:51:55 PDT cause i lost my camera
i've looked for a long time still nothing
i tore the house apart them cleaned it in hopes of finding it
but no such luck
i have given up
sorta
mabey fate will be funny and i will find the camera when im not looking
and it would be in an obvous place....
but im quite conviced that its not in the house

so Taku...can u check around ur house just in case
it would give me some peace of mind lol
dont know why
but even tho i cant find it
it seems like its just skidding out of my sight
or like i forgot to check somewhere so it MUST be there
and it isnt TT^TT

thoo i think God sent me a sign that i will find it
cause i lost my glasses and couldnt find them
so after an hour of looking i stopped
and this mornig i found them

have u noticed when u find something u lost u istantly remeber putting it in that spot
and then that u thot u surched that place already
but didnt?
its sooo wierd
but since i found my glasses
i feel like i will find them soon
if i COMPLETELY stop looking
cause im still going into fits of surching and cleaning
or glanceing in every place possible when walking into a room
and continu to scan it as im in the room
and then look around befor leaving
its obsesive
and im not doing it on purpose TT^TT

i think it will develope into a perminate habbit if this keeps up -_-
its just consuming all my energy
its all i think about
'where are u andy?'
thats my camera's name btw
Andy...he is cute and compact
and i will have him take a pic of himself when i find him
it takes alot of control on to say IF >>.<<<

my parents dont want to buy me another camera
cause andy cast alot
and stuff

whats worse is that i NEED andy to finish a landscape project in photo. journalism
and its due shortly after spring break TT^TT
i am sooo stressed
i probly wont find andy in time
and will have to use old pics for the project
and tell her whats going on -_-
gosh im shaking >>.<<

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17276257/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17276257/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 18:11:31 PDT (its as easy as making ramaen)

You find two songs that fit you perfectly.. One is a sad song.. that kinda represents your bad side.. the other is a song that represents the happy awsome side.
Find the song on Youtube, with a good amv, and post them here ^^ thats it. Oh and you can have two of each. 2 sad songs and 2 happy ones ^-^

YOu can have metaphors or what ever. Similies.. i dun pay attention in English GOSH!
EX- Animal I have Become. what Youve become over the years. perhaps you have stayed sweet child innocent, or things have happened and you've changed.

REMEMBER!!!
EVER WORD HAS TO FIT YOU!!!

OKay?

here is :Kitty-Kara:'s (aka mine)

baaad/sad/twisted/whatever
numba 1 There for you. by Flyleaf
[link]
numba 2 Somewhere I belong. by Linkin Park
[link]


happy/good/awsome/w00t
numba 1 I love rocky road. by Wierd Al Yankovic
[link]
numba 2 if you were gay. by Avenue Q
[link]

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17099780/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/17099780/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 08:31:34 PST and i then i ate someones math homework! >.<
OMG i am sooo embarassed
i was so spazzy the teacher sent me home
and know im just dizzy and tiered as shizzy nizzy
and my stomic hurts
i think that homework was a 50 loloollool
nawww
i just kiddyin
but HOLY Llama
i cant think strait i dont rember goin to the nurse's room
but i woke up there and was like Oo WHAT!!??
but yea
TT^TT
i couldnt bair to go back to class anyway even if they hadnt sent meh home
but yeaaaaaaaa
i so embarased >>>..<<<<
oh well at least i gets to play Flyff now >;D
so yea

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16935334/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16935334/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 19:39:12 PST i shall list X3
Jacket
iPod
LOTS of Manga
Audible book (book u listen to)
Glasses

Peepa im geting alot X3
and im suppose to be grounded?!
if this is 'grounded' i should do this more often! XD

annnyyyywaayyy
my new iPod
name: Anna Apple
race: Caucation (sp?)
storage: 80gm (oO)
sex: female
curently holding: 1894 songs
also: 28 books
loved: 100% 24/7 <3


my old iPod (which is dead but whatevs)
name: fredrick von goolsby
race: african american
sex: male
storage: 30gm
record holding: 2293 songs
also: 8 books
missed: 100% 24/7

i am so happy so yea
hearts day was kinda romanicly shitty but other han that
it was ok i gess
yeaa -_- i wish i could love TT^TT

anyway yea i loves yous guys sooo sees yous laters XDDDDDs

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16837046/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16837046/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 17:24:50 PST she finaly cracked
and grounded me
(my mom)
from the comp
so i dont fail my classes -_-
my fault but whatevs
so u cant see my trip pics till i am passing
so dont hold ur breath

oh my ipod died
we have to replace him
and soo that will happen soon
but for now i am musicless TT^TT
so yea

and the new one will be a girl
i dont know what to name her
so give me ideas plz ^-^

well got to go do homework (bleh!)
see u when i see u
byz

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16771499/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16771499/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 14:48:31 PST siiigh i dont know -_-
i wrote a poem about a blind man
after scatching the eye of a blind old....man lol
i think its abit blah =.=
but then again it is kinda kool too
but i will just have to show it to Taku and Nami on monday and see if it needs editing
yea im very whatevs right now
i am very excited
about my Vacation
but i am just so tired from my excitable fit of giddyness on the bus

a sertain SOMEONE wasnt on the bus today so i was giddy
oh and sam was on the bus with us
so that was a factor ^w^

im glad im done being sad
it was very time consuming
and irritating
nom nom nom nom X3
yeaa

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16724720/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16724720/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 14:36:25 PST i have cured myself of my recent depresion XDD
i not confuzzled no more
i worked thro it
i feel so tough *arge* XB
aaaaahhhh
i loves the world <3
its so pretty and stoooooof XP
soo yea congrats to meh X3
loves u guys

~kara XDD

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16688090/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16688090/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 09:50:54 PST i are bord so here i is lol
and i found this survey on Teddypanda's journal ^-^
so yea XDD
enjoy the semi-depressive responses XD


LONGEST GIRL SURVEY EVER


1. You're a girl, right?
yepps XP (go vigina!)

2. Have you kissed any one on your friend list?
nope cause there my FREINDS! (sicko)

4. Do you enjoy dancing?
sure...

5. Are you a girly girl?
only VERY rarly

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
Aaron powers my orchy freind

7. Small or large purses?
if i HAD to choise....large

8. Are you short?
im 5" 3' last time i checked....i think thats avrage right?

9. Do you like someone?
no....or at least i hope not >.<

10. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?
i would either squeak, yelp or make somekind of sound along those lines
and then blush like never befor
see who did it and (depending on who it is) kill them

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
in cold weather....i care

12. Do you think you're conceited?
no i hope not >.< i try so hard to not be....

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
heck yes! but its no fun without freinds to share my tom-foolery with TT^TT

14. Are you double jointed?
nope XP

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
in my shower....(standing up)

16.Has anyone touched/slapped ur butt in the last 24 hours?
nah.. no would want to lol
im very much not pretty

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
nope never

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
only my teachers oO

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

[ ] I do wear make up
[ ] I have cried at a movie theater
[ ] I can't put mascara on without opening my mouth
[x] I get jealous
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy (yum :3)
[x] I love to laugh
[ ] I like rap
[x] I like techno
[ ] I carry a purse
[x] I'd be lost without my computer
[x] I own[ed] a Spice Girls CD.
[x] I own[ed] a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football
[x] I've never been called a spoiled brat
[ ] Guys are confusing
[x] I've been called a bad influence ( >_>;;;; )
[x] My friends are the best

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Come on ladies, be truthful!

1. What color is the bra you're wearing?
tee hee orange XP

2. Do you prefer light- or dark- haired guys?
well...i dont know...it all depends on what looks sexyest on them *ponder*

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
yes -_- but i dont have a REALY crush on him >.<
he is a rude bastered anyway who doesnt care..... =.=

4. Do you have a best friend(s)?
Ambra <33333
Taku X3
Nami XD
Teddy XB
LOVES U GUYS XDDDD

5. Have you ever had your heart broken?
not completely.....only slightly ^-^;

6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
>.>
<.<
<.>
>.<
only once but dont tell...

7. Do you like your life?
well it has its ups and downs but over all its ok i gess ^-^;

9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
yepps several time XP

10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
i dont know oO
*ponder*
more girls im sure
cause i want more guy freinds TT^TT

11. How long have you had your MySpace?
i think a year now

12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
no i dont know many boys so i never got that opertunity -_-

13. What are your biggest fears?
i wont tell my BIGGEST fear but i'll tell u a fear
i fear being called a slut, whore, bitch, or something of that nature..
yea pathetic i know -_- but its true

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
well DUH!

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yea *shruges* but that happenes alot so im used to it

16. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
nope...i always expect the worst so when it happenes i will be perpaired

17. Do you ever wish you were famous?
when i was a kid yea
but now no

18. Are you currently missing someone?
yepps -_-
i miss very intensly
and it happenes ALOT so
*ouch* i miss peeps >.<

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

THIS GUY OR THAT GUY?

Cowboy or gangster?
holy sh-
nooo nether!
ewwww >>>.<<<<... ]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16644996/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16644996/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 14:25:49 PST GO TO
philinthecircle.com!!! XD
its awsome

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16580862/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16580862/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 12:14:07 PST i am giddy XDDD
i just got my hair cut again
well more like trimmed
and that was funn XPPP
so yea know im just herererere
and im about to go SHOPING X333
at hot topic of corse <3333333
who knows what i will come back with XD
so yea see u cats l8ter

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16527032/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16527032/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 18:44:02 PST im watchin jeff dunham
he is sooooo funny XD
he is a vantriliquest and had awsome puppets so thats awsome XD
yeaaa i have nothing to say
except im haveing random fits of crying latly *shrugs*
but whateves

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16464534/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16464534/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 18:46:00 PST im with ambra and havin fun XD
cause ambra is awsomeness
well finals is over and i know i pasted biology atleast
so thats good
and stoof

since she it talking to him
i feel left out so yeaa -_-
siigh oh well

i dont realy know what to say
cause im kinda just blah...
but realy
hii

lalalalalala
>.<
latter loosers XD

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16281962/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16281962/ Sun, 06 Jan 2008 07:12:13 PST
ok ima takin some NEW MEDS (XD....not >.< )
so that makes 3 pills i take everyday...then one more at night -_-
ok lets me list the meds for u *rummage around* ooo look a 20! *rummage around somemore*
okk here te is

Strattera 60mg----ADD (yellow,blue)
Cymbalta 20mg-----depression (green)
Clonidine 0.1mg (strong stoof)------angsyity (sp?) (light bluish green)
????? 60mg-----have no idea ^-^; (blue,green)

okk side effects in common with all my pills T^T
nausea, head ack, sleepyness, dizzyness when standing up, loss of apitite(sp?), reduced sexual desire(yea like thats going to happen lol), trouble breathing, heavyness in the chest or stomic, hystaria(sp?), loss of thought (aka zoning out), twitching (oh great JUST what i needed -_-), paranoia (there goin to get meh ), halusonations (look a flying bunny....thing), forgetful (i already am!), and coma (WTF!?)

OMJesus its like O.o
whyyy?!! >.<
but anyway
hii
ouch chest pain
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
ok i better now =.=

well new years sucked again
it ALWAYS DOES.....
i was soo ALONE :alone:
but oh well *shrug*

oh christmas was ok
i bought Taku's DS and that was furn XD
yeaaaa
mooo
so
yeaa
ok

ummmmmm
yeaa
i when to the doctor and they took blood
and i felt like i was being raped
and that was not kool
so i will tell my mom i will NEVER have it taken AGAIN! >.<
cause they want more...
yea i know wtf i already gave u some gosh dang it
i want to keep my blood thank u
sooo take u frickin COLD neddle and go to hell
yep

but u know its realy fun to play with the plastic organs in the doctors office
tho the skeletens are fun to
tee hee
yeaa im twisted
but that ok XP

aaanyway
i keep geting upset and then NO ONE is frickin online to talk about it with
and i cant do it now cause its not a big deal anymore
and not worth talking about like at all
its just stupid now
siiiiiiigh

urge
no one is goin to read this anyway
why bother -_-
cause the small hope someone WILL read it, is enough for now
eeeeeeh im choking on emotion *cough cough* it wont get the frick out of my chest
it goes right to the edge where i think i mite throw it up but noo
it just sits there hurting >.< gosh dang how it hurts
but theres nothing to hurt about.....=.=

WAAAHH i miss ambra! TT^TT

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16040298/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16040298/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 07:44:33 PST
Overall, her deviations received 76 comments and were added to deviants' favourites 18 times, while she commented 114 times, making about 0.53 comments per day since she joined DA. This means that she gave 15 comments for every 10 that she received.

Her deviation with the most comments is snow meh with 4 comments, while her most favourited one is merme lol, with 2 favourites. Her most viewed deviation is i dont know with 45 views.

2 favourites were given for every 10 comments.

Every 1.6 days she uploads a new deviation, and it's usually on a Friday, with 30 (24%) of her deviations.

Her busiest month was November 2007 with 55 (43%) of her deviations.

The majority of her deviations are uploaded to the Photography gallery (76), while her favourite category was Abstract & Surreal > Abstract with 50 deviations.

Comments per deviation: 0.59
Favourites per deviation: 0.14
Views per deviation: 8.05
Comments per day: 0.35
Favourites per day: 0.08
Views per day: 4.83
Pageviews per day: 2.31


this is for 12/22/07
9:43 morning

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16017863/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/16017863/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 17:04:15 PST
wow

i've never seen him drunk!

O.o

its funny XDD

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15922201/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15922201/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 18:44:57 PST
[X]i'm a FRESHMEN, so I MUST be an annoying little dork.

[ ]I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

[ ]I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.

[ ]I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.

[ ]I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.

[x]I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.

[ ]I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

[ ]I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

[ ]I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

[ ]I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

[x]I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

[ ]I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.

[x]I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

[ ]I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

[ ]I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.

[x]I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

[ ]I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

[ ]I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.

[ ]I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

[ ]I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

[ ]I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

[ ]I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

[ ]I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

[ ]I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

[ ]I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

[ ]I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

[ ]I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up whore.

[ ]I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

[ ]I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

[ ]I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

[X]I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

[ ]I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob. (not rich, but considerably stable/wealthy)

[ ]I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.

[ ]I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.

[x]I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

[ ]I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

[ ]I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

[ ]I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

[ ]I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.

[ ]I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

[ ]I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.

[ ]I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.

[ ]I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

[ ]I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

[ ]I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life. (not ALL A's)

[ ]I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

[ ]I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

[ ]I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

[ ]I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

[/]I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all. (a little less than a bunch)

[x]I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

[x]I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a whore.

[ ]I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

[x]I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

[ ]I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.

[ ]I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.

[x]I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO

[ ]I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

[ ]I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.

[ ]I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.

[ ]I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.

[ ]I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.

[ ]I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.

[x]I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.

[x]I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.

[ ]I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.

[ ]I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.

[ ]I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.

[ ]I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.

[ ]I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic. (considerably)

[ ]I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.

[ ]I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.

[ ]I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.

[ ]I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.

[ ]I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.

[ ]I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.

[... ]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15899095/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15899095/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 05:32:49 PST
]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15866549/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15866549/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 17:19:19 PST the cold it the best!!
dude im sooo happy its like OMG happy !!

it was ambra's b-day this weekebd and weeee just got back from watching fred calus and it was CUTE XD

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15773894/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15773894/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 03:25:25 PST
but i know if i date right now

that it wont be real and wont last long

so what is the piont?

_________________________

anyway i dont have time for that

im struggleing as much as it is (without having a life)

but if i date

then there will be

drama

stupidity

feelings hurt

rageing hormons

and so on....

________________

but i still feel somthing is missing

but why?

________________

my at home stituation could get better even if i tryed

i have great friends

loving family

good teachers

cute pets

what more could i want?

what more is there?!

nothing!

____________________

so why am i yearning for something that is not there

it cant be love i have the love of my parents and freinds

it cant be THAT kind of love because i cant do anything about it

_______

there is nothing truely true at this age

DAMN i HATE being a teen

we think we know EVERYTHING but we dont

we dont listen to those who are older and wiser

cause again we think we've seen it all there are no more mysterys

god damn we are dumb as shit!!!

____________________

what the hell do i want?!

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15722474/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15722474/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 14:38:40 PST i saww my owner jimmy like 4 times today X3
that was soooo kool XDD
and nami needs to get me my christmas CD XC
i love me some christmas songs XB
oooooo
did u know
that a fruit is an ovary
LOL
yeaa so next time u eat a peach
just think Wow so THIS is an ovary..... XP
lol yea but for cearal fruits are plants ovarys
my bio teacher told meh that and it made me giggle
and the boys go EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
tee hee
i saw philli today too but we didnt talk much
and yeaaa nothing realy happened
......
OH Aaron was REALY warm today so i snuggled his arm (i was COLD >.< ) and he got freaked out lol it was funny
but when i attached him again he wasnt warm anymore XC
but there is always tomorow XDD
soooooooooooo mooooooooo
OMJesus mabey i could see my owner over the weekend that would be smexyness XDDDDD
but i also REALY want to hang with taku, teddy, and nami
but i dont know if that is possible.........
tho im not doing ANYTHING this weekend.....


kara kitties quote of the day XD
"OMJesus! did u see that!? the air turned purple for like 2 seconds" O.o

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15687393/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15687393/ Mon, 26 Nov 2007 23:37:44 PST You know about my twitches right? u've seen them all the timeness...
I can control them if I’m tense (when I relax I twitch)
well at first they didn’t hurt but now I’m not so sure...
cause I really wouldn’t really call this pain, its just this unconvertible feeling in my joints
the space in between each individual pieces of my spine (very, very often)
my elbows (very rarely)
my hands (knuckles, fingers, wrist) (sometimes)
my hip (often)
the place were meet leg meets my hip( often)
my Knees (very often)
my feet (ankle, toes) (rarely)
pretty much everywhere

its hard for me to sleep in the best conditions without this constant pain(ish)
its getting so bad as to make me either want to, or actually cry out in pain...
and not many things can do that (well thats going on in my body anyway)
it really hurts
I start to cry sometimes from the pain (like now for example)

I need a doctor
but I don’t want to take something for the twitches (they will probably link the pain with that)
I mean I already went thro my personal hell and back just to get were I am today (this unstable mess I call a life)
I mean maybe I need ligament building meds
cause it feels like that bones are rubbing together (I know if they were literally rubbing together it would be 100 times worse but this is the best way for me to describe it)
and my hands are so weak
and they shake like no ones bisness (sp?)
thats makes it really hard to play an Instrument, write, paint (anything with hands)
I’ve even had trouble eating (without spilling) and drinking

personally I think its the narcotic catching up with me
since its a depressant (slows things down) it did something to meh
thats also why I have depression it damaged the part of my brain that Regulates mood
I mean even though I’m not taking a narcotic anymore (and haven’t for 2 year and a half)
so it could’ve weaken my ligaments (joints) and its just cant keep up with my growing body therefore have weakened
but thats just my theory

a pain killer would be nice about now
this is the worse its ever been
its making me dizzy

the twitches in my lower back can trigger my gag reflex (like right now)
though I learned how it keep myself from throwing up
it just keeps me hovering there suffering and sick to my stomach
yeaa thats why life sux

I know I probably sound like a Winy little betch
but I rarely talk about my constant pain
so please don’t snide at me (yea I think I used that in the wrong context)

I just had to tell someone
I cant help it, its this whole trust issue with me
but thats for another blog loll *ouch*
soo I think I will just find some pain killer in the med cabinet and try to sleep


ps
my quote of the moment
"at the end of the day if the pain doesnt get u, the stress will."
~kara kitten

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15617172/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15617172/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 08:27:17 PST (tho i dont like turky)
but yeaaaaaaaa
OMJesus i will have me some PIE!!!
but apart from that i will play with animals and fall asleep
(from lack of coke)

you know last night i noticed alot of wierd things about myself like
OMG
but i noticed them while i was writing a letter to Jimmy and so i wrote it down (longest letter ever!) i dont like typeing things twice so i will just copy and paste the letter to the journal....its long so dont die......here we goo......any time now.....

________________________________________



hhow is life for yea?

well while i wait for ur answer i will tell u how its gone with meh ^-^

siigh!! my life in general is going ok
but since im just a teenager i just HAVE to ALWAYS find something wrong with it =.=

OMJesus i think my negativety attracks other depressed peeps im always making freinds with peeps with self-esteem issues >.< SIIIIIGHHH!!! and i want more guy friends but all the guys in my grade are fuck-tards!!!

there are only afew in my grade that i feel equal to... it realy sux feeling that everyone in beneth u.... and they ARE! tho i feel shitty for thinking that

THANK GOD for highschool i found equals!! XD
but most the time i feel they're ABOVE MEH!! w00t thats a nice feeling X3 i feel so humble its awsome >.< sooo thats sexy...

siigh...i still want to make guy friends...cause i mean there are somethings i can only talk to girls about and talk to guys about..tho i've never been able to talk to guys...since they're never MY friend....DAMN my SHYNESS >.<

well yea i made friends with phil...but....well...i want a friend to lift me up who seems to almost always be happy
...and i seem to only make a few friends like that... i mean even that guy who thinks that bisexual (gay or lesb.) is a mental\socail sickness.... which realy pisses me off cause thats a direct attack on my brother u know homie XB... thooo he doesnt think being bi is not as bad as being gay or lesbian so i was safe lol....

OMG i will NOT stop typeing will i?! ....well i just got alot to say.... OHH like i have abandonment issues so when (ok i know his name isnt spelled this way but who cares >.< Erin (Powers) tryes to walk away i grab his sleave and follow him... i realy am like a cat..well more like a kitten (there is already someone with the nickname kitty so i'll be kitten X3)

i mean im so bad with peeps leaveing meh that even when someone i want to talk to on myspace or something leaves i get sadd but i deal with not talking to someone in a long time is by writing a LONG letter...sorta likie this one lol

siiigh...i kinda miss Bren, he used to call me 'his kitten' siigh i miss that...i just wonder why he had to move after he was going to get out of the hospitle (after the car accedent) and i would see him again after he was in a coma... his desk is sooooo empty without him....i know i didnt know him well but he was fun to talk to... you know the sad thing is that i still expect him to walk thro the door and sit down in his desk...so every day i stare at the door waiting for him, and every day my heart sinks into a pit of saddness....see??! abandonment issues!!! i mean i bearly knew him at all, and i miss him like hell!! but he was one of the few high lights of my day that i KNEW i would see every day without fail.... and now all that remainds is the forever empty desk.....

ok i REALY got to another toppic befor i cry for cearal!! >.<

oh i got one! i am so ALONE!!! god i want a bf soo bad...but i want something REAL and i know i got aways to go befor thats even possible...

speaking of bfs...my ex annoys that HELL out of meh, and i HATE his guts....but he didnt do shit to me, was actualy VERY nice and sweet to me..but i still hate him and i dont know why...

i wish Erin (powers) was here...he always knew what kind of racist comment to say to make me laugh....man why do i miss people with such a passion!!?? i mean when they had that (evil) parade he wasnt in orchy since he was in the parade... god that was the worst day as a freshmen i have EVER had...i cryed alittle.....alot of my friends where gone that day and that just made is way worse.... and what REALY sucked was that day i NEEDED to talk so SOMEONE about something that had happened, and there was no one there for me.....i mean things rarly happen to me so yea...but when i realy need someone for the first time in years...they're never there....
yea i know they where there the next day but i didnt need help i... ]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15341853/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15341853/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 06:56:16 PDT i loves her soooo muchness <33333
so yeaaaaaaaaa im doing stoof so early in the morning so i can spend my day with her and not uploading stoof XDDD

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15275772/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15275772/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 16:35:50 PDT yea so my life is goin ok and stooof so thats good

..............
lol mooo

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15204504/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/15204504/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 16:09:21 PDT yeaaa im haveing a photo thing goin on this year so you'll see more of that
im not drawing as much as i used to but that will come every now and then
sooooooo yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/14716303/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/14716303/ Thu, 20 Sep 2007 14:48:40 PDT

But this time I was dancing in one direction…up and up and up

Each breathe easier each step lighter, livelier, and more graceful than the last

And with each step it got warmer and not the warm like sticky summer warm I talkin' about is like a warm inside when you're at your happiest

I was so high clouds were drifting past me full of fluffy warm rain. I don't know how rain can be fluffy but somehow it was.


Suddenly big mummified hands came stretching out on where

They grabbed me and dragged me down

Boy did I scream

But after awhile I stopped only struggled with the hands

Now I could see where they came from

A trapdoor in one of the steps opened wide

I was pulled into a tight tunnel

I could feel all the walls scraping against me cutting into my flesh

Every second it got harder to breath and harder to move

I felt heavier and more weighed down like gravity was getting stronger

After a little while I couldn't move anymore

I had to concentrate on breathing anyway

It was like my lungs wouldn't fill when I wanted them to like gravity was squishing them

It was freezing by now the cold, pressed in on all sides

I was under water within minutes I could somehow breath just barly

But now the pressure was at my heart, squeezing

It went slower and slower each pump a hard task

Then I heard my heart stop



I woke up

]]> ~Kitty-Kara http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/13346601/ http://Kitty-Kara.deviantart.com/journal/13346601/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 18:26:30 PDT
in my dream

i was at the spaceship launchpad at NASA

you know waiting for launch cause i wanted to watch it

cause you know you can do that in real life but from a distance

but in my dream we (the whole croud of peeps) were so close you could touch the rockets >.<



anyway

soo for some reason the ship was attatched at the bottem of the lanch pad

it was weird >.<



ok so they are tring to de-attatch it and they had only doen one side when it tiped over and..

one of the rocket launcher exploded(ish) into beautiful blue flames

what a waste of fuel i said

which was weird cause everyone around me were in a panic

and lot were on fire

and i didnt bat an eye

thats like

O.o

crazy >.<

ok so the next thing i know im in the spaceship and its driving down the tracks like a landed plane

oh shit im going to space arent i was the first thing i thote

ok so here is my conversation with the driver & pasenger tho its kinda onesided



umm excuse me, driver?



yea



can you drop me off some were before launch



*pasanger lookes at me*



dont all kids want to go to space?



yea i would like to go...but you see i dont have a space suit i know there costem fit.. and i dont think my growing body could withstand the G forces of lauch and re-entery i mean im only 14!



*atsronauts look at echother then at me*



you sure your 14.... you talk like a 30 year old with good sence around her. you sure your not just a miget(ish) peep?



*i raise my eyebrow*



just because i have sence enough to know that going into space with no training, no space suit, and with lug head like yourself is a bad idea doesnt mean i am grown up..



hey dont call us lug heads!



well you must be to even consider letting an inexperienced child on a spaceship let alone space!



...... O.o;



*i shake my head in disgust*



well golly kid... if you didnt want to go to space you should have said something



*sigh in frustration* i would like to go ever so much but it would be stupid to go at my age



but kid *lookes at me in confustion* this is your dream you can do whatever the hell you want....



well is that so



*both nod*



then in that case i would like the ship to stop.... the door to open.... me to drive away.... and..... well you will see



*ship stoppes, door opens, i hop in a hybrid blue mini and drive off*



*i look in my rear view mirror*



i want that ship to burst into spectacular blue flames.. i whisper



(narrator) and soo with the ship a-glow i drive off down the dirt road and into the sunset then i woke up



danm it!! i wanted to go to space now that i knew it was a dream i was going to fly my mini into space.... CRAP >>.<<



The End

]]> ~Kitty-Kara