deviantART: by:Klamsi

=Klamsi Vacation ^^ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/20719802/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/20719802/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 09:05:07 PDT See ya!

D. Gray-man will end at episode 103

. The anime catched up with the manga, and I guess they don't want to do such horrible long filler-arc like they did in the Naruto-Anime. I hope for another season in one year

Does anybody know the Japanese band "Janne da Arc"? I'm kinda obsessed, they're just awesome!

Older news:

Vampire Knight is sooooooooooo very awesome! You didn't watch it so far? Go and watch it!
Same for Code Geass!! Such awesome animes ;____;

I'm planning my next tattoo + piercing...

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

Melanie

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/20489148/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 12:39:01 PDT
OMG! I love you all, I really do!
I remember when I started drawing and made my DA account, I knew like nothing about drawing. Whenaver I look at my old pictures, I laugh my ass off!
I learned so much through all your comments and support! And oh wow, so many pageviews

Klamsi's very, very gratefull

Thank you so much for these 4 years!

Does anybody know the Japanese band "Janne da Arc"? I'm kinda obsessed, they're just awesome!

Older news:

Vampire Knight is sooooooooooo very awesome! You didn't watch it so far? Go and watch it!
Same for Code Geass!! Such awesome animes ;____;

I'm planning my next tattoo + piercing...

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

Melanie

=Klamsi Tagged again http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/20195981/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/20195981/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 04:50:19 PDT

IKUZOO!!!

Rules
Just answer the question & tag 4 people

â¥ FOUR MOVIES YOUÂ´LL WATCH OVER AND OVER:
1. Final Fantasy Advent Children
2. Shrek (all of them)
3. The Last Unicorn
4. Matrix

â¥ FOUR PLACES IÂ´VE LIVED:
1. Wuppertal - Germany
2. DÃ¼sseldorf - Germany
3. Hilden - Germany
4. Kaarst - Germany (this is where I live right now)

â¥ FOUR CURRENT FAVORITE VIDEOS (LINKS):
1. Junjou Romantica dansen - [link]
2. World of Warcraft Mr. T - [link]
3. The Care Bears - [link]
4. KH2 Final Mix: Remembrance - [link]

â¥ TV PROGRAMS I WATCH:
1. Kalkofe's Mattscheibe
2. Switch
3. Dr. House
4. Talk Talk Talk

â¥ FOUR FAVORITE CHARACTERS OF ALL THE TIME:
1. Gaara - Naruto
2. Athrun - Gundam SEED
3. Fye - Tsubasa Chronicle
4. Soubi - Loveless

â¥ FOUR PLACES IÂ´VE BEEN:
1. At Home
2. Spain
3. Netherlands
4. Greece

â¥ FOUR PEOPLE WHO REGULARLY SEND ME MAILS: (e-mails)
1. Andre
2. Susanne
3. My father
4. My hubby

â¥ FOUR OF MY FAVORITE DISHES:
1. Steak
2. Chinese Duck
3. Instant Ramen
4. Tillmans Toasties

â¥ FOUR PLACES I WISH I WERE RIGHT NOW:
1. In my bed
2. In the swimming pool of our house
3. In Japan
4. In Arnsberg to see my friend ;_;

â¥ FOUR INSANE THINGS IÂ´LL LIKE TO DO:
1. dunno,
2. I'm an
3. insane
4. person after all...

â¥ FOUR SONGS I LIKE:
1. Guren (GazettE)
2. Burial Applicant (GazettE)
3. Passion (Utada Hikaru)
4. Arschloch (Die Ãrzte)

â¥ FOUR REASONS TO KEEP ON LIVING:
1. Happieness
2. My sweet, sweet home
3. My dearest
4. My wonderful life

â¥ FOUR THINGS IÂ´LL NEVER DO:
1. Take drugs...
2. Suizide
3. Cheat on my hubby!
4. Stop drawing and watching anime!

â¥ FOUR UNFORGETTABLE DATES:
1. 15.05.2002 (my wedding)
2. -
3. -
4. ....I'm not good at remembering dates

â¥ FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. Coffee
2. Coca Cola Zero
3. Almdudler
4. XuXu

â¥ FOUR WISHES:
1. Dunno...I'm happy what shall I wish for?
2. World peace
3. A long live together with my hubby
4. Sell more art...

â¥ FOUR THINGS IÂ´LL DO BEFORE I DIE:
1. Visit Japan!
2. I'm
3. kinda
4. unimaginative...

â¥ I HOPE THIS YEAR (2008) I CAN:
1. Find mushrooms in the wood...
2. Sell more art...
3. Go to another concert
4. Do something unexpected

â¥ FOUR TRAUMAS IN MY LIFE:
1. Death of my mommy
2. Miscarriage
3. My ex-boyfriend (10 years ago)
4. ...dunno...

â¥ FOUR THINGS IÂ´LL SAY TO THE ONE WHO SENT ME THIS:
1. You are sweet
2. This quiz was way too long
3. I like Miyavi, too!
4. Stay as you are

â¥ I CRY WHEN:
1. Miyavi does another hiphop(shit)-song
2. My kitty gets hurt
3. I watch sad stuff on tv
4. I watch retro-comics at TV

â¥ FOUR WORDS THAT DESCRIBE YOU:
1. Nice
2. Sozial-phobic (a little bit)
3. Old
4. Funny

I tag~

Other news:

Vampire Knight is sooooooooooo very awesome! You didn't watch it so far? Go and watch it!
Same for Code Geass!! Such awesome animes ;____;

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/20013976/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 23:40:01 PDT
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!

Other news:

Vampire Knight is sooooooooooo very awesome! You didn't watch it so far? Go and watch it!
Same for Code Geass!! Such awesome animes ;____;

Damn Bleach filler. I totally stopped watching Bleach until the filler ends! The Naruto filler is a little better. Waaaay more drama. The drama is the reason why I didn't stop watching so far.

I'm planning my next tattoo + piercing...

Older news:

I started to hate the Bleach and Naruto-Anime! Damn the fillers!! Especially the newest Bleach filler is an affront!

"Junjou Romantica" is looooooooooooove

I'm currently totally obsessed with "Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann". Does anybody know that anime? It's so very awesome and crazy. So cool XD

Miyavi, come back to yourself plz. I hate this "Miyavi-in-da-house-yeah"-stuff ;_;

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

Melanie

DA FRIENDS:

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/19853864/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 22:18:58 PDT I have the feeling I lost tons of views. Older pictures got very many views in a very short period of time. Especially Naruto and Bleach fanarts got unbelivably many.
Something has changed! And I sometimes think the new DA version is the main reason for the lost of views.
Maybe I'm wrong and it's my own fault. Perhaps my art has just become shit. Or it is because I couldn't submit anything for about one month since I was sick.
However...I'm frustraded.
What shall I do? Is there anything I can do? Shall I try to draw better (I'm not good enough? Who says that??)? Change my style (never ever!!)? Shall I leave DA for a while? Maybe...
Dunno, dunno...but I hate the feeling people don't like my art anymore. It's frustrating...

Vampire Knight is sooooooooooo very awesome! You didn't watch it so far? Go and watch it!
Same for Code Geass!! Such awesome animes ;____;

Damn Bleach filler. I totally stopped watching Bleach until the filler ends! The Naruto filler is a little better. Waaaay more drama. The drama is the reason why I didn't stop watching so far.

I'm planning my next tattoo + piercing...

Older news:

I started to hate the Bleach and Naruto-Anime! Damn the fillers!! Especially the newest Bleach filler is an affront!

I'm currently totally obsessed with "Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann". Does anybody know that anime? It's so very awesome and crazy. So cool XD

Miyavi, come back to yourself plz. I hate this "Miyavi-in-da-house-yeah"-stuff ;_;

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

Melanie

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/19744643/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 23:34:25 PDT But still, I don't like getting older...it's kinda sad. I see the first little wrinkles around my eyes. Nobody actually sees them, but me.

My inner child is laughing it's ass off btw

-----

Next week, vacation is over and I'll finally start up drawing again! Yay!!!

My shoulder is gettin better. I'm able to draw again...but I still have to be careful!

I'm planning my next tattoo + piercing...

Older news:

I started to hate the Bleach and Naruto-Anime! Damn the fillers!! Especially the newest Bleach filler is an affront!

I'm currently totally obsessed with "Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann". Does anybody know that anime? It's so very awesome and crazy. So cool XD

Miyavi, come back to yourself plz. I hate this "Miyavi-in-da-house-yeah"-stuff ;_;

Well, I guess that's it for now...

Melanie

=Klamsi Vacation & Birthday http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/19654195/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/19654195/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 03:56:21 PDT
...I was a little lazy these days. It's vacation-time and I totally stopped drawing and try to just relax for a while. Sorry about that! I promise there will be more art, soon! Next week, I'll start up working!

Oh wow, I just noticed...this sunday is my birthday and I'm turning 30!! I never earnestly realized I'm that old. And there's still no way I will XD

My shoulder is gettin better. I'm able to draw again...but I still have to be careful!

I'm planning my next tattoo + piercing...

Older news:

I started to hate the Bleach and Naruto-Anime! Damn the fillers!! Especially the newest Bleach filler is an affront!

I'm currently totally obsessed with "Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann". Does anybody know that anime? It's so very awesome and crazy. So cool XD

Miyavi, come back to yourself plz. I hate this "Miyavi-in-da-house-yeah"-stuff ;_;

Well, I guess that's it for now...

Melanie

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/19322039/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 00:39:20 PDT

01) First Name: Melanie
02) Your Nickname in dA: Klamsi (as everywhere)
03) Birthday: 3 August
04) Horoscope Sign: Lion
05) Birth town: Wuppertal (Germany)
06) Religion: I'am an atheist and realist...
07) Nationality: German
08) Parents: My mommy is already dead...she died 10 years ago *sigh*. My daddy is the best, we are like close friends!
09) Do you love them: Of course!!!
10) Brothers or sisters: My only brother is 16 years younger than me and I love him to pieces!!
11) Do you like the place where you live: Absolutely!
12) Where would you move to live forever? I am happy here...don't wanna move!
13) Color of your eyes: Blue, grey, green
14) Height: 1,68 cm
15) Weight: Haha

...you really wanna know that? Must be about 85 kg...
16) What school/grade are you going to:

...I'm already 29 years old. Can't even remember XD
17) What marks do you have: appendix-scar
18) How many piercings do you have, and where are they?: 8 in my ears, one lip-piercing, one navel-piercing
19) What do you want to be in your life: Artist!
20) Your life: Is good as it is!
21) Personal quote: Vegetarians eat the food of my food!
22) Lucky number: 11
23) What are you interested in: Drawing, manga, anime, J-Music, Japan, Visual Kei, my hubby, my cats, my friends, my family....
24) Good side of your character: Dunno...I always try to be as friendly as possible...
25) Bad side of it: Lack of self-confidence from time to time
26) Is your life happy: Could be happier sometimes but it's alright.
27) Do you think that you are crazy: Yes XD

28) What is the time: 9:38 am
29) What is the date: July 11th, 2008
30) WhatÂs the weather like: muggy and shitty
31) Favorite day in a week: Saturday
32) Favorite music: J-Rock
33) Favorite Singer: Ruki from GazettE
34) Favorite Band: The GazettE
35) Song: Burial Applicant
36) Best concert you have been: Pur Open-Air 1998 (or was it 99?) in a huuuuuge stadion
38) Favorite Manga: Junjou Romatica

39) Favorite Film: Final Fantasy Advent Children

40) Favorite TV serial: ...uhm...Big Brother...?

41) Favorite Theater play: Dunno
42) Favorite Film director: None
43) Do you want to be famous: Why not XD
44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: No, never ever!!
45) Do you want to be a singer: I can't sing at all...
46) Favorite Book: Harry Potters!!
47) Favorite Color: Black
48) Favorite Flower: Daisy
49) Favorite Food: Chinese duck!
50) Favorite Drink: Cocal Cola Zero
51) Favorite Sweet: Kinderschokolade
52) Favorite Fruit: Raspberry
53) The worst Food: Zucchini

54) The worst Drink: Everything with more than 20% alcohol!
55) The worst Singer: Diether Bohlen
56) The worst Band: All these cheap and shitty girly bands + Tokio Hotel!!!
57) The worst Actor: Dunno
58) The worst Actress: Dunno
59) The worst Movie: Dunno
60) The worst book: Dunno
61) Do you drink alcohol: Occasionally
62) Do you smoke: I stopped smoking in 2002
63) Do you take some drugs: No
64) What do you adore to wear: Jeans and tops which let people get a peek of my tattoo
65) Do you think you're pretty: Not really...but some people say I am...
66) What languages do you speak: German, English, some French, little by little some Japanese
67) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/male: Miyavi in on of his photobooks
68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female: My mommy? ;_;
69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: Dunno =Klamsi Talking about the Miyavi concert... http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/19066396/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/19066396/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 22:50:49 PDT
Actually...even if you kill me now...I was a little disappointed about it.
I Mean Miyavi is sweeet and cool and sexy and whatever, but his new style of musik just turns me off. It's so turning me off, that I will probably never go to see Miyavi again until he changes back to his old self or at least to J-Rock again.
All, Miyavi does right now is some kind of HipHop. The entire concert was nothing than HipHop. I HATE HIPHOP!!
I started to like Miyavi because he made awesome Rock and Punk stuff.
However, the concert was not that bad because sweetie Mixavi did lot's of fanservice. He's still so damn cute...but why the hell has it to be HipHop???

I knew it before. I have his new album since months (and didn't like it) but still I hoped him to play at least one song in his old style...

However, I won't give up hope! It's just a stage. He oftenly changes and he will change again

Other news:

My shoulder is gettin better. In about two weeks, I will be able to draw again.

Miyavi, come back to yourself plz. I hate this "Miyavi-in-da-house-yeah"-stuff ;_;

I'm planning my next tattoo + piercing...

Older news:

I started to hate the Bleach and Naruto-Anime! Damn the fillers!! Especially the newest Bleach filler is an affront!

"Junjou Romantica" is looooooooooooove

I'm currently totally obsessed with "Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann". Does anybody know that anime? It's so very awesome and crazy. So cool XD

I watched "Samurai 7". Great anime, but the end was pretty disappointing!

Well, I guess that's it for now...

Love you all

Melanie

DA FRIENDS:

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/18884744/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 01:58:47 PDT All I want to do now is cry.
Why has my life to be like that?

I'll see Miyavi at Saturday. I hope it will be fun though I have the hurting shoulder.

JapanDay was rainy...

I start to hate the Bleach and Naruto-Anime! Damn the fillers!! Especially the newest Bleach filler is an affront!

I'm currently totally obsessed with "Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann". Does anybody know that anime? It's so very awesome and crazy. So cool XD

Older news:

I watched "Samurai 7". Great anime, but the end was pretty disappointing!

Well, I guess that's it for now...

Melanie

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/18758899/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 01:01:44 PDT
I'm terribly sorry ;_;
Sorry for not drawing, not commenting, not laughing...

I didn't update this journal for a while since I didn't knew what to write. A massive art-block and a hurting shoulder ties me down. I feel like I can't do anything anymore.
My head is full of ideas but I don't get them on paper. Whenever I try, I screw it all up + my right shoulder hurts like hell. Even typing hurts a litte.
Well, it's all a matter of time I guess...but it's still so depressing!!
Damn the hell, why has it to be like that?

I need to draw and I need sell art

However...patience...just patience is what I need

Hope I'll be back in action, soon!

This saturday is Japan-Day here in Germany. Hope this will make me smile again ;_;

Just two weeks and I'll see Miyavi again! This will absolutely make me smile...I know it!!

I start to hate the Bleach and Naruto-Anime! Damn the fillers!! Especially the newest Bleach filler is an affront!

I'm currently totally obsessed with "Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann". Does anybody know that anime? It's so very awesome and crazy. So cool XD

Older news:

I watched "Samurai 7". Great anime, but the end was pretty disappointing!

Well, I guess that's it for now...

Melanie

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/18190472/ Tue, 06 May 2008 01:56:52 PDT
( ) You love hoodies.
(x) You love jeans...(who doesn't?)
( ) Dogs are better than cats.
( ) It's hilarious when people get hurt.
( ) You've played with/against boys on a team.
(x) Shopping is torture.
(x) Sad movies suck.
( ) You own an X-Box.
( ) Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
( ) At some point in time you wanted to be a fire-fighter.
(x) You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
( ) You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
( ) You watch sports on TV.
(x) Gory movies are cool.
(x) You go to your dad for advice...(I have no mom anymore)
( ) You own like a trillion baseball caps.
( ) You like going to football games.
( ) You used to/do collect baseball cards.
( ) Baggy pants are cool to wear.
( ) It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
(x) Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favourite colours
( ) You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
( ) Sports are fun.
( ) Talk with food in your mouth.
( ) Wear boxers.

YOUR GIRL SIDE

( ) You wear lip gloss.
( ) You love to shop.
(x) You wear eyeliner...(from time to time)
(x) You have some of the same shirts in different colours.
( ) You wear the colour pink.
( ) Go to your mom for advice...(mommy is already dead ;_; )
( ) You consider cheerleading a sport.
( ) You hate wearing the colour black.
( ) You like hanging out at the mall
( ) You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
(x) You like wearing jewellery...(sometimes)
( ) Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
( ) Shopping is one of your favourite hobbies.
( ) You don't like the movie Star Wars.
( ) You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
(x) It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, ad put on make-up and accessories.
( ) You smile a lot more than you should.
( ) You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
(x) You care about what you look like.
( ) You like wearing dresses when you can.
(x) You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
(x) You wear girl underwear.
(x) Used to play with dolls as little kid...(My Little Pony XD )
( ) Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
( ) Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

I'm currently totally obsessed with "Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann". Does anybody know that anime? It's so very awesome and crazy. So cool XD

Older news:

I watched Samurai 7. Great anime, but the end was pretty disappointing!

Well, I guess that's it for now...

Melanie

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/17892534/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 08:04:39 PDT I know he kinda changed his style and stuff. I cannot say I'm too happy about his changing...but he still is the best and sweetest piece of something ever

I'm currently totally obsessed with D. Gray-man!!! I just looooooove that story, it's so awesome. It's so worth reading/watching!!!

Older news:

I watched Samurai 7. Great anime, but the end was pretty disappointing!

Well, I guess that's it for now...

Melanie

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/17841258/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 23:47:57 PDT Yay, finally! I was so waiting for something like that to cheer me up!
All I have to say is....I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS ANIME XD

Finally, finally, there's a new shounen ai anime which is actually pleasing!!! I mean I already own some of the mangas and knew this anime must be great.
BTW...did anybody of you watch the first episode so far? I mean, I watched it without subtitles ans stuff.
However, if you didn't watch it so far, go and watch it!!! And if you hate yaoi and shounen ai, stay away, leave me alone and don't blame me.

I'm going to see Miyavi again. He'll be in Germany in June and I will go to one of his concerts for sure! Though, I'm pretty much dassapointed about his new music style ;_;

Older news:

I watched Samurai 7. Great anime, but the end was pretty disappointing!

Well, I guess that's it for now...

Melanie

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/17829708/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 10:27:04 PDT

...yay, I love these

2. This is something that you find helps you relax...

...yes, that's it!

3. This is something you'd like to have on a shirt...

4. This is something that you should give a friend...

...hugs and candy XD

5. This is something that keeps you up at night...

...purring kitty

6. This is something that should be put on a cake...

...Gaara...of the "dessert" lol

7. This is a good title for your auto-biography...

...bwuahahaha

8. You secretly have this as your wallpaper...

...not really...but it's sweet though!

9. Your parents would give you this for your birthday...

...maybe

10. You have one of these in your yard...

11. You had a tragic encounter as a child with this...

...horrible

12. This will make you money!

...yay XD

13. Eating this would make you lose weight!

...because I actually don't like it!

14. You might find this in your near future...

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/17743798/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 07:21:42 PDT If you get 21 to 29 your normal.
If you get 11 to 20 you're pretty normal.
If you get 10 or less you're fearless.

I fear...

[x] people
[] the dark
[] being single forever
[] being a parent
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[] closed spaces

total: 1

[] heights
[] black cats
[] birds
[] fish
[x] ants
[] driving
[] flying
[] flowers or other plants
[] being touched
[] fire

total: 1

[] dark water
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boy/girlfriends/boy/girlfriends dad
[] my boy/girlfriends/boy/girlfriends mom
[] mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain

total: 2

[] wind
[] cotton balls
[x] cemeteries
[] clowns
[x] large crowds
[] crossing bridges
[x] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[] men
[] women

total: 3

[x] having great responsibility
[] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes
[] hurricanes
[x] diseases
[] snakes
[] sharks
[] shots
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts

total: 2

[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains or railroads
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone forever
[x] being blind
[x] being deaf
[] growing up

total: 2

[] monsters under my bed
[] creepy noises in the night
[] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles
[] blood
[x] someone you love or care about getting hurt
[] love
[x] spiders

total: 3

GRAND TOTAL: 14

The last journal was an April's fool btw XD

I'm going to see Miyavi again. He'll be in Germany in June and I will go to one of his concerts for sure!

Older news:

I watched Samurai 7. Great anime, but the end was pretty disappointing!

Well, I guess that's it for now...

Melanie

=Klamsi Disney Art!! http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/17615853/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/17615853/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 00:38:42 PDT I'm into Disney now! Disney-humans look so much better than anime-style humans! Especially Hercules is so beautiful!
Anime style also is filthy! I must have been possessed! Yaoi is the worst of all that! There's nothing more ugly in the world!
Same for J-Rock! Uuuuuuugly!!!!
I also decided to become the most religious person you ever heard of! Going to church every sunday or even oftener is what I desire! Yes!
And then I draw Jesus in Disney style forever!!

I'm so happy, DA gave me this wonderful new "Mudkips" avi!!!

Older news:

I must have been possessed! All my old art is trash, yes!!

Well, I guess that's it for now...

Melanie

=Klamsi Thumbnail Quiz http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/17226717/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/17226717/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 15:25:10 PST 1) Answer the questions below
2) Take each answer and type it into dA search box
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you

1. The age you will be on your next birthday:

2. A place you'd like to travel:

3. Your favorite place:

4. Your favorite object:

5. Favorite food:

6. Your favorite animal:

7. Your favorite color:

8.The town/state/etc in which you live:

9. Name of past pet:

10. A dream come true:

11. Your nickname/screenname:

12. Real name:

13. Favorite Smell:

14. Bad habit of yours:

15. Your first job:

-helper

16. Favourite Movie:

17. W... ]]> =Klamsi Whats new in Klamsi's life? http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/17068181/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/17068181/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 04:24:12 PST
First of all, my hubby and me finally give up on getting a baby. We're struggling since 6 years! It's about time, to focus other things. Thomas felt guilty, he felt guilty way too long! The doctor once said it was his fault. I couldn't get pregnant because of him. 1 1/2 years ago, I got pregnant though! OMG, I cannot say how happy we were!! But then, I had a miscarriage. After that, all I got was a depression. I was afraid to go out. I was afraid of the people. I thought everybody could see how imperfect I am.
But I changed. There are still so many nice things in the world. Thomas and me, we can life a happy life without a baby...that's what I decided.
We went through hell together. And now I have a slight feeling of coming home.

Yeah, that's how it is...

Other news:

I was pretty sick last week but I feel better now. I'm just sniffling around like hell...

I watched Samurai 7. Great anime, but the end was pretty disappointing!

I want a little job and try to get a nice workplace at Mental First Aid for 5-6 hours a week. Wish me luck, please!

Older news:

Giru was awesome, a-w-e-s-o-m-e! Just like Miyavi and Gazette

You guys so got me into Kingdom Hearts!!! Klamsi-chan in fangirl mode XD

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

Melanie

DA FRIENDS:

=Klamsi Freedom Fighters http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/16928736/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/16928736/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 11:49:17 PST

SHUFFLE
1.) Put your music player on shuffle
2.) Press forward for each question.
3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4.) NO CHEATING!!!

1.) How am I feeling today?
Tears I cried (Siam Shade) - actually, I didn't cry today...but I did yesterday, so it kinda fits.

2.) How will I feel getting married?
Hime (Miyavi) - oh wow XD...btw, I'm already married since 2002 lol

3.) What is my best friend's theme song?
Arschloch (Die Ãrzte) - Uhm "Arschloch" is German and means ashole...I can't belive the shuffle choose this for my friend ;_;

4.) Highschool is?
Jeanny (Falco) - This doesn't make any sense...

5.) I am...
Spilled Milk (Dir En Grey) - O_o;

6.) How is today?
Real my Place (GirugÃ¤mesh) - Uhm...doesn't fit...

7.) What is in store for this week?
Dirty Blue Blood (GirugÃ¤mesh) - Bwuahahaha

8.) What song best describes my parents?
Princess Mononoke Theme Song (Instrumental) - Woah XD

9.) How is my life going?
Filth in the beauty (GazettE) - This one scares me

10.) What song will they play at my funeral?
Pokemon 1st opening - This is the best, I'm laughing my ass off!!

...btw, why do I have this in my playlist?

11.) How does the world see me?
Rinne no Tsumi (AnCafe) - Does this fit?

12.) My friends think...
Guren (GazettE) - Hehe, I love this song

13) My life is lived...
Anti Teletubbie Lied (JBO) - Don't ask me

14.) This makes me happy...
JÃ¤germeister (Die Toten Hosen) - Yay!

15.) What should I do with my life?
Coming Closer (L Arc en Ciel ) - Closer?

16.) I will be happy when...
The world (Nightmare) - This is the Death Note Opening. So I'll be happy when I get a Death Note or what? Hehe, beware XD

17.) What is some good advice?
Dress (Buck-Tick) - Uhm...

18.) What do I think my current theme song is?
Duck no Magical Adventure (AnCafe) - LMAO XD

19.) What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
This new shit (Marilyn Manson) - That's kinda mean

20.) The type of men/women i like are...
Freesia (GirugÃ¤mesh) - Aaaw

21.) How will you feel on your wedding day?
Cassis (GazettE) - How sweet

22.) What should I do with my love life?
Space Taxi (Bullys Traumschiff) - ROFLMAO

23.) What will your neighborhood be like?
Wann wirds mal wieder richtig Sommer - ???

24.) What will your dying words be?
Freedom Fighters (Miyavi) - Yay, FREEDOM!!!! XD

Other news:

I was pretty sick last week but I feel better now. I'm just sniffling around like hell...

I'm finally watching Samurai 7. Great anime so far

:bulletred.: I want a little honorary post and try to get a nice workplace at Mental First Aid for 5-6 hours a week. Wish me luck, please!

Older news:

=Klamsi Giru Giru Giru Girugämesh... http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/16589881/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/16589881/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 00:36:39 PST The GirugÃ¤mesh concert was absolutely a-w-e-s-o-m-e!!!!!!
I want to see them again! I want to go to more J-Rock concerts as soon as possible XD. Looooooooove!!

And did somebody see the new Gazette music-clip? Waaaah, what is Ruki doing? It almost looks like he has sex with his microphone...even if it happens just in his head. Ruki licks the micro, oh wow! I had to watch this several times before I could belive what I saw XD

Well, other topic:
I'm an auntie now! I already told you 6 months ago. Anyway, my niece is so sweet! I just love playing with her

...and isn't that "warning-sticker" the best?

Other news:

I'm so happy! Yesterday, my friend

gave me an awesome gift!! She gave me Final Fantasy X! I still can't belive it

Thank you soooooo very much!!!!

Older news:

Giru was awesome, a-w-e-s-o-m-e! Just like Miyavi and Gazette

You guys so got me into Kingdom Hearts!!! Klamsi-chan in fangirl mode XD

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

Melanie

DA FRIENDS:

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/16296723/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 06:25:29 PST

Rules:

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person should post 8 aleatory facts of themselves.
3. Tagged people should write a journal\blog about these facts.
4. In the end tag and name 8 people.
5. Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged and hugged.

>>>Here are the facts...

1. I'm an early riser
2. I have a tattoo and a lip-piercing
3. While driving my car, I always sing J-Rock songs...even though I cannot sing at all
4. I hate dubbed animes!! Dubs suck so very much!
5. OMG Cloud...

...I watched FF Advent Children about 30 times XD
6. I hate my drawing tablet and still refuse working with it ><
7. My father commissioned me to draw for him O_o;! Hope he likes the result
8. I'm an old hag... ;_;...I'm getting 30 years old this year

Other news:

Isn't the Naruto Shippuuden Anime awesome these days? And isn't Sai the cutest guy ever, and ever and ever? I HAVE to draw him right after my Axel-fanart. I just have to! Sai, my newest addiction

*melt*

OMG I started watching Gundam SEED Destiny and I looooove it!!! Athrun, Kira, Shinn you are so sweet XD

Older news:

After beeing at a Miyavi and a Gazette concert, I now decided to go to a GirugÃ¤mesh concert in January! I know this is gonna be a blast cause the guys are so very AWESOME!!!

You guys so got me into Kingdom Hearts!!! Klamsi-chan in fangirl mode XD

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

Melanie

DA FRIENDS:

=Klamsi Vacation...and a happy new year ^^ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/16180693/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/16180693/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 09:02:54 PST
I'll propably have no chance to get online until sunday because my hubby and me go on vacation to Hamburg. I'm going to catch up with the comments when I come back

Isn't the Naruto Shippuuden Anime awesome these days? And isn't Sai the cutest guy ever, and ever and ever? I HAVE to draw him right after my Axel-fanart. I just have to! Sai, my newest addiction

OMG I started watching Gundam SEED Destiny and I looooove it!!! Athrun, Kira, Shinn you are so sweet XD

After beeing at a Miyavi and a Gazette concert, I now decided to go to a GirugÃ¤mesh concert in January! I know this is gonna be a blast cause the guys are so very AWESOME!!!

You guys so got me into Kingdom Hearts!!! Klamsi-chan in fangirl mode XD

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/16066629/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 22:40:34 PST Merry Christmas to aaaaaaaaall

Have a nice time!!!

Isn't the Naruto Shippuuden Anime awesome these days? And isn't Sai the cutest guy ever, and ever and ever? I HAVE to draw him right after my Axel-fanart. I just have to! Sai, my newest addiction

OMG I started watching Gundam SEED Destiny and I looooove it!!! Athrun, Kira, Shinn you are so sweet XD

After beeing at a Miyavi and a Gazette concert, I now decided to go to a GirugÃ¤mesh concert in January! I know this is gonna be a blast cause the guys are so very AWESOME!!!

You guys so got me into Kingdom Hearts!!! Klamsi-chan in fangirl mode XD

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/15994532/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 06:33:57 PST

Actually, when I started drawing and uploading at DA, I never ever thought I would reach that goal. My first picture where so...well, they were miserable. And now I'm able to draw pictures I actually like. That's all because of you support!! Whenever I was depressed wanted to give up, the people here at DA cheered me up.
And now? I feel so much warmth for all of you

Thank you very much!!!

...and there's a little problem...two people caught my kiriban...how could that happen...what shall I do now? What would you do? Do a drawing for both people? I don't know, maybe that's what I should do, no?

Isn't the Naruto Shippuuden Anime awesome these days? And isn't Sai the cutest guy ever, and ever and ever? I HAVE to draw him right after my Axel-fanart. I just have to! Sai, my newest addiction

OMG I started watching Gundam SEED Destiny and I looooove it!!! Athrun, Kira, Shinn you are so sweet XD

After beeing at a Miyavi and a Gazette concert, I now decided to go to a GirugÃ¤mesh concert in January! I know this is gonna be a blast cause the guys are so very AWESOME!!!

You guys so got me into Kingdom Hearts!!! Klamsi-chan in fangirl mode XD

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

=Klamsi Don't forget the KIRIBAN ^^ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/15952999/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/15952999/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 01:35:27 PST If you catch it, I'll draw for you

Here are the rules:
-only one charcter
-no original charcters, I only draw fanart this time (!)
-only anime art please, IÂ´m not good at realistic drawings

Isn't the Naruto Shippuuden Anime awesome these days? And isn't Sai the cutest guy ever, and ever and ever? I HAVE to draw him right after my Axel-fanart. I just have to! Sai, my newest addiction

OMG I started watching Gundam SEED Destiny and I looooove it!!! Athrun, Kira, Shinn you are so sweet XD

After beeing at a Miyavi and a Gazette concert, I now decided to go to a GirugÃ¤mesh concert in January! I know this is gonna be a blast cause the guys are so very AWESOME!!!

You guys so got me into Kingdom Hearts!!! Klamsi-chan in fangirl mode XD

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/15841855/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 23:20:45 PST
Sorry for not answering any comments...my computer was broken and now it is just a piece of trash and nothing more!!
I bought a new computer and tried to safe everything possible! Just too good, my gallery and all my tools are unharmed ;_;
However, I didn't get to draw and color...please be a little patient, k?

Tell me, did you also get so many spam notes? Notes with links to a casino and similar stuff? What's up with DA? One of my friends accout even got hacked, it's so scary!!!

After beeing at a Miyavi and a Gazette concert, I now decided to go to a GirugÃ¤mesh concert in January! I know this is gonna be a blast cause the guys are so very AWESOME!!!

You guys so got me into Kingdom Hearts!!! Klamsi-chan in fangirl mode XD

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/15742991/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 00:26:18 PST not listing names.
1. I so absolutely love you with every beat of my heart!!
2. Stop alcohol, it will kill you someday. You are sick and an alcoholic!
3. You are such an ass!!
4. Why didn't you call me for 4 weeks? I'm waiting for your call ;_;
5. I miss you, but I'm happy I'll see you at Xmas ^^
6. I don't understand your way to live, but I accept it and will stay your friend

7. Hey, let's have fun at the GirugÃ¤mesh concert! Can't wait to see you again XD
8. It's partly your fault that I am like that!
9. My sweet angel, I'll be always there for you!
10. I am what I am and now leave me alone ><

Nine Things About Yourself:
1. I colored my hair red and love it XD
2. I'm an anime/manga/j-rock addict, still and for all eternity!
3. My age? I don't care for my age damn it ><
4. Drawing is my life...even though I'm a little lazy with it recently

5 I have 10 piercings. One in my lip, one in my narvel, 8 in my ears (one of them in the gristle)
6. I'm not as thin as I want to be...but it's alright. I can live with that...
7. I loooove Visual Kei XD
8. I brush my hair way too often.
9. I love IKEA food!

Eight Ways To Win My Heart
1. Give me J-Rock CD's and DVD's or go with me to a concert ^^
2. Talk with me about anime and manga XD
3. Talk with me about yaoi

4. Please say that you like my drawings (but only it it's the truth)

5. Are you a kitty? Then you already have my heart!
6. Being there for me.
7. Laugh with me
8. Give me sweets XD

Seven Things That Cross Your Mind a Lot:
1. Do you still love me that much?
2. Do people think I'm a freak?
3. Will the people accept me?
4. Will I ever get a baby?
5. Is it alright?
6. What anime shall I watch next?
7. I love you so much ;_;

Six Things You Wish You Never Did:
1. Being together with my ex-friend!!! *damn ass*
2. Doing these damn ICSI thing...
3. I wish I'd never make my mother cry ;_;
4. I wish I had another user name...the decision to call myself "Klamsi" was all wrong ><
5. The demission of my Vorwerk-job in one way...
6. Lauging about freaks long time ago (when I was at school)

Five Turn Offs:
1. Musclemen!!!
2. People who never clean up...
3. Smoking, it stinks!
4. Aggressions against children and animals (and everything)!!
5. Poeple who are too missionary. I'm an atheist and will stay it even if you start to cry!

Four Turn Ons:
1. Beeing sweet and warm to me ^^
2. Cookies XD
3. Good music, made by pretty guys!
4. Hugging and kissing my hubby.

Three Smileys That Describe Your Life:
1. XD
2. X_x
3. ;_;

Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. Beeing together with all the people I love!
2. Visit Japan ^^

One Thing You Want:
1. A baby!!

After beeing at a Miyavi and a Gazette concert, I now decided to go to a GirugÃ¤mesh concert in January! I know this is gonna be a blast cause the guys are so very AWESOME!!!

You guys so got me into Kingdom Hearts!!! Klamsi-chan in fangirl mode XD

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/15715155/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 23:42:06 PST
Hey, what happened to the people at DA? When I was new here (that was in 2004), everybody knew about Kiriban. The people were crazy about this! If somebody said they make a Kiriban, the people were like *yay* *omg I have to catch it* and stuff...
But today, all the most people do is just yawning and asking me what a Kiriban ist.

A Kiriban is kinda art for free for the one who catches (for example) my 100000th pageview. That means, if you catch my 100000th pageview (at best with a screenshot), I draw for you and only for you!

And here are the rules again:
-only one charcter
-no original charcters, I only draw fanart
-only anime art please, IÂ´m not good at realistic drawings

However, if you don't want that it would be absolutely fine with me to just let it be... ><

Sorry, but this somehow frustrates me and steals my motivation

After beeing at a Miyavi and a Gazette concert, I now decided to go to a GirugÃ¤mesh concert in January! I know this is gonna be a blast cause the guys are so very AWESOME!!!

You guys so got me into Kingdom Hearts!!! Klamsi-chan in fangirl mode XD

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/15701680/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 00:25:08 PST I decided to make a Kiriban at 100000 hits. It's a "Thank You" because I never ever thought I had a chance to reach the 100000 hits this year!
Yay, catch it XD

Here are the rules:
-only one charcter
-no original charcters, I only draw fanart this time (!)
-only anime art please, IÂ´m not good at realistic drawings

After beeing at a Miyavi and a Gazette concert, I now decided to go to a GirugÃ¤mesh concert in January! I know this is gonna be a blast cause the guys are so very AWESOME!!!

You guys so got me into Kingdom Hearts!!! Klamsi-chan in fangirl mode XD

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

<... ]]> =Klamsi Anime Survey http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/15501070/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/15501070/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 23:39:18 PST

THE ANIME SURVEY!!!! :3

most favorite: Naruto

least favorite: Cheap and stupid ecchi stuff like "Dears"

fav male character: Sabaku no Gaara from Naruto

fav female character: Saya Otonashi from Blood+

fav animal/creature character: The black Mokona

How long have you watched anime?: Since I was a little child

Why you became a fan?: Because I looooove manga-style-art.

Will you be a fan forever?: Yes XD

Do you think any anime characters are hot?: OMG, there are so many hot anime characters!!

like yaoi?: Absolutely!

like yuri?: I have nothing against it but it doesn't give me too much...

like hentai?: Some...

own a lot of hentai?: Haha, you really want to know that? Well, I have some few ^^

you're a big pervert right?: Uhm...yes...kinda XD

like bishounen?: Yes

like bishoujo?: I have nothing against bishoujo...

read manga?: Of course

have any untranslated manga?: Yes, the Okane ga Nai series and some others.

fav manga: Loveless, Naruto, Bleach, Yellow, Angel Sanctuary etc...cannot decide...

what anime magazines do you own?: Animania...but I stopped collecting it. I somehow started to hate that magazine.

how much manga do you have?: Uhm...more than 300...but don't expect me to count them now, please...

how many anime DVDs or VHS?: Don't want to count ;_;

own any fansubs?: Some

make your own fansubs?: No

do you draw anime?: Well I try to do some manga/anime-style art, yes...

good at it?: Dunno, really...

do you use software like Photoshop?: I do all my pics with Photoshop but I want to try out Open Canvas...

ever use Oekaki applets?: No

have any doujinshi?: Actually no...that's sad. Now that you say it, I want some!!!

ever make your own doujinshi?: Not so far...

do you write fanfics?: No, I have no talent at writing. I tried to do some original stories, but they are all trash and yaoi XD

read fanfics?: Some few

what anime merch do you own?:
Manga
DVDs
Art books
Plushies
Tags
Posters
etc...

Does Japan is general interest you?: Absoluetly!

Do you like other Japanese stuff that's not anime?: Their language, clothes, music (especially j-rock)...etc...

Ever eaten Pocky or Pucca?: Pocky? I looooove Pocky with strawberry taste XD

Want to visit Japan?: Of course!!!

fav anime quote or phrase: Dattebayo!

character you most relate to: I really, really cannot tell. I tried to think about it but I don't know

ever cosplay?: Hell no! I have nothing against cosplay. Actually I really like good cosplay! But I will NEVER(!) do one myself!!

cosplayed as who?: As me XD

gone to anime conventions?: Yes

how many?: Uhm...dunno...some...

fav convention: Japan Tag (Japan Day/J-Day) in DÃ¼sseldorf/Germany!

Other news:

I finally started to play "Kingdom Hearts 2". I know you all played it already but for me it's a premiere. Wow, great game, I love it so far! Thank you Vespi for borrowing it to me!!! I now decided to buy it myself

Older news:

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

Melanie

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/15414063/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 23:04:22 PST
I had an old and ugly dolphin (I don't want to show a photo

) on my right shoulder, but this genius of a tattooer covered it with a beautiful flower. The star next to the flower is a symbol for my stillborn baby...the miscarriage I had last year. I'll never forget it now, the star will always remember me! If I ever have childs, I can show them and tell them there's a sibling, living in the sky.

Here's my new tattoo:

Other news:

Older news:

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

Melanie

DA FRIENDS:

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/15182103/ Tue, 23 Oct 2007 01:55:58 PDT ...the Gazette concert was a blast!! It was so very, very awesome! I want to see them again as soon as possible. Please Gazette come back to Germany next year...don't forget!!
Their show XD...their music, oh wow! These guy's live performance is absolutely worth seeing! And it's so damn sexy! They are beautiful! Their hair, their clothes, it's all so perfect!! Ruki touches himself all the time and he licks his microphone

. He licked his bottle of water an threw it in the audience! Too sad I didn't catch it.
However, at the end of he show, the guys jumped into a limousine and drove directely through us fans and waved all the time. It was so near XD
If you ever get the chance to go to a Gazette concert, just do it and don't ask. You'll love it

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/15011341/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 07:06:31 PDT Just wanted to tell you...I'm back from Belgium and had a nice time there. Now I'm ready to start drawing again!!
Thank you so much for all the messages and comment! I try to catch up with them as soon as possible

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

"The GazettE" will be in Germany in Oktober!! Ves and me decided to go to one of their concerts in Cologne! OMG, this will be awesome, I know it. I love Gazette so much! Their songs are the best, I like their music even more than Miyavi and Diru!
Tickets are ordered XD

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/14849850/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 02:34:43 PDT
I'll be on vacation in Belgium from tomorrow on for one week. No internet for Klamsi-chan... but that's ok. I need to rest and decided to leave my laptop at home.

Bye bye!

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/14807789/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 23:47:31 PDT Yesterday was a very nice day!! I met my very good friend

and my sweet "adoptive-daughter"

in Arnsberg

We had so much fun! First, we ate yummy chinese buffet. Then we walked through the town and bought some funny stuff. We also visited an awesome old castle, or better to say it's ruin. We talked and laughed a lot and in the evening, when I had to drive home, I almost cried! I wish Arnsberg was closer to Kaarst (my hometown) ;___;

Hope to see you again soon!!

Other news:

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

Older news:

Melanie

DA FRIENDS:

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/14682933/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/14682933/ Tue, 18 Sep 2007 04:27:33 PDT
I finally got the manga of

!!! The manga ist called "Lost and Found"...it's a shounen ai story and it is indeed awesome! I'm so very excited, Zombie did such a great job with it

Alexa, Val, SÃ¤n, thank you so much for purchasing it for me at the Connichi-Convention! And Zombie, thank you so very much for signing

Waaah, it's so great, so awesome...I dunno what to say. Such deep and touching story, romance without any kitsch.
Buy it people, go and buy that manga! You won't regret it!!!

Other news:

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

Older news:

Melanie

DA FRIENDS:

=Klamsi Totally stressed again... http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/14670269/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/14670269/ Mon, 17 Sep 2007 07:50:58 PDT
I didn't even get to comment on some of my friends journals entrys. I'm very, very sorry about that!

Thank you very much for all your kind words while I was depressed! I totally appreciate that!!

=Klamsi Depressed ;___; http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/14468796/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/14468796/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 09:29:10 PDT
I feel like a looser, really! Damn the hell, what have I done...is it my complicated personality? Why does everything in life has to be so damn difficult? And I thought I was already out of that depression. How pathetic...
I don't make any progress at all. Not any!! My art may become better but that still isn't good enough. I'm tired! I recently draw half-hearted. I have no ideas and no drive...
In fact, all I ever wanted was baby! I started drawing out of frustration since I didn't get pregnant...that's the sad truth! And now? I'm depressed, still not pregnant and not even one of my pictures makes me happy these days! I sometimes feel like deleting all my gallery, my website, my internet identity! Why has life to be like that?
I want to get out of that depression-hell! I know how it is to feel good and I want that feeling back so badly...and I struggle and struggle...maybe I just struggle too much ;___;
What shall I do? I so hope, tomorrow will be a better day. I don't want to give up hope!
I feel so guilty! My poor hubby...my poor family...I hate myself so much when I'm like that!!!
+ somebody stole my art again...and I have no strenght...I'm just too tired...

Well, right now, after crying my eyes off in my hubby's arms...I feel a little better.
Please let tomorrow be a better day. But that's just how my depression is...I know I will feel better...until the next attack starts. It's always like that. Always...

I love you all, I really do! Now that I'm not that stressed anymore, I'll try to answer more of your nice comments

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/14404369/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 02:07:37 PDT 1. Post these rules.
2. Each person must post 8 random facts about them.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post, 8 people get tagged and named.

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1. I color my hair almost every week (red)
2. I have 10 piercings, one in my lip, one in my navel, 8 in my ears
3. I have a tattoo but I hate it. It will be repainted with another motive soon

4. I love Mangas, Animes and J-Rock
5. The predominant colors in my closet are black, grey and a little dark-blue and white
6. I'm an atheist (I would also call it realist) but I have nothing against religion at all
7. If I like a song, I try to hear it again and again until I can sing it by heart
8. I love my hubby

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Other news:

I'm a little busy. Sorry if I don't get to answer all your comments. I sure read them and I love you all

Older news:

I'm an aunt now. My sis-in-law has her baby now. The baby's name is Pia-Franziska. However, I didn't see the little baby so far, only on photos. Of course I'm pretty happy for my sis-in-law (I really am!!)...but this all still reminds me of my miscarriage and sometimes I want my own baby...blah, blah...ignore me please...

Melanie

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=Klamsi Busy, busy, busy... http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/14172398/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/14172398/ Tue, 14 Aug 2007 22:30:32 PDT I try to catch up with the comments as soon as possible...but maybe I have to delete some. If so, please don't blame me, k? Sorry again, I love you all. I really do

For those who didn't already read my last journal: YES, the Miyavi concert was a blast!!

Animagic was not bad at all. Especially the cosplayers were great. However, it though was not as good and as the Connichi Convention (other huge yearly convention in Germany). I guess I won't go to the Animagic next year *shrugs*

My cat Leo obviously feels much better. The medicine worked. I'm so happy

My friend that lives in hospital since some weeks, after trying to commit suicide, feels a little better. I talked to her and she finally says that she want's to live. She also said she can't wait to get out of the hospital and she started to find a new appartment for her and her dog. That sounds pretty good to me. I'm happy for her

I have my lip-piercing! Even my in-laws start to like it XD

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/13995401/ Fri, 03 Aug 2007 02:09:20 PDT

I'm an old hag now XD
Waaah, I'm 29 years old...Klamsi-chan in midlife-crisis. I'm sooooooo old! WTF

However, I swear my mental age is 18-20!!

For those who didn't already read my last journal: YES, the Miyavi concert was a blast!!

My cat Leo obviously feels much better. The medicine worked. I'm so happy

I have my lip-piercing! Even my in-laws start to like it XD

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/13941958/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 13:24:04 PDT

The Miyavi concert!! Klamsi-chan on cloud nine! WTF OMFG...this was kinda the best thing I have ever seen. I mean it was Miyavi

He was so very awesome. His voice made me melt and cry. Did he ever say he cannot sing? Baka! His live performance is wonderful! Oh wow, this man can sing!
However, my friend

and me had some problems on our way to the concert. The travel took us longer than planned since the horrible Deutsche Bahn (German railroad traffic) was unreliable as always. When we finally arrived in Bonn, where the
concert tooks place, we only had 20 minutes until the start of the concert. We had to drive with an expensive taxi in order to arrive the music-hall in time. We were so happy we made it!! I have to say, though there where tons of people in front of the music-hall, the admission procedure was unexpectedly quick. Only the garderobe was a pain. The people who worked there where waaay to slow and as the concert started, we ended up taking our bags into the hall. We had a good place not too far away from the stage and could see HIM (the god, Miyavi

) very good. At the moment he showed up, Ves and me where just "aaaaaaaaaaaaah M-I-Y-A-V-I *nosebleed*!!!! Miyavi looked all beautiful! He was in his new style which fits great to him. OMFG his clothes where indeed sexy

The fans were all great. We met some nice girls, talked to them and during the concert we rocked, screamed, hugged and cried all together. The reminds me of the moment, Miyavi sang the beautiful song "Kimi ni Negai wo". A woman behind me cried during the entire song and kissed my cheek

. Some fans rocked a little too much and fainted, poor them...
The best thing was, that Miyavi actually liked us all. Us, the publikum were full of energy and gave all. Most of the people were familar with all his songs and were able to sing all the songs with him. I remember sooo many good moments of the concert but it's so hard to explain them all in english

Haha, "Shiawase" XD (this is an
insider)...however. Miyavi smiled all the time, joked around, and said he wants
to come back to Germany again. Yaaaay, come back to us! I'll be sure to go to
your concert again

!!

For those who are interested, here are the songs he played:
Selfish Love -Aishitekure, Aishiterukara-
Kabuki BOIZ
Ossan Ossan Ore Nanbo
Ame ni Utaeba -Pichi Pichi Chapu Chapu Ran Ran Blues-
Kimi ni Negai wo
Itoshii Hito
Ashita, genki ni Naare
Sakihokaru hana no youni ~Neo Visualizm~
Aho Matsuri
-Shiawase desu ka?-
Girls, be ambitious
Coo Quack Cluck -Ku Ku Ru-
Nowheregod
Ashita, Tenki ni Naare
Are you Ready to ROCK?
Aishiteru Kara Hajimeyou

And this is for all the people who say something against his new style:
Miyavi ALWAYS changes his style! It wouldn't be Miyavi if he'd stop that! He loves experimenting with new sounds, hairstyles, clothes and stuff since years! That's Miyavi how we love him!! Who ever says something against that, does not understand him!

Other news:

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/13827825/ Sun, 22 Jul 2007 00:14:07 PDT
I appreciate it, I absolutely do! I feel so honored!!!

Friday was a very good day. My friends

and her boyfriend visited me. They were on their way to a Naruto-cosplay meeting in a town MÃ¶nchengladbach. Since that town is not far away from where I live, it was a good chance to meet me. I was so happy to see them again

I love their costumes, wow! They put so much effort in them

I swear, these people are so sweet, I love them!
We made some nice photos:

From left to right: Val aka

as Tsunade, Alexa aka

as Ero-Sennin Jiraya, SÃ¤n aka

as Orochi(bi)maru and me as the red haired person without costume in the middle oft them)

People, thank you vor the nice day! XD

Other news:

My cat Leo obviously feels much better. The medicine worked. I'm so happy

"The GazettE" will be in Germany in Oktober!! My hubby and me decided to go to one of their concerts in Cologne [edit by Thomas: "I decided that my hubby and I will go to one of their concerts in Cologne" would be correct

]. OMG, this will be awesome, I know it. I love Gazette so much! Their songs are the best, I like their music even more than Miyavi and Diru XD

OMG, I saw the new Miyavi clips. It was so him, really. Even though, the songs are a little weird. His hair, kyaaa....awesome XD
I actually also like the bodypaint in his face. At first I thought it was a tattoo...now I'm glad it's just a bodypaint

Yay for crazy Miyavi!!! But I hope he doesn't do more Hip Hop stuff and doesn't wear that stupid cappy again...

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/13789810/ Thu, 19 Jul 2007 02:16:25 PDT

First of all, I have to tell you about my poor kitty. His name is Leo and he has crystal-like stones in his bladder. It's a pain, whenever he pees, it hurts him so much. He has to eat special food now since it's the only way to tackle the stones. If the diet doesn't work, his only chance is an operation. And even after this operation, there's no guarantee that the stones will never come back. Two years ago, the cat of my friend Vespi died because of the same problem. I hope Leo will be ok

At July 28th, I will be at the "Animagic"-Convention in Bonn. This will surely be a nice day! I hope I'll be able to meet some of you there.
And then, at July 29th the day has come to meet Miyavi XD

....just kidding, I won't meet him personally. But me and

will be at his concert in Bonn. Can't wait to see his pretty face for real. Miyavi, beware!!

Other news:

"The GazettE" will be in Germany in Oktober!! My hubby and me decided to go to one of their concerts in Cologne. OMG, this will be awesome, I know it. I love Gazette so much! Their songs are the best, I like their music even more than Miyavi and Diru XD

Yay for crazy Miyavi!!! But I hope he doesn't do more Hip Hop stuff and doesn't wear that stupid cappy again...

Older news:

Did I ever say that I hate one of my grandmothers? I hate her for beeing such a fool! She did so many horrible things in her life which affected my family in negative way. I often tried to forgive her but I can't!! I'm sick of her, even though I meet her just once a year! And if one of my family members ever read this...I'm sorry...

I have my lip-piercing! Even my in-laws start to like it XD

Klamsi-chan in midlife-crisis. Only two weeks and I will be 29 years old. WTF, is that possible? I'm getting old, I see wrinkles around my eyes when I laugh too much...Or do only I see them? People still take me for 23 or 25 but I start feeling old.
However, I try to ignore it! I want to stay young forever...and even if it's just at heart. I will always be there for all the young people and I will draw for you, that's what I decided!

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

Melanie

http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/13653240/ Sun, 08 Jul 2007 00:31:33 PDT

"The player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as stating the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

Mine...
(1)I chew on my lip-liercing when I'm nervous...
(2)I hear my favorite songs again and again and pretty loud, until the people around me get tinnitus...
(3)I sing in my car...
(4)I don't act like a 28 years old...more than a 17 years old

(5)I brush my hair at least every half an hour...
(6)I'm not really accostable when I'm drawing...

Now for the added questions:

1- Find the book nearest to you, go to page 18, find line 4:
Well, it's some lemon doujinshi...you really want to know more?

2- Stretch out your left arm as far as you can:
Laptop

3- Last thing you watched on TV?:
Naruto Shippuuden

4- Without looking, what time is it?:
9:00 am

5- Now, what is the actual time?:
9:03 am

6- Without the computer, what do you hear?:
My cat

7- When did you last step outside?:
Yesterday in the evening. My hubby and me went to IKEA at 21:00 pm

8- Before you took this survey, what did you look at?:
My mp3-player

9- What are you wearing?:
pyjama

10- Did you dream last night?:
Yes, about my stupid gandmother ><

11- When did you last laugh?
Yesterday 23:00 pm about Gai-sensei in Naruto Shippuuden...

12- What is on the walls in the room you are in?
Not much, some posters of J-Rockers...

13- See anything weird lately?:
Yes, my grandmother...

14- What do you think of this quiz?:
*yawn* it's alright...

15- What is the last film you saw?:
Don't remember

16- If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?:
A house in Japan, a house for my father and brother, a new car, a Miyavi/Gazette/An Cafe/Nightmare/Diru/etc.-Concert just for me and my friends, my own anime...

17- Tell me something I don't know about you:
I love IKEA's KÃ¶ttbullar thingies XD

18- If you could do one thing about the world without guilt or politics what would you do?:
No comment...

19- Do you like to dance?:
Not really...

20- George Bush:
The comment about that man would be too long for this quiz. I better don't say anyting.

21- Imagine your first child is a girl, what is her name?:
Dunno

22- Imagine you first child is a boy, what is his name?:
Dunno

23- Would you consider living abroad?:
Yes, partly...

24- What do you want God to say to you when you reach heaven?:
I don't belive in god...

25. Tag six people who must do this in their journal:

Other news:

My cat's newest hobby: peeing...I don't know why but that stupid cattle pees on my floor

... ]]> =Klamsi Naruto fun quiz... http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/13562410/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/13562410/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 10:54:34 PDT I stole it from

1. Who is your favourite Naruto character(s)?
Gaara

2. What is your favorite pairing?
Gaara x Lee

3. Are you a naruto yaoi or hentai fan?
Yay for yaoi...but I also have nothing against hentai XD

4. Ever cosplayed naruto characters? if so, who, where and how many times?
Never...

5. List your collection of naruto junk and merchendise, if any.
Sasuke, Gaara + Shikamaru plushie. Gaara, Naruto, Kakshi, Iruka, Sasuke and Sakura figures Collcting cards. Many mangas + DVD's, Posters...

6. Have you ever felt that you were destined to be with a Naruto character? If so who?
Uhm, actually no

7. Naruhina or Kibahina?
NaruHina!!!

8. Sasusaku or Sasunaru?
Sasusaku ^^

9. Which team is your favourite?
Team 7

10. Do you support the Tobito theory?
Oh well...

11. Do you support the 'Yondaime is Naruto's father' theory?
They look somewhat similar so from this point of view it could be possible...but there are also points against it. I really don't know and I absolutely try to ignore spoilers

12. Your favourite akatsuki member?
Itachi

13. Are you pro-sasuke or anti-sasuke?
Sometimes I absolutely hate him. Damn emo-Sasuke! But on the other hand I also like him. I understand his acting and he looks pretty good, no?

14. have you seen all Naruto episodes so far? (including shippuden and fillers)
I skipped some fillers from the old series. I'm up to ep 15 of Shippuuden...

15. Have you read all the chapters so far?
Only up to manga 23 + some (too many ><

spoilers...it's a shame, I know...

16. Do you believe Naruto has ADD?
No

17. Sub or dub
Sub all the way! Klamsi-chan hates all dubs!!!!!!! Damn the dubs ><

18. Pro-Sakura or Anti-Sakura?
Pro...

19. Tobi = annoying or funny?
So funny XD

20. Do you even know who Tobi is?
LoL XD

21. Gai= sexy beast or ugly nerd?
I'd say, he's more ugly than sexy.

22. Which character would be the best crossdresser?
Sasuke X3

23. Rock Lee = weird or awesome?
Awesome!

24. Which character would be best OOC? who and how?
Cannot decide...

25. Do you like naruto fanfics?
Some...but I don't like too weird pairings...

26. Do you write naruto fanfics?
No, but I'd like to write a pervert Gaara x Lee story and make it a doujinshi...

27. Do you like lemons?
Absolutely yes XD

28. Do your parents know any Naruto characters?
Huh? I'm 28 years old, how should my parents know?

29. Have you watched the Naruto Abridged Series?
Bwuahahaa, I watched some few eps to write a report about this trash!

30. Have you seen The Naruto Ultimate Fanflashes?
Yeah, I looooove them!!!

31. Have you ever got someone else hooked on Naruto?
Yes

32. Have you ever been drawing Naruto in school and have someone randomly say "WOAH! you like Naruto too!?"
Again...I'm 28 years old. Why should I go to school

33. Have you ever been in class drawing Naruto and the teacher comes up to you and says "wtf is this?"
Hell no

34. Has Naruto affected your school life and grades?
No

35. Are you broke thanks to Naruto?
No

36. Do you want to read icha icha Paradise?
Yeeeeeeeeees XD

37. Do you support the 'yondaime is the akatsuki leader' theory?
Well...as far as I know...I should better should up now...

38. Do you draw naruto fanart? If so, count how many there is in your gallery.
I have some, especially Gaara ones. But I don't want to count *yawn*

39. Is Sasuke still sexy in his second stage of the cursed seal?
Uhm...not real... ]]> =Klamsi Yaaaaay, I got the tickets for Miyavi XD http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/13338311/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/13338311/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 04:49:52 PDT
Waaah, this is like a dream!! I finally bought the tickets for the Miyavi concert here in Germany XD
I still can't belive it!! I got two tickets, one for me and one for Alexa aka

I'm sure we will have looooots of fun at the concert. Beware Miyavi, we'll be there XD
Miyavi, OMFG MIYAVI...kyaaaa

Sorry for this...

Other news:

I'm so hyper today, I'm jumping like a rubber ball. Yaaay, Miyavi-kun I will see you soon

I will be a litte busy the next days. My father is moving and my hubby and me will help him. No time to draw at all, sorry...

My scanner is broken, damn! It's still a sad fact, that I'm unable to draw with my tablet. I'm too stupid! I need normal paper and pencil to draw good pictures. But without my scanner, I can't digitally ink and color them. I'll have to color old and already scanned pictures until the scanner is fixed...

There's a storm with lot's of lightning outside right now. It's beautiful, I love it!!

My friend is still in hospital. I will meet her tomorrow and am a little afraid.

Older news:

I have my lip-piercing! I will take a better photo when it's completely healed, k?

Klamsi-chan in midlife-crisis. Only 1 1/2 months and I will be 29 years old. WTF, is that possible? I'm getting old, I see wrinkles around my eyes when I laugh too much...Or do only I see them? People still take me for 23 or 25 but I start feeling old.
However, I try to ignore it! I want to stay young forever...and even if it's just at heart. I will always be there for all the young people and I will draw for you, that's what I decided!

I'm finally watching Bleach again!

I started to read Gin Tama. OMG it's so funny! I totally recommend it to you! It's Samurai action and sience fiction-comedy in one. Give it a try XD

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

Melanie

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=Klamsi Japan-Day Photos http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/13288525/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/13288525/ Sun, 10 Jun 2007 09:45:19 PDT
I finally have some photos from Japan-Day. The photos are from

and she gave me permission to show them in my journal. Thank you so much for this, Vespi

This photo was taken with Vespi's Cellphone (I think). My hubby Thomas made it. Uhm well, the persons are (from left to right): Vespi, me (Klamsi the red head), Val, SÃ¤n and Val's sister Vivien

I forgot who made these two photos, but the first one shows me and my hubby, signing some books. And the second one shows me and Vespi hugging + my new lip-piercing.

Yeah, Japan-day was great!!! However, there are many more photos but I'm a little lazy today. Don't want to upload more...my head hurts...

Other news:

My website will have a forum, soon

I feel fat and ugly today...

It's too muggy outside, I can't stand that. My head hurts because of this stupid weather!

My friend is still in hospital and I don't think she'll be able to get out in the near future. But I do my best to help her and I don't give up hope

I have my lip-piercing! I will take a better photo when it's completely healed, k?

I still want these damn tickets for the Miyavi-concert in Bonn/BrÃ¼ckenforum! Waaah Miyavi I HAVE TO see you live! My mission: Getting the tickets from Ebay!! But they are still so expensive

However, I won't give up! my day will come bwuahahaha XD

Klamsi-chan in midlife-crisis. Only two months and I will 29 years old. WTF, is that possible? I'm getting old, I see wrinkles around my eyes when I laugh too much...Or do only I see them? People still take me for 23 or 25 but I start feeling old.
However, I try to ignore it! I want to stay young forever...and even if it's just at heart. I will always be there for all the young people and I will draw for you, that's what I decided!

I'm finally watching Bleach again!

I started to read Gin Tama. OMG it's so funny! I totally recommend it to you! It's Samurai action and sience fiction-comedy in one. Give it a try XD

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

Melanie

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http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/13223047/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 03:36:10 PDT
Every year, a huge festival takes place in a huge town, called DÃ¼sseldorf here in Germany. Last saturday the time had come to celebrate it again. Japan-Day!
This festival is a sign of the friedship between Germany and Japan and it's awesome, huge, wonderful and it all ends with an outstanding firework which almost made me cry because of it's prettiness. They even made internet-smilieys in the sky!
Millions of people were there, the town was full of people who love Japan and it's culture. Of course, there were also tons of manga, anime and j-rock fans. Thousends of cosplayers and crazy people like me XD
My hubby,

+ her little sister and SÃ¤n (still searching her account) were with me. They are all awesome people, I had so much fun with them

I was able to buy some very rare doujinshis. The best is, the mangaka herself was there and signed them all for me. That's so cool!
Damn, why has Japan-Day to be only once a year? I want it every weekend XD
Ah, I forgot. We also met

and

for a short time. They looked so pretty in their Yukata!
Of course I also met lot's of other great people! Yay for cosplay! Hey people, your costumes were great!!!

Other news:

My friend is still in hospital and I don't think she'll be able to get out in the near future. But I do my best to help her and I don't give up hope

I have my lip-piercing! Photos will come later, that's a promise!

I still want these damn tickets for the Miyavi-concert in Bonn/BrÃ¼ckenforum! Waaah Miyavi I HAVE TO see you live! My mission: Getting the tickets from Ebay!! But they are still so expensive

However, I won't give up! my day will come bwuahahaha XD

I'm finally watching Bleach again!

I started to read Gin Tama. OMG it's so funny! I totally recommend it to you! It's Samurai action and sience fiction-comedy in one. Give it a try XD

Well, I guess that's it for now...
Love you all

Melanie

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http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/13125581/ Mon, 28 May 2007 13:02:43 PDT

What's new?

First of all, my friend is alright. She's alive and she will be in a special hospital from tomorrow on. I hope, the docters there can help her to get over her depression. It's hard. Her husband cheated at her and left her. She's all alone, since she has no family. She has borderline syndrome and it was just a matter of time until she tries to kill herself. I knew that but was unable to help her. Whatever I said to cheer her up...her depression is too deep, it doesn't reach her.
However, I don't give up hope. I want her to be happy and hope the hospital and the therapists will help her to find happieness again.
All I can do now is taking care for her dog. The dog means everything for her and I will do my very best. So from tomorrow on, I will have a dog.
Hope my cats will be able to deal with that fact...

I want a lip piercing as fast as possible. Is there anybody who also has one? How is it, does it feel good? Does it make any problems? Many people say, it's one of the less complicated piercings. It will heal good and feels good. However I hope I will be able to get it next week XD

I still try to get tickets for the Miyavi concert at July 29th here in Germany, Bonn/BrÃ¼ckenforum. But the tickets are so very expensive at Ebay. But it's my only chance to get them. Damn, I want to see him so badly

Is it true, that Miyavi will join a band along with Gackt and some other famous guys? That's great news but it also somehow scares me. Will he stop his solo career or what? I hope not! Even if he sometimes says his singing voice is his weak point, I don't think so. I love his voice and hope he will still sing lots of solo-songs!

That's all for now...
Love you all

=Klamsi Yaaay, I feel so good ^^ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/12974612/ http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/12974612/ Wed, 16 May 2007 07:28:45 PDT I'm very sorry I always bother you with my personal problems. I really am!
However, since friday I feel better and better everyday. Sun shines for me again

At friday, my good friend

vistited me. It made me absolutely happy. We don't get to see us often but whenever we do, it turns out awesome!!

I have to thank you...for the many faves on my newest picture! I never thought you would actually like it. I thought since it's traditional art, it's too crappy and stuff. And it's how I said, I used reference for it. Still many people like it...so yay, that makes me happy!!

Kyaa, I'm so hyper. Miyavi will come to Germany!!! And now what's the matter? Klamsi-chan has no tickets

But I'm not that sad. The fact that he will be here in Germany alone makes me smile. I hope he get's poular. I hope we will get to see his video-clips on German MTV sometime! That would be awesome! Well, I guess this will never happen but I still have hope.

- I'm so very sorry I didn't get the tickets...but I will try to get some on Ebay, ok?

Yeah, that's it for now...

I love you all

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http://Klamsi.deviantart.com/journal/12895833/ Wed, 09 May 2007 05:08:57 PDT
Why the hell is life so damn unfair sometimes?
Why do some people think they are god and know all and everything?
Why do people criticize my style of life even if they don't really know me?
Why do people hurt me so much and why do I let them hurt me?

Why has my damn father-in-law to be such an ass

It makes me so sad...

I'm just happy I have my hubby. He helped me so much yesterday

Sorry for this entry, please ignore it. I'm a little EMO* right now and had to write this down in order to feel better.

*EMO = People who think they are loosers,...etc.