http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:KleinesKuhlesRutt&section=today deviantART RSS for by:KleinesKuhlesRutt en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 06:40:18 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/27226195/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/27226195/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 12:01:09 PDT ! 10 times. So, I'll just get this behind me now.

I think I'm supposed to tell 10 random facts about me? Uhh, well:

1. I love strawberries. So much that it's unhealthy.

2. I want to talk to a time traveller/alien/robot at least once in my life before I die (...)

3. I have no idea what to say anymore.

4. I wanna go to an art school! But they refused me already. I don't know if I can take the humiliation of crawling back there like a worm again though.

6. Sorry, darlin'. I'm gay................Just kidding.

7. I'm a zany fangirl. I didn't know that until recently, but I am. Darn it.

8. I can't cook. I also can't sew or crochet. I won't be able to make sweaters for my grandkids. Mh. They'll love me.

9. I have an unhealthy obsession over all kinds of art. I spend way too much time drooling over great artwork, which is why I rarely draw at all. God of the fine arts, HELP ME!

10. I behave like a kid. Like in, highly immature. People usually think I'm 14. It's awkward.

FINALLY! I won't tag anyone, because I'm not mean. I like disobeying the rules! That's the 11th fact.

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Well, the conclusion of this is.....................................avoid German dubbings at all costs. Yeah, you can go home now, kids. *oders german translated witcher books*. I feel sick.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/21474696/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/21474696/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 18:27:07 PST
Oh, and also, I got a new PC, yay! I know this isn't important, but I just thought I'd add it. It's not soo fast. I think. 512 mb video card, dual core 5gh and 2 gb of ram. It's slow, right? RIGHT!?!? Oh well, I can play Dead Space on it, that's all I need for my life. And The Witcher, of course. That's a Polish RPG. I play it in Polish with English subtitles, just because Polish is too damned sexy for words. Oh, à propos sexy (I hate that words, that's why I'll overuse it now. FUN!) and back to Dead Space! Did I already mention that Isaac's back is damned sexy to look at? If you do nothing more for hours than stare at it? DID I!?! DID I? And that his mask is sexy, too? EH!?! Take that! I wish they'd make a sequel in which he talks more. I wanna..eh.. What? Oh, nothing.

I wish I could draw. I wanna draw Isaac fanart. Isaaaac. Oh god, I'm mutating into a screaming fangirl.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/21087809/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/21087809/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 22:24:29 PDT
I'll go and see Wall-e with my dad in cinema later. And then I'll buy merchandise and..oh screw that, they don't have any merchandise around here anyway. Then I'll just import it from Japan XP. Because they have the most merchandise. No dea why. Well, yeah, that's kinda all.

WAITING FOR TONIGHT ~ AHOOHUUUU...sorry XD.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/16785332/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/16785332/ Fri, 08 Feb 2008 13:32:56 PST
That's actually the first time EVER I had 40 messages, wowww *_*.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/16325844/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/16325844/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 06:36:23 PST
Oh and another thing. I think my French teacher is mutating into some kind of Drama Queen. I mean, UGH WHAT THE. I'm supposed to copy some pages from a book I don't even have. Okay, I don't have it because I kinda missed to buy it in the holidays because I seem to be the only one who didn't know. Anyway. So, I should borrow it. I didn't do that though. And I won't. HAHA. Anyway, here his logic, I'm gonna call myself S for stupid and him G for gggg...g....giraffe. *cough*

S: Maybe I could still buy iiiiiii..
G: NO IT WON'T WORK NONONONk.grkdgld
S: BUT OMG
G: Noo, you gotta borrow it from someone..OH WAIT! You actually can't, because everyone is reading it! They can't borrow it to you, haha..oh, just take my book. Come to the teacher's room *RUNS*
S: *runrunrun*
MOMENTS LATER
G: Ohhh I don't have it..ah, just borrow it from someone kthxbye

ARRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/16206565/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/16206565/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 12:36:46 PST I must improve my French, AND I want to play FF7.
So, what could anyone possibly do than that?
Oh yeaaah, I'm, like, a genious. That was meant sarcastically, d'oh.
Well, that's all I wanted to say.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/16162872/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/16162872/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 07:15:18 PST Weeeell, I hate to wish a new year, and I won't be there tomorrow anyway.
SOOOO, new year to ya all! Now I have to finish Snatcher..I CAN MAKE IT TILL THE NEW YEAR YIPPAY!
Well, my father doesn't want to celebrate the new year. Just like me.
BLARG. I love this word now XD.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/15997283/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/15997283/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 08:01:12 PST I need something else to think abouuuut or I'll go emo X3
And just because I hate even numbers, I'm gonna say the word EMO again, sooo now I said it 3 times mwahahaha bye *runs*

u_____u

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/15697743/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/15697743/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 17:59:36 PST Yeah, I know that I'm much too old to start.
I want oooooooooooneeeeeeeee..buy me one for christmas.
Oh, whatever.
I just wanna play it because I think it sounds cool.


I'm such a mollycoddle (just looked that word up and it's cute, damn)

.......................
....
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X3

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/15388903/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/15388903/ Tue, 06 Nov 2007 09:02:18 PST
So, ehhh..yeah. In the course there..is a girl.
Well, there are 3 girls, actually. A girl, another one..and me *punch*
Okay, I'll stop with the lame jokes already *cough*

ANYWAY. She's a KAWAIIIII YOOO girl-ish type of girl.
But she's actually pretty good. I mean like damn good.
She memorizes everything sooo well..Well, kinda proves that not all KAWAIIIIIIII screaming people have to be completely cuckoo o__o".

..Ew..EWWWWW THAT'S SOO HGKLHDF WHY DOES HE HAVE TO..Sorry, just ignore me, my father is soo annoying XP

*runs away*

...my entries make little sense lately

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/15001677/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/15001677/ Wed, 10 Oct 2007 14:35:03 PDT
learn your Spanish word of the day..or not XP

Now this stupid song will be stuck in my head for WEEKS

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14961239/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14961239/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 19:23:37 PDT
01) First name: Miriam
02) Last name: Best (Yeaah, how we laughed in English class..ha..ha)
03) Birthday: 12th February (omfgqtfbbq I don't wanna be 17)
04) Horoscope sign: Aquarius! I love this name. In German it's "Wassermann" I'm not a waterman for god's sake!
05) Birth town: Mainz
06) Religion: Atheist-ish
07) Nationality: German
08) Parents: Karl-Heinz and Uta (Oh god..what names)
09) Do you love them: Only my papi X33333! SQUEEEE
10) Brothers or sisters: One sister, one brother, I don't have contact to both of 'em
11) Do you like the place where you live: No. I wanna live in a BIG TOWN! Or a jungle. Both would be perfect.
12) Hair color: Brown. Someone insists that it's dark BLOND...aha?
13) Color of your eyes: Brown-Green..ish
14) Weight: NEVER ASK A LADY THIS ;_____;". Well..I dunno how to say this the AMERICAN way, but I'm neither too fat nor to skinny..I guess XD
15) Height: ....1,68 m *cough* I dunno those foot thingies..
16) What school/grade are you going to: 10th! MEH. I would already be in 11th right now..
17) What marks do you have: Birthmarks! And ehh..a scar on my knee? Ohh, that's a funny story XD. Well, I was little and played around aaand..fell. OHHH. Papa said we had to see a doctor, because it was bleeding like hell. My mother said NOOO IT'S ALRIGHT YOU JEEEERK soo..I got the scar. But it looks cool XP. Oh, and I have HOLES in my ear. They never healed TT_TT!!! POOR ME OMFG I'M GONNA LIKE DIE
18) Do you work anywhere: I work in your night club..joke XD
19) What do you want to be in your life: ANIMATOR! OH GOD, PICK ME, PICK ME! Please let me be more talented, too.
20) Your life: Is weird.
21) Personal quote: KILL IT KILL IT WITH FIRE
22) Lucky number: 8. You can do fun things with it. 8) 8 23) What are you interested in: Languages, AART, Disney..Pixar..making up weird romance stories of characters of movies (that didn't even meet each other)..Being a jerk..aand yeah.
24) Good side of your character: The last time I checked I didn't have one.
25) Bad side of it: Everything. I'm annoying, I'm stupid, everything I touch explodes..literally speaking XD
26) Is your life happy: Sometimes yes, sometimes not. At the moment..YES! I'm giggling my head off right now.
27) Do you think that you are crazy: Yes
28) What is the time: Almost 4.......am *zoOooOom*
29) What is the date: Montag, 8. Oktober 2007. That was German oh yeah
30) What's the weather like: Dark. It's night. It's cold.
31) Favorite day in a week: FRIDAY! Week-end staaarts
32) Favorite music: Everything, except ehhh..hard metal punk freak rock. XP
34) Band: I play solo with myself. That just didn't mean what YOU think.
35) Song: Dreams to Dream XP
36) Best concert you have been: I............haven't been in a concert in my life. There, I said it.
37) Actress: Renée Zellweger. I have no idea why..really.
38) Actor: Ohhh, too many. I like ones that don't have boygroup-faces. Oh, and of course they have to act good
39) Film: In the moment Finding Nemo..IN FRENCH. Oh good, j'adore the voices.
40) TV series: I don't watch TV at all in the moment (le shock)
41) Theatre play: Phantom of the Opera! I missed my chance to go and see it 2 years ago. D'OH
42) Film director: Steven Spielbeerrrrgggggg..joke. Oh, but wait..mhh, I like his movies. And Tim Burton is nice, too..Oh, I dunno.
43) Do you want to be famous: No. But I want to make a movie someday..Well..that is..want to be part of it. No director or anything.
44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: I thought of that, mhh..Yeah, kinda. But in the moment I concentrate on the art-ish way of life (yeah..laugh at me, go on XD)
45) Do you want to be a singer: YAAA. I love to sing! I want to be an animator, actress, singer, AND toilet-cleaning..woman
46) Book: Can't say, top secret whoo..But I really like to read. Oh, wait, at the moment the books of David-Clement-Davied fascinate me, although he kills everyone off in his books. But they'e good! For animal-story-ish..books.
47) Colors: Red, pink, blue, green
50) Drink: Water, Mizu, Wasser, Eau
51) Sweet: Mhh, come to think of it, I haven't eaten any in a long time..
52) Fruit: APPLES! STRAWBERRIES! TOMATOES!..oh wait, that's a vegetable..
53) The worst food: Meat
54) The Worst drink: Anything alcoholic
55) The worst Singer: Eh? I don't waste my time listening to bad music, so I don't know any o_o"
56) The worst Band: Tokyo Hotel. Hahahahagsahagaasassdfgh. Oh wait, I just contradicted my last answer..
57) The worst Actor: Actors thaaattttttt...caaaann...'t play?
58) The worst Actress: Oh, I like women a lot, so I can't hate any :3!
59) The worst Movie: I don't know... ]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14900126/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14900126/ Wed, 03 Oct 2007 14:27:23 PDT He's cool, because he wanted to see it. I mean, he nearly BEGGED me to see it again. He didn't need to though, I'll take every chance to watch this movie again.

The short movie surprises me everytime. It's just so..omg XD.
And I STILL can't wait to see Wall-e.
Oh and..seeing the "Enchanted" trailer in German is, like, everything. Really, if you saw this girl talking in German, you've seen EVERYTHING XD. I still don't like German dubs..meh. Aaanyway, on to the main movie, eh. I won't write too much, y'all know my opinion on this movie anyway.

Weeeell....ughhh.......ahhhhhh...the voices were okay.
The funniest thing is for me, still, the thing with the health inspector, who comes to the kitchen to ehh..inspect it? And they scream "STOP THE HEALTH INSPECTOR!!"
This sentence alone is ridicioulus enough, but hearing it and knowing all the context........it just cracks me up every time XD.
Ohhhhhhh weeeeeelllllllll..........Yaaaaaahhhmmm..I'm tired.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14837413/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14837413/ Sat, 29 Sep 2007 07:17:11 PDT I first want to quote a friend here.
I tried to explain to him what the Japanese "yo" means.
Well, it's some kinda exclamation mark..or something.
Anyway, I guess he understood it, because he said THIIIIS V__V

sugoi: sugoi
sugoi yo = OMFG Z3G0i!!!111

Oh god..that's just so..XD. But he's right anyway.
....

What else, I reaaally want to play FF7 again.
I dunno, I played this game sooo often, but I still can't get enough of it..FUFUFUFUUUU
Besides, I.............I.............
I WANT THIS JAPANESE SUPER-MEGA-COOL-RATATOUILLE SEEEET.
It costs over 100 dollars though..oh nooooooooooooo.
But it looks just so...so..soo..great :3.
Well, maybe they'll have this thing here in stupid ol' Germany too.
If yes, I'll just..'buy' it..this reminds me of some kinda inside joke I can't use in English.
Ya know, there's this word 'kaufen' (buy) and 'klauen' (coll. steal).
So I always say 'klaufen'...klaufen, ya know XD
..aw, forget it u_u.

Well, that's all, just because I can.
And..I dunno what else to wright.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14694465/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14694465/ Tue, 18 Sep 2007 21:47:13 PDT I have to ride there with my bike again.
For, liiiiiiiiiiiiikeeeeee..40 minutes or something.
That's right, ride, not drive, isn't it? *looks in dict.............* seems that way.
I guess we're gonna wright a test in German lesson today.
Well, I'm, like, NOT prepared, but who cares?
It's my own language, I can't totally suck at it, can I TT_TT!?
And after that, French. Groaargggghh..
I really like my French teacher though.
But I don't like French anymore, I'm not understanding a damn thing ;__;. And they expect me to learn things I missed for a whole year in a few weeks. Yeah, makes sense.
Well, who cares. I already learned a few things more.
If we're wirting a test though, I'm gonna be SO dead.
And in maths, too...........I guess we'll wright the test tomorrow.
I caaaaaannnn't..Imma ( Okay, this entry is getting dead-seriously-silly.
Besides, I REALLY must go now u___u *CRIES*
Well, bye ~~~~

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14590430/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14590430/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 13:50:09 PDT It was ehhhhhhhh hummmmmm uhhhhhhhh...weird.
But kinda funny.
We had to introduce ourselves and I..felt SO loser-ish.
There were many older guys too.
Some woman said she speaks German, English, French AND Greek.
WHAT THEEEEEEE. I only speak English and German ;__;.
And French. Well, okay, I don't But officially..XD.
Anyway..
We even had to BOW. The Japanese way. Weeeeird o_o.
..that was just so..omg I hit my head on the DAMN table.

Me: yaaay *bows* Hajimemashitttttttt...*hits head on table*

GROAAAAAAAAHR
Besides, the teacher is talking as though I'm stupid.
She thought it's oh so damn gasp difficult to roll the R.
Hellooo, what's supposed to be difficult about it.
Everyone in the room made it right.
Well, okay, I know that it's supposedly difficult but ehhhhhh..if 20 people make it right, can you really call it difficult anymore ;_;?
Maybe she thinks we're all stupid u__u........maybe we are.

But yeah, it was fun. And stupid. And fun. And idiotic. And great.
I'm not making any sense, so I'll just stop right here.

The mood-thingy is just..well. I'm not really b0x0rz-less..omg XD.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14557073/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14557073/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 07:46:30 PDT
Just a little seuss-ish insider for the start.
....

Yeaaah, haven't wrote anything in a while. I'm improving my French at the moment. I can even build some sentences now! Yaaay, I'm so totally awesome, you all fail XD. Jokeeeeee..
But honestly, French isn't all THAT difficult when you're finally starting to understand..stuff. I hope I can impress my awesome-ish French teacher next week. Next week on ehhhhhhhh...m....mmmmiiidddddddaaaay..lallalaa somehwhen in the week. (Yes, I don't know the English names for the days of the week)
I..can count to ten in French! YAAY! I'm supposed to have learned French since 3 years and I can count to ten.
...
Mh, yeah. Great. AWESOME.
No, eh. I even know what 90 is! (WOOOO, REALLY!?!?)
Quatre-vingt-dix! YAAY!
That's kinda something like 4x20+10.
Yeah, makes soooo totally sense. And 70 is 60+10.
Let's see, mhhh.. How about this one:
Je suis stupide et je ne comprends pas tout.
And I bet, I BET that this was wrong.
I can't even build the first future-form thingy.
I'm such a loser ;_;.
And I don't understand this subconjticgjdkgr thingy.
I don't even know how to write it.
I did almost everything to improve my French though!
I'm learning like stupid.
And I'm talking to a French girl sometimes.
In English though..lalala that just made sense XD.

Anyway, enough about French for now.
I dunno what to write anymoooooore..damn, tomorrow it's school again.
Oh, but on..tuesday? I'll have my first Japanese lesson!
Wish me luck, I bet it's gonna be awesome-ish awesome TT_TT.
If not, I'll kill the teacher and her family......mwaaaahahhaa...not.
Oh, and tomorrow I'll have sports..in school.
I HAAAAATTTTEEE this so much.
Especially those guys. I mean, seriously.
They are..what..15, 16? HELLOOO when you're so old you don't have to behave like a baby anymore ;____;.......well, okay, I'm behaving like a baby myself but..lalalala oh look there's a bird in the air it's superman XD.

No, eh...but seriously. They're just MEAN TT_TT.
Not as bad as in my old school but..oh, who cares.

Sooooooooo, now I gotta learn French again.
I wanna impress my teacher soooooooo muuuuuchhhhhhhh..why? Because I'm a toady (I just looked that up in my dict).
..........
I always impressed my English teacher ;_____;.
I know that my English isn't good.
But the English skills of my class-mates were so, SO much worse.
Well, I was in some kinda associal-school anyway. Hahahahaa..ho.

Haaaaaave to learn French now.

This whole entry was totally random.

Byeeeeeeeee ~

(this mood-thingy is not my current mood, it just made me laugh..head-wall-banging XD)

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14349163/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14349163/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 12:44:21 PDT She's so damn pathetic that she has to read this entry here right now.
Altough she stated she hates me. That makes sense girl, that makes SENSE! Yeah, read it. It's FUN O_O!

That had to be said. I won't upload this journal here for a while, so she can always be reminded how stupid and pathetic she really is.

Honestly, I'm cracking up right now........oh god, there should be more moments in life like this lol XD.

Oh aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand..no comments on this entry please, you don't even have to understand wtf I'm talking about, kay?

Bye X3 ~

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14306426/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14306426/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 15:53:49 PDT Because I don't understand a THING the teacher is saying.
Besides.....I'm kinda ill, I dunno. Guess I can't go to school tomorrow.
Ohhh, dammnit, I wanted to start the Italian lessons tomorrow. And they, like, START tommorrow. I can't just barge in next friday AHHH TT_TT. Life is unfair to me XD.
But back to French, eh?
I mean, I love French 'n all, but to be totally honest, I don't understand a thing. Well, okaay, I know a few phrases. But I have to speak it FLUENTLY. I mean, I'm supposed to have learned this language for almost 4 year by now, what did I expect?
Maybe I should explain this a bit better, mhhh..

Well, I went to the French lesson, like everyone else.
The teacher came in, guess he was new to everyone, cuz they didn't know him. Anyway, he starts like this:
"Bonjouuuur...blaahblahblahblahfrenchfrenchblahfrench"
Everybody: yaaay
Me: ehhhhh...hellooo what is he saying?
WAAH, this had to be the most embarrassing thing EVER.
I mean, I didn't know they already talk FRENCH at the new school. I thought they..oh noes. Maybe that was a bit naive, wasn't it? Oh well..

Anyway, he went on and on and ON, talking about stuff like what books we need..Yeah, I kinda understood that part.
Then he..explained something XD? I really have no clue.
Oh god, this is so embarrassing..now I'm studying French at home like CRAZY. At least I didn't have to say something..YET.
I mean, what is he going to say when he asks me something and then I'll be like: "Ehhh, I kiiiinda didn't understand what you just said, sorry XD".

WAAAAAAH TT_TT

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14250926/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14250926/ Mon, 20 Aug 2007 05:44:57 PDT And we only had two hours..TWO HOUUUUURS
The teacher blabbered his junk and then we could go mwahaha.
My class is pretty nice btw. Well, at least they didn't kick me down the stairs, so I'm happy XD.
After that I went with those guys I met a few weeks ago around the town (Mainz).
WAAAAH..they..........ate.......RAMEN.
and I looked.
I LOOKED
while they ate RAMEN
...........I eatlooked TT__TT
Well, I didn't have any money.
Waaaaaaaai I lovelovelove it XD

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14185238/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14185238/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 18:43:43 PDT and I have to write down 8 facts about myself. I guess they have to be random? Well, they will be in any case.
Mhh, that reminds me of something..didn't I already do something like this? The tag gods must REALLY be mad at me for not tagging people once. Nooo!
Well, here are the thingies I can think of right now anyway:

1.) I just watched a weird paranormal docu movie that was SO weird that I ehhhh..now I forgot what I wanted to say. Ahh, yeah, I love paranormal things! I don't really believe in them though. I just, like,...like them. Mhhh, or let's just say it depends. I also like mythology. But I believe in all those gods, really :3. Okay, not really. That means.......mhhhh..

2.) I'm afraid of getting older and older. I want to do SO many things and life I..don't want it to end HEEELP TT_TT

3.) I like saying random phrases I picked up and usually I don't even have the slightest idea where the hell I got them from in the first place.

4.) I like toast with cheese and marmelade (yep, both on the same toast).

5.) I like to write blogs but I don't like when people read them. I'm always, like, WHAT THE when I see that they're actually RESPONDING to the paranoid crap that I'm writing XD.

6.) I love nature and I'm a vegetarian :3! Not a vegan though, I don't wanna lose my beloved vitamin B12 XD. I mean, we steal apples from apple trees as well, why shouldn't we steal milk and eggs from animals? MWAAAAHAHAHA, I'm cruel XP. Yeah, I know that some animals eat meat, so I'm now one of those gals who scream "STOP EATING MEEEEEAT, ZOMBIEEES!". I would only scream something like "Stop mistreating animals TT_TT!". I saw a reportage about how chicken meat is being produced...........oh god, I don't even want to THINK about it. I fast-forwarded and still had the urge to puke afterwards. AHHHHHHHH
.................
In fact, I wanted to cry. And Iiiiiiiiiii..........kinda did. I'm weak XD.

7.) I love the atmophere in churches, even though I don't believe in any official god. But it's so quiet and peaceful in there. And the paintings on the wall are just awesome.

8.) I fall in love too easily and then I cry for days because of..no reason at all o_ö

I'm not tagging anyone, I dunno so many people. But feel free to steal this tag-thingy.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14092424/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14092424/ Thu, 09 Aug 2007 15:08:06 PDT
Waah, my vacations won't last that long anymore..only one week remains TT^TT! SHRIEEEEK, THE HORROR! I hate school. It's the most horrible place in the world, seriously. Weeell, I'm gonna start learning Italian there though, that's the only hope I have left for this place.

Buuuuut, I'm gonna meet those guys from the new school again next friday. That's gonna be so awesome :3. Last time was awesome as well, btw. There was a guy too. A GUY, THE HOROOORR. I never talk with MEN, they scare me. WEeeeell, okaaaay, I only talk to them if I have toooooooooo...or if they're nice XD. But this one is nice. Why was he walking around with a bunch of giggling girls anyway? Well, I wasn't giggling.....all the time.

Soooooooo..I dunno what to doo, I'm tireeed, I dunno why I'm writing this in the first plaaaace. Damn, I wanted to write a LOT just now, but I forgot. Kill my stupid brain....and give me a new one.
Soooooo, th-th-th-th-that's all folks XD.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14037258/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/14037258/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 01:38:15 PDT __> *insider*
AHHHH TT_TT

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13912522/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13912522/ Sat, 28 Jul 2007 10:19:07 PDT .......again XD

THE BASICS
Name - Miriam
Age - 16
Screen Name - Rutt (Was already taken for dA..kill the other Rutty ;_; )
Birthday - February 12th
School/Grade - 10th.......must do it again
Job - Pupil, cool gangsta-kid from da neighborhood (joke)
Status - Single
Hometown - Ginsheim-Gustavsburg and born in Mainz
Current Town - Ginsheim Gustavsburg......?
Parents Still Together? - EW..no
Siblings - One brother, one sister. Sister is nearly 30, brother is.....nearly 30 too? Don't ask how that's possible, my parents are ANCIENT
Pets - A cactus named George ;_; (yes, I'm addicted to that name)
Smoker - mhhhhh *coughcough*..no
Drinker - Nopiee
Virgin - I ALMOST CHOKED MYSELF JUST NOW..heck YES o_o
Orientation - I can love anything XPXPX..even my cactus.......lol
Drugs - I never was in da druggy-land ;_;

APPEARANCE
Hair Color - Brown (Papa says it's dark-blond..uh-hu)
Is It Dyed? - No o_o"
Eye Color - GREEN BROOOWN..the colors of nature X3 *DAANCE*
Height - Ehhhhh..I dunnoooo..1,68 m? I dunno how to say it "da american way" XD
Style - Ruttish
Glasses/Contacts/None? - I normally had to wear glasses, but no
Freckles - CUUUUUTE..but no
Body Type - I dunno
Shoe Size - ..NO CLUE o_o"
Piercings - In my ears buuut..they're half-closed since..I dunno YEARS, cuz I never wanted them pierced, my stupid mother and her neighbor did this to meeeeeeee TT_TT. They're kinda scars now cuz they never closed. Kill my mother.
Want More? - EEEeeww..heck, no! I hate to pierce myself..I meannn...piercing holes in someones body? The sound of it alone makes me wanna cryyyyyyy
Tattoos? - Noooo..I never wanted one. It can look pretty cool though..........on other people XD
Want More? - More? Sure...XP. Oh, nothing XD *tosses insiders*
Braces? - Ehhhhhhhhh? *looks in dictionary..*
Overall Best Feature - I can count to 10
Overall Worst Feature - I can't draw
Do you get most of your traits from mom or dad? - Papa (half-half-blindness, stupidity, character.....wish I got his drawing talent)


LIKES/DISLIKES
Favorite Color - Red (Pink), Green, Blue
Worst Color - I love all colors :3!
Favorite Number - 7
Favorite Animal - Raven, moose and deer, dolphin, barn owl, snake, Wolfie..mhh and whale. But I love all animals X3333 SQUEEEE..expect..
Least Favorite Animal - SPIDERSPIDERSPIDER
Favorite Flower - Crocus
Favorite Food - Pizza, Spaghetti (WOOO)
Worst Food - Meat
Favorite Junk Food - CHIPSCHIPSCHIPS
Worst Junk Food - What, there is BAD junk food? *shocked*
Favorite Restaraunt - Chinese restaurant....................joke
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor - Vanilla, Strawberry
Favorite Candy - Bonbons X3333
Favorite Alcoholic Drink - I dun' drinkkkketh
Favorite NON Alcoholic Drink - Water
Worst Alcoholic Drink - All
Worst NON Alcoholic Drink - Cola................GRAAAAH
Favorite Genre of Music - Oh..I listen to everything, I think. But I loooove sad songs....and happy ones XD.
Worst Genre - Music in which people only scream like crazy and hurt their poor instruments ;_;
Favorite Band/Artist - Celine Dion, Sarah Brightman, Dido, Gorillaz, Madonna, Maire Brennan, Enya, Enigma, Björk, Myléne Farmer
Worst Band/Artist -
Favorite Song (s) - Dreams to Dream, La Califfa, Stars of Tears, I Just Can't Wait to Be King (..XD), and many maaaaaaaany more
Worst Song - Songs everyone goes crazy about ;_;
Favorite Radio Station - I never listen to radio mhhh..
Favorite Book - Oh, just too many. I love reading fantasy books though...and books with dragons *SQUEEE*. But also sad books and ehhh..books about a Dystopiaaa..Sci-Fi and so on balbalbala. Well, okaay, here are a few: Girl With a Pearl Earring, White Oleander, 1984, Brave New World, Lord of the Flies, Harry Potter 3, Felidae, Dragonrider, Remains of the Day..and more, so SOOOO many more.
Worst Book - I don't waste my time with hating books u_u
Favorite Type of Movie - Drama, Humor, Animated
Worst Type of Movie - Romantic..PUUUKE (I love Titanic though)
Favorite Movie - All animated movies are my friends XD. And ehh..Titanic, Les Ripoux, Indiana Joooones.. I watch many movies
Worst Movie Ever - I don't watch bad movies o_ö
Favorite TV Show - Animaniacs, I guesssssss......but I love watching cartoons sooo much so they're TOO many XD
Worst TV Show - I don't watch something BAAAD. Okay, I do, but eh..
Favorite Season of the Year - Autumn, or my fav... ]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13878305/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13878305/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 18:50:00 PDT I'm soooo excited! They said we're gonna eat ramen.
I always wanted to eat ramen. How does it taste like anyway ;_;?

Mhhh, what else.. Ah, ya. I bought Björk's new album "Volta" (Yeah, I'm late TT_TT), and finally watched her newest music video "Earth Intruders" ([link])
Maan, that song has a great beat X3 *GIGGLEEEE..s*. And is Björk-ish weird, as always. Those dancing guys make me crack up XD. I wanna dance like them when I grow up XP..joke. Grah, I love that woman. When I was 9 I wanted to learn Icelandic because of her. I have her very first album on which she sang Icelandic as a child..cutest songs I ever heard in my life ;_;.
Mhh, I still wanna learn Icelandic..weird.

Anyway, I just started reading a book by Anne McCaffrey (Crystal Singer). I really like it! It's pretty stupid sometimes though and I don't have the slightest idea what's happening at the moment. Maybe I should finish Temeraire first.

Oh aaaand..if you've read Harry Potter 7, then..
LOOK AT THAAAAAT [link]
Most beautiful picture ever..of the most beautiful scene of the seventh book ahhhhhhh TT__TT. Oh god, I can't wait..can't WAIT to see that in the movie. That'll be the most awesome thing ever XD. I'm mutating into a Snape fan, STOP MEEEEEEE

Well, there's nothing more I wanted to say. I'm bored XD

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13854485/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13854485/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 02:49:26 PDT read at your own risk


I can't afford the damn books for the new school!
I'M POOOOOOR KILL MEEE KILL MY FAMILYY..*cough*
They're over 280€ (guess in $ it's pretty much the same) together we can't afford it, we're not rich ;_;.
Yeah..spit at us poor rats grrr XD.
Well, yeah, of course you can ask the state for help (for the POOR lol) and that's what we did.
And now guess what they gave us?
Yeah, 90€
................ehhhhhhhhhh..thanks for nothing, pals XD.
But believe me people, that's normal in Germany. NORMAL.
I mean..you're poor and need new glasses?
Buy it yourself, asshole, and if ya can't, just...........buy it anyway! We won't give ya a damn thing HAAAAAHAHAHAAHAH
I know what I'M talking about, cuz they won't pay for the new glasses papa needs. I mean..he can't see with those old ones right, HELLOOOOO XD?
WHAT AM I GONNA DO AHHHHHHHHH
Yeah, I know........I'll just buy half of the books and eh.....tell the teacher that my family is poor and the whole class (the teacher included) will laugh at me and say I'm stupid and kick me outta the schooooooooool..Oh god, I really should get some kinda job.
Sorry for the rant, but I'm pretty much half-dead right now.
I mean..what the hell am I gonna dooooooo TT__TT
I can't beg to my new friends at the school......I mean........I can't tell them that my family is too poor to afford it. WHAT WOULD THEY THIIIIIIINK.
I'm dead people..I'm dead u_u.
Gues I just have to go to school with only half the books, laugh my head off, and find a good excuse.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13840193/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13840193/ Mon, 23 Jul 2007 00:26:49 PDT
Aaaaaaanyway, stolen from X3!

[x] Sleep with a stuffed animal.
[x] Eat sugary cereal for breakfast.
[x] Watch Saturday Morning cartoons.
[x] Am afraid of the dark.
[x] Love the color pink.
[] Never get in fights with your parents.
[x] Think ice cream for lunch is perfectly reasonable.
[x] Hug often.
[x] Cry about stupid things.
[x] Use the "sad eyes" on your parents.
[] Have a goldfish as a pet.
[x] Wear slippers.
[x] Are attracted to shiny objects.
[x] Think happy faces are cute.
[] Shower less than three times a week
[x] Sometimes take bubble baths.
[x] Think it is fun to catch bugs.
[x] Know how to take the stinger out of a bee.
[] Use a life jacket when you go swimming.
[x] Make daisy necklaces/bracelets when you go to the park.
[x] Love the game 'Rock, Paper,Scissors".
[x] Listen to Britney Spears and NSync. (...Who's NSync XD)
[x] Watch Spongebob Squarepants.
[x] Dream about going to amusement parks.
[x] likes doing crazy things 24/7

Total: 22


Now count up all your x's and multiply it by 5.

That is how childish you are. Repost this with "I am __% childish" in the subject line.

Ehhhhhhhhh, is it even possible to be 105% childish XD? What's multiply-ing again ehh :3? (That just sounded weird in a perverted-ish way. God, I need SLEEP)
Joke.......that's wierd though.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13839793/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13839793/ Sun, 22 Jul 2007 23:34:55 PDT SPOILEEEEEEERS
HEAVY SPOILEEEEEEERS
SPOILERS.......................
HEAVY SPOILERS
Spoileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeers.........
SPOILEEEERS
RUN AND HIDE WHILE YOU STILL CAN
Okay, guess that warned ya enough of spoilers XP

Hahaaa..Otter XD *cough*

Well, what should I say? I wasn't reaaally impressed by the beginning of the book that much.
I first thought it was just going to be a nother cliff-hanger-thingy until the end.
But then, at the middle of the book, it was a bit better.
And the whole end was just awesome.
I know that maaaany people will hate this book for being the way it is.
But I absolutely loved it. It's my favourite (beside the third one) now.
And I cried my heart out at one part because I thought it was so sad.
Yeah, I know..I'm weird.

Ok, the first thing that REALLY bugged me in this book was the fact, that so damn many people died.
I mean, what the hell!? Is this a dying-book or something? I thought I was still reading Harry Potter for a second.
Oh well. But the death of Tonks, Lupin and Dobby shocked me the most, to be honest.
I mean, killing Sirius off the the fifth book was cruel enough.
And Dumbledore in the sixth was so shocking to me, I didn't even want to read the seventh for a while, because Dumbledore has always been my favourite character from the start.
There were maaaaany Dumbledore-ish moments in the seventh book though, this saved it for me <3.
Anyway...why did Rowling kill all the people I held so dear? I mean..Lupin?
The third book was my favourite till now! And Lupin was such an awesome character.
Why Rowling...WHYYY?

The part at Gringotts was awesome o__o"!
Especially that thing with the dragon. Raah, dragons.
I can't wait to see that scene on the big screen.
Mwahaha..hurry up, moviee.
I wanna see that dragooooon.....I must do fanart of it, or I'll cry.
I'm gonna call him Grawp, can I keep himmmm?
Oh, damn, there already was someone named Grawp..who was that agaain.
Ah, yeah, Hagrid's brother.

What else. Ah, yeah. Ron used the word "mental" so damn often, it made me wanna cry. You're evil Ron, evil.
I always knew you were on the dark side of the force...........................*cough*

I loved Snape's Patronus. I wanna have a silver doe as a patronus too when I grow up :3 *squeee*

I didn't quite understand the scene in which Hermione was kissing and hugging Ron. I mean..what?
Why did she do that anyway? I had to read the whole scene over and over again to understand why exactly she did it.
I mean, I know why, but I don't understand why she did it in a situation like this.
It made me crack up though. Especially Harry's reaction.

The whole "truth" thing about Snape wasn't that shocking though.
I mean, it was sure from the start anyway that he loved Lily.
Still.......I like Snape now more than I ever did. At least he had his reasons for doing what he did.
And I thought that his memories that Harry saw about him and Lily were so damn cute, I couldn't stop to giggle my head off ahhh XD.

The end..wow! Really awesome. That whole chapter called "King's Cross" was my favourite chapter in the whole book.
Soo much Dumbledore-ness! And the last sentence he said in that chapter was just amazing.
It means much to me. I can't even explain why. I really liked that chapter.

The thing called "19 years later" was pretty funny. But I dunno..Why did Harry call his first son Albus Severus?
I thought that to be a bit..pretty..weird. Still, it was nice to read.
And I bet Rowling's gonna write a book about how Harry's children are at Hogwarts, mwahaha.
But I hope she won't. I mean, that would ruin just everything.

Well, yeah, those were my thoughts on certain events of the book. Don't kill me if I spoiled anything for you, I mean..I warned you, okay ;_;?

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13809549/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13809549/ Fri, 20 Jul 2007 14:04:09 PDT I guess it will be monday though. I mean, I read through the sixth book in only 3 days as well. Soooo..I'll be oooon my hiatus then (that's sounds like a disease, but I guess it's the word)
Byeeeeeee X3.............I hope the end won't be stupid XD

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13808786/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13808786/ Fri, 20 Jul 2007 12:57:43 PDT
ART-HATERS..they're damn fucking jgkdlgdfl EVERYWHERE!
I just advertised the awesome artist (y'all can check his art out as well if ya want..advertisiing XD)

ANYWAY..I posted the link to his new deviation on a forum and....OH GOOOD. What did I have to read? Photomanipulated...stupid.....blurry.....SLOPPY. WHAT THE HELL.
Oh god, how ignorant can one human being be. Stupid....damn.....gjskfg. I'm so MAD, I wanna kick my damn PC to the moon.

HAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAAAA.
Oh god, I can't take stupidy and ignorance anymoooooooore.....

Harry Potter 7..come sooooon, so I can finally be away from this madness called internet for a few daaaaays TT^TT. I'M SO MAAAAD.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13734931/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13734931/ Sat, 14 Jul 2007 16:39:18 PDT But that's basically the same thing to me. Well, I just had to do a few more things, but now I'm definetely away for a few days..weeks, whatever. <_<>_>..did they do some drugs in my tea or something? I feel completely insane (I mean, more than normal)

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13720005/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13720005/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 11:36:59 PDT Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell, yeah.
Iiiiiiii'll beee away for a while, that's why I uploaded all my crappy art that's lying around on my PC. And I'm afraid of moiself, what the hell am I doiiiiiiiiiing XD. Well, byyyyye till, I dunno when. Maybe a week or two. Yay, nobody's listenting (reading..) anyway soooooo..farewell my frieeeeeends u_u *DIES*

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13698751/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13698751/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 17:46:21 PDT :3!

x - sorta
xx - greater
xxx - evil crippling fear

A
[x] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness
[ ] Acrophobia - Fear of heights
[xx] Agliophobia - Fear of pain
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds
[ ] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects
[x] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car
[xx] Androphobia - Fear of men (HA XD)
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers (what the..)
[xxx] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched (.............*cough*)
[xxx] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers
[x] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection
[x] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure
[xxx] Autophobia - Fear of being alone

B
[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria (They are your FRIENDS ;_;..)
[x] Barophobia - Fear of gravity (Now that I think about it..AHHH, physical laws can be scaary)
[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books (....<_<..)
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants (*shock* What would I do WITHOUT them TT_TT)

C
[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness
[xxx] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly
[xx] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors (Oh god, don't remind me of that trauma..feaar is rising. I'll only say Neverending Story, maybe you'll figure out what I mean TT_TT)
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors
[xx] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks (I'm shocked when I notice how fast time passes)
[ ] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces
[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees
[xxx] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists (squeee)
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses
[xx] Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats
[xx] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses

G
[ ] Gamophobia - Fear of marriage
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees (...LOL)
[xxx] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public
[x] Gynophobia - Fear of women

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water

I
[xx] Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors
[x] Insectophobia - Fear of insects (only spiders)

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.

L
[ ] Leukophobia - Fear of the color white.
[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[xxx] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth (*__*, admitting that sounds weird. I don't want children though..YUCK, ewww put 'em away)

M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs

N
[xxx] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things (Death scared me and made me cry since I can remember..god, please change thad people die someday, CHANGE IT *kills god*........ok, that just contradicted itself XD)
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain (Ya kiddin'? I looove rain)
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper
[xx] Pathophobia - Fear of disease
[x] Pedophobia - Fear of children (I swear, they're all from the village of the damned........)
[x] Philophobia - Fear of love
[xx] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid (Yep, makes sense)
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet (....)
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple (I love that book/movie :3)
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying
[x] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire

S
[xx] Scolionophobia - Fear of school (Eh..not the building, that is)
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon
[ ] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep

T
[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[xx] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections

V-... ]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13654028/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13654028/ Sun, 08 Jul 2007 02:49:11 PDT
]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13602979/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13602979/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 06:34:15 PDT
Two words, wisdom tooth. Oh god, if this continues, I gotta see a..DENTIST *gulp*.
I'm gonna go to the College thingie after summer vacations. It's called College in America..or not? *looks in up somewhere*
..Argh, the place you go to before you can study at an university..
That's High School isn't it? Eh,..yeah, High school. AHHH, WHYYY does anything have to be so complicated around here..kill meee (or my tooth) ;_;.
Ahh, "The Art of Ratatouille" arrived today, finally.
The drawings are soooo awesome, and pretty useful for character studies. Maybe I can finally draw Remy now mwahaha.
Well, I'll try at least. Urgh.
I also bought myself some pretty useful drawing and animation books today. The animation book is from Richard Williams (Guess who that is o_o) and it's such an interesting read! I mran, I'm no animator (yet.............................I hope XD) but it's just..I dunno, interesting to read. I drew like crazy but nothing is worth uploading yet ;_;.
(I thought ANYTHING was worth uploading after that raptor-thingy of mine..*cough*)
Mhhh, yeah, nothing else has happened. I'm pretty slow at reading livejournal blogs at the moment. A few weeks ago I always commented the entries but I'm just a lazy slowpoke XD.
Well, that's it..I just realised that my tooth didn't hurt the whole time and now that I'm beginning to think about it again, it DOES. arghhhhhhh ]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13576458/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13576458/ Mon, 02 Jul 2007 10:25:26 PDT
Ahhhhhhhhhh, my "wisdom" tooth hurts..SO much, it's as if I were gonna DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..my English starts to suck, RATS.
Ehhh..the Gymnasium (kinda like..High School?) finally took me, that's so awesome :3. I mean, I basically didn't do ANYTHING and still I can make my "Abitur" HAAAAAAAAHAHAHA *laughs at all the people who actually have to WORK for it*
Okay eh..joke buuuut..
Damn, I can't write right. Or was it right write..oh god my heaaaad.
And tomorrow I gotta see the judge again as well.
If my smart tooth still hurts then I'm just gonna stay in bed and cry XP. ]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13548046/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13548046/ Sat, 30 Jun 2007 05:50:10 PDT Pixar, I wanna marry you..to bad you're not human but an eh..company..eh..*cough*.
I hope the Artbook I ordered arrives soon.
I hope I won't die until I can see it in German (Believe me, I don't really want to but......see somewhere below. That's reason enough for moi.)
I feel so weird, I wasn't that hyped about a movie since Narnia.
And believe me, I bought almost anything of Narnia.....the game, soundtrack, various books, clocks..OH GOD XD. I still love Narnia to death and can't wait for the sequel (The books are awesome too btw).
And now I wanna buy ANYTHING in existense about Ratatouille.
I love that word, Ratatouille. Ahhhhhhhhhhh, c'est les French, non XD?
I LOOOOVe French. Yeah, call me weird. French people will hate me, I know it. But I can't help it, I always loved 'em ;_;!
And I always had a certain I dunno what about rats. Anyone always said EEEEEK RAT KILLKILLKILL.
Me: A raaaat I wanna huggle it X3 *SQUEEEEEEE*
teacher: >_>" are you crazy
So, basically, it's the perfect combination to make a movie for me XD.
..okaaay before this gets weird, I better stop.

I wanna do fanart, fanart FANAAAAAART of Remy..and Linguini and Colette and Djano and Skinner. And Emile..of couuurse XD.
Well eh, I already did actually, but my scanner doesn't work..again.

(remyhasthegermanvoiceofaxelfromkingdomhe arts2...)

Aaaaaaaaaanyway... Remember guys:
Anyone can cook ~

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13534249/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13534249/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 04:25:44 PDT WHY is it important whether you're male or female on a website?
On every site I am there's always the question whether you're female or male..what the heck. I mean, is it important because we aaall just wanna know if the person we're talkin' to is female or male or what?
Is it because of the clichée? If somebody says something stupid and you know he's male you have this "ahhhh, I KNEW it!" effect, or what?
Why? No, seriously, WHY XD?

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13507345/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13507345/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 04:04:29 PDT This time it's aaaall s fault TT_TT!

"Here are the rules:

You list 6 weird habits/things about yourself. Then tag 6 other people."


1) I live to eat, not eat to live

2) I love Sushi, though it doesn't taste good at all and I'm a vegetarian

3) I sing all the time lol..I dunno, makes me happy XD.

4) I'm an animation nerd (No really..it's beginning to get SCARY) and want to go to the School of Animation in Hamburg after I visited an art school.....no, really. I know I can't draw, that's the weird thing about this TT__TT AHHHHH! Whyyy haven't I been blessed with the gift of being able to draw..tell me Gooooood are you there

5) I want to become an palaeontologist, attorney, actor, AND author as well :3. I know I have only one life, don't remind me.

6) When I laugh I sound like a chicken >_>

Tagged:
..hahaaaaa ^

Heeey you tagged people..just ignore this but I don't wanna make the tag-gods mad at me again ;____;. You don't have ta fill this out XD.....

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13469920/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13469920/ Sun, 24 Jun 2007 09:30:28 PDT first, cuz it's..I dunno..funny in a perverted way buuuut..taggings go first, moi guess...essessssssss..s XD.

2) Male/Female: BOTH..joke, eh Female
3) Were you named after anyone?: Yeah, I was named after the sister of Moses, heck, that's something, yooo. I'm no christian though, so I don't really care. It's cool though :3.
4) Does your name mean anything?: bitter, rebellious, or love. The first two fit me so much that it's almost spooky..the last one not
5) Nick Name(s): Miri, Rutt...Aunt "Minny" (My niece called me that..oh god)
6) What do you think you look like: Mh? Weird question..I have the shape of a human being
7) Date of Birth: 12 February
9) Nationality: German..not proud of it. Wish I were French. LES FREENCH X3
10) Astrology Sign: Aquarius
11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Horse. YAY I thought for years it was Dragon. Fuck you chinese sign..fuck you TT_TT
12) Religion: I believe in nature. That's the best to describe it, I think.
13) Whats your favorite smell?: I love the smell I..smell when I'm outside..don't even know WHAT it is I smell there and I DON'T wanna know. I can't stand cigarette smoke, makes me wanna puke and my lungs too
14) Political Position?: SPD, SPD, SPD! ES PE DE..that was an German insider XD. No, I'm NOT political and I don't wanna be. All those old geezers can do is talk and the bad in the world doesn't change anyway.
15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: I only drink water, in the morning, after the morning and eh..after the after the morning :3. I forgot how the times of the day are called just now, hit me..
16) Hair + Eye color: Dark-brown + Green-brown. That means my ancestors can't be from Germany ehh..inteeeeresting
17) Do you look like anyone famous?: Heck, no! Or..mhh..no, no forget I said anything further XD
18) What do you look like?: Wasn't that asked before? I look like a human, damn! Should I write it down for ya mister question-guy..whoever made this? GRAAAH
19) Any unusual talents?: I can write stories :3...................in German. I suck at it in English though. I can't draw either so mhh..No, can't do much. Well, I'm good at learning languages. I could already count to 100 in Latin and say sentences after learning it for 4 days ;_;! Am I a loser now..?
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: What the heck is a Lefty? Sounds like mhhhh..Eh, well. Guess I write with my right hand so I'm a Righty? Sounds weird lol.
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Bit of all. Wait a moment..OTHER? What the heck does that mean? I don't love my PC that much.. Okay, before it gets weird..NEXT QUESTION (To answer this one short, I'm bi. There, I outed myself, cool XD.)
22) What do you do for a living?: Going to school and being beaten up
23) What do you do for fun?: Reading books and playing video games and my world is complete..oh and watching movies, listening to music, drawing writing surfingroundthenetandblbalalbaa..
24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: ART TABLET (I even called him George, just like my PC, TV, NDS, and PSP)
25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: I want ANOTHER art tablet and I'm gonna call her Georgina..
26) Have you met your grandparents?: Yeah, the father of my stupid mother. He was an old, stupid asshole. On his funeral I laughed my ass off..HAHAHAHSASHASA *cough*
27) Someone special?: I have someone special every weak..that just sounded weird
28) Crush(es): WHERE SHOULD I STAAAAAAART. I had a crush on someone called Mark ever since I was 7. He never even LOOKED at moi though and always hurt my feelings by laughing at me when others called me..names. And now that I have to repeat the 10th class, I'll never see him again. This stupid asshole should die the worst death one could possibly die. He destroyed my entire love life. Guess I can never love someone again now..(insert hysterical sobbing here lol). So eh..yeah, at the moment I only love him but I have little crushes here and there on the weirdest people. Boy, that was long. Next question..
29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: OH GOD.. It would be a German comedian (the name wouldn't tell you anything). But I'm not really that unrealistic so ehhh..I don't really want a date with a celebrity, that's just weird.
30) Current worries?: How to become a star so everyone wants an autograph from me :3
31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): Many? Okay, not that many. A few. I once had very close online friends..now I only have small-talk online friends. HAHAHAA.
32) Favorite place to be?: My room, the house of my mother (she's a... ]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13457029/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13457029/ Sat, 23 Jun 2007 08:07:37 PDT
And now je only has 42 or something pictures left! Cest incretible and IVEEEEL.

Do all people who have no idea what I just talked about> youre not alone XD

..and buy me a new keyboard

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13442057/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13442057/ Fri, 22 Jun 2007 05:07:34 PDT So ehhh..what's happened lately..
Ahh, yeah. In two weeks I'll see the judge guy again but I'm not afraid at all, cuz I'll win this for sure.
Why? Well, ehhh..I did everything he wanted.
So I'm kinda home-free. MWAHAHA.
I stopped learning Latin, yeah beat me.
I don't have to do that anymore anyway.
I mean, I love this language but Japanese is more important to me in the moment.
I stopped learning Japanese for Latin and now I'll do that ehhhh..AHH THE WOORD. Umgekehrt :3...lol.
So ehh yeah. It's hot as hell in here.
I HATE summer. Winter is soo much better.
You can punch others with snowballs and stuff like that..
I started watching French dubbed movies. Noo, it's NOT weird ;_;.
It's soooo..normal XD. I think the French dubbers are so great, so I just have to. I also like French movies. At least a lot of them, but not all. I HATE German movies though. But not Bandits. Bandits is god XD.
So eh..yeah, before I start babbling I'll stop here.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13300006/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13300006/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 07:24:34 PDT This new school I tried to visit in two months.
This was my only chance.
Reason: I didn't take lessons in religion at my old school but ethics, that means I'm a satanist

Now I have to visit my old school with those retards who beat me up with words again for a year. A year..

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13264768/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13264768/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 11:51:50 PDT
Can aaaaaanyone in here speak Latin? ANYONE?
I really, reaaaaally need help.
It would also be useful if that someone had some language as mother tongue that has something to do with Latin :3. Like Spanish, French 'n stuff. Ya know..I don't know the English word right now and I don't wanna know it either.

It's very important, not only for me but for my ehhh..school life in the future. Cuz I'm gonna have this for another 3 years or so and I can't even say ONE sentence.
Well, okay, I know what "Veni vidi vici" means but err..XD.

And I'm gonna go straight to the 10th class of a school where you MUST learn Latin.
But they already had Latin for 2 years, that means I have to learn everything they know in only two months until the next schoolyear begins.
How I'm gonna do it? They don't care. They just want me to.

Anyone, aaanyone <3?

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13244583/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13244583/ Wed, 06 Jun 2007 20:26:43 PDT Oh god, time flies.
Ehhh, what's to tell..
I guess I'll be on a new school soon.
But this school teaches Latin.
So my psychooooo..tiaaatrissssssst AHHHHHHHHHH wants me to learn Latin in 2 months.
The other pupils had time to learn it..mhh, like 2 years?
I dunno what she thinks I am but I'm NO superhero.
Besides, it's 4 something a.m. right now and I'm dying, I'M SOOOO DYING.
I even made a voice.post thingy a few hours ago on my livejournal thingy. I mean, it was TIRING. Talking in.............English...........all the..........time.........and that sooooooo often because the quality..AHHHHHH

This new school has full-day school..time balbalablfdkxgd btw.
That means I'll be away from 6 am to 5 pm.
And that for 4 years.
Beaaaautiful world how I love you.
I hope I find another school, cuz:
I DON'T want to learn Latin in two months
I hate full-time school or how it's called
I hate that gay director..kill him with fire
I'm almost asleep right now

Yeah, I honestly dunno what to saaaaaay..argh, I'm SO..SO dying right now. cant think cant wriiiiiiiiiteeeeee

What else eh...........im reading harry potter 5 in english ahahsahsasaha
because i cant remember what happened in there

Waaah..as you maaaaaaay be able to tell right now the last few days were HELL HELL HELLLLLL for me, I don't wanna go into detail.

Byeeeeee, your crazy star reporter rutttttty

PS: 195 deviations = NOOOOOO

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13166777/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13166777/ Thu, 31 May 2007 16:59:12 PDT
I was on a live concert (well, not concert, he's no musician) of my IDOL <3. Kakakakakaakaaa (That's a laugh..really).
It was awesome.
I got an autograph.
With my name on it..in his handwriting.
IN HIS FUCKING HANDWRITING
I'm happy.
We even talked.
Like 4 sentences but it's a start.
I talked to someone I see on TTTTTTTVVVVVVVVv
He's a German comedian though
He's my freakin' idol because he's just so
I dunno, normal in a way, but super-hero normal

Message of this whole entry:
Life/Idols/Concerts are love

Acid Rain keeps falling on my head lalala..

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13151035/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13151035/ Wed, 30 May 2007 12:43:37 PDT With the......American covers. Mhh, should I cry now?
Anyway, yay, as any of you MAY have guessed by now, I don't own one single HP book, GASP! (HP-haters: Why'd ya change that grrrrrrr)
And I only read 'em in German.
Nothing against translated books, but I really wanna read the books in English.
Besides, I can't wait for Deathly Hollows anway, and to be honest, I haven't even read book 6.
So now I'm just gonna..chill..anddddd read them all again.
Hard work's comin' for me XD.
At the Moment I'm reading Tintenherz (Inkheart?), by Cornelia Funke.
She's my new heroine, really ;_;.
Besides, she's German anway, so I'm not reading a translation, kakaka (that's supposed to be a laughing sound..really).

I really need some distraction, because I CAN'T wait for some books.
These would beee.. HP 7, Fell, third Eragon thingy, (Yes, I like Eragon, and YES I once hated it and, YES I still hate it but love it and..), Eclipse or something and the 3 new books coming out by my hero Akif Pirincci XD. I mean, 3 books? THREE?

If you ever had a favourite author you'll know how many eyegasms I had when I read that..mwahahahahaAHAHASHAHA.
What I love the most 'bout this guy is, that in EVERY one of his books it gets soooo perverted at at least on part in the book XD.
And in Yin there are..Argh, I dunno, like, 6 or so lol..
Why I love that? Well, I think it's pretty honest.
I mean, why just write..Oh, okay, I'll just stop *COUGH*.
Let's leave it at that I'm behaving like some pervy 60-year old geezer u_u. But I think that's pretty natural when you're like me.
And I'm FEMALE, dammit. Why does nature betray me ;_;?
Whyyy oh whyyyyy..Let's just discuss this some other time nyaa XD.

...I'm weird.

Oh, anddddd (It's not pronounced andededeee btw)..
I have so, SOOOO many books to read. Oh god, they're so damn many help meeeeeeeeeee.

Well, now that was one useless entry XD.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13047692/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13047692/ Tue, 22 May 2007 07:08:42 PDT
With a camera. A digital camera.
Yaa, say what'cha want. I like old-fashioned reflex cameras the most too.
BUT..
I searched around randomly on Amazon and then I..SAW HEEEEEER!
Kodak EasyShare Z710.............Ahhhhhhhh..I want you soooooo bad.
I'm gonna name her Georgina and then George won't be alone anymooore TT^TT!
I can even afford to by it. That is, next month.
Pleaaaaase don't be sold by then, or I'll hang myself without hesitation.
Mhhh.. but to be honest, I have no idea 'bout the quality of digicams anyway, cuz I only used reflex cameras til now..
I hope I make the right choice with this one.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13025860/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/13025860/ Sun, 20 May 2007 12:55:16 PDT v__v just ignore this post

This is real maaan XD. No fakeeee..
Anyway, This "CONTRACT" was given to me and the other pupils in my class by the teacher because we want to make a class trip on some river no one knows to some country no one knows for 5 days..
Well, it was in German, til now.
I cracked up because of this for hours.
Of course I won't go to this trip.
I mean ehhhhhh..yes.
What kinda weird contract is that anyway?
It contradicts itself maaaan O__o *raps away*
Oh and at point 6.
They do realize that we'll be in the middle of some river by then.
How are the baaadbad pupils gonna be brought home?
By helicopter? Ahhh, this whole letter is just too good XD.

Contract

In order for the class trip to be a success, and to be something you can always remember, you have to abide the following rules.

1. The house rules are affective

2. You are not allowed to go anywhere without a teacher

3. Please don't smoke in public. Hookahs are, of course, not allowed

4. Alcohol in any form is strictly prohibited.
Exception: One beer with permission and in presence of a teacher (....)

5. Even if you should have some problems, had a bad day, or are just unhappy, do not show it to others that much. Do not spoil the mood of the others and us.
You can not always please everybody and in order for this trip to be nice you must consider some compromises.

6. All students who break the rules are to be sent home, after the agreement of the parents.

I took note of the printing and I accept the rules
I confirm, that my daughter/son has not got any contagious diseases
________________________________

~

The last sentence is the weirdest of 'em all
I mean..what the
...

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12996479/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12996479/ Fri, 18 May 2007 02:58:45 PDT I watched it for the first time when I was eh..14 or 15.
And Kiki is 13 soooo..well, yeah XD.
Anyway, for any of you who don't knooow..
It's a movie from Ghibli. And the story isn't all too great.
But the story is not really what's important in this movie.
This is just a feel-good movie XD (I have no other words for it).
And it's one of those movies I'll never neeeever forget until I drop dead :3.
It just makes you think about the little things in life that make you happy.
Miyazaki is suuch a master in making these kinda movies ahh.
Well, I love his son too, and I liked Tales From Earthsea, but to be honest, the feelings I had for TFE aren't neaaaarly as high as for the Miyazaki-senior movies. Whyyyyy Goroooooo whyyyyyyyy.
I wanna love you so muuch but I caan't XD..just ignore the last sentence *cough*

Aaaaaanyway, My Neighbor Totoro is gonna be released here in Germany soon, so I can finally watch it in German.
I don't like this movie thaaat much..but it's okay.
I totally don't understand why Totoro is Ghibli's maskot though. I meaan..Why not that little cat from Majo no Takkyuubin ehh?
Ahh it pains my heart u_u.

Mhh, anyway..What I'm gonna do now ehh..
YAAY I'm going to the library now and borrow some new books :3.
I'm such a bookworm nyahahaha..

I'm SOOOOO happy right now.
I swear, I'm always on some kinda happy-drug after watching this movie TT^TT!

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12961981/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12961981/ Tue, 15 May 2007 06:19:57 PDT
I woke up pretty early because I couldn't sleep at all.
Didn't eat breakfast either.
I took a book (rhymes).
Yaay that Agatha Christie book I never read.
Then me and my father departed.
First we were in a bus, later in a train, or how you call it.
The book I read that time (We drove for 'bout an hour) was about some old guy called Poirot who was on a train to the orient.
We drove into a tunnel and..
Ahhh, I remember this soo well XD.
The instand the lights went out I read a passage in the book that creeped me out. They heard a sound or something.
I was almost dying and sooooooo creeped out, because it really happened the same second it became dark because the train drove into that tunnel-thing.
..Ughhhhhhhh still gives me the heebi-dajeebis.

Then, we arrived in Frankfurt.
MAN, what a TOOOOOWN!
Makes me wanna live in a big town like this.
I mean, it's not as big as Berlin but..ohmygoooooshilovethecitylife.
Okaay, back to topic.

Later we arrived at the couuurt-building? I've NO idea how you call it.
There was my new attorney. Actually they were two.
A male and a female.
The male seemed pretty errr..absent.
But later he was the one most active.
He's my attorney-idol from now on, since I wanna become an attorney in the future too sooo..yeah.

The new judge arrived. He seemed a bit more friendly than the last one.
At least he didn't take photos of nine-year olds in flowerbeds..yuck.

What should I say, it was so horrible at the beginning.
I knew I was gonna lose..just one of those kinda feelings you have.
The new jugde was soooooooo mean to me at the beginning.
I..suddenly just cried lol.
I cried around like so stupid baby XD.
Everyone looked at me and I must've been red as a tomato..red like a crying tomato.

My old attorney who thinks I'm retarded gave me a tissue.
Mhh, nice of her. She should quit her job and become the royal bootlickeee........tissueholder *cough*.
Anyway, it really was horrible.
I finally noticed hoooow much salt really is in tears.
The tears just dried on my cheek XD.
When I wanted to wipe them away (too late woops..) I only felt some salty, sticky substance on my cheek............ewwww!
Anyway, I was soo totally embarassed.
I mean..what the.
I cried in front of SEVEN people including my father.
And they all just looked at me as if I'd just said "I LIKE EATING DIRT, HOW 'BOUT YOU MAN HAHAHAAHA!?"

Then, the new judge-guy wanted to talk to me in private.
Wooo..I was still crying btw XD.
I just held those annoying tears back and gave him the EVIL STARE.
Suddenly..I was like WHAT THE FUCK.
He just talked sooooooooo differently than the old judge.
He was totally different from before, I mean, REALLY different.
He talked to me normally and I just told him how I feel about this whole shit.

Well, in the end, I won.
I WON.
Well, okay. I didn't reaaaaaaaaally..but I have 6 weeks time from now on to find a psychotherapist for me.
I'm even gonna go into a new school!
Bye-bye englishteacherihadacrushonwheniwas12 HAAAAAAHAHA..loser.
You should've seen the face of this old attorney bitch, it was so awesome, I couldn't take it!
She was soo grinding her teeth and I knew she would've been very happy if that judge just dropped dead that instand XD.

Well, wtf. I'm happy right now.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12950420/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12950420/ Mon, 14 May 2007 08:12:14 PDT ...
I'll be in court tomorrow not the day after tomorrow.
WHYYY doesn't the english language have a word for the day after tomorrow? I mean..WHAAAAARRRRRRR
In German we just say "Übermorgen"

Anyway, what the. I'm pretty nervous right now.
I'll report what happened at court tomorrow :3.
I'm feeling right now liiiiiiike..I dunno.
I have a "What would you do if you knew you were gonna die tomorrow" feeling XD.
First I'm gonna read the book I never finished....what the, it's a book by Agatha Christie.
Damn, oh well.
Then..I'm gonna do something I never did before.
Liiiiike..watching TV YAAAY. Joke. But, to be honest, I haven't watched TV for, liiiiiiike..months? I just didn't find the time.
WHAT EEEEEELSE..
Weeeeeeeeeeeelllll..mhhh how about drinking COLAAAA XD?
I never drink Cola though..it's too sweet and it huuurts in my throat.

Wish me luck for tomorrow guys, I'm gonna do the best I can to let justice prevaail :3. Now I only need a Superwoman-costume and my life would be perfect XD.

Well theen, until tomorrow..or not or whatever

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12931529/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12931529/ Sat, 12 May 2007 16:01:34 PDT I know what you think now.
"You're sick anyway, so byebye mwahahaa!"
But I don't really care.
My nerves are dead right now so write whatever you want.
I won't be here on dA that time, because I just don't want to. I want to be with my father, because I pretty much know that I will lose.
If I never should return, you'll all know why.
Just wanted to say that.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12924073/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12924073/ Sat, 12 May 2007 02:53:31 PDT This is gonna be LONG.
To everyone who reads this and thinks they have the same tastes in music as me:
Better think about that again.

Björk - Human Behaviour
[link]
All songs of Björk are considered 'weird'.
But I think they're awesome, because they're so different from all the other stuff I listen to.
Besides, Björk is awesome.
She believes in nature, like me.

Paranoia Agent Opening
[link]
That's actually an opening to a Anime series.
But, yeah, it's pretty weird. And Awesome.
Especially the laughing girl in the ocean.
It's a great Anime too btw. It's from Satoshi Kon, so what do you expect?
I love this guy.

Billy Joel - Uptown Girl
[link]
..No comment.

Aha - Take on Me
[link]
Well, it isn't really weird..it's a classic.
But I myself think so
I even have a story to tell to this, YIPPAY!
I listened to this song when I was 9 or something.
I zapped to it..right when they sang so high that you'd think it's highpitched.
I got such I shock I was almost dead laughing.
And since I'm an animation nerd I had to watch it.
Now I love this song!
Still I can't understand two things.
1. How the hell can a male person sing that high?
2. Same as 1.

Enigma - The Eyes of Truth
[link]
Well, yeah. The whole video is kinda weird.
Don't get me wrong, I love elephants!
But it just doesn't belong into this awesome song ahaha..
Well, this opinion comes from someone who listened to the song first and later watched the video anyway.
Oh and, yeah, I like this kinda music, could listen to it for hours.

Aqua - Dr. Jones
[link]
Dr. Jones, Jones, calling Dr. Jones, Dr. Jones, Dr. Jones, LALALAAA.
I think that's a danish band, but I'm not really sure.
It's weird because the beat is annoying and..Well, the whole video kinda is.

Kermit (Yes) - The Rainbow Connection
[link]
Someday we'll find iiit, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers, and me.

Die Doofen - Mief (German)
[link]
It's about some gal that should choose the guy even if he stinks.
I love Die Doofen SO much.
It's sad this band doesn't exist anymore though.
I always sang this everywhere I went when I was younger and people gave me weird looks.
Now I unserstand why lol..

Fergie - Fergalicious
[link]
Views: 5,241,104
..*coughcough*
Definately the queen of weird things I've seen last month.

Bonnie Tyler - Holding Out For A Hero
[link]
I need one too, actually.
Man, that gal has a voice.
I still wish I can sing like her someday, she's my singing idol (As well as Celine Dion).
I heard that song first in the movie 'Short Circuit'.
I think it was the second part.
Yay, Johnny 5 lives!

Mark Medlock - Now Or Never
[link]
Why weird? Germans are weird. < period
I'm a huge, HUGE fan of Mark Medlock.
Now he wants to start a band with Dieter Bohlen, because he loves him too haha.
That guy is just cool.
And he has an Hessen accent (That's a part of Germany).
Anything you'll say against him is right btw, so I won't object.
I don't like that song that much btw, but Dieter Bohlen wrote this song for him so it's his first song and ya..

Bunty aur Babli - Kajra Re
[link]
WHOOO, WHAAT, my pal Rutty likes Bollywood? That's like, NO WAI SHIIIT MAN!
Well, that lady there is sexy and the song beautiful, the video is kinda funny, what's not to like about it?
You should bear with it, after 1 minute this song get's awesome, awww.
I mean, it's clicheed and sometimes weird as hell, but I so totally don't care.
At least I'm not one of those chicks who go like "Waiii, I love Bollywood sooo much, so suddenly I wanna be a Hinduist and I wanna learn 'Indiaaaaan' (I guess the language they mean is Hindi....?) like totally GIGGLEEEEEE!"
So, be happy.
I'd also recommend 'It's... ]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12841407/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12841407/ Fri, 04 May 2007 15:05:39 PDT It was funny, sad and..I cried like a baby at the end XD. Yeah, I'm stupid. I wanna jump into a pool and drown yaay. Or not.
Ahhhh what should I dooooo.
WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOOO?
..

Time waits for no one TT^TT.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12786523/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12786523/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 05:10:48 PDT And it isn't even summer yet, it's spring, dammit!
I don't even wanna know how hot it's gonna be when the summer arrives.
I wish I'd live in a damn fridge.
Weeell, I DO have some ventilators buut I ain't using 'em.
Mhhh..hooot ahhh I can't thiink TT^TT.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12728764/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12728764/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 10:29:24 PDT
Person A decides to go to a..CERTAIN *cough* event. Person B and C wanna go too, yaay!
So everything is perfect. A even found a hotel, where the 3 letters could stay for the 2 nights.
And what does C do? He writes: Yaay It's pretty cool that you found us a place to sleep, organized everything and yeah o_o (sarcasm) but..DO IT FASTER, YOU SLOWPOKE! GOOOOOGOGOGOO!
A is veeeery upset and angry about that.
B just doesn't say anything.
Now A decides to do absolutely nothing, so that C and B search a place to sleep for THEMSELVES, instead of relying on a damn 16 year old brat.

That's it.. Now the question is, if YOU would be A, wtf would'cha do? Just dump those two letters and leave them to their own destiny XD?
..........This entry is very confusing.

]]> ~KleinesKuhlesRutt http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12713865/ http://KleinesKuhlesRutt.deviantart.com/journal/12713865/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 06:00:05 PDT
Oh goood, that has to be the second most horrible day of my life. When I wanted to go out (to the err..I dunno the english word right now. Library yaay), I nearly fell off the stairs.
...no, really. I mean how clumsy can you get!?
Luckily I didn't fell. That would've hurt XD.
So I stayed inside. That had to be a bad omen or how you call it. I don't wanna get hit by some car..
Then, later I missed one of my favourite shows ahahaha. And what now? I hit my face with my knee. Don't ask me how that's possible though.
I hate mondays ~
Oh, wait, today isn't monday. Then I hate tuesday too from now on :3.

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