http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Knifeshadow&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Knifeshadow en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 28 Dec 2009 00:41:07 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28759225/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/28759225/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 04:47:11 PST
Soooo, I've been doing some meems (memes) and dang I'll just have to upload some of that, maybe some of the fanfiction I'm working on. I'm also thinking about uploading my art projects from school to beef up my gallery, haha. I've got some nifty stuff in there. Oh wow, I've had a lot of time for art lately too! I dropped my AP classes because they were just not for me at all. D: I like working at a steady pace at things and not cramming EVERY DAY. Hahha, well aside from some projects, I work well while cramming sadly.

Hmm, updates...

OH what do you guys want for Christmas? I'll draw for you! Cause I need to be drawing something so hardcore right now.

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27730279/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27730279/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 16:31:54 PDT
So yeah, excuses excuses. XD Hahah, I'm not going to get into anymore detail about this and I'll avoid talking about it. But if you want to know don't hesitate to ask, it's just another way of showing ya care.


I will update some art and writing soon!!! PROMISE!!!

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/26309432/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/26309432/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 00:06:45 PDT
I have barely anything in there at all, which is funny for someone who's been on DA for 4 years. I've been drawing a lot more lately, and I still have a few projects sitting in my Work in Progress folder. The lack of any paint program, that is willing to put up with my tablet, on my computer is coasting me greatly. I miss posting art and getting feed back.

SO goal #1 is to get off my bum and force Vista to deal with my photoshop disk, it needs to not be such a pansy about it. THEN I'll be able to finish two of my old CG paintings and then work on coloring the drawings I have. Heck, I might just post the sketches in my gallery for a while. :3 I hope you guys will like my style improvements, things are looking really great so far.


Love, Stay Safe, Live Long, and Prosper~


Also, HECK YES I'M INTO STAR TREK!! D< Shut it. Hahah, I grew up with Next Generation, and-rarely-The Original Series. So, it's only natural that I love it now. Haha, well, now that I can understand what the heck is going on, and I can keep up with all the episodes.



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]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/26223369/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/26223369/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 23:57:53 PDT
North Italy

[ ] You were bullied a lot in your childhood.
[x] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit.
[x] You're very happy-go-lucky
[ ] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies.
[x] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up.
[x] You're a good artist
[x] You can be clumsy at times
[x] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something
[ ] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!"
[ ] You would surrender in a war situation

(6/10)

Germany

[O] You're very stoic and serious (when something bad goes down/I don’t know you/I’m working)
[O] Sausages are your favourite foods.
[O] You like to walk dogs/your dog
[ ] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case.
[ ] You love rules and think they should always be followed to a T
[O] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules
[O] You work very hard
[ ] Your alone time is your 'happy time'
[ ] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people
[O ] You've had issues with money once or twice.

(6/10)

Japan

[>] You're very mature. (Most of the time)
[>] You think everything over before saying it. (Half the time)
[>] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one
[ ] You isolated yourself during childhood.
[ ] You became very successful in a short amount of time
[ ] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world
[ ] You can seem cold/aloof to other people
[>] You're good at practical tasks
[>] You need time to adjust to new people

(5/10)

The United States of America

[~] You love hamburgers
[ ] You think you're awesome
[~] You love to invent things
[~] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films
[ ] You can seem to be very brash to other people
[~] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business.
[ ] You're terrified of ghosts
[~] You know aliens exist
[ ] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time
[~] You wear glasses(when reading or just all the time depending on where I am)

(6/10)

The United Kingdom of England, Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland

[x] You like ICED tea
[x] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid
[ ] You're very sarcastic and cynical
[ ] Your cooking is awful
[x] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts...
[ ] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[ ] You have tried doing black magic before
[ ] You get drunk quite easily.
[ ] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy
[ ] You're good at embroidery

(3/10)

France

[o] You're very affectionate.
[o] You think you have a great fashion sense
[o] You like wine (for cooking only)
[ ] You're the master of whispering romantic things into peoples' ears
[o] You love red roses.
[o] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men or women.
[o] You're very proud of yourself
[o] You love culture and the arts
[ ] You're very flamboyant
[ ] You say you're a gourmet

(7/10)

Russia

[ ] You had a very sad childhood.
[>] You're very tall
[ ] You have a tendency to switch between personalities
[ ] You wear a scarf all the time
[>] You love sunflowers
[ ] You love vodka
[ ] You can seem intimidating to other people
[>] You're very strong ( I think I am hahaha)
[ ] You have a big nose
[>] You have a strange laugh that can scare people (I hate my laugh)

(4/10)

China

[~] You're very mature
[ ] You're very superstitious
[ ] You're very religious
[~] You love pandas
[ ] You love cooking so much that you nag if food has a certain pattern of tastes
[ ] You love Hello Kitty
[ ] You try to be a role-model for your brothers/sisters/whatever, but are never taken seriously.
[~] You work hard
[~] You're good at drawing
[~] You like sweets

(5/10)

Austria

[x] You are very well-raised
[x] You're polite
[x] You love classical music
[x] You like cake
[x] You have a mole on your face
[x] You dedicate your time to your hobbies rather than what needs to be done right away
[ ] You are a virtuoso/play very well on at least one instrument
[ ] You've composed music before
[x] You tend to call people (Because I hate texting, and it’s the best way to get a hold of peopl... ]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25993307/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25993307/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 19:52:53 PDT
READ IT: [link]

I cried. This article makes me wonder who it really is who has the mental sickness. You NEVER abuse a child in anyway or form! And you NEVER force your own views onto them either. It's immoral and anyone who does that should die in a fire, and go to hell. Also, bring on your comments, I want to see your point of view on this.

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25499924/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25499924/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 16:25:17 PDT

Now, a side from my real vacation, life is tough right now so I'm going to be majorly lacking in the motivation I need to work on art. There are a few projects that I can't wait to finish and start working on, so you guys will get something out of me this summer I promise.


To do list:

-Double check hotel for NDK
-Reinstall Photoshop
-Start planning sketches for Ray's picture
-Finish coloring the picture for Ali
-Start planning sketches for this year's cosplays

-Start reference sheet for Lexyla
-Start comic pages
-Start planning and self training for short animation

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24959476/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24959476/ Tue, 26 May 2009 11:40:56 PDT You remember watching:
[ ] Kenan and Kel
[X] Doug
[X] Ren & Stimpy
[X] Pinky and the Brain
[X] AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
[X] Rockos modern Life
[x] Animaniacs
[X] Gargoyles
[X] Hey Arnold
[X] Out of the Box
[X] Bear in the Big Blue House
[ ] You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
[ ] You just can’t resist finishing this . . ."In west Philadelphia born and raised..."
[ ] Step by Step
[ ] Family Matters
[ ] Dinosaurs
[x] Boy Meets World
[ ] Full House
[X] The Magic School Bus
[x] Wishbone
[x] Reading Rainbow
[ ] Ghostwriter
[X] Batman the Animated Series
[X] Aladdin
[X] Ninja Turtles
[x] Ghost Busters
[X] Duck Tales
[X] Freakazoid

You watched the original cartoons of:
[X] Rugrats
[X] Wild Thornberrys
[ ] Power Rangers

When everything was settled by:
[X] rock paper scissors
[X] bubble gum bubble gum in a dish
[x] miss mary mack

You collected:
[X] Beanie Babies.
[ ] Pogs
[X] Pokemon cards
[] Carebears
[ ] Silver dollars

You remember:
[X] When it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
[x] Reading Goosebumps
[ ] When kick ball was something you did everyday (Nah Wall Ball was)
[x] You used to listen to the radio all day long
[ ] just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.
[ ] You remember Super Nintendo and Sega Genisis
[X] You remember The Original Game Boy
[ ] You always wanted to send in a tape to America’s Keyword
[X] When Yo-Yos were cool
[X] Those Where’s Waldo books. (I hated those)
[x] Eating Warheads and Splashers Gushers
[X] You remember Ring Pops
[ ] If you remember when everything was "da BOMB!"
[X] If you even know what an original walkman is.
[X] You remember boom boxes .vs. cd players.
[x] Making those little paper fortune things, and then predicting your life with them
[X] You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano, and brought it everywhere you
[x] All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand
[X] Everyone watched the WB
[X] When everybody knew all the pokemon by heart.
[X] When there were only 150 pokemon. (I had almost all the cards too.)
[X] the Macarena
[X] "Talk to the hand"
[X] When digimon was still on. (I only liked the first season)
[X] You went to McDonald’s to play in the playplace and it was still sanitary.
[X] Before the MySpace frenzy
[x] Before the Internet & text messaging.
[X] Before Sidekicks & iPods
[X] Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360
[X] Back before X-box, period
[x] Before Spongebob.
[X] When light up sneakers were cool.
[X] When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs
[ ] When gas was $0.60 a gallon.
[X] When you recorded stuff on VCR (hahah I got most of the Pokemon movies that way)
[X] You had slap bracelets
[X] You Actually played outside until it was dark (Still do depending on who I’m with)
[X] Way back before we realized all this would eventually disappear. (It’s still here right? XD Live life to the fullest man.)

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24548486/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24548486/ Sat, 02 May 2009 13:07:54 PDT
Now back to the present. My Adobe photoshop stopped working so a lot of my work is on hold until I buy myself a new disk. I'll be posting my art projects soon too fill that gap, and I'm planning on cleaning out my gallery again. I'm getting sick of look at all my old work. BLAH.

Also, for school related things. I've made it into my school's choir group called Tiger Ladies! I've been hoping for this for a while now and I'm so proud of myself for making it in. The choir teacher/director is a picky man when it comes to voices, but I'm looking forwards to learning from him.



Hmm not much more to say here I guess. Love ya guys~

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23942973/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23942973/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 23:21:12 PDT
The fallowing information is for my school buddies.

I really want you guys to come, this means a lot to me because this is the first time I've been in something this huge. I can understand that you might not want to spend the money to come and see it....but please at least talk to me about it. Also a lot of other people who we all consider friends are in it as well, so I know that it will mean a lot to them as well as me. :3

Performance dates: (This may change so I will update)
Wednesday, April 8th - Matinee 4:00pm
Friday, April 10th - Opening Performance 7:00pm
Saturday, April 11th - Performance 7:00pm
~*~
Saturday, April 18th - Performance 7:00pm
Sunday, April 19th - Matinee 2:00pm

Sooo yeah. I don't know what else to say other than I hope you can make it. :3

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23875951/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23875951/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 23:40:52 PDT I’m a freaky Gangster who loves to be different, who banged a homeless guy because that's how I roll.


First, add "I'm a/an" on your title, then add the rest of the answers on as you do the questions.

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[x ] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?
[ ] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ] Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ] Ripped jeans = emo (wtf, I am not emo, I just like my aeropostal pants!)
[ ] Cammo = cage fighter
[ ] Jeans = prep
[] Pajamas = pimp
[ ] Cargo = clown
[ ] Sweats = athlete
[ ] Boxers = brat
[ ] Booty shorts = female
[x ] Capris = Gangster
[ ] Nothing = hoe
[ ] Dickies = weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ] Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color? (I have just about every color so I get to choose! >D)
[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ] Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ] Black = with a sexy smile
[ ] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] Red = that likes to have fun
[x] Light Brown = who loves to be different
[ ] Dirty blonde= with a nice ass
[ ] Bald = with herpes

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ] 1= who ate
[ ] 2 = who needed
[ ] 3 = who killed
[ ] 4 = who shot
[ ] 5 = who killed
[ ] 6 = who smoked with
[x ] 7 = who banged
[ ] 8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ] 9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ] 10 = who cuddled with
[ ] 11 = who slept with
[ ] 12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ] 01 = the kool-aid man
[ ] 02 = a dog
[ ] 03 = a shoe
[ ] 04 = a toothbrush
[ ] 05 = Santa Claus
[ ] 06 = The Trojan man
[ ] 07 = Barny the dinosaur
[ ] 08 = a prostitute
[ ] 09 = a porn star
[ ] 10 = a bag of weed
[ ] 11 = my lover
[ ] 12 = a glass of milk
[ ] 13 = a horse
[ ] 14 = a lesbian
[ ] 15 = a stripper
[ ] 16 = a jew
[ ] 17 = a pickle
[ ] 18 = a homo
[ ] 19 = an orange
[ ] 20 = my mom
[x ] 21 = a homeless guy
[ ] 22 = a whore
[ ] 23 = my crush
[ ] 24 = an easter egg
[ ] 25 = a jar of honey
[ ] 26 = a condom
[ ] 27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ] 28 = a french fry
[ ] 29 = your dealer
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ] 31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ] White = because I love marijuana
[ ] Black = because im sexy as hell
[ ] Pink = Because the lil people told me to
[ ] Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ] Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ] Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ] Purple = because I'm gay
[ ] Gray = because I got dared
[x] Other = because that's how I roll
[ ] Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ] Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ] Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ] Brown = because I had to
[ ] Shirtless = because I've got abs


XDXDXD Wow

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23719271/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23719271/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 19:50:15 PDT really? Wow who ever that was has such an imagination. Go you for sucking at life man, really.

Sorry about that weird ass picture of what's his name, I honestly did not draw that at all. Yeah and that journal wasn't even by me either. XD Who ever did it can't spell worth a damn, and they didn't even try to make it sound like me. Ahaha, I swear if I know you, you need to talk to me because this was stupid as hell and you need help. I mean really, you need help.


So yes, to all my watchers and who ever had the misfortune to come across my page today I am deeply sorry. I'll make a point to stay logged on and make my passwords harder to figure out. XD


Also, I am not leaving that club just yet. XD I was thinking about it but then they updated and I figured I would give them another chance. I would also like the make it clear that no one from that club has mentioned that Lex is a Mary-sue to my face. I was the one who had been thinking that she needed to be changed.


Shout outs to the only people who talked to me about this matter.

To Xy: You did an awesome job at writing Lex, and you still do awesome at it. Thank you so much for input too, it means a lot. Ahah, and no I'm not leaving just yet.

To Alex: I love you! :3 Thanks for telling me about the fact that I got hacked. XD And yes I agree with your comment.

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23585097/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23585097/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 03:01:33 PDT HAPPYPERSON. It's been a lot of fun, aside from the fact that it has been messing up my train of thought a lot. XD I have a huge art project coming up, so I'll be doing most of my artsy stuff in class. Musical practice has been a blast, even though I don't get a spotlight in the show at all, but it's making my confidence grow like a weed. Haha, even though it does have it's ups and downs. But really guys, this is the first major thing that I've ever gotten a chance to be part of. I normally fail at trying out for things--augh majorly--so this is really important to me. I know that most of my buds on here don't talk to me much--haha mainly because I suck at convos and I really want to change that--but I feel like I need to update on here with useless info about my life. So forgive me.


Aside from all that jazz, I think my art style is majorly improving and once I get out of my drawing art class I'll start working on revamping my gallery. Haha, to make it easier on the eyes and so on. I'll be posting most, if not all, of my class projects on here too. I am very fond of them all, so expect there to be a inbox spam once I get the projects back from my teacher. Haha, honestly what is it with them and hording the class' works? I know that my stuff is in good hands but last year I didn't get my art back until the end of the year.

Hmhm, anything else that I need to touch on? Hmm. Oh yes, the club I'm in. Most of you know about my character Lexyla, and that I'm in a KH club that deals with nobodies, yes? Well I was thinking of leaving that club for a while, not that there is anything going on anyways, or I might even leave it for good. Don't be worried about Lex though, haha, I wouldn't drop my child because of some club. Oh yeah, speaking of my dear Lexyla I'm planning on revamping her a bit as well. I can't tell you how many picture I've seen recently of characters with the same hair. Sorry but it's very aggravating to me. I don't really know what I'm going to do about that just yet though. Maybe add more streaks? Or should I even care? Ah well you tell me. XD


Okay I believe that I am done with this update. :3 Love to all~

My DA To Do List!~*
1*: Gift for ~xsuckxmyxkissx--------75% (I might start this over I am so sick of it, hahah, but Mel if you wish to see this please tell me. :3)
2*: New Lexyla reference sheet--------05%
3*: Comic based off of “It’s okay….”------Pages being plotted
4*: Violet reference sheet---------0%

Cosplay Work List

1~. Sheik (S.S.Bro's Brawl ver.)------------0% (If anyone knows of a good way to make patters pleas tell me)
2~. Din (LoZ: Oracle of Seasons ver.)--------0%(this cosplay my change at any time)

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23207099/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23207099/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 23:35:39 PST I'll be editing my To Do lists from time to time. So they'll stay up here

My DA To Do List!~*
1: Gift for ~xsuckxmyxkissx--------75%
2: New Lexyla reference sheet--------05%
3: Comic based off of “It’s okay….”------Pages being plotted
4: Kc/Violet reference sheet---------0%

Cosplay Work List

1~. Sheik (S.S.Bro's Brawl ver.)------------0%
2~. Din (LoZ: Oracle of Seasons ver.--------0%(this cosplay my change at any time)


QUIZ TIME NOW!


For now: Quiz.

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:

1.Stop fucking cheating on each other! I’m sick of the lies, the pain, the fights, fucking all of it. Just please stop it.

2.I’m sorry that; I fuck shit up, I forget to do things, I’m not a better person, I can’t help you as much as I should, and I have shitty ideas and plans.

3.I need to talk to you more, heck, even hang out more. I try and tell myself and you that I’m busy or shy, but really I just don’t know how to handle being around new people.

4.I FUCKING LOVE YOU! Even if you are a bastard, and even if I’m not the one that you want to be with. I thought I loved you after you told be you’d wait however long it took. But I guess you lied to me, and even after that I still wish you would have waited just one more week.

5.I REALLY miss our role playing stories, and I miss talking with you. I feel so selfish wishing that you were online every time I log on, but I just wish I could at least talk with you a little more often.

6.I’m so glad that I got the chance to meet you, Zeth. And even though it took us a while to talk a lot, I wish I could talk with you a hell of a lot more. Damn, I wish I wasn’t shy and constantly worrying about what to say. Haha, sorry.

7.I’m fuckin’ glad that I gave you those pancakes, and I wish that you’ll have the best and brightest future. You know what, after all we’ve been through, I’m so glad that we can still be friends. Even if you can be a bitch sometimes, and a little too anal, I don’t regret one minute that I’ve spent with you. Thank you so much for being there for me, and thank you for teaching me a lot of things about life that I would have just looked over without a thought.

8.We’ve known each other for so long, and I could not have asked for a better friend. Please forgive me for all of the stupid shit that I seem to start up. I miss your old stories we planned together.

9.Sometimes I wonder if you really are ripping off people. I guess I need to learn how to think for myself, but I guess that’s the half of me that hopes that you would never do such a thing.

10.Even after you’ve heard it over a million times you know that when I say, “I love you, and be safe,” I mean it right?



NINE things about yourself:

1. I believe everything people say about me. Sure it may not start off that way, but even if I know it’s not true it nags at me until I start doubting myself. Maybe I’m just stupid and over sensitive.

2. I love doing crazy shit like rock climbing and white water rafting. It makes me feel free and it makes me forget about all the stuff that I get stressed about.

3. I care and worry about people I don’t know.

4. I trust too easily.

5. Letting people into my life, and allowing them to know things about me makes me feel as if I’m that much more tied down to this earth.

6. I mean what I say 98.5% of the time, even if I do say it very stupidly.

7. Even though I may be good at things, I don’t know it unless someone says that I am. If no one does I’ll be worrying that I’m doing it wrong the whole time.

9. I'm paranoid.


EIGHT ways to win your heart:

1. Make me laugh.

2. Talk to me.

3. Be there for me.

4. Tell me the truth about anything and everything.

5. Let me be there for you

8. Hang out with me

9. Give me lots of hugs and good wishes


SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

1. Shouldn’t have said that.

2. Shit I just said the wrong name.

3. Haha, he/she just quoted something without knowing it.

4. God that person was dork

5. Ugh, I am el sleep-o

6. Oh god I’m such an idiot

7. (Random shit here)


SIX things you do before you fall asleep:

1. PJs are now in the on position

2. Say good night to people

3. Turn off room light

4. Turn on lava lamp

5. Read a book

6. Listen to music until I mass out.


FIVE people who mean a lot at the momen... ]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23025445/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23025445/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 17:14:39 PST


My DA To Do List!~*
1: Gift for ~xsuckxmyxkissx--------65%((ON HOLD))
2: New Lexyla reference sheet--------05%
3: Comic based off of “It’s okay….”------Underplanning







Hmm, so anyway, I feel like venting a little bit.

I might be going to see a therapist by the end of this month, or the next. I'm the only one currently not seeing one in my family. My mom and dad are taking some marriage counseling and my brother is seeing a psychiatrist, because he's having a lot of behavior problems in school. My mom set these up and I really see no problem with her doing so. The only thing really bugging me is that the therapist is going to be analyzing all of the things that I've been through. I don't know if it's the diagnosis that he'll give me from it, or that I'll be digging up things that I don't really want to, that is bothering me so much. The fact that the shit has hit the fan multiple times in my life, I've worked my ass off to keep all of it out of my mind. But now I might have to dig it all up again. I mean sure, the last few ears I was stupid and thought that I should let it effect my life but I don't want to go back to being an idiot. Looking at the world in a negative view all the time was too much work for me, and I hated it even then. Yeah, I guess people will think I'm ignorant for choosing the bright and sunny view of things, but it's my choice right? I don't have to always look at people and be afraid of them, or what they think.

One other thing that's been bugging me. 85% of the time I wonder do I hurt people without knowing it? Or am I so blind that I don't see when people need to talk to me? XD God I'm dumb. I guess that if someone really needed to talk to me they would just tell me, and I know that no one thinks I can read minds.


Eh, venting is over.

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22742044/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22742044/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 17:21:07 PST

Hmm, this page layout is really clean cut and I don't miss the old look at all. I think it would have been better for only subscribed people though....just to give them a little extra for what they pay for and what not.


Anyway, the Musical at my High School is Cinderella this year and I am SO happy because the music in it so far sounds great! Haha, now I've only seen some of the girls songs but I can already tell that I'm going to love it if I get in...and even if I just watch it. I don't even want a lead role it's going to be that awesome and HUGE!! Augh I hope I make it.

There's really no downers that with getting in either....well other than math hw might be a pain...bet eh when isn't it? Oh and that I have to dye my hair black this weekend, but that's really not a big deal seeing as I still have a lot of blue dye and blond dye left over! Woo I can redye my hair this summer!


Haha...hmm any other updates...Oh yeah, I'm going to be posting my art projects on here as well because I think their epic and they were SO much fun to do! Now....I think I'm done...

Nope you get some lyrics....XD



A Lovely Night Lyrics

A Lovely night, a lovely night
A finer night you know you'll never see
You meet your Prince, a charming Prince
As charming as a Prince will ever be.
The stars in a hazy heaven tremble above you
While he is whispering:
"Darling I Love you"
You say good-bye, away you fly
but on your lips you keep a kiss
All your life you'll dream of this
Lovely, lovely night.




My DA To Do List!~*
1: Gift for ~xsuckxmyxkissx--------65%
2: New Lexyla reference sheet--------05%
3: Comic based off of “It’s okay….”------Underplanning

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22585207/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22585207/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 19:21:34 PST Intermediate Algebra
Drama I
Body Works (easy gym class)
Graphic Arts I

Man, have I been busy and emotionally stressed lately. Haha, you would think with my new easy classes that I’d be able to breathe a bit. Sure my math class is easy if I listen a bit…but I’m a retard and forget that 1-20e means that I have to do the even ones only. And not to mention that it’s the first class of the day, and I have to listen to my teacher’s high pitched nasal voice for an hour and a half. I’m half grateful for it, and half wanting to shoot something because of it. Oh well. Now, my drama class is pretty sweet…other than the fact that I’m an idiot and I tend to misplace my script. *sigh* At least I feel somewhat awesome in that class because I can mildly act. Gym class is at an awesome pace for me, and I feel like I can really work on my health in this class. Other than the fact that all the girls in the class make me feel like a tall, lanky, clumsy, fool. Art class is a blast! I feel like I can build up the style that I want in that class for once.

Oh, I forgot to tell those of you who don’t talk to me on IM. I dyed the front of my hair BLUE, though now it’s fading like hell and it’s very bright in the front and green in the back. Even though I only dyed the front part of my hair. Originally, as lame as the thought was, I wanted to dye it like Lexyla’s for giggles but eh, the front part got messed up in the bleaching process. It’s funny how some people react to my hair….but I could really careless because I think it’s awesome and really that’s all that matters at this point. Aside from my hair…I learned that I have the worst luck in my town when it comes to relationships. But I won’t bore you with the details because, eh , who wants to hear about my love life anyways?

Also, my promised art works will take a while on getting finished due to math homework and Art projects I have to stay on top of. I have one with finished character line art in need of scanning and digital inking, so that will be #1 on my DA to do list. The second will be, hopefully, a new character sheet for Lexyla because I am REALLY sick of looking at that old nasty one. The Third will be—I really hope I can get this one done—a comic based off of one of my first Lexyla and Xanderous pictures! XD I am lame…but the idea has been nagging at me. Though, of cource this means that I’m going to start working on drawing other people’s characters as I make my planning sheet for the panels.

My DA To Do List!~*
1: Gift for ~xsuckxmyxkissx
2: New Lexyla reference sheet
3: Comic based off of “It’s okay….”

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22443984/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22443984/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 23:05:13 PST



Rules:
Go to [link] and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.
Tag 3 people


1.) Your name: Kayla
A beautiful female who is slightly goofy and really crazy in all areas of her life; never forgotten and always lovable.

The definition of Kayla has changed dramatically over time to rest at the above definition. The word "Kayla" is actually derived from a Greek mythology female deity who would prey on innocent men in the way of a dinner whore. The deity had one fatal weakness: a hysterical male deity by the name of Ross who only had to speak her name to suppress Kayla's alluring powers.



2.) Your age: 16bhhhhhhhhhg

An age in a person's life when they can start driving, get a driver's license, also commonly use "sweet sixteen"
(No sweet sixteen for me, but eh XD It’s all cool)


3.) What should you be doing: Sleeping

When you close your eyes and think of perverted things, which will never actually happen.

(XD……..rofl)

4.) Favorite color: Red

1) One of the three primary colours of paint. When mixed with yellow, it would make orange. When mixed with blue, it would make purple. It is opposite green on the colour wheel.

2) One of the three primary colours of light. When mixed with green, it makes yellow. When mixed with blue, it makes magenta. It is opposite cyan on the colour wheel.


5.) Birthplace: Denver

Why Denver is the greatest city in the world...

receives 300 days of sunshine a year, is the nation's most highly educated city with the highest percentage of high school and college graduates, brews more BEER than any other American city, has the largest city park system in the nation, is the "Baby Boomer" capital of America, is the 20th in the U.S. in population, but has the 10th largest downtown, has the nation's second largest performing arts center, citizens contribute more public funding for the arts per capita than any other U.S. city, has the thinnest residents of any U.S. city and according to a federal study, really is a mile high...
(Eh whatever….XD)

6.) Month of your birth: July

A month when mostly the hottest girls are born
(Yeah…right)

7.) Last person you talked to: Mom

The woman who gave birth to you and raised you.

Some mothers are known for embarrassing their children... or being cruel to them Joan Crawford was among the most prominent of this type, if not the worst.

Still others are wonderful, loving, devoted women. Mine is one of them.

Pet names for her would be "mom", "mommy", "mama", or similar names.



8.) One of your nicknames: Kc

Kc=
An abbreviation for Key Cutter; someone who attacks people with keys.
Kevin: (Slingshots rocks nearby).
Katie: WTF?! (Picks up keys).
Kevin: Oh shit, (Katie attacks with keys).
Your a fucking KC.

(This one just amused me….and Pepper made this a pain in the butt in the end…XD Playing dead on my keyboard because I have a fever that’s hot as hell and causes him to not lay on my lap.)

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22385041/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22385041/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 23:59:59 PST
Step 2: Now that you've got that great ego boost that you needed, you can sit and revel in it, and believe (falsely) that you are so superior than everyone else.


Yes. That was all supposed to be sarcasm.


1. [] When you doodle, you say it's a simple drawing.
2. [x] Always provide excuses such as "Still in development"
3. [] Can only create an excuse of "I used a mouse, not a tablet"
4. [] You only draw faces.
5. [] You always draw faces at the same direction.
6. [X] The proportion is awful.
7. [] Every character looks the same.
8. [] Uses different hairstyle to distinguish characters.
9. [] Cannot distinguish left and right direction.
10. [] "Sketch? Who cares about that?"
11. [x] You only draw sketches. (only = Most of the time, for me)
12. [] What's a LAYER??? Seriously..
13. [] You always draw one character.
14. [] You always draw characters in same angle.
15. [] No matter how you draw, it's the same expression.
16. [x] You couldn't draw characters with movement.
17. [x] You barely draw feet.
18. [x] You can't draw figures from high or low angles.
19. [] You don't even know the definition of high and low angle drawing.
20. [] A shitty figure drawing in dynamic pose can be turned into a 4th Dimensional abstract.
21. [x] Same character looks totally different when it is drawn in different angle or direction.
22. [] You can't even draw anything other than characters or draw everything except characters.
23. [x] You can only draw cute characters.
24. [] You can only draw handsome characters.
25. [] Hands is your nightmare
26. [] Your character's hands are always hidden behind.
27. [] The idea sketch is professional but the actual quality is shitty. (Saddly, I don't do idea sketches...I just try to draw them out from my head)
28. [] You try to cover up one of the eyes with hair so that you can draw only one eye.
29. [ ] Your works are always asymmetrical.
30. [] Line art only = Finished piece.
31. [] Rough sketch only = Finished piece
32. [>] You have no anatomical knowledge. (I have a little, but not enough)
33. [] You only draw eyes
34. [] Character's hand and eyes are huge.
35. [] You're poor in drawing the position of boobs. (Am I bad at it or not?)
36. [>] Your artworks are free from all logic. Awkward anatomy and proportion. (I do my best)
37. [] You lose confidence when other people's works look great.
38. [] You think they are genius when they come up with satisfied quality.
39. [x] You collect other people's works as practice references but you actually collect them as a collection. (I do both...so wth I marked it anyways.)
40. [x] While drawing, you easily lose patience and go do something else (It's good to take a break once and a while)
41. [x] Tablet is your god item. (When coloring)
42. [] You regain confidence when other people's works look crappy than yours.
43. [] You are more than willing to draw but you lose the spirit so easily.
44. [] You completely lose the confidence when you see the works of true genius.
45. [] You draw once a month or even once a year.
46. [] You get mad when their favorite artists are being lazy.
47. [] When you draw hentai art, you end up drawing grotesque horror pictures because their proportion is so fucking awful.
48. [] You don't even have faith in yourself.
49. [] You can't even draw since the beginning.
50. [] You realized there are problems and know where to fix but you never do.


Should I feel happy that I have less marks, or should I feel as though I'm lying to myself? I really don't know.

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22201567/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22201567/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 23:08:59 PST

Imma Brags a bit....:

~New Ipod Nano LIME GREEN 8D (Might give to my mom though)
~ My own Desktop computer
~Fuzzy warm socks, brightly colored
~ A million gel pens
~That new Harry Potter minny book
~ Shiny "K" necklace
~Small Angel figure
~ KH: Re Chain of memories
~Fruites Basket T-shirt
~ Awesome drawing by Spencer
~Rock climbing shoes
~ Money....lol
~Make-up
~ Head band

eh...lol Felt like it.

List all of your characters. You may choose to list only major characters, or you may list your 'minor' characters as well, but any characters IMPORTANT to you MUST be listed.

- Describe each character in exactly four words, no more, no less.

- When you're finished, tag four people, so that you may impose how much cooler YOUR characters are than theirs.

HYPHENATED WORDS DON'T COUNT LOL?

Lexyla -Loving, Heartbreaker, Childish, Hopeful

Daisy Harmony Criber, "Double D" or "D"- Romantic, Hippy, Fail, Badass

Violet - Sinical, Cat, Gardian, Amused


Eh I fail at describing my own characters. And I think they're okay...and they need to be worked on.

]]> ~Knifeshadow http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21751282/ http://Knifeshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21751282/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 21:19:56 PST
[y] You watch anime.
[y] You read manga.
[y] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[y] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[y] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[y] You have cosplayed.
[y] You have done so in public
[y] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[y] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[y] You enjoy drawing anime. (Not as much as I used to …..I want to change my style so bad)
[y] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[y] You know that it is pronounced 'mahnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 12/14

ART NERD

[y] You like art.
[ y] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[ ] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[ ] You have a favorite brand.
[y] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[y] You give people your drawings as gifts. (Best gift in the world, it means more to me)
[y] People actually ask for your drawings.
[y] You are known as 'the art person' at your school. (It sucks when it comes to class projects)
[ ] Instead of just 'brown' or "pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[y] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[y] You have considered a career as an artist.
[] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[y] You have a favorite artist.
[y] Your drawings have been framed.
[y] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

ART NERD POINTS: 11/15

MUSICAL NERD

[y] You play a musical instrument.
[] You play more than one instrument.
[y] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument. (I miss it greatly)
[] You've given your instrument a name.
[] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[] You are known by what you play.
[y] You listen to classical music.
[] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[] You have a favorite composer.
[] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[y] You write music. (Lyrics but I suck ass at it)
[] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[] You are never nervous playing for other people.

MUSICAL NERD POINTS: 4/14

VIDEO GAME NERD

[Y] You play video games.
[y] You own more than 4 different video game systems
[y] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[] You play video games every day.
[y] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[y] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3.
[y] You love to talk about video games.
[] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[] Your gaming system is in your room.
[] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[YYYYYY] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game. (It’s fun AFTER you beat the game)

VIDEO GAME NERD POINTS: 7/15

COMPUTER NERD:

[y] You use the computer every day.
[y] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[y] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[y] You use computer faces; : D XD XP D: ^_^ >.> and etc.
[] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[] You spend time in online forums.
[] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[y] You have friends you have only met online.
[] You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[y] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.' (HELL NO….it pisss m off)
[y] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online. (When joking)
[] You can type really, really fast.

COMPUTER NERD POINTS: 7/14

I believe I fail as a nerd. XD oh well.

]]> ~Knifeshadow