http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:KoalaBar&section=today deviantART RSS for by:KoalaBar en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 09:49:02 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/28654057/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/28654057/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 15:07:52 PST
if you feel like it, could you please take a look at my gallery and tell me what you think.
criticize me you guys. don't be like...hurtful, but be realistic. make sure you get your point across so i can get better.
tell me overall what my work needs, or pick specific pieces and tell me what went wrong.
or even tell me some mediums or techniques you think i should try just to improve. just tell me anything about everything.

i would prefer that you pick which one(s) is/are the worst in my gallery and critique that. that would be great.

THANKS SO MUCH. <333

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/28401665/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/28401665/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 18:35:15 PST for example, my thoughts lately: "yes!! i'm gonna graduate a year early, gonna go to art school, gonna be successful!! but oh wait....i'm going to die someday...."

does that ever happen to you guys?

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/28320944/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/28320944/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 19:13:56 PST now i feel like this isn't real, but could you guys please click on the name jasmine sutton and tell me what comes up for you.
for some reason i really think it's my mind. this shouldn't be real.
here's the link: [link]

just tell me what you see, because i think there might me something wrong with either my computer or me.
thanks a bunch yaaaa'll.

ALSO I NEED TO PUT THIS IN CAPS BECAUSE I'M REALLY SORRY BUT THOSE REQUESTS ARE GOING VERY SLOW.
I'M SO SORRY, I'M A REALLY BAD ARTIST. SORRY SORRY. :C

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/28187358/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/28187358/ Fri, 06 Nov 2009 20:52:05 PST i'm in one of those weird things where i don't want to interact at school so i reaaaally want a good book that i can read at school.

thanks.

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/28059966/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/28059966/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 07:28:13 PDT i'm worried that whatever i draw won't be what you guys wanted so i'm tip-toeing around all these sketches i've drawn.

also my birthday is over today and i'm sad.
we didn't do anything that i had hoped.
and now i have to hear trick-o-treaters screaming throughout the neighborhood tonight.
halloween where i live is no fun, i can never hear the movie i'm watching.

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27781333/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27781333/ Thu, 15 Oct 2009 14:02:29 PDT ALL SLOTS HAVE BEEN FILLED. SORRY.

i'm free for requests and trades. only the first 5 to comment for right now, just to start off. i'm sorry. i'll update this journal whenever i'm open for more though.

i don't have to best programs to do anything digital, so none of that.
buuuuut, i'll do sketches, fully inked stuff, colored stuff, whatever.

if you'd like to request something or even do a trade, just comment. please be as detailed as possible in what you'd like, otherwise i might draw a piece of crap. nobody wants that.

(btw. i'll be 15 in 15 days. isn't that funny?)

requests/trades already filled.
1. *ArisuSTRIFE
2. *moosekleenex
3. ~cering
4. *yah-yah
5. ~coffee-fumes

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27605267/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27605267/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 20:03:52 PDT that's like 4 hours from me.
they will be in my state, performing...and being awesome.
this is like the closest i'll ever come to any of their shows.

AND I TOTALLY CAN'T GO BECAUSE I'M REALLY LAME AND MY LIFE IS REALLY LAME AND EVERYBODY I KNOW IS REALLY LAME.
CRAP.

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27584075/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27584075/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 17:38:30 PDT
they're like these bread things with this DELICIOUS cherry jelly right in the middle and with white icing on top. you can see pink where the cherry stuff is on the inside. they come in packs of two and i think they were made by the merita's bread company.
my sister and i have been trying to find out what happened to those and even the internet has absolutely 0 trace of them. they aren't in the bakery anymore or even at that one gas station by my school...
we used to eat those all the time but then like 3 years ago they just stopped being sold anywhere. we're not even sure they're still being made.

besides that, how is everyone?

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27492910/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27492910/ Tue, 29 Sep 2009 18:55:20 PDT i'm not exactly sure what kind of music i like, but i'll know when i hear it.

here's some examples of junk i'm really into right now:
the dodos (ALWAYS)
sigur ros
grizzly bear
animal collective
the temper trap

it doesn't have to be stuff like that, but if it is, bonus points.
give me anything, especially your favorites. if you don't mind, give specific songs.
i really like to know what other people like to listen to, makes me feel connected or something.
and i don't care if it's like everything on your ipod or whatever, i need a lot of new stuff.


and it's so strange, but i feel so transcendent right now. it's like.... being in an ocean full of milky stars.
i think it was that oatmeal, i don't know...

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27320177/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27320177/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 12:58:45 PDT can't wait for that 10k. :V

and i know i said i was gonna be back to normal soon, and i'm getting there.
my mind has all these ideas now, but my hands won't work. almost there, but not quite.
I'M TRYING, JUST FOR YOU.

also after waiting by my computer for months, someone finally got 500 days of summer posted online.
and it was good, but not as great as i've been hearing. i probably won't go for it on DVD, to be honest.

and hey kiddos, my birthday is next month.
october 30th. you should draw me something.
y'know...if you want, haha.

(thigh-Ds anybody? hm?)

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27246710/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27246710/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 15:10:26 PDT BUT THIS MEME IS THE BEST KANYE MEME OF ALL TIME!!!

[link]




and also, this is one of my favorites:


you guys, just google "kanye west imma let you finish" it's a gold mine!!

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27189600/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27189600/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 11:50:08 PDT
you gotta know cuz i'm ALMOST artsy!!
when i run around the house dancing and drumming on things and jumping and being quiet and loud at the same time i'm about to get creative!!

I'M SO REALLY SUPER DUPER EXTREMELY EXCITED, I'M GONNA BE BACK TO NORMAL SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


(haha, stamps.)



]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27101306/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27101306/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 18:15:31 PDT
the hand tremors are back!!!
of course they are though, why wouldn't they be?
i'm not allowed to just be able to write notes in biology without feeling constantly nervous.
when my hands shake, i write bad, when i write bad i become frustrated, when i become frustrated the shaking gets worse, when it gets worse it's more noticeable, when it's more noticeable i get self conscious, when i get self conscious i feel panicky/sick in every class.
and they don't start how they used to either, they start off pretty badly to begin with so i'm fucked.

but this weekend i watched gamer, inglorious basterds, and the green mile.
i know the green mile is old but i've never seen it.
you can ignore this if you want, but if you wanna know about these movies i suggest you keep reading.

<sub>gamer: suuuuuucked. i thought it would be amazing since it had both gerard butler (my sister's love) in it and michael c. hall in it (my love) but NO. it was terrible. the camera was shaky the whole time and once it got past kable being in the game, nothing really happened.
but peter from heroes was in it, as well as jules and sean from psych. plus that gay asian kid from nick and norah. haha.
but MAJOR bonus parts for that part where ken castle (michael c. hall) was dancing. i giggled furiously. and when he was shirtless was a pleasant surprise.

basterds: OH YES. AWESOME. i almost had to see G.I. joe instead (which i really think looks boring) but we ended up in basterds. loved it. nothing more to say, it was great. especially donny donowitz (the bear jew) and aldo raine. DEY WERE DA BEST. plus their accents were fun.
i was pretty sad about there being not so much violence and the basterds themselves weren't really around as much as i thought they would be. i mean the movie is titled after them, so...

green mile: epic. but i hated that one guard that killed the mouse, that ass.
also, i know sam rockwell was all evil and junk in it but i love him for some reason, so i kind of almost liked his character. almost. despite what he did, i kinda thought he was funny the way he acted sometimes. is that bad? D:</sub>

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27042647/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/27042647/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 17:15:11 PDT

her style is super original, rather quirky, and just fun. <3



again, just original and a major win with the joker stencil. 8D



i'm truly in love with the spock/kirk friendship. polar opposites attract.
spooooooock. <3



super cute style and great use of patterns. also a very simple and effective color use. <3


~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/26936867/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/26936867/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 18:25:49 PDT keep posting you guys, come on!!
also, i just found the love of my life today, she's amazing.
[link]
i was going through whatever crap i have on my ipod and i was looking at a little boots album cover and i thought "well who made that?". and i found her. and she's FABULOUS. <3333

RULES
1. Be one of the first 15 people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to The List.
2. For each of those 15 people I will put their avatar and three deviations I like from their gallery on the list.
3. If I feature you, you'll have to do the same in your journal
cool, right?

featured my junk, so now i wanna feature yours. post away, my pretties!!

(psst, dexter in september. )

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/26904046/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/26904046/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 20:58:19 PDT like physically...i can't do it. my hands are super uncomfortable when i try and i seem to have lost all motor skillsss.
it actualy HURTS to try and draw something and it comes out looking like barf.
i'm gonna scream and then cry and then probably throw some stuff around. it's that upsetting.

KLJALKDFJAFRFAFJEFLAJFFFFFF.

i blame movies. i've been so busy trying to watch all these movies and trying to become educated in the world of fine cinema that i've lost artistic ability. it's just really depressing.
but in my film adventures, i've found some great/hot actors and really good soundtracks. that almost makes up for me not being able to do anything.

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/26765279/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/26765279/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 17:48:11 PDT first day of school was today, i'm a sophomorrre.
it was a really crappy day though, the staff was totally unprepared and everything was pretty hectic.
but it was funny to see my neighbor on my bus, he's a freshmen and he soooo small. haha.
annnd, my horticulture class is less about plants, more about farming. but there's 2 rabbits and a turtle in there and apparently we're basically the class in charge of the green houses, so we'll be outside almost everyday, that's pretty cool...
just wanted to share my adventures.....
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why deviantart? WHY?!
what the hell is up with all the shit on the popular page lately? it's all a bunch of poorly drawn/not even funny comics, little girls in their underwear, anime shit, very generic macro shots of flowers with a blurry background, and stupid fanart. WHAT?!
i'm just super amazed that people are eating this shit up and so many of the talented artists on here go unnoticed. it's total what-the-fuckery.
deadhorse, i know....

also, i got a tumblr...thing. haha.
i dunno why, i was just really bored, and there's just one dumb post. i might put some shit up eventually, idk.
but yeah, it's here: [link]
have fun with that.

AND I'M STILL GOING THROUGH AN ART FART.

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/26638702/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/26638702/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 21:52:05 PDT i'm dying over here, k?

also, where can someone buy a good desk?

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/26496410/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/26496410/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 19:48:50 PDT my dog died today...
i don't even know...like...
i just can't believe my baby is gone, my sweet boy....
----
oh yeah, so i see that contest thing didn't really work out.
i'm kinda upset about that but whatever i guess. people have lives.
i don't, but others do, so like...yeah. it just kinda makes me feel like a jackass for thinking people would enter. i feel pretty dumb, haha.
only one person had an entry sooo...i'll draw a picture for you anyways. you know who you are.
just lemme know what you'd like by posting on here or a note, anything.

also, i recently found out that my life is pretty pointless. because like i have no interests at all. i've thought and thought for a really long time about what's important to me and about stuff i like to do. i got nothing. all i do is think about how i don't do anything and then i watch tv. i mean...i really don't like anything or care about anything that happens. it makes me kind of sad, and then angry, and then sad again...and then just bored with everything.
so that sucks, to not have anything that makes me happy. i don't really know what i'm supposed to do because...what the fuck am i living for right? what do i do?

it just really sucks to not have anything.

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/26366853/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/26366853/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 19:35:28 PDT
aaand~we were supposed to go to the capital today but we didn't because no one woke up on time. so instead we went to a bunch of clothing stores that i don't like and then 2 bookstores. i found some amazing brush markers at the first one, they're my new favorites and i'm coloring everything with them already. and at the next one i found a GIANT book on andy warhol. it's even got the word giant in the title, it's perfect. it's like a visual biography of how amazing he was. so i'm extremely happy about that.

also, look what i can do: ✂

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/26035261/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/26035261/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 13:51:00 PDT ok, this is the last journal until...a long time.
10 people posted, so the contest is gonna happen, yayyyyy.
of course, i'm hoping more will post as time goes by, but 10 is still great.
anyways, here's some details:

theme: the subconscious.
just portray what you think someone's subconscious is like. it could be yours, mine, your moms, your dogs, anyones. you can draw just an object to describe it, or like a memory that makes you live how you do. what makes you tick, ya know? also, in your comments if you don't mind, please put whose subconscious it's supposed to be. and if you feel the need, explain, but you don't have to. i'm just really nosy. (:
(did i explain that well? please let me know. i suck at explaining myself...)

deadline: august 10th. that's 21 days starting today, i do believe.

prizes:
1st place- anything you want. a collage, a comic, a painting, a photo, or just one of my silly drawings. anything. (although, you should know i'm a terrible painter).

2nd place- a full color drawing of anything you would like

3rd place- b+w drawing of whatever you'd like

does this sound good, you guys? if there's anything you think would make this better, just let me know. i've never done this before, haha.

ENTRIES
[link]

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/25908604/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/25908604/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 21:32:46 PDT i don't have the money, materials, or even the motivation. possibly not even the talent.
it's on my life goal list (yes, that does exist) but it's being moved down.
it'll be a lonnnng time. like until i can get a job...in like 2 years. :I

also, them stickers ain't working so well either. I DON'T KNOW WHAT DESIGNS TO MAKE.
and also, i don't think i could make a decent profit from them, do you?
my mom would buy them, but she's my mom...

but here's some fun stuff:
-i passed driver's ed. LOLWHAT.
-the jonas brothers' show is...actually..._{pretty...funny...}
-'ARRY POTTAH COMES OUT JULY 15. OHOHO.

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/25696161/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/25696161/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 18:02:31 PDT [edit]
i was wondering, who are some of your favorite deviants? i love going through people's galleries, so yeah. (:

------

question: how do you get inspired? how do you stay inspired?

(i just wanted to get that other journal out of my face).

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/25421906/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/25421906/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 20:35:15 PDT edit
lol, i just watched behind the mask: the rise of leslie vernon. man, that's a great movie.
he's so smart. and it's so true, just about every scary movie has the whole plot he talks about.
people, go watch that movie. it's greatttt.
also, watch this. much lolz to be had: [link]
pay attention when he gets the blanket, ahaha!
AND AND AND!! TIM BURTON IS DOING ALICE IN WONDERLAND!!!
check out these picturessssss! [link]
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i hate being multiracial sometimes, i don't belong anywhere. BAWWWW!!

also, how can a 14 year old make some money without whoring herself out?
sounds impossible, right?
right.

(my internet won't let me change my mood, it would be sad right now).

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/25334649/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/25334649/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 17:34:35 PDT and while i was hoping i could go longer without dA, i found out i can't.
lurking as much as i do sometimes ends with inspiration, thus leading to some drawings.
so yes.

back?
maybe, i just need some kind of interaction with people i don't really know.
but i don't think this counts as interaction does it?

fffffffff.

and and and, i'm in the process of making a little booklet sort thing. just a few pages of some stuff i'm really proud of and hoping will make me some money.
plus stickerssssss.
COMING SOON TO A YOU NEAR YOU!!

_{(i wish i was a genius like you, brandon).}

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/24914909/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/24914909/ Sat, 23 May 2009 21:30:39 PDT and i'm really jealous of them.
i hate feeling jealous of anyone ever, but i can't help it.
it makes me hate loving them.
and then i hate me.
and that's no good.

i'm gonna give up deviantart. sort of.
i'll still be watching people, faving and commenting sometimes.
...why do i bother making a journal about it, nobody really cares. lol.

anyway, i just gotta figure things out, get my shit straight.

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/24619856/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/24619856/ Wed, 06 May 2009 14:38:14 PDT reason being, they never have any good indie bands for US registered folks.
the UK gets all the cool songs, completed albums and everything. what do we get? a few singles and then it takes months, sometimes a year to even get half of the other songs from one album.
and it's not just indie bands, it's always bands that i really like.
itunes sucks really hard.
but luckily, best buy carries the CD i'm after, so itunes, you're off the hook.

...for now.

in other news, swine flu is now where i live.
and i'm really paranoid about it.

and also, my band director from middle school, her husband might be teaching me about musical composition.
i'm really excited, but nervous because i'm gonna be in their house.
and i hate being in someone's house that isn't my own.
plus they just adopted this kid, so that's going to be awkward i think.

and also again, i had some thoughts recently i'd like to share.
1. time is the most horrifying thing i've ever encountered.
2. i want to do something revolutionary. and i want to do it quietly.
a quiet revolution is more revolutionary than a loud one, i believe.
if that makes sense.
3. philosophy has to be the coolest thing ever.

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/24436436/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/24436436/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 22:28:55 PDT our driveway is kind of long and we have a ditch that people always crash in, but i made it out okay. but then when i turned to get on the main road, i kind of speed into the ditch anyways. it was pretty funny. then my dad was like "HELL NO! LET ME DRIVE!!" so he drove to the back of the neighborhood and we switched again, and i did a good 3 point turn, until i almost hit an electric box. but i made it back to the house and even parked straight, so i'm proud.
illegal activites are so fun.

my pen tablet works now, ohoho~
but now i just need better software and a mac compatible scanner.
but for now tegaki and corel paint are fine.
but i wish sai was for macs too. ;____;

i've gotten a lot better at drawing bodies in all kinds of crazy poses, but now my ability to draw faces has died.
how lame is that?
but i think a body doing cool stuff is a lot more impressive than a bunch of stupid faces saying things. who needs a head anyways, right? ...right.

also, i've gotten really into movies lately, so any suggestions would be great.
movies about dysfunctional or unorthodox families/people are my favorite kind. but not the kind where everything is sad and serious. something kind of quirky or witty, but still it's strange. so strange that it makes perfect sense.
usually anything in between the stuff sundance shows and the stuff mainstream theaters show. yeah.
...but i'm up for anything honestly, i just need a good movie. c:

and i might be getting a therapist, i'm anxious/relieved.

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/24136598/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/24136598/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 19:56:09 PDT (you can ignore this, it's just a rant...)

i'm tired of all the shit on da.
little kids are jumping on here showing of their dumbass doodles, and it's just shit they drew in the margins of their school notes in 3rd period.
c'mon you guys, really?

and i know i'm a kid and that my stuff sucks too, but that's partly why i'm so mad about this.
i'm not helping anything here, and i don't know why i don't leave. i really do plan on posting some stuff..eventually.

but the point is i hate seeing shitty art, i do. i know that that's bad to say, but seeing...shit..when people call it art upsets me so much.
i'm a total bitch-faced asshole for that, i know.
but so are the 13 year old girls on here who upload their damn "photograpy" of them in their bathrooms like they're posing for a fucking myspace picture.
this isn't myspace, or facebook, or any of those other shit sites.
hey little girls, there's a difference between photography and just a picture.



and yes, i am a "little girl" but (and as bad as this sounds) i really don't think i'm anything like those kind of kids.
i think i'm a little..better. and by that i mean i'm not totally oblivious to my fail.

and just poorly drawn things in general upset me. not so much because they're paInful to look at, (although that is a big reason) but because when you tell someone what they could or should do to improve they say "THAT'S JUST MY STYLE! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME OR MY ART!!"
and i hate that people on here are blind to how bad something is. i think an artist should be their own worst critic, how else do you ever plan on getting better? the majority of people who "suck" on here don't seem to have any plans to improve, and that bugs me. being comfortable with your abilities isn't an option, unless you really are the perfect artist which NO ONE is. i'm not saying you have to hate yourself and always put your stuff down, just TRY and look for something to improve upon.

BUT MY POINT ISSS!!!
stop posting your dumb shit and go take an art class. come back in about 10 years when you know at least some basic principles, and then maybe your stuff will look half decent. and please learn how to take some constructive criticism everyone once in a while, you'll be doing yourself a huge favor.

i'm talking to myself just as much as any of those people that annoy me. maybe more than them...

RANT OVER.

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/24065883/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/24065883/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 21:43:07 PDT i'm tired of having great weeks. because then the following 3 weeks are always shit.
i get tired, confused, scared, shaky, and worst of all i think.
i think and i think, about things that i really don't want to.
and it never stops, not even when i want to sleep.
i slept for about 4 hours everyday this week.
and i'm so tired.
and i just want to stop thinking for a while.
just 5 quiet minutes would be great.
but i can't have that. not me, never me.

and i want this anxiety to go away. this goddamn anxiety!
i can't breath, and i can't feel my legs, my hands shake terribly, and my head hurts.
my eyelids get heavy, but then closing them burns. and i can't hear things the same.
it sounds like i'm underwater, and my body is flooding.
and i just want to collapse, but it always happens at school.
and collapsing at school is something i couldn't do.
because what people would say afterwards would make me panic.
and i panic thinking about the panic.

panicpanicpanic.
i just want it to stop...

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/23934492/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/23934492/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 17:30:34 PDT


[edit]

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. learn to paint
2. go to england
3. meet brandon flowers D:

Three Names You Go By:
1. anisha
2. nisha
3. hey girl!

Three Screen Names You Have Had (Other Than This One)
1. bleak-mind (LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL)
2. idk
3. idk

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1. my...legs...kind of...
2. my spine (srsly)
3. my nose???

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1. black
2. white
3. indian (im not PC, haha)

Three Things That Scare You:
1. time
2. my thoughts D:
3. life

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1. fruity pebbles
2. sleep
3. music

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. socks
2. my school sweatshirt
3. hair tie thingy on my wrist

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1. the killers
2. sufjan stevens
3. bombay bicycle club

Three Of Your Favorite Songs (At The Moment):
1. spaceman-the killers
2. maybe more-bombay bicycle club
3. you! me! dancing!-los campesinos!

Three Of Your Favorite Songs (Ever):
1. can't stop-RHCP (since i was like..5?)
2. believe me natalie-the killers (FORVERRRR)
3. september- earth, wind, & fire

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1. a relationship, haha.
2. laughter?
3. ....uh...

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1. i'm hungry
2. i have to pee
3. i love you o:

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1. legsss
2. armsss
3. lol, manhips.

Three of your Favorite Hobbies:
1. this
2. sleeping
3. tryinggg to draw

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1. sleep
2. skip the song playing on my ipod
3. pee

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1. anthropologist
2. bum artist
3. marine biologist (everyone has wanted to be one at some point.)

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1. england
2. new zealand
3. back to germany D':

Three Kids Names You Like:
1. julian
2. ...
3. ....

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1. i play in mud...still....
2. i make sex jokes
3. the way i dress according to my dad

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1. i play with my hair
2. i like to cook
3. i watch oprah? (but because my dad won't let me change the channel)

do it and give me the link. i wanna see it. D:

]]> ~KoalaBar http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/23802763/ http://KoalaBar.deviantart.com/journal/23802763/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 19:12:46 PDT i wish i had a swing and mysterious scars.
i wish i wan't so ugly and that the world would quiet down.
i want to be able to draw things again too.
and i want to tell somebody everything.
but i won't.

and i love brandon flowers. his voice makes my spine have happy seizures of joy.

*lightening bolt*

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