So yeah, sorry D: Won't make a big fuss or anything but I'm fed up of my style, drawing in general, it embarasses me and only makes me cringe. Won't ever quit drawing, just keep it to myself. I'm hoping now I don't always think 'Gotta post this up after I finish this' I can actually grow to like my drawings. Whats the point in drawing if you don't enjoy it?

I'll still be around to browse dA's decent art now and then.

Edit.// edit them when I have the time >w<;; <3's wrong

I will be updating sometime this weekend. I've been sick today so I spent some time getting some drawings done, i'll probably upload on weekend then~ I'm trying to get some Christmas drawings done so quickly.

My brother comes back tomorrow so internet will be limited. Last school day for Winter tomorrow So i'll be wearing a santa hat all day >w< it's the only reason I'm going while feeling so ill.

Nothing really motivates me anymore to come on here x-x; So i'm sorry for the lack of activity. Finals and deadlines are starting early in the next year so i'll be even more busier~ :C Goodbai

Edit.// edit them when I have the time >w<;; <3's wrong

My birthday was yesterday, and honestly, I never expected so many people to remember~ Thank you so much TuT; Guys on the front page I'm very happy with just people remembering (maybe because I never do ;^; ) Thank you very much~ I've had a great birthday this year.

For my birthday I went paintballing on Sunday, and I'll be going somewhere on Saturday aswell (Movies, laser quest @__@;; it's undecided). I still have bruises and aches everywhere from paintballing >~<;; but it was good fun

Azzy~ [link]
My crappy-ten-minute-sketchy-birthday-cheer~ I'm sorry it doesn't look like you *fail* It's the first time i've picked up my tablet pen since my last submission :C *sigh* Quick cause i've got c/w to do *scram* >w< !!

Edit.// dA has a bug error TuT; can't get mine up.

;^; I think just about every artist experiences this phase, but I'm fed up with my drawings~ I love drawing and enjoy every hour I put into my works, but I always dislike my works at the end. I cringe while looking through my gallery because I think it's so awful. I try my best to edit them countless times but I'm never satisfied~ I don't mind the few comments I recieve, inspiration to draw comes within myself and not encouragement of other people T^T; but sometimes I do desire some testing me and wanting to see more of my arts~
So I shall be going on hiatus until this phase is over >w<;; sorry people~

Edit.// dA's being slow as usual~ Icons will be up soon hopefully.

It's snowing~ Which is something weird to see so early this time of winter o.O; If theres anyone in england at moment, is it snowing over there? Everytime it snows I always wish it snows so hard that school is cancelled >3< *plots* I'm coming to the end of my Mock exams, but I'm hoping to upload something finally *shot* x.X; Haven't had the inspiration to draw lately anything, could anyone point me in the direction of good anime/manga? It is also my birthday in exactly 10 days~ I'm pretty excited *__*

Goodbye~ C:

Honestly, had something nearly finished to update with a few days ago, but after saving it, and re-trying to open it, photoshop failed me. For some reason it's now a '0k' sized file, and whenever I attempt to open it, it appears with the 'new' screen. x~X; I doubt anybody can explain why this is happening. I really wanted to update before my exams start, but it doesn't seem likely now. (I'm so pissed off at that n__n; ) Open canvas had also failed me, and crashes everytime I try and open a particular file.

Lately I've been playing too much video games x___X; ...

x.x; Nyo~ Everyone got to MCM, I feel so left out... I had a dream about going actually x___x;;; Anyway, thats not what I really want to rant about.

I've gotten a cold after a few days being here in Muscat (It's in Ohman >.>;; So I'm a little further out from Dubai). It isn't cold, but suppoesdly it's because It's reallllly hot and I keep walking into air con'd (yeah, thats a word v__v) rooms, which are really cold TuT;; So i'm not feeling too well.


Ranting starts here guys ~ Don't like? >.>; ignore it~

My sleeping patterns have changed. I'll wake up at 11.30 and go to sleep at 04.00 >.>;; I like prowling around the house at night~ I've been playing on ShadowHearts2 and StarOcean mostly, >.<; I wanted to play SH1 though, cause the guys sexy <33~ I don't like SH2's characters at all (I'm counting on this red haired guy to be the sexy one.). StarOcean 2 is *really* good, once you get past the hundred, upon hundred cutscenes, and getting yourself lost. CliffxAbel anyone? :3~~ Ohhh, I absolutely love it when Cliff gets all pissed off at Abel. !!

Another game which I have been playing >.>; I only limit to be play during daytime, it's not particularly scary, but I get reallllly panicky sometimes, which makes it not fun to play you!~~~.

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So yeah, thats basically why I even play the game. Don't like the zombie-scaring-you-tactic whatsoever. The game makes me incredibly uncomfortable sometimes, to the point I can't play it. Reminds me off...Silent Hill sometimes.

Other than that~ I've been doing lots of stories on my dad's computer (He doesn't have internet OR photoshop TuT; *sobsob*).

Gooooooooodddbaaaaaaaiiii

...AT MY ICON.

O_o I'm only testing about, animation is such a bitch to do ~archangel-kikuta's icon yet and I want them to match... :'C

Nothing to report~ I won't be updating untill the weekend (Coursework D; *runs*)

;3; sorry for the pointless journal update again <3 one day I'll have something decent to say. Honestly.