http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:KomoriReiyouko-chan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:KomoriReiyouko-chan en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 13:59:19 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27300040/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/27300040/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 12:47:18 PDT I've lost my only friend in state my school is dead and I had a brush with nightshade poisoning. So I guess its not all that bad but Im still pretty lonely and upset.
Im my younger sisters new I dont want to go alone so I guess youll have to do friend. As usual in life I am again spending my saturday night at home by myself with nothing to do.
A gourment candy shop opened in town and it's really cheap so I can't wait for payday so I can go buy snacks and hopefully the doll that was there is still there. (a 80$ doll for 25$ whos gonna turn that down?)

Spike has a girlfriend, a black stray cat so now its a battle to keep him inside. The school had to give my chicken away for slaughter so I'm sad. Mom thinks I should go to youth and leaders with my sister so I can meet her friends. Oh goodie mommy gee thanks and even my dads getting in on it with: "I`m really glad you have friends Nik because alexis doesn't have any."
Thank you Dad! My gods in whatever religon you worship!
Even kids from last school year left me out of their Fieldcrest 08-09 video on youtube. They even introduced the kids they all hated but not me ARGH. WHat the hell!? Am I that much of a bitch?!


I know my life is easy and all that shit but I'm seriously depressed sorry guys kos reached her breaking point but don't worry it'll go away soon.

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24499208/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24499208/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 15:13:21 PDT IM SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY I FINALLY GOT MY FIST COMMISSIONY THINGIE!

AHHHHH *FLAIL*(
AND I GET TO GO TO A CON IN JUNE HOLY SHNIKIES MANN! AND MEGUMI AND KANON ARE BOTH GOING TO CAMP WITH ME AHHHHHHHI THINK IMMA DIE OF HAPPINESSITY!

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23767356/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23767356/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 16:43:51 PDT I snapped today I have been testing for 7:30 - 10am every morning this week my schools in fucking shambles no one knows where its headed. No one talks to me unless they want an answer to a problem. And of course everyone denies this. Fuck them.I help them Im nice to them Im positive Im energetic FUCK IT. I am so sick of it today I played a harmless joke on someone (turns out it was actually a wii and not one of those candy cases that look like one course I wasnt damaging it or sht) any normal day they would have laughed but today just to spite me they got pissed.I kept saying 'I have it I didnt know it was real.' But he ignored me! THE WHOLE TIME!
I kept saying it and saying it AND HE DIDN'T LISTEN TO ME DAMNIT.
Then he threatened to fucking sue me FUCK YOU RICH BOY. And then the kicker 'Well I dont think its funny.'
And I snapped at that of course and yelled and the room went quiet and my teacher came in and NO ONE CARED ABOUT ME. No one. Damnit if anyone else had yelled because they were upset and started crying they would have helped them. Ive seen that happen since we're all together they help each other.
NO ONE HELPED ME IM A PIECE OF SHIT. I sat there crying and no one cared not even the two teachers in the room.Not one person in that room said anything to me or tried to help me during my breakdown THEY LEFT AND WENT BACK TO WHAT THEY WERE DOING. WHAT THE FUCK.Not a single person cared,I'M SICK OF GOING OUT ON A LIMB FOR PEOPLE AND WHEN IT BREAKS GETTING KICKED BY THEM DAMNIT.
And then when Renee comes oh hes all 'im sorry alexis Im sorry."
NO YOUR NOT
Then my mom says I should go and smile for them tomorrow
FUCK THAT

I am not wasting my energy on people who don't care if I exist they can all just wash away as far as Im concerned right now.I was sitting outside and they came out and didn't know I was there!
Is it so much to ask for someone to talk to during the day?Is it soo hard for people to talk to me?! Im friendly towards them and they could give a shit instead they have to jockey for peoples time.
And Im supposed to call them FRIENDS. NO I refuse.
Its gone down hill since those two fucking darashinai onna's came! Im gone Im done tomorrows my birthday and its going to be ell on wheels at school. I am bitter at heart pissed and just want someone to talk to.But no ones around as usual no ones here for me.

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23562186/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23562186/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 18:29:20 PST MORI NO IKE TACHI?
WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO BE AT OUR FAV PLACE EVERR IN THE TICK BREEDING GROUNDS (bwahahah ka bye bye I gots the bug spray)OF MORI NO IKE BWAJAJA(yes I am hyper)

*coughcough* sorry too much tea anyway c`monnnnn answer meeee!!!!!!!!*flail*

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22762876/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22762876/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 15:20:00 PST I need a story so please give me your input!(now keep in mind this won't be uber amazing just a little thing I can enjoy.)
a.)turn a certain rp into a comic
b.)doujin(nothing bad)
c.)random genre
d.)random picture base character
e..)random theme
f.)Any ideas?

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21270604/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21270604/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 18:35:18 PDT
Ah-emmmm anyways. I was pretty sick when I got to the zoo as in fever and almost puking XD fun fun but I went forward with a goal in mind.

GET GOOD PICTURES AND HECK WITH IT ALL!

The Brown Bears were a joy and I especially loved getting the wolf pictures for Kanon and Onee san (older sister)

You won't see any good cat pictures since they were all asleep.(They are nooooooo fun!)

Please check em out!

Youko

PS:Should I be copyrighting or watermarking any pictures?If so please say so I mean they arent too great so I doubt Id have to worry about it but always safe then never ight?

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20989617/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20989617/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 16:56:02 PDT Yes your decisions count!

Tell me which you want me to do first onegaishi!(sp)

1.)Alice In Wonderland
2.)Cyborg 009
3.)Pokemon
4.)Try some Yuu Yuu Hakusho
5.)Or re-do my VERY first characters

HALP Tatsukete!(sp)

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20811272/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20811272/ Fri, 03 Oct 2008 15:44:59 PDT "cheerup damnit!"

I am sooooooooooooooooo tired of people acting like their jaded because they think its cool.
For example: because Hieis dark and kinda mean many of his fangirls try and act like him because they think it`ll make Hiei like them more

Another example: The tough kids who dress in black and then when you smile and talk to them threaten you.Ooooooooooooooooooooo I am soooooooooo scared!
Did you REALLY put someone in the hospital and now he eats through a straw?

Too bad youd be in Juvi and not IN FRONT OF ME MORON.

Yet Another: A kid in my class always wears black and when we sit down he always stays standing in the corner in some cocky pose.

Too bad for him because he can't pull it off. Because hes an idiot who then whines because he wants to sit down when he cant. He thinks hes cool because he plays guitar......

Ooooo so you can play twinkle twinkle little star
congratulation!

Some people are actually jaded or have a terrible life.

They have a right to be that way but to everyone else

ps:Just because you wear black doesnt mean your dark creepy and evil et cetera the cheery Youko has been known to dress in black as well kehkehkeh.

If you want to be a bad ass and can pull it off more power to you otherwise............

STOP TRYING TO BE A BAD ASS AND SHUT THE FUCK UP!

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20194034/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20194034/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 23:54:59 PDT We had a party for my sister Love her to death but no one spoke to me.I WORKED FOR 3 DAMN DAYS ON THAT FUCKING FOOD AND NO ONE SPOKE TO ME!FINE
Now all I hear it 'Ohh Anthony is soo smart he knows two languages!'

Hey guys guess who just went ot Japanese camp and took french for 2 years AND SPANISH!
yeah no help with that.


And then theres my photographer father
Nikki or Colleen show him a picture and he coos and tells them how pretty it looks!
i show him my best one and this is what I get
'Oh thast nice' and he goes back to whatever hes doing
But one of the most damning is him say
'Well Colleen and Nikki are really good photograph and that on'*points to me*'Isnt too far behind"

WHAT CANT EVEN SAY MY NAME!?
I am always ALWAYS being over shadowed by someone ALWAYS and when I talk about it they say 'Oh no your not you can do ___"
Well whatever that is doesn;t really matter its just a fail safe for them to tell me Im good at.

All inspiration in me except for writing IS DEAD.
No one will ever look at my shit no matter what it is so why do I care!?
i write, I draw, I expand, I do photography! I do every art thing I can get my hands on I studied Greece and the Egyptians extensively for 3 years NOTHING IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE.

So thank you Kanon for being the ONLY ONE. To even look at my journals for putting up with my crap and being a good friend in general.

I may not be putting ANHYTHING UP AT ALL.
Because Im tired of this shit and Im pissed to no end.

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20120107/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20120107/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 20:39:04 PDT
I thought it to be fun to try my hand at an actually serious cosplay and do a photoshoot.Yeah you go Koumori running around taking pictures of yourself *eyeroll*
Besides my random dani marks think i could make it as Nanami?Simple costume and since I havent been graced fully by Aphrodite I think I can pull off another male cosplay.His outfits pretty simple too and I have the eye color

[link]

Dont know how I could make my hair like this.
[link]

But please help me out with stuff I`m awaiting kindly comments


Disclaimer:if I owned it and the images WOULD I HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT COSPLAYING???!!

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19992525/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19992525/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 18:22:29 PDT Well I finally have found my definition for my grandparents. 'Animal Aristocrats.'
I go to a Japanese camp for a month and all they want to hear about is the plane ride.
A plane ride is more excting then hearing about your granddaughters camp experience geeez.All they ever want to hear is how my younger and older sister are.Non stop. So I don't exist and part of me is happy about that.


I was having a lot of fun after camp and things were going ok.Until my sister called me a Bastard and told me to go die somewhere.

Ohh yeah I snapped in half I'm not giving her any chances not once am I going to give her any 'nice older sister' from that moment on she lost everything from me.
It amazes me how I can love someone that Id kill for them and they would look down on me like the scum of the earth.

It still stinging after about a month and in this time Im told 'your art sucks why would anyone want YOU to draw them anything'

yeah yeah I know don't listen to them still pisses me off to no end though.I know art takes time and you have to work hard on it but I'm only now getting support and I knows schools coming but I want to be an artist so bad but people keep talking down on me about it including my family.
I am starting to feel as though I'm not good enough for the art world.But I'm going to keep trying my art teacher seems to think I'm kinda decent so maybe I'll make it.

Also I`ll be giving up my Kurama length ed hair soon to Loks For Love (Locks lokes?WHAT?!)
Yeah I dunno I kinda want to chop it but everyones saying I should get a goldie hawn cut 0_o ookaay then!

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18936897/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18936897/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 19:30:58 PDT
Thats right Youkochan has started making Onigiri plushies!
Ive just finished my first one so if you would like to have one please tell me at camp!
THEY ARE FREEEEE!
Yeah Im bored so sceeereeew it!
They are themed Onigiri but I can make traditional

The one Im doing right now is called Purple Waves
Its purple felt onigiri 'rice' with purple wave 'Nori'

These come with faces of your choice too!
ie: X_X @_@ ^^ ^-^ et cetera


You canhave any type of theme too just tell me some words

like 'mass chaos onigiri'
I can do that *nodnod* You wont ahve yours at camp but I will ship them to you free
of charge!

I`m really excited about making these and if you arent satisfied with yours I will make you another one!

To see an example I have a webcam so you can see purple wave until saturday!

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18880666/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18880666/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 19:40:13 PDT I found a name i feel is right for a character I created earlier.Well I found out the names past doesnt really 'fit' the character it rather may make the name wrong for the character

so I`m rather nervous because part of me says 'It sounds right screw it and go for it'
but the other parts saying 'hmmm I dunno'

So help anyone!?

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18485479/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18485479/ Sat, 24 May 2008 20:43:37 PDT Guess Ill never get away anymore

No matter how many people I meet or activities I do no one is here to me anymore. Gc-san is graduating and damn it all if I could even see her
without her stupid puppy-love 'oh-my-gosh-i-will-die-of-seperation-anxiety-if-I-dont-see-her-today" boyfriend ARGH!

EVERY ONE OF HER FUCKING FRIENDS HAS TO INTERRUPT US GAAAH!

Im on the phone with her Kiori calls and Taylor calls and the Kiori calls AGAIN! SCREW IT! I think its fine shes got friends but it urks me that I dont bother her when they`re with her but when Komoris around OH ITS OK TO BOTHER GC!
FUCKIT! I`ll just wait for another week + they see her everyday at school!

Now Nikkis getting away with everything again my mom says she thanks god everyday she has me. Ohh gee thankies ma now you just put all that freakin pressure on me!

So now I can`t get mad,frustrated,upset or anything in general without getting jumped on immediately adding more crap to my load

No ones ever around I feel like its worse to have friends and be a lone because then you realize you HAVE friends but they arent HERE WITH you!
So maybe it would be better if I had nothing to loose again maybe it was better that way ?

I dont know but Im tired of always having friends miles and miles and miles away I only ahve 2 friends within this state and both are now in/going to college and the ones in the southern part of the state yeah only saw her once! ><

So now I sit here knowing I will soon hear my younger sister and her friend giggling for the 3rd time or so in a row in 3 or so days and I will sit here wondering what the fuck i did wrong.

Shes the nasty one Im the somewhat nice one
If everyone says that WHY is the nice one alone?
WHY do I put out so much effort to make people smile if I know no one really tries to make me smile anymore?
WHY AM I TYPING THIS UP IF NO ONE EVER READS IT!?

Worst things is no one ever calls for ME! On my cell its eiither all these wierd numbers from Ohio and Colorado(I swear someone in Ohio is giving my number out to people in bars or something)or someone calls looking for my parents.
NEVER a "Hi komori how are you?"
Just "Hey is mom or dad around?"

Fine fucking abandon me I dont care anymore!I try so hard to help people but who the heck is going to help me?I feel bitter and abandoned and I`m tired of not being able to fight against anything
I am of seemingly no use to anyone outside of my parents
Nikki being my forever opposite already has a boyfriend and is flying so high above me I probably wouldnt even see her shadow she plays 2 or more instruments while I play none she has tons of friends and I have how many?4 at the most?

I guess no matter how many times Ive heard people saying how strong I am I guess I`m just a mouse hiding in the shell of a titan.

So i find myself here again
Sitting on my bed with the illusions of company created by a laptop a TV and my books
my fish tank softly murmuring sweet nothings and so
Here I go again

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18404035/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18404035/ Mon, 19 May 2008 17:57:35 PDT
Uhmm oh yeah and NO one ever reads this dont know why I`m posting in it but who the heck cares!

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18269536/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18269536/ Sun, 11 May 2008 08:24:34 PDT What are the pros and cons of prints?

Tell me whatcha think unless your gonna be a nasty little bugger about it then ya know what your mum says.

"If you dont have anything nice to say shut the fuck up because some other jerk will say it for you."

^^ hehehehe Sorry couldnt help myself on that one!

Loves ya all!

Oh by the way Kanon I found a picture of YOU!Mwahehehehehhehehehe

I shall be waiting with bated breath for feed back!

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17948705/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17948705/ Sun, 20 Apr 2008 17:32:53 PDT <


Art style/median/motivation: I want to expand my style and criteria but Im finding this very hard when no one in my family is really ACTUALLY supporting me. Instead they go on realistic speeches on how my dreams of becoming a known artist will fail and/or wont bring in the money I need.
And of course theres the 'you`ll have to draw everyday for college and that wont bring you any money either' 9_9 Oh yeahhh that helps me out a lot NOT!
And then someone will always mention how many artists there are an ALL of the competition thats better then me.
Then of course they quickly say 'Not that your not good or anything but..'
Wellllllllllllllllll great! Just fricken peachy! Why mus the people in my family be so realistic and un supporting honestly I know the world isnt sugary and sweet but CANT YOU AT LEAST SUPPORT ME IN MY DREAMS DAMNIT!

Family troubles: Well bloody heck! My sister has been partying ALL WEEK! Shes had at least 5 friends over already! She didnt even ask to have any of them over. And guess what?
Princess didnt get in trouble! Nor does she do the livingroom! Nope and she doesnt get yelled at either. I dont do the dishes ONCE and I get my head bitten off. It sucks! She flirts all the rules and Im stuck following them!
Because if I dont my mom would probably go crazy! Not to mention my dads fun little speeches about how terrible the world is. Gee thanks dad didnt need to hear all that depressing shit right in the morning! Thanks a whole bunch I think Ill suck it up and smile just like you and mom want me to!


Friend problems: Gods I love you all to death but honestly Im getting a little sick of hearing. 'Oh Lexie your so nice!' What the crap!C`mon gimmie a break here! I do nice things because I want to and Im getting sick of those 5 words! If I do something nice say 'thank you Alexis' and SHUT UP ABOUT IT! IM A FRICKEN PUPPY I DONT GIVE A SHIT HOW NICE I AM!
Over and over the SAME words ARGHH! No one but my mother has told me how much my being around means to them(dads too stubborn)NO ONE!
For once I just want someone to tell me (withnout me asking them/reading this) To tell me Im actually meaningful to their life and not just another shadow passing through them in this realm.

Depression:Yeahh I probably need higher meds for that!Due to my family situation I am currently depressed AGAIN meaning my homework stacks up and never gets done on time and my art work...Well lets say a 5 year old loks like Picaso compared to mine. I have no motivation and no will power.

School: Bloody heck Scarlet has me so PISSED! I hate it how she just lied to my face continuously and let herself off the hook over and over again!
If you cant tell us DONT SAY ANYTHING! I hate it because I can tell when people are lieing now and it pisses me off to NO end. And then Livengood Almost blinded poor Alexa! My gods what am gonna do now! My parents said Ill need to talk to someone in charge of the school about her being supervised! I mean I honestly dont want her around anymore.

Shes fucking dangerous! She got a knife and almost poked Torys eye out scratched tons of crap up with forks and asked if she could rip someones earings out. BAKA! I dont CARE if she may have a mental disorder! She should either be in school doing work OR NOT AT ALL WE ARE NOT HER BABYSITTERS!

Oi so Monday Im going to talk to a Directress but those women piss me off.><

Social problems: SO Im doing this Zoo thing and being really friendly to the other kids in the group. Heh nooooo one talks to me but this one really shy guy.My younger sister joins ALL the other girls LOVE her. WHAT THE SHIT!???? Am I poisonous to some people?

Oh-HO! I am SO bringing this up at Dr.Humphreys!

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17609531/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17609531/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 16:16:49 PDT
Ill be posting some pictures soon!

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17382393/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17382393/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 16:01:17 PDT _><_< >_< NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! *hides in closet* *shifty eyes*

E-heh anyways Next TOPIC! *sorts through topics* A-HEM

Yeah so the Ol` Bats driving me INSANE! Well okay maybe sane but y`know! So uhrmmm yes um my guild got one new member (THANK YOU SERI-SAN!)And Ive done 10 billion different updates on the forums. Made 3 more sub-forums and ran crazy through the threads. My emotions for Ol'batty are toying with my head and Ill be writing about that in some future journal entry.

Im seriously thinking about trying Kuronue fan art. But cha know I have this really annoying Girly style and I have no idea why. All I read is shounen and a few girl comedys and I am tempted to burn the girly girl comic I won. The only reason it isnt ashes is because its in JAPANESE!!

Yeah about the comic we had a town Manga-ka contest and The Library turned it into 'Everybody gets a prize and no one gets critiqued by the artist.'

Me:I JUST SPENT 3 FLIPPIN WEEKS DOING MY BEST ARTWORK TO BE A GOOD CONTESTANT AND YOU TURN IT INTO A FLIPPIN GIVE AWAY!???

Heh so yeah they called out our numbers and we got tpo take a prize last manga in Japanese left was Boys over Flowers. 9_9 ITS BLOODY STUPID!

Ive got a friend I KEEP trying to CHEER up make it Laugh et cetera yeah so now Im friustrated because I always get negative responses. Oh I dont find that funny thats stupid I dont like that. Et cetera et cetera et cetera.
Oi chotto!


My Birthday is coming up on Wednsday!!
Whoa! O_O
Anyone want to give me Kuronue or Youko Kurama art you can! ;D ;D XD

Heheheeheh Yeaaaaaaaaahhhh anywhosawhatsits!

Koumori-chaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17317505/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17317505/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 14:46:31 PDT
Well yeah Im not nervous or anything b ut my hands still shake pretty bad and I actually have to hold my inking hand with my other. Most of the time that doesnt even work.

It isnt my blood sugar either

Any advice?

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16933749/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16933749/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 17:46:28 PST I can do kinda good chibi and kewpie dolls so Ill probabaly start there

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16866120/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16866120/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 15:20:17 PST
That one phrase just seems to come out of my trap so much it isnt funny

"___ did you have my track phone last?"
"No I gave it to Nikki."
"She doesnt have it WHERE IS IT?"
"I SWEAR ID DIDNT DO IT!"><


Mom:___Wheres the digital camera
Me: Nikki had it last
Mom:.......................She said you had it taking pictures of trees....
Me:Well I obviously dont happen.


Such is life with siblings., :sweat: ANYWAYS WE GOT A NEW CAMERA

That went missing 3 days after we got it....... Hmmmmm me thinks Youko is back after yoko-chans stuffs. >.> Damn fox. My remote control has also gone missing not really a problem I dont mind using the buttons ON the TV but since they are now broken.........Uhmm yeah.,...

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16465763/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16465763/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 20:25:24 PST
THESE ARE THE RULES
1. POST THE RULES
2. EVERY ONE TAGGED MUST POST THE FOLLOWING IN THEIR JOUNAL: their shoes size; FAV FOOD; most retared presents you ever got for your birthday; WHY IT WAS RETARED; 2 random facts; 2 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOUR SELF; your boy/girlfriend's first and middle names
3. AT BOTTOM LIST THE 5 PEOPLE YOU TAG AND IT WOULD MOST LIKELY BE SMART TO LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TELLING THEM THEIR TAGGED
________________________________________ ________________________________________ ____
1.fluctuates between 7s and 8
2.Anything other then:turkey,mushrooms,and something else
3.A...............thong.................
4.My parents gave it to me as a gag gift about my tomboyishness
5.I really hate thing like this since I consider them spam,
6.I am a Kuronue minion....FEAR ME!,I enjoy amusing people.
7. I DONT HAVE ANYONE DONT WANT THEM HERE TALK TO FANG!*if you read my journal youd get this*
I TAG *Silver fox lady I tag you back because you said no tap backs.
NO TAP BACK HA!

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16379024/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16379024/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 21:15:46 PST

Hmm I gotta toughen up. A lot. it doesn`t take much for me to feel really really lonely. Espc: after getting over a 1 and 1/2 day cold I got on Friday Ho yeah my immune system kicks cold virus butt after drinkin all that orange juice on Friday.

So I got to spend the day with my now moderately bitchy again sister. Ahh I love her so much^^ no sarcasim either. It lasted 2 weeks of niceness so I guess she had to get grumpy again So her friend and I walked around town and through a new patch of woods behind the elementary. *eye glint* New territory to explore *claps* Once spring comes I`ll be there.

Ehhh on the toughening up. I get lonely really easy maybe its because I don't have any friends in town. Well okay one but shes always really dark and depressed besides shes got her own life now in the public school system. She has lots of new friends...Ah well I`m happy for her.
But I just wish I could have one good friend in town. Everyone seems to have one now a days. A friend they only have to walk or drive a few blocks to half a mile to see. I would get more active but whenever I try to be active in the community I get 'freak'.

I do admit I don't try hard enough to socialize even at school I don't really give people a chance. I don`t know whats wrong with me.

I just don`t feel like trying anymore but I cant feel that way because the things wont get any better!

Gahhh my emotions have been on such a raging rampage lately I`m not used to this at all.>< OI HEAD WHATS GOING ON UP THERE!!??? No answer it must be asleep already.
Heck who even reads my journal entries anyway???? *knocks on computer screen* Anyone home????

Schools starting to become a big pain. I do one thing wrong and someones on me about it. Its at home too everywhere! At home I seem to always have to be cheerful up beat Alexis. At school I just kinda hide at the corner table and hide in the corner...................
i bet Alexas getting sick of me hiding and always sitting in the same spot and doing the same things over and over again. Asking dumb questions. Oi I`m an annoying human being?AM I??><

I don't know where I belong anymore I don't want to bother my parents about it I don't want to bother my friends about it. I don't want to talk about it to anyone anymore. I feel down and mopy again but I don't want to be but I can never yank myself back out without inspiration.

How stupid is that?
And to top it all off I doubt I can publish this book or even write it in time By goodness please whomever is in charge of the fate of human beings let me get this story published before someone else. I dont want to go through another Avatar experience. Which is why its so important I learn how to get out of this.

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16334530/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16334530/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 18:27:48 PST TCH C`MON! >< I`ve never been in a relationship we`re aging 12-15 here we don't really have time to have relationships and I don't want one. SO my mom had this great Idea. I play sarcastic with my teacher and talk about a fake boyfriend.

So my "Boyfriends" Name is Fang. *Laughs at the Were Hunter books* Yeah my mom suggested that name not me. She made all this up and I quote

"How about his name is uhmm...Fang yeah Fang and he has a tattoo of wolves teeth around his throat. His dads a convicted felon and is in jail. Hes in a biker gang. he wrestles wolves with his bear hands and wears their pelts as a coat."

Oh yeah now that is waaaaaaaay too freaky!!!o_O


Mew sooooo anywhosawhatists!!


I was called a college student this weekend by a 60 year old guy (We were having lunch with his daughter)
"So which college do you go to?"
"Me?College ? I`m in _______School."
"Oh.................."

That was funny guess it was the pencil in my hair eh?

I got tons of Greek Mythology books it ws fun! My friend Anna went to a museum with me and we got to look at tons of paintings and sculptures. Sadly we both knew what was greek and roman and who was who in each painting and sculptures and pottery.

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16241731/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16241731/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 14:51:43 PST
Yeah people my age scare the heck outta me!!Esp guys! EEP! *runs in circles screaming* An if I get stuck with a buncha jerks my dad said'well you`ll just have to go chameleon." I dont wanna be a chameleon!!!YUCK! If they don`t like me they can get over it. Right right??? o0 I would love to take our family video camera to record the lessons since I CAN NEVER remember anything after I leave but my ddad said I might not be able to! Iiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

Who will I have milk chugging contests with??
Eat gohan everyday with???
Other then my sensei of course! I hope I get into Akita cabin again!

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15948627/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15948627/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 17:59:27 PST News flash!(i`m open mndedand NOT racist I happen to beat those people up)
We aren`t allowed to do a thing anymore without "OFFENDING" someone! White males have such a hard time getting obs because people cater to 'minorities' HATE TO BREAK IT TO YOU BUT THE 'MINORITIES' ARE ACTUALLY THE 'MAJORITIES' (By the way I`m not saying everypersonthat isn`t white doesn`t have it hard or crap like that.Because I happen to HATE being white.)You can`t even say things to 'different' people without somehow offending them!
People get sued or in trouble after doing one wrong thing once. And people who do get DUI`s multiple times get away with it! I`m tired of it because it happens in schools too! Olivia and them can talk all they want during community meeting I do it once BANG I`m nailed for it!
Humans are stupid.
and the world would be hopeless without religion but why must we all be so offended and judgemental honestly! It`s only the bad people that get noticd anymore!
School time!
And I ge enough nastyness at home I don`t need it at school. So I Piss people Off huh? GUESS WHAT ITS THE ONLY THING I EVER DO RIGHT!
So I gss I`ll vent here I`m stuck with a person who sees themselves flawless, always right,strongly self opinionated, always'forgets' anything bad they do, is unconsiderate of others, is disrespectfulto other peoples things.
Yet even I try and find something good about them but I still get 'Alexis your starting to piss me off'
I`m sick of being treated like crap by other people and hes really pushing me to the edge and my sister isn`t helping. Neither is another classmate who always looks down on me like I`m a useless blob of space!I`m sick of it! My sister slapped me today for no good reason . So i hit her back,. Guess who gets in trouble ME.

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15864708/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15864708/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 15:01:45 PST yeah just thought id vent it out here.Run on sentrances my ass you just don't wat to read it! i didnt do any run on sentances. heck i dont even feel like putting capitals anymore.
Im stressed about kanons situation *pleaseeeeeeeee let it get betterrrrrr*
maybe i should just quit writing guess my non-college age youngness annoys people.Then again it annoys my peers too.now I get to go to School feeling like warmed over hit and probably tazer a certain PERSON (you know who you are)
i hope my island came out okay *sigh* and that Becca is alright and healthy.

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15764828/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15764828/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 12:50:04 PST
Soo no posts in the guild on gaia even though I basically said I`ll buy you what ever you want on your wishlist.9_9 NOT WORKING GAH! I`m also severly po-ed because SOMEPEOPLE THINK MY ART SUCKS AND HAS THE NERVE TO SAY IT DOES.*coughcoughdcoughicoughgcoughi* You know who you are. I`m ready to sic The Simi or some random bored Wolf on my younger sister but more on that later.
My teacher thinks I don't do crap in my group work.F-IN NOT TRUE I WORK MY A__ OFF IN THAT GROUP THEY JUST HAPPENED TO DO ALL THE WORK FOR THIS WEEK WHILE I WAS SITTING IN THE DOCTORS PARKING LOT WITH MY DAD AND A FLIPPIN FLAT TIRE! EXCUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUSE ME!DANGIT I NEVER GET ANY RECOGNITION FOR ALL THE WORK I DID BEFORE!*smacks pillow a few times* Not to mention I`m scared of socializing with the class bloddy heck do you know how intimidating it is for someone who got called nothing but a 'freak' for most of their life?

Dangit I DONT wanna go to school but I have to so screw my emotion who needs em. I had to do the candy taxonomy BYMYSELF which sucked and I inally got to see the notes they took on FRIDAY WHY DOMO ARIGATO GOZIMASU ON THE LAST FREAKING DAY OF CLASS!.
My sisters being such a little itch she hates us for no good reason and whatever I do she always calls me retarded or some other stupid insult.Oh ouch Nikki gthat hurt NOT. She makes my Mothers life heck on earth(Then again part of me thinks this IS heck but you never know)My sister has no reason to lash out at us NONE! We give her what she wants and crap like that yet she seems to like everyone else better and then we`re the ones who are the worst people in the world. I do ONE ONE LITTLE THING WRONG I get screamed at for sooooooooooo long and called some dumbo word.
It gets me agry because I cannot hate my own flesh and blood or anything at all really. But I`m ready to smack her shes so ungrateful it's pityful.I`d never hurt her though but at times I would like to sic The Simi on her just to see if she would wake up if she lost half a hand and was covered in BBQ sauce.

But enough of that...I finally got to see a friend after a month or two course nothing seems to go too good anymore with her cause her one friend dropped in on us.(Domo arigato.)I NEVER get to see her anymore and I am so po-ed and jealous that all of her other friend and that weak boyfriend of hers always get to see her.Honestly I understand whats going on shes just busy but that was pretty rude. Course I never say anything and kept my mouth shut.

I haven't heard from Tomoko and I`ll have to send her Kurisamasu-gift sooner or later.

Gahh thanks for listening to my rant now please gimmie some advice on my sister.Or else she may have a Simi accident ad wake up covered in bbq sauce or something crazy like that.

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NAME: KomoriRei Youko (tch like I`d tell you!)

BIRTHDAY: March 19 (Hey same as Dr.Livingston!)
BIRTHPLACE: A hospital
CURRENT LOCATION: A computer
EYE COLOUR:Blue but sometimes a lil green

HAIR COLOUR: Changes blond to brown so TAN!
HEIGHT: 5 feet................ I shall kill those who make short jokes.Cause I CAN still claw your eyes out.^^

L/R HANDED:Right

THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: My ultra spiffy old blue sneakers

YOUR WEAKNESS:tch like I`d tell you go ask Kanon.^^
YOUR PERFECT PIZZAhhhhh stuffed crust deep dish with lots of PINEAPPLE
GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: Make sure my friends are super happy.Get Kanon to laugh

OUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AN INSTANT MESSANGER:
YOUR BEDTIME: 9
YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: uhm gimmie a second.
PEPSI OR COKE: neither

McDONALDS OR BURGERKING: if I HAVE to eat either of the two Mcdonalds.
SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: How bout NO DATES!

LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: Ice tea in general!

CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Chocolate
CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: neither

DO YOU SMOKE: NO!

DO YOU SWEAR: sometimes.
DO YOU SING: very badly but if the musics loud yes.

DO YOU SHOWER DAILY:yes
HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: nope
DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: YES

DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: undecided
DO YOU BELIVE IN YOURSELF: If you don't like my personality suck it up.

DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS:Sometimes
ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: A bit more then most.

DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Depends on the strength
DO YOU PLAY AN INSRUMENT:Nope

In the past month have you

1. DRUNK ALCHOHOL: NO
2. SMOKED: NO
3. BEEN ON DRUGS:NO
4. GONE TO A MALL: Yes unfortunately
5. EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: On a fieldtrip two weeks ago.
6. EATEN SUSHI: not yet.
7. BEEN ON STAGE: nope
8. BEEN DUMPED: TCH no I`m not dating till college

DO YOU WORK: If being so motherly it feels like it sometimes then yeah.

IN A BOY/GIRL??Nani???

FAVORITE EYE COLOUR:Green
FAVORITE HAIR COLOUR:All
SHORT OR LONG HAIR:Long
WEIGHT:don't care it's the inside that counts
BEST CLOTHING STYLE:Whatever you throw on in the morning you feel comfy in. I hate all those stupid'oh look I`ve finally got boobs' T-shirts they all wear now c`mon what happened to modesty AM I THE LAST MODEST CHILD LEFT!

NUMBER OF CDS I OWN: 20 at most
NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: 2 upper ears
NUMBER OF TATTOOS: 0 but i plan at least 1
THINGS IN MY PAST I REGRET: Oh Mostly everything really

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15366381/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15366381/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 17:49:29 PST
A woman laughed. "It's useless."
Akirei turned towards the voice."Who are you?"
"I am the great Queen Nephrenia!" ((I'm using the manga spelling))
(I understood!^^)
Akirei sweat dropped.
"Great queen whatta whattie??"She sighed."Not important.I bet you put these crystals here eh Nephy?"
"Yes I did, you impudent brat."
Akirei chuckled."My my such an awful temper for a queen?I mean honestly if I were you I'd shorten my name or else low life peasants like me will shorten it. So Queen Nephy why did you do it?Do you just want to kill this planet or do you have a couple thousand year old vendetta with someone?"
"Both, actually."
Akirei grinned."Whoa two cliched acts and one villain this I HAVE to record in history!"
"You do that. Now, I have things to do."

"You do that. Now, I have things to do."
Akirei grinned."Oh no au contraire since I seem to be the only one still awake that makes me the protagonist!Meaning ."Akirei stood up a bit taller."I will now try and defeat you alone!So i should Make a bunch of funky hand moves turn into a senshi and /or say 'I`m gonna kick your -insert- in the name of the moon' .But since I can't..I guess I`ll make do with reminding you that I just sent a bunch of poison ivy up your dress." Which she had.
"What?!" she screeched.
Akirei snickered as the poison ivy inched it's way through the queen's outfit."Like I said I don't have any super cool planet power make up so I guess I`ll just have to torment you other ways."
"Hmph. I'm still getting my revenge."

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]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15131303/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15131303/ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 15:42:16 PDT On the drawing style I tried to draw yume-chan but she came out looking too......Hmmmm I think its the eyes on my drawing(which i will submit later) her eyes seem too......Cute........Darn my chibi/child drawing styles!
While cleaning my room I found remnants of many Mori No Ike experiences from photos from years prior to my first 'hello panda' box!
i absolutely cannot wait for my families hallows eve party where I will be a Black Bird!i will see if I can put up a picture. FieldCrest is having a Haunted woods and lots of other spooky fun things as well and I`m absolutely thrilled about it all!

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14647749/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14647749/ Sat, 15 Sep 2007 16:52:50 PDT But all the time people poke fun at me
They laugh and think it's funny
My gothic friends they do
That I can smile and laugh and skip around and always try and have some fun
I find it odd they hide their hopes and dreams from everyone
They sob and complain about how their lifes a mess
When really its not and they can over come a bunch of stupid stress
At times I do get depressed a lot that is very true
But the thing that cures it is the smile coming form you
Yes it's very hard for me it is naught false
They call me weak and foolish when i am not at fault
They always wear those stupid clothes covered in chains a tatter
I just can't see how they keep glooming in that unnessicary matter
I love them no matter what they do so maybe I really am a fool
I always wish to see them happy and overcome it all
But no matter how many times I try they always laugh when I fall
I don't find it nice to you see
These things that they do
So just remember my dear dark friends hope,happiness and overcoming every problem lies inside of you.

It may not seem that way
And is quite hard to laugh
But remember
Once you gather all the pieces
but Remember
you`ll live with your parents for only a few more years
But remember
You CAN overcome and put up with it and take each day as it comes
But remember
People out their do care
But remember.
The strong ones aren't the ones who cut or who are depressed
But remember
they are the ones always getting stressed.
But remember
Some where in your life you`ll meet someone who only wants to make you smile.
but remember
Will you let them go?
But remember
Or use them for awhile?
But remember
Or abuse them for awhile?
but remember.
Or will you let them help and care for you.
But remember.
Because they only wish to make YOU feel better so
But remember.
I really hope you do.

]]> ~KomoriReiyouko-chan http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14386076/ http://KomoriReiyouko-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14386076/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 19:30:05 PDT I`m starting to think it's not worth making myself look like a flipping fool to amuse people!Heck with it it's not like I try to help people nope I don't and now I`m gonna hit myself cause I`m talking that way But you know what?No matter what I do to try and help people it doesn't work!
A.)I thankfully have a wonderful family life with nothing bad except use putting the 'fun' in dysfunctional.
B.)I HAVEN'T BEEN THROUGH THE CRAP THEY HAVE!
S o how the heck do I try my best to make them smile even though most people think I`m a pain.I`m just so hard of trying and people leaving tried going back to the way I was and it didn't work.......I guess I didn't realize once your warm......You can't go back to being cold again.I already lost one friend and if I lose Anna or Houou or Kuroneko or Megumi or Yumi.I'd probably leave or just go out into my territory and wait till someone comes and hunts me down.I really feel like a fool trying this and that trying and trying with only seemingly endless amounts of negative results.So why don't I just say 'screw it get over it you don't need me' Because I`m stupid and care too much! ARGH!!!
...................................................Damnit.........................................
i don't want to start that private school damnit the aristocrats ARE GONNA EAT ME ALIVE!A WINE AND CHEESE SOCIAL WHAT SCHOOL HAS A FLIPPING WINE AND CHEESE SOCIAL FOR THE ADULTS!
(I better get some cheese*sniffles*I NEED CHOCOLATE!!)

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