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]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/26993945/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/26993945/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 10:34:50 PDT
I am back in school...
I feel behind...
A lot of bad things are happening around me...
I feel useless most of the time...
Can I do nothing to ease the burden of others?

If only I were more.
If I were worthy of more.
I could do something
to save the ones I love
from the things that eat at their hearts.

What to do... what to say...
Journal, oh journal, you are too harsh.

"The surge or Rebirth shall become light and fill the world. Thou shalt lead the new Gods to their twilight. Thou destroyest and createst, thou powerless one. As the stirring footsteps of a giant shadow sound... Oh blessed be the little ones." -Fidchell's Prophecy, Dot Hack//G.U. Vol. 3

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/24651731/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/24651731/ Fri, 08 May 2009 13:20:12 PDT
[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] You love music
[ ] You have your own room [It isn't mine anymore...]
[x] You own a mobile phone
[x] You have an ipod/mp3 player
[ ] Your parents are still married
[x] You have more than 1 best friend
[ ] There is a swimming pool or hot tub or trampoline in your backyard

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[ ] You dress how you want to
[ ] Sometimes you hang out with friends more than once a week
[x] There is a computer/laptop in your room right now [Not my room]
[ ] You NEVER cry
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to
[ ] Your room is big enough for you

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace.
[x] You have pictures on myspace.
[ ] Your parents let you have a myspace.
[ ] You get allowance
[x] You collect something
[ ] You sometimes look forward to going to school/work
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else
[ ] You play sports
[x] You will do something after school/college

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[x] You have a car/truck
[ ] You usually don't argue with your mom/dad
[ ] You do not have any failing grades
[x] You have friends

TOTAL SO FAR: 11

[ ] You know what is going on in the world [only know what is going on in my world...]
[ ] You care about many people
[x] You know more than one language/​learning a language
[x] You have a screen name
[ ] You own a pet. [They aren't really mine...]
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs
[ ] You don't have any serious enemies
[ ] You are generally a nice person

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

Now count your numbers and multiply by 3

Then title this "my life is __% perfect"

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/24363104/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/24363104/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 15:50:09 PDT If I were a day of the week I would be: Saturday.
If I were a time of day I would be: 3:33am.
If I were a planet I would be: one still unknown by humans.
If I were a animal I would be: a wolf.
If I were a direction I would be: Abouve.
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a mirror.
If I were a historical figure I would be: Gilgamesh.
If I were a liquid I would be: methyl nitrate.
If I were a tree I would be: a Sakura (cherry-blossom).
If I were a flower/plant I would be: a white rose.
If I were a kind of weather I would be: a blizzard.
If I were a musical instrument I would be: a violin.
If I were an emotion I would be: Love.
If I were a color I would be: silver.
If I were a vegetable I would be: spinach.
If I were a sound I would be: the sound of the planet dying.
If I were an element I would be: Earth or Ice (Wind and Water).
If I were a car I would be: totaled.
If I were a song I would be: Winterborn, by the Cruxshadows.
If I were a movie I would be directed by: Tim Burton.
If I were a book I would be written by: Edgar Allen Poe.
If I were a food I would be: a strawberry.
If I were a place I would be: the moon.
If I were a material I would be: Steel.
If I were a taste I would be: sweet.
If I were a scent I would be: that of roses.
If I were a word I would be: forsaken.
If I were an object I would be: the gallows.
If I were a body part I would be: the eyes.
If I were a facial expression I would be: -comfort-.
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Squall.
If I were a shape I would be a: Pentagram.
If I were a number I would be: 6669

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/23025614/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/23025614/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 17:21:09 PST
My Grandmother passed away over thanksgiving and I have had plenty to do regarding her death and figuring out what to do next. My Uncle has ownership of her house, the one I had been staying at, and has ordered for it to be swept clean of my Grandmothers 30 something years of living here collection of junk. It has been my great displeasure to be the one to do most of the cleaning, as in the end he will simply kick me out.

The economy sucks. There are little jobs and a large number of people seeking work. I am amongst the unhappily unemployed.

My best friends Grandfather died on the 2nd. May he rest in peace in God's hands. I give my condolences and blessings to the Garnsey family.

And I also feel for the Pharis's loss of their beloved Maggie.

It would seem death is among us.

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/20170207/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/20170207/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 16:06:38 PDT
1. Binder
2. Chem Book
3. Lab Manual
4. Wolf's Head, Wolf's Heart by Jane Lindskold
5. Water


5 things found in my wallet:

1. A check for $60.
2. Spare Key to my car.
3. The note I tease Liz with.
4. A symbol for my occult group.
5. Credit/Debit cards.

5 things in my room:

1. Bed
2. Swords
3. PS1, PS2, PS3, PSP (what now Anthony?)
4. Books
5. Clothes

5 things I want to do:

1. Become a daemon.
2. Write those stories I promised I would write.
3. Be useful...
4. Find stability in my life.
5. Visit Wolves. ^-^

5 things I'm currently into:

1. Daemons
2. Honour
3. Entertainment
4. Friends
5. Courtship

List out the top 5 presents you wish for:

1. The three swords I want
2. A laptop
3. A Wii
4. A gaming computer
5. Cool clothes

The person who tagged you is: a person who's team sucks, and needs to get a new one.

Your 5 impressions of him/her:

1. Bored
2. Funny
3. Great writer
4. Creative film artist
5. A nerd

The 5 people you tag are:
1) Liz
2) Manda
3) Sam
4) Linda
5) Ta mere

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/20137414/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/20137414/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 19:43:08 PDT
the Lord.

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
a stone.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Bleach.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
10:20 pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
10:14

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Fan blades.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Last night, enjoying the wind.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My gmail.

9. What are you wearing?
Light Blue boxers.

10. Did you dream last night?
Yes...everyone dreams every night...just don't remember it.

11. When did you last laugh?
Yesterday, at my sister.

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
abunch of wolf pictures, some collages of wolves, ravens and dead things. A poster of two girls lying in bed kissing, Jonathan Davis...ect

13. Seen anything weird lately?
My sister.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Linda said something about prizes...I want a muffin!

15. What is the last film you saw?
Edward Scissorhands.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Some really strong swords, some armour, a bow and arrows, some books, a Wii, Zelda games, a DS, some fruit, stuff for school, some new clothes, ect.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about
I never remember my dreams anymore because I used to have very horrible and vivid nightmares about my friends being brutally raped, tortured and murdered before me and I was completely helpless to save them...and after they died the same was done to my until my limbs very removed...and I would wake up in a mix of sweat and blood, absolutely terrified...

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Make people realize that they are not as holy, pure, and true to their beliefs; as they all claim to be saints...

19. Do you like to dance?
I am not sure...but I know I don't dance <.<

20. George Bush:
Oh I love bush...oh you mean the president...

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Ester or Rhea

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Aaron

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
yes...but not right yet...

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Due to your honourable and faithful acts I, the Lord, blink upon your heathen belief and welcome you to paradice, my lost lamb.

Blah...something like that...followed by where my beloved friends are...so I can reunite with them.


25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
Manda, Liz, Sam, Anthony, and uh...someone else..and yeah

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/20049816/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/20049816/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 21:15:11 PDT


Basics:
Name:
Steven

DOB:
12/22/1987

Birthplace:
Florida

Current location:
Georgia

Eye color:
Hazel most of the time.

Hair Color:
black

Height:
6'

Heritage:
Germanic Tribes, Normanic, Italian, French, Cherokee Indian

Piercings:
Ears

Tattoos:
...I dislike tattoos.

Favorite:
Band/Singer:
KoRn

Song:
At the moment:
The Beginning is the End is the Beginning ~Smashing Pumpkins (thanks Sam)

Genre of Music:
More than one...

Color(s):
Silver


TV show(s):
Bleach

Movie(s):
the Lion King, Pride and Prejudice 1996 BBC, Edward Scissorhands, the Nightmare Before Christmas, the Illusionist.


Food:
Venison, Watermellow, Pineapple, Strawberries, Red Grapes.

Store:
Gamestop

#:
6669

Drink:
Fruit Smoothies

Clothing Brand:
Mar Jour and Tripp

Shoe Brand:
Don't care

Animal:
Wolves

Pizza topping:
pepporoni, mushrooms, provalone cheese

Season:
Autumn

Month:
September

Holiday:
Blue Moon, Wolf Moon, Moon of Winter Storms, Ostara, Chastity Moon, Beltane, The Moon of Two, Lughnassad, Blood Moon, Samhain, Sol Invictus, and the Zagmuk Festival.

Flower:
All Rose variations (especially white, red, purple, or pink) and pink Carnations.


This or That:
Sunny or rainy:
Rain...

Chocolate or vanilla:
Vanilla

Fruit or veggie:
Fruit

Night or day:
Night

Sour or sweet:
Sweet

Love or money:
...love......

Phone or in person:
In person...I want to see whats in your soul.

Poor & happy or rich & miserable:
I'd take happiness any day... but since I am miserable.... Show me the Money

Looks or personality:
Looks wither too easily...

Coffee or tea:
Tea

Hot or cold:
Frigid...I don't like torrid weather...

Your Goal for this year:
Become... something more...

Most missed memory:
....I'd rather not say.....

Best physical feature:
I don't know... Liz says my eyes are intimidating... so I guess I will cross that one out... >.>

First thought waking up:
...things need to change...

Future:
Do you wanna get married:
...heh...I did...but I don't think that it shall ever occur...

Do you wanna have kids:
Yes... Ester and Rhea......

If so, how many:
Just the 2...

Do you wanna go to college:
I want to be finished with it...

What do you want to be:
...heh...something of which shall allow me to be useful and successful in my duties of honour and Guardianship/s.

Do You:
Dance in the rain:
...yeah...

Smoke:
no...

Drink:
...sometimes...

Shower daily:
I couldn't go without... I would get far too depressed with out all my vanilla stuffs...

Like thunderstorms:
Yes...they are very important to me...

Curse:
I try not to... I really don't enjoy it...

Sing:
Only when by myself.

Play an instrument:
no...

Think you are good looking:
no...

Get along with your parents:
The dead need not the acceptance of the living...

Other Questions:
Can you whistle:
somewhat...

Right or left handed:
...right-handed...

Your bedtime:
...about 3 or 4 am

Biggest fear:
...Failing as a Guardian...

3 things you can't live without:
...I seem to be able to live without most things...but...
Nourishment, Purpose, Support...

Color of your room:
white...to the surprise of many

Siblings:
Brother and Sister

Middle name:
Michael

Pets:
Gremlin

Nicknames:
Steeben, Steve-o...

For or against gay marriage:
For... They too are part of men...and thus have equal rights with the pursuit of happiness.

Thoughts on abortion:
Better to not give one the chance to suffer the horrors that fools bring about unto their unwanted children...than...to give them such a hellish life...

If you could be anywhere right now where would you be:
...wherever I belong...

Do you wear contacts/glasses:
...No, neither.

Are you afraid of the dark:
...It is my only real comfort, next to my friends and the moon...

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/19995913/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/19995913/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 22:29:25 PDT Lucky for Liz...who I charged with the task of making sure I study...



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[ ] Your parents are still married.
[ ] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 2

[x] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week. )
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you.
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L: 4

[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace.
[ ] Your parents let you have a myspace.
[ ] You get allowance.
[ ] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look foward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[ ] You do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 0

[x] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[ ] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-consious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 3

[ ] You know what is going on in the world.
[ ] You care about so many people.
[ ] You are happy with your life.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to 5 songs
[ ] You don't have any enemies.
[ ] You are a generally nice person.
T O T A L: 8

GRAND TOTAL: 13

Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is ___% Happy".

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/19113626/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/19113626/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 17:06:38 PDT its half its length and reaches down to my jaw... and its cute apparently...
I suppose I did a rather good job on it ^-^


meh...for some reason I can't change my mood on this

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/18494413/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/18494413/ Sun, 25 May 2008 12:21:54 PDT
last term sucked...and I lost HOPE scholarship

the situation of my living is getting a lot worse...
as my aunt helps my grandmother loose her mind

My neighborhood was raped of its trees by some tornado's wrath or something like that... and are in the process of rebuilding the neighborhoods beauty...which definitely has a price.... a very large price

I am starting to loose my mind as well as most everything I write is thrown away or somehow destroyed... My entire thought process seems to be different and less kind as well as less caring...

I think once im free of my family I shall get alittle better...but I think the damage has already been done... after being immersed in all of the events of the past 2 and 1/2 years... My better half fails me

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/17433211/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/17433211/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 20:27:06 PDT -8 AM to 9:15 AM Business Stat

Fridays
-8 AM to 10:45 AM Accounting

Saturdays
-8 AM to 10:45 AM Business Information & Systems

-11 AM to 1:45 PM American Government

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Touniquet- Evanescence
uh...I guess im dying and praying for salvation "return to me salvation"

Will you get far in life?
Lost-korn
guess not

How do your friends see you?
The Gift- Seether
Apparently they are afraid of what I am...
and Ashamed of the gift I give to them

Will you get married?
Alone I Break-Korn
-cries in my heart-

What is your best friend's theme song?
Of Dark Blood and F***ing- Cradle of Filth
uhh.... she has explaining to do...

What is the story of your life?
Temination Bliss- Deathstars
...about right

What was high school like?
Prince of Darkness-megadeth
....

How can you get ahead in life?
Brotherhood of the Fallen Knights-Septic Flesh
o.o

What is in store for this weekend?
Sl*tgarden- Marilyn Manson
o.o; is not >.<;

To describe your grandparents?
The Howling of the Jinn-Nile
<.< scarey

How is your life going?
Ghost of Past Failures- Shadows Fall
uh...sad...and trapped in the past

What song will they play at your funeral?
Ppl=sh*t -slipknot

How does the world see you?
Maniac Killer-ICP
o.o

Will you have a happy life?
Better to Reign in Hell- Cradle of Filth
uh...no


What do your friends really think of you?
Damned in Any Laguage (a plague on words) - Cradle of Filth
...I hope not

Do people secretly lust after you?
So Clean, So Empty- Septic Flesh
guess not...

How can I make myself happy?
Getting Off- Korn
....I dont think so...

What should you do with your life?
Find Your Way- Final Fantasy VIII OST Disk 1
that would be a good start

Will you ever have children?
The Smoke of Her Burning-Cradle of Filth
...thats not a good sign <.<
...guess that means no children v.v -sighs-
well...makes sense ...since I im not getting married...apparently...

I'm not tagging anyone

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/16731161/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/16731161/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 21:38:37 PST -8 AM to 9:15 AM Business Stat

Fridays
-8 AM to 10:45 AM Accounting

Saturdays
-8 AM to 10:45 AM Business Information & Systems

-11 AM to 1:45 PM American Government

meh...didn't have any literary characters...so I used my spiritual aspects
__________________________________________________________________

Character Survey:

1. Choose a few of your own characters -- five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

People I Tag:
1. Amanda
2. Lizzi
3. Sam

Characters:
1. Zyro
2. Samori
3. Koreatzu
4. Suago/Zerielle

How old are you?
1. Zyro- around 27 Trillion; plus 9 times reincarnated (reborn); about the same as a 16 year old
2. Samori- 28 Trillion; 16 compaired to humans
3. Koreatzu- 30 Trillion; ...16
4. Suago/Zerielle- 24.4 Trillion; 15 if the average life of a spirit without reincarnation were to be compaired to the life span of humans...but in no way as foolish

What's your height?
1. Zyro- 5’6”
2. Samori- 5’8”
3. Koreatzu- 6’2” ….
4. Suago/Zerielle- 5’10”

Are you a virgin?
1. Zyro- Yes
2. Samori- Yes
3. Koreatzu- ….
4. Zerielle- Males have no ‘virginity’ for they carry no hymen seal of virginity… but…I’ve never…uh…you know

Who's your bf/gf/spouse?
1. Zyro- ….single
2. Samori- …not even interested…single
3. Koreatzu-…
4. Zerielle- Single


Do you have any kids?
1. Zyro- nope… but I guard someone ^-^
2. Samori- no
3. Koreatzu-….no
4. Zerielle- no

What's your favorite food?
1. Zyro- Juicy Fruit’s and Candy
2. Samori- Melons mainly
3. Koreatzu- Flesh
4. Zerielle- Green Foods

What's your favorite ice cream flavor?
1. Zyro- Vanilla or Strawberry or Sherbet and Cookies and Crème…Chocolate too! ^-^; …actually I think I like all of them the best
2. Samori- Ice…Cream?
3. Koreatzu- ….?
4. Zerielle- Turtle Tracks

Have you killed anyone?
1. Zyro- um…many fiends…few daemons…but its all out of necessity >.<;
2. Samori-…what must be done…must be done…
3. Koreatzu- …I will cut down any who stand in my way of vengeance
4. Zerielle-…I prefer to only wound my foes…but sometimes it can’t be helped…and fiends must be slain

Do you hate anyone?
1. Zyro- not really…just have those misunderstandings…
2. Samori-….yes
3. Koreatzu-…many
4. Zerielle-…myself

Do you love anyone?
1. Zyro- yup…though I can’t say it’s the real romantic love but… I care a lot about… my childhood friend Foxeira…and those I protect: Seleno and Rhea, and my beloved guards: Razuk-ku and Kayleen
2. Samori- Luna….
3. Koreatzu-…no
4. Zerielle-…My father and brothers

What is your job?
1. Zyro- I’m Dezaker… I rule over the wolf nation under the ninth Moon, Ur-Azuk of the Zymerian Kingdoms; I am also a deity of honour, love, protection, loyalty, and the moon
2. Samori- I am a Lunar Lord…Sworn to keep order and protect the natural order of Zymeria; Master of Illusions
3. Koreatzu- I am the Karmatic Incarnate, messenger of vengeance and death
4. Zerielle- I was once called the Angel of Hope… but now I am Suago of the Fallen Dreams

What Tools do You use for your Job?
1. Zyro- Proficiencies: Katana, Wakizashi (dual), Tanto (dual), Womans Bow, Kunai, Shuriken Stars, Throwing Arrows, Throwing Needles, Elven Arrows (for bow), Fully Plated Leather Armour.
2. Samori- Proficiencies: Shortswords, Claws, Naginata, Flash Bombs, Smoke Bombs, Throwing Needles, Trap Gear, Magickal Charms, Lightly Plated Leather Armour.
3. Koreatzu- Proficiencies: Tower/Great/Broadswords, Hand Bombs, Kunai, Throwing Stars, Throwing Axes, Chakrams, Full Plate Armour.
4. Zerielle- Proficiencies: Angelic Swords, Shield, Lance, Angel's Bow, Angelic Arrows, Throwing Axe, Throwing Arrows, Chakrams, Magickal Charms, Roman Armour.

Boy or girl?
1. Zyro- Omni, I look more like a girl though… but I get respected as a male due to the title Dezaker… which isn’t really sex-based… but…they call me ‘he’
2. Samori- Omni, pretty much in balance, generally addressed as a male though…
3. Koreatzu- Male
4. Zerielle- Male

What do you do to relax?
1. Zyro- I like to play around in the fields or sleep under a tree…or to soak in a hot spring… and being with friends
2. Samori- Cry to Luna… Rituals to Luna… Talk to Luna… Dance for Luna
3. Koreatzu- drink, fight… or be alone…
4. Zerielle- sleep, look back on the past

What Colours are you... ]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/16243751/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/16243751/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 17:05:10 PST
Mondays and Wednesdays
-8 AM to 9:15 AM Business Stat

Fridays
-8 AM to 10:45 AM Accounting

Saturdays
-8 AM to 10:45 AM Business Information & Systems

-11 AM to 1:45 PM American Government

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/15656853/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/15656853/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 22:13:48 PST my grandmother...has Alzheimer's... and I know what is to come of this....
my uncle being as rash as he is shall take her to live with him in North Carolina...
I shall therefore be forced to find a sanctuary elsewhere...hence time is short and internet is not easily accessed until i get a laptop....
most questions i would surmise many people who look upon my works would raise cannot yet be answered as none are yet known....
those who look forward to more poetry....ye may find yourself waiting quite the while...

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/14163546/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/14163546/ Tue, 14 Aug 2007 10:48:15 PDT
T & R:
Elem Applied Calculus 3:30pm-4:45pm

F:
Legal & Ethical Environment (BLAW) 11am-1:45pm

S:
Intro Financial Accounting 8am- 10:45am

U:
The Arts in Society:Visual Art 1:30pm-4pm

Regents:
Monday October 29 9:00

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13856722/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13856722/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 08:02:01 PDT
my fall schedule...has been desided at GPC...to my dismay....

I will be going to and from school...tuesdays and thursdays.... morning to mid afternoon...say 8-4:30 in estimate...
I shall take the regents...31 October 2-5pm

as for my classes....
The Environment of Business 9:30-10:45
Business Information Systems 11-12:15 Intermediate French 12:30-1:45 and Precalculus 2-3:45
(they are not offering applied calc for business for fall....and there is a precalc requirement for calc1)

well off to my last paper before the final....

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13705369/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13705369/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 08:05:40 PDT
im starting my research paper today....im doing it on Pride and prejudice...Chacun cherche son chat...or that darn cat <.< ...but most likely P & P

....tired

I have an econ test to-morrow
<.< which doesnt mean much...except I better get a B

....I wish class would start so I can get my articles and stuff the way my instructor wants -.-

I sit here bored...holding certain doom in my hands >.> be afraid

btw...im refering to final fantasy VIII with the title <.<

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13693393/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13693393/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 09:15:48 PDT
still no word from KSU....I am quite worried about it....

tomarrow I start my reserch paper...so i may not be on alot...
well back to class

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13669311/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13669311/ Mon, 09 Jul 2007 09:23:02 PDT I just took a practice regents in a computer lab...of all the places...
stupid lit teacher.... needless to say I became very distracted....especially around the time she let everyone who finished get on and do what ever they wish.... with all the typing...it was hopeless..... stupid lit class.....

I still havent recieved any word of my appeal.....which probably means i did all that crap for nothing....im so pissed....

gah....

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13522962/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13522962/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 08:57:09 PDT I pray that it does not amount to nought
for those who were not aware....ksu doesnt wish to accept me yet
and this is my final stand for Fall term


anyways here is a story I thought some of ye would enjoy


Blue Winds Dancing

by: Thomas S. Whitecloud



There is a moon out tonight. Moons and stars and cloud tipped with moonlight. And there is a fall wind blowing in my heart. Ever since this evening, when against a fading sky I saw geese wedge southward. They were going home. . . . Now I try to study, but against the pages I see them again, driving southward. Going home.

Across the valley there are heavy mountains holding up the sky, and beyond the mountains there is home. Home, and peace, and the beat of drums, and blue winds dancing over snowfields. The Indian lodge will fill with my people, and our gods will come and sit among them.

But home is beyond the mountains, and I am here. Here where fall hides in the valleys, and winter never comes down from the mountains. Here where all the trees grow in rows; the palms stand stiffly by the roadsides and in the groves the orange trees line in military rows, and endlessly bear fruit. Beautiful, yes; there is always beauty in order, in rows of growing things! But it is the beauty of captivity. A pine fighting for existence on a windy knoll is much more beautiful.

In my Wisconsin, the leaves change before the snows come. In the air is the smell of wild rice and venison cooking; and when the winds come whispering through the forests, they carry the smell of rotting leaves. In the evenings, the loon calls, lonely; and birds sing their last songs before leaving. Bears dig roots and eat late fall berries, fattening for their long winter sleep. Later, when the first snows fall, one awakens in the morning to find the world white and beautiful and clean. Then one can look back over his trail and see the tracks following. In the woods there are tracks of deer and snowshoe rabbits, and long streaks where partridges slide to alight. Chipmunks make tiny footprints on the limbs and one can hear squirrels busy in hollow trees, sorting acorns. Soft lake waves wash the shores, and sunsets burst each evening over the lakes, and make them look as if they were afire.

That land which is my home! Beautiful, calm—where there is no hurry to get anywhere, no driving to keep up in a race that knows no ending and no goal. No classes where men talk and talk and then stop now and then to hear their own words come back to them from the students. No constant peering into the maelstrom of one's mind; no worries about grades and honors; no hysterical preparing for life until that life is half over; no anxiety about one's place in the thing they call Society.

I hear again the ring of axes in deep woods, the crunch of snow beneath my feet. I feel again the smooth velvet of ghost-birch bark. I hear the rhythm of the drums. . . . I am tired. I am weary of trying to keep up this bluff of being civilized. Being civilized means trying to do everything you don't want to, never doing everything you want to. It means dancing to the strings of custom and tradition; it means living in houses and never knowing or caring who is next door. These civilized white men want us to be like them—always dissatisfied—getting a hill and wanting a mountain.

Then again, maybe I am not tired. Maybe I'm licked. Maybe I am just not smart enough to grasp these things that go to make up civilization. Maybe I am just too lazy to think hard enough to keep up.

Still, I know my people have many things that civilization has taken from the whites. They know how to give; how to tear one's piece of meat in two and share it with one's brother. They know how to sing—how to make each man his song and sing them; for their music they do not need to listen to other man singing over a radio. They know how to make things with their hands, how to shape beads into design and make a thing of beauty from a piece of birch bark.

But we are inferior. It is terrible to have to feel inferior; to have to read reports of intelligence tests, and learn that one's race is behind. It is terrible to sit in class and hear men tell you that your people worship sticks of wood—that your gods are all false, that the Manitou forgot your people and did not write them a book.

I am tired. I want to walk again among the ghost-birches. I want to see the leaves turn in autumn, the smoke rise from the lodgehouses, and to feel the blue winds, and to feel the blue winds. I want to hear the drums; I want to hear the drums and feel the blue whispering winds.

There is... ]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13304072/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13304072/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 13:57:12 PDT I had sort of a rough day...so its nice to hear rain

I didnt do so well on my last Microeconomics Test...however I plan on studying immensely for the next one -.-

My essays are going well I should hope to be done with them all by thursday night...and hopefully get a new poem written somewhere on the topic of social change...im thinking about basing it on the war on terrorism...let me know thy thoughts

Liz ~seleno and Manda ~limitations32 I love the two of ye....ye are both excellent friends and I thank ye for the support... ]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13288819/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13288819/ Sun, 10 Jun 2007 10:15:34 PDT 2) Name Backwards: Hsidnevac Leahcim Nevets
3) Were you named after anyone?: yes
5) Nick Name(s): um...i guess whatever ppl call me....father is a good one ^-^
6) Screen Name(s): koreatzu [da, Yim] koreku [aim] Zyro...the wolf [msn]
7) Date Of Birth: Dec 22
8) Place of Birth: florida
9) Nationality: american
10) Current Location: GA
11) Sign: Crescent Moon....-sighs- Sagittarius-Capricorn
12) Religion: sort of Pagan [focusing on sumerian and egyptian pantheons]...sort of Catholic [highly respectful and in agreeance to the values of purity...and cleansing oneself from the ignominies through fasting and things like lent]
13) Height: 6'
14) Weight: 150
15) Shoe Size: 11 ish
16) Hair colour: black
17) Eye colour: ...eh orange-spikes on the inner part, then yellow
18) What do you look like?: heh...
19) Innie or Outie?: outer-facing
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: right
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: not sure
22) Best friend(s): Lizzi and Manda
23) Best friend you trust the most: same as abouve
24) Best friends {your sex}: dont have one...perhaps Anthony will change that as I get to know him...I see good things in that boy
25) Best friends of the opposite sex: Lizzi and Manda
26) Best Bud(s): white roses
27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: .....i dont have one
28) Crush: I dont believe in them
29) Parent(s): dont have these either
30) Worst Enemy: myself
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): eh...I dont sololy talk to any guys online only
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): Linda
33) Funniest friend(s): eh...Lizzi Manda and Anthony
34) Craziest friend(s): hmmm between those three again
35) Advice Friend: Manda
36) Loudest Friend: probably Anthony
37) Person you cry with: -.- i dont...but ill talk to Manda when im sad and stuff....but it looks like its her turn....she better let me help ^-^

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: One
39) Any brothers: One
40) Any pets: cats
41) A Disease: alergies i guess
42) A Pager: no
43) A Personal phone line:yes
44) A Cell phone: yes
45) Lava lamp: I got rid of it...so no
46) A Pool or hot tub: I wish i had a hottub >.>
47) A Car: a totalled one

Describe Your...

48) Personality: mysterious, lurking, empathedic, loyal, honourable, he who rocks the boat...
49) Driving: fast yet cautious...respectful to stop lights/signs, and turn signals <.<
50) Car or one you want: I want something that suits me and my style...yet something that is environmentally friendly
51) Room: mess, lots of collages, posters of wolves, pictures, and drawings from other ppl...lots of candles and incense
53) School: sucky
54) Bed: queen....i think i want a new one...with a canopy frame, black of course, with wolf and moon sheets and pillows
55) Relationship with your parent(s):it doesnt exist as neither do they

Do You
56) Believe in yourself: not often
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: ...I call that lust
58) Consider yourself a good listener: yes
60) Get Along with your parents: dont have to
61) Save your e-mail conversations: aim does that for me
62) Pray: yes...but not in the way others think
63) Believe in reincarnation: yes...but of course in a different way then in hinduism
64) Like to make fun of people?: depends on if they are a douchebag or rapstar-wannabe
65) Like to talk on the phone: not really i prefer talking in person
66) Like to eat?: oh yes...someone get me to a pizza buffet
67) Like to drive: no ><;;
68) Get motion sickness: yes
69) Eat the stems of broccoli?: yes
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: I have
71) Dream in color: I dream in both...any flash back is in greyscale...and current dream events are in colour
72) Type with your fingers on home row: huh? I type with my nose
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: sort of...

what is
74) Right next to you: good luck bear
75) On the walls of your room: lots of stuff
76) On your mouse pad: dont have one...cause its a special sort which the rolly thing is moved by ones thumb
77) Your dream car: I dont know if one exists for me
78) Your dream date: ha...everyone knows i dont date...I court
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: heh...lets focus on me getting married first

80) Your dream husband/wife: heheh im not sharing such info
81) Your bedtime: when im passing out
82) Under your bed: nothing
83) The single most important question: can I...possibly be worth what I desire....will I ever had that which I grasp for in the shadows
84) Your bad time of the day: when i see that i hav... ]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13216271/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13216271/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 14:31:04 PDT and apon further thoughts of my time...I am now taking macroecon with my lit comp 2

this i believe is the final decision
now then....im tired....and will be going to see Tool later tonight

and then be a masochist for the rest of summer...

although....i really would like some peaceful sleep....and someone to cuddle up to...perhaps with a good book...after a nice dinner and time in a hottub

Liz ~seleno and Manda ~limitations32 I love the two of ye....ye are both excellent friends and I thank ye for the support... ]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13186840/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13186840/ Sat, 02 Jun 2007 08:35:42 PDT hopefully i can see the doctor monday morning so I can go see tool
gah ive been studying for school and crap
-sways- im bored
I should probably be put on medication or something...
but i dont wanna ><
I want pizza and tea with some cucumber sandwiches
so here is a survey that i got from linda
mmmm pizza


1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
the Lord

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
nothing

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
my videogames

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
11:10

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
11:11

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
birds

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
um....getting out of my aunts car

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
DA message

9. What are you wearing?
my underwear

10. Did you dream last night?
cant remember

11. When did you last laugh?
last night when me and manda talked about me having a cannon

12. What are on the walls you are in?
wolf stuffs, video games stuffs, collages, mirror

13. Seen anything weird lately?
sure just go in my room

14. What do you think of this quiz?
i dont know....quizes like this on DA?

15. What is the last film you saw?
spiderman 3 ...O.o wait apollo 13 or something at lizzi's ><

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
investments....or a new car <.<

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I dont feel that it is possible to say something that everyone who refers to themself as I wont know

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
heheheh

19. Do you like to dance?
only if its someone special....ive only danced with one person before.... but there is someone I would do it for -.-

20. George Bush:
fails to produce weapons of mass destruction after getting my hopes up -.-

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Serenity, Elizabeth, Nicole...or whatever my wife wants

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Malaki, Seth, Armand...or wifes choice works <.<

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
perhaps....

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
um....that im a cherubim assigned to protect the souls of my friends <.<
or the modest version....that my close friends made it through as im denied

Liz ~seleno and Manda ~limitations32 I love the two of ye....ye are both excellent friends and I thank ye for the support... ]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13161324/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13161324/ Thu, 31 May 2007 08:24:15 PDT
I am going to find someone probably my aunt to take me to class for the rest of this half and perhaps someone i know can take me the second half if i dont have a car then

I am going to get my application in to KSU as soon as I can figure the rest out...

although I am dropping calc the other classes will still give me my 30 hours...hopefully this will work

Liz ~seleno and Manda ~limitations32 I love the two of ye....ye are both excellent friends and I thank ye for the support... ]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13137143/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13137143/ Wed, 30 May 2007 12:11:49 PDT
hmmm police report says its my fault....that i ran a stop sign, which i am famillar with the location of that stop sign as i always stop there for the road ends....and my dream of being in kennesaw this fall seems to be crushed...however im doing all i can to make that happen anyways...given my condition that is


___________________

I was on my way from the hospital...visiting my grandmother...ironic...
and the report seems to show that i was hit by someone off of mill creek near arnold mill rd.... as help arrived I was responsive... how ever I had a concussion and a contusion in my left knee...a burn to my right hand due to the airbag...damage to my chest fron the saftey belt and whiplash to the neck...
although not fatal the accident may prove costly....the damage to my car is probably enough for me to miss a significant amount of my summer term....and thus may prevent me from seeing it through, luckily I still have the SAT as an alternative to getting admitted into KSU for automn term....so long as I get everything done fast enough there should be nil in my way besides health concerns
if there had ever been a reason for me to get a new car...this is it
____________________


And I got my phone back...car=totaled everyone give me a round of applauds

still seems that it wasnt my fault well if anyone wants to call me ^-^

Liz ~seleno and Manda ~limitations32 I love the two of ye....ye are both excellent friends and I thank ye for the support...it was nice to see ye both ]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13041473/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/13041473/ Mon, 21 May 2007 17:20:31 PDT
I have great feelings of woe to all my classes this summer...for my books have not yet arrived...and since classes are basically everyday...I get little rest....

someone...shoot me...or get something to bite me that will make me omniscient ...or so i never need sleep...

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/12734611/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/12734611/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 18:48:51 PDT 3 hours...to pick 4 classes... that transfer to meet the requirements of kennesaw...at times where I can function and then successfully drive home afterwards -.-

Tuesdays and thursdays...from may 21- july 30
Calculus 8:30am-10:45am

monday, tuesday, wednsday, thursday, and friday
may 21- june 20

11am-12:45 principles of microeconomics
2pm-3:45pm english composition 1

june 27-july 30

11am-12:45 english comp 2
__________________________________
12 credit hours

and maybe a chance that ill add another class -.-

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/12596981/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/12596981/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 19:28:05 PDT and sort of emotional...
even though my mind may think things through
My heart has no such patience -.-

...-sighs- im not really sure of what I should do....
...but I know that something must be done soon...
I suppose...that which I had seen as the future in my visions
...shall soon come to pass....and somehow I still am unprepaired

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/12363990/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/12363990/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 14:45:17 PDT I missed my classes for I went to the hospital....and it turns out that I have kidney stones -.-

none of them have come out yet...so I dont know why this has happened...im asuming that its hereditary...or stress related... however...its no fun...

I was given Promethazine for nausea and oxycodone for pain.......which means...I cant take medication when I go to college -.-

]]> ~Koreatzu http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/12146963/ http://Koreatzu.deviantart.com/journal/12146963/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 17:06:55 PDT <;

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