TODAY IS TURKEY DAY FOR MEEEE~ YAY FOOD! ^______^

[haha i'm gonna get fat o3o]

I found a rubberband! 8D

The last month or so, I've been really depressed. I clammed up. I refused to mingle with other people. I've always had terrible social skills, but all of the sudden I felt like I was transparent, like people could see my thoughts and how hard it was for me to say some simple words. I didn't know what to do when strangers would walk up to me and try to start a conversation, and eventually, they stopped talking to me altogether.

Today I woke up and I felt really good. I thought, "Maybe I'm getting better. Maybe I can actually start talking without feeling like I might be sick."

So I went to school. I didn't pay attention to lessons, I read books, and I still had the same problem when I got to lunch. I disregarded it, thought it was something I'll need to start getting into, some rut that I haven't quite found.

So I went home, sat down on my bed, and thought. I thought about how I'm expected to make good grades, I thought about how little time I have for myself anymore. I thought about how much I wish I could hang out with my friends at school and started feeling guilty for choosing my friend at another school over them. I thought about graduation and college. And that's where my thoughts stopped. After high school, I have no idea want I want to do. I have no ambition to be anything. I wanted to be a mangaka, but in the last few weeks I realized that I'm cut out to draw comic books for a living.

I ate dinner and walked my driveway. I thought about my imaginary friends and how I wish I had superpowers. I thought about how I wish something spontaneous and amazing would happen in my life. I thought about bloodletting... which stopped working for me shortly after 9th grade started. I thought about my sexuality and if I even liked anybody... and I realized that I don't. I don't think I've ever really liked anybody. Rejection has taught me to close my heart and when it actually opens, it blossoms so much that I think I LOVE the people who accept me.

So I went back into my house and took a shower. I made some popcorn. I read the end of my book. Then I came out and sat down on the computer, and I suddenly felt like I was falling into a dark, bottomless tunnel.

So now I'm here, asking everyone who reads this to contribute some kind of solution. I do NOT want to go to my parents. I do NOT want to take drugs to make myself feel better. I just want somebody to talk to every once in a while so I don't feel like I'm falling apart... I'd really, really love to tell my friends how I feel, but I'm so afraid of the wierd looks, how you might say that you feel the same way as I do and that I need to suck it up... I always get freaked out about what people think of me...

So maybe someone knows some constructive way to make myself feel better? XD...

These Milk Duds I'm eating taste like cardboard. XP

I got my Hannibal book! n.n AND IT'S NOT SPANISH! (: My dad picked it up from the library yesterday... He didn't get my Ed Gein book though... *mumble grumble*

So I haven't gotten around to writing my English essay... Haha... XD; I managed to do my lab report for Anatomy... I don't think I did it right, because I didn't know what the heck the blood turning white meant exactly (I think it means that then blood is reacting negatively, but watch me be wrong... XP)

I've been listening to all this music I haven't listened to in YEARS... D8 Stuff like Cat Stevens and Santana and Fleetwood Mac and Tom Petty... *shot* Stuff my parents listen to... *shot again* I'm too lazy to tune into the classic rock station on the radio... Haha... *crawls under bedsheets and dies*

It's all definitely a big change from BC13... XD

Nom nom off to read more Hannibal.

FML. ^____^

*sigh* School is taking forever to go by... Was it just me, or did the past week seem especially long? o.o

I'm going through a Hannibal Lecter obession-phase... XD I got three of the books from the library last Sunday *begged my mom to death* I've yet to touch Hannibal Rising... XD

So today I FINALLY got to go again and pick up Hannibal, the one book I've been DYING to read since Halloween, because it supposedly ends differently from the movie... My mom made me drive and I ended up breaking down a little in the car because I wasn't looking in all directions backing up and my mom was yelling at me about it... So I left the library, took it home and sat down on my bed and opened it... AND IT WAS IN SPANISH!

I cried. A lot. It was a stupid reason to waste my tears, so was freaking out about backing up the car, but hell... I don't have a lot emotion lately to sit down and have a good cry anymore... Had to let it out some way. XP

Two years of Spanish only left me to stare and barely comprehend the cognates, so I'd spend two weeks trying to read that damn thing when I could spend two or three days reading it in English... My mom wasn't impressed with my breakdown, and made me suck it up and put the English version on hold and I sat in my room the rest of the night and watched Hannibal (I got the movie at the same time)... I need to ask my dad if he'll take me later this week to pick it up...

Anyways.

I've been drawing a little. I drew a cute picture (which means I'll screw it up by the time it's finished) and I have ideas for little comic stips... And I forgot half of those ideas already. XD Which sucks, I had a really good yaoi one... ):

Right now I feel like running headlong into a cement wall... It's shame, I'll have to compensate with the bricks at school. /:

Now I'm off to find some other medium to vent frustration. Ciao! ^3^

Life. Ugh.

So my brother got the frikkin swine flu... And gave it to my mother. Oh joy.

Stupid moron doesn't even wash his hands. >>; He has to be told to wash his stupid nasty hands. Now his germs are probably on EVERYTHING because, oh noes, the Xbox 360 is now all of the sudden boring, and he doesn't find self-confinement in his bedroom all that intersesting. *_*

So even though I've told him specifically not to get me sick, that I have a driving lab on Monday, I'm expecting to get sick by tomorrow. >>;

I think if I get his swine flu, I'm going to force myself to go to school on Monday anyway... I am not waiting another four weeks to do the lab just because he's going to be an inconsiderate moron...

I don't want to get sick at all because I feel like I'm behind for weeks, and I actually have better grades than usual...

Anyways.

My dad let me drive earlier (it's actually becoming a weekly thing, my goodness X_X;.) I feel pretty bored now, and I find myself staring at the windshield-wipers and somehow managing to center myself in the road at the same time. >>; That probably isn't safe. >>; Then he made me go through a terrific effoft to park into a parking space at McDonalds (I haven't parked the car yet) just so he could get some FRENCH FRIES. =_= He ended up buying me a burger and I saw a girl from school working behind the counter (and felt so embarrassed because I wasn't wearing makeup), and the burger was so fantastically DISGUSTING I don't even know why I was craving it for four months. X_X *sigh* At least I got rid of one of my odd cravings... Now on to Wendy's frosties and Kit-Kats and Hannibal movies. XD

Right now I have the most fantastic headache. I can actually feel my pulse on the back of my skull. XD It's a little wierd, and I'm slightly worried that I have some sort of constricted blood flow now, since a majority of my headaches are more centered in the back of my head, but yeah. XP

And I fixed my new inking pen! ^____^ I broke the nib on accident a couple of weeks ago but today I bent it another way and it works! Kinda. XD But everything I tried to draw today turned into crumpled paper balls... Fucking artist's block.

And I really, really want to go to a library. X_X I'm dying. I need new books. Ever since I moved a year ago we haven't gone to a library or gotten new library cards, even though my mom promised us that we'd go several times. One can only read Harry Potter and the Twilight Saga before wanting to jump realities and kill Harry Potter and Bella Swan just for the hell of it... I really want to read the Hannibal books... And the book about Ed Gein. I wonder if the library would even have that book? *looks it up real quick* HOLY SHIT IT'S THERE. O_____O Now I really, really, really want to go to the library. Maybe my dad will be nice and he'll take me tomorrow... ><;;

Library... *twitch*

... cookie? ^w^

People really amaze me sometimes.

They pretend to be hurt for attention.
They lie to others because they're lonely.
They don't care about other people's feelings.

Right now I feel like Woody from Toy Story when he got pushed off the bed to make room for Buzz Lightyear.
(I know they're better than me.
You don't have to rub it in my face.)

We ignore each other.
We covet.
We pretend like we care.
Then we laugh when we realize the other person thought that we were serious.

Or is this all just me?
Is my mind so screwed up that I see smiles when others cry,
Or a grin at another person's pain?

Have I just been reduced to this heartless machine that stands there and watches everything go by in shades of grey?
Is it alright to silently wonder if everyone can see in color?

I feel like I'm losing touch with reality.
Not in the sense that I'm turning schitzophrenic- I don't hear voices.
It's just that I can't sense what's real anymore.
I can't tell the fakes from the real thing.
The lies from the truth.

It's kind of like cutting up my life into little tiny pieces and putting them in a blender and watching them get mixed up until they don't make sense anymore. Watching the colors of the rainbow turn into a nasty grey.

I've been standing around waiting for a physco with a gun to just show up at school and shoot me already. I've been waiting for a car accident, or a house fire.

Why do I deserve to listen to problems that don't concern me while I feel like I'm drowning in a deep well?
Like I've taken a misstep and fell into a grave?
Like I'm stuck in something so wrong and so messed up that I can't even afford to suck up enough courage to try to climb out?

I'll be sitting in the middle of class, and I'll look up and I'll think, "This isn't real. Nobodies really here. This is all in my head. I can leave if I want to."

Why can't my Morpheus just pop up already and offer me the blue and red pills? I'm sick of being stuck in this alternate reality where I feel like I'm suffocating, like the air is too thin.

...

Idk.

... COOKIES!!! ^_______________________________^

If I did commissions, would anyone buy them?

This is really random, but I feel like I should ask this at least once a year or die from the curiosity of not knowing. XD

They wouldn't be super expensive... Something between five and ten dollars for a picture on a full sheet of paper (I've been drawing BIG lately >>; ) ... And I'd mail them out and everything... I actually have a couple of dollars to buy some envelopes and stamps now.

So after three years, are my pictures worthy yet? XD

goddammit...

i feel so fucking uncomfortable and embarrassed...

i can't believe how stupid and ignorant i am.

i should just stick with dA. less conflicting forces. and after four years and trial and error, i know what to do and what not to do here.

I'm still sick. =_= And my throat is so frikkin sore! D8 Ughhhhhhhh... I want to sleep but I can't. >>;

I've been wasting my time playing Pokemon... I haven't played Pokemon in about three years now *____* I found my Gameboy the other day and was all like, "HEY I CAN PLAY CHESSMASTER!!! 8B" Then I got bored with Chessmaster and started to play Yellow and Crystal... And I'm poed because I caught all the bloody Unown and all I got was a lousy, "GOOD JOB ^___^" Ugh... I spent hours just trying to catch all the different effing letters... >>; AND I LOST MY SUICUNE AND I DON'T KNOW WHY!!! I CAN'T FIND IT ON CRYSTAL!!!

Weeeee off to go back to 2D pixel adventures and having a bipolar Pikachu right on my ass~

This can't be right... >>;

You are an Innocent Uke!

Cute and sweet, and most gentle of all uke, whips and chains are not for you - you just want someone to love you. You are often spotted in candy shops wearing furry kitty ears, where you are sure to be noticed by the Romantic Seme, whose protective instincts will kick in and will only want to take you home and love and protect you. And you, of course, will be more than happy to spend the rest of your life baking cookies for your seme.

Most compatible with: Romantic Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Don't Fuck With Me Seme

... But... I like bondage... XD...

The last think I took like this said I was a seuke. I like seuke better. XP

...*grumbles*

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1) I THINK THESE ARE THE STUPIDEST THINGS IN THE WORLD D8 JSDFKLUDSFUDSKLJMAKHFJOIURIJWSNRAWR...

2) I hate being seen in public. School is the only exception, because I'm used to it.

3) I can't see or hear myself. Not clearly, anyway. In my brain, the playback of my voice and the visual of myself (my face, my body) are crude, blurred versions of the real thing. Everytime I look into a mirror, I'm surprised. XD

4) Going along with the not hearing myself clearly, I think I sing good. When I try to record myself, it's always with a bad quality mic, so I tell myself maybe I'm not that terrible... XD But everytime I sing out loud somebody tells me to shut up, so I must really suck. Thus I don't sing in front of people. ^____________^ Not a lot anyway. XP

5) I eat out of boredom. Sad but true. Then I wonder why I'm not losing weight. XD

6) Um... running outta stuff to say... Let's see... I SEE DEAD PEOPLE. Not really. Kinda. Just people. ^^ Or things that have likenesses to people. Or things that don't have likenesses to people at all.

7) I have an obsessive personality. I dwindle over things in my head constantly. I could have a conversation with somebody and then bring it back up a couple hours after it ended. XD

8) I like drinking blood. It tastes good. ^^ At least, my blood does. I never actually tried to drink anybody elses... XD

9) I ALWAYS SAY THE WRONG THING. ALWAYS. I say something thinking it's funny when it's not, or I'll say something offensive or just something random and unnessecary. And thanks to my obsessive trait, I think about all of this OVER and OVER and OVER again to the point that it makes me cry.

10) I cry easy.

I TAG NOBODY BECAUSE I'M A KIND SOUL. (:

Here I was thinking I was doing pretty good with my recovery, and I started swelling a little yesterday. ><; It's not really bad now, but I just finished off the steroids so I don't have anything to prevent it from getting any worse... =___=;;; And now all these drugs are making me REALLY tired rather than hyped up... Urg... I spoke too soon I guess =___=

Ugh. I never thought I'd actually share this, but I really can't wait for school to start. =________= I'm so BORED. I've been watching the same movies over and over and over again, and I don't feel comforatble calling anybody right now because I have a terrible feeling it'll last about five minutes and I'll have to get off because I laughed too hard and started bleeding again. >>; *sigh*

Blargh.

I'm alive ^___________________^ I survived my oral surgery. (: The back of my mouth is just sore. XD And I'm really glad I'm not swollen or anything, my chin was just numb for about five hours. XD It sucked, actually, I kept spilling water down my face and not realising it until my mom said something. >>; And I don't even have a bad bruise from the IV.

The whole thing wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. ^^ They plugged me up to a heart rate monitor first, and while the lady was explaining how they were going to give me laughing gas to knock me out, the monitor started to beep faster. XD Lol. Then they gave me the gas and then I shut my eyes and opened them and everyone was like, "You're done! It's all over!" ... But I was kinda freaked out because I was still loopy from the gas and everyone was still echoing and I had double vision and couldn't see straight. XD I got dragged into my car and tried to hard to stay awake and keep moving, so that made me really nauseas, but I didn't get sick, which is good. And the four different pills I'm on are helping a lot. XD

But then my mom totally killed my mood and said that I could get worse in the next couple of days, so now I'm like. D8 And even if I get better early in the week, I don't think I can hang out with friends or anything. X_x; My prescriptions run out next Tuesday, and I'm not all that great at remembering stuff like that. XD;

WEEEEEEEEEEEE DRUGS ^___________________________^

I'm boreddd... =____= I have nothing to do... Wooooooooo... Somebody talk to meeeeeee...

Last week I went to the mall with and got a new shirt and some other junk. XD And we watched A Clockwork Orange, and I've got to say that is one of the wierdest movies I have ever seen in my life. O____o Then we watched Saw 2, 3, and 4... That was fun. XD I love Jigsaw's traps, they make me all like .

I finally saw Harry Potter today... only took a month. XP And I saw Transformers a couple weeks ago, too.

So on Tuesday I'm getting my wisdom teeth out. Joy. Maybe my headaches will stop being as frequent. =_________=

So I was just watching Death Note and my mom walked in and saw Ryuk and said, "What are you watching?" When I said it was a cartoon (nice comeback, right?XD) she said, "Don't you ever get nightmares?" I'm like, "Nooooo..." because I really don't... I just see wierd stuff. XD And Ryuk and the shinigami from Death Note are not any of those things. :/

Then she came up behind me trying to see what I was typing and is now threatening to use some strange software to see what was typed on the computer... SOOO YEAH. Creepy. XD

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OMGGGGG I GOT A PUPPY!!!! >wwwwwwwwwwwww<

Okay, technically it's not mine. :/ It's my dad's birthday present (his birthday is next week, but my mom had to get it today or else it would be gone by next week. D: )

It's a yellow lab. <3 And it's 11 weeks old today. XD; AND HE'S SO CUTEE!!! And moody. O___o One hour he was whining, and then after a half an hour sleep he was trying to eat my brother. XDDD;;

He doesn't have a name yet. D: My dad won't pick one. I ran through all the male characters names in Twilight to see if he'd pick one, and Jasper and Edward and Jacob were repeated a lot (my fav characters). Jacob not so much cuz I have an aunt with a yellow lab named Jake. lol.

Just had to rant cuz this is the first dog we've ever owned. <333 BYEZ AND I HOPE I POST SOMETHING SOON. D: School's been a pain up my ass. D:

EDIT: My dad named him Duke. XP I forgot why he named him that though. XD;;;

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I'M SO HAPPY!

Finally, the cast list for Alice in Wonderland has more than just Johnny Depp on it. XD I just realised this five minutes ago. I'm sure that it was updated a while ago, please ignore my slowness. XP

I love the Mad Hatter The warm colors look cool. <3

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OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my parents gave me my birthday presents early b/c my dad has to work late tommorrow. AND AND OMG!!!

alright. first thing i opened was headphones, which made me like 'wtf, ok...'

the second was a special edition DVD of Sweeney Todd! i stopped watching it before he hit Perelli with a teapot tho. >>;;;

and third: A BLACK 8G iPOD NANO!!!! ♥♥♥ i had a spaz attack and started crying because i didnt even ask for it (its $200 easy>>;;- but my mom probably found a good deal on the internetXD;;; ) my brother told them i wanted it. XD and i hugged everyone.lol.i scared my bro. XD;;;

so now im being a total retard about it. im not bothering to put music on it b/c im gonna go to 's house on saturday and she wanted the pure pleasure of adding music to it. XD; she thinks its fun. XDD;;;

but now my head is messed up.XD; i was expecting friday as my birthday present day and saturday going to hannah's house, so now my excitement has been elongated (word?O o) and im just jittery and hyper and i love talking about my lovely lovely iPod. :3333 haha...

random detail of the day: i miraculously saved myself from major trouble from jumping up and turning off MSI on my CD player before my mom walked in the room. XD; Jimmy was about to say something naughty. XD;;;;;;

im done ranting. lol.

anyways. MY REAL BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW! IT HAS NOW BEEN RUINED! YAY ME! XDD;;;; well, not totally. just a little. X3

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]]> ~Koriana http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/18581584/ http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/18581584/ Fri, 30 May 2008 18:06:13 PDT my birthday is on June 13. :3333 *happy happy joy joy*

]]> ~Koriana http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/18240762/ http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/18240762/ Fri, 09 May 2008 11:27:01 PDT im using the school computer. my teacher basically had a party today, so i jumped in the computer lab and started playing with my stuff.

im sorry for being emo yesterday. D: just got to do it every once in a while, ya kno? ><;;

IM SORRY HANHAN-CHAN!!!!!! >~< *read the note she wasnt supposed to read* i was gonna read it anyway probably.D: i wasnt trying to make it obvious. ;-; if it makes you feel better, it took over an hour for it to click. XD;; im slow when im sleepy. D:

youtube or veoh? or both. make ur pick. XDD

OMG this computer is so annoying. this little thing keeps on popping up saying it has a virus. D:

got hacked. it was scary when i clicked on one of her deviations in my messages. O________________o scccaaaarrrryyyyy.......

this guy behind me is playing rap. *shoots him*

gah. im tired. D: very tired. D: god. teachers are giving me waaaay to much homework.... ;_;

]]> ~Koriana http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/18225497/ http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/18225497/ Thu, 08 May 2008 11:23:16 PDT if no one has noticed, i've been dead the last three weeks. D:

i've been regrounded. *doesnt remember if she said*

anyway... ive drawn a bunch, coloured a bunch, screwed up a bunch, and i'm still waiting for a time to scan my stuff.

i've been too apart from dA so i'm forgetting the point of keeping my account up. >>;;; i've just had a five minute battle in my head on just kind of quitting it... i hate my username and ive been thinking about switching to a new account, but i know ive gotten too much popularity on this one... thus i fight in my head. XD;;

oh, just remembered my reason why. i still get about the same amount of comments i usually do. maybe plus one or two more. i dunno. and favs are the same, and i get more on the pics i hate. just a little annoying, seeing as i finally got 1oo watchers and only 7 or 8 actually BOTHER TO READ OR COMMENT ON ANYTHING!!!!

at this part, im kind of a hypocrite b/c i gather WAY too many deviations and journals to comment on them all. ): i usually just stick w/ friends and fav artists or whatever sounds interesting to me... >>;; sorry. D:

yea. and im not asking for people to make me feel better. T T its just how i feel at the moment. I'LL GET OVER IT. DONT TELL ME I JUST WANT ATTENTION. IT PISSES ME OFF. :3 like, alot.

lol, i think i need to be emo once a month or something like a period. XDDDDD i dunno. i hate almost everything at the moment. little things are pissing me off. im at the point im just going to stop talking, just stand there and say nothing, because im an unsocial freak who cant handle critism and snide comments. i dunno. i've heard enough this year i don't talk from friends/family. i dont talk to family (almost all of them) because 1) i haven't seen them in a long time. i dunno how to act around them. (aunts and uncles and grandparents are constantly picking at me for this) and 2) i just have nothing to say. half the time i say anything, it either sounds totally dumb and i wish i didnt say it, or someone makes fun of me. i dunno. hate myself for it, but yea. whatever.

i dont like how someone tells me something personal about them and start to act cold towards me. its not like im evil now b/c i know it. >>;;; and you kind of are acting cold....>>;;; what happened to bob and george man?!? D:

ive been tired all day because i went on a field trip yesterday. im probably acting and sounding like a bitch. i dunno. and i fell asleep at one in the morning.

whats insomnia? like, how much sleep do you have to lose in order to be insomnic? im really wondering if i am or not. O__o i've always had sleep disorders where i wake up multiple times in the middle of the night, and lately im just losing sleep....

my field trip was special. people were drinking energy drinks with alcohol in them. someone puked. clue #1. someone was actually stupid enough to start smoking. >>;;; you cant even open the windows on the bus, so EVERYONE smelled it. >>;; im in the 9th grade, btw. its illegal. XD;;;

lol, i should stop writing about my emoness. >>;; its probably annoying. (lol yea) im just tired. ignore. ignore. ignore. delete. delete. delete.

i should be working on my powerpoint for class.... eh, i'll work on it at home.... its not too hard... >>;; due on mon....

im happy b/c my final project for sci. has been moved to tuesday. .... now just watch as its not and ive read it wrong on the board...>>;;; too... much... homework... the state tests are over, wtf is up with the teachers man???!?! D:<

]]> ~Koriana http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/17784459/ http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/17784459/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 17:59:44 PDT i went to blockbuster today and got Sweeney Todd!

and i watched it. =w= and my mom and brother hate it.>>;; too much singing... you think they'd be mad about the blood? well, i didnt let my mom see the blood scenes, im not that dumb. XD;; but my brother did. he says his neck hurts.

... and now i've got "my friends" stuck in my head. =w=;;; great. lol.

and for your most random enjoyment:
(dont worry about parents or anything, its pg. and hilarious. XDDD )

[link]

if you dont get why its funny, 300 is really violent... >>;; thus my parents wont let me watch it. D:<

ive been screaming "this is caketown!" and "frosting!" all night....XD;;;;; no one gets it...>>;;;;;;;;;;

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lol, today is Gerard Way's birthday. :333 he's 31.

for those of you who don't know who he is, he's the lead singer in My Chemical Romance.

for those of you who don't know what My Chemical Romance is, i slap you. and give you youtube links:

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happy bday Gee!!! >w< bring us some more frerard! XD

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]]> ~Koriana http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/17366108/ http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/17366108/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 18:00:29 PST

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~Koriana http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/16240573/ http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/16240573/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 11:14:35 PDT alrighty, got to give you all a hug.


thank you everyone who entered. >w< im so happy that i got this many. and im sorry if you didnt get a change to enter. D: due to my emo-ness, i kept on changing the damn deadline. XP

due to my lazyness/ability to NOT draw, i have only given out THREE places. THREE. so yes, it makes us all sad. D:

now then, PLEASE dont complain. PLEASE dont go emo on me and say that you suck. it makes me feel bad, but im not going to change the winners just because you say youre crying. >>;; it was really hard to choose, like always, i had like six favourites. i would totally tie them in, but i know ill never get around to drawing for you. >< so yes... anyways....

1st place - with [link]

2nd place - with [link]

3rd place - with [link]

♥winners, please send me a note or comment with your request for the prize ^w^ ♥

♥............................♥

COLOUR CONTEST!!!!!!!!!

♥GUIDELINES♥

1. you must colour this pic: [link]

2. you MUST fav this lineart: [link] if you dont, your submittion is automatically disqualified. T_T

3. you HAVE to give Tristan his purple tip

4. he is NOT wearing a shirt, so PLEASE dont give him one. just colour it skin coloured. >>;;; ~FairyDragonsFire is the only exception to this rule, everyone else will have it count against them. T_T

5. the better the shading, colouring, etc. the higher chance you'll have of placing higher.

6. YOU MUST GIVE THE PICTURE GRASS AT THE BOTTOM!!! like so: [link]

7. you MAY alter the lineart if you need/want to (make the lines bigger/smaller, change the colours, etc.). as long as you dont change the picture completely, im fine with it.

8. it MUST be turned in on the deadline (February 14)!!! NO EXCEPTIONS! im giving you plenty of time. XPP

9. YOU MUST NOTE ME YOUR ENTRY!!!! i cant stress this enough people, im not going to magically pop into your gallery, you NEED to note me.

10. you MAY enter up to 3 times

11. you can colour traditionally and/or cg


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♥DEADLINE IS MARCH 8♥

♥ANNOUNCED WINNERS...?♥

♥............................♥

♥PRIZES♥

1st place - coloured picture (with background)

2nd place - coloured picture (no background)

3rd place - lineart

THERE ARE NO TIES!

♥............................♥

♥Tristan refs:♥

http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/16191658/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 16:53:48 PDT stolen from

How many have you done?

1) smoked weed or cigs? yup
2) consumed alcohol? uh... no, not really.... ><
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex? yup
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex? yup
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex? nope
6) made out with someone of the same sex? nope
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex? yea
8) watched porn? yes
9) bought porn? nah
10) done drugs? yes

TOTAL: 6


11) taken pain killer? yup
12) taken someone elses prescription medicine? no
13) lied to your parents? yea.
14) lied to a friend? yup. ><
15) snuck out of the house? yes
16) done something illegal? i dunno! XD
17) cut yourself? yea
18) hurt someone? yea
19) wished someone to die? yesh
20) seen someone die? no

TOTAL: 13


21) missed curfew? yep
22) stayed out all night? yes
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself? yea
24) been to a therapist? nope. XD
25) been to rehab? no
26) dyed your hair? yea
27) recieved a ticket? nope
28) been in a wreck? no
29) been to a club? yea
30) been to a bar? yea

TOTAL: 19


31) been to a wild party? yea...O_e
32) seen the Mardi Gras? no
34) had a spring break in Florida? uh, yea. XD
35) sniffed anything? yea.
36) wore black nail polish? hell yea!
37) wore arm bands? yup
38) wore t-shirts with band names? yup
39) listened to rap? yup
40) own a 50 cent cd? haha, no. XP

TOTAL: 26


41) dressed gothic? yesh
42) dressed prep? yesh
43) dressed punk? yesh
44) dressed grunge? er...kinda, yea.
45) stole something? yesh
46) been too drunk to remember anything? no
47) blacked out? im not sure what tht means. XD;;;
48) fainted? no
49) had a crush on your neighbor? no
50) had someone sneak into your room? yea

TOTAL: 32


51) snuck into someone else's room? yea
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex? yea
53) been to a concert? yes
54) dry humped someone? um...no.
55) been called a slut? yea...><;;
56) called someone a slut? yes
57) installed speakers in your car? no
58) broke a mirror? yes
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house? yesh
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush? yesh

TOTAL: 40


61) consider ludacris your favorite rapper? if i was drunk.
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters? yea
63) cruised the mall? yes
64) skipped school? yea
65) had an eating disorder? no
66) had an injury? yea
67) gone to court? no
68) walked out of a resteraunt without paying? no
69) caught something on fire? Yesh
70) lied about your age? Yesh

TOTAL: 46


71) owned an apartment? No
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend? no
73) been cheated on? no
74) got in trouble with the police? no
75) talked to a stranger? yup
76) hugged a stranger? yea
77) kissed a stranger? no
78) rode in the car with a stranger? yes
79) been sexually harrassed? er... kinda...
80) been verbally harrassed? yea

TOTAL: 51


81) met face to face with someone you met online? no
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight? yes
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight? no.>>
84) watched tv for 12 hours straight? yes
85) been to a fair? yes
86) been called a bad influence? YES!!!
87) cursed? yes
88) prank called someone? yes
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex? yes
90) cheated on a test? yes

TOTAL: 59

91) cheated on homework? yes
92) recieved/given a handjob? no
93) been pushed into a pool? yea...
94) played pool?yes
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight? no.
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you? yes
97) had a crush on someone younger than you? yes
98) wear eyeliner? yes
99) skinny dipped? nopeXD
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt? yes

TOTAL: 66



10-20= goodie good
21-30= a little rebelious
31-40= getting hot baby
41-50= rebel
51-60= total bad girl/boy
61-70= bitch/asshole
71-80= cant believe you made it this far
81-90= fucking bad ass
91-100= see u in hell
51-60= total bad girl/boy
61-70= bitch/asshole
71-80= cant believe you made it this far
81-90= fucking bad ass
91-100= see u in hell

im a bitch/asshole?!?!... ]]> ~Koriana http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/16113142/ http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/16113142/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 10:52:10 PST well.... its kind of a hacking. XPPP

i left myself logged in on one of the school computers, and i didnt have time to shut it down. so someone sat at the same computer, read the history, and played with my account. did you notice the new deviation called "i suck at life"? thats not mine. somehow the pic still stayed there after i tried to upload it yesterday, but the ass played with my account. if i said anything offensive to anyone, please ignore it.

]]> ~Koriana http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15851994/ http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15851994/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 16:04:16 PST i entered a new years gift trade thingehs:

so, new year person... could you draw any one of my charies? A single person picture is just fine with me. ^^ It can be a group picture if you can pull it off... If you do do a group pic, please remember that Draven is Lilith's boyfriend, and that Tristan and Draven are best friends.


If you like girls....:

Lilith refs-

[link]
[link]
[link]


If you like guys...:

Draven refs-

[link]
[link]
[link]

Tristan refs-

[link]
[link]
[link] (the purple tipped guy)

thankies! ♥

♥.kori.chan.♥

]]> ~Koriana http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15776387/ http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15776387/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 17:26:11 PST ..... i hate guys. T_T" they can be very cute, or hot, dont get me wrong. i just hate them.

ive liked about six different guys the past 4 years. i told them i liked them (one way or another) and they all rejected me, or stopped talking to me, or whatever. --;

this guy i kinda liked since the beginning of the year, (his name is Brent, i think. tht could be a lie)... well.... one of my friends (she shall be named friend A, unless she wants her name given out ^^ ) found out some stuff about him today, like his name, his age, if hes straight(he is T_T;; ).... and i was all happy and stuff.... only problem was, he apparently likes older chicks, like who are his age and stuff... (hes a senior, im a freshman)....

and then i told this other girl (i shall call her friend B.) all this stuff, and shes been trying to teach me how to get guys (in a nutshell)... so she asked me if i was ok with her going and making sure he actually liked older girls... and stupid me was all like, "sure go ahead. ^^ ill be hiding over here..." im a fucking coward, yes... >>;;

so friend B went over there, and came back a few minutes later and said that he was a total bastard. she said tht he had said something tht offended both me and her, in its own way... and was like, oh ok... ;_; i can get over that....

and we were walking away, and she saw another one of her friends (friend C... this is getting confusing. XDD)... and she told her what happened... friend C was all like, oh, ill go talk to him. ^^" (talk to him, as in cuss him off. XD)

and she saw him, turned around and said to me, "you liked that guy? hes so ugly."

.... friend A+B had also said he was ugly. ;_;

.... im starting to wonder how fucked up my eyes are, because i saw him in the hall a little while later, and he looked fine to me. O_o .... maybe theres another guy who looks like him, only better. >>;;

so now im starting to think that guys are all bastards, or im really ugly, because every single guy i ever liked never liked me back....

.... in conclusion, guys really piss me off right now. ^^" no offense to any guys i talk to on dA...

.... later ill realize that i was rambling shit and take it all back. XDDD


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all i want for christmas... ish a subbish. >w< ill draw teh people stuffs; commishes for subbishes. XDDD

... thought i should put that out there. XD

i dont have a set price list, but if someone wants me to put one up, ill try as soon as i can. >< im still grounded and can really only get on at school...

subbish=subcription


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i entered a secret santa thingeh:

so, secret santa... could you draw my charies Lilith and Draven snuggling under a christmas blanket? >w<

Lilith refs-

[link]
[link]
[link]

Draven refs-

[link]
[link]
[link]

thankies! ♥

♥.kori.chan.♥

]]> ~Koriana http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15635643/ http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15635643/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 17:28:42 PST can you guys pick three of your favourite pics of mine from my gallery?

]]> ~Koriana http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15493951/ http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15493951/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 13:56:46 PST still grounded, sneaking on right now. shh...

im deleting all deviations. if i watch you, and you want me to look in ur gallery, please note me. >x<

and journals; if something is there u want me to read, please note me the link.

bye-byes.

♥.kori-chan.♥

]]> ~Koriana http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15453251/ http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15453251/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 17:54:55 PST stolen from X3

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool... and alot of the songs fit with the setting

Opening Credits:
Dead to the World - Nightwish (...wow. XD i randomly say dead to the world. O___o my mp3 player knows me well. X33 )

Waking Up:
My December - Linkin Park (hrm... im cold when i wake up. XD )

First Day At School:
Welcome to the Black Parade - My Chemical Romance (... great. this proves school will kill us all. D: )

Falling In Love:
Dead! - My Chemical Romance (... great.)

Fight Song:
The Man Without Fear - Drowning Pool ( )

Breaking Up:
Headfirst for Halos - My Chemical Romance (...so youre telling me im going to die when i fall in love, and then fly? O__o im reading the lyrics. XD )

Prom night:
Mama - My Chemical Romance (im taking my mom to the prom, lol...)

Life:
Leave Out All the Rest - Linkin Park (thats a life song, i guess. XDDD )

Mental Breakdown:
It's Not a Fashion Statement, Its a Deathwish (um... XDDD )

Driving:
I Write Sins Not Tradgedies - Panic! At the Disco (...uh... im going to be a bad driver, apparently, they make references to champange. and whores. and clown/mimes. and circus ringleaders. XDDD )

Flashback:
I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance (YES THIS IS A FLASHBACK SONG! HOMG. XDDDD )

Getting back together:
Prelude 12/21 - AFI (...wow... that sounds...rather...desperate... O_O;;; )

Wedding:
The End - My Chemical Romance (great. someones gonna die. XDD;;; )

Birth of Child:
Silver and Cold - AFI (...wow... thats gonna be some messed up kid. O_o )

Final Battle:
Lilium - ? (how sad....... ;_;..... D: )

Funeral Song:
Bless the Child - Nightwish (thats... some funeral... O_o i guess peoples are gonna be depressed? XD;; )

Final Credits:
God Called Sick in Today - AFI (... i guess...in a way.... XDD;;; )


......yes, im aware i have too many MCR songs on my mp3 player for my own good. XDDDD......

]]> ~Koriana http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15247867/ http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15247867/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 18:43:52 PDT i did this a loooong time ago. im doing it again since i have new charies now. XD

1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

OCs:

Lilith: *smiles*

Draven: *...*

Tristan: *waves*


How old are you?

Lilith: 16.

Draven: 16.

Tristan: 16. I CAN DRIVE!!!


What's your height?

Lilith: i dont bother to measure...

Draven:

Tristan: im taller than both of em.


Are you a virgin?

Lilith: ... ... ....D:

Draven: uh.... *stares at his feet*

Tristan: yup. nope.


Who's your mate/spouse?

Lilith: im not married.

Draven: uh... this is really stupid...

Tristan: EVERYONE!!!!111!!!1!!!!1 no no. *coughes* im a strict non-mate-atarien. (wtf? XD)


Do you have any kids?

Lilith: noooooooo. O_O;;

Draven: *shakes head furiously*

Tristan: no! wait... *thinks* no, i dont. ^^


What's your favourite food?

Lilith: chocolate, ramen, cake, pizza, tacos... *rambles on*

Draven: mmm.... id have to say nachos. ^^

Tristan: cookehs. XD


What's your favourite ice cream flavor?

Lilith: .... mostly anything with cheese, really, and hamburgers.... *ish still rambling XDD*

Draven: i guess.... vanilla?

Tristan: i ♥ them all.


Have you killed anyone?

Lilith: ... chocolate, vanilla, and strawberry. ^^

Draven: nope. i want to tho. >>;

Tristan: ... does the cat count?


Do you hate anyone?

Lilith: uh-huh. *nods* i dont like naming them tho.

Draven: hell yea. >>;

Tristan: the cat.


Have any secrets?

Lilith: yup. but it wouldnt be a secret if i told you, would it?

Draven: not really... *Lilith stomps on his foot* ...ok yes, yes....

Tristan: *nods*


Do you love anyone?

Lilith: uh... yea... >//<

Draven: uh-huh.

Tristan: what is love? ^^? (hes joking people XDD )


What is your job?

Lilith: im a student. ^^

Draven: dont have one.

Tristan: i used to have one at starbucks but i drank all the coffee...


What do you do to relax?

Lilith: i sleep

Draven: i find my razor.

Tristan: i hug people.


DONE

i made Tristan sound more like hes on crack than he really is. but im too lazy to go through and fix it soo... XD;;;

and Draven isnt tht rude, hes just shyish. *laughs*

tag: ~snghigurashi~Kanitai~hanseki


ART STATS- [link]

kiriban- ~Koriana http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15126198/ http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15126198/ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 08:40:06 PDT umm... i cant get on the computer very much, cuz my house computer is on hacker drugs. >>;;; so i wont be replying much for... about two weeks? yea... sounds right. XPP


ART STATS- [link]

kiriban- 7,500

clubs-


my other account-

my fanclub-

i love her art-

matchies-

]]> ~Koriana http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15046334/ http://Koriana.deviantart.com/journal/15046334/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 17:40:00 PST

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GAHHH I WANT TO SHOOT THE NEXT PERSON WHO COMPLAINS/RUBS IT IN ABOUT OBAMA! D<

Okay, he's going to be the next president. Big deal. You'll live. You didn't die when Clinton and Bush were in office and you arn't going to die because of Obama. XP Send me a postcard from Canada.

My new school is seriously redneck and racist. I got to hear everyone today either bitch and moan about how McCain didn't get it or rub it in everyone's faces that Obama beat him. ( and know what I'm talking about >>; I hope. O_O XDDDDD)

Personally, I think they're both idiots. XP I really didn't care who won. The kindest thing anyone can do right now is shut up and stand behind Obama until he screws it up. T___T Then you can bitch and moan and I'll stand with you (depending on what it is). Any more fun in the oval office and I'll probably just laugh. XDDD

Personally, I think McCain would've died from a heart attack or something if he won. D: And Palin is too dippy to be president. "Obiden..."

I'd like to throw out besides the fact Clinton is a some kind of manwhore he did get rid of the deficit. Bush brought it back. Hmm. And we never caught Osama Bin Laden, which was the main reason for the stupid war in Iraq in the first stupid fucking place.

I'M DONE. 8DDDD

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Horrible. TT___TT

I just moved and I'm going to a new high school. D: I can't believe my parents are so dumb that they can't realize that high school is supposed to be the school you don't switch your kid out of! >>; And I don't know anyone here! A few of my teachers are proving themselves to be the kind who are bitchy and give you homework every night just because they can. >>;;

I've been trying to talk to people, which is a big deal for me, because I'm quiet and I keep to myself. TT___TT A lovely trait I get from my parents. I don't wanna live school life without friends! ;.; And I remember someone saying that they'd be suprised if I could make friends at a new school, I don't remember who but somehow I thought of that the night before I went to school, so that has been my fuel. XPPP And a few of the people I was trying to talk to said they're going to school in the city I just moved from! Wtf???!!! I'm about to give up trying, so now I'm sad. ;___; Everyone I sit around in all my classes are either emo wannabes and I didn't realize it or preppy bitchy people, whether preps or emo kids. ;____; I'm gonna ddddiiiiiieeeeeeeeeee.....

I actually got really depressed this morning and I started crying because I don't wanna live here. It sucks! I was suprised by how many people dressed and looked in styles I like, like emo/punk/indie, and how there were like, NO FUCKING HILLBILLIES. I'm serious. O______O I'm scared myself, this is the only highschool for two country-ish cities. XD;;;; I'll take my old preppy high school over this. At least there were people I could somewhat talk comfortably with.

Fuck my 7.62 acres of land. I HATE THIS CITY.

And I felt bad that I didn't call these people back over the summer. ;.; I meant to, but then suddenly we chose to move one weekend, so yea. XP

I'm also being completely self-hating right now. I was staring at myself in my bathroom mirror and talking to myself in a negative way. XD;;; (my parents and brother were outside)Weee I'm crazy!!

On a completely random note, which of my characters are your favorite? XD;;;

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