http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Kristy80909&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Kristy80909 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 31 Dec 2009 00:33:15 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/20951386/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/20951386/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 10:34:09 PDT I made this other account because I want it to be my more serious art and whatnot. SO i'm still gonna be posting stuff like doodles and random crap on this account and keeping the better stuff on . plus I like the name more

So if you watch this site, you'll probably going to want to watch that one too...its up to you.

http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/20814578/ Fri, 03 Oct 2008 19:23:33 PDT It seemed like I was on an art block till about an hour ago...starting doodling a pic that is gonna be a painting that I started about half an hour ago
I have this lil metal spartan figurine that I got from the flea market for dirt cheap that is my little muse now... I don't know why but when I look at him I feel like drawing, hallelujiah!
Hmm in other news... My grampa had surgery on his neck/shoulder yesterday, and recouperating today and tomarrow in the hospital. I'm a little worried about him, but I know he'll be fine, he's a fighter
and I've now experienced the awesomeness of the xbox 360...AWESOME. My brother got a used one from Entertainmart a couple days ago, and even though he only has one game it still fuckin rocks. I play Oblivion while he's at work, its so...addicting. I just wanna keep playin it cause everytime I play it something new happens and I keep playing..
Song of the week - Do what you want by OK GO - GREAT song, I love it

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/20592252/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/20592252/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 21:12:30 PDT Well I guess its just cause nothing interesting has happened to me lately....still bored
I've been listening to Bob Marley more than usual lately, his music never gets old
If anybody that watches me reads the twilight series, go to Stephenie Meyers website and look at the Midnight Sun web page.

Quote of the... month,
"Even a road leading off of a cliff, still leads somewhere."
-Me

The other day I was at a park by my house with some friends, just sitting at one of the picnic tables talking. And this little girl walks up to us, shy and quiet and really nervous from what it looked like, and she asked if we had any pot. The whole time she was looking over her shoulder at the stairs sorta far from us with some boys that looked older than her, were sitting, staring at us. Well the first thing I do is ask how old she was and she said she was 9. The ridiculousness was awe inspiring, I couldnt believe that. And she says the boys sent her up to ask cause she was the bravest, and even though she has no idea what pot is at all, she would do it to prove to the boys she was brave. God it just keeps getting worse doesnt it? 14-15 year old boys making little girls do their bidding, damn. I bet next week Ill have a toddler ask for a condom. -_-'

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/19545404/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/19545404/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 21:36:20 PDT
okay then, so.... uhm..m..
ahh your not supposed to do these unless you have something somewhat interesting to say. obviously
so go look at this: [link]
'tis funny
and this chick , she has funny comics...
okay I'm done wasting your time and rotting your brain with my dry humor >.>

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/19208108/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/19208108/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 19:24:36 PDT Not really interesting updates, other than a painfully bruised foot, and my ears almost deaf from being an idiot with fireworks, lol it is the 4th anyway, whats a holiday without hurting yourself? Not a very good one, I'd say.

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/19111150/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/19111150/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 14:28:15 PDT Ima start an art trade ^^
SO, if you wanna do an art trade with me, leave me a comment on this journal and we shall talk about it!
And its any art, so photography, cosplays, drawings, paintings, poems, anything is fine with me. You just ask what you want me to draw, and vise versa.








Club:


]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/19098846/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/19098846/ Sat, 28 Jun 2008 19:59:59 PDT My brain hurst. DX

No art has come out of anything, anywhere in anyway with myself. My summer is SO boring, because as a 15 year old girl, no body will hire me to do anything. I want a f*cking job, moraly, for somthing to do all day, and because having no money sucks.

Ohh and for all it concerns, (because I've gotten 3 messages concerning it) yes I have an icky myspace. And the irony is, I made it to talk to my friend in Missouri, and she doesnt talk to me. But I've added a bunch of people from my middle school, and now I'm talking to them for some reason.
go nwah for da misplace- [link]
And I think I have that "YOU MUST KNOW MY EMAIL TO PROCEED" thingy, so heres my email- kristys_80909@yahoo.com
Add me and message me to tell me who the hell you are...so I dont delete cho...




CLUB!


]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/18991762/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/18991762/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 22:25:11 PDT
If you like Kenshin, or if I havent already noted you, go here! -

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/18792676/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/18792676/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 21:39:12 PDT

I've been helping my good friend diane move out of her house for the last week, stressful.
But meh, it works, I get to help her, and I get paid and shit-ton of free crap. My room looks like the beverly hillbillies

And I havent been doing alot of art, but I did colour this chick, that I'm gonna scan and submit it and what not. But thats the ONLY good thing I've done in the last 2 weeks, I'm so....un insprired. lol

OMG BREAKING DAWN IS RELEASED SOON!! YAAAAAAY!!!
Sorry, fangirl moment

Ohh and I got an original starwars soundtrack from my friend, its cool. I might sell it on ebay, if I can rip it from my brothers clutches.

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/18550471/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/18550471/ Wed, 28 May 2008 19:56:03 PDT Nothing new since its summer, no school drama, no friend drama and mostly just bordom. lol
I've drawn so much crap, it seems anything I draw right now is a big pile of sh#%. but oh well, the rut will go away eventually

One of my best friends is leaving on friday for like 2 months, and my other friends are all gone or live like 50 billion miles away D: TO THE BUS MOBILE!

YAY FOR PS2! oh my brother got a freakin PS3!!!! AHHHH>>>>yay...

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/18373525/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/18373525/ Sat, 17 May 2008 21:05:55 PDT I went shopping with my friend diane, I've walked her dog for like two years, so she bought a shit-ton of clothes. !!!
YAY!
and I've gained 4 watchers in the last two days!!!!!THATS SO COOL. YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME, ALONG WITH MY OTHER WATCHERS, CAUSE YOU ALL ARE. FREAKING. AWESOME.
I'm usually not this happy, but I am!!! wooooooooooo!
ohh and I got 4 new kenshin mangas!! only 20 to go!!!
AND SCHOOLS ALMOST OVER!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
ahhg I think i might spontaneously combust one of these days...

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/18155713/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/18155713/ Sat, 03 May 2008 21:19:47 PDT my comp is soo stupid slow, its pretty mind blowingly annoying :{

but I'm happy cause I got the first three kenshin mangas! YAY! Ive read them like a million times in the small time I have boughten them, and right now. ;D

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/17902937/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/17902937/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 20:14:54 PDT I've been sick alot, dont know why though. Its not like cold or flu, its like throwing up, head aches and back pain. Its sorta stupid since I've missed a bunch of classes. I'm not taking asprin any more cause it doesnt help and makes my stomach hurt more (I think my stomach lining is deteriorating). But other then that school just fine, practically no drama, its sorta wierd. A little uncomfertable. :/

I'm rereading the kenshin manga. Look forward to more kenshin and off character art. lol fads never end
umm.. I got this expander thing on the top of my mouth off for good, its hurts like a bitch tho. I got sore and stuff on the top of my mouth, so I always taste blood, and the cement stuff that kept it to the top of my mouth. D: sorta sucks...alot
I've been chilling alot with my friends, and sleeping ALOT
yay for sleeping!!

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/17580734/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/17580734/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 21:28:04 PDT
Ohh well, I've done nothing but
play Ps2.
hangout with Chris.
sit in front of the computer for hours.
draw relentlessly.
and sleep.

This week total I've probably drawn for at LEAST eighty hours. I have so many unfinished drawings, finished crappy ones and stupid doodles that only make sense to me. xD

oh yeah, my dogs front feet are now claimed by spain. XD
their names are karen and bob, they live happily together, cause bob and joe cant, they can only be room mates.

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/17370058/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/17370058/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 20:26:01 PDT

amazing, how when I start to like something it turns out to be like my life for two weeks. JAK. I have all four games now, beaten all of um exept Jak X cause my siblings keep playin my ps2 when i finally decide I wanna play D:



so i fix the dissapointment by drawin him!! OBSESSED ISNT THE WORD. bsessed





HOMEWORK. BLEH, I procrastinate by drawing jak!
watch my next obsession will be something completly opposite of jak and be like frosty the snowman

its snowing! spose to have 2-4 inches by tomarrow! It just wont quit!!!

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/17121077/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/17121077/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 17:09:55 PST
I'm rerereading the twilight series, right now I'm reading new moon, GWEE I have so many ideas for drawings but i'm so lazy....and I have to make a comic for my homies birthday
I have no Idea what I'm gonna do though...


nobody ever comments my art anymore D:
it makes me sad


and as my french buddy says, a+ (I have no idea what it means XD)

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/16869029/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/16869029/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 18:18:13 PST 2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie.

~~~~~

Opening Credits: Doin' Time (sublime)

Birth: Run for cover (bootleg)
HAHAHA thats funny

First day at school: The unforgiving forest (amb)
lol

Falling in Love: Fall into the fire (Esham)
hehe

Fight Song: lol I got "run for cover" again


Breaking Up: Same in the end (sublime)

Prom: Killin' spree (esham)
hehehehh

Life: Smokin' doja (Kotton mouth kings)
HAHA thats funny

Mental Breakdown: Cry (Zug Island)
Damn, thats extremly relivent...

Driving: High riders (psychopathic artists)
god damn

Flashback: Mad professour (ICP)
Hmm....

Wedding: You don't want it (Tech n9ne)
DAMN not cool!

Birth Of Child: Freak on a leash (Korn)
heh

Final Battle: Highway blues (Marc Seals)

Death Scene: Bring me down (monoxide)
:woah:

Funeral: Everybody Rize (ICP)
woah...

Ending Credits: Animal I have become (Three days grace)
?? irony? no.....

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/16839164/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/16839164/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 19:38:38 PST
Damnit, I always happen to get the stupid dentist.
I went to get fillings done, I got shot with novacaine once in the lower cheek. He came and started to work on it, then HORRID stinging pain. So more novacaine! Two in the cheek, upper and lower, and one in the gum by my tongue. Ten minutes later, he came back in and started to work on my cavity. Still HORRID pain. He was confused but accepted, more novacaine! Two in the lower part of my mouth, one in the upper. He came back and started again, not bad pain, a faint sting, I didnt care, but when I flinched he insisted I musn't be in any pain. Three more shots, one in my upper left cheek, one in the lower and one on the inside. No more pain, at all. Except for the wierd tingling feeling, like when a foot falls asleep.

Results:
Two and a half hours in the dentist office
9 shots of novacaine, numb face to the bottom of my neck
and another apointment next week



BAH!

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/16744947/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/16744947/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 19:33:08 PST

Har har.
Well I've decided that I'm gonna come up with a list for all the things I think are evil, because it seems to be growing, and my friends think its funny that I bitch about evil things, not considering I'm insane, just I'm weird enough to think so many things are evil.

1. Myspace
2. Deal or No Deal
3. Spiders
4. Fall Out Boy
5a. Church
5b. The Government
6. The radio
7. High School Musical
8. Dr. Phil
9. Bleach and Naruto
10. Starbucks
11. Rodeo Clowns
12. The show "HOUSE"
13. People who would give their lives for their cell phones
14. The little girl who walks past me everyday when I'm walking home
15. Jordan Sparks
16. the number 16
17. Guitar Hero
18. President Bush
19. Bumper stickers that have things on them about saving the enviornment, IRONIC ISNT IT?!!?!?!
20. Blueberry icecream
21. People who seriously talk like, "Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit dawg, what poppin with the shiznit in the hizouse" and expect a rational response.
22. Parents who are narrowminded and who teach their kids to be narrowminded.
23. People who spell "lyk dis nd diimand! r3sp3ct 4 who thy'r"



Notice, that this is my opinion, and my opinion alone, please do not get all pissy cause I think something you like is evil.

TIS BLASPHEMY!

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/16527541/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/16527541/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 19:16:21 PST
I havent been drawing, photoshoping or anything because of school, I feel deprived

And people are hypecrites and it pisses me off.
Long story short I freaked out and got kicked outa class...how many times is this for ninth grade?!?! thats BAD.
BOOOOOOOOOO.

And down with myspace, tis evil.
I deleted mine, I feel relieved, but I very frequently accidentally just click to it on the URL thingy. And so many people are like, HOLY SHIT YOU DELETED YOUR MYSPACE?!?!?!?!WHY!???
I don't support things more evil than I. Its not right.

I gots a new club!

FUR SHIZZLE

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/16438318/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/16438318/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 20:19:16 PST So if you like that sorta gory demented and sorta scary stuff I can't do, go check him out and give him some love! Cause, ya know he's the shit like that.
And since I scan, title, and make the artist comments for his art, he's really doing jack shit and getting praised for it....why do I make the artist comments? thats not right...

Ohh well.

Heres his thingy



Love him cause you love me

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/16336436/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/16336436/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 20:53:38 PST
God my classes are SO FREAKING easy compared to IB. Damn the heardest thing I did in my english class was a word search. A WORD SEARCH thats like 1st grade? stupid freshman piss me off.

Ohh well, less time on homework more time on meh tablet!


I gots to go sleep....peace out my artsy buddies...

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/16171871/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/16171871/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 19:13:37 PST

I feel so spoiled!! I have so much nice stuff now, regardless I have to pay for the majority of it, but still!
I have a 150$ bowling ball.
I have Ps2.
I have a dvd player and a N64.
I have tablet.
I have my own room. (its priceless)

GAHHHGHPHSHSBLLEHH. ALL I CAN DO TO SPREAD MY HAPPINESS BY GIVING HIGH FIVES AND DANCING LIKE A CHICKEN WITH MAD COW DISEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, and Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater Is THE BEST GAME THAT WAS EVER DEVELOPED ON THE FACE OF THIS EARTH MADE FOR PS2 EVER IN THE HISTORY OF GAMES.


IMA GO KICK SOME SHAGOHOD ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15963383/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15963383/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 17:48:51 PST

hmm....

Kris Wilsons hot..........


........well, he is.



]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15840945/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15840945/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 21:38:09 PST
I am really depressed. My friend Victoria is moving to california on tuesday and might not be able to see her to send her off cause her parents are stupid.

And my new fad! COMICS!
They are crappily colored, drawn and idea'd. But They sure as hell get a laugh outa me and my friends so its ok if they are. I do a couple personalized comics for my friends, and they realize why they still love me. <3
Most of them are things that happened and I over exagurate (CANT SPEEEEL) them so they entertain meh. Now everyday I have a quota from at least one friend! Ahh I should charge people for them!


God DAMN I want some orange juice. Not the nasty pinnapple orange mix my gramma buys. BLEH. Orange juice=smokes. Well that with sunflower seeds and pie..

I also wish I was french...but thats a convo for another day...

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15711155/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15711155/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 17:27:35 PST

Today I talked to my counseler about dropping out of IB and going into regular honors classes. She gave me a sheet to bring to all my teachers by next week for them to signs and all that. But Since it was at the end of school I decided to go around afterschool, which was pointless considering that non of my teachers were in their rooms.grr..

but I went to the bus stop by the gym instead of going to the terminal like normal. The bus was SO crowded and I was the last person to get on. When I got on the driver said to me (more like yelled) "Hurry up and sit down, so I can drive my bus!" I was gonna stand up but this hot guy stood up for me so I could sit where he was sitting. Aww.
But when I was going to sit down he started driving then stopped suddenly to make me move and I fell backwards. This nice lady next to me helped me up and sat me down then started SCREAMING at the bus driver, "HOW INCONSIDERATE CAN YOU BE?!? THAT WAS SO MEAN!" I sank down in my seat, embarrased cause the hot guy was laughing and watching my reaction..

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15684719/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15684719/ Mon, 26 Nov 2007 19:05:51 PST

I was in my art class, and since at the table I'm at the people there havent ever touched a pencil other than for writing. Which is annoying but its fun cause they always ask my advice(since I'm not the talented one in my family. ) But today we were doing perspective shading, which is pretty damn easy for me. But the girl next to me asked me for help. So I gave her some tips. Basic stuff I learned probably in 1st grade but you have to start somwhere, right? Anyway, my teacher,(insane lady) came over to me and told(yelled at) me that I was giving her wrong advice and I'm not allowed to teach to kids when its wrong. AHH.
Well, Mrs. A(name disclosed) told my neighbor how to "correctly" do it, a shading technique that I learned last year in the advanced class, after learning many different techniques. This one is not the most efficent unless you've done the basics, and it is very difficult for a begginer like her. Well then my neighbor (racheal) looked at the one she told her how to and the one I told her how to. She told Mrs. A, "Well, Kristy's is easier for me, and I think it looks a little better than yours." And everyone else at my table looked as well and nodded agreeing with her that mine is better.
Well, then insane lady freaked and told her that she did it wrong and if its done correctly its flawlessly easy. Well me being the smartass I am had to say, "well if its flawlessly easy why couldn't she do it under your almighty supervision?"
She kicked me out of her class for the rest of the period. And it was fine with me, cause shes a bitch and shes insane. She made a scene in the middle of the class to tell me off,"I"M THE ONE WHO WENT TO ART SCHOOL, NOT YOU!!", she said she was going to call security and kicked me out of the class room. Well security came asked me what I did and I told them, and they laughed at how childish she reacted. Kicking me outa her class, such grace to handle a situation.

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15638659/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15638659/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 16:56:25 PST
But although they ruined the movie that doesnt mean that all 95 episodes of kenshin arent the best thing to happen since oreos.

Check it out!

[link]
Go here for all the episodes.
Click on EPISODE 1

Go now or have your eyes plucked out!!!

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15627504/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15627504/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 21:04:12 PST im such a nerd... Its one of my favorites, without a doubt so its ok. O_o But Since I want to read the whole manga as well, the only way i have to get them, is threw the library. its annoying waiting for it...

Happy dead turkey day!
Turkey=yummeh

I helped my g-ma in the kitchen the whole day, standing there like an idiot, asking "WHAT CAN I DO!?" when shes cursing to herself about everything that she has to do. I hate cooking so much...ironic cause I love food...
And my uncle came in when I was shoveling stuffing outa the turkeys ass, and said, "your gonna make a good house wife one day!"
Thats a compliment??!?!
I wouldnt be able to do it, i swear if my husband ever says, "so hun, whats for dinner??" I'm gonna stab him a turkey baister! AHH!

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15624216/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15624216/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 16:39:29 PST
]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15611734/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15611734/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 20:48:07 PST ahh my bad. I missed monday and tuesday of school, *cough*faking sick is easy*cough*


But I've goten into reading the Rurouni Kenshin manga. Its so great ^-^ I've done draw and colored a bunch of scenes from it. I only scanned a couple cause the other ones arent done, or they suck

Tis' cold.
It snowed last night, and it sucked. Its the wet slushy none cool kinda snow. girr...

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15395744/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15395744/ Tue, 06 Nov 2007 17:28:29 PST Anyway. His life right now is like one giant soap operas and its like addicting. But I told him that, (which proabbly wasnt a good thing) and he was fine with it. But when i told him to write a book he started freaking out and even after i told him i was joking hewouldnt drop it, DONT WRITE A BOOK!

But out of spite, and my stubbornness to admit I'm wrong to somthing like this, i have to write a book. I feel sorta bad though cause im afraid he might not talk to me like he did before. So i dont know if Im gonna do it. But It would be an AMAZING book to read and to write I'm so enthralled about doing it! But i dont know if its the smartest thing to do...

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15383137/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15383137/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 19:47:29 PST


I involuntarily fingered a sponge.


Thats how strange my friends are.

Or should I say, extremly psychotic they are?
---------------------------------------------------------


Okay, back to being a somewhat functional member of society. XD
lol

For the 5th time in the last 2 years, I've almost gotten hit by a car.
Jesus! People need to learn how to drive!

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15351900/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15351900/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 20:26:19 PDT -------------------
By Fiona Apple
------------------
LISTEN TO IT DAMMIT!
[link]

scroll down, and press the play song next to the Title.

I LOVE THAT SONG!


Watch this:

[link]


and this:

[link]

HE IS GOD!

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15351436/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15351436/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 19:48:39 PDT Age: 15
Birthday: Oct 21, 1992
Natural Hair: Dark Brown
Current Hair: Diddo
Eyes: Like greenish blue. But they change from lighter to darker shades constantly.
Country: USA
Height: 5'9. HELL YES IM TALL
Weight: hahaaa your funny

* Favorite...: *


General Food:shrimp...and tacos
Drink: Faygo my bitches!
Fruit: Peaches or pinnapple,,, or oranges...
Vegetable: TOMATO
Meat: ch-cha-cha- chickaan!
Game: All zelda, mario, Sims, any thing violent and bloody.
TV Show: Scrubs, family guy, simpsons, south park, ect
Movie: Big fish, kill bill, POTC, FD, Tremors...hostel, saw...any thing violent and bloody...
Song: Right now, anything by Fiona Apple
Band: Slipknot, beatles, twiztid, Steve miller band, AMB
Colour: Red, black, white, dark blue, silver
Season: FALL
Flavor of Gum: mint, sour apple! YUM <3
Flavor of Ice Cream: peppermint, apple martini, double dutch chocolate, pumpkin pie...yes there is a pumpkin pie icecream...and it rocks...


* Pick Something: *


Ketchup or Mustard: Ketchup
Salt or Pepper: Salt
Warm or Cool: Cool
West or East: west
North or South: North
Anime or Manga: Anime
Movies or Books:....uhh....depends which books, and which movies...
Dogs or Cats: CATS SUCK
Hockey or Soccer: uhh...soccer. but most sports suck so..
Telephone or Email:depends who im talking to
DVD or CD: CD.OHH CHYASS
Christmas or Halloween: fuck halloween! but christmas is awesome too...
Food or Drink: FAYGO
Black or White: HA thats hard!
Young or Old: young
Shading or Coloring: shading..
Tall or Short: GO TALL PEOPLE! Woo
Sunrise or Sunset: Sunset
Morning or Evening: Evening
Wet or Dry: HA, depends :/


* Do You Like...: *

Anime: yep, not as much as some people. Damn
Manga: not so much
School: words cant express the hatred i have for school.
Work: i dont work
Fast Food: I used to love Mcdonald fries. but they give me REALLY bad heart burn.
Any Characters:

*~Books~*
twilight series
an ocean apart a world away
Shadow of a doubt
Uglies series
The da Vinci code was REALLY COOL

~*Shows*~
Dirty jobs
mythbuters
fairly odd parents
scrubs
south park
simpsons
Family guy
that survival show with Bear Grylls, i dont remember the name



Video Games: LOVE THEM <3
Music: i would disinigrate without it
Little Kids: hate them, SPAWNS OF SATAN
Weekends: My rest time, Sleep, eat, everything i cant do during the day.
Mondays: BOOOO!!!
Ice Cream: YUMMY!
Brocolli: depends
Peas: meh
Pickles: HELLS YEA
Cheese: BLEHH!! EWWW..
Dora the Explorer: is a tv show?


* Random Questions: *

1) What do you like on your pizza?: Pepperonis and Green pepper. YUM!
2) Orange Juice?: The best drink ever!
3) What’s the First thing you think when you wake up?: FUCKING ALARM!
4) What do you put on french fries?: Cocktail sauce...i know...im weird.
5) Do you respect gay rights?: Meh, i dont care.Their choice, not mine.
6) What’s your religion?: I'm athiest. I think religion is corrupted everything in life. I'm not going to say anything more, cause I'll probably offend somone.
7) Do you ever want to smoke?:HA! ha ha haa...you have no idea.
8) Have you had sex?: hah, i wish!
9) Do you wanna have sex?: Damn straight
10) What’s your middle name?: Ann
11) Have you ever played Baten Kaitos?: higga jigga wha?
12) What character would you kick if you could?: > rosalie hale.....or laurent....or victoria...hmm...
13) What character would you kiss if you could?: Edward, or jasper from Twilight
14) Do you like red cars?: I do, but they cant get dirty or they look nasty
15) Do you know what Pocky is?: I know, but Ive only had it once. :/

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15338009/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15338009/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 21:04:07 PDT

Ive run out of ideas of crap to draw....lol I'm so lame. I;ve drawn so many people lately and they all arent very good. Anybody have any requests? I'm bored!

I woke up this morning with a really bad rash on my cheek. AHhh it the cigarettes fault!! AHh it itches! and my nose has been bleeding, and occasionally my eye starts to twitch for a couple minutes. It really annoying! and talk about the mood swings! Gees, practically anything sets me off, you have no idea how many people asked me if it was "that time of the month." Ahh, they need to be lightsabered.


]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15321604/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15321604/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 18:36:13 PDT
Quiting has been alot harder than I expected it to be.
I feel bad cause I've been avioding my friends that smoke, cause most of them do. Which doesnt help. But I would rather hang out with them when I'm not in a cloud of smoke. Damn it all to hell, I've been living off of mints, they are the only thing keeping me clean. But I do feel so much better, I'm alot more optimistic. And its nice to not always be naushous or depressed from them.

I got a tutor for math. Hes ok, but he acts like somone shoved a stick up his ass. But I guess I do know alot more than I thought I did. Listening while I'm drawing or reading, I guess I absorb it.....like a sponge.....

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15278200/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15278200/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 19:07:14 PDT
I skipped my history class and sat in acacia park and smoked a cigarette. A menthol, marlboro smooth. I sat in that park, and smoked 5 cigarettes in one sitting. five.

The after effect that I usually have after smoking just 1 whole one (a non menthol), is a calm, but after the calm is a naushous (i dont know how to spell it), head ache, and I feel somewhat depressed. My hands are stained with the smell so I can't hold my face and I have really bad cottonmouth. (if you dont know what that is comment and ask).
Well, the after effect this time was different. So much different that if I had had a knife I would have killed myself. I was depressed, suicidal, pissed off about everything, everyone, and at myself.

I got up when I saw some kids from palmer get out of school and I went to the bus stop. me being the IDIOT that I am, I smoked one more before the bus came. After the bus came I sat there, on the bus, about everything that's happened since school started.
1) I started smoking again.
2) I made friends with the wrong crowd.
3) I got into bad habits, not doing work. Skipping classes.
4) losing everything moral to me.
5) lieing to my g-parents faces.
6) lieing to teachers. (i did that before, but not as often.)

Well I went home. I went to my brothers room and gave him my smokes, my lighter and my permission to hit me and yell at me if I ever smoke a another cigarette again.

After that I took a shower. I turning the water on as cold as a it would go and stood in the shower for what felt like hours. I had a revalation, today was probably the most important day of my life. I realized whole I am, that I am who I choose to be. Who I am, meaning a deeper sense of myself and the world around me. I didnt want to be, the failing dropout that is dependant on somthing as pointless at tobacco. I didnt want to be what I was becoming. I sure as fuck didn't want any of it.

I don't know what I want out of life. Other than to be happy. To make others in my life happy and do what I can to make MY world a better place, for me. If I ever decide to pick up another cigarette I know, I've probably lost myself, to the tobacco company, to the endless void of HAVING to have that next one. And I know what that feels like, to have the need. Somtimes I want a cigarette so much I would trade my oxygen supply for it.

I'm going to focus on myself for a while. I want to seek having a more meaningful life, to be able to love myself. I want to start to attain my nirvana.

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15264558/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15264558/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 20:34:34 PDT Teacher
Conferences


AHH!
So annoying. I had so much homework this weekend, and I didnt even do half of it!! FUCK! And I have a 900 word paper due tomarrow and I'm TIRED!

And I haven't done much drawing lately. I'm not INSPIRED like I used to be. I blame the school.

I'm not looking forward to school. All my energy is sucked into EIGHT hours of school, then I have to go home and spend THREE hours on homework. And they tell me I'm supposed to sleep for NINE hours to have an affective school day. Thats TWENTY hours I could use doing somthing else. Not including the 1 hour to get up and get ready for school, then the 1 hour to get home and walk my dog. So I have TWO hours of free time. You know what I spend my time doing in those two hours? Lay on my bed, because I'm so damn tired from doing everything else.

School is my own personal hell.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm gonna go break something!!!!!

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15207348/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15207348/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 19:29:56 PDT
I woke up at 5 in the morning and thought really intently about being in IB at Palmer. My g-pa thinks I'm gonna get kicked out, even though I told him I'm gonna raise my grades. > That made me mad. Also last night I had a progress report that we got but I forgot it at school, and I told my Grandma that and she went in my room and found a old one and called me a liar! I proved it was old and she got really pissed and asked if anything had changed about it and one of the F's I had was now a B and I told her that. And I said that 2 F's is a helluva lot better than 3, and she threw this screwdriver case at me and it hit me in my head! Ahh! It was an "accident" but I let it go cause its my gramma I'm not gonna be pissy about it.

But I went to school early and did my math homework and went to Carls Jr. across the street. I smoked a cig in the dome at acacia park before I went inside and thought about just giving up on school, waiting to get kicked out of IB into regular classes so i dont have to bother with classes. Well since I'm not gonna get a credit anyway if I fail, so I dont know what I'm gonna do. School is so fucking stupid, I shouldn't have to hate it so much. Apparently IB is supposed to help the like super advanced kids with SUPER hard stuff and be like great teachers but they all suck! DAMN!


And my homie Micheal was being bicth all fucking day. He was completly ignoring me when I went to hang out with him and his friend. And after I put my stuff in my locker I went to Carls Jr. and him and my friend Tauny were there. I was just chilling and Tauny was all over him, giving him hugs and kisses and shit. I didnt mind but he kept looking over at me like, "ohh I'm sorry is this making you mad?" And we hung out during my 5th period and he was making fun of me and sayin shit that was making me SO mad. We went to the public library and he was just talking my friend named Eunice that was with us and ignoring me. And he just kept giving me that look. Grr. And when me and my friend left he tried to give me a hug, and be all fucking nice like he wasnt being a bitch at all. He doesnt give me hugs in the hallways anymore and does stuff to piss me off and he knows it pisses me off. Like when he started goin out with this one chick he changed completly and I know the whole charade is to make me jelous. He was gettin all butt hurt about me and this guy going out and I had NO beef with him until me and Bryce started dating. I dont know if I hurt his feelings or somthing that he has to resort to that. But he only gave me hugs, never made a move on me or even gave me the slightest hint that he liked me until now. But I like bryce but I want to stay friends with micheal, only friends though. AHH
Why does he have to be such a bitch!?

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15032992/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/15032992/ Fri, 12 Oct 2007 17:34:04 PDT


But she counts it as my birthday(oct. 21) and my christmas presents...I dont care this is what would have asked for...hmm....YAYA!!

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/14933425/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/14933425/ Fri, 05 Oct 2007 21:31:18 PDT Coming to dawn without a fist to fight,
Having less than more reasons to spill the first drop,
Carrying on and caring to much to stop,

First drops fall to the green grass,
The last is shed from the clouds just as fast,
Lashes whip and covers open,
Concealing masks are shattered and broken.

Followers’ watch in amazement,
The seal is broken; their emotion is bent,
In sorrow for the animal that lies beneath,
They can't perceive what the shadow was in the trees.

The animal carries on, caring too much to stop,
Less than more is enough to top the lot,
The lot follows the standard, the idea,
Of black and white, not any real colors to feel.

Now a fight is drawn, the evening on dawn,
Past all the pretenses, before all hits,
The path is forked, the light is lit,
Deciding is yours, to see next dawn with a fight,
Or be the pawn of followers in a colorless night.

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/14931369/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/14931369/ Fri, 05 Oct 2007 18:44:00 PDT
Like I was in my english class (since we had a sub it was an awesome day I started drawing another edward..doesnt look very good but oh well...) but when i was leaving, my backpack caught the desk and knocked over five other ones. and these are the built in chair seats, which made it worse to pick them all up. After that the total sum of me falling was 6 times, 3 times up stairs, one time down, and 2 time tripping over my own feet.

But when I was in my art class the guy I like kept looking at me and smiling..that was the highlight of my day. Setting aside going to the orthodontist, and getting my teeth moved. Grr. I hate orthodontists.

And my friend Chris invited me to a AFA football game tomarrow. And I feel like a dumbass cause I'm probably gonna yell for the wrong team or somthing. I dont know shit about FB, its sad. I know more about cars, which is saying somthing cause the only car I have any slight interest in is the aston martin. And the only thing I know about it is the kind of engine and that its a very pretty car...But blah im gonna go anyway if the plans follow through.

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/14904982/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/14904982/ Wed, 03 Oct 2007 20:11:47 PDT
I am FAILING my geometry class! FUCK! and failing my biology, and I have a D in english. I dont even know how that happened! English is one of the easiest classes I take and I'm failing. Or a D but still.

Not only that but today i saw my ex of a year, but we were dating for a year and a half. I just got over him, or at least I thought I was. Since I was sure I would never see him again, bad memories.

And I had a HORRIBLE crash during math, my body felt like I fell off a cliff. I regret smoking that menthol. nasty shit, I'm quiting cigerettes period. damn I felt so bad this morning I am surprised I made it through, I was freaking out just concentrating on not throwing up. God I wanted to die, which is sayin somthing for me.

Plus what I hate about school is the fucking preps. I was sitting in my history class, I heard the guy next to me talking to some girl about me, saying dumb shit but i let it go cause I didnt wanna bother with him. After awhile they kept looking at me and then laughing. Later in the class after the chick went back to her seat he had the nerve to ask me if he could copy my answers. I just looked at him, with the most evil stare I could come up with that was obviously saying, "Bitch, you better stop talking to me or youll regret it." he didnt say anything to me after that, he didnt even side glance at me. I guess i give preps a reason to be scared and stare. But its their fault for not even me a chance without judging me. But I always let it go, like I do with most things.

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/14806988/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/14806988/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 21:48:27 PDT
I love the Song Teenagers, but thats the only one I like by that artist. I'm a bad person..lol O_o

Im rereading Twilight AGAIN! YAY! i love that book...

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/13930713/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/13930713/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 22:02:59 PDT Come and go like people's sighs,
The foundations of a whole new world,
Are broken by war and careless souls,

They always seem to find the parts,
That always break the peoples hearts,
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy,
March in your heart like an army toy.

Lullabies sung by the youth,
Exciting and inviting clueless sleuths,
To find why the world has changed so deeply,
Details of the juveniles shifting the way we're living,

Peace on earth with reigning severity,
Will not comprise with the war we are liberating,
Discover the ways we exist,
Kill the opposite, the unique, the spirited,
For the conveniences to keep no tranquility,

Keep the Peace, the love, the lullabies,
In the hearts of the so many people's sighs,
Rebuild the aged, reckless world,
With the peace, and lullabies in people's souls.

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/13930702/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/13930702/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 17:39:28 PDT The way you held my hand,
The way you looked into my eyes,
The way you walked and would stand,
These were my Illusions.

The way we could just hang out,
The way you made me laugh,
The way we showed our colors,
The way we loved each other,
These were my Illusions.

The way it seemed to not be true,
The way it was to much,
The way I couldn't be without you,
The way it pulled me such,
These were my Illusions

These are the reasons why I miss you now,
The reasons I drown when your gone,
I now know I loved you and can show,
I will miss you more than I could've shown.

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/13930698/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/13930698/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 17:38:49 PDT
On a rose, can impose,

The happiness of a lighthearted child,

The richness of a heart,




Moonlight gleams infinite in the deepest of the dark,

Throughout the night it streams in flowing radiance,

On a glistening lake, in a star intense park,

Without moonlight it would be so terrifyingly dark,



Moonlight falls within a blue moon,

Moonlight falls without the stars,

Moonlight falls with a crescent moon,

Moonlight falls.

]]> ~Kristy80909 http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/13930673/ http://Kristy80909.deviantart.com/journal/13930673/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 17:37:03 PDT
Compassionate lovers, and despised foes,

High mountains, and low valleys,

Laughing children, and lonely echoes.



Living in with the moment,

With the friends that come and went,

Loving being in the gist of the game,

And not competing for the glory or fame.




Get up and dismiss the walls that fence us in,

The obstacles that push us out of the lane,

Defense, is the way we can enclose ourselves,

In the depressing, and lonely world.



Love being in the snow, in the sun,

In the moment, with the friends,

Here in the game, with the glory, and fame.

Don't let the obstacles of life pull you down,

With them we can be in the life that turns and bends

]]> ~Kristy80909