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No real update. :/ I'm just finally being more vocal about my closet obsession with Warrior U since it's my only other joy with Spring Awakening lolololo.

Edit: Woah journal got wonky on me. Sorry lul.
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I'll put it here too for those who can't see it. And yes, I work with prices if anything seems unfair.

Commissions

Chibis

- Lineart - $2
- Colored without a background - $3
- Colored with background - $5

An extra $2 for every extra body

Busts

- Lineart - $7
- Colored without a background - $10
- Colored with a background - $15

An extra $3 for every extra body

Waist Up/ Full Body

- Lineart - $20
- Colored without a background - $25
- Colored with a background - $30

An extra $5 for every extra body

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Obviously there can be exceptions and something can be worked out when you send me a message depending on the request and coloring and all that, but this is the basic guideline.

I’ll be happy to draw just about anything you ask, but I do have my limits. Unless you work something out with me, I will not draw:

* Mecha (robots, vehicles)
* Full frontal nudity
* Porn (I don't mind drawing something sexual, but...yea...you get it.)
* Full professional backgrounds (full out castles, buildings...you know. I can do more than in the samples though.)
* Furries

Payment

I'll be using PayPal. You can contact me at kuronue@comcast.net with your request and details.

]]> ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/26453919/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/26453919/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 21:24:12 PDT


Got my commission list up 8D;;; ---> [link]

I'll put it here too for those who can't see it. And yes, I work with prices if anything seems unfair.

Lol stfu, I'm bad with journal titles. 8[

Aaaaand I'm just updating my journal so my To-Do list isn't eating up the page. A lot of it got done and just never got posted up, but who knows? 8[

Not much to write about. Just trying to look active lulz. ;D...yea.

Commissions

Chibis

- Lineart - $2
- Colored without a background - $3
- Colored with background - $5

An extra $2 for every extra body

Busts

- Lineart - $7
- Colored without a background - $10
- Colored with a background - $15

An extra $3 for every extra body

Waist Up/ Full Body

- Lineart - $20
- Colored without a background - $25
- Colored with a background - $30

An extra $5 for every extra body

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Obviously there can be exceptions and something can be worked out when you send me a message depending on the request and coloring and all that, but this is the basic guideline.

I’ll be happy to draw just about anything you ask, but I do have my limits. Unless you work something out with me, I will not draw:

* Mecha (robots, vehicles)
* Full frontal nudity
* Porn (I don't mind drawing something sexual, but...yea...you get it.)
* Full professional backgrounds (full out castles, buildings...you know. I can do more than in the samples though.)
* Furries

Payment

I'll be using PayPal. You can contact me at kuronue@comcast.net with your request and details.

]]> ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/24135438/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/24135438/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 21:46:44 PDT


Got my commission list up and edited! 8D;;; ---> [link]

I'll put it here too for those who can't see it.


To-Do List
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1.) Okay, the first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches (in a single page), simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.
02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw. Or write me a description.
03 - Only one character per person- Remember, this is FREE.
04 - My reason for doing this, simply for fun and practice (and a decent time killer).

Have fun with this~!

...
1>> Alexa and Mask being cheeseballs lololo
2>> Gardenia offering a love letter
3>> Cathe...she stands...with a well intentioned m--*shot*
4>> Something D5>> Anything D;!
6>>
7>>
8>>
9>>
10>>

2.) ~*The Playlist Challenge*~
Pick one of your original characters. After doing so, put your playlist on shuffle and take the next 5 songs that play and draw a picture of your character relating to the song no matter how crazy it is. (Do NOT skip songs just because you don't want to use it! It ruins the point!)

Character: Remedy (Again lawl. He's my main dude these days even for persona use.)

Song Themes:
1.) 'No Air' by Jordan Sparks and Chris Brown
2.) 'Lollipop' by Mika
3.) 'Under Water' by Vertical Horizon
4.) 'We Are Pilots' by Shiny Toy Guns
5.) 'GINASFS' by Fall Out Boy

3.) Art Trades
Grim
Nikki
Cait
Keiji
(Still taking art trade offers)

4.) To-Do list for mys... ]]> ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/23387932/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/23387932/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 18:48:39 PST


Feel pretty dead lol. Ain't though! Just updating and putting some to-do lists.

Commissions open, but I'm doing free art too so...yea.


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1.) Okay, the first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches (in a single page), simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.
02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw. Or write me a description.
03 - Only one character per person- Remember, this is FREE.
04 - My reason for doing this, simply for fun and practice (and a decent time killer).

Have fun with this~!

...
1>> Alexa and Mask being cheeseballs lololo
2>> Gardenia offering a love letter
3>> Cathe...she stands...with a well intentioned m--*shot*
4>> Something D5>> Anything D;!
6>>
7>>
8>>
9>>
10>>

2.) ~*The Playlist Challenge*~
Pick one of your original characters. After doing so, put your playlist on shuffle and take the next 5 songs that play and draw a picture of your character relating to the song no matter how crazy it is. (Do NOT skip songs just because you don't want to use it! It ruins the point!)

Character: Remedy (Again lawl. He's my main dude these days even for persona use.)

Song Themes:
1.) 'No Air' by Jordan Sparks and Chris Brown
2.) 'Lollipop' by Mika
3.) 'Under Water' by Vertical Horizon
4.) 'We Are Pilots' by Shiny Toy Guns
5.) 'GINASFS' by Fall Out Boy

3.) Art Trades
Grim
Nikki
Cait
Keiji
(Still taking art trade offers)

4.) To-Do List
- Profile pictures
- Gifts
- Portfolio
- General shit

5.) Commissions
Lol 8[ ....Anyone wanna give me money so I can eat? QQ ...Or at least cheer me on until a job says yes. *sob*

]]> ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/22113894/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/22113894/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 02:03:50 PST
1. Full Name: Emily Noneofyourbusiness
2. Nicknames: Em, Emo-ly, Kuro, Kuro-No-Way/ No-Way (Don't ask), Ginger
3. Birthday: November 6th
4. Place of Birth: Rhode Island...I think?
5. Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
6. Male or female: Female
7. Sisters and brothers: Older half sister <3 She's great
8. College: Shit-tastic BCC/ Hoping to get into Mass Art
9. Occupation: Student/ Landscaper/ Artist/ Emo kid (thanks guys)
10. Residence: Super awesome ATTLEBORO (not really..)
11. MSN Screen Name: TheCombatButler
12. Hair Colour: Red
13. Hair Length: Short
What the hell happened to number 14?!
15. Weight: Average
16. Height: 5'
17. Braces?: For one year, exactly <>
18. Glasses?: Nope and I'm screwed if I ever need them.
19. Piercings: Nope and don't want em' ever again
20. Tattoos: Nope. They're cool though...sometimes...
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty...no use of my left hand pretty much lol >>;

Your "Firsts"
22. First best friend: Rachel..something...She doesn't remember me now lol
23. First Award: Award for getting less shitty grades than before
24. First Sport You Joined: Basketball
25. First pet: Simba the goldfish who got fat and died.
26. First Real Vacation: Florida, but I can't remember.
27. First Concert: All That! in concert...shit load of bands.
28. First Boyfriend: Thanh...? If he even counts?

Favourites
29. Movie: Bedazzled
30. TV program: Scrubs
31. Colour: Red
32. Rapper: Kanye West
33. Band: Fall Out Boy
34. Song: 'Headfirst Slide Into Coopestown On A Bad Bet' by FOB
35. Friend: Raven
36. Sweet: Chocolate
37. Sport: Swimming
38. Restaurant: PF Chang's
39. Favourite brand: ...Didn't this already get asked?
40. Store: Borders
41. School Subject: English
42. Animal: Panda...or cat...
43. Book: The Things They Carried (Hump those bags! *brick'd*)
44. Magazine: Uh...
45. Shoes: Sneakers

Currently
46. Feeling: Worse than death...
47. Single or Taken?: Single
48. Have a crush: Eh...
49. Eating: Goldfish
50. Drinking: Gatorade
51. Typing: This...and IMs?
52. Online?: That's a dumb question.
53. Listening To: FOB's cover of Lock Lockdown *snort*
54. Thinking about: How much life sucks.
55. Wanting To: Have life not suck?
56. Watching: The screen
57. Wearing: Piggy PJ bottoms and a baggy T-shirt

Your Future
58. Want Kids?: Yea...through adoption plz.
59. Want to be married?: Would be nice, yea.
60. Careers in Mind: Advertisement?
61. Where do you want to live: Anywhere but here. Attleboro is just a longer word for Hell.
62. Car: Coop <3

Which is Better With The Opposite Sex
63. Hair colour: Brown...blond...black--Anything?
64. Hair length: Short or I'll cut it myself 65. Eye colour: Doesn't matter
66. Measurements: ...Uh...
67. Cute or Sexy: Cute but can pull off sexy..both.
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: Hugs for the most part
70. Short or Tall: Tall since I'm short..anything taller than me.
71. Easygoing or serious: Easygoing
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Spontaneous..a little romantic..nothing clingy.
73. Fatty or Skinny: Doesn't matter. Happy medium?
74. Sensitive or Loud: Both not to an obnoxious point
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship
76. Sweet or Caring: Both
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Happy medium

Have you ever
78. Kissed a Stranger: Nope
79. Had Alcohol: A few times
80. Smoked: Ew, no
81. Ran Away From Home: Run away?...In Attleboro...?
82. Broken a bone: Thank god, no.
83. Got an X-ray: Nooope.
84. Done any extreme sports: Lol I have no backbone.
85. Lied to someone: Duur?
86. Broke Up With Someone: ...Uh...does Thanh count? (lol wow my life's sad..)
87. Cried When Someone Died: I cry anyway so yes.
88. Cried At School: Yeeep

Do You Believe In
89. God: Yep
90. Miracles: For the most part
91. Love At First sight: Eh... ]]> ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/21534610/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/21534610/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 13:18:34 PST
Okay, the first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches (in a single page), simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.
02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw. Or write me a description.
03 - Only one character per person- Remember, this is FREE.
04 - My reason for doing this, simply for fun and practice (and a decent time killer).

Have fun with this~!

...
1>> Alexa and Mask being cheeseballs lololo
2>> Gardenia offering a love letter
3>> Cathe...she stands...with a well intentioned m--*shot*
4>> Something D5>>
6>>
7>>
8>>
9>>
10>>

I'll try not to slack or make crap. *snort*

]]> ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/21394590/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/21394590/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 19:57:56 PST























http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/20858888/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 15:56:00 PDT
So I'm in college? 8D.....

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Oh right! Still open for commissions. >>;...
I -was- doing just requests for free too, but I'm gonna have to stop taking those considering I really have to get some cash. Sorry. TT;

]]> ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/19632331/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/19632331/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 02:16:41 PDT Open for Commissions!
I was asked to open a commissions line sooo.....Open for commissions! :'D;;;; I'm not gonna charge a lot though. I'm cheap. I won't put any specific prices just yet until I see if I get any takers aside from the few I got so just feel free send me a message or IM me on AIM (PinkEyedRainbow) or MSN (TheCombatButler@hotmail.com).
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Lol I fail. I stole this from Grim who stole this from other friends. :'D;;;

1. Choose a few of your own characters.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

Boy or girl?

Remedy: Male, yes. *laughs* Do I seem feminine to you~? ^_^
Elle: G...Girl...
Milo: Boy...yea...I'm a boy. I can tell because I was born that way.
Kent: >_>...Guy?

How old are you?

Remedy: Twenty one!
Elle: Um...24...I-I don't really...look it though.
Milo: 23..yea...I think it was 23. I counted, but I might have lost count.
Kent: Ugh twenty eight. I'm a fucking old man.


What's your height?

Remedy: 6'5! Believe that I grew an inch recently~?
Elle: 5'5...n-nothing impressive.
Milo: *sniff* Dunno. I'm taller than some people, uh huh. You should guess for me.
Kent: 6'3.

Are you a virgin?

Remedy: Hum....mind me just saying yes? ^_^ ....
Elle: U-Uh..!! W-Well....y--Sort--.....no.;;;;
Milo: Uh uh, nope.
Kent: N...No. Almost had a kid. Didn't end up happening though...

Do you have any kids?

Remedy: Why yes! Four, I do! ^__^ I created them all...they are not human though. Artificial children. They are wonderful though!
Elle: Um...no.
Milo: Nope. I can be a dad though. I'd be a good dad. I think so anyway.
Kent: ...Just said I almost did. Can we leave it at that..?

What's your favourite food?

Remedy: Humm...Nooot much of an eater. We'll say soup, yes.
Elle: I-I kind of like grapes.
Milo: BLTs are good, uh huh.
Kent: Eh...I'm easy. Anything's good.


What's your favorite ice cream flavor?

Remedy: Vanilla.
Elle: Er...Cookie dough. I don't really eat it a lot though.
Milo: Banana.
Kent: Chocolate.

Have you killed anyone?

Remedy: Oooh plenty of times. ^_^
Elle: N-No! Of course not!
Milo: Uh uh. I almost did once, but they're okay.
Kent: Sure. No big deal. You need someone outed right now?

Do you hate anyone?

Remedy: *laughs* Plenty of people! But come on, hate is a strong word, it is!
Elle: N...Not really.
Milo: Nope. That's mean. People are people.
Kent: Yeeeeep.

Have any secrets?

Remedy: Maybe? ^_^ But they are called secrets for a reason, they are.
Elle: Um...sort of.
Milo: Um...maybe. I guess. Sometimes. I change my mind a lot, uh huh.
Kent: Yup. Leavin' it at that.

Do you love anyone?

Remedy: As a friend put it, my heart beats only for Chin~ ^_^.....OTL *bows his head in self pity*
Elle: *blush* A-Ah!! W-W-W-Well y-y-yea--I mean sort of! Not...love exactly..? Um....well...it uh....doesn't matter anyway!...yea.;;;
Milo: Um...This girl lets me sit with her. She's nice. Oh that love? Uh uh.
Kent: She's dead. >_>;

What is your job?

Remedy: I'm typical doctor! Am I really -that- shady? *laughs*
Elle: N-Nurse.
Milo: *sniff* I wait tables.
Kent: Nothin' right now. Used to be a good hit man.


Any powers or weapons?

Remedy: I have all the weapons I will ever need yes. ^_^
Elle: I'm um...I'm trying to get better at healing.
Milo: Not really. I got a knife, but I carve wood.
Kent: Gun. I'm a gunner, stupid.

What do you do to relax?

Remedy: Um...A little medication never hurt anyone, right? I lock the door usually so I can not get out while doing so so it's safe.
Elle: Um...I really like hiking.
Milo: Sit.
Kent: Going out for a smoke's fine.

What do you think your life expectancy is?

Remedy: *laughs* Not long.
Elle: I-I hope I get nice and old.
Milo: When I die.
Kent: I'm shooting for 60.


What is your opinion of the opposite sex?

Remedy: A lovely spec... ]]> ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/19322313/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/19322313/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 01:10:52 PDT Open for Commissions!
I was asked to open a commissions line sooo.....Open for commissions! :'D;;;; I'm not gonna charge a lot though. I'm cheap. I won't put any specific prices just yet until I see if I get any takers aside from the few I got so just feel free send me a message or IM me on AIM (PinkEyedRainbow) or MSN (TheCombatButler@hotmail.com).
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Lol, not really. No stabbings here. :'D. Yaaay I can change my emote! So! I was actually tired tonight and went to bed earlier.....Nightmares! 8DD I'm okay though. I was scared when I first woke up, but I started to laugh my ass off and walked off any nerves. So I've been really wanting to see a Spoon concert for a few years now. (Look them up, hoes. They're amazing.) They were finally coming around here for a concert and I have money at the same time...it's at a club and I'm under aged. So I was bummed about it, but I got over it. D; I was still a little hopeful about going and then a woman I babysit for told me she used to work around where the concert is and I'm better off not going alone anyway since it's a bad area. So by then I was just fine about it. But tonight I had a dream that I went to the concert, some creepy stuff happened and the singer was throwing spoons off the stage and then some guy that had been trying to kill me ealier showed up and killed me with one of the spoons that hit me....it was scary at the time, but....lol....my dreams. So now I'm just killing the extra energy and I'll try to sleep in a few. I feel like doodlin'.

So I went and pulled out my old art challenge! 8DDD I ended up finishing the old one and never posting any, but I'll post this time. I promise. ;___;

~*The Playlist Challenge*~
Pick one of your original characters. After doing so, put your playlist on shuffle and take the next 5 songs that play and draw a picture of your character relating to the song no matter how crazy it is. (Do NOT skip songs just because you don't want to use it! It ruins the point!)

Character: Remedy (Again lawl. He's my main dude these days even for persona use.)

Song Themes:
1.) 'No Air' by Jordan Sparks and Chris Brown
2.) 'Lollipop' by Mika
3.) 'Under Water' by Vertical Horizon
4.) 'We Are Pilots' by Shiny Toy Guns
5.) 'GINASFS' by Fall Out Boy

Yaaay! D8 An FOB song! Lol, my music is so queer. >>;;; This is gonna be a bit harder than last time. Wtf Chris Brown.

]]> ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/19047447/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/19047447/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 21:51:40 PDT
But first off!

Open for Commissions!
I was asked to open a commissions line sooo.....Open for commissions! :'D;;;; I'm not gonna charge a lot though. I'm cheap. I won't put any specific prices just yet until I see if I get any takers aside from the few I got so just feel free send me a message or IM me on AIM.

Okay that's all really...I'm bored so I'll steal more shit from Cait to do...

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Emery
2. Kuronue/ Kuro-No-Way/ Kuro
3. Queer

TWO SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. ConeKillingNinj4
2. PinkEyedRainbow

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My hair.
2. My taste in music.
3. Uh....my love for shit?

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eyes....they're seriously gray. >_>
2. My weird phobias.
3. My anxiety. Dx<

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Hair (not kidding)
2. Snakes
3. Rick Roll QQ

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Role play
2. Drawing
3. Breathing

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Midlength sleeve sweatshirt
2. Very happy pink shirt
3. Socks (yes I have pants on, but they're boring jeans << )

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Spoon <33333
2. Fall Out Boy
3. The Killers
4. Mika

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. 'GINASFS' by Fall Out Boy....actually ANY song by them.
2. 'Iron Man' by The Cardigans
3. 'Little of Your Time' by Maroon 5
4. 'Slow Down' by The Academy Is...

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Drawing better Dx
2. Working out
3. Go to a Spoon concert c_____c

FOUR THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Honesty
2. Actual love
3. Being mellow >_>;;; I don't need to be smothered to be happy
4. Some time with me~ (lol :B)

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Chillax <<;
2. Carwheels QQ


THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Drawing
2. Listening to music
3. Playing games and that jazz

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Chillax xD;
2. RP :'D;;;;
3. Play with Wii Fit (I'm obsessed with it since the other night)

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Ad designer
2. Artist?
3. Shrink *snort*

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Italy
2. Canada (Only to see friends >__>; )
3. Different parts of Asia to see friends and family

THREE KID'S NAMES
1. Brandon (I really hope my cousin names her baby this T___T)
2. Elle
3 Sarah


THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Live.
2. Travel
3. Write a will for my Super Sweet Funeral

]]> ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/18717406/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/18717406/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 16:30:51 PDT
]]> ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/18706595/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/18706595/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 23:49:35 PDT Let's kill time with shit I steal from my friends. ()

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME (first pet, current car): Simba Saturn

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME (favorite ice cream flavor, favorite type of shoe): Chocolate Sneaker

3. YOUR NATIVE AMERICAN NAME (favorite color, favorite animal): Red Cat

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, city where you were born): Christa Rhode Island

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 of your first name): Wei Em

6. SUPERHERO NAME (2nd favorite color, favorite drink): Blue Cocacola

7. NASCAR NAME (the first names of your grandfathers): Leo Mel

8. STRIPPER NAME (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy): Curious Chocolate

10. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME (your 5th grade teacher's last name, a major city that starts with the same letter): Drazzek Dakota

11. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower): Summer Amaryllis

12. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you're wearing right now): Banana Pajamas (lol Bananas in Pajamas...)

13. HIPPIE NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree): Cookie Maple

]]> ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/18371586/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/18371586/ Sat, 17 May 2008 18:33:44 PDT (RANT WARNING.)

Yea.

Har....lost everything....again. -_-; ...I really don't feel getting everything back again. I'd do it all right now, but mom's paranoid about the computer lasting the night and told me to wait. I understand her concern though so no arguments. This sucks though. No clue when I'm gonna get my school project done and now I won't even have RO tomorrow since it'll take me what free time I'll have to reinstall everything.

Well...either way, I'm back more or less. Not that excited about it this time. Between the computer and irl...eugh....I feel like curling up in a corner. I don't even feel like going back to school after what happened. Can't really talk about school since it's personal, but....kfhewiuhfcei....

I have to chill. ~~;; I feel so....out of the loop...in life...I feel like I'm the lower ranked friend of everyone I really love and they shut out their lower ranks. I have to try and not be so bitter about people though. I'll end up screwing up relationships I have that might not be annoying temporary ones...

*groan* None of that made sense, but whatever. I just needed to vent.

]]> ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/18342906/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/18342906/ Thu, 15 May 2008 20:13:06 PDT
I'm so out of it. My head's so cluttered and I can't get my computer project done. Not to mention I keep getting shit at school about me getting in a fight even though it was more of just some bitter chick screaming and getting caught saying "fucking kill you". ~~; And I keep worrying it might turn into more drama. Just won't talk to people out of my friends if I have a bone with them. Wanna end the year on a good note. Ugh...and I guess I can't get the job I made applications for...I really don't wanna work in a fucking day care or plant nursery. --;; It should be my choice whether or not I wanna take a bus down to stores. That and the whole beef at school is pissing me off extra today. I really can't stand people. Even some friends. I'm so tired of being hurt by a few certain people that now I'm having trouble letting new people make their way into my heart becaused I'm expecting them to blow me off.

Bleh...Hopefully I'll get my computer back soon. I hate this thing. And mom's put me in the worst mood tonight and now she's shooting down the way I think and my beliefs while I'm typing. e_e; I love how she thinks she must be the only one who feels anything...She sure has made me feel like a million bucks lately.

Nng...Needed to rant. Don't mind me. If anyone wants any junk, my requests are still open. I'll check during class.

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Uh....Well...huh....Nothing really to talk about, but I just thought, Hey! While I've got no tablet or anything and am desperate for books and stuff to do, why not take requests? I feel rutty lately, but it might just be in my head. Dunno. But I've been tight with moolah and stuff soooo....If I DO go through with requests......

1.) Anyone interested in commissions? I got a few irl so I was wondering if anyone was interested here. :'D;;; If so, feel free to leave a comment, IM me, or send me a message through dA. I'll try to do the best I can to please and nothing I'd do would be pricy.

2.) Anyone have just any kind of requests? Lol I guess that's dumb to ask WITH a commissions request, but eh. If you want a drawing, I'm flattered. If you wanna pay for something out of it, I'm thankful and flattered. xD; But I'd like to draw stuff and I've been having art block. ._.; Might take a while to get up if you want a CG since....yea....but hopefully no more than a few weeks.

So uh....anyone?...Anyone? Eh? Eh? c_c Just looking for something fun to doooo. <3;;

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I've been in a sucky slump for the past few days due to some personal issues I don't think I really have a right to share. c__c; S'been keeping me pretty down along with some stupid crap. Drowsy Chaperone made me fel good, but...well obviously some comedy musical can't make bad things go away. xD;;; Just gotta wait it out and hope some good stuff happens. TT; Not a lot of good stuff's been going on though. With people, luck, school, or anything really. I might not even get credit for going through my Drivers Ed hours.

Well along with already feeling crappy today, my computer died. TT; I'm not sure if it'll be okay or not, but I don't know. So for now, it's just this crap-lappy. Nooo clue how you use this every time you come over, Grim. c_c; Well either way, AIM isn't working and nothing's running right (which probably has some kind of connection to what's wrong with the computer) so I might be MIA. Maybe, maybe not. ~~;

Still waiting for a chummy pick me up. Something'll happen sooner or later, yea? Yea....maybe.

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Anyway! Uh...updating. Going to Drivers Ed during vacation sooo...no vacation. *weep* ;_; I'll live though.

But uuuuh....yea. Screenname changed again. But this is the last time! Dx I swear! I had a reason for jumping on two different AIM names before, but those two are all gone.

From now on, the name's PinkEyedRainbow and no, I'm not gonna explain the name. << Everyone knows by now my usernames are trippy.

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<--The Queen of Switzerland XD ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/17683564/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/17683564/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 13:29:57 PDT >;;; So now the 3,000 picture for Denny (lol I remembered), journal drawing for Joel, and now a general thanks! 8D Other stuff too, but those are dA related.

And just an FYI to all my homeses I love, I'm sorry I don't really comment these days. c___c I may not comment and stuff, but I DO look, okay?! xDD; I would never forget ya'll. D<

Now for random updates! So I was sick for a whole week and got better just in time for my yearly retreat I take with my church. >>-b! It was fun as always, but I think I got more out of this year's trip than any others. It was up in Mt. Monadnock. xB The speaker this year was really good and his family all did little things to go along with his sessions. I'm a little sad this is my last year in my church youth group since I've pretty much always been in it and I won't be able to go up there as a group member any more once I'm out of school, but our youth group's leader thinks I'd make a great leader in my church and I really would like to soooo....I'd get to go as a leader if I pull through with this! 8D *snort* I'd get staff perks. *cough* But this year as a student was great and I got a lot closer to a lot of people and I found out some things about some other younger kids that...I sort of didn't want to know, but I'm happy I know. It's hard to understand why people do what they do until you find out the bad stuff that happens to them. c__c And along with that, it's helped me be a little more at peace for the time being so I've got a pretty good hold on my depression issues! xD; It'd be nice if it could last for a while. I'm working on it! D<

Got accepted into mah college and prom's comin' up! *sob* I hate having to find a dress. Screw the date though. >> I'd rather walk in with a few friends and not feel like I have to stick with who I came with. :'D-b So it's just the dress...

Umm...Nothing really that amazing going on, buuuut....I feel like I need to try and stick with updates in general! Dx<

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<--The Queen of Switzerland XDhttp://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/17368597/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 18:42:14 PDT
This weekend, I've been like...not depressed at all. Rather bubbly. D8 Well up to tonight, but yea. xD; Been busy.

I finally got to see Avenue Q! D8!!! I've been wanting to see that for a while now. xB! I went with my mom, aunt and uncle and some of his friends. xD; Was a little awkward sitting next to my mom during it, but she laughed just as much.

The night before, I went to see a high school production of Foot Loose. Lots of musicals this weekend! 8D My buddy was in the show so it made it great. Pretty much everyone was good and I got to go with some relatives that hadn't seen me in a while.

Avenue Q was great, but last night in general was so much better. xD; Tonight I feel anxious because Boston was so crazy because of St. Patty's Day. Not to mention a few deaths and my mom's having another break down. But the whole day itself made it good. I wanna see if I can do something tomorrow since there's no school, but I'll probably just babysit. TT;

S'all! (Damn it's annoying to write a journal with dA's new set up. >_>;;; I have to keep clicking into the log...)

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I wanted to have cards done by today if I didn't get to go shopping for my homies, but...HAPPY V-DAY VIA DA JOURNAL LOLOLOL! 8D

Okay, I don't know what the fuck is wrong with dA, but its adds keep tabbing me out of my journal which is making it really hard to type and it's pissing me off so...that's it. >>;;


Happy Love Day, losahs! 8D....

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And uhh....*tries to be interesting* First person to comment gets a...free drawing?....eventually? 8D....>> Sure.

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<--The Queen of Switzerland XDhttp://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/14877098/ Mon, 01 Oct 2007 20:14:25 PDT _>; Doesn't let me look at art either lately...but yea! You guys all made me feel so much better. T__T And you touched my heart Grim lol. D8

I wanna make my journal look all pretty since I have a subscription now, buuut I don't have time to do it now...so next time! Dx< I just didn't want my emo all over my front page any more.

But to the point!

My Landscape teacher is the ultimate douchbag, okay? My mom's in a bad mood and ranting to me and...yea...I can't really sit and explain and I have to get in the shower asap, but I'll say what happened today....HE DIDN'T KNOW WHO I WAS! xDD....I've been in his class for THREE YEARS, but he's sexist and just...a loser...and he's never noticed me at all except to tell me how to do something the "right" way. Today, a girl in my class was trying to fix a rock in the wall we're making (I'll explain later >>; ) and she got hurt so I offered to run to the school and grab some ice. To leave class, you have to have your planner signed so I went to my teacher, Mr. B to sign out and when I asked for him to sign...he didn't even know who's class I was in!

Me: Mr. B, can I run to the office real quick? D:
Him: Oh uh...sure...*takes planner and starts to sign it* So who's class are you in again?
Me: :'D;....Huh?
Him: You're in Mr. Ryan's class, right?
Me: Um...N-No. :'D; I'm...in -your- class....
Him: Huh...Oh right. Yea...*hands back book and walks away*

Seriously...I thought the man was -joking- at first!! xD;; I gave him the blankest smile because I didn't know if he was trying to make me laugh or was seriously asking! I can't stand the guy and I started cracking up after so I have no idea if I should be laughing or really pissed...but really! Wow!

He's such a loser. xB....

I'll blab more about what's going on in Landscaping and about my douchbag teacher later, but I gotta run now.

I'll be back with fancy stuff! D8;

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<--The Queen of Switzerland XDhttp://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/14755535/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 10:04:13 PDT
I really think I should start writing in an actual journal again. I get a little OCD when I do and end up cluttering more thoughts than I let out, but I think if I can just find a way to write without thinking too much, it'd do me some good since I don't like keeping stuff bottled up and I don't really turn and blab about everything on my mind. <_>;

I've been doing really good with trying to be more open and make more friends, but I still have that little issue where I have trouble finding people I can really hand my heart to, so when I do seriously find a person I can spill my heart and soul to, it really hurts when I get pushed aside like there was never even a strong bond there. ._.; Ask anyone I know irl and they'll tell you that I have trouble opening up. -_o; I met someone (who I'm still friends with and everything...but yea) that really took me under their wing and made me feel like I was one of the most important people in their life and I got really close to them very fast and before I knew it, we were spilling out our thoughts to each other all the time and had a really tight bond....and even though nothing changed between us (no fights or issues or anything) and we're still buddies, they sort of...I don't know....pushed me aside like I was just a fad. They still talk to me, but they never open up to me any more and when they do, it's very brief a lot of the time and I feel like they really couldn't be bothered with me. I think it's because they started finding more friends since I know it's really easy to find people more amazing than me, but...I don't even know...most of the time, I'm okay when people push me aside like I was just there to kill time, but I guess it just hurts a little since this friend really made me feel like I was important and I knew I could talk to them without worrying or anything and the next thing I know, I feel like we don't even know each other any more.

I'm sorry I sound like such a little emo in this entry, but I've been bottling it up for quite some time now and it's starting to make me feel bad again and I needed to get it out. Not really anyone I can talk to about it so this is the next best thing. x_@...I feel so stupid. I usually never open my heart so much and when I finally do, I just end up feeling like crying and spilling it to a dA journal. I really wish I could just take it back.

For anyone that actually read this that I owe pictures too, don't worry, I'm getting them done. z__Z;;

Sorry again. ~~;

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<--The Queen of Switzerland XDhttp://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/14414748/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 17:55:31 PDT
*cough*..Yea >>;...Back! :'D And I think both of my feet up to my knees are going to be sore for a loooong time. Dx Lot of walking and I did many many hours of DDR every single night without taking a break so...yea. *has no right to complain xD;;;;*

I had fun and only got a little burned! *proud* Everything's always the same at OOB which I love and the beach was just as awesome as I remember. I took a lot of pictures so I hope I can get some up to show. x3 There was this one girl who was just standing in the water up to her ankles and watching the sky and she was so pretty so I tried really hard to get a good picture of her, but I think she was on to me so she kept turning to see what I was doing as I went to snap a shot. ;__; ...I got two though. >D Hopefully at least one is good....I'm not creepy. >_>;;;; It's perfectly normal to take pictures of random strangers!!! Dx

And along with having an awesome beach...>D I got the DDR machine to myself almost the whole time I was there except when a bunch of kids around 11 and 12 were there, but I loved them. >< They were so cute and one of them thought I was 14 and started flirting with me and when he asked how old I was, I crushed the kid's spirit and he started going "Gah! Dx Oh my god, you're almost 18!? D8" but he kept flirting with me and a few 11 year old girls there so I couldn't hate him for distracting me while I was playing. TT;;

And the BEST best thing that happened at the DDR was the fact that I saw a guy I met a few years ago when I was still in middle school I think. x3!!! Back on our first (or second?) time going to Maine, there was a different arcade I played at and a bunch of colledge (or high school, I dunno >> ) boys were playing DDR with me and they were really good and one of the guys that worked at that game room (before it got torn down the year after .___.; ) and was with the group of guys was keeping me company and making me feel like part of the group so I wouldn't chicken out and give up and he was the reason I even made it to Standard Mode so quickly. He was really nice, but I never got to see him after that one year, but last night a group of older guys came around and they acted exactly the same as I remember and all looked strangely familer. It took me a while to notice, but one of them seemed extra familer and I realized it was my old buddy. :'D! I didn't wanna bug him just in case I was wrong since I've been known to be wrong >>;...but a little later into the night he was inspecting me and I heard him ask one of his friends, "Heeey, doesn't that kid look like the one from the old arcade?" so...I laughed. >>;;; I feel special knowing I was such a special little girl. :B; My face hasn't changed much...same for my height...just my hair. 8D; And he had the same name as the guy from a few years back so...yea...it was him and his friends. xD They were still as nice as ever and cheered on the younger kids so I is happy. << >> They all really didn't change much other than the fact that they looked older now and dressed better. xD

Okay! I got that extra energy out of me so I'ma stop rambles and just do my tag...thing....

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(I don't have to post 16 random facts, right? T_T; )

Rules
1) Post these rules.
2) Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3) Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts.
4) At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named.
5) Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.

1. I sometimes yell at people in Italian when I lose my patience for a moment. >>;;;
2. I'm afraid of hair...don't ask.
3. Everyone's favorite catch phrase to use on me at school is "Go kill/ hang yourself!!"...again, don't ask.
4. I'm short...and have very small hands. .____.;;;
5. I constantly pause and unpause Fatal Frame when playing and end up psyching myself out.
6. My mind seriously -never- rests. <_> (which is probably why I'm such a nervous wreck xD; )
7. I act things out when explaining them without realizing it.
8. I yell at my cats as if they were people when pissy. << >>;;;

I tag
<... ]]> ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/14357264/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/14357264/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 22:53:55 PDT >; I'll be leavin' in ze morning! :'D

So if anyone is to send me a message or anything...uh...yea....you won't get a reply till I'm back. :B;

And hopefully I can chill out and sleep before it's time to go. >_>;;;; Already almost two and my head is spinning. @_@-b

See ya'll after the beach! Dx

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<--The Queen of Switzerland XD ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/14170876/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/14170876/ Tue, 14 Aug 2007 20:15:17 PDT
Eeeeh...I haven't posted any new journals for a while and I'm getting sick of seeing the other one so I update! D:

Stuff's been going pretty good. I'm still a nervous wreck, but my depression hasn't come back much until now, buuut that's just mommy dearest's fault since...yea. :'D She has that magic with me. I'm bitchy right now since she ripped my happy right out of me and made me feel like crying, buuut I'll avoid putting that into here since people used to have to put up with seeing posts like that all the time here. e_e; But yea. Been stressed. School's gonna start up soon which I'm happy about since summer has sucked, but I'm nervous. xD;; And we're talking a lot about what to do when I'm out of school. Not to mention driving...and then just random shit. And my obsessive compulsive disorder keeps randomly getting bad, but I don't want my mom or anyone to really know so I don't have to see anyone about it. >>;; I'm trying to just suck it up.

And along with that, weird stuff keeps happening in my house. :'D;;; I swear to God I'm not crazy...really...but stuff keeps happening in my house. >_>;; I'll get weird chills up my spine and things will move or fall that were standing just fine on tables and such. And not to long ago I felt my arm get grabbed. And just the other night, I was up really late and just as I was getting ready to go to bed, I heard humming....like singing, humming. >>;; It was in my house because I went outside and couldn't hear it and then I kept moving around my house and it would always sound like it was coming from the opposite direction...sooo like....it was kind of like it was resonating....So I've been very jumpy since then. :'D;;;; I told my mom and she got all weird about me sleeping down stairs, but I still do it. >>;;;

Well, mom just put me in an even worse mood as I was typing sooo....I'll blab about the stuff I wanted to really get into some other time. 8D....-_-;.....

And earlier, I did a character quiz. I stole it from....well...anyone I saw using it since I saw a few people with it and just decided to do it since I was bored. D: I tag anyone since I have no clue who reads my journals anyway.

1. Whats your full name?
Remedy: Remedy Caveil~ Not many middles names in our family, no no. ^_^
Emery: Um….I-I think I’m just Emery. .__.;
Corbett: Corbett Timothy Ichabod *name goes on and on* …geh…Corbett’s fine..
Len: Len Avreld
Elliot: Elliot Cory Reed (lawls, his name is soooo original >> )
Saturday: Saturday Morlae
Avery: Avery Curtis! x3

2. Whats your age?
Remedy: 20, yes yes~ ^__^
Emery: E-Either 17 or 18. D:…I’m not sure which.
Corbett: How long has life been around? I keep losing track of time. :/
Len: 18
Elliot: 23
Saturday: 22…I’m way more mature than Elliot though!
Avery: 14, haha!

3. Height and weight, if known.
*leaves out weight since I never care >_>*
Remedy: Humm….Last I checked, 6’4.
Emery: E-Er….I-I guess about 5’
Corbett: 5’8 maybe?
Len: 5’7 and still growin’ I hope.
Elliot: Exactly 6’…
Saturday: 5’9?
Avery: 4’2…I’m still growing! Dx

4. What is your species?
Remedy: Human. ^__^ Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise~
Emery: Human.
Corbett: Devil..Guardian devil if you want m’job too. >>; *shrug*
Len: Human?
Elliot: Uhh…last I checked, human. <_<
Saturday: Alll man! >D
Avery: Elliot tolds me I’m human! :’D

5. Do you believe in love?
Remedy: I think the better question is, is it worth it~? *laughs*
Emery: Y-Yes! >///<;;
Corbett: Sure!
Len: Ehhh…I guess?
Elliot: Pretty much.
Saturday: Pffft! Yea, but it’s a waste of time! >__> Better things to do!
Avery: Heck ya!

6. Who do you like?
Remedy: And I would tell you…why? ^_^ ….
Emery: M-Morty! x3;;
Corbett: Hohoho~ Pretty little Molly of course! *grins*
Len: My wife? >_> Sometimes, I guess. I forgot her name though.
Elliot: No one at the moment. ~__~; I have no time for dating these days.
Saturday: Wait…eh?
Avery: K-K-Katie! x___x <3 <3 <3

7. Name your best buddies.
Remedy: Mask~! ^__^ Oh….and Koibito second…then Spoon, I suppose…then Ears and then Remmels? The rest is sort of a mix, it is. (Translation- Niiro, Koi, Knives, Chin, and Remmington…nicknames ftw… )
Emery: Morty a-and Iz, and Catface (Korori) and my captain, Marcus!
Corbett: Sweet little Molly and Aiden.
Len: I’ll tell you when I’m allowed to -get- some friends. ~___~;
Elliot: Avery, Saturday, and I…guess…Merritt…sometimes….
Saturday: M’boy Elliot!
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Not a lot to report...I got a job working with some kids and house keeping...that's been tiring. x_x; The kids can be cute sometimes though and I get to go swimming when ever I want....Just...the kids sometimes are....heheheh...>_>;; Let's just say it's hard watching them compared to the usual five kids I watch at once...but they're cute. :'D;;...

Along with that, I've been having random (and slightly bad) anxioty attacks lately which has sucked. x___x;;; I don't wanna have to worry about having anymore serious mental break downs. I'm still doing good though and there's a few people I can thank for that and they'll all never realize how much I lurve them and am happy to have them around! d-Dx But my normal issues with life have been okay...it's just my old habits. I'm getting really anxious and bottle stuff up until I start sobbing or get sick. But one of my best friends is sticking with helping me stay out of the habit so hopefully one day I won't be as bad. ><-b

Edit:
I found an art challenge to keep me busy! :'D

~*The Playlist Challenge*~
Pick one of your original characters. After doing so, put your playlist on shuffle and take the next 5 songs that play and draw a picture of your character relating to the song no matter how crazy it is. (Do NOT skip songs just because you don't want to use it! It ruins the point!)

Character: Remedy (I've been having fun drawing him lately, I have. ._.; )

Song Themes:
1.) '2000 Miles' by Mest
2.) 'Little Black Backpack' by Stroke 9
3.) 'Andy You're A Star' by The Killers
4.) 'Iron Man' by The Cardigans
5.) 'Getting Away With Murder' by Papa Roach (How is that on my playlist o_o;;?...*blames the laptop's stupidity* My music's all messed up on here! D< )

Okaaaay. >_>; The first song fits him, buuut....yea, this is gonna be....fun. xD;;;...Maybe I'll try another character once I finish this one.

Aaand I tag whoever gets bored enough to try this. >>-b;;

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<--The Queen of Switzerland XDhttp://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/13105131/ Sat, 26 May 2007 19:35:54 PDT D!!! I can ramble all I want! I'm cooped up, this is my journal, and I bet no one reads em' anyway! xD

I'm enjoying myself so far and I got to play a little DDR before I had to come back up here after dinner. x3 I hate when I do it out of the blue. >_> I have this weird kind of asma that makes my bottom gums ache and I get a sharp/ burning pain from my gumbs, through my throat, and down to my ribs. x_X Doctor said it's normal and working out should help me grow out of it, but I haven't been working out as much and running so the asma's coming back. --; It only really gives me that pain tjough when I rnadomly play DDR and don't have any water when I start to need it. Only did a round or two anyway. It was still fun though and I didn't nearly pass out this time! :'D-b!! And I feel special since I broke some record and put my name in and they still haven't been broken! >D...And....best thing that's happened....I got .Hack// G.U. part 2. +_______+ As some of you may know I've been a .Hack addict since forever so this has made me very happy. I gotta get my .Hack drawings up! Dx I have so many, but I'm always so lazy and never upload!....*cough* But yea >> I'm happy since my uncle bought it with his points so it didn't cost anything. :'D Jeez, I'm not a game junkie, but when I get into some of these, I really get into em'. xD;;;

Now I'm back up here for the rest of the night so I'm probably just gonna doodle my butt off and get some home work done. >> I'm trying to pick up my reading book, but I HATE it. Dx I've never hated a school book this much. The Andromeda Strain. I know some people like these kinds of books and good for you, but I hate it. .___.; I have a test Monday and I'm 8 chapters behind. I wanna read another O'Brian book. We were reading 'The Things They Carried' and that quickly went on my fav list and I'm gonna buy it as soon as I get to the book store. >< I LOVE war stories and I'm into stuff on Vietnam and this has to be one of the best books I've read. I cried though. x__o;; I drew a few pictures of some of the characters so I might put them up. There's one character in the book who I can't stand though. He's heartless, an asshole in all ways, and just...UGH! Dx And it pisses me off since he reminds me a LOT of my FortunaRO character, Remedy. At some points it really creeps me out how much he acts like him. x_X One chapter made my skin crawl. What creeps me out the most is that these chatacters are real. >_____>; Most of em', ya...so somewhere on Earth, there's a living Remedy Caveil. 8D Doesn't that make you feel so great guys!? This guy didn't try to drug and operate on people though, he was just an awful, apathetic person. ~___~;;; I really hate him mainly because he was cracking jokes when my favorite character died and it was making me cry. T__T;

And just because I haven't brought it up at all, my goals have been going great! I've been doing really good and I haven't been getting as sick. I still have really bad anxioty issues sometimes and my paranoia's still a little on the bad side, but I'm doing MUCH better considering how I used to be and I've even made a few new friends. :3 It's made school a bit more fun having a few more people to talk to and I haven't really had any melt downs since my last one before I started working on my goals. Thank you everyone who's stuck by me and helped even if you weren't trying to! ><

Okay, I'm starting to lose my hyperness so I'm done typing anything that comes to mind and if you read through this and still like me, then thank you. xD; <3

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Well Spirit Week was indeed a downer and things weren't going too great for a while, but lately everything has been much better to a point. Less fighting at home, stress is going down a little, a few very personal problems haven't been coming to mind, and I'm starting to feel a little better about losing my aunt and dog. @.@ My only problem is I've still got my head in the clouds and don't get enough sleep, but that's the least of my worries so I should be happy and am. xD;; It's kind of nice how warm weather came soon after I started trying to take care of myself emotionally again. It just makes it even better and is a big help.

I've been trying to change myself a little and not just let myself fall into a slump and keep my mind on it when things happen. I've always been like that and it's part of why my anxioty issues get so out of hand soemtimes. x_o; I think if I just try to make some changes, I might be able to be a little happier so I've been setting goals for myself. So far things have been calm and it's helping my mom too since she's been super tense and taking it out on me. x_x;

There's a lot of things I'd like to do, but something I've been really trying to work on is my people skills. I can't change my attitude toward my friends, but I'm trying to not put myself down so much at school for being pushed aside. I'm quiet and get too nervous to interact so if I want to try and get more open, I have to stop sometimes. This goal kind of goes anywhere and everywhere though. I want to try and get more social and make more friends in school, out of school and online even. I see a lot of nice people at school and I play on an RO server with a lot of nice people, but I'm awful with trying to get know people. ~__~;;; I'm a self loather to a point and I'm always afraid of annoying people or bothering them when I talk to them so it holds me back. Lately I've started talking with some landscape classmates and friends of friends and just relaxing and it's gone well surprisingly. I've even started to try and ask people on dA and fRO for their screen names and stuff so I can get to know them! :'D;;;

I still have a long way to go, but I'm moving slowly with that and I'm trying to stay more active so my mind isn't left to think so much that I make myself anxious.

Not much else to say :0! Just wanted to get that out while I'm feeling so content.

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http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/12515909/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 19:54:52 PDT
I feel bad putting a Happy Easter and then a negative entry so...yea. T_T;; I put the happy Easter first so no one has to listen to me even though I know my journals are never read.

To start off, my mom tells me (while Grim's over so it's not like I can really cry or get upset over it since I have company --; ) that my aun't dog is dead. I've helped raise her since she was a puppy and I grew up with her and other than my aunt, I was one of the closest ones to her. No one wanted to accept that anything was wrong with her and didn't want to warn me about her dying...until she was -dead-! >_>;....Yea....that makes me feel sooo much better just bluntly hearing that the dog's dead just after I had given her a walk and she was perfectly fine not too long ago. I'm not a baby. If our pets are going to die, I'd like a little heads up at least so I can handle it better and be ready!

Secondly, this morning started off bad in that way that tells you how the rest of your day is going to be. I wake up to my mom yelling at me. Litterally wake up to it. >_>;; She was yelling at me while I was asleep and says it's impossible to sleep that deeply and I was just ignoring her...even though I managed to sleep through a flower pot smashing right by me one time. She kept yelling at me about random crap and that I wasted her morning and that we couldn't color eggs since I said I wanted to decorate some for my little cousins before I saw them. I get a little emotional when I wake up to yelling...I prefer a shake of the shoulder or some nudges or something...>_> not constant screaming and scolding over anything and everything along with the side rant of how awful I am...And then only two minutes later, she's trying to act all ncie to me and figure out why I'm acting so gloomy and I didn't want her to be lost even though I thought it was obvious and told her I didn't really like getting screamed at which was a huge mistake and she was a brat for the rest of the morning. And no, I didn't give her an attitude when I told her -_-; I was polite about it...

Next, my aunt's dying...(not the same aunt that has the dog) It's nice at least that I was -warned- about this one once she was put in the hospital. >_> She's really old, but it's still hard to handle since I spend a lot of time with her growing up. This morning, after the whole wake up call and other annoying stuff that isn't worth getting into, we had to go to the hospital and see her just before having to go to another aunt's hosue to eat and spend time with the family. I'm happy I saw her, but it was hard. --; She's not doing good and it was really upsetting and it made it hard to be very chipper when going to see the rest of the family since I have a feeling I won't be seeing her again. T_T; Once we got to my aunt's house, it was a little better, but I was kind of in a daze the whole time we were there until my cousin hung out with me and started showing me his Wii and junk.

This wasn't exactly the best long vacation and last week couldn't have sucked any more even if it tried so I feel like crap tonight. -___-; I feel really down and just want April vacation to start. I'm hoping this week will be betetr since it's Spirit Week and I'm gonna get a better land scaping teacher.

Well I'm still a little upset about stuff so I'm gonna stop here. @_@; If anyone reads this, I'm sorry I sound like such a little gray cloud. T_T; Night all...I'll add my lists and check for spelling errors later.

]]> ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/12107247/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/12107247/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 15:08:26 PST New Chat for You :0

First off, I just got msn and I didn't tell a few people who I talk to on here soo...now you know. ^_^; I bet I'm still gonna have to say it directly to the specific people since I have a good feeling no one reads my journals though. xD

Winter Retreat

I totally forgot I wanted to write about the winter retreat I went on! D:! I doubt anyone really would notice, but I love writing about when I go on them. ._.;

Every year, my youth group at church goes on a winter retreat to some kind of camp or something supported by a church. We've been going to Camp Berea, but this year we went to the first place I had ever gone for a retreat which was five years ago- Mt. Monadnock! That place is so much nicer in a lot of ways. x3 I got closer to a lot of my group members and now am a little more social when I go to group. I got in touch with my old best friend who used to go to my group before he moved, just a few months back after three years and he was really the only person in my life to ever get really close to me so we were going to try and use that weekend as a catch up time since he hasn't really spent a lot of time with me, but we really didn't get to talk much and I don't think we're really gonna get back to how we were which made me a little sad since he's important to me. -_o; That's okay though since we're still buddies. I'll always think of him as my brother even if we don't do much talking. xD;

Every year, they form the audience into two teams and give them a stupid team name. The first time I went, it was Right Guard vs. Sure xD I was on Right Guard and we won. >>-b This year was Chuck Norris vs. Mr. T. I was on taam Mr. T, but Chuck Norris won. :[ Mr. T was close though! Dx

The band was really good and one of the guys alone with one of the staff kept running all the games to get team points with and they put on an....er...interesting act with light up...pen....things...xD;;; I don't think I could explain it right so I'm leaving it at that.

It was a lot of fun, but after doing all the games, laser tag, playing in the snow, Ga-Ga (it's a game >>; ), and doing this thing called the bungie run which is when you attatch a bungie rope to you and run as far as you can before being pulled back, I think I managed to pull every muscle in my body and get whiplash! xDD!! I couldn't lift my left arm for a week and now my neck cracks if I turn it the wrong way.

And looking past all of the pain and junk, I -did- get something out of all of this (aside from the whole growing faith thing >> ) and I think I'm gonna go on one of the Haati trips. Yea, it sounds weird, but I think it's right for me. --; I'm a little scared so I'm gonna wait a little, but they showed a lot of stuff about their Haati trips there and talked about the families they met and...yea...so I'm going on a MIssionary trip! 8D;; Feel free to insert laughs of pity here. xD; Means a lot to me though! ><;;;;

I felt like putting up a new journal and said what I wanted to say so I'll shush now.

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We didn't have school today because of the weather so today ish goood. >.>-b Hopefully the roads will be too frozen to go tomorrow too.

Well either way...Just wanted to say happy V-Day! I have two picture for today, but only one's colored so I'll try to get the other one up soon.

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http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/11612324/ Mon, 29 Jan 2007 14:13:24 PST >; I was gonna make a second try at it and a New Year picture to, buuut....I admit it! I got lazy. D: And I've been -really- busy which is why I just stayed MIA. x_x; I'm still busy and my depression's been over ruling anything I do to stop it, but I am getting stuff done. Lately, I've been working on a picture for a person I know and once it's done, I'll see if I can put it up...or something and I finally made an ID that I just have to color. I made a ton of other stuff too in the free time I have, but I'm not gonna list for the sake of not having to make any promises...xD;

In other news!...Well...not much worth talking about actually >_>; The only thing really that's gonna be happening is my winter retreat, but that's not for another few weeks so I don't have anything to say about it other than I'm excited and am happy school vacation starts right when I get back home! x3

With that aside...I took a test thing someone tagged me with when I got bored. >.>

::Your Top FIVE Countdown::

Pick 5 songs-
1.) 'Glamorous Indie Rock & Roll' by The Killers
2.) 'Talk Shows On Mute' by Incubus
3.) 'Gold Lion' by Yeah Yeah Yeahs
4.) 'Must Have Done Something Right' by Relient K
5.) 'Giving It Up For You' by Holly Brook

Pick 4 bands/ singers-
1.) Franz Ferdinand
2.) The Killers
3.) Incubus
4.) Yuki Kajiura

Pick 3 songs that choke you up and explain why-
1.) 'Falls On Me' by Fuel
Why: The chorus mainly...I'm a dork that watches crime shows and on one of the Cold Case episodes (which I can't ever watch because it makes me really sad usually xD;;; ) this started playing and I got really attached to the characters and that story so now when ever I hear it, all I can think about is how sad it was. T_T;;;
2.) 'Don't Go Away' by Oasis
Why: Grah! ><; I have a few too many reasons to why this song makes me emotional. Either way, I really like it.
3.) 'Miracle' by Vertical Horizon
Why: ....To be honest, I have no idea why. >_>; It just always makes me feel emotional.

Pick 2 songs you can't help but move to-
1.) 'Golden Sky' by Smile. DK
2.) 'Move Your Dead Bones' by Dr. Reanimator

Pick 1 songs that seems out of character for you to like-
1.) 'Check On It' by Beyonce (It makes me giggle >>;;;?)

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<--The Queen of Switzerland XD ~Kur0nue http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/11186846/ http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/11186846/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 09:59:32 PST Happy Holidays~!

Just a quick Merry Christmas to everyone of deviantArt! :3 Or Happy Holidays if your not doing the whole Christmas thing~

I'm gonna be going to my aunt's house today and I won't be home until tonight, but I thought I'd just leave a message quickly for now. I have a picture done, but I'll have to restart the computer to get my scanner working so I'll just do it later. And I got some new coloring supplies so I wanna color it now. >.>

After waiting literally forever...(*not bragging, just happy ^^ ;;;*)

I FINALLY GOT .HACK// GU!!!! <3333333333333333333

I've been waiting SO long for that to come out! @_@;;;;; I've seriously been waiting since the first little bit of info leaked out about it. I just started so I can't say much about the actual playing, but Haseo's still as cool as when I first saw him and I like Tri-Edge. >>;;

Okay I finally got that burst of love out and I'm getting nagged off the computer so we can see my neighbor sooo....bye for now. n.n; Merry Christmas again~!

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http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/10929845/ Sat, 02 Dec 2006 21:08:04 PST .>; I admit I like her too...) but I barely lasted a round before I started falling over. I’m not mad that they brought me back up though obviously. I’m just mad it happened. ~_~; But tomorrow's another day and I can let my energy out in here for now! I've got dance music, a sketch pad, a box of cheerios and speakers and I ain't afraid to use em! xDDD (and homework >.>;;; *slowly pushes it under the bed* e.e~) Anyway! Enough rambling! xD I'll actually write about stuff now...;;;

i-lOve

A few weeks back I went and saw this play called Something's...25th Annual Spelling Bee...*can't remember the exact name* It was seriously just...about a spelling bee xDDD! But it was awesome! And there was a character with the same names as one of my characters and he was my favorite to top it off. x3 *hugs the spelling bee character* The character's name was Leaf and my mom says that he's what my future son will grow up to be like. >.> I scared her when I said I'd be proud since he was pretty much crazy yet adorable. It was about a spelling bee, but there was a lot to it and as the kids spelled things, there would be funny flash backs of their life or a pause so you could hear the characters thoughts.

As said, Leaf was my favorite character. He was an idiot and he came in third place at his schools spelling bee, but both the first place and second place winners couldn't make it to the finals so he got to go and when he spelled things, he'd start cracking up since he had never heard most of the words before and was all "Ahaha! xD That's a word?!!...No really!...Ah' have never even heard that word before! :3-b" and when he'd go to quit, something would spark in him and he'd look and talk like he was being posessed and would go cross eyed and spell the word perfectly and as soon as his turn was over he'd snap out of it, completely lost and just smile. xD My other favorite character was this Asian girl...I can only remember a few characters' names and she's not one of em. x_o She was a perfectionist and had no flaws, but she was actually crazy and ready to snap. She was really cute. xD;;; The host would say facts about each of the spellers and when he'd say something about her, she'd always add something weird like "Does it say I'm not allowed to cry?.....*eyes grow large* It should o.o..." I loved all the characters so I'm only gonna say those two since I loved them most. >.> They're what my children will be like minus the need to be perfect. All the characters were supposed to be spoofs of cliche students obviously. Oh! And they had this guy from jail be the person who comforts the losers. He was a big black guy with dread-locks and he'd go over to the loser and give them a hug and a juice box all tough-like. xDDDDD That made my day. And he was an awesome actor. One of the girls has two dads and when they'd go into flash backs for her, the big tough guy would quickly change his look while you weren't expecting it and went from being a thug to a gay guy with an 'in-your-face-yet-motherly' attitude, but in the next second he'd switch back. The guy who played Leaf was the other dad. o_o;; He was REALLY amazing since his character was crazy as said before, but when he quickly changed into the other dad, he'd fix his hair and clothes and become this tight ass obsessed with perfection...yea I know that's just good acting, but it was so entertaining to see how good everyone was. *is having bad ADD about this >_>;*

I love the fact that I couldn't tell who'd win. I thought it was gonna end all cheesey and have this little girl Olive win, but it didn't. I won't spoil it though since I think I have a few friends who might see it. Olive was cute. x3 She was all nervous and she found entertainment in mixing letters in words around and told one of the boys that she bonds with through the play that her name can also say 'i-lOve'.

Okay, it still probably sounds stupid, but really! If you can, try to see it!! xD...I'll shut up about it now about it since I could keep going on about how awesome it was.

Okay I'm done rambling for now and I can't remember anything else I wanted to talk about so I'm gonna go take advantage of the fact that my breathing's back to normal and entertain myself. xD; I have too much energy for someone who nearly fainted, I need to take it easy. c.c;;;;;

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I'm gonna be going over my aunt's and most likely spend the whole day there so I wanted to make sure I got to say this before I was gone. >.>

That's all~

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Fall Events!

What I spent a good amount of my time on. >.>

Every year, my school has a Fall Show where they open the school up to the public and make it more of an open house. Pretty much everything came out awesome, but being in land scaping made me most proud of that part. xD;; Everything in that part of the show was my favorite. I was even in a plot this year! x3 Our leader was really good at keeping the plans going and we ended up with a special award. I forget what it's called, but we're really proud of it since we got it for giving the judges the wow factor and only two plots can get it. :3 Our plot was a farm stand with a cart full of selling goods. The other plot that got the award was my friends' plot. She did a Japanese meditation kind of thing. I have pictures of all the good stuff so I'll try to show them sometime. :0

Well I was gonna put more, but it's late and I'm calling it a night.

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http://Kur0nue.deviantart.com/journal/10226195/ Fri, 29 Sep 2006 13:54:54 PDT As said...I'm back I suppose >.>

Hey all! :0 Anyone remember me? If so, I'm shocked. I originally left since I wasn't really enjoying my art and was just another thing making me feel like crap and I wanted to leave until I could get better and I've been practicing. I admit, I'm not much better than when I left other than side views and crap, but I finally gave into my depression and panic attacks along with other personal issues and I'm now getting help so everything's all good at the moment and I'm finally getting enjoyment out of drawing and working on my stories again! n.n (Thank you all my DA friends for putting up with my gloomy mood and ranting as much as you did <3;;; ) My shojo ai '3 of Hearts' is getting a lot of attention now that I'm better at drawing girls and I haven't given up on 'Virgin in a Bottle'(VIAB) and it's now complete actually! I just...you know....have to actually WORK on it. XD; And while I was gone I got rid of two of my old projects and brought back two really old stories that I used to work on. Both of them have changed a lot now and I'll start putting things up on that.

Hmm...Stuff's happened while I've been away, but somehow I still don't have much catching up to do. >.> I'll probably start adding new stuff either tonight or tomorrow. It depends on if my scanner's in a good mood and if I wanna put up random doodles or actual pictures. Either way, I'm gonna start replying to comments and messages people have sent me. As for all the journals and deviations...ahaha, there's way too many so I'm just gonna clear that and look through them on my own time. xD

I've been doing a lot of work in landscaping at school lately so I'm not completely alive at the moment so that's all I'm gonna write.;;;

Off to take care of comments and such! >.>; And for those of you that read this and left comments, I'm sorry if my random replies is annoying! XD;;;; I hate leaving comments ignored.

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