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Ive just got back from a two week all inclusive holiday to Cuba. Its such a lovley place to go and the weather was fantastic. There was no chocolate there so I went two weeks without it then I found out the last day there was a shop round the corner from my hotel that sold chocolate and I was bit pissed. So many Mozzies in cuba too Im covered in bites and they itch so badly. I missed my xbox though alot and because I didnt take a adaptor with me to Cuba I couldnt charge up my Ds or my PSP and I bought final fantasy 2 at the airport and the battery on my PSP died and I couldnt play it >_<

Im also addicted to this new series showing in America called "True Blood" Its about Vampires in the southern part of north America. Its very good but not stupid as it sounds its actually very sexy and very cleverly done.

Ive started playing Max Payne in preparation for the new movie coming out. The first game seems pretty good and Im been told it is amazing and the second one is much better. Im also gonna re play Silent Hill 4 in prep for Silent Hill 5 which is out at the end of Oct. I also want to play War at some point which is gonna end up costing me more money seen as Im gonna buy the game then pay the monthly fee for it. Im so skint atm though. >_<

Just figured I should update at somepoint seen as did tonight as well and she inspired me

Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
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]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/14606587/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/14606587/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 16:56:40 PDT

Me and Tom fly to Turkey on Friday for a few weeks, Im really looking forward to it we need a holiday its been mega stressful here at home with a new baby in the house crying all the time but we seem to be coping thank god its not mine or me and Tom would never get any sleep.

We had such a good time at Amecon and hopefully we will go again. I met so many nice people and have made a good few new friends. The only problem is alot of the friends I made live quite far away :/ so seeing them is difficult.

I finished the new Harry Potter book a few weeks ago and was not very keen >_< too many deaths and it was just stupid in parts. It was as bad as order of the Phoenix. (I really hated that one)

Weve got a car now so Ive been driving around a bit. I almost hit a truck the other day LULZ

Thanks to - and just for being my friends for years much love and hugs to you


Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^

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~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/13719320/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/13719320/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 10:29:50 PDT

Amecon is just under a month away and Im getting mega excited \o/ I cant wait to go and meet so many cool anime people see some people I havent for years ^_^ I hope I have enough money to buy some stuff hopefully I shall. I was gonna be cosplaying Riza from FMA and even in the cosplay chess they were having but Ive had to pull out of it >_< lack of funds and bad internet connection has been such a problem.

I recently saw the new Harry potter film. For the book I hated the most the film was actually really good. All the bits with the DA were really cool seeing everyones patronus charms, and the girl who was cast as Luna was really good and cute, I thought she was perfect.

Ive just seen Die Hard 4 and Hostel 2. Die Hard 4 was the best one so far I would say I think Bruce Willis is kinda sexy and it had alot of refrences to Gears of War \o/ the action was great I loved it. As for Hostel well I wasn't so keen it was a bit better then the first one the guy who plays Krum in Harry Potter was in it (shame how he died o.O) It was intresting to see the other side about the people who pay to tortue the "backpackers" and there was a really funny bit in it with a drill and some shouting XD Im evil but it made me laugh.

I still have not completed FF12 I just can't bring myself to like it and I feel bad as an FF fan. I really love all the others even FF11 (which I spent alot of money and time playing) even FF9 which alot of people don't like I love. The only good thing is FF12 Is Balthier oh and I like the idea of the judges but thats it even the gambits piss me off and Im rubbish at setting them up give me FFX anyday its ten times better,*smacks self* Ive got to pick it up again and try again.

I bought RE4 for my wii and it was the best 30squid Ive spent in a long time. Its so good. The system is easier then the cube version plus you get all the extras on it you get on both the cube and ps2 versions. I saw a little clip of RE5 on here somewhere o.O and it looked so good, I also so an english trailer for MGS4 which sounded fab. Im also looking forward to Mass Effect coming out at some point god I love my 360 even though it keeps breaking on me, it wouldnt open the other day and gears was in there. I managed to open it and my gears game looked so scratched >_< So I popped it back in and then it kept crashing one me >_< I LOVE THAT GAME. I got so upset :/

Im after another Tattoo at some point. Either the Transmutation circle from FMA or the biohazard Symbol from Resi. Or maybe a bird XD that sounds so much more womanly. Oooo speaking of FMA im on volume 4 of the manga and Im loving it to bits. Tiz my new favourite manga and the one Im collecting atm.

Me and Tom are in the process of moving into our own ickle flat round the corner. Its so modern and cool so things are pretty hetic hereat home >_<


Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^

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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/12729506/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 11:43:25 PDT

My birthday today \o/ Im 22 >_< getting older and for some strange reason I seem to feel it alot, maybe thats because my fiancee is only 19. Well at least I can gamble in America and drive too

I got so many good things. I got a few games for my DS. I got Theme park, Phoenix wright attorney and Hotel Dusk which Ive still got to play. I love phoenix wright its so good ^^,,. I also got The Sims season pack which is really cool and very pretty when it snows. I also got all three x-men films on DVD some clothes and some money.

The best present however are my new dwarf hamsters. They are Roborovski hamsters and are just so cute ^_^. Ive named them Volgin and Grozny Grad after MGS3 \o/ I wanted to call one of them Kuwabara but I like GG. Also the name fits well with the name of my snake (Pliskin) I swear this house is a zoo. Weve got two dogs, two birds, two hamsters and a snake, plus foxes in the garden a hedgehog and a frog >_<

I also got cards and lots of cake ^^,, my cake had a picture on it of me and Tom it was so sweet. We went shopping and then later on we had pizza \o/. We are suppost to be going to chessington world of adventures at some point maybe friday ^_^

So now Im saving up for a car and job hunting as well. Hopefully I will find something and then I will have so many munnies so I can go shopping for manga Im also saving up for my tattoo hopefully I will have enough money soon \o/


Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^

[My clubs]







http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/12543125/ Tue, 10 Apr 2007 17:29:56 PDT

What can I say I guess I really suck at updating my journal, Ive just been so busy with so much stuff over the past month. Ive had like four birthdays just gone and I am offically skint now >_< plus my own birthday is coming up, its on the 25th or April \o/

Some people I know have planned a trip to Alton towers and I really want to go, however I have no car yet and I dont know how to get there by train. I had decided to go with a friend of mine but she might be dropping out now >_< we were gonna go by train and then make our way there but she doesn't know the way and I don't either XD my god we make a great pair we would both end up lost.

I still haven't managed to complete FFXII I just can't seem to warm to it for some reason o.O I love the battle system and Balthier *drools* but thats about it, I don't understand the storyline but thats because I missed half of it when my boyfriend played it without me :/

I managed to read all nine volumes of FMP and I loved it >_< I love Souske *fangirl* Ive read the manga twice now. Its inspired me to write some kind of fic so watch this space ^_^ Ive also started watching Naruto. I got two volumes of the uncut version and I loved it however I HATE SAUSKE *RUNS FROM SOUSKE FANGIRLS* Im sorry but I just think he is too emo and boring, yeah hes a good little fighter but I would rather have Kakashi *drools again* I have one thing to say to anyone that fancies Sauske....... look at the voice actor and you will be put off for life >_< and Sakura can just die shes the most boring annoying character ever ................... I like Naruto though ^^,,

I have this fing song stuck in my head "Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma nu ma iei" Dont you just hate it when a song is so bad its good >.< and catchy.

Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^

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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/12056665/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 16:16:18 PST

I managed to get hold of a Wii ^_^, I preordered it from Gamestation and I got a phone call on Wednesday saying that they had my Wii in stock and did I want to come down and pick it up, and I was like "Hell yeah" So the next day me and Tom went down and picked it up. We managed to get Rayman Rabbits with it as well ^_^ Ive been after Wii play for a few days and I can't seem to find it anywhere, seems its sold out everywhere. On friday we stopped up playing it with Toms parents, we had them playing on Rayman doing all the hard levels we couldn't do XD

I also managed to get a copy of FF12 when it came out, I also got the offical limited edition guide ^_^. I do like the the game and the characters seem cool ^^,, I just don't seem to like Vann very much, but I like Balthier \o/ Im about half way through the game and Im still trying to work out how to use the quickenings its such a puzzle to me >_<

Ive just come back from a week away visting my family and we had so much fun playing on her wii. We bought some tequila and some apple moonshine, plus loads of alcopops. We drunk alot and then made sushi as we bought the kit to make it. But we didn't put the rice dressing on it which I think was a huge mistake as it wasn't as nice as it should have been.

Im thinking about getting a tattoo at some point as my dentist pointed out I have a high pain threshold as when she giving me a filling on friday the injection hadn't properly worked and felt everything, all the drilling and the scraping >_< not nice. So ive decided to definalty get one. Im thinking about getting the FMA cross on my arm, the one Al has on his armour and the one Izumi has on her chest just below her neck.

Tried to book my room for amecon. I managed to book it for just me I ment to book for Tom as well but I forgot >_< I also need to post off our cheques as I haven't yet and so many people have, I might loose my place if I don't send it soon :/

Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^

[My clubs]

:http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/11796355/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 09:02:40 PST

Im so addicted to FMA at the moment, its an amazing series and I love it so much. Did anyone else cry at it? I cant say much without giving away spoilers but when I saw Armstrong cry I just burst into tears Ive only got about five more episodes to go.

So tomorrow is Valentines day ^_^ so i hope everyone has a good day. Me and Tom are going to see Hot Fuzz and hopefully have some lunch before it. We did most of our shopping today. I bought Tom a punisher graphic novel, a hitman figure and some I love you chocolate, and he got me, a Lara croft Legend figure - her Union Jack costume, a snow globe with I love you inside it and some manga.

I managed to pick up Tr and TR the last revelation really cheap in game station along with The X files game and Abes Exoddus. It was buy one get one free and they have a good few games in there. I also pre ordered a WII, so hopefully we should get one of them soon.

I cant believe places are taking pre-orders for the PS3, its almost 500 pounds. Its madness to pay that much for a console o.O dont these people have a brain? I wouldn't pay 500 pounds to get one. I do want one but not untill RE5 or DMC4 come out.

Im going to Amecon this year - gonna be cosplaying as Hawkeye from FMA. Im really looking forward to it. I joined the amecon forums and made a good few friends already. Its gonna be good fun, plus im gonna drag with me


Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^

[My clubs]

http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/11644875/ Thu, 01 Feb 2007 08:34:27 PST

Ive just come back from the dentist and my mouth is so sore I had three injections and then so much drilling and poking around and these strange metal rods sticking out of it. I hate going to the dentist but I needed the work done on my teeth. I also have to go to the hospital to have a wisdom tooth removed in about two weeks so thats something to look forward too.

Since new year Ive tried to cut out coke, chocolate and FFXI and Im doing a pretty good job on two of them. I haven't played FFXI for ages since before christmas and Ive cut down on coke as it was wrecking my teeth, however chocolate its alot harder to cut out so I will have to keep trying with that one.

I managed to play on a Wii and all I can say is WOW, I really want one, they are so much fun. I played Tennis and some Rayman rabbits, my god that was mad, I had to swing this cow around and the throw it really far. The next day my arms were so sore and stiff XD <3 to as it was her wii ^^,,

Im really liking Eragon, the book. I havent seen the movie yet but as soon as I get through the book I will give the film a try. Im also looking forward to the new Harry potter book at some point this year.

As for films I cant wait for Hot fuzz it looks so funny, and also spiderman 3 and the evil dead remake if they ever get it done. Game wise I can't wait for FFXII, DMC 4, Resident evil umbrella cronicles, MGS 4 and Resident evil 5.

Im hopefully going to be going to Amecon this year so I cant wait for that either, I was just wondering if anyone else is planning on going?



Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^

[My clubs]

~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/11263572/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/11263572/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 19:14:51 PST

Happy new year everyone I hope everyone had a good new years eve and Im sure some of you are still having a great time ^^,,. Thank you to everyone who has watched me over this past year and has even looked at my art (or attempt at it XD) and stuff so thanks again ........................... special thanks to for being my best friend for 17 years of my life and always looking after me ^_^

Ive been engaged for a year and this is the year I will finally tie the knot, Im really looking forward to sorting out all the arrangments there is so much I need to get done and I hope to get it all done soonish ^^,,

I hope everyone had a good christmas and got what they wanted, I got lots of good things for christmas I got some manga, some DVDs and some clothes, plus a new phone which I love as its a motorolla razaV3 and its purple its so sexy *drool* I also have more presents to come as I havent even seen my family yet, I will hopefully see them over the next few weeks.

It was mine and Toms anniversery on Saturday and we went out and did some shopping and went for a pizza. Tom bought me a nice pair of earrings they are silver hearts with pink Sapphires in them, they are so pretty. <3

I hope everyone has a great new year whatever you are doing and whoever you are with ^_^ *throws random shinny stuff and whistles at people*


Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^

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~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/11069516/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/11069516/ Fri, 15 Dec 2006 05:15:13 PST

I know I havent updated for ages Ive been busy, Ive also just come back from visting family and friends in Yorkshire. Ive been really ill over the past week and so has Tom, Ive had a cold and he has had a chest infection >_<. Then Ive had a load of trouble with my tooth and Ive been in so much pain with it, at least im off to the dentist on monday \o/

Im after a WII I really want one >_< I know I wont get one till after Christmas but I can wait that long, Its only 10 days till Christmas yay cant wait but I still need to do so much shopping for everyone >_<, Im also trying to complete Resident Evil DS as I never have I just keep dying or I got to the lab and had no herbs.

I stole this from my friend XD


Note: I Dont have FFXII yet >_<

Favorite FF Game: 7

Least Favorite FF Game: 8

Favorite FF Hero: Cloud

Least Favorite FF Hero: Zidane

Favorite FF Heroine: Tifa

Least Favorite FF Heroine: Dagger

Favorite Male Secondary Character: Tidus

Least Favorite Male Secondary Character: Seifer - Can I have him? or Wakka

Favorite Female Secondary Character: Selphie

Least Favorite Female Secondary Character: Quistis - She boring >_<

Favorite Villain: Sephiroth - It has to be im a FFVII fan girl XD

Least Favorite Villain: Ultimecia

Favorite "Cid": FFVIIs

Least Favorite "Cid": I dont really have on I like em all, erm but If I had to pick I guess I would say FFX's

Favorite Summon: Shiva, Bahamut or Queezacolt

Least Favorite Summon: Eden - Its crap or Ark another long boring one.

Favorite Weapon: - The one Tidus has thats blue watery and has like four abilitys on it XD I think its called "brotherhood" and rod of wisodm for Yuna

Least Favorite Weapon: Those fing daggers Zidane has >_< even though he does a cute ickle jump when he uses em.

Favorite Storyline Boss: Braskas Aeon or Sephiroth.

Least Favorite Storyline Boss: Necron it was pointless

Favorite Optional Boss: I Would say either Ozma or the dark aeons on X I love them.

Least Favorite Optional Boss: Wutai and fighting Yuffies dad I dont like it >_<, its not really hard just annoying.

Favorite Battle Theme: FFIX

Least Favorite Battle Theme: FFX

Favorite Boss Battle Theme: One winged angel or the battle music for FFVII

Least Favorite Boss Battle Theme: FFX

Favorite Cutscene: I guess the opening to FFX is really outstandingly good even though its really J-rockish I love it ^^,,

Least Favorite Cutscene: that one in FFX where Tidus and Yuna are sat talking on the highroad, where she records into the sphere, but to be honest Ive got loads the whole cloud getting his memory back is also annoying.

Favorite Character Theme: I like the Kuja theme from FFX but I like the Turks one from FFVII Or Aries theme from FFVII

Least Favorite Character Theme: Wakkas >_<

Favorite Background Music: Gold saucer, The flying theme that you hear in FFVII when your on the Tiny bronco, I also really like the evil temple music in FFX

Least Favorite Background Music: Balmb (world map) Music from FFVIII

Favorite Character Designs: FFX

Least Favorite Character Designs: FFIX

Favorite Scene Designs: again, FFX or FFVII

Least Favorite Scene Designs: Dont really have any

Favorite Ending: FFX

Least Favorite Ending: FFVII - As much as I like FFVII the ending is madness >_< its so confusing.

Favorite Opening Sequence: I would have to say either FFVIII, FFX or FFX-2

Least Favorite Opening Sequence: FFIX

That took me ages to completed what a cool little Quiz ^^,,

Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^

http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/10768257/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 15:45:41 PST

Did anyone else find the cliffhanger in lost season 3 to be a bit shit? I sat there and I was like o.o wow they could have come up with something better, I mean its lost ffs. I much prefer Prison break I love it, its keeping me hooked so much (thank you youtube ^^,,) and its generally good and they story is intresting and I didn't think much could be done once they got out of prison but I was wrong, its amazing.

I went to see Bond on Thursday and all I can say is wow OMFG go and see Bond, its an amazing film its very different from the other bond films but I think thats in a good way, It has humour and drama and of course alot of romance too. I think overall I would give bond 10/10 and 5stars.

My fiance and I went to rent DoC today and they didnt have so we went across to Woolworths and bought it for like £27 which is around $45 so it was good value for money, ive started to play it and it seems ok. The controlls seem a bit annoying but the FMV is really good and its just cool to see and play Vincent and as I have to wait till next year for FFXII It will do for now, can't wait for FFXII, even though Ive got to finish off loads of games >_< (Dragon Quest VIII, Dead Rising, Resident evil DS and all the other ff games I have on the go atm which is VIII, IX, X, and X-2)

Anyone else ever played or heard of Sudeki? Its a really cool RPG on the xbox,although it hasn't got too good a score on gamespot >_< I like it XD. If ya have a xbox you should see if you can pick up a copy somewhere if your a rpg fan as its a cool game ^_^

Christmas is coming soon and I'm in so much debt its mad and I have to buy Christmas presents for people, I need a job really but Ive decided to wait till after Christmas as Dec has me so busy doing things and travelling Im gonna wait till Jan and you never know I might get lucky. Im a very lucky person as me and my fiance have a investment coming in and luckily its helping us out with the money situation, plus ive got loads of stuff to sell on ebay too.


Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^

[My clubs]

http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/10701749/ Sun, 12 Nov 2006 13:57:13 PST

I went to see Borat last week and it was so funny, its one of the funniest films ive seen in a long time and had me and my fiance in stiches all the way through it. There was this funny bit where he (Borat) got in a car with four guys and they were talking about playing a game, so Borat starts talking and goes "lets play snake eats the pig" so he explains the games and its kinda like Gerbiling and one guy goes "HELL YEAH ID DO IT" XD I wont say anymore but there are so many funny bits in it, if ya haven't seen it yet go and see it soon.

Ive given up on online rpgs, I simply cant be arsed with it. The people on FFXI annoy me so much, non of them know what they are doing and stupid arse males seem to think everyone who plays a female is female >_< and Ive discovered everyone who plays a Mithra is a bitch, most times when im in a party people just end up arguing and im there going "FFS IVE JUST USED MY F**KING EMPRESS BAND" >_<

Im addicted to The Sims2 : Pets, my god it so cool and the animals are so cute. I managed to get two cats to breed and they had three kittens ^_^ awwwwwwwwwwww

Tom got his Tattoo on Friday and it looks so cool im going to go at some point this week and get one done, Im having a star and a fairy on my arm. I went with Tom when he had his done and I sat and watch it all been done my god you should have seen the size of the needle it was scary >_<

Anyone else going to see the new Bond film when it opens on Thursday? I can't wait for it Im a mega huge Bond fan and Im really looking forward to seeing it. Hopefully gonna go at some point this week. I think we are going to see The Prestige tomorrow too so Im looking forward to that as well.


Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^

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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/10601854/ Fri, 03 Nov 2006 09:00:29 PST

Ok before I say anything else I need to put this up o.O Its my fiance's demo ^_^ so please listen to it and let us know what you think ^^,, [link]
Its his bands site so erm look or he will kill me - The band is called Chains of Cerberus.

Ok so now thats out of the way we can go on to me Ive just come back from a really cool weekend visting my friend ^_^ , since I moved to London I never see her anymore and when I do get to see her its never for long as she works now >_< we haven't been anime shopping for ages.

Anyway I managed to see her and I took my sister with me as she has a sister who is around the same age as mine. All four of us have Nintendo DSs and we all played four player bomberman which was mad, my fiance was with us and he used my DS, when I finally got hold of my DS a few hours later I had no idea what was going on and people were all shouting and blowing me up >_< We also played Khs as I needed her help getting out of the monstro wale. (I lent her Dragon Quest 8 which she really needs to play)

When I got back home I was so sick, I think I had some kind of bug as since Wednesday Ive just felt so bad, my head aches my jaw aches my stomache aches and I cant eat anything >_<, and we have no hot water in our house, as something is wrong with our boiler so I cant even have a bath

We are going to be letting off loads of fireworks tomorrow, we are gonna get loads and have a display which will be cool I love rockets and the patterns they make in the sky. Our Dog is frightened of them >_<, my fiances aunt sent her a fairy costume, so now she is dressed up in a pink costume which is all furry and looks like a living wooly pink sock running around.

I managed to go see Saw 3 which was crap, I didnt enjoy it it just seemed that they tried to put as much gore into it as possible and the story was really weak and boring. It was no where near as good as the first one, even the second one was better. I wanna go see Borat at some point

Im addicted to season 2 of Prison Break Its so good, so much better then Lost, I wonder if there is a prison break club on DA anywhere. I think the story is really good and it has some good twists in it that to be honest with you I never saw coming. Im also really getting into Dead Rising, its so much fun to put a lego head on a zombie and then take random pictures, or randomly throw plates or pies at them XD

Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^

[My clubs]

~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/10467612/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/10467612/ Sat, 21 Oct 2006 16:25:31 PDT

I really need to update my Journal more often, Im so sorry I never update it I will start paying more attention.

Im looking around for a really good rpg site, Im sick of rpg chat its too fucking big and there are too many people on it, I came across a Sailor moon rpg and I was like ooooooooo they only have like 20 members so I joined, It turns out the rpg isnt really rpg its one sentance posts its fucking stupid. >_< *bangs head on wall* So if anyone knows any good rpg sites where they have good Resident evil or final fantasy type rpgs let me know, oh or Xmen rpgs would be nice.

I saw a really cool episode of south park tonight, it was called "Make love not warcraft" It was really good, so funny. As you prob guessed they were all playing WoW and it looked so cool, I want WoW now ^_^

We decorated our room ^^,, instead of it been pink its now peach it looks so warm and cosy its really nice. It took us like five hours to decorate it and there were three of us trying to decorate it XD I did all the painting around the plugs, the door, the light switches and the skirting board and Tom did all the walls. My mother in law helped out too she painted the edges of the celing.

OMFG I found episodes of season 3 lost. Ive seen all three episodes now, the one with Locke and Charlie was great but the other two were rubbish. I really think they need to end on this season as I think the second season was just shit.

Im addicted to Xfactor atm, Im so sad but I love it, some of the acts are amazing really talented but most are just crap >_< There are like 3 acts that I wanna get into the final, thats (for anyone who cares) Kerry, Ben and Eton rd.

Been feeling down alot latley, I need to go shopping and cheer myself up or try to. I also want to plan my wedding at some point seen as Im having it around this time next year fingers crossed. I want in August or September next year but its one of the madest things to organise, I have no idea how to go about it, I guess thats what mums are for XD


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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/10270115/ Tue, 03 Oct 2006 11:09:38 PDT

Anyone else heard this song, its really catchy and addictive, you can find the video for it here ------ [link] its a remix with different lyrics its really good though ^_^

Im so addicted to Star wars KOTOR (Knights of the old rebuplic) Ive managed to complete both the 1st and the 2nd one now ^_^, the 1st one is great the story is muhc more intresting and I really like the characters, Im thinking of cosplaying as Bastilla at some point hopefully if I go to some kinda con at some point.

Tom was getting Pliskin out today and he bit him, sunk his teeth right into Toms finger >_<, there are two little fang marks where he bit him XD. We were kinda panicking as we were not sure if Pliskin was not posionus but we are pretty sure he isnt, plus if he wasnt something bad would have happened to Tom already so we are sure he will be fine XD

Last Night I was in the bath and I had been listening to my mp3 player, I had just taken it off and put it on floor when Tom comes over to me and picks it up and dangles it over the bath, before I can say "No Tom dont do that you will drop it" I hear a plop >_< He dropped it in the bath >_< Luckily though its working after I had a big go at him XD

Im trying to make some resident evil stamps so when I do people have to show the Resi support and put them in their Journals and be happy ^_^

Saving up for a car atm and Im also job hunting as I really need one >_< need the money as once again Im in debt XD always fun.


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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/10111482/ Mon, 18 Sep 2006 12:51:31 PDT

I got back from Florida on Friday morning. I had a fucking awesome time. I loved it so much I would go back tomorrow in an instant If I could. The jet lag is so bad but its worth it for all the fun and the great time I had.

We were stopping in a place called St Petersburg which is on the west coast of Florida and we had a car to drive there. In America the roads are so huge and the driving is mad, the cars are huge and are all driven by old people its very scary. So we drove to our hotel it took us three hours and we were shattered when we got there. The hotel was right on the beach front and the sand was so white and soft me and Tom went dancing on it XD

Our hotel was so huge it had three pools, four resturants and about four or five bars. The rooms were huge as well and the beds were so soft. We went to a supermarket and the isles are mad. They are huge and all the food is so cheap its mad, I managed to try twinkies and Black cherry vanilla coke, Cherry pepsi and all kinds of chocolate.

After a few days we went to Orlando for three days. We went to Universal Studios, Universal Studio's Island of adventures and Sea world. We went to Universal studios first and the first thing we did was Terminator 3-D and it was great, they gave you these glasses to wear and then you go and sit in this theater and watch these big screens, I shit myself when the mini robots came right at me and I closed my eyes when bits of shrapnell came at me, after that we went to Men in black which is a laser quest game that you sit in carts and fire at the Aliens, Back to the future which was a great flight simulator, Earthquake which put you in a Earthquake and Twister which was shit and you didnt do much XD and the Jaws one wasnt that good either. There was this great ride there "the Revenge of the mummy" It was a rollercoaster in the dark, it was great it shoots ya backwards then forwards, so much fun.

The next day we went to Island of adventures which is at Universal as well, but Universal is so huge it takes the whole day to get round one park. In this park me and Tom went on the Jurassic park ride, Its a log floom but the drop is huge and we didnt know it was coming until it came, me and Tom loved it so much we went on it again ^^, We went on this kiddy rollercoaster called The unicorn XD it was great. We also went into spiderman 3-D which was really cool, It was a flight sim and at bits it seemed like he jumped right onto the cart we were sat in. We also went onto Ripsaw falls which was a log flume and I made Tom sit in the front XD the drop on that was huge as well, then we went onto a rapids ride in which I got soaked o.O

Next we went to Seaworld and this was when we heard and Steve Irwins horrific death. There was a stingray tank where you could touch them and stroke them, so we all put our hands into the water and we touched them, you could also feed them so we bought some food and we fead them, It was mad that something so gentle did that to someone and they were so cute and small some of them. Next we saw the Dolphins and I was stroking them and wacthing them. Then we went round to the sealions and me and Tom feed them aswell XD they were so noisy and shouted at you to give them food. We also saw baby crocs and a pool full of sharks. Then we went into a huge long tunnel full of sharks, they were swimming over us in a walk through passageway. There were also rides at seaworld, we went on a log floom which turned into a rollercoaster half way through and a big ride which I didnt go on called the Kraken but Tom went on it XD

We chilled for a few days did some shopping in which I bought some galaxy angel manga and I discovered hot topic and fucking loved it XD I bought some jeans and an Inuyahsa top and Tom bought a Chuck Noris top XD, I also bought a Galaxy angel, Jack Bower and Re4 poster. I also got a resident evil archive book which has all kinds of information in it about all the games and stuff its great ^_^

After we had relaxed a little we went to Busch Gardens Its great there, it had all big rollercoaters and is a zoo as well. The first ride we went on was the Gwazi which is a wooden rollercoaster and it goes so fast you bump around on it so much, I did my arm in, we liked it so much we went on it four times XD and we sat at the front at one point. Then we went on tidal wave whiich was so shit but the drop was amazing and we got soaked, then onto a log floom where we got soaked again and then a boat rapid ride which was shit. There was this ride there called Shekira but we didnt go on it, it takes you up 250ft then drops you straight down, I wish I had gone on it now though >_<, then we went on this ride called the Scorpion which had a loop in the middle of it and I was so scared but it was great, then the p... ]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/9908135/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/9908135/ Wed, 30 Aug 2006 13:40:38 PDT

Going to Florida tomorrow morning for two weeks ^_^ Gonna miss you all and I will update you all and stuff when we get Back. Its gonna be great, Im gonna miss ya all loads and stuff and miss all your lovley artwork.

Im gonna take loads of photos and stuff and I will show ya all when I come back.

Pliskin is about to shed his skin so I will have that to look forward to when I come back, also we have love birds downstairs, they are my bfs sisters and they are stopping here at our house while we go to Florida as we have someone looking after Pliskin.

Gonna hopefully go find an anime shop and I will bring random presents back for people ^_^

Till I come back everyone be good and dont go doing stupid stuff XD

Emma and Tom aka Saph and Nirv
xxx

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]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/9864197/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/9864197/ Sat, 26 Aug 2006 16:20:53 PDT

I managed to take a picture of Pliskin eating his pinkie the otherday, wanna see?



Isnt he just the cutest thing in the world, sorry the picture is a bit bad its so hard to photograph him hes alway moving around if we ever get him out, he wouldnt make a really good model.

I was suppost to be going to see my mum on Thursday but there was a hole mess up with the tickets and now im not going so instead we went to the cinema XD always fun. Went to see Severance yesterday and it was so funny. It was amazing and very jumpy actually. It was like Delivernce meets the office ^^, we were sat there in the cinema and there were like four or five other people in there and this bit came on in the film where a guy took his foot of a landmine and Tom went really loud "Nothing happened" I was so embarassed I wanted to just die XD

Im so addicted to several things at the moment, FFXI I managed to get my THF to lvl 15 and im trying to get used to using sneak attack, youve got to be behind the mob to do it kinda thing, its usefull when it works or when people provoke the mobs right >_<. Full metal panic is my other addiction, I f**king love it. I lent fummoffu and I want it back so badly I need to watch Kaname and Sosuke. Tom bought me the second raid from ebay and I loved that as well, there is a really cute bit where she cuts his hair and another cute bit where he goes to hug her.

I think ive got a problem with anime, if there is a couple in any anime series I become obsessed with it and with them getting together. Like Inuyasha and Kagome, Ranma and Akane and Sosuke and Kaname, its weird.

Think Im gonna play sh4 again as I have the song from it in my head and I just feel like playing it, its one of my favourites of the series along with the second one. The bit with the big huge head in the hospital my god thats so scary I shit myself at that bit and the random moving wheel chairs WTF o.O


--- OMFG Im talking to right now and this is the conv we are having XD

Nirv and Saph - says:
and i have my driving test on the 18th of sep
Rick: Ayu Haru born today : D - Yes a boy chocobo <.< says:
Gyah good luck with that
Nirv and Saph - says:
LOL <----- in big caps
Nirv and Saph - says:
Gah why the fuck did i type that XD
Rick: Ayu Haru born today : D - Yes a boy chocobo <.< says:
XDD

I have no idea how or why that was funny but it was XD.




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Its not fair, we had a flood last week and now the phone line is down, it hasnt been working for a week now and I need to ring my family. It has also damaged our broadband cable as well so the internet on my pc isnt working either >_<. However my laptop is working and I managed to install FFXI on it \o/ so i started playing it again yesterday for the first time in a week and it felt so good. I plugged in the keyboard from my mac as I couldnt work out the controls on the laptop keyboard.

I also started playing Final Fantasy X2 again with my bf who seems to be enjoying it, he managed to master three dress sphears, white mage, gun mage, and warrior. He however does not like changing Rikku into something different so she is our white mage all the time, and im there saying to him "change her into something else, maybe black mage and put on a garment grid that lets her cure and do life" and he ignores me . We at the end of chapter two now in Bevelle.

I want to see snakes on a plane seen as it got such good ratings, so we are going to go see it tomorrow at some point. I just love the title and the thought of Samuel L Jackson saying "WE GOT MOTHERFUCKING SNAKES ON A PLANE" XD makes me shudder with excitment

Going to my mums on Thursday then when I come back Im off to America two days later \o/ going to Florida for two weeks, Im really looking forward to it, I want to go to a shooting range and have some fun shooting random objects XD

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... ]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/9665732/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/9665732/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 14:48:25 PDT

Ow fucking ow ow, I went to the dentist yesterday and Im in so much pain still. I had a tooth taken out, in fact no i had it ripped out, she was proding and poking in my mouth for half an hour and its still so soar >_< the pain the pain.................I sound like the pain from MGS3:snake eater except he was covered in bees XD

FFXI is taking up so much of my time once again ^^, im so addicted. I managed to get my whm to lvl 37 and Im trying to get high fame for the tele-scrolls. My WHMs name is Xyera and Im on Asura sever so if ya read this and your on that server come say hi to me ^_^

So other then the pain in my mouth and that Tom keeps calling my stumpy there is nothing else to report in on . Me and Tom started playing Tekken 4 and managed to unlock so many characters, then we watched the Tekken movie which was cool but short >_<


I stole this from

1. Why did you add me to your devwatch?

2. What about my art do you like?

3. What about my art DON'T you like?

4. Do you consider us friends? How close are we? Would you LIKE to be friends/closer friends?

5. What is it that you like about me?

6. What is it that you DON'T like about me?

7. Pick an animal, a food, a drink, a place, a period in time and a word to decribe me.

8. Anything else you wanna ask me?

9. Have you ever at one point, hated or disliked me/something about me?

10. How would you rate my level of maturity?

and....
A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this, allowing your friends to ask you anything they want!



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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/9584137/ Thu, 03 Aug 2006 04:12:47 PDT

I went to see Superman returns the other day and it was fucking sweet \o/ I loved it and he was so great, he made a great superman and Kevin Spacey was just as good. I also went to see POTC2 as well, which was much better then the first one. Jack was much better in it and the film was really dark and freaky, with a bad ending >_<. Orlando bloom was over shadowed by everyone in the film, hes such a bad actor he does the same thing in every film. OMFG the best thing about going to the cinema was I saw a cool trailer for Spiderman 3 and it looked great. I cant wait for it to come out ^_^

Im going to Florida at the end of August, cant wait to go we are going for two weeks. We are going to go to all the theme parks and swim with Dolphins hopefully and go to a shooting range \o/ so much fun I cant wait, maybe I could bring dead Rising back with me as it should play on my 360. That game looks so cool.

Tom and me bought Shadow of the Colossus the otherday, it seems really cool although I havent played it yet Ive just watched Tom play it, we also got Dead or Alive 4 for our 360 and it so hard, there isnt even a easy or very easy setting, the easiest setting is normal and its really hard on normal. So we are gonna sell it on ebay as its just not enjoyable its just so hard. The two player is fun though I like throwing Tom off bridges XD

Still very addicted to FFXI, hopefully gonna get a bard at somepoint and for my Mithra Im gonna get a Corsair ^^


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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/9444670/ Fri, 21 Jul 2006 04:51:19 PDT

Well I finally went and got a XBOX360 the other day ^_^ yay for me, Ive wanted one for ages because of FFXI Its so addicitve and with the XBOX I can get it and play it but because of XBOX live I can play other games online as well \o/ *dances*

They are amazing well worth the money I spent on it, my pound sign isnt working on my keyboard for some stupid reason >_< but it cost me around 260 pouns and then I went and bought three games and another wireless controller for around another 100 so it worked out at around 360 but it was worth it. We bought Oblivion, Perfect Dark and Condemned. Perfect Dark has randomly crashed on us and wont load and because Oblivion is such a huge game it crashes alot and there are lots of glitches. Condemned is fucking awesome. Its so scary as your running around in the dark all the time and you have random drug addicts coming at you, it makes you jump so much. Yesterday me and Tom were playing it and these drug addicts came at us and pushed us down the stairs o_O

Today someone sent me a message through ebay saying they would like to buy my phone for 200pound and I was like o_O I only put it up for sale for 50 its about time something good happened to me >_<

Im so addicted to American Dramas, I love 24 Im on the third season atm, trying to catch up and get to season six. I loved the second season it was so much better then the first one. I love prison break as well Im on episode 15. Ive seen both seasons of lost and Ive seen the first season of Desperate housewifes and Im trying to get the second one o_O from ebay but no luck.

My cat died two days ago, I think it was to do with the heat and him been old and I think he had a heart attack. He was stopping my Toms nan while we were in Turkey so he wasnt with us when he died and Toms Nan was heartbroken more so then me and Tom.

Hopefully going to see my mum sometime at the start of August so a meet up would be cool if people wanna that is

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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/9412696/ Tue, 18 Jul 2006 04:24:19 PDT

Just got back from Turkey last night, got on a flight at about 11 their time and the flight is four hours long, and it was so delayed. When we landed we just came straight home and flopped into bed. Its so hot here its mad. Its hotter here then it was in Turkey >_<

Turkey was really nice, not too hot just nice. Its so cheap out there its great for buying stuff, and getting duty free ^^,, Tom didnt get his tattoo but hopefully we are going to go back in a few weeks so he can get one and I can hopefully. Our Villa is so nice, its really big it has around eight bedrooms and a huge garden and a huge pool. Plus we just had some kind of cutch type thing put in which has all grapes growing over it, it looks so cool.

There is this bar in Turkey we go to called Track 37 It has a live Rock band there every night and Tom sometimes plays in the band with them. Me and Tom went into a shop just to have a look around and this woman in the shop showed us this pack of cards and asked Tom to pick one, so he went to pick a card and suddenly he went "shit" and he dropped it, turns out they were shocker cards, so me and Tom bought a shocker lighter and went and started giving it to people and we laughed as we watched people pressing on the lighter and getting shocked XD

So glad to be home I can go see POTC2 now ^^,, as well as superman I really want to see that, Ive missed big brother so much as well as Eastenders and Corry XD. Ive missed my gamecube too and missed RE alot o_O.

Need to unpack and stuff and im so hungry >_< I hate airplane food.

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~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/9231913/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/9231913/ Fri, 30 Jun 2006 12:37:00 PDT

Need to update my Journal as I wont be around for a while. Im going to Turkey on sunday for three weeks then I will be back and Ive got my driving test on the 26 july so everyone have fingers crossed that I pass my test. Im really looking forward to Turkey as Im going to have such a great time and Im going to re get my belly button pierced and hopefully just under my lip done as well, I would also like the side of my lip done as well. I want aTattoo at some point but Im going to wait to get one.

Ive been so stressed out over the past few days, ive just come back from my mums. I went up to visit her as she has just moved house and I wanted to see it, Plus I wanted to see some of my friends and stuff. But for some reason Ive just been so upset since I came back, I think Im gonna miss my family when I go on holiday as I know I wont see them for a while.

Im so addicted to big brother, I cant take my eyes off the TV its great. I FUCKING HATE Nikki shes annoying, stupid, fat and ugly there is no one in there I really like that much. It seems to me they stuck loads of women in there and made sure they all had periods at the same time so the bitching could begin.

I bought two new games for my DS today, well Tom bought em for me. I got the new supermario game and a Prince of Persia game. Tom got a game for his PSP called "Mercury" which he says is very addictive.

I got my SMN to lvl 23 on FFXI and Im trying to take on the avatars, Ive tried to take on Titan but he is actually suppost to be one of the hardest so Im gonna try Shiva when I get back from Turkey. The easiest to get are: Shiva, Ifrit and Ramuh so Im gonna try those when I get back, plus max out my summoning skill, its either that or I levle my WHM till she is at 60 then I take her to fight them with a party which Im thinking about doing.

Love and kisses to everyone and hopefully I will update this when I come back from Turkey with laods of pictures and stuff ^^,,

Emu-Chan ^^,,

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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/9048400/ Mon, 12 Jun 2006 15:32:35 PDT

Its been ages since I put up a journal so I figured I should do one. Ive been so busy over the past few weeks, once again FFXI is taking up so much of my time but im so happy as i managed to get a summoner ^^ and they are so cool, you only get carby at first but its great. The quest took me like a week to do it was so annoying >_< but so worth it.

Tom and me went and bought guitar hero today and he loves it, Im rubbish at it but Tom plays guitar anyway so he has an advantage over me XD, I have my ear phones on now but all I can here is the "Ace of spades" and a wired like clicking noise where he is playing the guitar ^^,,

I went to see X-men 3 the other week and i loved it ^^,, I love kitty and i loved Beast to bits. I didnt like the fact everyone in it kinda died >_< ----------------- sorry for ppls who havent seen it yet ---------- Gah go see it its great. Ive also seen Silent hill which i loved as well, I want to see the Omen and Potc 2 ^_^

Going to my mums this weekend so hopefully fingers crossed I will get to see my friends up there who I havent seen for ages, plus my family who I havent seen for like 3 months so its great im going up there ^_^

Its so fucking hot here, its like 35oc >_< I have no idea what that is in like F I think its like 70f+. I cant sleep at night and with having the computer on the room is like a fucking oven, so annoying >_< I just want to be cool. It doesnt help the fact Im not eating and Im not drinking enough water either >_<, plus I have an obsession with working out at the moment and loosing a bit of weight and getting thin and in this heat it is just impossible to do.

Im addicted to Big brother my god I fucking love it, all the backstabbing and bitching is great. I sit and watch it every night plus sometimes I watch it on E4 as well, fucking love it ^_^ hope Pete wins got to love him ^_^. My god and the world cup too ^^ and England wow -------------------- my god England actually won something XD I was really happy and I actually really got into the game on saturday I was suprised.

Pliskin (my corn snake) is growing alot and the other day he went to bite Tom >_< which suprised us and now we are frightened of even holding him. Hes so sexy and smooth and he is gentle unless hes tired of hungry, Im trying to get past the fact we have to feed him baby mice and Im trying to get over the thought of it, he has to eat.

Gah Ive repeated my self too much now so Im gonna go sleep XD

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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8833873/ Sun, 21 May 2006 10:17:26 PDT

Wow I went to see The DaVinci code and it was great. It was so intresting and it really got me thinking. I feel so sorry for the actors who apparently god hate mail and had random nuns shouting abuse at them o_O, poor Tom Hanks. Paul Bettany was great in it and I thought he would make a great Sith in a Star Wars movie - Go to IMDB and look at the forums its all Christians and Catholics getting angry XD. Im a Roman Catholic and I didnt find it offensive to Jesus I found it so intresting.

I got a snake ^_^ a ickle tiny corn snake and I called him Pliskin (after Snake from MGS2) I really wanted a snake and then I saw one and I was like "Tom please buy me that snake" and he did. Hes so sexy ^^,, hes white and orange (the snake btw not Tom XD, Hes sexy too but thats a different story ) I got him out today and he shit on my hand XD which was nice.

Ive started playing KOTR II which is a great game. The system is daft but the story is excellent Im trying to be a good Jedi but its so tempting to want to smash peoples heads in XD

Not much to report other then that. Our internet is still been a fucker working when it wants so I have to come on when I can.

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<------------- my best friend since I was about 3. Ive know her for about 18 years of my life. Love her to bits shes always been there for me ^_^



<------------- Ive know Jen for a good few years, she a great laugh and a nice person. Havent seen her for ages but hope to soon ^_^



<-------------- Havent know Sam for a long time but she is really nice and she seems to be one of the only people I know with her head screwed on.



<------ Love Nu to bits but she is never around any more ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8768322/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8768322/ Sun, 14 May 2006 12:13:27 PDT

Wow Im so glad the Internet in my house is actually working. It hasn't worked for two weeks, weve had some kind of fault on our line and I had to ring up and get it sorted out but hopefully fingers crossed its working and it will work from now on ^_^

So much has gone on over the past few weeks Its been so stressful having no internet and not been able to buy stuff o_O or sell some stuff on ebay I wanna sell. Ive been having FFXI withdraw symptoms and Tom managed to play it today >_< I havent been on it for like 3 weeks o_O

Tom bought me dragons quest for the ps2 and its so cool. Its a square enix game and its also done by the people who do dragonballZ. Its so cool you can open cuboards and stuff and read books XD so much fun. You can also pick up pots and smash them over people . I started FFX again as well as Dragonquest and Im also playing pokemon gale of darkness on my cube.

I tried to watch one of the Inuyashsa movies Tom got me for my birthday and it kept skipping and crashing o_O, Tom got me all three and I put in the first one >_< I dont wanna watch the others without watching the first one o_O

I came online to speak to but shes not here >_< hopefully we will catch up later

Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^


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]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8577814/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8577814/ Tue, 25 Apr 2006 04:40:15 PDT

21 today the joy of birthdays.

Wow I got so much stuff from my fiance. He gave me this present and I opened it, it was a book "bass guitar for dummies" and I looked at him and then he pulled out a guitar case and handed it to me and I was like ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. I opened it and inside was a sexy pink bass guitar and I was like OMFG. Hes gonna teach me to play bass and hopefully I will be able to get somewhere someday ^_^

So more presents of course ^^,,

- I got a chocobo and a cactar plushie ^^,,
- Witch hunter Robin the whole series
- Full metal panic fummofu
- X men the old series that I watched when I was a kid and its so cool.
- Family guy season 4
- A fish bubble lamp thing that you put fish into and they float (erm not real fish)
- Pokemon 3D for the gamecube
- All three Inuyasha movies
- Green wing the first series (English comedy show on channel 4, the best comedy ever other then spaced)
- Gladiator on DVD like the four disc special edition
- Manga all the .hack sereies (the greenbooks), chobits volume 1, Dears volume 3 and peach fuzz volume one.
- Resident evil nemesis (the book) and a tomb raider novel
- a henna tatto set as My fiances mum knows that I want a real tattoo
- My bass guitar and book (of course)
- Phoenix nights - peter kay comedy.
- This wired vortex light thing thats so cool ^_^
- Advent children the dubbed English verison ^_^ - Vincet and Sephiroth sound so cool.

Wow and still more to come ^_^ its so great been 21.


Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^


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]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8560032/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8560032/ Sun, 23 Apr 2006 11:00:08 PDT

Im so sorry I haven't been around for ages Ive been so busy with it been so close to my birthday Ive had a visit from my mother and sister this weekend and Ive been trying not to come online with them here as I dont wanna offend them and I know if I start playing FFXI I wont be able to stop lol. I managed to get my chocobo licence as im at lvl 20 but Im so low on gil and Ive been trying to lvl up my sub job. Plus Tom got the new expansion pack with the blu mage and puppet master in it so I have to play it ^_^

My birthday in two days time so I want birthday pictures from everyone and presents from everyone. Im really looking forward to it as over the past few days Ive been having a great time I dont ever want it to end ^_^

Ive just watched the Ricky Gervais episode of the simpsons and it wasn't that good to be honest. Im hopefully going to see the Silent hill movie tomorrow, so that should be good.

Its St Georges day today and to be very patriotic Tom put a English flag out of our window and we went into London and on the way there I saw so many flags everywhere and it made me proud to be English ^_^

Ill let you know what I get for my birthday and stuff and like I said I want presents from everyone.


Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^


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]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8451241/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8451241/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 17:13:20 PDT

OMFG how fucking cool is the new Tomb Raider game? Its so much fun watching my fiance play it. I tired once and I just got angry at the system, but I love how she jumps and how she is so much better oh and how she just looks so much better and seskxyer XD

So tomb raider has been taking up alot of my time, that and of course FFXI which can actually just get annoying, has anyone else noticed this? Like how some people on it are twats who seem to love bossing you around? Or how you seem to always have 0 gil? Im thinking of buying some from ebay you can get like 1.000.000 gil for 10 pound (My keyboard is fucked up I cant get a pound sign o_O)

My birthday soon ^_^ w00t . Its my 21st on the 25th so I want pictures from everyone and if you cant draw send me a pencil or something XD. Or munnies is fine too XD ---------------------- Im joking about the munnies XD


Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^


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]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8383419/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8383419/ Thu, 06 Apr 2006 11:14:50 PDT

I figured I should put up a journal as I haven't for ages and Im sure your all dying to know how Im doing XD. Well Im good now I have no money problems no family problems in fact Im problem free and stress free and its my birthday on the 25th of April so Im really looking forward to that ^_^

Wow Tom bought me Resident Evil Deadly Silence and its so good and soooooooooooo addictive I spent most of yesterday playing on it ^_^. There is this one part where you have to blow into the mic to give someone mouth to mouth and this bit where you have to kill a snake with just your knife o_O. It is very good but you run out of health so quickly and there is hardly any anywhere >_<. Its really good alot faster and smoother and the Zombies tent to fucking run at you and I mean run XD

Tom has got a audition in a Nick love film called "Outlaw" so everyone has to have fingers crossed for him and hope he gets it. Nick Love is a director o_O and erm his films include The Business Goodbye Charlie bright and Football factory. Ive only seen the Business which is actually really funny ^^,,

Once again FFXI Is taking up so much of mine and Toms time that Im hardly ever around anymore. Tom just gets so into it and he managed to get a chocobo the otherday and the chocobo music played ^_^ yay I was so happy because I was playing on FFIX and I was doing the chocographs when suddenly this chocobo music started and I was like "wheres that coming from?"

Going to hopefully get Tomb raider Legend tomorrow and then go and visit my friend and play it with her XD <-------------------- hopefully I will get up to see her at somepoint but we always play TR together always ^_^ its our thing.


Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^


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]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8315182/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8315182/ Thu, 30 Mar 2006 14:34:29 PST Mood : stressed o_O
Listening to : Shell witch hunter robin soundtrack
Reading : Labyrinth - Kate Moss
Game Currently playing: Silent Hill 4
Last movie watched : X men

My god Im so stressed at the moment I have no time for anything. Like take tonight for example Ive been waiting to use the internet from Half past 7 now its 10 past 11. It wasnt working for like 2 hours then when it did start to work everyone else in the house decided that they had to use the computer at this very moment o_O

I tried to sort everything out with my bank. I stuck some money into my account and I tried to use my card today to re get a subscription for DA did it fucking work? No it fucking didn't. The people who are suppost to be paying me money have decided not to answer my letter I sent back to them saying I needed more fucking money and I sent it over 3 weeks ago. Does nothing in the stupid fucking world want to go right for me? It would be nice for just once in my life to have enough money to be able to buy whatever I want whenever I want without some fucking man or women telling me that I dont have nough funds or my card has been rejected.

I hate borrowing any money I need off Tom or his family I feel like shit everytime I need anything I feel guilty on him. He lent me the money to bring my account back into credit hes fucking brilliant with money and he is willing god bless him to do anything for me and for that he has my deepest respect and love always and forever.

So anyway onto a happy note XD I spent alot of the weekend with as it was her birthday on saturday. She was so pissed when we got there it was funny and we just ended up drinking more an more until I felt so sick I had to go home. I hadn't really eaten anything that day and I felt mega ill. I spent all day monday with her as well and we managed to complete SH4 and we played project zero which I didnt think was that good. We also played a TR legend demo and it was amazing o_O

I watched more Witch hunter Robin which I must say is a fucking excellent series. It actually has so many twists in it its crazy. Its actually really good and it is really worth the watch. I watched episode 19 and so much was uncovered I was like................................ wow o_O this is great.

I finally managed to play FFXI which is very good but some people on it are arseholes as I discoverd a few nights ago. Thinking they are better then me because they have been playing it longer..........bullshit. I was playing in a group and these people were bossing me around and shouting at me so in the end I told them to fuck off XD always fun.

I got tagged by

Rules : The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

1: I tend to get hyper at night time around 2 in the morning when Im in bed and I just get random fits of giggles XD

2: I am such a fussy eater and I dont like trying anything new or different unless Im trying to impress Tom, or if its Japanese food.

3: When Im watching a anime and the theme song comes on along with the English Lyrics I try to put the English lyrics to the tune - which was actually hard if it is Galaxy angel.

4: I like collecting gift bags and I use them again for peoples birthdays XD

5: When Im tired im the worst person in the world to be around and god forbid anyone who tries to wake me up o_O

6: I really get angry at computer games sometimes - Like when nemesis chases ya in RE3 I shout all kinds of abuse at him XD "COME ON YOU FUCKING BIG PIECE OF SHIT" XD always fun.

I tagg - ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8198575/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8198575/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 14:28:23 PST
Fair loving the game. Its really cool the only problem I have with it is the fact you get like 0 gill from the monsters and that the leveling up system is stupid, wtf do the crystals randomly do o_O

tagged me

. What is your name?
Emma Claire Cockroft - soon to be Emma Claire Reardon

2. What are you?
Gah a random strange person o_O

3. What is your favorite color?
Blue

4. What is your favorite animal?
Cat

5. Ice cream?
I like Ben and Jerrys fish food and I like cookie dough as well ^_^

6. Pizza?
Pizza hut stuffed crust cheese feast with ham and chicken ^^,,

7. Would you jump out of a perfectly good airplane?
Erm.....no

8. Would you jump out of a perfectly good swimming taco?
Gah taco? o_O

9. Do anti-cows oom?
oom? WHO THE FUCK SENT this quiz thing? WHAT THE FUCK IS A OOM?

10. Favorite band?
Distrubed or Darkness atm

11. Favorite song?
I have too many but I have a disturbed one I like atm which is called "Just stop"

12. Favorite instrument?
Gah bass guitar

13. Favorite book?
Gah I havent read anything for ages, Harry potter and the goblet of fire

14. Favorite street name?
Appledore Avenue - Thats where I live ^^,,

15. Favorite musical?
West side story

16. Favorite job?
PLaying films in cinemas, I would love that job I would pirate so many or but a nob in there like in fight club XD

17. Favorite word backwards?
Hag XD or hsif

18. Favorite method of transportation?
Car

19. Favorite Method of communication?
my phone or the internet

20. Favorite letter?
M

21. Favorite name other than your own?
Jade or Tyler

22. Favorite mythical beast?
Chimera or Phoneix or cactuar XD XD

23. Favorite favorite question to answer?
Do you want some chocolate?

24. Favorite unheard of famous person?
Tom - He will be famous one day hes a fucking great guitarist ^^,,

I tag -

Rick I could really use ur help on FFXI try to find me if ya read this XD

My subscription ran out but fuck it I will re get it back. ^_^

Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8147452/ Mon, 13 Mar 2006 14:46:52 PST

Wow so today I went to London and was a torist, even though Ive lived in West London for over a year now Ive never had chance to go into the centre. It was great ^_^ I loved it. I saw Buckingham palce and beefeaters, OMFG there are beefeaters and they were wearing purple. I went to see Big Ben and the London eye which at some point I want to go on.

We wnet past Parliment and there is this guy outside who is going on about making peace not war and I felt like shouting out "Look what Fucking happens when we try to make peace people fucking bomb us and kill people" That would have shut him up. I do believe everyone has the right to an opinion but I dont believe that inocent lifes should be taken buy fucking stupid people who do it out of hatred for us.

I stole this from and

Ten random things about me
+I am frightened of moths
+I have a cat called Frostie and a Dog called Zara
+I am a huge Queen fan god rest Freddies soul ^^,,
+I Like it when it rains
+I would do anything for my fiance and I mean anything XD
+One of my all time favourite films is Pulp fiction
+I am addicted to the Sims
+I love braclets and shinny things to wear
+I have my belly button pierced
+Im a huge pokemon fan

NINE Ways To Win My Heart
- Be Tom (my fiance XD)
- Be bald - I have a thing for bald men even thought Tom has hair
- Like Resident evil
- Like Evangelion
- Like chcolate
- Be able to take care of me
- Play guitar
- Like animals
- Be brave enough to kill big spiders

EIGHT Things I Want To Do Before I Die
- Go to Japan at some point
- Be in a film
- Go see Lee Evans live
- Go to a Offspring or disturbed concert
- Give money to the RSPCA
- Go to America (LA or Sanfran)
- Have a makeover
- Perform on a stage

SEVEN Ways To Annoy Me
- Tell me Eva is the worst anime
- Insult my body
- Poke me in any place when Im on my period XD
- Wake me up - That is a big no no
- Insult my family
- Insult my taste in music
- Call me stupid

SIX Things I Believe In
- I Believe in Ghost and spirts
- I believe that we will evolve at some point (kinda like x-men and have powers XD)
- I believe that I will always love Tom for the rest of my life
- I believe that aliens are out there somewhere
- I believe that If your good you go to Heaven if your bad you go to hell
- I believe that our souls go on and we are rencarnated

- These are my belives and no I will not force them onto you before you say Im a crazy woman -

XD

FIVE Things I am Afraid Of
- Death
- Lifts
- Spiders
- Planes/flighing
- Loosing someone close to me

FOUR Favorite Items In My Room
- My gamecube
- My Resident evil wall scroll
- My Ada and MGS dolls
- My Photographs of me and Tom

THREE Things I Do Everyday
- Use a computer - Either my lap top or my pc
- Pet my animals
- Sit down and play a game of some sort.

TWO Thing I Want To Do Right Now
- Go to sleep
- Kiss Tom

ONE Person I Want to See Right Now
+ Tom - Hes only over there *points* like you can see *slaps self* But I always want to see him.


Sorry If I have offended anyone in my journal I didn't mean to and once again Im just stating my feelings and stuff XD and Im all for making peace too ^_^


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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8129696/ Sat, 11 Mar 2006 11:12:38 PST

Well everything is back to normal again for me ^^,,. I managed to sort out the whole money problem I had and that should be sorted hopefully on monday morning. So money should start going into my bank again soon.

I managed to sort out things with my mum I spent about two hours on the phone to her on friday just trying to sort out things and it looked like there had been a lack of communication between us but its all sorted out now. I had to tell her when Toms birthday was and I asked her to come and visit us around my birthday so we can all go out and celebrate.

I made a new ickle banner for my journal but Im not sure if I like it o_O. There are so many features that I have on DA but I have no idea how to use any of them XD. I'm thinking about getting a prints account so then I can buy prints for people and for myself. Ive seen some nice art that you can buy in prints and some would look really cool on my wall. Plus I would like to buy one fomr or maybe pay for her to subscribe and to have a prints account, maybe for her birthday? That might be a good idea.

Gah the banner doesn't work [link] <------ click so see my amazing banner ^_^

Been working on ideas for my character for I need to try to write a fic for her which I will attempt at some point. I also want to try to draw her or if someone wants to have a go for me that would be great ^_^

So its Toms birthday in 3 days so over the next 3 days Im gonna be so busy sorting things for him, so If Im not around much. Im going to pick up a cake for him on monday and then on Tuesday its his birthday and we are going out for a meal but there is going to be about 12 of us XD should be fun.

So Im going to visit for her birthday, not so sure what she wants to do or what she wants me to get her so she will just have to wait and see.

PLus I have 1000+ page previews so I just wanted to say thanks to my friends here on DA Thank you for helping me, and to others who took the time to look at my page and watch and fav my work, many thanks again

Anyway my pizza be here now so I will go and munch on it ^^,, *munch munch*

Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^


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~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8091530/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8091530/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 08:35:03 PST

<--------- First of all I wanted to say thank you to this person, its because of him me and Tom have a new club and he needs more pageviews so thanks to Rick ^_^

Its been raining here all day and Ive been out in it today, gah the joy of the rain o_O, I had to go once again to the bank to check if any munnies have gone in but they haven't. Someone bought something from me on ebay and the money hasn't gone into the bank just yet so I hope it clears soon so I can get out of debt >_<, I also went to woolworths to get Tom a secret present, he doesn't know what it is which is good ^_^.

I'm addicted the new sims game : The Sims - Open for business. Its so good I'm really hooked on it, but I could really do with a guide for it and I can't find one anywhere online o_O. I also need a new image hosting site as walagata decided to charge you now for hosting stuff - fuckers.

Why does March have so many birthdays in it? I have four birthdays in March.

My cousins on the 4th - which has gone now so yay for me ^^,,
Toms - 14th
Sarahs on the 25th
My brothers on the 30th

Plus its mothers day soon o_O gah more munnies to spend.

More new friends I feel need mentioning




These are more people I love and admire ^_^


Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^




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My Da Family ^^,,



I love you all ^_^
If you like my work please add me ^_^ I'm nice.

[My clubs] [My friends ^_^]

]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8064475/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8064475/ Sat, 04 Mar 2006 11:19:40 PST

Once again Ive had another bad shitty week, it looks like things just are not gonna get much better for me for a while.

First of all I'm in minus figures in my bank o_O, which is always fun, A direct debit went through a few days ago and there wasn't enough money in the bank to clear it so it went into minus figures. Then they charged me for been in minus figures and some things I bought from ebay decided to clear in my bank when I paid for them ages ago >_< dunno why that happened.

Then all of a sudden my money decided to stop coming through o_O and when I rang them to find out what was wrong they were so fucking horrible to me I was ready to kill them. They were rude and just wouldn't listen to me. They sent me a letter ages ago saying I would get my money till april. So why suddenly stop my money? So Toms mum got on the phone and they were horrible to her as well and in the end the guy said "Yeah well its tough shit now because you don't have anymoney" and he put the phone down on her, its a good fucking thing he did, you should have heard what she shouted afterwards, I think they heard it in Scotland XD

Still going through shit with my mum dunno if this is ever gonna get sorted but this is whats really getting me down, I can handle having no money and having a shit bank but I'm not sure how much more of this I can deal with. She decided to try to turn my family against me now o_O

So good things that happened to me today : Well I went shopping and bought this new manga called DearS which seems to be a bit like chobits. Its really good and funny too. Tom got it for me to cheer me up. He also got me the new sims expansion back : Sims open for business - but hes the one sat there playing it XD. I got Tom some books SH4 the room, A disturbed CD he wanted, Civilization IV - thats 4, a two doom novels as well as a book "Chopper 4" Its a book about a guy who cut peoples toes off and stuff XD good fun.

We then went and had a burger king and I had a bacon double cheese burger ^__^ so yummy. Then we went to sainsburys and I bought some cherry coke and some caramel chocolate, I got Tom some Oreos and I bought some ingredients for a cheese cake, for us to make later.

Last night me and Tom were cooking pancakes and he badly burnt his finger. He was in so much pain with it from 9pm last night till about 3 this morning. I felt so sorry for him, he was walking around with a little cup on his finger XD bless him.


Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD
<------------- Please I can't stress enough how much you must join this club its really really good ^_^




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My Da Family ^^,,



I love you all ^_^
If you like my work please add me ^_^ I'm nice.

[My clubs] [My friends ^_^]

]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8036163/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/8036163/ Wed, 01 Mar 2006 10:06:02 PST

Wow all I can say is thank you to everyone who faved my "Emma picture". I'm so amazed that so many people liked it, it really reminds me of Misato from Eva for some reason and its because of her I did the pic ^_^

[link] - I can't get the picture up o_O

Please more favs and more page previews is a must for me and Tom so please please look at my page more ^_^, I'm almost at 1000 page previews

Still having problems with my mum but at the end of the day who hasn't had some kind of problem with their parents? It happens but the downside of this argument is the fact its stopping me from visting my friends In leeds and Ive set up this whole birthday thing for my best friend as she is 21 on the 25th of march, hopefully things will have settled down and I can go see her ^_^.

We have some MGS2 figures next to my lap top on my desk and the Emma Emmerich one is sat where my mouse should be, I moved my mouse into the room where my pc is so I could play sims2 and I forgot about it and didn't bring it back to my laptop. So I'm typing away and I moved to grab my mouse and started moving my Emma doll XD XD I moved it for a few mins before I worked out it wasn't my mouse lol.

Last night me and Tom made so many pancakes XD we had them coming out of our ears. We put vanilla flavouring in them and my god they tasted so good *munch munch XD* and we are gonna make some more later. I taught Tom to make cheesecake the other day and since then weve made two, a lime one an a rasberry one ^_____________________^ so amazingly yummy *dances*

Still trying to get through FFVIII. My god which square designer fucking desgined Esthar? That city is just annoying >_<, does anyone actually know their way around it? I walked down this one passage and down a random road, down some steps, up a road, up more steps.

>______________________<

Gah and the point of Esthar is what? To randomly run around and find the fucking stupid Lunatic pandora thingy that I found by accident last time, I was just randomly running around and I somehow got on it I was like "ooooooooooooo yay " XD

Its Toms birthday in a few days (14th of march) So Ive been searching for presents for him. I managed to get him some from e-bay the other day. I got him the Devilman live action movie and X-men Evolution all 52 episodes. He also wants a crow doll and SH4 so I'm searching Ebay again XD

Just did this quiz ^^,, do it and see who you get. [link]

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Sort of saw that one coming XD


Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demons and stuff then join ^^,, Its a kinda RPG club with no Rpging XD





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I love you all ^_^
If you like my work please add me ^_^ I'm nice.
~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7996609/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7996609/ Sat, 25 Feb 2006 06:33:42 PST

I have so much to talk about and get off my chest o_O, Ive been in a bad mood since yesterday as I had such a bad argument with my mother. For those of you that don't know my mother is in a relationship with a man who I personally cannot stand, but I'm not the only one who feels like this the rest of my family hate him and so do my little sister and older brother.

Its like this: She has been with him for three years and he is horrible to her, he puts her down constantly and he puts myself my fiancee and my family down to her face and she takes it from him. In 2004 I was working away from home and when I returned home she wouldn't let me back into my own home because of him, she chose him over me, but me been me I never said anything to her about it.

So more insults come and it really destroys my mother but I can't do anything about it as she will not let myself or Tom interfere so I have to sit back and watch this person I care about getting destroyed by some fucking pathetic arsehole.

She told me a few months ago she was going to leave him and I was so happy and excited and I said to her "I will back you up 100%" but Ive always said that to her about anything that has happend with him.

Suddenly last night I got a nasty email from my mother saying "don't interfere I will handle this myself"............... FOR FUCKS SAKE, I KEPT OUT OF IT, IVE NEVER SAID ANYTHING TO HER ABOUT HIM. So I got angry and upset and sent her a email back saying "I never interfered if he wants to treat you like shit then its your own problem but don't expect us to stand back" and then she went all psycho on me sending me several emails that I got Tom to delete.

I can't be bothered anymore Ive just given up and until she is ready to apologise for several other things she said I will not speak to her.

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So anyway Me and Tom rented out witch hunter robin and I really like it ^_^, its such a cool anime so I'm gonna buy the whole 26 episodes from ebay hopefully. I also want the nadesico episodes as well, I love that anime ^^,,

I sort of blew all the lights in the house last night XD XD, I went downstairs and into our kitchen, turned on the light and pop - there was this blue light and then it was all dark. I was stood downstairs in pitch black shitting myself calling for Tom to come and get me.

Still waiting for Nu to get back to me about s birthday. Gah is she dead? >_<

Our super new club, we really need more peoples to join so if you like demon and stuff then join ^^,,



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~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7944226/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7944226/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 14:34:43 PST

So I went to see Final Destination 3 today which wasn't as good as everyone made it out to be, it wasn't bad and some of the deaths were quite freaky and cool. But these stupid fucking girls were sat behind me and they were talking all the way through it, I fucking hate that o_O

Nirv and Saph is me XD
Maki is

Nirv and Saph - ROFLCOPTERS ATTACK! says:
there were these fucking annoying girls sat behind us *kills*
ஐ MaKi ஐ [[Spleen Owned by Rei]] *resident uke-seme-koi* says:
lmao u should have offered to take them to a sunbed shop XD
Nirv and Saph - ROFLCOPTERS ATTACK! says:
lol and give them a slushie XD
ஐ MaKi ஐ [[Spleen Owned by Rei]] *resident uke-seme-koi* says:
and make sure the shelves are unstable
Nirv and Saph - ROFLCOPTERS ATTACK! says:
lol XD

Ive not been up to much, just started playing FFVIII the other day and Im in the prison on disc 2 now, I got Squall to a high level as I was so bored XD, he's at like level 24.

My nextdoor neighbour has a friend in a Japan who sends her these chocolate thingys called "air crunky" and they are so good, the are green tea flavour chocolate and are actually green, they taste kind like kit kats, so I'm gonna get a box sent over and then I can get my friends to taste them XD

Ive been taking bass guitar lessons now, my fiancee is a great tutor and he is an amazing guitarist as well. When :iconiconReiTsukiyono: was feeling so low I got him to play some Metallica songs she likes to make her feel better and it made her feel great ^_^

I still trying to plan everything for s birthday o_O, gah its not for ages but there is still alot to sort out, like what to get her for her birthday? For someone who seemed so easy to buy for shes actually turned out to be so hard to buy for. I was gonna get her a gamecube but I don't know if she would actually like that so now I need to think of something else to get her now o_O

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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7908133/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 15:51:33 PST
Appearance
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[X] I have many scars.
[X] I tan easily.
[X] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo. -
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[X]I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses. (sometimes)
[X] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[X] I have more than 2 piercings.
[X] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I've Got one Scar
[ ] I hate looking in a mirror

Family/Home Life
[X] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[ ] Have a spoiled sibling

School/Work
[] I'm in school.
[X] I have a job. -
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[X] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[X] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired. -
[ ] Do Home Schooling

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[X] Disney movies still make me cry.
[X] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public
[X] fell down on my face - Down like two stairs XD

Traveling
[] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (I think)
[X] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[X] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[X] I've been out of my home country.
[ ] I've Been in Thailand
[ ] I've been in Phillipines
[] I have gone to more then 4 different States in the US

Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ]I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[X] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[X] I've gone skinny dipping.
[X] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[X] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[X] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[X] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[X] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[X] I'm in a relationship.
[X] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. Ex-boyfriend one time
[X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[X] Kissed a guy

Sexuality
[X] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler.
[X] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Death and Suicide
[X] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[X] I've seen someone dying. - Sort of saw a car crash, It looked pretty nasty so someone stopped me from getting close, it frightened me alot and then when my friend told me what the guy in the car looked like when they pulled him out I was almost sick.
[X] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myse... ]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7907810/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7907810/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 15:14:06 PST

I'm just sticking up a quick journal as I'm trying to make the most of my free trial thingy XD. Just wanted to say to people dont watch the film hostel it really was shit but watch the doom movie it was great ^_^

I got some movies today so me and Tom decided to watch them, we got: Hostel, doom, munich and underworld evolution. Weve watched two so I'm gonna watch the underworld movie later so I hope its good.

I think I'm gonna start a demon club, where people get to decide on a demon and then If I subscribe I get a forum so we could hold RPGs and stuff, sounds kinda cool.

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I love you all ^_^
If you like my work please add me ^_^ I'm nice.

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I have a Offspring song in my head, If youve never heard it before I suggest you go and download it, its really good and catchy. So I picked up my bass guitar and Tom taught me how to play the bass for it, only my fingers are not very strong and it hurts to press down hard on the strings, so I need to get my fingers stronger.


And well, I'm not the one who acted like a ho
Why must I be the one who has to know?
I'm not the one who messed up big time
So spare me the details, if you don't mind - teh lyrics *dances around*

Go download and listen, its a great song and it will make you sit there and bounce along with the tune.

So Valentines day, oh the joy of it. I felt bad as Ive had no money so I couldn't get Tom a present, but I told him on Thursday I will take him to lunch and shopping and make it up to him.

So Tom got me some Chocolate (of course ^_^, thats the way to my heart, chocolate and Resient evil XD) and some DVDs : Corpsebride, Fightclub and Ghost.So after lot of love and kisses and stuff XD, we went down to our little gym where we have a pool table and we played a few games of pool and had a little talk about things and I cried, but hell I always cry.

Ive just had some things on my mind latley so I needed to sort them out with Tom. He looked at me and said "Is there something you want to tell me?" and I just looked at him and cried my eyes out, I told him everything that had got me down over the past few days, we had a huge argument on sunday night and it wasn't good but we are fine now, I think I felt guilty about not been there for him when he needed me.



So here is a very sexsay picture of me and thats our dog Zara who decided she needed to lick my face. I don't know If I like this pic o_O

I hope everyone has had a good valentines day whatever they were doing ^_^

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... ]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7871865/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7871865/ Sun, 12 Feb 2006 09:08:17 PST

I just had my ears re-pierced today by Tom and it actually hurt a little bit and now it is stinging to fuck so thats always good. I stole these pink hoop earings from Toms sister and they are really cool and really suit me ^^,,

I heard this loud bang last night and I had no idea what it was, and then a few minutes later I looked out of my window to see my neighbour and her friends hitting this purple thing with a stick, and I thought "Ok then" strange neighbour I have, she was having a 70s party or something like that.

At like 2ish this morning I was randomly letting people into our house, and I found lots of choccolate and stuff downstairs so I stole it and bought it upstairs to Tom where we sat and ate these things called "snaps" which are pretty nice ^_^

I was also playing Resi4 on our big plasma screen downstairs which actually looked pretty cool and frightening in the dark, I tried to get some pictures but whenever I tried the stupid fucking flash kept reflecting off the TV so whenever I tried to get a picture of looking down the scope on the rifle at Ashley it wouldn't work.

Have you ever tried to explain the meaning of a film to your boyfriend? Gah it doesn't work plus I forgot most of the film and Tom kept asking me all these questions about vampires and licans >_< fucking underworld.

I gave my imac computer to Toms stepdad as I have no fucking idea how to use it. But hes a bit stupid as he has no idea how to use a computer and I have no idea how to eject Cds from it. So he puts in this installing disc for something and Tom say to him "You wont be able to install the printer or the internet on it" "Yeah but thats when you tried this is me" fair enough so then a few minutes later we hear this "Emma.......how do you eject CDs?" me and Tom look at each other and laugh and say "We don't know" and then he says "Oh Ive found it" and pushes a button and then the computer turns off and I say: "Youve turned it off" and Tom says "Touch the screen it will work" So what does he do? he touches the fucking screen and me and Tom are just pissing ourself.

I'm sorry that just made me laugh alot XD


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o_O For some strange reason DA have given me a random free trial account which has suprised me a bit but wow so thank you Da XD - If this works out I will subscribe for real ^^,,

So I'm wondering if I can put pictures and stuff in here o_O which would be good if I had lots to put up, but I will take loads tomorrow and do another journal and then I can show them all to ya

Wow I managed to complete final fantasy VII and I found it actually easy, however I didn't kill ruby and emerald weapon as I couldn't get back out of north cave for some stupid reason o_O, but I saved it over a different slot so I can go back and kill ruby and emerald. I managed to get KOTR which is a fucking amazing summon and it is worth doing the chocobo side quest just for that and I also discovered that getting a gold chocbo is not as hard as people make out, as me and Tom managed to get one in two days spending about 8 hours on one day though XD

I've been in such a bad mood over the past few days so I started taking out my revenge on the people from Resi 4, stupid spanish men and women who think its funny to run at Leon with a knife and a pitchfork when I have a really strong red9 and a really really strong TMP and shotgun mwahahahahahaha XD. Still they tried to kill me and take Ashley a good few times so erm Emma went all psycho on them ^^,,

Ive watched so many good films over the past few days; Red Eye, Corpse bride, Four brothers, Last days (about Kurt cobain but it was just shit), Gangs of new york and all my anime, Inuyasha and Galaxy angel.

My fucking pile of crap of a laptop decides every so often to not reconise my modem which is always fun o_O, so it wont work for like an hour, its 01.15 now and it hasn't worked for like an hour since about midnight. We have a random wired connection which randomly works when it wants to.

I'm off to Orlando at the end of April, just after my birthday hopefully, I'm going to Orlando and then down to miami and then back to Orlando, I'm going for two weeks and really looking forward to it ^_^ Can't wait for it.

My 21st this year at the end of april 25th it is so you lot better send me cards and draw me pictures and buy me cake or else , mind you its Sarahs before mine ()

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I love you all ^_^
If you like my work please add me ^_^ I'm nice.

http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7788836/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 09:46:29 PST Saphs journal

Mood:
Listening to : Tomorrow - Mikuni shimokawa
Game Currently playing: Final Fantasy VII
Last movie watched King Kong

I watched King Kong last night and all I can say is wow what an amazing movie o_O if you haven't seen it yet go and see it believe me you wont be disapointed. All the acting is amazing and I love Jack Black and Adrien Brody and their performances in the film were outstanding, even Naomi Watts was good and I'm not a fan of hers but she was amazing. I also found the film so scary and at the bit with the natives and the bugs I was shitting myself I didn't like it. I would give it 10/10 and 5 stars ^^,,

Two of my DVDs came yesterday and today, yesterday I got galaxy angel episodes 1-24 I think and today I got Inuyasha part two episodes 19-36 so I was very happy when I woke up this morning, I managed to watch some Galaxy angel yesterday which was so random and funny ^_^ In one episode they find this missle and it talks..........so random.

FFVII has been taking up alot of my time and today I managed to get a gold chocobo after playing on it for 8 hours straight and it is worth it in the end as I managed to get KOTR, quadra magic and Mime materia, I also managed to kill ultima weapon but it sort of killed Cloud so I had to reset it and do it all again as you get alot of experience for killing the fucking thing.

My stupid fat blob of a cat walked over my laptop and sent it all crazy, then when he was getting off my bed he walked over it again and sent it all fucked up again. I have a big black huge cat called frostie and he is so sweet, he sits in the sink in our bathroom when he is thirsty and he talks to you when he wants something, normally ham so he will say "ham" XD

I was watching some funny videos on killsometime.com and I found this really funny one about Micheal jackson and then another one where this kid turns around and slaps another kid, and then all these other people fall over, so funny ^_^

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I love you all ^_^
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[My clubs] [My friends ^_^] ]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7759450/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7759450/ Tue, 31 Jan 2006 11:02:52 PST Saphs journal

Mood:
Listening to : Last train home - Lost prophets
Game Currently playing: Final Fantasy VII
Last movie watched The business

because she is great so go visit her page, she is my sister ^_^

I really need to go to the dentist at somepoint one of my teeth snapped in half and half of it went missing o_O, so now I need the dentist but I'm frightened of it. I should really ring and get an appointment.

Ive started playing FFVII again, I think that coz I watched advent children and I have Doc in my head, really wating for that game to come out. I'm at the bit where you get Vincent, me and Tom just managed to get him now we are off to the mako reactor where Sephiroth found Jenova in the flashbacks.

I was thinking about selling my mobile phone on e-bay but it was something Tom bought for me so I really feel like I shouldn't, but Ive gone off the phone, its laggy and I mean laggy, its so slow it does my head in, so I'm after my old phone that I had which got broked o_O, thats a samsung E600 and I loved that phone, it was so cute and tiny and It cost me nothing at all so I really loved that phone, plus me and my friends spent ages laughing at one of the message tones when we were pissed was so funny XD *pokes Sarah*

I watched the business last night and I found it to be a great film, its so funny and its cheesy 80s at its best. Its based on Vice City I think, so if your a fan of that game (and I know so many people love it) watch the film, its really really good.

I get some munnies on Thursday so that means I'm going to buy Tom so many presents he wont know what to do with them ^_^

Hopefully going to my mums around the 17th and hopefully meeting my friend called Tina so can't wait ~ oh plus I get to see my sister

-ATTENTION ALL ARTISTS-

Tom speaking here. Tomorrow I will be finishing a track of mine called Ravens Rage, and I would greatly appreciate it if someone could make a picture of a raven for me for the album art, with a dark sinister touch to it. If you need inspiration then I could send lyrics. Just note us if you would be interested in helping me out. You can draw it, paint it, or even just use photoshop for it, I really don't mind. We need an original design for our bands insignia, so we need a symbol that would be left imprinted within ones memory.



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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7759251/ Tue, 31 Jan 2006 08:40:38 PST go visit these people and admire their art as much as I do ^_^

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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7724992/ Fri, 27 Jan 2006 16:38:55 PST Saphs journal

Mood:
Listening to : Sugababes - ugly
Game Currently playing: Final Fantasy VII
Currently watching Desperate housewifes episode 11

Just wated to stick up a quick journal to let people know I'm booking this thing or Sarah's birthday, its going to Little tokyo for a meal as they do birthdaycake and stuff ^_^, don't worry she knows about it ^^,,. I asked Rick and I'm gonna ask Jen if she is around and hopefully Nuran. So If you two read this let me know. It will be on a saturday but its her 21st so we should all give her a great day as she is special and I love her so much

drew me a picture today of my demon *hugs Sarah again* [link] <---------------- this is Kiera and in a strange way she is me and she actually looks alot like me, the face the hair and the feet XD

I'm off to watch desperate housewifes so good.

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Kurisutarusafaia's clubs ]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7724872/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7724872/ Fri, 27 Jan 2006 16:21:53 PST

~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7683212/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7683212/ Mon, 23 Jan 2006 08:34:20 PST Saphs journal

Mood:
Listening to : My will - Dream
Game Currently playing: GTA: Vice city
Last movie watched: Commando

The translaton of the title of my journal is : The meaning of been born in the world, lets go find out together or something like that.


Great Artists

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All I wanted to say before I start on with my journal is go and visit her page She is a great tallented artist and I luv her to bits.

Anyway back to me now ^_^

I went to the bank today to try and sort out my account. I put in about £40 and did a balance check - my balance was way more then it should have been, it was about £120 o_O, my god I did a little dance. Luckily I had some money go into my account so I'm happy now.

I managed to buy FFVII:Advent Children for £5 and Inuyahsa part two for £16 and Galaxy angel for £13 all on e-bay so I was very pleased ^_^. I also went and bought lot of muchies for me and my fiancee today - he had a peanut butter and Jam bagel and I had a cream cheese and chicken bagel ^__________^ so yummy.

I spent ages last night talking to :iconiconNu-Nu: and we were chatting about SH and Resi and all she kept saying to me was how hot people were in them and how much she liked RE4 on the cube and wouldn't get it for the PS2 as it was crap, so that made me like her more. Nuran seems to be like that woman from Little brittan who goes on about men been "gorgeous" - do you know who I mean? the woman with blonde hair who has her shop robbed and she goes on about the men, then goes for a line up and once again says how "gorgeous" they are. I think she is from series 2.

Turns out I can't go to Animecon, but I'm not so bothered, I'm going to the LondonExpo in may which has anime and games so I'm really looking forward to it. I'm cosplaying as Jill from RE3 If I can find her skirt anywhere o_O

I'm planning a trip to my mums around the 17th of feb as I have a relatives birthday around that time so I have to go see her and be there for it. So if anyone wants to meet me around that time let me know *eyes Jen and Sarah* you had better see me bitches XD

So fetch

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~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7628534/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7628534/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 09:58:44 PST Saphs journal

Mood:
Listening to : Sairin Kata Tsubasa no Tenshi ~Advent OneWinged Angel~ - Nobou Uematsu
Game Currently playing: Silent hill 3/ GTA : Vice City
Last movie watched: Batman begins

Lookie what I joined - I love wobbuffet

Sorry for not updating my journal Ive been so busy over the past few days that Ive had no time for anything, plus Ive been in a hell of a bad mood for a few days so trying to get over that has been fun.

I spent the weekend with and we sat and played SH2 and SH4 the room, which seems pretty cool, I also borrowed FFVII : Advent Children from her and I must say its a fucking awesome film, I loved all the characters, all the music, the fight scenes and everything about it - it was an amazing film and I must pat Square-Enix on the back and say that after ffx2 they have produced some more amazing work so good for them ^_^ (I thought FFX2 was really weak and no way near as good as ten) So I downloaded some of the music from the film and tried to buy the film on ebay.

This person on e-bay is selling a four disc version for £15 and I wanted to buy it, however my paypal account decided to be gay and not work *kills paypal*, its always been alright before but now its just taking the piss. I put some money in my bank account to use fucking ebay and it does this to me >_<, so I emailed paypal and told them, just wating for a reply.

I went out shopping today as its my mums birthday tomorrow - this is my new mum soon to be my mother in law ^^,, but that is how I see her, as my mother. I bought her desperate housewifes box set series 1 and a nice card. The box set was £40 o_O. I got Tom Vice city and GTA 3 on a double pack for his X-BOX as a treat because he is so nice to me. and I bought a most haunted DVD for me ^^,, I'm saving up to get Tom a X-BOX 360 for his birthday hopefully as I want to use it as well - TR: Legend is out on it in april I think so I must buy one, plus when RE5 comes out its going to be on the X-BOX 360 - so I really need one - more money >_<

My spanish friend Irene sent me Tinas email address and her phone number so I'm gonna ring her later, let her know we are getting married next year and I want her to come.

I'm looking for a X-MEN rpg to join, so if anyone knows any really good oneslet me know as I really want to join a new rpg ^_^

If anyone has any advent children guitar tabs please let me know as I love the remix of One winged angel and I have to learn to play it - or get my bf to anyway XD

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Great Artists ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7561559/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7561559/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 06:41:28 PST Saphs journal

Mood:
Listening to : Linkin park - Faint.
Game Currently playing: Silent hill 3
Last movie watched: Wedding crashers

God I wish I had never got up this morning I'm so tired, I need to go back to bed and sleep for a longer time. I didn't go to bed till about threeish and I didn't fall asleep till about fiveish so erm my body clock is so messed up at the moment.

I redownloaded msn messenger and since I have talked to more people from here and you are all so nice and lovley and funny and strange at the same time XD

I went and bought silent hill 3 and I wish I hadn't as its so hard and I can't seem to play it and get into it. I keep running into these great big tall things that take like 10 bullets to kill, my god even on resi the zombies don't take 10 bullets, ok so sometimes they might come back as a crimson head but I normally have a shotgun for that XD, but I normally burn them so no crimson heads for me ^^,,

My tickets came today for my journey to Leeds on thursday. I'm going shopping with on friday and she is going to buy me lots of manga, or else XD *shakes fist at Sarah* So i'm stopping there till monday as my family want to give me old Christmas presents and stuff and a big dinner as well o_O

Ive had lots of congrats from lots of people about my engagment so thank you to everyone who had congrated either me or my fiancee Tom ^_^

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My Da Family ^^,,



I love you all ^_^
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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7525196/ Fri, 06 Jan 2006 12:26:35 PST Saphs journal

Mood: ------- I'm always in this mood ^^,,
Listening to : The calling ~ Wherever you will go
Game Currently playing: Resident Evil 4
Last movie watched: The Devils rejects


I woke up today earlish because we were getting a new TV and my fiancee was going for a recording session as well so I got up at about half 11, I didn't get to sleep till about 6ish this morning o_O. So I went with hin to drop him off and he bought me some Ribena, a cadburys cream egg and packet of prawn cocktail crisps for my breakfast XD

So arriving back from dropping off Tom I sat and watched big brother until the men came to drop off the TV. Our Dog doesn't like anyone especially men, shes a little yorkshire terrier and a little fucker at that. I went to hold her today so that she didn't eat the random delivery men and she went to fucking bite my arm off. Should have heard me shout at her XD. So I had hold of her when these men arrived and she was barking and going mad. Shes a daft dog always barking at everything and never shuts up, she sits in the window and watches everyone.

So this TV fuck me what a big TV its 50 inches and its a plasma flat screen. Its so groovy and tonight I get to watch anything I want on it as people are going out and me and Tom are house sitting ^^,, ----- I love big TVs ^_^ Its silver and so pretty ^^,,

I emailed my spanish friend the other day asking her for my friend Tinas email address as she doesn't know about my wedding and I randomly lost it o_O. So she sent me one back saying she would get it for me ^^,, and hopefully her and my two spanish friends will come to my wedding. I haven't seen them for like two years. They were teaching me spanish last time I saw them.

Went shopping as well today. I love running around sainsburys grabbing random things. We really went into sainsburys for fruit and we bought loads - Pears, Apples, Cherrys, Bananas, Strawberrys, Kiwis and mangos I think. We also bought Low fat ice cream, semi skimmed milk, Vanilla essence, Appletise and random other things and Alcopops which I'm gonna drink tonight and get pissed.

I bought a magazine today and all it had in it was - Loose weight O_O Gah I wanted to read about people that are sleeping with random others and children doing drugs or having babies XD much more fun. So Emma is now trying to diet again *takes a big sip of Coke with Lemon XD Sarah I found it and it was so cheap too ^^,,* I hate Diet coke its so bitty XD. So my diet is :

Smoothie in the morning - Banana, apple, low fat yoghurt, honey and ice

No lunch if I can help it - Random snack - apple

Dinner/Tea - ANYTHING I WANT MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD

Snacks - coke, crips, chocolate XD <--------- thats not good

And hopefully I will use the treadmill again ad the rowing machine in my gym. I really hate dieting O_O


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I got tagged today by Sarah ^_^ at last I had been nagging her to tag me ^_^

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"Every auror in the ministry was and is trying to find him" - Hpathbp

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
My left one o_O gah I hit the lamp.

3.What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Corrination street, now watching eastenders

4.Without looking, guess what time it is:
around 8ish?

5.Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
20:25pm - thats 8.25pm

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The TV, which has eastenders on and its Juley and Gus talking about Rubey, I can also hear Tom randomly playing with a piece of card.

7.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Today when I went to sainsburys ^^,,


8.Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
The Tv and my cup which has a Banana smoothie in it ^^

9.What are you wearing?
Jeans, a white support top, a hoodie top thing that says rock angel and white soaks with... ]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7497897/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7497897/ Tue, 03 Jan 2006 10:43:12 PST Saphs journal

Mood:
Listening to Body rockers - I like the way you move
Game Currently playing: Resident Evil 2
Last movie watched: The wedding date

"I like the way you move - NA NA NA NA NA " XD fair love that song ^^,, I'm going to try to get the tabs to learn the bass riff, however I think that the goverment are trying to stop tabs being used on sites as its something to do with copyright and stuff o_O so bollocks to Emma if she can't find any >_<

- If anyone has any guitar tabs for "Tomorrow" by Mikuni Shimokawa I would appreciate it. Tabs though as I have trouble reading chords XD that can be for norml guitar or Bass ^^,,

Ive been in a good mood for the past few days untill I started thinking about my wedding and all the stuff I have to do an arrange for it o_O, my god there is so much to do.

The church
~ vicar
~ Number of people
~ music and choir

The reception/after party
~ Food
~ Number of people
~ Cake
~ Bar
~ Entertainment and music

Random things
~ Number of guests
~ Invites
~ Dress XD need that
~ Suits
~ Bridesmaids and flowergirls dresses
~ accessories- so erm tiaras, jewllery, scarfs, hats ect.
~ Transport
~ Photographs
~ Flowers
~ Presents
~ Accomodation
~ Honeymoon

Theres is so much more to do as well I'm so glad the wedding isn't happening till next year as I need so much time. Plus I want to plan most of this with my mum who lives in fing Yorkshire and never answers txts or calls and lives with a tosser of a man who is not coming to my wedding. Plus I want to ask my friends advice as they are been main bridesmaids so I have to pick things they like. My fiance is picking the cake because he will eat most of it XD

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Anyway now all that is over I can go onto other things. I completed Sillent Hill 2 yesterday and it inspired me to play the others. That game is fucked up but its great, its all about rape and sex and murder which is always good for a game. I'm not so sure if that is true but that is my theory on the game. If anyone can recomend the next one to play that would be cool.

I woke up this morning to find my fiance crying his eyes out as he had just watched "The crow" -

~ A scene required a gun to be loaded, cocked, and then pointed at the camera. Because of the close-range of the shot, the bullets loaded had real brass caps, but no powder. After the cut, the props master (not the arms master - he had left the set for the day) dry-fired the gun to get the cock off, knocking an empty cartridge into the barrel of the gun. The next scene to be filmed involving that gun was the rape of Shelly. The gun was loaded with blanks (which usually contain double or triple the powder of a normal bullet to make a loud noise). Lee entered the set carrying a bag of groceries containing an explosive blood pack. The script called for Funboy (Michael Massee) to shoot Eric Draven (Lee) as he entered the room, triggering the blood pack. The cartridge that was stuck in the barrel was blasted at Lee through the bag he was carrying, killing him

So erm if you ever get chance to watch it do and pay respects to Brandon Lee a great amazing actor who had his life taken from him a he age of 28.

My god I'm so looking forward to X-men 3 I keep wetting myself whenever I see the trailer and Ive watched it so many times now, it looks fucking cool ^_^ Same for Underworld evolution - go to apple.com/trailers and check them out ^^,,

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My Da Family ^^,,

... ]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7480238/ http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7480238/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 15:17:16 PST Saphs journal

Mood:
Listening to Korn - Twisted Transistor
Game Currently playing: Devil may cry
Last movie watched: From dusk til dawn

Just wanted to say happy new year to everyone and thank you for watching me and adding anything of mine to your favourites. Hopefully I will learn to drawn anime this year and then my art will get so much better *dances*

Thanks for all the congrats on my engagement and thank you to my friend who put it in her journal *hugs* thank ya ^^,,. Not getting married till 2007 but thats good as I have so much time to prepare and I think too many people rush weddings anyway its better to take your time, the fact my family lives half way up the country from me and I now live in London is going to take some time to work out where I'm actually gonna get married and who out of my family and my fiance's family are going to come, and marriages cost a bomb o_O gah so many munnies. I'm asking and to be my bridesmaids if they are around next year sometime - hopefully lots of my online friends will come XD.

So want to wear Yuna's wedding dress from FFX - So if anyone knows where I can get hold of it let me know.

Going to Leeds around the 13th Jan for shopping and celebrating with my friends and family, if people are up for it then we should do it ^_^

So ive been in a great mood for two days now, even though I didn't get smashed last night as soon as I see my friends I can get smashed out of my face.

So anyway hope you all had a great time lastnight and hopefully your all going to have a nice year, lets hope 2006 is going to be good for all of us.


My Da Family ^^,,



I love you all ^_^
If you like my work please add me ^_^ I'm nice.

People I watch
http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7463605/ Sat, 31 Dec 2005 05:47:16 PST Saphs journal

Mood:
Listening to : Dream - My will
Game Currently playing: Pokemon Emerald
Last movie watched: The Cave

Yesterday I had one of the best days Ive had in a long time. I woke up earlyish and sat downstairs watching a random Tv programme on sky digital about rollercoasters which was kinda cool. Then my bf came downstairs with his PSP and started playing it. He then disappeared back upstairs as he had forgotten his charger for it. He came back downstairs again and we watched more TV.

Afterwards I went up stairs to get dressed and Tom called me and said "Emma will you check the ResiRemake case as I think one of the disks is missing" So I moved into our bedroom found the ResiRemake case opened it and inside it was one of the nicest prettiest rings Ive ever seen with a huge diamond in the middle and next to it was a message saying marry me. It was so romantic in a stange kinda way - well it was romantic for me.

So I said yes and now this huge ring is on my finger which is great but I keep scratching myself by accident with it. so now I have to call him my fiance so we had a little celebration and hopefully a bigger one tonight.

So anyway we went out to lunch and I txt my mum and told her, she was so happy ^^,, and so were some of my family who were with her. We went to blockbusters and rented out some films. We rented the cave, Event Horizon, Gangster No.1 and dusk till dawn, which Ive wanted to see for ages. The cave was really crap the decent was much better which I'm gonna go and buy one day soon.

Then coming home we sat and watched movies all night and I have no idea what we are doing tonight hopefully it will be sonething good.


My Da Family ^^,,



I love you all ^_^
If you like my work please add me ^_^ I'm nice.

People I watch
http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7447025/ Thu, 29 Dec 2005 09:02:11 PST Saphs journal

Mood:
Listening to : Stone sour - Bother
Game Currently playing: Pokemon Emerald
Last movie watched: Land of the dead


Ive been such a good mood over the past few days, guess thats to do with so many people buying my presents and all the chocolate Ive eaten o_O, that can't be good.

I'm hooked on my NinentendoDS they are so cool. I have three games for it now, Nintendogs, Mariokart and Sonic Dash. I also have Pokemon Emerald which is really cool and addictive, I can't stop playing it ^^,, If you don't have one, go buy one they are fairly cheap and are good fun ^_^

The past two days my lovley boyfriend went shopping without me and yesterday he was gone for ages o_O, I was really upset when he came back as he knew I wanted to go shoppping >_<. But he did bring me back so many gifts so I was happy. Then this morning he woke me up and I knew he had been shopping again o_O. Never mind more gifts for Emu-Chanb^_^, at the moment he is driving round a swimming pool on a motorbike...............erm on GTA Liberty city not in real life.

Its our one year anniversary tomorrow and we are going out ^_^, I can't believe its been a year since we met in real life. I had know him for three years before we ever met ^^,,. So hopefully we will have a good day tomorrow and last a lot more years.

Really looking forward to going to see my family after new year, that includes and Can't wait to see you guys ^_^


My Da Family ^^,,



I love you all ^_^
If you like my work please add me ^_^ I'm nice.

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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7420742/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 08:03:18 PST Saphs journal

Mood:
Listening to : Blink 182 - Feeling this
Book Currently reading : The Take - Martina Cole
Game Currently playing: Nintendogs - The Dachshun version
Last movie watched: Stewie Griffin the untold story - Family guy ^^,,

Well its over with now sort of ^_^, What a great day I had yesterday. I didn't really drink all that much but my god I got so much chocolate its mad, its everywhere, all over my room, you can't move for it XD

I got so many good presents so thankies to everyone who got me one *hugs* <--------- still waiting for hers XD oh and She better get me one too XD. S erm presents yes, god I got so many it was great. I got a NintendoDS my god its so small and cute I can't wait to show it she will really want to steal it from me. I got Nintendogs as well which is even cuter ^^,, there is a sonic game on it I want as well so I'm gonna go buy it tomorrow as I'm going shopping. Hopefully going to get the nadesico movie - prince of darkness ^_^

I got so many DVDs as well ~ Big Daddy, All three Harry potter movies, full metal panic, Lee Evans Xl tour, Family guy movie, Lost part 1 and Extras (so funny) and books and manga and all sorts so I'm in a great mood now.

Our bed is broken XD, no its not from too much rumpy pumpy XD, lots of planks are missing from it I don't know where they have gone. When I lie on it my bum sinks down one part my feet down another and my back down another XD. I'm sure someone came in and nicked the planks. I saw one in the bin downstairs the other day o_O

I'm going up to my mums in the first week of January so Sarah let me know when your back at uni and Jen let me know when your back at college. Sarah when I see ya lets get smashed XD

Thanks to you guys *see friends list XD* You really looked after me and made me feel special ^_^, thanks to anyone else who reads this and wants to be thanked for nothing XD, erm yeah so thankies to peple who looked at the stuff me and m bf have done over the past two months, so now if you will exscuse me I'm off for some rumpy pumpy now with my sexy bf whilst he is wearing nothing but a christmas hat.................fun ^^,,

Hope everyone got what they wanted and had a good day ^_^


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http://Kurisutarusafaia.deviantart.com/journal/7394860/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 17:52:12 PST Saphs journal

Mood:
Listening to : Random woman (Arianne is her name I think, but erm the band is called something like, homes country band XD)Komm susser tod ~ Come sweet death <------- fucking cool name for a song.
Game Currently playing: Final Fantasy VIII
Last movie watched: Nil by mouth

Darlin'
Just for me matte 'ru wa
Kokoro ni zoku-zoku agetai
Anata no yubisaki ga izanau romansu
Unmei-goto kitto Fallin' love

Ive had that in my head for a while now as I heard the song sometme yesterday and I can't get it out of my head, erm translated it says something like :

Darling, just for me Ill get on my knees,
say my words for above the trees,
this is bigger then the both of us just fall in love

That translaton was from the OAV episode of Ranma 1/2 so if its wrong I'm sorry as its the english version and its kind of hard to understand what Ranma is actually singing (protesting at that XD)

Groovy song so download ^^,,

I was reading up on death alot today, I read about Brandon Lees death in the film "The crow" which was actualy interesting. I think it was foul play and it was done on purpose. Its strange to think about celebs and death as so many happen that are accidents or so people claim.

It also came into light this huge fear I have of death, I'm so scared and frightened to die and Ive been feeling like this for a while now, so Ive been reading lots of books and things about it to hopefully change this, however this hasn't changed and I'm still very scared about it.

I read somewhere today people posting there three top death scenes from a movie, so I guess I will post mine. These arn't what I think are the best but they are my favourites.

The eye stabbing from 28 days later (I have to close my eyes at that bit and hide behind my boyfriend, for erm people who haven't seen 28 days later, do watch its a greaT film but erm the bit with the eyes erm sort of don't watch.

Saw 2- the one at the beginning with the death mask, my god that bit was horrible and even though I closed my eyes i still heard it snap O_O

This is my favourite one, there is a bit in Lock stock and two smoking barrels where this girl gets up with a bren gun and shoots all these people, its so good because she is caomflanged (XD HA FUCKIN HA CAOMFLANGED) Camoflaged into this sofa thing and she just wakes up and shoots everyone ^^,, Or there is another scene where this man batters another man to death with a fuck off huge massive black dildo XD so funny.

I also like alot of the deaths in the final destination films
~The ladder eye thing o_O
~The bus death i never saw that coming
But there are so stupid ones as well
~The guy getting crushed by the glass window thing - my god I laughed alot XD
~ The stupid computer one with that daft woman and the knife
~ The lift scene is crap quite horrific but quite crap

Others I like
~ Battle royale the knife in the balls
~ Dawn of the dead Remake with the poker in the eye
~ DoTD remake the chainsaw woman O_O poor woman
~ Lost - There is a great death in this and its not Boone, this death I never saw happening but it sort of worked out and it was clever how it was done.

As for Nirv's his is the following

~Evangelion - When Eva Unit-03 is battered by Eva-01.
~Alien Resurrection - When the alien climbs into the escape pod, and kills all the soldiers.
~Day Of The Dead - When the captain is torn apart by zombies.

~Saw - When Adam smashes Zepp's head in with the toilet lid.
~Chopper - When Chopper shoots Sammi The Turk in the eye with a shotgun.
~Scarface - The last scene where Tony is shot with a double-barrel, and the chainsaw scene.
~Pulp Fiction - When Vincent accidently shoots Marvin in the face.

Please let me know what your fav movie deaths are and I mean everyone that reads this ^_^, its really interesting to see who thinks what deaths are good.

Anyway I didn't do much yesterday just erm shopped a bit then ate some fish XD. Then I picked up my keyboard and started playing ^_^.

Ive been really upset over the past few days as my friends all met up withou... ]]> ~Kurisutarusafaia