http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Kyoru-Hai&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Kyoru-Hai en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 20:50:28 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/28743850/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/28743850/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 10:16:21 PST Excuse the ADD.

I've begun doing my bicycle drawing for the RISD application.. I actually sat on my bike to do it too.. hahaha..

Yeah so I've been doing so much art it's pouring out of my ears. Okay, so that's a lie, but I just realized that I can draw recently so I've been trying to do it as much as I can.

why am I so afraid that I won't get into the colleges I want awwawawa

By the way if you happen to be a college admissions counselor viewing my page, it's not really worth a look because of how old this stuff is (though that may be subjective). I mean if you want to, you're welcome to, this is the internet.
I haven't been on this website for a few months and haven't uploaded anything in longer.

Right. I have some college essays to write.

Later deviators.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/27565127/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/27565127/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 19:19:09 PDT Too busy actually having a life (lolrite).

Um, Portfolio Day is tomorrow at the School of The Museum of Fine Arts, in Boston.
My portfolio is all over the table right now.

I've never actually got it together before... it's a big mess. I've got too much stuff.

err yah.. that's about it really... senior year is beyond insanity, etc..

yeah if you have my aim or something you should talk to me


peace.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/26752300/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/26752300/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 10:43:28 PDT
What? Oh, well, there were some times I had a lot of anxiety, but it's not your fault, I'm still learning to deal with it, don't worry about it. It was quite muggy, I should have opted for an AC in my room but, you know, I got over it.

Oh yeah, I did meet a few new people. Yeah yeah.. Have I introduced you to him yet? He's really sweet, he bought be a ukulele for my birthday! You'd really like him, I'm sure.

Hey, thanks for keeping the rain off on Thursday. It was probably one of the best birthdays I ever had. I can't believe I'm 18, we've known each other for so long now!

You're gonna put those pictures up right? The ones of us at the Black Ships Festival? Foofest? You got a lot, right? I can't wait to see them all!

Oh, hey, I'm really glad we got to do this again. I'm really going to miss you. Oh sure, I'll tell fall you said hi.

Alright, I love you! Bye bye!

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/26537685/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/26537685/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 22:15:45 PDT
I saw some. They're beautiful
I always forget to wish, hehehe..

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/26339624/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/26339624/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 14:32:03 PDT
I'm going to be 18 in 18 days, what went wrong here

I need some inspiration, I don't have any portfolio worthy sculptures right now, somebody please

throw something at me


Camp Metalhead is over btw, wow that was some whirlwind two weeks. I love it when I'm busy.

right, I'm going to continue to not delete the journal entries piling up in my messages

peace out

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/26074657/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/26074657/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 20:28:39 PDT
why do I think everything is funny now, even if it's horrible
not like everything his horrible
cewfcewfclucewfcewf

also, yo camp metalhead, I'm so excited to be working with hot metals for two weeks

hell yeah, dehydration is something to look forward to

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/25866911/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/25866911/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 18:59:56 PDT
man I wish I could do that with stuff in my room

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/25774679/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/25774679/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 13:06:27 PDT

lol summer

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/25669444/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/25669444/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 09:24:07 PDT
RIP, Billy Mays.

:edit: woah it just got worse

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/25459471/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/25459471/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 18:40:12 PDT so now I'm making stuff out of plastic.
if all goes well I'll be able to make replicas of the awesome face necklace I made months ago

pretty cool stuff






that's about it really.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/25410265/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/25410265/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 07:43:22 PDT
Did the narrator get his balls cut off or what?
That's the only part in the entire book I didn't understand.

My friend told me he didn't in the movie. That's disappointing.




ps:
Consider my mood emote to be non-existent.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/25296142/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/25296142/ Sat, 13 Jun 2009 18:26:10 PDT That's right, my end of the year emotional breakdown time! Has it been that long? Hoooo boy!

I'm getting geared up for all sorts of exciting artsy things I'll be doing this summer. I just signed up for art classes at AS220 and I've got an interview at New Urban Arts tomorrow. I also signed up for Camp Metalhead at the Steel Yard, and I'm looking for a job.

Oh... Also, I just thought about how I haven't sculpted anything in a while and how I've got this model making/casting kit under my desk and how much I love Epic Haystack so I thought... Why don't I make a model of him... and cast him?
Plus I really like designer toys to be honest... of course I don't own any (and have like negative 74 space in my room in them) but I think that may be something to pursue in the future.

I need a new sketchbook :<

OH MAN also I've been looking into schools and I found Maryland Institute College of Art has an "Interdiciplinary Sculpture" major and it looks REALLY FREEKIN' AWESOME.
The only thing is I talked to my friend about it who already looked into it and she said that the ACT score to get in is like... 26...
And I've got a 19 LOLOLOL.
I just took the ACTs for the second time today, except this time I actually got extended time so HOPPPPEFULLY I did a little better.

But yeah. That's a snippet about me.

I can never find a mood emote that accurately describes how I'm feeling.

OH WAIT ONE MORE THING...
I've got a new website.
An actual website. I'm really happy. My friend's employer bought it for me and my friend did most of the coding. It's still under construction but right now it looks kinda nice.
lexipath.com

yeeeeeeeeeeeee.... I gotta get back to cleaning my room now.......

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/25076757/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/25076757/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 19:02:17 PDT If not, basically, it's a chat client where you talk to strangers.
And right now I'm having a love affair with it.

[link]

It seems so simple but to me the concept is really profound and so many funny conversations have happened and a few cool people I met through it.

None as cool as Marcel, who was from London, and we were about to swap emails when he got disconnected... I was pretty upset for a while...

I could write a bunch of stuff about how meaningful this website is to me which may seem sort of retarded but it really is... but yeah I'm going to bed instead.

Here's an example of my conversations...
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: asl?
You: No
You: I do not have any of the three
You: sorry
Your conversational partner has disconnected.

but that's it for now... I'm talking to someone with good punctuation right now.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/24930032/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/24930032/ Sun, 24 May 2009 18:51:52 PDT my watercolor class is over :<

my teacher told me I need to work on composition and value
I know, I'm not happy with my skills so far

MUST IMPROVE.
will work on soon.


Anyway I need to find something to do this summer that's art related, any ideas?

that's it lol bye

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/24817783/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/24817783/ Mon, 18 May 2009 07:20:34 PDT
I've never seen it do that.

That's cool.

:edit: oh man I have like two paintings to finish and a couple to start this week...

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/24573234/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/24573234/ Sun, 03 May 2009 19:35:21 PDT
Oh, so, I need to pay my aunt back $600 for my trip to Japan. She payed the amount that I didn't raise and she doesn't have to pay interest until August. Problem is, I don't have a job.
So... I was wondering if anyone was interested in any of my pictures... you know, as prints or something... if they're good enough... I'll do watercolor commisions too... I'll do almost anything really hahaha ;-;

I'M A STARVING ARTIST TRYIN' TO MAKE IT IN THE COLD WORLD MAN, HELP A SISTER OUT.

or something.

I'm going to bed now.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/24446235/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/24446235/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 13:13:52 PDT
I went to this art sale at RISD yesterday and it really confirmed my feelings of love for that place. I hope I get accepted, seriously.

Does anyone who watches me go to RISD? Have you seen those Ben Noam papers? Those are silly

I really want a johnny cake right now...

Oh also I need to raise $600 to pay my aunt back for the money she loaned me so I could go to Japan. If you are at all interested in a print of any of my work (if it's even worth anything) please let me know ;-;
I need a job lol


Thanks guys... I love you bibuy... <3

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/24399875/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/24399875/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 18:44:45 PDT
and it was awesome of course

pictures to be uploaded eventually >_> along with my new work from the Steel Yard. I'm so lazy

NO

I've just got better things to do

LIKE FINISH PHOENIX WRIGHT JUSTICE FOR ALL OH LORD DFDKJGDFGFDGDF
DRIVING ME CRAZY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH



also, there isn't a mood available that can describe how I feel right now.

Goodbye.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/24153382/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/24153382/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 19:23:44 PDT
I'M SO EXCITED.

Sorry for the lack of updates. To you know, who ever cares. I'll have a bunch of pictures when I come back I swear.

<33


and just to fill out a little more of this journal I'll give you a slice from my school narrative that I should be finishing.

"This quarter I used MySkills Tutor more frequently then last quarter. I didn’t really use it because I thought it would help, mostly because I had to keep up with the deadline. I’ve kept up to date on most of the college binder projects and have communicated with Stephanie when I have trouble completing them. I had some difficulty working on the Common Application essay but I talked to her about it and will be working on it some more. I’m not sure yet what I’m going to do to prepare for the SAT/ACT, but I will be talking to Tim, Lena and my mom about it soon so we can figure it out. Stuff I’m doing that will look good on my college applications is the RISD class, Steel Yard class and probably the Japanese class that I’m going to Japan with. "



okay uh
bye

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/23871528/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/23871528/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 17:57:30 PDT
This time my project has to be a lot better then Monster House. How is that possible you say? Well uh
well I just need to do better okay I need something college portfolio worthy

SO HELP ME FIND IDEAS

so far I've got Howl's Moving Castle, the castle of course, because holy crap that would be epic and probably one of the hardest things I could do rofl

I've got to do something, something epic, please give me ideas.

Um I'm going to continue talking on the phone to my best friend who I've never seen irl and my boyfriend who I don't see often.



]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/23783366/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/23783366/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 16:15:41 PDT
I don't even think I'm very good, but it's so addicting I can't stop.
I don't know if it's even fun I just keep going you know.

I don't actually have anything to really talk about except for maybe my Japan trip which is coming up very fast and maybe the fact that today is St. Joseph's Day which means I get ZEPPOLE HELLYEAHZEPPOLE.

omm yeah about that Japan trip I still need $800 by the 31st of this month hahahaha


Um I'm going to do homework or... something.

I love you.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/23616832/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/23616832/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 19:44:31 PDT
It was sort of the funniest thing ever. And that's kind of terrible.
I need to stay off of 4chan.

Yeah, so now I need to see the end.... and stop staying up late on the computer for no reason because this is just stupid and unhealthy...

uh idk what else to say lol

... 8D did you see watchmen? did you like it?


Btw to everyone who is sick of not getting my references, here you go: [link]

I'm going to stop wasting your time now.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/23546093/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/23546093/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 18:31:10 PST
Guess what? I got half of the money I need to go to Japan! So my teacher can buy the ticket now!

Which is great in all but I still need another $1,200

So uh if anyone wants a print or something to help support me at all... let me know and I'll work it out with you okay?

Not like anyone actually watches me with the interest in owning anything I've ever done lol ;-;

Um also WATCHMEN TOMORROW GUYS!! Yaaaaay oh geese I'm excited... ;-;

I'm also kind of tired because I've been out all day so I'm uh gonna go.


also I am trying to remember that I want this: [link]
and this: [link]

Okay that's it I think.

thanks I love you <3

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/23377910/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/23377910/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 08:57:56 PST
Who cares about

Clarisse McClellan?

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/23295912/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/23295912/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 19:42:07 PST
So this is my vacation week as it is for many and I have been sufficiently busy. Remember how my boyfriend wasn't allowed to see me for like... months? Well that's changed now and I spent all day Sunday and Monday with him, plus saw him Tuesday, yesterday and today. I'm trying to set a record.

Still super fund raising for my trip to Japan, I'm currently selling Sweenor's chocolate bars as one fundraiser and I've done a few grocery store fund raisers, including one today... Those are fun I have to be honest...

Yeah so I still need a lot of money by March 5th, pray for me or something, rofl

Oh and today I got to act in my friend's movie for their RISD class and I got shot and stuff, it was good fun... 8D

Um I am really exhausted, I'm as tired as if I was actually employed... ;-;
seeyah.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/23045655/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/23045655/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 17:40:37 PST It's time for VIGOROUS FUND RAISING!!

The class I'm taking is planning on going to Japan for a week in April, and we need to raise $2,400! YEAH, OVER 2000 DOLLARS!!

So that means this month I'm doing some hardcore fund raising! I've got pledge forms and like three fund raisers that I'm planning, and I'm going to apply for a job at the new Japanese restaurant that's hiring (not because it's Japanese, but because it's probably the only place hiring, lolololol) and all around begging for money. I've got a fund raiser out in front of Shaws supermarket tomorrow, so I have to memorize how to introduce myself in Japanese because YOU KNOW THEM BITCHES BE WANTEN' TO LEARN.

I really need to get some money ;-;

I could maybe sell my art but I'M SURE NOBODY WANTS THAT CRAP.

Anyway...

that's probably it.

... thanks for listening.

------
The links I still want to remember
Rorschach mask/hook: [link]
Watchmen Fansite type thing: [link]
Viral Site: [link]
Dark Knight Script: [link]
Good Joker Pictures: [link]
EPOXY I WANT: [link]

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22769289/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22769289/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 20:24:33 PST Ohhh snap
it's a little confusing but I'll get used to it

Hmm not much to say except I bought a large hunk of super sculpy and then got a set of clay tools from one of the advisors in my building and I also got a model casting set from them as well. Do you know what that means?

Good times.

I'll have some awesome stuff to upload once I get around to making some stuff

Also right now I'm working on a new duct tape wallet

annnd um yeah

that's it for now... bibuy

------
The links I still want to remember
Rorschach mask/hook: [link]
Watchmen Fansite type thing: [link]
Viral Site: [link]
Dark Knight Script: [link]
Good Joker Pictures: [link]

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22538677/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22538677/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 07:15:49 PST
This weekend I made the icon that you now see next to my name. To be honest making the face right took the most amount of time, especially when I had to rotate it ;-;
I was going to upload it as a deviation but I got lazy

Urm I love you guys.... <3

Here are the links I want to remember
Rorschach mask/hook: [link]
Watchmen Fansite type thing: [link]
Viral Site: [link]
Dark Knight Script: [link]
Good Joker Pictures: [link]

Alright that's probably it



]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22447044/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22447044/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 10:23:52 PST So epic.

Yeah as you may be able to tell I'm going through Watchmen obsession... And then I found the DC site with all the Watchmen stuff and went a little nuts...
[link]
AASJDHKGFSDJG;DFGK

I NEED A JOB RIGHT NOW

If I get a job at the movie theater could I see Watchmen for free...?


Oh another thing I made a website, and my boyfriend gave me all the information I needed so I could use his server to host it
[link]

mmmmmmmyeah insanity over
I sure hope Fox doesn't change the release date.



:edit: found a site with pictures of joker i've never seen before: [link]
saving here SDGHDFKJ awesome shots ;-;

:edit2: WEBSITES ON WATCHMEN
[link]
Viral site, can't wait to see what happens:
[link] ;-;

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22381300/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22381300/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 19:46:11 PST
Oh also on new years eve I talked to my boyfriend's dad
he talks a lot

Okay more important is what I found

AN AMAZING MUSICAL ARTIST!!!

Her band is Danielle Ate The Sandwich but I think it's just her and her guitar and ukulele.
I swear to God every single song she has I listened to and loved a million times over
here's my favorite: [link]

That song almost made me cry it was so amazing. I'm serious.

And here is her myspace: [link]

I can't get over how fantastic she is.

GO SEE RIGHT NOW RIGHT F'KING NOW GO GO GO

... AND BUY ME HER CD

marry me danielle
plz



]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22297306/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22297306/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 08:21:49 PST

Ah new years. Time is going by too fast and there's some work I haven't done. ;-;
I guess I should write some resolutions.

1. Sort out situation with my boyfriend and his parents
2. Find new motivation to do work
3. Apply to at least TWO scholarships
4. Get a job >[
5. GO TO JAPAN DFHKSDJFDSFJK
:edit: can't forget 6. Reduce time spent on the computer by at least 2 hours a day
mmmyeah.

I'm going to try the first one tonight if I have courage enough to talk to his dad.

Wish me luck d00ds, happy new year. <3

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22209366/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22209366/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 12:31:22 PST
THANKS GUYS

not a big accomplishment woooo

Anyway I forgot to mention in my other journal that I got a set of frickin' cool Joker defaced cards that make me go SDFHSDKSDJSD

I'll have to take some pictures they're so cool ;-;

What was I about to say

uhhhh

I'm going to do some watermarking now later

*sprays self with every Harajuku perfume*

*chokes and dies*

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22199503/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22199503/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 20:39:42 PST
MURRY CHRUSTMUS FJSHDSF

I got a new cell phone so I can ACTUALLY MAKE CALLS NOW! HOOWAH

and text people

gimmie your number >[

also these adorable Harajuku girls fragrances that actually smell really nice

*sniffs arm*

oh yeah

and ummmm I hope you had a good time :3

bbl kidnapping boyfriend

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22150567/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22150567/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 20:20:08 PST
Not that I have anything against the holidays

Christmas is such a blissful harmless holiday, I think my boyfriend should be allowed to see me, right?

Sounds logical

but nahhh.... That's okay man, I don't mind not seeing him

at all

not like I love him or anything

I'll have a mostly merry Christmas anyway I guess

I hope you guys do.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22013155/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/22013155/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 16:09:33 PST
Arrrrgg holiday time.... 9 days 'till Christmas... I have to get some presents together. Not having a job sure makes it difficult to buy things.

I wish I could sell prints, or had pictures good enough to sell prints of. Being able to support myself off of what I like to do (coughkatiecough) is a pretty big dream of mine.
How does the print thing work anyway? If I enabled prints, how does I get money?

I've got a couple of frames at home too that I could use to sell...

ahhh fawk

How about, go through my photography folder: [link]
And tell me what picture/pictures you think are most worthy of printing, if any.
...Please.

Thanks for reading my lameness.

:edit: I'm just going to throw together a list of things that I own and are awesome but don't ever utilize
- The recipe for cheese bread I got from my old neighbors like three years ago
-the sewing machine in my closet. Never used from a simple lack of knowledge how to.
-that really cute polka dot skirt that is just a little thin
-my legooooooossssssss
-my converse shoes

oky bibuy

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21937345/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21937345/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 19:20:02 PST Madness takes its toll
But listen closely, not for very much longer
I've got to keep control

I remember doing the TIme Warp
Drinking those moments when
The blackness would hit me and the void would be calling
Let's do the time warp again...
Let's do the time warp again!

It's just a jump to the left
And then a step to the right
With your hands on your hips
You bring your knees in tight
But it's the pelvic thrust that really drives you insane,
Let's do the Time Warp again!

It's so dreamy, oh fantasy free me
So you can't see me, no not at all
In another dimension, with voyeuristic intention
Well-secluded, I see all
With a bit of a mind flip
You're there in the time slip
And nothing can ever be the same
You're spaced out on sensation, like you're under sedation
Let's do the Time Warp again!

Well I was walking down the street just a-having a think
When a snake of a guy gave me an evil wink
He shook me up, he took me by surprise
He had a pickup truck and the devil's eyes.
He stared at me and I felt a change
Time meant nothing, never would again
Let's do the Time Warp again!



don't mind me

it's just my bi-monthly time warp fix.

If you'd like go back and read my last journal entry it's a lot less retarded

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21896422/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21896422/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 10:52:55 PST
Just letting you know OH SHIT THE HOLIDAY CARD PROJECT'S DEADLINE IS THE 15TH ISN'T IT?!
fuckmotherfuckshitfuckingcocksshit

ops uh

I mean I'm just letting you know I re-hosted my polar bear website to here: [link]

I'll keep updating the original deviation so you guys can keep track

if you want to that is

which you probably don't but NO MAN THAT'S OKAY TOTALLY YOU CAN BE HONEST.
I'm just an html n00b and would like to get feedback once in a while... :<

NOTICE: THIS SITE IS NOT TO BE USED FOR OFFICIAL INFORMATION. If you're going to it looking for updates or any information about the new exhibit, you can not assume that the information I have is entirely accurate. It will be checked by the PR department at the zoo first before anything is official. If you're looking for information about the project, you can go here: [link] and here: [link]
Thanks.


OH also like my new icon huh I made it myself
God I'm such an idiot
I wanted to make one of Oxnard running instead but I couldn't find any running sprites of him from Hamtaro Rainbow Rescue (which I just downloaded a rom for along with Mother 3 HUDFDSFHSDHJFDFDSD SDFDSFDFSD!)
If you know where I could get some let me know :3

anyway
thanks for listening.


]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21828239/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21828239/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 08:45:52 PST I have no school today so I get to stay home
which means I have to pet my cat all day *cat standing over the kyeboard*

I can't seethe keeeeeeyds

sup guise

I'm bored lololol

uhhhhhhh

What's up guys? What are you going to do for le holidays?

My journals have gotten lamer and lamer

... Maybe I'll bake some cookies.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21721545/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21721545/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 19:15:35 PST
I'm just doing ugly things to my deviantart





WHY IS NO ONE TALKING TO ME?!

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21668922/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21668922/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 17:57:46 PST
thanks to my dear friend Ushuaia, I've become obsessed with photography again

and lomography

I want one of them really bad... oh sheeot

I'm going to upload some of my oktomat pictures


Also I'm still saving for the Canon G10
This sucker right here: [link]roduct&cp=1&id=1218012518349

Also I've got to make a Christmas list and it's probably going to have a lot of stoff from the internet, arts and crap. Like Threadless tees and buttons and stuff... AND STUFF FROM HERE [link] ASFBDAFHDSFD *rabid*

Uh yeah... Any suggestions...? ;-; I like colorful sheeot...

yeah I'm leaving now


]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21587957/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21587957/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 19:25:20 PST
completely ironic it is

when you see stamps that say "I support originality!"

it's pretty lulzy





oh god

sometimes I hate myself rofl

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21507081/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21507081/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 19:26:03 PST
And let it also be known that now that I am Edward Norton I am going to do John C. McGinley and Natalie Portman. At the same time.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21418600/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21418600/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 10:07:59 PST
I'm writing this at school because
well
I don't know why.

But uh... I figured I haven't written a journal entrie in 9 days so WHAT THE HELL, right?

Tomorrow, my friends, is the 11th day of the 11th month.
You know not of it's signifigance.
Also we has no school so YAYAYAYAY.

Uh yeah... Hm I feel kind of dizzy/headachy right now o-o that sucks

This is just some random pointless ramble for no reason

Oh, I'm wearing my boyfriend's tie today. I learned how to tie it from Youtube LOL.

None of my brothers knew how >[

and it smells like him.... ;-; <3

Oh hey I need a job. Or some money. Just money, preferably. I have to raise 2,400 dollars for a trip to Japan in February. Actually, $1,300 by the end of this month and $1,400 by the end of next month.

Help plox?

Uh sorry for waisting your time, I'm going to get back to doing what I was doing before...

Wait, what WAS I doing before?

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21271992/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21271992/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 20:06:47 PDT
it's extremely difficult to find any good couples art on Devaintart?

I think that's because the only people who draw it are people who are actually in love

and apparently they can't draw too well.




also the emote for Longing is to optimistic

longing hurts


... revenant disappear >_>



]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21175115/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/21175115/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 16:30:29 PDT
I'm taking a jewelry making class at the Steel Yard 9am-3pm on Thursdays and I'm learning to make chains and stuff out of metal. I'm also taking an HTML class from Verizon and learning how to make websites. And of course my Japanese class just started again Thursday nights. And then I've got my exhibition on Friday (Halloween, I have no idea what I'm going to do).

Yeah I'm pretty busy. None of this really matters to me right now because the shit just hit the fan and all sorts of life ruining things have happened.

I'm trying to keep positive and not do anything drastic/risky/dangerous. It f'ing sucks to have a conscience.

Fare thee well kiddos. I love you guys.


:EDIT: BTW I'm kind of.... yeah.... feeling like total shit trying to deal with this and need a lot of distraction and friends right now.

Go on and close the curtains
'cause all we need is candlelight
you and me ... and the bottle of wine
and hold you tonight [ ohh ]

well we know i'm going away
and how i wish - i wish it weren't so
so take this wine and drink with me
let's delay our misery

save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow i'll be gone
save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow i'll be gone

there's a log on the fire
and it burns like me for you
tomorrow comes with one desire
to take me away [ ohh it's true ]

it ain't easy to say good bye
darling please - don't start to cry
'cause girl you know i've got to go
and Lord i wish it wasn't so

save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow i'll be gone
save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow i'll be gone

tomorrow comes to take me away
i wish that i - that i could stay
but girl you know i've got to go
and Lord i wish weren't so

save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow i'll be gone [ 4x ]

tomorrow i'll be gone [ 4x ]

save tonight [ 4x ]
oh thats right
save tonight - save tonight

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/20942886/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/20942886/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 19:48:31 PDT
I went camping with my advisory last night. We went to New York, like upstate NY and we went to see Howes Cavern. It was pretty rad. I'm too lazy to write about anything much lately....

I've been listening to a lot of Imogen Heap. I've fallen in love with her (and her band Frou Frou) and I really can't stop listening. I'm like, rabid with it. *foams at the mouth*

I'm webcaming right now

I'm a Meebo fiend

*blows up*

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/20673645/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/20673645/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 17:24:11 PDT
Yeah so I uploaded a picture or two, amazing, rite?
Hold on I got to blow my nose-*fuuuuuuuu*- kay.

Oh my, Evan just got a haircut.

Uh anyway, yeah, I've been coping with the lack of Jordan

Well not being able to see him. I wanna give him a hug.

EXCEPT I'M SICK. WHAT THE HELL?

;-;

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/20579995/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/20579995/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 06:20:22 PDT
But school is doin' okay and stuff. Looking for an internship.

>______>

Yeah. ily. bibuy.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/20328710/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/20328710/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 17:26:10 PDT
I feel kind of like crap right now so I don't really have much to say... mebe that I got a boyfriend but that doesn't matter to you guys...


Buuuhyeah *uninteresting*

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/20191118/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/20191118/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 19:33:29 PDT
Goddamn dental crap.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/20130403/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/20130403/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 12:47:33 PDT Here's an email convorsation between the two of us.


"Hey can you send me the website to your school? Tim just said I might be able to go there!!

Uh, crazyness, orly.

~lexi
__________________________________________________

Yes yes yes!!!

If you are interested I can get you a scholarship to come to the school in Switzerland!! We are just full of good luck this year, hu?
So yeah, here is the website:
[link]

Check it out. The mountains on the web site are right outside my window right now. Talk to your parents, talk to Tim, talk to Chantel or Carlos, whatever you need- Unfortunately we don't have a ton of time. The director would want to talk to you on the phone, kind of like an interview. His name is KC Hill and he's super cool. And then of course you would have to look into tickets here ASAP, and make travel arrangements. But getting here is really simple- I did it. It is really a friendly, comfortable, international environment that I could see you really liking. Also, I could see you bringing a lot to the community here- what can I say, Lexi, You Rock!!

Write back with thoughts, questions, comments and I will be happy to talk. And if your parents need any information send them my way.
I will also be emailing Tim as well.
Hope you are well- I know this is a lot to take in, and right before the start of the school year, but what an opportunity?
Take care kid-o. and be in touch!!!
Katherine

--- On Thu, 8/21/08"


This is for this year. No electronics. If I do it, I'll be leaving in a week.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/20039345/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/20039345/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 10:39:39 PDT
It was awesome! Probably the coolest place I've ever been. The hotel was amazing, and the restaurant was very fancy and had really crazy gourmet food. Which I liked a lot. My dad said he never knew I could eat so much. On Thursday we went to NYC and I met up with one of my friends that I've known on the internet for a long time, and this was the first time I saw her in person. We walked all over the place and shopped and I got something like two pounds of M&Ms, which made what I was carrying heavier so I had to gradually eat them as we went. My feet hurt so bad when we got back to the hotel I could barley walk to the restaurant, even though it was right down the hall.
But when it comes to sleepy hollow, we drove all over the place looking for the bridge or something, but couldn't really find anything. Finally we found Washington Irving's house but you had to pay to get in and have a tour, and we went on the last day before we had to leave so we didn't' have time (and we also didn't feel like paying XD).

That's not telling about the whole thing, but just a little bit about what it was like. We went into a store called Yellow Rat Bastard. No kidding, ask Bolt.

And on another note I'll be 17 TOMORROW! WHAT THE CRAP I AM OLD!
I'm gathering some friends together at my house to eat cake. Not a party, just a get together. It's really weird to have a whole even centered around me.

Uh, I go clean the house now, buh-bye.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/19984610/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/19984610/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 09:17:05 PDT
Yeah, so I went to New York on the 6th like I said and it was AWESOME. AND I GOT TO SEE EMMA!! And we walked all over NYC and when we were in Soho (my dad found out when we got home), we were actually just around the corner from Heath Ledger's apartment. Can you say.... OH SHIFDGDGDFG?

I don't really feel like talking a whole lot about it because I'm kind of lazy, and yeah. I'll just upload some pictures. Go see my Facebook, I've got a bunch there.

Uh, also, I'm going to be 17 in FOUR DAYS. THE 20TH. HOOOOLY CRAP. I AM NOT THAT OLD.

17 is the age that I thought I'd be most independent or something when I was younger. "Oh, if only I was 17 so I could get a job!" I can't believe I'm already there. This is both exciting and very sad at the same time. Where the hell is my childhood?

If you want to know what I'd like... Well... I'm still a little obsessed with the Joker, okay?



]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/19697840/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/19697840/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 10:51:37 PDT
I'm also proud of my new id... That's how you know I'm really obsessed.

So yeah, that's what I've been doing, and I got a new Joker poster... And next week I get to go to NY for my trip that I won!! I'm excited!!!

And then I'm going to be 17 on the 20th!! OH MY GOD I'M GOING TO BE 17!!

And if you want to know what to get me, THIS IS WHAT I WANT: [link]id=370

AAAAAAAAAHHHH I WANT IT.

I'm off to upload more fireworks pictures. Bye.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/19539397/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/19539397/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 14:56:07 PDT
I am completly and utterly obsessed with The Dark Knight.
I saw it on Friday and haven't been able to stop thinking about it since. I'm so obsessed with the Joker now. My friends are about ready to tie me up and start chopping off my toes. It's insanity.

AND THEN today I discovered whysoserious.com and what I have been missing out on since sometime last year. These people are so insane they launched this promotion so seriously it was like Gotham is a real f'ing city! It's crazy. Completly nuts. Brilliant.

I feel like I'm going to cry or expload or something.
Somebody slap me.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/19334478/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/19334478/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 12:40:49 PDT
RADICAL.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/19258394/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/19258394/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 16:21:50 PDT Here is the real song I want you to listen too: [link]
It is a rap song but it has a really serious meaning so I want you to at least listen to the lyrics because it really affected me and I'm thinking of doing a peice on it. Paint and stuff. We'll see.

No other updates really, I'm just really hungry.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/19184209/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/19184209/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 12:52:33 PDT I've been living at my aunt's house since Sunday night so I can get to Brown Summer High. For the record, yes, it is a summer school type thing but I'm not taking it because I'm required to, it's 'cause I want/need to. Anyway, I'm taking an English and Social Studies class and that's from 8-12 and then I get to go and do whatever because the next bus back to my aunt's comes at 1:56.

I've also been spending an un-healthy amount of time chatting on AIM/MSN like it's some kind of an addiction. And then more stuff happends so yesterday my mind was so conflicted with itself it was like a civil war. I'm sure it's still there because nobody won yet, but right now it's subsided. A lot of it has to do with various things and also some stuff from AIM/MSN and people I've talked to and yeah.

Oh, about Social Studies, we heard a song today that struck me like a slap in the chest. I encorage you all to go and see the video now. Really. Right now. [link]
Don't really pay attention to the music, listen to the lyrics and what they're saying. It's so messed up, I think I'm going to do a painting on it. We'll see how it goes.

I can't wait to be home soon and finally get to take a bath and sooth all of my aching muscles...

See yah.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/19037668/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/19037668/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 11:38:31 PDT
Anyway, I haven't been on dA too much because I've been chatting on AIM and MSN 27/7, which probably isn't too healthy but WHAT THE HELL, IT'S SUMMER, RIGHT?

I'll be heading over to Monster Mini Golf hopefuly today to pick up my prizes. I chose to go with the trip to Tarrytown NY, and I'll be going August 6-8, SO EVERYONE IN NY, BE READY FOR ME! That means you Bolt.

Um... Anything else that's new... Not really. I've been pretty lazy this week. I saw Get Smart, which was HILLARIOUS. And also Love Guru, which was funny but very stupid! Which you could probably guess, because it was a Mike Myers movie.

OH, YEAH, QUOTE OF THE WEEK. It's a new thing since last week and hopefully if I stay in contact with my friends it'll keep going.
This weeks quote is provided graciously by my friend Alex. here it is:
"WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF UGLY DISGUSTING MEN"
~Alex Straub

Enjoy.

Alright, that's it for now, I'm off to practice telepathicaly seeing my friend's shirt via the internetz.

(XD)

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/18955560/ http://Kyoru-Hai.deviantart.com/journal/18955560/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 18:57:05 PDT
I was going to finish this, but I got distracted, so I'll do it later.

]]> ~Kyoru-Hai