I joined 's contest with an entry : [link]

When I logged on today, this is what met me: Ptahris has given you a Premium Membership.
I spazzed.
[link]

I freaking won.
:}

Isn't this skin awesome?


IN OTHER NEWS.

I've been bored all summer, wondering what to do.
My father and I went to a music store and bought a keyboard, because I got accepted by a music school some weeks ago. On that school, I need to learn three different instruments.
Vocal, guitar and piano are mine.
I can't wait for school to start.
I'm so excited. <3

Also, a friend of mine's boyfriend started talking to me. Hes pure awesomeness, and he plays the piano. [got herself a private teacher, yay.] I'm planning to visit them this Christmas. They live on the other side of Norway.
I live in the south, they live in the north.
One day and two hours of driving.
Yay.

Oh, my hair is blue.
And purple.
Anine, my friend, coloured it for me.
Its so awesome, I almost want to eat it.
/rant


So yeah.
How have your summer holiday been so far?

]]> =Kyou-San http://Kyou-San.deviantart.com/journal/25307704/ http://Kyou-San.deviantart.com/journal/25307704/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 11:27:55 PDT
The extremely talented and I have been role-playing the last week, makin' a 35 pages long story. She’s so funny and awesome, and I really enjoyed my first attempt at roleplaying. And even though I suck at lemon, she guided me through it, making me feel a little bit safer writing.
:’D

And all the sick thoughts that popped up in the writing progress, damn, I haven’t felt so inspired in months! Thank you, my awesome friend, for showing me this amazing way of writing!
<3


Here are our caracters, the story is soon coming up~~

Name: Moji ( Means letter or character )
Age: 21
B-day: 15th of October
Race: some kind of a demon
Personality: Moji is a really cold-hearted person who don't show his feelings. Tough he don't got a lot of it either x3 But he can get really angry; and that fast too.
He don't show his feelings cause he's scared of getting hurt like he did when his family left him.
But if he finds someone he really likes/falls in love with he wil protect that peson with his life. tought that's barley happening.
Appearance:
Hair color/length: he got short, dark grey hair on the top. He got a ponytail that's loong and it's black, brown and grey. His bangs it loonger on the right side than the left side and is in the same colour as his ponytail.
Eye color: his left eye is in a deep blue colour. while his left eye (wich he can paralyze other with) is al foggy. it dosn't seem like it's an eye at all owo;;
other things: he got a lap over his right eye to protect his eye. He got two piercings in his left eye brow and snake bites.
He can shape shift into this panter thingy o3o and he can make it as small or big he wants.
He's also a black magic user.
Likes: it's not that much he likes...
Dislikes: to get hurt, to get into fight (tought he enjoys it owo;; )
Turns on: *un known*
Turns of: *un known*
Uke, seme, or Smuke: Seme!



Name: Keneth Roseng
Age: 17
B-day: 6th of January.
Race: Human
Personality: Keneth is an easy-going person who never seems to take things seriously. He has problems with making buddies because his mom is a homophobe and hates every guy except her own son. His father left his mother in Korea to move to America with another woman. Keneth and his mother do not know this. Keneth works at a restaurant as a waiter, and this is why he enjoys talking.
Appearance:
Hair colour/length: Short, black hair with a short ponytail in his neck.
Eye colour: Greenbrown with a black circle around his iris.
Likes: talking, ice, rolling down the street in a shopping cart.
Dislikes: Queers (according to his mother), not being taken serious when he is trying to say something important, and cats.
Turns on: Kisses, being told that he is loved.
Turns of: Being disturbed.
Uke, seme, or Smuke: Uke.



We are just doing the final changes, and then we are ready to roll! >w<

]]> =Kyou-San http://Kyou-San.deviantart.com/journal/25035704/ http://Kyou-San.deviantart.com/journal/25035704/ Sat, 30 May 2009 15:31:54 PDT My bestfriend said that I should join a rp to improve my writing skills, and so I joined a guild in gaia.
There is only one problem; I'm too scared of joining anyone.
So, if anyone wants, could you role play with me?
As a short training?

It can either be yaoi, yuri or anything else, I'm open to anything.

So someone wanna join?
Send me a note with either a plot or a topic, and we'll make something out.

Lets make something sweet!

[oh, btw.
My oral exam is next week. yay.]

]]> =Kyou-San http://Kyou-San.deviantart.com/journal/24721573/ http://Kyou-San.deviantart.com/journal/24721573/ Tue, 12 May 2009 14:04:28 PDT Again.
The ambulance picked her up this morning, and shes in great pain. It's quite scary, because we don't know if she gets better.
There is something wrong with her back, too complicated for me to describe in english...
What if my mum dies?

[tries not to think about it]


--------------------


I have now been brainwashed.

This brilliant Dr. Steel is trying to change this dark and despitefull world. He wants to build a Utopian Playland, giving the people what they want.

"I give the people what they want.
Frankly, I give the people what they need.
An escape from an ugly world.

We live in a world full of despair, a world full of war, hunger and fear. And, that is a very unhappy place to be. I envisage a world where the top priority to people is to have fun."
Dr. Steel

I am now a proud Toy Soldier, fighting for this new goal in life, a chance to have fun as long as I live.

[link]
go through his homepage and get inspired to make this world a little more happier place to live.

[link]
lets take over the world, one toy at the time.

Dr. Steel for World Emperor.

[also, his music is quite funny. youtube it]

]]> =Kyou-San http://Kyou-San.deviantart.com/journal/24671292/ http://Kyou-San.deviantart.com/journal/24671292/ Sat, 09 May 2009 15:24:43 PDT For exam I have *dum dum dum* ENGLISH.
HELL YEAH.
It can't get better.
Anyhows.
I've had some days free from school, and I have two more next week <3
And english exam on friday.
... <3
I'm looking forward to it, something that suprises me .3.
[oh, im still sick btw. .__.'']



Shoutouts..!
[why am I doing this in the middle of the night..?]


Here is some people that doesn't get much attention, but really really SHOULD.



First goes to SardonicAuthor!

For her awesome art, really worth looking through!<3
Besides, her personality is loveable :3



Second goes to af113334!

For her amazing stories and support in my first time here on DA. :3
Support her yaoi-ness.



Third goes to Locorocococa!

For being my idol and bestfriend, an amazing writer, and gramatic corrector(<- D: phail)



Next goes to SenzaYume!

For also supporting me the first hard weeks on DA when I had no friends. Also, her drawings are pure awesomeness.



CHECK THEM OUT.





bonus~~ [very very shitty story]

I'm very sorry for all the wait, but I can't find any inspiration.
I had some for about 5 minutes, and this is what came out of it.
The song is called Details in the fabric by Jason Mraz.
Enjoy.



I don’t know what kind of person I am. It’s hard for me to understand what kind of effect I have on other people’s life when no one ever taught me. Because when I was young, it was always just only me, no one else should get my attention.
I fought against that thought as long as I could, but my thoughts were only designed to think about one thing; me. But all of these thoughts just flew away when I met her.
You see, suddenly one day, without any warning, they blew my apartment opp. They killed my brother and my dog, and took my stuff. My life was ruined, and I was going to take suicide. But just before I killed myself, I heard a voice. I was on a rooftop in my city and I was planning to jump down and land on the hard ground, when I suddenly heard a beautiful voice. It came from the rooftop of an apartment next door. And I saw this beautiful young girl. She was playing guitar, and singing the most beautiful song I’ve ever heard. It touched my heart.

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken heart then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine






--
[i dont have any ending yet]

]]> =Kyou-San http://Kyou-San.deviantart.com/journal/24389721/ http://Kyou-San.deviantart.com/journal/24389721/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 07:05:58 PDT [link]

Cus I really want to improve my writing, and I can't do that without critique.

[[i have no idea how you add a stamp, so whoohoooo]]


short journal ftw.

]]> =Kyou-San http://Kyou-San.deviantart.com/journal/23969143/ http://Kyou-San.deviantart.com/journal/23969143/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 13:59:49 PDT
thy have been warned.



I always thought that I was the kind of person who would love anyone back [no matter of their gender], and I guess I was partly right.
There is someone I know [I wont say name] who I think I like. She lives in America,[I live in Norway] and I just adore her. I don't know if she feels the same for me, so I'm kinda frustrated about that.

For some minutes ago, my best friend [who is a girl] just said that she LIKES me. And that she have done that for about a year.

f
u
c
k

now, my life just became really complicated.
I don't think that I like her back. It's just, I don't feel anything different from when we were just friends. I don't want to hurt her or anything, she's my best friend. I am blushing and all about this, but it doesn't feel like when I'm talking with the girl I like.
What should I do?
Should I just pretend that everything is normal?

It's good to know that I'm loved, but... I don't think that I like her that way...

[and yes, I am a girl]

yay for gay pride.


*sigh*

]]> =Kyou-San