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So i'm in the process of doing some cleaning up....I'm getting rid of some old work I don't like anymore.

But do not fear! More and better stuff is on it's way!

"sing me anything" ]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/15575260/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/15575260/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 10:58:31 PST
You can't find her.
You can't find her.
Every day you feel a little curse.

And You can't find her.
You can't find her.
Everyday you look a little worse.

~"Black Lexus" by Joseph Arthur

"sing me anything" ]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/15380028/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/15380028/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 16:30:52 PST
Take a chance on me.

Want to sing you love song, gunna give you sweet loving, gunna give myself to you.

"sing me anything" ]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/15332193/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/15332193/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 14:03:21 PDT
I want to stay single.

Even tho I've meet an awesome girl, I just can't seem to commit.

I think I'm broken.

"sing me anything" ]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/15077728/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/15077728/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 17:57:57 PDT
I feel guilty about everything. I hate it.

I'm a nervous wreck right now...

"sing me anything" ]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/15064341/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/15064341/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 19:34:55 PDT
That's what they say anyways.

I don't really know who "they" are. But i know "they" say alot of things that aren't really true.

I'm happy. I really am....

(but sometimes i'm afraid i won't ever be AS happy as I once was)


Liz has been at work all day and I haven't seen her....hopefully i'll see her tomorrow...

"sing me anything" ]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/14842995/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/14842995/ Sat, 29 Sep 2007 14:59:12 PDT
I have found it once again, I hope.

That thing you feel just thinking about them that makes your face light up and your troubles melt away. No joke, she is amazing. I like her a lot.

And school is going great. I haven't had much time to shoot pictures. I've taken on the job as "Women's Rugby Mom" and have been pretty busy keeping the girls happy and hydrated at practices and games and whatnot. But hopefully some new material will be up soon.

Keep the peace,

~Maria

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/14256038/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/14256038/ Mon, 20 Aug 2007 12:41:22 PDT
fun fun fun!

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I'll be transfering there in the fall and continuing my college career at university!!

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/12735664/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/12735664/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 20:11:56 PDT How I am,how I live,who I love
In my way,I feel strong
And it turns me on
In my life,I decide,I decide"

I'm really starting to like the single life.

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/12624720/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/12624720/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 20:18:05 PDT
i'm haunted by the lives that i have loved,
and the actions i have hated.
by the promises i made
and others that i've broken

it's time to gather up the splinteres and build a casket for my tears.



i will always want you
i will always need you
i will always love you
and i will always miss you.

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/11759058/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/11759058/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 11:02:25 PST
]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/11740843/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/11740843/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 21:00:46 PST
She's in love with some one else now.

she's "perfect" for her.

she said i was perfect for her once...

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/10770960/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/10770960/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 20:43:44 PST
]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/9096127/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/9096127/ Sat, 17 Jun 2006 12:35:15 PDT ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/8558457/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/8558457/ Sun, 23 Apr 2006 09:10:10 PDT
Well I have the website for you.

It's the MySpace but JUST for the GLBT community.

It's a safe and secure website where we can meet and chat with eachother.

It's called Downelink

Its at [link]

sooo JOIN!....and ADD ME!



ok bye! ]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/8231499/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/8231499/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 21:04:12 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: love love love love
Listening to: Lovefool: The Cardigans
Reading: 1984
Watching: The Dangerous Lives of Alter Boys

WELL WELL WELL!

Thank you all so much for your support and congratulations....it really means alot to me. It really brightens up my day. I love you all!!

AND!!!

(more sickeningly sappy love stuff about me and my ONE AND ONLY that i'm sure everyone is bored about hearing....)

BUUUT.....KIMBERLY and I have just recently passed our One year anniversary!!!

YAY FOR US!

I love her so much....what amazes me is that we're still in that lovely flirty infatuation state....we still have that new romance air between us...that spark....the chemistry.

Its a wonderful thing to still have after an entire year....its like we fell inlove and time stood still. She is my world. I eat (.........out...hehehhehehehe....), sleep (....with.....AAAhahahaha), and breath her! Everything I do is with her in mind.

"Every step I have taken has been to bring myself closer to you"


so yea. woo hoo. okie...well I have to go now! But I love you all!!!...

And in case i don't see ya!

good afternoon, good evening, and good night!


"I can't care about anything but you"

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
=dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/7726918/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/7726918/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 08:37:00 PST
all of our friends were there...and they all knew what she was going to do....

I said yes. (of course i did!)

And everyone clapped and cheered.

so July '07...we are to have a union ceremony...and hopefully obtain an actual marrige license someday.

So yay!

I love her so much! ]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/6857959/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/6857959/ Mon, 24 Oct 2005 18:33:18 PDT There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: I hate her
Listening to: something angry
Reading: Geography Club

ok well i went through and deleted a whole lot of pictures of the bitch that I once called "lover" (aka Sonya) so i'm sorry if you had any of those pics as your favorites...but they're gone now. I can't stand to have her picture or anything anymore. She makes me sick. So again I apologize for the downsizing of my gallery, but I will be putting up some new material that hopefully will prove more enjoyable. Have a nice day!

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
=dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/6579680/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/6579680/ Fri, 23 Sep 2005 08:03:47 PDT There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: gotta pee gotta pee
Reading: Annie on my Mind
Watching: Big Fish

Wow it has been forever.

So we're suppose to be getting hit by a category 4 hurricane tonight. woohoo.

houston/humble/atascasita is practically a ghost town. Everyone is evacuated, all the stores and banks are closed. Windows are boarded up, taped up.

I'm hopefully going to be putting up some new material...as soon as we get our power back on. They're predicting that we might be without power for up to a week....but i don't think it's going to be that bad.

Kim and I are one of the families that have stayed to stick it out....so we're probably in for a ride....but I'm actually kind of excited. It's nice to have some adventure.


"They, they...who's they"

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
=dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5877067/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5877067/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 12:45:42 PDT There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: Extreamly In Love
Listening to: fall out boy
Reading: HARRY POTTER
Watching: moulin rouge

wee...okay. my love told me to either reak havok or log out...so i decided to reak havok...hehe...

well actually im just going to update her journal thingy for her...


umm...i love maria alot...and she is special....ed :: dorky joke voice ::

well. i love you.

lots..

and lots..

and a bunch as well.



okay.


love you.


yours
xkimx

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
=dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5861453/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5861453/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 21:54:21 PDT There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: Extreamly In Love
Listening to: Bjork
Reading: The Catcher in the Rye
Watching: Stir of Echos

I have learned that most promises made to me have not been kept. Even by the seemingly most trust worthy people.

But this promise i think will last.

Kim and I are promised to be together. And with her, I see it happening.

My heartbreak and heartache is over.

She makes me feel like I have never felt before.

"you took away the old
showed me the new
and I feel like I can fly
when I stand next to you."

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
=dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5404854/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5404854/ Thu, 19 May 2005 17:27:08 PDT There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: I love KIM!
Listening to: System of a Down-Mezmerize
Reading: Squee

Oneday while Spiderman was in the park, he ran into Batman who was walking his cat Minkus. This is the conversation that followed:

S: Why do you call yourself BATman....you were not bitten by a mutated bat or anything.

B: Well no, but....the night my parents were killed....in the cold rainy night I ran and ran untill I could run no longer. Scared, hurt, hungry, tired, I took refuge in a large drainpipe where, silhouetted by the moonlight peering in from the pipe opening, there was a large bat, flying oh so gallantly twards me, and from that day forward I knew that I must use my abillities to fight crime and the forces of evil and to wipe--

S: yea...but you were not muted by it, and its not like it gave you any "super powers or anthing"...hell it was jus wondering what you were doing in its pipe...all you have is alot of money....you have no real bat powers

B: well what makes you so special?

S: I was actually physically muted by a spider...i have the right to call myself SPIDER-man...b/c I am a SPIDER-man. I don't see you flying around with wings and supersonic hearing or anything.

B: But I am Batman! That's just who I am! It was that bat that inspired me to become a super hero!

S: Well than why don't you just call your self Super Rich Man or Bat-like Human.

B: B/c that's so unorigional, and it doesn't flow.

S: But you don't have any bat like qualities....you just wear a black cape!

B: At least i'm not some mutated freak in spandex!

S: But i'm Spiderman! I'm spider-like.......I have web that shoots out my wrist for god's sake! You just have fancy gadgets!

B: Well at least I don't make people gay!

S: At least I don't have stupid little ears on my head!

B: Well you're just a eight-legged freak!

S: Well your name should be GuanoGuy!

B: Well your name should be Octaboy...or something.....

S:..............

B: that was lame.

S: yea.

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
=dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5377404/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5377404/ Mon, 16 May 2005 20:05:43 PDT There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: Yuppers
Listening to: System of a Down-Mezmerize
Reading: Squee

ok ok...i know i say this all the time but...

I LOVE KIM


its amazing to me really....that she can love me so much, and I love her.

To love and be loved is the greatest feeling on earth.

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
=dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5269002/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5269002/ Wed, 04 May 2005 20:48:19 PDT There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: Yuppers
Listening to: Gwen Stefani- The Real Thing
Watching: Gone in 60 Seconds

"I've seen your face a thousand times
Have all your stories memorized
I've kissed your lips a million ways
But I still love to have you around

I've held you too many times to count
I think I know you inside out
And we're together most days
But I still love to have you around

And you're the one I want and it's not just a phase
And you're the one I trust, our love is the real thing

Don't go away
My love (my love)
I want you to stay
In my life
Don't go away
My lover (my love)
I'm happiest when we spend time

You're a salty water, ocean wave
You knock me down, you kiss my face
I know the storms will always come
But I still love to have you around

And Heaven knows what will come next
So emotional, you're so complex
A rollercoaster, built to crash
But I still love to have you around

You're the one I want and it's not just a phase
You're the one I trust, our love is the real thing

Don't go away
My love (my love)
I want you to stay
In my life
Don't go away
My lover (my love)
I'm happiest when we spend time (it's only you and I)

It's you there when I close my eyes
And you in the morning
I never thought you'd still be mine
Or I'd really need to have you around

Don't go away
My love (my love)
I want you to stay
In my life
Don't go away
My lover (my love)
I need you, you're my love supply

Don't go away
My love (you're my love supply)
I want you to stay
In my life (every day, every night)
Don't go away
My lover (you're my love supply)
I need you, you're my love supply"


MMK. So we worked things out. And I am happy.

She chose me.

And I love her very much....and she loves me back. She said she didn't want to give something this good up. So things are on the up and up again.


I love her so much. She makes me so happy, and I just hope that she continues to be happy with me too.

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
=dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5258559/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5258559/ Tue, 03 May 2005 17:28:50 PDT There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: ::sigh::
Listening to: A.F.I.-Nothing and Nowhere

::Sigh::

"I love you but........."

LOL....i just need to teach myself not to get my hopes up.

I dunno what is going to happen. She broke up with me.....and i doubt she's going to want to be with me agian.

To good to be true, is always true.

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
=dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5152230/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5152230/ Thu, 21 Apr 2005 19:13:17 PDT There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: Determined
Listening to: A.F.I.-Nothing and Nowhere
Reading: Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
Watching: Army of Darkness

I'm going to start A Lesbian Coalition at my school. And for it's supporters too....it will be more of a Gay Coalition in general, but I'll call it the LCS. The Lesbian Coalition and its Supporters. LOL.

Things with Kim's parents are fine....they still wish i had a penis, and that she would have sex and get pregnant...or almost pregnant...but i'm afraid they are out of luck. No sperm here! Only loven!


Things are good. TAKS testing is a bitch. It's the Test Aggrivating my Knowalge with Shit....no its really the Texas Assesment of Knowlage and Skills....an insult to my intelligence.

I shall be putting more and more things up eventually. Its a matter of when I have the time, or the will to do it. But i was looking through pics today, and i have a lot i want to upload...so keep an eye out.

And yay to all of the people who care and enjoy my work! I greatly appreciate it, and you all give me the encouragement I need to do my best! Much love to you all!

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
=dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5123323/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5123323/ Mon, 18 Apr 2005 17:45:15 PDT There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: Me
Listening to: Nothing and Nowhere- The Birthday Massacre
Reading: Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
Watching: Army of Darkness

Starting from here, let's make a promise
You and me, let's just be honest
We're gonna run, nothing can stop us
Even the night that falls all around us

Soon there'll be laughter and voices
Beyond the clouds over the mountains
We'll run away on roads that are empty
Lights from the airfield shining upon you

Nothing can stop this, not now I love you
They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
Nothing can stop this, not now I love you
They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us




Kim's parents found out about her and I...and they weren't too happy about it. But that will not get us down. We will overcome!

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
*dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5107444/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/5107444/ Sat, 16 Apr 2005 21:53:59 PDT There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: Me
Listening to: Nothing and Nowhere- The Birthday Massacre
Reading: Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
Watching: Army of Darkness

I haven't been on in a while!

Things with Kim are wonderful! I love her, and she loves me and it is wonderful to be loved like she loves me.

"I'll be calling you to see if you're ok when I'm not around. Asking if you love me. I love the way you make it sound. Do I try too hard to make you smile? to make us smile?"

I'm broke. And that's bad. I haven't had much time to upload anything due to school and such...but i shall be putting more up soon!

I LOVE KIM!

I just wanted to yell that to the world.

anywho...I got my license and i got a cell phone and i will be getting a car this summer....i got love and my grades are good, so things are looking up for me.

....i love kim!

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
*dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4955775/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4955775/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 20:09:21 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: wow
Listening to: Run: Snow Patrol
Reading: Diary: Chuck P.
Watching: Moulin Rouge

I have found a love that I have always drempt of

Who knew that there was a happier in life?

I am happier with Kim....

-ier was a dream....

and here is is in the flesh

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
*dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4857962/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4857962/ Sat, 19 Mar 2005 21:02:46 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: hehe
Listening to: If Your Not the One: Daniel Bendingfield
Reading: Diary: Chuck P.
Watching: United States of Leland

She makes me smile.

There is just something about her...she cares so much for me already...I can see it in her eyes....

M: "You're so good to me....why?"
K: "...yeah"
M: "yeah what?"
K: "well i just don't see how you could be treated any other way"
M: ::smiles::



On a shitty note, my mother has cut me off. She's being a real bitch to me..she and my step-father treat me like a disease...they talk to me as if they're talking to a giant cockroach....they treat me like an invalid...because i'm me...because i love who i love....

Sonya is still wanting to get back with me really bad....i love her still, but just all the past pain has scarred me deep, and i just can not go back to that....there is just to much guessing and convincing...and not enough knowing with her....i just can't take it anymore....

"I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
Or tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of It's over
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All I was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be"

but i like kim...alot.
And i hope she's doing ok.

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
*dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4764308/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4764308/ Tue, 08 Mar 2005 20:52:28 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: hehe
Listening to: If Your Not the One: Daniel Bendingfield
Reading: Diary: Chuck P.
Watching: Kill Bill

I LIKE KIM.

I LIKE KIM ALOT.

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
*dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4702672/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4702672/ Tue, 01 Mar 2005 13:38:54 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: hehe
Listening to: If Your Not the One: Daniel Bendingfield
Reading: Diary: Chuck P.
Watching: Kill Bill

ok.

Update: Sonya broke up with me (again) about two weeks ago.

I've met someone, and I like her alot...alot alot.

She makes me smile.

I love Sonya still, and I always will....but I want to see where things go with Kim.....

Today was a good day!

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
*dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4606882/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4606882/ Thu, 17 Feb 2005 13:28:42 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: Prideful
Listening to: T.A.t.U.
Reading: Adventures of Huckleberry Finn

POPSICLE

I felt so proud today, to be me.

I love my girl.

I love who I am.

I love being me.

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
*dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4589822/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4589822/ Tue, 15 Feb 2005 14:02:00 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: Sentimental
Listening to: Cheeky Girls
Reading: Realm of Possibility: David Leviathan

If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.

She was always mine.

V-Day was a good day.

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
*dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4544672/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4544672/ Thu, 10 Feb 2005 09:01:19 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Reading: Realm of Possibility: David Leviathan

We are all famished.

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
*dapride
~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4512590/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4512590/ Sun, 06 Feb 2005 14:09:35 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: Broken-hearted
Listening to: Break-up songs
Reading: Realm of Possibility: David Leviathan
Watching: Office Space

Heat


Ravaged. I feel ravaged.

I'm so sorry.

"Love makes us do crazy things."

meberships:
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~Gay-community-free

]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4430327/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4430327/ Thu, 27 Jan 2005 16:18:42 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: Broken-hearted
Listening to: Break-up songs
Reading: The Dragon Charmer: Jan Siegel
Watching: Moulin Rouge

You know how I said I'd risk anything to spend a 24 hour period with her?....this time I have risked it all...

Saturday was wonderful. Something we had both been looking forward too...I thought.

I was finally able to stay with her. One night with her. Thats all I wanted.....I'd risk anything.....

She's left me.

She's gone.

She didn't love me the same anymore.......

She's happier without me....she's happier now.

I just wish so much that she could have been happy with me.

But I love her enough to let her go.....I love her so much.

But she's happier now.


I wish I could have given her everything. I wish I could have been her all.

"Love makes us do crazy things."

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]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4239830/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4239830/ Tue, 04 Jan 2005 17:29:14 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: Glum Chum
Listening to: some jazzy chirstmas music (what else?)
Reading: The Dragon Charmer: Jan Siegel
Watching: A Christmas Story

Every One Else


New semester of hell. Let the games begin.

I'm in some interesting classes. Apparel for one, I get to make clothes....

and who'da thought that for gym credit you get to pitch tents and fish and make food over a fire and learn how to scuba dive, and shoot things?
I suppose only at a hick school.
But hey, its an easy P.E. credit
...and the best part: No stinky gym clothes, and no running laps! Woo hoo!

Lately i've been in a pissy mood....probably because I hardly get to spend any quality time with my girlfriend...

I get so jealous at my best friend who gets to see her boy every day.... "every minute every hour every daaaay!"

It makes me so jealous I get green with envy....

and it seems like lately, things just have not been going the way i'd like them.....i suppose i can't be a controll freak all the time.....

i just want things to be good agian....the way they use to be....

with that spark, that pizzaz, that "thing"

its just hasn't been as magical lately.....

i guess i'm just bitter.....

I'd risk forever just to spend one 24 hour period with you....

"Love makes us do crazy things."

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]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4152436/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4152436/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 08:14:14 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: Cheerful
Listening to: some jazzy chirstmas music (what else?)
Reading: The Dragon Charmer: Jan Siegel
Watching: A Christmas Story

Happy Chrismahaunakuanzamas everybody!

"Love makes us do crazy things."

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]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4118014/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4118014/ Tue, 21 Dec 2004 09:18:20 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: Love's a Bitch
Listening to: some jazz
Reading: The Dragon Charmer: Jan Siegel
Watching: The Hunger

Quotes to Ponder
on love

Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.
Alan Watts

To love deeply in one direction makes us more loving in all others.
Anne-Sophie Swetchine

To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.
Bertrand Russell

Clarity of mind means clarity of passion, too; this is why a great and clear mind loves ardently and sees distinctly what it loves.
Blaise Pascal

The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.
Carl Jung

To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.
David Viscott

All love that has not friendship for its base, is like a mansion built upon sand.
Ella Wheeler Wilcox

Love is everything it's cracked up to be…It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for.
Erica Jong

Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.
H. L. Mencken

There is no remedy for love but to love more.
Henry David Thoreau

True love brings up everything - you're allowing a mirror to be held up to you daily.
Jennifer Aniston

To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.
Madonna

Love is the big booming beat which covers up the noise of hate.
Margaret Cho

The first duty of love is to listen.
Paul Tillich

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.
Rabbi Julius Gordon

I believe love is primarily a choice and only sometimes a feeling. If you want to feel love, choose to love and be patient.
Real Live Preacher

I don’t think anyone can DO anything that would make him worthy of love. Love is a gift and cannot be earned. It can only be given.
Real Live Preacher

Love is an irresistable desire to be irresistably desired.
Robert Frost

Love is or it ain't. Thin love ain't love at all.
Toni Morrison

Love isn't a decision. It's a feeling. If we could decide who we loved, it would be much simplier, but much less magical.
Trey Parker and Matt Stone

Life's greatest happiness is to be convinced we are loved.
Victor Hugo

You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her.
Anon.

If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.
Anon.

Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within.
James Baldwin

Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small, it enkindles the great.
Comte DeBussy-Rabutin

You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have truly lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love
Henry Drummond

Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.
-Erich Fromm

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes...just be an illusion
Javan

"Love makes us do crazy things."

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]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4073298/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4073298/ Wed, 15 Dec 2004 12:50:05 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: bleh
Listening to: some sad opera stuff
Reading: The Dragon Charmer: Jan Siegel
Watching: The Hunger

Artistic Frustration.....(like sexual frustration) is...well.....frustrating....

I feel like going to Montrose (the artsy area of town), sitting down at a coffee shop and reading poetry....or writing it....and sipping a cappuccino....

I want to paint, but i have no paints!

I want to take pics...but i have no models or subjects

I want to color my drawing on photoshop...but i have no wacom tablet....

GARRRRRARARAR

"Love makes us do crazy things."

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]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4058079/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4058079/ Mon, 13 Dec 2004 13:32:52 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: bleh
Listening to: Breath On: Portishead
Reading: The Dragon Charmer: Jan Siegel
Watching: The Hunger

i put up a new Take Comfort....

Please give me some feedback if you like the new one or the old one better....

I tried to crop it better, so the angle wouldn't be so awkward

i love this photograph...if only the flippen angle wasn't so messed up.....

"Love makes us do crazy things."

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]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4035646/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4035646/ Fri, 10 Dec 2004 14:28:10 PST There is always some madness in love. However there is always some reason in madness.

Mood: i feel pretty
Listening to: Horror Show: The Birthday Massacre
Reading: The Dragon Charmer: Jan Siegel
Watching: The Hunger

I'm afraid of the things to come,

I regret the things of the past

I yearn for how things were

and pray that they may return.



Love can make you do crazy things.




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]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4003854/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/4003854/ Mon, 06 Dec 2004 14:48:35 PST
I took some more pictures over the weekend.

Some i'm very proud of.

I enlisted the help of Sonya and Ryan in order to get them, so thank you both!

AND FIGHT LIKE ANGELS!

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]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/3979889/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/3979889/ Fri, 03 Dec 2004 13:00:59 PST
[link] Spoons

I like rusty spoons....


feel free to use my art as stock....please just let me know ahead of time and keep me in mind when you get famous!



before i go, i'm just going to caress this rusty kettle......

AND FIGHT LIKE ANGELS! ]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/3972494/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/3972494/ Thu, 02 Dec 2004 15:28:06 PST
[link] if you like awesome flash cartoons check this out. you won't regret it!

Go to that link!!!

...Can't wait untill saturday.

Christmas is almost here. Which means a new semester of Hell School. However, one more semester, and i'm almost done.

I hate the never ending process of uploading photos...I have so many to up load though. And I'm going to be doing a new sieres on Satuday....its gunna be nice..... So stay tuned for thoes.

Quote of the day:

Love knows no bounds.

AND FIGHT LIKE ANGELS! ]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/3949286/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/3949286/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 16:14:46 PST Screamin all the way but never die.

I got me my subscription

i'm setten up my photos,

restoring my favs....

and....TA-DA!

the freer newer Ria is here.


new piccies....soon....older piccies later....

these are fun to put on!



COME MY CHILDREN AND FIGHT LIKE ANGELS!

Climben to the top just as fast as you can,
To do it again.... ]]> ~LaFaerie http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/3864469/ http://LaFaerie.deviantart.com/journal/3864469/ Thu, 18 Nov 2004 12:08:39 PST ~LaFaerie